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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,798 --> 00:00:08,800 [spiritual music playing] 2 00:00:29,946 --> 00:00:31,364 [motorcycle engine revving] 3 00:00:31,448 --> 00:00:33,033 [tense music playing] 4 00:00:33,116 --> 00:00:34,826 [woman 1] When I was 14 years old, 5 00:00:35,618 --> 00:00:37,787 they forced me to marry my cousin. 6 00:00:39,247 --> 00:00:40,290 I asked Warren, 7 00:00:41,124 --> 00:00:42,124 begged him, 8 00:00:42,584 --> 00:00:44,794 "Please don't make me get married." 9 00:00:45,587 --> 00:00:49,257 And he said, "Do you believe that you know better than the Prophet?" 10 00:00:50,300 --> 00:00:53,136 "That if you're questioning me, you're questioning God." 11 00:00:54,220 --> 00:00:57,932 [reporter] Warren Jeffs is the leader of a secretive religious cult 12 00:00:58,016 --> 00:01:01,227 called the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. 13 00:01:01,311 --> 00:01:03,021 [man] Known as "FLDS." 14 00:01:03,104 --> 00:01:07,942 It's a far offshoot of the Mormon church and supports the practice of polygamy. 15 00:01:08,902 --> 00:01:12,489 [woman 2] The more wives and children you have, the higher in heaven you'll be. 16 00:01:12,572 --> 00:01:14,032 [tense music continues] 17 00:01:14,115 --> 00:01:16,034 [woman 2] We were so scared, you know? 18 00:01:17,869 --> 00:01:21,414 That we're gonna be condemned to hell if we did anything different. 19 00:01:21,498 --> 00:01:23,500 You have to submit yourself. 20 00:01:23,583 --> 00:01:25,710 Because it was for our salvation. 21 00:01:25,794 --> 00:01:30,465 You did whatever it took, even if it was wrong. You just did it. 22 00:01:31,007 --> 00:01:32,759 [tense music continues] 23 00:01:33,551 --> 00:01:36,638 [man 2] I saw this picture of Warren kissing this girl. 24 00:01:38,139 --> 00:01:40,433 That's when I said, "I'm done." 25 00:01:41,309 --> 00:01:43,853 I have followed my heart and I've spoken the truth. 26 00:01:43,937 --> 00:01:45,188 [motorcycle accelerating] 27 00:01:45,271 --> 00:01:48,233 [woman 3] To stand up against a multi-million-dollar church, 28 00:01:48,983 --> 00:01:51,736 you're going up against a lifetime of conditioning. 29 00:01:52,237 --> 00:01:53,905 A lifetime of fear. 30 00:01:53,988 --> 00:01:56,282 - [tense music continues] - [motorbike engine revving] 31 00:01:56,366 --> 00:01:58,910 [woman 1] The other people of the FLDS would say, 32 00:01:58,993 --> 00:02:01,538 "Why are you challenging the Prophet's word?" 33 00:02:01,621 --> 00:02:04,082 "Why aren't you being obedient?" 34 00:02:06,251 --> 00:02:09,879 You don't know any better until you get away from it. 35 00:02:10,547 --> 00:02:12,966 And getting away from it is the hard part. 36 00:02:13,049 --> 00:02:15,301 [engine continues revving] 37 00:02:15,385 --> 00:02:17,554 It happens to everybody eventually. 38 00:02:19,305 --> 00:02:21,683 You will come around and see the light 39 00:02:22,267 --> 00:02:24,602 and go, "What the fuck?" 40 00:02:24,686 --> 00:02:26,855 ["Feel More" by Michelle Gurevich playing] 41 00:02:28,273 --> 00:02:32,694 ♪ I was born for the road ♪ 42 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:41,619 ♪ Only after a storm ♪ 43 00:02:42,245 --> 00:02:45,915 ♪ Can you feel the sun ♪ 44 00:02:48,042 --> 00:02:52,088 ♪ Ooh, I wanna feel ♪ 45 00:02:53,047 --> 00:02:55,049 ♪ More ♪ 46 00:02:57,927 --> 00:03:02,015 ♪ Ecstasy In the shadow of ecstasy ♪ 47 00:03:02,098 --> 00:03:05,727 ♪ In the shadow of ecstasy ♪ 48 00:03:08,021 --> 00:03:12,775 ♪ Ooh, I wanna feel ♪ 49 00:03:12,859 --> 00:03:15,612 ♪ More ♪ 50 00:03:19,657 --> 00:03:22,493 [children's music playing] 51 00:03:22,577 --> 00:03:23,745 [indistinct chatter] 52 00:03:30,585 --> 00:03:33,046 [woman 1] This is July 4th. This is our happy day. 53 00:03:34,380 --> 00:03:35,757 [girl] Rebecca's on TV! 54 00:03:36,341 --> 00:03:37,341 [girl] Mother! 55 00:03:40,428 --> 00:03:41,971 Ma, don't do that! 56 00:03:44,224 --> 00:03:47,393 [woman 2] Even though I grew up in the United States... 57 00:03:48,561 --> 00:03:49,979 we knew we were different. 58 00:03:51,064 --> 00:03:53,858 The way that we dressed was obviously different. 59 00:03:54,943 --> 00:03:56,527 And, in my family, 60 00:03:56,611 --> 00:03:58,446 and in the culture I grew up in, 61 00:03:59,072 --> 00:04:03,451 I was taught that we were the one and only true people of God 62 00:04:03,534 --> 00:04:05,119 on the whole face of the Earth. 63 00:04:06,871 --> 00:04:08,539 And we believed in polygamy. 64 00:04:09,249 --> 00:04:11,542 What we called plural marriage. 65 00:04:12,377 --> 00:04:14,629 - [indistinct conversations] - [woman 1] Kyle! 66 00:04:15,129 --> 00:04:19,092 [woman 3] For those of us who remember life prior to Warren Jeffs... 67 00:04:19,175 --> 00:04:20,468 [woman 1] Lacey. 68 00:04:21,928 --> 00:04:24,013 ...we remember the good times. 69 00:04:24,973 --> 00:04:28,017 People who cared about each other, that were working together 70 00:04:28,893 --> 00:04:33,773 to live the FLDS way and continue to grow this community. 71 00:04:33,856 --> 00:04:35,316 [upbeat music playing] 72 00:04:35,858 --> 00:04:37,986 [Elissa] I was a part of the younger set of kids. 73 00:04:38,069 --> 00:04:41,114 [girls vocalizing] 74 00:04:44,575 --> 00:04:46,494 [Elissa] I know I was my mom's eleventh, 75 00:04:46,577 --> 00:04:50,707 but I never remember exactly which structure in my family. 76 00:04:50,790 --> 00:04:52,250 I think I was the nineteenth. 77 00:04:53,126 --> 00:04:54,752 Yes, I was the nineteenth child. 78 00:04:54,836 --> 00:04:56,838 [upbeat music continues] 79 00:04:58,089 --> 00:04:59,632 [Elissa] My dad had two wives. 80 00:05:00,800 --> 00:05:03,219 My mother was my father's second wife. 81 00:05:04,679 --> 00:05:08,016 And Myrna was my dad's first wife. 82 00:05:09,142 --> 00:05:11,769 Lloyd was my high school sweetheart. 83 00:05:11,853 --> 00:05:14,564 How could I share him with anybody else? 84 00:05:16,524 --> 00:05:20,570 But I got my mind all in tune 85 00:05:20,653 --> 00:05:25,116 with accepting another woman in the family. 86 00:05:26,284 --> 00:05:29,245 A unique aspect of my dad is, he was a convert, 87 00:05:29,329 --> 00:05:34,876 and he was trying to find a way to create a life for himself 88 00:05:34,959 --> 00:05:38,087 that he couldn't find in the mainstream Mormon church. 89 00:05:38,171 --> 00:05:42,342 [producer] It's unusual to convert to the FLDS, isn't it? 90 00:05:42,925 --> 00:05:43,968 - Yes. - [Myrna] It is. 91 00:05:44,052 --> 00:05:46,387 You gotta make a commitment. A real commitment. 92 00:05:46,471 --> 00:05:47,305 Yeah. 93 00:05:47,388 --> 00:05:49,098 ["Valley" by Kevin Morby playing] 94 00:05:51,642 --> 00:05:54,604 [Lloyd] In those days, it wasn't even called FLDS. 95 00:05:55,730 --> 00:05:58,983 [Myrna] When we joined, it was just called The Fundamentalists. 96 00:05:59,525 --> 00:06:01,444 [acoustic guitar continues] 97 00:06:01,527 --> 00:06:04,405 ♪ In the valley below me ♪ 98 00:06:07,658 --> 00:06:08,743 ♪ In the valley... ♪ 99 00:06:08,826 --> 00:06:11,371 [reporter] They call themselves fundamentalist Mormons. 100 00:06:11,871 --> 00:06:14,540 They were forced out of mainstream Mormonism 101 00:06:14,624 --> 00:06:17,251 when the church outlawed polygamy over 100 years ago. 102 00:06:18,503 --> 00:06:21,881 ♪ In the sky above me ♪ 103 00:06:21,964 --> 00:06:26,219 My brother, he joined it, and he'd say, 104 00:06:26,302 --> 00:06:28,513 "You guys, you're drinking skim milk, 105 00:06:28,596 --> 00:06:30,848 you really need to have the meat." 106 00:06:30,932 --> 00:06:35,937 - There are a jillion polygamist groups. - Yeah, there are a lot of them. 107 00:06:36,020 --> 00:06:40,358 But none of them were trying to adhere to fundamentalism 108 00:06:40,441 --> 00:06:44,404 like the FLDS, and that's what intrigued me. 109 00:06:44,487 --> 00:06:46,697 ["Valley" continues playing] 110 00:06:48,658 --> 00:06:51,619 ♪ In the valley below me ♪ 111 00:06:55,039 --> 00:06:57,166 ♪ In the valley below ♪ 112 00:06:57,250 --> 00:07:00,211 [reporter] These polygamists trace the religious justification 113 00:07:00,294 --> 00:07:01,294 for plural marriage 114 00:07:01,337 --> 00:07:04,090 back to the first prophet of Mormonism, Joseph Smith. 115 00:07:04,966 --> 00:07:10,054 If you want to obtain the highest degree of salvation, 116 00:07:10,138 --> 00:07:12,432 you must live this law. 117 00:07:13,057 --> 00:07:16,018 [Lloyd] According to my understanding of the Gospel, 118 00:07:16,102 --> 00:07:20,356 plural wives was the whole picture that Christ was after. 119 00:07:21,649 --> 00:07:23,025 [indistinct conversations] 120 00:07:23,109 --> 00:07:26,028 [Lloyd] And, one day at a Sunday meeting, 121 00:07:26,737 --> 00:07:30,450 the Prophet pulled me in real close and he said to me, 122 00:07:30,533 --> 00:07:32,493 "Sharon belongs in your family." 123 00:07:32,994 --> 00:07:36,539 "Now let's get with it and we'll get it taken care of tonight." 124 00:07:38,791 --> 00:07:41,419 [Myrna] That was the first time he ever met her. 125 00:07:41,502 --> 00:07:43,212 - [Lloyd] Yeah. - [Myrna] Or her him. 126 00:07:44,464 --> 00:07:47,383 And we took her home. We took her home that night. 127 00:07:47,467 --> 00:07:49,552 [folk music playing] 128 00:07:49,635 --> 00:07:53,806 [Myrna] Sharon had fourteen and I had nine beautiful children. 129 00:07:53,890 --> 00:07:55,057 [folk music continues] 130 00:08:08,029 --> 00:08:10,448 We had 30 good years together. 131 00:08:11,407 --> 00:08:13,659 - [producer] They were good years? - For me. 132 00:08:13,743 --> 00:08:16,370 Oh, they were rocky, you know? 133 00:08:16,454 --> 00:08:19,165 Two women in... [chuckles] ...one house? 134 00:08:19,248 --> 00:08:20,666 Yeah, they were rocky. 135 00:08:21,292 --> 00:08:22,292 [indistinct] 136 00:08:22,835 --> 00:08:25,963 [woman] Let's go! We're gonna go pray downstairs. Here we go. 137 00:08:26,047 --> 00:08:27,965 [Rebecca] We were the downstairs kids. 138 00:08:28,883 --> 00:08:30,843 We would sleep in the downstairs, 139 00:08:31,511 --> 00:08:33,221 my mom and her children. 140 00:08:33,721 --> 00:08:37,058 [girl] Mama, turn over here and smile real cute and then I'll... 141 00:08:37,141 --> 00:08:39,268 [speaking indistinctly] 142 00:08:39,352 --> 00:08:42,730 [Rebecca] And then his first wife and her kids were the upstairs kids. 143 00:08:42,813 --> 00:08:44,857 [kids shouting] 144 00:08:44,941 --> 00:08:48,611 [Rebecca] We were well aware that plural marriage was illegal. 145 00:08:50,655 --> 00:08:53,533 And on my birth certificate, my dad lied. 146 00:08:53,616 --> 00:08:55,451 Instead of writing, "Lloyd Wall," 147 00:08:55,952 --> 00:08:58,955 he filled in the father's space as "Lewis Wilson." 148 00:09:00,164 --> 00:09:03,751 And my name was Rebecca Wilson on my original birth certificate. 149 00:09:04,919 --> 00:09:06,337 It was just a made-up name. 150 00:09:06,837 --> 00:09:08,839 [indistinct conversations] 151 00:09:08,923 --> 00:09:12,093 [woman] We didn't really leave our property in Salt Lake City. 152 00:09:13,219 --> 00:09:14,720 We didn't go to movies. 153 00:09:14,804 --> 00:09:19,433 We didn't go to theme parks or any kind of large gathering places. 154 00:09:19,517 --> 00:09:23,187 So, there wasn't a lot of exposure to the outside world. 155 00:09:23,688 --> 00:09:26,107 Our activities were within our own group. 156 00:09:26,190 --> 00:09:27,984 [young Rebecca] There's the parade! 157 00:09:29,318 --> 00:09:31,320 [patriotic music playing] 158 00:09:35,533 --> 00:09:37,118 [Elissa] As time went on... 159 00:09:37,201 --> 00:09:38,703 Hi, camera. 160 00:09:39,245 --> 00:09:43,165 [Elissa] ...we definitely got further and further away from society, 161 00:09:43,249 --> 00:09:46,752 and all of us knew that our way of life had to be concealed. 162 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:52,842 [suspenseful music playing] 163 00:09:56,804 --> 00:09:58,889 [man] People are entitled to believe what they want, 164 00:09:58,973 --> 00:10:01,183 but the law currently in the United States 165 00:10:01,267 --> 00:10:04,437 is that polygamy is not a protected constitutional right. 166 00:10:05,521 --> 00:10:08,232 Plural marriage, polygamy, it's illegal. 167 00:10:08,774 --> 00:10:13,279 But as a practical matter, it is almost never prosecuted. 168 00:10:14,238 --> 00:10:15,656 It's hard to prove, 169 00:10:15,740 --> 00:10:17,908 and law-enforcement and politicians 170 00:10:17,992 --> 00:10:20,411 are not very interested in disrupting families. 171 00:10:20,494 --> 00:10:22,496 [suspenseful music continues] 172 00:10:23,623 --> 00:10:26,334 [Roger] I think most people in Utah, 173 00:10:27,209 --> 00:10:30,129 the mainstream Mormons, people like me, 174 00:10:30,796 --> 00:10:33,591 see polygamy as an embarrassment. 175 00:10:35,051 --> 00:10:38,346 But polygamy is really not the problem anyway. 176 00:10:39,430 --> 00:10:42,058 It's the secondary crimes that occur 177 00:10:42,141 --> 00:10:45,519 in a closed religious society controlled by men. 178 00:10:47,021 --> 00:10:50,232 That's when all sorts of mischief can take place. 179 00:10:51,400 --> 00:10:54,070 And that's what happened with the FLDS. 180 00:10:55,655 --> 00:10:57,281 [cows mooing] 181 00:10:59,575 --> 00:11:01,452 [cows continue mooing] 182 00:11:03,245 --> 00:11:05,998 [man] I think most of the men in the FLDS 183 00:11:06,082 --> 00:11:08,709 just regard women as chattel. 184 00:11:09,794 --> 00:11:11,003 They were property. 185 00:11:11,587 --> 00:11:13,589 [cows continue mooing] 186 00:11:14,924 --> 00:11:18,219 When you're taught something from birth from your mother and father, 187 00:11:18,302 --> 00:11:20,805 you believe them 'cause they're your parents. 188 00:11:20,888 --> 00:11:23,432 [tractor whirring] 189 00:11:24,016 --> 00:11:25,601 [Wallace] And it's your family. 190 00:11:26,227 --> 00:11:29,063 I was doing what I was taught to do. 191 00:11:34,151 --> 00:11:35,319 Crazy cows. 192 00:11:37,988 --> 00:11:39,824 But someday we get to eat them. 193 00:11:41,867 --> 00:11:45,746 We were taught from birth that in order to get what they called, 194 00:11:45,830 --> 00:11:48,666 "the highest degree" of the celestial kingdom, 195 00:11:48,749 --> 00:11:49,959 [ethereal music playing] 196 00:11:50,042 --> 00:11:52,628 ...you had to have at least three wives 197 00:11:52,712 --> 00:11:54,463 while you lived on Earth. 198 00:11:55,131 --> 00:11:56,257 And if you did not, 199 00:11:56,841 --> 00:11:59,510 you could not reach that highest degree. 200 00:12:00,970 --> 00:12:02,888 If you reach the highest degree, 201 00:12:02,972 --> 00:12:06,434 you will be able to create spirit children. 202 00:12:06,517 --> 00:12:08,185 You'll be able to create worlds, 203 00:12:09,019 --> 00:12:10,062 galaxies, 204 00:12:11,063 --> 00:12:12,063 universes. 205 00:12:13,649 --> 00:12:15,067 Basically become a god. 206 00:12:16,152 --> 00:12:19,280 [producer] And what happens to the women? Do they become gods? 207 00:12:19,905 --> 00:12:22,658 [laughing] 208 00:12:22,742 --> 00:12:24,577 That is kind of a gray area. 209 00:12:24,660 --> 00:12:26,162 We were never taught... 210 00:12:28,205 --> 00:12:32,209 ...what a woman becomes on the other side other than a wife. 211 00:12:32,293 --> 00:12:36,630 [girls singing] ♪ My dad is American made ♪ 212 00:12:37,131 --> 00:12:39,925 ♪ Born and raised in the USA ♪ 213 00:12:40,009 --> 00:12:41,802 ♪ From his hard-working hands ♪ 214 00:12:41,886 --> 00:12:43,345 ♪ To his big-loving heart ♪ 215 00:12:43,429 --> 00:12:46,599 ♪ My dad is American made ♪ 216 00:12:47,516 --> 00:12:50,853 [Rebecca] A man's status depends on how many wives he has. 217 00:12:50,936 --> 00:12:53,147 [gloomy music playing] 218 00:12:53,230 --> 00:12:56,066 [Rebecca] My dad, he had two wives, 219 00:12:56,150 --> 00:12:59,570 and he couldn't figure out why other men were getting more wives and he was not. 220 00:12:59,653 --> 00:13:01,447 [gloomy music continues] 221 00:13:01,530 --> 00:13:04,033 [Rebecca] So my dad always felt like he was jilted. 222 00:13:04,700 --> 00:13:07,536 He built a very successful business. 223 00:13:08,537 --> 00:13:10,539 And he'd given money to the church. 224 00:13:11,081 --> 00:13:14,376 He'd given, you know, his expertise as an engineer. 225 00:13:14,960 --> 00:13:16,504 I want the universe! 226 00:13:16,587 --> 00:13:18,339 [Myrna and Lloyd laughing] 227 00:13:18,422 --> 00:13:21,342 [Rebecca] And he was always kind of frustrated. 228 00:13:22,551 --> 00:13:26,388 - But he also had this host of daughters... - [gloomy music continues] 229 00:13:28,015 --> 00:13:31,644 that could be given to other men. 230 00:13:34,021 --> 00:13:36,607 And it's kind of like, "I'll give you some if you give me some." 231 00:13:36,690 --> 00:13:40,861 Even though it's never spoken that way, I think that's the general understanding. 232 00:13:40,945 --> 00:13:43,489 [marching band music playing] 233 00:13:50,204 --> 00:13:52,206 [marching band music continues] 234 00:13:55,501 --> 00:13:58,212 [Elissa] In the FLDS, you had the Prophet. 235 00:14:00,214 --> 00:14:03,175 The Prophet is a representation of God on Earth. 236 00:14:03,259 --> 00:14:04,677 [eerie music playing] 237 00:14:04,760 --> 00:14:09,390 The best way to explain the Prophet would be like the Catholic Pope. 238 00:14:09,932 --> 00:14:13,644 They've... They've got a Pope, pretty much... pretty much runs everything. 239 00:14:15,521 --> 00:14:20,192 [Elissa] We were told that our Prophet, Rulon Jeffs, would never die. 240 00:14:20,276 --> 00:14:22,903 That he would be renewed to be young again. 241 00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:26,574 We believed that the Prophet knew everything we did, 242 00:14:26,657 --> 00:14:29,243 knew every thought we had, knew our dreams, 243 00:14:29,326 --> 00:14:31,328 knew our wishes, our desires. 244 00:14:32,413 --> 00:14:35,749 He also was the one that created all arranged marriages. 245 00:14:35,833 --> 00:14:36,917 [eerie music continues] 246 00:14:37,001 --> 00:14:39,920 [Wallace] It's what's called "The placement principle." 247 00:14:40,629 --> 00:14:43,132 You didn't court and decide who you would marry. 248 00:14:43,215 --> 00:14:46,927 Only the Prophet could choose who you married. 249 00:14:47,011 --> 00:14:49,013 [eerie music continues] 250 00:14:50,055 --> 00:14:52,600 [Rebecca] It was a big deal in our culture, 251 00:14:52,683 --> 00:14:55,311 when a girl is ready to get married 252 00:14:55,394 --> 00:14:57,438 to "turn her in" to the Prophet, 253 00:14:57,938 --> 00:15:00,190 and that was to go to the Prophet and say, 254 00:15:00,733 --> 00:15:03,402 "Here is my daughter, do with her as you will, 255 00:15:03,485 --> 00:15:04,904 whatever is God's will." 256 00:15:06,530 --> 00:15:09,909 And so, when I turned 19, 257 00:15:10,826 --> 00:15:11,826 my father, 258 00:15:12,870 --> 00:15:14,830 he brought me to Rulon Jeffs. 259 00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:17,124 [women laughing] 260 00:15:18,667 --> 00:15:21,295 [Rebecca] It had become known that there was a specific handshake 261 00:15:21,378 --> 00:15:25,090 that he would give to girls that would then later become his wife. 262 00:15:26,050 --> 00:15:28,135 And that day, he shook my hand, 263 00:15:28,218 --> 00:15:30,179 and he squeezed it three times, 264 00:15:30,262 --> 00:15:32,723 and it meant I was supposed to marry him. 265 00:15:33,724 --> 00:15:35,643 And my dad was so excited. 266 00:15:37,227 --> 00:15:39,271 For any man in the FLDS, 267 00:15:39,355 --> 00:15:43,275 to have their daughter marry into the Prophet's family 268 00:15:43,359 --> 00:15:45,152 was a massive honor, 269 00:15:45,235 --> 00:15:47,279 and I think my dad felt like finally 270 00:15:47,363 --> 00:15:50,324 he was getting the respect that he was entitled to 271 00:15:50,407 --> 00:15:51,659 and that he deserved. 272 00:15:52,701 --> 00:15:54,495 But I was just like, ' "Ew!" 273 00:15:54,578 --> 00:15:55,788 [eerie music continues] 274 00:15:55,871 --> 00:15:58,582 Rulon Jeffs was 85 when I married him. 275 00:16:00,834 --> 00:16:02,169 And I was 19. 276 00:16:04,713 --> 00:16:05,923 So, I got married. 277 00:16:07,299 --> 00:16:09,551 And then my father got his third wife. 278 00:16:23,065 --> 00:16:24,400 [intriguing music playing] 279 00:16:24,483 --> 00:16:26,485 [woman] Ever since I was a little girl, 280 00:16:26,568 --> 00:16:28,821 all I wanted was to be a really good wife 281 00:16:28,904 --> 00:16:31,573 and I was going to raise a whole bunch of children 282 00:16:31,657 --> 00:16:34,326 and... do like everybody else was doing. 283 00:16:35,577 --> 00:16:37,913 So, after I got out of high school, 284 00:16:37,997 --> 00:16:40,290 I was just constantly going to my father 285 00:16:40,374 --> 00:16:42,334 and saying, "I want to turn myself in." 286 00:16:44,211 --> 00:16:45,546 When you turn yourself in, 287 00:16:45,629 --> 00:16:48,090 you wanna be married, is what you're saying. 288 00:16:48,757 --> 00:16:51,760 And so, my mother and father took me to the Prophet. 289 00:16:52,302 --> 00:16:55,597 We sat across from Rulon, and, without hesitation, 290 00:16:55,681 --> 00:16:58,267 he said, "Well then, will you marry me?" And I'm like... 291 00:17:01,061 --> 00:17:03,063 I was shocked a little, 292 00:17:03,147 --> 00:17:05,190 but, that night, we were married. 293 00:17:07,151 --> 00:17:09,862 I believe he was 86 when I married him. 294 00:17:11,530 --> 00:17:13,574 I think he had 23 wives already. 295 00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:17,161 Or maybe I was his 23rd wife. 296 00:17:17,244 --> 00:17:19,121 [intriguing music continues] 297 00:17:20,956 --> 00:17:22,458 After the ceremony, 298 00:17:23,292 --> 00:17:25,753 he gave me one heck of a smacker. 299 00:17:26,670 --> 00:17:29,923 I felt I was getting sucked in and I was just trying to pull away. 300 00:17:30,007 --> 00:17:32,134 It was a lot for me to take in all at once. 301 00:17:33,427 --> 00:17:34,803 I was 20 years old. 302 00:17:35,596 --> 00:17:36,972 That was my first kiss. 303 00:17:38,390 --> 00:17:42,478 And, you know, a young girl dreams of fairy tales and all that kind of stuff. 304 00:17:42,561 --> 00:17:46,023 Your brain runs away with you and you think it's gonna be magical. 305 00:17:46,106 --> 00:17:47,691 Yeah, it wasn't magical. 306 00:17:48,525 --> 00:17:50,527 [eerie music playing] 307 00:17:51,987 --> 00:17:55,074 [Rebecca] They didn't let us work. They didn't let us go to school. 308 00:17:55,574 --> 00:17:57,659 All our sole purpose was 309 00:17:58,410 --> 00:18:00,162 to be with Rulon Jeffs, 310 00:18:00,245 --> 00:18:01,080 pray, 311 00:18:01,163 --> 00:18:02,706 and to be obedient. 312 00:18:03,749 --> 00:18:04,749 To be... 313 00:18:05,084 --> 00:18:07,211 [sucking teeth] ...uh, adoring at all times. 314 00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:09,922 [unsettling music playing] 315 00:18:11,590 --> 00:18:14,676 [Alicia] In Rulon's house, on the wall in the dining room, 316 00:18:15,969 --> 00:18:19,473 is a picture of all the ladies in the order he married them. 317 00:18:20,849 --> 00:18:25,521 Every night, every woman was in a line outside his door, 318 00:18:25,604 --> 00:18:28,524 and each woman took their turn to go say good night to him. 319 00:18:29,024 --> 00:18:32,152 And I'm telling you, these lines were so bloody long. 320 00:18:32,653 --> 00:18:34,029 And it was such a pain. 321 00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:36,323 I was just like, "It's just a freaking kiss." 322 00:18:36,406 --> 00:18:37,825 [unsettling music continues] 323 00:18:37,908 --> 00:18:40,577 I hated kissing the man after he kissed other women. 324 00:18:40,661 --> 00:18:43,664 I used a lot of Listerine is all I'm going to say. 325 00:18:45,666 --> 00:18:48,502 So, it was my turn to go in and say good night to him, 326 00:18:48,585 --> 00:18:52,631 and he says, "I want you to stay with me and we'll do a little lovemaking." 327 00:18:52,714 --> 00:18:55,634 And I'm like, "Lovemaking? What the... What does that mean?" 328 00:18:56,176 --> 00:18:58,053 [hesitates] You do not know anything. 329 00:19:00,055 --> 00:19:02,724 I did not know how babies were born. 330 00:19:04,101 --> 00:19:06,520 I just thought that you made 'em when you kissed. 331 00:19:07,688 --> 00:19:09,606 [unsettling music continues] 332 00:19:09,690 --> 00:19:11,692 [Rebecca] At 19, I did not know 333 00:19:11,775 --> 00:19:13,610 what it took to physically 334 00:19:15,028 --> 00:19:16,029 get pregnant. 335 00:19:16,113 --> 00:19:20,534 I did not expect Rulon Jeffs to touch me in any way, shape, or form. 336 00:19:21,243 --> 00:19:22,243 Um... 337 00:19:22,578 --> 00:19:26,832 You got undressed and then you went down to his bedroom and... 338 00:19:26,915 --> 00:19:28,417 [unsettling music continues] 339 00:19:30,002 --> 00:19:32,588 [Rebecca] I remember him rolling on top of me 340 00:19:33,463 --> 00:19:35,299 and saying, "Spread your legs." 341 00:19:37,342 --> 00:19:40,262 I felt like, this is everything that we were told was bad. 342 00:19:40,345 --> 00:19:42,931 Why... Why is a man doing this, 343 00:19:43,015 --> 00:19:45,559 let alone the Prophet of God doing this to me? 344 00:19:47,144 --> 00:19:49,688 [Alicia] He went to sleep for a few minutes after that, 345 00:19:49,771 --> 00:19:50,898 and the next thing I know, 346 00:19:50,981 --> 00:19:53,400 he's hitting me with his elbow, and waking me up 347 00:19:53,483 --> 00:19:55,986 and saying, "I need... I need to go to the bathroom." 348 00:19:56,069 --> 00:19:58,906 He can't walk, you know. He's holding on to you. 349 00:19:58,989 --> 00:20:02,451 We went into the bathroom, and he didn't quite make it, 350 00:20:02,534 --> 00:20:04,912 and that was my first introduction to the blow dryer. 351 00:20:04,995 --> 00:20:08,081 [blow dryer whirring] 352 00:20:08,165 --> 00:20:10,751 [Alicia] You'd have to dry it and clean him up and... 353 00:20:11,251 --> 00:20:14,671 uh, you know, one time I stepped on his oxygen cord 354 00:20:14,755 --> 00:20:17,549 and that yanked his face and he got pretty angry. 355 00:20:17,633 --> 00:20:19,176 [air hissing] 356 00:20:19,259 --> 00:20:21,011 [Rebecca] I... was clever. 357 00:20:23,096 --> 00:20:26,600 [chuckling] I knew he was tired, so I'd have him get in bed 358 00:20:26,683 --> 00:20:28,363 and I'd rub his feet and get him to sleep. 359 00:20:28,435 --> 00:20:30,979 I'd do anything I could to make him fall asleep. 360 00:20:31,063 --> 00:20:35,984 And then I would pass by another night without having him touch me. 361 00:20:36,526 --> 00:20:37,526 And... 362 00:20:37,903 --> 00:20:38,946 um, 363 00:20:39,029 --> 00:20:40,364 it worked for a while 364 00:20:40,948 --> 00:20:42,157 until it didn't. 365 00:20:44,034 --> 00:20:45,494 [Rulan] Keep sweet, 366 00:20:46,203 --> 00:20:47,203 no matter what. 367 00:20:48,455 --> 00:20:51,416 That's the road to perfection. 368 00:20:52,209 --> 00:20:54,836 [girls singing] ♪ ...girls for you ♪ 369 00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:57,339 ♪ Keep sweet, keep sweet ♪ 370 00:20:57,422 --> 00:20:59,841 ♪ It's the motto, tried and true ♪ 371 00:20:59,925 --> 00:21:02,386 ♪ Keep sweet, keep sweet ♪ 372 00:21:02,469 --> 00:21:04,805 ♪ When you grow up good and kind... ♪ 373 00:21:04,888 --> 00:21:08,392 [Alicia] "Keep sweet" was Rulon saying to the people, 374 00:21:09,559 --> 00:21:11,395 "Keep sweet, no matter what," 375 00:21:11,937 --> 00:21:15,065 and "For heaven's sakes, keep sweet," is what he would always say. 376 00:21:15,148 --> 00:21:16,858 [girls continue singing] 377 00:21:17,609 --> 00:21:19,611 [Myrna] Everybody had little stickers. 378 00:21:19,695 --> 00:21:21,947 "Keep Sweet. Keep Sweet. Keep Sweet." 379 00:21:22,030 --> 00:21:26,785 And he had shoes that had "Keep Sweet" 380 00:21:26,868 --> 00:21:30,956 on the bottoms of his shoes. [chuckling] 381 00:21:31,540 --> 00:21:33,375 I thought that was pretty cute. 382 00:21:34,418 --> 00:21:37,254 [Elissa] It meant to be in control of your emotions. 383 00:21:37,337 --> 00:21:41,800 And you didn't display things like anger or resentment or frustration, 384 00:21:41,883 --> 00:21:45,721 especially towards the fathers and the husbands. 385 00:21:45,804 --> 00:21:47,681 [girls continue singing] 386 00:21:47,764 --> 00:21:49,641 [Charlene] Keep sweet no matter what. 387 00:21:52,144 --> 00:21:57,190 And it became more and more drilled into us, 388 00:21:57,274 --> 00:21:58,191 the keep sweet. 389 00:21:58,275 --> 00:21:59,985 [somber music playing] 390 00:22:00,485 --> 00:22:02,904 But it wasn't Uncle Rulon that did it. 391 00:22:04,865 --> 00:22:05,991 It was Warren. 392 00:22:07,284 --> 00:22:09,286 [somber music continues] 393 00:22:09,995 --> 00:22:12,622 Warren is eight years older than I am. 394 00:22:14,249 --> 00:22:15,751 No, six, six years. 395 00:22:17,169 --> 00:22:19,838 [producer] How many siblings did you have growing up? 396 00:22:19,921 --> 00:22:20,964 Sixty-two. 397 00:22:22,174 --> 00:22:26,345 Thirty... Thirty-two brothers and 30 sisters. 398 00:22:27,137 --> 00:22:28,305 Not all of them I knew. 399 00:22:28,388 --> 00:22:31,808 There were... some sisters that had grown up and gotten married 400 00:22:31,892 --> 00:22:33,602 before I even knew who they were, 401 00:22:34,102 --> 00:22:36,855 but there was 62 that we were aware of. 402 00:22:36,938 --> 00:22:38,940 [somber music continues] 403 00:22:39,566 --> 00:22:42,152 Marilyn, Mother Marilyn as we called her, 404 00:22:42,235 --> 00:22:43,653 she was Warren's mother. 405 00:22:45,072 --> 00:22:47,240 And she really pushed her sons 406 00:22:47,324 --> 00:22:50,619 to be close... to our dad 407 00:22:51,536 --> 00:22:55,123 to make them the next leaders of the church after my dad. 408 00:22:56,541 --> 00:22:59,378 [producer] And she had a special relationship with Warren 409 00:22:59,461 --> 00:23:01,338 even though he wasn't her oldest son. 410 00:23:02,089 --> 00:23:06,218 Oh boy. That's a whole 'nother story. [chuckling] 411 00:23:06,301 --> 00:23:09,638 Mother Marilyn felt that Warren was special 412 00:23:10,347 --> 00:23:12,557 because Warren was born... 413 00:23:13,475 --> 00:23:16,019 I believe it was eight weeks premature. 414 00:23:16,770 --> 00:23:20,023 And Mother Marilyn always told the story about how... 415 00:23:20,524 --> 00:23:22,776 Warren was close to death at birth, 416 00:23:23,527 --> 00:23:27,697 and that previous prophets came to her 417 00:23:27,781 --> 00:23:31,660 and revealed to her that he would survive... 418 00:23:32,160 --> 00:23:34,871 and that Warren would be "a very special" person. 419 00:23:36,164 --> 00:23:38,417 My dad also believed that. 420 00:23:38,500 --> 00:23:40,210 [somber music continues] 421 00:23:40,293 --> 00:23:42,421 [Wallace] You couldn't get close to Warren. 422 00:23:42,921 --> 00:23:45,924 You know, he had this holier-than-thou attitude. 423 00:23:46,007 --> 00:23:50,178 And even though he could be funny, he came across kind of abrasive. 424 00:23:52,931 --> 00:23:56,560 [microphone rumbling] 425 00:23:57,352 --> 00:23:59,479 [Rebecca] I don't think he was liked much. 426 00:24:00,188 --> 00:24:01,398 [Warren clears throat] 427 00:24:01,481 --> 00:24:02,816 He was the awkward son 428 00:24:03,483 --> 00:24:04,985 of a man who had power. 429 00:24:05,068 --> 00:24:07,070 [piano playing] 430 00:24:09,322 --> 00:24:14,786 ♪ I desire here today ♪ 431 00:24:14,870 --> 00:24:19,833 ♪ To sincerely point the way... ♪ 432 00:24:19,916 --> 00:24:22,335 [Rebecca] Warren, compared to his brothers, 433 00:24:22,419 --> 00:24:24,921 he was not anything to write home about. 434 00:24:26,006 --> 00:24:28,550 I mean, pretty smart. He could do math. 435 00:24:28,633 --> 00:24:30,302 I learned to do algebra from him. 436 00:24:30,385 --> 00:24:32,012 [Warren continues singing] 437 00:24:32,095 --> 00:24:35,390 Did he in the beginning foresee what he would become? 438 00:24:36,099 --> 00:24:37,100 I don't think so. 439 00:24:37,184 --> 00:24:38,727 [Warren continues singing] 440 00:24:38,810 --> 00:24:42,189 [Rebecca] I think that he was keenly aware 441 00:24:42,272 --> 00:24:45,192 of how to pick up on what is important to people 442 00:24:45,275 --> 00:24:47,235 and how to use that to manipulate them. 443 00:24:47,903 --> 00:24:54,868 ♪ He will lead us to Zion's shore ♪ 444 00:24:55,827 --> 00:25:01,541 [producer] When did you begin to see signs of Warren's eventual character growing up? 445 00:25:03,418 --> 00:25:04,503 [audience applauding] 446 00:25:04,586 --> 00:25:06,129 [Wallace] When I was 16, 447 00:25:06,963 --> 00:25:10,050 Warren started getting very cozy... 448 00:25:11,009 --> 00:25:13,261 with... the sisters... 449 00:25:13,887 --> 00:25:14,971 of the family. 450 00:25:15,055 --> 00:25:16,973 [unsettling music playing] 451 00:25:17,057 --> 00:25:20,143 [Wallace] Uh, uncomfortably cozy... 452 00:25:20,685 --> 00:25:21,853 with the sisters. 453 00:25:23,271 --> 00:25:26,191 And it was seen by a lot of us brothers, 454 00:25:27,234 --> 00:25:29,819 and we reported it to our dad. 455 00:25:31,279 --> 00:25:32,364 Or at least I did. 456 00:25:33,740 --> 00:25:37,035 My dad's response was, "Drop it." 457 00:25:37,702 --> 00:25:40,956 "Don't talk about it. I'm handling it." 458 00:25:41,998 --> 00:25:44,918 "Forget about it. Don't ever talk about it again." 459 00:25:45,001 --> 00:25:47,003 [ominous music playing] 460 00:25:48,296 --> 00:25:51,132 [drums playing] 461 00:25:51,216 --> 00:25:53,218 [footsteps marching] 462 00:25:54,261 --> 00:25:58,390 [Roger] One of the things the Jeffs family did in Salt Lake 463 00:25:58,473 --> 00:26:01,226 was they operated what was known as the Alta Academy. 464 00:26:01,309 --> 00:26:02,477 [joyful music playing] 465 00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:06,565 - [all singing] - [audience laughing] 466 00:26:11,236 --> 00:26:15,699 Alta Academy trained and educated 467 00:26:15,782 --> 00:26:20,203 a large number of the FLDS people in the FLDS way. 468 00:26:20,287 --> 00:26:23,373 Everything just had a religious content to it. 469 00:26:23,456 --> 00:26:25,709 And, uh, you know, the... 470 00:26:26,918 --> 00:26:28,503 some things were omitted. 471 00:26:30,505 --> 00:26:34,426 [Rulan] I deeply appreciate the efforts of these young people 472 00:26:35,385 --> 00:26:37,095 putting on this fine program. 473 00:26:37,762 --> 00:26:39,180 [Wallace] My dad, 474 00:26:39,264 --> 00:26:42,976 he didn't want the world's teachings to be given to his children. 475 00:26:43,476 --> 00:26:46,855 He wanted them to get what we called priesthood teachings. 476 00:26:46,938 --> 00:26:48,273 [tense music playing] 477 00:26:48,356 --> 00:26:50,358 [Wallace] Somebody had to be the principal. 478 00:26:50,859 --> 00:26:55,905 And I remember my dad very forcefully pushing Warren into that. 479 00:26:56,698 --> 00:26:58,617 It was almost like... 480 00:26:58,700 --> 00:27:00,493 [tense music continues] 481 00:27:00,577 --> 00:27:02,912 ...this was the beginning of his calling, 482 00:27:02,996 --> 00:27:06,291 and this was going to be what taught him 483 00:27:06,374 --> 00:27:09,336 how to become what my dad wanted him to become. 484 00:27:10,670 --> 00:27:16,426 So, as soon as he became Principal and realized he had this authority, 485 00:27:17,218 --> 00:27:19,971 he started exercising it vigorously. 486 00:27:20,055 --> 00:27:23,391 "I'm the boss. Obey me at all costs." 487 00:27:23,475 --> 00:27:24,851 [eerie music playing] 488 00:27:25,852 --> 00:27:27,312 [Elissa] Warren had a saying, 489 00:27:28,396 --> 00:27:30,482 "Perfect obedience is led by a hair." 490 00:27:31,107 --> 00:27:33,735 Meaning, hair is so thin, 491 00:27:33,818 --> 00:27:36,738 and true obedience 492 00:27:36,821 --> 00:27:40,450 meant that you could be led by a hair and you would not break it. 493 00:27:40,533 --> 00:27:43,203 So there could be absolutely no resistance 494 00:27:43,286 --> 00:27:44,454 to that obedience 495 00:27:44,537 --> 00:27:47,165 because any resistance would pop that hair. 496 00:27:47,248 --> 00:27:48,708 [eerie music continues] 497 00:27:50,502 --> 00:27:52,879 [Rebecca] In the early days of the Alta Academy, 498 00:27:53,546 --> 00:27:55,882 we had books from the outside world. 499 00:27:55,965 --> 00:27:59,052 And I remember Library Day, Like, I loved it. 500 00:28:00,136 --> 00:28:03,181 My favorite books were the Encyclopedia Brown books, 501 00:28:03,264 --> 00:28:04,766 and then the Nancy Drew books. 502 00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:08,978 They were so clever. I wanted to be clever like that. 503 00:28:09,062 --> 00:28:10,605 [eerie music continues] 504 00:28:10,689 --> 00:28:13,108 [Rebecca] And then they took all those books away. 505 00:28:13,191 --> 00:28:17,362 Anything that had an outside influence was purged. 506 00:28:17,445 --> 00:28:20,740 The school libraries, they would take any book that wasn't specifically approved 507 00:28:20,824 --> 00:28:22,409 by Warren himself. 508 00:28:22,909 --> 00:28:25,078 Those were completely banned and taken out. 509 00:28:26,246 --> 00:28:29,416 [Rebecca] They would cut sections out of our science books. 510 00:28:29,499 --> 00:28:32,585 [Elissa] Just razor it. Like, cut whole sections out of them. 511 00:28:32,669 --> 00:28:35,797 Reproduction, the solar system, or things like that. 512 00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:37,048 [eerie music continues] 513 00:28:39,342 --> 00:28:41,344 Warren created a curriculum 514 00:28:41,428 --> 00:28:45,724 that was specifically for women of the FLDS that he would teach in school. 515 00:28:46,933 --> 00:28:48,601 [Alicia] Warren had a book called 516 00:28:48,685 --> 00:28:52,147 Purity in the New and Everlasting Covenant of Marriage, 517 00:28:52,230 --> 00:28:55,066 and we were all required to study and learn it. 518 00:28:56,234 --> 00:28:59,863 It taught us to basically have nothing in your brain 519 00:28:59,946 --> 00:29:02,198 except to do the Prophet's will. 520 00:29:02,782 --> 00:29:05,660 To have a thought of a boy, to like a boy, 521 00:29:05,744 --> 00:29:09,330 to even think of a boy, would cloud that channel. 522 00:29:09,414 --> 00:29:11,291 [eerie music continues] 523 00:29:11,374 --> 00:29:13,626 [producer] Did you ever have a crush on a boy? 524 00:29:13,710 --> 00:29:15,378 Oh, yeah. I'm human. 525 00:29:16,504 --> 00:29:20,800 Even when I went to marry Rulon, I still had a crush on a boy. He didn't catch it. 526 00:29:20,884 --> 00:29:23,845 That... I guess the channel was clogged or something. 527 00:29:23,928 --> 00:29:25,388 [chuckling] 528 00:29:31,102 --> 00:29:32,979 [Rebecca] It was an August afternoon. 529 00:29:34,856 --> 00:29:37,192 Rulon was sitting on the sofa speaking, 530 00:29:37,901 --> 00:29:39,694 and we were just listening, 531 00:29:39,778 --> 00:29:42,030 and... he was talking and, um... 532 00:29:43,323 --> 00:29:45,700 all of a sudden, he just slumped over like this. 533 00:29:47,076 --> 00:29:48,453 Almost like he fell asleep. 534 00:29:48,536 --> 00:29:52,415 And one of my sister wives kind of shook him and said, "Father, Father?" 535 00:29:52,499 --> 00:29:55,668 He kind of came to and just was like, "Where am I?" 536 00:29:55,752 --> 00:29:58,630 And he was really disoriented. 537 00:29:59,756 --> 00:30:02,300 And it turned out he had had a massive stroke. 538 00:30:02,383 --> 00:30:03,802 [tense music playing] 539 00:30:03,885 --> 00:30:06,387 [Alicia] And they got him to the hospital, 540 00:30:06,471 --> 00:30:10,099 and when I saw him, he just was very weak, limp. 541 00:30:10,183 --> 00:30:12,685 He could hardly walk or keep his balance. 542 00:30:12,769 --> 00:30:14,020 He was very unsteady. 543 00:30:14,646 --> 00:30:17,398 And he could not remember any of our names. 544 00:30:17,482 --> 00:30:21,277 He would just look at me and point his finger and go, 545 00:30:21,361 --> 00:30:23,530 "That's snicklefritz right there." 546 00:30:23,613 --> 00:30:25,615 [tense music intensifies] 547 00:30:27,283 --> 00:30:31,746 [Rebecca] After Rulon's stroke, that's when things really took a turn. 548 00:30:32,622 --> 00:30:34,958 That's when Warren started taking over. 549 00:30:36,835 --> 00:30:39,754 [Charlene] Warren pretty much removed everybody 550 00:30:40,463 --> 00:30:42,340 out of Rulon's life. 551 00:30:42,423 --> 00:30:43,675 After the stroke, 552 00:30:44,384 --> 00:30:46,761 he said that Uncle Rulon needed to heal. 553 00:30:49,430 --> 00:30:51,558 [Wallace] From the time he had his stroke, 554 00:30:51,641 --> 00:30:53,685 Warren never left my father's side. 555 00:30:54,435 --> 00:30:56,229 He controlled everything 556 00:30:56,729 --> 00:30:59,732 that my father did, who saw my father. 557 00:30:59,816 --> 00:31:03,778 He controlled his appointments, controlled everything he did. 558 00:31:05,029 --> 00:31:09,784 [Myrna] Warren acted like it was Uncle Rulon telling him what to say. 559 00:31:11,202 --> 00:31:13,246 And yet... it wasn't. 560 00:31:14,372 --> 00:31:15,832 It wasn't Uncle Rulon. 561 00:31:16,624 --> 00:31:18,167 [ominous music playing] 562 00:31:18,251 --> 00:31:22,005 [Alicia] That's when Warren's teachings got so scary. 563 00:31:23,798 --> 00:31:29,470 The meetings were always just fire and damnation and Joe Smith's dream 564 00:31:29,554 --> 00:31:32,891 of blood running down the gutters of the Salt Lake streets, 565 00:31:32,974 --> 00:31:35,435 and things just pounded into our brains. 566 00:31:35,518 --> 00:31:37,812 Torch of the Prophets, in whom we believe... 567 00:31:37,896 --> 00:31:39,176 [Alicia] He was a great speaker. 568 00:31:39,230 --> 00:31:41,107 They have lighted the way. 569 00:31:41,190 --> 00:31:45,987 [Alicia] He knew how to tell us we were all gonna be destroyed very vividly. 570 00:31:46,070 --> 00:31:50,074 There's going to be a great purging, a great cleansing of the Earth. 571 00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:55,496 [Elissa] Warren had a lot of revelations that the end of the world was coming. 572 00:31:55,580 --> 00:31:57,373 We'd been prepared for that for... 573 00:31:57,457 --> 00:32:00,001 hundreds of years 'cause it was always, "Time is short." 574 00:32:00,084 --> 00:32:02,754 That's been part of the Mormon narrative and theology. 575 00:32:02,837 --> 00:32:04,297 [ominous music continues] 576 00:32:04,380 --> 00:32:08,885 [Warren] Prepare ye, for the great day of judgment is upon us. 577 00:32:09,928 --> 00:32:14,307 And those judgments are going to be furious. 578 00:32:15,224 --> 00:32:18,937 All of you are not going to survive. 579 00:32:20,188 --> 00:32:23,650 We grew up under that belief system 580 00:32:23,733 --> 00:32:25,985 that any year now it was gonna happen. 581 00:32:26,069 --> 00:32:28,863 - [dramatic whoosh] - [suspenseful music intensifies] 582 00:32:28,947 --> 00:32:31,324 [Wallace] That the whole Earth would be on fire. 583 00:32:32,241 --> 00:32:33,451 [fire crackling] 584 00:32:34,661 --> 00:32:37,038 [Wallace] Everybody would die by fire... 585 00:32:38,581 --> 00:32:41,125 and the only way to be saved from that 586 00:32:41,626 --> 00:32:44,003 is a piece of the Earth being lifted up... 587 00:32:44,087 --> 00:32:45,296 [dramatic whoosh] 588 00:32:45,380 --> 00:32:47,507 ...while the Earth gets burned. 589 00:32:51,052 --> 00:32:54,013 So if we're faithful enough, we would be worthy 590 00:32:55,139 --> 00:32:57,642 to be on that piece of land 591 00:32:57,725 --> 00:32:59,936 that gets lifted up off of the Earth 592 00:33:01,062 --> 00:33:03,147 so that we would not die with the wicked. 593 00:33:04,607 --> 00:33:06,609 [fire crackling] 594 00:33:09,278 --> 00:33:11,948 We were told that anyone who didn't subscribe 595 00:33:12,031 --> 00:33:15,576 to the FLDS belief system would be wiped off the face of the Earth... 596 00:33:15,660 --> 00:33:17,453 [birds chirping] 597 00:33:19,205 --> 00:33:23,710 ...so that it would be clean and pure for the righteous. 598 00:33:23,793 --> 00:33:25,712 [water flowing] 599 00:33:26,212 --> 00:33:28,506 - [orchestral music playing] - [crowd screaming] 600 00:33:28,589 --> 00:33:31,509 [reporter] The Olympic torch has arrived in Salt Lake City. 601 00:33:31,592 --> 00:33:33,469 [orchestral music continues] 602 00:33:33,553 --> 00:33:35,680 The Olympics. Oh boy. 603 00:33:36,764 --> 00:33:38,725 That's when things really became... 604 00:33:38,808 --> 00:33:40,810 [orchestral music continues] 605 00:33:41,894 --> 00:33:42,894 ...screwed up. 606 00:33:45,523 --> 00:33:49,819 Warren said, "If the Olympics come here, it's gonna be the end of the world." 607 00:33:49,902 --> 00:33:51,988 [orchestral music continues] 608 00:33:52,071 --> 00:33:55,408 [Myrna] And he said, "We've got to get everybody out of here." 609 00:33:57,035 --> 00:33:58,745 [crowd cheering] 610 00:33:59,954 --> 00:34:01,664 [fireworks bursting] 611 00:34:01,748 --> 00:34:06,294 [Wallace] Warren said that Salt Lake was gonna be destroyed during the Olympics. 612 00:34:06,377 --> 00:34:08,963 [fire crackling] 613 00:34:09,047 --> 00:34:11,507 [Wallace] And if we didn't go down to Short Creek, 614 00:34:12,341 --> 00:34:13,885 we would not get lifted up. 615 00:34:15,511 --> 00:34:20,308 [Roger] The FLDS were really located primarily in two places: 616 00:34:20,391 --> 00:34:21,851 the Salt Lake area, 617 00:34:21,934 --> 00:34:24,812 and Short Creek on the Utah-Arizona Border. 618 00:34:24,896 --> 00:34:26,105 [intriguing music playing] 619 00:34:26,189 --> 00:34:29,192 [Roger] Short Creek dates back to the 1930s. 620 00:34:29,901 --> 00:34:35,698 When Mormon fundamentalists no longer had a place in the mainstream LDS church, 621 00:34:36,616 --> 00:34:40,328 uh, one of the groups started to homestead down there. 622 00:34:41,037 --> 00:34:43,206 [intriguing music continues] 623 00:34:43,289 --> 00:34:45,458 [Roger] The reason I think it was picked is, 624 00:34:45,541 --> 00:34:49,670 it was just so far from... civilization 625 00:34:49,754 --> 00:34:51,380 and very hard to reach. 626 00:34:52,799 --> 00:34:57,470 That remoteness was a big deal and very important to them. 627 00:34:58,096 --> 00:35:00,098 So, in 2002, 628 00:35:00,598 --> 00:35:03,810 Warren Jeffs ordered the FLDS people 629 00:35:03,893 --> 00:35:06,312 to gather to Short Creek. 630 00:35:06,395 --> 00:35:07,313 [engine whirring] 631 00:35:07,396 --> 00:35:10,942 [Roger] They sold their homes, they gave up their businesses, 632 00:35:11,025 --> 00:35:13,027 because the end of the world was coming. 633 00:35:14,195 --> 00:35:16,739 "Sell everything you can." 634 00:35:16,823 --> 00:35:19,659 "Sell your houses and move down." 635 00:35:20,535 --> 00:35:23,412 We had two houses. We sold them both. 636 00:35:23,496 --> 00:35:25,164 [intriguing music continues] 637 00:35:25,248 --> 00:35:29,293 [woman] The crick went from a small community, 638 00:35:30,336 --> 00:35:32,797 I'd say 1,000, 2,000 people, to... 639 00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,174 - what do you think it grew to, 8,000? - [Jeff] Mm-hmm. 640 00:35:35,258 --> 00:35:37,802 10,000. Probably about 10,000 people. 641 00:35:37,885 --> 00:35:39,887 [horns honking] 642 00:35:41,639 --> 00:35:44,350 That was the biggest migration of people 643 00:35:44,433 --> 00:35:46,602 in our history that I knew of. 644 00:35:48,229 --> 00:35:52,150 [Wallace] I believe that Warren, he thought, 645 00:35:52,233 --> 00:35:56,445 "I need to gather the people into one place so that I can control them." 646 00:35:57,488 --> 00:35:59,240 [birds chirping] 647 00:35:59,323 --> 00:36:03,161 [Roger] So... they were all gathered in Short Creek, 648 00:36:03,911 --> 00:36:07,748 ready for the destruction to come and to be lifted up. 649 00:36:07,832 --> 00:36:09,709 [tense music playing] 650 00:36:09,792 --> 00:36:11,836 [Wallace] We were all scared to death. 651 00:36:11,919 --> 00:36:15,214 Just total fear that this is the beginning of the end. 652 00:36:17,133 --> 00:36:20,303 We all kinda just waited and just waited... [chuckles] 653 00:36:20,386 --> 00:36:21,721 ...and it never came. 654 00:36:21,804 --> 00:36:23,055 [tense music continues] 655 00:36:30,146 --> 00:36:35,318 [Wallace] Warren couldn't explain why it didn't happen the way he said it would, 656 00:36:36,068 --> 00:36:37,486 and I think he panicked. 657 00:36:38,654 --> 00:36:40,156 People are gonna wise up. 658 00:36:40,781 --> 00:36:43,576 It was very... confusing. 659 00:36:44,327 --> 00:36:46,704 There was no logical rhyme or reason. 660 00:36:48,706 --> 00:36:50,666 [man] Warren said it was just a test, 661 00:36:51,334 --> 00:36:54,295 and that God had granted us a little more time. 662 00:36:54,837 --> 00:36:56,881 He said it was a gift to us, 663 00:36:56,964 --> 00:37:00,218 that God wants you to be more righteous, so he's gonna gift you more time. 664 00:37:01,344 --> 00:37:05,348 That meant we needed to be more perfect, we needed to be more obedient. 665 00:37:05,431 --> 00:37:07,099 And it was never enough. 666 00:37:07,934 --> 00:37:09,477 We were never good enough. 667 00:37:10,895 --> 00:37:13,648 [children singing] 668 00:37:21,113 --> 00:37:23,324 [children continue singing] 669 00:37:23,407 --> 00:37:25,368 [Rebecca] And then, one afternoon, 670 00:37:26,369 --> 00:37:29,247 Warren called over the intercom and he said, 671 00:37:29,330 --> 00:37:31,666 "Come sing to Father. He's not feeling well." 672 00:37:31,749 --> 00:37:33,751 [children continue singing] 673 00:37:34,835 --> 00:37:37,338 [Rebecca] So we all gathered in the Prophet's room. 674 00:37:40,049 --> 00:37:41,217 Rulon was on his bed, 675 00:37:41,300 --> 00:37:44,095 and there was myself and all of my sister wives. 676 00:37:44,178 --> 00:37:47,682 - [children continue singing] - [Rebecca] And we were singing, 677 00:37:48,182 --> 00:37:51,310 and I will never forget how gray he looked. 678 00:37:51,811 --> 00:37:53,813 Translucent and gray. 679 00:37:53,896 --> 00:37:55,231 [singing stops] 680 00:37:55,314 --> 00:37:57,441 [Rebecca] And then, the next day, he died. 681 00:38:00,319 --> 00:38:01,654 It was very confusing. 682 00:38:03,281 --> 00:38:04,824 He was not supposed to die. 683 00:38:05,950 --> 00:38:08,828 We were always told he was supposed to be the last prophet 684 00:38:08,911 --> 00:38:11,664 that would bring us into the millennium. 685 00:38:12,456 --> 00:38:15,084 We were taught that, if we had the faith, 686 00:38:15,167 --> 00:38:18,421 he would suddenly, just like Jesus walked out of the tomb, 687 00:38:18,504 --> 00:38:21,340 that he would come in the door a young man 688 00:38:22,758 --> 00:38:24,593 and give us all children. 689 00:38:24,677 --> 00:38:26,512 [eerie music playing] 690 00:38:26,595 --> 00:38:28,931 Of the many options that could've happened, 691 00:38:29,015 --> 00:38:30,850 him dying was not on the table. 692 00:38:31,350 --> 00:38:33,352 [indistinct conversations] 693 00:38:34,729 --> 00:38:39,025 [Alicia] Before the funeral, Warren said that we all needed to be in white dresses. 694 00:38:39,108 --> 00:38:41,902 And so, all the women that were great seamstresses 695 00:38:41,986 --> 00:38:45,740 came forward and made brand new dresses, like in two days. 696 00:38:45,823 --> 00:38:47,158 [eerie music continues] 697 00:38:47,241 --> 00:38:49,493 [Rebecca] It was this sea of white, 698 00:38:50,077 --> 00:38:52,413 all these young and old women. 699 00:38:53,122 --> 00:38:54,165 All of his wives. 700 00:38:54,915 --> 00:38:56,500 Sixty-five of us. 701 00:38:56,584 --> 00:38:58,377 [eerie music intensifies] 702 00:38:58,461 --> 00:39:00,212 [Warren] Our Father, who art in heaven, 703 00:39:01,088 --> 00:39:05,384 we rejoice in You in the privilege of being under our Prophet's direction. 704 00:39:06,344 --> 00:39:10,306 In the privilege of being taught how to come to You through him... 705 00:39:11,557 --> 00:39:14,185 [Wallace] The funeral was very, very somber. 706 00:39:15,102 --> 00:39:19,190 I would say more of a spirit of confusion than sorrow. 707 00:39:20,524 --> 00:39:22,151 What's going to happen now? 708 00:39:23,194 --> 00:39:28,240 So, here, our last prophet has died... Is the Earth gonna come apart? 709 00:39:29,158 --> 00:39:31,452 It was... just a lot of 710 00:39:31,535 --> 00:39:33,537 apprehension and confusion. 711 00:39:35,456 --> 00:39:38,918 [Elissa] I truly believed that, any minute, he was going to sit up 712 00:39:39,418 --> 00:39:40,920 and be renewed. 713 00:39:42,213 --> 00:39:46,092 They closed the casket and there was this overwhelming fear inside of me. 714 00:39:46,717 --> 00:39:48,719 If they... put him in the ground, 715 00:39:48,803 --> 00:39:50,304 how is he gonna get out? 716 00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:52,264 [casket descending] 717 00:39:52,348 --> 00:39:55,768 [Erna] I believed as clear as day that he was gonna be lifted up. 718 00:39:56,435 --> 00:39:57,561 And so I'm thinking, 719 00:39:58,062 --> 00:40:00,689 "So what is this you've been giving us all these years?" 720 00:40:00,773 --> 00:40:04,819 And then... I... I think I may have voiced it slightly to Jeff 721 00:40:04,902 --> 00:40:07,279 and I think I remember you said, "I don't understand." 722 00:40:07,363 --> 00:40:09,115 "You just gonna have put this on the shelf." 723 00:40:09,198 --> 00:40:10,825 'Cause that's what we were always told, 724 00:40:10,908 --> 00:40:13,202 "If you don't understand it, put it on the shelf." 725 00:40:13,285 --> 00:40:15,663 [suspenseful music playing] 726 00:40:15,746 --> 00:40:21,168 [Wallace] My dad's funeral was controlled 100% by Warren. 727 00:40:22,211 --> 00:40:23,211 He stood 728 00:40:24,255 --> 00:40:28,175 right next to my dad's coffin during the viewing. 729 00:40:29,051 --> 00:40:32,972 Wouldn't let any of the other sons stand next to him. He was the only son. 730 00:40:34,056 --> 00:40:37,852 That's what really started showing Warren's true colors. 731 00:40:39,019 --> 00:40:41,021 [soft music playing] 732 00:40:42,815 --> 00:40:45,443 [Elissa] In the weeks after Rulon's funeral, 733 00:40:45,526 --> 00:40:49,989 Warren was speaking as though he was his father renewed 734 00:40:51,282 --> 00:40:53,576 and his father had assumed his body 735 00:40:53,659 --> 00:40:57,121 and was still leading the people through Warren. 736 00:40:57,204 --> 00:40:59,874 And then it became, "I am my father." 737 00:41:01,250 --> 00:41:05,921 [Alicia] Then one day, he was sitting in the office and he said, real quiet, 738 00:41:06,005 --> 00:41:08,174 "Who do you think the next prophet is?" 739 00:41:08,674 --> 00:41:11,427 And I... I was a people pleaser 740 00:41:11,510 --> 00:41:15,181 and I wanted to please him, and I basically said, "I think you are," 741 00:41:15,264 --> 00:41:16,724 and he just beamed at me. 742 00:41:16,807 --> 00:41:18,058 [ominous music playing] 743 00:41:18,142 --> 00:41:20,060 A lot of people didn't see that. 744 00:41:20,144 --> 00:41:22,980 So, yeah, he still had to convince people, 745 00:41:23,063 --> 00:41:25,566 but he couldn't come right out and say it. 746 00:41:25,649 --> 00:41:28,611 He couldn't come right out and say, "I'm the next prophet." 747 00:41:28,694 --> 00:41:31,280 He had to make up a story to justify it. 748 00:41:31,822 --> 00:41:33,282 [ominous music continues] 749 00:41:33,365 --> 00:41:36,327 [Alicia] At the general meetings where everybody gathered, 750 00:41:36,410 --> 00:41:39,413 he would call on certain of Rulon's wives 751 00:41:39,497 --> 00:41:44,335 to come and tell what they dreamed of and who they felt like was the next prophet. 752 00:41:44,418 --> 00:41:48,422 He had people step to the pulpit and 753 00:41:49,757 --> 00:41:52,968 validate his claims that he was the new prophet 754 00:41:53,844 --> 00:41:56,222 and that we were to get behind him. 755 00:41:57,806 --> 00:42:01,268 [Warren] I now call upon one of father's wives, 756 00:42:01,352 --> 00:42:02,478 Mother Naomi. 757 00:42:02,561 --> 00:42:04,772 [ominous music continues] 758 00:42:04,855 --> 00:42:07,316 [Naomi] I first will ask a question. 759 00:42:07,399 --> 00:42:10,611 Do we really believe in Uncle Rulon? 760 00:42:11,695 --> 00:42:14,532 'Cause if we do, we believe 761 00:42:15,574 --> 00:42:18,118 that Warren Jeffs is the Prophet of God, 762 00:42:19,245 --> 00:42:21,413 and I need him to guide me. 763 00:42:22,331 --> 00:42:24,333 [ominous music continues] 764 00:42:26,043 --> 00:42:29,380 [Elissa] Looking back, I see he was very smart. 765 00:42:29,880 --> 00:42:32,508 It was all done very strategically and methodically. 766 00:42:33,509 --> 00:42:35,094 Once Warren became the Prophet, 767 00:42:35,928 --> 00:42:38,597 we were all just instruments in the machine 768 00:42:38,681 --> 00:42:40,391 that was at his disposal. 769 00:42:40,474 --> 00:42:42,643 - [eerie music continues] - [Elissa] The religion. 770 00:42:44,436 --> 00:42:47,940 [girls singing] ♪ What can we give to him? ♪ 771 00:42:48,691 --> 00:42:51,694 ♪ What can we do? ♪ 772 00:42:51,777 --> 00:42:54,613 ♪ All he asks of us is our faith... ♪ 773 00:42:54,697 --> 00:42:57,408 [Roger] He was the man who could take them into heaven. 774 00:42:57,491 --> 00:42:59,243 [eerie music continues] 775 00:42:59,326 --> 00:43:01,787 And so the stakes for them are eternal, 776 00:43:02,538 --> 00:43:05,082 and, to make a mistake 777 00:43:05,833 --> 00:43:10,421 and lose the favor of the Prophet is just unthinkable. 778 00:43:10,504 --> 00:43:13,173 [all singing] ♪ If we believe in him... ♪ 779 00:43:13,257 --> 00:43:15,843 [Roger] And so, Warren Jeffs took over this religion 780 00:43:16,719 --> 00:43:18,971 with thousands of loyal followers, 781 00:43:19,054 --> 00:43:21,473 and he manipulated their beliefs 782 00:43:21,557 --> 00:43:24,268 and turned it into money and power and sex. 783 00:43:24,351 --> 00:43:25,686 [eerie music intensifies] 784 00:43:25,769 --> 00:43:29,732 [children singing] ♪ Our lives will all be blessed ♪ 785 00:43:31,442 --> 00:43:35,237 ♪ Our faith will grow... ♪ 786 00:43:35,321 --> 00:43:38,741 And they ended up following him right off the cliff. 787 00:43:38,824 --> 00:43:43,704 [singing] ♪ Our faith will grow ♪ 788 00:43:43,787 --> 00:43:46,832 [audience applauding] 789 00:44:01,305 --> 00:44:03,307 [emotional music playing]63060

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