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Eat up!
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One day you'll never
see me again.
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That's right, Charlie.
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The farm life may be it for you,
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but it sure ain't for me.
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I'm special.
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Mama's gonna feel real stupid
when she finds out, won't she?
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One day, the whole world's
gonna know my name.
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You agree, don't you, Mary?
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Oh. Why, thank you.
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I do love a good audience.
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Y'all see me
for who I really am.
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A star.
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What are you doing in here,
Mr. Goose?
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Theda!
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Go on, girl.
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Take it.
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You aren't to indulge in
any more such foolishness.
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It's just dancing, Mama.
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It's selfish is what it is.
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With all the farmhands gone,
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I can't do everything
around here myself.
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I help.
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Anything for me
in the post today?
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No.
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It says the Allies
have taken control of France.
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You can read it after supper.
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But, Mama, this could
mean the end of the war!
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Do as I ask, Pearl.
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I don't want to hear about
any more dead Germans tonight.
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Supper's ready, Daddy.
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Bless us, O' Lord,
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and these thy gifts
which we are about
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to receive from thy bounty
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through Christ
our Lord. Amen.
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Amen.
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"My precious Pearl.
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"It feels as if it has been
an eternity without you.
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"All we do is walk, it seems.
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"I never know if we'll get to
where they say we're going.
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"They have us chew
on bouillon cubes
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"so we don't notice
the pains in our feet.
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"I find it most frightening
at night in the trenches.
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"The mortar shells
are deafening.
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"Many soldiers have
gone mad with the fear.
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"Carnage from the gas
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"has shown me things
I won't soon forget,
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"and thinking of you
has been my only reprieve.
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"I will always be proud
to serve my country,
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"but one thing
this war has made clear
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"is that I cannot wait
to return home
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"and begin our life together.
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"I never want to be away
from you again.
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"Till death do us part."
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"Your loving husband,
Howard."
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I'll go to town tomorrow.
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Pick up more medicine.
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Which means I get to
stop by the pictures.
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Just don't tell Mama.
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They show all the best
dancers at the pictures.
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I could be on the line
with those girls one day.
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I know I could.
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Pearl.
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I didn't want to waste
the hot water.
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The money for his medicine
is on the kitchen table.
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Remember to cover your face.
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And don't linger close
to anyone.
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Papers are warning
of a lethal resurgence.
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God forbid sickness
returns to our home.
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The time is now...
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Two-bits, please.
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โช Poor Johnny's heart
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โช Went pitty, pitty pat
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โช Somewhere in sunny France
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โช He met a girl by chance
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โช With ze naughty,
naughty glance
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โช She looked just like
a kitty, kitty cat
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โช She loved to dance and play
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โช Tho' he learned no French
when he left the trench
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โช He knew well enough to say
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โช Oui, oui, Marie
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โช Will you do zis for me?
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โช Oui, oui, Marie... โช
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Did you enjoy the picture?
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Cigarette?
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Oh, go on.
I don't have the bug.
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You like the movies?
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I like dancing.
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Oh, a future Tiller Girl.
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I can see it now.
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I wish.
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Why not?
You're pretty enough.
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On account of a husband,
I gather?
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He's overseas,
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but my father's infirmed,
so I have to help at home.
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I'm sorry to hear that.
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You want to come
watch the second show?
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Free admission.
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I'm the projectionist.
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I need to get going.
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Mama's expecting me,
but I appreciate the, um...
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Stay there for just
one minute, would you?
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Okay.
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From what you just saw.
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Aren't you showing it again?
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Ah... Sure,
but it's only one frame.
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Nobody will notice once
I splice it back together.
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You know, caring for your family
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during these times is admirable.
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You ought to take pride in that,
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but don't forget to live
your life, too.
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I wouldn't mind seeing you
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up on that screen
one day, missus...
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Pearl.
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Well, if you come back,
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knock on this door.
I'm always here, and,
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well, I can run the pictures
as much as I like.
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Thank you.
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I will.
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May I have this dance?
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I'm married!
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Shh...
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What took you so long?
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It's a far ride, Mama.
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What is on your head?
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Found it along the road.
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Do not bring it inside.
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It may be covered in germs.
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Wash your hair.
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If you're lucky,
it's only full of lice.
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When you finish,
your father needs changing.
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Don't let him sit in his mess.
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I saw a new picture today.
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You'd have liked it.
The girls were all flawless.
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There's no room
for even the tiniest
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lack of precision
in a troupe like that.
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It takes absolute perfection.
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What a charmed life it must
be to star in the movies.
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Are you still in there?
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Bless us, O' Lord,
and these thy gifts
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which we are about to
receive from thy bounty
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through Christ
our Lord. Amen.
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Amen.
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Where is the rest of
the money I lent you?
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- There was none.
- I can count, Pearl.
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There are eight cents missing.
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I may have gotten some
hard candy for the trip home.
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That is enough, then.
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You ate the candy,
that was your supper.
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The food I worked hard
to prepare alone is not.
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But, Mama, I rode all that way.
I'm starving.
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You may have what's left
of it in the morning.
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- Where are you going?
- To bed!
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I did not excuse you
from the table.
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I know that.
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And I am careful.
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Good.
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Please, Lord,
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make me the biggest star
the world has ever known
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so that I may get far,
far away from this place.
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Amen.
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Afternoon, Pearl!
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Hi, Mitsy!
I like your dress.
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Oh, thank you.
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It feels wonderful
to finally be able to
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don something pretty again.
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It's the first time
we've left home in weeks.
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Mother is so afraid
of getting ill.
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Mama, too.
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Well, we were a bit worried
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about the both of you
being out here all alone,
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so we brought some food.
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That's very kind.
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How have you been getting on?
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Any new letters from Howard?
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- Uh-uh.
- Oh, well...
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Mother has been
riddled with worry.
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They say no news
is good news, though.
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If only his pride
hadn't gotten him
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involved in this dreadful war.
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You know we had a doctor
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willing to declare him
ineligible?
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Anyone would've taken
that opportunity.
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Not Howard.
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First, he runs off
to become a farmer.
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Now, the army.
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The lengths my brother will go
to just to spite his father.
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All this isolation
has been enough
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to make one mad, hasn't it?
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It really has.
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No, we don't accept charity.
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Oh, for God's sake, Ruth.
It's just a pig.
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Can I share
a secret with you, Pearl?
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Mother would throttle me
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if she knew I was
planning on attending.
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But there's a dance audition
this Saturday at our church
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for a Christmas chorus line
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to bring merriment to folks
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throughout the state
during the holidays.
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Word is, they're putting
together a troupe
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and will be touring
seven different cities
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before the year ends.
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Don't that sound exciting?
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I would love so much
to be a part of it.
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So would I.
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We should go together then.
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But you can't tell a soul.
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I would never.
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Splendid.
It'll be our secret.
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Mitsy!
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I better skedaddle.
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We got three more pigs
to drop off this afternoon.
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Saturday at 11:00.
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Okay.
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Sister-in-laws have to
stick together, right?
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Mitsy!
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- Time to go!
- See you later, Pearl.
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Bye, Mitsy!
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Charlie, this could be it.
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Pearl?
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Pearl!
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Well,
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I didn't expect to see you
again this soon.
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Have a seat.
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I can't believe you get to see
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the pictures every day for free.
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Yeah, not a bad gig, huh?
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Thank you.
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00:32:50,660 --> 00:32:52,129
So, to what do I owe
this pleasure?
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I've been thinking a lot about
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what you said to me
the other day
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about not forgetting
to live my life,
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and, well,
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there's a dance audition
coming up at the church.
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Oh, I like the sound of that.
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So do I...
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But I've never really danced
in front of anyone before.
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What if I'm not perfect?
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You can do anything
if you want it bad enough.
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I want it.
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Then don't let anything
stand in your way.
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00:33:25,862 --> 00:33:27,630
What would you like to see?
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00:33:28,232 --> 00:33:29,666
Palace Follies.
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00:33:29,699 --> 00:33:32,535
Oh, come on.
You saw that already.
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00:33:32,568 --> 00:33:33,846
How about something
different tonight?
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00:33:33,870 --> 00:33:35,105
How about...
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00:33:38,808 --> 00:33:41,878
How about a film
nobody else has seen?
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Okay.
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00:33:44,914 --> 00:33:45,954
I picked this one up while
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I was in the service in France.
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Do you live in here?
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I lay my head on that pillow
from time to time,
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but I wouldn't say I live
anywhere in particular.
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I'm what more civilized people
refer to as bohemian.
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I don't know what that is.
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00:34:10,107 --> 00:34:13,643
It means I can pack up
and leave whenever I want to.
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Sounds like a dream.
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Just as long as I can
keep from waking up.
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00:34:44,741 --> 00:34:46,642
What is this?
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Just watch.
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Never seen anything like
that before now, have you?
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There are all kinds of
underground stag films
262
00:35:26,950 --> 00:35:28,152
like this out there.
263
00:35:29,919 --> 00:35:31,188
Is it legal?
264
00:35:31,221 --> 00:35:33,957
Doing it, yeah.
265
00:35:35,059 --> 00:35:36,659
Filming it, no.
266
00:35:37,827 --> 00:35:40,897
Not here, anyway.
It will be eventually.
267
00:35:40,931 --> 00:35:44,600
People would pay an arm
and a leg to see this.
268
00:35:44,634 --> 00:35:47,037
Pictures like this are going
to revolutionize the industry
269
00:35:47,071 --> 00:35:50,340
and I, for one, plan on
capitalizing early.
270
00:35:51,641 --> 00:35:53,776
It's reality.
271
00:35:53,810 --> 00:35:56,813
There's no denying
we all share a fascination
272
00:35:56,846 --> 00:35:59,749
in seeing people
as they truly are.
273
00:36:00,716 --> 00:36:02,585
I don't like reality.
274
00:36:06,323 --> 00:36:07,857
Where I live, I mean.
275
00:36:08,758 --> 00:36:09,927
So leave.
276
00:36:17,900 --> 00:36:19,702
It's not that easy.
277
00:36:19,735 --> 00:36:20,837
Well, sure it is.
278
00:36:20,870 --> 00:36:21,880
There's a road
right out front there
279
00:36:21,904 --> 00:36:23,840
that'll take you all the
way to New York City.
280
00:36:25,442 --> 00:36:28,011
One day my mother and father
will be gone.
281
00:36:29,779 --> 00:36:31,747
I can do what I want then.
282
00:36:31,781 --> 00:36:33,150
What if that's too late?
283
00:36:34,917 --> 00:36:36,686
The fact and truth
of the matter is, Pearl,
284
00:36:37,720 --> 00:36:40,057
you only get
one take at this life.
285
00:36:40,090 --> 00:36:42,426
And if you don't make the
most of it when you're young,
286
00:36:42,459 --> 00:36:44,294
you don't get a second chance.
287
00:36:47,364 --> 00:36:49,699
If only they would just die.
288
00:36:54,004 --> 00:36:55,005
Pardon?
289
00:36:58,408 --> 00:36:59,642
Nothing.
290
00:37:04,081 --> 00:37:07,417
It's real nice to be able to
talk to someone for a change.
291
00:37:07,451 --> 00:37:09,953
Been cooped up
on that farm for so long
292
00:37:09,987 --> 00:37:12,022
sometimes I worry that maybe
293
00:37:12,055 --> 00:37:14,690
I'm not the same
as other people.
294
00:37:15,858 --> 00:37:18,828
Why would you ever want
to be like everybody else?
295
00:37:20,497 --> 00:37:21,831
I don't know.
296
00:37:24,034 --> 00:37:27,271
Sometimes it just seems
more peaceful, I guess.
297
00:37:38,248 --> 00:37:40,317
Did you mean what you said?
298
00:37:40,350 --> 00:37:42,752
About wanting to see me
up on that screen?
299
00:37:44,221 --> 00:37:45,422
Sure, I did.
300
00:37:46,390 --> 00:37:48,358
I'd do anything to be up there.
301
00:37:50,160 --> 00:37:51,504
Well, then,
you ought to go overseas
302
00:37:51,528 --> 00:37:53,230
when this pandemic ends.
303
00:37:53,263 --> 00:37:54,864
That's what I'm doing.
304
00:37:54,897 --> 00:37:57,234
The arts are so much more
alive in Europe.
305
00:37:57,267 --> 00:37:59,203
You can be whoever
you want to be there.
306
00:38:00,337 --> 00:38:01,804
Really?
307
00:38:01,837 --> 00:38:03,407
You could even be
in pictures like this.
308
00:38:04,807 --> 00:38:06,043
I know I'd watch you.
309
00:38:12,516 --> 00:38:14,017
I should go now.
310
00:38:17,887 --> 00:38:18,888
Thank you.
311
00:38:19,889 --> 00:38:21,391
What for?
312
00:38:21,425 --> 00:38:22,960
For seeing me tonight.
313
00:39:48,545 --> 00:39:50,013
What are you staring at?
314
00:40:32,589 --> 00:40:34,291
Theda!
315
00:40:44,334 --> 00:40:45,901
I'm leaving soon.
316
00:40:51,174 --> 00:40:53,510
I can't stay here any longer.
317
00:40:55,312 --> 00:40:57,381
Howard was supposed
to take me away.
318
00:41:00,150 --> 00:41:01,385
It'd be easier for me
319
00:41:01,418 --> 00:41:03,919
if I didn't feel like
I was abandoning you.
320
00:41:06,156 --> 00:41:07,224
You understand that?
321
00:41:13,363 --> 00:41:16,266
I love you, Daddy, but
this is no way to live.
322
00:41:20,337 --> 00:41:21,605
Pearl?
323
00:41:23,573 --> 00:41:25,041
What are you doing?
324
00:41:26,643 --> 00:41:28,445
Talking with Daddy.
325
00:41:32,115 --> 00:41:34,017
We need to get him
back to the house.
326
00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:38,555
Why do you hate me, Mama?
327
00:41:42,426 --> 00:41:44,394
I only want what's best.
328
00:41:47,264 --> 00:41:48,965
When do I get what I want?
329
00:41:52,369 --> 00:41:53,437
One day you'll understand
330
00:41:53,470 --> 00:41:56,473
that getting what you want
isn't what's important.
331
00:41:59,009 --> 00:42:01,044
Making the most
of what you have is.
332
00:42:02,279 --> 00:42:05,315
Life rarely turns out
how you expect.
333
00:42:05,348 --> 00:42:06,650
You need to be prepared for that
334
00:42:06,683 --> 00:42:08,418
if you ever want to be happy.
335
00:42:10,287 --> 00:42:11,521
Come back inside.
336
00:42:29,372 --> 00:42:31,074
Where are you?
337
00:43:45,215 --> 00:43:47,784
Stop staring at me.
338
00:44:49,379 --> 00:44:51,348
How'd you find that?
339
00:44:51,381 --> 00:44:54,517
I am not blind to
what goes on around here.
340
00:44:54,551 --> 00:44:56,886
Take your dinner.
Stay in the bunkhouse.
341
00:44:56,920 --> 00:44:58,555
But it's freezing out there!
342
00:44:58,588 --> 00:45:01,358
You should've thought of that
before putting me at risk.
343
00:45:01,391 --> 00:45:04,394
Isolate yourself until
we know you're not ill.
344
00:45:04,427 --> 00:45:05,695
That is what's right.
345
00:45:09,833 --> 00:45:12,435
There's a dance audition
in town tomorrow.
346
00:45:15,605 --> 00:45:17,340
I'm going to it.
347
00:45:17,374 --> 00:45:18,875
No, you're not.
348
00:45:18,908 --> 00:45:21,645
- Yes, I am.
- Why?
349
00:45:22,812 --> 00:45:24,714
Find out if I'm good enough.
350
00:45:25,715 --> 00:45:27,417
Good enough for what, Pearl?
351
00:45:32,455 --> 00:45:34,557
Something more than this.
352
00:45:38,228 --> 00:45:41,297
Where does all this
ungratefulness stem from?
353
00:45:41,331 --> 00:45:44,467
How is it you find our life
so beneath you?
354
00:45:44,501 --> 00:45:46,469
You've always had
a roof over your head,
355
00:45:46,503 --> 00:45:48,605
food in your belly.
356
00:45:48,638 --> 00:45:50,774
Do you not think that came
at great sacrifice
357
00:45:50,807 --> 00:45:52,742
from your father and I?
358
00:45:52,776 --> 00:45:55,879
Or do you think we are
beneath you, too?
359
00:45:55,912 --> 00:45:57,714
If I'm meant to live out
the rest of my days
360
00:45:57,747 --> 00:45:59,516
with you and Daddy on this farm,
361
00:45:59,549 --> 00:46:00,650
then so be it.
362
00:46:00,684 --> 00:46:03,353
But I'm only young once.
363
00:46:03,386 --> 00:46:06,256
If I go to this audition
and I don't get picked,
364
00:46:06,289 --> 00:46:07,490
then I'll come home
365
00:46:07,524 --> 00:46:10,760
and I'll never speak
of it again, I swear.
366
00:46:10,794 --> 00:46:12,495
But I have to know that I tried
367
00:46:12,529 --> 00:46:14,369
or I'm gonna regret it
for the rest of my life.
368
00:46:14,397 --> 00:46:17,233
Please, Mama. You have no
idea what I'm capable of.
369
00:46:19,003 --> 00:46:20,470
Oh, yes, I do.
370
00:46:21,905 --> 00:46:24,908
I've seen the things
you've done in private,
371
00:46:25,976 --> 00:46:27,644
when you believe
no one is watching.
372
00:46:29,046 --> 00:46:31,949
You think others won't notice?
373
00:46:31,982 --> 00:46:35,719
You can't keep your true
self hidden forever, Pearl.
374
00:46:35,752 --> 00:46:38,755
They will notice eventually,
and they will be frightened,
375
00:46:39,789 --> 00:46:41,224
just as I am.
376
00:46:42,726 --> 00:46:45,862
- You're wrong.
- Am I?
377
00:46:45,895 --> 00:46:49,866
Then what a fine woman
you hope to become,
378
00:46:49,899 --> 00:46:51,568
leaving your mother alone to rot
379
00:46:51,601 --> 00:46:54,637
so you can dance with
a bunch of city whores.
380
00:46:54,671 --> 00:46:57,507
Let alone the illness you may
contract and spread.
381
00:46:57,540 --> 00:46:59,442
You've seen what it does
to your father.
382
00:46:59,476 --> 00:47:01,478
That's what you want
for yourself and others?
383
00:47:01,511 --> 00:47:04,014
And maybe that is what
you wish for me.
384
00:47:04,048 --> 00:47:06,683
- Of course not.
- Stop lying!
385
00:47:06,716 --> 00:47:08,785
I can't stand
the sound of it anymore!
386
00:47:08,818 --> 00:47:12,422
It's almost as abhorrent
as your sinful behavior!
387
00:47:12,455 --> 00:47:15,658
You are not well, Pearl!
388
00:47:15,692 --> 00:47:18,328
It's only a matter of time
before you hurt someone else.
389
00:47:18,361 --> 00:47:22,632
Malevolence is festering
in you, I see it.
390
00:47:22,665 --> 00:47:24,801
And I will not,
in good conscious,
391
00:47:24,834 --> 00:47:26,703
let you leave this farm again.
392
00:47:27,871 --> 00:47:29,639
You can't stop me.
393
00:47:29,672 --> 00:47:31,341
Oh, yes, I can.
394
00:47:31,374 --> 00:47:34,044
You don't want to know
what I could do to you.
395
00:47:34,078 --> 00:47:38,082
I shoulder a burden
you will never understand,
396
00:47:38,115 --> 00:47:40,050
spend my days feeding
and wiping the snot
397
00:47:40,084 --> 00:47:42,352
off the face of the man
I married.
398
00:47:42,385 --> 00:47:45,688
You dare sit there and
talk to me about regret?
399
00:47:45,722 --> 00:47:48,792
I was supposed to be his
wife, not his mother!
400
00:47:48,825 --> 00:47:51,528
Don't you ever speak
that way to me again!
401
00:47:51,561 --> 00:47:52,896
Do you hear me?
402
00:47:53,830 --> 00:47:55,865
- I'm sorry.
- No! You're not!
403
00:47:55,899 --> 00:47:57,734
Or you would stop all this!
404
00:47:57,767 --> 00:47:59,369
Here! Take it!
405
00:47:59,402 --> 00:48:02,472
That's what you really
desire, isn't it?
406
00:48:02,505 --> 00:48:05,042
Perhaps I should
kill him for you?
407
00:48:05,075 --> 00:48:07,544
That way you don't have to
care for him any longer.
408
00:48:07,577 --> 00:48:10,547
Would that suit
your selfish dreams better?
409
00:48:10,580 --> 00:48:12,715
Then we can both
go to the dance audition!
410
00:48:12,749 --> 00:48:15,119
Your husband is gone.
So is mine.
411
00:48:15,152 --> 00:48:16,920
Why should we be saddled
with caring for them
412
00:48:16,954 --> 00:48:18,555
or the work of this farm?
413
00:48:18,588 --> 00:48:21,457
What about us
getting what we want?
414
00:48:29,499 --> 00:48:31,668
I won't suffer for you
any longer.
415
00:48:31,701 --> 00:48:34,904
You want to leave? Go.
416
00:48:34,939 --> 00:48:36,506
But when you fail...
417
00:48:37,907 --> 00:48:39,642
And you will fail...
418
00:48:40,978 --> 00:48:43,047
I want you to remember
what it feels like
419
00:48:44,514 --> 00:48:49,385
because that's how I feel
every time I look at you.
420
00:48:49,419 --> 00:48:53,489
Nearly everything I ever had
has been taken from me, Pearl.
421
00:48:55,725 --> 00:48:58,128
What more do you want?
422
00:48:58,162 --> 00:49:01,165
I just don't want to end up
like you, is all.
423
00:49:13,476 --> 00:49:15,778
I hate you!
424
00:49:17,747 --> 00:49:19,549
You harlot!
425
00:49:19,582 --> 00:49:21,885
I won't let you flaunt
your arrogance in my face!
426
00:49:21,918 --> 00:49:24,989
- You are not better than me!
- Yes, I am!
427
00:49:25,022 --> 00:49:27,157
I'm going to be a star!
428
00:49:27,191 --> 00:49:29,927
The whole world
is going to know my name!
429
00:52:07,017 --> 00:52:09,619
Where are you going? It's
not even 6:00 a.m. yet.
430
00:52:09,652 --> 00:52:11,255
I have to practice my routine.
431
00:52:11,288 --> 00:52:13,890
I need to be perfect
for my audition today.
432
00:52:16,859 --> 00:52:18,996
You still think
I'm pretty enough?
433
00:52:19,029 --> 00:52:21,331
Oh, not much has changed
in the last 24 hours.
434
00:52:21,365 --> 00:52:22,933
Yes, it has.
435
00:52:22,966 --> 00:52:25,802
Oh. You forgot this
last time.
436
00:52:27,404 --> 00:52:29,106
I'm glad you came back.
437
00:52:32,009 --> 00:52:33,944
So am I.
438
00:52:39,349 --> 00:52:41,085
Let me at least drive you home.
439
00:52:54,264 --> 00:52:55,865
Somebody you know?
440
00:52:59,036 --> 00:53:00,770
I'm not really sure.
441
00:53:01,438 --> 00:53:03,806
Well...
442
00:53:03,840 --> 00:53:05,351
It's hard to know
who anyone is nowadays
443
00:53:05,375 --> 00:53:07,244
with all these masks
people are wearing.
444
00:53:38,175 --> 00:53:39,276
Wait here a minute.
445
00:54:02,232 --> 00:54:04,368
Daddy, I'm so sorry.
446
00:54:25,821 --> 00:54:27,790
I'm going to get you
cleaned up real soon, okay?
447
00:54:27,823 --> 00:54:29,059
I just have a guest right now.
448
00:54:29,092 --> 00:54:30,961
Shh!
449
00:54:43,106 --> 00:54:45,209
Ah. Ah.
450
00:54:59,855 --> 00:55:00,856
Okay, come in!
451
00:55:19,243 --> 00:55:20,377
This is my father.
452
00:55:24,481 --> 00:55:26,016
Pleased to meet you, sir.
453
00:55:34,258 --> 00:55:36,026
Want to go up to my bedroom now?
454
00:55:42,832 --> 00:55:44,900
I want off this farm forever.
455
00:55:46,403 --> 00:55:48,505
I don't know.
It doesn't seem so bad.
456
00:55:50,140 --> 00:55:51,475
It is.
457
00:55:52,576 --> 00:55:55,545
What was that?
458
00:55:55,579 --> 00:55:58,048
Nothing.
459
00:55:58,081 --> 00:56:00,450
Tell me more about Europe.
460
00:56:01,318 --> 00:56:02,552
When can we go?
461
00:56:04,421 --> 00:56:06,423
Don't you think
you should go check?
462
00:56:07,424 --> 00:56:08,525
No.
463
00:56:11,028 --> 00:56:12,396
All right.
I'm sorry.
464
00:56:13,063 --> 00:56:14,097
Whatever that is,
465
00:56:14,131 --> 00:56:15,831
we can't just ignore it.
466
00:56:15,865 --> 00:56:17,343
It could be your father,
for Christ's sake.
467
00:56:17,367 --> 00:56:19,202
It's not my father.
468
00:56:19,236 --> 00:56:22,105
Please don't go.
469
00:56:23,640 --> 00:56:24,874
What's the matter with you?
470
00:56:26,376 --> 00:56:27,944
Nothing.
471
00:57:18,562 --> 00:57:20,497
It's our dog.
472
00:57:20,530 --> 00:57:22,342
She made a mess in the
kitchen while I was away,
473
00:57:22,366 --> 00:57:23,667
so I put her in the root cellar.
474
00:57:26,536 --> 00:57:28,038
I want to show you something.
475
00:57:35,078 --> 00:57:36,446
That's Charlie!
476
00:57:37,280 --> 00:57:39,549
She's always hungry.
477
00:57:39,583 --> 00:57:42,085
We can't afford to feed her
like we used to.
478
00:57:42,119 --> 00:57:45,155
And over here, this is Mary.
479
00:57:45,188 --> 00:57:46,456
Ain't she a dish?
480
00:57:46,990 --> 00:57:48,258
Mmm.
481
00:57:49,192 --> 00:57:50,660
This is Francis.
482
00:57:51,962 --> 00:57:53,663
They're my best audience.
483
00:57:53,697 --> 00:57:57,567
I named each of them after
my favorite picture stars.
484
00:57:57,601 --> 00:58:01,171
I've put on so many shows
for them over the years.
485
00:58:01,204 --> 00:58:03,240
It'll be sad to say goodbye,
but like they say,
486
00:58:03,273 --> 00:58:04,617
"If you're not moving forward
in show business,"
487
00:58:04,641 --> 00:58:05,908
"you're moving backwards."
488
00:58:07,010 --> 00:58:09,012
We used to have
many more animals,
489
00:58:10,046 --> 00:58:11,248
but they all died.
490
00:58:12,416 --> 00:58:13,950
What about your dog?
491
00:58:13,984 --> 00:58:15,585
Huh?
492
00:58:15,619 --> 00:58:18,221
- What's its name?
- We don't have a dog.
493
00:58:19,990 --> 00:58:22,325
I thought you said you, uh, did?
494
00:58:22,359 --> 00:58:23,927
In the cellar?
495
00:58:25,162 --> 00:58:26,163
Oh.
496
00:58:27,264 --> 00:58:31,268
Right. Yeah.
497
00:58:31,301 --> 00:58:35,338
Yeah, well, um...
498
00:58:36,306 --> 00:58:38,975
Oh, boy.
499
00:58:39,009 --> 00:58:41,178
Oh, I better be getting back,
you know?
500
00:58:43,713 --> 00:58:45,348
- What?
- Oh, I've got to go
501
00:58:45,382 --> 00:58:46,526
and screen the matinee,
you know,
502
00:58:46,550 --> 00:58:48,151
but you gotta practice,
remember?
503
00:58:48,185 --> 00:58:49,745
You gotta get those
dance moves perfect.
504
00:58:50,654 --> 00:58:51,688
Now's not the time to be
505
00:58:51,721 --> 00:58:53,423
resting on your laurels, is it?
506
00:58:55,692 --> 00:58:57,327
Nice seeing you, Pearl.
507
00:59:00,697 --> 00:59:03,133
Did I do something wrong?
508
00:59:05,168 --> 00:59:06,169
No.
509
00:59:07,737 --> 00:59:10,207
Then why did you
just go cold on me?
510
00:59:12,442 --> 00:59:14,144
I don't know what you mean.
511
00:59:14,644 --> 00:59:16,313
What did you see?
512
00:59:17,514 --> 00:59:19,082
I didn't see anything.
513
00:59:21,284 --> 00:59:23,286
You're lying.
514
00:59:23,320 --> 00:59:25,455
- No, I'm not.
- Yes, you are.
515
00:59:27,190 --> 00:59:30,093
I know because I feel
things very deeply.
516
00:59:31,561 --> 00:59:33,239
Look, I've got to get back
to work, all right?
517
00:59:33,263 --> 00:59:34,674
- I'll... I'll see you later.
- When?
518
00:59:34,698 --> 00:59:37,133
- What?
- When will I see you?
519
00:59:37,167 --> 00:59:38,211
I don't know, Pearl.
It's just an expression.
520
00:59:38,235 --> 00:59:39,579
You're not going to take
me to Europe, are you?
521
00:59:39,603 --> 00:59:40,604
Tell me the truth.
522
00:59:43,240 --> 00:59:44,574
What did I do wrong?
523
00:59:44,608 --> 00:59:45,775
- Nothing. Calm down.
- No!
524
00:59:45,809 --> 00:59:48,545
Why are you leaving me if
I didn't do anything wrong?
525
00:59:48,578 --> 00:59:50,614
I don't understand!
I thought you liked me!
526
00:59:50,647 --> 00:59:53,750
- I do like you. I just...
- Tell me the truth!
527
00:59:53,783 --> 00:59:55,328
Why are you leaving me?
What did you see?
528
00:59:55,352 --> 00:59:56,419
Why did you change?
529
00:59:56,453 --> 00:59:58,288
You're scaring me, Pearl.
530
00:59:59,356 --> 01:00:00,590
Okay?
531
01:00:02,692 --> 01:00:05,295
I wish you the best of luck
with your audition.
532
01:00:05,328 --> 01:00:06,530
Sincerely.
533
01:00:29,452 --> 01:00:31,488
You're not gonna leave me here!
534
01:00:31,521 --> 01:00:34,424
I'm not staying on this farm!
535
01:00:37,294 --> 01:00:40,196
Nothing's going to keep me here!
536
01:00:48,405 --> 01:00:51,241
You hear me?
537
01:00:52,142 --> 01:00:54,344
Nothing!
538
01:00:57,547 --> 01:00:59,883
Not you! Not Howard!
539
01:00:59,916 --> 01:01:02,719
Not Mama! Nobody!
540
01:01:11,328 --> 01:01:12,862
No. No.
541
01:01:32,382 --> 01:01:34,651
I want you to remember
what it feels like.
542
01:01:37,487 --> 01:01:40,357
'Cause that's how I felt
every time you looked at me.
543
01:01:46,663 --> 01:01:48,765
Okay, Daddy.
544
01:01:48,798 --> 01:01:50,433
Let's get you cleaned up.
545
01:02:20,998 --> 01:02:23,733
I wish you wouldn't
look at me like that.
546
01:02:57,667 --> 01:02:58,835
What do you think?
547
01:03:29,066 --> 01:03:31,401
Thank you for everything.
548
01:03:32,869 --> 01:03:35,739
I know you'll look down
on me proudly.
549
01:03:43,313 --> 01:03:44,848
You are loved.
550
01:04:05,802 --> 01:04:08,738
Au revoir, poor Johnny!
551
01:04:50,513 --> 01:04:52,749
Oh, thank goodness you came.
552
01:04:52,782 --> 01:04:54,693
I was beginning to think
you weren't going to show.
553
01:04:54,717 --> 01:04:56,419
Sorry.
554
01:04:56,452 --> 01:04:58,621
I had some chores to do
around the house.
555
01:04:58,655 --> 01:05:01,357
Well, I've been in such
a flap all by myself.
556
01:05:01,391 --> 01:05:02,892
I feel worse
than I imagine I would
557
01:05:02,927 --> 01:05:05,029
had I contracted that awful flu.
558
01:05:06,729 --> 01:05:08,598
What's in the suitcases?
559
01:05:08,631 --> 01:05:10,834
All my things I need
for going on the road.
560
01:05:10,867 --> 01:05:13,070
Wow.
You're confident.
561
01:05:15,005 --> 01:05:18,575
Rumor has it they may only be
taking one gal per town.
562
01:05:20,610 --> 01:05:21,878
It has to be me.
563
01:05:25,415 --> 01:05:28,618
I don't think you meant
to say that out loud, Pearl.
564
01:05:28,651 --> 01:05:31,654
Well, if it's not me, then
I hope it's you, right?
565
01:05:32,189 --> 01:05:33,690
It has to be me.
566
01:05:38,895 --> 01:05:40,130
Next.
567
01:05:52,809 --> 01:05:54,444
That's Dorothy Collins.
568
01:05:57,647 --> 01:05:59,883
Can't say I'm too
saddened for her.
569
01:05:59,916 --> 01:06:03,486
Some people just think
they're God's gift, you know?
570
01:06:03,519 --> 01:06:06,123
But they always get what's
coming to them eventually.
571
01:06:09,893 --> 01:06:11,694
I feel bad saying that,
actually.
572
01:06:11,728 --> 01:06:13,796
She's a nurse.
573
01:06:13,830 --> 01:06:16,166
I don't know how to do
something like that.
574
01:06:16,200 --> 01:06:18,601
Oh, Pearl.
I'm so nervous.
575
01:06:18,635 --> 01:06:20,503
What if they laugh me
right off stage?
576
01:06:20,536 --> 01:06:22,139
I don't think
I could handle that.
577
01:06:24,707 --> 01:06:26,176
How are you not scared?
578
01:06:28,645 --> 01:06:31,081
I guess I'm just more
used to the feeling.
579
01:06:36,753 --> 01:06:37,921
Next.
580
01:06:54,038 --> 01:06:55,571
Oh, Lord.
581
01:07:04,580 --> 01:07:06,516
Switch places with me.
582
01:07:06,549 --> 01:07:08,651
I don't think I can do this.
I'm too frightened.
583
01:07:08,685 --> 01:07:10,586
- What?
- Come on, Pearl.
584
01:07:10,620 --> 01:07:13,090
Switch before they open
the doors again.
585
01:07:14,058 --> 01:07:16,492
Come on. Move.
586
01:07:21,098 --> 01:07:22,933
Thank you.
587
01:07:23,866 --> 01:07:25,468
You're a good friend.
588
01:07:30,606 --> 01:07:31,774
Am I?
589
01:07:34,144 --> 01:07:35,511
Of course you are.
590
01:07:41,884 --> 01:07:44,121
Sister-in-laws have to
stick together, right?
591
01:08:12,615 --> 01:08:13,783
Next.
592
01:08:14,684 --> 01:08:16,552
Your turn, Pearl.
593
01:08:16,586 --> 01:08:18,989
Time to show them
what you can do.
594
01:08:19,023 --> 01:08:20,656
I'm gonna show them all.
595
01:08:21,358 --> 01:08:22,825
Break a leg.
596
01:09:26,023 --> 01:09:27,357
Ready, miss?
597
01:11:25,542 --> 01:11:27,044
Thank you.
598
01:11:28,979 --> 01:11:30,380
But it's gonna be a no.
599
01:11:46,063 --> 01:11:48,332
Pardon?
600
01:11:48,365 --> 01:11:51,301
Sorry, you're just not
what we had in mind.
601
01:12:00,477 --> 01:12:02,946
Well, that was the best
dancing I've ever done.
602
01:12:04,348 --> 01:12:07,417
Yes, it was very nice.
603
01:12:07,451 --> 01:12:11,121
But we already have plenty of
gals like you in the troupe.
604
01:12:11,154 --> 01:12:14,091
We're looking for
something different today.
605
01:12:14,124 --> 01:12:18,562
You know?
More all-American,
606
01:12:18,595 --> 01:12:20,297
younger and blonde.
607
01:12:21,965 --> 01:12:23,833
Someone with X factor.
608
01:12:27,371 --> 01:12:28,472
What?
609
01:12:31,208 --> 01:12:32,342
Next!
610
01:12:38,315 --> 01:12:39,849
Come on.
611
01:12:40,484 --> 01:12:41,851
- Come on.
- No.
612
01:12:42,918 --> 01:12:45,589
I'm afraid so.
613
01:12:45,622 --> 01:12:48,125
Come on, miss.
Time to go.
614
01:12:53,130 --> 01:12:55,265
Please.
615
01:12:55,299 --> 01:12:57,401
You don't understand.
I need this.
616
01:12:57,434 --> 01:13:00,870
Next in line, please.
617
01:13:00,903 --> 01:13:02,372
I can make it better.
618
01:13:02,406 --> 01:13:03,507
Come on now, darling.
619
01:13:03,540 --> 01:13:06,443
You don't want to make a scene
and spoil everything.
620
01:13:06,476 --> 01:13:09,446
Please! Just give me
one more chance.
621
01:13:10,913 --> 01:13:12,416
- Come on, now.
- No.
622
01:13:13,350 --> 01:13:14,917
I'm a... I'm a star.
623
01:13:16,153 --> 01:13:18,989
Come on. Come on, miss.
I'm sorry.
624
01:13:19,022 --> 01:13:21,258
- It's time to go.
- No, I'm a star!
625
01:13:21,291 --> 01:13:22,359
Come on.
626
01:13:24,194 --> 01:13:28,864
Please! I'm a star!
627
01:13:28,898 --> 01:13:30,534
I'm sorry. It's time to go.
628
01:13:30,567 --> 01:13:32,969
Please, somebody help me!
629
01:13:33,003 --> 01:13:36,506
Please! Help me!
Help me!
630
01:13:38,108 --> 01:13:39,842
No!
631
01:14:17,614 --> 01:14:18,914
Pearl?
632
01:14:21,351 --> 01:14:22,486
Pearl?
633
01:14:27,257 --> 01:14:29,025
How about I take you home?
634
01:14:58,655 --> 01:15:00,290
Is that our pig?
635
01:15:19,009 --> 01:15:20,510
Should I go
and fetch your mother?
636
01:15:22,045 --> 01:15:23,480
No.
637
01:15:29,719 --> 01:15:32,289
How about I get you
something nice to drink?
638
01:15:35,258 --> 01:15:36,626
Mama was right.
639
01:15:38,762 --> 01:15:40,997
I'm never getting off this farm.
640
01:15:42,132 --> 01:15:43,500
And where would you want to go?
641
01:15:44,801 --> 01:15:46,636
- Europe.
- Europe?
642
01:15:46,670 --> 01:15:49,139
What on earth for?
643
01:15:49,172 --> 01:15:50,307
It'll be in ruins
644
01:15:50,340 --> 01:15:52,642
and you'll never get Howard
back there, I'll tell you.
645
01:15:55,212 --> 01:15:56,580
Oh, come on, now.
646
01:15:56,613 --> 01:15:57,581
I know you're disappointed,
647
01:15:57,614 --> 01:16:00,250
but there's no sense
in taking it this hard.
648
01:16:00,283 --> 01:16:02,552
It's just a lousy
old church group.
649
01:16:02,586 --> 01:16:05,088
Those old dolts,
650
01:16:05,121 --> 01:16:09,226
they don't know the first
thing about quality dancing.
651
01:16:10,293 --> 01:16:12,329
You don't understand.
652
01:16:12,362 --> 01:16:13,730
What don't I?
653
01:16:14,397 --> 01:16:15,532
Come on, Pearl.
654
01:16:16,399 --> 01:16:17,567
What's really the matter?
655
01:16:20,804 --> 01:16:22,539
I don't feel
656
01:16:23,840 --> 01:16:25,208
well.
657
01:16:28,078 --> 01:16:29,789
You're not coming down
with something, are you?
658
01:16:29,813 --> 01:16:31,348
No.
659
01:16:31,381 --> 01:16:32,616
It's nothing like that.
660
01:16:32,649 --> 01:16:34,217
Oh, thank goodness.
661
01:16:34,251 --> 01:16:35,552
If I snuck out of the house
662
01:16:35,585 --> 01:16:38,455
and ended up bringing home
nothing but the germ,
663
01:16:38,488 --> 01:16:41,258
my mother and father
would just kill me.
664
01:16:43,360 --> 01:16:45,228
I'm worried there
may be something
665
01:16:45,262 --> 01:16:47,197
real wrong with me, Mitsy.
666
01:16:49,399 --> 01:16:50,433
How do you mean?
667
01:16:51,635 --> 01:16:54,137
Seems like there's
something missing in me
668
01:16:54,170 --> 01:16:56,206
that the rest of the world has.
669
01:16:57,741 --> 01:16:59,242
Have you told Howard?
670
01:17:01,111 --> 01:17:04,848
I've never spoken about it
out loud to anyone.
671
01:17:04,881 --> 01:17:07,784
So afraid of
what people might think.
672
01:17:07,817 --> 01:17:09,185
Pearl...
673
01:17:10,654 --> 01:17:12,556
Howard's your husband.
674
01:17:13,823 --> 01:17:15,592
He adores you.
675
01:17:15,625 --> 01:17:18,295
You shouldn't be afraid
to tell him how you feel.
676
01:17:19,563 --> 01:17:22,132
I'm scared of what I might say.
677
01:17:22,165 --> 01:17:24,534
Well, practice
on me first, then.
678
01:17:25,235 --> 01:17:26,703
Pretend I'm Howard,
679
01:17:26,736 --> 01:17:29,539
and you just say
whatever's on your mind.
680
01:17:29,573 --> 01:17:31,474
- I can't.
- Yes, you can.
681
01:17:32,542 --> 01:17:33,610
Go on. Get it all out.
682
01:17:35,445 --> 01:17:37,681
- Really?
- Yes.
683
01:17:38,381 --> 01:17:39,416
Trust me.
684
01:17:52,162 --> 01:17:53,196
Howard...
685
01:17:59,736 --> 01:18:00,870
Go ahead, Pearl.
686
01:18:07,711 --> 01:18:10,347
I hate you so much
for leaving me here,
687
01:18:10,380 --> 01:18:12,315
sometimes I hope you die.
688
01:18:15,518 --> 01:18:17,854
I'm sorry.
689
01:18:17,887 --> 01:18:20,857
I feel awful admitting that,
but it's the truth.
690
01:18:23,860 --> 01:18:25,228
I was curious
691
01:18:26,529 --> 01:18:27,731
about other men.
692
01:18:29,599 --> 01:18:31,234
I'm sure you don't
want to hear about
693
01:18:31,267 --> 01:18:32,869
a stranger satisfying your wife,
694
01:18:32,902 --> 01:18:34,804
and I swear it was only once.
695
01:18:35,472 --> 01:18:37,407
It was a mistake.
696
01:18:37,440 --> 01:18:40,410
It wasn't him that I wanted.
I know that now.
697
01:18:40,443 --> 01:18:42,178
And I wish things
could just go back
698
01:18:42,212 --> 01:18:43,613
to the way they were before,
699
01:18:43,647 --> 01:18:45,482
but I don't see how they could,
700
01:18:47,417 --> 01:18:49,386
not after the things I've done.
701
01:18:52,990 --> 01:18:55,592
What else have you done, Pearl?
702
01:18:55,625 --> 01:18:57,594
Oh, Howard.
703
01:18:57,627 --> 01:18:59,930
I realize
how this all must sound.
704
01:19:01,398 --> 01:19:03,500
Honestly, there was a time
I was flattered
705
01:19:03,533 --> 01:19:06,503
to have someone as handsome
as you pine over me.
706
01:19:06,536 --> 01:19:08,672
You're such a good person.
I know that.
707
01:19:09,974 --> 01:19:12,909
I made sure to always be
mindful with your heart.
708
01:19:12,943 --> 01:19:15,445
I never wanted you
to feel jealous.
709
01:19:16,780 --> 01:19:18,915
It's an awful feeling
like a rot,
710
01:19:18,949 --> 01:19:22,852
the way it just twists
and turns at your insides.
711
01:19:22,886 --> 01:19:24,955
I know that aching so well.
712
01:19:25,555 --> 01:19:27,791
I feel it.
713
01:19:27,824 --> 01:19:31,361
Whenever I see others
whose lives come easy
714
01:19:32,762 --> 01:19:35,632
because the truth is,
I'm not really a good person.
715
01:19:36,934 --> 01:19:38,111
Pearl, I think I should just...
716
01:19:38,135 --> 01:19:40,837
The reason I kept my eyes to
the ground around other men
717
01:19:40,870 --> 01:19:42,639
was never to avoid hurting you.
718
01:19:44,741 --> 01:19:46,910
It's because I understood
how lucky I was
719
01:19:46,944 --> 01:19:49,312
to have your attention.
720
01:19:49,345 --> 01:19:52,882
I may be a poor farm girl,
Howard, but I'm not stupid.
721
01:19:52,916 --> 01:19:56,586
I spotted you the moment
you came to live with us.
722
01:19:56,619 --> 01:19:58,722
You worked hard
like the other farmhands,
723
01:19:58,755 --> 01:20:00,490
but you were different.
724
01:20:00,523 --> 01:20:02,559
You're from somewhere.
725
01:20:02,592 --> 01:20:04,327
A nice, comfortable place
726
01:20:04,360 --> 01:20:06,730
that you could return to
whenever you wanted.
727
01:20:08,999 --> 01:20:11,334
I'm so desperate to have that.
728
01:20:13,303 --> 01:20:15,438
All my life,
I've wanted off this farm
729
01:20:15,472 --> 01:20:17,407
and you were my ticket out.
730
01:20:18,675 --> 01:20:20,276
So...
731
01:20:20,310 --> 01:20:23,680
I made sure to never let you
see who I really was.
732
01:20:23,713 --> 01:20:26,282
It worked like a charm, too.
733
01:20:26,316 --> 01:20:28,685
Then when you finally
brought me back
734
01:20:28,718 --> 01:20:30,487
to your home
to meet your family,
735
01:20:30,520 --> 01:20:31,956
it was just as I hoped.
736
01:20:33,757 --> 01:20:35,825
A life straight
out of the pictures.
737
01:20:37,694 --> 01:20:39,829
At least that's what
it felt like to me.
738
01:20:42,465 --> 01:20:43,633
And you didn't want it.
739
01:20:46,971 --> 01:20:48,738
You just wanted
to stay here on our farm,
740
01:20:48,772 --> 01:20:50,607
and that made me so angry.
741
01:20:51,741 --> 01:20:53,077
How could you?
742
01:20:53,110 --> 01:20:56,312
I'm certain you knew
I hated it, you must've.
743
01:20:56,346 --> 01:20:58,414
How could you be
so selfish and cruel
744
01:20:58,448 --> 01:21:00,483
after all I've done
to make you happy?
745
01:21:05,855 --> 01:21:08,558
I was even pregnant
with your baby.
746
01:21:13,363 --> 01:21:16,699
I never wanted to be a mother.
747
01:21:16,733 --> 01:21:20,403
I loathed the feeling of it
growing inside me.
748
01:21:20,436 --> 01:21:22,006
It felt like sickness.
749
01:21:24,074 --> 01:21:27,978
Pulling and sucking on me like
some needy animal in a barn.
750
01:21:29,746 --> 01:21:32,016
How could I be responsible
for another life?
751
01:21:32,983 --> 01:21:34,884
Life terrifies me.
752
01:21:34,918 --> 01:21:37,754
It's harsh, and bleak,
and draining.
753
01:21:40,024 --> 01:21:42,492
I was so relieved when it died.
754
01:21:42,525 --> 01:21:44,460
It was one less weight
keeping me trapped here,
755
01:21:44,494 --> 01:21:46,931
but then the war came
and you left me, too.
756
01:21:47,932 --> 01:21:50,067
Why did you leave me, Howard?
757
01:21:56,639 --> 01:21:58,474
I hate feeling like this.
758
01:21:59,043 --> 01:22:01,444
So pathetic.
759
01:22:01,477 --> 01:22:03,847
Do people like you
ever feel this way?
760
01:22:04,581 --> 01:22:05,715
I figure you don't.
761
01:22:05,748 --> 01:22:07,884
You seem so perfect
all the time.
762
01:22:07,917 --> 01:22:10,553
Lord must've been
generous to you.
763
01:22:10,587 --> 01:22:12,990
He never answers
any of my prayers.
764
01:22:13,023 --> 01:22:15,525
I don't know why.
What did I do?
765
01:22:15,558 --> 01:22:17,627
What is wrong with me?
766
01:22:17,660 --> 01:22:19,863
Please, just tell me
so maybe I can get better.
767
01:22:19,896 --> 01:22:21,464
I don't want to end up
like Mama.
768
01:22:21,497 --> 01:22:23,167
I want to be dancing up
on the screen
769
01:22:23,200 --> 01:22:25,401
like the pretty gals
in the pictures.
770
01:22:26,736 --> 01:22:29,439
I want what they have so badly,
771
01:22:29,472 --> 01:22:31,008
to be perfect,
772
01:22:31,041 --> 01:22:33,710
to be loved from
as many people as possible
773
01:22:33,743 --> 01:22:36,479
to make up for all my time
spent suffering.
774
01:22:39,183 --> 01:22:41,151
Sometimes I wake
in the middle of the night
775
01:22:41,185 --> 01:22:44,121
and the fear washes over me,
'cause what if this is it?
776
01:22:46,489 --> 01:22:48,125
What if this is
right where I belong?
777
01:22:53,863 --> 01:22:55,032
I'm a failure.
778
01:22:56,466 --> 01:22:57,600
I'm not pretty
779
01:22:59,103 --> 01:23:01,537
or naturally pleasant,
or friendly.
780
01:23:02,139 --> 01:23:03,606
I'm not smart,
781
01:23:04,241 --> 01:23:06,043
or funny, or confident.
782
01:23:08,478 --> 01:23:10,880
I'm exactly what Mama said
I was, weak.
783
01:23:12,216 --> 01:23:14,617
I don't know why.
What did I do?
784
01:23:14,651 --> 01:23:16,486
Why wasn't my family like yours?
785
01:23:16,519 --> 01:23:19,555
I hate what it feels like
to be me and not you.
786
01:23:19,589 --> 01:23:21,524
I'm so scared that
when you finally come home,
787
01:23:21,557 --> 01:23:22,825
you'll see me and be frightened
788
01:23:22,859 --> 01:23:24,594
like everyone else is.
789
01:23:27,864 --> 01:23:29,899
I know what I've done,
790
01:23:29,934 --> 01:23:31,135
the bad things,
791
01:23:32,169 --> 01:23:36,572
terrible, awful,
murderous things.
792
01:23:36,606 --> 01:23:39,043
I regret them now,
but I liked how they felt.
793
01:23:39,076 --> 01:23:40,910
I wish I didn't, but I did.
794
01:23:42,712 --> 01:23:45,848
At first, it was only animals
smaller than myself.
795
01:23:46,783 --> 01:23:47,884
Nothing with feelings.
796
01:23:47,917 --> 01:23:49,485
Nothing that could hurt me back.
797
01:23:50,720 --> 01:23:51,821
It felt good.
798
01:23:52,889 --> 01:23:54,691
Killing's easier than you think,
799
01:23:56,093 --> 01:23:57,527
till recently with Mama
800
01:23:57,560 --> 01:23:58,963
and the boy
from the picture house.
801
01:23:58,996 --> 01:24:00,064
They were different.
802
01:24:00,863 --> 01:24:02,699
They were more meaningful.
803
01:24:02,732 --> 01:24:04,567
I hurt them
so they too might know
804
01:24:04,600 --> 01:24:05,711
what it feels like to suffer,
805
01:24:05,735 --> 01:24:07,204
but poor Daddy
didn't deserve that.
806
01:24:07,237 --> 01:24:09,505
I wish I hadn't done what I did.
807
01:24:12,142 --> 01:24:13,643
Mama meant well.
808
01:24:14,811 --> 01:24:17,081
She had a hard life.
809
01:24:17,114 --> 01:24:18,915
She only wanted a home
to feel safe in.
810
01:24:18,949 --> 01:24:20,050
I can see that.
811
01:24:20,917 --> 01:24:21,986
I thought I hated her,
812
01:24:22,019 --> 01:24:23,786
but I just want to
feel safe, too.
813
01:24:28,758 --> 01:24:29,826
Lord...
814
01:24:31,095 --> 01:24:33,964
I made such a mess of things.
815
01:24:35,165 --> 01:24:37,234
I don't know how much more
I can take.
816
01:24:39,103 --> 01:24:40,603
I need to clean this up.
817
01:24:41,738 --> 01:24:43,974
All of it.
818
01:24:44,008 --> 01:24:46,944
I need to make things right
before you see me again.
819
01:24:48,644 --> 01:24:50,280
Maybe if I can turn this farm
820
01:24:50,314 --> 01:24:52,049
into a home for us
like you wanted,
821
01:24:52,082 --> 01:24:53,916
things will finally
be different.
822
01:24:53,951 --> 01:24:56,686
I can forgive.
823
01:24:57,587 --> 01:24:59,189
I can be who you want me to be
824
01:25:00,057 --> 01:25:01,791
if you'll just stay with me.
825
01:25:03,193 --> 01:25:04,928
Would you do that, please?
826
01:25:07,797 --> 01:25:09,766
I can't be
all by myself anymore.
827
01:25:09,799 --> 01:25:10,867
It's too hard.
828
01:25:15,339 --> 01:25:17,174
We can love each other.
829
01:25:17,207 --> 01:25:19,143
I'll do that for you
830
01:25:19,176 --> 01:25:22,312
if you really meant all that
"till death do us part."
831
01:25:24,614 --> 01:25:25,848
It'd be enough,
832
01:25:27,850 --> 01:25:30,720
just you and me
here on this farm.
833
01:25:37,327 --> 01:25:39,695
All I really want
is to be loved.
834
01:25:43,333 --> 01:25:46,036
I'm having such a hard time
without it lately.
835
01:26:22,940 --> 01:26:25,741
I should probably get going now.
836
01:26:25,775 --> 01:26:28,778
Mother will be wondering where
I am if I'm not home soon.
837
01:26:37,720 --> 01:26:39,189
Are you frightened of me?
838
01:26:41,258 --> 01:26:42,259
No.
839
01:26:45,395 --> 01:26:46,729
Of course not, Pearl.
840
01:26:50,300 --> 01:26:51,901
Do you think I'm sick?
841
01:26:54,004 --> 01:26:55,005
No.
842
01:26:57,241 --> 01:26:58,242
Thank you.
843
01:27:02,146 --> 01:27:03,813
I'm happy for you.
844
01:27:07,117 --> 01:27:08,718
What?
845
01:27:08,751 --> 01:27:09,919
For getting the part
846
01:27:10,954 --> 01:27:13,090
in the dance troupe.
You deserved it.
847
01:27:15,259 --> 01:27:18,028
- I didn't get the part.
- It's okay.
848
01:27:19,196 --> 01:27:20,440
You don't have to
pretend anymore.
849
01:27:20,464 --> 01:27:22,032
My feelings won't be hurt.
850
01:27:23,433 --> 01:27:25,668
If it wasn't me, I'm glad
it was you, right?
851
01:27:28,905 --> 01:27:30,974
- But, Pearl, I...
- Please...
852
01:27:32,442 --> 01:27:33,843
Don't lie to me.
853
01:27:40,517 --> 01:27:43,353
Well, yes.
854
01:27:45,923 --> 01:27:47,090
Thank you.
855
01:27:50,093 --> 01:27:51,995
It's going to be real swell,
856
01:27:53,063 --> 01:27:55,065
dancing around the state.
857
01:27:58,268 --> 01:28:01,871
I hope you can come
see the show sometime.
858
01:28:05,509 --> 01:28:07,743
You always get
everything you want.
859
01:28:10,180 --> 01:28:12,249
You're younger and more blonde.
860
01:28:14,451 --> 01:28:17,087
I have to go now.
861
01:28:21,058 --> 01:28:23,360
You're not gonna
say anything, are you?
862
01:28:25,095 --> 01:28:26,263
No.
863
01:28:32,936 --> 01:28:35,172
I really do love Howard.
864
01:28:38,008 --> 01:28:39,176
I know.
865
01:28:40,344 --> 01:28:41,911
Nobody has to know.
866
01:28:42,946 --> 01:28:44,214
I can fix things.
867
01:28:45,848 --> 01:28:48,018
It can be our secret, Mitsy.
868
01:29:39,069 --> 01:29:40,337
Help!
869
01:29:41,538 --> 01:29:42,872
Help me!
870
01:29:43,640 --> 01:29:46,076
Somebody, please help!
871
01:29:46,109 --> 01:29:48,045
No!
872
01:29:48,545 --> 01:29:50,013
No, please.
873
01:29:50,047 --> 01:29:52,149
Help! Help!
874
01:30:03,927 --> 01:30:05,861
Help!
875
01:30:08,465 --> 01:30:10,233
Help me, please!
876
01:30:10,267 --> 01:30:12,069
Help!
877
01:30:21,178 --> 01:30:23,213
Please, no! No!
878
01:30:23,980 --> 01:30:25,282
I won't tell anyone!
879
01:30:25,315 --> 01:30:26,882
Please, I swear!
880
01:30:27,250 --> 01:30:28,985
No!
881
01:30:29,019 --> 01:30:32,522
Please! I'll do anything
you want.
882
01:30:32,556 --> 01:30:35,625
It's not about
what I want anymore, Mitsy.
883
01:30:35,659 --> 01:30:36,593
Please.
884
01:30:36,626 --> 01:30:39,329
It's about making the best
of what I have.
885
01:30:39,363 --> 01:30:42,199
No! No!
886
01:30:43,367 --> 01:30:45,135
No!
887
01:33:50,820 --> 01:33:53,189
Bless us, O' Lord,
888
01:33:53,223 --> 01:33:55,859
and these thy gifts
889
01:33:55,892 --> 01:33:59,629
which we are about to receive
from thy bounty,
890
01:34:01,464 --> 01:34:03,366
through Christ our Lord.
891
01:34:04,734 --> 01:34:06,169
Amen.
892
01:34:46,176 --> 01:34:47,477
So long, y'all.
893
01:35:05,562 --> 01:35:06,696
Pearl?
894
01:35:12,937 --> 01:35:14,170
Pearl?
895
01:35:36,359 --> 01:35:37,360
Howard?
896
01:35:40,597 --> 01:35:42,933
I'm so happy you're home.
61887
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