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Kula juu!
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Siku moja hutawahi
nione tena.
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Hiyo ni kweli, Charlie.
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Maisha ya shamba yanaweza kuwa kwako,
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lakini hakika sio kwangu.
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Mimi ni maalum.
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Mama atajisikia mjinga sana
atakapogundua, sivyo?
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Siku moja, ulimwengu wote
nitajua jina langu.
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Unakubali, sivyo, Mary?
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Oh. Kwa nini, asante.
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Ninapenda hadhira nzuri.
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Nyote mtaniona
kwa maana mimi ni kweli.
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Nyota.
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Unafanya nini humu ndani,
Bwana Goose?
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Theda!
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Endelea, msichana.
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Ichukue.
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Hufai kujiingiza
tena ujinga kama huo.
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Ni kucheza tu, Mama.
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Ni ubinafsi ndivyo ulivyo.
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Pamoja na wakulima wote wamekwenda,
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Siwezi kufanya kila kitu
karibu hapa mwenyewe.
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Nasaidia.
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Chochote kwa ajili yangu
kwenye post leo?
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Hapana.
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Inasema Washirika
wamechukua udhibiti wa Ufaransa.
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Unaweza kuisoma baada ya chakula cha jioni.
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Lakini, Mama, hii inaweza
maana mwisho wa vita!
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Fanya kama ninavyouliza, Pearl.
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Sitaki kusikia kuhusu
Wajerumani wengine waliokufa usiku wa leo.
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Chakula cha jioni kiko tayari, baba.
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Utubariki, Ee Bwana,
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na hizi karama zako
ambayo sisi ni kuhusu
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kupokea kutoka kwa fadhila yako
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kwa njia ya Kristo
Mola wetu. Amina.
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Amina.
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"Lulu yangu ya thamani.
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"Inahisi kama imekuwa
milele bila wewe.
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"Tunachofanya ni kutembea, inaonekana.
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"Sijui kama tutafika
ambapo wanasema tunaenda.
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"Wametutafuna
kwenye cubes za bouillon
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"kwa hivyo hatuoni
maumivu katika miguu yetu.
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"Naona inatisha zaidi
usiku kwenye mitaro.
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"Maganda ya chokaa
ni viziwi.
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"Wanajeshi wengi
wamekasirika na hofu.
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"Maangamizi kutokana na gesi
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" amenionyesha mambo
Sitasahau hivi karibuni,
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"na kufikiria wewe
imekuwa ni ahueni yangu pekee.
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"Nitakuwa na kiburi kila wakati
kuitumikia nchi yangu,
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"lakini jambo moja
vita hii imeweka wazi
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"ni kwamba siwezi kusubiri
kurudi nyumbani
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"na tuanze maisha yetu pamoja.
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"Sitaki kamwe kuwa mbali
kutoka kwako tena.
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"Mpaka kifo kitakapotutenganisha."
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"Mume wako mpendwa,
Howard."
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Nitaenda mjini kesho.
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Chukua dawa zaidi.
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Ambayo ina maana mimi kupata
achana na picha.
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Usimwambie tu Mama.
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Wanaonyesha kila la kheri
wachezaji wakiwa kwenye picha.
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Naweza kuwa kwenye mstari
na wasichana hao siku moja.
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Najua ningeweza.
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Lulu.
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Sikutaka kupoteza
maji ya moto.
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Pesa za dawa yake
iko kwenye meza ya jikoni.
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Kumbuka kufunika uso wako.
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Na usikawie karibu
kwa mtu yeyote.
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Karatasi ni onyo
ya ufufuo mbaya.
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Mungu aepushe na magonjwa
anarudi nyumbani kwetu.
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Wakati ni sasa...
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Biti mbili, tafadhali.
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♪ Moyo mbaya wa Johnny
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♪ Nilipiga kwa huruma, na kumpigapiga
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♪ Mahali fulani huko Ufaransa yenye jua kali
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♪ Alikutana na msichana kwa bahati
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♪ Kwa ze naughty,
mtazamo mbaya
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♪ Alionekana kama tu
paka, paka kitty
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♪ Alipenda kucheza na kucheza
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♪ Tho' hakujifunza Kifaransa
alipoondoka kwenye mfereji
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♪ Alijua vya kutosha kusema
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♪ Oui, oui, Marie
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♪ Je, utanifanyia zis?
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♪ Oui, oui, Marie... ♪
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Je, ulifurahia picha?
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Sigara?
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Lo, endelea.
Sina mdudu.
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Unapenda sinema?
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Ninapenda kucheza.
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Ah, Msichana wa Tiller wa baadaye.
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Ninaweza kuiona sasa.
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natamani.
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Kwa nini sivyo?
Unatosha.
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Kwa sababu ya mume,
Ninakusanya?
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Yuko ng'ambo,
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lakini baba yangu ni mgonjwa,
kwa hivyo lazima nisaidie nyumbani.
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Samahani kusikia hivyo.
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Unataka kuja
kuangalia show ya pili?
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Kiingilio bure.
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Mimi ndiye mtabiri.
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Nahitaji kwenda.
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Mama ananitarajia,
lakini nashukuru sana...
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Baki huko tu
dakika moja, je!
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Sawa.
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Kutoka kwa kile ulichokiona.
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Huionyeshi tena?
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Ah... Hakika,
lakini ni sura moja tu.
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Hakuna mtu atakayegundua mara moja
Ninaiunganisha tena.
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Unajua, kutunza familia yako
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katika nyakati hizi ni ya kupendeza.
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Unapaswa kujivunia hilo,
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lakini usisahau kuishi
maisha yako pia.
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Nisingejali kukuona
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juu kwenye skrini hiyo
siku moja, miss...
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Lulu.
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Kweli, ikiwa utarudi,
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bisha mlango huu.
Mimi niko hapa kila wakati, na,
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vizuri, naweza kuendesha picha
ninavyopenda.
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Asante.
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nitafanya.
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Naweza kupata ngoma hii?
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Nimeolewa!
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Shh...
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Umechukua muda gani?
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Ni safari ya mbali, Mama.
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Ni nini kichwani mwako?
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Imepatikana kando ya barabara.
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Usilete ndani.
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Inaweza kufunikwa na vijidudu.
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Osha nywele zako.
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Ikiwa una bahati,
imejaa chawa tu.
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Ukimaliza,
baba yako anahitaji kubadilika.
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Usimruhusu akae katika fujo zake.
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Nimeona picha mpya leo.
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Ungeipenda.
Wasichana wote hawakuwa na kasoro.
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Hakuna nafasi
kwa hata ndogo
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ukosefu wa usahihi
katika kundi kama hilo.
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Inachukua ukamilifu kabisa.
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Ni maisha ya kupendeza kama nini
kuwa nyota katika sinema.
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Bado uko ndani?
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Utubariki, ee Bwana,
na hizi karama zako
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ambayo tunakaribia
pokea kutoka kwa fadhila yako
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kwa njia ya Kristo
Mola wetu. Amina.
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Amina.
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Mengine yapo wapi
pesa nilizokukopesha?
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- Hakukuwa na.
- Naweza kuhesabu, Pearl.
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Kuna senti nane zimepotea.
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Huenda nimepata
pipi ngumu kwa safari ya nyumbani.
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Hiyo inatosha, basi.
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Ulikula pipi,
hiyo ilikuwa chakula chako cha jioni.
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Chakula nilifanya kazi kwa bidii
kujiandaa peke yake sio.
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Lakini, Mama, nilipanda safari hiyo yote.
Nina njaa.
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Unaweza kuwa na kile kilichobaki
yake asubuhi.
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- Unaenda wapi?
- Kwa kitanda!
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Sikukupa udhuru
kutoka kwa meza.
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Najua hilo.
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Na mimi niko makini.
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Nzuri.
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Tafadhali, Bwana,
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nifanye kuwa nyota kubwa zaidi
ulimwengu umewahi kujua
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ili niweze kufika mbali,
mbali na mahali hapa.
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Amina.
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Alasiri, Pearl!
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Habari, Mitsy!
Nimependa mavazi yako.
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Ah, asante.
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Ni anahisi ajabu
hatimaye kuweza
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fanya kitu kizuri tena.
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Ni mara ya kwanza
tumeondoka nyumbani kwa wiki.
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Mama anaogopa sana
ya kuugua.
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Mama, pia.
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Naam, tulikuwa na wasiwasi kidogo
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kuhusu nyinyi wawili
kuwa hapa peke yangu,
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kwa hivyo tulileta chakula.
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Hiyo ni nzuri sana.
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Umekuwa ukiendeleaje?
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Barua zozote mpya kutoka kwa Howard?
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- Uh-uh.
- Ah, vizuri ...
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Mama amekuwa
iliyojaa wasiwasi.
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Wanasema hakuna habari
ni habari njema, ingawa.
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Ikiwa tu kiburi chake
hakuwa amempata
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kushiriki katika vita hivi vya kutisha.
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Unajua tulikuwa na daktari
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tayari kumtangaza
asiyestahiki?
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Mtu yeyote angechukua
fursa hiyo.
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Sio Howard.
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Kwanza, anakimbia
kuwa mkulima.
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Sasa, jeshi.
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00:27:27,571 --> 00:27:31,608
Urefu utaenda ndugu yangu
kwa kumdharau tu baba yake.
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Kutengwa hii yote
imetosha
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kumfanya mtu awe na wazimu, sivyo?
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Ina kweli.
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Hapana, hatukubali kutoa misaada.
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Lo, kwa ajili ya Mungu, Ruthu.
Ni nguruwe tu.
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Je, ninaweza kushiriki
siri na wewe, Pearl?
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Mama angenikaba
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kama alijua mimi ndiye
kupanga kuhudhuria.
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Lakini kuna majaribio ya ngoma
Jumamosi hii kanisani kwetu
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kwa mstari wa kwaya ya Krismasi
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kuleta furaha kwa watu
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katika jimbo zima
wakati wa likizo.
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Neno ni, wanaweka
pamoja kundi
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na watakuwa wakitembelea
miji saba tofauti
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kabla ya mwaka kuisha.
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Je, hiyo haisikiki ya kusisimua?
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Ningependa sana
kuwa sehemu yake.
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Vivyo hivyo na mimi.
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00:28:16,786 --> 00:28:18,755
Tunapaswa kwenda pamoja basi.
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00:28:18,788 --> 00:28:21,558
Lakini huwezi kuiambia nafsi.
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Nisingeweza kamwe.
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Inapendeza.
Itakuwa siri yetu.
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Mitsy!
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00:28:27,497 --> 00:28:28,565
Mimi bora skedaddle.
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00:28:28,598 --> 00:28:31,768
Tulipata nguruwe wengine watatu
kuondoka mchana huu.
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00:28:33,303 --> 00:28:35,338
Jumamosi saa 11:00.
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Sawa.
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Shemeji inabidi
kushikamana, sawa?
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Mitsy!
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- Wakati wa kwenda!
- Tutaonana baadaye, Pearl.
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Kwaheri, Mitsy!
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Charlie, hii inaweza kuwa hivyo.
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Lulu?
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Lulu!
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Naam,
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Sikutarajia kukuona
tena hivi karibuni.
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Kuwa na kiti.
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Siwezi kuamini kupata kuona
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picha kila siku kwa bure.
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Ndio, sio gigi mbaya, huh?
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Asante.
228
00:32:50,660 --> 00:32:52,129
Kwa hivyo, nina deni gani
raha hii?
229
00:32:54,198 --> 00:32:55,698
Nimekuwa nikifikiria sana
230
00:32:55,732 --> 00:32:57,134
ulichoniambia
siku nyingine
231
00:32:57,167 --> 00:32:59,169
kuhusu kutosahau
kuishi maisha yangu,
232
00:32:59,836 --> 00:33:01,437
na, vizuri,
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00:33:01,471 --> 00:33:04,208
kuna ukaguzi wa ngoma
kuja kanisani.
234
00:33:04,241 --> 00:33:05,842
Lo, napenda sauti ya hiyo.
235
00:33:06,643 --> 00:33:08,878
Hivyo mimi...
236
00:33:08,912 --> 00:33:11,748
Lakini sijawahi kucheza kabisa
mbele ya mtu yeyote hapo awali.
237
00:33:13,516 --> 00:33:15,652
Je, ikiwa mimi si mkamilifu?
238
00:33:15,685 --> 00:33:17,787
Unaweza kufanya chochote
kama unataka vibaya vya kutosha.
239
00:33:19,256 --> 00:33:21,624
naitaka.
240
00:33:21,658 --> 00:33:23,726
Kisha usiruhusu chochote
simama katika njia yako.
241
00:33:25,862 --> 00:33:27,630
Je, ungependa kuona nini?
242
00:33:28,232 --> 00:33:29,666
Wajinga wa Ikulu.
243
00:33:29,699 --> 00:33:32,535
Lo, njoo.
Umeona hilo tayari.
244
00:33:32,568 --> 00:33:33,846
Vipi kuhusu kitu
tofauti usiku wa leo?
245
00:33:33,870 --> 00:33:35,105
Vipi kuhusu...
246
00:33:38,808 --> 00:33:41,878
Vipi kuhusu filamu
hakuna mtu mwingine aliyeona?
247
00:33:42,179 --> 00:33:43,180
Sawa.
248
00:33:44,914 --> 00:33:45,954
Niliichukua hii wakati
249
00:33:45,983 --> 00:33:47,717
Nilikuwa katika huduma huko Ufaransa.
250
00:33:53,890 --> 00:33:54,959
Je, unaishi humu ndani?
251
00:33:57,560 --> 00:34:00,931
Nikalaza kichwa changu kwenye mto huo
mara kwa mara,
252
00:34:00,965 --> 00:34:03,800
lakini nisingesema ninaishi
mahali popote hasa.
253
00:34:03,833 --> 00:34:07,537
Mimi ndio watu wastaarabu zaidi
rejea kama bohemian.
254
00:34:08,973 --> 00:34:10,074
Sijui hiyo ni nini.
255
00:34:10,107 --> 00:34:13,643
Ina maana naweza kufunga
na kuondoka wakati wowote ninapotaka.
256
00:34:14,311 --> 00:34:16,512
Inaonekana kama ndoto.
257
00:34:16,546 --> 00:34:19,049
Muda tu niwezavyo
usiamke.
258
00:34:44,741 --> 00:34:46,642
Hii ni nini?
259
00:34:46,676 --> 00:34:48,012
Tazama tu.
260
00:35:20,110 --> 00:35:23,013
Sijawahi kuona kitu kama hicho
hiyo kabla ya sasa, je!
261
00:35:24,914 --> 00:35:26,916
Kuna kila aina ya
filamu za paa za chini ya ardhi
262
00:35:26,950 --> 00:35:28,152
kama hii huko nje.
263
00:35:29,919 --> 00:35:31,188
Je, ni halali?
264
00:35:31,221 --> 00:35:33,957
Kufanya hivyo, ndio.
265
00:35:35,059 --> 00:35:36,659
Kuigiza, hapana.
266
00:35:37,827 --> 00:35:40,897
Sio hapa, hata hivyo.
Itakuwa hatimaye.
267
00:35:40,931 --> 00:35:44,600
Watu wangelipa mkono
na mguu kuona hii.
268
00:35:44,634 --> 00:35:47,037
Picha kama hizi zinaenda
kuleta mapinduzi katika sekta hiyo
269
00:35:47,071 --> 00:35:50,340
na mimi, kwa moja, napanga
mtaji mapema.
270
00:35:51,641 --> 00:35:53,776
Ni ukweli.
271
00:35:53,810 --> 00:35:56,813
Hakuna kukataa
sote tunashiriki mvuto
272
00:35:56,846 --> 00:35:59,749
katika kuona watu
kama walivyo kweli.
273
00:36:00,716 --> 00:36:02,585
Sipendi ukweli.
274
00:36:06,323 --> 00:36:07,857
Ninapoishi ninamaanisha.
275
00:36:08,758 --> 00:36:09,927
Hivyo kuondoka.
276
00:36:17,900 --> 00:36:19,702
Siyo rahisi hivyo.
277
00:36:19,735 --> 00:36:20,837
Naam, hakika ni.
278
00:36:20,870 --> 00:36:21,880
Kuna barabara
hapo mbele kabisa
279
00:36:21,904 --> 00:36:23,840
hiyo itachukua wewe wote
njia ya kuelekea New York City.
280
00:36:25,442 --> 00:36:28,011
Siku moja baba yangu na mama yangu
itakuwa imekwenda.
281
00:36:29,779 --> 00:36:31,747
Ninaweza kufanya ninachotaka basi.
282
00:36:31,781 --> 00:36:33,150
Je, ikiwa hiyo imechelewa sana?
283
00:36:34,917 --> 00:36:36,686
Ukweli na ukweli
jambo ni, Pearl,
284
00:36:37,720 --> 00:36:40,057
utapata tu
moja kuchukua katika maisha haya.
285
00:36:40,090 --> 00:36:42,426
Na kama huna kufanya
zaidi ukiwa mchanga,
286
00:36:42,459 --> 00:36:44,294
hupati nafasi ya pili.
287
00:36:47,364 --> 00:36:49,699
Laiti wangekufa tu.
288
00:36:54,004 --> 00:36:55,005
Samahani?
289
00:36:58,408 --> 00:36:59,642
Hakuna kitu.
290
00:37:04,081 --> 00:37:07,417
Ni vizuri sana kuweza
zungumza na mtu kwa mabadiliko.
291
00:37:07,451 --> 00:37:09,953
Imeunganishwa
kwenye shamba hilo kwa muda mrefu
292
00:37:09,987 --> 00:37:12,022
wakati mwingine nina wasiwasi kwamba labda
293
00:37:12,055 --> 00:37:14,690
Mimi si sawa
kama watu wengine.
294
00:37:15,858 --> 00:37:18,828
Kwa nini ungewahi kutaka
kuwa kama kila mtu mwingine?
295
00:37:20,497 --> 00:37:21,831
sijui.
296
00:37:24,034 --> 00:37:27,271
Wakati mwingine inaonekana tu
amani zaidi, nadhani.
297
00:37:38,248 --> 00:37:40,317
Ulimaanisha ulichosema?
298
00:37:40,350 --> 00:37:42,752
Kuhusu kutaka kuniona
kwenye skrini hiyo?
299
00:37:44,221 --> 00:37:45,422
Hakika, nilifanya.
300
00:37:46,390 --> 00:37:48,358
Ningefanya chochote kuwa hapo juu.
301
00:37:50,160 --> 00:37:51,504
Naam, basi,
unapaswa kwenda ng'ambo
302
00:37:51,528 --> 00:37:53,230
janga hili litakapoisha.
303
00:37:53,263 --> 00:37:54,864
Ndicho ninachofanya.
304
00:37:54,897 --> 00:37:57,234
Sanaa ni nyingi zaidi
hai huko Ulaya.
305
00:37:57,267 --> 00:37:59,203
Unaweza kuwa yeyote
unataka kuwepo.
306
00:38:00,337 --> 00:38:01,804
Kweli?
307
00:38:01,837 --> 00:38:03,407
Unaweza hata kuwa
kwenye picha kama hii.
308
00:38:04,807 --> 00:38:06,043
Najua ningekutazama.
309
00:38:12,516 --> 00:38:14,017
Ninapaswa kwenda sasa.
310
00:38:17,887 --> 00:38:18,888
Asante.
311
00:38:19,889 --> 00:38:21,391
Kwa ajili ya nini?
312
00:38:21,425 --> 00:38:22,960
Kwa kuniona usiku wa leo.
313
00:39:48,545 --> 00:39:50,013
Unatazama nini?
314
00:40:32,589 --> 00:40:34,291
Theda!
315
00:40:44,334 --> 00:40:45,901
Ninaondoka hivi karibuni.
316
00:40:51,174 --> 00:40:53,510
Siwezi kukaa hapa tena.
317
00:40:55,312 --> 00:40:57,381
Howard alitakiwa
kuniondoa.
318
00:41:00,150 --> 00:41:01,385
Ingekuwa rahisi kwangu
319
00:41:01,418 --> 00:41:03,919
kama sikujisikia
Nilikuwa nakutelekeza.
320
00:41:06,156 --> 00:41:07,224
Unaelewa hilo?
321
00:41:13,363 --> 00:41:16,266
Ninakupenda, Baba, lakini
hii sio njia ya kuishi.
322
00:41:20,337 --> 00:41:21,605
Lulu?
323
00:41:23,573 --> 00:41:25,041
Unafanya nini?
324
00:41:26,643 --> 00:41:28,445
Akizungumza na Baba.
325
00:41:32,115 --> 00:41:34,017
Tunahitaji kumpata
kurudi nyumbani.
326
00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:38,555
Kwa nini unanichukia, Mama?
327
00:41:42,426 --> 00:41:44,394
Ninataka tu kilicho bora zaidi.
328
00:41:47,264 --> 00:41:48,965
Nitapata lini ninachotaka?
329
00:41:52,369 --> 00:41:53,437
Siku moja utaelewa
330
00:41:53,470 --> 00:41:56,473
kwamba kupata kile unachotaka
sio muhimu.
331
00:41:59,009 --> 00:42:01,044
Kufanya zaidi
ya ulichonacho ni.
332
00:42:02,279 --> 00:42:05,315
Maisha mara chache hugeuka
jinsi unavyotarajia.
333
00:42:05,348 --> 00:42:06,650
Unahitaji kuwa tayari kwa hilo
334
00:42:06,683 --> 00:42:08,418
kama unataka kuwa na furaha.
335
00:42:10,287 --> 00:42:11,521
Rudi ndani.
336
00:42:29,372 --> 00:42:31,074
Uko wapi?
337
00:43:45,215 --> 00:43:47,784
Acha kunitazama.
338
00:44:49,379 --> 00:44:51,348
Ulipataje hilo?
339
00:44:51,381 --> 00:44:54,517
Mimi si kipofu
nini kinaendelea hapa.
340
00:44:54,551 --> 00:44:56,886
Chukua chakula chako cha jioni.
Kukaa katika bunkhouse.
341
00:44:56,920 --> 00:44:58,555
Lakini huko nje kunaganda!
342
00:44:58,588 --> 00:45:01,358
Ulipaswa kufikiria hilo
kabla ya kuniweka hatarini.
343
00:45:01,391 --> 00:45:04,394
Jitenge mpaka
tunajua wewe si mgonjwa.
344
00:45:04,427 --> 00:45:05,695
Hiyo ndiyo sahihi.
345
00:45:09,833 --> 00:45:12,435
Kuna ukaguzi wa ngoma
mjini kesho.
346
00:45:15,605 --> 00:45:17,340
Naenda kwake.
347
00:45:17,374 --> 00:45:18,875
Hapana, sivyo.
348
00:45:18,908 --> 00:45:21,645
- Ndiyo, mimi ni.
- Kwa nini?
349
00:45:22,812 --> 00:45:24,714
Jua ikiwa ninatosha.
350
00:45:25,715 --> 00:45:27,417
Vizuri vya kutosha kwa nini, Pearl?
351
00:45:32,455 --> 00:45:34,557
Kitu zaidi ya hiki.
352
00:45:38,228 --> 00:45:41,297
Wapi haya yote
kutokuwa na shukrani kunatokana na nini?
353
00:45:41,331 --> 00:45:44,467
Je, unapataje maisha yetu
hivyo chini yako?
354
00:45:44,501 --> 00:45:46,469
Umekuwa nayo kila wakati
paa juu ya kichwa chako,
355
00:45:46,503 --> 00:45:48,605
chakula tumboni mwako.
356
00:45:48,638 --> 00:45:50,774
Je, si unafikiri kwamba alikuja
kwa dhabihu kubwa
357
00:45:50,807 --> 00:45:52,742
kutoka kwa baba yako na mimi?
358
00:45:52,776 --> 00:45:55,879
Au unafikiri sisi ni
chini yako pia?
359
00:45:55,912 --> 00:45:57,714
Ikiwa nimekusudiwa kuishi nje
siku zangu zilizobaki
360
00:45:57,747 --> 00:45:59,516
na wewe na baba kwenye shamba hili,
361
00:45:59,549 --> 00:46:00,650
basi iwe hivyo.
362
00:46:00,684 --> 00:46:03,353
Lakini mimi ni mchanga mara moja tu.
363
00:46:03,386 --> 00:46:06,256
Ikiwa nitaenda kwenye ukaguzi huu
na mimi sichaguliwi,
364
00:46:06,289 --> 00:46:07,490
basi nitakuja nyumbani
365
00:46:07,524 --> 00:46:10,760
na sitasema kamwe
yake tena, naapa.
366
00:46:10,794 --> 00:46:12,495
Lakini lazima nijue kwamba nilijaribu
367
00:46:12,529 --> 00:46:14,369
au nitajuta
kwa maisha yangu yote.
368
00:46:14,397 --> 00:46:17,233
Tafadhali, Mama. Huna
fikiria kile ninachoweza.
369
00:46:19,003 --> 00:46:20,470
Oh, ndiyo, mimi kufanya.
370
00:46:21,905 --> 00:46:24,908
Nimeona mambo
umefanya kwa faragha,
371
00:46:25,976 --> 00:46:27,644
unapoamini
hakuna anayetazama.
372
00:46:29,046 --> 00:46:31,949
Unafikiri wengine hawatagundua?
373
00:46:31,982 --> 00:46:35,719
Huwezi kuweka ukweli wako
umejificha milele, Pearl.
374
00:46:35,752 --> 00:46:38,755
Watagundua mwishowe,
nao wataogopa.
375
00:46:39,789 --> 00:46:41,224
kama nilivyo.
376
00:46:42,726 --> 00:46:45,862
- Umekosea.
- Je!
377
00:46:45,895 --> 00:46:49,866
Basi ni mwanamke mzuri kiasi gani
unatarajia kuwa,
378
00:46:49,899 --> 00:46:51,568
ukimuacha mama yako akioza
379
00:46:51,601 --> 00:46:54,637
kwa hivyo unaweza kucheza na
kundi la makahaba wa jiji.
380
00:46:54,671 --> 00:46:57,507
Acha ugonjwa unaweza
mkataba na kuenea.
381
00:46:57,540 --> 00:46:59,442
Umeona inavyofanya
kwa baba yako.
382
00:46:59,476 --> 00:47:01,478
Ndivyo unavyotaka
kwa ajili yako na wengine?
383
00:47:01,511 --> 00:47:04,014
Na labda hiyo ndiyo
unanitamani.
384
00:47:04,048 --> 00:47:06,683
- Bila shaka si.
- Acha uongo!
385
00:47:06,716 --> 00:47:08,785
Siwezi kusimama
sauti yake tena!
386
00:47:08,818 --> 00:47:12,422
Ni karibu kama chukizo
kama tabia yako ya dhambi!
387
00:47:12,455 --> 00:47:15,658
Hujambo, Lulu!
388
00:47:15,692 --> 00:47:18,328
Ni suala la muda tu
kabla ya kuumiza mtu mwingine.
389
00:47:18,361 --> 00:47:22,632
Ukatili unazidi kuongezeka
ndani yako, naiona.
390
00:47:22,665 --> 00:47:24,801
Na sitaki,
kwa ufahamu mzuri,
391
00:47:24,834 --> 00:47:26,703
acha uondoke tena shamba hili.
392
00:47:27,871 --> 00:47:29,639
Huwezi kunizuia.
393
00:47:29,672 --> 00:47:31,341
Oh, ndiyo, naweza.
394
00:47:31,374 --> 00:47:34,044
Hutaki kujua
ningeweza kukufanyia nini.
395
00:47:34,078 --> 00:47:38,082
Ninabeba mzigo
hutaelewa kamwe,
396
00:47:38,115 --> 00:47:40,050
kutumia siku zangu kulisha
na kuifuta snot
397
00:47:40,084 --> 00:47:42,352
kutoka kwa uso wa mtu huyo
Nilioa.
398
00:47:42,385 --> 00:47:45,688
Unathubutu kukaa hapo na
kuzungumza nami kuhusu majuto?
399
00:47:45,722 --> 00:47:48,792
Nilipaswa kuwa wake
mke, sio mama yake!
400
00:47:48,825 --> 00:47:51,528
Usiwahi kusema
hivyo kwangu tena!
401
00:47:51,561 --> 00:47:52,896
Je! unanisikia?
402
00:47:53,830 --> 00:47:55,865
- Samahani.
- Hapana! Wewe sio!
403
00:47:55,899 --> 00:47:57,734
Au ungeacha haya yote!
404
00:47:57,767 --> 00:47:59,369
Hapa! Ichukue!
405
00:47:59,402 --> 00:48:02,472
Hiyo ni nini kweli
hamu, sivyo?
406
00:48:02,505 --> 00:48:05,042
Labda ni lazima
kumuua kwa ajili yako?
407
00:48:05,075 --> 00:48:07,544
Kwa njia hiyo sio lazima
kumjali tena.
408
00:48:07,577 --> 00:48:10,547
Je, hiyo inafaa
ndoto zako za ubinafsi bora?
409
00:48:10,580 --> 00:48:12,715
Kisha tunaweza wote wawili
nenda kwenye ukaguzi wa ngoma!
410
00:48:12,749 --> 00:48:15,119
Mume wako amekwenda.
Vivyo hivyo na yangu.
411
00:48:15,152 --> 00:48:16,920
Kwa nini tulazwe
kwa kuwajali
412
00:48:16,954 --> 00:48:18,555
au kazi ya shamba hili?
413
00:48:18,588 --> 00:48:21,457
Vipi kuhusu sisi
kupata kile tunachotaka?
414
00:48:29,499 --> 00:48:31,668
Sitateseka kwa ajili yako
tena.
415
00:48:31,701 --> 00:48:34,904
Unataka kuondoka? Nenda.
416
00:48:34,939 --> 00:48:36,506
Lakini unaposhindwa...
417
00:48:37,907 --> 00:48:39,642
Na utashindwa...
418
00:48:40,978 --> 00:48:43,047
Nataka ukumbuke
inavyojisikia
419
00:48:44,514 --> 00:48:49,385
kwa sababu ndivyo ninavyohisi
kila ninapokutazama.
420
00:48:49,419 --> 00:48:53,489
Karibu kila kitu ambacho nimewahi kuwa nacho
imechukuliwa kutoka kwangu, Pearl.
421
00:48:55,725 --> 00:48:58,128
Unataka nini zaidi?
422
00:48:58,162 --> 00:49:01,165
Sitaki tu kuishia
kama wewe, ni yote.
423
00:49:13,476 --> 00:49:15,778
nakuchukia!
424
00:49:17,747 --> 00:49:19,549
Wewe kahaba!
425
00:49:19,582 --> 00:49:21,885
Sitakuruhusu ujivunie
jeuri yako usoni mwangu!
426
00:49:21,918 --> 00:49:24,989
- Wewe sio bora kuliko mimi!
- Ndiyo, mimi ni!
427
00:49:25,022 --> 00:49:27,157
Nitakuwa nyota!
428
00:49:27,191 --> 00:49:29,927
Dunia nzima
atajua jina langu!
429
00:52:07,017 --> 00:52:09,619
Unaenda wapi? Ni
hata 6:00 asubuhi bado.
430
00:52:09,652 --> 00:52:11,255
Lazima nifanye mazoezi yangu ya kawaida.
431
00:52:11,288 --> 00:52:13,890
Nahitaji kuwa mkamilifu
kwa majaribio yangu leo.
432
00:52:16,859 --> 00:52:18,996
Bado unafikiri
Mimi ni mrembo wa kutosha?
433
00:52:19,029 --> 00:52:21,331
Oh, si mengi yamebadilika
katika saa 24 zilizopita.
434
00:52:21,365 --> 00:52:22,933
Ndiyo, imefanikiwa.
435
00:52:22,966 --> 00:52:25,802
Oh. Umesahau hili
mara ya mwisho.
436
00:52:27,404 --> 00:52:29,106
Nimefurahi umerudi.
437
00:52:32,009 --> 00:52:33,944
Vivyo hivyo na mimi.
438
00:52:39,349 --> 00:52:41,085
Acha nikupeleke nyumbani angalau.
439
00:52:54,264 --> 00:52:55,865
Mtu unamjua?
440
00:52:59,036 --> 00:53:00,770
Sina hakika kabisa.
441
00:53:01,438 --> 00:53:03,806
Naam...
442
00:53:03,840 --> 00:53:05,351
Ni vigumu kujua
nani siku hizi
443
00:53:05,375 --> 00:53:07,244
na masks haya yote
watu wamevaa.
444
00:53:38,175 --> 00:53:39,276
Subiri hapa kidogo.
445
00:54:02,232 --> 00:54:04,368
Baba, samahani sana.
446
00:54:25,821 --> 00:54:27,790
Mimi naenda kukupata
kusafishwa hivi karibuni, sawa?
447
00:54:27,823 --> 00:54:29,059
Nina mgeni sasa hivi.
448
00:54:29,092 --> 00:54:30,961
Shh!
449
00:54:43,106 --> 00:54:45,209
Ah. Ah.
450
00:54:59,855 --> 00:55:00,856
Sawa, ingia!
451
00:55:19,243 --> 00:55:20,377
Huyu ni baba yangu.
452
00:55:24,481 --> 00:55:26,016
Nimefurahi kukutana nawe, bwana.
453
00:55:34,258 --> 00:55:36,026
Unataka kwenda chumbani kwangu sasa?
454
00:55:42,832 --> 00:55:44,900
Nataka kutoka kwenye shamba hili milele.
455
00:55:46,403 --> 00:55:48,505
sijui.
Haionekani kuwa mbaya sana.
456
00:55:50,140 --> 00:55:51,475
Ni.
457
00:55:52,576 --> 00:55:55,545
Hiyo ilikuwa nini?
458
00:55:55,579 --> 00:55:58,048
Hakuna kitu.
459
00:55:58,081 --> 00:56:00,450
Niambie zaidi kuhusu Ulaya.
460
00:56:01,318 --> 00:56:02,552
Tunaweza kwenda lini?
461
00:56:04,421 --> 00:56:06,423
Je, hufikirii
unapaswa kwenda kuangalia?
462
00:56:07,424 --> 00:56:08,525
Hapana.
463
00:56:11,028 --> 00:56:12,396
Sawa.
samahani.
464
00:56:13,063 --> 00:56:14,097
Vyovyote vile,
465
00:56:14,131 --> 00:56:15,831
hatuwezi tu kupuuza.
466
00:56:15,865 --> 00:56:17,343
Anaweza kuwa baba yako,
kwa ajili ya Kristo.
467
00:56:17,367 --> 00:56:19,202
Sio baba yangu.
468
00:56:19,236 --> 00:56:22,105
Tafadhali usiende.
469
00:56:23,640 --> 00:56:24,874
Una shida gani?
470
00:56:26,376 --> 00:56:27,944
Hakuna kitu.
471
00:57:18,562 --> 00:57:20,497
Ni mbwa wetu.
472
00:57:20,530 --> 00:57:22,342
Alifanya fujo katika
jikoni nikiwa mbali,
473
00:57:22,366 --> 00:57:23,667
kwa hivyo nilimuweka kwenye pishi la mizizi.
474
00:57:26,536 --> 00:57:28,038
Ninataka kukuonyesha kitu.
475
00:57:35,078 --> 00:57:36,446
Huyo ndiye Charlie!
476
00:57:37,280 --> 00:57:39,549
Yeye daima ana njaa.
477
00:57:39,583 --> 00:57:42,085
Hatuna uwezo wa kumlisha
kama tulivyokuwa.
478
00:57:42,119 --> 00:57:45,155
Na hapa, huyu ni Mariamu.
479
00:57:45,188 --> 00:57:46,456
Yeye si sahani?
480
00:57:46,990 --> 00:57:48,258
Mmm.
481
00:57:49,192 --> 00:57:50,660
Huyu ni Francis.
482
00:57:51,962 --> 00:57:53,663
Wao ni watazamaji wangu bora.
483
00:57:53,697 --> 00:57:57,567
Nilitaja kila mmoja wao baada ya
nyota zangu za picha ninazozipenda.
484
00:57:57,601 --> 00:58:01,171
Nimeweka show nyingi sana
kwao kwa miaka mingi.
485
00:58:01,204 --> 00:58:03,240
Itakuwa ya kusikitisha kusema kwaheri,
lakini kama wanasema,
486
00:58:03,273 --> 00:58:04,617
"Ikiwa hausongi mbele
katika biashara ya maonyesho,"
487
00:58:04,641 --> 00:58:05,908
"unarudi nyuma."
488
00:58:07,010 --> 00:58:09,012
Tulikuwa na
wanyama wengi zaidi,
489
00:58:10,046 --> 00:58:11,248
lakini wote walikufa.
490
00:58:12,416 --> 00:58:13,950
Vipi kuhusu mbwa wako?
491
00:58:13,984 --> 00:58:15,585
Huh?
492
00:58:15,619 --> 00:58:18,221
- Jina lake ni nani?
- Hatuna mbwa.
493
00:58:19,990 --> 00:58:22,325
Nilidhani ulisema, uh, je!
494
00:58:22,359 --> 00:58:23,927
Katika pishi?
495
00:58:25,162 --> 00:58:26,163
Oh.
496
00:58:27,264 --> 00:58:31,268
Sawa. Ndiyo.
497
00:58:31,301 --> 00:58:35,338
Ndio, um...
498
00:58:36,306 --> 00:58:38,975
Loo, kijana.
499
00:58:39,009 --> 00:58:41,178
Afadhali nirudi,
unajua?
500
00:58:43,713 --> 00:58:45,348
- Je!
- Ah, lazima niende
501
00:58:45,382 --> 00:58:46,526
na angalia matine,
unajua,
502
00:58:46,550 --> 00:58:48,151
lakini lazima ufanye mazoezi,
unakumbuka?
503
00:58:48,185 --> 00:58:49,745
Lazima upate hizo
ngoma inasonga kikamilifu.
504
00:58:50,654 --> 00:58:51,688
Sasa si wakati wa kuwa
505
00:58:51,721 --> 00:58:53,423
kupumzika kwenye laurels yako, sivyo?
506
00:58:55,692 --> 00:58:57,327
Nimefurahi kukuona, Pearl.
507
00:59:00,697 --> 00:59:03,133
Je, nilifanya kitu kibaya?
508
00:59:05,168 --> 00:59:06,169
Hapana.
509
00:59:07,737 --> 00:59:10,207
Kisha kwa nini ulifanya
kwenda baridi tu juu yangu?
510
00:59:12,442 --> 00:59:14,144
sijui unamaanisha nini.
511
00:59:14,644 --> 00:59:16,313
Umeona nini?
512
00:59:17,514 --> 00:59:19,082
Sikuona chochote.
513
00:59:21,284 --> 00:59:23,286
Unasema uongo.
514
00:59:23,320 --> 00:59:25,455
- Hapana, mimi si.
- Ndiyo, wewe ni.
515
00:59:27,190 --> 00:59:30,093
Najua kwa sababu ninahisi
mambo kwa undani sana.
516
00:59:31,561 --> 00:59:33,239
Angalia, sina budi kurudi
kufanya kazi, sawa?
517
00:59:33,263 --> 00:59:34,674
- Nita ... nitakuona baadaye.
- Lini?
518
00:59:34,698 --> 00:59:37,133
- Je!
- Nitakuona lini?
519
00:59:37,167 --> 00:59:38,211
Sijui, Pearl.
Ni usemi tu.
520
00:59:38,235 --> 00:59:39,579
Hutachukua
mimi kwenda Ulaya, wewe?
521
00:59:39,603 --> 00:59:40,604
Niambie ukweli.
522
00:59:43,240 --> 00:59:44,574
Nimekosa nini?
523
00:59:44,608 --> 00:59:45,775
- Hakuna. Tulia.
- Hapana!
524
00:59:45,809 --> 00:59:48,545
Mbona unaniacha kama
Sikufanya chochote kibaya?
525
00:59:48,578 --> 00:59:50,614
sielewi!
Nilidhani unanipenda!
526
00:59:50,647 --> 00:59:53,750
- Nakupenda. Mimi tu...
- Niambie ukweli!
527
00:59:53,783 --> 00:59:55,328
Kwa nini unaniacha?
Umeona nini?
528
00:59:55,352 --> 00:59:56,419
Kwa nini ulibadilika?
529
00:59:56,453 --> 00:59:58,288
Unanitisha, Pearl.
530
00:59:59,356 --> 01:00:00,590
Sawa?
531
01:00:02,692 --> 01:00:05,295
Nakutakia mafanikio mema
na ukaguzi wako.
532
01:00:05,328 --> 01:00:06,530
Kwa dhati.
533
01:00:29,452 --> 01:00:31,488
Hutaniacha hapa!
534
01:00:31,521 --> 01:00:34,424
Sibaki kwenye shamba hili!
535
01:00:37,294 --> 01:00:40,196
Hakuna kitakachoniweka hapa!
536
01:00:48,405 --> 01:00:51,241
Unanisikia?
537
01:00:52,142 --> 01:00:54,344
Hakuna kitu!
538
01:00:57,547 --> 01:00:59,883
Si wewe! Sio Howard!
539
01:00:59,916 --> 01:01:02,719
Sio Mama! Hakuna mtu!
540
01:01:11,328 --> 01:01:12,862
Hapana.
541
01:01:32,382 --> 01:01:34,651
Nataka ukumbuke
inavyojisikia.
542
01:01:37,487 --> 01:01:40,357
Maana ndivyo nilivyohisi
kila uliponitazama.
543
01:01:46,663 --> 01:01:48,765
Sawa, Baba.
544
01:01:48,798 --> 01:01:50,433
Hebu tukusafishe.
545
01:02:20,998 --> 01:02:23,733
Laiti usingefanya hivyo
niangalie hivyo.
546
01:02:57,667 --> 01:02:58,835
Unafikiri nini?
547
01:03:29,066 --> 01:03:31,401
Asante kwa kila kitu.
548
01:03:32,869 --> 01:03:35,739
Najua utaangalia chini
juu yangu kwa fahari.
549
01:03:43,313 --> 01:03:44,848
Unapendwa.
550
01:04:05,802 --> 01:04:08,738
Au revoir, maskini Johnny!
551
01:04:50,513 --> 01:04:52,749
Ah, asante kwa ulikuja.
552
01:04:52,782 --> 01:04:54,693
Nilianza kufikiria
hukuwa unaenda kuonyesha.
553
01:04:54,717 --> 01:04:56,419
Pole.
554
01:04:56,452 --> 01:04:58,621
Nilikuwa na kazi fulani za kufanya
kuzunguka nyumba.
555
01:04:58,655 --> 01:05:01,357
Naam, nimekuwa katika vile
flap peke yangu.
556
01:05:01,391 --> 01:05:02,892
Najisikia vibaya zaidi
kuliko ninavyofikiria
557
01:05:02,927 --> 01:05:05,029
nilikuwa nimeambukizwa homa hiyo mbaya.
558
01:05:06,729 --> 01:05:08,598
Kuna nini kwenye masanduku?
559
01:05:08,631 --> 01:05:10,834
Vitu vyangu vyote ninavyohitaji
kwa kwenda barabarani.
560
01:05:10,867 --> 01:05:13,070
Lo!
Unajiamini.
561
01:05:15,005 --> 01:05:18,575
Uvumi una kuwa wanaweza kuwa tu
kuchukua gali moja kwa kila mji.
562
01:05:20,610 --> 01:05:21,878
Inapaswa kuwa mimi.
563
01:05:25,415 --> 01:05:28,618
Sidhani ulimaanisha
kusema hivyo kwa sauti, Pearl.
564
01:05:28,651 --> 01:05:31,654
Naam, ikiwa sio mimi, basi
Natumai ni wewe, sawa?
565
01:05:32,189 --> 01:05:33,690
Inapaswa kuwa mimi.
566
01:05:38,895 --> 01:05:40,130
Inayofuata.
567
01:05:52,809 --> 01:05:54,444
Huyo ndiye Dorothy Collins.
568
01:05:57,647 --> 01:05:59,883
Siwezi kusema mimi pia
huzuni kwa ajili yake.
569
01:05:59,916 --> 01:06:03,486
Watu wengine hufikiria tu
wao ni zawadi ya Mungu, unajua?
570
01:06:03,519 --> 01:06:06,123
Lakini daima wanapata nini
kuja kwao hatimaye.
571
01:06:09,893 --> 01:06:11,694
Najisikia vibaya kusema hivyo,
kweli.
572
01:06:11,728 --> 01:06:13,796
Yeye ni nesi.
573
01:06:13,830 --> 01:06:16,166
Sijui jinsi ya kufanya
kitu kama hicho.
574
01:06:16,200 --> 01:06:18,601
Lo, Lulu.
Nina wasiwasi sana.
575
01:06:18,635 --> 01:06:20,503
Wakinicheka nini
nje ya jukwaa?
576
01:06:20,536 --> 01:06:22,139
sidhani
Ningeweza kushughulikia hilo.
577
01:06:24,707 --> 01:06:26,176
Huna hofu vipi?
578
01:06:28,645 --> 01:06:31,081
Nadhani mimi ni zaidi tu
kutumika kwa hisia.
579
01:06:36,753 --> 01:06:37,921
Inayofuata.
580
01:06:54,038 --> 01:06:55,571
Ee Bwana.
581
01:07:04,580 --> 01:07:06,516
Badili mahali nami.
582
01:07:06,549 --> 01:07:08,651
Sidhani naweza kufanya hivi.
Ninaogopa sana.
583
01:07:08,685 --> 01:07:10,586
- Je!
- Njoo, Pearl.
584
01:07:10,620 --> 01:07:13,090
Badili kabla hazijafungua
milango tena.
585
01:07:14,058 --> 01:07:16,492
Njoo. Sogeza.
586
01:07:21,098 --> 01:07:22,933
Asante.
587
01:07:23,866 --> 01:07:25,468
Wewe ni rafiki mzuri.
588
01:07:30,606 --> 01:07:31,774
Je! ni mimi?
589
01:07:34,144 --> 01:07:35,511
Bila shaka uko.
590
01:07:41,884 --> 01:07:44,121
Shemeji inabidi
kushikamana, sawa?
591
01:08:12,615 --> 01:08:13,783
Inayofuata.
592
01:08:14,684 --> 01:08:16,552
Zamu yako, Pearl.
593
01:08:16,586 --> 01:08:18,989
Muda wa kuwaonyesha
unachoweza kufanya.
594
01:08:19,023 --> 01:08:20,656
Nitawaonyesha wote.
595
01:08:21,358 --> 01:08:22,825
Vunja mguu.
596
01:09:26,023 --> 01:09:27,357
Tayari, miss?
597
01:11:25,542 --> 01:11:27,044
Asante.
598
01:11:28,979 --> 01:11:30,380
Lakini itakuwa hapana.
599
01:11:46,063 --> 01:11:48,332
Samahani?
600
01:11:48,365 --> 01:11:51,301
Samahani, wewe sio tu
tulichokuwa nacho akilini.
601
01:12:00,477 --> 01:12:02,946
Naam, hiyo ilikuwa bora zaidi
dansi niliyowahi kufanya.
602
01:12:04,348 --> 01:12:07,417
Ndiyo, ilikuwa nzuri sana.
603
01:12:07,451 --> 01:12:11,121
Lakini tayari tunayo mengi
marafiki kama wewe kwenye kikundi.
604
01:12:11,154 --> 01:12:14,091
Tunatafuta
kitu tofauti leo.
605
01:12:14,124 --> 01:12:18,562
Unajua?
Zaidi ya Wamarekani wote,
606
01:12:18,595 --> 01:12:20,297
mdogo na blonde.
607
01:12:21,965 --> 01:12:23,833
Mtu aliye na kipengele cha X.
608
01:12:27,371 --> 01:12:28,472
Je!
609
01:12:31,208 --> 01:12:32,342
Inayofuata!
610
01:12:38,315 --> 01:12:39,849
Njoo.
611
01:12:40,484 --> 01:12:41,851
- Njoo.
- Hapana.
612
01:12:42,918 --> 01:12:45,589
Ninaogopa hivyo.
613
01:12:45,622 --> 01:12:48,125
Njoo, miss.
Muda wa kwenda.
614
01:12:53,130 --> 01:12:55,265
Tafadhali.
615
01:12:55,299 --> 01:12:57,401
Huelewi.
Nahitaji hii.
616
01:12:57,434 --> 01:13:00,870
Inayofuata, tafadhali.
617
01:13:00,903 --> 01:13:02,372
Ninaweza kuifanya iwe bora zaidi.
618
01:13:02,406 --> 01:13:03,507
Njoo sasa, mpenzi.
619
01:13:03,540 --> 01:13:06,443
Hutaki kutengeneza tukio
na kuharibu kila kitu.
620
01:13:06,476 --> 01:13:09,446
Tafadhali! Nipe tu
nafasi moja zaidi.
621
01:13:10,913 --> 01:13:12,416
- Njoo, sasa.
- Hapana.
622
01:13:13,350 --> 01:13:14,917
Mimi ni... mimi ni nyota.
623
01:13:16,153 --> 01:13:18,989
Njoo. Njoo, miss.
samahani.
624
01:13:19,022 --> 01:13:21,258
- Ni wakati wa kwenda.
- Hapana, mimi ni nyota!
625
01:13:21,291 --> 01:13:22,359
Njoo.
626
01:13:24,194 --> 01:13:28,864
Tafadhali! Mimi ni nyota!
627
01:13:28,898 --> 01:13:30,534
samahani. Ni wakati wa kwenda.
628
01:13:30,567 --> 01:13:32,969
Tafadhali, mtu anisaidie!
629
01:13:33,003 --> 01:13:36,506
Tafadhali! Nisaidie!
Nisaidie!
630
01:13:38,108 --> 01:13:39,842
Hapana!
631
01:14:17,614 --> 01:14:18,914
Lulu?
632
01:14:21,351 --> 01:14:22,486
Lulu?
633
01:14:27,257 --> 01:14:29,025
Vipi nikupeleke nyumbani?
634
01:14:58,655 --> 01:15:00,290
Huyo ni nguruwe wetu?
635
01:15:19,009 --> 01:15:20,510
Je, niende
na kumchukua mama yako?
636
01:15:22,045 --> 01:15:23,480
Hapana.
637
01:15:29,719 --> 01:15:32,289
Vipi nikupate
kitu kizuri cha kunywa?
638
01:15:35,258 --> 01:15:36,626
Mama alikuwa sahihi.
639
01:15:38,762 --> 01:15:40,997
Sitawahi kutoka kwenye shamba hili.
640
01:15:42,132 --> 01:15:43,500
Na ungependa kwenda wapi?
641
01:15:44,801 --> 01:15:46,636
-Ulaya.
-Ulaya?
642
01:15:46,670 --> 01:15:49,139
Kwa nini duniani?
643
01:15:49,172 --> 01:15:50,307
Itakuwa katika magofu
644
01:15:50,340 --> 01:15:52,642
na hutapata Howard kamwe
huko nyuma, nitakuambia.
645
01:15:55,212 --> 01:15:56,580
Oh, njoo, sasa.
646
01:15:56,613 --> 01:15:57,581
Najua umekata tamaa,
647
01:15:57,614 --> 01:16:00,250
lakini hakuna maana
katika kulichukulia kwa bidii hivi.
648
01:16:00,283 --> 01:16:02,552
Ni balaa tu
kundi la kanisa la zamani.
649
01:16:02,586 --> 01:16:05,088
Hizi dots za zamani,
650
01:16:05,121 --> 01:16:09,226
hawamjui wa kwanza
jambo kuhusu kucheza kwa ubora.
651
01:16:10,293 --> 01:16:12,329
Huelewi.
652
01:16:12,362 --> 01:16:13,730
Sijui nini?
653
01:16:14,397 --> 01:16:15,532
Njoo, Pearl.
654
01:16:16,399 --> 01:16:17,567
Kuna nini hasa?
655
01:16:20,804 --> 01:16:22,539
sijisikii
656
01:16:23,840 --> 01:16:25,208
vizuri.
657
01:16:28,078 --> 01:16:29,789
Wewe si kushuka
na kitu, je!
658
01:16:29,813 --> 01:16:31,348
Hapana.
659
01:16:31,381 --> 01:16:32,616
Sio kitu kama hicho.
660
01:16:32,649 --> 01:16:34,217
Oh, asante wema.
661
01:16:34,251 --> 01:16:35,552
Ikiwa nilitoka nje ya nyumba
662
01:16:35,585 --> 01:16:38,455
na kuishia kuleta nyumbani
hakuna chochote ila kijidudu,
663
01:16:38,488 --> 01:16:41,258
mama yangu na baba yangu
ungeniua tu.
664
01:16:43,360 --> 01:16:45,228
Nina wasiwasi hapo
inaweza kuwa kitu
665
01:16:45,262 --> 01:16:47,197
kweli makosa na mimi, Mitsy.
666
01:16:49,399 --> 01:16:50,433
Unasemaje?
667
01:16:51,635 --> 01:16:54,137
Inaonekana kuna
kitu kinakosekana ndani yangu
668
01:16:54,170 --> 01:16:56,206
ambayo ulimwengu wote unayo.
669
01:16:57,741 --> 01:16:59,242
Umemwambia Howard?
670
01:17:01,111 --> 01:17:04,848
Sijawahi kuzungumza juu yake
kwa sauti kwa mtu yeyote.
671
01:17:04,881 --> 01:17:07,784
Hivyo hofu ya
kile ambacho watu wanaweza kufikiria.
672
01:17:07,817 --> 01:17:09,185
Lulu...
673
01:17:10,654 --> 01:17:12,556
Howard ni mume wako.
674
01:17:13,823 --> 01:17:15,592
Anakupenda.
675
01:17:15,625 --> 01:17:18,295
Hupaswi kuogopa
kumwambia jinsi unavyohisi.
676
01:17:19,563 --> 01:17:22,132
Ninaogopa ninachoweza kusema.
677
01:17:22,165 --> 01:17:24,534
Naam, fanya mazoezi
juu yangu kwanza, basi.
678
01:17:25,235 --> 01:17:26,703
Kujifanya mimi ni Howard,
679
01:17:26,736 --> 01:17:29,539
na wewe sema tu
chochote kilicho akilini mwako.
680
01:17:29,573 --> 01:17:31,474
- Siwezi.
- Ndiyo, unaweza.
681
01:17:32,542 --> 01:17:33,610
Endelea. Toa yote.
682
01:17:35,445 --> 01:17:37,681
- Kweli?
- Ndiyo.
683
01:17:38,381 --> 01:17:39,416
Niamini.
684
01:17:52,162 --> 01:17:53,196
Howard...
685
01:17:59,736 --> 01:18:00,870
Nenda mbele, Pearl.
686
01:18:07,711 --> 01:18:10,347
nakuchukia sana
kwa kuniacha hapa,
687
01:18:10,380 --> 01:18:12,315
wakati mwingine natumai utakufa.
688
01:18:15,518 --> 01:18:17,854
samahani.
689
01:18:17,887 --> 01:18:20,857
Najisikia vibaya sana kukiri hivyo,
lakini ni ukweli.
690
01:18:23,860 --> 01:18:25,228
Nilikuwa na hamu ya kutaka kujua
691
01:18:26,529 --> 01:18:27,731
kuhusu wanaume wengine.
692
01:18:29,599 --> 01:18:31,234
Nina hakika huna
kutaka kusikia kuhusu
693
01:18:31,267 --> 01:18:32,869
mgeni anayemridhisha mkeo,
694
01:18:32,902 --> 01:18:34,804
na ninaapa ilikuwa mara moja tu.
695
01:18:35,472 --> 01:18:37,407
Ilikuwa ni makosa.
696
01:18:37,440 --> 01:18:40,410
Sio yeye niliyemtaka.
Najua hilo sasa.
697
01:18:40,443 --> 01:18:42,178
Na ninatamani mambo
inaweza tu kurudi nyuma
698
01:18:42,212 --> 01:18:43,613
jinsi walivyokuwa hapo awali,
699
01:18:43,647 --> 01:18:45,482
lakini sioni jinsi wangeweza,
700
01:18:47,417 --> 01:18:49,386
si baada ya mambo ambayo nimefanya.
701
01:18:52,990 --> 01:18:55,592
Umefanya nini kingine, Pearl?
702
01:18:55,625 --> 01:18:57,594
Ah, Howard.
703
01:18:57,627 --> 01:18:59,930
natambua
jinsi hii yote lazima sauti.
704
01:19:01,398 --> 01:19:03,500
Kusema kweli, kulikuwa na wakati
Nilibembelezwa
705
01:19:03,533 --> 01:19:06,503
kuwa na mtu mzuri
kama unavyonisumbua.
706
01:19:06,536 --> 01:19:08,672
Wewe ni mtu mzuri sana.
Najua hilo.
707
01:19:09,974 --> 01:19:12,909
Nilihakikisha kuwa daima
makini na moyo wako.
708
01:19:12,943 --> 01:19:15,445
Sikuwahi kukutaka
kuhisi wivu.
709
01:19:16,780 --> 01:19:18,915
Ni hisia mbaya
kama kuoza,
710
01:19:18,949 --> 01:19:22,852
jinsi inavyojipinda tu
na kugeuka ndani yako.
711
01:19:22,886 --> 01:19:24,955
Najua kwamba kuuma vizuri.
712
01:19:25,555 --> 01:19:27,791
Nahisi.
713
01:19:27,824 --> 01:19:31,361
Kila ninapowaona wengine
ambao maisha yao yanakuja rahisi
714
01:19:32,762 --> 01:19:35,632
kwa sababu ukweli ni kwamba,
Mimi si mtu mzuri kabisa.
715
01:19:36,934 --> 01:19:38,111
Pearl, nadhani ni lazima tu...
716
01:19:38,135 --> 01:19:40,837
Sababu ya mimi kuweka macho yangu
ardhi karibu na wanaume wengine
717
01:19:40,870 --> 01:19:42,639
haikuwa kamwe kuepuka kukuumiza.
718
01:19:44,741 --> 01:19:46,910
Ni kwa sababu nilielewa
jinsi nilivyokuwa na bahati
719
01:19:46,944 --> 01:19:49,312
kuwa na mawazo yako.
720
01:19:49,345 --> 01:19:52,882
Ninaweza kuwa msichana maskini wa shamba,
Howard, lakini mimi sio mjinga.
721
01:19:52,916 --> 01:19:56,586
Nilikuona wakati huo
ulikuja kuishi nasi.
722
01:19:56,619 --> 01:19:58,722
Ulifanya kazi kwa bidii
kama wakulima wengine,
723
01:19:58,755 --> 01:20:00,490
lakini ulikuwa tofauti.
724
01:20:00,523 --> 01:20:02,559
Unatoka mahali fulani.
725
01:20:02,592 --> 01:20:04,327
Mahali pazuri, pazuri
726
01:20:04,360 --> 01:20:06,730
ambayo unaweza kurudi
wakati wowote ulipotaka.
727
01:20:08,999 --> 01:20:11,334
Ninatamani sana kuwa na hiyo.
728
01:20:13,303 --> 01:20:15,438
Maisha yangu yote,
Nimetaka kutoka shamba hili
729
01:20:15,472 --> 01:20:17,407
na ulikuwa tikiti yangu ya kutoka.
730
01:20:18,675 --> 01:20:20,276
Hivyo...
731
01:20:20,310 --> 01:20:23,680
Nilihakikisha sitakuruhusu kamwe
nione mimi ni nani hasa.
732
01:20:23,713 --> 01:20:26,282
Ilifanya kazi kama hirizi, pia.
733
01:20:26,316 --> 01:20:28,685
Kisha wakati wewe hatimaye
akanirudisha
734
01:20:28,718 --> 01:20:30,487
nyumbani kwako
kukutana na familia yako,
735
01:20:30,520 --> 01:20:31,956
ilikuwa kama nilivyotarajia.
736
01:20:33,757 --> 01:20:35,825
Maisha ya moja kwa moja
nje ya picha.
737
01:20:37,694 --> 01:20:39,829
Angalau ndivyo
ilionekana kwangu.
738
01:20:42,465 --> 01:20:43,633
Na hukutaka.
739
01:20:46,971 --> 01:20:48,738
Ulitaka tu
kukaa hapa shambani kwetu,
740
01:20:48,772 --> 01:20:50,607
na hilo lilinikasirisha sana.
741
01:20:51,741 --> 01:20:53,077
Ungewezaje?
742
01:20:53,110 --> 01:20:56,312
Nina hakika ulijua
Nilichukia, lazima uwe.
743
01:20:56,346 --> 01:20:58,414
Ungewezaje kuwa
hivyo ubinafsi na ukatili
744
01:20:58,448 --> 01:21:00,483
baada ya yote nimefanya
kukufanya uwe na furaha?
745
01:21:05,855 --> 01:21:08,558
Hata nilikuwa mjamzito
na mtoto wako.
746
01:21:13,363 --> 01:21:16,699
Sikuwahi kutaka kuwa mama.
747
01:21:16,733 --> 01:21:20,403
Nilichukia hisia zake
kukua ndani yangu.
748
01:21:20,436 --> 01:21:22,006
Ilihisi kama ugonjwa.
749
01:21:24,074 --> 01:21:27,978
Kuvuta na kuninyonya kama
mnyama fulani mwenye uhitaji ghalani.
750
01:21:29,746 --> 01:21:32,016
Ningewezaje kuwajibika
kwa maisha mengine?
751
01:21:32,983 --> 01:21:34,884
Maisha yananitisha.
752
01:21:34,918 --> 01:21:37,754
Ni kali, na giza,
na kukimbia.
753
01:21:40,024 --> 01:21:42,492
Nilifarijika sana ilipokufa.
754
01:21:42,525 --> 01:21:44,460
Ilikuwa uzito mmoja chini
kuniweka mtegoni hapa,
755
01:21:44,494 --> 01:21:46,931
lakini vita vikaja
nawe umeniacha pia.
756
01:21:47,932 --> 01:21:50,067
Kwa nini umeniacha, Howard?
757
01:21:56,639 --> 01:21:58,474
Nachukia hisia kama hii.
758
01:21:59,043 --> 01:22:01,444
Hivyo pathetic.
759
01:22:01,477 --> 01:22:03,847
Je, watu kama wewe
umewahi kuhisi hivi?
760
01:22:04,581 --> 01:22:05,715
Naona huna.
761
01:22:05,748 --> 01:22:07,884
Unaonekana mkamilifu sana
wakati wote.
762
01:22:07,917 --> 01:22:10,553
Bwana lazima awe
mkarimu kwako.
763
01:22:10,587 --> 01:22:12,990
Hajibu kamwe
maombi yangu yoyote.
764
01:22:13,023 --> 01:22:15,525
sijui kwanini.
Nilifanya nini?
765
01:22:15,558 --> 01:22:17,627
Nina shida gani?
766
01:22:17,660 --> 01:22:19,863
Tafadhali, niambie tu
ili nipate nafuu.
767
01:22:19,896 --> 01:22:21,464
Sitaki kuishia
kama Mama.
768
01:22:21,497 --> 01:22:23,167
Nataka kucheza
kwenye skrini
769
01:22:23,200 --> 01:22:25,401
kama warembo
katika picha.
770
01:22:26,736 --> 01:22:29,439
Nataka walicho nacho vibaya sana,
771
01:22:29,472 --> 01:22:31,008
kuwa mkamilifu,
772
01:22:31,041 --> 01:22:33,710
kupendwa kutoka
watu wengi iwezekanavyo
773
01:22:33,743 --> 01:22:36,479
kufidia muda wangu wote
alitumia mateso.
774
01:22:39,183 --> 01:22:41,151
Wakati mwingine mimi huamka
katikati ya usiku
775
01:22:41,185 --> 01:22:44,121
na hofu inanijia,
kwani ikiwa ni hii?
776
01:22:46,489 --> 01:22:48,125
Nini kama hii ni
pale nilipo?
777
01:22:53,863 --> 01:22:55,032
Mimi ni kushindwa.
778
01:22:56,466 --> 01:22:57,600
mimi si mrembo
779
01:22:59,103 --> 01:23:01,537
au ya kupendeza kwa asili,
au kirafiki.
780
01:23:02,139 --> 01:23:03,606
mimi si mwerevu,
781
01:23:04,241 --> 01:23:06,043
au kuchekesha, au kujiamini.
782
01:23:08,478 --> 01:23:10,880
Mimi ndivyo Mama alivyosema
Nilikuwa dhaifu.
783
01:23:12,216 --> 01:23:14,617
sijui kwanini.
Nilifanya nini?
784
01:23:14,651 --> 01:23:16,486
Kwa nini familia yangu haikuwa kama yako?
785
01:23:16,519 --> 01:23:19,555
Ninachukia jinsi inavyohisi
kuwa mimi na sio wewe.
786
01:23:19,589 --> 01:23:21,524
Ninaogopa sana hilo
utakaporudi nyumbani,
787
01:23:21,557 --> 01:23:22,825
utaniona na kuogopa
788
01:23:22,859 --> 01:23:24,594
kama kila mtu mwingine.
789
01:23:27,864 --> 01:23:29,899
Najua nilichofanya,
790
01:23:29,934 --> 01:23:31,135
mambo mabaya,
791
01:23:32,169 --> 01:23:36,572
ya kutisha, ya kutisha,
mambo ya mauaji.
792
01:23:36,606 --> 01:23:39,043
Nawajutia sasa,
lakini nilipenda jinsi walivyohisi.
793
01:23:39,076 --> 01:23:40,910
Natamani nisingefanya, lakini nilifanya.
794
01:23:42,712 --> 01:23:45,848
Hapo awali, ilikuwa wanyama tu
mdogo kuliko mimi.
795
01:23:46,783 --> 01:23:47,884
Hakuna chochote na hisia.
796
01:23:47,917 --> 01:23:49,485
Hakuna kitu ambacho kinaweza kuniumiza tena.
797
01:23:50,720 --> 01:23:51,821
Ilijisikia vizuri.
798
01:23:52,889 --> 01:23:54,691
Kuua ni rahisi kuliko unavyofikiria,
799
01:23:56,093 --> 01:23:57,527
hadi hivi karibuni na Mama
800
01:23:57,560 --> 01:23:58,963
na kijana
kutoka kwa nyumba ya picha.
801
01:23:58,996 --> 01:24:00,064
Walikuwa tofauti.
802
01:24:00,863 --> 01:24:02,699
Walikuwa na maana zaidi.
803
01:24:02,732 --> 01:24:04,567
Niliwaumiza
ili wao pia wapate kujua
804
01:24:04,600 --> 01:24:05,711
inahisije kuteseka,
805
01:24:05,735 --> 01:24:07,204
lakini maskini baba
hakustahili hilo.
806
01:24:07,237 --> 01:24:09,505
Laiti nisingefanya nilichofanya.
807
01:24:12,142 --> 01:24:13,643
Mama alikuwa na maana nzuri.
808
01:24:14,811 --> 01:24:17,081
Alikuwa na maisha magumu.
809
01:24:17,114 --> 01:24:18,915
Alitaka nyumba tu
kujisikia salama ndani.
810
01:24:18,949 --> 01:24:20,050
Ninaweza kuona hilo.
811
01:24:20,917 --> 01:24:21,986
Nilidhani namchukia,
812
01:24:22,019 --> 01:24:23,786
lakini nataka tu
jisikie salama pia.
813
01:24:28,758 --> 01:24:29,826
Bwana...
814
01:24:31,095 --> 01:24:33,964
Nilifanya fujo kama hiyo.
815
01:24:35,165 --> 01:24:37,234
Sijui ni kiasi gani zaidi
Naweza kuchukua.
816
01:24:39,103 --> 01:24:40,603
Ninahitaji kusafisha hii.
817
01:24:41,738 --> 01:24:43,974
Yote hayo.
818
01:24:44,008 --> 01:24:46,944
Nahitaji kurekebisha mambo
kabla ya kuniona tena.
819
01:24:48,644 --> 01:24:50,280
Labda kama naweza kugeuza shamba hili
820
01:24:50,314 --> 01:24:52,049
ndani ya nyumba kwa ajili yetu
kama ulivyotaka,
821
01:24:52,082 --> 01:24:53,916
mambo hatimaye
kuwa tofauti.
822
01:24:53,951 --> 01:24:56,686
Naweza kusamehe.
823
01:24:57,587 --> 01:24:59,189
Ninaweza kuwa vile unavyotaka niwe
824
01:25:00,057 --> 01:25:01,791
kama utakaa nami tu.
825
01:25:03,193 --> 01:25:04,928
Je, ungefanya hivyo, tafadhali?
826
01:25:07,797 --> 01:25:09,766
siwezi kuwa
peke yangu tena.
827
01:25:09,799 --> 01:25:10,867
Ni ngumu sana.
828
01:25:15,339 --> 01:25:17,174
Tunaweza kupendana.
829
01:25:17,207 --> 01:25:19,143
Nitakufanyia hivyo
830
01:25:19,176 --> 01:25:22,312
kama kweli ulimaanisha hayo yote
"hadi kifo kitakapotutenganisha."
831
01:25:24,614 --> 01:25:25,848
Ingetosha,
832
01:25:27,850 --> 01:25:30,720
mimi na wewe tu
hapa kwenye shamba hili.
833
01:25:37,327 --> 01:25:39,695
Yote nataka kweli
ni kupendwa.
834
01:25:43,333 --> 01:25:46,036
Nina wakati mgumu sana
bila hivi karibuni.
835
01:26:22,940 --> 01:26:25,741
Labda niende sasa.
836
01:26:25,775 --> 01:26:28,778
Mama atashangaa wapi
Niko ikiwa siko nyumbani hivi karibuni.
837
01:26:37,720 --> 01:26:39,189
Je, unaniogopa?
838
01:26:41,258 --> 01:26:42,259
Hapana.
839
01:26:45,395 --> 01:26:46,729
Bila shaka, Pearl.
840
01:26:50,300 --> 01:26:51,901
Unafikiri mimi ni mgonjwa?
841
01:26:54,004 --> 01:26:55,005
Hapana.
842
01:26:57,241 --> 01:26:58,242
Asante.
843
01:27:02,146 --> 01:27:03,813
Nina furaha kwa ajili yako.
844
01:27:07,117 --> 01:27:08,718
Je!
845
01:27:08,751 --> 01:27:09,919
Kwa kupata sehemu
846
01:27:10,954 --> 01:27:13,090
katika kundi la ngoma.
Ulistahili.
847
01:27:15,259 --> 01:27:18,028
- Sikupata sehemu.
- Ni sawa.
848
01:27:19,196 --> 01:27:20,440
Si lazima
kujifanya tena.
849
01:27:20,464 --> 01:27:22,032
Hisia zangu hazitaumia.
850
01:27:23,433 --> 01:27:25,668
Ikiwa si mimi, nilifurahi
ilikuwa wewe, sawa?
851
01:27:28,905 --> 01:27:30,974
- Lakini, Pearl, mimi ...
- Tafadhali...
852
01:27:32,442 --> 01:27:33,843
Usinidanganye.
853
01:27:40,517 --> 01:27:43,353
Naam, ndiyo.
854
01:27:45,923 --> 01:27:47,090
Asante.
855
01:27:50,093 --> 01:27:51,995
Itakuwa kuvimba kweli,
856
01:27:53,063 --> 01:27:55,065
wakicheza kuzunguka jimbo.
857
01:27:58,268 --> 01:28:01,871
Natumaini unaweza kuja
tazama kipindi.
858
01:28:05,509 --> 01:28:07,743
Unapata kila wakati
kila kitu unachotaka.
859
01:28:10,180 --> 01:28:12,249
Wewe ni mdogo na zaidi ya blonde.
860
01:28:14,451 --> 01:28:17,087
Lazima niende sasa.
861
01:28:21,058 --> 01:28:23,360
Wewe si gonna
sema chochote, je!
862
01:28:25,095 --> 01:28:26,263
Hapana.
863
01:28:32,936 --> 01:28:35,172
Ninampenda sana Howard.
864
01:28:38,008 --> 01:28:39,176
Najua.
865
01:28:40,344 --> 01:28:41,911
Hakuna mtu anayepaswa kujua.
866
01:28:42,946 --> 01:28:44,214
Ninaweza kurekebisha mambo.
867
01:28:45,848 --> 01:28:48,018
Inaweza kuwa siri yetu, Mitsy.
868
01:29:39,069 --> 01:29:40,337
Msaada!
869
01:29:41,538 --> 01:29:42,872
Nisaidie!
870
01:29:43,640 --> 01:29:46,076
Mtu, tafadhali msaada!
871
01:29:46,109 --> 01:29:48,045
Hapana!
872
01:29:48,545 --> 01:29:50,013
Hapana, tafadhali.
873
01:29:50,047 --> 01:29:52,149
Msaada! Msaada!
874
01:30:03,927 --> 01:30:05,861
Msaada!
875
01:30:08,465 --> 01:30:10,233
Nisaidie, tafadhali!
876
01:30:10,267 --> 01:30:12,069
Msaada!
877
01:30:21,178 --> 01:30:23,213
Tafadhali, hapana! Hapana!
878
01:30:23,980 --> 01:30:25,282
Sitamwambia mtu yeyote!
879
01:30:25,315 --> 01:30:26,882
Tafadhali, naapa!
880
01:30:27,250 --> 01:30:28,985
Hapana!
881
01:30:29,019 --> 01:30:32,522
Tafadhali! Nitafanya chochote
unataka.
882
01:30:32,556 --> 01:30:35,625
Sio kuhusu
ninachotaka tena, Mitsy.
883
01:30:35,659 --> 01:30:36,593
Tafadhali.
884
01:30:36,626 --> 01:30:39,329
Ni juu ya kufanya bora zaidi
ya nilichonacho.
885
01:30:39,363 --> 01:30:42,199
Hapana! Hapana!
886
01:30:43,367 --> 01:30:45,135
Hapana!
887
01:33:50,820 --> 01:33:53,189
Utubariki, ee Bwana,
888
01:33:53,223 --> 01:33:55,859
na hizi karama zako
889
01:33:55,892 --> 01:33:59,629
ambayo tunakaribia kupokea
kutoka kwa neema yako,
890
01:34:01,464 --> 01:34:03,366
kwa njia ya Kristo Bwana wetu.
891
01:34:04,734 --> 01:34:06,169
Amina.
892
01:34:46,176 --> 01:34:47,477
Muda mrefu sana, nyote.
893
01:35:05,562 --> 01:35:06,696
Lulu?
894
01:35:12,937 --> 01:35:14,170
Lulu?
895
01:35:36,359 --> 01:35:37,360
Howard?
896
01:35:40,597 --> 01:35:42,933
Nimefurahi sana uko nyumbani.