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"The body is not a thing,
but a situation."

Simone de Beauvoir, 'The Other Sex'.

"Hell is a teenage girl."

Diablo Cody, 'Jennifer's Body'.

- Fuck me.
- Do you mean it?

- I love you, Lindy.
- I love you too.

Would you be my candy boy?
I promise to be yours.

- What are you looking at?
- An orgasmic birth.

- Isn't it wild?
- No, thanks.

- Why do you see that?
- My client is a doula.

Only someone had told me
when you were born. Your head was completely…

- Mom, stop!
- Births are completely natural.

Speaking of which, this one contains steak
28 grams of natural protein.

It is good for teenage girls
physical development.

I didn't know
you were into boyish college guys.

- I barely know how to use it.
- It was too much fun.

- Can I see your profile?
- No.

Come on, mom.

It's like a human video game.
Mercilessly.

What kind of picture is that?

You're still cool.
Why do you choose that picture?

Sorry, but it can't be seen
whether you are looking for a job or a date?

Thanks.

- May I ask something?
- Of course.

- Have you had your period?
- No.

I was in to pick up the expensive conditioner,
which you usually borrow.

- And then I saw a pad with blood on it.
- It wasn't menstruation.

I shaved and cut myself.
There was no patch.

I've been thinking about
whether you want to see a gynecologist.

You said you didn't get your period,
before you were 17.

- You may not have noticed it.
- I have to go to training now.

I can drive you. Wait.

Rather focus on the therapy
instead of driving my friends.

I'm sorry that the breasts hang. The
was also not free to read on.

Sorry, I'm so stubborn.
i love you

I'm buying new breasts and a new house
to you so we don't have to live here.

I buy new pillows and something,
so it becomes a bit more our style.

I don't want big breasts,
only two.

- Can I get size E?
- You're not tall enough.

The start of the season is no holiday, girls.
Lift heavy and run fast.

- Well done, Viv!
- I just need to be taken out.

So will you.

But I don't want to divorce you.
They can take both of us out.

Mother would be happy,
if I got a scholarship.

- Mine thinks my thighs are too thick.
- They are beautiful.

Enough talking. Here we go again, girls.

Hey Sheena!
How have you been since last time?

I don't think this is working.

Can you elaborate on how it feels?

I'm sorry your mother called you
a cloth tea and that she died.

Thanks.

But I was supposed to talk about
that my mother called me cheap.

I understand what you mean.

- How about making a role play?
- No.

Sheena has hung up

You disappeared.

It is so delicious.
My mom says I'm lactose intolerant.

- But it's worth it.
- I'm getting thin shit tonight.

You look good. It's just your color.

- Sorry, I'll just take it.
- Jax?

Vivian McAlister.
We had chemistry together last year.

- At Mr. Powers, yes.
- He's the bastard.

- He's my uncle.
- I think he's fantastic.

- And complex chemical compounds.
- Name one.

- Jax. Nice to meet you.
- Lindy.

- That color is good for you.
- Thank you.

I better pay for them here.

- Sorry about that with your uncle.
- Forget it. He's actually the bastard.

Nice to meet you, Lindy.

- Why are you staring like that?
- I don't.

- It was clear that they were nonbinary.
- How so?

It was on the shirt. “Too cute for
to be binary.” But they were super cool.

- But her uncle is the bastard.
- Yours.

Their, their, their.

Don't scold me.

They have 40,000 followers on Instagram.
My photos probably wouldn't make 500.

Or maybe 600?

- Max?
- Max.

You are so delicious.
You don't need to do anything.

You can drop out of school,
buy a cool apartment -

- and build a lifestyle empire
by being unconsciously delicious.

- Unconsciously delicious?
- I love you.

There are two packs of mixed condoms
for the same price. Do you want another one?

- Can't we get tampons instead?
- No, it's just one for one.

I'll be back.

I don't even want them.
Why does the package look like a teapot?

Fish. But I have seen
how you and Adam look at each other.

- I haven't got my...
- What?

Forget it.

He's been looking at you since you
moved here. That must mean something.

- He is very sweet.
- I think he's really cute.

- Have you seen his cheekbones?
- Beautiful.

- Really.
- He is a gift from God.

- Is it okay with you that we meet?
- Yes. He took me on the chest in the seventh.

What happens when the hymen ruptures?

It's probably burst by a tampon,
or when you have cycled.

It's nothing special.
Just plug it in.

Okay.

Shall we be cheerleaders today?

His cock must be huge.

- Look at him.
- What a jerk.

- You don't think so?
- I don't know.

- But it felt big.
- God! What? You little sissy.

- Do you think his ex was handsome?
- Sloppy, but guys like it.

- Do you think they've been in bed together?
- Yes. She likes anal sex.

- Wait a minute...
- No!

- I have to go. See you.
- Didn't we hate Doug?

"Hate" is too strong a word.
"Tolerate" is more apt.

- Relax. Text later.
- I love you.

Good grip!

- Are you leading the way?
- Only when you're here. Step. Vulture!

Can't we join?

- Nice bike.
- Thank you. I love it.

How beautiful.

- What did you think of it?
- Really fat.

The cemetery was very well done.
But 'Carrie' is still my favourite.

Adam! Can you help me with
to move the filing cabinet?

I'm coming!

- Sorry.
- It's okay.

I have the house to myself later,
if you want to stay and sleep.

As in sleep?

Or "sleep".

As in "sleep".

Yes.

- Are we talking about the same thing?
- I think so.

- You've had sex before, right?
- Yeah.

- Several times. Many times.
- That was the devil.

I mean...

- Adam!
- I mean usually many times.

You are cute. Come here.

- You have heart emoji eyes.
- I think I'm going to die.

I really like him.

- Fuck me!
- Then tell him.

I can babysit,
when you have a hundred children.

- Forget it.
- I'm not sleeping with your husband.

Do you know who I would sleep with?
Coach Mike.

- He has a tribal tattoo!
- Yes, from the year 2000.

- He has a cheeky 90s style.
- I'm slipping.

- I have to look after the neighbor's boy.
- Yes, you have to practice.

How sweet you are.
I only want two. Three at most.

If you join 'The young mothers',
I also want to have children.

- Goodbye!
- Hello, hello.

Great.

don't tell mom
that you have only slept for eight minutes.

No, damn it...

He sent me a dickpic!
What do I do? Sending a thumbs up?

Send a picture of your ass.
Are you on birth control?

- No.
- We have to arrange that. Hello.

Hello, hello.

Don't look.

Excuse me.

Are you sexually active now?

I do sexual things,
but not...

... yet.

If what you are doing includes oral sex,
in other words, to suck it off -

- licking, having anal sex,
tick it off on your partner -

- uses your fingers on yourself or
your partner, then you are sexually active.

- Just so you know.
- Good.

- When was your last period?
- I haven't got it yet.

Can you spread your legs a little, Lindy?

And move down a bit if you can.

A little more, please.

Well. Now it's getting a little uncomfortable
for about 30 seconds.

- Ouch!
- Oh... Sorry.

We'll try again.

- Ouch!
- Sorry.

You can sit up.

What is there? Is something wrong?

I have difficulty entering the vagina.

It may be due to the hymen.
Do you know what it is?

You can make a small intervention,
which can...

You should probably see a specialist.

Mother!

i don't think
you need to worry.

We're not talking about that right now.

Why do you want birth control when you
don't know why you don't menstruate?

- Now you spoke again.
- Sorry.

Of course I'm glad,
that you are careful.

But should you have sex with the first and
best at your new school? Excuse me.

- Don't you want to bring your mother in?
- No.

Good then.

Is it okay if some colleagues watch?
for teaching purposes?

- Okay.
- Good. I'll be right back.

I think I'd rather…

Spread your legs.
A little more. Such.

Most of the vagina appears to be missing.

Now I enter the rectum with two fingers
and feel for the ovaries.

Okay.

You will hear a loud boom.
Do you want to listen to some music?

- Okay.
- Good.

Press the alarm button,
if you want us anything.

CHIEF GYNECOLOGIST

It seems,
that Lindy has MRKH syndrome.

What do you mean by "charges"?

It stands for
Mayer-Rokitansky-Küster-Hauser syndrome -

after the four doctors who discovered it.

All this is missing,
except the fallopian tubes.

It is a congenital abnormality.

Lindy is missing a uterus,
cervix and vagina.

At least most of it.
The sheath is 2.5 centimeters deep.

- We call it a blind sheath.
- A blind what?

It's like a dead end.

The medical name is vaginal agenesis.

This means that it is impossible to have
intercourse without any kind of intervention.

Since her endometrium is missing,
nor does she get her period.

She ovulates once a month,
like all normal women.

Is it because of me?

I drank wine before I got pregnant.

I smoked a few cigarettes.
So gosh…

So she can't have children?

No, she cannot carry a child.

I was at a conference recently.

They had transplanted the uterus
from the grandmother to the granddaughter -

- and suddenly it worked.
You never know how it will end...

... if you want to have children.
God's ways are unsearchable.

You have to work hard to have children.

There is nothing more natural
than to give birth.

I think we can make you feel
like a perfectly normal young woman.

With a little help.

Piss.

- You can talk to a therapist.
- I am a therapist myself.

Interesting.

You should not be afraid of them.

They are available in different colors.
This one in neon green.

You work your way up to
this size.

My ex-husband wasn't even…
So this is the dream man.

The sheath is really just
an amazing muscle.

You just need to expand it.

I would start with the little guy here.

Press it in twice a day
between 15 and 30 minutes -

while reading or something.

How long do I have to do it?
before I can have sex?

It is different.
Usually between 3 and 18 months.

Excuse me? 3 to 18 months?

Yes. But the good news is,
that once you have created your vagina -

- you only need to maintain it
once a week through sex and dilation.

Then it's in place. Yes.

You play sports, right?

Think of it as exercise.

A training camp for the vagina.

Excuse me.

Is there nothing
that can make it easier for you.

Being 16 is hell, isn't it?
Some worse shit, simply.

Good job, girls.

Lindy! You ran well.
Can we talk for a bit?

Don't forget to stretch the hamstrings.

I want you to run 100 meters
in the university tournament.

But you have to train hard in the morning
and at the weekend. The whole bath oil.

- And Viv? She is skilled and motivated.
- You sprint better.

She is more experienced than me.

I know you are new. But some are born
with talent, and you are.

We can win the local final. And there
are talent scouts from the universities.

- What are you saying?
- Okay then.

That's how it should sound.
Welcome to the team. We'll talk by.

- Was it what I thought?
- I asked...

That's perfectly fine. Cool for you.
But you don't steal my husband.

Have you been exercising since last time?

He's so scared after MeToo,
that he doesn't want to look at me.

You are sexually harassing him.

- Do you get pain in the ass when you have your period?
- Yes, I hate it.

- Do you have a tampon?
- No. I forgot them in the closet.

"To Your Inner Strength"

Shed, shed...

The universe, women, vagina...

Vagina...

I have no idea
what I should write about.

Maybe how 'The Handmaid's Tale'
reflects the policy of the United States.

You are smart. I like that.

i like
that you know a lot about movies and bitcoin.

It means I'm stupid in the head.

it's okay with me
that you are smarter.

It's pretty sexy.

- Are you hungry? I am.
- I can eat something.

But maybe you should go. I have to train.

- We can train together.
- Then I can't concentrate.

- I promise to behave properly.
- You better go. Just go.

- Sorry. I'm acting crazy.
- That's fine.

- Hello to you!
- We have to leave.

I want to say hello to your mother.

It's wild
what people throw on the street!

- Now I have to help you.
- Thank you.

I want to decorate the house so it doesn't
reminds me of my mother. She died last year.

- I'm sorry about that.
- Thank you.

she was crazy
but it is not hereditary like breast cancer.

- We have to do homework.
- Yes. She is really smart.

- But you already know that, right?
- Yeah.

Nice to meet you, mrs. McPhee.
My name is Adam.

You're right, Adam. Just call me Rita.
There is no mr. McPhee.

- Cool. Feminist.
- Yes.

It was nice to meet.
Now make sure you study.

- It was strange.
- She's funny.

I must go on.
I have to go to the lady with the table.

- I want to read this book. Hello, hello.
- Hello, hello.

"Famous people with MRKH."

"Jaclyn Schultz, contestant on 'Survivor,'
Miss Michigan.”

"Born without a womb."

"Eva Braun never had sex with Hitler
for gynecological reasons."

Fuck my life.

Peter! I'm on my way.

Hello! It's Peter's girlfriend.
Yes, he is a real pig.

Well, damn it. Wow!

Good luck. Sorry. Hello, hello.

Fuck my life.

Vaginal blockage can be severe
and associated with anxiety.

But with a few tips it can
become a normal part of everyday life.

Choose a dilator that suits you,
and a water-based lubricant.

Lie comfortably with your legs apart
in butterfly position.

Place the dilator in the vaginal opening
and point it slightly upwards.

Choose a dilator that suits you,
and a water-based lubricant.

Start with a small dilator
and gradually increase in size.

Lie comfortably with your legs apart
in butterfly position.

Place the dilator in the vaginal opening
and point it slightly upwards.

To reach further in
it is recommended to do it daily.

Honey, can you help me with something?

Set it up.

Yesterday I was thinking about when I was pregnant.

The doctor said he thought
you had cleft lip and palate.

You haven't, but I thought
that there could be a connection.

Certainly not. I read something about
that it was due to male genes.

Interesting. It also sounds logical.

- How is Adam?
- Good.

- He seems lovely.
- Yes, he's really nice.

I can see that your eyes are shining,
and I know you see each other quite a bit.

And...

It must be terrible
to have to tell him and…

- And what?
- And... I don't know.

If he changes his mind about you,
is that wrong.

Mom, you don't know him.

Men have strong biological drives -

- and are not so nuanced
in relation to life as women.

Why are we talking about it?

It's hard enough
to be a perfect woman.

And even harder to be a woman
with a problem.

Not that it's a problem,
but it makes you different.

But I love all of you as you are,
no matter what happens.

- Thank you for those words.
- We have to talk about it.

You must, even if it's not with me.

Damn it I will!

People think I'm attention seeking
when i take testosterone.

Insane. Why should I?
Maybe I can grow a mustache.

I owe it to you.
Wonderful.

- Okay. Who's next?
- I can say something.

Good then.

Hello with you! My name is Jax.

I'm a pretty good artist.
I can make a perfect cat eye.

I'm terrible at all sports.

And I'm intersex.

It was crazy to discover that.
It was quite frankly bone-chilling.

But the community here and online
has really been a huge help.

I don't feel anymore
as a medical object.

On the contrary, it has given me superpowers
to be intersex.

To own one's identity, no matter how
identifies oneself, is up to oneself.

No one has to make you
to be ashamed of it.

I also experience strange dates.
It's no problem.

Okay. So...

Lindy, would you like to introduce yourself?

Yes. Hello, everyone.

My name is Lindy.

I have something called MRKH. I
don't know how to explain...

I'm bored
that people get to know before…

Piss too. I have to go.

I forgot something at home.
I have to get it. Sorry.

Thanks.

Good luck with the moustache,
if you want one. Thank you for your time.

Tax?

Tax?

- What are you doing? Step!
- I knocked.

Damn it!

What the hell...? You ran in my lane.

You were in my lane all the way!
Her new one has pms.

- What did you say?
- That you have PMS, brat.

Shut up. Let it be!

Listen, calm down!

- Where are you going?
- I'm not supposed to be here. I'm quitting.

are you ok You seem so absent.

I'm just tired.

I can wake you up.

- Do you want?
- I didn't know you smoked a tent.

- I do that now.
- Good then...

Want to try something? Come here.

Round the lips.

You are so gorgeous.

I don't know if I can wait any longer.

- Do you want to do it?
- Now?

Yes.

Soon.

You're a bit of a fool.

Leave it alone.

- Is everything okay?
- Yes. I just have my period.

You could have just said that.

I... I told my mother,
that you were my girlfriend.

- Did you?
- Are you?

Yes.

- What are you doing?
- Nothing.

Okay then.

- Do you have red eyes?
- It's an allergy.

- Are you crooked?
- No.

Little.

This is actually the start
on hard substances.

Excuse me. I'm going to bed.

- Good night. i love you
- In the same way.

Thanks.

- You look amazing.
- Why is he having a theme party?

I think it's cute.

Do you have a charger I can borrow?

What is this?
Are they butt plugs?

- So you prefer the back road?
- Will you shut up?

Okay. Excuse me.

- Maybe we could talk about...
- I don't want to talk about sprinting.

- How did you know it was?
- I don't want any more. I don't have time.

Is everything okay? It doesn't seem that way.

Yes.
I just have some health problems.

Oh no. are you ok

I can't get my period.

Never ever?

Then you're in luck. It's so annoying.

- That sounds good.
- Can we talk about it later?

- Why can't you...?
- Now be nice.

What was it you wanted to talk to me about?

Forget it. It is not important.

What are you going to use the blood for?

Oh crap!

Does it look good?

- I'll kill you.
- You look really dead.

No! Look at you...

- You look absolutely fantastic.
- The cat is not in the bathroom anymore.

I check the cat. You look dangerous.
You look great too, Viv.

Thanks. The cat is gone. Come on.

- Shouldn't we go out?
- No, wait.

- I would like to say sorry.
- Me too.

You shouldn't have stopped. You are talented.
Cool that you're still friends.

I think about the team.

- Would you like a drink, Lindy?
- What do you mean?

The coach gave Viv your seat.
Didn't she say that?

Yes, yes. It's fantastic.

- I wanted to say that...
- I'll be back in a bit.

- Sorry, sorry.
- It's okay.

You deserve it more than me.
I'm going now.

- Don't go!
- I have pms.

I thought you...

Hello! We run into each other all the time.
It must mean something.

Yes, how random.

Hey Carrie!

Have you seen the movie 'Fight Club'?

The only rule for the club is
to shut up about the club.

- I have never seen 'Fight Club'.
- Okay.

If anyone asks how we met -

- you can say that our parents know
each other, or that we met in the kiosk?

Yeah... Okay.

- I didn't mean it that way.
- You mean what you mean.

Wish for something.

- See you later?
- Okay.

You are a prettier and smaller
problematic version of Johnny Depp.

- Are you going?
- I think so.

- Have I done something wrong?
- No, but I don't feel so well.

Okay.

Would you like to come into my room?
before you go?

- Do you need help?
- It works.

It's a little geeky, but come on.

Open it.

"WOMEN IN HISTORY"

How sweet. Thanks!

Frida Kahlo was a Mexican artist
known for his self-portraits.

Ida B. Wells was an American journalist.

Of course I have saved my favorite
eventually.

Thanks.

What is there? It wasn't meant to be
that you should be sad.

No, it's fantastic.
I love it.

- But I... I want to stop here.
- What? Why?

Shall I suck it off you?

Maybe, but not right now.

I have to go now.
Go out and find Karina.

- Why should I see her?
- You got together with her before.

I don't care about Karina.
You freak out for no reason.

Lindy... I really like you.

But it starts to feel
as if it is not mutual.

Excuse me.

Have a good evening, tampon!

- Lindy!
- Piss off.

- Sorry, I thought it was those guys.
- I know. They are some assholes.

I went behind you and wanted to give in
to know without scaring you.

But I have already done that.
I live just around the corner.

Do you want...

... drink this on the beach
next to my house?

- Okay. We can do that.
- Good.

Consequence:
You have to jump into the lake with no clothes on.

Forget it. I don't do that.
It's too cold.

Okay. So truth.

- Is Adam your boyfriend?
- Yes, he is.

Or was. I don't know anymore.

- Do you see anyone?
- Not at the moment.

- Can I ask you something?
- Yes.

You said at the meeting,
that you were intersex.

- Can you elaborate on that?
- About what it means?

- Forget it. It was stupid.
- It's not stupid.

This means,
that one's genitals or anatomy -

- does not fit in
in the normal binary gender perception.

I made videos about it too
a few years ago and posted them online.

Hear me out! Sorry, I mention
myself in a real conversation.

You never have to talk to me again.

I will definitely look into them.
You don't need to be ashamed.

Thanks for telling me.
I should know.

The more you know...

- Do you like living here?
- There are trees, there is water...

And then I really stick out
with my prince suit.

I work in a cafe
and saving up for university.

- Do you like living here?
- Yes, it's okay.

We've moved a lot.
It's hard to make and keep friends.

Then I look forward to becoming a friend,
which you inevitably lose touch with.

- Sorry!
- Don't think about it.

- I better go now. It's late.
- I can keep you company.

If we've learned anything tonight, it's that
that tampons should not go alone.

Thanks.

Oh, how sweet you are!
As a mix...

It's brave to say it.
I love you very much.

It's so disgusting.
Go out and hang yourself!

Hello, fans. It's Jax. Time for
third part of my intersex story.

In the last video we talked about,
that I was born with gonads -

- which was removed,
because the doctors said there was cancer.

Today I'm talking about
my second "normalizing" intervention.

A vaginoplasty -

- like my biological parents
and the doctors said I needed -

- when I was eleven.
Now you have been warned.

We have now looked at hybrid animals.

What are the two animals I'm looking for,
will it be a hybrid?

So a mule.

Then we have a horse... Is there anyone,
Who knows what the other animal is?

It's a donkey.

Is MRKH intersex?

It is due to an abnormality
in the reproductive organs.

No, MRKH syndrome is not intersex...

How do we free ourselves
from the expectations of our body?

Certain species solve overpopulation
by creating sterile females.

Cool. Then you don't have to be afraid
to make the girl pregnant.

That's kind of beside the point, Doug.

The body is
as it was created to be.

So everyone is perfect.
For someone.

- Even I have had more bangs than her.
- I believe in you.

- Can I just talk to you?
- Yes.

Sorry, I was such an asshole.
The book is the best gift I have ever received.

That's cool. It was perhaps a little childish.

Okay.
It doesn't seem like it's cool.

I thought maybe we could…

- Yo, Adam!
- So what, guys? are you ok

That's cool.

- There is something I need to talk to you about.
- What is it?

I need some time to work
with myself. It doesn't last forever.

Adam, I really like you.

- Maybe you can give me some time.
- How long?

3 to 18 months.
Maybe more, maybe less.

What?

Lindy, I'm quite confused now.

You don't seem interested,
so maybe we shouldn't be together.

Your bag is open.

I hope you find it,
you're looking, Carrie.

- Sorry. Can I take the hill?
- Of course.

The boss won't let me go until I have
taken 13 hills. I only took 12.

- She probably has OCD.
- I don't think OCD manifests itself like that.

Sorry if you have.

Okay. I'm going to wipe them off here.

- My name is Chad, by the way.
- Hey, Chad.

'WOMEN IN HISTORY'

It has gained some depth.
Just hang in there my friend.

Work out with your partner if you have one.
Unless he is too well equipped.

There are other options,
if the extension does not work.

- Like?
- There are different surgical methods.

Then you must be referred to a specialist doctor,
and your mother will come over.

I have a colleague in Dallas.

He does mostly vaginal plastic surgery
on housewives, but I can hear him.

- Call my friend. He knows all about it.
- Okay, thanks.

McIndoe's technique involves making
an incision between the bladder and the rectum -

- and transplant skin
from the buttock or thigh.

Only a small piece is needed
to create a recess.

In this picture...

- Are you okay, honey?
- Yes. I just want to get out of here.

- You don't want anything?
- I'm not hungry.

I haven't seen Adam in a while.

I know that. He's been busy
with school, sports and everything.

- Maybe it's the best thing right now.
- What do you mean by that?

Nothing. You can meet men the rest
of life. They are not a priority now.

You can't delete men,
because you've been burned once.

You were left alone with a baby. Grandmother
helped you and left you a sour house.

"I've made it."
You are so bitter!

Excuse me.

I pay for the surgery. I have
saved up to the chest, money from grandma...

Stop having to fix everything!

If you do not want surgery,
is it fine -

- but I would like to,
that you talk to me.

I want you to feel
as a normal, beautiful and smart teenage girl.

I'm not fucking normal.
And neither are you!

Viva, open!

Adam? What the hell...?

Fuck you both! Idiots!

- Hello!
- Hello.

Do you want to hang out,
when you get time off?

Yes. That sounds fun.

- Are you okay?
- Yes. I feel good.

- Can I have a shake?
- Of course.

Well...

Shall we have fun?

- You mean... now?
- Yes.

Have you had sex before?

Excuse me. I was just curious.

No. Not yet.

Are you waiting until you get married?

No, not really. I'm waiting
just showing that it feels right.

Cool. Me too.

But I want to practice
so I'm ready when the time is right.

Am I in?

Do you like it?

Yes! It's really nice.

- Are you sure you won't get pregnant?
- Yes.

So what if you do?
Of course I will be there.

Thanks.

Did it feel weird?

- A little maybe.
- How?

I don't know. Maybe because it...

... was a little too tight.

Thanks. But did it feel normal?

I don't know.

Maybe my dick isn't that small.

- Where are you going? I drive you.
- I need fresh air. But thanks.

It's dark!

- Sorry, I'm so late.
- It's okay. Come on.

- When did I become your enemy?
- Can we play therapy tomorrow?

No. I'm a bad therapist
so I have to practice.

I understand. I am your mother
and the last one you want to talk to -

- about your vagina, dilators,
lubricants and sex toys.

- But I have also had a hard time.
- I know that well.

It was hard
when your father left me with a baby -

- and I only had a matriculation exam.
Your grandmother warned me.

We argued a lot because I thought
she viewed her own marriage negatively.

But she was just trying to protect me…

...against what she knew would happen,
and it made me mad.

I never told you, but…

Before I got sick
I fell in love with one.

I really thought
it went the right way.

- Who was that? When?
- It doesn't matter.

He said he was no longer
attracted to me after my surgery.

He got married last year
with a woman named Delilah.

She has long hair and silicone breasts,
but that's not what I want to say.

I'm ready to be dumped and get
cut off the chest eight million times -

- if you could escape your diagnosis.
I just don't want you to suffer.

I know it often works,
like I'm just going to hurt you even more.

I know how it feels
and that's not what I want.

I don't want to be like grandma.

I am glad that
that I didn't listen to her -

for I have you, my beautiful girl.

Hi...

I'm sorry you have to
through this. It's some shit.

And I'm sorry
if I've been an idiot.

I have a rubber mat.

And I'm tired.

I'm going downstairs for a cup of coffee.
I have put some food for you.

"He wasn't good enough for you"

Why didn't you ask
Why was I at the meeting?

I won't ask anything that makes you
embarrassing or that you don't want to talk about.

The nurse sent me. I have something
it's called MRKH, and no uterus.

My vagina is not fully developed,
and I can't have sex.

Or maybe I can.
I don't know.

I need some of these...

It's a kind of medical dildos,
which I use to make a sheath.

And I really hate it.

It sounds difficult. I'm sorry
that you have to go through all that.

Thanks for saying that.

- May I ask something?
- Drive on.

I saw that video about your parents
had surgery as a child.

It's sick.

But if I had surgery and got mine fixed
problem, would it be something else?

What do you mean by "solved your problem"?

I just want a normal vagina
and never think about it again.

I don't think people with "normal" vaginas
stop thinking about them.

- Unfortunately.
- True enough.

Do you think I'm normal?

Yes. Apart from
that foam head you have.

It's good you think so.

But it's sad when people don't realize that
even if you have followers and make videos -

- then you can sometimes wish,
that things were different.

I used the web to show it,
because I was scared.

Afraid of what would happen
if I didn't control my own history.

I'm in.

- You're the first one I'm telling this to.
- It wasn't so bad, was it?

You are still yourself.

And I think
you are perfect the way you are.

- Does it feel good?
- Yes.

- I feel embarrassed.
- Pretend no one is looking.

So!
You know how to stress someone.

Such!

- It's embarrassing.
- I can see that you are relaxing.

I'm just going to send my mom a text.
I'll be back.

Have you seen a mobile?
I have an iPhone.

Lindy?

Hello. How is it going?

I haven't heard from you since…
you know.

I know that. I'm just trying
to find my phone right now.

Have you seen my phone?
It has a blue cover if you see it.

Shall we have a cup of coffee one day?

- Hello! Jax. What is your name?
- Chad.

- How do you two know each other?
- She came into my work and...

I ordered a milkshake.

Okay.

I'll probably look for your cell phone.
You look pretty good.

- Thank you!
- I meant...

- Shall we have something to drink?
- Yes.

Goodbye, Chad.

- So Chad...?
- He's nice.

Yes, he seemed that way.
A cross around the neck and all.

A warm vodka drink.

- Can I ask you something?
- Yes.

kiss me

Right now?

That's what I wanted to know. Thanks.

- Wait! Jax, I'm sorry.
- I should have known better.

Goodbye, Lindy.

- It was close.
- Bottom, bottom, bottom!

Damn it!

Bottom, bottom, bottom!

- Hello. are you ok
- Yes, then.

- You just flashed your breasts at him
- Interesting comment from you.

We need to talk about what happened.
I don't even like him.

We are in the middle of a game.

- It's also going quite well.
- Okay.

Goodbye.

Busy!

- It's like you're taking advantage of me.
- Why don't you just fuck?

- Stop! It's too weird.
- What do you mean?

- It feels completely wrong.
- What's wrong?

I'm sorry.

- I'm going now.
- Sorry. I didn't know…

You forgot your shirt. Here!

I have neither uterus nor vagina.

I know that…

I can't have sex
without an operation.

Or maybe I can
in a way.

I wanted Chad to fuck me
so I don't have to make my sheath myself.

Okay.

You can just continue…

- But I'm going now.
- Hello, hello.

But don't give up now.

There is a phone in a boot.

I took your phone and your laptop.

- Can I have the phone back?
- No.

You don't know how to use it.
I almost called the police.

I'm really sorry.

I played the beer bong and drank too much.

Yes, you did. Don't get so drunk.
This is how girls are raped.

- That is probably not an option.
- You are behaving really awkwardly.

Vivian is with Adam.

She told me that.
She came to see you.

She said you refused to talk to her.
She needed someone to talk to.

- And then she talked to you?
- Not everyone hates talking to me.

Didn't you yourself
ended that relationship?

Will you lose a friend
for a guy with sharp cheekbones?

Hello.

Why didn't you tell me?

- Told what?
- That you can't have sex.

- What?
- That you don't have a vagina.

- How do you know?
- People have texted me about it.

I didn't understand it at first.
It's obvious you have a vagina.

No, I don't really have that.

And no one else will know,
even if it was.

Okay. I mean... Okay.

You must have told someone.
Or how?

Who have you been with?
Him the guy at the party?

Wait, Lindy!

- Mother! I need to use my phone.
- What's going on?

- Find my phone.
- Okay, but tell...

Give me the damn phone!

Why did you put it in the oven?

Answer now.

- Yes?
- Did I tell you something in private yesterday?

I took mushrooms yesterday.
I may have said something.

I was completely gone.
I'm sorry, Lindy.

- Oh, honey!
- Leave me alone.

Here's some tea for you.

People know it.

Can I show you something?

I hate it too.

- Does it hurt?
- Not anymore.

It hurts to hide it.
Very.

I'm sorry
that you had to go through it alone.

I wasn't alone.

I wasn't alone.

- Hello.
- Hello!

- Are you okay?
- Yes.

I'm here if you want to talk about it,
but I understand if you don't want to.

Thanks.

- Good luck for the competition today.
- Thank you.

I'm really nervous
and threw up earlier.

My mother is on a business trip,
so...

You deserve it.

Thanks. See you later.

You...

Take it here.

- And this one.
- Do I smell?

Hello, hello.

Now we have the women's
100-meter qualifying race.

Come on, Viv!

There's your girl. How is it going?

To the starting line, please.

Do you guys get fucked?

In the seats, ready...

Such. Great!

Such!

I did it!

No one believed the little girl.
That's what I called myself.

But now she won. Thanks.

- Thank you.
- Congratulations! You were amazing.

You were wild.
And you look cool in those shorts.

- Control yourself.
- It's not about the shorts, Doug.

- Are you and her without a pussy getting mad now?
- Then shut up.

That was why
Adam would fuck you instead.

- What the hell is wrong with you?
- Shut up though. It doesn't fit.

Lindy!

- I just want to be alone.
- Lindy, fuck them!

I said it was me. You were drunk
at the party and you talked about me.

But you guys have had sex, haven't you?

No. We don't have that.
I've never had sex. I lied.

- Why then?
- I don't know. I got cold feet.

But you thought it was cool and I did
would have tried something you didn't have.

- And I'm ashamed of my labia.
- They're probably perfectly fine.

- I can check if you want.
- Thank you.

And then you should know that Adam came home
to me to talk about you.

He cried and hugged me.
Then it got really weird.

He has become so handsome
and then i kissed him. It was a mistake.

- Sorry.
- Sorry.

I really mean it.

- Now we go.
- Okay.

Why are we so purposeful?

And why are you breathing like that?

It's not Vivian who's missing a pussy.
I was actually born without it.

But you don't know the details.
I actually had sex.

You can do so much more than that
to stuff a half-flabby cock into a vagina.

Most people here don't know what the clitoris is.
You've never given anyone an orgasm, have you?

Raise your hand,
if Doug has made you guys come.

You haven't made me come.
Never.

I'm so tired of hurting myself -

- to make room, both in my life and
in my sheath, to everyone but myself.

Put a video of my seizure on TikTok
or delete me from the list.

It was my worst nightmare,
so now I'm free. Hey, hey!

Well done.

- It was sick. What do we do now?
- I owe you an apology.

will you tell me
why are you doing this?

We hung out and then I didn't want to kiss
for fear of what others would think.

I behaved really awkwardly
to a wonderful person.

- Have you said sorry?
- I have written a text message.

This has been
the worst months of my life.

I have not wanted to live.

I am angry and sad,
that I cannot have children.

I can't complain about my period,
ask for a tampon -

and be greeted with an understanding smile.

I'm mad at her with the T-shirt:
"I can do the same, I'm just bleeding."

I'm tired of
that mother only has control over me in her life.

I'm mad that I don't have a father there
says the guy should call me princess.

How to mourn something
you've never had?

It's like my body has failed me,
and then I fail it back.

I got so mad... Sorry.

I'm sorry.
I didn't know that.

I know that.

- You're suffocating me.
- Sorry. It's out of love.

Now we go.

Now we go, princess.

Hey, Lindy! I am dr. Aranda.
Nice to meet you again.

Dr. Doheny has the flu,
so I substitute for him.

I saw that you have been diagnosed
MRKH a few months ago.

Then you started using dilators.
Is that right?

It also said that you wanted
a consultation with a surgeon. Okay.

i don't know
what have you talked about with Dr. Doheny.

But there is no rush,
if you want to go that way.

I can examine you to see,
how the expansion has worked -

or we can do it another time.

It would be great another time.
Thanks.

Then we say it.

And just so you know,
you don't need to change anything.

Can you give dr. Doheny
a message from me?

Thanks.

How good you look.

- What are you doing?
- Are you wearing perfume?

- Is it too much?
- No, you smell good.

- I'm going on a date.
- It will be great fun.

I hope he makes you feel
as the coolest goth girl.

- You are a MILF.
- Am I?

- I'm a MILF.
- Yes, you are.

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