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[spiritual music playing]

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[motorcycle engine revving]

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[tense music playing]

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[woman 1] When I was 14 years old,

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they forced me to marry my cousin.

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I asked Warren,

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begged him,

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"Please don't make me get married."

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And he said, "Do you believe
that you know better than the Prophet?"

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"That if you're questioning me,
you're questioning God."

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[reporter] <i>Warren Jeffs is the leader
of a secretive religious cult</i>

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<i>called the Fundamentalist Church
of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.</i>

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[man] <i>Known as "FLDS."</i>

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<i>It's a far offshoot of the Mormon church
and supports the practice of polygamy.</i>

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[woman 2] The more wives and children
you have, the higher in heaven you'll be.

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[tense music continues]

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[woman 2] We were so scared, you know?

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That we're gonna be condemned to hell
if we did anything different.

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You have to submit yourself.

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Because it was for our salvation.

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You did whatever it took,
even if it was wrong. You just did it.

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[tense music continues]

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[man 2] I saw this picture
of Warren kissing this girl.

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That's when I said, "I'm done."

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I have followed my heart
and I've spoken the truth.

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[motorcycle accelerating]

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[woman 3] To stand up against
a multi-million-dollar church,

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you're going up against
a lifetime of conditioning.

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A lifetime of fear.

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- [tense music continues]
- [motorbike engine revving]

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[woman 1] The other people
of the FLDS would say,

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"Why are you challenging
the Prophet's word?"

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"Why aren't you being obedient?"

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You don't know any better
until you get away from it.

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And getting away from it is the hard part.

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[engine continues revving]

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It happens to everybody eventually.

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You will come around and see the light

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and go, "What the fuck?"

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["Feel More" by Michelle Gurevich playing]

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<i>â™ª I was born for the road â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª Only after a storm â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª Can you feel the sun â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª Ooh, I wanna feel â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª More â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª Ecstasy
In the shadow of ecstasy â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª In the shadow of ecstasy â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª Ooh, I wanna feel â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª More â™ª</i>

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[children's music playing]

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[indistinct chatter]

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[woman 1] This is July 4th.
This is our happy day.

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[girl] Rebecca's on TV!

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[girl] Mother!

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Ma, don't do that!

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[woman 2] Even though I grew up
in the United States...

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we knew we were different.

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The way that we dressed
was obviously different.

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And, in my family,

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and in the culture I grew up in,

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I was taught that we were
the one and only true people of God

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on the whole face of the Earth.

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And we believed in polygamy.

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What we called plural marriage.

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- [indistinct conversations]
- [woman 1] Kyle!

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[woman 3] For those of us
who remember life prior to Warren Jeffs...

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[woman 1] Lacey.

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...we remember the good times.

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People who cared about each other,
that were working together

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to live the FLDS way
and continue to grow this community.

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[upbeat music playing]

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[Elissa] I was a part
of the younger set of kids.

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[girls vocalizing]

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[Elissa] I know I was my mom's eleventh,

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but I never remember exactly
which structure in my family.

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I think I was the nineteenth.

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Yes, I was the nineteenth child.

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[upbeat music continues]

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[Elissa] My dad had two wives.

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My mother was my father's second wife.

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And Myrna was my dad's first wife.

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Lloyd was my high school sweetheart.

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How could I share him with anybody else?

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But I got my mind all in tune

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with accepting another woman
in the family.

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A unique aspect of my dad is,
he was a convert,

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and he was trying to find a way
to create a life for himself

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that he couldn't find
in the mainstream Mormon church.

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[producer] It's unusual to convert
to the FLDS, isn't it?

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- Yes.
- [Myrna] It is.

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You gotta make a commitment.
A real commitment.

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Yeah.

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["Valley" by Kevin Morby playing]

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[Lloyd] In those days,
it wasn't even called FLDS.

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[Myrna] When we joined,
it was just called The Fundamentalists.

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[acoustic guitar continues]

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<i>â™ª In the valley below me â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª In the valley... â™ª</i>

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[reporter] <i>They call themselves
fundamentalist Mormons.</i>

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<i>They were forced out
of mainstream Mormonism</i>

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<i>when the church outlawed polygamy
over 100 years ago.</i>

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<i>â™ª In the sky above me â™ª</i>

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My brother, he joined it, and he'd say,

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"You guys, you're drinking skim milk,

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you really need to have the meat."

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- There are aÂ jillion polygamist groups.
- Yeah, there are a lot of them.

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But none of them were
trying to adhere to fundamentalism

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like the FLDS,
and that's what intrigued me.

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["Valley" continues playing]

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<i>â™ª In the valley below me â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª In the valley below â™ª</i>

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[reporter] <i>These polygamists
trace the religious justification</i>

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<i>for plural marriage</i>

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<i>back to the first prophet
of Mormonism, Joseph Smith.</i>

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If you want to obtain
the highest degree of salvation,

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you must live this law.

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[Lloyd] According to my understanding
of the Gospel,

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plural wives was the whole picture
that Christ was after.

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[indistinct conversations]

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[Lloyd] And, one day at a Sunday meeting,

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the Prophet pulled me in real close
and he said to me,

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"Sharon belongs in your family."

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"Now let's get with it
and we'll get it taken care of tonight."

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[Myrna] That was the first time
he ever met her.

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- [Lloyd] Yeah.
- [Myrna] Or her him.

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And we took her home.
We took her home that night.

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[folk music playing]

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[Myrna] Sharon had fourteen
and I had nine beautiful children.

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[folk music continues]

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We had 30 good years together.

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- [producer] They were good years?
- For me.

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Oh, they were rocky, you know?

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Two women in... [chuckles]
...one house?

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Yeah, they were rocky.

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[indistinct]

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[woman] Let's go! We're gonna go pray
downstairs. Here we go.

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[Rebecca] We were the downstairs kids.

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We would sleep in the downstairs,

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my mom and her children.

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[girl] Mama, turn over here
and smile real cute and then I'll...

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[speaking indistinctly]

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[Rebecca] And then his first wife
and her kids were the upstairs kids.

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[kids shouting]

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[Rebecca] We were well aware
that plural marriage was illegal.

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And on my birth certificate, my dad lied.

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Instead of writing, "Lloyd Wall,"

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he filled in the father's space
as "Lewis Wilson."

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And my name was Rebecca Wilson
on my original birth certificate.

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It was just a made-up name.

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[indistinct conversations]

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[woman] We didn't really leave
our property in Salt Lake City.

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We didn't go to movies.

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We didn't go to theme parks
or any kind of large gathering places.

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So, there wasn't a lot of exposure
to the outside world.

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Our activities were within our own group.

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[young Rebecca] There's the parade!

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[patriotic music playing]

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[Elissa] As time went on...

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Hi, camera.

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[Elissa] ...we definitely got further
and further away from society,

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and all of us knew that our way of life
had to be concealed.

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[suspenseful music playing]

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[man] People are entitled
to believe what they want,

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but the law currently in the United States

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is that polygamy is not
a protected constitutional right.

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Plural marriage, polygamy, it's illegal.

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But as a practical matter,
it is almost never prosecuted.

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It's hard to prove,

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and law-enforcement and politicians

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are not very interested
in disrupting families.

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[suspenseful music continues]

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[Roger] I think most people in Utah,

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the mainstream Mormons, people like me,

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see polygamy as an embarrassment.

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But polygamy is really
not the problem anyway.

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It's the secondary crimes that occur

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in a closed religious society
controlled by men.

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That's when all sorts of mischief
can take place.

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And that's what happened with the FLDS.

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[cows mooing]

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[cows continue mooing]

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[man] I think most of the men in the FLDS

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just regard women as chattel.

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They were property.

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[cows continue mooing]

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When you're taught something from birth
from your mother and father,

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you believe them
'cause they're your parents.

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[tractor whirring]

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[Wallace] And it's your family.

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I was doing what I was taught to do.

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Crazy cows.

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But someday we get to eat them.

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We were taught from birth
that in order to get what they called,

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"the highest degree"
of the celestial kingdom,

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[ethereal music playing]

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...you had to have at least three wives

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while you lived on Earth.

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And if you did not,

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you could not reach that highest degree.

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If you reach the highest degree,

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you will be able
to create spirit children.

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You'll be able to create worlds,

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galaxies,

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universes.

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Basically become a god.

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[producer] And what happens to the women?
Do they become gods?

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[laughing]

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That is kind of a gray area.

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We were never taught...

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...what a woman becomes
on the other side other than a wife.

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[girls singing]
<i>â™ª My dad is American made â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª Born and raised in the USA â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª From his hard-working hands â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª To his big-loving heart â™ª</i>

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<i>â™ª My dad is American made â™ª</i>

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[Rebecca] A man's status depends on
how many wives he has.

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[gloomy music playing]

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[Rebecca] My dad, he had two wives,

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and he couldn't figure out why other men
were getting more wives and he was not.

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[gloomy music continues]

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[Rebecca] So my dad always felt
like he was jilted.

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He built a very successful business.

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And he'd given money to the church.

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He'd given, you know,
his expertise as an engineer.

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I want the universe!

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[Myrna and LloydÂ laughing]

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[Rebecca] And he was always
kind of frustrated.

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- But he also had this host of daughters...
- [gloomy music continues]

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that could be given to other men.

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And it's kind of like,
"I'll give you some if you give me some."

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Even though it's never spoken that way,
I think that's the general understanding.

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[marching band music playing]

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[marching band music continues]

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[Elissa] In the FLDS, you had the Prophet.

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The Prophet is a representation
of God on Earth.

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[eerie music playing]

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The best way to explain the Prophet
would be like the Catholic Pope.

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They've... They've got a Pope,
pretty much... pretty much runs everything.

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[Elissa] We were told that our Prophet,
Rulon Jeffs, would never die.

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That he would be renewed
to be young again.

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00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:26,574
We believed that the Prophet
knew everything we did,

242
00:14:26,657 --> 00:14:29,243
knew every thought we had,
knew our dreams,

243
00:14:29,326 --> 00:14:31,328
knew our wishes, our desires.

244
00:14:32,413 --> 00:14:35,749
He also was the one
that created all arranged marriages.

245
00:14:35,833 --> 00:14:36,917
[eerie music continues]

246
00:14:37,001 --> 00:14:39,920
[Wallace] It's what's called
"The placement principle."

247
00:14:40,629 --> 00:14:43,132
You didn't court and decide
who you would marry.

248
00:14:43,215 --> 00:14:46,927
Only the Prophet could choose
who you married.

249
00:14:47,011 --> 00:14:49,013
[eerie music continues]

250
00:14:50,055 --> 00:14:52,600
[Rebecca] It was a big deal
in our culture,

251
00:14:52,683 --> 00:14:55,311
when a girl is ready to get married

252
00:14:55,394 --> 00:14:57,438
to "turn her in" to the Prophet,

253
00:14:57,938 --> 00:15:00,190
and that was to go to the Prophet and say,

254
00:15:00,733 --> 00:15:03,402
"Here is my daughter,
do with her as you will,

255
00:15:03,485 --> 00:15:04,904
whatever is God's will."

256
00:15:06,530 --> 00:15:09,909
And so, when I turned 19,

257
00:15:10,826 --> 00:15:11,826
my father,

258
00:15:12,870 --> 00:15:14,830
he brought me to Rulon Jeffs.

259
00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:17,124
[women laughing]

260
00:15:18,667 --> 00:15:21,295
[Rebecca] It had become known
that there was a specific handshake

261
00:15:21,378 --> 00:15:25,090
that he would give toÂ girls
that would then later become his wife.

262
00:15:26,050 --> 00:15:28,135
And that day, he shook my hand,

263
00:15:28,218 --> 00:15:30,179
and he squeezed it three times,

264
00:15:30,262 --> 00:15:32,723
and it meant I was supposed to marry him.

265
00:15:33,724 --> 00:15:35,643
And my dad was so excited.

266
00:15:37,227 --> 00:15:39,271
For any man in the FLDS,

267
00:15:39,355 --> 00:15:43,275
to have their daughter marry
into the Prophet's family

268
00:15:43,359 --> 00:15:45,152
was a massive honor,

269
00:15:45,235 --> 00:15:47,279
and I think my dad felt like finally

270
00:15:47,363 --> 00:15:50,324
he was getting the respect
that he was entitled to

271
00:15:50,407 --> 00:15:51,659
and that he deserved.

272
00:15:52,701 --> 00:15:54,495
But I was just like, ' "Ew!"

273
00:15:54,578 --> 00:15:55,788
[eerie music continues]

274
00:15:55,871 --> 00:15:58,582
Rulon Jeffs was 85 when I married him.

275
00:16:00,834 --> 00:16:02,169
And I was 19.

276
00:16:04,713 --> 00:16:05,923
So, I got married.

277
00:16:07,299 --> 00:16:09,551
And then my father got his third wife.

278
00:16:23,065 --> 00:16:24,400
[intriguing music playing]

279
00:16:24,483 --> 00:16:26,485
[woman] Ever since I was a little girl,

280
00:16:26,568 --> 00:16:28,821
all I wanted was to be a really good wife

281
00:16:28,904 --> 00:16:31,573
and I was going to raise
a whole bunch of children

282
00:16:31,657 --> 00:16:34,326
and... do like everybody else was doing.

283
00:16:35,577 --> 00:16:37,913
So, after I got out of high school,

284
00:16:37,997 --> 00:16:40,290
I was just constantly going to my father

285
00:16:40,374 --> 00:16:42,334
and saying, "I want to turn myself in."

286
00:16:44,211 --> 00:16:45,546
When you turn yourself in,

287
00:16:45,629 --> 00:16:48,090
you wanna be married,
is what you're saying.

288
00:16:48,757 --> 00:16:51,760
And so, my mother and father
took me to the Prophet.

289
00:16:52,302 --> 00:16:55,597
We sat across from Rulon,
and, without hesitation,

290
00:16:55,681 --> 00:16:58,267
he said, "Well then, will you marry me?"
And I'm like...

291
00:17:01,061 --> 00:17:03,063
I was shocked a little,

292
00:17:03,147 --> 00:17:05,190
but, that night, we were married.

293
00:17:07,151 --> 00:17:09,862
I believe he was 86 when I married him.

294
00:17:11,530 --> 00:17:13,574
I think he had 23 wives already.

295
00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:17,161
Or maybe I was his 23rd wife.

296
00:17:17,244 --> 00:17:19,121
[intriguing music continues]

297
00:17:20,956 --> 00:17:22,458
After the ceremony,

298
00:17:23,292 --> 00:17:25,753
he gave me one heck of a smacker.

299
00:17:26,670 --> 00:17:29,923
I felt I was getting sucked in
and I was just trying to pull away.

300
00:17:30,007 --> 00:17:32,134
It was a lot for me
to take in all at once.

301
00:17:33,427 --> 00:17:34,803
I was 20 years old.

302
00:17:35,596 --> 00:17:36,972
That was my first kiss.

303
00:17:38,390 --> 00:17:42,478
And, you know, a young girl dreams
of fairy tales and all that kind of stuff.

304
00:17:42,561 --> 00:17:46,023
Your brain runs away with you
and you think it's gonna be magical.

305
00:17:46,106 --> 00:17:47,691
Yeah, it wasn't magical.

306
00:17:48,525 --> 00:17:50,527
[eerie music playing]

307
00:17:51,987 --> 00:17:55,074
[Rebecca] They didn't let us work.
They didn't let us go to school.

308
00:17:55,574 --> 00:17:57,659
All our sole purpose was

309
00:17:58,410 --> 00:18:00,162
to be with Rulon Jeffs,

310
00:18:00,245 --> 00:18:01,080
pray,

311
00:18:01,163 --> 00:18:02,706
and to be obedient.

312
00:18:03,749 --> 00:18:04,749
To be...

313
00:18:05,084 --> 00:18:07,211
[sucking teeth]
...uh, adoring at all times.

314
00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:09,922
[unsettling music playing]

315
00:18:11,590 --> 00:18:14,676
[Alicia] In Rulon's house,
on the wall in the dining room,

316
00:18:15,969 --> 00:18:19,473
is a picture of all the ladies
in the order he married them.

317
00:18:20,849 --> 00:18:25,521
Every night, every woman was
in a line outside his door,

318
00:18:25,604 --> 00:18:28,524
and each woman took their turn
to go say good night to him.

319
00:18:29,024 --> 00:18:32,152
And I'm telling you,
these lines were so bloody long.

320
00:18:32,653 --> 00:18:34,029
And it was such a pain.

321
00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:36,323
I was just like,
"It's just a freaking kiss."

322
00:18:36,406 --> 00:18:37,825
[unsettling music continues]

323
00:18:37,908 --> 00:18:40,577
I hated kissing the man
after he kissed other women.

324
00:18:40,661 --> 00:18:43,664
I used a lot of Listerine
is all I'm going to say.

325
00:18:45,666 --> 00:18:48,502
So, it was my turn to go in
and say good night to him,

326
00:18:48,585 --> 00:18:52,631
and he says, "I want you to stay with me
and we'll do a little lovemaking."

327
00:18:52,714 --> 00:18:55,634
And I'm like, "Lovemaking?
What the... What does that mean?"

328
00:18:56,176 --> 00:18:58,053
[hesitates] You do not know anything.

329
00:19:00,055 --> 00:19:02,724
I did not know how babies were born.

330
00:19:04,101 --> 00:19:06,520
I just thought that you made 'em
when you kissed.

331
00:19:07,688 --> 00:19:09,606
[unsettling music continues]

332
00:19:09,690 --> 00:19:11,692
[Rebecca] At 19, I did not know

333
00:19:11,775 --> 00:19:13,610
what it took to physically

334
00:19:15,028 --> 00:19:16,029
get pregnant.

335
00:19:16,113 --> 00:19:20,534
I did not expectÂ Rulon Jeffs to touch me
in any way, shape, orÂ form.

336
00:19:21,243 --> 00:19:22,243
Um...

337
00:19:22,578 --> 00:19:26,832
You got undressed and then you went down
to his bedroom and...

338
00:19:26,915 --> 00:19:28,417
[unsettling music continues]

339
00:19:30,002 --> 00:19:32,588
[Rebecca] I remember him rolling
on top of me

340
00:19:33,463 --> 00:19:35,299
and saying, "Spread your legs."

341
00:19:37,342 --> 00:19:40,262
I felt like, this is everything
that we were told was bad.

342
00:19:40,345 --> 00:19:42,931
Why... Why is a man doing this,

343
00:19:43,015 --> 00:19:45,559
let alone the Prophet of God
doing this to me?

344
00:19:47,144 --> 00:19:49,688
[Alicia] He went to sleep
for a few minutes after that,

345
00:19:49,771 --> 00:19:50,898
and the next thing I know,

346
00:19:50,981 --> 00:19:53,400
he's hitting me with his elbow,
and waking me up

347
00:19:53,483 --> 00:19:55,986
and saying,
"I need... I need to go to the bathroom."

348
00:19:56,069 --> 00:19:58,906
He can't walk, you know.
He's holding on to you.

349
00:19:58,989 --> 00:20:02,451
We went into the bathroom,
and he didn't quite make it,

350
00:20:02,534 --> 00:20:04,912
and that was my first introduction
to the blow dryer.

351
00:20:04,995 --> 00:20:08,081
[blow dryer whirring]

352
00:20:08,165 --> 00:20:10,751
[Alicia] You'd have to dry it
and clean him up and...

353
00:20:11,251 --> 00:20:14,671
uh, you know, one time
I stepped on his oxygen cord

354
00:20:14,755 --> 00:20:17,549
and that yanked his face
and he got pretty angry.

355
00:20:17,633 --> 00:20:19,176
[air hissing]

356
00:20:19,259 --> 00:20:21,011
[Rebecca] I... was clever.

357
00:20:23,096 --> 00:20:26,600
[chuckling] I knew he was tired,
so I'd have him get in bed

358
00:20:26,683 --> 00:20:28,363
and I'd rub his feet and get him to sleep.

359
00:20:28,435 --> 00:20:30,979
I'd do anything I could
to make him fall asleep.

360
00:20:31,063 --> 00:20:35,984
And then I would pass by another night
without having him touch me.

361
00:20:36,526 --> 00:20:37,526
And...

362
00:20:37,903 --> 00:20:38,946
um,

363
00:20:39,029 --> 00:20:40,364
it worked for a while

364
00:20:40,948 --> 00:20:42,157
until it didn't.

365
00:20:44,034 --> 00:20:45,494
[Rulan] <i>Keep sweet,</i>

366
00:20:46,203 --> 00:20:47,203
<i>no matter what.</i>

367
00:20:48,455 --> 00:20:51,416
<i>That's the road to perfection.</i>

368
00:20:52,209 --> 00:20:54,836
[girls singing] <i> â™ª ...girls for you â™ª</i>

369
00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:57,339
<i>â™ª Keep sweet, keep sweet â™ª</i>

370
00:20:57,422 --> 00:20:59,841
<i>â™ª It's the motto, tried and true â™ª</i>

371
00:20:59,925 --> 00:21:02,386
<i>â™ª Keep sweet, keep sweet â™ª</i>

372
00:21:02,469 --> 00:21:04,805
<i>â™ª When you grow up good and kind... â™ª</i>

373
00:21:04,888 --> 00:21:08,392
[Alicia] "Keep sweet" was
Rulon saying to the people,

374
00:21:09,559 --> 00:21:11,395
"Keep sweet, no matter what,"

375
00:21:11,937 --> 00:21:15,065
and "For heaven's sakes, keep sweet,"
is what he would always say.

376
00:21:15,148 --> 00:21:16,858
[girls continue singing]

377
00:21:17,609 --> 00:21:19,611
[Myrna] Everybody had little stickers.

378
00:21:19,695 --> 00:21:21,947
"Keep Sweet. Keep Sweet. Keep Sweet."

379
00:21:22,030 --> 00:21:26,785
And he had shoes that had "Keep Sweet"

380
00:21:26,868 --> 00:21:30,956
on the bottoms of his shoes. [chuckling]

381
00:21:31,540 --> 00:21:33,375
I thought that was pretty cute.

382
00:21:34,418 --> 00:21:37,254
[Elissa] It meant to be in control
of your emotions.

383
00:21:37,337 --> 00:21:41,800
And you didn't display things
like anger or resentment or frustration,

384
00:21:41,883 --> 00:21:45,721
especially towards
the fathers and the husbands.

385
00:21:45,804 --> 00:21:47,681
[girls continue singing]

386
00:21:47,764 --> 00:21:49,641
[Charlene] Keep sweet no matter what.

387
00:21:52,144 --> 00:21:57,190
And it became more
and more drilled into us,

388
00:21:57,274 --> 00:21:58,191
the keep sweet.

389
00:21:58,275 --> 00:21:59,985
[somber music playing]

390
00:22:00,485 --> 00:22:02,904
But it wasn't Uncle Rulon that did it.

391
00:22:04,865 --> 00:22:05,991
It was Warren.

392
00:22:07,284 --> 00:22:09,286
[somber music continues]

393
00:22:09,995 --> 00:22:12,622
Warren is eight years older than I am.

394
00:22:14,249 --> 00:22:15,751
No, six, six years.

395
00:22:17,169 --> 00:22:19,838
[producer] How many siblings
did you have growing up?

396
00:22:19,921 --> 00:22:20,964
Sixty-two.

397
00:22:22,174 --> 00:22:26,345
Thirty... Thirty-two brothers
and 30 sisters.

398
00:22:27,137 --> 00:22:28,305
Not all of them I knew.

399
00:22:28,388 --> 00:22:31,808
There were... some sisters
that had grown up and gotten married

400
00:22:31,892 --> 00:22:33,602
before I even knew who they were,

401
00:22:34,102 --> 00:22:36,855
but there was 62 that we were aware of.

402
00:22:36,938 --> 00:22:38,940
[somber music continues]

403
00:22:39,566 --> 00:22:42,152
Marilyn, Mother Marilyn as we called her,

404
00:22:42,235 --> 00:22:43,653
she was Warren's mother.

405
00:22:45,072 --> 00:22:47,240
And she really pushed her sons

406
00:22:47,324 --> 00:22:50,619
to be close... to our dad

407
00:22:51,536 --> 00:22:55,123
to make them the next leaders
of the church after my dad.

408
00:22:56,541 --> 00:22:59,378
[producer] And she had
a special relationship with Warren

409
00:22:59,461 --> 00:23:01,338
even though he wasn't her oldest son.

410
00:23:02,089 --> 00:23:06,218
Oh boy.
That's a whole 'nother story. [chuckling]

411
00:23:06,301 --> 00:23:09,638
Mother Marilyn felt
that Warren was special

412
00:23:10,347 --> 00:23:12,557
because Warren was born...

413
00:23:13,475 --> 00:23:16,019
I believe it was eight weeks premature.

414
00:23:16,770 --> 00:23:20,023
And Mother Marilyn always
told the story about how...

415
00:23:20,524 --> 00:23:22,776
Warren was close to death at birth,

416
00:23:23,527 --> 00:23:27,697
and that previous prophets came to her

417
00:23:27,781 --> 00:23:31,660
and revealed to her that he would survive...

418
00:23:32,160 --> 00:23:34,871
and that Warren
would be "a very special" person.

419
00:23:36,164 --> 00:23:38,417
My dad also believed that.

420
00:23:38,500 --> 00:23:40,210
[somber music continues]

421
00:23:40,293 --> 00:23:42,421
[Wallace] You couldn't get close
to Warren.

422
00:23:42,921 --> 00:23:45,924
You know, he had
this holier-than-thou attitude.

423
00:23:46,007 --> 00:23:50,178
And even though he could be funny,
he came across kind of abrasive.

424
00:23:52,931 --> 00:23:56,560
[microphone rumbling]

425
00:23:57,352 --> 00:23:59,479
[Rebecca] I don't think he was liked much.

426
00:24:00,188 --> 00:24:01,398
[Warren clears throat]

427
00:24:01,481 --> 00:24:02,816
He was the awkward son

428
00:24:03,483 --> 00:24:04,985
of a man who had power.

429
00:24:05,068 --> 00:24:07,070
[piano playing]

430
00:24:09,322 --> 00:24:14,786
<i>â™ª I desire here today â™ª</i>

431
00:24:14,870 --> 00:24:19,833
<i>â™ª To sincerely point the way... â™ª</i>

432
00:24:19,916 --> 00:24:22,335
[Rebecca] Warren,
compared to his brothers,

433
00:24:22,419 --> 00:24:24,921
he was not anything to write home about.

434
00:24:26,006 --> 00:24:28,550
I mean, pretty smart. He could do math.

435
00:24:28,633 --> 00:24:30,302
I learned to do algebra from him.

436
00:24:30,385 --> 00:24:32,012
[Warren continues singing]

437
00:24:32,095 --> 00:24:35,390
Did he in the beginning foresee
what he would become?

438
00:24:36,099 --> 00:24:37,100
I don't think so.

439
00:24:37,184 --> 00:24:38,727
[Warren continues singing]

440
00:24:38,810 --> 00:24:42,189
[Rebecca] I think that he was keenly aware

441
00:24:42,272 --> 00:24:45,192
of how to pick up on
what is important to people

442
00:24:45,275 --> 00:24:47,235
and how to use that to manipulate them.

443
00:24:47,903 --> 00:24:54,868
<i>â™ª He will lead us to Zion's shore â™ª</i>

444
00:24:55,827 --> 00:25:01,541
[producer] When did you begin to see signs
of Warren's eventual character growing up?

445
00:25:03,418 --> 00:25:04,503
[audience applauding]

446
00:25:04,586 --> 00:25:06,129
[Wallace] When I was 16,

447
00:25:06,963 --> 00:25:10,050
Warren started getting very cozy...

448
00:25:11,009 --> 00:25:13,261
with... the sisters...

449
00:25:13,887 --> 00:25:14,971
of the family.

450
00:25:15,055 --> 00:25:16,973
[unsettling music playing]

451
00:25:17,057 --> 00:25:20,143
[Wallace] Uh, uncomfortably cozy...

452
00:25:20,685 --> 00:25:21,853
with the sisters.

453
00:25:23,271 --> 00:25:26,191
And it was seen by a lot of us brothers,

454
00:25:27,234 --> 00:25:29,819
and we reported it to our dad.

455
00:25:31,279 --> 00:25:32,364
Or at least I did.

456
00:25:33,740 --> 00:25:37,035
My dad's response was, "Drop it."

457
00:25:37,702 --> 00:25:40,956
"Don't talk about it. I'm handling it."

458
00:25:41,998 --> 00:25:44,918
"Forget about it.
Don't ever talk about it again."

459
00:25:45,001 --> 00:25:47,003
[ominous music playing]

460
00:25:48,296 --> 00:25:51,132
[drums playing]

461
00:25:51,216 --> 00:25:53,218
[footsteps marching]

462
00:25:54,261 --> 00:25:58,390
[Roger] One of the things
the Jeffs family did in Salt Lake

463
00:25:58,473 --> 00:26:01,226
was they operated
what was known as the Alta Academy.

464
00:26:01,309 --> 00:26:02,477
[joyful music playing]

465
00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:06,565
- [all singing]
- [audience laughing]

466
00:26:11,236 --> 00:26:15,699
Alta Academy trained and educated

467
00:26:15,782 --> 00:26:20,203
a large number of the FLDS people
in the FLDS way.

468
00:26:20,287 --> 00:26:23,373
Everything just had
a religious content to it.

469
00:26:23,456 --> 00:26:25,709
And, uh, you know, the...

470
00:26:26,918 --> 00:26:28,503
some things were omitted.

471
00:26:30,505 --> 00:26:34,426
[Rulan] I deeply appreciate the efforts
of these young people

472
00:26:35,385 --> 00:26:37,095
putting on this fine program.

473
00:26:37,762 --> 00:26:39,180
[Wallace] My dad,

474
00:26:39,264 --> 00:26:42,976
he didn't want the world's teachings
to be given to his children.

475
00:26:43,476 --> 00:26:46,855
He wanted them to get
what we called priesthood teachings.

476
00:26:46,938 --> 00:26:48,273
[tense music playing]

477
00:26:48,356 --> 00:26:50,358
[Wallace] Somebody had to be
the principal.

478
00:26:50,859 --> 00:26:55,905
And I remember my dad
very forcefully pushing Warren into that.

479
00:26:56,698 --> 00:26:58,617
It was almost like...

480
00:26:58,700 --> 00:27:00,493
[tense music continues]

481
00:27:00,577 --> 00:27:02,912
...this was the beginning of his calling,

482
00:27:02,996 --> 00:27:06,291
and this was going to be what taught him

483
00:27:06,374 --> 00:27:09,336
how to become
what my dad wanted him to become.

484
00:27:10,670 --> 00:27:16,426
So, as soon as he became Principal
and realized he had this authority,

485
00:27:17,218 --> 00:27:19,971
he started exercising it vigorously.

486
00:27:20,055 --> 00:27:23,391
"I'm the boss. Obey me at all costs."

487
00:27:23,475 --> 00:27:24,851
[eerie music playing]

488
00:27:25,852 --> 00:27:27,312
[Elissa] Warren had a saying,

489
00:27:28,396 --> 00:27:30,482
"Perfect obedience is led by a hair."

490
00:27:31,107 --> 00:27:33,735
Meaning, hair is so thin,

491
00:27:33,818 --> 00:27:36,738
and true obedience

492
00:27:36,821 --> 00:27:40,450
meant that you could be led by a hair
and you would not break it.

493
00:27:40,533 --> 00:27:43,203
So there could be absolutely no resistance

494
00:27:43,286 --> 00:27:44,454
to that obedience

495
00:27:44,537 --> 00:27:47,165
because any resistance
would pop that hair.

496
00:27:47,248 --> 00:27:48,708
[eerie music continues]

497
00:27:50,502 --> 00:27:52,879
[Rebecca] In the early days
of the Alta Academy,

498
00:27:53,546 --> 00:27:55,882
we had books from the outside world.

499
00:27:55,965 --> 00:27:59,052
And I remember Library Day,
Like, I loved it.

500
00:28:00,136 --> 00:28:03,181
My favorite books were
the Encyclopedia Brown books,

501
00:28:03,264 --> 00:28:04,766
and then the Nancy Drew books.

502
00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:08,978
They were so clever.
I wanted to be clever like that.

503
00:28:09,062 --> 00:28:10,605
[eerie music continues]

504
00:28:10,689 --> 00:28:13,108
[Rebecca] And then they took
all those books away.

505
00:28:13,191 --> 00:28:17,362
Anything that had
an outside influence was purged.

506
00:28:17,445 --> 00:28:20,740
The school libraries, they would take
any book that wasn't specifically approved

507
00:28:20,824 --> 00:28:22,409
by Warren himself.

508
00:28:22,909 --> 00:28:25,078
Those were completely banned
and taken out.

509
00:28:26,246 --> 00:28:29,416
[Rebecca] They would cut sections out
of our science books.

510
00:28:29,499 --> 00:28:32,585
[Elissa] Just razor it.
Like, cut whole sections out of them.

511
00:28:32,669 --> 00:28:35,797
Reproduction, the solar system,
or things like that.

512
00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:37,048
[eerie music continues]

513
00:28:39,342 --> 00:28:41,344
Warren created a curriculum

514
00:28:41,428 --> 00:28:45,724
that was specifically for women
of the FLDS that he would teach in school.

515
00:28:46,933 --> 00:28:48,601
[Alicia] Warren had a book called

516
00:28:48,685 --> 00:28:52,147
<i>Purity in the New
and Everlasting Covenant of Marriage,</i>

517
00:28:52,230 --> 00:28:55,066
and we were all required
to study and learn it.

518
00:28:56,234 --> 00:28:59,863
It taught us to basically have
nothing in your brain

519
00:28:59,946 --> 00:29:02,198
except to do the Prophet's will.

520
00:29:02,782 --> 00:29:05,660
To have a thought of a boy, to like a boy,

521
00:29:05,744 --> 00:29:09,330
to even think of a boy,
would cloud that channel.

522
00:29:09,414 --> 00:29:11,291
[eerie music continues]

523
00:29:11,374 --> 00:29:13,626
[producer] Did you ever have
a crush on a boy?

524
00:29:13,710 --> 00:29:15,378
Oh, yeah. I'm human.

525
00:29:16,504 --> 00:29:20,800
Even when I went to marry Rulon, I still
had a crush on a boy. He didn't catch it.

526
00:29:20,884 --> 00:29:23,845
That... I guess the channel was
clogged or something.

527
00:29:23,928 --> 00:29:25,388
[chuckling]

528
00:29:31,102 --> 00:29:32,979
[Rebecca] It was an August afternoon.

529
00:29:34,856 --> 00:29:37,192
Rulon was sitting on the sofa speaking,

530
00:29:37,901 --> 00:29:39,694
and we were just listening,

531
00:29:39,778 --> 00:29:42,030
and... he was talking and, um...

532
00:29:43,323 --> 00:29:45,700
all of a sudden,
he just slumped over like this.

533
00:29:47,076 --> 00:29:48,453
Almost like he fell asleep.

534
00:29:48,536 --> 00:29:52,415
And one of my sister wives kind of
shook him and said, "Father, Father?"

535
00:29:52,499 --> 00:29:55,668
He kind of came to
and just was like, "Where am I?"

536
00:29:55,752 --> 00:29:58,630
And he was really disoriented.

537
00:29:59,756 --> 00:30:02,300
And it turned out
he had had a massive stroke.

538
00:30:02,383 --> 00:30:03,802
[tense music playing]

539
00:30:03,885 --> 00:30:06,387
[Alicia] And they got him to the hospital,

540
00:30:06,471 --> 00:30:10,099
and when I saw him,
he just was very weak, limp.

541
00:30:10,183 --> 00:30:12,685
He could hardly walk or keep his balance.

542
00:30:12,769 --> 00:30:14,020
He was very unsteady.

543
00:30:14,646 --> 00:30:17,398
And he could not remember
any of our names.

544
00:30:17,482 --> 00:30:21,277
He would just look at me
and point his finger and go,

545
00:30:21,361 --> 00:30:23,530
"That's snicklefritz right there."

546
00:30:23,613 --> 00:30:25,615
[tense music intensifies]

547
00:30:27,283 --> 00:30:31,746
[Rebecca] After Rulon's stroke,
that's when things really took a turn.

548
00:30:32,622 --> 00:30:34,958
That's when Warren started taking over.

549
00:30:36,835 --> 00:30:39,754
[Charlene] Warren pretty much
removed everybody

550
00:30:40,463 --> 00:30:42,340
out of Rulon's life.

551
00:30:42,423 --> 00:30:43,675
After the stroke,

552
00:30:44,384 --> 00:30:46,761
he said that Uncle Rulon needed to heal.

553
00:30:49,430 --> 00:30:51,558
[Wallace] From the time he had his stroke,

554
00:30:51,641 --> 00:30:53,685
Warren never left my father's side.

555
00:30:54,435 --> 00:30:56,229
He controlled everything

556
00:30:56,729 --> 00:30:59,732
that my father did, who saw my father.

557
00:30:59,816 --> 00:31:03,778
He controlled his appointments,
controlled everything heÂ did.

558
00:31:05,029 --> 00:31:09,784
[Myrna] Warren acted like it was
Uncle Rulon telling him what to say.

559
00:31:11,202 --> 00:31:13,246
And yet... it wasn't.

560
00:31:14,372 --> 00:31:15,832
It wasn't Uncle Rulon.

561
00:31:16,624 --> 00:31:18,167
[ominous music playing]

562
00:31:18,251 --> 00:31:22,005
[Alicia] That's when Warren's teachings
got so scary.

563
00:31:23,798 --> 00:31:29,470
The meetings were always just
fire and damnation and Joe Smith's dream

564
00:31:29,554 --> 00:31:32,891
of blood running down the gutters
of the Salt Lake streets,

565
00:31:32,974 --> 00:31:35,435
and things just pounded into our brains.

566
00:31:35,518 --> 00:31:37,812
Torch of the Prophets, in whom we believe...

567
00:31:37,896 --> 00:31:39,176
[Alicia] He was a great speaker.

568
00:31:39,230 --> 00:31:41,107
They have lighted the way.

569
00:31:41,190 --> 00:31:45,987
[Alicia] He knew how to tell us we were
all gonna be destroyed very vividly.

570
00:31:46,070 --> 00:31:50,074
There's going to be a great purging,
a great cleansing of the Earth.

571
00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:55,496
[Elissa] Warren had a lot of revelations
that the end of the world was coming.

572
00:31:55,580 --> 00:31:57,373
We'd been prepared for that for...

573
00:31:57,457 --> 00:32:00,001
hundreds of years 'cause it was always,
"Time is short."

574
00:32:00,084 --> 00:32:02,754
That's been part
of the Mormon narrative and theology.

575
00:32:02,837 --> 00:32:04,297
[ominous music continues]

576
00:32:04,380 --> 00:32:08,885
[Warren] <i>Prepare ye, for the great day
of judgment is upon us.</i>

577
00:32:09,928 --> 00:32:14,307
<i>And those judgments
are going to be furious.</i>

578
00:32:15,224 --> 00:32:18,937
<i>All of you are not going to survive.</i>

579
00:32:20,188 --> 00:32:23,650
We grew up under that belief system

580
00:32:23,733 --> 00:32:25,985
that any year now it was gonna happen.

581
00:32:26,069 --> 00:32:28,863
- [dramatic whoosh]
- [suspenseful music intensifies]

582
00:32:28,947 --> 00:32:31,324
[Wallace] That the whole Earth
would be on fire.

583
00:32:32,241 --> 00:32:33,451
[fire crackling]

584
00:32:34,661 --> 00:32:37,038
[Wallace] Everybody would die by fire...

585
00:32:38,581 --> 00:32:41,125
and the only way to be saved from that

586
00:32:41,626 --> 00:32:44,003
is a piece of the Earth being lifted up...

587
00:32:44,087 --> 00:32:45,296
[dramatic whoosh]

588
00:32:45,380 --> 00:32:47,507
...while the Earth gets burned.

589
00:32:51,052 --> 00:32:54,013
So if we're faithful enough,
we would be worthy

590
00:32:55,139 --> 00:32:57,642
to be on that piece of land

591
00:32:57,725 --> 00:32:59,936
that gets lifted up off of the Earth

592
00:33:01,062 --> 00:33:03,147
so that we would not die with the wicked.

593
00:33:04,607 --> 00:33:06,609
[fire crackling]

594
00:33:09,278 --> 00:33:11,948
We were told
that anyone who didn't subscribe

595
00:33:12,031 --> 00:33:15,576
to the FLDS belief system
would be wiped off the face of the Earth...

596
00:33:15,660 --> 00:33:17,453
[birds chirping]

597
00:33:19,205 --> 00:33:23,710
...so that it would be clean
and pure for the righteous.

598
00:33:23,793 --> 00:33:25,712
[water flowing]

599
00:33:26,212 --> 00:33:28,506
- [orchestral music playing]
- [crowd screaming]

600
00:33:28,589 --> 00:33:31,509
[reporter] <i>The Olympic torch has arrived
in Salt Lake City.</i>

601
00:33:31,592 --> 00:33:33,469
[orchestral music continues]

602
00:33:33,553 --> 00:33:35,680
The Olympics. Oh boy.

603
00:33:36,764 --> 00:33:38,725
That's when things really became...

604
00:33:38,808 --> 00:33:40,810
[orchestral music continues]

605
00:33:41,894 --> 00:33:42,894
...screwed up.

606
00:33:45,523 --> 00:33:49,819
Warren said, "If the Olympics come here,
it's gonna be the end of the world."

607
00:33:49,902 --> 00:33:51,988
[orchestral music continues]

608
00:33:52,071 --> 00:33:55,408
[Myrna] And he said, "We've got
to get everybody out of here."

609
00:33:57,035 --> 00:33:58,745
[crowd cheering]

610
00:33:59,954 --> 00:34:01,664
[fireworks bursting]

611
00:34:01,748 --> 00:34:06,294
[Wallace] Warren said that Salt Lake was
gonna be destroyed during the Olympics.

612
00:34:06,377 --> 00:34:08,963
[fire crackling]

613
00:34:09,047 --> 00:34:11,507
[Wallace] And if we didn't go
down to Short Creek,

614
00:34:12,341 --> 00:34:13,885
we would not get lifted up.

615
00:34:15,511 --> 00:34:20,308
[Roger] The FLDS were really located
primarily in two places:

616
00:34:20,391 --> 00:34:21,851
the Salt Lake area,

617
00:34:21,934 --> 00:34:24,812
and Short Creek
on the Utah-Arizona Border.

618
00:34:24,896 --> 00:34:26,105
[intriguing music playing]

619
00:34:26,189 --> 00:34:29,192
[Roger] Short Creek dates
back to the 1930s.

620
00:34:29,901 --> 00:34:35,698
When Mormon fundamentalists no longer
had a place in the mainstream LDS church,

621
00:34:36,616 --> 00:34:40,328
uh, one of the groups
started to homestead down there.

622
00:34:41,037 --> 00:34:43,206
[intriguing music continues]

623
00:34:43,289 --> 00:34:45,458
[Roger] The reason
I think it was picked is,

624
00:34:45,541 --> 00:34:49,670
it was just so far from... civilization

625
00:34:49,754 --> 00:34:51,380
and very hard to reach.

626
00:34:52,799 --> 00:34:57,470
That remoteness was a big deal
and very important to them.

627
00:34:58,096 --> 00:35:00,098
So, in 2002,

628
00:35:00,598 --> 00:35:03,810
Warren Jeffs ordered the FLDS people

629
00:35:03,893 --> 00:35:06,312
to gather to Short Creek.

630
00:35:06,395 --> 00:35:07,313
[engine whirring]

631
00:35:07,396 --> 00:35:10,942
[Roger] They sold their homes,
they gave up their businesses,

632
00:35:11,025 --> 00:35:13,027
because the end of the world was coming.

633
00:35:14,195 --> 00:35:16,739
"Sell everything you can."

634
00:35:16,823 --> 00:35:19,659
"Sell your houses and move down."

635
00:35:20,535 --> 00:35:23,412
We had two houses. We sold them both.

636
00:35:23,496 --> 00:35:25,164
[intriguing music continues]

637
00:35:25,248 --> 00:35:29,293
[woman] The crick went
from a small community,

638
00:35:30,336 --> 00:35:32,797
I'd say 1,000, 2,000 people, to...

639
00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,174
- what do you think it grew to, 8,000?
- [Jeff] Mm-hmm.

640
00:35:35,258 --> 00:35:37,802
10,000. Probably about 10,000 people.

641
00:35:37,885 --> 00:35:39,887
[horns honking]

642
00:35:41,639 --> 00:35:44,350
That was the biggest migration of people

643
00:35:44,433 --> 00:35:46,602
in our history that I knew of.

644
00:35:48,229 --> 00:35:52,150
[Wallace] I believe that Warren,
he thought,

645
00:35:52,233 --> 00:35:56,445
"I need to gather the people into
one place so that I can control them."

646
00:35:57,488 --> 00:35:59,240
[birds chirping]

647
00:35:59,323 --> 00:36:03,161
[Roger] So... they were all
gathered in Short Creek,

648
00:36:03,911 --> 00:36:07,748
ready for the destruction to come
and to be lifted up.

649
00:36:07,832 --> 00:36:09,709
[tense music playing]

650
00:36:09,792 --> 00:36:11,836
[Wallace] We were all scared to death.

651
00:36:11,919 --> 00:36:15,214
Just total fear that
this is the beginning of the end.

652
00:36:17,133 --> 00:36:20,303
We all kinda just waited
and just waited... [chuckles]

653
00:36:20,386 --> 00:36:21,721
...and it never came.

654
00:36:21,804 --> 00:36:23,055
[tense music continues]

655
00:36:30,146 --> 00:36:35,318
[Wallace] Warren couldn't explain why
it didn't happen the way he said it would,

656
00:36:36,068 --> 00:36:37,486
and I think he panicked.

657
00:36:38,654 --> 00:36:40,156
People are gonna wise up.

658
00:36:40,781 --> 00:36:43,576
It was very... confusing.

659
00:36:44,327 --> 00:36:46,704
There was no logical rhyme or reason.

660
00:36:48,706 --> 00:36:50,666
[man] Warren said it was just a test,

661
00:36:51,334 --> 00:36:54,295
and that God had granted us
a little more time.

662
00:36:54,837 --> 00:36:56,881
He said it was a gift to us,

663
00:36:56,964 --> 00:37:00,218
that God wants you to be more righteous,
so he's gonna gift you more time.

664
00:37:01,344 --> 00:37:05,348
That meant we needed to be more perfect,
we needed to be more obedient.

665
00:37:05,431 --> 00:37:07,099
And it was never enough.

666
00:37:07,934 --> 00:37:09,477
We were never good enough.

667
00:37:10,895 --> 00:37:13,648
[children singing]

668
00:37:21,113 --> 00:37:23,324
[children continue singing]

669
00:37:23,407 --> 00:37:25,368
[Rebecca] And then, one afternoon,

670
00:37:26,369 --> 00:37:29,247
Warren called over the intercom
and he said,

671
00:37:29,330 --> 00:37:31,666
"Come sing to Father.
He's not feeling well."

672
00:37:31,749 --> 00:37:33,751
[children continue singing]

673
00:37:34,835 --> 00:37:37,338
[Rebecca] So we all gathered
in the Prophet's room.

674
00:37:40,049 --> 00:37:41,217
Rulon was on his bed,

675
00:37:41,300 --> 00:37:44,095
and there was myself
and all of my sister wives.

676
00:37:44,178 --> 00:37:47,682
- [children continue singing]
- [Rebecca] And we were singing,

677
00:37:48,182 --> 00:37:51,310
and I will never forget
how gray he looked.

678
00:37:51,811 --> 00:37:53,813
Translucent and gray.

679
00:37:53,896 --> 00:37:55,231
[singing stops]

680
00:37:55,314 --> 00:37:57,441
[Rebecca] And then, the next day, he died.

681
00:38:00,319 --> 00:38:01,654
It was very confusing.

682
00:38:03,281 --> 00:38:04,824
He was not supposed to die.

683
00:38:05,950 --> 00:38:08,828
We were always told he was
supposed to be the last prophet

684
00:38:08,911 --> 00:38:11,664
that would bring us into the millennium.

685
00:38:12,456 --> 00:38:15,084
We were taught that, if we had the faith,

686
00:38:15,167 --> 00:38:18,421
he would suddenly, just
like Jesus walked out of the tomb,

687
00:38:18,504 --> 00:38:21,340
that he would come in the door a young man

688
00:38:22,758 --> 00:38:24,593
and give us all children.

689
00:38:24,677 --> 00:38:26,512
[eerie music playing]

690
00:38:26,595 --> 00:38:28,931
Of the many options
that could've happened,

691
00:38:29,015 --> 00:38:30,850
him dying was not on the table.

692
00:38:31,350 --> 00:38:33,352
[indistinct conversations]

693
00:38:34,729 --> 00:38:39,025
[Alicia] Before the funeral, Warren said
that we all needed to be in white dresses.

694
00:38:39,108 --> 00:38:41,902
And so, all the women
that were great seamstresses

695
00:38:41,986 --> 00:38:45,740
came forward and made
brand new dresses, like in two days.

696
00:38:45,823 --> 00:38:47,158
[eerie music continues]

697
00:38:47,241 --> 00:38:49,493
[Rebecca] It was this sea of white,

698
00:38:50,077 --> 00:38:52,413
all these young and old women.

699
00:38:53,122 --> 00:38:54,165
All of his wives.

700
00:38:54,915 --> 00:38:56,500
Sixty-five of us.

701
00:38:56,584 --> 00:38:58,377
[eerie music intensifies]

702
00:38:58,461 --> 00:39:00,212
[Warren] <i>Our Father, who art in heaven,</i>

703
00:39:01,088 --> 00:39:05,384
<i>we rejoice in You in the privilege
of being under our Prophet's direction.</i>

704
00:39:06,344 --> 00:39:10,306
<i>In the privilege of being taught
how to come to You through him...</i>

705
00:39:11,557 --> 00:39:14,185
[Wallace] The funeral was
very, very somber.

706
00:39:15,102 --> 00:39:19,190
I would say more of a spirit
of confusion than sorrow.

707
00:39:20,524 --> 00:39:22,151
What's going to happen now?

708
00:39:23,194 --> 00:39:28,240
So, here, our last prophet has died...
Is the Earth gonna come apart?

709
00:39:29,158 --> 00:39:31,452
It was... just a lot of

710
00:39:31,535 --> 00:39:33,537
apprehension and confusion.

711
00:39:35,456 --> 00:39:38,918
[Elissa] I truly believed that,
any minute, he was going to sit up

712
00:39:39,418 --> 00:39:40,920
and be renewed.

713
00:39:42,213 --> 00:39:46,092
They closed the casket and there was
this overwhelming fear inside of me.

714
00:39:46,717 --> 00:39:48,719
If they... put him in the ground,

715
00:39:48,803 --> 00:39:50,304
how is he gonna get out?

716
00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:52,264
[casket descending]

717
00:39:52,348 --> 00:39:55,768
[Erna] I believed as clear as day
that he was gonna be lifted up.

718
00:39:56,435 --> 00:39:57,561
And so I'm thinking,

719
00:39:58,062 --> 00:40:00,689
"So what is this you've been giving us
all these years?"

720
00:40:00,773 --> 00:40:04,819
And then... I... I think I may have
voiced it slightly to Jeff

721
00:40:04,902 --> 00:40:07,279
and I think I remember you said,
"I don't understand."

722
00:40:07,363 --> 00:40:09,115
"You just gonna have
put this on the shelf."

723
00:40:09,198 --> 00:40:10,825
'Cause that's what we were always told,

724
00:40:10,908 --> 00:40:13,202
"If you don't understand it,
put it on the shelf."

725
00:40:13,285 --> 00:40:15,663
[suspenseful music playing]

726
00:40:15,746 --> 00:40:21,168
[Wallace] My dad's funeral was
controlled 100% by Warren.

727
00:40:22,211 --> 00:40:23,211
He stood

728
00:40:24,255 --> 00:40:28,175
right next to my dad's coffin
during the viewing.

729
00:40:29,051 --> 00:40:32,972
Wouldn't let any of the other sons
stand next to him. He was the only son.

730
00:40:34,056 --> 00:40:37,852
That's what really
started showing Warren's true colors.

731
00:40:39,019 --> 00:40:41,021
[soft music playing]

732
00:40:42,815 --> 00:40:45,443
[Elissa] In the weeks
after Rulon's funeral,

733
00:40:45,526 --> 00:40:49,989
Warren was speaking
as though he was his father renewed

734
00:40:51,282 --> 00:40:53,576
and his father had assumed his body

735
00:40:53,659 --> 00:40:57,121
and was still leading the people
through Warren.

736
00:40:57,204 --> 00:40:59,874
And then it became, "I am my father."

737
00:41:01,250 --> 00:41:05,921
[Alicia] Then one day, he was sitting
in the office and he said, real quiet,

738
00:41:06,005 --> 00:41:08,174
"Who do you think the next prophet is?"

739
00:41:08,674 --> 00:41:11,427
And I... I was a people pleaser

740
00:41:11,510 --> 00:41:15,181
and I wanted to please him,
and I basically said, "I think you are,"

741
00:41:15,264 --> 00:41:16,724
and he just beamed at me.

742
00:41:16,807 --> 00:41:18,058
[ominous music playing]

743
00:41:18,142 --> 00:41:20,060
A lot of people didn't see that.

744
00:41:20,144 --> 00:41:22,980
So, yeah, he still had to convince people,

745
00:41:23,063 --> 00:41:25,566
but he couldn't come right out and say it.

746
00:41:25,649 --> 00:41:28,611
He couldn't come right out and say,
"I'm the next prophet."

747
00:41:28,694 --> 00:41:31,280
He had to make up a story to justify it.

748
00:41:31,822 --> 00:41:33,282
[ominous music continues]

749
00:41:33,365 --> 00:41:36,327
[Alicia] At the general meetings
where everybody gathered,

750
00:41:36,410 --> 00:41:39,413
he would call on certain of Rulon's wives

751
00:41:39,497 --> 00:41:44,335
to come and tell what they dreamed of and
who they felt like was the next prophet.

752
00:41:44,418 --> 00:41:48,422
He had people step to the pulpit and

753
00:41:49,757 --> 00:41:52,968
validate his claims
that he was the new prophet

754
00:41:53,844 --> 00:41:56,222
and that we were to get behind him.

755
00:41:57,806 --> 00:42:01,268
[Warren] <i>I now call upon
one of father's wives,</i>

756
00:42:01,352 --> 00:42:02,478
<i>Mother Naomi.</i>

757
00:42:02,561 --> 00:42:04,772
[ominous music continues]

758
00:42:04,855 --> 00:42:07,316
[Naomi] <i>I first will ask a question.</i>

759
00:42:07,399 --> 00:42:10,611
<i>Do we really believe in Uncle Rulon?</i>

760
00:42:11,695 --> 00:42:14,532
<i>'Cause if we do, we believe</i>

761
00:42:15,574 --> 00:42:18,118
<i>that Warren JeffsÂ is the Prophet of God,</i>

762
00:42:19,245 --> 00:42:21,413
<i>and I need him to guide me.</i>

763
00:42:22,331 --> 00:42:24,333
[ominous music continues]

764
00:42:26,043 --> 00:42:29,380
[Elissa] Looking back,
I see he was very smart.

765
00:42:29,880 --> 00:42:32,508
It was all done
very strategically and methodically.

766
00:42:33,509 --> 00:42:35,094
Once Warren became the Prophet,

767
00:42:35,928 --> 00:42:38,597
we were all just instruments
in the machine

768
00:42:38,681 --> 00:42:40,391
that was at his disposal.

769
00:42:40,474 --> 00:42:42,643
- [eerie music continues]
- [Elissa] The religion.

770
00:42:44,436 --> 00:42:47,940
[girls singing]
<i>â™ª What can we give to him? â™ª</i>

771
00:42:48,691 --> 00:42:51,694
<i>â™ª What can we do? â™ª</i>

772
00:42:51,777 --> 00:42:54,613
<i>â™ª All he asks of us is our faith... â™ª</i>

773
00:42:54,697 --> 00:42:57,408
[Roger] He was the man
who could take them into heaven.

774
00:42:57,491 --> 00:42:59,243
[eerie music continues]

775
00:42:59,326 --> 00:43:01,787
And so the stakes for them are eternal,

776
00:43:02,538 --> 00:43:05,082
and, to make a mistake

777
00:43:05,833 --> 00:43:10,421
and lose the favor of the Prophet
is just unthinkable.

778
00:43:10,504 --> 00:43:13,173
[all singing] <i>â™ª If we believe in him... â™ª</i>

779
00:43:13,257 --> 00:43:15,843
[Roger] And so, Warren Jeffs
took over this religion

780
00:43:16,719 --> 00:43:18,971
with thousands of loyal followers,

781
00:43:19,054 --> 00:43:21,473
and he manipulated their beliefs

782
00:43:21,557 --> 00:43:24,268
and turned it into money
and power and sex.

783
00:43:24,351 --> 00:43:25,686
[eerie music intensifies]

784
00:43:25,769 --> 00:43:29,732
[children singing]
<i>â™ª Our lives will all be blessed â™ª</i>

785
00:43:31,442 --> 00:43:35,237
<i>â™ª Our faith will grow... â™ª</i>

786
00:43:35,321 --> 00:43:38,741
And they ended up
following him right off the cliff.

787
00:43:38,824 --> 00:43:43,704
[singing] <i>â™ª Our faith will grow â™ª</i>

788
00:43:43,787 --> 00:43:46,832
[audience applauding]

789
00:44:01,305 --> 00:44:03,307
[emotional music playing]
