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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:04,074 Subtitles downloaded from www.OpenSubtitles.org 2 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:08,074 Subtitles downloaded from www.OpenSubtitles.org 3 00:00:27,027 --> 00:00:29,987 (Crows cawing) 4 00:01:06,441 --> 00:01:12,001 Today, on 5 November I start with my report. 5 00:01:13,864 --> 00:01:17,985 I will write everything as accurate as I am able. 6 00:01:19,203 --> 00:01:23,924 But I do not even Weir, if today really the 5th November. 7 00:01:24,084 --> 00:01:29,204 ln the course of the past winter have come to me missing a few days. 8 00:01:29,798 --> 00:01:32,918 Even the week I can not say. 9 00:01:33,427 --> 00:01:37,067 but I think this is not very important. 10 00:01:37,972 --> 00:01:41,093 I am dependent on sparse notes. 11 00:01:41,268 --> 00:01:45,988 Sparse, because I never reckoned to write this report, 12 00:01:46,147 --> 00:01:51,988 and I fear that in my memory is much different from what I experienced it. 13 00:01:52,945 --> 00:01:56,706 This lack adheres well to all reports. 14 00:01:56,867 --> 00:01:59,987 I do not write for the joy of writing. 15 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:03,600 It has just so happened I have to write, 16 00:02:03,748 --> 00:02:07,029 if I do not want to lose his mind. 17 00:02:07,168 --> 00:02:11,609 It's no one there, could think of and care for me. 18 00:02:11,757 --> 00:02:15,237 I'm all alone, and I must try 19 00:02:15,384 --> 00:02:18,945 the long dark winter months to survive. 20 00:02:19,097 --> 00:02:23,937 I have taken this task upon me, because it will save you from me 21 00:02:24,102 --> 00:02:27,662 to stare into the twilight and to fear me. 22 00:02:28,481 --> 00:02:33,402 Because I fear. From all sides the fear creeps up to me, 23 00:02:33,569 --> 00:02:37,930 and I do not want to wait until they reached me and overwhelmed. 24 00:02:38,074 --> 00:02:40,475 I will write until it gets dark. 25 00:02:40,618 --> 00:02:44,739 And this new unfamiliar work to make my tired head, 26 00:02:44,872 --> 00:02:47,313 empty and sleepy. 27 00:02:47,459 --> 00:02:52,019 In the morning I will not fear. Only the long dusky afternoons. 28 00:02:52,171 --> 00:02:54,172 (Crows cawing) 29 00:03:06,144 --> 00:03:08,744 (Loud croak) 30 00:03:50,855 --> 00:03:53,976 I write on the back of old calendars 31 00:03:54,151 --> 00:03:56,791 business and on aged paper. 32 00:03:56,944 --> 00:04:02,865 The paper comes from Hugo R�ttlinger, groren a collector and hypochondriac. 33 00:04:03,033 --> 00:04:06,234 Hugo was supposed to this report begin 34 00:04:06,371 --> 00:04:11,931 for if his acquisitiveness and hypochondria not been, I S�re not be here today. 35 00:04:12,085 --> 00:04:15,805 I probably would no longer alive. 36 00:04:16,505 --> 00:04:19,266 (Cheerful pop music) 37 00:04:32,480 --> 00:04:35,601 (Woman's voice sings '' Freedom'' is a Journey) 38 00:04:41,072 --> 00:04:43,792 (Woman sings) 39 00:04:58,255 --> 00:05:00,776 (Yodels happy with it) 40 00:05:09,559 --> 00:05:12,479 (Birdsong) 41 00:05:19,903 --> 00:05:22,743 (Music continues) 42 00:05:49,975 --> 00:05:53,695 (Woman) until about three clock we reached the cabin. 43 00:05:55,605 --> 00:05:59,645 After a snack, Hugo was just starting to doze, 44 00:05:59,817 --> 00:06:04,018 Louise suggested before him, with it another go into Do_. 45 00:06:08,326 --> 00:06:10,446 (Luise) Come on! 46 00:06:14,708 --> 00:06:18,708 We did not stay long, We go tomorrow very early in the hunt. 47 00:06:18,879 --> 00:06:21,839 The car key is inserted if you meet wills t. 48 00:06:24,341 --> 00:06:26,462 Come on! - Yes. 49 00:06:26,636 --> 00:06:29,756 (Hugo) Where is it lynx? Lynx? 50 00:06:29,889 --> 00:06:34,490 (Luise) The dog is there! The stupid cattle dog does not follow, yes. 51 00:06:38,564 --> 00:06:42,565 (Hugo) Lynx? Lynx, come on! 52 00:06:45,279 --> 00:06:47,560 (Barking) 53 00:06:48,283 --> 00:06:50,083 (Hugo) go nicely with FuR. 54 00:06:51,494 --> 00:06:54,294 (Luise) Come on, Lynx! 55 00:06:54,456 --> 00:06:58,056 You go in FuR! - (Hugo) Do not be so strict. 56 00:06:58,209 --> 00:07:03,209 Lynx, if you do not go with Fu_, you stay up here. Go back! 57 00:07:03,339 --> 00:07:06,060 Go! Go! 58 00:07:46,216 --> 00:07:48,976 (Bird calls) 59 00:08:09,613 --> 00:08:11,534 (She gasps horrified) 60 00:08:16,204 --> 00:08:19,044 (Radio Jingle) 61 00:08:20,625 --> 00:08:24,025 (In the radio speech of Aung San Suu Kyi in Burmese) 62 00:09:17,307 --> 00:09:20,307 At nine clock, I decided to to go to bed. 63 00:09:20,476 --> 00:09:25,037 I locked the door and took the key with me to my room. 64 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:48,025 (Menacing, silent roar) 65 00:10:24,999 --> 00:10:28,559 (Glass sounds) 66 00:10:33,633 --> 00:10:35,833 (Sounds ominous) 67 00:10:35,969 --> 00:10:38,329 (Lynx whines) 68 00:10:46,229 --> 00:10:48,949 (Lynx panting) 69 00:10:49,899 --> 00:10:52,579 Well, lynx? What's going on? 70 00:10:56,865 --> 00:10:58,865 (He whines) 71 00:11:03,245 --> 00:11:05,606 (Birdsong) 72 00:11:24,808 --> 00:11:27,129 (Palpitations) 73 00:11:36,111 --> 00:11:41,112 The two had to be left in Do_. I wondered very much about it. 74 00:11:41,241 --> 00:11:44,122 Hugo loathed the short inn beds. 75 00:11:44,287 --> 00:11:47,047 And he would never been so ruthlessly, 76 00:11:47,206 --> 00:11:49,887 leave me alone overnight. 77 00:11:51,753 --> 00:11:55,073 Then I made with Lynx on the way to Do_. 78 00:11:59,844 --> 00:12:03,484 I could not explain, what had happened. 79 00:12:03,639 --> 00:12:06,960 I hardly noticed how the canyon was cool and moist, 80 00:12:07,100 --> 00:12:12,221 because I was pondering about what had become of the R�ttlingers. 81 00:12:12,356 --> 00:12:15,677 Maybe Hugo had suffered a heart attack. 82 00:12:15,817 --> 00:12:21,818 As it happens with hypochondriacs, we had its states no longer taken seriously. 83 00:12:22,783 --> 00:12:27,184 I quickened my steps and sent ahead lynx. 84 00:12:27,330 --> 00:12:30,290 I had not thought of my hiking boots 85 00:12:30,457 --> 00:12:34,938 and stumbled awkwardly the scha_en stones behind him. 86 00:12:50,436 --> 00:12:52,716 (Loud whining) 87 00:13:02,365 --> 00:13:05,285 (Lynx whines) 88 00:13:06,034 --> 00:13:08,995 Lynx! Lynx? 89 00:13:10,123 --> 00:13:13,843 Lynx? Lynx, what is it? 90 00:13:14,793 --> 00:13:19,354 What did you do? Did you hurt yourself? 91 00:13:24,511 --> 00:13:27,032 Have you bitten your tongue? 92 00:13:34,355 --> 00:13:36,635 Lynx come! (He whines) 93 00:13:36,774 --> 00:13:38,414 Come on! 94 00:13:40,610 --> 00:13:42,611 Lynx, what is it? 95 00:13:44,740 --> 00:13:46,701 Come on! 96 00:13:48,577 --> 00:13:50,698 (Vibrating sound) 97 00:13:59,672 --> 00:14:02,112 (Vibrating sound) 98 00:14:10,057 --> 00:14:12,378 (Vibrating sound) 99 00:14:21,443 --> 00:14:24,204 (Dull throb) 100 00:14:29,369 --> 00:14:33,569 Then I heard loud knocking and looked at me before I begri_, 101 00:14:33,706 --> 00:14:38,466 that it was my own heartbeat, the blasting in my ears. 102 00:14:40,296 --> 00:14:44,496 My heart had been feared, before I knew it. 103 00:14:46,885 --> 00:14:50,166 Hesitantly, I try it again. 104 00:14:50,306 --> 00:14:54,906 And again rested my hand such as a window on the disk. 105 00:15:31,304 --> 00:15:36,985 Suddenly I realized what I subconsciously the whole time might have tortured 106 00:15:37,812 --> 00:15:40,692 that the road was completely empty. 107 00:15:40,856 --> 00:15:44,777 lrgendjemand had but have long sounded the alarm. 108 00:15:44,943 --> 00:15:47,064 It would have been natural 109 00:15:47,196 --> 00:15:51,116 the Do_leute were curious accumulated in front of the wall. 110 00:15:51,283 --> 00:15:54,524 Even if none of them the wall had discovered 111 00:15:54,662 --> 00:15:57,662 but had Hugo and Louise gestoKen be on it. 112 00:15:57,831 --> 00:16:03,832 Was that not a single person to see seemed even more puzzling than the wall. 113 00:16:30,865 --> 00:16:36,705 I was still three times and convinced me from that here, three feet in front of me 114 00:16:36,870 --> 00:16:41,671 really something invisible, Smooth, Cool, was 115 00:16:42,543 --> 00:16:45,063 which prevented me from going on. 116 00:16:45,962 --> 00:16:51,763 I thought of an illusion, but I knew that it was nothing of the kind. 117 00:16:51,927 --> 00:16:55,888 I had my lighter reconciled with a little craziness 118 00:16:56,057 --> 00:16:59,537 as with the terrible, invisible thing. 119 00:17:19,955 --> 00:17:23,676 The first little farmstead really just a Keusch'e, 120 00:17:23,834 --> 00:17:26,554 was just around the next bend. 121 00:17:26,711 --> 00:17:29,272 Finally I could see the Chaste. 122 00:17:29,423 --> 00:17:34,103 She lay very still in the sunlight. A peaceful, familiar picture. 123 00:17:35,596 --> 00:17:38,516 Sorry! Sorry, I ... 124 00:17:38,682 --> 00:17:41,003 (Vibrating sound) 125 00:17:50,361 --> 00:17:53,801 (Soundless knocking and shouting) 126 00:18:02,957 --> 00:18:05,277 (Noiseless) 127 00:18:14,884 --> 00:18:17,805 (Glassy silence) 128 00:18:55,634 --> 00:18:57,955 Come lynx. Come on! 129 00:19:19,616 --> 00:19:23,897 We were caught in a bad situation, Lynx and I, 130 00:19:24,038 --> 00:19:27,918 and we did not at that time, how bad it was. 131 00:19:28,084 --> 00:19:32,364 But we were not completely lost, because there were two. 132 00:19:36,049 --> 00:19:41,170 It just could not be true, Such things simply did not happen. 133 00:19:41,305 --> 00:19:45,225 And if it happened but, not in a small Do_ in the mountains, 134 00:19:45,393 --> 00:19:48,793 not in Upper Austria and not in Europe. 135 00:19:49,396 --> 00:19:52,397 I Weik, how ridiculous this idea was 136 00:19:52,566 --> 00:19:56,486 but since then I thought exactly I will not hide it. 137 00:20:03,118 --> 00:20:07,159 (Supported music for solo violin by J. S. Bach) 138 00:20:42,907 --> 00:20:45,548 (Sound of music) 139 00:20:49,832 --> 00:20:52,392 (Birdsong) 140 00:21:35,085 --> 00:21:37,205 (Low, vibrating sound) 141 00:21:50,433 --> 00:21:52,994 (Sounds ominous) 142 00:22:21,798 --> 00:22:24,319 (Vibrating sound) 143 00:22:27,304 --> 00:22:29,544 (Dull throb) 144 00:22:32,351 --> 00:22:34,471 (Shriek) 145 00:22:36,396 --> 00:22:38,517 (She gasps) 146 00:22:43,112 --> 00:22:45,072 (Lynx whines) 147 00:22:45,239 --> 00:22:49,519 I woke up at six clock, as the birds sing lifted. 148 00:22:49,660 --> 00:22:54,460 Although I had hardly moved me Lynx knew that I was awake, 149 00:22:54,623 --> 00:22:57,543 and came to my bed begr�Ren to me.! 150 00:23:01,963 --> 00:23:07,684 Suddenly it seemed to me quite impossible this fine day in May to survive. 151 00:23:07,845 --> 00:23:11,805 At the same time I knew I had to survive it 152 00:23:11,973 --> 00:23:14,974 and that for me was no escape route. 153 00:23:15,144 --> 00:23:19,864 I had to keep very quiet and it simply survive. 154 00:23:25,945 --> 00:23:31,186 It was not even the first day of my Life, I had to survive. 155 00:23:31,326 --> 00:23:35,847 The less I resisted, it would be more bearable. 156 00:24:00,897 --> 00:24:05,378 I do not remember, what I did that morning. 157 00:24:06,278 --> 00:24:11,958 Maybe were the following hours so bad that I had forgotten. 158 00:24:12,116 --> 00:24:17,917 Maybe I spent it in only one Type anesthesia. I do not remember. 159 00:25:19,018 --> 00:25:21,778 (Crows cawing) 160 00:25:25,356 --> 00:25:28,997 I only re-emerged against two clock in the afternoon, 161 00:25:29,153 --> 00:25:32,273 when I was using lynx went through the gorge. 162 00:25:32,405 --> 00:25:37,246 This time I was better equipped. Also Hugo binoculars I had it. 163 00:26:07,066 --> 00:26:09,426 (Vibrating sound) 164 00:26:17,534 --> 00:26:23,454 If the man at the well was dead, and because I could no longer doubt, 165 00:26:23,624 --> 00:26:28,184 had to be dead all the people in the valley, and not just the people. 166 00:26:28,336 --> 00:26:31,097 Everything was alive. 167 00:26:31,256 --> 00:26:35,936 If that was the death, he came very quickly and smoothly, 168 00:26:36,095 --> 00:26:38,575 in an almost loving way. 169 00:26:41,642 --> 00:26:46,642 Perhaps it would have been wiser to go with Hugo and Louise into Do_. 170 00:27:10,045 --> 00:27:13,525 (He barks) Lynx! 171 00:27:14,090 --> 00:27:16,971 What's going on? Lynx? 172 00:27:19,596 --> 00:27:21,316 Here, Lynx! 173 00:27:22,098 --> 00:27:23,899 Lynx! 174 00:27:33,652 --> 00:27:35,212 (Mooing) 175 00:27:46,999 --> 00:27:48,999 (Lynx barks) 176 00:27:58,134 --> 00:28:00,255 (Loud mooing) 177 00:28:19,198 --> 00:28:20,758 Comm 178 00:28:22,116 --> 00:28:23,677 Yes, come on. 179 00:28:28,414 --> 00:28:30,735 ln the meantime had become clear to me 180 00:28:30,875 --> 00:28:35,196 that this cow indeed a blessing but also a groRe load was. 181 00:28:35,338 --> 00:28:41,619 Thus, an animal wants fed and milked and are calling for a sedentary Lord. 182 00:28:42,304 --> 00:28:45,864 I was the owner and the prisoner of a cow. 183 00:28:47,017 --> 00:28:50,297 Of course, I also thought by the cow. 184 00:28:50,436 --> 00:28:54,277 When I was very lucky, they expected a calf. 185 00:28:54,441 --> 00:28:57,441 But it I du_te not leave me. 186 00:28:57,611 --> 00:29:02,531 I could only ho_en, my cow 'll give milk as long as possible. 187 00:29:02,699 --> 00:29:07,539 Again and yet I thought of my situation as a temporary state 188 00:29:07,703 --> 00:29:10,624 or at least tried to do so. 189 00:29:15,253 --> 00:29:20,094 I thought of a name for my cow and called her Bella. 190 00:29:20,259 --> 00:29:23,819 Actually, they would have no name needed. 191 00:29:23,971 --> 00:29:26,771 She was the only cow in the forest. 192 00:29:26,932 --> 00:29:29,732 Perhaps the only cow in the country. 193 00:29:34,605 --> 00:29:36,566 Until tomorrow, Bella. 194 00:29:58,380 --> 00:30:01,060 (Threatening, vibrant sounds) 195 00:30:06,887 --> 00:30:09,288 (Cheerful pop music) 196 00:30:15,689 --> 00:30:18,969 (Loud pop song) 197 00:30:34,790 --> 00:30:37,151 (Loud bang) 198 00:31:05,321 --> 00:31:08,122 (Pulsating throb) 199 00:31:25,634 --> 00:31:28,114 (Vibrating sound) 200 00:31:43,652 --> 00:31:45,772 (She gasps horrified) 201 00:32:22,481 --> 00:32:25,202 (Crackles) 202 00:33:25,836 --> 00:33:31,517 Ten days had passed, and nothing had changed in my situation. 203 00:33:31,675 --> 00:33:37,356 For ten days I had to work stunned, but the wall was still there, 204 00:33:37,516 --> 00:33:40,516 and no one had come to get me. 205 00:33:43,730 --> 00:33:48,530 There was nothing left for me, as I to finally face reality. 206 00:33:49,443 --> 00:33:51,884 (She cries in despair) 207 00:34:13,217 --> 00:34:18,538 I could kill me or try to me to dig under the wall, 208 00:34:18,681 --> 00:34:23,762 which is probably only a toilsome Would have been kind of suicide. 209 00:34:24,938 --> 00:34:30,338 And of course I could stay here and try to stay alive. 210 00:34:35,532 --> 00:34:40,412 To think seriously about suicide, I was not young enough. 211 00:34:40,579 --> 00:34:45,299 Mainly kept me the thought of lynx and Bella on it. 212 00:34:45,458 --> 00:34:50,898 Thanks to Hugo's welfare I Besak inventories, the rich want the summer, 213 00:34:51,047 --> 00:34:55,527 a home, Wood for life and a cow. 214 00:35:11,568 --> 00:35:14,088 (She gasps hard) 215 00:35:39,429 --> 00:35:41,829 (Rain rushes) 216 00:35:43,016 --> 00:35:46,776 I decided I also found wind the watch every day 217 00:35:46,936 --> 00:35:49,976 and swabbed one days from the calendar. 218 00:35:50,148 --> 00:35:53,108 This seemed to me very important. 219 00:35:53,275 --> 00:35:58,836 I clung to the almost scanty remains of human order. 220 00:36:00,032 --> 00:36:02,513 WEIR I do not know why I'm doing this. 221 00:36:02,661 --> 00:36:06,381 It is almost an inner compulsion, that drives me. 222 00:36:06,539 --> 00:36:09,859 Maybe I'm afraid if I could otherwise 223 00:36:10,001 --> 00:36:13,201 I would slowly stop to be human, 224 00:36:13,338 --> 00:36:16,578 and would soon be dirty crawl about and smelly 225 00:36:16,715 --> 00:36:19,556 and unintelligible sounds ausstoRen. 226 00:36:20,344 --> 00:36:25,905 Not that I feared an animal to be, that would not be very bad. 227 00:36:26,059 --> 00:36:29,779 But a man can never be an animal, 228 00:36:29,938 --> 00:36:33,058 He rushes over to the animal into an abyss. 229 00:36:36,068 --> 00:36:39,189 I do not want my zust�Rt this. 230 00:36:39,364 --> 00:36:43,284 In recent times I have just before the gr�Rte fear. 231 00:36:43,451 --> 00:36:47,291 And this fear I can write my report. 232 00:36:50,791 --> 00:36:56,712 On 30 May, rained all day a warm, fertile rain, 233 00:36:56,880 --> 00:37:02,121 which forced me to stay in the hut, if I did not want to be soaked. 234 00:37:02,929 --> 00:37:05,049 (Meow) 235 00:37:05,849 --> 00:37:07,969 (Meow) 236 00:37:14,315 --> 00:37:16,435 (Meow) 237 00:37:28,204 --> 00:37:29,844 (They maunzt miserably) 238 00:37:38,380 --> 00:37:41,621 That evening the cat came to my house. 239 00:37:43,219 --> 00:37:48,539 So we were four. The cow, the cat, lynx and me. 240 00:37:50,309 --> 00:37:52,590 Lynx was closest to me. 241 00:37:52,728 --> 00:37:56,329 He soon became not only my dog, but my friend. 242 00:37:56,483 --> 00:38:00,923 My only friend in a world of trouble and loneliness. 243 00:38:05,365 --> 00:38:07,646 (Bang) 244 00:38:14,083 --> 00:38:15,963 (He whimpers) 245 00:38:46,407 --> 00:38:49,007 (Lynx barks) 246 00:38:57,085 --> 00:38:59,005 lf yes good lynx. 247 00:39:13,059 --> 00:39:15,499 (Static noise) 248 00:39:19,648 --> 00:39:22,049 (Vibrating sound) 249 00:39:30,827 --> 00:39:33,187 (Loud pop) 250 00:39:43,965 --> 00:39:45,765 (Music stops) 251 00:40:05,527 --> 00:40:08,928 Although I was by Bella confined to his cabin, 252 00:40:09,072 --> 00:40:13,633 but I wanted to try me a little look around the area. 253 00:40:13,786 --> 00:40:18,586 I remembered a way to the an elevated hunting cabin led, 254 00:40:18,750 --> 00:40:22,070 and from there down in the opposite valley. 255 00:40:22,210 --> 00:40:24,611 I wanted to go there. 256 00:40:35,266 --> 00:40:37,466 (Birdsong) 257 00:41:05,338 --> 00:41:07,538 (Woodpecker drumming) 258 00:41:32,322 --> 00:41:34,803 Lynx! In FuR! 259 00:42:01,226 --> 00:42:04,187 (Lynx whines) - Wait, Lynx! 260 00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:09,480 Now I had the valleys, I could reach, 261 00:43:09,628 --> 00:43:12,829 without staying away for days, e_orscht. 262 00:43:12,965 --> 00:43:17,845 I was able to ascend to the pasture and from there the land survey, 263 00:43:18,012 --> 00:43:22,732 But further into the mountain range I could not dare me. 264 00:43:22,891 --> 00:43:26,932 Of course, you would find me, if there were no wall over there. 265 00:43:27,105 --> 00:43:31,225 Yes, I had to say, that one would have to find me long ago. 266 00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:34,880 I was calm at home sit and wait. 267 00:43:35,028 --> 00:43:38,269 But again and again I felt driven me to 268 00:43:38,407 --> 00:43:41,927 itself against something to take the uncertainty. 269 00:43:42,911 --> 00:43:46,712 (Moving music for solo violin by J. S. Bach) 270 00:44:27,289 --> 00:44:29,970 (Music continues) 271 00:45:19,342 --> 00:45:21,782 (Raubvogelruf) 272 00:45:22,887 --> 00:45:26,527 Against a clock noon I rested myself. 273 00:45:26,681 --> 00:45:29,682 The forest was dunstend in the midday sun, 274 00:45:29,851 --> 00:45:34,052 and warm scent clouds rose on your socks to me. 275 00:45:34,565 --> 00:45:37,845 It was now much quieter as the moon, 276 00:45:37,985 --> 00:45:41,905 as would the forest sleeping paralyzed under the yellow sun. 277 00:45:42,072 --> 00:45:45,473 A bird of prey pulled up in his blue circles. 278 00:45:46,827 --> 00:45:49,467 Lynx sleeping with twitching ears, 279 00:45:49,621 --> 00:45:53,902 and the silence groRe sank like a bell about me. 280 00:46:03,844 --> 00:46:05,844 (Raubvogelruf) 281 00:46:06,847 --> 00:46:10,087 I wish always sit here d�_en, 282 00:46:10,226 --> 00:46:13,466 at elevated temperature, in the light, 283 00:46:13,603 --> 00:46:18,284 fueren to the dog and the circling birds at the head. 284 00:46:33,498 --> 00:46:37,859 When I had to go, I did it with deep regret, 285 00:46:38,003 --> 00:46:43,364 and slowly I venNandelte me go back to the only creature 286 00:46:43,509 --> 00:46:47,549 did not belong, into a man, 287 00:46:47,722 --> 00:46:53,802 the kinky thoughts harbored the branches buckled with his clumsy shoes 288 00:46:53,936 --> 00:46:56,816 and the bloody business hunting operation. 289 00:46:56,981 --> 00:46:59,221 (Shot) 290 00:47:03,862 --> 00:47:06,143 (Haunting sounds) 291 00:48:06,592 --> 00:48:10,792 It strikes me that I I never stated in my calendar 292 00:48:10,929 --> 00:48:13,210 When I shot a deer. 293 00:48:13,766 --> 00:48:19,166 Now, I remember also that I was simply contrary to write it. 294 00:48:19,313 --> 00:48:22,433 It was enough already, I had to do it. 295 00:48:28,905 --> 00:48:31,506 (Thunder) 296 00:48:36,956 --> 00:48:39,356 (Rain rushes) 297 00:48:54,347 --> 00:48:56,388 (Thunder) 298 00:49:42,521 --> 00:49:45,041 (Bleeping high) 299 00:49:53,824 --> 00:49:55,744 (Bleeping) 300 00:50:00,289 --> 00:50:02,289 (Lynx whines) 301 00:50:14,177 --> 00:50:19,018 I called the little cat pearl, Weir and because she was so rosy. 302 00:50:20,266 --> 00:50:25,707 In a few weeks I realized that pearl, the zausige little thing, 303 00:50:25,856 --> 00:50:29,736 in Begri_ was to transform into a beauty. 304 00:50:30,527 --> 00:50:33,408 Pearl was a small miracle 305 00:50:33,572 --> 00:50:37,892 But even then I knew that she was born in the wrong place. 306 00:50:38,034 --> 00:50:43,155 A long-haired, middle wei_e cat in the forest is doomed to early death. 307 00:50:44,041 --> 00:50:46,281 She had no chance. 308 00:50:47,878 --> 00:50:50,878 Maybe I had it therefore so much. 309 00:50:51,507 --> 00:50:54,347 When I think back to the first summer, 310 00:50:54,510 --> 00:50:58,230 rather, it is of concern overshadowed by my animals 311 00:50:58,389 --> 00:51:01,389 as from my own desperate situation. 312 00:51:02,016 --> 00:51:06,377 The disaster had me removed a groRe responsibility 313 00:51:06,521 --> 00:51:10,642 and without that I noticed it immediately, a new burden imposed. 314 00:51:10,775 --> 00:51:13,656 When I finally got the situation could see, 315 00:51:13,820 --> 00:51:18,221 I was no longer able anything to change it. 316 00:51:18,992 --> 00:51:24,873 I do not think that my behavior Weakness or sentimentality arose. 317 00:51:25,039 --> 00:51:28,920 I just followed a drive, was implanted in me, 318 00:51:29,085 --> 00:51:34,446 and I could not fight if I did not want to destroy yourself. 319 00:51:34,592 --> 00:51:37,832 I do not Weir, what should it be dishonorable, 320 00:51:37,969 --> 00:51:41,210 like other animals to carry the load imposed, 321 00:51:41,347 --> 00:51:44,588 and ultimately like any animal to die. 322 00:51:45,476 --> 00:51:48,077 I Weir, which is not even honor. 323 00:51:49,398 --> 00:51:53,078 Are born and die is not honorable. 324 00:51:53,235 --> 00:51:58,555 It happens to every creature and also means nothing. 325 00:52:00,242 --> 00:52:03,042 (Insects buzzing) 326 00:52:04,538 --> 00:52:07,458 On 20 July I started with the hay. 327 00:52:40,199 --> 00:52:42,679 (She gasps) 328 00:52:45,161 --> 00:52:47,282 (It blows) 329 00:53:21,239 --> 00:53:23,640 (Vibrating sound) 330 00:53:34,335 --> 00:53:36,896 (She gasps) 331 00:54:00,653 --> 00:54:04,654 I took three weeks reap the meadow. 332 00:54:04,824 --> 00:54:08,385 It was not only the changing weather to blame 333 00:54:08,536 --> 00:54:12,817 but my clumsiness and physical weakness. 334 00:54:31,768 --> 00:54:34,129 (She sobs) 335 00:54:40,860 --> 00:54:44,701 I suffered a severe attack discouragement 336 00:54:44,864 --> 00:54:50,385 and e_asste for the first time clearly which blow had hit me. 337 00:54:50,536 --> 00:54:54,857 I do not WEIR, what would have happened I would have the responsibility 338 00:54:55,000 --> 00:54:59,880 not forced for my animals to the necessary things to do. 339 00:55:04,635 --> 00:55:07,875 I remember very reluctant at this time. 340 00:55:08,429 --> 00:55:12,910 It took 14 days to get me finally able to rouse again 341 00:55:13,059 --> 00:55:15,540 and began to live again. 342 00:55:35,706 --> 00:55:39,107 (Quiet music for solo violin by J. S. Bach) 343 00:57:22,188 --> 00:57:24,309 (Sound of music) 344 00:58:02,186 --> 00:58:04,907 (Sounds ominous) 345 00:58:35,094 --> 00:58:37,655 (Branches creak softly) 346 00:58:53,362 --> 00:58:55,483 (Crows cawing) 347 00:59:07,835 --> 00:59:11,476 The autumn was always the favorite season 348 00:59:11,630 --> 00:59:14,871 if I am physically never felt very comfortable. 349 00:59:15,010 --> 00:59:18,330 During the day I was tired and still be monitored. 350 00:59:18,472 --> 00:59:22,072 At night I lay for hours in a troubled doze 351 00:59:22,224 --> 00:59:25,225 and dreamed confused and livelier than usual 352 00:59:25,728 --> 00:59:29,569 The fall of disease spared me not even in the woods. 353 00:59:29,733 --> 00:59:34,213 But I could hardly allow me, they came to mitigated. 354 00:59:34,362 --> 00:59:39,122 Maybe I did not have time they especially observed. 355 00:59:39,284 --> 00:59:42,244 Lynx was very exhilarated and happy, 356 00:59:42,411 --> 00:59:46,972 but a stranger would probably noticed no difference. 357 00:59:47,125 --> 00:59:49,725 He was almost always cheerful. 358 00:59:49,878 --> 00:59:53,718 I never saw him more than three minutes grumpy seen. 359 00:59:53,882 --> 00:59:59,002 He could simply call, to be happy, do not resist. 360 00:59:59,137 --> 01:00:02,697 And life in the forest was a constant lure for him. 361 01:00:02,849 --> 01:00:06,289 Sun, snow, wind, rain, 362 01:00:06,436 --> 01:00:09,276 everything was a cause for excitement. 363 01:00:09,981 --> 01:00:13,621 I was next to Lynx never long remain sad. 364 01:00:13,777 --> 01:00:19,257 It was almost embarrassing how happy it made him to be with me. 365 01:00:19,407 --> 01:00:23,647 Perhaps the man owes his Gr�Renwahn the dog. 366 01:00:23,786 --> 01:00:29,187 Sometimes even I imagined, it would have to be something special to me, 367 01:00:29,333 --> 01:00:33,574 if lynx at my sight joy almost overturned. 368 01:00:33,713 --> 01:00:37,113 Of course, never was special to me. 369 01:00:37,259 --> 01:00:40,859 Lynx was like all dogs simply addicted people. 370 01:00:41,471 --> 01:00:44,511 Yes, you're my lynx. Yes. 371 01:00:45,307 --> 01:00:47,108 're A good dog. 372 01:00:48,269 --> 01:00:50,550 (He whimpers) 373 01:01:05,036 --> 01:01:09,596 Sometimes when I'm alone now 'm traveling in wintry forest 374 01:01:09,748 --> 01:01:11,869 I speak as before to lynx. 375 01:01:12,835 --> 01:01:15,316 I do not Weir, that I do, 376 01:01:15,463 --> 01:01:19,583 to me something startles and I fall silent. 377 01:01:19,759 --> 01:01:24,519 I turn my head and catch sight of the glimmer of a reddish brown coat. 378 01:01:24,681 --> 01:01:29,401 But the path is empty, bare shrubs and wet stones. 379 01:01:39,070 --> 01:01:44,070 It does not surprise me that I still hear the branches crackle behind me 380 01:01:44,242 --> 01:01:46,962 under the light tread of his soles. 381 01:01:47,119 --> 01:01:52,120 Where else should his little dog soul haunted as on my track? 382 01:01:53,043 --> 01:01:57,083 It's a friendly ghost, and I do not fear him. 383 01:01:59,215 --> 01:02:04,336 Lynx, nice, good dog, my dog. 384 01:02:05,889 --> 01:02:10,569 Probably only makes my poor head the sound of your footsteps, 385 01:02:10,726 --> 01:02:12,567 the glimmer of your coat. 386 01:02:14,940 --> 01:02:20,140 As long as I exist, you'll be my trail ve_olgen, hungry and yearning, 387 01:02:20,277 --> 01:02:25,398 like myself hungry and yearning invisible traces ve_olge. 388 01:02:27,034 --> 01:02:29,955 We will never ask both our game. 389 01:02:41,465 --> 01:02:43,906 (Crackles) 390 01:03:04,614 --> 01:03:08,134 On 27 October fell the first snow. 391 01:03:09,202 --> 01:03:12,682 The onset of winter lasted only a few days. 392 01:03:12,831 --> 01:03:17,671 After that came the hair and licked the young snow from the mountains. 393 01:03:18,545 --> 01:03:20,585 It was uncomfortably warm, 394 01:03:20,755 --> 01:03:25,035 and the wind blew night and day snarling at the little house. 395 01:03:27,554 --> 01:03:31,474 I slept badly and listened to the roaring of the stags, 396 01:03:31,641 --> 01:03:35,081 in the rutting season rose from the heights. 397 01:03:35,228 --> 01:03:39,428 Both cats went out there in the warm, damp forest. 398 01:03:39,565 --> 01:03:43,126 I lay awake and was worried about pearl. 399 01:03:44,153 --> 01:03:49,874 The roaring of the stags sounded sad, threatening and sometimes almost desperate. 400 01:03:51,827 --> 01:03:54,388 (Wind whistles) 401 01:03:59,335 --> 01:04:02,736 I only hoped the hair would not take too long 402 01:04:02,880 --> 01:04:06,521 and finally winter Us bring a little peace. 403 01:04:06,675 --> 01:04:09,916 The hair dryer did really only three days, 404 01:04:10,054 --> 01:04:12,815 long enough to kill pearl. 405 01:04:14,434 --> 01:04:16,954 (Sounds grim) 406 01:04:46,215 --> 01:04:48,776 Pearl was buried, 407 01:04:48,927 --> 01:04:53,847 and the hair dryer died overnight, as if he had e_�llt his task. 408 01:04:55,057 --> 01:04:57,418 I have not forgotten pearl. 409 01:04:58,394 --> 01:05:02,195 LHR death was the first loss I suffered in the forest. 410 01:05:04,192 --> 01:05:07,952 Once, it must have been the first winter, 411 01:05:08,112 --> 01:05:10,993 I saw a fox standing by the stream. 412 01:05:11,157 --> 01:05:15,517 I could sheer it. I carried the gun with me. 413 01:05:15,661 --> 01:05:17,702 But I did not. 414 01:05:18,706 --> 01:05:24,146 Pearl died because one of their Vo_ahren an Angora cat was bred on. 415 01:05:24,295 --> 01:05:27,215 It was intended from the beginning as a victim. 416 01:05:27,840 --> 01:05:32,241 Should I help punish the beautiful vivid fox? 417 01:05:32,887 --> 01:05:35,887 Pearl was wide_ahren an injustice. 418 01:05:36,056 --> 01:05:40,057 But this injustice was also done to their victims. 419 01:05:40,228 --> 01:05:43,068 Should I pass it on to the fox? 420 01:05:44,898 --> 01:05:50,779 The only creature in the woods that really Can do right or wrong, I am. 421 01:05:50,947 --> 01:05:53,587 And only I can practice mercy. 422 01:05:53,740 --> 01:05:58,461 Sometimes I wish this burden the decision would be not to me. 423 01:05:58,621 --> 01:06:04,181 But I'm a man. And I can just think and act like a man. 424 01:06:04,335 --> 01:06:07,095 Of which will free me until death. 425 01:06:07,880 --> 01:06:13,001 When I think of winter, I always see Weir on the river are tired fox. 426 01:06:13,177 --> 01:06:18,418 A lonely, adult animal, his is the path laid down. 427 01:06:19,349 --> 01:06:24,110 It is to me then, as mean this something important for me. 428 01:06:24,271 --> 01:06:27,672 As it stands only as a sign for something else. 429 01:06:28,358 --> 01:06:31,359 But I can not recognize its meaning. 430 01:06:37,242 --> 01:06:39,243 Sun 431 01:06:43,333 --> 01:06:45,773 Yes, my Bella. 432 01:06:47,085 --> 01:06:49,806 Yes, beautifully's you 433 01:06:52,509 --> 01:06:55,389 Bella had again become rounded, 434 01:06:55,552 --> 01:06:59,953 but I still could not know whether they expected a calf. 435 01:07:03,311 --> 01:07:06,231 After all, what we have experienced together, 436 01:07:06,396 --> 01:07:09,517 Bella has become more than my cow 437 01:07:09,692 --> 01:07:15,012 a poor, patient sister, which it contributes with more dignity than I lot. 438 01:07:17,115 --> 01:07:20,676 (Supported music for solo violin by J. S. Bach) 439 01:08:06,708 --> 01:08:09,388 (Sound of music) 440 01:09:01,136 --> 01:09:03,257 (Crackles) 441 01:09:05,850 --> 01:09:09,970 In the night I heard the wood crack in the cold. 442 01:09:11,814 --> 01:09:17,694 I had refilled strong, but I shivered and could not sleep. 443 01:09:18,779 --> 01:09:22,500 Sometimes a crackling log on and went out again, 444 01:09:22,658 --> 01:09:24,859 and I felt sick. 445 01:09:25,828 --> 01:09:30,308 I knew it was them, I had to kill again and again. 446 01:09:30,457 --> 01:09:35,858 I imagined what a person may feel, the killing is fun. 447 01:09:36,672 --> 01:09:38,793 I did not succeed. 448 01:09:38,966 --> 01:09:41,886 The hairs stood on end on my arms, 449 01:09:42,052 --> 01:09:45,413 and my mouth was dry in disgust. 450 01:09:45,555 --> 01:09:48,436 You had to be born, probably. 451 01:09:49,394 --> 01:09:54,514 I was able to bring me there, to do it as quickly as possible and sent 452 01:09:54,690 --> 01:09:57,531 but I would never get used. 453 01:09:59,319 --> 01:10:03,280 Long I lay awake in the roaring darkness 454 01:10:03,448 --> 01:10:05,649 and thought of the little heart, 455 01:10:07,036 --> 01:10:10,916 the above me in the chamber froze into a block of ice. 456 01:10:29,600 --> 01:10:34,840 After the cold broke groren a wave humid, warmer air inside. 457 01:10:35,981 --> 01:10:41,062 Bella was restless, and I had ten times a day to see her. 458 01:10:42,238 --> 01:10:45,638 At 1 1 January Bella was bleeding a little. 459 01:10:45,783 --> 01:10:47,903 It was after the evening feeding, 460 01:10:48,077 --> 01:10:52,317 and I decided to I set up for the night in the barn. 461 01:10:55,752 --> 01:10:58,872 Come on, Bella! Hard! (Mooing) 462 01:11:04,761 --> 01:11:07,121 (Panting) hard! 463 01:11:10,891 --> 01:11:12,852 (Mooing) 464 01:11:26,114 --> 01:11:28,555 (She gasps) 465 01:11:34,332 --> 01:11:36,852 Come on, Bella, come on! 466 01:11:45,926 --> 01:11:49,487 So much had occurred in recent times. 467 01:11:49,639 --> 01:11:54,119 Pearl had been killed, a little bull was born into the world, 468 01:11:54,268 --> 01:11:59,588 Deer were e_roren, and the varmints had a fat winter. 469 01:12:01,818 --> 01:12:07,218 I myself had a lot of excitement behind me, and now I was tired. 470 01:12:08,073 --> 01:12:12,634 And when I closed my eyes, I saw snow mountains on the horizon, 471 01:12:12,787 --> 01:12:16,307 Weire flakes, which sank on my face, 472 01:12:16,457 --> 01:12:18,817 , in a large, bright silence. 473 01:12:20,418 --> 01:12:24,539 There were no thoughts, no memories, 474 01:12:25,632 --> 01:12:28,953 only the groRe, silent light snow. 475 01:12:30,595 --> 01:12:36,156 I knew that this idea of was a lonely man dangerous 476 01:12:36,310 --> 01:12:40,750 but I could not muster the strength to me to resist. 477 01:12:47,195 --> 01:12:50,036 (Wind whistles) 478 01:13:15,640 --> 01:13:18,241 (Lynx whines) 479 01:13:24,734 --> 01:13:28,214 Lynx Lier me not long in peace. 480 01:13:28,362 --> 01:13:32,922 Again and again he came and bull at me with his nose. 481 01:13:33,074 --> 01:13:37,595 I sighed and stood up and went to my daily work. 482 01:13:40,041 --> 01:13:44,601 Now Lynx is not more my friend and guardian. 483 01:13:44,753 --> 01:13:49,114 And the desire in the Weire, enter into painful silence, 484 01:13:49,257 --> 01:13:52,018 is sometimes of very large. 485 01:13:52,177 --> 01:13:57,418 I must himself pay attention to me be strict and when I was there earlier. 486 01:14:01,436 --> 01:14:03,917 Lynx was my sixth sense. 487 01:14:04,774 --> 01:14:09,014 Since he is dead, I feel like an amputee. 488 01:14:10,488 --> 01:14:14,448 Something is missing and I will always miss you. 489 01:14:15,493 --> 01:14:20,333 It's not just that I him at hunting and Tracing miss 490 01:14:20,497 --> 01:14:24,938 and hours must be taken nachklettern a game. 491 01:14:26,045 --> 01:14:28,165 That alone is not. 492 01:14:29,756 --> 01:14:35,277 The worst thing is that I without lynx really feel alone. 493 01:14:55,032 --> 01:15:00,352 The question of emigration to the alp busied myself from day to day. 494 01:15:00,496 --> 01:15:03,616 The Company seemed terribly cumbersome, 495 01:15:03,748 --> 01:15:06,549 even if I only take the bare essentials 496 01:15:06,711 --> 01:15:10,311 and primitively wanted to dwell on the mountain. 497 01:15:10,463 --> 01:15:15,264 After I realized that I the move had already decided 498 01:15:15,427 --> 01:15:19,948 when I saw the green meadows of Alp had seen for the first time, 499 01:15:20,099 --> 01:15:22,139 I was quiet. 500 01:15:22,309 --> 01:15:27,429 And on 25 May came the day of departure from the cabin. 501 01:15:30,818 --> 01:15:33,138 (Lynx barks happily) 502 01:15:36,282 --> 01:15:40,842 The road was very well received, but it still took four hours 503 01:15:40,994 --> 01:15:45,195 to our strange procession reached the pasture. 504 01:15:45,332 --> 01:15:49,172 It was about noon. I was completely exhausted. 505 01:15:49,587 --> 01:15:54,987 Less of the physical effort as the nervous tension. 506 01:15:56,886 --> 01:16:01,166 Something new started. I did not know which would bring it to me. 507 01:16:01,306 --> 01:16:06,307 But my homesickness and concern Zukun_ slowly gave way to the mine. 508 01:16:08,146 --> 01:16:12,947 I began to see the beautiful pasture, strange and dangerous. 509 01:16:13,527 --> 01:16:17,167 But like everything foreign full of secret allurements. 510 01:16:17,698 --> 01:16:21,898 It was a strange feeling unimpeded by mountains and B�u'men 511 01:16:22,036 --> 01:16:25,036 a wide area to overlook. 512 01:16:25,206 --> 01:16:28,526 And it was not immediately pleasant and liberating. 513 01:16:28,667 --> 01:16:32,027 My eyes had to get used to the length, 514 01:16:32,171 --> 01:16:36,291 after a year, I had spent in the narrow valley. 515 01:16:36,466 --> 01:16:38,907 (Lynx barks) 516 01:16:42,055 --> 01:16:46,296 While I was on the mountain, I made no notes. 517 01:16:46,435 --> 01:16:51,115 While I dutifully stroked every day from the calendar, 518 01:16:51,273 --> 01:16:56,273 but I was not even wearing so important events such as a hay crop. 519 01:16:56,403 --> 01:17:00,203 The memory of this time has remained fresh, 520 01:17:00,365 --> 01:17:03,486 and it is not hard for me, write about it. 521 01:17:03,618 --> 01:17:06,659 The summer scent, the thundershower 522 01:17:06,831 --> 01:17:11,711 and the star-sparkling evenings I will never forget. 523 01:17:16,172 --> 01:17:19,493 (Quiet music for solo violin by J. S. Bach) 524 01:18:28,662 --> 01:18:31,662 (Music continues) 525 01:19:32,685 --> 01:19:35,405 (Sound of music) 526 01:19:38,148 --> 01:19:41,708 For the first time in my life I was appeased. 527 01:19:41,859 --> 01:19:46,100 Not satisfied or happy, but appeased. 528 01:19:47,032 --> 01:19:53,392 It was as if a hand groRe stand still in my mind the clock. 529 01:19:54,789 --> 01:19:57,310 (Birdsong) 530 01:20:22,025 --> 01:20:25,346 Sometimes confuse my thoughts, 531 01:20:25,487 --> 01:20:30,247 and it is, as a start to the forest to beat me roots 532 01:20:30,408 --> 01:20:34,969 and with my brain his old, eternal thoughts to think. 533 01:20:36,497 --> 01:20:41,498 Back then, in the second summer, it was not yet come so far with me. 534 01:20:41,670 --> 01:20:44,430 The boundaries were strictly drawn. 535 01:20:44,590 --> 01:20:46,190 It is difficult for me, 536 01:20:46,341 --> 01:20:51,062 when writing my earlier and my new I tell them apart. 537 01:20:51,220 --> 01:20:54,141 The new me, of which I am not sure 538 01:20:54,307 --> 01:20:58,908 that it does not slow is absorbed by a gr�Keren We. 539 01:20:59,063 --> 01:21:02,783 But even then pioneered the transformation itself. 540 01:21:04,693 --> 01:21:06,813 The pasture was to blame. 541 01:21:07,904 --> 01:21:11,625 It was almost impossible in the buzzing silence of the meadow 542 01:21:11,783 --> 01:21:17,624 under the sky gro_en a single, I secreted to stay. 543 01:21:17,789 --> 01:21:21,110 A small, blind, stubborn life, 544 01:21:21,251 --> 01:21:25,531 did not want to insert the groRe in the community. 545 01:21:26,297 --> 01:21:31,138 Once it had been my pride and joy, to be such a life. 546 01:21:31,302 --> 01:21:36,423 But on the mountain, it suddenly seemed to me very pathetic and ridiculous. 547 01:21:37,266 --> 01:21:39,907 An inflated nothing. 548 01:21:44,983 --> 01:21:47,303 (Bird calls) 549 01:22:01,958 --> 01:22:04,319 (Crows cawing) 550 01:22:12,927 --> 01:22:16,808 On 1 6 October since I was back from the pasture, 551 01:22:16,974 --> 01:22:19,814 I made again regelm�Rig notes. 552 01:22:19,976 --> 01:22:23,377 Almost throughout October the weather was beautiful. 553 01:22:23,521 --> 01:22:28,922 but now I took the time cheap and doubled my wood stock. 554 01:22:29,069 --> 01:22:32,549 All Saints was suddenly warm, and I knew 555 01:22:32,698 --> 01:22:35,818 that this is only the winter could initiate. 556 01:22:41,497 --> 01:22:45,218 On 1 O. December I find a strange note: 557 01:22:46,502 --> 01:22:49,063 '' Time goes by so fast.'' 558 01:22:49,631 --> 01:22:53,351 I do not remember they have written. 559 01:22:53,510 --> 01:22:57,390 I do not Weir, what is on that 1 O. Occurred in December 560 01:22:57,555 --> 01:23:03,316 561 and led me to'' Snow'' '''' Brought hay to write: 562 01:23:03,479 --> 01:23:05,759 '' Time goes by so fast.'' 563 01:23:06,648 --> 01:23:10,208 Then passed the time really very fast? 564 01:23:10,359 --> 01:23:14,160 I can not remember and can not report. 565 01:23:14,323 --> 01:23:19,523 It's not true. Time I just seemed to pass quickly. 566 01:23:19,661 --> 01:23:23,661 I believe the time is very still, and I move in it. 567 01:23:23,832 --> 01:23:28,272 Sometimes slow and sometimes at breakneck speed. 568 01:23:28,921 --> 01:23:33,921 I am doing something that drive things forward, and I forget the time. 569 01:23:34,635 --> 01:23:38,515 And then, suddenly, is it back to me. 570 01:23:39,722 --> 01:23:45,803 I'll have to get used to it. Their indifference and omnipresence. 571 01:23:50,650 --> 01:23:54,691 Since Lynx dead, I feel that clear. 572 01:23:54,863 --> 01:23:58,423 I'm sitting at the table, and time stands still. 573 01:23:59,368 --> 01:24:03,808 I can not see them, not smell or hear, 574 01:24:03,956 --> 01:24:06,836 but she surrounds me on all sides. 575 01:24:07,917 --> 01:24:11,558 Their silence and stillness is horrible. 576 01:24:16,801 --> 01:24:20,842 ln fact, these thoughts without meaning. 577 01:24:21,014 --> 01:24:23,854 I regret the animals and the people 578 01:24:24,016 --> 01:24:27,817 because they unasked gewo_en be in this life. 579 01:24:28,939 --> 01:24:32,219 Maybe people are regrettable 580 01:24:32,359 --> 01:24:34,799 because they have just as much sense, 581 01:24:34,944 --> 01:24:39,505 to guard against the natural course of things to fight. 582 01:24:39,658 --> 01:24:44,858 She did evil and despair make and unlovable. 583 01:24:46,582 --> 01:24:50,702 It would have been possible to live differently. 584 01:24:51,920 --> 01:24:55,320 There is no rational impulse as love. 585 01:24:56,048 --> 01:25:00,489 It makes the lover and the beloved life more bearable. 586 01:25:00,636 --> 01:25:03,957 Only, we would to recognize in time, 587 01:25:04,099 --> 01:25:07,739 that this was our only option. 588 01:25:07,894 --> 01:25:11,454 Our only hope for a better life. 589 01:25:12,189 --> 01:25:14,790 For an infinite army of the dead 590 01:25:14,943 --> 01:25:19,303 is the only possibility of the human missed forever. 591 01:25:19,448 --> 01:25:22,208 Time and again I have to think about it. 592 01:25:22,367 --> 01:25:27,367 I can not understand why we had to take the wrong path. 593 01:25:27,497 --> 01:25:29,857 I'm just weir that it is too late. 594 01:25:34,546 --> 01:25:36,666 (Crows cawing) 595 01:25:39,009 --> 01:25:42,409 In this autumn has emerged a Weike crow. 596 01:25:43,889 --> 01:25:46,889 You always flies a piece behind the other 597 01:25:47,059 --> 01:25:52,059 and can be alone on a tree down, to avoid their companions. 598 01:25:57,819 --> 01:26:01,939 I do not understand, why the other crows do not like. 599 01:26:02,073 --> 01:26:04,834 For me it is a particularly beautiful bird. 600 01:26:04,993 --> 01:26:08,313 But for their fellow it is abominable. 601 01:26:08,454 --> 01:26:12,815 A sad absurdity, it does not give d�_te. 602 01:26:12,958 --> 01:26:14,879 Weire a crow. 603 01:26:16,462 --> 01:26:21,023 They remain seated, until the groRe swarm departed, 604 01:26:21,176 --> 01:26:24,696 and then I'll bring her a little food. 605 01:26:24,845 --> 01:26:27,966 It can not know why is it out token. 606 01:26:28,140 --> 01:26:30,901 She knows no other life. 607 01:26:31,060 --> 01:26:34,621 Again and they will be geared motors and so alone, 608 01:26:34,773 --> 01:26:39,773 she fears that fewer people than their black brothers. 609 01:26:41,613 --> 01:26:44,093 (Croak) 610 01:26:56,420 --> 01:27:01,740 Every day I wait Weike the crow and they curl. 611 01:27:02,384 --> 01:27:06,904 And she looks at me attentively from their reddish eyes. 612 01:27:07,055 --> 01:27:09,615 I can do very little for them. 613 01:27:09,765 --> 01:27:15,766 My waste may extend a Life that should not be extended. 614 01:27:16,564 --> 01:27:21,285 But I want the Weike Crow lives, and sometimes I dream 615 01:27:21,444 --> 01:27:26,805 that there is a second are in the forest and the two will find each other. 616 01:27:27,658 --> 01:27:31,699 I do not believe I only wish it very much. 617 01:27:39,337 --> 01:27:43,537 Gradually, I began to get me out of my past 618 01:27:43,675 --> 01:27:46,795 and grow into a new order. 619 01:28:28,177 --> 01:28:32,498 Until the weather really improved, it had become in May 620 01:28:32,640 --> 01:28:36,281 Two years had passed in the forest, and it occurred to me 621 01:28:36,435 --> 01:28:41,276 I almost never thought of that they would find me eventually. 622 01:28:41,733 --> 01:28:45,053 I decided to break up soon to the pasture. 623 01:29:03,755 --> 01:29:08,835 In early June I was finally ready I got used to the pasture. 624 01:29:08,969 --> 01:29:11,769 But it was never more as last year. 625 01:29:11,930 --> 01:29:16,210 That first summer on the mountain was gone forever. 626 01:29:16,350 --> 01:29:21,351 I did not want a weaker repetition and held me back on purpose before, 627 01:29:21,480 --> 01:29:24,401 the old magic to ve_allen again. 628 01:29:25,652 --> 01:29:28,452 But the Alm made it easy for me. 629 01:29:28,613 --> 01:29:33,533 She had closed before me and showed a strange face. 630 01:29:35,119 --> 01:29:40,360 I often Sar as a year ago the bank and looked out over the meadow. 631 01:29:40,833 --> 01:29:45,674 She was no different than it was then and they smelled just Suer 632 01:29:45,838 --> 01:29:49,799 but I never got in the old admiration of it. 633 01:29:55,055 --> 01:29:57,936 I took no more trips groKen, 634 01:29:58,100 --> 01:30:02,141 for I had last summer my limits drawn. 635 01:30:02,314 --> 01:30:05,714 It had become indifferent to me, where the wall was. 636 01:30:06,525 --> 01:30:09,046 (Rain pattering) 637 01:30:12,282 --> 01:30:17,602 In that summer I vergaR all that Lynx was a dog and I a man. 638 01:30:17,746 --> 01:30:22,266 I knew it, but it had separating each meaning lost. 639 01:30:24,877 --> 01:30:27,318 Lynx also had changed. 640 01:30:28,256 --> 01:30:30,776 Since I am so much concerned with him 641 01:30:30,926 --> 01:30:34,526 he was quiet and did not seem to worry constantly, 642 01:30:34,679 --> 01:30:39,359 I could as soon as he departed five minutes to dissolve into thin air. 643 01:30:40,518 --> 01:30:43,718 When I think about it today, I believe 644 01:30:43,854 --> 01:30:48,095 that this is the only fear groRe his dog's life was: 645 01:30:48,234 --> 01:30:50,754 to be left alone. 646 01:30:52,697 --> 01:30:55,697 I had learned a lot 647 01:30:55,867 --> 01:30:59,667 and understood almost every one of his movements and sounds. 648 01:31:00,622 --> 01:31:05,702 Now finally prevailed between us a tacit understanding. 649 01:31:10,465 --> 01:31:13,065 (Birdsong) 650 01:31:31,653 --> 01:31:33,853 (Sounds ominous) 651 01:32:23,121 --> 01:32:25,681 (Threatening roar) 652 01:32:30,295 --> 01:32:32,695 (Noiseless) 653 01:32:48,188 --> 01:32:50,428 (Muffled growl) 654 01:33:06,581 --> 01:33:10,541 (Melancholy music for solo violin by JS Bach) 655 01:34:20,572 --> 01:34:22,932 (Music continues) 656 01:34:27,369 --> 01:34:29,930 (Noiseless) 657 01:34:34,836 --> 01:34:36,956 (Shot) 658 01:34:47,724 --> 01:34:50,204 (Silent scene) 659 01:36:07,886 --> 01:36:09,927 (Vibrating sound) 660 01:36:42,713 --> 01:36:45,154 I wore Lynx to the hut 661 01:36:46,634 --> 01:36:49,114 and laid him on the bench. 662 01:36:52,724 --> 01:36:56,244 He was suddenly become small and light. 663 01:36:59,521 --> 01:37:05,162 And then I heard as if from afar Bella's roar. 664 01:37:06,237 --> 01:37:08,637 She was au_er in fear. 665 01:37:09,740 --> 01:37:12,421 I tried to calm her. 666 01:37:13,994 --> 01:37:16,755 Only then I noticed the man again. 667 01:37:21,210 --> 01:37:23,810 I knew that he had to be dead. 668 01:37:24,921 --> 01:37:30,282 He had been such a gro_es goal I could not have ve_ehlen him. 669 01:37:34,181 --> 01:37:36,662 I was glad that he was dead. 670 01:37:37,476 --> 01:37:42,277 It would have found it difficult having to kill an injured man. 671 01:37:42,439 --> 01:37:45,640 And the life I would have him but can not leave. 672 01:37:45,777 --> 01:37:49,017 Or is it? I do not Weir. 673 01:37:51,948 --> 01:37:55,229 I did not want him leave it on the lawn. 674 01:37:55,369 --> 01:37:59,330 Not next to the dead bull and the innocent grass. 675 01:38:00,625 --> 01:38:05,625 So I grabbed him by the legs and dragged him to the lookout point. 676 01:38:06,005 --> 01:38:11,285 Where the rocks steeply into the scree 677 01:38:11,426 --> 01:38:16,107 and rhododendrons bloom in June, lier I roll it down. 678 01:38:21,938 --> 01:38:25,058 For Lynx I picked up on the evening of a grave. 679 01:38:25,983 --> 01:38:29,983 I made the deep pit, Iegte lynx in, 680 01:38:30,154 --> 01:38:34,034 covered him with earth and stood firmly above the lawn. 681 01:38:34,867 --> 01:38:37,307 And then I was very tired. 682 01:38:38,412 --> 01:38:40,733 As tired as never before. 683 01:38:48,922 --> 01:38:52,163 (Supported music for solo violin by J. S. Bach) 684 01:39:49,649 --> 01:39:52,450 (Sound of music) 685 01:39:54,988 --> 01:40:00,109 Then I sat down on the bench and waited for the long night. 686 01:40:00,243 --> 01:40:03,204 It was a bright starry night, 687 01:40:03,372 --> 01:40:06,492 and the wind fell down on the cold rock. 688 01:40:07,335 --> 01:40:11,655 But I was colder than the wind and did not feel cold. 689 01:40:15,801 --> 01:40:20,601 At first light I got up verlie_ with Bella and the pasture 690 01:40:22,600 --> 01:40:27,040 The next day I took my usual work again. 691 01:40:27,188 --> 01:40:30,908 The month of October came, and I harvested potatoes and fruit 692 01:40:32,318 --> 01:40:37,918 The stray had to be mowed, but that lasted only a week. 693 01:40:39,242 --> 01:40:43,482 Clusively and I gave, physically beaten and broken, 694 01:40:43,621 --> 01:40:48,381 my pointless to escape and introduced me to my thoughts. 695 01:40:52,880 --> 01:40:55,720 It came out like nothing. 696 01:41:11,314 --> 01:41:16,075 I want to know why the strange man who killed my animals. 697 01:41:16,779 --> 01:41:21,579 I'll never e_ahren, and maybe it's better that way. 698 01:41:24,537 --> 01:41:26,977 Now I am completely calm. 699 01:41:28,039 --> 01:41:30,560 I see a little bit further. 700 01:41:31,252 --> 01:41:34,372 l see that this is not yet the end. 701 01:41:35,422 --> 01:41:37,663 Everything goes on. 702 01:41:38,384 --> 01:41:42,344 Taurus, pearl and lynx there never will be again. 703 01:41:43,555 --> 01:41:48,476 But something new is approaching, and I can not escape myself to him. 704 01:41:49,436 --> 01:41:54,957 The memory the sorrow and the fear will remain 705 01:41:55,109 --> 01:41:58,589 and the hard work as long as I live. 706 01:42:08,413 --> 01:42:14,734 Today, 25 February I finish my report. 707 01:42:17,213 --> 01:42:20,574 It is still not a piece of paper left. 708 01:42:22,052 --> 01:42:25,813 It is now about five clock in the evening and already so bright 709 01:42:25,972 --> 01:42:28,853 I can write without lamp. 710 01:42:29,769 --> 01:42:34,609 The crows have risen screaming and circling above the forest. 711 01:42:35,565 --> 01:42:37,886 If they are no longer visible, 712 01:42:38,027 --> 01:42:42,467 I will go into the clearing and the Crow Weire feed. 713 01:42:43,448 --> 01:42:45,729 You already waiting for me. 714 01:42:45,868 --> 01:42:47,988 (Croak) 715 01:42:51,498 --> 01:42:53,619 (Wind whistles) 716 01:42:57,253 --> 01:42:59,374 (Croak) 704 01:43:00,000 --> 01:43:03,114 Best watched using Open Subtitles MKV Player 56929

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