1 00:00:15,082 --> 00:00:17,685 [Footsteps] 2 00:00:26,326 --> 00:00:31,164 [Grinding Gears] 3 00:00:50,885 --> 00:00:52,119 [♪Music Playing] 4 00:00:52,152 --> 00:00:55,122 [Gasping] 5 00:00:55,155 --> 00:00:57,291 [Bones Cracking] 6 00:00:58,860 --> 00:01:01,061 [Door Creaking Open] 7 00:01:21,448 --> 00:01:22,149 [Clears Throat] 8 00:01:24,251 --> 00:01:25,152 - I'm here for my eight o'clock. 9 00:01:27,655 --> 00:01:30,123 - Your first name? - Lenny. 10 00:01:32,927 --> 00:01:36,631 I know, doctor patient romance is forbidden, but 11 00:01:40,635 --> 00:01:45,305 what's the etiquette on patient cute receptionist? 12 00:01:49,611 --> 00:01:51,244 It's frowned upon. 13 00:02:00,320 --> 00:02:02,322 Up the stairs to the right. 14 00:02:02,356 --> 00:02:04,291 [♪Music Playing] 15 00:02:37,759 --> 00:02:38,458 [Foot Stomp] 16 00:02:39,493 --> 00:02:40,193 - I don't know. 17 00:02:47,702 --> 00:02:48,903 - Hey, you need a name tag! 18 00:02:50,872 --> 00:02:51,572 [♪Music Playing] 19 00:02:57,244 --> 00:02:57,745 [Gasping] My demons are my own. 20 00:02:59,681 --> 00:03:02,249 My demons are my own. 21 00:03:06,921 --> 00:03:07,722 [Door Closes] 22 00:03:21,669 --> 00:03:24,672 How long have you been seeing Dr. Hedonia? 23 00:03:27,575 --> 00:03:30,745 - I've been seeing the doctor for about a year. 24 00:03:32,914 --> 00:03:33,815 First patient. 25 00:03:35,750 --> 00:03:36,918 For this uh... 26 00:03:38,986 --> 00:03:40,253 program that is. 27 00:03:41,455 --> 00:03:42,657 - I just started. 28 00:03:42,690 --> 00:03:43,490 - Alright. 29 00:03:45,459 --> 00:03:48,596 Is your incident recent? 30 00:03:50,363 --> 00:03:53,534 - Last fall. - Not even a scar. 31 00:03:55,737 --> 00:03:56,738 Still a wound. 32 00:04:01,743 --> 00:04:03,010 Paroxetine? 33 00:04:03,044 --> 00:04:04,712 - Venlafaxine. 34 00:04:04,746 --> 00:04:07,515 - You're on that first mountain. 35 00:04:08,983 --> 00:04:10,785 It's not the tallest, 36 00:04:10,818 --> 00:04:13,521 but it's the hardest one to conquer. 37 00:04:15,590 --> 00:04:18,458 Pills are a steady rope and harness, 38 00:04:20,695 --> 00:04:25,465 but being physical, that's some good hiking boots. 39 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:28,301 - Physical? 40 00:04:36,476 --> 00:04:40,748 - You know, get into a fight. 41 00:04:42,917 --> 00:04:44,786 Even get your ass kicked. 42 00:04:47,555 --> 00:04:48,756 Maybe even a one night stand. 43 00:04:52,093 --> 00:04:55,362 - I, I, I don't wanna fight. 44 00:04:56,898 --> 00:04:58,900 - Then you definitely need to. 45 00:04:58,933 --> 00:04:59,901 [♪Music Playing] 46 00:05:14,816 --> 00:05:16,584 - At least I'm not the last. 47 00:05:28,395 --> 00:05:29,864 - That's an interesting name. 48 00:05:34,669 --> 00:05:35,903 - I'll take it as a compliment. 49 00:05:35,937 --> 00:05:37,605 - Oh, please do. 50 00:05:37,638 --> 00:05:40,541 Dr. Hedonia says to make a new friend each day. 51 00:05:41,609 --> 00:05:43,010 - Break the cycle. 52 00:05:44,545 --> 00:05:46,479 Lenny: Maybe that's why we are here. 53 00:05:48,448 --> 00:05:49,416 To see how each of us does it. 54 00:05:50,952 --> 00:05:52,720 Dev: We're here because we're fucked up. 55 00:05:54,856 --> 00:05:56,090 Lenny: What about you, ginger? 56 00:05:56,123 --> 00:05:57,024 [Distant Screams] 57 00:05:58,192 --> 00:05:59,961 Are you fucked up? 58 00:05:59,994 --> 00:06:01,394 [♪Music Playing] 59 00:06:06,901 --> 00:06:08,069 [Door Closes] 60 00:06:51,545 --> 00:06:53,180 I see we're short a shipmate. 61 00:06:57,084 --> 00:07:01,122 Unfortunately, this is the only room large enough for group. 62 00:07:04,759 --> 00:07:08,629 Let's start with a present centered exercise 63 00:07:08,663 --> 00:07:11,599 and make use of the tardiness. 64 00:07:11,632 --> 00:07:14,502 Has anyone experienced turmoil lately? 65 00:07:18,506 --> 00:07:20,174 Don't look at me, Doc. 66 00:07:22,710 --> 00:07:23,611 Dev? 67 00:07:25,513 --> 00:07:28,616 I've experienced frustration. 68 00:07:28,649 --> 00:07:31,052 - What caused the frustration? 69 00:07:31,085 --> 00:07:32,820 - I was being ignored. 70 00:07:32,853 --> 00:07:35,723 - And what was your core emotion? 71 00:07:35,756 --> 00:07:36,456 - Anger. 72 00:07:38,025 --> 00:07:41,195 - What was the reason for your anger? 73 00:07:41,228 --> 00:07:42,897 - Because I was ignored. 74 00:07:42,930 --> 00:07:45,199 I was at the bar and this guy was ignoring me. 75 00:07:46,934 --> 00:07:48,502 - What triggered you? 76 00:07:53,607 --> 00:07:57,578 - I felt marginalized. - Unworthy? 77 00:07:57,611 --> 00:07:59,146 - Alone. 78 00:07:59,180 --> 00:08:02,650 I feel alone a lot now. 79 00:08:02,683 --> 00:08:04,752 That's why I went to the bar in the first place. 80 00:08:04,785 --> 00:08:08,723 - Good. And what was your action? 81 00:08:11,993 --> 00:08:14,161 - I, I smashed a beer bottle over their head. 82 00:08:15,963 --> 00:08:20,568 - Okay. An overcompensation for a feeling of inadequacy. 83 00:08:21,569 --> 00:08:22,970 - I, I didn't want to hurt him. 84 00:08:23,004 --> 00:08:25,172 He, he, he just, he just wasn't listening. 85 00:08:28,209 --> 00:08:30,511 - Close your eyes, Dev. 86 00:08:32,179 --> 00:08:33,280 Take a breath. 87 00:08:34,648 --> 00:08:38,919 [Deep Breathing] 88 00:08:50,364 --> 00:08:55,336 Now, imagine a wooden table in front of you. 89 00:08:55,369 --> 00:08:59,206 On this table are four mallets. 90 00:08:59,240 --> 00:09:00,875 Mallets of all different sizes. 91 00:09:02,343 --> 00:09:07,148 On the far right is a massive circus mallet. 92 00:09:07,181 --> 00:09:10,084 One that you would use to swing in an attempt 93 00:09:10,117 --> 00:09:13,954 to hit a ball and win a comedically large prize. 94 00:09:15,389 --> 00:09:19,660 The mallets lay in ascending order. On the left 95 00:09:19,693 --> 00:09:23,697 is a tiny mallet built for a mouse. 96 00:09:23,731 --> 00:09:26,667 Pick each up and feel its weight. 97 00:09:35,309 --> 00:09:39,613 Select the mallet that you chose to solve this situation. 98 00:09:44,318 --> 00:09:45,886 Do you have it in your hand, Dev? 99 00:09:47,054 --> 00:09:48,889 - Yes. It feels good. 100 00:09:50,691 --> 00:09:54,095 - This mallet is too heavy, but it's not the first time. 101 00:09:55,796 --> 00:09:57,131 Keep the mallet up, Dev. 102 00:10:00,734 --> 00:10:04,004 Remember the smashed bottle over their head. 103 00:10:05,439 --> 00:10:07,374 Repeat this memory in your mind. 104 00:10:09,276 --> 00:10:12,780 The swinging of the bottle, the shattering sound 105 00:10:12,813 --> 00:10:15,416 of the glass and the spilling of the blood. 106 00:10:15,449 --> 00:10:18,686 The swinging of the bottle, the shattering sound 107 00:10:18,719 --> 00:10:21,355 of the glass and the spilling of the blood. 108 00:10:21,388 --> 00:10:24,024 The swinging of the bottle, the shattering sound 109 00:10:24,058 --> 00:10:26,327 of the glass and the spilling of the blood. 110 00:10:26,360 --> 00:10:29,697 The swinging of the bottle, the shattering sound of glass 111 00:10:29,730 --> 00:10:31,065 and the spilling of the blood. 112 00:10:31,098 --> 00:10:32,800 - It's heavy. 113 00:10:32,833 --> 00:10:36,070 - If it's heavy why did you use such a large mallet? 114 00:10:36,103 --> 00:10:38,072 - I was scared. 115 00:10:38,105 --> 00:10:41,976 - You were scared. Is it okay to be scared Dev? 116 00:10:42,009 --> 00:10:44,712 - It's okay to be scared. 117 00:10:44,745 --> 00:10:47,248 - You don't have to carry this weight. 118 00:10:47,281 --> 00:10:50,317 This is not the mallet you should use. 119 00:10:50,351 --> 00:10:54,121 You reacted via past experiences, 120 00:10:54,155 --> 00:10:57,158 not in the present moment in the bar. 121 00:10:57,191 --> 00:10:59,760 That's trauma. 122 00:11:02,296 --> 00:11:03,931 Pick a smaller mallet. 123 00:11:05,866 --> 00:11:08,936 Really feel its weight in your hand. 124 00:11:08,969 --> 00:11:10,738 Isn't it still powerful? 125 00:11:14,241 --> 00:11:18,012 Could you use that mallet to solve problems? 126 00:11:23,184 --> 00:11:25,052 Open your eyes, Dev. 127 00:11:28,889 --> 00:11:29,790 Hmm. 128 00:11:30,858 --> 00:11:31,759 [Door Closes] 129 00:11:33,027 --> 00:11:34,228 Welcome Oday. 130 00:11:40,467 --> 00:11:41,168 [♪Music Playing] 131 00:11:47,908 --> 00:11:48,809 We are all here. 132 00:11:51,111 --> 00:11:53,881 And now that we're here, we can help each other. 133 00:11:54,982 --> 00:11:58,219 You have the right to feel anxious. 134 00:11:58,252 --> 00:12:01,989 Sharing in a group setting isn't easy. 135 00:12:02,022 --> 00:12:04,825 It's vulnerable, 136 00:12:04,858 --> 00:12:08,829 but you'll have to take the leap of trust 137 00:12:08,862 --> 00:12:12,833 with each other just as you learned to trust me 138 00:12:12,866 --> 00:12:15,936 during our one-on-one sessions. 139 00:12:15,970 --> 00:12:19,006 Because you are all bound by the limits 140 00:12:19,039 --> 00:12:20,874 of legal confidentiality. 141 00:12:25,580 --> 00:12:29,316 How are we sleeping? Are we well rested today? 142 00:12:31,952 --> 00:12:33,887 I wouldn't call it sleeping. 143 00:12:36,257 --> 00:12:39,126 A lot of nightmares. 144 00:12:39,159 --> 00:12:42,363 Be vigilant in your sleep plans and goals. 145 00:12:43,464 --> 00:12:46,333 Sleep deprivation is detrimental 146 00:12:47,868 --> 00:12:48,802 to your self care. 147 00:12:50,271 --> 00:12:56,243 Self care is how you regrasp the reins of your minds. 148 00:12:56,277 --> 00:12:58,546 - I'm following the plans and sleeping better. 149 00:12:58,580 --> 00:13:00,147 - Thank you, Dev. 150 00:13:01,248 --> 00:13:03,917 A few rules before we start. 151 00:13:03,951 --> 00:13:07,555 Rule number one, stay in your seat. 152 00:13:07,589 --> 00:13:11,859 Group therapy can be challenging, 153 00:13:11,892 --> 00:13:15,129 which leads to rule number two. 154 00:13:15,162 --> 00:13:18,399 No touching, be it combative or comforting. 155 00:13:18,432 --> 00:13:21,001 There will be time for that. 156 00:13:21,035 --> 00:13:25,607 Here we use our words to express our emotions. 157 00:13:25,640 --> 00:13:29,544 Rule three, group therapy functions as a family unit, 158 00:13:29,577 --> 00:13:32,547 sharing and listening. 159 00:13:32,580 --> 00:13:36,417 Rule four, do not communicate 160 00:13:36,450 --> 00:13:38,586 outside of group. 161 00:13:38,620 --> 00:13:40,087 The work needs to be done here. 162 00:13:41,422 --> 00:13:45,459 Rule five, anonymity. First names only. 163 00:13:45,492 --> 00:13:48,162 Protecting identities is important, 164 00:13:48,195 --> 00:13:51,198 especially for this group. 165 00:13:51,231 --> 00:13:55,869 Final rule, which you all know, cell phones. 166 00:13:57,204 --> 00:14:01,475 Put them in the basket. And put them on silent. 167 00:14:01,509 --> 00:14:05,346 No interruptions. We are here to work. 168 00:14:05,379 --> 00:14:06,080 [♪Music Playing] 169 00:14:10,451 --> 00:14:14,922 It's okay. When you're ready. 170 00:14:25,332 --> 00:14:27,134 What? I don't have a phone. 171 00:14:30,003 --> 00:14:34,007 - Everybody has a phone. - I don't. 172 00:14:36,477 --> 00:14:38,912 Dr. Hedonia: Lenny doesn't do well with possessions. 173 00:14:43,718 --> 00:14:45,620 October, do you trust me? 174 00:14:49,591 --> 00:14:50,491 - I do. 175 00:14:58,365 --> 00:14:59,032 - Oday? 176 00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:00,901 - Yes. 177 00:15:05,272 --> 00:15:08,710 - If I trust everyone in this room, 178 00:15:08,743 --> 00:15:12,112 can we momentarily extend our faith to each other? 179 00:15:13,347 --> 00:15:14,314 Dev: I don't wanna be afraid anymore. 180 00:15:17,652 --> 00:15:20,954 - Who wants to share first? 181 00:15:26,493 --> 00:15:29,463 Ginger hadn't said shit since she came in. 182 00:15:29,496 --> 00:15:30,665 Maybe she should go first. 183 00:15:36,236 --> 00:15:37,938 Phone: I am not going first. 184 00:15:40,240 --> 00:15:43,611 Trauma is emotional, 185 00:15:43,645 --> 00:15:48,282 but for some it is also physical causing limitation. 186 00:15:50,484 --> 00:15:54,722 I guess that makes me the asshole of the group. Fine. 187 00:15:57,725 --> 00:16:02,062 I'll go first. Where do I start? 188 00:16:05,265 --> 00:16:07,535 Why don't you start with who you were before? 189 00:16:10,204 --> 00:16:11,071 Alright. 190 00:16:17,444 --> 00:16:18,580 I worked in an office. 191 00:16:21,583 --> 00:16:26,353 I was living the American dream, well 192 00:16:27,689 --> 00:16:32,392 pursuing it at least. I wanted to get a 193 00:16:32,426 --> 00:16:36,230 piece of that pie, a house. 194 00:16:38,165 --> 00:16:41,769 It was mine. And no matter what happened, 195 00:16:42,670 --> 00:16:44,806 that was my slice. 196 00:16:44,839 --> 00:16:47,509 That was my dream. 197 00:16:51,078 --> 00:16:55,415 And inside was a vault of all the possessions that defined 198 00:16:55,449 --> 00:16:57,084 who I was. 199 00:16:58,520 --> 00:17:02,155 From the wallpaper to the furniture, 200 00:17:04,458 --> 00:17:06,193 to the paintings. 201 00:17:09,196 --> 00:17:11,398 It was a collection of household erotica 202 00:17:11,431 --> 00:17:14,268 that set me into a state of copacetic bliss. 203 00:17:16,236 --> 00:17:17,805 A bubble of comfort that, 204 00:17:21,609 --> 00:17:24,478 fed a thought, that I could 205 00:17:24,512 --> 00:17:26,548 and did control my world. 206 00:17:29,851 --> 00:17:30,852 I was lie. 207 00:17:34,288 --> 00:17:39,126 I'd always come home at the same time each night. 208 00:17:42,530 --> 00:17:43,731 But that night, 209 00:17:48,636 --> 00:17:50,237 it was the last night 210 00:17:53,675 --> 00:17:57,144 and my heart sank. 211 00:17:59,514 --> 00:18:00,648 As I stood there 212 00:18:01,849 --> 00:18:05,753 and watched my house burn. 213 00:18:05,787 --> 00:18:10,223 The flames overwhelmed everything I ever known. 214 00:18:11,693 --> 00:18:14,261 The sense of loss 215 00:18:14,294 --> 00:18:17,364 and pain that should have spread through every fiber 216 00:18:17,397 --> 00:18:20,702 of my muscles, dissipated like a fog. 217 00:18:22,402 --> 00:18:25,372 into the heat fueled by burning possessions 218 00:18:25,405 --> 00:18:27,240 that scorched my face. 219 00:18:28,943 --> 00:18:33,246 Then beyond the night's breach, the fire 220 00:18:34,348 --> 00:18:35,516 danced in my eyes 221 00:18:36,718 --> 00:18:40,755 and the man was liberated. 222 00:18:40,788 --> 00:18:41,723 [♪Music Playing] 223 00:18:43,958 --> 00:18:47,394 Emancipated by the weight of my life. 224 00:18:47,427 --> 00:18:50,263 I saw the crumbling concrete walls 225 00:18:50,297 --> 00:18:53,601 and the false securities I had built. 226 00:18:53,635 --> 00:18:58,506 And to further perplex these taunting thoughts. 227 00:18:58,539 --> 00:19:03,377 I saw a ghostly image drifting through the fire. 228 00:19:05,513 --> 00:19:08,215 He was a haunted mirrored version. 229 00:19:09,349 --> 00:19:11,485 Staring back, defiant. 230 00:19:12,787 --> 00:19:14,522 Screaming without words, 231 00:19:16,791 --> 00:19:20,227 "You are free". 232 00:19:22,764 --> 00:19:27,334 And as he faded away with the dying flames, I began 233 00:19:27,367 --> 00:19:29,904 to know this man 234 00:19:29,937 --> 00:19:33,908 unrealized, living inside me. 235 00:19:35,977 --> 00:19:40,247 I let him stride to the front of my mind 236 00:19:41,983 --> 00:19:44,686 and welcomed him to breathe, 237 00:19:45,853 --> 00:19:49,356 heavy in suspiration. 238 00:19:54,762 --> 00:19:57,632 That's fucking bullshit. 239 00:19:57,665 --> 00:19:59,332 Yeah, it's traumatic, but it's not trauma. 240 00:19:59,366 --> 00:20:00,668 You didn't get burned. 241 00:20:00,702 --> 00:20:02,369 You just lost stuff in an accident. 242 00:20:02,402 --> 00:20:03,971 That's what insurance is for. 243 00:20:04,005 --> 00:20:08,976 An accelerant was used on a timing device to ignite 244 00:20:09,010 --> 00:20:10,878 moments before I got home. 245 00:20:10,912 --> 00:20:13,548 Someone planned that. 246 00:20:13,581 --> 00:20:15,282 They knew my house meant everything to me. 247 00:20:16,617 --> 00:20:19,887 The problem isn't that, I lost my house. 248 00:20:19,921 --> 00:20:21,221 [♪Music Playing} 249 00:20:22,857 --> 00:20:25,760 Or that someone had an unknown vendetta against me. 250 00:20:31,933 --> 00:20:33,735 I watched my house burn 251 00:20:35,503 --> 00:20:39,907 and I began to love the fire, the destruction. 252 00:20:51,586 --> 00:20:53,921 - That's fucked - Oday. 253 00:20:55,623 --> 00:20:57,892 Well, he's right Doctor. 254 00:20:59,459 --> 00:21:01,428 - It's a fine initial reaction, 255 00:21:01,461 --> 00:21:04,397 but I'll ask you to elaborate, Oday. 256 00:21:04,431 --> 00:21:06,366 Don't stop. 257 00:21:06,399 --> 00:21:08,936 Tell Lenny what you really think. 258 00:21:08,970 --> 00:21:09,771 [♪Music Playing} 259 00:21:11,706 --> 00:21:15,475 Well listen, you embraced it. That's fucked. 260 00:21:17,444 --> 00:21:21,348 But better land on a new side than 261 00:21:21,381 --> 00:21:24,317 to be a forever rolling die. 262 00:21:24,351 --> 00:21:26,386 I'll watch anything, burn. 263 00:21:27,688 --> 00:21:28,790 Accidents happen. 264 00:21:30,490 --> 00:21:33,293 People been hurt because of my addiction. 265 00:21:34,095 --> 00:21:35,395 So I fight it. 266 00:21:37,698 --> 00:21:41,301 - It is every day, every hour. 267 00:21:43,137 --> 00:21:45,305 I get that struggle. 268 00:21:48,475 --> 00:21:50,011 Your secret's safe with me. 269 00:21:51,712 --> 00:21:56,517 - Your secret's safe with me. That's a bond. 270 00:22:00,955 --> 00:22:05,860 Let's use October's words as a group affirmation. 271 00:22:07,161 --> 00:22:11,566 A little lame I know, but it builds trust. 272 00:22:11,599 --> 00:22:15,636 1, 2, 3. 273 00:22:15,670 --> 00:22:17,972 Group: Your secret's safe with me. 274 00:22:24,477 --> 00:22:28,883 Group therapy only works if everyone stays engaged. 275 00:22:39,660 --> 00:22:41,128 Phone: Your secret's safe with me. 276 00:22:46,934 --> 00:22:48,135 You should share next. 277 00:22:50,104 --> 00:22:52,707 Doc, I can go. I...I don't mind. 278 00:22:52,740 --> 00:22:56,544 - It's important that we confront the doubt 279 00:22:56,577 --> 00:22:59,513 within the group as we move forward. 280 00:22:59,547 --> 00:23:02,415 Lenny, do you trust her? 281 00:23:03,985 --> 00:23:04,785 Not yet. 282 00:23:06,554 --> 00:23:09,624 She going to type her whole fucking story out? 283 00:23:09,657 --> 00:23:10,457 [♪Music Playing] 284 00:23:24,605 --> 00:23:25,472 [Paper Rip] 285 00:23:51,065 --> 00:23:53,868 Would you care to share the note with the group, October? 286 00:23:53,901 --> 00:23:55,503 - It says, "Fuck off twat". 287 00:23:55,536 --> 00:23:56,604 [Group Laughter] 288 00:23:58,839 --> 00:24:03,945 I am always going to support laughter in our group, 289 00:24:03,978 --> 00:24:08,215 but outward aggression is directing away from your pain. 290 00:24:09,784 --> 00:24:12,553 In the future, 291 00:24:12,586 --> 00:24:16,023 let's stay with the emotion and explore it together. 292 00:24:18,526 --> 00:24:19,627 [♪Music Playing] 293 00:24:28,602 --> 00:24:31,539 The story I want to share is not my own. 294 00:24:36,644 --> 00:24:39,847 My account isn't as important. 295 00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:42,550 His story, his pain, that's 296 00:24:42,583 --> 00:24:44,552 where I find strength. 297 00:24:46,053 --> 00:24:50,624 - [Speech Impediment] His story, his pain. 298 00:24:56,597 --> 00:24:59,900 That's where I find strength. 299 00:25:06,941 --> 00:25:10,211 There in the damp, in the cold, 300 00:25:11,212 --> 00:25:13,781 as his blood dries 301 00:25:16,817 --> 00:25:19,553 another day of beating, 302 00:25:22,723 --> 00:25:24,959 mixed with the 303 00:25:27,895 --> 00:25:32,666 putrid smells of the underground. 304 00:25:39,206 --> 00:25:43,244 His spirit broken. 305 00:25:48,049 --> 00:25:52,086 She came again 306 00:25:52,119 --> 00:25:53,621 and again 307 00:25:53,654 --> 00:25:57,992 to each unknown 308 00:26:00,995 --> 00:26:05,232 passing day outside, to break him 309 00:26:10,071 --> 00:26:11,272 once more. 310 00:26:21,282 --> 00:26:24,051 It was her pleasure. 311 00:26:36,397 --> 00:26:38,032 [Door Opens] 312 00:26:45,306 --> 00:26:49,643 - Oh, no, no, no, no, 313 00:26:50,244 --> 00:26:52,646 no, no, no. 314 00:26:54,715 --> 00:26:56,117 [Crying] Please. 315 00:26:56,150 --> 00:26:57,751 [Boot Steps] 316 00:27:02,056 --> 00:27:02,957 Please. Please. 317 00:27:04,825 --> 00:27:05,726 Please. 318 00:27:12,266 --> 00:27:14,135 [Boot Steps] 319 00:27:21,375 --> 00:27:22,643 [Bag Crunch] 320 00:27:36,290 --> 00:27:39,093 - No more, no more. 321 00:27:41,095 --> 00:27:41,996 Please. 322 00:27:50,938 --> 00:27:52,072 Woman: Pain is pleasure. 323 00:27:55,042 --> 00:27:57,077 Emotionally and physically. 324 00:28:06,387 --> 00:28:08,255 [Heavy Breathing] 325 00:28:10,124 --> 00:28:11,325 [Torch Ignites] 326 00:28:30,512 --> 00:28:31,845 [Boot Steps] 327 00:28:55,369 --> 00:28:56,904 Do you hate me? 328 00:29:01,108 --> 00:29:02,876 - I just want it to stop. 329 00:29:14,421 --> 00:29:16,090 My family died in a fire. 330 00:29:21,428 --> 00:29:22,963 I hear the screaming. 331 00:29:26,333 --> 00:29:28,135 I was cooked alive. 332 00:29:33,907 --> 00:29:35,476 Third degree burns head to toe, 333 00:29:35,510 --> 00:29:37,311 third degree burns beyond pain. 334 00:29:40,515 --> 00:29:42,249 Then nothing. 335 00:29:48,523 --> 00:29:52,393 Severe nerve damage, complete loss 336 00:29:52,426 --> 00:29:54,795 of skin sensitivity, 337 00:29:56,263 --> 00:29:58,499 complete loss of skin. 338 00:29:58,533 --> 00:30:01,235 The psychologists argue 339 00:30:01,268 --> 00:30:05,873 I put up a mental block on all my senses. I disagree. 340 00:30:11,478 --> 00:30:13,981 I can't feel anymore. 341 00:30:23,190 --> 00:30:26,193 First I must feel. 342 00:30:28,228 --> 00:30:31,165 Then I'll set you free. 343 00:30:31,198 --> 00:30:33,033 To feel is to be human. 344 00:30:34,468 --> 00:30:39,239 Help me feel. Help me be. 345 00:30:50,150 --> 00:30:50,951 [Smack] 346 00:30:57,291 --> 00:31:01,261 Oh yes, I taste it. The anticipation of my strike. 347 00:31:01,295 --> 00:31:03,931 Stings your nerves and contract your muscles. 348 00:31:03,964 --> 00:31:05,466 [Aroused Gasp] 349 00:31:09,637 --> 00:31:10,437 [Slice] 350 00:31:11,438 --> 00:31:12,339 [Slice] 351 00:31:12,373 --> 00:31:13,273 [Painful Scream] 352 00:31:18,345 --> 00:31:21,649 Exactly what I needed. 353 00:31:25,486 --> 00:31:27,254 Ah, but I don't wanna be selfish. 354 00:31:30,958 --> 00:31:32,993 Let me give you pleasure too. 355 00:31:42,504 --> 00:31:45,939 - Stop. I'm married. 356 00:31:47,642 --> 00:31:49,577 - She's not gonna find out. 357 00:31:49,611 --> 00:31:51,979 I always dispose of the bodies properly. 358 00:31:55,215 --> 00:31:56,651 Oh, here we go. 359 00:31:58,452 --> 00:32:01,088 I knew you'd enjoy it. 360 00:32:01,121 --> 00:32:03,991 [Heavy Breathing] [Moaning] 361 00:32:09,029 --> 00:32:14,001 I'll tell you what, if you don't cum, I won't kill 362 00:32:14,034 --> 00:32:15,637 your wife. 363 00:32:15,670 --> 00:32:16,937 [♪Music Playing] 364 00:32:20,107 --> 00:32:21,341 [Moaning] 365 00:32:33,253 --> 00:32:35,289 [Shameful Gasp] 366 00:32:41,061 --> 00:32:42,463 [Crying] 367 00:32:52,674 --> 00:32:55,175 - Just kidding. I already killed her. 368 00:32:57,579 --> 00:32:59,547 Her torment was euphoria. 369 00:33:00,782 --> 00:33:03,150 She screamed out for you. 370 00:33:04,586 --> 00:33:06,220 Until I cut out her tongue. 371 00:33:07,789 --> 00:33:10,792 That silenced the little ginger bitch. 372 00:33:10,825 --> 00:33:12,727 - I don't believe you. 373 00:33:12,760 --> 00:33:14,328 - [Mocking] You don't believe me. 374 00:33:15,429 --> 00:33:16,664 - I don't believe you. 375 00:33:30,244 --> 00:33:31,646 - I cut it out. 376 00:33:33,748 --> 00:33:36,083 That little tattoo on her right hip. 377 00:33:38,753 --> 00:33:43,290 Look at it Charles. So cute. 378 00:33:45,860 --> 00:33:47,729 Wish I had soft skin for a tattoo. 379 00:33:54,569 --> 00:33:54,702 - I'm sorry. 380 00:33:59,741 --> 00:34:03,243 [Crying] I'm sorry Claire. 381 00:34:19,493 --> 00:34:20,193 [Slice] 382 00:34:23,297 --> 00:34:24,097 [Slice] 383 00:34:24,131 --> 00:34:25,065 [Screams] 384 00:34:33,775 --> 00:34:36,844 My skin is crawling. 385 00:34:36,878 --> 00:34:40,314 Thank you. My sweet pet. 386 00:34:41,616 --> 00:34:45,185 [Deep Breath] The pleasure will endure. 387 00:34:47,855 --> 00:34:49,791 [♪Music Playing] 388 00:34:54,596 --> 00:34:56,229 Cut me again. 389 00:35:10,177 --> 00:35:10,778 [Slice] 390 00:35:10,812 --> 00:35:11,679 [Grunt] 391 00:35:15,883 --> 00:35:17,685 To feel is to be human. 392 00:35:29,597 --> 00:35:30,297 [Smack] 393 00:35:38,773 --> 00:35:41,274 To feel is to be human. 394 00:35:49,483 --> 00:35:50,518 [Smacks] 395 00:35:52,285 --> 00:35:54,354 To feel is to be human. 396 00:36:07,234 --> 00:36:08,569 [Screaming] 397 00:36:08,603 --> 00:36:11,238 [Crash. Woman Breaking Jars] 398 00:36:35,362 --> 00:36:36,263 [Scoffs] 399 00:36:45,472 --> 00:36:46,674 [Scrap] 400 00:37:22,076 --> 00:37:23,310 [Crunches Foot] 401 00:37:29,851 --> 00:37:31,753 No, not fair. 402 00:37:49,402 --> 00:37:52,405 You know, I had this calico cat 403 00:37:52,439 --> 00:37:55,342 named Ghost as a child. 404 00:37:57,745 --> 00:37:59,981 She was a present from my parents when I was 10. 405 00:38:02,950 --> 00:38:06,020 I think they wanted to teach me responsibility. 406 00:38:09,389 --> 00:38:12,026 Ghost like to hide and wait for the perfect moment 407 00:38:12,059 --> 00:38:14,494 to jump out and scare me. 408 00:38:14,529 --> 00:38:16,798 And then I'd playfully chase her back. 409 00:38:20,034 --> 00:38:21,468 I loved that cat. 410 00:38:27,374 --> 00:38:29,844 And then when I was 17, I got this beater car, 411 00:38:31,746 --> 00:38:33,413 so excited 412 00:38:36,449 --> 00:38:38,820 and backing it out of the driveway for the first time 413 00:38:40,420 --> 00:38:41,454 I ran over ghost. 414 00:38:44,926 --> 00:38:47,528 I could feel her squish under the tire. 415 00:38:48,563 --> 00:38:51,331 Her little bones crunch. 416 00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:57,104 She let out this screeching meow. 417 00:38:57,138 --> 00:39:01,709 It stung my heart. 418 00:39:04,812 --> 00:39:06,147 And I knew right away what I've done. 419 00:39:06,180 --> 00:39:08,115 I, I dashed to my pet. 420 00:39:10,918 --> 00:39:12,620 She'd been hiding. 421 00:39:16,757 --> 00:39:20,595 And breathing her last breaths I could sense 422 00:39:20,628 --> 00:39:23,363 she wanted to tell me something thing. 423 00:39:24,866 --> 00:39:27,500 So I leaned in. 424 00:39:27,535 --> 00:39:30,738 Her majestic eyes stared back. 425 00:39:34,508 --> 00:39:37,477 Do you want to know what the eyes of my 426 00:39:37,511 --> 00:39:39,780 beloved childhood cat told me? 427 00:39:41,215 --> 00:39:45,653 - Tell me my sweet pet. 428 00:39:45,686 --> 00:39:47,420 - "Go fuck yourself! 429 00:39:47,454 --> 00:39:49,724 You ran over me with a car!" 430 00:39:49,757 --> 00:39:51,491 [Laughs] 431 00:39:58,799 --> 00:40:00,668 [Slice] 432 00:40:00,701 --> 00:40:04,505 [Gurgling Blood] 433 00:40:11,846 --> 00:40:13,480 You win. 434 00:40:26,894 --> 00:40:29,130 [Boot Steps] 435 00:40:32,667 --> 00:40:34,101 [♪Music Playing] 436 00:40:48,282 --> 00:40:49,449 [Door Shuts] 437 00:40:54,255 --> 00:40:56,123 [Chains Clink] 438 00:40:58,859 --> 00:41:00,161 [Bag Rips] 439 00:41:17,678 --> 00:41:19,180 [Chains Rattling] 440 00:41:44,105 --> 00:41:48,943 [Primal Scream] 441 00:41:58,719 --> 00:42:02,623 My husband's dying words were 442 00:42:02,656 --> 00:42:06,293 fuck you in your mouth. 443 00:42:08,229 --> 00:42:13,167 He gave me, he gave me 444 00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:16,771 the courage to escape her. 445 00:42:20,808 --> 00:42:24,111 But every minute awake 446 00:42:24,145 --> 00:42:28,082 and asleep, I dream 447 00:42:28,115 --> 00:42:29,617 of killing her. 448 00:42:31,118 --> 00:42:34,655 Not for vengeance, though. 449 00:42:34,688 --> 00:42:38,025 I fear she'll find me again and 450 00:42:38,059 --> 00:42:42,596 place me back in the dark. 451 00:42:52,073 --> 00:42:54,708 Why didn't you kill her when you escaped? 452 00:42:56,077 --> 00:42:57,578 [Heavy Breathing] 453 00:43:07,088 --> 00:43:09,757 There was a type of guard, 454 00:43:12,059 --> 00:43:16,931 someone like us converted into 455 00:43:16,964 --> 00:43:20,101 one of her obedient 456 00:43:22,336 --> 00:43:24,071 lit, little pets. 457 00:43:27,308 --> 00:43:30,044 Had to go through him to escape. 458 00:43:32,113 --> 00:43:33,781 I waited for her. 459 00:43:36,984 --> 00:43:39,386 She never came back. 460 00:43:39,420 --> 00:43:41,021 - I heard about that last year? Yeah. 461 00:43:41,055 --> 00:43:43,691 The police found all those chained up gimps! 462 00:43:46,694 --> 00:43:50,030 - I wouldn't have been able 463 00:43:50,064 --> 00:43:52,399 to face her then. 464 00:43:54,068 --> 00:43:56,070 I would've been 465 00:43:59,073 --> 00:44:01,075 crippled in terror. 466 00:44:03,244 --> 00:44:07,948 She still has a power over me. I know that. 467 00:44:09,750 --> 00:44:12,353 I'm just, I'm ready 468 00:44:14,121 --> 00:44:15,322 to take it back. 469 00:44:21,262 --> 00:44:25,299 Your secrets are 470 00:44:25,332 --> 00:44:27,701 safe with me. 471 00:44:39,914 --> 00:44:43,984 - Dev, I think you reserve the right 472 00:44:44,018 --> 00:44:46,086 to share next. 473 00:44:54,094 --> 00:44:55,763 - My incident happened 474 00:44:55,796 --> 00:45:00,167 because I had a friend who cried out for help, 475 00:45:00,201 --> 00:45:03,304 but I wasn't listening. 476 00:45:07,775 --> 00:45:10,077 It wasn't her first attempt. 477 00:45:10,110 --> 00:45:11,912 I...I didn't hear her until she was screaming. 478 00:45:18,085 --> 00:45:20,387 We tried to make up for it, 479 00:45:20,421 --> 00:45:25,125 but ended up in a horrible place. 480 00:45:27,127 --> 00:45:28,929 At the wrong time. 481 00:45:31,165 --> 00:45:32,066 [Splash] 482 00:45:34,134 --> 00:45:36,136 Lane: I can't remember the last time it was just 483 00:45:36,170 --> 00:45:37,238 the three of us. 484 00:45:37,271 --> 00:45:38,239 It's like old times. 485 00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:41,041 Dev: I'm just happy you dumped Chelsea. 486 00:45:42,376 --> 00:45:44,512 Usually the fourth wheel's a good thing. 487 00:45:44,546 --> 00:45:46,313 But she was a flat tire. 488 00:45:46,347 --> 00:45:49,183 - She wasn't that bad dude. - She was pretty bad. 489 00:45:49,216 --> 00:45:51,785 - Chelsea was fun. - She lost your dog. 490 00:45:51,819 --> 00:45:53,120 - And she blamed it on Dev. 491 00:45:53,153 --> 00:45:53,954 - Is that true? 492 00:45:53,988 --> 00:45:55,322 - Yeah. 493 00:45:55,356 --> 00:45:58,158 - Okay. In that case, Chelsea sucked. 494 00:45:58,192 --> 00:46:01,829 But she was hot. And you said she was hot. 495 00:46:01,862 --> 00:46:03,330 So that kind of balances her out a little bit. 496 00:46:03,364 --> 00:46:04,465 - For you. 497 00:46:04,498 --> 00:46:06,433 For us she was just a bitch. 498 00:46:06,467 --> 00:46:07,334 - You can do better Lane. 499 00:46:07,368 --> 00:46:08,869 - Thank you Pam. 500 00:46:11,905 --> 00:46:15,276 I, I need to hydrate. - What now princess? 501 00:46:15,309 --> 00:46:17,211 - Of course, you brought sparkling water. 502 00:46:17,244 --> 00:46:19,913 - I didn't realize this excursion was timed. 503 00:46:19,947 --> 00:46:21,415 - Thought we were on a hike. Not a frolic. 504 00:46:21,448 --> 00:46:22,483 - I have weak ankles. 505 00:46:22,517 --> 00:46:24,084 - Should have brought milk. 506 00:46:24,118 --> 00:46:25,286 - I don't like the viscosity of milk. 507 00:46:25,319 --> 00:46:26,487 Plus milk outs... 508 00:46:26,521 --> 00:46:28,523 - I should have come by myself! 509 00:46:31,892 --> 00:46:32,793 - Fuck. 510 00:46:38,332 --> 00:46:40,000 [Rope Tightens] 511 00:46:43,505 --> 00:46:45,072 [Chair Falls] 512 00:46:45,105 --> 00:46:46,574 [Choking] 513 00:46:50,210 --> 00:46:51,845 [Rope Snaps] [Scream] 514 00:46:58,252 --> 00:46:59,853 [Distant Screach] 515 00:47:02,089 --> 00:47:05,326 - You guys hear that? Is it an animal? 516 00:47:05,359 --> 00:47:08,095 - We're in the woods. Nature tends to have animals. 517 00:47:08,128 --> 00:47:10,964 Could be a squirrel, deer, hare, fox... 518 00:47:10,998 --> 00:47:12,266 - Could you shut up for a minute? 519 00:47:13,434 --> 00:47:14,902 [Distant Music Note] 520 00:47:16,604 --> 00:47:19,973 - Is that music? - I hear something too. 521 00:47:27,549 --> 00:47:29,483 Dev: Definitely music. Lane: Maybe. 522 00:47:29,517 --> 00:47:30,518 Dev: Sounds classical. 523 00:47:30,552 --> 00:47:32,186 Lane: Sounds like it. 524 00:47:32,219 --> 00:47:33,954 Dev: Maybe they can join your band Lane. 525 00:47:33,987 --> 00:47:36,223 - Not in a band, dick! 526 00:47:36,256 --> 00:47:37,925 You know, Mint broke up in seventh grade. 527 00:47:37,958 --> 00:47:39,293 I don't like to talk about it. 528 00:47:39,326 --> 00:47:41,028 - And you still haven't joined a new one? 529 00:47:42,697 --> 00:47:44,998 - Eat a dick. Both of you. 530 00:47:48,703 --> 00:47:49,870 - It's coming from over there. 531 00:47:51,004 --> 00:47:51,905 - Yeah. 532 00:47:53,474 --> 00:47:55,309 No, no, no, no. We're not going over there. 533 00:47:55,342 --> 00:47:56,944 Let's stick to the path. 534 00:47:56,977 --> 00:47:58,613 - I agree with the pea brain. 535 00:47:58,646 --> 00:48:00,347 - This is a chance for an adventure. 536 00:48:01,549 --> 00:48:03,117 - Looks like a chance for ticks. 537 00:48:04,251 --> 00:48:05,687 - I need this. 538 00:48:05,720 --> 00:48:08,222 I know why you guys agreed to come up here. 539 00:48:08,255 --> 00:48:10,224 You both hate hiking. 540 00:48:10,257 --> 00:48:11,425 - No we don't. 541 00:48:11,458 --> 00:48:13,595 [Distant Music Notes] 542 00:48:13,628 --> 00:48:15,929 - You're gonna pity me, then I'm gonna use it. 543 00:48:18,065 --> 00:48:19,534 - Did you really just play the guilt trip card 544 00:48:19,567 --> 00:48:21,603 on your best friend? 545 00:48:21,636 --> 00:48:23,170 - Not very subtle. 546 00:48:23,203 --> 00:48:25,305 And you are a distant second BFF. 547 00:48:25,339 --> 00:48:26,440 - Bullshit. 548 00:48:26,473 --> 00:48:28,308 - Consider my card played. 549 00:48:28,342 --> 00:48:30,545 - Noted. But you're bear food first princess. 550 00:48:30,578 --> 00:48:32,246 - How chivalrous! 551 00:48:33,313 --> 00:48:34,047 - Shit! 552 00:48:35,482 --> 00:48:37,251 Lane: [Laughing] Instant karma. 553 00:48:37,284 --> 00:48:39,953 - I don't think you comprehend that concept completely. 554 00:48:39,987 --> 00:48:42,489 Pam: God, what is in your bag? No wonder your slow. 555 00:48:42,524 --> 00:48:43,691 - Just the essentials. 556 00:48:43,725 --> 00:48:46,260 - It's a five hour hike. Round trip. 557 00:48:46,293 --> 00:48:49,062 - You never know. I got snacks. 558 00:48:51,365 --> 00:48:52,634 [♪Music Playing] 559 00:49:06,480 --> 00:49:09,116 [Birds Chirping] 560 00:49:13,655 --> 00:49:16,123 [Babbling Brook] 561 00:49:24,532 --> 00:49:28,268 [♪Music Playing] 562 00:49:50,658 --> 00:49:52,459 [Distant Violin Notes] 563 00:49:55,697 --> 00:49:56,598 Wow. 564 00:49:58,265 --> 00:50:00,167 [Distant Violin] 565 00:50:02,302 --> 00:50:07,241 - It's a violin. - Hillbillies. 566 00:50:07,274 --> 00:50:10,578 - Hillbillies play the banjo and live in West Virginia. 567 00:50:10,612 --> 00:50:12,179 - Mountainbillies? 568 00:50:15,415 --> 00:50:17,484 - There's a stone house up there. 569 00:50:18,485 --> 00:50:19,521 - Shit. 570 00:50:19,554 --> 00:50:23,490 [♪Violin Music Playing] 571 00:50:53,855 --> 00:50:57,592 Lane: Hey, we heard your music. 572 00:51:03,330 --> 00:51:07,602 Is that an original piece? 573 00:51:07,635 --> 00:51:10,137 Dev: I...I don't think he heard you. 574 00:51:11,506 --> 00:51:13,340 - I think he's deaf. 575 00:51:57,250 --> 00:51:59,119 - That was beautiful. 576 00:52:11,231 --> 00:52:12,567 [Rope Tightens] 577 00:52:19,339 --> 00:52:22,142 [♪Eerie Violin Music ] 578 00:52:35,590 --> 00:52:37,190 What's your name? 579 00:52:43,531 --> 00:52:45,566 Fuck! Sorry man. 580 00:52:49,302 --> 00:52:50,203 - Lane. 581 00:52:52,707 --> 00:52:54,241 [Chain Clink] 582 00:52:55,275 --> 00:52:57,177 [♪Menacing Violin Music ] 583 00:52:58,378 --> 00:53:00,213 Lane: Yo, back the fuck up, dude. 584 00:53:02,382 --> 00:53:03,183 Lane. 585 00:53:44,726 --> 00:53:45,425 [Slice] 586 00:53:46,493 --> 00:53:47,294 [Gasp] 587 00:53:47,327 --> 00:53:48,495 [Blood Gurgling] 588 00:53:50,031 --> 00:53:54,267 [Scream] 589 00:53:55,435 --> 00:53:56,871 [♪Music Playing] 590 00:54:04,846 --> 00:54:07,414 Dev! Dev! 591 00:54:09,382 --> 00:54:09,984 [Panting] 592 00:54:11,886 --> 00:54:13,521 Pam: Stop! 593 00:54:13,554 --> 00:54:14,622 - Let go! 594 00:54:14,655 --> 00:54:15,455 Don't touch me! 595 00:54:15,489 --> 00:54:16,289 - Stop please! 596 00:54:16,323 --> 00:54:17,692 - Let me go. 597 00:54:17,725 --> 00:54:17,859 - We're running in the wrong direction. 598 00:54:18,726 --> 00:54:20,393 - I don't care. 599 00:54:20,427 --> 00:54:21,863 - We're going to get lost if we aren't already. 600 00:54:21,896 --> 00:54:26,834 - He cut his throat open Pam! Pam, why? 601 00:54:26,868 --> 00:54:29,402 Why'd he do that? Why? 602 00:54:29,436 --> 00:54:30,037 - I know. 603 00:54:30,071 --> 00:54:31,572 - Lane's dead. 604 00:54:31,606 --> 00:54:34,307 - I know, but if we don't go back 605 00:54:34,341 --> 00:54:37,712 and find a path, we are going to die in these woods. 606 00:54:37,745 --> 00:54:39,647 - I can't. I can't. 607 00:54:39,680 --> 00:54:41,481 - You wanna be alone in these woods with that man at night? 608 00:54:41,516 --> 00:54:42,315 - I get it. 609 00:54:42,349 --> 00:54:43,985 - Okay. 610 00:54:44,018 --> 00:54:47,922 And then we go back together. 611 00:54:57,999 --> 00:55:02,870 Lane brought a knife. We protect each other. 612 00:55:10,077 --> 00:55:12,345 We protect each other. 613 00:55:24,959 --> 00:55:29,362 - Remember, if he comes at us, we take him together. 614 00:55:32,066 --> 00:55:32,867 - Something happened. 615 00:55:32,900 --> 00:55:34,635 - Don't think... 616 00:55:34,669 --> 00:55:37,404 - I've been a bad friend. I wasn't there for you. 617 00:55:38,973 --> 00:55:41,642 I'm so sorry. You have to do that to get our attention. 618 00:55:41,676 --> 00:55:42,944 I, I should have, I should have. 619 00:55:42,977 --> 00:55:44,078 - Listen. Listen. 620 00:55:44,111 --> 00:55:45,378 - I should have. 621 00:55:46,446 --> 00:55:48,448 - I don't wanna die anymore. 622 00:55:49,617 --> 00:55:50,483 Okay? 623 00:56:04,599 --> 00:56:05,967 Dev: He's really dead. 624 00:56:06,000 --> 00:56:08,536 - Watch. I'll grab the knife. 625 00:56:14,675 --> 00:56:17,477 Pam: Okay. Okay. 626 00:56:19,981 --> 00:56:21,048 [Crying] Lane. 627 00:56:21,082 --> 00:56:21,983 - Have you got the knife yet? 628 00:56:22,783 --> 00:56:24,185 - Fuck. 629 00:56:24,218 --> 00:56:25,452 - Hurry. 630 00:56:27,955 --> 00:56:29,090 - Got it. 631 00:56:29,123 --> 00:56:29,456 - I should have been nicer. 632 00:56:29,489 --> 00:56:30,658 - Come on. 633 00:56:30,691 --> 00:56:31,893 - I should have been nicer. 634 00:56:31,926 --> 00:56:32,927 - Focus Dev. 635 00:56:32,960 --> 00:56:33,995 - Look the path! 636 00:56:35,162 --> 00:56:36,764 [Wire Snap] 637 00:56:36,797 --> 00:56:38,032 [Gas Bomb Sizzle] 638 00:56:38,065 --> 00:56:40,534 [Coughing And Choking] 639 00:57:07,962 --> 00:57:08,963 Pam: Wake up. 640 00:57:11,065 --> 00:57:11,699 Dev, wake up! 641 00:57:14,568 --> 00:57:15,468 Wake up. 642 00:57:17,571 --> 00:57:18,973 Dev. 643 00:57:19,006 --> 00:57:19,907 Dev. 644 00:57:31,252 --> 00:57:33,087 Pam: Please, I don't wanna die. 645 00:57:33,120 --> 00:57:36,057 [Musical Mock] 646 00:57:38,726 --> 00:57:40,261 Why are you doing this? 647 00:57:40,294 --> 00:57:42,163 [Musical Mock] 648 00:57:45,733 --> 00:57:47,635 Dev. 649 00:57:51,172 --> 00:57:51,973 Dev go! 650 00:57:52,006 --> 00:57:52,807 - Agh! 651 00:57:52,840 --> 00:57:53,841 [Slice] 652 00:57:53,874 --> 00:57:54,575 [Gasp] 653 00:58:02,850 --> 00:58:03,751 - Dev. 654 00:58:06,020 --> 00:58:06,988 Dev, don't leave me. 655 00:58:07,021 --> 00:58:08,990 [Violin Music] 656 00:58:12,093 --> 00:58:12,793 Dev, please. 657 00:58:15,329 --> 00:58:16,697 Don't leave. 658 00:58:22,236 --> 00:58:24,038 Dev, you're my best friend. 659 00:58:31,012 --> 00:58:31,712 Please Dev! 660 00:58:33,114 --> 00:58:36,650 - I'm sorry Pam. I'm sorry. 661 00:58:36,684 --> 00:58:39,053 - No Dev. 662 00:58:39,086 --> 00:58:41,122 I'm sorry Pam. I'm sorry. 663 00:58:42,089 --> 00:58:43,824 - Please no! 664 00:58:44,792 --> 00:58:46,527 - I'm sorry! 665 00:58:54,168 --> 00:58:55,703 [♪Music Playing] 666 00:59:09,383 --> 00:59:12,253 Certain music I can't listen to. 667 00:59:12,286 --> 00:59:14,288 It's why I have these. 668 00:59:14,321 --> 00:59:17,158 I have a seizure or worse. 669 00:59:17,191 --> 00:59:19,894 Enter into a fugue state and blackout. 670 00:59:21,362 --> 00:59:23,764 Last time I came to, I was 671 00:59:23,798 --> 00:59:25,800 running down the middle of the street. 672 00:59:25,833 --> 00:59:28,769 No shoes. Never found them. 673 00:59:28,803 --> 00:59:31,338 Don't know why they were missing. 674 00:59:31,372 --> 00:59:34,708 That was four miles from home. 675 00:59:37,778 --> 00:59:41,882 Always four miles from home. 676 00:59:41,916 --> 00:59:43,951 And the few times 677 00:59:46,787 --> 00:59:50,124 I hear the bow hit the strings 678 00:59:55,996 --> 00:59:58,999 and then I hurt someone 679 01:00:01,402 --> 01:00:04,638 that doesn't deserve it. 680 01:00:06,240 --> 01:00:07,641 And I realize what I've done 681 01:00:07,675 --> 01:00:09,743 of course I run. 682 01:00:12,146 --> 01:00:17,017 Fight or flight, flight that's me. 683 01:00:18,919 --> 01:00:21,155 A candy ass who left his friends to die! 684 01:00:35,336 --> 01:00:38,272 Dr. Hedonia found me when I was on 51-50 watch. 685 01:00:41,709 --> 01:00:44,145 That's why I'm here. 686 01:00:44,178 --> 01:00:46,147 - There are several ways to snap. 687 01:00:49,083 --> 01:00:52,386 No shame in one over another. 688 01:00:53,954 --> 01:00:58,726 - Hell, you're not a pyro and at least you got your tongue. 689 01:01:00,494 --> 01:01:01,862 - The worst part, 690 01:01:04,398 --> 01:01:06,767 the police never recovered their bodies 691 01:01:06,800 --> 01:01:09,136 or found any substantial evidence. 692 01:01:11,972 --> 01:01:13,407 He's still out there. 693 01:01:14,942 --> 01:01:18,679 - Did the violinist ever speak? 694 01:01:23,951 --> 01:01:28,756 As you see, it's not just 695 01:01:28,789 --> 01:01:31,792 deep trauma that you all share. 696 01:01:32,993 --> 01:01:36,130 It's uncertainty and lack of closure. 697 01:01:37,498 --> 01:01:39,066 You are not alone. 698 01:01:40,301 --> 01:01:42,102 This next part 699 01:01:42,136 --> 01:01:45,940 and feeling is no different than an A.A. meeting. 700 01:01:47,241 --> 01:01:48,776 Oday: [Scoffs] Yeah. 701 01:01:48,809 --> 01:01:52,046 Well, I really could use a drink 702 01:01:52,079 --> 01:01:56,717 after Forrest Gump and the mute's story. 703 01:02:00,522 --> 01:02:05,192 Hey, little bit 704 01:02:05,226 --> 01:02:08,729 of medicine helps the demons go down. 705 01:02:11,432 --> 01:02:13,067 Wow! 706 01:02:13,100 --> 01:02:17,805 - I do not condone drinking during group. 707 01:02:17,838 --> 01:02:22,376 - We're bonding doc. All right, take it easy. 708 01:02:22,409 --> 01:02:24,345 Here marshmallow, take a swig. 709 01:02:24,378 --> 01:02:26,280 That'll keep you from running. 710 01:02:32,186 --> 01:02:32,886 [Coughs] 711 01:02:35,489 --> 01:02:37,925 - Let's take a five minute break. Hmm. 712 01:02:39,827 --> 01:02:41,795 Bathrooms are in the lobby. 713 01:02:55,075 --> 01:02:56,110 [Bones Cracking] 714 01:03:36,250 --> 01:03:37,918 Oday: Do you mind? 715 01:04:00,575 --> 01:04:02,943 [♪Music Playing] 716 01:04:08,683 --> 01:04:10,217 - Moon is out. 717 01:04:20,194 --> 01:04:22,930 - There's a dark truth in that room. 718 01:04:27,234 --> 01:04:29,303 It's refreshing. 719 01:04:35,175 --> 01:04:36,910 - We're like wolves. 720 01:04:39,947 --> 01:04:44,619 Either we'll eat each other alive or we'll become a clan. 721 01:04:52,493 --> 01:04:53,927 - Perhaps. 722 01:04:58,600 --> 01:05:00,300 Hearing everyone's story 723 01:05:00,334 --> 01:05:03,571 I have a feeling the worst was left for last. 724 01:05:10,344 --> 01:05:12,012 - And then there were two. 725 01:05:16,116 --> 01:05:18,586 - In the land of the monsters, 726 01:05:18,620 --> 01:05:22,923 who is king or queen? 727 01:05:41,341 --> 01:05:46,046 - The real monsters are the ones who hide it. 728 01:06:02,229 --> 01:06:04,264 What are you writing? 729 01:06:06,066 --> 01:06:08,068 [♪Music Playing] 730 01:06:38,298 --> 01:06:43,170 I used to be afraid like you. 731 01:06:44,606 --> 01:06:46,240 Even worse, 732 01:06:49,744 --> 01:06:52,747 I was terrified 733 01:06:52,780 --> 01:06:57,017 to breathe too loud. 734 01:06:59,286 --> 01:07:01,054 Want to know the secret? 735 01:07:02,824 --> 01:07:04,592 - I can't go on like this. 736 01:07:14,201 --> 01:07:17,404 - Always be ready. 737 01:07:20,274 --> 01:07:22,276 - I can't kill anyone. 738 01:07:22,309 --> 01:07:25,212 - Yes, you can. 739 01:07:27,782 --> 01:07:29,684 - It's in all of us. 740 01:07:31,151 --> 01:07:34,054 And I don't guilt you for running, 741 01:07:36,456 --> 01:07:39,527 but you may not have a choice 742 01:07:39,561 --> 01:07:40,695 next time. 743 01:07:42,664 --> 01:07:44,164 - Next time? 744 01:07:47,267 --> 01:07:52,072 - One way, our demons will come for us again. 745 01:07:53,373 --> 01:07:56,143 And that at least I know. 746 01:08:00,447 --> 01:08:01,281 [Door Shuts] 747 01:08:02,917 --> 01:08:05,185 - There are five main lines. 748 01:08:07,487 --> 01:08:11,124 And it's about how they cross, 749 01:08:11,158 --> 01:08:14,161 how they combine at the right event, the right persons, 750 01:08:17,397 --> 01:08:20,133 and the perfect timing. 751 01:08:28,943 --> 01:08:31,646 Lenny: Do the stars lineup? 752 01:08:39,954 --> 01:08:43,390 - We'll find out soon enough. 753 01:08:45,560 --> 01:08:47,427 [Bones Cracking] 754 01:08:51,298 --> 01:08:52,466 [Boom] 755 01:08:52,499 --> 01:08:54,201 Shadow: [Whisper] Don't trust them. 756 01:09:24,799 --> 01:09:28,936 [Piano Notes] 757 01:09:51,859 --> 01:09:53,761 Dev: Will you stop it? 758 01:09:59,634 --> 01:10:02,302 - You think we're her craziest group? 759 01:10:02,335 --> 01:10:05,940 Dev: Wait, there are other groups? 760 01:10:05,973 --> 01:10:08,375 Oday: Hell, I just wanna know what she does back there. 761 01:10:09,677 --> 01:10:11,612 - She writes notes on how mental we are. 762 01:10:13,447 --> 01:10:14,916 [Door Opens] 763 01:10:14,949 --> 01:10:18,285 - Lenny, what scares you about having possessions? 764 01:10:20,287 --> 01:10:24,592 - I guess I'm afraid 765 01:10:24,625 --> 01:10:26,326 of losing everything. 766 01:10:26,359 --> 01:10:27,729 You know, again. 767 01:10:30,565 --> 01:10:32,633 - Would you extend that to personal connections? 768 01:10:32,667 --> 01:10:36,269 - Sure. I don't trust people. 769 01:10:37,905 --> 01:10:39,574 - You expressed to me 770 01:10:39,607 --> 01:10:43,878 before that your relationships are superficial. 771 01:10:45,412 --> 01:10:46,647 They lack history. 772 01:10:48,549 --> 01:10:52,019 Before you can have a relationship with others, 773 01:10:52,053 --> 01:10:56,323 you need to have a healthy one with yourself. 774 01:10:58,693 --> 01:11:01,529 Tell the group who you lost in the fire Lenny. 775 01:11:06,534 --> 01:11:07,935 - No. 776 01:11:11,338 --> 01:11:12,405 [Grunting] 777 01:11:26,821 --> 01:11:28,756 - Stay with the emotion, but stay in your seat. 778 01:11:35,495 --> 01:11:37,031 [Menacing Laugh] 779 01:11:41,736 --> 01:11:44,939 I didn't lose anyone. 780 01:11:48,743 --> 01:11:50,377 I lived alone. 781 01:11:58,953 --> 01:12:00,721 - Who did you lose Lenny? 782 01:12:06,928 --> 01:12:10,064 - I don't want to do this. 783 01:12:10,097 --> 01:12:13,433 - Underneath the rage is pain. Identify it. 784 01:12:14,669 --> 01:12:17,004 This is the lost path back. 785 01:12:17,038 --> 01:12:18,139 - Shut up! 786 01:12:18,172 --> 01:12:20,407 - Stay with me. Don't run. 787 01:12:24,045 --> 01:12:25,980 - I'm not like that bitch Dev! 788 01:12:28,716 --> 01:12:33,353 I like who I am! I don't want to remember. 789 01:12:35,690 --> 01:12:38,726 - I like who you are too Lenny. 790 01:12:38,759 --> 01:12:40,595 It's only a dissociative disorder 791 01:12:40,628 --> 01:12:42,429 if the current state is undesired. 792 01:12:44,999 --> 01:12:48,468 - Stop staring at me. 793 01:12:50,437 --> 01:12:55,142 - Step over the edge. No one here is going to hurt you. 794 01:12:58,145 --> 01:13:01,515 - I can't trust these fucking freaks. 795 01:13:01,549 --> 01:13:05,485 - Okay, that's a fair expression to the group. 796 01:13:06,687 --> 01:13:10,457 - I wanna know Lenny. Oday: Rip this scab off man. 797 01:13:14,095 --> 01:13:17,932 - I don't remember who I was 798 01:13:20,935 --> 01:13:21,434 before the fire. 799 01:13:22,770 --> 01:13:24,739 - Like amnesia. 800 01:13:24,772 --> 01:13:29,210 - Most triggers that could jog Lenny's memory 801 01:13:29,243 --> 01:13:32,146 were lost in his house fire. 802 01:13:32,179 --> 01:13:36,751 Lenny suffers from selective dissociative amnesia. 803 01:13:36,784 --> 01:13:41,522 Specifically memories linked to his core identity 804 01:13:41,555 --> 01:13:44,926 that were eclipsed by his trauma. 805 01:13:46,627 --> 01:13:48,596 - You don't remember anything about yourself. 806 01:13:50,231 --> 01:13:53,567 - The foundation is there, 807 01:13:56,237 --> 01:14:00,675 but nothing that makes a house a home. 808 01:14:04,245 --> 01:14:08,481 - Lenny was very brave, but let's give him a moment. 809 01:14:09,717 --> 01:14:13,187 I know you all can relate to his struggle. 810 01:14:13,220 --> 01:14:16,223 Someone, something has been stripped 811 01:14:16,257 --> 01:14:18,559 away from your identities. 812 01:14:19,527 --> 01:14:21,796 Let's not address it as 813 01:14:21,829 --> 01:14:24,265 a positive or negative attribute. 814 01:14:24,298 --> 01:14:26,067 Instead, 815 01:14:27,201 --> 01:14:30,171 understand your identities 816 01:14:30,204 --> 01:14:34,842 lack the tools to deal with the new self. 817 01:14:34,875 --> 01:14:37,645 We're here to acquire those tools 818 01:14:37,678 --> 01:14:40,982 and to direct that metamorphosis. 819 01:14:42,183 --> 01:14:45,653 For Oday's case 820 01:14:45,686 --> 01:14:48,189 it was a very deranged transformation. 821 01:15:01,702 --> 01:15:06,140 Oday: I can see why Dr. Hedonia brought us together. 822 01:15:13,647 --> 01:15:16,517 I was also captured, 823 01:15:22,790 --> 01:15:24,658 but I was alone. 824 01:15:31,832 --> 01:15:33,134 [Bell Ringing] 825 01:15:33,167 --> 01:15:34,668 [Subway Rattling] 826 01:15:51,952 --> 01:15:54,855 [Intercom Murmurs] 827 01:16:07,635 --> 01:16:11,272 Voice Over: I always took a nap on the way home from work. 828 01:16:14,141 --> 01:16:15,776 Someone took notice. 829 01:16:26,954 --> 01:16:28,289 [Thud. Body Falls.] 830 01:16:28,322 --> 01:16:31,992 [Gate Closes And Locks] 831 01:16:59,220 --> 01:17:00,121 [Gasp] 832 01:17:11,031 --> 01:17:11,665 [Grunts] 833 01:17:12,466 --> 01:17:13,367 Oday: Hey! 834 01:17:15,736 --> 01:17:17,204 Hey! 835 01:17:17,238 --> 01:17:18,772 Can you hear me? 836 01:17:20,875 --> 01:17:22,676 Voice Over: The first day of my capture, 837 01:17:24,245 --> 01:17:28,149 I howled screams, upon screams, upon screams. 838 01:17:28,182 --> 01:17:29,216 [Yells} 839 01:17:30,417 --> 01:17:33,387 Until my voice unheard, faded. 840 01:17:33,420 --> 01:17:34,788 Oday: Help! 841 01:17:36,924 --> 01:17:38,759 Voice Over: Muzzling even my mind. 842 01:17:50,871 --> 01:17:51,739 [Bell Ring] 843 01:17:58,412 --> 01:17:59,313 Oday: Hey! 844 01:18:01,849 --> 01:18:02,750 Hey! 845 01:18:04,385 --> 01:18:06,353 Help! 846 01:18:09,524 --> 01:18:10,691 [Splash] 847 01:18:20,100 --> 01:18:21,402 [Screams] 848 01:18:32,947 --> 01:18:37,084 [Slurping] 849 01:18:52,800 --> 01:18:55,869 [Train] 850 01:18:57,104 --> 01:18:58,105 [Rain] 851 01:19:00,374 --> 01:19:02,009 [Bell Ring] 852 01:19:02,042 --> 01:19:03,911 [Splash] [Splash] [Splash] [Splash] 853 01:19:05,246 --> 01:19:05,946 [Splash] 854 01:19:07,114 --> 01:19:08,115 [Splash] 855 01:19:08,148 --> 01:19:09,183 [Ring] [Ring] 856 01:19:09,216 --> 01:19:10,117 [Splash] 857 01:19:15,990 --> 01:19:20,794 Voice Over: Each day the well felt deeper, 858 01:19:23,464 --> 01:19:25,399 the sky 859 01:19:25,432 --> 01:19:26,900 farther away. 860 01:19:28,135 --> 01:19:32,139 All your left is a denominator 861 01:19:32,172 --> 01:19:33,774 of thoughts 862 01:19:34,908 --> 01:19:37,311 and waiting. 863 01:19:37,344 --> 01:19:40,014 [Whispers] 864 01:19:52,393 --> 01:19:55,829 [Eerie Whispers] 865 01:20:37,605 --> 01:20:39,440 [Squeak] 866 01:20:54,021 --> 01:20:55,856 Oday: Please, please, 867 01:20:57,291 --> 01:20:59,059 you can't keep me in here. 868 01:21:01,028 --> 01:21:02,162 I have a family. 869 01:21:08,402 --> 01:21:12,406 Oday's Mind: Repetition breaks the spirit. 870 01:21:13,508 --> 01:21:15,543 Drains the mind. 871 01:21:16,977 --> 01:21:20,247 Molds it in its liking. 872 01:21:20,280 --> 01:21:22,015 I must escape. 873 01:21:22,049 --> 01:21:25,587 Oday: You're mocking me! I can hear your whispers. 874 01:21:27,121 --> 01:21:29,356 I can hear your secrets. 875 01:21:34,562 --> 01:21:38,966 Voice Over: It's then when the desire for the pattern 876 01:21:40,467 --> 01:21:44,037 becomes its greatest. 877 01:21:44,071 --> 01:21:46,240 [Whispers] 878 01:21:46,273 --> 01:21:47,975 Oday's Mind: Don't let him control you. 879 01:21:48,008 --> 01:21:49,443 Don't let him control you. 880 01:21:49,476 --> 01:21:50,177 Oday: Hey! 881 01:21:52,179 --> 01:21:53,247 Show yourself. 882 01:21:53,280 --> 01:21:55,650 You fucking cowards! 883 01:21:55,683 --> 01:21:57,351 Yeah, I'll come up there 884 01:21:57,384 --> 01:22:00,954 and throw you down here and rip those arms off. 885 01:22:00,988 --> 01:22:04,324 Yeah. And ring the bell on you! 886 01:22:04,358 --> 01:22:06,026 [Laugh] 887 01:22:24,011 --> 01:22:25,446 [Ring] 888 01:22:25,479 --> 01:22:27,981 Voice Over: After that, the water continued, 889 01:22:29,049 --> 01:22:31,118 but not the food. 890 01:22:32,352 --> 01:22:37,157 Instead came the hunger. 891 01:22:38,459 --> 01:22:42,129 [Screaming] 892 01:22:42,162 --> 01:22:45,733 [Growling] 893 01:22:48,402 --> 01:22:50,037 Oday: I'm not your anim... 894 01:22:51,205 --> 01:22:53,373 I'm not your animal! 895 01:22:59,246 --> 01:23:00,414 I'm not hungry. 896 01:23:00,447 --> 01:23:02,282 [Deep Breathing] 897 01:23:02,316 --> 01:23:05,052 I'm not cold. 898 01:23:05,085 --> 01:23:06,754 I'm not hungry. 899 01:23:06,788 --> 01:23:11,058 I'm not hungry. No. 900 01:23:11,091 --> 01:23:12,025 Ah. 901 01:23:13,828 --> 01:23:14,629 Ugh. Ah. 902 01:23:14,662 --> 01:23:15,563 [Whispers] 903 01:23:24,606 --> 01:23:25,740 Maybe just a bite. 904 01:23:25,773 --> 01:23:27,007 [Whispers] 905 01:23:28,175 --> 01:23:29,243 With ice cream. 906 01:23:30,277 --> 01:23:31,579 With two scoops. 907 01:23:31,613 --> 01:23:32,647 Yeah. 908 01:23:32,680 --> 01:23:35,482 And a steak rare. 909 01:23:35,517 --> 01:23:36,551 No! 910 01:23:36,584 --> 01:23:37,619 [Depraved Whispers] 911 01:23:37,652 --> 01:23:39,052 Well done. 912 01:23:41,088 --> 01:23:42,289 [Whimpering] 913 01:23:50,698 --> 01:23:51,599 [Ring] 914 01:23:56,136 --> 01:23:57,471 [Squeak] 915 01:24:06,648 --> 01:24:07,549 [Clink] 916 01:24:08,516 --> 01:24:09,416 [Squish] 917 01:24:16,524 --> 01:24:18,726 Voice Over: I was starving. 918 01:24:19,827 --> 01:24:24,197 Yet, I knew what I felt. 919 01:24:26,266 --> 01:24:27,167 [Ring] 920 01:24:31,873 --> 01:24:32,774 [Splash] 921 01:24:34,809 --> 01:24:35,710 [Bell] 922 01:24:41,181 --> 01:24:41,816 [Splash] 923 01:24:41,849 --> 01:24:42,784 [Ring] 924 01:25:02,302 --> 01:25:05,640 [♪Music Playing] 925 01:25:21,321 --> 01:25:26,226 Voice Over: The blood crystallized my starvation. 926 01:25:29,196 --> 01:25:33,333 And the moon murmured its 927 01:25:34,602 --> 01:25:36,203 secrets. 928 01:25:40,875 --> 01:25:44,879 There is no escape. 929 01:25:44,912 --> 01:25:49,584 There is only hunger. 930 01:25:49,617 --> 01:25:53,588 [Howling] 931 01:25:56,490 --> 01:25:56,991 [Ring] 932 01:25:58,258 --> 01:26:00,260 Oday: No! Take it back. 933 01:26:01,361 --> 01:26:02,063 I don't want it anymore. 934 01:26:03,463 --> 01:26:07,702 Voice Over: Then I felt a stir 935 01:26:07,735 --> 01:26:09,169 in my soul. 936 01:26:10,237 --> 01:26:11,739 Oday: I know what you want. 937 01:26:12,740 --> 01:26:16,944 Voice Over: Murky clouds arose. 938 01:26:16,978 --> 01:26:18,478 Oday: Their plotting. 939 01:26:20,615 --> 01:26:22,349 Their scheming. 940 01:26:22,382 --> 01:26:25,953 Voice Over: Primordial. As in my own. 941 01:26:25,987 --> 01:26:30,758 So I stood in a vial of soup, 942 01:26:33,695 --> 01:26:36,196 beyond exhaustion. 943 01:26:38,800 --> 01:26:42,870 I succumb to the moon. 944 01:26:48,509 --> 01:26:53,380 My hand ascends 945 01:26:55,683 --> 01:26:59,887 independent of its own. 946 01:27:01,055 --> 01:27:02,824 [♪Music Playing] 947 01:27:02,857 --> 01:27:06,326 The rest of me followed 948 01:27:08,763 --> 01:27:08,796 shadow-like, 949 01:27:14,869 --> 01:27:17,905 hunger washing over me. 950 01:27:19,674 --> 01:27:21,374 [Rings] 951 01:27:21,408 --> 01:27:25,646 The blood moon kissing my skin. 952 01:27:25,680 --> 01:27:26,379 [Rings] 953 01:27:27,715 --> 01:27:30,317 I surrendered 954 01:27:30,350 --> 01:27:33,521 with tongue and teeth 955 01:27:33,554 --> 01:27:37,290 beyond the horizon 956 01:27:37,324 --> 01:27:38,893 of humanity. 957 01:27:44,665 --> 01:27:45,566 [Clink] 958 01:27:49,737 --> 01:27:52,540 [Chewing] 959 01:28:05,820 --> 01:28:07,454 [Gnarling] 960 01:28:16,697 --> 01:28:18,331 Lenny: Let me get this straight. 961 01:28:19,901 --> 01:28:22,804 You ate... 962 01:28:24,972 --> 01:28:26,373 Fuck. 963 01:28:27,708 --> 01:28:30,511 Oday: I'm not trying to make any excuses. Okay. 964 01:28:30,545 --> 01:28:34,381 I know what I did, what I've done. 965 01:28:36,416 --> 01:28:40,087 - Tell the group what you discovered in the well. 966 01:28:41,454 --> 01:28:44,692 - I never let myself get hungry. 967 01:28:46,828 --> 01:28:48,963 That's what causes an urge. 968 01:28:48,996 --> 01:28:50,565 Dev: I think I'm gonna be sick. 969 01:28:50,598 --> 01:28:52,465 October: What does a bleeding moon look like? 970 01:28:53,835 --> 01:28:54,869 - Claire! 971 01:28:54,902 --> 01:28:57,104 Lenny: Huh? She has a name. 972 01:28:57,138 --> 01:29:00,440 - How dare you use my name! 973 01:29:01,642 --> 01:29:03,978 - That door only leads to more pain. 974 01:29:05,613 --> 01:29:07,915 We are a better path. 975 01:29:10,818 --> 01:29:12,385 - I wanted to get my family back. 976 01:29:14,155 --> 01:29:17,124 But the man that came out of that hole was not a husband. 977 01:29:19,026 --> 01:29:20,360 He was not a father. 978 01:29:22,797 --> 01:29:25,533 My wife saw what I became 979 01:29:27,535 --> 01:29:29,469 and she took my kids away. 980 01:29:31,438 --> 01:29:32,573 And I didn't stop her. 981 01:29:34,441 --> 01:29:39,647 Please. I am human. 982 01:29:39,680 --> 01:29:41,816 I don't wanna be a monster anymore. 983 01:29:41,849 --> 01:29:43,517 [Crying] 984 01:29:45,853 --> 01:29:48,488 - Claire, It's human to survive. 985 01:29:49,790 --> 01:29:52,392 Oday is not your tormentor, 986 01:29:54,128 --> 01:29:56,496 but he arises the same anger. 987 01:29:57,632 --> 01:29:59,133 We can use that. 988 01:30:05,773 --> 01:30:06,674 Oday. 989 01:30:08,709 --> 01:30:11,478 Are you willing to participate in an exercise? 990 01:30:14,215 --> 01:30:15,883 - Yes. 991 01:30:18,252 --> 01:30:20,955 If it'll keep Claire from leaving. Yes. 992 01:30:24,558 --> 01:30:25,458 [Hits Door] 993 01:30:29,964 --> 01:30:31,699 This is stupid. 994 01:30:33,067 --> 01:30:34,802 Dr. Hedonia: It's the meat and potatoes. 995 01:30:36,570 --> 01:30:39,439 If you're not convinced afterwards, you can leave. 996 01:30:48,249 --> 01:30:50,184 Arms folded over your chest. 997 01:30:51,886 --> 01:30:55,122 Spin in three circles for me. 998 01:30:55,156 --> 01:30:56,624 One... 999 01:30:59,226 --> 01:31:00,661 Two... 1000 01:31:03,564 --> 01:31:05,633 Three... 1001 01:31:05,666 --> 01:31:07,268 [♪Music Playing] 1002 01:31:07,301 --> 01:31:11,605 Start with a small, lean, gentle. 1003 01:31:11,639 --> 01:31:13,240 Get used to everyone's touch. 1004 01:31:15,042 --> 01:31:19,580 As Claire falls softly push her onto someone else. 1005 01:31:23,651 --> 01:31:26,153 A hypersensitive reaction is normal. 1006 01:31:28,222 --> 01:31:29,623 Tell us how you feel. 1007 01:31:32,193 --> 01:31:35,997 Claire: Um, dizzy. 1008 01:31:36,030 --> 01:31:38,099 - And beyond the circle? 1009 01:31:39,567 --> 01:31:41,902 - Exhausted. 1010 01:31:41,936 --> 01:31:47,541 Like, like I'm treading water. 1011 01:31:47,575 --> 01:31:48,275 All the time. 1012 01:31:50,678 --> 01:31:56,217 - You're damaged. The world is overwhelming. 1013 01:31:56,250 --> 01:31:57,985 And now you have each other. 1014 01:31:58,019 --> 01:32:00,721 Understanding is support. 1015 01:32:03,357 --> 01:32:06,794 Lean more and undress your fears. 1016 01:32:10,197 --> 01:32:11,532 Lenny: Is that a smile? 1017 01:32:12,366 --> 01:32:14,268 [Claire Laughing] 1018 01:32:14,301 --> 01:32:15,970 - How do you feel now? 1019 01:32:16,003 --> 01:32:19,273 [Giggles] 1020 01:32:23,144 --> 01:32:25,746 - Huh? Like a... 1021 01:32:25,780 --> 01:32:27,615 like a kid. 1022 01:32:29,850 --> 01:32:33,721 - When we have a good time, we feel safe. 1023 01:32:33,754 --> 01:32:37,758 And when we feel safe, our subconscious can surface 1024 01:32:37,792 --> 01:32:40,628 and let us digest our pain. 1025 01:32:44,398 --> 01:32:46,600 Keep clear up. She trusts us. 1026 01:32:50,371 --> 01:32:53,674 There is an impossible wall in front of you. 1027 01:32:55,309 --> 01:32:58,946 A goliath momentous burden. 1028 01:33:00,948 --> 01:33:04,251 But when you finally set your mind in a new direction, 1029 01:33:04,285 --> 01:33:07,054 you'll suddenly see that it is true 1030 01:33:07,088 --> 01:33:08,756 and there is a clear path. 1031 01:33:08,789 --> 01:33:13,194 No matter the outcome. The horrible weight 1032 01:33:13,227 --> 01:33:15,696 becomes light in your heart. 1033 01:33:17,231 --> 01:33:22,036 Real clarity. Real clarity. Stop. 1034 01:33:48,462 --> 01:33:53,367 [Sobbing] 1035 01:34:06,113 --> 01:34:08,149 - I think I'm ready to share. 1036 01:34:11,252 --> 01:34:13,187 Dr. Hedonia: Wonderful. 1037 01:34:14,388 --> 01:34:16,157 That's wonderful. 1038 01:34:27,468 --> 01:34:29,670 - It's rare I leave my house, 1039 01:34:31,839 --> 01:34:36,677 I'm a paranoid agoraphobe. 1040 01:34:40,214 --> 01:34:41,949 Though I'd argue my fears have merit. 1041 01:34:42,950 --> 01:34:46,820 Coming to this group and seeing 1042 01:34:46,854 --> 01:34:48,722 Dr. Hedonia have been steps I thought 1043 01:34:52,793 --> 01:34:54,795 I wasn't capable of taking. 1044 01:34:58,533 --> 01:35:01,035 I think it's important I tell about the first 1045 01:35:01,068 --> 01:35:02,736 time I broke the cycle. 1046 01:35:04,471 --> 01:35:07,775 Because I recognize the importance of accepting help. 1047 01:35:10,211 --> 01:35:11,912 [Digging] 1048 01:35:11,946 --> 01:35:13,948 Voice Over: Alone with my thoughts 1049 01:35:13,981 --> 01:35:16,283 I prefer the company of the macabre. 1050 01:35:16,317 --> 01:35:18,819 Death is knowing, 1051 01:35:18,852 --> 01:35:21,889 promising, comforting. 1052 01:35:23,791 --> 01:35:25,192 It is myself that I fear. 1053 01:35:28,095 --> 01:35:31,865 The long empty hall, the empty rooms, 1054 01:35:33,500 --> 01:35:35,502 the solitude in the dark. 1055 01:35:37,137 --> 01:35:41,342 It is the screams unheard. The screams unanswered. 1056 01:35:44,011 --> 01:35:45,980 The sound of silence that haunts my mind. 1057 01:35:48,916 --> 01:35:52,953 In these quiet hours, the darkest of night. 1058 01:35:54,388 --> 01:35:56,457 Unatural thoughts creep through my mind. 1059 01:35:59,026 --> 01:36:01,862 Notions slither over my skin, softly. 1060 01:36:03,397 --> 01:36:07,301 They're cool, touch, soothing, distracting. 1061 01:36:10,070 --> 01:36:14,341 But here alone, my demons are my own. 1062 01:36:14,375 --> 01:36:16,443 [Ball Bouncing] 1063 01:36:16,477 --> 01:36:18,045 The nightmare is the same. 1064 01:36:18,078 --> 01:36:19,013 [Ball Bouncing] 1065 01:36:19,046 --> 01:36:20,515 A figure approaching. 1066 01:36:20,548 --> 01:36:21,982 Voice: [Whisper] Let me in. 1067 01:36:23,050 --> 01:36:25,452 A knock at the door. 1068 01:36:25,486 --> 01:36:27,321 A wrapping at the walls. 1069 01:36:27,354 --> 01:36:29,156 [distant screams] 1070 01:36:29,189 --> 01:36:32,926 A climax of all my senses. 1071 01:36:59,153 --> 01:37:00,321 After the incident, I became withdrawn. 1072 01:37:01,455 --> 01:37:04,325 Not depressed, but numb. 1073 01:37:09,664 --> 01:37:10,565 [Screams] 1074 01:37:12,567 --> 01:37:13,500 [Knocking] 1075 01:37:15,269 --> 01:37:17,071 It starts with a knock. 1076 01:37:20,407 --> 01:37:21,842 Always at night. 1077 01:37:23,110 --> 01:37:26,080 [Knock Knock Knock] 1078 01:37:26,113 --> 01:37:29,517 A peculiar hour for most, but my condition had worsened. 1079 01:37:30,685 --> 01:37:32,486 Only nights were manageable. 1080 01:37:54,174 --> 01:37:57,010 Shadow: Take your little pills, fool yourself. 1081 01:38:06,954 --> 01:38:08,288 [Knock] 1082 01:38:08,322 --> 01:38:09,456 [Knock] 1083 01:38:09,490 --> 01:38:10,391 [Knock] 1084 01:38:23,337 --> 01:38:24,672 - October Saquin? 1085 01:38:28,208 --> 01:38:29,076 - What's it to you? 1086 01:38:31,412 --> 01:38:33,380 - I got your package by accident. 1087 01:38:35,650 --> 01:38:38,085 I saw the lights on. I meant to come by earlier. 1088 01:38:42,189 --> 01:38:44,626 [Disturbed Humming] 1089 01:38:47,662 --> 01:38:48,996 [Distant Growl] 1090 01:39:16,724 --> 01:39:18,726 - I catch you at a bad time? 1091 01:39:20,728 --> 01:39:22,530 - It's always a bad time. 1092 01:39:28,068 --> 01:39:29,970 Did you call earlier? 1093 01:39:32,674 --> 01:39:36,043 - I don't have your number. We just met. 1094 01:39:39,213 --> 01:39:40,080 - Right. 1095 01:39:45,720 --> 01:39:47,254 October: Come in. 1096 01:40:08,442 --> 01:40:12,246 - Little dark for my taste, but your place is lovely. 1097 01:40:21,255 --> 01:40:23,056 You going to open it? 1098 01:40:25,727 --> 01:40:26,628 - Drink? 1099 01:40:29,296 --> 01:40:31,498 - Don't really drink that often. 1100 01:40:47,180 --> 01:40:48,683 [Growling] 1101 01:41:23,417 --> 01:41:27,655 Been hearing weird noises at my place. 1102 01:41:27,689 --> 01:41:29,323 Are there wild animals around here at all? 1103 01:41:31,425 --> 01:41:35,830 I'm pretty skittish. Probably just my imagination. 1104 01:41:39,767 --> 01:41:44,639 - If you're quiet enough houses speak. 1105 01:41:49,577 --> 01:41:51,411 They have stories to tell. 1106 01:41:59,286 --> 01:42:00,253 Boo. 1107 01:42:06,794 --> 01:42:07,595 [Cough] 1108 01:42:10,297 --> 01:42:11,633 - Can I use the ladies' room? 1109 01:42:14,769 --> 01:42:16,370 [Flushing] 1110 01:42:19,674 --> 01:42:20,273 [Water Running] 1111 01:42:24,979 --> 01:42:26,380 [Deep Breath] 1112 01:42:30,685 --> 01:42:34,254 Okay. Make friends Heidi. 1113 01:42:34,287 --> 01:42:36,289 Don't be a weirdo. 1114 01:42:38,860 --> 01:42:41,562 You are not going to be lonely here. 1115 01:42:43,765 --> 01:42:45,933 Get a new start. 1116 01:42:47,267 --> 01:42:49,336 New start. 1117 01:42:50,805 --> 01:42:52,740 'Cause you're not a loser. 1118 01:42:55,009 --> 01:42:57,244 You're not a loser. 1119 01:42:57,277 --> 01:42:58,178 [Sigh] 1120 01:42:59,647 --> 01:43:00,615 [Ball Bouncing] 1121 01:43:10,725 --> 01:43:11,491 [Ball Bouncing] 1122 01:43:35,850 --> 01:43:38,519 [Knocking] 1123 01:43:47,061 --> 01:43:48,495 [Whispers] 1124 01:43:50,698 --> 01:43:53,901 Voice: I'll come back. Let me in. 1125 01:43:53,935 --> 01:43:55,368 [Ball Bouncing/Knocking] 1126 01:43:56,804 --> 01:43:58,539 Voice: [Whisper] Let me in. 1127 01:44:07,849 --> 01:44:10,317 [Ball Bouncing/Knocking] 1128 01:44:11,819 --> 01:44:13,855 Voice: [Scream] Let me in! 1129 01:44:22,797 --> 01:44:25,666 - Never thought I'd move cross country. 1130 01:44:25,700 --> 01:44:29,003 I'm a small town girl. It all happened so quickly. 1131 01:44:34,041 --> 01:44:37,779 [Bones Cracking] 1132 01:44:54,562 --> 01:44:56,597 - She's prettier than you. 1133 01:45:18,385 --> 01:45:19,086 [Bones Crack] 1134 01:45:19,120 --> 01:45:21,354 Cut that little cunt's face. 1135 01:45:22,156 --> 01:45:23,958 Heidi: I'll tell you one thing. 1136 01:45:23,991 --> 01:45:26,459 No boyfriends, no distractions. 1137 01:45:26,493 --> 01:45:29,063 At least for a couple of months. 1138 01:45:29,096 --> 01:45:31,464 Or if he's really cute. 1139 01:45:36,637 --> 01:45:38,539 What are you doing with that knife? 1140 01:45:46,413 --> 01:45:51,085 - I get paranoid too. I thought I heard something. 1141 01:45:52,485 --> 01:45:57,357 - Oh, do you always keep late hours? 1142 01:46:02,063 --> 01:46:04,932 - Adults with a acute nocturnal parasomnia can act out 1143 01:46:04,966 --> 01:46:07,034 violently in their sleep so, 1144 01:46:07,068 --> 01:46:11,005 I have to stay awake until dawn. 1145 01:46:12,006 --> 01:46:13,774 That's your neighbor. 1146 01:46:23,684 --> 01:46:25,385 - I'm bulimic. 1147 01:46:30,224 --> 01:46:31,993 To our issues. 1148 01:46:36,631 --> 01:46:37,098 - Do you wanna stay awake with me? 1149 01:46:39,667 --> 01:46:41,401 - Are you down to share that pizza? 1150 01:46:43,137 --> 01:46:45,773 - If you don't throw it up. 1151 01:46:45,806 --> 01:46:47,575 [♪Music Playing] 1152 01:46:55,516 --> 01:46:57,551 I hear sound that aren't there. 1153 01:47:00,487 --> 01:47:01,923 I know it isn't real. 1154 01:47:03,658 --> 01:47:05,526 But my fear is. 1155 01:47:12,233 --> 01:47:13,500 - I'm not fat. 1156 01:47:17,672 --> 01:47:20,007 But when I look in the mirror, I'm disgusted. 1157 01:47:22,944 --> 01:47:25,146 I gag at the first sight of food. 1158 01:47:28,182 --> 01:47:30,584 I eat what I want, but I purge it. 1159 01:47:33,020 --> 01:47:36,190 - My medication keeps my delusions at bay. 1160 01:47:38,025 --> 01:47:40,493 The pills are numbing. 1161 01:47:44,065 --> 01:47:46,600 It feels borderline suicidal. 1162 01:47:53,641 --> 01:47:55,676 - I lived with my disorder for three years 1163 01:47:55,710 --> 01:47:57,812 before telling anyone. 1164 01:48:01,849 --> 01:48:03,551 - I live alone, 1165 01:48:05,786 --> 01:48:08,222 because my night terrors are incurable. 1166 01:48:10,324 --> 01:48:11,959 - At some point 1167 01:48:13,627 --> 01:48:17,932 looking good became more important than feeling good. 1168 01:48:25,106 --> 01:48:26,273 Aren't we a pair? 1169 01:48:34,115 --> 01:48:37,218 Fuck everyone. 1170 01:48:37,251 --> 01:48:39,086 - Fuck everyone. 1171 01:48:40,221 --> 01:48:41,322 - You can't trust her. 1172 01:48:41,355 --> 01:48:42,256 [Bones Crack] 1173 01:48:49,263 --> 01:48:51,098 - Do you like to dance? 1174 01:48:52,867 --> 01:48:55,536 - I love to dance. 1175 01:48:58,606 --> 01:49:01,675 - We should go out. Pick out an album. 1176 01:49:09,016 --> 01:49:13,587 [♪Music Playing] 1177 01:49:58,232 --> 01:50:02,703 We both have demons and mine wait for me to fall asleep. 1178 01:50:04,939 --> 01:50:06,640 A chance to take over my mind. 1179 01:50:09,310 --> 01:50:11,779 So if you really wanna stay up with me. 1180 01:50:28,329 --> 01:50:29,730 They're strong. 1181 01:50:31,365 --> 01:50:34,068 I need them to be to leave the house. 1182 01:50:41,108 --> 01:50:45,646 - It, it's been a while. Isn't everything closing soon? 1183 01:50:46,380 --> 01:50:48,349 I know good after hours. 1184 01:51:04,198 --> 01:51:05,332 [Clears Throat] 1185 01:51:21,115 --> 01:51:21,982 [Kiss] 1186 01:51:36,197 --> 01:51:38,132 - We don't deserve it. 1187 01:51:42,970 --> 01:51:45,839 Come on, lets get you in something else. 1188 01:51:48,342 --> 01:51:51,478 [♪Music Playing] 1189 01:53:29,943 --> 01:53:31,312 [Laughing] 1190 01:53:43,924 --> 01:53:44,925 Heidi. 1191 01:53:49,363 --> 01:53:54,034 - Oh my God, thank you. Oh, I could drink an ocean. 1192 01:54:06,480 --> 01:54:07,114 [Malice Whispers] 1193 01:54:15,690 --> 01:54:16,591 [Knock] 1194 01:54:18,292 --> 01:54:18,992 [Knock] 1195 01:54:21,061 --> 01:54:21,962 [Knock] 1196 01:54:28,168 --> 01:54:32,172 Voice: I must give you the message. 1197 01:54:32,206 --> 01:54:32,906 [Knock] 1198 01:54:36,276 --> 01:54:37,512 Voice: [Whisper] Let me in. 1199 01:54:37,545 --> 01:54:38,445 [Ball Bouncing] 1200 01:54:39,681 --> 01:54:41,048 Voice: [Whisper] Let me in. 1201 01:54:45,419 --> 01:54:45,986 [Ball Bouncing] 1202 01:54:52,627 --> 01:54:54,161 [♪Music Playing] 1203 01:55:13,715 --> 01:55:17,351 [Piercing Screams] 1204 01:55:17,384 --> 01:55:19,019 [Splash] 1205 01:55:23,457 --> 01:55:24,358 - October? 1206 01:55:33,701 --> 01:55:35,102 Voice: [Whisper] Let me in. 1207 01:55:45,412 --> 01:55:47,047 Let me in! 1208 01:55:47,080 --> 01:55:47,981 [Scream] 1209 01:55:53,555 --> 01:55:54,455 [Splash] 1210 01:56:05,098 --> 01:56:07,968 October: There's a silence that haunts me. 1211 01:56:11,305 --> 01:56:13,207 Thoughts that lurk. 1212 01:56:15,175 --> 01:56:16,578 Biding their time. 1213 01:56:18,278 --> 01:56:22,983 Holding their breath, waiting to strike. 1214 01:56:27,622 --> 01:56:28,523 - You're not well. 1215 01:56:30,658 --> 01:56:32,292 Alone in my house 1216 01:56:32,326 --> 01:56:35,162 I can harbor my sickness without hurting others. 1217 01:56:36,664 --> 01:56:38,600 - If there's a memory haunting you here, 1218 01:56:40,535 --> 01:56:42,402 you should move away. 1219 01:56:45,506 --> 01:56:46,406 - No. 1220 01:56:50,177 --> 01:56:52,045 I need to face my terrors 1221 01:56:54,649 --> 01:56:56,283 to truly know them. 1222 01:57:02,657 --> 01:57:05,058 - Then you don't need to do it alone. 1223 01:57:12,600 --> 01:57:14,702 - Friends are hard to come by. 1224 01:57:21,141 --> 01:57:23,343 Heidi: I've never had many girlfriends or 1225 01:57:23,377 --> 01:57:25,445 friends that were genuine. 1226 01:57:25,479 --> 01:57:27,414 [Heidi's Voice Fades] 1227 01:57:27,447 --> 01:57:30,484 Heidi: Ever walk in on someone talking about you? 1228 01:57:30,518 --> 01:57:32,219 You know, behind your back. 1229 01:57:35,690 --> 01:57:37,090 [Bones Cracking] 1230 01:57:37,124 --> 01:57:38,626 - You worthless slut. 1231 01:57:38,660 --> 01:57:41,228 No one will ever want you for more than fucking. 1232 01:57:49,336 --> 01:57:51,271 Taste the rainbow bitch. 1233 01:57:51,305 --> 01:57:53,340 [Laughing] 1234 01:57:53,373 --> 01:57:55,442 [Screams] I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. 1235 01:57:55,475 --> 01:57:59,212 October: My demons are my own. My Demons are my own. 1236 01:57:59,246 --> 01:58:01,081 [Echoing] 1237 01:58:16,263 --> 01:58:17,765 [Knocking] 1238 01:58:36,718 --> 01:58:38,218 Visitor: Good morning, ma'am. 1239 01:58:38,251 --> 01:58:41,388 What a beautiful sunny day. 1240 01:58:41,421 --> 01:58:44,559 And you look beautiful too if I may say. 1241 01:58:52,767 --> 01:58:57,237 You see, I was chosen to give you this message, 1242 01:58:57,270 --> 01:59:00,173 from our a savior and master. 1243 01:59:03,544 --> 01:59:04,812 - No thank you. 1244 01:59:06,948 --> 01:59:08,348 - Please take it. 1245 01:59:15,823 --> 01:59:16,891 Let me in. 1246 01:59:22,597 --> 01:59:24,565 I must give you the message. 1247 01:59:25,767 --> 01:59:27,669 For her way is divine. 1248 01:59:28,803 --> 01:59:31,371 Her truth, pleasure. 1249 01:59:32,974 --> 01:59:36,611 Rejoice! I liberate you! 1250 01:59:39,714 --> 01:59:40,414 - No! No! 1251 01:59:41,916 --> 01:59:42,817 Please! 1252 01:59:43,651 --> 01:59:44,786 [Screaming] 1253 01:59:44,819 --> 01:59:45,720 [Bang] 1254 01:59:48,288 --> 01:59:52,860 [Struggling] 1255 01:59:52,894 --> 01:59:54,294 No! 1256 01:59:54,327 --> 01:59:54,929 [Rip] 1257 01:59:54,962 --> 01:59:55,763 [Ting] 1258 01:59:55,797 --> 01:59:57,565 Please! 1259 01:59:57,598 --> 01:59:58,398 No! 1260 01:59:58,432 --> 02:00:03,270 [Muffled Screams] 1261 02:00:03,303 --> 02:00:08,375 [Struggle] Visitor: [Moaning] 1262 02:00:13,915 --> 02:00:16,951 [Audio Fades Out] 1263 02:00:16,984 --> 02:00:22,222 [Audio Silence] 1264 02:00:39,040 --> 02:00:42,476 [Audio Fades In] 1265 02:00:42,510 --> 02:00:45,278 - When your screams are unanswered, 1266 02:00:46,681 --> 02:00:47,982 they're silent. 1267 02:00:49,316 --> 02:00:52,285 - October, what do you see? 1268 02:00:56,356 --> 02:00:58,425 Shadow: Torture. 1269 02:01:01,062 --> 02:01:04,966 - You heal, but you never escape. 1270 02:01:09,704 --> 02:01:13,574 - No one's there and no one's coming. 1271 02:01:13,608 --> 02:01:15,009 Whatever happened it's in the past. 1272 02:01:15,042 --> 02:01:16,544 - I know it can't hurt me! 1273 02:01:17,845 --> 02:01:20,313 - Stop torturing yourself. 1274 02:01:20,347 --> 02:01:21,749 Shadow: Blah, blah, blah. 1275 02:01:21,783 --> 02:01:23,718 - You can trust me. 1276 02:01:26,453 --> 02:01:30,390 Som...Somethings wrong. 1277 02:01:31,424 --> 02:01:32,325 [Crash] 1278 02:01:35,930 --> 02:01:39,399 - What have you done? - Me? Bitch? You poisoned her. 1279 02:01:41,401 --> 02:01:43,436 [Laughing] She's dead. 1280 02:01:43,470 --> 02:01:44,872 Like the others. 1281 02:01:46,541 --> 02:01:47,875 - The others? 1282 02:01:49,376 --> 02:01:51,512 - Get rid of of the body. 1283 02:02:34,722 --> 02:02:37,424 Chop that pretty little cunt up into pieces. 1284 02:02:44,899 --> 02:02:47,568 [Heavy Breathing] 1285 02:02:50,805 --> 02:02:53,908 [Both: Screaming] 1286 02:02:53,941 --> 02:02:55,610 October: [Wails] 1287 02:03:27,875 --> 02:03:31,145 [Whimpering] I'm so sorry. 1288 02:03:32,947 --> 02:03:34,548 Shadow: Damn it. 1289 02:03:34,582 --> 02:03:36,851 I really wanted to watch you chops this one up. 1290 02:03:52,900 --> 02:03:56,604 - Sweet little cunt. 1291 02:04:06,647 --> 02:04:09,517 Don't think about telling anyone. 1292 02:04:11,252 --> 02:04:12,887 I'll come back. 1293 02:04:29,637 --> 02:04:30,237 [Screaming] 1294 02:04:30,271 --> 02:04:31,172 [Stab] 1295 02:04:31,205 --> 02:04:36,110 Visitor: [Screaming] 1296 02:04:41,182 --> 02:04:42,783 [♪Music Playing] 1297 02:04:50,057 --> 02:04:51,726 [Gurgling Blood] 1298 02:05:09,276 --> 02:05:11,512 - Get rid of the body. 1299 02:05:15,082 --> 02:05:16,083 [Screaming] 1300 02:05:16,117 --> 02:05:17,718 [Bones Cracking] 1301 02:05:17,752 --> 02:05:19,020 [Bones Cracking] 1302 02:05:19,053 --> 02:05:20,654 [Bones Cracking] 1303 02:05:39,607 --> 02:05:44,678 [Bones Cracking] 1304 02:06:07,001 --> 02:06:07,902 [Knock] 1305 02:06:11,839 --> 02:06:12,740 [Knock] 1306 02:06:16,811 --> 02:06:17,478 [Knock] 1307 02:06:21,348 --> 02:06:22,249 [Knock] 1308 02:06:31,125 --> 02:06:32,026 [Knock] 1309 02:06:53,147 --> 02:06:54,615 [Groans] 1310 02:07:01,322 --> 02:07:02,857 You fainted. 1311 02:07:06,794 --> 02:07:09,063 It must have been all the dancing. 1312 02:07:11,332 --> 02:07:13,134 - Or the drugs. 1313 02:07:31,152 --> 02:07:35,823 - Last year someone broke into my home and um... 1314 02:07:42,229 --> 02:07:44,398 - That's horrible. 1315 02:07:46,767 --> 02:07:49,036 - More than you can imagine. 1316 02:08:04,818 --> 02:08:06,353 - Tell me. 1317 02:08:44,925 --> 02:08:47,761 You may live with the horror, 1318 02:08:47,795 --> 02:08:51,198 but you can let go of the pain. 1319 02:08:54,802 --> 02:08:57,972 Break the cycle, October. 1320 02:09:29,136 --> 02:09:30,938 - I did. 1321 02:10:23,625 --> 02:10:25,326 Death is boring, 1322 02:10:28,495 --> 02:10:29,597 shallow. 1323 02:10:34,501 --> 02:10:36,503 Now I prefer the torture. 1324 02:10:40,974 --> 02:10:42,976 Her cool touch soothing, 1325 02:10:45,547 --> 02:10:47,582 beautifully distracting. 1326 02:10:50,951 --> 02:10:53,187 I prefer the long empty hall, 1327 02:10:56,691 --> 02:10:58,425 the empty rooms, 1328 02:11:02,597 --> 02:11:04,532 the solitude in the dark. 1329 02:11:10,938 --> 02:11:13,608 The sound of silence that never ends. 1330 02:11:19,146 --> 02:11:21,982 The sound of silence that haunts. 1331 02:11:23,250 --> 02:11:24,051 [Knock. Knock. Knock.] 1332 02:11:24,084 --> 02:11:24,985 [Gasp] 1333 02:11:28,355 --> 02:11:31,058 Lenny: Suddenly I don't feel crazy. 1334 02:11:32,459 --> 02:11:34,361 - And I am? 1335 02:11:34,395 --> 02:11:35,929 Oday: We're all in the same boat. 1336 02:11:35,963 --> 02:11:38,332 - But you're at the helm. 1337 02:11:45,372 --> 02:11:50,144 - You look anxious Dev. Run towards your feelings. 1338 02:11:50,177 --> 02:11:51,478 - There's at least two people 1339 02:11:51,513 --> 02:11:53,213 that have killed someone in this room. 1340 02:11:55,182 --> 02:11:57,251 You're god damn animals! 1341 02:11:57,284 --> 02:11:59,587 Lenny: Whoa. - How can you kill someone? 1342 02:11:59,621 --> 02:12:02,289 - She didn't leave her friends to die. 1343 02:12:02,322 --> 02:12:05,058 - Shut up! I escaped. 1344 02:12:05,092 --> 02:12:07,094 Dr Hedonia: You're upset. Breathe. 1345 02:12:07,127 --> 02:12:09,997 Their death is not your fault. 1346 02:12:10,030 --> 02:12:11,432 - I'm freaking out because 1347 02:12:11,465 --> 02:12:13,233 she chopped someone up with an ax! 1348 02:12:13,267 --> 02:12:16,538 She's crazy! You're all freaking crazy. 1349 02:12:16,571 --> 02:12:21,308 - Okay, we're all crazy. I'm crazy. 1350 02:12:21,341 --> 02:12:25,379 The world is crazy and it's full of pain. 1351 02:12:28,248 --> 02:12:31,018 But we are here to navigate through it. 1352 02:12:37,525 --> 02:12:42,429 - Your secrets are safe with me... 1353 02:12:43,731 --> 02:12:45,999 October. 1354 02:12:46,033 --> 02:12:48,135 Dr Hedonia: Thank you Claire. 1355 02:12:48,168 --> 02:12:52,072 Everyone's stories are not 1356 02:12:52,105 --> 02:12:54,041 easy pills to swallow. 1357 02:12:56,210 --> 02:13:01,348 Within each you can discover empathy 1358 02:13:01,381 --> 02:13:06,019 because you all share the same level of pain, the same fear. 1359 02:13:08,455 --> 02:13:13,360 Your emotional depth is fathomless. 1360 02:13:14,762 --> 02:13:18,733 Much, much deeper than most. 1361 02:13:21,669 --> 02:13:24,606 The ability to feel 1362 02:13:24,639 --> 02:13:28,743 and not shut yourself off 1363 02:13:32,112 --> 02:13:34,481 is what defines you as human. 1364 02:13:36,250 --> 02:13:38,352 [♪Music Playing] 1365 02:13:49,731 --> 02:13:54,067 Before we end our session, I would like 1366 02:13:54,101 --> 02:13:58,706 to do one last exercise as a group. 1367 02:14:02,209 --> 02:14:04,344 We attempt to avoid pain, 1368 02:14:06,146 --> 02:14:07,649 but it is a part of life. 1369 02:14:09,651 --> 02:14:13,688 For this exercise, I encourage you 1370 02:14:13,721 --> 02:14:15,557 to embrace it. 1371 02:14:18,793 --> 02:14:20,795 Trauma isn't always purposeless. 1372 02:14:22,897 --> 02:14:25,365 It can be a profound experience. 1373 02:14:37,444 --> 02:14:41,315 For a moment, let's imagine 1374 02:14:41,348 --> 02:14:44,284 you knew who caused your pain. 1375 02:14:44,318 --> 02:14:45,553 [Door Closes] 1376 02:14:53,528 --> 02:14:56,798 The self hatred, the doubt, the rage, the fear, 1377 02:14:56,831 --> 02:14:58,833 the psychosis. 1378 02:14:58,866 --> 02:15:03,270 A face with cold eyes and sharp teeth. 1379 02:15:04,772 --> 02:15:08,442 The monster who sent the man 1380 02:15:08,475 --> 02:15:10,277 to your house October, 1381 02:15:11,546 --> 02:15:16,283 kidnapped you off the subway Oday. 1382 02:15:16,316 --> 02:15:20,387 That there was a puppeteer behind the violinist Dev. 1383 02:15:20,420 --> 02:15:23,323 And that we knew who lit your house on fire Lenny 1384 02:15:23,357 --> 02:15:27,294 and sent you down a destructive path. 1385 02:15:28,896 --> 02:15:29,797 [Click] 1386 02:15:34,802 --> 02:15:36,904 They did these atrocities 1387 02:15:36,938 --> 02:15:40,875 because they knew exactly what would trigger you. 1388 02:15:42,710 --> 02:15:47,548 If that one person stood right in front of all 1389 02:15:47,582 --> 02:15:51,284 of you, what would be the outcome? 1390 02:15:58,425 --> 02:16:03,163 - It wouldn't be pretty. - Pure hate. 1391 02:16:04,364 --> 02:16:07,869 - And as a group we would bring them 1392 02:16:07,902 --> 02:16:10,672 endless pain. 1393 02:16:11,906 --> 02:16:13,473 Dr. Hedonia: And what if... 1394 02:16:13,507 --> 02:16:16,744 - They took pleasure in the pain? 1395 02:16:18,713 --> 02:16:22,917 Dr. Hedonia: [Voice Deepens] Yes, Claire, what if pain 1396 02:16:22,950 --> 02:16:25,485 for them is to feel human? 1397 02:16:28,756 --> 02:16:31,191 [♪Violin Music Playing] 1398 02:16:36,798 --> 02:16:38,498 [Panicked Breathing] 1399 02:16:51,879 --> 02:16:55,482 Now that you've exposed your bare skin to each other, 1400 02:16:57,417 --> 02:16:59,286 I can show you mine. 1401 02:17:08,395 --> 02:17:09,831 [Zip] 1402 02:17:32,086 --> 02:17:34,922 [Doors And Windows Locking] 1403 02:17:36,924 --> 02:17:39,259 You can get out of your seats now. 1404 02:17:51,404 --> 02:17:53,708 Come to me, my pets! 1405 02:17:57,979 --> 02:18:01,314 [♪Music Playing] 1406 02:18:14,629 --> 02:18:17,565 [Muffled Dialogue] 1407 02:18:35,049 --> 02:18:37,618 - You're not, you're not full from everything? 1408 02:18:37,652 --> 02:18:38,451 - No. 1409 02:18:38,485 --> 02:18:40,353 Yeah. Shut up. 1410 02:18:40,387 --> 02:18:43,558 Dev: Hey Claire, are you sure you don't need a ride back? 1411 02:18:45,793 --> 02:18:47,394 - I'm okay. 1412 02:18:48,529 --> 02:18:49,997 Oday: Positive? 1413 02:18:50,031 --> 02:18:50,932 - I need to walk. 1414 02:18:52,166 --> 02:18:54,001 Lenny: See you in group. 1415 02:19:00,407 --> 02:19:02,043 October: Latter twat. 1416 02:19:04,912 --> 02:19:07,548 [Faint Screams] 1417 02:20:13,247 --> 02:20:15,816 [Screams] 1418 02:20:25,059 --> 02:20:30,064 [Overwhelming Screams] 1419 02:20:40,675 --> 02:20:45,445 [♪Music Playing]