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Who even are you?

You should've shut this down.

-I couldn't. -Why not?

It's bigger than me.

-What is? -What I feel for you.

Come on, Will.

I seriously don't get how my sister set me up like this.

I just want to go home.

BASED ON THE NOVEL BY ALICE KELLEN

Here.

This is yours.

Sorry. I never meant for things to be like this.

I'm sorry too.

I don't know.

I don't get it. I thought you were different.

I am.

How would you know?

Goodbye, Will.

You crossed the line.

-I'm talking to you. -You crossed the line, Lucy!

For fuck's sake, he's got a ton of baggage.

-Like you don't? -Don't start.

Why'd you drag me into this?

-Greta-- -Leave me alone!

Don't come back. I'm better off on my own.

Mom?

Mom.

Sleeping Beauty is finally awake.

What are you doing?

What your sister asked.

DONATION

Want to come?

Sure.

WINTER CLOTHES

-Do you iron all this later? -Yeah, don't worry about it.

All done.

That's everything.

Did you check if there's anything you want to keep?

No, don't worry.

We can hang on to it for a few days in case you change your mind.

No.

It's fine. Sorry.

What you do here is really great.

-Ready? -Yeah. Bye. Thanks.

Okay. Bye.

That wasn't easy.

You okay?

Thanks, Mom.

Let's see if you like it.

I made it myself. Unlike some people.

It's great, Victoria.

You have to give me the recipe.

One hundred and thirty-two pounds… by March.

-Nice. -Thanks.

Okay, Pedro. A realistic wish. Go on.

For me…

WELL-BEING TIMELINE

…sleeping seven hours.

-That's a good one. -By October.

Yeah, the little guy still sneaks in to sleep with me sometimes.

But on his own. I don't call him.

Honestly, I've been sleeping like crap without Silvia.

-You still talk? -Yeah.

-Almost every day-- -At night, I-- Sorry, Jenni.

No, go ahead, Marta.

At night I talk to Toni.

I tell him about how the girls are doing, and how I'm doing.

I don't know if it's right, but it helps.

-It's great. -It really is, right, Marta?

-It's great. -Yeah.

I see Lucy.

Well, it's…

like I see her.

We talk.

We even argue and everything.

When I think that…

I'll never see her again…

it… doesn't make sense.

But other times…

it physically hurts.

Like I can't breathe.

The people we love stay with us, right?

All our lives.

We should honor them.

But…

we also have to learn to let them go.

GAMES

So now what?

What would the boxes of my own game be?

MY GAME

See Klimt's The Kiss.

Obviously.

Get my license.

Go to the Canary Islands to see Grandpa.

Apologize to Olivia.

Tell my parents I love them.

Work…

Or study.

BEST UNIVERSITY FOR ART HISTORY

UNIVERSITY OF ROME

Hi. My name is Greta Álvarez.

ADMISSION FORM

Most people don't know why they came into this world.

I do.

I was genetically chosen for a specific purpose.

To save my sister.

Greta!

Greta!

I've always felt like I don't fit.

But I refuse to change who I am.

I really admire people who can express themselves

through painting, sculpture, or photography.

Greta!

That's why I never missed an art history class.

The thing is, for the first time ever,

I have a wish that isn't about my sister.

-Greta! -To study at your school.

Major in art history.

You're probably wondering why I'm telling you all this,

and I know the admission deadline has passed.

-Greta, come on! -But I just had to try.

By the way, my sister died.

But I did everything I could. Just like I'm doing now.

TRANSLATE

Sincerely, Greta Álvarez.

SEND

APPLICATION SENT

-Sorry. -Hi.

Marvel, come!

Ana, I'm taking Marvel.

Greta, come here.

Coming.

Ana, your friends have some crazy dogs.

I'll have to--

-Mom? -Hi.

Do you have any plans now?

-No, I'm just taking care of the dogs. -Come with us.

I'm taking your mom somewhere.

No, don't worry. Ana's just trying to rope me into something.

Who, me?

-I'm not. -Sure.

But I'm convinced the second you see it, you'll get hooked on sales again.

Trust me.

They're great apartments for young people.

-Oh. I'm interested. -See?

Rosi, these will sell themselves.

And the government is handling the paperwork.

-So you don't need me. -What do you mean?

I always need someone like you.

-Smooth talker, huh? -No.

You're gonna love it.

This can't be right.

Hey, Grandpa. I'm checking flights to Lanzarote.

They cost more than flying to China.

NEW MESSAGE

Greta, I know you don't want to see me,

but I need you to believe me about one thing.

I can't.

I can't. I'm done.

Hey. Sorry, I came from another meeting.

What a mess. How are you?

-All good? -Yeah.

Juan's parents aren't coming, right?

Don't worry. Just the lawyers.

Okay? Want a coffee?

-Thanks. -It'll be quick.

-Did the transfer go through? -Yeah, last night.

-Hi. -Hello.

Greta… tomorrow Dad's taking you to your road test, okay?

I made plans with Ana.

She wants us to check out those apartments.

She won't let it go until I see them.

Okay.

Hey, where's Dad?

Out with coworkers. They closed a big deal.

Greta.

I wanted to tell you something.

You're amazing.

What's this about?

You just are.

I'm so lucky to have you as my daughter.

-No way. I'm a walking disaster. -You're not.

If it weren't for you, I'd still be stuck on the couch.

It wasn't just me.

Yes, it was.

I want to tell you something too.

What's up?

I…

I love you so much, Mom.

I love you too, honey.

TELL MY DAD I LOVE HIM

Greta, I know you don't want to see me,

but I need you to believe me about one thing.

Everything between us, what I feel when I'm with you, it's real.

What a voice.

I know because I've pretended before and hidden how I really felt.

Sorry. I know this is a lot.

But we can't leave things like this. Let me see you one more time.

Greta, I know you don't want to see me,

but you need to believe me about one thing.

I shouldn't have had coffee this morning.

I should've had two.

-Do you have an ibuprofen? -Are you hungover?

I only had two drinks.

Your eyes say otherwise.

Come on.

Greta Álvarez?

-Hi. -Good morning.

Good morning.

Let's see.

-Ready to head out? -Just a second.

DRIVING SCHOOL

Yeah.

I think so.

Okay. Let's begin.

Seat belt.

Sir!

I can see what you're doing.

Anything else you'd like to tell the driver?

No. Sorry.

Good.

Start when you're ready and merge into traffic.

So the guy goes, all serious,

"Enter the roundabout and take the fourth exit."

"But there are only three."

Then my instructor goes, "You mean the third exit?"

And the exit was right there.

Then the examiner goes, "Right, the third."

-But I already had it on my right. -So what'd you do?

So I just went,

"Okay, I'll go around again to avoid making a sudden maneuver."

Total boss move.

Yeah. Congrats.

Thanks.

How about you, Mom? How'd it go with Ana?

Good.

Yeah, the development's great.

Green spaces and coworking. It has everything.

-You expecting someone? -No.

A perfect road test.

-That's my girl. -Will.

Hi, Rosi.

-Is Greta here? -Yeah.

Yeah, come in.

He's Will, a friend of Lucy's.

You know each other?

-Come in. -Nice to meet you.

Want some pizza?

We're celebrating. Greta passed her road test.

Congratulations.

No, thanks. I just came to talk to Greta.

Sure. Go ahead.

Nice to meet you.

Sorry for just showing up.

Have you decided what you're doing about the game?

I'll finish it, I guess.

-But I want to do it alone. -I get it.

No, you don't, Will.

-You were lying to me this whole time. -I didn't lie to you.

At first, I didn't have any reason to tell you anything.

And later?

Later on?

I liked that you didn't know.

-It was like… -Like starting over.

Like starting over.

You love that.

You think?

I don't know, Will.

I'm always a step behind.

Even my mom knows who you are.

We saw each other at the hospital.

It doesn't matter.

I can't do this with you, Will.

You may have a lot of experience pretending.

But I see you…

and it stirs everything up.

Same here. I see you, and it stirs everything up, too.

From day one.

At the burger place.

-Yeah. -Sure.

I mean it.

Look, Greta.

I wasn't looking for someone.

I didn't want to hurt anyone. Or fall in love.

I was better off on my own.

But I need you to believe me.

Do you really not want to know how the game ends?

There are two boxes left.

-Only two? -Just two.

-Here? -That's what the box says.

I'll drop you off. You know what to do.

It's like she could read my mind.

Greta?

Hi.

What do you want?

Nothing. Maybe this was a bad idea.

What are you doing?

You came here just to say hi and leave?

Come in. Before I change my mind.

My mom made it. She cooks great meals when I visit.

-You didn't take down our photos. -Yeah, I'm not here much.

You look different, Oli.

What do you want, Greta?

I want to apologize.

I'm really sorry about what happened.

-Not what happened. What you did. -Fine, sorry. What I did.

Greta?

What the hell?

Oli!

Olivia, wait!

Oli, just let me explain! Stop!

Olivia, come on!

See? He's a creep. Do you believe me now?

-Olivia. -Leave me alone.

-Oli! -Leave me alone!

I wanted to show you what Sebas was really like.

But that was my call, not yours.

I thought you were staying because of him.

I wasn't staying because of him.

I was staying for my family and my friends.

And you.

I'm really sorry about Lucy.

I called, but you didn't answer. I figured you didn't want to talk to me.

Well… I didn't even see the missed call.

Those days were a blur.

Are you still at the factory?

Still with Tino?

No to both. I left it all behind.

-Tino? Same old story. -No. This time it's for real.

Plus… I've met someone.

What? Seriously?

-Yeah. -Let me see him.

All right. He was a friend of my sister's.

-Whoa. Excuse me? -It's a mistake.

He'd have to be your brother for it to be a mistake.

Come on.

He's got baggage.

And now, well, I don't know.

People change. You've gotta give them a second chance.

Look at us.

What?

Nothing. I missed you.

-Me too. -Really?

Yeah. So much.

Hi.

Where have you been? I called you three times.

Just out, Mom.

You couldn't pick up?

-Were you with Will? -No.

Well, at first, yeah.

What's all this about? I never tell you anything.

When are you going to introduce me to Will?

Grandpa! When did you get here?

You couldn't come to me, so I came to you.

-I wanted to visit. -Right.

-When did you get in? Tell me. -Let's see if he tells you more than me.

What else do you want me to say, Rosi?

-I said everything's great. -You think that's enough?

It's a good summary.

-Yeah, optimal. -Hold on. I brought you something.

-Fanny packs! -For Rosi.

-And a fridge magnet. -Nice.

There's plenty to catch up on here.

Everything's just great.

See, Rosi? Good summary.

-Right. -See?

You two.

The app just says,

"Your plant needs water or has too much water."

So no app, no compass, no grandpa…

Good thing I had Lucy's game.

Well…

-I got my driver's license. -Well done.

I left the country and made up with Olivia…

That's a big step.

Plus, I applied to study art history.

In Rome.

All right.

You're not surprised?

About art history?

You've always loved that.

The thing is, Greta, you've never put yourself first.

Lucy always came first.

-I wish she still did. -Of course.

But no one should grow up with that kind of responsibility.

What responsibility, Grandpa? I was just a…

-A resource. -No.

You were a hope.

She lived thanks to you.

And she was very happy.

Greta!

Greta!

Greta, come on!

Greta!

Greta, come!

What?

Nine!

Ten!

Eleven!

Twelve!

-Happy New Year! -Happy New Year!

Greta, look…

-Lucy. -Hmm?

Think I'll be able to do it?

I don't know, to start studying again with so many new people.

So far away.

You always said you felt like you didn't fit.

Well, I'm sure there are loads of other misfits there.

Rome. Art.

It'll be an exciting time in your life.

Okay.

I basically handed it to you, by the way.

-Well… -What?

Handed it to me, Lucy? No.

They were clues to make you think it was your idea, but it was mine.

Half and half.

No. 80-20.

40-60. And I'm being generous.

I'm gonna pay.

-So, what about Will? -Don't talk to me about Will.

Let's go in and see if Dad's there.

Dad.

Greta.

Greta, let me explain. It's not what it looks like.

Don't you dare say that cliché.

Are you two together?

-Come on, let's talk. -Talk about what?

About you being with someone else while we're grieving?

-Say it. Tell me! -Can you calm down?

No. I won't calm down. Are you together or not?

-Listen to me. -Don't touch me! Leave me alone.

-Greta, please. -Leave me alone!

-Greta, let me-- -Leave me alone!

What an asshole.

Let me talk to her.

Greta.

-What? Did you tell her already? -Greta.

I already knew.

I've known since it started.

Your father and I are getting divorced. We started the process a while ago.

What are you saying?

We didn't know how to tell you, but it's for the best.

-Best for who? For him? -No, for both of us.

What else would you say?

-You told me you still loved each other. -We do. That's not the problem.

We've been going in different directions.

We both need a fresh start.

What is it with everyone and a fresh start?

-A fresh start doesn't exist. You see? -Well, something like it.

I don't understand.

Honey. Greta.

Honey…

They're running away, Grandpa.

Don't they see?

They have the right to.

After everything they've been through.

Your mom's strong. Like you.

Don't worry about that. Here.

Thanks.

I'm afraid to go to Rome and leave her alone.

But she has to do this alone.

We can be there to support her.

But she has to move forward on her own.

-What did you put in the omelet? -Hot sauce.

I like it.

Everything's changing so much and so fast.

It makes my head spin.

But you have to keep going, Greta.

It's better to move on your own than to be pushed.

Eat up. It's getting cold.

When I finish a book, I always feel a tingling in my fingertips.

I want to keep turning pages, but they've run out.

I've never liked endings.

What a surprise.

I came to finish the game.

To open the last box.

When? Now?

Yeah. The sooner, the better, Will.

Otherwise, I might chicken out.

I don't have the game here. It's in my trailer.

I can bring it to you tomorrow.

No.

Bring it here, and I'll pick it up.

Okay?

Right.

I can't do this with you, Will.

On my way here, I started feeling dizzy.

Why were you getting dizzy?

Because I really like you.

But I have too much going on.

And I honestly don't trust you.

Look, Greta, I've opened up to you.

You have to believe me.

I can't.

I'm sorry. I can't.

Leave the game here. I'll pick it up.

It's fine.

Here.

You take it. It's in the trailer, in the closet.

This is too much for us.

Are you okay with me going into your trailer alone?

I'm not hiding anything.

Leave the keys outside, on the lamp.

Or want to wait until my shift's over?

No. I'll go.

I like colorful wigs.

And I like glitter, but don't tell anyone.

Let me in. The mosquitoes are eating me alive.

Here.

Mosquito repellent.

We did it, Will Tucker!

Our first tripoint!

Do you really not want to know how the game ends?

Hey.

Hey.

Did you open the last box?

No.

I can't do that to you.

Tell me something.

How do I know this is the real you?

You'll have to trust me.

I'm tired of pretending.

You have a lot of explaining to do.

Whatever you want.

You're kind of in transition, Will.

I don't want to be temporary.

I want to matter.

Do you get that?

Give me your hand.

Feel how fast my heart's beating?

You can't fake that.

For the first time, I want to go with what I feel.

And what do you feel?

I feel like

I want to…

undress you…

and kiss you…

and fuck you until I can't anymore.

Pure rock and roll.

Thrash metal.

-No pop? -No.

THE MAP OF LONGING

Subtitle translation by: Meredith Cannella