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[music]
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I'm Do...
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Some called our partnership
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Ti and Do.
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That's not my name,
but that's how I'm referred to
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on Planet Earth,
at this time.
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I've been talking
to my students
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that are sitting
in front of me.
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Jmmody, would you want
to stand up and--
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so that we can take a look
at your uniform.
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Okay.
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And maybe we can
back up a little bit
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and get a little wider picture
of the uniform.
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Okay, now, maybe we can
zoom in on the patch
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that... great.
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See, it says
"Heaven's Gate Away Team."
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We've been away,
and now we're going back.
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Okay, thanks, Jmmody.
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Now let's go to Dvvody.
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Dvvody.
[chuckling]
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They're all camera shy.
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We-- okay, come on over,
to Stlody.
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We... came
from distant space,
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what your religious literature
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would call
the Kingdom of Heaven.
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And we're about to return.
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[music]
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JWNODY: We might
see you all again,
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and then we might not.
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That's-- we hope that
you remember us as we were
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and not how other people
are going to try
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and tell you that we are.
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And one last thing
we'd like to say is,
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39 to beam up.
Thank you.
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[music]
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MAN: There is confirmed
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All of the individuals were
similarly clothed.
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It appeared as if
there were almost a uniform.
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2nd MAN: This was
a voluntary situation.
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They may or may not
have been influenced,
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but we'll never know that.
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But, at this point,
this is considered
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a mass suicide
investigation.
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[music]
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MAN: This wasn't
just something that--
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oh, there's a spacecraft,
let's kill ourselves.
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These people spent
22 years
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preparing
for what they did,
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and I wish people would examine
that 22-year period
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instead of just examining
their method of leaving.
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A score of persons
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from a small Oregon town
have disappeared.
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It's a mystery
whether they've been taken
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on a so-called trip to eternity
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or simply been taken.
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Terry Drinkwater takes
a look at that story.
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TERRY: Here along
the cloud-covered coast
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near Newport, Oregon,
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a mysterious couple appeared
three weeks ago,
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circulating a flyer
proclaiming
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a UFO would soon be ready
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to take whomever
would follow them
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to another life,
another world.
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They held meetings,
one at this motel,
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to recruit voyagers.
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Francine Furst attended
but was unconvinced.
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Those people who choose
to go along will be
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picked up by a UFO,
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and they will be leaving
this Earth forever.
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TERRY: Why didn't you
decide to go?
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I'm too human
and too normal.
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- [chuckling]
- I love to travel,
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but I also like to know
where I'm going.
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There were 34 people
that actually...
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ended up joining
because of the Waldport meeting.
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All different kinds of
numbers were reported,
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and I was among them.
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SAWYER: I was living
in Waldport, Oregon.
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I came out of a band practice,
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like an all-nighter
party kind of thing,
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and I saw that poster.
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What piqued my interest
about the poster
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that I remember making a comment
about to my partner is,
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"I wonder what these people
look like," you know,
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they were talking about
them being from outer space.
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"If you ever
entertained the idea
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"of a physical level
above the human level,
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you will want
to attend this meeting."
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Back then,
I had a girlfriend,
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Erika, and we had
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been together
for three years.
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We were gonna take
a vacation to Oregon
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to visit my cousin.
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I was excited.
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But at that point...
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SAWYER: The place was packed.
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I would estimate
there were, like,
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close to 200 people
in this room.
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And Ti and Do came out
onto the stage,
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and they just sat there
for maybe a minute or two,
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which seemed
like a long time to me.
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TERRY: These are "The Two."
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The two who promise
to take their followers
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literally out of this world
in a spaceship.
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SAWYER: They said that
they had come to teach
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the process of becoming
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a member
of the Next Level.
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DO: When a human has overcome
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all of his human level
activities,
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a chemical change takes place,
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and he goes through
a metamorphosis
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just exactly as
a caterpillar does
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when he quits being
a caterpillar.
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And he goes off
into a chrysalis,
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and he becomes a butterfly.
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They said, if you followed
their approach,
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that your body would chemically
and biologically transform
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into a perfected space alien.
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And you would go
physically on board a UFO
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and sail physically
into Heaven.
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What they would call
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"The Next Level."
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LESLIE LIGHT: I was impressed
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with listening to the man.
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He was kind of
mesmerizing.
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I kept looking at his eyes.
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These kind of eyes
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that you would look through,
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and I just remember
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feeling like,
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could this, like--
I was trying
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to pick up
on his energy, like,
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if it was really true.
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SAWYER: There was this haze
floating around them,
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like a shimmering light.
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It wasn't like
a smoke haze.
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It was more
electrical-looking.
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And I turned to my left,
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and above the crowd,
the people,
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there was
that same kind of haze,
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but it was
less distinguishable
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as electrical.
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And so I recognized that
that might've been,
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like, the Holy Spirit.
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I was pretty young, I was 24,
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so I didn't maybe have
a lot of concrete beliefs,
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but I believed everything
he was saying.
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I felt euphoric.
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Higher than a kite
in this meeting.
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Erika had felt the same thing.
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Same euphoric feeling.
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I felt like I sat in front
of the equivalent of Jesus.
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By the end of the meeting,
I looked at my partner,
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and she looked at me,
and it was like
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we knew that
we wanted to do this.
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All they wanted you to do was
to make the choice to go,
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and then leave
your possessions.
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Leave everything that was
connected to your humanness
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and to go with them
to begin to repair.
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People have disappeared,
yes, we have roughly
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fifteen to twenty people that
are no longer in the area.
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[music]
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LESLIE: You had to say
goodbye to everybody
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in your life and leave.
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Nobody else wanted
to go with me.
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They thought it was crazy.
I just went.
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SAWYER: They told us to bring
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any camping gear with us.
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Then we were given
instructions to go
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to a campground
at Boulder Canyon,
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where they would split us up
into groups.
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I definitely was seeking
something more than I had.
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But I didn't know
what that was.
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[jingling]
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I'm allowed to do this now.
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But not federally.
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These guys.
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My children.
It's mild.
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I don't like
any intense stuff, you know?
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I wanna be able to function.
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I was in high school
when I was experimenting
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with drugs and LSD
and stuff like that.
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I started to get
into spirituality.
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[Indian rhythm]
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I was experimenting
with different spiritual groups.
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You know, meditations.
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I would dance with the Sufis
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and relate
to the Hare Krishna people.
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I read the book
"Paramahansa Yogananda,"
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you know,
"Autobiography of a Yogi."
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And I remember thinking,
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gosh, I wanna be
enlightened like that.
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Like, I wanted that.
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I wanted to have
that specialness.
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BENJAMIN: Heaven's Gate was
never exactly mainstream,
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but it wasn't as alternative
as we think about it today.
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So, you have to imagine
what it was like in the '70s.
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So, this is the time
when hippies and beatniks
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and-- and folks like that are
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looking outside
of established religions.
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Many people who were drawn
to Heaven's Gate
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had tried all sorts
of religious options.
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I was struggling
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with what I wanted to do
with my life.
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I was a young
beautiful girl.
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A child model in Hollywood.
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I went out to Moran
and became a hippie.
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So, when the two came along,
it just resonated
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with my own spiritual dilemma
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of being attached
and being of this world
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and what role it played
in my own, you know, struggle.
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We have
this simple truth,
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though the most potent truth,
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and it is
the identical truth
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that Jesus brought
to human beings
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two thousand years ago.
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Heaven's Gate is effectively,
from my reading,
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a Christian offshoot.
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Now, this is important
because it's also a time
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when many Christians looked
around at the world
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and thought
the world was about to end.
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REZA ASLAN: Groups
like Heaven's Gate are
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what scholars refer to
as millenarian.
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And they have an understanding
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of time as coming to an end.
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Planet Earth is
about to be recycled.
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Your only chance
to survive
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is to leave with us.
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These kinds of
millenarian groups
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tend to arise in times
of societal stress.
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[explosion booming]
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PROTESTORS: Out now!
Out now! Out now!
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It's later than
most people think.
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Whether it's five minutes
to midnight,
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or whether it's ten minutes
to midnight is debatable.
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BENJAMIN: And for Heaven's Gate,
also, this is really
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the first generation
of belief in flying saucers
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and things like that.
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What do we know
of outer space?
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Is there anyone
out there?
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And are they headed our way?
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BENJAMIN: One of
the best-selling books
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at the time was
"Chariots of the Gods"
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by Erich von Daniken,
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who claimed he had evidence
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that the world's
ancient religions were
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actually founded
by extraterrestrial visitors.
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I was interested in UFOs.
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Curious.
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Never saw one.
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BENJAMIN: That's why,
in the '70s,
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when people encountered
Heaven's Gate,
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people didn't say,
"Whoa, this is weird."
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They said, "This is
what I've been looking for."
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And so all these people,
for one reason or another,
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accept this message
that "The Two"
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are actually
who they say they are,
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space aliens, effectively,
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who offer them a way
to get to Heaven.
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DO: In 1975,
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there were two individuals
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who came public,
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held some meetings
around the country,
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and said that they were
from the Kingdom of Heaven.
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And those two individuals
were Ti and Do.
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BENJAMIN: They go
by a variety of names,
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but they also just call
themselves "The Two."
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And they went
to Bo and Peep after that.
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[whir, ding]
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SAWYER: They said, I guess,
"Our names are Bo and Peep,
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because we now have sheep.
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And then Bo and Peep
became Do and Ti,
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in that order,
relative to the names.
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I didn't know at the time
why they chose those names,
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but I learned
not too long after that
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that it came from that musical
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"The Sound of Music."
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♪ When you read,
you begin with ♪
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♪ A B C ♪
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♪ When you sing,
you begin with ♪
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♪ Do re mi ♪
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ALL: ♪ Do re mi ♪
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♪ Do re mi fa so la ti ♪
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Oh, let's see
if I can make it easier.
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Ti and Do were
both fans of musical theater.
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Do's first love was music--
before he got into religion
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and spirituality,
was music.
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[gentle major key melody]
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NEELY BRUCE:
It's very disorienting
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when you call him Marshall.
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Nobody called him Marshall.
Everyone called him Herff.
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So, um, when Herff Applewhite
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came to the University
of Alabama,
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he didn't look at all
like a professor.
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He was very casual,
very laid back.
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There was no hint
that all this catastrophe
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was looming in his future.
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He had a fantastic voice.
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He had a lot of charisma.
300
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He was such
a natural performer.
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He would have the audience
in the palm of his hand.
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But it was widely rumored
that he was having an affair
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with-- with one of the male
graduate students.
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And his father was
a very, very hard-nosed
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Presbyterian minister
who did not like the fact
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that he had a gay son.
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I'm sure, in Jesus' eyes,
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his relationship
to his father
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was... goodness,
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when will I ever grow
to be like my father?
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I'm so ignorant!
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I do things so poor.
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I can't get them right.
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And yet...
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his ability
to recognize his father...
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and want to be like his father
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and realize that
he is nothing but a child.
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His wife divorced him.
I remember her very well.
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Very nice family.
Then, that seems to put him--
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put him in a bit
of a tailspin.
321
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And so he left Alabama
for Houston.
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I got a call
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telling me that--
that this notorious couple
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in the news was
actually, you know,
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Herff Applewhite
and his former nurse.
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This is the story
that I heard.
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He was gonna attempt
a career on the opera stage
328
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at Houston Grand Opera.
329
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He was going to do
his biggest role there,
330
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which was the role
of Olin Blitch.
331
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He's a traveling preacher
who seduces Susannah
332
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in the opera "Susannah."
333
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The Lord, he spoke to me
this afternoon.
334
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And he said, "Blitch,
335
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"there's gonna be
a lot of lost souls
336
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"at that meeting tonight!
337
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"Don't take no text.
338
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I'll put the words
in your mouth."
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NEELY: He was
in rehearsal, and he had
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some sort of
a psychotic episode
341
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and was actually
hospitalized.
342
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DO: We met...
just perchance...
343
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while I was visiting
a sick friend in a hospital.
344
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Where Ti was a nurse.
345
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JANJA LALICH: I think
most people don't think of Ti
346
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as the real leader
of the group,
347
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but she met Do
when he was
348
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obviously
at a vulnerable point.
349
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She convinced him that--
350
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that he was her soulmate.
351
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Ti had more experience
352
00:18:39,130 --> 00:18:42,050
and was older than me.
353
00:18:42,070 --> 00:18:45,171
I could see Ti's control
was better than mine.
354
00:18:45,191 --> 00:18:49,221
Ti really recruited Do, and--
and Do was her follower.
355
00:18:49,241 --> 00:18:51,140
Nettle says,
"Well, I'm an astrologer.
356
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Uh, and I can do
your chart."
357
00:18:54,191 --> 00:18:56,181
And she deduces
that they're fated
358
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to work together
on some grand project.
359
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They are destined to be
spiritual partners.
360
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JANJA: After that,
they became very close.
361
00:19:04,201 --> 00:19:07,090
He eventually went
to live with her.
362
00:19:07,110 --> 00:19:08,211
They were never romantic.
363
00:19:10,140 --> 00:19:13,100
But she was very much
the force behind the group,
364
00:19:13,120 --> 00:19:14,241
the founding of the group,
365
00:19:15,021 --> 00:19:17,060
and the way
the group functioned.
366
00:19:43,110 --> 00:19:46,140
- You're a sweetie, yeah.
- [meowing]
367
00:19:53,130 --> 00:19:55,100
This is Mom.
368
00:19:57,050 --> 00:19:59,130
The others are similar, but...
369
00:19:59,151 --> 00:20:03,021
she looks-- for some reason,
she looks sad in those pictures.
370
00:20:06,130 --> 00:20:08,201
My mom was a--
was an RN.
371
00:20:10,181 --> 00:20:13,090
Her passion was working
with babies.
372
00:20:13,110 --> 00:20:15,090
So, she ended up
being a baby nurse
373
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at a hospital in Houston.
374
00:20:20,151 --> 00:20:22,211
I always wanted to be with her.
375
00:20:22,231 --> 00:20:25,201
She was my best friend.
We did everything together.
376
00:20:27,060 --> 00:20:28,211
Actually,
I was a candy striper
377
00:20:28,231 --> 00:20:30,201
at the hospital
where she worked,
378
00:20:30,221 --> 00:20:33,201
and so we'd hang out at work.
379
00:20:33,221 --> 00:20:35,181
And she'd take me
to dance classes
380
00:20:35,201 --> 00:20:38,021
and acting classes
and music classes,
381
00:20:38,040 --> 00:20:40,090
and all this stuff,
and-- and I'd--
382
00:20:40,110 --> 00:20:42,130
we'd talk about everything
under the sun.
383
00:20:43,241 --> 00:20:45,161
We spent a lot of time
talking about
384
00:20:45,181 --> 00:20:47,171
spiritualism
and mediums and astrology.
385
00:20:47,191 --> 00:20:50,050
Things like that.
386
00:20:50,070 --> 00:20:53,130
Even before she met,
uh, Marshall Applewhite,
387
00:20:53,151 --> 00:20:56,050
she was someone who
was already very entrenched
388
00:20:56,070 --> 00:20:58,161
in New Age thinking.
389
00:21:09,201 --> 00:21:11,171
JANJA: You know,
all of this kind of stuff,
390
00:21:11,191 --> 00:21:14,171
crystals and ascended beings
391
00:21:14,191 --> 00:21:18,161
and channeling
dead people and seances.
392
00:21:18,181 --> 00:21:20,090
I have come.
393
00:21:20,110 --> 00:21:23,181
And I am going to work
with many of you today.
394
00:21:23,201 --> 00:21:27,040
And part of that interest
was in UFOs.
395
00:21:35,090 --> 00:21:37,110
TERRIE: We used to dream
about a UFO picking us up
396
00:21:37,130 --> 00:21:39,130
and taking us away
from this world.
397
00:21:40,241 --> 00:21:43,070
We didn't feel
like we belonged here.
398
00:21:45,201 --> 00:21:47,221
I don't remember
if I saw it first
399
00:21:47,241 --> 00:21:50,221
or she saw it first...
400
00:21:50,241 --> 00:21:54,040
we saw this light in the sky
401
00:21:54,060 --> 00:21:58,140
that appeared to move
in different directions.
402
00:21:59,201 --> 00:22:01,201
We would talk
about how neat it would be
403
00:22:01,221 --> 00:22:04,221
if... it were a UFO
and it would come down
404
00:22:04,241 --> 00:22:06,191
and pick us up
and take us away.
405
00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:12,120
And we would speculate
about what it would be like
406
00:22:12,140 --> 00:22:14,191
in... going
to different planets...
407
00:22:14,211 --> 00:22:18,021
'cause both of us wanted
to leave this earth.
408
00:22:20,251 --> 00:22:24,030
DO: We were going through
an awakening period.
409
00:22:24,050 --> 00:22:28,201
It's common for the person
who is awakening.
410
00:22:28,221 --> 00:22:30,251
For his life to begin
to fall apart
411
00:22:31,030 --> 00:22:33,070
or her life to begin
to fall apart.
412
00:22:33,090 --> 00:22:36,251
It got kind of tense
at home, you know,
413
00:22:37,030 --> 00:22:40,080
because now there's
another man involved.
414
00:22:41,161 --> 00:22:43,050
And eventually
my parents
415
00:22:43,070 --> 00:22:46,030
got a divorce when I was 19.
416
00:22:46,050 --> 00:22:48,030
My mom said that
we need to find out
417
00:22:48,050 --> 00:22:50,090
what we're supposed to do.
418
00:22:51,231 --> 00:22:53,120
And as soon as they discovered
419
00:22:53,140 --> 00:22:55,040
what they were supposed
to be doing,
420
00:22:55,060 --> 00:22:56,201
she'd be back.
421
00:22:56,221 --> 00:23:01,040
But that... it didn't
turn out that way.
422
00:23:01,060 --> 00:23:03,191
[soft string music]
423
00:23:13,080 --> 00:23:15,140
♪ There's a highway ♪
424
00:23:15,161 --> 00:23:19,171
♪ Telling me to go
where I can now ♪
425
00:23:19,191 --> 00:23:21,040
BENJAMIN: They travel
around the country
426
00:23:21,060 --> 00:23:23,201
on this journey
of self-exploration.
427
00:23:23,221 --> 00:23:27,080
And they visit
other New Age-ers.
428
00:23:27,100 --> 00:23:29,161
Various gurus,
alternative health centers.
429
00:23:29,181 --> 00:23:31,161
They stop and stay
in churches.
430
00:23:31,181 --> 00:23:34,120
They have no money,
so they take odd jobs.
431
00:23:34,140 --> 00:23:36,040
Their car's
always breaking down,
432
00:23:36,060 --> 00:23:38,181
and they're digging ditches
to try and make money.
433
00:23:38,201 --> 00:23:41,151
TERRIE: Shortly after
my mom and Herff left,
434
00:23:41,171 --> 00:23:43,241
and my mom sent me
this picture.
435
00:23:44,021 --> 00:23:46,221
It's Herff and my mom in Vegas.
436
00:23:46,241 --> 00:23:48,181
And on the back
of the card, it said,
437
00:23:48,201 --> 00:23:50,110
"Herff cut my hair.
How do you like it?
438
00:23:50,130 --> 00:23:52,211
Love you, Mom."
439
00:23:52,231 --> 00:23:56,030
♪ Gonna be all right now,
gonna be all right... ♪
440
00:23:56,050 --> 00:23:58,191
In July of 1973,
441
00:23:58,211 --> 00:24:00,110
Bonnie Lou and Herff had
been on the road
442
00:24:00,130 --> 00:24:02,070
for over a year at this point.
443
00:24:03,201 --> 00:24:06,050
And they end up
on the Oregon coast.
444
00:24:10,021 --> 00:24:11,181
And it occurs to them
445
00:24:11,201 --> 00:24:14,191
that they finally
figured out the answer.
446
00:24:18,191 --> 00:24:21,181
Herff and Bonnie Lou discover
447
00:24:21,201 --> 00:24:23,140
that they are
the two witnesses
448
00:24:23,161 --> 00:24:26,130
who are foretold
in the Book of Revelation.
449
00:24:29,161 --> 00:24:32,060
They are destined
to be martyred.
450
00:24:36,050 --> 00:24:39,110
And then to rise
from the dead.
451
00:24:39,130 --> 00:24:40,251
Revelation...
452
00:24:53,161 --> 00:24:55,221
Ti and Do believe
that they...
453
00:24:55,241 --> 00:24:58,100
will then lead all those
who accept their message
454
00:24:58,120 --> 00:25:01,181
into outer space
to the Kingdom of God.
455
00:25:01,201 --> 00:25:03,140
The Next Level.
456
00:25:03,161 --> 00:25:05,231
And they refer to this
as The Demonstration.
457
00:25:05,251 --> 00:25:07,241
Initiating the end
of the world.
458
00:25:09,171 --> 00:25:12,120
They say when the Book
of Revelation talks about,
459
00:25:12,140 --> 00:25:14,191
"ascending up to Heaven
in a cloud,"
460
00:25:14,211 --> 00:25:16,040
well, they say,
well, first-century,
461
00:25:16,060 --> 00:25:18,040
second-century people
wouldn't've understood a UFO.
462
00:25:18,060 --> 00:25:20,080
So they say a cloud,
but in fact that cloud
463
00:25:20,100 --> 00:25:22,070
is a flying saucer.
464
00:25:37,151 --> 00:25:39,231
BENJAMIN: They saw themselves
not ultimately as offering
465
00:25:39,251 --> 00:25:41,231
religious
or spiritual guidance
466
00:25:41,251 --> 00:25:44,221
but scientific,
technological message.
467
00:25:44,241 --> 00:25:46,241
Because they taught that,
468
00:25:47,021 --> 00:25:49,171
with a powerful
enough telescope,
469
00:25:49,191 --> 00:25:51,191
you can see God.
470
00:25:53,181 --> 00:25:55,161
I think they took acid.
471
00:25:55,181 --> 00:25:58,151
[laughing]
472
00:26:01,161 --> 00:26:05,171
There was a short period of time
when, in isolation,
473
00:26:05,191 --> 00:26:08,251
we went through
an extreme awakening period.
474
00:26:09,030 --> 00:26:10,191
This is...
475
00:26:10,211 --> 00:26:13,050
unimportant information--
the only thing that's important
476
00:26:13,070 --> 00:26:16,130
is, can you shed
human-ness?
477
00:26:18,110 --> 00:26:20,161
And then hang on to your hat,
478
00:26:20,181 --> 00:26:23,181
because, from that point
until the time you leave,
479
00:26:23,201 --> 00:26:28,030
will be one major growth
after another
480
00:26:28,050 --> 00:26:31,161
that will change you
from a human
481
00:26:31,181 --> 00:26:34,140
into a member
of that Next Level.
482
00:26:34,161 --> 00:26:36,201
When they started,
you know, the--
483
00:26:36,221 --> 00:26:38,130
the leaving was imminent.
484
00:26:38,151 --> 00:26:40,090
The spaceship was gonna
come and get them,
485
00:26:40,110 --> 00:26:41,231
and it was gonna
happen tomorrow,
486
00:26:41,251 --> 00:26:44,021
and there was really
the sense of immediacy.
487
00:26:44,040 --> 00:26:46,090
Which, if you were
one of the early followers,
488
00:26:46,110 --> 00:26:48,040
you know, you really
bought into that.
489
00:26:49,151 --> 00:26:51,171
Dick Joslyn was a young man
490
00:26:51,191 --> 00:26:53,110
in Los Angeles.
491
00:26:53,130 --> 00:26:55,211
He wanted to be an actor.
492
00:26:55,231 --> 00:26:58,151
And he was
one of the first followers.
493
00:26:59,231 --> 00:27:02,070
A matter of some months ago,
494
00:27:02,090 --> 00:27:04,021
uh, those of us
who are up here
495
00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:05,251
were sitting in a meeting
similar to this,
496
00:27:06,030 --> 00:27:07,241
where you are...
497
00:27:08,021 --> 00:27:11,161
and listening
to two individuals--
498
00:27:11,181 --> 00:27:14,050
a man and a woman--
499
00:27:14,070 --> 00:27:17,191
share some information with us.
500
00:27:17,211 --> 00:27:22,151
It's important to understand
that you cannot die
501
00:27:22,171 --> 00:27:24,241
and achieve the level
we're talking about.
502
00:27:25,021 --> 00:27:28,021
You cannot die
and get to Heaven.
503
00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:31,070
Uh... this level
that we're speaking of
504
00:27:31,090 --> 00:27:33,100
is obtained
only while you're alive
505
00:27:33,120 --> 00:27:35,130
and physically healthy.
506
00:27:35,151 --> 00:27:39,140
In a way that you've never
been alive before.
507
00:27:39,161 --> 00:27:42,040
We're not here
to convince you of anything.
508
00:27:42,060 --> 00:27:44,221
But we know that
there are a lot of people,
509
00:27:44,241 --> 00:27:46,140
at least some people,
510
00:27:46,161 --> 00:27:49,120
who are waiting
for this information,
511
00:27:49,140 --> 00:27:52,050
and they will recognize it
when they hear it.
512
00:28:05,211 --> 00:28:08,110
ROBERT: My name is
Robert W. Balch.
513
00:28:08,130 --> 00:28:10,151
I am a sociology professor,
514
00:28:10,171 --> 00:28:14,191
now retired,
at the University of Montana.
515
00:28:14,211 --> 00:28:16,191
My connection with Heaven's Gate
516
00:28:16,211 --> 00:28:19,151
began in 1975
517
00:28:19,171 --> 00:28:21,231
when the story broke
518
00:28:21,251 --> 00:28:24,090
about 20 people
who had disappeared
519
00:28:24,110 --> 00:28:25,231
on the Oregon coast
520
00:28:25,251 --> 00:28:29,090
after attending
a meeting about UFOs.
521
00:28:29,110 --> 00:28:31,241
Initially, 1975,
522
00:28:32,021 --> 00:28:34,090
I had gone to Sedona, Arizona
523
00:28:34,110 --> 00:28:35,251
to do research
524
00:28:36,030 --> 00:28:37,100
on what was then
525
00:28:37,120 --> 00:28:40,201
this emerging
New Age community.
526
00:28:40,221 --> 00:28:43,161
And so I'm walking
down the sidewalk
527
00:28:43,181 --> 00:28:47,070
and saw this poster on the wall.
528
00:28:50,070 --> 00:28:52,060
It says, "Humans,
do you really know
529
00:28:52,080 --> 00:28:54,021
"what Christ came to tell us?
530
00:28:54,040 --> 00:28:56,161
"Do you believe
in flying saucers?
531
00:28:56,181 --> 00:28:58,211
"Are you ready to take
your physical body
532
00:28:58,231 --> 00:29:01,040
to the next
evolutionary kingdom?"
533
00:29:01,060 --> 00:29:03,040
I looked at it
and I thought,
534
00:29:03,060 --> 00:29:05,080
boy, I wonder
if these are the people
535
00:29:05,100 --> 00:29:08,021
that I've been reading about
in the newspapers.
536
00:29:08,040 --> 00:29:11,030
The people
from Waldport, Oregon.
537
00:29:15,090 --> 00:29:17,171
I just thought,
this is so weird.
538
00:29:17,191 --> 00:29:21,030
I wanna go and see
what they have to say.
539
00:29:21,050 --> 00:29:22,211
We're now in the process
540
00:29:22,231 --> 00:29:26,120
of... overcoming the world
541
00:29:26,140 --> 00:29:30,060
and converting
all of our energies
542
00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:33,211
to becoming
Next Level individuals.
543
00:29:33,231 --> 00:29:37,060
ROBERT: Members of the group
were presenting the message.
544
00:29:37,080 --> 00:29:40,231
The leaders, the two,
they were not there.
545
00:29:43,120 --> 00:29:47,130
Nine people decided that day
to join the group.
546
00:29:48,231 --> 00:29:51,241
And so I am thinking,
this is very bizarre.
547
00:29:52,021 --> 00:29:54,161
I've never seen anything
like this before.
548
00:29:54,181 --> 00:29:57,241
And it was at that point
I thought, ahh,
549
00:29:58,021 --> 00:30:00,100
maybe I should
just go undercover.
550
00:30:05,241 --> 00:30:07,140
And so that night,
551
00:30:07,161 --> 00:30:10,181
I went home, and I called
my friend David Taylor.
552
00:30:10,201 --> 00:30:12,221
I said, would you like
to do this with me?
553
00:30:15,161 --> 00:30:18,211
He called me, and he said,
"Do you think you could join me
554
00:30:18,231 --> 00:30:20,151
for a couple weeks
in California?"
555
00:30:20,171 --> 00:30:23,030
ROBERT: David was
at the time this kind of
556
00:30:23,050 --> 00:30:26,191
hippie-trippy graduate student
here in our department.
557
00:30:26,211 --> 00:30:30,070
And he was the only person
I knew who would drop everything
558
00:30:30,090 --> 00:30:33,201
spur of the moment to do
something like this.
559
00:30:33,221 --> 00:30:36,090
And, sure enough, he did.
560
00:30:38,151 --> 00:30:40,040
At that point,
we knew that
561
00:30:40,060 --> 00:30:42,080
the members were
all on their way
562
00:30:42,100 --> 00:30:45,070
to be reunited with The Two,
563
00:30:45,090 --> 00:30:49,060
who they hadn't seen
for a few weeks at this point.
564
00:30:52,211 --> 00:30:56,030
I told them I wanted
to join the group.
565
00:30:56,050 --> 00:30:59,030
And so, how are we gonna
rendezvous with you?
566
00:30:59,050 --> 00:31:02,050
And they-- "Well, we don't know
where we're gonna be yet.
567
00:31:02,070 --> 00:31:04,231
"So, here's
what we'll do.
568
00:31:04,251 --> 00:31:06,251
"Go to the town of Varinda,
569
00:31:07,030 --> 00:31:09,221
"which is
outside of Oakland.
570
00:31:09,241 --> 00:31:11,181
"Find the post office,
571
00:31:11,201 --> 00:31:13,231
"and we will leave you
an address
572
00:31:13,251 --> 00:31:17,090
on page 100
of the zip code book."
573
00:31:17,110 --> 00:31:21,060
DAVID: Rob said
this group is very secretive,
574
00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:22,231
not just about publicity
575
00:31:22,251 --> 00:31:26,070
but scrutiny from the media
and the police.
576
00:31:28,151 --> 00:31:30,211
We get to the post office
577
00:31:30,231 --> 00:31:33,100
and find
the zip code book.
578
00:31:33,120 --> 00:31:35,130
There's no address.
579
00:31:35,151 --> 00:31:39,030
They just say, "Meet us
at the top of Mt. Diablo."
580
00:31:43,201 --> 00:31:45,060
We had to hitch a ride
581
00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:47,100
to get to the top
of this damn mountain,
582
00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:49,090
and there's nobody else there.
583
00:31:49,110 --> 00:31:51,241
And I look through
the garbage can, and,
584
00:31:52,021 --> 00:31:54,130
sure enough, I find
some of the group's literature.
585
00:31:54,151 --> 00:31:56,130
And so I know that
they have been there,
586
00:31:56,151 --> 00:31:59,090
and I think, oh, my God,
we've come all this way,
587
00:31:59,110 --> 00:32:01,231
and we just freakin'
missed 'em.
588
00:32:05,201 --> 00:32:08,090
And just then,
two cars pull up
589
00:32:08,110 --> 00:32:09,231
full of members of the group.
590
00:32:13,151 --> 00:32:16,221
They're like, "Hop in!"
And off we go.
591
00:32:24,030 --> 00:32:27,130
It was really important for me
to be able to keep a record
592
00:32:27,151 --> 00:32:29,130
of everything that I saw.
593
00:32:29,151 --> 00:32:31,130
Everything that
I heard going on.
594
00:32:31,151 --> 00:32:34,021
And, of course,
that had to be done secretly,
595
00:32:34,040 --> 00:32:37,211
because I was an infiltrator
in this situation.
596
00:32:37,231 --> 00:32:41,201
Initially, I was writing
on just scraps of paper.
597
00:32:41,221 --> 00:32:44,021
This I found somewhere,
598
00:32:44,040 --> 00:32:47,151
and so I was recording
all of my notes.
599
00:32:47,171 --> 00:32:49,181
One of the interesting things
that I discovered
600
00:32:49,201 --> 00:32:51,060
was that there was
601
00:32:51,080 --> 00:32:54,140
no authority structure
whatsoever.
602
00:32:54,161 --> 00:32:57,221
The name of their process was
603
00:32:57,241 --> 00:33:01,060
Human Individual
Metamorphosis.
604
00:33:02,171 --> 00:33:06,100
Because this was
such an individual process,
605
00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:11,021
nobody felt like they had
any authority over anybody else.
606
00:33:11,040 --> 00:33:13,251
You need to be focused
on your own overcoming.
607
00:33:16,050 --> 00:33:18,151
The Kingdom of Heaven
can't be entered
608
00:33:18,171 --> 00:33:20,161
as long as I still have
609
00:33:20,181 --> 00:33:23,030
attachments
and addictions
610
00:33:23,050 --> 00:33:25,151
to the human kingdom.
611
00:33:25,171 --> 00:33:28,201
Whether it be people, things,
612
00:33:28,221 --> 00:33:31,090
careers.
613
00:33:31,110 --> 00:33:33,191
WOMAN: Is there
some special place
614
00:33:33,211 --> 00:33:35,110
that you have people go
615
00:33:35,130 --> 00:33:38,030
to learn about...
how to do this?
616
00:33:38,050 --> 00:33:40,151
Camps or something
like that?
617
00:33:40,171 --> 00:33:45,040
You mean, here on...
here on this planet?
618
00:33:45,060 --> 00:33:48,040
WOMAN: There was something
about going to Colorado.
619
00:33:48,060 --> 00:33:50,120
Uh... there...
620
00:33:50,140 --> 00:33:53,151
we have no training camp.
[chuckling]
621
00:33:53,171 --> 00:33:57,030
BENJAMIN: Ti and Do didn't give
a lot of formal instruction.
622
00:33:57,050 --> 00:34:00,151
So, the group lives
a nomadic existence
623
00:34:00,171 --> 00:34:02,171
but also one characterized
by what I would call
624
00:34:02,191 --> 00:34:04,171
social chaos.
625
00:34:04,191 --> 00:34:06,090
For a while, there are
several hundred people
626
00:34:06,110 --> 00:34:08,080
traveling around the country,
going to campgrounds.
627
00:34:08,100 --> 00:34:10,171
Thinking that their leaders are
gonna teach them
628
00:34:10,191 --> 00:34:12,091
the way off planet Earth.
629
00:34:12,111 --> 00:34:15,080
Sometimes, we're together
in groups of ten or 20,
630
00:34:15,100 --> 00:34:16,240
Sometimes we're together in...
631
00:34:17,021 --> 00:34:18,100
just two or three of us.
632
00:34:29,220 --> 00:34:31,080
We would have meetings
633
00:34:31,100 --> 00:34:33,240
twice a day,
morning and evening.
634
00:34:34,021 --> 00:34:36,080
Most of those meeting times
were spent
635
00:34:36,100 --> 00:34:38,231
tuning in to The Next Level.
636
00:34:40,151 --> 00:34:42,051
They gave us tuning forks
637
00:34:42,071 --> 00:34:44,021
for each group--
had a tuning fork.
638
00:34:44,040 --> 00:34:46,060
[tuning fork rings]
639
00:34:46,080 --> 00:34:48,191
The note A, 440 hz.
640
00:34:48,211 --> 00:34:52,151
They said that we should tune
our mind to that frequency.
641
00:34:52,171 --> 00:34:55,091
[tuning fork rings]
642
00:34:55,111 --> 00:34:58,051
So, you take it and hit it
and stick it on your head.
643
00:34:58,071 --> 00:34:59,171
And then, kind of like,
hum it to yourself.
644
00:34:59,191 --> 00:35:01,031
You know, they didn't
give us instructions
645
00:35:01,051 --> 00:35:02,131
on how to do any of that.
646
00:35:02,151 --> 00:35:05,071
And we were living
on donations at that point,
647
00:35:05,091 --> 00:35:07,040
that we asked the churches for.
648
00:35:07,060 --> 00:35:09,131
So, you'd have to go
knock on doors
649
00:35:09,151 --> 00:35:11,071
and-- and spread
the message,
650
00:35:11,091 --> 00:35:13,211
and then you-- maybe
if you needed money for gas,
651
00:35:13,231 --> 00:35:15,131
do something for them.
652
00:35:15,151 --> 00:35:18,100
The things that we need
to literally live
653
00:35:18,120 --> 00:35:21,091
on this human planet
until we get off
654
00:35:21,111 --> 00:35:24,251
are provided
by situations that come up.
655
00:35:25,031 --> 00:35:28,021
Help will come
in the strangest ways.
656
00:35:28,040 --> 00:35:30,100
[soft music]
657
00:35:30,120 --> 00:35:32,231
In early days,
there was a lot of this...
658
00:35:32,251 --> 00:35:36,111
"we've got this message that
we may be picked up,"
659
00:35:36,131 --> 00:35:38,080
and they would go out
in the desert and wait.
660
00:35:40,080 --> 00:35:44,111
We'd look up at the sky a lot.
Were the UFOs coming for us?
661
00:35:47,200 --> 00:35:49,180
SAWYER: We had
an assigned task.
662
00:35:49,200 --> 00:35:52,180
Somebody would get up and watch
the heavens for an hour
663
00:35:52,200 --> 00:35:54,160
and then go back to sleep.
664
00:35:54,180 --> 00:35:57,111
And we burned the fire
the whole time too.
665
00:35:57,131 --> 00:35:59,021
That's where I got
the name Sawyer.
666
00:35:59,040 --> 00:36:00,200
I was the woodcutter.
667
00:36:00,220 --> 00:36:03,021
Do you regret at all
668
00:36:03,040 --> 00:36:05,140
giving up
what you had to give up?
669
00:36:05,160 --> 00:36:08,040
No regrets, it's been
such an accelerated
670
00:36:08,060 --> 00:36:10,171
growth experience that...
671
00:36:10,191 --> 00:36:12,240
no matter what happens,
I could never regret
672
00:36:13,021 --> 00:36:14,231
taking this move.
673
00:36:14,251 --> 00:36:18,031
It's difficult for our friends
and our relatives who really
674
00:36:18,051 --> 00:36:22,031
do love us to understand it's us
who really want to do this.
675
00:36:22,051 --> 00:36:24,211
And they might think
that it's...
676
00:36:24,231 --> 00:36:28,200
better for us
not to do this endeavor.
677
00:36:28,220 --> 00:36:31,100
So, I get asked this question
all the time about,
678
00:36:31,120 --> 00:36:34,031
you know, is there
a certain personality type
679
00:36:34,051 --> 00:36:36,131
who gets into a cult?
And the answer is "no."
680
00:36:38,220 --> 00:36:40,240
People who join cults
681
00:36:41,021 --> 00:36:43,200
are typically well-educated.
682
00:36:43,220 --> 00:36:46,120
Often from
very good families.
683
00:36:46,140 --> 00:36:51,080
They don't have prior
psychological problems.
684
00:36:51,100 --> 00:36:53,160
Because, in reality,
cults don't want
685
00:36:53,180 --> 00:36:55,171
lonely, strange,
weird people, you know,
686
00:36:55,191 --> 00:36:58,171
cults want highly-functioning
individuals who can help
687
00:36:58,191 --> 00:37:00,151
run the cult.
688
00:37:04,151 --> 00:37:08,200
Right now, Joyce is going
through the process
689
00:37:08,220 --> 00:37:10,131
of leaving.
690
00:37:10,151 --> 00:37:13,080
Uhh, I did have to decide
what to do with my job.
691
00:37:13,100 --> 00:37:16,071
I was in a job that
I was very satisfied with.
692
00:37:16,091 --> 00:37:17,200
But I think
the biggest thing was
693
00:37:17,220 --> 00:37:20,240
working with my children
and talking to them.
694
00:37:21,021 --> 00:37:24,060
Uhh, one of-- I do have
twin girls that are 13.
695
00:37:24,080 --> 00:37:27,040
- They will go
with their father.
- Mm-hmm.
696
00:37:27,060 --> 00:37:30,091
If an individual
finds themselves
697
00:37:30,111 --> 00:37:32,200
with children...
698
00:37:32,220 --> 00:37:35,060
and they know...
699
00:37:35,080 --> 00:37:37,151
that it is time
for them to move up
700
00:37:37,171 --> 00:37:39,211
into the kingdom of God,
701
00:37:39,231 --> 00:37:43,151
they must weigh
where their responsibility is.
702
00:37:43,171 --> 00:37:47,220
To their heavenly Father?
Or to those children?
703
00:37:51,240 --> 00:37:54,080
This is a rare photo.
704
00:37:54,100 --> 00:37:58,040
It's my mom, me,
and my dad.
705
00:38:01,180 --> 00:38:04,220
Looks about three-ish.
Two- or three-ish, yeah.
706
00:38:09,051 --> 00:38:12,180
My mom had a real affinity
with nature.
707
00:38:12,200 --> 00:38:15,251
Definitely really
into astrology.
708
00:38:16,031 --> 00:38:18,220
She looked a lot like me.
709
00:38:18,240 --> 00:38:22,021
My dad was an inventor.
710
00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:26,071
Here's one of
my father's inventions.
711
00:38:26,091 --> 00:38:30,021
It's an ergonomic workstation.
712
00:38:30,040 --> 00:38:33,160
They both were
very, very, very smart.
713
00:38:33,180 --> 00:38:37,080
That was probably
one of the biggest challenges.
714
00:38:37,100 --> 00:38:39,021
They weren't very simple
715
00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:40,200
in how they thought
about anything.
716
00:38:43,060 --> 00:38:45,060
Well, I attended a...
a meeting
717
00:38:45,080 --> 00:38:48,040
at La... La Cañada College
718
00:38:48,060 --> 00:38:51,151
in... which is north
of San Francisco,
719
00:38:51,171 --> 00:38:56,080
uh, in late August of 1975.
720
00:38:56,100 --> 00:39:00,160
And, uh, recognized
at that time
721
00:39:00,180 --> 00:39:03,111
that it was
the... the truth,
722
00:39:03,131 --> 00:39:06,131
that-- it was
what I'd been looking for.
723
00:39:06,151 --> 00:39:09,211
They both sat me down
724
00:39:09,231 --> 00:39:13,240
and... said that
they were going to...
725
00:39:14,021 --> 00:39:15,211
go with this cult.
726
00:39:18,060 --> 00:39:22,111
I remember trying to discourage
my mother about it.
727
00:39:22,131 --> 00:39:26,080
"Oh, it's nonsense,
UFOs, come on."
728
00:39:28,180 --> 00:39:30,200
I don't know
how they ever believed that.
729
00:39:30,220 --> 00:39:32,120
Really don't, you know.
730
00:39:32,140 --> 00:39:35,151
I mean, me, a ten-year-old,
I didn't believe that.
731
00:39:35,171 --> 00:39:40,120
How did they... it just never
made any sense, you know?
732
00:39:43,021 --> 00:39:45,080
They really explained it
733
00:39:45,100 --> 00:39:48,040
as though they may not
even be here much longer
734
00:39:48,060 --> 00:39:49,120
than a month or two.
735
00:39:49,140 --> 00:39:52,171
I mean, it was really
an immediate state of mind
736
00:39:52,191 --> 00:39:54,120
that everything was
gonna change.
737
00:39:54,140 --> 00:39:57,060
The UFOs are coming
to pick us up any day now.
738
00:39:59,071 --> 00:40:03,080
I went to live
with my mother's parents,
739
00:40:03,100 --> 00:40:04,211
my grandparents.
740
00:40:09,021 --> 00:40:11,140
It was very hard.
Very hard.
741
00:40:13,060 --> 00:40:16,080
It's easier for those
who are left in the world
742
00:40:16,100 --> 00:40:19,051
to go ahead and move on
with their lives.
743
00:40:19,071 --> 00:40:21,021
So in a way,
I think, well,
744
00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:23,131
that's been the pattern
for most of us.
745
00:40:23,151 --> 00:40:27,091
To, uh, let that--
the past go--
746
00:40:27,111 --> 00:40:31,051
you know, the... the people
that have been our past
747
00:40:31,071 --> 00:40:33,180
to go on with their lives.
748
00:40:42,100 --> 00:40:45,151
KELLY: It was trying
to talk sense,
749
00:40:45,171 --> 00:40:48,131
like, to your parents.
750
00:40:48,151 --> 00:40:50,060
How...
751
00:40:50,080 --> 00:40:53,180
them telling you that...
752
00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:57,091
the likelihood that
they were gonna go off in UFOs
753
00:40:57,111 --> 00:41:02,231
and I would never, ever,
ever speak to them again, never.
754
00:41:02,251 --> 00:41:05,100
Even-- Even if they didn't--
755
00:41:05,120 --> 00:41:07,100
as soon as they were gone,
I was just--
756
00:41:07,120 --> 00:41:10,180
it was absolutely no contact
with me ever again.
757
00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:13,060
And...
758
00:41:15,251 --> 00:41:19,060
I just couldn't imagine what...
759
00:41:22,240 --> 00:41:25,060
it was like trying
to compete with God.
760
00:41:25,080 --> 00:41:28,031
That's really
what it felt like.
761
00:41:29,120 --> 00:41:31,040
And...
762
00:41:31,060 --> 00:41:34,031
made me feel rather meaningless,
to be honest.
763
00:41:37,100 --> 00:41:40,151
I mean, I felt bad
on a personal level that
764
00:41:40,171 --> 00:41:44,071
my parents were freaked out.
765
00:41:44,091 --> 00:41:47,151
And some of my relatives thought
how horribly mean it was
766
00:41:47,171 --> 00:41:49,080
for me to be so, like,
they thought I was
767
00:41:49,100 --> 00:41:52,251
a spoiled person who just
did reckless and didn't care.
768
00:41:53,031 --> 00:41:55,120
But that was not the case.
769
00:41:55,140 --> 00:41:59,031
You have to realize that,
when Jesus met his disciples,
770
00:41:59,051 --> 00:42:02,160
he said, "You have
to leave your family behind
771
00:42:02,180 --> 00:42:07,120
if you want to... surrender
to a higher principle."
772
00:42:07,140 --> 00:42:09,031
You can't have it both ways.
773
00:42:09,051 --> 00:42:11,191
If you do adhere
to that belief.
774
00:42:11,211 --> 00:42:13,111
So, the point is--
is even though
775
00:42:13,131 --> 00:42:15,231
it seems extreme
and drastic,
776
00:42:15,251 --> 00:42:17,111
I was put in a position
777
00:42:17,131 --> 00:42:21,031
if I wanted to be
100% faithful to this belief,
778
00:42:21,051 --> 00:42:23,220
that I still love my mother,
779
00:42:23,240 --> 00:42:25,211
but I needed to follow
780
00:42:25,231 --> 00:42:29,051
this higher...
calling.
781
00:42:34,180 --> 00:42:37,060
ROBERT: The whole time
that I was with the group,
782
00:42:37,080 --> 00:42:39,080
you're not supposed
to be forming
783
00:42:39,100 --> 00:42:41,160
human-level
relationships.
784
00:42:41,180 --> 00:42:45,040
So, all I had to do was
keep my mouth shut
785
00:42:45,060 --> 00:42:48,240
and just go through the motions
and play the role.
786
00:42:49,021 --> 00:42:52,211
[cawing]
787
00:42:52,231 --> 00:42:55,040
At this point,
it's been three months
788
00:42:55,060 --> 00:42:57,060
since I've joined
the group,
789
00:42:57,080 --> 00:43:00,171
and I had no idea
what had become of David.
790
00:43:00,191 --> 00:43:02,211
We had separated,
and it was like,
791
00:43:02,231 --> 00:43:05,160
well, I'll see you
back in Montana.
792
00:43:05,180 --> 00:43:07,131
It's also in December now,
793
00:43:07,151 --> 00:43:10,180
and my deadline
for having to leave the group
794
00:43:10,200 --> 00:43:13,021
was before Christmas.
795
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:14,231
I've gotta be home
for Christmas
796
00:43:14,251 --> 00:43:17,060
with my family.
797
00:43:17,080 --> 00:43:20,051
DAVID: So, the decision was
798
00:43:20,071 --> 00:43:24,131
to write a series
of academic papers
799
00:43:24,151 --> 00:43:27,171
beginning with
Psychology Today.
800
00:43:29,171 --> 00:43:31,111
ROBERT: We were the only people
801
00:43:31,131 --> 00:43:33,191
who had been
behind the scenes, really,
802
00:43:33,211 --> 00:43:36,171
in that group,
and Psychology Today
803
00:43:36,191 --> 00:43:38,140
jumped at the opportunity.
804
00:43:38,160 --> 00:43:41,021
And so we ended up
being the cover story.
805
00:43:43,051 --> 00:43:45,160
There we are.
Me and David.
806
00:43:49,160 --> 00:43:52,071
One of the big issues then was,
807
00:43:52,091 --> 00:43:53,220
why are people joining,
808
00:43:53,240 --> 00:43:56,100
and what happens to them
after they join?
809
00:43:56,120 --> 00:44:00,111
Are they being manipulated?
Are they being coerced?
810
00:44:00,131 --> 00:44:04,031
Is there brainwashing going on?
What does that really mean?
811
00:44:04,051 --> 00:44:08,131
DAVID: What we concluded was,
this group was really unique.
812
00:44:08,151 --> 00:44:12,031
The two leaders didn't
assert their authority
813
00:44:12,051 --> 00:44:16,040
near as much as
your typical New Age leader.
814
00:44:16,060 --> 00:44:19,191
We found no evidence
of manipulation.
815
00:44:19,211 --> 00:44:21,200
No evidence of coercion.
816
00:44:21,220 --> 00:44:24,140
No evidence
of brainwashing.
817
00:44:24,160 --> 00:44:28,220
Everything about it just was
all about free choice.
818
00:44:28,240 --> 00:44:31,111
Now, it'd still be
another 20-some years
819
00:44:31,131 --> 00:44:34,040
before this mass suicide was
gonna happen,
820
00:44:34,060 --> 00:44:38,131
and I don't think
I grasped in my own mind
821
00:44:38,151 --> 00:44:41,140
the gravity
of the situation here.
822
00:44:44,131 --> 00:44:47,160
Recently, we had the story
of a small town in Oregon that
823
00:44:47,180 --> 00:44:49,251
was visited by a man
and a woman who said
824
00:44:50,031 --> 00:44:53,231
they were millions of years old,
from outer space.
825
00:44:53,251 --> 00:44:56,231
Nobody knows
if they are earthly hoaxers
826
00:44:56,251 --> 00:44:59,031
or Pied Pipers
from outer space,
827
00:44:59,051 --> 00:45:01,220
but apparently some people
believe their story.
828
00:45:04,151 --> 00:45:07,151
DO: Unfortunately,
very little of the human element
829
00:45:07,171 --> 00:45:11,120
across the globe is even
interested in this information.
830
00:45:11,140 --> 00:45:15,200
You would not believe
what we go through
831
00:45:15,220 --> 00:45:19,080
to even try to get it...
to people,
832
00:45:19,100 --> 00:45:21,191
and the harassment
that we go through.
833
00:45:21,211 --> 00:45:23,211
How difficult it is
to find anyone
834
00:45:23,231 --> 00:45:26,031
who even cares to hear.
835
00:45:29,160 --> 00:45:31,040
SAWYER: Ti and Do felt like
836
00:45:31,060 --> 00:45:34,060
the demonstration
of dying and resurrecting,
837
00:45:34,080 --> 00:45:36,080
like the two witnesses were
depicted as doing,
838
00:45:36,100 --> 00:45:40,160
was Ti and Do being
shot down by the press.
839
00:45:40,180 --> 00:45:43,100
They say, "Well, actually,
the media has killed us.
840
00:45:43,120 --> 00:45:45,220
It's a metaphoric
martyrdom and resurrection."
841
00:45:49,100 --> 00:45:52,051
No one knows how many others are
following the couple,
842
00:45:52,071 --> 00:45:55,211
known up to now only
as "he and she" or "The Two."
843
00:45:55,231 --> 00:45:59,091
Well, that mystery at least
appears to be solved.
844
00:46:11,191 --> 00:46:13,171
BENJAMIN: Most of the treatments
were not serious.
845
00:46:13,191 --> 00:46:15,120
Most people looked
at the group
846
00:46:15,140 --> 00:46:17,131
and thought
it sounded ridiculous.
847
00:46:19,060 --> 00:46:21,171
There's lots of rumors
that there's a connection
848
00:46:21,191 --> 00:46:24,151
with the Charles Manson family,
that these people are
849
00:46:24,171 --> 00:46:27,180
gonna commit suicide
by starving themselves to death.
850
00:46:27,200 --> 00:46:31,021
They're being connected
with cattle mutilations.
851
00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:33,180
This is the biggest cult story
in the country.
852
00:46:37,120 --> 00:46:38,251
SAWYER: The meetings
at that point were
853
00:46:39,031 --> 00:46:40,111
very poorly-attended.
854
00:46:40,131 --> 00:46:44,080
And Ti stood up and said,
"The harvest is closed."
855
00:46:44,100 --> 00:46:46,211
And that was
the end of the meeting.
856
00:46:52,060 --> 00:46:54,160
They told
the remaining students,
857
00:46:54,180 --> 00:46:56,051
"You made the first cut."
858
00:46:57,200 --> 00:46:59,211
That's the way they put it.
That's the way Ti said it.
859
00:47:02,140 --> 00:47:05,220
DO: The fact
that Ti and I expressed
860
00:47:05,240 --> 00:47:09,040
that caused us to retreat
and take our little classroom
861
00:47:09,060 --> 00:47:10,220
and go hide with them
862
00:47:10,240 --> 00:47:13,100
is because the last thing
we could stand was
863
00:47:13,120 --> 00:47:16,160
to have people say,
"Blasphemy.
864
00:47:16,180 --> 00:47:18,200
"You say you're
from the Kingdom of God.
865
00:47:18,220 --> 00:47:21,211
"Who do you think
you are? Jesus?
866
00:47:21,231 --> 00:47:24,160
Who do you think
you are? God?"
867
00:47:24,180 --> 00:47:27,151
Because they didn't
understand.
868
00:47:30,021 --> 00:47:33,231
So, our hope
and our prayer for your sake
869
00:47:33,251 --> 00:47:36,031
is...
870
00:47:36,051 --> 00:47:38,191
you will start warding off
871
00:47:38,211 --> 00:47:41,151
all the bombardment
that you will begin to hear.
872
00:47:41,171 --> 00:47:44,251
They say, "Boy,
is this guy crazy!"
873
00:47:45,031 --> 00:47:46,231
"Is this a cult
if I ever heard one?"
874
00:47:46,251 --> 00:47:50,071
Yes, it is! It's the cult.
I mean, it's the cult of cults.
875
00:47:50,091 --> 00:47:52,051
It's the cult of truth!
876
00:47:53,131 --> 00:47:56,231
And I see that
we're down to five seconds.
877
00:47:56,251 --> 00:48:00,151
We'll see you
in our next session.
878
00:48:02,160 --> 00:48:05,251
♪ When I die
and they lay me to rest ♪
879
00:48:06,031 --> 00:48:09,180
♪ Gonna go to the place
that's the best ♪
880
00:48:09,200 --> 00:48:12,171
♪ When I lay me down to die ♪
881
00:48:12,191 --> 00:48:17,131
♪ Goin' up to the spirit
in the sky ♪
882
00:48:17,151 --> 00:48:20,140
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