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She's getting married. Archie. I haven't seen him since date six.

Magical, apparently.

Who walked out on who? Or have you forgotten that night?

Seriously, Hannah, what's holding you back?

Another toast to that. He's a very nice man.

Ah, he's a very nice boring man. I want that a feeling.

You're pregnant. What? My God! Glen cannot find out.

Have you asked Rose yet, Daddy?

We hope you two be as happy as we

after nearly 30 years of marriage.

I'm sorry. But I can't.

Where are you going, Gael?

I don't know what's worse - the idea of you being there with

someone else or the idea of you being alone.

You walked out on me, leaving me with no idea what I did wrong.

SHE SIGHS

SEABIRDS CALL

INDISTINCT CONVERSATION

PROJECTOR WHIRS

SHE SIGHS

No.

I don't understand you, Hannah.

SHE GROANS

KNOCK AT DOOR

LIV: Mum? Coming.

He's still not back.

Crying face, crying face,

monkey with his head in his hands, crying face,

now vomiting something green, then a row of hearts.

Hearts are good.

SHE SOBS

Valentina's cancelling the guests as we speak.

The wedding's off.

He's gone, Mum!

I know. I know.

Come on.

SHE SOBS

INDISTINCT CONVERSATION

Morning!

Morning. Not so loud.

So...it's really not happening?

Who knows?

They're taking everything down.

I had a client once who married the funeral director

the day after his wife's burial.

At least he had the good grace to wait for her to die.

Where did you sneak off to last night?

I was ready to drop.

RONNIE: Well, it's good someone got some rest.

Yeah.

Morning.

ALL: Morning.

Weird. Totally weird.

Nunca mas. Valentina...

KNOCK ON DOOR

John Belushi's in the house.

It's too...

HE CLEARS THROAT

It's too early for funnies.

How's our daughter?

Crying face, crying face, broken heart.

Morning, Liveroo.

Dad! I never liked him anyway.

It's very overrated, marriage.

Second time round, at least.

I love him.

Well, you loved Zac Efron,

but does he even get a mention any more?

Loving him doesn't mean you have to get married.

What she said. You're still so young.

Yeah, and then you get married

and pretty quickly you've drifted past lust,

swung a left through familiarity

and then you're hovering around regret and contempt

before you know it. And then what have you got?

A load of John Lewis crockery and Netflix you can't finish.

LIV SOBS

Inspirational. Truly inspirational.

What your doofus of a dad is attempting to convey

is that whatever happens today...

..this, all of this, is not what marriage is about.

I know it feels catastrophic

right now, but...

KNOCK ON DOOR

Seriously?

Hey.

I just wanted to see if you were OK.

Fine. Absolutely fine.

You know, bar a...

..a hangover from hell.

Well, if there's anything I can do...

There won't be.

What? Rude.

Has it ever occurred to you you might be a commitment-phobe?

No. No.

Yeah. Yeah.

Breakfast? Good shout.

Dressed. I need to get dressed.

Pancakes. Answer to all heartache.

GLEN: Morning.

Morning. Morning.

Um, gracias. I've ordered an omelette...

Of course. Gracias.

Oh, you stink of tequila.

From the woman who spent

half the morning with her head down a toilet bowl?

How's Liv?

Oh, scale of one to ten?

I could talk to Gael.

You've got to find him first.

Last thing he needs is the God squad, thank you.

Ouch.

Yeah, I'm just...

Don't say it.

She's crazy. Tell her. Tell her she needs to tell Glen

that she's pregnant. Nina!

Pregnant? Pregnant?

Darling, that's wonderful.

We're not talking about it. It's early. OK?

Of course, of course.

But can I just be a little bit excited?

SHE SCOFFS

Retreat. Retreat!

I'll keep trying Gael.

RUTH: Keep us posted.

So, sleep well? Oh...

Have you talked to Archie yet?

Now he's eligible again!

You're pathetic.

Leave me alone to my breakfast of shame.

Morning.

ALL: Morning.

ALVARO: No, no, no. What the hell?

We agreed you were to leave.

We agreed nothing.

You made promises, Alvaro.

Now, breakfast. Shall I have fruit or eggs?

LIV: Alvaro?

Olivia.

You're not even dressed.

Cos we're not getting married.

Don't talk like that.

I'm going to find Gael and everything will be fine.

No, it won't.

Cos you made Gael believe

that this was the only way we could do it.

Like you did it.

When who were you to talk about marriage

and how we should have our day, hmm?

I didn't want any of it.

I just wanted to be married to Gael.

But he's gone, and it's all your fault, so please...

Olivia... It's Liv!

It's never Olivia.

Liv.

Leave Liv to me, OK? OK.

SHE SIGHS

I'm sorry. It's all a mess.

Is she OK?

Er, Rose has just taken her some breakfast.

Beautiful, isn't it?

Gael would have been

the fifth generation to marry here.

The morning I got married, I almost ran myself.

But I believe in marriage.

Believed in marriage.

It's all I know.

That must seem very old-fashioned,

particularly to a divorce lawyer.

It's not old-fashioned.

It's brave.

I still marvel at people's ability to do it.

To trust.

I have clients who come to see me again and again,

from prenup to divorce to prenup.

I think we're born to try and commit.

Whether we can succeed...

It's my fault.

I wanted all of this,

and I made Gael think he did too.

Have you heard from him?

Ignoring my calls.

What a mess.

What do you want to do?

Alvaro's gone to look for him.

I'm not talking about Liv and Gael.

I've been doing this job...

..a long time.

And the first thing I ask my client

when there are difficulties in a marriage

is can they resolve it?

And if they can't, my advice is always...

..strike first.

So whatever assets you have,

whatever financial agreements you have in place,

you need to be ready.

I'll be back in the office on Monday

and I'm happy to help.

But my advice is...

..do it soon.

How about today?

Nina.

Meet me in Valentina's suite in ten minutes.

We need to start ringing around

the best lawyers we know in Spain

who can assist with putting the divorce petition together.

I need your A game so we can issue and serve here today.

On it. Yeah. Ma.

Full background check on Wren?

You'll need a court clerk to issue the petition.

Good. Yes.

Presume it'll be contentious. Yes.

I would say definitely yes. Yeah.

Hannah.

Valentina's filing for divorce?

That classifies as fishing. You know I can't answer that.

You'll be lucky finding a lawyer and a court clerk

working on a Saturday.

I can assume you'll be acting on behalf of Alvaro?

You might want to assess

how your client would like to respond

and what his fiancee, mistress, girlfriend,

friend with benefits, whatever reason she's doing here, wants.

He's promised her money, hasn't he?

I've yet to consult with my client.

And what else?

Oh, it's the vineyard, isn't it?

I'm not at liberty to say.

How significant a share?

Who's fishing now? Has he signed anything?

Like I said, I've yet to consult with my client.

But my expectation is we'll be pushing for half.

Of my client's consolidated wealth.

Any judge will see it as a 50/50 split

after nearly 30 years of marriage.

To be disputed.

Talk to your client.

My advice? As soon as you can.

Hannah, can we talk?

Really, we have nothing to say.

Then what the hell were you doing last night

trying to kiss me?

You bailed without any obvious explanation.

It took my son to finally tell me that I'd been ghosted.

The last three months, I've been racking my brains

trying to work out who would do that in a relationship.

Relationship? What would you call it?

The start of something. Exactly.

Exactly. The start of something.

DOOR OPENS, CLANKING

HANNAH SIGHS

The start of something

doesn't mean it was meant to go anywhere.

Talk to your client.

I'd like to get this tied up by end of play.

It should be known, I'm eating your breakfast.

I know you want to bury your head in the sand,

but it will work out, Livvy.

You know, life rips apart the best-made plans.

I mean, people die...

KNOCK ON DOOR

QUIETLY: No, no, no, no, no, no, no.

The girls want to say hello. Oh. OK.

ALL: Hi, Rose! Hi!

Hola!

Greetings from Espana.

We miss you so much!

When are you coming home?

Soon. Just brush your teeth.

See, Betty? Rose says...

OK? Bye.

OK, I'll call you later. Bye.

Love you. Bye.

Won't you be hot with that...?

I thought it best to stay prepared.

Well, at this point, it's touch and go

whether any of this is going to happen.

So you could be wearing flip-flops and Bermuda shorts.

Rose. LIV: Who's that?

Not now.

It's Glen and he's going to go away.

OK, I can't take this much more, Rose.

You are driving me crazy.

You've been continually scratchy and weird.

And you've been clingy. Too clingy.

Can you just please give me a bit of space?

Please, Glen.

Are you OK?

Can you...?

I'm going to... I'll meet you downstairs.

Liv, you've got to let me in.

Seriously, Liv, I'm going to puke.

SHE VOMITS

Alvaro, how much did you promise Wren?

I'm going to go look for Gael.

I'm your lawyer, yes, but I'm asking you as a friend.

How much did you promise her?

Five million lump sum plus 10% share of this place.

She threatened to tell Valentina.

I was trying to avoid the scandal.

Well, you clearly failed.

Valentina won't leave me.

She won't break up this family.

You might not have a say in that.

Alvaro, I'm coming with you.

OK.

HANNAH: Run me through your assets again.

You also have a beach house in...?

Majorca.

I've got a lawyer in Barcelona,

but he says the clerk doesn't work today.

OK.

You've been married...?

Nearly 30 years. Hmm.

It's a pity you don't have a prenup.

I do.

The napkin?

Written the night we got engaged.

Signed and witnessed by... Archie.

He'd only just qualified.

"Alvaro relinquishes..."

"All entitlement to the inherited property

"of Valentina. In return,

"a lump sum to be paid

"in the third decade of marriage," which is...?

A week away.

Cliff edges. Wow.

You serve today, you save yourself...

Five million euros.

Respect to Master Moore.

Nicely ahead of the curve.

Can you see now why it was so important

that my son have a prenup?

It might start with passion,

but it all comes down to the small print in the end.

I won't let Alvaro take this place.

This house, Gael's inheritance.

I know it's just a napkin, but will it hold up in court?

OK.

It's not nothing. It's something.

Give me a moment.

This is absurd.

How is this remotely possible on a Saturday?

None of my assistants are even in the office today.

I'm sure with your mercurial powers of persuasion,

you'll manage.

You're enjoying this, aren't you?

Kind of, yes.

Now, there is one thing

you might be able to help me with.

4th of June, 1994.

Alvaro signed.

As did you.

Oh, no. It's fragile.

And written when we were drunk.

Still won't look great in court.

And witnessed by a Senor Santos.

An old friend of Valentina's.

And a court clerk.

Oh, you're nothing if not thorough.

There are cliff edges, too.

It's very fancy footwork, and pretty strong evidence.

No-one is going to take this napkin remotely seriously.

Well, I beg to differ.

My Spanish lawyer may not agree.

You might want to tell your client that...

..when you get hold of him.

The Wi-Fi out here is terrible, by the way.

Mm.

Well, it depends on where you are.

I'm picking up the odd signal here and there.

Archie, we both know how this goes.

PHONE RINGS

I'm going to need a copy of that so-called prenup

within the hour.

Dan. Hey.

Yeah. Thanks for getting back to me.

Listen, I'm sorry to ruin your weekend.

I'm going to need you to get me

the Carrillo financial report...

Wren Dinae.

Businesswoman of a kind.

From what I can tell, involves a lot of holidays

and stays in high-end hotels.

Been having an affair with Alvaro on the sly.

My guess, for the past three or four years.

So I need to know exactly what was promised

and what it's going to take to make this go away.

Opposing sides know more than they're saying.

Perhaps you should talk to Archie a little more.

SHE CHUCKLES

Nina, where are we at?

The law firm in Barcelona have sent through initial paperwork.

Senor Santos. I just tried calling him.

Oh, he never picks up his phone.

How far is his house? 15, 20 minutes from here.

We need to get this paperwork to him so we can issue

the divorce petition before Alvaro can intercept.

I'll ask Lola to drive you there.

OK.

Lola, puedes llevar a Nina

a casa del senor Santos, por favor?

Yes, yes. Oh. Give me that. Oh.

Thank you.

INDISTINCT CHATTER

Nina!

HE SIGHS

ALVARO: OK, so we should split up.

You go right. I'll take the square.

DOORBELL BUZZES

I want to say, er...

OK, my English is not good,

but, um, I want to say about last night,

if I read it wrong or...

I want to say I am sorry.

I'm not.

Hola?

Senor Santos?

He's just gone.

Shit.

JULIAN: Intriguing. Very intriguing.

So, um, what exactly do you do?

Public relations.

Oh. Sounds stressful.

Ruth, have you met, er...?

We have. Mm.

Julian, would you be kind

and give me and Miss Dinae a minute?

Of course.

While we take a little walk.

Yeah.

Yeah.

SHE CHUCKLES

That's quite a ring.

I chose it myself.

Alvaro is always busy.

Oh, well, that's always the way.

The woman gets the blame

when you're just the bearer of bad news.

Such a pity men never have the balls to do it themselves.

I second that.

But my hunch is you're playing bluff.

So I'm wondering whether we might strike a deal.

Cos you're going to want to get this resolved quickly.

So what are you really doing here?

I wanted to make him sweat.

Well...

Sadly, I can guarantee anything he's promised you

won't stand up in court.

And you don't want to take on Valentina

with the Defoes at her side.

You drop this claim and leave this family alone,

and we will ensure

you are compensated appropriately.

So let's just try and settle this

woman to woman, shall we?

I'm sure we can make it worth the trip.

Senor Santos. My name is Nina Defoe

and I'm acting on behalf of our client, Valentina Fortuny.

We have a divorce petition that needs to be

urgently signed and issued by you.

Xavier. You need the signature of

your client on this paperwork, Archie, and I don't see it.

Gracias.

May I remind you that, once issued,

any divorce papers need to be served

by a disinterested party?

Not sure how easy it'll be to find that person here.

Mm.

We'll see.

Nina. Julian, not now.

I'm looking for a disinterested party. Of course you are.

That's all you really want, isn't it?

Someone who doesn't actually care.

Someone who doesn't give a monkey's about you.

I'm right, aren't I?

Nina... Oh, God, no.

Please don't. I was going to ask if...

Aah!

Ah!

Uh...wow!

Ha!

Is that a good wow?

Er, that is a very nice ring. Um...

Er, can I just...?

Do you mind if I say no?

It's not your fault.

You are a very, very nice man.

But I have spent a lot of time getting to this place right now

where I'm good at what I do and grateful for my life.

I'm happy with Cora and me.

And if someone someday is part of that,

whoever they may be...

..I want it to feel...

Not what it feels like with me.

That's what you need.

What you deserve.

It's what we both deserve.

Actually, there is one last thing

that you could do for me.

BICKERING

Because you're being unreasonable!

And you've been continually rude since we got here.

Just don't like weddings.

SHE VOMITS

Why does anyone get married in the modern age?

I mean, it's a ridiculous, archaic...

SHE VOMITS

..communion.

Or an amazing foundation for a relationship.

Half of marriages don't even survive.

As this weekend's so aptly proved.

Why do we do any of it?

Because we're fools.

Because fundamentally,

despite the swirling awfulness of the world,

we're born optimists.

We are born blindly hopeful,

searching for the good.

Faith is believing in something that you don't entirely know,

you can't entirely see, know fully.

But it's the act of that belief.

It's the determination to get up every single day

and commit to the pursuit of that. To us.

That's what I see marriage as.

That's what I believe, hope, this relationship is.

Then you go and say brilliant stuff like that...

SHE SIGHS

And don't say it's because I'm pregnant.

Because it's not that. It's...

I just don't want to get married.

I heard you last night.

I know what the girls want to ask.

Earwigging.

It's always dangerous.

They want me to ask if you would consider adopting them.

Well, us.

And as for this, we can do this any way you want, Rose.

I mean it.

You're pregnant.

It's so early, though.

You're pregnant!

I'm pregnant.

You're pregnant!

BOTH LAUGH

It's beautiful.

A little more eventful than expected, but...

No, no, I'll tell you when I get home.

Her name?

Hannah.

Yes, her.

Ow, that's below the belt, Ethan.

I did not bang on about her.

I don't know. Jury's out.

I love you too, buddy.

I'll call you later.

Hey, Ethan. I'm really proud of you.

Bye.

Sorry. I was just on my way to see Liv.

Your son?

Yeah. He's just got research funds.

Two years in the US.

That's amazing. Congratulations.

Thank you. Empty nester.

Empty nester.

Did you get the WhatsApp I sent you?

The photo of the prenup.

Yeah. God, I was a rookie, wasn't I?

Screwed.

Spoken like a true lawyer.

Ethan and I used to go to Colorado twice a year.

Ever since Margaret...Maggie...

Did I tell you my ex-wife's name?

When she left us,

she moved there with her husband.

They've been married now longer than we ever were.

I used to stay in this crummy motel

for the two weeks that Ethan would visit his mum.

I didn't want him flying alone.

And then he got older and I realised that I liked going,

and by then we'd all kind of blended.

Maggie and Hank.

HE CHUCKLES DRYLY

His name is Hank.

Seriously? I can't compete with that.

I mean, he wears lumberjack shirts and everything.

Yeah, he's kind of annoying.

But I like him.

He's a good guy, and they're happy together.

They're a family.

It was my hurt that was stopping me.

It was easier when I truly understood why she left.

She simply loved someone else.

HE SIGHS

I liked you, Hannah.

More than liked.

And that's OK.

You didn't feel the same way.

But I had fun.

And it was nice to feel that again.

SHE SIGHS

Um...

Archie....

PHONE RINGS

Sorry. Of course.

Liv. Yeah.

No, I... I'm coming.

It's all right. I'm there.

DOOR OPENS

Hey.

Rose is pregnant?

I really wanted to get married, Mum.

To Gael. I really did.

I know.

Has everyone gone yet?

Just family and the odd stray left.

And the good news?

Well, your dad and I set the bar pretty low,

as far as weddings go.

We got married in the back of possibly the worst pub

this side of the M25.

But if there is anything more romantic

than chicken in a basket and a piddling karaoke machine,

then, well, I don't know what it is.

Everyone has their special place.

He'll be at the cove.

What?

We slept down there the night we got engaged.

He'll be at the cove, Mum! Liv...

Tell Dad. Tell Dad. He'll be there.

He'll be there. Gael will be there.

RECORDING: Lo sentimos, pero el num...

OK. Go, go, go get a shower.

We're going to find him!

We're going to find him.

Looked everywhere.

Any luck? No.

I know what you must be thinking.

Yeah, well, it's not great.

But for what it's worth, none of us is immune

from fucking up the best of lives, the best of marriages,

and I include myself in that less than exclusive club.

"He'll be at the cove."

Does that make any sense? Yes. Vamos.

PHONE VIBRATES

Hey. Hey.

Yeah, so, I'm heading down to the cove through

a sort of wooded area on a kind of boardwalk.

I'm still recovering from Alvaro's driving.

I'm lucky to be alive, frankly.

I'm not entirely sure what I'm looking for,

so any more specifics would be helpful.

I mean, I don't want to be a killjoy,

but having searched nearly all

of Gael's childhood haunts with Alvaro,

the chances of finding...

Bingo.

Nathan? I found him.

Tell Liv I found him.

SEABIRDS CALL

FOOTSTEPS

Hey.

Phone dead.

Beautiful, isn't it? Yeah.

If I was going to run, I might well run here.

I didn't run. Good.

Cos there's a lot of paella that's going to go to waste.

We've been worried, man.

Man?

You've never called me that before.

Oh, well, it goes with the earring.

So what, you changed your mind?

Not about Liv.

Never about Liv.

I love your daughter very much.

I just thought...

I thought we'd be like my parents.

Oh, no. You get to make all your own mistakes now,

and not all of them will be brilliant.

But that doesn't mean...

..it isn't still worth doing.

You just learned that a little earlier than most.

PHONE VIBRATES

I think you'd better answer that.

Liv. Gael!

Oh, my God, where are you? Are you OK?

I'm at the cove, and...

..I'm sorry.

No, I, er, I get it

if you don't want to get married.

RUTH: Hannah!

Oh, no. No.

It's not about if.

I love you.

But we do it our way.

OK? Yeah.

Our way.

Yeah.

RELIEVED LAUGHTER

Love you.

Love you, Gael. We love you!

Gael.

I'm so fucking disappointed in you, Dad.

Bad luck.

That disinterested party?

You've been served.

Take care.

Mind if I catch a ride?

No, not at all.

Er...

Oh, er, Julian.

Yeah, that was it.

Well done.

Well played.

My work here is done.

I'll see you back in London.

I'll have my assistant contact you,

once you get over the initial paperwork.

Archie.

I'm sorry.

I...

NINA LAUGHS

Nailed it. We did it. You did.

You did. You were so good. It was like...

You OK?

Yeah. Yeah, yeah.

I should be going.

Stay for the wedding.

I'd like you there.

INDISTINCT CONVERSATION

You OK?

I'm fine.

Oh!

Is it all right?

Perfect.

Oh!

You look beautiful.

# And I've got this feeling

# Though it's only been days

# That I've known you for years

# And I've got this feeling

# Though it's only been days

# That I've known you for years

# That I've known you for years

# That I've known you for years. #

CHATTER

Liv. Hey.

Gracias, Valentina.

Let's do this.

You knew.

This wasn't his first affair, was it?

You knew this was a marriage you couldn't save,

even before today.

Cliff edge?

An additional five million if Alvaro stays married 30 years.

He fell short by a week.

It's quite a saving.

That's why you wanted to do it today.

It might start with passion,

but it all comes down to the small print in the end.

Archie's right.

You are good.

That's everyone. Shall we?

INDISTINCT CHATTER

NINA: Hannah?

Yes. Which car?

I'm going with Liv.

Oops.

Love you.

Yeah.

Darling, may I give you a bit of advice?

I regret every year

I didn't tell Ronnie how I felt.

We'll be lucky if we even get a decade together now.

Don't waste any more time.

APPLAUSE AND WHOOPING

SEABIRD CALLS

LIV: There is a Spanish tradition.

Las arras matrimoniales.

A man gives his wife 13 gold coins.

It's a promise of prosperity in the marriage,

but also a promise

to always protect each other's wealth.

APPLAUSE

To Liv and Gael!

ALL TOAST

Cheers. Salud.

Did they sign the prenup?

Apparently, they've got no other plan.

By the way, it's a yes to the girls.

And to you.

Am I? Yes, you are.

Archie.

Sorry, my friend, but you had it coming.

Yeah.

CHEERING

Just one. Oh, the cake!

POP CHEERING

Can I have some cake, too?

Football or rugby? Football.

Ooh! Good answer.

Bath or shower?

Personal. Er, shower.

Go big or go home?

I see where Hannah got this game from.

Valentina. No.

Crisps or chocolate?

Chocolate.

Thong or full coverage?

Excuse me.

We scared him. Was that a bit much?

It wasn't enough.

Sorry, Hannah...

I'm sorry.

For all the years trying to cover up his mess?

We're all guilty of that.

I can see why you're in love with her.

The woman you were talking about so warmly

a few months ago.

Hannah.

I knew I recognised that name.

LIV: Valentina!

Come on.

What's it like?

The life after this.

What's it been like?

I don't know how to live that life.

Without them.

It's different.

You want to know the craziest thing? Mm.

One evening a few months ago...

..I left work...

..took the bus, rode all the way home...

..and realised I was standing outside the wrong house.

You did?

I could see you through the window.

You were watching TV. You never watch TV.

I do now.

And I wanted to knock on the door

and you to let me in...

..and ask me how my day was.

And then I remembered

that I'd promised to cook that night.

You never cook. I do now.

You're not my person any more.

And I'm not yours.

I'm Kate's.

You go and find yours now.

But we did so much good.

We really did.

I'm going to try FaceTiming Vinnie and Tilly again.

They won't want to miss this.

Hmm.

Huh, it's gone.

Yeah, I mean...

..who was I trying to kid?

NATHAN: Gael! Come here. Look.

Hey!

Hi!

How you doing?

All right. Look, there's Mum.

Hey. Yeah.

They're married! Yeah!

They're married!

INDISTINCT CONVERSATION

They're a lot, aren't they?

They're brilliant.

Your sisters gave me a bit of a grilling, but...

No, I'm envious.

More family, more noise, more...everything.

Most of the time, it's always been Ethan and me.

Just the two of us.

This...

This is what I wanted for us.

For me.

I want this.

It's going to be light soon.

My flight home is horribly early.

I had an affair.

With the... Solicitor.

Heartbreak solicitor.

Moved to New York.

This was too much for him.

It hurt...so much.

I get that.

No, no, that...

..I failed in my marriage.

In my vows.

I don't think I've forgiven myself.

It's hard to forgive yourself

for falling in love with someone else.

I'm scared of being with someone.

I'm scared of being alone.

Um...

I'm...

I'm scared that...

..when I, um...

..look at my body, er, you'll see...

..what I see.

The body of a 50-something woman

who doesn't like what looks back at her.

Hannah.

I'm scared of taking off my clothes

in front of someone.

And I...

..hate myself

for feeling that, but I...

But I do,

and that utterly and...

..hopelessly terrifies me.

Hannah. This body...

This body hasn't seen sunlight or a gym in...

..probably never.

Don't you think I worry about this shit?

It's terrifying.

But isn't anything worth doing terrifying?

If we want to do this...

..because...

Because what I see when I look at you...

What I see...

I've only slept with two men in my life.

You'll be the third.

Future tense?

That hints at possibility.

I don't know how to do this.

I don't know if I'm even...

..capable of being what I want to be.

But most of all, I'm scared.

Not because you're...

..wrong...

..but because I think you might be right.

Because I think you might fit.

You might truly fit.

Here.

With these people.

These people who I love more than anything.

That you might fit with me.

GAEL: Come on, guys!

Beach.

Mountain or beach?

I choose beach.

Hannah!

Coming!

I suppose I'm going to have to miss my flight.

BOTH LAUGH