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[Footsteps]
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[Grinding Gears]
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[♪Music Playing]
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[Gasping]
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[Bones Cracking]
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[Door Creaking Open]
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[Clears Throat]
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- I'm here for my eight o'clock.
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- Your first name?
- Lenny.
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I know, doctor patient
romance is forbidden, but
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what's the etiquette on
patient cute receptionist?
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It's frowned upon.
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Up the stairs to the right.
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[♪Music Playing]
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[Foot Stomp]
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- I don't know.
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- Hey, you need a name tag!
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[♪Music Playing]
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[Gasping]
My demons are my own.
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My demons are my own.
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[Door Closes]
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How long have you been
seeing Dr. Hedonia?
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- I've been seeing the
doctor for about a year.
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First patient.
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For this uh...
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program that is.
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- I just started.
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- Alright.
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Is your incident recent?
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- Last fall.
- Not even a scar.
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Still a wound.
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Paroxetine?
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- Venlafaxine.
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- You're on that first mountain.
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It's not the tallest,
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but it's the hardest
one to conquer.
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Pills are a steady
rope and harness,
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but being physical, that's
some good hiking boots.
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- Physical?
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- You know, get into a fight.
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Even get your ass kicked.
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Maybe even a one night stand.
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- I, I, I don't wanna fight.
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- Then you definitely need to.
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[♪Music Playing]
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- At least I'm not the last.
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- That's an interesting name.
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- I'll take it as a compliment.
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- Oh, please do.
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Dr. Hedonia says to make
a new friend each day.
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- Break the cycle.
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Lenny: Maybe that's
why we are here.
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To see how each of us does it.
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Dev: We're here because
we're fucked up.
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Lenny: What about you, ginger?
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[Distant Screams]
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Are you fucked up?
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[♪Music Playing]
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[Door Closes]
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I see we're short a shipmate.
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Unfortunately, this is the only
room large enough for group.
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Let's start with a
present centered exercise
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and make use of the tardiness.
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Has anyone experienced
turmoil lately?
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Don't look at me, Doc.
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Dev?
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I've experienced frustration.
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- What caused the frustration?
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- I was being ignored.
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- And what was
your core emotion?
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- Anger.
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- What was the reason
for your anger?
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- Because I was ignored.
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I was at the bar and
this guy was ignoring me.
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- What triggered you?
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- I felt marginalized.
- Unworthy?
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- Alone.
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I feel alone a lot now.
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That's why I went to the
bar in the first place.
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- Good. And what
was your action?
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- I, I smashed a beer
bottle over their head.
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- Okay. An overcompensation
for a feeling of inadequacy.
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- I, I didn't want to hurt him.
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He, he, he just, he
just wasn't listening.
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- Close your eyes, Dev.
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Take a breath.
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[Deep Breathing]
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Now, imagine a wooden
table in front of you.
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On this table are four mallets.
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Mallets of all different sizes.
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On the far right is a
massive circus mallet.
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One that you would use
to swing in an attempt
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to hit a ball and win a
comedically large prize.
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The mallets lay in
ascending order. On the left
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is a tiny mallet
built for a mouse.
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Pick each up and
feel its weight.
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Select the mallet that you
chose to solve this situation.
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Do you have it in
your hand, Dev?
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- Yes. It feels good.
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- This mallet is too heavy,
but it's not the first time.
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Keep the mallet up, Dev.
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Remember the smashed
bottle over their head.
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Repeat this memory in your mind.
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The swinging of the bottle,
the shattering sound
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of the glass and the
spilling of the blood.
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The swinging of the bottle,
the shattering sound
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of the glass and the
spilling of the blood.
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The swinging of the bottle,
the shattering sound
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of the glass and the
spilling of the blood.
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The swinging of the bottle,
the shattering sound of glass
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and the spilling of the blood.
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- It's heavy.
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- If it's heavy why did you
use such a large mallet?
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- I was scared.
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- You were scared. Is it
okay to be scared Dev?
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- It's okay to be scared.
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- You don't have to
carry this weight.
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This is not the
mallet you should use.
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You reacted via
past experiences,
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not in the present
moment in the bar.
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That's trauma.
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Pick a smaller mallet.
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Really feel its
weight in your hand.
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Isn't it still powerful?
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Could you use that
mallet to solve problems?
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Open your eyes, Dev.
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Hmm.
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[Door Closes]
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Welcome Oday.
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[♪Music Playing]
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We are all here.
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And now that we're here,
we can help each other.
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You have the right
to feel anxious.
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Sharing in a group
setting isn't easy.
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It's vulnerable,
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but you'll have to
take the leap of trust
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with each other just as
you learned to trust me
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during our one-on-one sessions.
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Because you are all
bound by the limits
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of legal confidentiality.
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How are we sleeping? Are
we well rested today?
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I wouldn't call it sleeping.
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A lot of nightmares.
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Be vigilant in your
sleep plans and goals.
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Sleep deprivation is detrimental
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to your self care.
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Self care is how you regrasp
the reins of your minds.
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- I'm following the plans
and sleeping better.
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- Thank you, Dev.
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A few rules before we start.
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Rule number one,
stay in your seat.
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Group therapy can
be challenging,
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which leads to rule number two.
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No touching, be it
combative or comforting.
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There will be time for that.
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Here we use our words
to express our emotions.
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Rule three, group therapy
functions as a family unit,
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sharing and listening.
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Rule four, do not communicate
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outside of group.
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The work needs to be done here.
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Rule five, anonymity.
First names only.
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Protecting identities
is important,
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especially for this group.
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Final rule, which you
all know, cell phones.
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Put them in the basket.
And put them on silent.
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No interruptions.
We are here to work.
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[♪Music Playing]
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It's okay. When you're ready.
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What? I don't have a phone.
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- Everybody has a phone.
- I don't.
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Dr. Hedonia: Lenny doesn't
do well with possessions.
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October, do you trust me?
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- I do.
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- Oday?
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- Yes.
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- If I trust everyone
in this room,
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can we momentarily extend
our faith to each other?
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Dev: I don't wanna
be afraid anymore.
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- Who wants to share first?
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Ginger hadn't said
shit since she came in.
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Maybe she should go first.
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Phone: I am not going first.
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Trauma is emotional,
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but for some it is also
physical causing limitation.
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I guess that makes me the
asshole of the group. Fine.
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I'll go first. Where do I start?
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Why don't you start
with who you were before?
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Alright.
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I worked in an office.
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I was living the
American dream, well
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pursuing it at least.
I wanted to get a
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piece of that pie, a house.
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It was mine. And no
matter what happened,
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that was my slice.
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That was my dream.
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And inside was a vault of all
the possessions that defined
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who I was.
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From the wallpaper
to the furniture,
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to the paintings.
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It was a collection
of household erotica
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that set me into a state
of copacetic bliss.
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A bubble of comfort that,
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fed a thought, that I could
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and did control my world.
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I was lie.
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I'd always come home at
the same time each night.
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But that night,
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it was the last night
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and my heart sank.
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As I stood there
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and watched my house burn.
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The flames overwhelmed
everything I ever known.
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The sense of loss
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and pain that should have
spread through every fiber
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of my muscles,
dissipated like a fog.
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into the heat fueled
by burning possessions
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that scorched my face.
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Then beyond the night's
breach, the fire
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danced in my eyes
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and the man was liberated.
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[♪Music Playing]
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Emancipated by the
weight of my life.
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I saw the crumbling
concrete walls
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and the false
securities I had built.
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And to further perplex
these taunting thoughts.
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I saw a ghostly image
drifting through the fire.
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He was a haunted
mirrored version.
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Staring back, defiant.
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Screaming without words,
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"You are free".
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And as he faded away with
the dying flames, I began
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to know this man
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unrealized, living inside me.
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I let him stride to
the front of my mind
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and welcomed him to breathe,
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heavy in suspiration.
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That's fucking bullshit.
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Yeah, it's traumatic,
but it's not trauma.
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You didn't get burned.
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You just lost stuff
in an accident.
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That's what insurance is for.
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An accelerant was used on a
timing device to ignite
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moments before I got home.
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Someone planned that.
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They knew my house
meant everything to me.
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The problem isn't
that, I lost my house.
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[♪Music Playing}
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Or that someone had an unknown
vendetta against me.
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I watched my house burn
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and I began to love the
fire, the destruction.
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- That's fucked
- Oday.
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Well, he's right Doctor.
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- It's a fine initial reaction,
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but I'll ask you to
elaborate, Oday.
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Don't stop.
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Tell Lenny what
you really think.
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[♪Music Playing}
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Well listen, you
embraced it. That's fucked.
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But better land
on a new side than
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to be a forever rolling die.
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I'll watch anything, burn.
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Accidents happen.
264
00:21:30,490 --> 00:21:33,293
People been hurt
because of my addiction.
265
00:21:34,095 --> 00:21:35,395
So I fight it.
266
00:21:37,698 --> 00:21:41,301
- It is every day, every hour.
267
00:21:43,137 --> 00:21:45,305
I get that struggle.
268
00:21:48,475 --> 00:21:50,011
Your secret's safe with me.
269
00:21:51,712 --> 00:21:56,517
- Your secret's safe
with me. That's a bond.
270
00:22:00,955 --> 00:22:05,860
Let's use October's words
as a group affirmation.
271
00:22:07,161 --> 00:22:11,566
A little lame I know,
but it builds trust.
272
00:22:11,599 --> 00:22:15,636
1, 2, 3.
273
00:22:15,670 --> 00:22:17,972
Group: Your secret's
safe with me.
274
00:22:24,477 --> 00:22:28,883
Group therapy only works
if everyone stays engaged.
275
00:22:39,660 --> 00:22:41,128
Phone: Your secret's
safe with me.
276
00:22:46,934 --> 00:22:48,135
You should share next.
277
00:22:50,104 --> 00:22:52,707
Doc, I can go. I...I don't mind.
278
00:22:52,740 --> 00:22:56,544
- It's important that we
confront the doubt
279
00:22:56,577 --> 00:22:59,513
within the group
as we move forward.
280
00:22:59,547 --> 00:23:02,415
Lenny, do you trust her?
281
00:23:03,985 --> 00:23:04,785
Not yet.
282
00:23:06,554 --> 00:23:09,624
She going to type her
whole fucking story out?
283
00:23:09,657 --> 00:23:10,457
[♪Music Playing]
284
00:23:24,605 --> 00:23:25,472
[Paper Rip]
285
00:23:51,065 --> 00:23:53,868
Would you care to share the
note with the group, October?
286
00:23:53,901 --> 00:23:55,503
- It says, "Fuck off twat".
287
00:23:55,536 --> 00:23:56,604
[Group Laughter]
288
00:23:58,839 --> 00:24:03,945
I am always going to support
laughter in our group,
289
00:24:03,978 --> 00:24:08,215
but outward aggression is
directing away from your pain.
290
00:24:09,784 --> 00:24:12,553
In the future,
291
00:24:12,586 --> 00:24:16,023
let's stay with the emotion
and explore it together.
292
00:24:18,526 --> 00:24:19,627
[♪Music Playing]
293
00:24:28,602 --> 00:24:31,539
The story I want to
share is not my own.
294
00:24:36,644 --> 00:24:39,847
My account isn't as important.
295
00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:42,550
His story, his pain, that's
296
00:24:42,583 --> 00:24:44,552
where I find strength.
297
00:24:46,053 --> 00:24:50,624
- [Speech Impediment]
His story, his pain.
298
00:24:56,597 --> 00:24:59,900
That's where I find strength.
299
00:25:06,941 --> 00:25:10,211
There in the damp, in the cold,
300
00:25:11,212 --> 00:25:13,781
as his blood dries
301
00:25:16,817 --> 00:25:19,553
another day of beating,
302
00:25:22,723 --> 00:25:24,959
mixed with the
303
00:25:27,895 --> 00:25:32,666
putrid smells
of the underground.
304
00:25:39,206 --> 00:25:43,244
His spirit broken.
305
00:25:48,049 --> 00:25:52,086
She came again
306
00:25:52,119 --> 00:25:53,621
and again
307
00:25:53,654 --> 00:25:57,992
to each unknown
308
00:26:00,995 --> 00:26:05,232
passing day outside,
to break him
309
00:26:10,071 --> 00:26:11,272
once more.
310
00:26:21,282 --> 00:26:24,051
It was her pleasure.
311
00:26:36,397 --> 00:26:38,032
[Door Opens]
312
00:26:45,306 --> 00:26:49,643
- Oh, no, no, no, no,
313
00:26:50,244 --> 00:26:52,646
no, no, no.
314
00:26:54,715 --> 00:26:56,117
[Crying] Please.
315
00:26:56,150 --> 00:26:57,751
[Boot Steps]
316
00:27:02,056 --> 00:27:02,957
Please. Please.
317
00:27:04,825 --> 00:27:05,726
Please.
318
00:27:12,266 --> 00:27:14,135
[Boot Steps]
319
00:27:21,375 --> 00:27:22,643
[Bag Crunch]
320
00:27:36,290 --> 00:27:39,093
- No more, no more.
321
00:27:41,095 --> 00:27:41,996
Please.
322
00:27:50,938 --> 00:27:52,072
Woman: Pain is pleasure.
323
00:27:55,042 --> 00:27:57,077
Emotionally and physically.
324
00:28:06,387 --> 00:28:08,255
[Heavy Breathing]
325
00:28:10,124 --> 00:28:11,325
[Torch Ignites]
326
00:28:30,512 --> 00:28:31,845
[Boot Steps]
327
00:28:55,369 --> 00:28:56,904
Do you hate me?
328
00:29:01,108 --> 00:29:02,876
- I just want it to stop.
329
00:29:14,421 --> 00:29:16,090
My family died in a fire.
330
00:29:21,428 --> 00:29:22,963
I hear the screaming.
331
00:29:26,333 --> 00:29:28,135
I was cooked alive.
332
00:29:33,907 --> 00:29:35,476
Third degree burns head to
toe,
333
00:29:35,510 --> 00:29:37,311
third degree burns beyond pain.
334
00:29:40,515 --> 00:29:42,249
Then nothing.
335
00:29:48,523 --> 00:29:52,393
Severe nerve damage,
complete loss
336
00:29:52,426 --> 00:29:54,795
of skin sensitivity,
337
00:29:56,263 --> 00:29:58,499
complete loss of skin.
338
00:29:58,533 --> 00:30:01,235
The psychologists argue
339
00:30:01,268 --> 00:30:05,873
I put up a mental block on
all my senses. I disagree.
340
00:30:11,478 --> 00:30:13,981
I can't feel anymore.
341
00:30:23,190 --> 00:30:26,193
First I must feel.
342
00:30:28,228 --> 00:30:31,165
Then I'll set you free.
343
00:30:31,198 --> 00:30:33,033
To feel is to be human.
344
00:30:34,468 --> 00:30:39,239
Help me feel. Help me be.
345
00:30:50,150 --> 00:30:50,951
[Smack]
346
00:30:57,291 --> 00:31:01,261
Oh yes, I taste it. The
anticipation of my strike.
347
00:31:01,295 --> 00:31:03,931
Stings your nerves and
contract your muscles.
348
00:31:03,964 --> 00:31:05,466
[Aroused Gasp]
349
00:31:09,637 --> 00:31:10,437
[Slice]
350
00:31:11,438 --> 00:31:12,339
[Slice]
351
00:31:12,373 --> 00:31:13,273
[Painful Scream]
352
00:31:18,345 --> 00:31:21,649
Exactly what I needed.
353
00:31:25,486 --> 00:31:27,254
Ah, but I don't
wanna be selfish.
354
00:31:30,958 --> 00:31:32,993
Let me give you pleasure too.
355
00:31:42,504 --> 00:31:45,939
- Stop. I'm married.
356
00:31:47,642 --> 00:31:49,577
- She's not gonna find out.
357
00:31:49,611 --> 00:31:51,979
I always dispose of
the bodies properly.
358
00:31:55,215 --> 00:31:56,651
Oh, here we go.
359
00:31:58,452 --> 00:32:01,088
I knew you'd enjoy it.
360
00:32:01,121 --> 00:32:03,991
[Heavy Breathing]
[Moaning]
361
00:32:09,029 --> 00:32:14,001
I'll tell you what, if
you don't cum, I won't kill
362
00:32:14,034 --> 00:32:15,637
your wife.
363
00:32:15,670 --> 00:32:16,937
[♪Music Playing]
364
00:32:20,107 --> 00:32:21,341
[Moaning]
365
00:32:33,253 --> 00:32:35,289
[Shameful Gasp]
366
00:32:41,061 --> 00:32:42,463
[Crying]
367
00:32:52,674 --> 00:32:55,175
- Just kidding. I
already killed her.
368
00:32:57,579 --> 00:32:59,547
Her torment was euphoria.
369
00:33:00,782 --> 00:33:03,150
She screamed out for you.
370
00:33:04,586 --> 00:33:06,220
Until I cut out her tongue.
371
00:33:07,789 --> 00:33:10,792
That silenced the
little ginger bitch.
372
00:33:10,825 --> 00:33:12,727
- I don't believe you.
373
00:33:12,760 --> 00:33:14,328
- [Mocking] You
don't believe me.
374
00:33:15,429 --> 00:33:16,664
- I don't believe you.
375
00:33:30,244 --> 00:33:31,646
- I cut it out.
376
00:33:33,748 --> 00:33:36,083
That little
tattoo on her right hip.
377
00:33:38,753 --> 00:33:43,290
Look at it Charles. So cute.
378
00:33:45,860 --> 00:33:47,729
Wish I had soft
skin for a tattoo.
379
00:33:54,569 --> 00:33:54,702
- I'm sorry.
380
00:33:59,741 --> 00:34:03,243
[Crying] I'm sorry Claire.
381
00:34:19,493 --> 00:34:20,193
[Slice]
382
00:34:23,297 --> 00:34:24,097
[Slice]
383
00:34:24,131 --> 00:34:25,065
[Screams]
384
00:34:33,775 --> 00:34:36,844
My skin is crawling.
385
00:34:36,878 --> 00:34:40,314
Thank you. My sweet pet.
386
00:34:41,616 --> 00:34:45,185
[Deep Breath] The
pleasure will endure.
387
00:34:47,855 --> 00:34:49,791
[♪Music Playing]
388
00:34:54,596 --> 00:34:56,229
Cut me again.
389
00:35:10,177 --> 00:35:10,778
[Slice]
390
00:35:10,812 --> 00:35:11,679
[Grunt]
391
00:35:15,883 --> 00:35:17,685
To feel is to be human.
392
00:35:29,597 --> 00:35:30,297
[Smack]
393
00:35:38,773 --> 00:35:41,274
To feel is to be human.
394
00:35:49,483 --> 00:35:50,518
[Smacks]
395
00:35:52,285 --> 00:35:54,354
To feel is to be human.
396
00:36:07,234 --> 00:36:08,569
[Screaming]
397
00:36:08,603 --> 00:36:11,238
[Crash. Woman Breaking Jars]
398
00:36:35,362 --> 00:36:36,263
[Scoffs]
399
00:36:45,472 --> 00:36:46,674
[Scrap]
400
00:37:22,076 --> 00:37:23,310
[Crunches Foot]
401
00:37:29,851 --> 00:37:31,753
No, not fair.
402
00:37:49,402 --> 00:37:52,405
You know, I had this calico cat
403
00:37:52,439 --> 00:37:55,342
named Ghost as a child.
404
00:37:57,745 --> 00:37:59,981
She was a present from
my parents when I was 10.
405
00:38:02,950 --> 00:38:06,020
I think they wanted to
teach me responsibility.
406
00:38:09,389 --> 00:38:12,026
Ghost like to hide and
wait for the perfect moment
407
00:38:12,059 --> 00:38:14,494
to jump out and scare me.
408
00:38:14,529 --> 00:38:16,798
And then I'd playfully
chase her back.
409
00:38:20,034 --> 00:38:21,468
I loved that cat.
410
00:38:27,374 --> 00:38:29,844
And then when I was 17,
I got this beater car,
411
00:38:31,746 --> 00:38:33,413
so excited
412
00:38:36,449 --> 00:38:38,820
and backing it out of the
driveway for the first time
413
00:38:40,420 --> 00:38:41,454
I ran over ghost.
414
00:38:44,926 --> 00:38:47,528
I could feel her
squish under the tire.
415
00:38:48,563 --> 00:38:51,331
Her little bones crunch.
416
00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:57,104
She let out this
screeching meow.
417
00:38:57,138 --> 00:39:01,709
It stung my heart.
418
00:39:04,812 --> 00:39:06,147
And I knew right
away what I've done.
419
00:39:06,180 --> 00:39:08,115
I, I dashed to my pet.
420
00:39:10,918 --> 00:39:12,620
She'd been hiding.
421
00:39:16,757 --> 00:39:20,595
And breathing her last
breaths I could sense
422
00:39:20,628 --> 00:39:23,363
she wanted to tell
me something thing.
423
00:39:24,866 --> 00:39:27,500
So I leaned in.
424
00:39:27,535 --> 00:39:30,738
Her majestic eyes stared back.
425
00:39:34,508 --> 00:39:37,477
Do you want to know
what the eyes of my
426
00:39:37,511 --> 00:39:39,780
beloved childhood cat told me?
427
00:39:41,215 --> 00:39:45,653
- Tell me my sweet pet.
428
00:39:45,686 --> 00:39:47,420
- "Go fuck yourself!
429
00:39:47,454 --> 00:39:49,724
You ran over me with a car!"
430
00:39:49,757 --> 00:39:51,491
[Laughs]
431
00:39:58,799 --> 00:40:00,668
[Slice]
432
00:40:00,701 --> 00:40:04,505
[Gurgling Blood]
433
00:40:11,846 --> 00:40:13,480
You win.
434
00:40:26,894 --> 00:40:29,130
[Boot Steps]
435
00:40:32,667 --> 00:40:34,101
[♪Music Playing]
436
00:40:48,282 --> 00:40:49,449
[Door Shuts]
437
00:40:54,255 --> 00:40:56,123
[Chains Clink]
438
00:40:58,859 --> 00:41:00,161
[Bag Rips]
439
00:41:17,678 --> 00:41:19,180
[Chains Rattling]
440
00:41:44,105 --> 00:41:48,943
[Primal Scream]
441
00:41:58,719 --> 00:42:02,623
My husband's dying words were
442
00:42:02,656 --> 00:42:06,293
fuck you in your mouth.
443
00:42:08,229 --> 00:42:13,167
He gave me, he gave me
444
00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:16,771
the courage to escape her.
445
00:42:20,808 --> 00:42:24,111
But every minute awake
446
00:42:24,145 --> 00:42:28,082
and asleep, I dream
447
00:42:28,115 --> 00:42:29,617
of killing her.
448
00:42:31,118 --> 00:42:34,655
Not for vengeance, though.
449
00:42:34,688 --> 00:42:38,025
I fear she'll find me again and
450
00:42:38,059 --> 00:42:42,596
place me back in the dark.
451
00:42:52,073 --> 00:42:54,708
Why didn't you kill
her when you escaped?
452
00:42:56,077 --> 00:42:57,578
[Heavy Breathing]
453
00:43:07,088 --> 00:43:09,757
There was a type of guard,
454
00:43:12,059 --> 00:43:16,931
someone like us converted into
455
00:43:16,964 --> 00:43:20,101
one of her obedient
456
00:43:22,336 --> 00:43:24,071
lit, little pets.
457
00:43:27,308 --> 00:43:30,044
Had to go through him to escape.
458
00:43:32,113 --> 00:43:33,781
I waited for her.
459
00:43:36,984 --> 00:43:39,386
She never came back.
460
00:43:39,420 --> 00:43:41,021
- I heard about that
last year? Yeah.
461
00:43:41,055 --> 00:43:43,691
The police found all
those chained up gimps!
462
00:43:46,694 --> 00:43:50,030
- I wouldn't have been able
463
00:43:50,064 --> 00:43:52,399
to face her then.
464
00:43:54,068 --> 00:43:56,070
I would've been
465
00:43:59,073 --> 00:44:01,075
crippled in terror.
466
00:44:03,244 --> 00:44:07,948
She still has a power
over me. I know that.
467
00:44:09,750 --> 00:44:12,353
I'm just, I'm ready
468
00:44:14,121 --> 00:44:15,322
to take it back.
469
00:44:21,262 --> 00:44:25,299
Your secrets are
470
00:44:25,332 --> 00:44:27,701
safe with me.
471
00:44:39,914 --> 00:44:43,984
- Dev, I think you
reserve the right
472
00:44:44,018 --> 00:44:46,086
to share next.
473
00:44:54,094 --> 00:44:55,763
- My incident happened
474
00:44:55,796 --> 00:45:00,167
because I had a friend
who cried out for help,
475
00:45:00,201 --> 00:45:03,304
but I wasn't listening.
476
00:45:07,775 --> 00:45:10,077
It wasn't her first attempt.
477
00:45:10,110 --> 00:45:11,912
I...I didn't hear her
until she was screaming.
478
00:45:18,085 --> 00:45:20,387
We tried to make up for it,
479
00:45:20,421 --> 00:45:25,125
but ended up in
a horrible place.
480
00:45:27,127 --> 00:45:28,929
At the wrong time.
481
00:45:31,165 --> 00:45:32,066
[Splash]
482
00:45:34,134 --> 00:45:36,136
Lane: I can't remember the
last time it was just
483
00:45:36,170 --> 00:45:37,238
the three of us.
484
00:45:37,271 --> 00:45:38,239
It's like old times.
485
00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:41,041
Dev: I'm just happy
you dumped Chelsea.
486
00:45:42,376 --> 00:45:44,512
Usually the fourth
wheel's a good thing.
487
00:45:44,546 --> 00:45:46,313
But she was a flat tire.
488
00:45:46,347 --> 00:45:49,183
- She wasn't that bad dude.
- She was pretty bad.
489
00:45:49,216 --> 00:45:51,785
- Chelsea was fun.
- She lost your dog.
490
00:45:51,819 --> 00:45:53,120
- And she blamed it on Dev.
491
00:45:53,153 --> 00:45:53,954
- Is that true?
492
00:45:53,988 --> 00:45:55,322
- Yeah.
493
00:45:55,356 --> 00:45:58,158
- Okay. In that
case, Chelsea sucked.
494
00:45:58,192 --> 00:46:01,829
But she was hot. And
you said she was hot.
495
00:46:01,862 --> 00:46:03,330
So that kind of balances
her out a little bit.
496
00:46:03,364 --> 00:46:04,465
- For you.
497
00:46:04,498 --> 00:46:06,433
For us she was just a bitch.
498
00:46:06,467 --> 00:46:07,334
- You can do better Lane.
499
00:46:07,368 --> 00:46:08,869
- Thank you Pam.
500
00:46:11,905 --> 00:46:15,276
I, I need to hydrate.
- What now princess?
501
00:46:15,309 --> 00:46:17,211
- Of course, you
brought sparkling water.
502
00:46:17,244 --> 00:46:19,913
- I didn't realize
this excursion was timed.
503
00:46:19,947 --> 00:46:21,415
- Thought we were on a hike.
Not a frolic.
504
00:46:21,448 --> 00:46:22,483
- I have weak ankles.
505
00:46:22,517 --> 00:46:24,084
- Should have brought milk.
506
00:46:24,118 --> 00:46:25,286
- I don't like the
viscosity of milk.
507
00:46:25,319 --> 00:46:26,487
Plus milk outs...
508
00:46:26,521 --> 00:46:28,523
- I should have come by myself!
509
00:46:31,892 --> 00:46:32,793
- Fuck.
510
00:46:38,332 --> 00:46:40,000
[Rope Tightens]
511
00:46:43,505 --> 00:46:45,072
[Chair Falls]
512
00:46:45,105 --> 00:46:46,574
[Choking]
513
00:46:50,210 --> 00:46:51,845
[Rope Snaps]
[Scream]
514
00:46:58,252 --> 00:46:59,853
[Distant Screach]
515
00:47:02,089 --> 00:47:05,326
- You guys hear that?
Is it an animal?
516
00:47:05,359 --> 00:47:08,095
- We're in the woods. Nature
tends to have animals.
517
00:47:08,128 --> 00:47:10,964
Could be a squirrel,
deer, hare, fox...
518
00:47:10,998 --> 00:47:12,266
- Could you shut
up for a minute?
519
00:47:13,434 --> 00:47:14,902
[Distant Music Note]
520
00:47:16,604 --> 00:47:19,973
- Is that music?
- I hear something too.
521
00:47:27,549 --> 00:47:29,483
Dev: Definitely music.
Lane: Maybe.
522
00:47:29,517 --> 00:47:30,518
Dev: Sounds classical.
523
00:47:30,552 --> 00:47:32,186
Lane: Sounds like it.
524
00:47:32,219 --> 00:47:33,954
Dev: Maybe they can
join your band Lane.
525
00:47:33,987 --> 00:47:36,223
- Not in a band, dick!
526
00:47:36,256 --> 00:47:37,925
You know, Mint broke
up in seventh grade.
527
00:47:37,958 --> 00:47:39,293
I don't like to talk about it.
528
00:47:39,326 --> 00:47:41,028
- And you still haven't
joined a new one?
529
00:47:42,697 --> 00:47:44,998
- Eat a dick. Both of you.
530
00:47:48,703 --> 00:47:49,870
- It's coming from over there.
531
00:47:51,004 --> 00:47:51,905
- Yeah.
532
00:47:53,474 --> 00:47:55,309
No, no, no, no. We're
not going over there.
533
00:47:55,342 --> 00:47:56,944
Let's stick to the path.
534
00:47:56,977 --> 00:47:58,613
- I agree with the pea brain.
535
00:47:58,646 --> 00:48:00,347
- This is a chance
for an adventure.
536
00:48:01,549 --> 00:48:03,117
- Looks like a chance
for ticks.
537
00:48:04,251 --> 00:48:05,687
- I need this.
538
00:48:05,720 --> 00:48:08,222
I know why you guys
agreed to come up here.
539
00:48:08,255 --> 00:48:10,224
You both hate hiking.
540
00:48:10,257 --> 00:48:11,425
- No we don't.
541
00:48:11,458 --> 00:48:13,595
[Distant Music Notes]
542
00:48:13,628 --> 00:48:15,929
- You're gonna pity me,
then I'm gonna use it.
543
00:48:18,065 --> 00:48:19,534
- Did you really just
play the guilt trip card
544
00:48:19,567 --> 00:48:21,603
on your best friend?
545
00:48:21,636 --> 00:48:23,170
- Not very subtle.
546
00:48:23,203 --> 00:48:25,305
And you are a distant
second BFF.
547
00:48:25,339 --> 00:48:26,440
- Bullshit.
548
00:48:26,473 --> 00:48:28,308
- Consider my card played.
549
00:48:28,342 --> 00:48:30,545
- Noted. But you're
bear food first princess.
550
00:48:30,578 --> 00:48:32,246
- How chivalrous!
551
00:48:33,313 --> 00:48:34,047
- Shit!
552
00:48:35,482 --> 00:48:37,251
Lane: [Laughing] Instant karma.
553
00:48:37,284 --> 00:48:39,953
- I don't think you comprehend
that concept completely.
554
00:48:39,987 --> 00:48:42,489
Pam: God, what is in your bag?
No wonder your slow.
555
00:48:42,524 --> 00:48:43,691
- Just the essentials.
556
00:48:43,725 --> 00:48:46,260
- It's a five hour
hike. Round trip.
557
00:48:46,293 --> 00:48:49,062
- You never know. I got snacks.
558
00:48:51,365 --> 00:48:52,634
[♪Music Playing]
559
00:49:06,480 --> 00:49:09,116
[Birds Chirping]
560
00:49:13,655 --> 00:49:16,123
[Babbling Brook]
561
00:49:24,532 --> 00:49:28,268
[♪Music Playing]
562
00:49:50,658 --> 00:49:52,459
[Distant Violin Notes]
563
00:49:55,697 --> 00:49:56,598
Wow.
564
00:49:58,265 --> 00:50:00,167
[Distant Violin]
565
00:50:02,302 --> 00:50:07,241
- It's a violin.
- Hillbillies.
566
00:50:07,274 --> 00:50:10,578
- Hillbillies play the banjo
and live in West Virginia.
567
00:50:10,612 --> 00:50:12,179
- Mountainbillies?
568
00:50:15,415 --> 00:50:17,484
- There's a stone
house up there.
569
00:50:18,485 --> 00:50:19,521
- Shit.
570
00:50:19,554 --> 00:50:23,490
[♪Violin Music Playing]
571
00:50:53,855 --> 00:50:57,592
Lane: Hey, we heard your music.
572
00:51:03,330 --> 00:51:07,602
Is that an original piece?
573
00:51:07,635 --> 00:51:10,137
Dev: I...I don't
think he heard you.
574
00:51:11,506 --> 00:51:13,340
- I think he's deaf.
575
00:51:57,250 --> 00:51:59,119
- That was beautiful.
576
00:52:11,231 --> 00:52:12,567
[Rope Tightens]
577
00:52:19,339 --> 00:52:22,142
[♪Eerie Violin Music ]
578
00:52:35,590 --> 00:52:37,190
What's your name?
579
00:52:43,531 --> 00:52:45,566
Fuck! Sorry man.
580
00:52:49,302 --> 00:52:50,203
- Lane.
581
00:52:52,707 --> 00:52:54,241
[Chain Clink]
582
00:52:55,275 --> 00:52:57,177
[♪Menacing Violin Music ]
583
00:52:58,378 --> 00:53:00,213
Lane: Yo, back
the fuck up, dude.
584
00:53:02,382 --> 00:53:03,183
Lane.
585
00:53:44,726 --> 00:53:45,425
[Slice]
586
00:53:46,493 --> 00:53:47,294
[Gasp]
587
00:53:47,327 --> 00:53:48,495
[Blood Gurgling]
588
00:53:50,031 --> 00:53:54,267
[Scream]
589
00:53:55,435 --> 00:53:56,871
[♪Music Playing]
590
00:54:04,846 --> 00:54:07,414
Dev! Dev!
591
00:54:09,382 --> 00:54:09,984
[Panting]
592
00:54:11,886 --> 00:54:13,521
Pam: Stop!
593
00:54:13,554 --> 00:54:14,622
- Let go!
594
00:54:14,655 --> 00:54:15,455
Don't touch me!
595
00:54:15,489 --> 00:54:16,289
- Stop please!
596
00:54:16,323 --> 00:54:17,692
- Let me go.
597
00:54:17,725 --> 00:54:17,859
- We're running
in the wrong direction.
598
00:54:18,726 --> 00:54:20,393
- I don't care.
599
00:54:20,427 --> 00:54:21,863
- We're going to
get lost if we aren't already.
600
00:54:21,896 --> 00:54:26,834
- He cut his throat
open Pam! Pam, why?
601
00:54:26,868 --> 00:54:29,402
Why'd he do that? Why?
602
00:54:29,436 --> 00:54:30,037
- I know.
603
00:54:30,071 --> 00:54:31,572
- Lane's dead.
604
00:54:31,606 --> 00:54:34,307
- I know, but if
we don't go back
605
00:54:34,341 --> 00:54:37,712
and find a path, we are
going to die in these woods.
606
00:54:37,745 --> 00:54:39,647
- I can't. I can't.
607
00:54:39,680 --> 00:54:41,481
- You wanna be alone in these
woods with that man at night?
608
00:54:41,516 --> 00:54:42,315
- I get it.
609
00:54:42,349 --> 00:54:43,985
- Okay.
610
00:54:44,018 --> 00:54:47,922
And then we go back together.
611
00:54:57,999 --> 00:55:02,870
Lane brought a knife.
We protect each other.
612
00:55:10,077 --> 00:55:12,345
We protect each other.
613
00:55:24,959 --> 00:55:29,362
- Remember, if he comes at
us, we take him together.
614
00:55:32,066 --> 00:55:32,867
- Something happened.
615
00:55:32,900 --> 00:55:34,635
- Don't think...
616
00:55:34,669 --> 00:55:37,404
- I've been a bad friend.
I wasn't there for you.
617
00:55:38,973 --> 00:55:41,642
I'm so sorry. You have to do
that to get our attention.
618
00:55:41,676 --> 00:55:42,944
I, I should have, I should
have.
619
00:55:42,977 --> 00:55:44,078
- Listen. Listen.
620
00:55:44,111 --> 00:55:45,378
- I should have.
621
00:55:46,446 --> 00:55:48,448
- I don't wanna die anymore.
622
00:55:49,617 --> 00:55:50,483
Okay?
623
00:56:04,599 --> 00:56:05,967
Dev: He's really dead.
624
00:56:06,000 --> 00:56:08,536
- Watch. I'll grab the knife.
625
00:56:14,675 --> 00:56:17,477
Pam: Okay. Okay.
626
00:56:19,981 --> 00:56:21,048
[Crying] Lane.
627
00:56:21,082 --> 00:56:21,983
- Have you got the knife yet?
628
00:56:22,783 --> 00:56:24,185
- Fuck.
629
00:56:24,218 --> 00:56:25,452
- Hurry.
630
00:56:27,955 --> 00:56:29,090
- Got it.
631
00:56:29,123 --> 00:56:29,456
- I should have been
nicer.
632
00:56:29,489 --> 00:56:30,658
- Come on.
633
00:56:30,691 --> 00:56:31,893
- I should have been nicer.
634
00:56:31,926 --> 00:56:32,927
- Focus Dev.
635
00:56:32,960 --> 00:56:33,995
- Look the path!
636
00:56:35,162 --> 00:56:36,764
[Wire Snap]
637
00:56:36,797 --> 00:56:38,032
[Gas Bomb Sizzle]
638
00:56:38,065 --> 00:56:40,534
[Coughing And Choking]
639
00:57:07,962 --> 00:57:08,963
Pam: Wake up.
640
00:57:11,065 --> 00:57:11,699
Dev, wake up!
641
00:57:14,568 --> 00:57:15,468
Wake up.
642
00:57:17,571 --> 00:57:18,973
Dev.
643
00:57:19,006 --> 00:57:19,907
Dev.
644
00:57:31,252 --> 00:57:33,087
Pam: Please, I don't wanna die.
645
00:57:33,120 --> 00:57:36,057
[Musical Mock]
646
00:57:38,726 --> 00:57:40,261
Why are you doing this?
647
00:57:40,294 --> 00:57:42,163
[Musical Mock]
648
00:57:45,733 --> 00:57:47,635
Dev.
649
00:57:51,172 --> 00:57:51,973
Dev go!
650
00:57:52,006 --> 00:57:52,807
- Agh!
651
00:57:52,840 --> 00:57:53,841
[Slice]
652
00:57:53,874 --> 00:57:54,575
[Gasp]
653
00:58:02,850 --> 00:58:03,751
- Dev.
654
00:58:06,020 --> 00:58:06,988
Dev, don't leave me.
655
00:58:07,021 --> 00:58:08,990
[Violin Music]
656
00:58:12,093 --> 00:58:12,793
Dev, please.
657
00:58:15,329 --> 00:58:16,697
Don't leave.
658
00:58:22,236 --> 00:58:24,038
Dev, you're my best friend.
659
00:58:31,012 --> 00:58:31,712
Please Dev!
660
00:58:33,114 --> 00:58:36,650
- I'm sorry Pam. I'm sorry.
661
00:58:36,684 --> 00:58:39,053
- No Dev.
662
00:58:39,086 --> 00:58:41,122
I'm sorry Pam. I'm sorry.
663
00:58:42,089 --> 00:58:43,824
- Please no!
664
00:58:44,792 --> 00:58:46,527
- I'm sorry!
665
00:58:54,168 --> 00:58:55,703
[♪Music Playing]
666
00:59:09,383 --> 00:59:12,253
Certain music I can't listen to.
667
00:59:12,286 --> 00:59:14,288
It's why I have these.
668
00:59:14,321 --> 00:59:17,158
I have a seizure or worse.
669
00:59:17,191 --> 00:59:19,894
Enter into a fugue
state and blackout.
670
00:59:21,362 --> 00:59:23,764
Last time I came to, I was
671
00:59:23,798 --> 00:59:25,800
running down the
middle of the street.
672
00:59:25,833 --> 00:59:28,769
No shoes. Never found them.
673
00:59:28,803 --> 00:59:31,338
Don't know why
they were missing.
674
00:59:31,372 --> 00:59:34,708
That was four miles from home.
675
00:59:37,778 --> 00:59:41,882
Always four miles from home.
676
00:59:41,916 --> 00:59:43,951
And the few times
677
00:59:46,787 --> 00:59:50,124
I hear the bow hit the strings
678
00:59:55,996 --> 00:59:58,999
and then I hurt someone
679
01:00:01,402 --> 01:00:04,638
that doesn't deserve it.
680
01:00:06,240 --> 01:00:07,641
And I realize what I've done
681
01:00:07,675 --> 01:00:09,743
of course I run.
682
01:00:12,146 --> 01:00:17,017
Fight or flight,
flight that's me.
683
01:00:18,919 --> 01:00:21,155
A candy ass who left
his friends to die!
684
01:00:35,336 --> 01:00:38,272
Dr. Hedonia found me when
I was on 51-50 watch.
685
01:00:41,709 --> 01:00:44,145
That's why I'm here.
686
01:00:44,178 --> 01:00:46,147
- There are several
ways to snap.
687
01:00:49,083 --> 01:00:52,386
No shame in one over another.
688
01:00:53,954 --> 01:00:58,726
- Hell, you're not a pyro and
at least you got your tongue.
689
01:01:00,494 --> 01:01:01,862
- The worst part,
690
01:01:04,398 --> 01:01:06,767
the police never
recovered their bodies
691
01:01:06,800 --> 01:01:09,136
or found any
substantial evidence.
692
01:01:11,972 --> 01:01:13,407
He's still out there.
693
01:01:14,942 --> 01:01:18,679
- Did the violinist ever speak?
694
01:01:23,951 --> 01:01:28,756
As you see, it's not just
695
01:01:28,789 --> 01:01:31,792
deep trauma that you all share.
696
01:01:32,993 --> 01:01:36,130
It's uncertainty
and lack of closure.
697
01:01:37,498 --> 01:01:39,066
You are not alone.
698
01:01:40,301 --> 01:01:42,102
This next part
699
01:01:42,136 --> 01:01:45,940
and feeling is no different
than an A.A. meeting.
700
01:01:47,241 --> 01:01:48,776
Oday: [Scoffs] Yeah.
701
01:01:48,809 --> 01:01:52,046
Well, I really could use a drink
702
01:01:52,079 --> 01:01:56,717
after Forrest Gump
and the mute's story.
703
01:02:00,522 --> 01:02:05,192
Hey, little bit
704
01:02:05,226 --> 01:02:08,729
of medicine helps
the demons go down.
705
01:02:11,432 --> 01:02:13,067
Wow!
706
01:02:13,100 --> 01:02:17,805
- I do not condone
drinking during group.
707
01:02:17,838 --> 01:02:22,376
- We're bonding doc. All
right, take it easy.
708
01:02:22,409 --> 01:02:24,345
Here marshmallow, take a swig.
709
01:02:24,378 --> 01:02:26,280
That'll keep you from running.
710
01:02:32,186 --> 01:02:32,886
[Coughs]
711
01:02:35,489 --> 01:02:37,925
- Let's take a five
minute break. Hmm.
712
01:02:39,827 --> 01:02:41,795
Bathrooms are in the lobby.
713
01:02:55,075 --> 01:02:56,110
[Bones Cracking]
714
01:03:36,250 --> 01:03:37,918
Oday: Do you mind?
715
01:04:00,575 --> 01:04:02,943
[♪Music Playing]
716
01:04:08,683 --> 01:04:10,217
- Moon is out.
717
01:04:20,194 --> 01:04:22,930
- There's a dark
truth in that room.
718
01:04:27,234 --> 01:04:29,303
It's refreshing.
719
01:04:35,175 --> 01:04:36,910
- We're like wolves.
720
01:04:39,947 --> 01:04:44,619
Either we'll eat each other
alive or we'll become a clan.
721
01:04:52,493 --> 01:04:53,927
- Perhaps.
722
01:04:58,600 --> 01:05:00,300
Hearing everyone's story
723
01:05:00,334 --> 01:05:03,571
I have a feeling the
worst was left for last.
724
01:05:10,344 --> 01:05:12,012
- And then there were two.
725
01:05:16,116 --> 01:05:18,586
- In the land of the monsters,
726
01:05:18,620 --> 01:05:22,923
who is king or queen?
727
01:05:41,341 --> 01:05:46,046
- The real monsters
are the ones who hide it.
728
01:06:02,229 --> 01:06:04,264
What are you writing?
729
01:06:06,066 --> 01:06:08,068
[♪Music Playing]
730
01:06:38,298 --> 01:06:43,170
I used to be afraid like you.
731
01:06:44,606 --> 01:06:46,240
Even worse,
732
01:06:49,744 --> 01:06:52,747
I was terrified
733
01:06:52,780 --> 01:06:57,017
to breathe too loud.
734
01:06:59,286 --> 01:07:01,054
Want to know the secret?
735
01:07:02,824 --> 01:07:04,592
- I can't go on like this.
736
01:07:14,201 --> 01:07:17,404
- Always be ready.
737
01:07:20,274 --> 01:07:22,276
- I can't kill anyone.
738
01:07:22,309 --> 01:07:25,212
- Yes, you can.
739
01:07:27,782 --> 01:07:29,684
- It's in all of us.
740
01:07:31,151 --> 01:07:34,054
And I don't guilt
you for running,
741
01:07:36,456 --> 01:07:39,527
but you may not have a choice
742
01:07:39,561 --> 01:07:40,695
next time.
743
01:07:42,664 --> 01:07:44,164
- Next time?
744
01:07:47,267 --> 01:07:52,072
- One way, our demons
will come for us again.
745
01:07:53,373 --> 01:07:56,143
And that at least I know.
746
01:08:00,447 --> 01:08:01,281
[Door Shuts]
747
01:08:02,917 --> 01:08:05,185
- There are five main lines.
748
01:08:07,487 --> 01:08:11,124
And it's about how they cross,
749
01:08:11,158 --> 01:08:14,161
how they combine at the right
event, the right persons,
750
01:08:17,397 --> 01:08:20,133
and the perfect timing.
751
01:08:28,943 --> 01:08:31,646
Lenny: Do the stars lineup?
752
01:08:39,954 --> 01:08:43,390
- We'll find out soon enough.
753
01:08:45,560 --> 01:08:47,427
[Bones Cracking]
754
01:08:51,298 --> 01:08:52,466
[Boom]
755
01:08:52,499 --> 01:08:54,201
Shadow: [Whisper]
Don't trust them.
756
01:09:24,799 --> 01:09:28,936
[Piano Notes]
757
01:09:51,859 --> 01:09:53,761
Dev: Will you stop it?
758
01:09:59,634 --> 01:10:02,302
- You think we're
her craziest group?
759
01:10:02,335 --> 01:10:05,940
Dev: Wait, there
are other groups?
760
01:10:05,973 --> 01:10:08,375
Oday: Hell, I just wanna know
what she does back there.
761
01:10:09,677 --> 01:10:11,612
- She writes notes
on how mental we are.
762
01:10:13,447 --> 01:10:14,916
[Door Opens]
763
01:10:14,949 --> 01:10:18,285
- Lenny, what scares you
about having possessions?
764
01:10:20,287 --> 01:10:24,592
- I guess I'm afraid
765
01:10:24,625 --> 01:10:26,326
of losing everything.
766
01:10:26,359 --> 01:10:27,729
You know, again.
767
01:10:30,565 --> 01:10:32,633
- Would you extend that
to personal connections?
768
01:10:32,667 --> 01:10:36,269
- Sure. I don't trust people.
769
01:10:37,905 --> 01:10:39,574
- You expressed to me
770
01:10:39,607 --> 01:10:43,878
before that your
relationships are superficial.
771
01:10:45,412 --> 01:10:46,647
They lack history.
772
01:10:48,549 --> 01:10:52,019
Before you can have a
relationship with others,
773
01:10:52,053 --> 01:10:56,323
you need to have a
healthy one with yourself.
774
01:10:58,693 --> 01:11:01,529
Tell the group who you
lost in the fire Lenny.
775
01:11:06,534 --> 01:11:07,935
- No.
776
01:11:11,338 --> 01:11:12,405
[Grunting]
777
01:11:26,821 --> 01:11:28,756
- Stay with the emotion,
but stay in your seat.
778
01:11:35,495 --> 01:11:37,031
[Menacing Laugh]
779
01:11:41,736 --> 01:11:44,939
I didn't lose anyone.
780
01:11:48,743 --> 01:11:50,377
I lived alone.
781
01:11:58,953 --> 01:12:00,721
- Who did you lose Lenny?
782
01:12:06,928 --> 01:12:10,064
- I don't want to do this.
783
01:12:10,097 --> 01:12:13,433
- Underneath the rage
is pain. Identify it.
784
01:12:14,669 --> 01:12:17,004
This is the lost path back.
785
01:12:17,038 --> 01:12:18,139
- Shut up!
786
01:12:18,172 --> 01:12:20,407
- Stay with me. Don't run.
787
01:12:24,045 --> 01:12:25,980
- I'm not like that bitch Dev!
788
01:12:28,716 --> 01:12:33,353
I like who I am! I
don't want to remember.
789
01:12:35,690 --> 01:12:38,726
- I like who you are too Lenny.
790
01:12:38,759 --> 01:12:40,595
It's only a
dissociative disorder
791
01:12:40,628 --> 01:12:42,429
if the current
state is undesired.
792
01:12:44,999 --> 01:12:48,468
- Stop staring at me.
793
01:12:50,437 --> 01:12:55,142
- Step over the edge. No one
here is going to hurt you.
794
01:12:58,145 --> 01:13:01,515
- I can't trust
these fucking freaks.
795
01:13:01,549 --> 01:13:05,485
- Okay, that's a fair
expression to the group.
796
01:13:06,687 --> 01:13:10,457
- I wanna know Lenny.
Oday: Rip this scab off man.
797
01:13:14,095 --> 01:13:17,932
- I don't remember who I was
798
01:13:20,935 --> 01:13:21,434
before the fire.
799
01:13:22,770 --> 01:13:24,739
- Like amnesia.
800
01:13:24,772 --> 01:13:29,210
- Most triggers that
could jog Lenny's memory
801
01:13:29,243 --> 01:13:32,146
were lost in his house fire.
802
01:13:32,179 --> 01:13:36,751
Lenny suffers from selective
dissociative amnesia.
803
01:13:36,784 --> 01:13:41,522
Specifically memories
linked to his core identity
804
01:13:41,555 --> 01:13:44,926
that were eclipsed
by his trauma.
805
01:13:46,627 --> 01:13:48,596
- You don't remember
anything about yourself.
806
01:13:50,231 --> 01:13:53,567
- The foundation is there,
807
01:13:56,237 --> 01:14:00,675
but nothing that
makes a house a home.
808
01:14:04,245 --> 01:14:08,481
- Lenny was very brave,
but let's give him a moment.
809
01:14:09,717 --> 01:14:13,187
I know you all can
relate to his struggle.
810
01:14:13,220 --> 01:14:16,223
Someone, something
has been stripped
811
01:14:16,257 --> 01:14:18,559
away from your identities.
812
01:14:19,527 --> 01:14:21,796
Let's not address it as
813
01:14:21,829 --> 01:14:24,265
a positive or
negative attribute.
814
01:14:24,298 --> 01:14:26,067
Instead,
815
01:14:27,201 --> 01:14:30,171
understand your identities
816
01:14:30,204 --> 01:14:34,842
lack the tools
to deal with the new self.
817
01:14:34,875 --> 01:14:37,645
We're here to
acquire those tools
818
01:14:37,678 --> 01:14:40,982
and to direct that
metamorphosis.
819
01:14:42,183 --> 01:14:45,653
For Oday's case
820
01:14:45,686 --> 01:14:48,189
it was a very deranged
transformation.
821
01:15:01,702 --> 01:15:06,140
Oday: I can see why Dr.
Hedonia brought us together.
822
01:15:13,647 --> 01:15:16,517
I was also captured,
823
01:15:22,790 --> 01:15:24,658
but I was alone.
824
01:15:31,832 --> 01:15:33,134
[Bell Ringing]
825
01:15:33,167 --> 01:15:34,668
[Subway Rattling]
826
01:15:51,952 --> 01:15:54,855
[Intercom Murmurs]
827
01:16:07,635 --> 01:16:11,272
Voice Over: I always took a
nap on the way home from work.
828
01:16:14,141 --> 01:16:15,776
Someone took notice.
829
01:16:26,954 --> 01:16:28,289
[Thud. Body Falls.]
830
01:16:28,322 --> 01:16:31,992
[Gate Closes And Locks]
831
01:16:59,220 --> 01:17:00,121
[Gasp]
832
01:17:11,031 --> 01:17:11,665
[Grunts]
833
01:17:12,466 --> 01:17:13,367
Oday: Hey!
834
01:17:15,736 --> 01:17:17,204
Hey!
835
01:17:17,238 --> 01:17:18,772
Can you hear me?
836
01:17:20,875 --> 01:17:22,676
Voice Over: The first
day of my capture,
837
01:17:24,245 --> 01:17:28,149
I howled screams, upon
screams, upon screams.
838
01:17:28,182 --> 01:17:29,216
[Yells}
839
01:17:30,417 --> 01:17:33,387
Until my voice unheard, faded.
840
01:17:33,420 --> 01:17:34,788
Oday: Help!
841
01:17:36,924 --> 01:17:38,759
Voice Over: Muzzling
even my mind.
842
01:17:50,871 --> 01:17:51,739
[Bell Ring]
843
01:17:58,412 --> 01:17:59,313
Oday: Hey!
844
01:18:01,849 --> 01:18:02,750
Hey!
845
01:18:04,385 --> 01:18:06,353
Help!
846
01:18:09,524 --> 01:18:10,691
[Splash]
847
01:18:20,100 --> 01:18:21,402
[Screams]
848
01:18:32,947 --> 01:18:37,084
[Slurping]
849
01:18:52,800 --> 01:18:55,869
[Train]
850
01:18:57,104 --> 01:18:58,105
[Rain]
851
01:19:00,374 --> 01:19:02,009
[Bell Ring]
852
01:19:02,042 --> 01:19:03,911
[Splash] [Splash]
[Splash] [Splash]
853
01:19:05,246 --> 01:19:05,946
[Splash]
854
01:19:07,114 --> 01:19:08,115
[Splash]
855
01:19:08,148 --> 01:19:09,183
[Ring] [Ring]
856
01:19:09,216 --> 01:19:10,117
[Splash]
857
01:19:15,990 --> 01:19:20,794
Voice Over: Each day
the well felt deeper,
858
01:19:23,464 --> 01:19:25,399
the sky
859
01:19:25,432 --> 01:19:26,900
farther away.
860
01:19:28,135 --> 01:19:32,139
All your left is a denominator
861
01:19:32,172 --> 01:19:33,774
of thoughts
862
01:19:34,908 --> 01:19:37,311
and waiting.
863
01:19:37,344 --> 01:19:40,014
[Whispers]
864
01:19:52,393 --> 01:19:55,829
[Eerie Whispers]
865
01:20:37,605 --> 01:20:39,440
[Squeak]
866
01:20:54,021 --> 01:20:55,856
Oday: Please, please,
867
01:20:57,291 --> 01:20:59,059
you can't keep me in here.
868
01:21:01,028 --> 01:21:02,162
I have a family.
869
01:21:08,402 --> 01:21:12,406
Oday's Mind: Repetition
breaks the spirit.
870
01:21:13,508 --> 01:21:15,543
Drains the mind.
871
01:21:16,977 --> 01:21:20,247
Molds it in its liking.
872
01:21:20,280 --> 01:21:22,015
I must escape.
873
01:21:22,049 --> 01:21:25,587
Oday: You're mocking me! I
can hear your whispers.
874
01:21:27,121 --> 01:21:29,356
I can hear your secrets.
875
01:21:34,562 --> 01:21:38,966
Voice Over: It's then when the
desire for the pattern
876
01:21:40,467 --> 01:21:44,037
becomes its greatest.
877
01:21:44,071 --> 01:21:46,240
[Whispers]
878
01:21:46,273 --> 01:21:47,975
Oday's Mind:
Don't let him control you.
879
01:21:48,008 --> 01:21:49,443
Don't let him control you.
880
01:21:49,476 --> 01:21:50,177
Oday: Hey!
881
01:21:52,179 --> 01:21:53,247
Show yourself.
882
01:21:53,280 --> 01:21:55,650
You fucking cowards!
883
01:21:55,683 --> 01:21:57,351
Yeah, I'll come up there
884
01:21:57,384 --> 01:22:00,954
and throw you down here
and rip those arms off.
885
01:22:00,988 --> 01:22:04,324
Yeah. And ring the bell on you!
886
01:22:04,358 --> 01:22:06,026
[Laugh]
887
01:22:24,011 --> 01:22:25,446
[Ring]
888
01:22:25,479 --> 01:22:27,981
Voice Over: After that,
the water continued,
889
01:22:29,049 --> 01:22:31,118
but not the food.
890
01:22:32,352 --> 01:22:37,157
Instead came the hunger.
891
01:22:38,459 --> 01:22:42,129
[Screaming]
892
01:22:42,162 --> 01:22:45,733
[Growling]
893
01:22:48,402 --> 01:22:50,037
Oday: I'm not your anim...
894
01:22:51,205 --> 01:22:53,373
I'm not your animal!
895
01:22:59,246 --> 01:23:00,414
I'm not hungry.
896
01:23:00,447 --> 01:23:02,282
[Deep Breathing]
897
01:23:02,316 --> 01:23:05,052
I'm not cold.
898
01:23:05,085 --> 01:23:06,754
I'm not hungry.
899
01:23:06,788 --> 01:23:11,058
I'm not hungry. No.
900
01:23:11,091 --> 01:23:12,025
Ah.
901
01:23:13,828 --> 01:23:14,629
Ugh. Ah.
902
01:23:14,662 --> 01:23:15,563
[Whispers]
903
01:23:24,606 --> 01:23:25,740
Maybe just a bite.
904
01:23:25,773 --> 01:23:27,007
[Whispers]
905
01:23:28,175 --> 01:23:29,243
With ice cream.
906
01:23:30,277 --> 01:23:31,579
With two scoops.
907
01:23:31,613 --> 01:23:32,647
Yeah.
908
01:23:32,680 --> 01:23:35,482
And a steak rare.
909
01:23:35,517 --> 01:23:36,551
No!
910
01:23:36,584 --> 01:23:37,619
[Depraved Whispers]
911
01:23:37,652 --> 01:23:39,052
Well done.
912
01:23:41,088 --> 01:23:42,289
[Whimpering]
913
01:23:50,698 --> 01:23:51,599
[Ring]
914
01:23:56,136 --> 01:23:57,471
[Squeak]
915
01:24:06,648 --> 01:24:07,549
[Clink]
916
01:24:08,516 --> 01:24:09,416
[Squish]
917
01:24:16,524 --> 01:24:18,726
Voice Over: I was starving.
918
01:24:19,827 --> 01:24:24,197
Yet, I knew what I felt.
919
01:24:26,266 --> 01:24:27,167
[Ring]
920
01:24:31,873 --> 01:24:32,774
[Splash]
921
01:24:34,809 --> 01:24:35,710
[Bell]
922
01:24:41,181 --> 01:24:41,816
[Splash]
923
01:24:41,849 --> 01:24:42,784
[Ring]
924
01:25:02,302 --> 01:25:05,640
[♪Music Playing]
925
01:25:21,321 --> 01:25:26,226
Voice Over: The blood
crystallized my starvation.
926
01:25:29,196 --> 01:25:33,333
And the moon murmured its
927
01:25:34,602 --> 01:25:36,203
secrets.
928
01:25:40,875 --> 01:25:44,879
There is no escape.
929
01:25:44,912 --> 01:25:49,584
There is only hunger.
930
01:25:49,617 --> 01:25:53,588
[Howling]
931
01:25:56,490 --> 01:25:56,991
[Ring]
932
01:25:58,258 --> 01:26:00,260
Oday: No! Take it back.
933
01:26:01,361 --> 01:26:02,063
I don't want it anymore.
934
01:26:03,463 --> 01:26:07,702
Voice Over:
Then I felt a stir
935
01:26:07,735 --> 01:26:09,169
in my soul.
936
01:26:10,237 --> 01:26:11,739
Oday: I know what you want.
937
01:26:12,740 --> 01:26:16,944
Voice Over: Murky clouds arose.
938
01:26:16,978 --> 01:26:18,478
Oday: Their plotting.
939
01:26:20,615 --> 01:26:22,349
Their scheming.
940
01:26:22,382 --> 01:26:25,953
Voice Over: Primordial.
As in my own.
941
01:26:25,987 --> 01:26:30,758
So I stood in a vial of soup,
942
01:26:33,695 --> 01:26:36,196
beyond exhaustion.
943
01:26:38,800 --> 01:26:42,870
I succumb to the moon.
944
01:26:48,509 --> 01:26:53,380
My hand ascends
945
01:26:55,683 --> 01:26:59,887
independent of its own.
946
01:27:01,055 --> 01:27:02,824
[♪Music Playing]
947
01:27:02,857 --> 01:27:06,326
The rest of me followed
948
01:27:08,763 --> 01:27:08,796
shadow-like,
949
01:27:14,869 --> 01:27:17,905
hunger washing over me.
950
01:27:19,674 --> 01:27:21,374
[Rings]
951
01:27:21,408 --> 01:27:25,646
The blood moon kissing my skin.
952
01:27:25,680 --> 01:27:26,379
[Rings]
953
01:27:27,715 --> 01:27:30,317
I surrendered
954
01:27:30,350 --> 01:27:33,521
with tongue and teeth
955
01:27:33,554 --> 01:27:37,290
beyond the horizon
956
01:27:37,324 --> 01:27:38,893
of humanity.
957
01:27:44,665 --> 01:27:45,566
[Clink]
958
01:27:49,737 --> 01:27:52,540
[Chewing]
959
01:28:05,820 --> 01:28:07,454
[Gnarling]
960
01:28:16,697 --> 01:28:18,331
Lenny: Let me get this straight.
961
01:28:19,901 --> 01:28:22,804
You ate...
962
01:28:24,972 --> 01:28:26,373
Fuck.
963
01:28:27,708 --> 01:28:30,511
Oday: I'm not trying to
make any excuses. Okay.
964
01:28:30,545 --> 01:28:34,381
I know what I did,
what I've done.
965
01:28:36,416 --> 01:28:40,087
- Tell the group what you
discovered in the well.
966
01:28:41,454 --> 01:28:44,692
- I never let myself get hungry.
967
01:28:46,828 --> 01:28:48,963
That's what causes an urge.
968
01:28:48,996 --> 01:28:50,565
Dev: I think I'm gonna be sick.
969
01:28:50,598 --> 01:28:52,465
October: What does a
bleeding moon look like?
970
01:28:53,835 --> 01:28:54,869
- Claire!
971
01:28:54,902 --> 01:28:57,104
Lenny: Huh? She has a name.
972
01:28:57,138 --> 01:29:00,440
- How dare you use my name!
973
01:29:01,642 --> 01:29:03,978
- That door only
leads to more pain.
974
01:29:05,613 --> 01:29:07,915
We are a better path.
975
01:29:10,818 --> 01:29:12,385
- I wanted to get
my family back.
976
01:29:14,155 --> 01:29:17,124
But the man that came out of
that hole was not a husband.
977
01:29:19,026 --> 01:29:20,360
He was not a father.
978
01:29:22,797 --> 01:29:25,533
My wife saw what I became
979
01:29:27,535 --> 01:29:29,469
and she took my kids away.
980
01:29:31,438 --> 01:29:32,573
And I didn't stop her.
981
01:29:34,441 --> 01:29:39,647
Please. I am human.
982
01:29:39,680 --> 01:29:41,816
I don't wanna be
a monster anymore.
983
01:29:41,849 --> 01:29:43,517
[Crying]
984
01:29:45,853 --> 01:29:48,488
- Claire, It's human to survive.
985
01:29:49,790 --> 01:29:52,392
Oday is not your tormentor,
986
01:29:54,128 --> 01:29:56,496
but he arises the same anger.
987
01:29:57,632 --> 01:29:59,133
We can use that.
988
01:30:05,773 --> 01:30:06,674
Oday.
989
01:30:08,709 --> 01:30:11,478
Are you willing to
participate in an exercise?
990
01:30:14,215 --> 01:30:15,883
- Yes.
991
01:30:18,252 --> 01:30:20,955
If it'll keep Claire
from leaving. Yes.
992
01:30:24,558 --> 01:30:25,458
[Hits Door]
993
01:30:29,964 --> 01:30:31,699
This is stupid.
994
01:30:33,067 --> 01:30:34,802
Dr. Hedonia: It's the
meat and potatoes.
995
01:30:36,570 --> 01:30:39,439
If you're not convinced
afterwards, you can leave.
996
01:30:48,249 --> 01:30:50,184
Arms folded over your chest.
997
01:30:51,886 --> 01:30:55,122
Spin in three circles for me.
998
01:30:55,156 --> 01:30:56,624
One...
999
01:30:59,226 --> 01:31:00,661
Two...
1000
01:31:03,564 --> 01:31:05,633
Three...
1001
01:31:05,666 --> 01:31:07,268
[♪Music Playing]
1002
01:31:07,301 --> 01:31:11,605
Start with a small,
lean, gentle.
1003
01:31:11,639 --> 01:31:13,240
Get used to everyone's touch.
1004
01:31:15,042 --> 01:31:19,580
As Claire falls softly
push her onto someone else.
1005
01:31:23,651 --> 01:31:26,153
A hypersensitive
reaction is normal.
1006
01:31:28,222 --> 01:31:29,623
Tell us how you feel.
1007
01:31:32,193 --> 01:31:35,997
Claire: Um, dizzy.
1008
01:31:36,030 --> 01:31:38,099
- And beyond the circle?
1009
01:31:39,567 --> 01:31:41,902
- Exhausted.
1010
01:31:41,936 --> 01:31:47,541
Like, like I'm treading water.
1011
01:31:47,575 --> 01:31:48,275
All the time.
1012
01:31:50,678 --> 01:31:56,217
- You're damaged. The
world is overwhelming.
1013
01:31:56,250 --> 01:31:57,985
And now you have each other.
1014
01:31:58,019 --> 01:32:00,721
Understanding is support.
1015
01:32:03,357 --> 01:32:06,794
Lean more and
undress your fears.
1016
01:32:10,197 --> 01:32:11,532
Lenny: Is that a smile?
1017
01:32:12,366 --> 01:32:14,268
[Claire Laughing]
1018
01:32:14,301 --> 01:32:15,970
- How do you feel now?
1019
01:32:16,003 --> 01:32:19,273
[Giggles]
1020
01:32:23,144 --> 01:32:25,746
- Huh? Like a...
1021
01:32:25,780 --> 01:32:27,615
like a kid.
1022
01:32:29,850 --> 01:32:33,721
- When we have a good
time, we feel safe.
1023
01:32:33,754 --> 01:32:37,758
And when we feel safe, our
subconscious can surface
1024
01:32:37,792 --> 01:32:40,628
and let us digest our pain.
1025
01:32:44,398 --> 01:32:46,600
Keep clear up. She trusts us.
1026
01:32:50,371 --> 01:32:53,674
There is an impossible
wall in front of you.
1027
01:32:55,309 --> 01:32:58,946
A goliath momentous burden.
1028
01:33:00,948 --> 01:33:04,251
But when you finally set
your mind in a new direction,
1029
01:33:04,285 --> 01:33:07,054
you'll suddenly
see that it is true
1030
01:33:07,088 --> 01:33:08,756
and there is a clear path.
1031
01:33:08,789 --> 01:33:13,194
No matter the outcome.
The horrible weight
1032
01:33:13,227 --> 01:33:15,696
becomes light in your heart.
1033
01:33:17,231 --> 01:33:22,036
Real clarity. Real
clarity. Stop.
1034
01:33:48,462 --> 01:33:53,367
[Sobbing]
1035
01:34:06,113 --> 01:34:08,149
- I think I'm ready to share.
1036
01:34:11,252 --> 01:34:13,187
Dr. Hedonia: Wonderful.
1037
01:34:14,388 --> 01:34:16,157
That's wonderful.
1038
01:34:27,468 --> 01:34:29,670
- It's rare I leave my house,
1039
01:34:31,839 --> 01:34:36,677
I'm a paranoid agoraphobe.
1040
01:34:40,214 --> 01:34:41,949
Though I'd argue my
fears have merit.
1041
01:34:42,950 --> 01:34:46,820
Coming to this group and seeing
1042
01:34:46,854 --> 01:34:48,722
Dr. Hedonia have
been steps I thought
1043
01:34:52,793 --> 01:34:54,795
I wasn't capable of taking.
1044
01:34:58,533 --> 01:35:01,035
I think it's important
I tell about the first
1045
01:35:01,068 --> 01:35:02,736
time I broke the cycle.
1046
01:35:04,471 --> 01:35:07,775
Because I recognize the
importance of accepting help.
1047
01:35:10,211 --> 01:35:11,912
[Digging]
1048
01:35:11,946 --> 01:35:13,948
Voice Over: Alone
with my thoughts
1049
01:35:13,981 --> 01:35:16,283
I prefer the company
of the macabre.
1050
01:35:16,317 --> 01:35:18,819
Death is knowing,
1051
01:35:18,852 --> 01:35:21,889
promising, comforting.
1052
01:35:23,791 --> 01:35:25,192
It is myself that I fear.
1053
01:35:28,095 --> 01:35:31,865
The long empty hall,
the empty rooms,
1054
01:35:33,500 --> 01:35:35,502
the solitude in the dark.
1055
01:35:37,137 --> 01:35:41,342
It is the screams unheard.
The screams unanswered.
1056
01:35:44,011 --> 01:35:45,980
The sound of silence
that haunts my mind.
1057
01:35:48,916 --> 01:35:52,953
In these quiet hours,
the darkest of night.
1058
01:35:54,388 --> 01:35:56,457
Unatural thoughts
creep through my mind.
1059
01:35:59,026 --> 01:36:01,862
Notions slither over
my skin, softly.
1060
01:36:03,397 --> 01:36:07,301
They're cool, touch,
soothing, distracting.
1061
01:36:10,070 --> 01:36:14,341
But here alone, my
demons are my own.
1062
01:36:14,375 --> 01:36:16,443
[Ball Bouncing]
1063
01:36:16,477 --> 01:36:18,045
The nightmare is the same.
1064
01:36:18,078 --> 01:36:19,013
[Ball Bouncing]
1065
01:36:19,046 --> 01:36:20,515
A figure approaching.
1066
01:36:20,548 --> 01:36:21,982
Voice: [Whisper] Let me in.
1067
01:36:23,050 --> 01:36:25,452
A knock at the door.
1068
01:36:25,486 --> 01:36:27,321
A wrapping at the walls.
1069
01:36:27,354 --> 01:36:29,156
[distant screams]
1070
01:36:29,189 --> 01:36:32,926
A climax of all my senses.
1071
01:36:59,153 --> 01:37:00,321
After the incident,
I became withdrawn.
1072
01:37:01,455 --> 01:37:04,325
Not depressed, but numb.
1073
01:37:09,664 --> 01:37:10,565
[Screams]
1074
01:37:12,567 --> 01:37:13,500
[Knocking]
1075
01:37:15,269 --> 01:37:17,071
It starts with a knock.
1076
01:37:20,407 --> 01:37:21,842
Always at night.
1077
01:37:23,110 --> 01:37:26,080
[Knock Knock Knock]
1078
01:37:26,113 --> 01:37:29,517
A peculiar hour for most, but
my condition had worsened.
1079
01:37:30,685 --> 01:37:32,486
Only nights were manageable.
1080
01:37:54,174 --> 01:37:57,010
Shadow: Take your little
pills, fool yourself.
1081
01:38:06,954 --> 01:38:08,288
[Knock]
1082
01:38:08,322 --> 01:38:09,456
[Knock]
1083
01:38:09,490 --> 01:38:10,391
[Knock]
1084
01:38:23,337 --> 01:38:24,672
- October Saquin?
1085
01:38:28,208 --> 01:38:29,076
- What's it to you?
1086
01:38:31,412 --> 01:38:33,380
- I got your
package by accident.
1087
01:38:35,650 --> 01:38:38,085
I saw the lights on. I
meant to come by earlier.
1088
01:38:42,189 --> 01:38:44,626
[Disturbed Humming]
1089
01:38:47,662 --> 01:38:48,996
[Distant Growl]
1090
01:39:16,724 --> 01:39:18,726
- I catch you at a bad time?
1091
01:39:20,728 --> 01:39:22,530
- It's always a bad time.
1092
01:39:28,068 --> 01:39:29,970
Did you call earlier?
1093
01:39:32,674 --> 01:39:36,043
- I don't have your
number. We just met.
1094
01:39:39,213 --> 01:39:40,080
- Right.
1095
01:39:45,720 --> 01:39:47,254
October: Come in.
1096
01:40:08,442 --> 01:40:12,246
- Little dark for my taste,
but your place is lovely.
1097
01:40:21,255 --> 01:40:23,056
You going to open it?
1098
01:40:25,727 --> 01:40:26,628
- Drink?
1099
01:40:29,296 --> 01:40:31,498
- Don't really drink that often.
1100
01:40:47,180 --> 01:40:48,683
[Growling]
1101
01:41:23,417 --> 01:41:27,655
Been hearing
weird noises at my place.
1102
01:41:27,689 --> 01:41:29,323
Are there wild animals
around here at all?
1103
01:41:31,425 --> 01:41:35,830
I'm pretty skittish.
Probably just my imagination.
1104
01:41:39,767 --> 01:41:44,639
- If you're quiet enough
houses speak.
1105
01:41:49,577 --> 01:41:51,411
They have stories to tell.
1106
01:41:59,286 --> 01:42:00,253
Boo.
1107
01:42:06,794 --> 01:42:07,595
[Cough]
1108
01:42:10,297 --> 01:42:11,633
- Can I use the ladies' room?
1109
01:42:14,769 --> 01:42:16,370
[Flushing]
1110
01:42:19,674 --> 01:42:20,273
[Water Running]
1111
01:42:24,979 --> 01:42:26,380
[Deep Breath]
1112
01:42:30,685 --> 01:42:34,254
Okay. Make friends Heidi.
1113
01:42:34,287 --> 01:42:36,289
Don't be a weirdo.
1114
01:42:38,860 --> 01:42:41,562
You are not going
to be lonely here.
1115
01:42:43,765 --> 01:42:45,933
Get a new start.
1116
01:42:47,267 --> 01:42:49,336
New start.
1117
01:42:50,805 --> 01:42:52,740
'Cause you're not a loser.
1118
01:42:55,009 --> 01:42:57,244
You're not a loser.
1119
01:42:57,277 --> 01:42:58,178
[Sigh]
1120
01:42:59,647 --> 01:43:00,615
[Ball Bouncing]
1121
01:43:10,725 --> 01:43:11,491
[Ball Bouncing]
1122
01:43:35,850 --> 01:43:38,519
[Knocking]
1123
01:43:47,061 --> 01:43:48,495
[Whispers]
1124
01:43:50,698 --> 01:43:53,901
Voice: I'll come
back. Let me in.
1125
01:43:53,935 --> 01:43:55,368
[Ball Bouncing/Knocking]
1126
01:43:56,804 --> 01:43:58,539
Voice: [Whisper] Let me in.
1127
01:44:07,849 --> 01:44:10,317
[Ball Bouncing/Knocking]
1128
01:44:11,819 --> 01:44:13,855
Voice: [Scream] Let me in!
1129
01:44:22,797 --> 01:44:25,666
- Never thought I'd
move cross country.
1130
01:44:25,700 --> 01:44:29,003
I'm a small town girl. It
all happened so quickly.
1131
01:44:34,041 --> 01:44:37,779
[Bones Cracking]
1132
01:44:54,562 --> 01:44:56,597
- She's prettier than you.
1133
01:45:18,385 --> 01:45:19,086
[Bones Crack]
1134
01:45:19,120 --> 01:45:21,354
Cut that little cunt's face.
1135
01:45:22,156 --> 01:45:23,958
Heidi: I'll tell you one thing.
1136
01:45:23,991 --> 01:45:26,459
No boyfriends, no distractions.
1137
01:45:26,493 --> 01:45:29,063
At least for a couple of
months.
1138
01:45:29,096 --> 01:45:31,464
Or if he's really cute.
1139
01:45:36,637 --> 01:45:38,539
What are you doing
with that knife?
1140
01:45:46,413 --> 01:45:51,085
- I get paranoid too. I
thought I heard something.
1141
01:45:52,485 --> 01:45:57,357
- Oh, do you always
keep late hours?
1142
01:46:02,063 --> 01:46:04,932
- Adults with a acute nocturnal
parasomnia can act out
1143
01:46:04,966 --> 01:46:07,034
violently in their sleep so,
1144
01:46:07,068 --> 01:46:11,005
I have to stay awake until dawn.
1145
01:46:12,006 --> 01:46:13,774
That's your neighbor.
1146
01:46:23,684 --> 01:46:25,385
- I'm bulimic.
1147
01:46:30,224 --> 01:46:31,993
To our issues.
1148
01:46:36,631 --> 01:46:37,098
- Do you wanna
stay awake with me?
1149
01:46:39,667 --> 01:46:41,401
- Are you down to share that
pizza?
1150
01:46:43,137 --> 01:46:45,773
- If you don't throw it up.
1151
01:46:45,806 --> 01:46:47,575
[♪Music Playing]
1152
01:46:55,516 --> 01:46:57,551
I hear sound that aren't there.
1153
01:47:00,487 --> 01:47:01,923
I know it isn't real.
1154
01:47:03,658 --> 01:47:05,526
But my fear is.
1155
01:47:12,233 --> 01:47:13,500
- I'm not fat.
1156
01:47:17,672 --> 01:47:20,007
But when I look in the
mirror, I'm disgusted.
1157
01:47:22,944 --> 01:47:25,146
I gag at the first
sight of food.
1158
01:47:28,182 --> 01:47:30,584
I eat what I want,
but I purge it.
1159
01:47:33,020 --> 01:47:36,190
- My medication keeps
my delusions at bay.
1160
01:47:38,025 --> 01:47:40,493
The pills are numbing.
1161
01:47:44,065 --> 01:47:46,600
It feels borderline suicidal.
1162
01:47:53,641 --> 01:47:55,676
- I lived with my
disorder for three years
1163
01:47:55,710 --> 01:47:57,812
before telling anyone.
1164
01:48:01,849 --> 01:48:03,551
- I live alone,
1165
01:48:05,786 --> 01:48:08,222
because my night
terrors are incurable.
1166
01:48:10,324 --> 01:48:11,959
- At some point
1167
01:48:13,627 --> 01:48:17,932
looking good became more
important than feeling good.
1168
01:48:25,106 --> 01:48:26,273
Aren't we a pair?
1169
01:48:34,115 --> 01:48:37,218
Fuck everyone.
1170
01:48:37,251 --> 01:48:39,086
- Fuck everyone.
1171
01:48:40,221 --> 01:48:41,322
- You can't trust her.
1172
01:48:41,355 --> 01:48:42,256
[Bones Crack]
1173
01:48:49,263 --> 01:48:51,098
- Do you like to dance?
1174
01:48:52,867 --> 01:48:55,536
- I love to dance.
1175
01:48:58,606 --> 01:49:01,675
- We should go out.
Pick out an album.
1176
01:49:09,016 --> 01:49:13,587
[♪Music Playing]
1177
01:49:58,232 --> 01:50:02,703
We both have demons and mine
wait for me to fall asleep.
1178
01:50:04,939 --> 01:50:06,640
A chance to take over my mind.
1179
01:50:09,310 --> 01:50:11,779
So if you really
wanna stay up with me.
1180
01:50:28,329 --> 01:50:29,730
They're strong.
1181
01:50:31,365 --> 01:50:34,068
I need them to be
to leave the house.
1182
01:50:41,108 --> 01:50:45,646
- It, it's been a while.
Isn't everything closing soon?
1183
01:50:46,380 --> 01:50:48,349
I know good after hours.
1184
01:51:04,198 --> 01:51:05,332
[Clears Throat]
1185
01:51:21,115 --> 01:51:21,982
[Kiss]
1186
01:51:36,197 --> 01:51:38,132
- We don't deserve it.
1187
01:51:42,970 --> 01:51:45,839
Come on, lets get you
in something else.
1188
01:51:48,342 --> 01:51:51,478
[♪Music Playing]
1189
01:53:29,943 --> 01:53:31,312
[Laughing]
1190
01:53:43,924 --> 01:53:44,925
Heidi.
1191
01:53:49,363 --> 01:53:54,034
- Oh my God, thank you.
Oh, I could drink an ocean.
1192
01:54:06,480 --> 01:54:07,114
[Malice Whispers]
1193
01:54:15,690 --> 01:54:16,591
[Knock]
1194
01:54:18,292 --> 01:54:18,992
[Knock]
1195
01:54:21,061 --> 01:54:21,962
[Knock]
1196
01:54:28,168 --> 01:54:32,172
Voice: I must give
you the message.
1197
01:54:32,206 --> 01:54:32,906
[Knock]
1198
01:54:36,276 --> 01:54:37,512
Voice: [Whisper] Let me in.
1199
01:54:37,545 --> 01:54:38,445
[Ball Bouncing]
1200
01:54:39,681 --> 01:54:41,048
Voice: [Whisper] Let me in.
1201
01:54:45,419 --> 01:54:45,986
[Ball Bouncing]
1202
01:54:52,627 --> 01:54:54,161
[♪Music Playing]
1203
01:55:13,715 --> 01:55:17,351
[Piercing Screams]
1204
01:55:17,384 --> 01:55:19,019
[Splash]
1205
01:55:23,457 --> 01:55:24,358
- October?
1206
01:55:33,701 --> 01:55:35,102
Voice: [Whisper] Let me in.
1207
01:55:45,412 --> 01:55:47,047
Let me in!
1208
01:55:47,080 --> 01:55:47,981
[Scream]
1209
01:55:53,555 --> 01:55:54,455
[Splash]
1210
01:56:05,098 --> 01:56:07,968
October: There's a
silence that haunts me.
1211
01:56:11,305 --> 01:56:13,207
Thoughts that lurk.
1212
01:56:15,175 --> 01:56:16,578
Biding their time.
1213
01:56:18,278 --> 01:56:22,983
Holding their breath,
waiting to strike.
1214
01:56:27,622 --> 01:56:28,523
- You're not well.
1215
01:56:30,658 --> 01:56:32,292
Alone in my house
1216
01:56:32,326 --> 01:56:35,162
I can harbor my sickness
without hurting others.
1217
01:56:36,664 --> 01:56:38,600
- If there's a memory
haunting you here,
1218
01:56:40,535 --> 01:56:42,402
you should move away.
1219
01:56:45,506 --> 01:56:46,406
- No.
1220
01:56:50,177 --> 01:56:52,045
I need to face my terrors
1221
01:56:54,649 --> 01:56:56,283
to truly know them.
1222
01:57:02,657 --> 01:57:05,058
- Then you don't
need to do it alone.
1223
01:57:12,600 --> 01:57:14,702
- Friends are hard to come by.
1224
01:57:21,141 --> 01:57:23,343
Heidi: I've never had
many girlfriends or
1225
01:57:23,377 --> 01:57:25,445
friends that were genuine.
1226
01:57:25,479 --> 01:57:27,414
[Heidi's Voice Fades]
1227
01:57:27,447 --> 01:57:30,484
Heidi: Ever walk in on
someone talking about you?
1228
01:57:30,518 --> 01:57:32,219
You know, behind your back.
1229
01:57:35,690 --> 01:57:37,090
[Bones Cracking]
1230
01:57:37,124 --> 01:57:38,626
- You worthless slut.
1231
01:57:38,660 --> 01:57:41,228
No one will ever want you
for more than fucking.
1232
01:57:49,336 --> 01:57:51,271
Taste the rainbow bitch.
1233
01:57:51,305 --> 01:57:53,340
[Laughing]
1234
01:57:53,373 --> 01:57:55,442
[Screams] I hate you.
I hate you. I hate you.
1235
01:57:55,475 --> 01:57:59,212
October: My demons are my
own. My Demons are my own.
1236
01:57:59,246 --> 01:58:01,081
[Echoing]
1237
01:58:16,263 --> 01:58:17,765
[Knocking]
1238
01:58:36,718 --> 01:58:38,218
Visitor:
Good morning, ma'am.
1239
01:58:38,251 --> 01:58:41,388
What a beautiful sunny day.
1240
01:58:41,421 --> 01:58:44,559
And you look beautiful
too if I may say.
1241
01:58:52,767 --> 01:58:57,237
You see, I was chosen
to give you this message,
1242
01:58:57,270 --> 01:59:00,173
from our a savior and master.
1243
01:59:03,544 --> 01:59:04,812
- No thank you.
1244
01:59:06,948 --> 01:59:08,348
- Please take it.
1245
01:59:15,823 --> 01:59:16,891
Let me in.
1246
01:59:22,597 --> 01:59:24,565
I must give you the message.
1247
01:59:25,767 --> 01:59:27,669
For her way is divine.
1248
01:59:28,803 --> 01:59:31,371
Her truth, pleasure.
1249
01:59:32,974 --> 01:59:36,611
Rejoice!
I liberate you!
1250
01:59:39,714 --> 01:59:40,414
- No! No!
1251
01:59:41,916 --> 01:59:42,817
Please!
1252
01:59:43,651 --> 01:59:44,786
[Screaming]
1253
01:59:44,819 --> 01:59:45,720
[Bang]
1254
01:59:48,288 --> 01:59:52,860
[Struggling]
1255
01:59:52,894 --> 01:59:54,294
No!
1256
01:59:54,327 --> 01:59:54,929
[Rip]
1257
01:59:54,962 --> 01:59:55,763
[Ting]
1258
01:59:55,797 --> 01:59:57,565
Please!
1259
01:59:57,598 --> 01:59:58,398
No!
1260
01:59:58,432 --> 02:00:03,270
[Muffled Screams]
1261
02:00:03,303 --> 02:00:08,375
[Struggle]
Visitor: [Moaning]
1262
02:00:13,915 --> 02:00:16,951
[Audio Fades Out]
1263
02:00:16,984 --> 02:00:22,222
[Audio Silence]
1264
02:00:39,040 --> 02:00:42,476
[Audio Fades In]
1265
02:00:42,510 --> 02:00:45,278
- When your screams
are unanswered,
1266
02:00:46,681 --> 02:00:47,982
they're silent.
1267
02:00:49,316 --> 02:00:52,285
- October, what do you see?
1268
02:00:56,356 --> 02:00:58,425
Shadow: Torture.
1269
02:01:01,062 --> 02:01:04,966
- You heal, but
you never escape.
1270
02:01:09,704 --> 02:01:13,574
- No one's there
and no one's coming.
1271
02:01:13,608 --> 02:01:15,009
Whatever happened
it's in the past.
1272
02:01:15,042 --> 02:01:16,544
- I know it can't hurt me!
1273
02:01:17,845 --> 02:01:20,313
- Stop torturing yourself.
1274
02:01:20,347 --> 02:01:21,749
Shadow: Blah, blah, blah.
1275
02:01:21,783 --> 02:01:23,718
- You can trust me.
1276
02:01:26,453 --> 02:01:30,390
Som...Somethings wrong.
1277
02:01:31,424 --> 02:01:32,325
[Crash]
1278
02:01:35,930 --> 02:01:39,399
- What have you done?
- Me? Bitch? You poisoned her.
1279
02:01:41,401 --> 02:01:43,436
[Laughing]
She's dead.
1280
02:01:43,470 --> 02:01:44,872
Like the others.
1281
02:01:46,541 --> 02:01:47,875
- The others?
1282
02:01:49,376 --> 02:01:51,512
- Get rid of of the body.
1283
02:02:34,722 --> 02:02:37,424
Chop that pretty little
cunt up into pieces.
1284
02:02:44,899 --> 02:02:47,568
[Heavy Breathing]
1285
02:02:50,805 --> 02:02:53,908
[Both: Screaming]
1286
02:02:53,941 --> 02:02:55,610
October: [Wails]
1287
02:03:27,875 --> 02:03:31,145
[Whimpering] I'm so sorry.
1288
02:03:32,947 --> 02:03:34,548
Shadow: Damn it.
1289
02:03:34,582 --> 02:03:36,851
I really wanted to watch
you chops this one up.
1290
02:03:52,900 --> 02:03:56,604
- Sweet little cunt.
1291
02:04:06,647 --> 02:04:09,517
Don't think about
telling anyone.
1292
02:04:11,252 --> 02:04:12,887
I'll come back.
1293
02:04:29,637 --> 02:04:30,237
[Screaming]
1294
02:04:30,271 --> 02:04:31,172
[Stab]
1295
02:04:31,205 --> 02:04:36,110
Visitor: [Screaming]
1296
02:04:41,182 --> 02:04:42,783
[♪Music Playing]
1297
02:04:50,057 --> 02:04:51,726
[Gurgling Blood]
1298
02:05:09,276 --> 02:05:11,512
- Get rid of the body.
1299
02:05:15,082 --> 02:05:16,083
[Screaming]
1300
02:05:16,117 --> 02:05:17,718
[Bones Cracking]
1301
02:05:17,752 --> 02:05:19,020
[Bones Cracking]
1302
02:05:19,053 --> 02:05:20,654
[Bones Cracking]
1303
02:05:39,607 --> 02:05:44,678
[Bones Cracking]
1304
02:06:07,001 --> 02:06:07,902
[Knock]
1305
02:06:11,839 --> 02:06:12,740
[Knock]
1306
02:06:16,811 --> 02:06:17,478
[Knock]
1307
02:06:21,348 --> 02:06:22,249
[Knock]
1308
02:06:31,125 --> 02:06:32,026
[Knock]
1309
02:06:53,147 --> 02:06:54,615
[Groans]
1310
02:07:01,322 --> 02:07:02,857
You fainted.
1311
02:07:06,794 --> 02:07:09,063
It must have been
all the dancing.
1312
02:07:11,332 --> 02:07:13,134
- Or the drugs.
1313
02:07:31,152 --> 02:07:35,823
- Last year someone broke
into my home and um...
1314
02:07:42,229 --> 02:07:44,398
- That's horrible.
1315
02:07:46,767 --> 02:07:49,036
- More than you can imagine.
1316
02:08:04,818 --> 02:08:06,353
- Tell me.
1317
02:08:44,925 --> 02:08:47,761
You may live with the horror,
1318
02:08:47,795 --> 02:08:51,198
but you can let go of the pain.
1319
02:08:54,802 --> 02:08:57,972
Break the cycle, October.
1320
02:09:29,136 --> 02:09:30,938
- I did.
1321
02:10:23,625 --> 02:10:25,326
Death is boring,
1322
02:10:28,495 --> 02:10:29,597
shallow.
1323
02:10:34,501 --> 02:10:36,503
Now I prefer the torture.
1324
02:10:40,974 --> 02:10:42,976
Her cool touch soothing,
1325
02:10:45,547 --> 02:10:47,582
beautifully distracting.
1326
02:10:50,951 --> 02:10:53,187
I prefer the long empty hall,
1327
02:10:56,691 --> 02:10:58,425
the empty rooms,
1328
02:11:02,597 --> 02:11:04,532
the solitude in the dark.
1329
02:11:10,938 --> 02:11:13,608
The sound of silence
that never ends.
1330
02:11:19,146 --> 02:11:21,982
The sound of
silence that haunts.
1331
02:11:23,250 --> 02:11:24,051
[Knock. Knock. Knock.]
1332
02:11:24,084 --> 02:11:24,985
[Gasp]
1333
02:11:28,355 --> 02:11:31,058
Lenny: Suddenly I
don't feel crazy.
1334
02:11:32,459 --> 02:11:34,361
- And I am?
1335
02:11:34,395 --> 02:11:35,929
Oday: We're all
in the same boat.
1336
02:11:35,963 --> 02:11:38,332
- But you're at the helm.
1337
02:11:45,372 --> 02:11:50,144
- You look anxious Dev.
Run towards your feelings.
1338
02:11:50,177 --> 02:11:51,478
- There's at least two people
1339
02:11:51,513 --> 02:11:53,213
that have killed
someone in this room.
1340
02:11:55,182 --> 02:11:57,251
You're god damn animals!
1341
02:11:57,284 --> 02:11:59,587
Lenny: Whoa.
- How can you kill someone?
1342
02:11:59,621 --> 02:12:02,289
- She didn't leave her
friends to die.
1343
02:12:02,322 --> 02:12:05,058
- Shut up! I escaped.
1344
02:12:05,092 --> 02:12:07,094
Dr Hedonia: You're
upset. Breathe.
1345
02:12:07,127 --> 02:12:09,997
Their death is not your
fault.
1346
02:12:10,030 --> 02:12:11,432
- I'm freaking out because
1347
02:12:11,465 --> 02:12:13,233
she chopped someone
up with an ax!
1348
02:12:13,267 --> 02:12:16,538
She's crazy! You're
all freaking crazy.
1349
02:12:16,571 --> 02:12:21,308
- Okay, we're all
crazy. I'm crazy.
1350
02:12:21,341 --> 02:12:25,379
The world is crazy
and it's full of pain.
1351
02:12:28,248 --> 02:12:31,018
But we are here to
navigate through it.
1352
02:12:37,525 --> 02:12:42,429
- Your secrets are
safe with me...
1353
02:12:43,731 --> 02:12:45,999
October.
1354
02:12:46,033 --> 02:12:48,135
Dr Hedonia: Thank you Claire.
1355
02:12:48,168 --> 02:12:52,072
Everyone's stories are not
1356
02:12:52,105 --> 02:12:54,041
easy pills to swallow.
1357
02:12:56,210 --> 02:13:01,348
Within each you can
discover empathy
1358
02:13:01,381 --> 02:13:06,019
because you all share the same
level of pain, the same fear.
1359
02:13:08,455 --> 02:13:13,360
Your emotional
depth is fathomless.
1360
02:13:14,762 --> 02:13:18,733
Much, much deeper than most.
1361
02:13:21,669 --> 02:13:24,606
The ability to feel
1362
02:13:24,639 --> 02:13:28,743
and not shut yourself off
1363
02:13:32,112 --> 02:13:34,481
is what defines you as human.
1364
02:13:36,250 --> 02:13:38,352
[♪Music Playing]
1365
02:13:49,731 --> 02:13:54,067
Before we end our
session, I would like
1366
02:13:54,101 --> 02:13:58,706
to do one last
exercise as a group.
1367
02:14:02,209 --> 02:14:04,344
We attempt to avoid pain,
1368
02:14:06,146 --> 02:14:07,649
but it is a part of life.
1369
02:14:09,651 --> 02:14:13,688
For this exercise,
I encourage you
1370
02:14:13,721 --> 02:14:15,557
to embrace it.
1371
02:14:18,793 --> 02:14:20,795
Trauma isn't always purposeless.
1372
02:14:22,897 --> 02:14:25,365
It can be a profound experience.
1373
02:14:37,444 --> 02:14:41,315
For a moment, let's imagine
1374
02:14:41,348 --> 02:14:44,284
you knew who caused your pain.
1375
02:14:44,318 --> 02:14:45,553
[Door Closes]
1376
02:14:53,528 --> 02:14:56,798
The self hatred, the
doubt, the rage, the fear,
1377
02:14:56,831 --> 02:14:58,833
the psychosis.
1378
02:14:58,866 --> 02:15:03,270
A face with cold
eyes and sharp teeth.
1379
02:15:04,772 --> 02:15:08,442
The monster who sent the man
1380
02:15:08,475 --> 02:15:10,277
to your house October,
1381
02:15:11,546 --> 02:15:16,283
kidnapped you off
the subway Oday.
1382
02:15:16,316 --> 02:15:20,387
That there was a puppeteer
behind the violinist Dev.
1383
02:15:20,420 --> 02:15:23,323
And that we knew who lit
your house on fire Lenny
1384
02:15:23,357 --> 02:15:27,294
and sent you down
a destructive path.
1385
02:15:28,896 --> 02:15:29,797
[Click]
1386
02:15:34,802 --> 02:15:36,904
They did these atrocities
1387
02:15:36,938 --> 02:15:40,875
because they knew exactly
what would trigger you.
1388
02:15:42,710 --> 02:15:47,548
If that one person stood
right in front of all
1389
02:15:47,582 --> 02:15:51,284
of you, what would
be the outcome?
1390
02:15:58,425 --> 02:16:03,163
- It wouldn't be pretty.
- Pure hate.
1391
02:16:04,364 --> 02:16:07,869
- And as a group
we would bring them
1392
02:16:07,902 --> 02:16:10,672
endless pain.
1393
02:16:11,906 --> 02:16:13,473
Dr. Hedonia: And what if...
1394
02:16:13,507 --> 02:16:16,744
- They took pleasure
in the pain?
1395
02:16:18,713 --> 02:16:22,917
Dr. Hedonia: [Voice Deepens]
Yes, Claire, what if pain
1396
02:16:22,950 --> 02:16:25,485
for them is to feel human?
1397
02:16:28,756 --> 02:16:31,191
[♪Violin Music Playing]
1398
02:16:36,798 --> 02:16:38,498
[Panicked Breathing]
1399
02:16:51,879 --> 02:16:55,482
Now that you've exposed your
bare skin to each other,
1400
02:16:57,417 --> 02:16:59,286
I can show you mine.
1401
02:17:08,395 --> 02:17:09,831
[Zip]
1402
02:17:32,086 --> 02:17:34,922
[Doors And Windows Locking]
1403
02:17:36,924 --> 02:17:39,259
You can get out
of your seats now.
1404
02:17:51,404 --> 02:17:53,708
Come to me,
my pets!
1405
02:17:57,979 --> 02:18:01,314
[♪Music Playing]
1406
02:18:14,629 --> 02:18:17,565
[Muffled Dialogue]
1407
02:18:35,049 --> 02:18:37,618
- You're not, you're not full
from everything?
1408
02:18:37,652 --> 02:18:38,451
- No.
1409
02:18:38,485 --> 02:18:40,353
Yeah. Shut up.
1410
02:18:40,387 --> 02:18:43,558
Dev: Hey Claire, are you sure
you don't need a ride back?
1411
02:18:45,793 --> 02:18:47,394
- I'm okay.
1412
02:18:48,529 --> 02:18:49,997
Oday: Positive?
1413
02:18:50,031 --> 02:18:50,932
- I need to walk.
1414
02:18:52,166 --> 02:18:54,001
Lenny: See you in group.
1415
02:19:00,407 --> 02:19:02,043
October: Latter twat.
1416
02:19:04,912 --> 02:19:07,548
[Faint Screams]
1417
02:20:13,247 --> 02:20:15,816
[Screams]
1418
02:20:25,059 --> 02:20:30,064
[Overwhelming Screams]
1419
02:20:40,675 --> 02:20:45,445
[♪Music Playing]
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