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♪♪ [ Instrumental ]

[ Woman ] ♪ Get me out Get me in ♪

♪ I give you everything I could give ♪

♪ You try to take You try to make ♪

♪ You take all Everything you can't break ♪

♪ If you go so easily, go on, get out ♪

♪ When you leave, I will wait ♪

♪ I won't wait till the day you're back again ♪

♪ Let me out Let me in ♪

♪ I've given up, not given in ♪

♪ 'Cause together we are not one We are nothing ♪

♪ We're holding on and on ♪

♪ Together now Forever then ♪

♪ Go ahead Don't you let me in ♪

♪ But I will wait ♪

♪ I won't wait till the day you're back again ♪

♪ Let me go ♪

♪ You know I'm not one for leaving ♪

♪ Let me go ♪

♪ You know I'm nothing without your love ♪

♪ No ♪

♪ I know I'm nothing without your love ♪

- ♪ So let me go ♪ - ♪ Let me go ♪

♪ So please let me go ♪

♪ Let me out Let me in ♪

♪ I give you everything I could give ♪

♪ You try to take You try to make ♪

♪ You take all everything you can't make ♪

♪ If you go so easily, Go on, get out ♪

♪ When you leave, I will wait ♪

♪ I will want till the day you're back again ♪

♪ Let it out Let it in ♪

♪ I'm given up, not given in ♪

♪ 'Cause together we are not one We are nothing ♪

♪ We're holding on and on ♪

♪ Together now Forever then ♪

♪ Go ahead Don't you let me in ♪

♪ I will wait I will want ♪

♪ Wait till the day you're back again ♪

♪ Let me go ♪

♪ You know I'm not one for leaving ♪

♪ Let me go ♪

♪ You know I'm nothing without your love ♪♪

- ♪♪ [ Ends ] - [ Woman ] Okay.

Clearly, we have some more work to do, right?

Come on. Take a quick break. Get some water.

All righty, all righty, all righty.

Okay, let's take it from the trio in back. Come on. Trio.

[ Hands Clapping ]

Ladies, ladies. Get going. Get going. Get going.

Okay. Yes, we see that. You're fabulous.

Two, three, four, five, six.

Hey. You're home early.

Well, I had to...

work on my dance for the solo auditions.

Oh, is it okay if Kayden comes by later to work on college essays?

Of course. Those essays are... ♪ So important ♪

♪ I know ♪ That is why I've been working on it all summer.

Well, it certainly would be nice...

if we could all sit down for dinner together like, you know, a real family.

Oh, that's fine with me, but good luck getting Dad and Leo.

- Yeah. Where are Dad and Leo? - Where do you think?

Nice, killer. Very, very nice.

Good job. Okay, guys, let's rally it up!

- Come on! Good work today, guys. - Good job, killer.

Yeah. You know why they call me killer?

Because these guns take the ladies straight to heaven.

- Dude, shut up. - You're just jealous.

Hey, hey. Come here for a second.

- Excellent reversal. Okay? - Thanks, Dad.

That's the kind of smarts and know-how that got you second at State last year.

What's gonna get you first this year is your dedication and commitment...

What's gonna get you first this year is your dedication to working even harder.

- You work, you win. - Okay.

Have you seen that video of the cat eating its own vomit?

Have you even started your essay?

Ooh! Or that little girl holding the dead squirrel?

Okay, I can't focus when you do this.

I think I'm gonna sleep with Brendan.

Oh.

Okay. Cool.

Crazy.

Yeah, I mean, I have to do it with someone eventually, right?

- You don't have to do anything. - No, I know.

He's just a good guy.

He's been so patient.

A whole year in New York? You have no idea how hard long-distance is.

You forget about my imaginary boyfriend in Toronto.

O.M.G. You wanna see something really sick? Come look at this.

Whoa. What is it?

A thinspiration site.

What's "thinspiration"?

A freaky cult of anorexics helping each other be skinny.

Weird.

- What do they do? - Share tricks and tips.

Just looking at this makes me feel nauseous, so I guess it's working.

"Dear Ana, deliver me from eating."

- Who's Ana? - Ana.

As in "anorexia."

"Hunger is my strength, my control"?

Seriously, someone needs to throw a sandwich at these poor girls.

- [ Laughs ] Do you look at this stuff? - Sometimes.

I mean, doesn't everyone want to be a little anorexic?

Like, fashion-friendly anorexic?

You're already fashion-friendly anorexic.

Who's ButterflyAna?

Oh, my cousin's friend who started the site.

Obviously she's kinda mental.

- Does she really look like that? - Doubt it.

- No one online is ever what you think they are. - Hmm.

Oh. They don't want to let anyone in who's not as crazy as they are.

I gotta pee.

Hey, Hannah. No devices at the table, please.

- Hey, Leo, will you take out the trash? - Already done did it.

Aw, who's Mama's angel?

- Aw! You're Mama's angel! - Hey.

I used to let you dress me up as a doll. Doesn't that earn me respect?

Perhaps you should look up the meaning of "respect."

- It's my job to torment you. Puts hair on your chest. - I don't think that's working.

- Ew. What is this? - Hey, hey, that's mine.

It's called Stevia. It's a sugar alternative.

- It's horrible. - Well, it's plant-based.

You know what? I need to rinse this down with a doughnut.

[ Sighs ] Do you have any idea how many calories are in that?

Do you have any idea how cruel it is of you to eat that...

while Leo's gotta have that egg-white shake?

Hey, if Leo makes his weight class,

he has a serious chance of becoming the youngest state champ in 25 years.

Okay, if we would like to support Leo, maybe we should all be eating healthier.

No, no, no. Kid's gotta get strong in his mind. It's good for him.

[ Leo ] Yeah. Plus, it's also fun watching Dad get fat.

- [ Mother ] Right. Here. - Uh-uh! Give me that!

- [ Mother Laughs ] - Hyah! Boom!

- Come here! - Uncle!

- Say "mercy"! - Never! Never!

Where's your stamina, kid?

You want in on this? You could work out with us. Start you out on a 10-mile run!

What, do you think I'm fat?

No, that's not what I meant at all.

Thanks, Dad. That's exactly what I needed.

[ Boy ] No, I love college. It's nothing like high school though.

Like how, exactly? What do you mean?

Well, I mean, you have total freedom.

You do what you want when you want.

In the summers, you get to come back home,

hang out in backyards with your underage girlfriend.

- Call the cops. - Mmm.

Is there more pizza?

Oh, yes.

Oh, no, thank you. I'm fine.

So, uh, top school choices.

Oh, I don't wanna jinx it.

N.Y.U.

She's practically already their valedictorian.

Hey, that's not that far from me.

I go to the city all the time, so, uh,

we'll have to hang out.

Well, if I get in, then we will definitely do that. If I get in.

Well... just don't stress out about it.

You gotta be kinda Zen about this stuff.

Zen is not my thing.

I am more "worry about the black void of the future" type of gal.

- Come here. - What?

- Come here! - [ Grunts ]

Okay, repeat after me.

It will all be okay.

It will all be okay.

Come on! Say it louder!

- It will all... be okay! - It will all be okay!

- Come on! - It will all be okay!

[ Muttering ] Okay, college essay. College essay.

I... am...

a... dancer.

I am a good student.

Single.

Man repellent.

Third freakin' wheel.

Just a spoonful.

Stop it.

Stop eating peanut butter.

[ Typing ]

Whoa.

Mmm.

User name.

SKINi'mIN.

Password?

Thin.

My gosh.

I don't know! Am I the only one in here who can't quit eating peanut butter?

[ Woman ] If you want to lose weight, Skin,

you've come to the right place.

I'm very proud of HipPop.

My hard-core pride and joy.

Taught her everything she knows.

I only wanted to lose, like, five pounds.

And let me guess. You've been saying that for a while.

Yes. Forever. [ Chuckles ]

And every time you eat, you feel like a failure.

Yeah.

Don't you wish that you could just...

cut open your stomach and take everything out?

Yeah.

How do you know that?

I can teach you to not need.

You'll be five pounds of disgusting, oozing fat lighter...

in no time.

If that's true,

then you are my new best friend.

[ Woman ] I'm gonna teach you to be a true fan of Ana.

You can say no to the peanut butter.

[ Woman ] ♪ Everybody's on my case ♪

♪ Oh, no ♪

♪ Get it thin, now get it straight ♪

- ♪ Ahh ♪ - ♪ You need to get out of my head ♪

♪ Oh, yeah ♪

♪ Put the roomies all to bed ♪

- ♪ Ahh ♪ - ♪ Who's coming with me? ♪

♪ Come on, let's go ♪

- ♪ Have fun, get some ♪ - [ Biting Into Apple ]

- ♪ Come on with me ♪ - ♪ Running now in the streets ♪

♪ Come on, let's go ♪

♪ Anywhere I don't care ♪

♪ I just wanna ♪

♪ Let's go ♪

♪ Loose my mind ♪

♪ Ohh ♪

♪ Loose my mind ♪

- ♪ Oh, God, we gotta loose my... ♪♪ - [ Knocking ]

- Hey. - ♪♪ [ Stops ]

- Hi. - You working out again?

Well, a little.

Well, I, uh... I got you something.

Oh. Thank you.

I-I saw them, and I thought that they would look really cute on you.

Oh! I love them, Mom!

- Thank you! - Oh!

Yea! Good. [ Chuckles ]

Good. You know, you just...

[ Sighs ] You look so...

grown-up these days.

And so beautiful and healthy.

"Healthy"? What does that mean?

I mean, uh... It means healthy. It means strong.

Like... chubby.

No. [ Chuckles ] No.

It doesn't. Honey, you are so...

You're so hard on yourself. You have to stop that.

- What's happening? - They're too small.

Oh. Maybe I got the wrong size?

Nope.

[ Chuckles ] I am just a heifer.

They're a size six, and they still don't fit.

So maybe they run small.

Honey, we'll take them back and exchange them.

No, it's fine. Just return them.

- Okay, I will... - These shorts...

Will you just...

Will you come with me, a-and you can pick something out?

- ♪♪ [ Song Resumes ] - ♪ ...mind ♪

♪ Come on, let's go loose our minds tonight ♪

♪ Ohh ♪

- ♪ Baby, like I'm gonna blow ♪ - ♪ Oh, no ♪

♪ Exactly when I don't even know ♪

- ♪♪ [ Continues ] - Kick. Two. Three.

♪♪ [ Ends ]

One, two, three, four.

Seven, eight, one, t...

Two, three, four, five, six...

Four, five, six,

seven, eight.

[ Grunts, Sighs ]

Okay, time for a weigh-in.

Deep breaths.

[ Relieved Chuckling ]

123, bitches!

Piece of cake.

Well, fake cake.

Let's agree...

to really make this the summer of skinny...

for our friend SKINi'mIN.

To help her.

To support her.

To make her thin.

We start a 500-calorie-a-day diet.

No bingeing, no purging. Count every single bite.

I don't know if I can do that.

Imagine feeling like a feather.

Being able to wear anything you want.

Feeling completely confident.

Finally feeling happy.

Thin.

Free.

The caterpillar...

becomes the butterfly.

Do you trust me, SKIN?

Yes.

Because I'm going to make you perfect.

♪♪ [ Speaker: Pop ]

♪ Save me ♪

♪ Save me ♪♪

[ Cheering ]

Yeah!

Uh, so what happened to your butt?

What's wrong with it?

- It's, like, missing. - Is it?

Really, really, really amazing work today, ladies.

But as you know, there can only be a few soloists.

And they are...

Senior soloist Olivia Parker.

- [ Chuckling ] - Yeah!

Senior soloist...

Kayden Hewlitt.

And... And, uh, one more.

Hannah Warner.

What? Yes! Oh, I totally told you!

[ Both Laughing ]

- Oh, my God. - Hannah, can I talk to you a moment, please?

Congratulations.

Thank you.

I just wanna make sure it's good.

You're a perfectionist,

you know it, which can be a good and a bad thing.

Well, how is it a bad thing if I get it perfect?

Because there's no such thing as perfect, darlin'.

Dancing is an expression...

of yourself.

And your true self is not perfect.

I'm sorry.

[ Mumbling ]

Don't apologize. Just let it go.

Come on. Let it go.

[ Laughs ] Let it go.

Enjoy yourself.

Yes, ma'am.

♪♪ [ Humming ]

Nice moves.

God, that is embarrassing.

I mean, I wish I could dance.

I do a mean robot.

A little sprinkler here.

- Huh? Huh? - [ Hannah Laughing ]

- You can stop me anytime. - Oh, no.

I think you could go pro.

Yeah, probably not.

So can I get you anything?

I was just on my way to Kayden's.

She wants chocolate.

Um... how's this?

[ Chuckles ] Perfect.

- All right. - [ Chuckles ]

Oh, no charge.

As you know that Kayden is my sister from another mister.

Ah. I thought you were being nice to me.

Hey, are you working Saturday?

I'm having some people over. You should come.

Might even be a little dancing.

How can I say no to that?

Well, cool.

Yes.

♪♪ [ Humming ]

Ugh.

Wha...

No, no, no, no, no.

Okay.

No.

Wait a minute. Go back.

- Are you sure you really want to be doing this? - I know I don't want to.

Look, of course I don't want to do this, Michael,

but I'm concerned, okay?

I want you to see what she was looking at.

Come on, you said you knew her password, right?

Well, she always uses her birthday.

I told her that's the first thing a hacker would try.

And, uh, the Web site, it was something... Ana.

Look, I really shouldn't be doing this.

I think you should just ask her about it.

I wouldn't even know what to ask her, honey. That's why I want to see this.

So...

[ Sighs ]

Okay, I know...

that you're just protecting your sister.

But so am I.

Forget it. I will find it.

There it is. This is it. This is it.

"A haven for those with a passion for thin.

Worship Ana until you feel the bones."

- Who the hell's Ana? - Look at the girls.

It's gotta be...

It's gotta be short for "anorexic."

Oh, my God.

This is a site that is devoted to helping people be anorexic.

You know, just 'cause she's been on this site doesn't mean she's anorexic.

I don't know any girls at school that don't obsess about this stuff.

- No, look. She's a member. - [ Michael ] Oh, Jesus.

[ Mother Sighs ]

Hey.

She listened to me.

Okay, first, I can't believe that you went into my room, went through my stuff,

on my computer...

Your mother went on your computer because she was concerned.

- We were concerned. - Yes, we were. Are.

I'm 17.

[ Sighs ] Michael.

Our job is to take care of you.

And if this is something that you're doing to yourself...

Okay, if I was anorexic,

don't you think I'd look a little bit more like the girls on the site?

Are your friends on that site? Kayden?

This is ridiculous!

It's not that big of a deal.

They call themselves pro-Ana,

like anorexia is some political prisoner that they're fighting for.

Is that cool to you? Do you believe that?

I believe that what I do on my computer is private.

Mm-mmm. Not private.

The Internet is public, and it's permanent.

Thank you for the public service announcement.

Well, guess what. I do not want you visiting this site ever again.

Is that understood? And...

I want your password to SKINi'mIN.

I want it right now.

Are your parents on here now?

I don't know. Bye for now.

I'm out too. I can't get caught on here.

It's not like they can track us all down.

Can't they?

Even if they could, who cares? I thought you were hard core.

Can't stay hard core if I get caught.

Wait. SKIN, you need this.

You're only just starting out.

You're on day five.

You will never make it without me.

If my mom finds out I'm on this site, I'm dead.

She'll never find out.

You just have to be extra careful.

- Let me help you. - What should I do?

Clear out your history every time you're on.

And log in with a new handle.

Use "ButterflyBaby."

I will help you talk your mother off the ledge,

ensure her that you're healthy and happy,

even while you're losing more weight than you ever thought possible.

- How? - Trust me.

[ ButterflyAna ] I'll take care of everything.

Hey.

I just wanted to say that I'm...

sorry about the other day.

I freaked out on you, and it was rude and...

Well, I've just been stressed out lately.

Stressed about what, though, honey?

School. Dance. Global warming.

- [ Laughs ] - No. No.

Hannah, this is serious.

No, I-I... I know.

I just... I mean, I was looking at the site 'cause I was curious.

So you're telling me you are not SKINi'mIN,

even though you were logged in under that name on your computer.

SKINi'mIN is not even a real person.

The girls at dance were looking at the site and they made up a fake log-in.

I am not a fan of Ana. Okay?

And yes, there are some times that I wish I was skinnier,

but that does not make me anorexic.

Come on, Mom. Don't you sometimes wish you could lose five pounds?

Uh, that is not the point.

All right. Hannah.

We trust you.

If you tell us you're okay,

then we believe you.

Promise me that you are not... anorexic...

or bulimic or...

Just please promise me that.

I promise.

I'm sorry I freaked you out the other day.

I... I'm perfectly healthy.

And if it makes you feel any better,

then I will not go on that site ever again.

Thank you.

Of course.

See ya.

- Okay. - She's fine.

Okay.

[ ButterflyAna ] So proud of you, my little protégé.

We have to push further. Cut down to 200 calories a day.

After a week your hunger will almost disappear.

You'll feel energized, empty, giddy, high.

I gotta go.

How'd you find me?

Who... is this?

[ Toilet Lid Thudding ]

[ Gasping ]

[ Alarm Beeping ]

[ Beeping Continues ]

♪♪ [ Speaker: Pop ]

♪♪ [ Woman Singing, Indistinct ]

♪♪ [ Continues ]

♪ Am I to blame? ♪♪

♪♪ [ Stops ]

[ Applauding ]

[ Instructor ] Okay.

4:00 tomorrow. Ready to work.

Thank you.

What's going on with you today?

It's nothing.

You feel sick?

Here.

You feel clammy. Hmm?

Maybe you should go home, get some rest, get some soup.

I'm not sick.

If something is going on,

I can help you.

You can't help me.

Look, I said I'm fine.

Can I go now?

Yeah.

[ ButterflyAna ] Get your phone.

Look at yourself.

Take pictures of everything you don't like.

Each imperfect piece.

Every bulge of fat.

- Every flaw. - [ Shutter Clicks ]

- [ Sobbing ] - [ Shutter Clicking ]

- Still hungry? - No!

Good girl.

♪♪ [ Soft Rock ]

[ Man ] ♪ I was gripped with a bitter fear ♪

♪ Worried the one thing that I loved ♪

♪ Back when I was just a kid ♪

♪ Might now never be enough ♪

♪ That the body I was in ♪

♪ Might belong to someone else ♪

♪ Someone kinder Someone surer ♪

♪ Someone innocent Young and beautiful ♪

♪ Someone purer ♪

♪ That's no one I know ♪

♪ I was scratching at my skin ♪

♪ Hoping changes would begin ♪

♪ But what laid beneath was blind ♪

♪ Would have caused What the hell ♪

- ♪♪ [ Continues ] - Parmesan chicken with steamed veggies.

Hannah, this is a real treat.

Thank you.

♪ I feel so tired ♪

♪ As though I might not wake at all on the other side ♪

♪ That's no way to go ♪

♪ That's no way to go ♪

♪ And a pure and innocent soul ♪

♪ And a pure and innocent soul ♪

[ Groans, Sighs ]

- [ Coughs ] - ♪ And a pure and innocent soul ♪

- Shut up. Did you just run here from your house? - Yeah.

Who are you, and what have you done with my best friend?

I'm trying to get rid of her.

- What? - ♪ Pure and innocent soul ♪

- Hannah. - ♪ Pure and innocent soul ♪

Hannah.

- Hannah! - ♪ Pure and innocent soul ♪♪

♪♪ [ Speakers: Rock, Loud ]

You look amazing. You always look this amazing?

[ Laughs ] I don't know.

Really?

Where's Kayden?

Uh... didn't she tell you?

Tell me what?

We, uh...

We broke up.

I'm sorry.

I should go.

No. Hey. Just stay. Hang.

You want a drink? Come on. You...

You want a drink? Come on.

♪♪ [ Rock ]

[ Gasps, Coughs ]

♪♪ [ Continues ]

Hey. Hey. Hannah.

I got a serious case of the "drunchies." Come on.

- What? - "What?"

The drunk munchies, man. Come on.

- Just... No, come on. - ♪♪ [ Ends ]

[ Grunts ] All right, let's get some food in you, lightweight.

Mmm. No, I can't.

No, thank you.

Don't tell me you're one of those girls that, uh, don't eat any food.

[ Scoffs ]

[ ButterflyAna's Voice ] They're talking about you, pig.

You okay?

I can't eat that.

Why?

You think you're fat?

Hannah.

You're hot.

I've liked you for a long time.

[ Whimpering ] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

What's the point of this if you can't even do it right?

I know. I'm sorry. I just...

I'm weak. But I'll be better.

Did you sleep with him?

I'm a monster.

A vile, disgusting, awful pig.

You're not ready.

You're not ready for him.

You're not ready for anyone.

You're not thin enough,

and you're not in control enough.

You... You need to focus.

- You need to focus on me. - I-I'm sorry!

I'm just so scared!

It's like I don't know who I am anymore.

And I don't feel very well.

It's like my brain is not working the way it's supposed to.

Don't worry about that.

Don't worry about any of that.

I'm here with you.

We're gonna start a zero-calorie diet...

to make you pure.

Please... Just please don't leave me.

I'm not going anywhere.

You know what you need to do.

[ Blows Landing ]

[ Brendan ] Look, I need to tell her.

[ Hannah ] Why? I thought you guys were already broken up.

It's complicated.

So, what now?

This was a mistake, Hannah.

I was wasted. I wasn't even thinkin'.

This is, like, the worst thing I've ever done.

I'm with Kayden.

I get it!

You don't want to have sex with me when you're not drunk.

You want Kayden's perfect little body back.

- What? - She is the one that you want to be seen with.

But do you really think she's gonna want you back...

when you've been with somebody as disgusting as me?

What is with you?

I mean, do you not care about her at all?

Brendan's being totally weird.

Really?

You want to go see a movie with us later?

Nah, I'm tired.

Hmm. Good thing you work in a coffee shop.

- [ Chuckles ] - That looks disgusting.

Yeah. We used to donate them.

But something about a health risk.

Maybe I'll just have him meet us here.

If you want to hang out with your boyfriend, that's fine,

but I don't need to be there.

You always hang out with us.

Yeah. Maybe I don't feel like being the buffer...

in your long-distance relationship anymore.

You're right. It is weird.

You know, it's this whole sex thing.

I know everyone thinks it's not a big deal,

but I'm nervous about it.

What do you have to be nervous about?

I mean, you are beautiful, thin.

You've got the perfect little thigh gap.

What's with your new diet?

You, like, don't eat anymore.

Okay. I like how it's okay for you to be perfect and thin...

I'm so not perfect.

But anytime anyone else tries to better themselves, you, like, attack.

Why won't you talk to me?

Did I say something? Did I do something?

Okay, fine.

Forget it. See you at dance.

[ Cell Phone Dings ]

[ Scoffs ]

She's helping me. She's the only one who understands.

I can't do that.

Who is this?

Kayden.

I could eat if I wanted to.

[ ButterflyAna's Voice ] Don't eat.

Don't eat.

Don't eat.

Don't eat. Don't eat.

Don't eat.

[ ButterflyAna's Voice ] Don't eat. Don't eat. Don't eat. Don't eat.

Don't eat. Don't eat. Don't eat. Don't eat.

Don't eat. Don't eat. Don't eat.

- [ Chuckles ] - Don't eat.

Don't eat.

[ Gagging, Coughing ]

[ Coughing ]

I'm yours.

Honey. It's noon.

You're gonna be late.

Uh, do you want me to drive you to dance?

Ew. Ugh. These pantry moths are everywhere.

Honey?

Oh, my God.

Hannah.

Hannah.

Don't touch me.

So, we have Bottene pasta,

turkey meatballs, salad and veggies.

Hannah.

- I was going to eat at work. - No, no, honey.

You're gonna eat here.

- Then I'm gonna be late. - No, that's okay.

I want to make sure that you have a healthy dinner before you go.

Leo, you sure you don't want any pasta?

Don't do that.

Okay. Well, he can at least have some more meatballs or veggies.

We should be working, but instead we're sitting down...

so he can watch all of us eat, and now you're pushing him.

- Oh. Oh, I'm sorry. I'm pushing him? - Yes, you are pushing him.

- What do you think you're doing? - Hey, no one's pushing me.

It's... All right? I'm fine.

- I'm finished. - Me too.

No, you sit down.

You haven't had a bite.

Why are you suddenly the food police?

Because I feel like I...

[ Clears Throat ] See what you're doing?

- What am I doing? - This is the example that you're setting.

He's on a very strict regiment. Regulated.

He's getting calories. He's getting nutrients.

Why would you expect that he would give up fighting for his dream...

just because Hannah has a problem?

- I don't have a problem! - Look, honey, I didn't mean "problem," okay?

That's not what I meant. I meant whatever is happening with you.

- Okay, sweetie? - Okay, everybody, just... take a breath.

Because we're gonna sit here and we are going to finish... dinner.

So, Hannah,

please take a bite of your salad.

No!

No? No what?

I'm not going to eat.

Take a bite... of your salad.

Or else what?

Are you gonna shovel it down my throat?

Okay, now, sweetie. Have one bite of your salad.

Leave me alone!

Everybody leave me alone.

Uh, hey.

- Are you okay? - Yeah.

L-Look, I'm sorry if my wrestling makes stuff harder.

It's not your fault that the sun rises and sets with you in this house.

[ Chuckles ] I miss you, Hannah.

Like, the you you that I know.

I'm right here, Leo.

Oh!

He told you?

What do you want me to say?

I don't know.

How about you're sorry...

and you're a slut and the worst best friend ever?

You know,

I didn't even believe it when he told me.

God, it's so messed up.

You just gonna sit there and not say anything?

I don't even know who you are anymore.

I know who you are. You're HipPopK.

From the thinspo site.

Just admit it.

My God, is that what you're doing?

Worshipping Ana?

Like you don't.

Even if I did,

why would I admit anything to you?

Go to hell.

Hell's empty.

All the devils are here.

[ Instructor ] Hannah, you're up.

[ ButterflyAna's Voice ] Forget her. She's just jealous.

She's just jealous.

She's afraid you'll be prettier than her,

thinner than her, better than her.

She wants to keep you just as you are.

Hideous.

Fat.

♪♪ [ Woman Singing, Indistinct ]

Hannah?

How am I supposed to dance if you're just gonna stare at me like that?

You think you know anything about me?

You don't know me. You don't know anything about me.

- You don't care! - Hannah.

Like all you girls don't constantly drink water...

and try to see if you can wrap your hands around each other's waists.

- Hypocritical bitches. - Okay. That's enough.

What do you think they say about you? How fat you are.

All right. This is done.

You're a joke, a warning.

You're the one thing that we hope to avoid.

- You're our worst nightmare! - That's it! Get out now!

Get out!

[ Grunts ]

I'm calling your mother.

[ Typing ]

[ Grunts ]

Uh...

[ Gags ]

[ Gasping ] Oh, my God!

What's happening?

Oh! Oh! [ Crying ]

[ Gags ]

[ Gasps ]

Oh, no! [ Crying ]

[ Crying Continues ]

What the hell are you doing in here?

[ Gasps ] Oh!

Hannah. I had no idea it was this bad.

- Get out! - Honey, you need help.

Get out of my room!

N-No. Y-Y-You're not yourself.

And I can't stand to see you this way.

You're starving yourself. You're hurting yourself.

[ ButterflyAna's Voice ] Stop her. She's gonna lock you up.

- She's gonna make you eat. - You need help.

Oh, no, Hannah! Hannah, please, don't do this.

You have to eat!

No, I don't! I won't!

I can't.

I believe in control, the only force mighty enough...

to bring order to the chaos that is my life.

I believe in perfection.

I believe in salvation by trying just a bit harder than I did yesterday.

I believe in a wholly black and white world,

the losing of weight, the recrimination of sins,

the abnegation of the body and a life ever fasting.

If you don't eat,

you're going to die.

I'd rather die than be fat.

No!

- Stop! - [ Object Thuds ]

- [ Screams ] - [ Object Thudding ]

[ Screaming ]

[ Crying ]

[ Screaming ]

So she's not anorexic?

[ Woman ] That is not the official diagnosis, no.

Hannah has what's called EDNOS.

That's Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified.

All of this started with that Web site?

Thinspiration can be a trigger for someone vulnerable like Hannah.

I don't understand.

Well, she does have a tendency toward anxiety,

and there's a lot of pressure in her world right now.

All right. So... So how do we fight this thing?

Well, that's the thing. In order to fight the disease, she has to gain weight.

Her malnourished brain is not functioning properly.

But she won't eat. That's the whole thing.

So how are we supposed to make her eat?

Well, we offer a residency program here.

I-It's a thousand dollars a day,

and we recommend a three-month stay.

Oh, I'm so... Wait. I'm sorry. That's $90,000.

Does insurance cover any of that?

Unfortunately, rarely, if ever.

Okay. So then, um, we'll just... I don't know.

We'll take a second on the house.

- We already have a second. - Then we'll sell the house.

[ Doctor ] Listen, why don't we slow down?

You have a whole family to take care of.

There are other ways that we can help her.

We can start with outpatient therapy.

We can offer counseling twice a week...

and, um, a meeting with a dietitian twice a month.

Will that work?

Someone will have to monitor her 24/7.

People with eating disorders,

they often engage in other self harm.

Um, sometimes,

I'm afraid of her.

I mean, it's like I'm not talking to Hannah.

It's like so... someone else is there.

It's like a demon.

This is a world about numbers.

How small can I become?

How little space can I take up?

This disease is living death.

[ No Audible Dialogue ]

It's time to go home.

Okay. So, honey, why don't we just try what the therapist said.

Just one bite.

Honey...

Thank you for not doing this in front of her, honey.

I know it seems messed up with all the stuff with Hannah,

but it's just until the weekend.

You don't have to do this if you don't want to.

You know that, right?

I'll add another egg white. Will that make you feel better?

Will it make you feel so much better to win State?

[ Chuckles ] Yeah.

I mean, you win State, people admire you.

You get respect.

Why are you eating so late?

No. I measured it. It's fine.

It's not fine. You ate dinner already.

- I'm hungry. - Well, I'm sorry.

You want it?

I'll wrestle you for it.

- You smart-ass. - [ Mother ] Hey, hey.

- Guys. - [ Grunting ]

- Hey, guys. Hey. Michael, stop it! - All right. All right.

- Okay, tough guy... - Ow!

[ Laughing ]

Ha! The winner of dinner is Leo Warner.

Oh!

[ Laughing ]

It's simple.

You don't make weight, you don't wrestle.

That's it.

Honey.

Take the win and eat your dinner.

Honey?

I'm goin' to bed.

I need your help.

- Thank you. - Yeah.

Can you hurry up, please?

Yeah. Hidin' my porn.

I don't care. Go. Thank you.

M-Maybe this isn't such a good idea.

I just need to talk to my friends online about how stressful all this is.

My friends online are the only ones who understand what I'm going through.

It's just a Web site, Leo.

It can't hurt me.

Just go to bed.

I'll be right out. I promise.

What'd you tell 'em? Did they make you eat?

Good. Good.

I did it.

I hit my goal weight. 103.

You're the last one standing.

The bravest.

The most devoted baby butterfly.

My baby butterfly.

The best.

I can't wait to eat something.

Don't celebrate with food.

What?

You've worked too hard to get here.

Don't stop.

Deny temptation. Deny your flesh.

This is honorable.

Be humbled by your hunger.

Be nourished by breath.

Be beautiful.

If you can lose 20, you can lose 30.

That's enough.

You're done.

It's gonna be okay, Leo.

It's all gonna be okay.

[ Doctor ] Your eating disorder feels like a friend, huh?

Like a strength, or a way to win?

I have a 26-year-old patient who'll never have kids because of her anorexia.

And I have a 24-year-old patient who wears dentures,

thanks to her bulimia.

The stomach acid, it rotted her teeth right out of her head.

[ Laughs ] You're just trying to scare me.

Absolutely. Yes, I am.

Hannah, I've seen patients younger than you starve to death.

Then you're not a very good therapist, are you?

I want you to draw your eating disorder.

[ Chuckles ]

Ana's not your friend, Hannah.

She's the devil in your ear.

You just want me to be fat.

You are not choosing between fat and skinny, honey.

You are choosing between life and death.

You think that you can play with this?

You will lose.

I'm not losing. I'm winning.

Emptiness is pure. Starvation is the cure.

[ Whispering ] Emptiness is pure. Starvation is the cure.

Emptiness is pure. Starvation is the cure.

- Good. - Ah, yes, 113.

- [ Laughs ] Way to go, killer. - Thanks, Dad.

Next week, you can eat anything you want.

- Yeah, I'm gonna destroy a bucket of fried chicken. - All right.

- I'm proud of you. - [ Man ] Good.

Okay.

[ Michael ] Sit. You took his wind. You took his wind.

Pin him! Go for the pin!

Come on! Watch... Watch his hips.

- Nice! Yeah! - Whoo!

Nice. Nice. Nice.

Come here.

Good work. All right.

This is it, okay? This is your moment.

See the victory. I believe in you, killer.

I believe in you. Go get him. Go.

Let's go, Leo!

You're a winner, not a loser!

- [ Whistle Blows ] - Stay low.

Ah, ah, ah, ah! Counter!

Lock him up! Lock him up!

Come on. Roll him. Roll him over.

Yes!

Ah. Hang on!

That's it! Come on.

That's a point. We gotta get that point back. Let's get that point back.

Watch out. He's going low. Watch your feet. Watch your feet.

- [ Grunting ] - Come on.

Watch out! Ah!

No! There's... Quitting is not an option!

- [ Whistle Blows ] - Oh, my God!

[ Groans ] Oh, no! No!

Over here. Come on, son.

What?

- Come on, son. - Is he all right?

- Take it off. - Call 911.

Hey!

- Leo. Leo. - Come on, Leo.

- Somebody call an ambulance! - He's gonna be okay.

- Come on, Leo. - Call an ambulance!

- What's everybody staring at? - He's gonna be okay. Leo, can you hear me?

He's all right. He's gonna be all right.

Come on, Leo. Leo!

Come on, Leo.

Leo!

I tried to call you. What happened? Is he okay?

Something about his heart.

I don't know.

I'm so sorry, Kayden, about everything.

I can't even believe you're here.

It's all right. It's all right. He's...

He's gonna be all right.

The worst thing is...

is that I just keep thinking about how I don't have to eat...

because... nobody's paying attention.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I don't understand how you do this...

and stay human.

Do what?

[ Mother ] Hannah.

Is he gonna be okay?

[ Michael ] The doctor said it was a combination...

of, uh, dehydration,

stress.

His heart...

We won't know anything until we talk to the c...

The... You know, the doctors.

So...

I shouldn't have pushed him.

He was doing so well.

One more pop, he would have had him. He was doing so well.

I'm so sorry.

It's time to fight now. Okay?

You're not done yet.

Don't you give up, killer. You hear me?

What's a hip pop?

It's a... a move, uh,

a way to get out of a pin.

HipPopK.

Not Kayden. For killer.

What are you talking about?

It was Leo.

He tried to warn me he was on the site, but he had to log off...

because Mom was on the site.

So then he tried... He knew what I was doing.

And he didn't want to meet me face to face, so he just...

- Oh, my God! - Hannah... [ Stammering ]

Are you trying to tell us that your brother was anorexic?

Of course not! He's a boy. He's an athlete.

He has "don't eat"...

carved into his skin on his waistline.

What? This is crazy!

- No! - Get off me!

[ Clears Throat ]

[ Hysterical Crying ]

- Oh, no! - Oh, my God.

- What? - Oh, my God.

[ Mother Whimpering ]

I'm so sorry. There's nothing more that we can do.

The heart could... [ Faint, Indistinct ]

[ No Audible Dialogue ]

[ Crying ]

[ ButterflyAna's Voice ] You're not alone in this.

I'm here for you.

You're not alone in this.

- Let me... - I'm [ Indistinct ]

You're not alone in this.

You're not alone. I'm here for you.

[ Screaming ]

[ Crying ]

Let me help you.

Let me help you.

[ Screaming ]

[ Screaming Continues ]

You need me!

You need me!

You need me! [ Echoing ]

You're not strong enough.

- You're not strong enough! - [ Screaming ]

You're not strong enough.

You're not strong enough. [ Echoing ]

You need me!

- You need me! [ Echoing ] - [ Screaming Continues ]

You can't have both of us!

[ Crying ]

Are you sure you wanna do this?

I think I want to do this by myself.

If that's okay.

[ Sighs ]

Damn it. Who are you?

Hi, Butterfly.

I'm SKIN.

So what?

You basically come here to rat me out,

talk me off the ledge?

Save me from myself? That sort of thing.

To try to get you to stop,

take down the site.

Why would I do that?

Look, I refuse to accept anything less than perfection.

And that's a wonderful thing. I'm proud of that.

Are you proud you killed my brother?

HipPopK.

He was 15, and he died!

And you're the one that helped him hide his disease.

Well, uh... I'm sorry, but that's not my fault.

It's not my fault!

He should have known better! He lost control!

Don't hate me because he wasn't strong enough!

Ana isn't everything!

Ana is the only thing!

When I used to read all that stuff online,

I... it all just seemed so important.

But looking at you,

I can tell you're sick.

I came here to fight a demon,

but... I can see you're just as possessed as I am.

More.

I'm more possessed than you are.

Probably.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry about your brother. I'm... That's...

I'm sorry.

Get better soon.

[ Crying ]

[ Woman ] ♪ It's a terrible love and I'm walking with spiders ♪

- ♪♪ [ Continues ] - I officially...

declare my freedom from Ana.

You can find me at www.beautifulismybody.com.

♪ It's a terrible love and I'm walking in ♪

♪ It's quiet company ♪

♪ It's quiet company ♪

♪ It's a terrible love and I'm walking with spiders ♪

♪ It's a terrible love and I'm walking in ♪

♪ It's a terrible love and I'm walking with spiders ♪

♪ It's a terrible love and I'm walking in ♪

♪ It's quiet company ♪

♪ It's quiet company ♪

♪ It's quiet company ♪

♪ And I ♪

♪ Can't fall asleep ♪

♪ Without a little help ♪

♪ It takes a while to settle down ♪

♪ My shivered bones ♪

♪ Wait till the panic's out ♪

♪ It takes an ocean not to break ♪

♪ It takes an ocean not to break ♪

♪ It takes an ocean not to break ♪

♪ It takes an ocean ♪

♪ Not to break ♪

♪ It's a terrible love and I'm walking with spiders ♪

♪ It's a terrible love and I'm walking in ♪

♪ It's a terrible love and I'm walking with spiders ♪

♪ It's a terrible love ♪♪