All language subtitles for Euphoria.S01E07.The.Trials.and.Tribulations.of.Trying.to.Pee.While.Depressed.2160p.MAX.WEB-DL.DDP5.1.DV.HDR10.H.265-WDYM

One of the benefits
of showing up at the hospital

in the middle of the night
with a kidney infection

is that the first thing
they do...

Take this with
a full cup of water.

...is give you something
to bring down your fever

and subdue the agonizing pain
you're in.

- Is this Vicodin?
- Yes.

- Five milligrams?
- Uh, yes.

I know what
you're all thinking.

I, um, I got my wisdom teeth
taken out, like, a year ago,

and they gave me Vicodin.

It-- It just wasn't--
It wasn't good for me.

It really, really
upsets my stomach.

Oh. Okay.
- Yeah.

- I think I'll just go
with plain Tylenol.
- Are you sure?

Kidney infections
are extremely painful.

I'm sure.

Unless...

I can't quite remember
what they put me on instead.

It was, like... I don't know,
it sounded like a candy name.

It was like, uh, like Roxi...

- like Roxis...
- Roxicet?

Yeah. Yeah, that's it.
Roxicet. Yeah.

I'll go with that.
7.5 milligrams.

Okay. Let me check
with the doctor.
- Thanks.

It's not a relapse
if it's warranted.

It's a hall pass.

God, please don't get
in the way.

According to the paperwork
that your mother filled out,

it appears that you have
some pretty extreme
substance abuse issues.

So, I think you're right.

We should just
stick with Tylenol.

Huh. Okay, yeah.

You know, if I ever
come back here with cancer,

- I really hope
you're not my doctor.

- Uh-huh, yeah, I'm serious.

Wait. Can I--
Can I still get the Vicodin?

They put me on Cipro,
which is the antibiotic
they give to people

that are exposed to anthrax,

started me on Lexapro,
which is one of the few antidepressants

- that doesn't make me crazier.

And kept me there
for three days.

-It was actually really nice.

I love hospitals.

If I could spend
the rest of my life
in a hospital, I would.

- Hey.
- Because when you're
in a hospital,

- you have zero responsibilities.

They make sure you eat,
sleep, stay hydrated,

and if anything bad happens,
there's always a doctor nearby.

Thank you.

It's also the best place to be

in the event of
a mass shooting,

unless the gunman kills
all the surgeons.

The point is,
I had zero anxiety.

Woman
Gel enhancement,
gel enhancement nails.

Woman 2
What are gel enhancement nails?
Fake nails?

- Woman
Yes, fake nails.

Then at nighttime,
when everyone's asleep,

I close my eyes and imagine
all the little beeps to be
the sounds of birds,

and the lukewarm air
blowing through the vent
to be a warm breeze.

Your hospital bed
can sort of feel like
a poolside chair

- on a hot summer night
in the Caribbean.

Plus, Jules came to visit.

Did all this happen
because I left?

No.

You promise?

Yeah, I promise.

I've felt like this
my whole life, Jules.

Not all the time,
but sometimes.

You make it better, though.

I'm sorry.

For what?

For not telling you
the truth.

For everyone who was
calling me manic,

I was, like,
92 percent correct.

But something was different
about Jules.

Rue, you look fucking amazing.

Jules, I am deeply
uncomfortable right now.

Listen, you look hot.

And the fact that you
usually dress like
Seth Rogen,

although you make it
cute sometimes, like,
it crushes my soul.

I don't dress like
Seth Rogen.

When was the last time
you didn't wear a hoodie
and sweatpants?

I don't know,
like... now.

- Exactly. Which is
why we're gonna finish.

It was, like,
the most amazing weekend ever.

I legit cannot stop thinking
about it, you know.

It was, like,
the first time...

I ever felt like
I had a family,

that wasn't my dad,
or, like, you, kind of.

And, oh, my God. Rue...

you would die for Anna.

Who's Anna?
- She's just, like, next level.

I don't know.

Did you guys, like,
hook up or something?

Yeah.
It was kind of crazy.

We went to the club,

and the energy was, like,
crazy in there.

It, like, matched hers,
and then I was feelin' it.

And she just, like,
grabbed me and sort of like,

pushed me down,
and like, kissed me.

And... she fuckin' bit me.

- What do you mean she bit you?
- Like, when we were hooking up,
she, like, fully bit me.

- Look.

Oh. Okay.

- Did it, like, feel good?
- Yeah, it felt amazing.

- That's it, she just--

Has anyone ever
done that to you?

No.

- Do you want to see
what it feels like?
- I don't know.

- Ow!
- What?

- Ow!
- You don't like it?

I don't think so.

I see.

But you like it.

I liked it.

I don't know.
You've gotta meet these kids.

'Cause I swear, you would
fuckin' flourish in that energy.

I've never felt
anything like it.

There. Mm.

I missed you so much.

You look beautiful.

Thanks. You, too.

By the way,
fuck Nate Jacobs.

- Fuck Nate Jacobs.
- Mm-hmm.

I know you're not supposed
to say this kind of shit
out loud,

but if I ever had the chance
I would fuckin'...

- What a fuckin' pussy.

♪ Oh! Feel the beat
of the rhythm of the night ♪

♪ Dance until
the morning light ♪

♪ Forget about the worries
on your mind ♪

♪ You can leave them
all behind ♪

♪ To the beat
of the rhythm of the night ♪

♪ Oh, the rhythm of the night ♪

♪ Oh! ♪

Hi. I'm Leslie, Rue's mom.

Hi, Leslie.

They asked me to write a letter
about what your addiction
has cost us as a family,

and as I sat down last night
to write it,

I couldn't stop thinking
about the day you were born.

Holding you in my arms
for the first time,

looking down at you,

your sweet, beautiful face...

I had never felt so much
love and joy in my entire life.

And I thought that...

what if in that moment
I heard a voice,

some omniscient narrator
who said,

"Here's what's going to happen.

"Your daughter is gonna be
funny, and smart, and outgoing,

You'll see it instantly,
from a young age."

- Are you guys drinking wine?
- I mean, barely.

We were waiting for you
to leave so we could
get into the hard stuff.

That's cool.
I'm not triggered
or anything.

Aah.
It's a joke.

Okay, let's take
some pictures. Come on.

"She'll be charismatic
and make friends easily."

Aw, you guys look
so cute.

"She'll be kind and sensitive.

"Maybe too sensitive.

"She won't be an easy child.

She'll struggle."

Just walk in,

and hold your head
up high, baby.

"And in turn, you'll struggle
to understand her."

You look beautiful.
- I don't know.

"To understand what's going on
inside of her head.

"The night terrors
that can't be interrupted.

"The times after dinner where

"she'll just sit
at the kitchen table and
count the tiles over and over,

"until she hyperventilates."

- Do you have a... a date?
No.

"To fight to hold her in your
arms, to tell her it's okay."

Do you think this makes me
look stupid?

No, not in the least.

"To calm down. The kicking.
The screaming.

"The anxiety of being harmed.

"The transitions
from day to night,

"from home to school,
from meal to meal.

Of losing her mother
or father or little sister."

Hey.

You guys have
such a beautiful home.
Aw, thank you.

- Hi.
- Hi.

- You look beautiful.
- Thanks.

- That's an understatement.
"Of being alone."

"The panic attacks,
mood swings, confusion,
disorganization."

Have fun, mija.
- I will.

- Look at you!
- Oh, my God!

"And all that rage.

"Not just at you,
but at herself.

"And the tough part is..."

Aah!

You want some, Cass?

"...you'll feel
as helpless to help her
as she does herself."

- What is it?
- Gatorade and Everclear.

"You'll make mistakes.
Small ones and big ones."

Fuck it.

Fuck it. Aah.

"You'll look for help
from people who aren't helpful.

"Or who don't
actually understand
what's happening."

"And the guilt will
never leave you."

Love you, Grandma.

"But if you remain
calm and patient,

"if you listen closely,

"you'll begin
to understand her more."

You okay?

Yeah, I'm just having
an asthma thing.

"The counting, the repetition,
the need for symmetry.

"That if you kiss her
left cheek before bed,

"you have to kiss
her right cheek.

"And her forehead.
Then her chin.

"That it's about balance, stability.

"The need to organize her
feelings and thoughts, so...

she can breathe easier."

- I feel really good
about tonight.
- Maddy and Lexi: Really?

Yeah. I mean...

I was thinking
this is the first time

since the beginning
of high school that
I haven't, like,

been in love with somebody.

Honestly,
I love that for you.

I've always, like,
really been into
pickup trucks.

You can take your shoes
off the dash.

"And there will be
moments of relief...

-"...in her and in you."

"Moments that feel so normal
and calm, and rewarding

"that you'll find yourself
praying they last forever."

"Even though
she's only a child,

and all the hard parts
have yet to even come."

Kat.
Hi.

Wow.

♪ They jaws dropping ♪

♪ He take me shopping,
Robin jeans... ♪

What if these are, like,
the big moments in life?

Like, my mom always talks
about how high school was

like this big, monumental
part of her life.

But I cannot imagine being 40
and looking back at this,
like, "Wow."

Yeah, but that's
because most people
peak in high school.

I definitely
haven't peaked, so...

I feel like I'm not even
a person yet.

Yeah, I'm definitely at, like,
25 percent peakness.

I feel like I'm at a hundred.

But I can definitely
get to 150.

Honestly, I never thought
I'd make it this far.

What do you mean?

I don't know.
I just always had, like,

this overwhelming anxiety
that something bad would happen.

In all fairness,
last summer, there were, like,

three weeks where
I thought you were dead.

Okay, but she's been sober
for, like, three months.

Weren't you in rehab,
like, six months ago?

Uh, yeah.

Maybe people are nostalgic
about high school

'cause it's, like,
the last time in their life
that they get to dream.

After this is just bad jobs,
and bills, and bad husbands.

Maybe I'm generalizing, but...

I don't know.
Do you guys get what I mean?

I don't know.
I kind of feel the opposite.

I feel like high school's
super fucking suffocating.

Really?
- Yeah.

Hmm.

I'll be right back.

♪ When we land,
they clear port ♪

♪ Tell the driver I got a show,
Fifth classy shot ♪

♪ Versace stomp... ♪

♪ My wrist dancing,
neck dancing ♪

♪ Nails dancing,
my ears dancing ♪

♪ These bitches dance,
they pussy poppin' ♪

♪ They jaws droppin'... ♪

First of all, ew.

Second of all, ew.

Just a second.
Are you, like,
not hard?

- It... It doesn't really
feel like you're hard.
I am. I'm...

- I am hard.
- Nate, this isn't something
you just, like, lie about.

Maddy, I just got a lot of shit
on my mind, okay?

- Maddy, stop.
- Stop what?

Talking. Stop talking. Fuck.

Okay, I'm officially turned off.
Just get off me.

- Why the fuck are
we even having sex?
- We weren't.

You know what your
fucking problem is?

You can't keep
your fucking mouth shut.

Yeah, and you can't keep
your dick hard.

Maybe the reason I can't keep
my dick hard is because

everyone at school is spreading
these fucking rumors about me.

They're not rumors.
They're facts.

You literally had, like,
40 different guys' dicks
in your phone.

- I told you not
to fucking tell anyone.
- Yeah, well, I told people

before you told me
not to tell anyone.

Yeah, but you told them
out of fucking context.

Really?
What is the context?

I'd tell you, but I don't even
fucking trust you anymore.

Kind of like how you fuck me,
but you're not hard anymore?

Huh? Keep talking.
Come on, keep fucking talking.

Keep talking. Huh?

Look, Nate, I don't mind
if you're into guys.

- I'm not into
fucking guys, Maddy.
- Sexuality is a spectrum.

- Fuck. What the fuck
are you talking about?
- It's not like anyone's

100 percent straight
or 100 percent gay.

Oh, that is 100 percent bullshit.

Hey, look,
I don't really know you.

You might be a good girl,
you might not.

But I do know my son.

- Do you?
- I'm not defending him.

But I do want to protect him,
and what I know is
this relationship

you two have
is not sustainable,

and it's only
a matter of time before
it takes the both of you down.

Sometimes two people
in the universe who aren't
meant for each other

find each other.

You're a beautiful girl,
and a smart one.

- It's time to let go.

Your whole family
is so fucking weird.

Ladies and gentlemen,
this is it.

- This is the game you've
all been waiting for.

Announcer 2:
That's right, Bart.
This is the first game back

for the Hawks starting QB
Nate Jacobs.

It could be the final game
of his high school career

unless he can bring home the W,

and get this struggling team
to regionals.

Announcer 1:
Speaking of struggles,
he's had a lot off the field.

- It's been a big topic
of conversation...
- Come on, Hawks!

Announcer 1:
...not only around the team,
but also in this community.

Here's the big question:
Can he overcome this?

Announcer 2:
I think Nate Jacobs is gonna
unify this ball club.

Announcer 1:
Thankfully his teammates
have his back.

We know the community
has his back.

- How much of the game
is he going to put on his back?
Play!

- Announcer 1:
Here we go. It's game time.

Red, twelve. Hut.

Maddy, don't.

- Maddy. Don't do it.
Fuck this.

Can you dance?

Um...

- Can you dance?
- Fuck, yeah.

I guarantee you Maddy and Nate
are gonna get married.

And probably, like,
divorced three times,
and in some strange way,

live a pretty happy life.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

Yeah.

Jules!

Jules.

- What are you doing?
- Nothing.

I like the way I dressed you,
but I'm worried

I fucked with
your gender expression.

Thank you?

- I feel a little stupid, so...

Can I ask you a question?

- Yeah.
- Why don't you kiss me?

I kiss you.

No. Why don't you, like,
kiss-kiss me?

Um, I mean, did you want me
to, like, kiss-kiss you?

I want you...

to wanna kiss me so bad
that you don't even ask.

Okay. Fuck it. Let's dance.

♪ You know I'm hood ♪

♪ I don't need no friends,
I don't need no man ♪

♪ But I love them haters
'cause they all my fans ♪

♪ Want a autograph
or you want a follow ♪

♪ Got a heavy flow,
that these hoes could swallow ♪

♪ You don't want no beef,
better keep it cute ♪

♪ 'Cause Quay Dash
takin' all your loot ♪

♪ It's a fucking promise,
it's a fucking deal ♪

♪ I don't give no fuck... ♪

I feel like love is super dark
and no one ever talks about it.

Yeah, but that might be specific
to their kind of love.

Or my kind of love.

♪ Show y'all really
how to do it, bitch,
bump that ♪

♪ I'm the queen of this shit,
bitch, fuck that ♪

♪ Bitch, I'm on top now,
where your funds at? ♪

♪ Click, click, pow,
where your guns at? ♪

♪ Show y'all really
how to do it, bitch,
bump that ♪

♪ I'm the queen of this shit,
bitch, fuck that ♪

♪ To the grave ♪

I think I'm gonna do
everything in my power

for at least, like,
the next three years
to not fall in love.

But what if you do?

Then intervene and
fucking destroy it.

- ♪ What's my favorite word? ♪
- ♪ Bitch! ♪

- ♪ Why they gotta say it
like Short ♪
- ♪ Bitch ♪

♪ You know they can't
play on my court ♪

♪ Can't hang with the big dogs,
stay on the porch ♪

- ♪ Blow the whistle ♪

Hey.

- Hey.
- Um, can I talk to you
for a second?

Um, yeah.

♪ Keep spittin' that P
to the I-M-P ♪

♪ Bun-B that's Texas baby ♪

♪ Ball and G,
that's Memphis baby ♪

♪ Short Dog,
that's Oakland baby ♪

♪ Ain't nothin' but pimpin'
these days, G ♪

♪ My nigga C got locked up ♪

♪ But these real hoes
still know they gots to fuck ♪

♪ Give a fuck, nigga,
what you say ♪

♪ Short Dog fuck with UGK ♪

♪ Do you really wanna
be like me? ♪

♪ Spit game like Snoop
and T.I.P. ♪

What's up?

Um, I just...
I don't really know
what else to say,

and I'm so, so sorry.
It's--

But that night at the carnival
when you were flirting
with that girl, I just...

I don't know.
I just had, like, this reaction,
and I just, like, hated you.

Whether that's fair or not,
I don't know. I...

But, um...
I guess I just...

I guess I just wanted
to hurt you as much as
I imagined you'd hurt me.

And I know that
sounds juvenile,
but it's true,

and I wouldn't even be
saying this to you,

because you're actually
not like this.

You're actually really kind,
and you're actually
really nice,

and I'm just... I just...
I'm so shitty,

and I just wish I could
go back...

Kat, I liked you since
I sat down next to you.

You know, and I know
that you think there's,
like, zero chance

that we're gonna be
together forever, and, uh...

I don't know.
I guess, we're both juniors,

so you're probably right
about that.

You know, I mean, like,
is one of us gonna get hurt?

Yeah. Probably.

But I'll do my best
to make sure that it's me.

I'm crying.

- Sorry.
- It's okay.

- Sorry. Was that awkward?
- No.

♪ Take my hands now ♪

- Want to get the fuck
out of here?
- Yeah.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

What did you say?

I started to say one thing,

and then I said something else,
but she knows what I meant.

- Lexi!

♪ Take my hands... ♪

♪ You understand,
I got a plan for us ♪

♪ I bet you didn't know
that I was dangerous ♪

♪ It must be fate,
I found a place for us ♪

♪ I bet you didn't know
that I was dangerous ♪

♪ Dangerous ♪

- Yo, I'll be right back,
all right?
- Okay.

♪ How could they know,
how could they know
what I've been thinking? ♪

Can I ask you something?

Yeah.

How do you decide
who you wanna hook up with?

I don't know.
They usually just come to you.

Yeah, but what if
they don't?

Then go and do whoever
the fuck you want.

Yeah.

Okay.

- I'm gonna do that.

I love you, Lex.

I love you, too.

Cassie?

- I'm okay.
- You sure?

- Yeah.
- Okay. Okay.

Any history of depression?

Um, I guess the normal amount.

But not diagnosed.
- No.

Family history of depression?

Yeah, my mom.

Any history with drugs
or alcohol?

No, not really.

Any family history
with addiction?

Alcohol? Other substances?

Yeah. My mom, with wine.

And then my dad
with painkillers and then,

heroin and stuff.

Okay.

How do you feel about
being here today?

Nervous, I guess.

Any second thoughts?

No.

♪ What I've been hiding ♪

♪ They're right under my bed,
they're in control... ♪

Welcome back. Fourth quarter.
Time running down.
Hawks trailing.

23 to 27, red.
Here we go.

It's first in ten, on the 20.

A minute and a half left to go,
in what is a very close game.
We need a good play.

- Green 13. Hut.

Announcer 1:
Okay, here we go.
Jacobs steps back.

He's looking.
He's looking--

Announcer 2: He's got a guy.
He's got a guy.
He throws it up!

- Oh! A perfect ball by Jacobs.
- Fuck!

Goes right through the hands
of the receiver.

- Jacobs threw him
a perfect ball.
- Hut!

Announcer 2:
Oh, my gosh, again!

- Right through
the receiver's hands.
- Let's fucking go!

Let's fucking go!

Announcer 2:
Bottom line, the wide receivers

have got to give their QB
some help tonight.

Why do I feel like
you're the reason
Fez's house got raided?

You know, sometimes,
when you do illegal shit,

bad things happen to you.

You've never done anything
illegal, Nate?

You talking about
your friend Jules?

No, actually,
I'm talking about your dad.

I just want to make sure
you've given it
some forethought.

I know over the years
you've lost some brain cells.

I wouldn't want you
to say something
you might regret.

What are you gonna do?
You gonna ruin my life?

I fucking promise you
I can do that a lot better
than you can.

- What do you want, Rue?
- I want you to leave Fez alone.

I want you to leave
Jules alone.

If you ever fuck
with them again,
I'll destroy your life.

I'll destroy your dad's life.
I'll fucking burn your
whole shit to the ground.

'Cause I personally
have no problem walking
into any police station

and telling them
that Nate Jacobs's daddy

likes to fuck little kids.

You look very pretty tonight.

Are you sure that Jules
told you everything?

You know what I like
about her?

She has these
very real dreams.

And I seriously think that
she's going to achieve them.

If you look
at everyone inside,

most of them are going to go on

to lives these lives
that aren't even fucking
worth mentioning.

Not Jules.

What about you?

Honestly,

- I don't really give a fuck.
- Yeah, I gathered that.

That's probably why you're
spending all your time with
someone who's going to leave you

and won't even remember
who the fuck you are
in ten years.

I really meant what I said.
You, uh...

You look really beautiful.

Mm.

All right, here we go.
Ten seconds left on the clock.

Let's go, Blackhawks!

Announcer 1:
Can Nate Jacobs do it?

This could be
the final play of the game.

- Could be the final play
of his career.
- Let's go, Blackhawks!

Stay!

Let's go, Blackhawks!

Blue 36!

Blue 36! Hut!

Announcer 1:
Nate Jacobs, he steps back.
He's looking...

- Oh, he's off, he's off!
He's going!

He's taking the game
into his own hands.
There he goes!

He's at the 30, he's at the 20.
I think he's gonna do it.

He's at the line!
Yes! He made it!

Let's go! Let's fucking go!
Let's go!

Get the fuck up!

Announcer 1:
East Highland crowd
going bananas.

He has warmed this place up
in a heartbeat.

This kid can get it done.

You may have won the game,

but you lost control
of the team.

And in the long run.
if you don't lead,
you're gonna lose.

You need to take
a step back, Nate.

I said
take a step back.

Get the fuck off me!
Get the--

Get your fucking hands off me,
you fucking faggot!

- Get the fuck off!
Get the fuck off!
- Stop fighting.

- Stop fighting!
- Fuck you! Fuck you!

- You need to stop!
- Fuck you!

- You had enough?
- Fuck you!

- Get the fuck off me!
- Huh? Keep fighting.

- Keep it up. Huh?
- Get off!

Motherfuck--

- Do you wanna keep fighting?
Huh?

Oh, you think
you're tough now, huh?

- Huh? Come on, Nate.

Fuck!

♪ In from the bottom,
with dreams of the top ♪

♪ I'm a beginner,
now I'm the cream of the crop ♪

♪ A fiend for the green,
lookin' mean in the drop ♪

♪ Put up game strong,
make a scene on the block ♪

♪ Now you seen what I got ♪

♪ Be no scheming or
I'll clean your clock... ♪

What?

I fuckin' hate this town.

If I could, I'd burn it
to the fucking ground.

And salt the earth behind you.

Jules, are you in love
with Anna?

Yeah.

Are you, um...

Are you in love with me?

Yeah.

Do you wish I was different?

Some patients like
to listen to music.

And just a little pinch.

♪ My body is a cage
that keeps me ♪

♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪

♪ But my mind holds the key ♪

♪ My body is a cage ♪

♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪

- ♪ But my mind holds the key ♪

♪ I'm standing on the stage ♪

♪ Of fear and self-doubt ♪

♪ It's a hollow play ♪

♪ But they'll clap anyway ♪

♪ My body is a cage ♪

♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪

♪ But my mind holds the key ♪

♪ Standing next to me ♪

♪ My mind holds the key ♪

♪ I'm living in an age ♪

♪ That calls darkness light ♪

♪ Though my language is dead ♪

- ♪ Still the shapes
fill my head ♪

♪ I'm living in an age... ♪

What if we just fucking left?
Like, um, what if we just...

We just fucking left this dance,
we went home, grabbed a bunch
of our shit.

Just went to the city.
What if we fucking left?

That's fucking crazy.

♪ My body is a cage ♪

♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪

♪ But my mind holds the key ♪

♪ Standing next to me ♪

♪ My mind holds the key ♪

♪ My body is a... ♪

- I ain't here to hurt you.

But if you fuck around,
I swear to God,
I'll fucking kill you.

Where's the money at?

It's in the table.

We're almost done.

♪ My body is a cage ♪

♪ We take what we're given ♪

♪ Just because
you've forgotten ♪

♪ That don't mean
you're forgiven ♪

♪ I'm living in an age ♪

♪ That screams my name
at night ♪

- ♪ But when... ♪
Move slow.

Jesus fucking Christ.

You're a fucking doctor?

Hurry the fuck up, man.

Motherfucker,
what the fuck you doing?

Ass, drop the fucking gun!
Bitch-ass motherfucker!

- Hey! Motherfucker!

Drop the fucking gun!

♪ And I would die or stay ♪

♪ For you right now ♪

♪ But you still don't know
my name ♪

♪ Eh ♪

Stop! Stop!
Stop going for the fucking gun!

Bitch-ass motherfucker!

I told you to fucking be cool!
Bitch! Don't be doing that!

Let's get the fuck out of here.

- Come on.

- Rue!
- Let's go.

Oh, my God! Bitch!

All done.

What the fuck
did you do that for?

- Fuck!

Fuck. Shit.

Goddamn.

♪ Still don't know my name ♪

Woo!

♪ You still don't know
my name ♪

♪ Still don't know my name ♪

♪ You still don't know
my name ♪

Jules.

Is this a bad idea?

No.

What the fuck?

How do you feel?

Better.

♪ 'Cause I'd rather
be alone now ♪

- Maddy, get up.
- No.

- Just get up.
- Why?

Could you stop being
such a fucking cunt

and just come dance
with me, please?

- You don't even know
how to dance.
- It's a fucking slow song.

- Let's go. Get up.
- Mostly you're despicable.

But fine.

♪ No, I don't want to be
a cigarette ♪

♪ Use me up and toss me,
step on me ♪

♪ I don't want to be an option ♪

- I really fuckin' hate you.
- I know.

You're abusive, psychopathic.

Most of the time
I really hate the way
you make me feel.

- I know.

It's not good for us.

I know.

Meaning, like,
we shouldn't be together.

I know.

♪ I don't even wanna know ya ♪

Hi.

Hi.

I thought this was gonna be,
like, a night I'd remember forever.

- Well, I think you will
remember it forever.

Like, not in a bad way.

Just... in a way
that stays with you.

Yeah.

You're late.

I got caught up
dealing with some bullshit.

I heard you got raided.

But they ain't find nothin', though.

Ain't got shit on me.

Let's hope not.

So, we all good?

Station cashier:
Here you go. Deck seven.
Departing in two minutes.

Thank you.

Jules, I just realized that
I didn't bring my medication.

We can get medication, like, everywhere.

Yeah, but I don't think it's--
you know, I can, like,
miss a day, you know?

Rue, we'll figure it out.
I promise.

Jules, I don't--
I don't think
this is a good idea.

- Rue, it was your idea.
- I know it was my idea,

but I just... I don't think
it's a good idea anymore
is what I'm trying to tell you.

It was a fucking
great idea.

- I don't know what
you're talking about.
- Can you slow down?

'Cause I'm thinking,
you know, my mom,

I don't want her
to fucking freak out,
all right? I don't want---

Rue, it's not that far,
and, like, we're good.

- It's-- You can-- We can call.
- Okay, what am I gotta tell Gia,
though, you know, like--

She's gonna wake up
in the fucking morning.
She's gonna think I'm missing.

We're good. Come on.

It's gonna be amazing.

Rue!

Come on.

Please.

I love you.

"And there will be
moments of relief,

"in her and in you.

"Moments that feel so normal,
and calm, and rewarding that...

"you'll find yourself praying
they last forever.

"Even though
she's only a child,

"and all the hard parts
have yet to even come.

"And at the age of 16,

"she'll overdose,

"spend four days in a coma,

"and you won't know
if she'll live or die.

"But when she wakes up,

"she'll be given
the opportunity
to get clean,

"to become a different person,

"a better person.

"Here's the toughest part.

"No matter what you say,
or do, or wish,

"the decision will be all hers.

"And all you can do is hope

"she gives herself the chance
that she deserves."

♪ I've been so many places ♪

♪ In my life and time ♪

♪ I've sung a lot of songs ♪

♪ I've made some bad rhymes ♪

♪ I've acted out my life
in stages ♪

♪ With 10,000 people watching ♪

♪ But we're alone now ♪

- ♪ And I'm singing this song
to you ♪

♪ I know your image of me
is what I hope to be ♪

- ♪ I treated you unkindly ♪

♪ But darling, can't you see ♪

♪ There's no one
more important to me ♪

♪ Baby, can't you see
through me ♪

♪ 'Cause we're alone now ♪

♪ And I'm singing
this song to you ♪

♪ You taught me
precious secrets ♪

♪ Of a true love ♪

♪ Of holding nothing ♪

♪ You came out in front ♪

♪ When I was hiding ♪

♪ But now I'm so much better ♪

♪ And if my words don't
come together ♪

♪ Listen to the melody ♪

♪ 'Cause my love is in there ♪

- ♪ Hiding ♪
- Did you take my money
out of the wallet?

No, ma'am.

Rue?
- Yeah?

I asked you a simple question.

- You make everything
fucking worse.
- Back up.

- It's fucking forty dollars.
- I don't care.

- It's forty fucking dollars!
- I don't care--

- It's fucking forty dollars.
- I don't care.

- What do you want?
- What do you mean,
what do I want?

- What the fuck do you want?
- Get out of my face.

♪ I love you in a place ♪

♪ Where there's
no special time ♪

♪ I love you for my life ♪

♪ You're a friend of mine ♪

♪ And when my life is over ♪

♪ Remember when
we were together ♪

♪ We were alone ♪

♪ And I was singing
this song to you ♪

You can't be any more
of a bitch. You're such
a fucking bitch.

- Oh, I'm a bitch?
- Yeah, you're a fucking bitch,
because you just fucking s--

No! Stop! Stop!

Obviously there's
something wrong with her,

and she's trying to get better.

She's fucking mental,

- and I'm tired of you
using that excuse.
And you think this helps?

It doesn't matter.
I'm done.

♪ I love you ♪

♪ In a place ♪

♪Where there's no space
or time ♪

♪ I love you for my life ♪

♪ You're a friend of mine ♪

- Leave.
- Mom!

Leave. I don't care.
Fucking leave!

Leave. Yeah, leave.

- Go.
You're fucking crazy.

Fucking psychotic bitch.
You fucking make me wanna--

Fuck this shit, man.
You're fuckin' crazy.

What?
- You proud?

- You proud?
- Go after your sister.

You wanna be like her.

I don't want to be like you.

♪ We were alone
and I was singing this song ♪

♪ Mm-mm-mm ♪

♪ Singing this song to you ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Taking it all ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Taking it all ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Doing it all for love ♪

♪ Doing it all ♪

♪ Doing it all for love ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Taking it all ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Taking it all
for us, all ♪

♪ Doing it all for love ♪

♪ Yeah-aye, yeah-aye ♪

- ♪ Too much in my system ♪
- ♪ Famine, famine ♪

- ♪ Money MIA ♪
- ♪ Pockets hella empty ♪

- ♪ Mama making ends meet ♪
- ♪ Making ends meet ♪

- ♪ Working like a slave ♪
- ♪ Mississippi, aye-aye ♪

- ♪ Daddy ain't at home, no ♪
- ♪ Father, father ♪

- ♪ Gotta be a man ♪
- ♪ Michael Corleone ♪

- ♪ Do it for my homegrowns ♪
- ♪ Sisters, brothers ♪

- ♪ Do it for the fam ♪
- ♪ Yeah ♪

- ♪ So tell 'em, Labby ♪
- ♪ Hey ♪

♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ Just for your love, yeah ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ Give you the world ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ Mona Lisa's smile ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ Hey ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ Hell, I'll do 25 to life ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ If it makes me a king ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

- ♪ A star in your eyes ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪

♪ Guilty or innocent,
my love is infinite,
I'm giving it ♪

♪ No need for prisoners ♪

♪ Bitch please, hands up
This is a stick up ♪

♪ Hey, yeah ♪

♪ Yeah-aye ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪

♪ Doing it all for love ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Guess you figured
my two times two ♪

♪ Always equates to one ♪

♪ Dreamers are selfish ♪

♪ When it all
comes down to it ♪

♪ I hope one of you come back
to remind me of who I was ♪

♪ When I go disappear ♪

♪ Into that good night ♪

Until then...

♪ Taking it all ♪

♪ Taking it all for love ♪