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You scared me.

Oh, you made it.

Oh, I am so sorry.

I'm so late.

I got... I got stuck at the office, so...

You know, it's so great that your flight got moved

up. I'm just so sorry that I didn't see your text in time.

Look at you.

You look so grown up.

So handsome.

Do I always say that?

I do, don't I?

Well, can you blame me?

It's kind of my job to say that kind of stuff anyway. I'm your mother.

I was born to love you.

It's so nice to have you home again, honey.

I've missed you so much.

Let's get all this stuff inside and settle in.

Yeah.

Well, you know, it's very cozy.

I hope you don't have a problem, you know, sharing the bed.

I don't have a cot, and I don't want you to sleep on the floor, so.

Okay, good. Yeah, I mean, it's like old times, so.

What?

Excuse me?

A little much.

Or maybe not enough.

Well, you're right.

It wasn't for work.

Very good.

It was actually an office party.

Not at the office, per se.

The company I work for holds a semi -regular event.

For employees and outside consultants.

I know. It's not really my style.

Well, I wouldn't call it lousy.

Oh.

Yeah. I guess it's pretty revealing.

But, you know, I didn't have to spend any money on it.

If you're worried about that,

well, it was a gift.

From my boss.

It's not like I have to wear this every day, honey.

Did I say I have to?

It was requested of me, yes.

You're going to find out that the world is going to ask things of you that push

you beyond your expectations.

Yeah.

Yeah, your boundaries.

And we adapt and we survive.

While you've gone off and started your own life and everything.

I still provide as any good mother should. And if

I have to wear some silly outfits once in a while in order for me to

be able to pay your way through college, then I'm going to do it.

Because I love you. Is that not obvious?

I love you.

More than you can imagine.

Now can we stop talking about this?

You've had a long day. I've had a long day.

Can I just spend some time with my boy?

First time back from college and you just want to talk about work.

Let's get settled in.

Honey, I thought we were going to drop this.

I can't talk about it.

Not even with you.

Because... I signed an NDA.

I know.

I know.

Well, he's not here.

And I had to make the best decision possible for the family.

For you.

You really... You don't need to worry about me.

You need to be focusing on your studies, not your mother.

I can take care of myself.

I don't regret a thing.

No, of course not.

Even if I did want to tell you what goes on there, I can't

remember.

I can't remember all of the details.

Everything's so strange there.

It's so... It's really hard.

It's hard to get my bearings when I try to remember.

Well, it doesn't help that they change locations every time, so everything

different on the inside. Sometimes we're not even inside a building, and

everything that happens, it's all just, uh...

It's like a... It's like a dream.

Honey.

Oh, you're taking this... Way too seriously.

Your mother does not need protection.

No matter how much it seems like I might.

I'm a grown woman.

And I have to deal with the consequences of my...

Consent.

As I will continue to do.

Just like I did tonight.

For as long as it's necessary.

What I do remember is that

it's just not appropriate for me to be telling my son.

Honey, contracts are legally binding.

I never wanted you to know.

Of course, you deserve to know.

This all started about a month ago.

Right before you went to college, actually.

I was working really long hours at the office. I was going for a promotion.

And... Boss. noticed and asked me if I was interested in going

above and beyond for the company with the promise of financial assistance

regarding your tuition.

I, of course, jumped at the opportunity without

considering the cost.

Once a week, I'm provided an outfit.

Transportation is handled. I get dropped off at some

unknown location.

There's a man in black.

He leads me by the arm.

Through the doors.

The drink in my hand.

I don't recognize anyone.

They see me.

They come to me.

Like a paga.

Hungry dogs.

They're all over me.

They swarm me.

No, we had to stop.

I can't... I can't let you... We have to stop talking about this right now.

Because I need to protect you.

No.

That's sweet, honey.

You cannot know what happened to your mother.

It will change you.

It will change us.

They're waiting for me.

They want me.

I see it in their eyes.

Pure, uninhibited.

left hand pull my dress up.

Rip my pantyhose open.

I feel something cold.

Cold and hard.

Strapped between my

Myself and... And all

of those men.

I was some kind of a toy for them to play with.

Not like I had much of a choice.

Oh my gosh, we've gone way too far.

You shouldn't see your mother like this.

I knew we shouldn't have been talking.

Is there something you want to tell me?

You really shouldn't be touching

your mother like this.

You'll get a heart and... I don't like it when you... When

you do that.

I can feel... I can feel their... Their naked, excited

cocks.

Pressing through my dress.

And then... Again.

my skin.

well endowed.

Oh my god.

Oh.

Oh

wait.

Wait.

I think it's the drink.

I think it makes me white.

I think it makes me white.

Grave.

Your penis.

We have to be smart

about this.

Honey, I know...

You want to get to the bottom of everything, but tonight...

I'll take this.

You heard cock pointing right at me.

You can't just fuck your mother for answers.

A feeling in... In...

You're a young man.

And... Your body is... Very strongly telling

you to... Have sex with me.

It's so... It's so...

Even with your mother.

We

can't undo

that.

Oh, what

do you have to feel?

Honey, could you please just rub me down there a little bit more?

The desperation for them to fill my holes with

those men.

They wanted me to want it.

They're not going to let me go.

They're not going to let your mother get away.

No.

No.

Absolutely not.

Don't do that, honey.

I don't want you to drop out of school.

and it'll all be for nothing?

Really?

I don't deserve you.

I don't deserve you.

Honey.

Do you see me?

Isn't that what mothers are supposed to do anyway?

Clean up after their sons?

I needed that.

I can't believe I ever let you

leave home.

Okay.

Enough sentimentality.

It's kind of cold in here. Sorry.

It's a pretty good thing that there is only one bed now, huh?

You know, there's actually a fireplace right over there. I've never started a

fire in it.

Would you mind, honey?

I'll clean everything up and get the bed ready.

Will you cuddle?