1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:57,717 --> 00:01:01,095 "The body is not a thing, but a situation." 4 00:01:01,261 --> 00:01:04,306 Simone de Beauvoir, 'The Other Sex'. 5 00:01:06,558 --> 00:01:10,062 "Hell is a teenage girl." 6 00:01:10,229 --> 00:01:13,190 Diablo Cody, 'Jennifer's Body'. 7 00:01:17,027 --> 00:01:21,782 - Fuck me. - Do you mean it? 8 00:01:23,117 --> 00:01:27,704 - I love you, Lindy. - I love you too. 9 00:01:56,191 --> 00:02:01,822 Would you be my candy boy? I promise to be yours. 10 00:02:34,897 --> 00:02:40,986 - What are you looking at? - An orgasmic birth. 11 00:02:41,153 --> 00:02:45,240 - Isn't it wild? - No, thanks. 12 00:02:45,407 --> 00:02:49,494 - Why do you see that? - My client is a doula. 13 00:02:49,661 --> 00:02:55,167 Only someone had told me when you were born. Your head was completely… 14 00:02:55,334 --> 00:02:59,338 - Mom, stop! - Births are completely natural. 15 00:02:59,504 --> 00:03:05,052 Speaking of which, this one contains steak 28 grams of natural protein. 16 00:03:05,219 --> 00:03:09,223 It is good for teenage girls physical development. 17 00:03:09,389 --> 00:03:13,768 I didn't know you were into boyish college guys. 18 00:03:13,936 --> 00:03:19,191 - I barely know how to use it. - It was too much fun. 19 00:03:19,358 --> 00:03:22,486 - Can I see your profile? - No. 20 00:03:22,652 --> 00:03:25,364 Come on, mom. 21 00:03:26,573 --> 00:03:30,369 It's like a human video game. Mercilessly. 22 00:03:30,535 --> 00:03:35,040 What kind of picture is that? 23 00:03:35,207 --> 00:03:40,963 You're still cool. Why do you choose that picture? 24 00:03:41,130 --> 00:03:46,426 Sorry, but it can't be seen whether you are looking for a job or a date? 25 00:03:46,593 --> 00:03:48,888 Thanks. 26 00:03:56,603 --> 00:04:00,107 - May I ask something? - Of course. 27 00:04:02,651 --> 00:04:08,823 - Have you had your period? - No. 28 00:04:08,991 --> 00:04:14,538 I was in to pick up the expensive conditioner, which you usually borrow. 29 00:04:14,704 --> 00:04:20,294 - And then I saw a pad with blood on it. - It wasn't menstruation. 30 00:04:20,460 --> 00:04:25,007 I shaved and cut myself. There was no patch. 31 00:04:26,884 --> 00:04:31,346 I've been thinking about whether you want to see a gynecologist. 32 00:04:31,513 --> 00:04:36,560 You said you didn't get your period, before you were 17. 33 00:04:36,726 --> 00:04:42,107 - You may not have noticed it. - I have to go to training now. 34 00:04:42,274 --> 00:04:45,152 I can drive you. Wait. 35 00:04:45,319 --> 00:04:50,324 Rather focus on the therapy instead of driving my friends. 36 00:04:50,490 --> 00:04:57,122 I'm sorry that the breasts hang. The was also not free to read on. 37 00:04:59,874 --> 00:05:04,546 Sorry, I'm so stubborn. i love you 38 00:05:04,713 --> 00:05:09,593 I'm buying new breasts and a new house to you so we don't have to live here. 39 00:05:09,759 --> 00:05:15,432 I buy new pillows and something, so it becomes a bit more our style. 40 00:05:15,599 --> 00:05:19,936 I don't want big breasts, only two. 41 00:05:20,104 --> 00:05:23,732 - Can I get size E? - You're not tall enough. 42 00:05:26,401 --> 00:05:32,449 The start of the season is no holiday, girls. Lift heavy and run fast. 43 00:05:37,079 --> 00:05:41,375 - Well done, Viv! - I just need to be taken out. 44 00:05:41,541 --> 00:05:44,461 So will you. 45 00:05:44,628 --> 00:05:49,674 But I don't want to divorce you. They can take both of us out. 46 00:05:49,841 --> 00:05:53,803 Mother would be happy, if I got a scholarship. 47 00:05:53,970 --> 00:05:57,807 - Mine thinks my thighs are too thick. - They are beautiful. 48 00:05:57,974 --> 00:06:01,186 Enough talking. Here we go again, girls. 49 00:06:07,901 --> 00:06:12,156 Hey Sheena! How have you been since last time? 50 00:06:12,322 --> 00:06:15,909 I don't think this is working. 51 00:06:16,076 --> 00:06:18,995 Can you elaborate on how it feels? 52 00:06:19,163 --> 00:06:26,878 I'm sorry your mother called you a cloth tea and that she died. 53 00:06:27,046 --> 00:06:28,588 Thanks. 54 00:06:28,755 --> 00:06:33,052 But I was supposed to talk about that my mother called me cheap. 55 00:06:33,218 --> 00:06:36,638 I understand what you mean. 56 00:06:36,805 --> 00:06:40,684 - How about making a role play? - No. 57 00:06:40,850 --> 00:06:42,727 Sheena has hung up 58 00:06:42,894 --> 00:06:44,479 You disappeared. 59 00:06:47,982 --> 00:06:52,279 It is so delicious. My mom says I'm lactose intolerant. 60 00:06:52,446 --> 00:06:57,492 - But it's worth it. - I'm getting thin shit tonight. 61 00:06:59,953 --> 00:07:04,416 You look good. It's just your color. 62 00:07:04,583 --> 00:07:09,504 - Sorry, I'll just take it. - Jax? 63 00:07:11,423 --> 00:07:14,884 Vivian McAlister. We had chemistry together last year. 64 00:07:15,051 --> 00:07:18,472 - At Mr. Powers, yes. - He's the bastard. 65 00:07:18,638 --> 00:07:23,935 - He's my uncle. - I think he's fantastic. 66 00:07:24,103 --> 00:07:28,565 - And complex chemical compounds. - Name one. 67 00:07:30,192 --> 00:07:34,321 - Jax. Nice to meet you. - Lindy. 68 00:07:35,322 --> 00:07:39,784 - That color is good for you. - Thank you. 69 00:07:41,328 --> 00:07:44,498 I better pay for them here. 70 00:07:45,499 --> 00:07:51,130 - Sorry about that with your uncle. - Forget it. He's actually the bastard. 71 00:07:51,296 --> 00:07:54,133 Nice to meet you, Lindy. 72 00:07:54,299 --> 00:07:58,428 - Why are you staring like that? - I don't. 73 00:07:58,595 --> 00:08:02,849 - It was clear that they were nonbinary. - How so? 74 00:08:03,016 --> 00:08:09,898 It was on the shirt. “Too cute for to be binary.” But they were super cool. 75 00:08:11,191 --> 00:08:15,945 - But her uncle is the bastard. - Yours. 76 00:08:16,112 --> 00:08:18,407 Their, their, their. 77 00:08:18,573 --> 00:08:21,618 Don't scold me. 78 00:08:21,785 --> 00:08:27,957 They have 40,000 followers on Instagram. My photos probably wouldn't make 500. 79 00:08:28,124 --> 00:08:31,670 Or maybe 600? 80 00:08:31,836 --> 00:08:34,631 - Max? - Max. 81 00:08:34,798 --> 00:08:38,134 You are so delicious. You don't need to do anything. 82 00:08:38,302 --> 00:08:41,263 You can drop out of school, buy a cool apartment - 83 00:08:41,430 --> 00:08:46,725 - and build a lifestyle empire by being unconsciously delicious. 84 00:08:46,893 --> 00:08:51,523 - Unconsciously delicious? - I love you. 85 00:08:55,194 --> 00:08:59,948 There are two packs of mixed condoms for the same price. Do you want another one? 86 00:09:00,114 --> 00:09:05,245 - Can't we get tampons instead? - No, it's just one for one. 87 00:09:05,412 --> 00:09:07,956 I'll be back. 88 00:09:10,041 --> 00:09:15,380 I don't even want them. Why does the package look like a teapot? 89 00:09:15,547 --> 00:09:19,718 Fish. But I have seen how you and Adam look at each other. 90 00:09:19,884 --> 00:09:23,347 - I haven't got my... - What? 91 00:09:23,513 --> 00:09:26,225 Forget it. 92 00:09:26,391 --> 00:09:32,146 He's been looking at you since you moved here. That must mean something. 93 00:09:32,314 --> 00:09:38,862 - He is very sweet. - I think he's really cute. 94 00:09:39,028 --> 00:09:43,032 - Have you seen his cheekbones? - Beautiful. 95 00:09:43,199 --> 00:09:48,121 - Really. - He is a gift from God. 96 00:09:48,288 --> 00:09:54,294 - Is it okay with you that we meet? - Yes. He took me on the chest in the seventh. 97 00:09:54,461 --> 00:09:57,714 What happens when the hymen ruptures? 98 00:09:57,881 --> 00:10:03,970 It's probably burst by a tampon, or when you have cycled. 99 00:10:05,889 --> 00:10:11,185 It's nothing special. Just plug it in. 100 00:10:11,353 --> 00:10:12,771 Okay. 101 00:10:16,400 --> 00:10:19,819 Shall we be cheerleaders today? 102 00:10:32,791 --> 00:10:36,085 His cock must be huge. 103 00:10:36,252 --> 00:10:40,924 - Look at him. - What a jerk. 104 00:10:41,090 --> 00:10:44,844 - You don't think so? - I don't know. 105 00:10:45,011 --> 00:10:51,935 - But it felt big. - God! What? You little sissy. 106 00:10:54,103 --> 00:10:59,693 - Do you think his ex was handsome? - Sloppy, but guys like it. 107 00:10:59,859 --> 00:11:04,739 - Do you think they've been in bed together? - Yes. She likes anal sex. 108 00:11:04,906 --> 00:11:08,242 - Wait a minute... - No! 109 00:11:08,410 --> 00:11:13,582 - I have to go. See you. - Didn't we hate Doug? 110 00:11:13,748 --> 00:11:18,587 "Hate" is too strong a word. "Tolerate" is more apt. 111 00:11:18,753 --> 00:11:23,758 - Relax. Text later. - I love you. 112 00:11:23,925 --> 00:11:27,095 Good grip! 113 00:11:27,887 --> 00:11:33,059 - Are you leading the way? - Only when you're here. Step. Vulture! 114 00:11:33,226 --> 00:11:36,855 Can't we join? 115 00:11:37,021 --> 00:11:40,108 - Nice bike. - Thank you. I love it. 116 00:11:55,665 --> 00:11:58,209 How beautiful. 117 00:12:00,629 --> 00:12:04,173 - What did you think of it? - Really fat. 118 00:12:04,340 --> 00:12:10,472 The cemetery was very well done. But 'Carrie' is still my favourite. 119 00:12:33,286 --> 00:12:37,999 Adam! Can you help me with to move the filing cabinet? 120 00:12:39,250 --> 00:12:41,586 I'm coming! 121 00:12:43,672 --> 00:12:46,132 - Sorry. - It's okay. 122 00:12:49,969 --> 00:12:56,643 I have the house to myself later, if you want to stay and sleep. 123 00:12:56,810 --> 00:13:00,689 As in sleep? 124 00:13:00,855 --> 00:13:03,357 Or "sleep". 125 00:13:04,859 --> 00:13:08,071 As in "sleep". 126 00:13:09,280 --> 00:13:11,866 Yes. 127 00:13:12,033 --> 00:13:18,164 - Are we talking about the same thing? - I think so. 128 00:13:18,331 --> 00:13:23,086 - You've had sex before, right? - Yeah. 129 00:13:23,252 --> 00:13:28,758 - Several times. Many times. - That was the devil. 130 00:13:28,925 --> 00:13:31,260 I mean... 131 00:13:31,427 --> 00:13:36,766 - Adam! - I mean usually many times. 132 00:13:38,602 --> 00:13:42,606 You are cute. Come here. 133 00:13:47,611 --> 00:13:51,405 - You have heart emoji eyes. - I think I'm going to die. 134 00:13:51,573 --> 00:13:55,744 I really like him. 135 00:13:55,910 --> 00:13:59,372 - Fuck me! - Then tell him. 136 00:13:59,539 --> 00:14:03,251 I can babysit, when you have a hundred children. 137 00:14:03,417 --> 00:14:07,046 - Forget it. - I'm not sleeping with your husband. 138 00:14:07,213 --> 00:14:11,175 Do you know who I would sleep with? Coach Mike. 139 00:14:11,342 --> 00:14:16,180 - He has a tribal tattoo! - Yes, from the year 2000. 140 00:14:16,347 --> 00:14:20,351 - He has a cheeky 90s style. - I'm slipping. 141 00:14:20,519 --> 00:14:24,731 - I have to look after the neighbor's boy. - Yes, you have to practice. 142 00:14:24,898 --> 00:14:29,485 How sweet you are. I only want two. Three at most. 143 00:14:29,653 --> 00:14:34,073 If you join 'The young mothers', I also want to have children. 144 00:14:34,240 --> 00:14:37,076 - Goodbye! - Hello, hello. 145 00:15:21,454 --> 00:15:24,082 Great. 146 00:15:35,677 --> 00:15:39,513 don't tell mom that you have only slept for eight minutes. 147 00:15:43,017 --> 00:15:45,394 No, damn it... 148 00:15:57,365 --> 00:16:03,747 He sent me a dickpic! What do I do? Sending a thumbs up? 149 00:16:03,913 --> 00:16:09,502 Send a picture of your ass. Are you on birth control? 150 00:16:09,669 --> 00:16:13,256 - No. - We have to arrange that. Hello. 151 00:16:13,422 --> 00:16:15,842 Hello, hello. 152 00:16:24,308 --> 00:16:27,771 Don't look. 153 00:16:27,937 --> 00:16:30,023 Excuse me. 154 00:17:00,679 --> 00:17:04,307 Are you sexually active now? 155 00:17:04,473 --> 00:17:07,977 I do sexual things, but not... 156 00:17:10,897 --> 00:17:12,899 ... yet. 157 00:17:13,066 --> 00:17:19,071 If what you are doing includes oral sex, in other words, to suck it off - 158 00:17:19,238 --> 00:17:24,368 - licking, having anal sex, tick it off on your partner - 159 00:17:24,535 --> 00:17:30,124 - uses your fingers on yourself or your partner, then you are sexually active. 160 00:17:30,291 --> 00:17:33,627 - Just so you know. - Good. 161 00:17:33,795 --> 00:17:38,800 - When was your last period? - I haven't got it yet. 162 00:17:41,052 --> 00:17:44,347 Can you spread your legs a little, Lindy? 163 00:17:45,598 --> 00:17:50,019 And move down a bit if you can. 164 00:17:50,186 --> 00:17:52,897 A little more, please. 165 00:17:53,064 --> 00:17:59,528 Well. Now it's getting a little uncomfortable for about 30 seconds. 166 00:17:59,695 --> 00:18:03,074 - Ouch! - Oh... Sorry. 167 00:18:03,241 --> 00:18:05,744 We'll try again. 168 00:18:06,995 --> 00:18:10,289 - Ouch! - Sorry. 169 00:18:10,456 --> 00:18:14,252 You can sit up. 170 00:18:16,462 --> 00:18:19,799 What is there? Is something wrong? 171 00:18:23,719 --> 00:18:27,766 I have difficulty entering the vagina. 172 00:18:27,932 --> 00:18:33,062 It may be due to the hymen. Do you know what it is? 173 00:18:33,229 --> 00:18:37,901 You can make a small intervention, which can... 174 00:18:40,653 --> 00:18:44,240 You should probably see a specialist. 175 00:19:06,137 --> 00:19:08,014 Mother! 176 00:19:16,272 --> 00:19:19,608 i don't think you need to worry. 177 00:19:19,775 --> 00:19:22,987 We're not talking about that right now. 178 00:19:24,447 --> 00:19:30,244 Why do you want birth control when you don't know why you don't menstruate? 179 00:19:30,411 --> 00:19:33,331 - Now you spoke again. - Sorry. 180 00:19:35,291 --> 00:19:39,838 Of course I'm glad, that you are careful. 181 00:19:40,004 --> 00:19:46,302 But should you have sex with the first and best at your new school? Excuse me. 182 00:19:46,469 --> 00:19:50,514 - Don't you want to bring your mother in? - No. 183 00:19:50,681 --> 00:19:52,725 Good then. 184 00:19:52,892 --> 00:19:59,523 Is it okay if some colleagues watch? for teaching purposes? 185 00:20:01,192 --> 00:20:04,695 - Okay. - Good. I'll be right back. 186 00:20:18,584 --> 00:20:20,753 I think I'd rather… 187 00:20:20,920 --> 00:20:24,548 Spread your legs. A little more. Such. 188 00:20:30,179 --> 00:20:33,266 Most of the vagina appears to be missing. 189 00:20:36,895 --> 00:20:43,276 Now I enter the rectum with two fingers and feel for the ovaries. 190 00:20:43,442 --> 00:20:45,528 Okay. 191 00:21:03,379 --> 00:21:08,301 You will hear a loud boom. Do you want to listen to some music? 192 00:21:08,467 --> 00:21:10,511 - Okay. - Good. 193 00:21:10,678 --> 00:21:15,058 Press the alarm button, if you want us anything. 194 00:21:59,893 --> 00:22:01,687 CHIEF GYNECOLOGIST 195 00:22:07,276 --> 00:22:11,905 It seems, that Lindy has MRKH syndrome. 196 00:22:12,906 --> 00:22:15,659 What do you mean by "charges"? 197 00:22:15,826 --> 00:22:21,374 It stands for Mayer-Rokitansky-Küster-Hauser syndrome - 198 00:22:21,540 --> 00:22:26,004 after the four doctors who discovered it. 199 00:22:32,718 --> 00:22:38,599 All this is missing, except the fallopian tubes. 200 00:22:38,766 --> 00:22:41,435 It is a congenital abnormality. 201 00:22:41,602 --> 00:22:46,274 Lindy is missing a uterus, cervix and vagina. 202 00:22:46,440 --> 00:22:50,403 At least most of it. The sheath is 2.5 centimeters deep. 203 00:22:50,569 --> 00:22:55,616 - We call it a blind sheath. - A blind what? 204 00:22:55,783 --> 00:22:58,536 It's like a dead end. 205 00:22:58,702 --> 00:23:02,581 The medical name is vaginal agenesis. 206 00:23:03,791 --> 00:23:09,672 This means that it is impossible to have intercourse without any kind of intervention. 207 00:23:09,838 --> 00:23:15,928 Since her endometrium is missing, nor does she get her period. 208 00:23:16,095 --> 00:23:21,392 She ovulates once a month, like all normal women. 209 00:23:21,559 --> 00:23:24,895 Is it because of me? 210 00:23:25,063 --> 00:23:28,774 I drank wine before I got pregnant. 211 00:23:28,941 --> 00:23:34,447 I smoked a few cigarettes. So gosh… 212 00:23:40,619 --> 00:23:43,872 So she can't have children? 213 00:23:44,039 --> 00:23:47,751 No, she cannot carry a child. 214 00:23:49,503 --> 00:23:52,215 I was at a conference recently. 215 00:23:52,381 --> 00:23:57,636 They had transplanted the uterus from the grandmother to the granddaughter - 216 00:23:57,803 --> 00:24:03,351 - and suddenly it worked. You never know how it will end... 217 00:24:03,517 --> 00:24:08,106 ... if you want to have children. God's ways are unsearchable. 218 00:24:08,272 --> 00:24:11,942 You have to work hard to have children. 219 00:24:12,110 --> 00:24:15,613 There is nothing more natural than to give birth. 220 00:24:15,779 --> 00:24:21,119 I think we can make you feel like a perfectly normal young woman. 221 00:24:21,285 --> 00:24:23,871 With a little help. 222 00:24:24,037 --> 00:24:26,124 Piss. 223 00:24:30,669 --> 00:24:35,841 - You can talk to a therapist. - I am a therapist myself. 224 00:24:37,885 --> 00:24:40,388 Interesting. 225 00:24:41,764 --> 00:24:44,558 You should not be afraid of them. 226 00:24:44,725 --> 00:24:49,480 They are available in different colors. This one in neon green. 227 00:24:49,647 --> 00:24:52,983 You work your way up to this size. 228 00:24:53,151 --> 00:24:57,905 My ex-husband wasn't even… So this is the dream man. 229 00:24:58,071 --> 00:25:02,410 The sheath is really just an amazing muscle. 230 00:25:02,576 --> 00:25:06,038 You just need to expand it. 231 00:25:06,205 --> 00:25:10,125 I would start with the little guy here. 232 00:25:10,293 --> 00:25:15,173 Press it in twice a day between 15 and 30 minutes - 233 00:25:15,339 --> 00:25:18,592 while reading or something. 234 00:25:18,759 --> 00:25:24,432 How long do I have to do it? before I can have sex? 235 00:25:24,598 --> 00:25:30,271 It is different. Usually between 3 and 18 months. 236 00:25:30,438 --> 00:25:33,566 Excuse me? 3 to 18 months? 237 00:25:33,732 --> 00:25:39,029 Yes. But the good news is, that once you have created your vagina - 238 00:25:39,197 --> 00:25:45,077 - you only need to maintain it once a week through sex and dilation. 239 00:25:45,244 --> 00:25:48,539 Then it's in place. Yes. 240 00:25:51,124 --> 00:25:54,337 You play sports, right? 241 00:25:54,503 --> 00:25:58,507 Think of it as exercise. 242 00:25:58,674 --> 00:26:01,927 A training camp for the vagina. 243 00:26:03,971 --> 00:26:06,098 Excuse me. 244 00:26:07,683 --> 00:26:11,479 Is there nothing that can make it easier for you. 245 00:26:11,645 --> 00:26:19,027 Being 16 is hell, isn't it? Some worse shit, simply. 246 00:26:46,722 --> 00:26:49,558 Good job, girls. 247 00:26:51,059 --> 00:26:55,689 Lindy! You ran well. Can we talk for a bit? 248 00:26:57,983 --> 00:27:00,778 Don't forget to stretch the hamstrings. 249 00:27:00,944 --> 00:27:05,908 I want you to run 100 meters in the university tournament. 250 00:27:06,074 --> 00:27:11,121 But you have to train hard in the morning and at the weekend. The whole bath oil. 251 00:27:11,289 --> 00:27:16,752 - And Viv? She is skilled and motivated. - You sprint better. 252 00:27:16,919 --> 00:27:19,755 She is more experienced than me. 253 00:27:19,922 --> 00:27:26,136 I know you are new. But some are born with talent, and you are. 254 00:27:26,304 --> 00:27:30,849 We can win the local final. And there are talent scouts from the universities. 255 00:27:31,016 --> 00:27:34,770 - What are you saying? - Okay then. 256 00:27:34,937 --> 00:27:40,359 That's how it should sound. Welcome to the team. We'll talk by. 257 00:27:40,526 --> 00:27:44,363 - Was it what I thought? - I asked... 258 00:27:44,530 --> 00:27:50,118 That's perfectly fine. Cool for you. But you don't steal my husband. 259 00:27:51,579 --> 00:27:54,582 Have you been exercising since last time? 260 00:27:54,748 --> 00:27:58,877 He's so scared after MeToo, that he doesn't want to look at me. 261 00:27:59,044 --> 00:28:02,130 You are sexually harassing him. 262 00:28:02,297 --> 00:28:08,512 - Do you get pain in the ass when you have your period? - Yes, I hate it. 263 00:28:09,597 --> 00:28:15,644 - Do you have a tampon? - No. I forgot them in the closet. 264 00:28:24,737 --> 00:28:27,322 "To Your Inner Strength" 265 00:28:39,042 --> 00:28:41,754 Shed, shed... 266 00:28:41,920 --> 00:28:46,341 The universe, women, vagina... 267 00:28:46,509 --> 00:28:48,594 Vagina... 268 00:28:53,807 --> 00:28:58,353 I have no idea what I should write about. 269 00:28:58,521 --> 00:29:04,443 Maybe how 'The Handmaid's Tale' reflects the policy of the United States. 270 00:29:05,986 --> 00:29:09,114 You are smart. I like that. 271 00:29:10,783 --> 00:29:14,912 i like that you know a lot about movies and bitcoin. 272 00:29:15,078 --> 00:29:18,331 It means I'm stupid in the head. 273 00:29:18,499 --> 00:29:22,628 it's okay with me that you are smarter. 274 00:29:22,795 --> 00:29:25,756 It's pretty sexy. 275 00:29:40,270 --> 00:29:44,692 - Are you hungry? I am. - I can eat something. 276 00:29:44,858 --> 00:29:48,403 But maybe you should go. I have to train. 277 00:29:49,822 --> 00:29:55,368 - We can train together. - Then I can't concentrate. 278 00:29:55,536 --> 00:30:00,999 - I promise to behave properly. - You better go. Just go. 279 00:30:11,259 --> 00:30:16,181 - Sorry. I'm acting crazy. - That's fine. 280 00:30:21,729 --> 00:30:25,733 - Hello to you! - We have to leave. 281 00:30:25,899 --> 00:30:28,527 I want to say hello to your mother. 282 00:30:28,694 --> 00:30:32,573 It's wild what people throw on the street! 283 00:30:32,740 --> 00:30:36,660 - Now I have to help you. - Thank you. 284 00:30:39,412 --> 00:30:44,918 I want to decorate the house so it doesn't reminds me of my mother. She died last year. 285 00:30:45,085 --> 00:30:48,463 - I'm sorry about that. - Thank you. 286 00:30:48,631 --> 00:30:53,010 she was crazy but it is not hereditary like breast cancer. 287 00:30:53,176 --> 00:30:58,056 - We have to do homework. - Yes. She is really smart. 288 00:30:58,223 --> 00:31:02,394 - But you already know that, right? - Yeah. 289 00:31:03,395 --> 00:31:07,525 Nice to meet you, mrs. McPhee. My name is Adam. 290 00:31:07,691 --> 00:31:13,864 You're right, Adam. Just call me Rita. There is no mr. McPhee. 291 00:31:14,031 --> 00:31:17,284 - Cool. Feminist. - Yes. 292 00:31:21,246 --> 00:31:26,418 It was nice to meet. Now make sure you study. 293 00:31:29,421 --> 00:31:33,425 - It was strange. - She's funny. 294 00:31:36,094 --> 00:31:40,140 I must go on. I have to go to the lady with the table. 295 00:31:40,307 --> 00:31:45,020 - I want to read this book. Hello, hello. - Hello, hello. 296 00:31:53,946 --> 00:31:57,575 "Famous people with MRKH." 297 00:32:00,452 --> 00:32:04,915 "Jaclyn Schultz, contestant on 'Survivor,' Miss Michigan.” 298 00:32:05,082 --> 00:32:08,376 "Born without a womb." 299 00:32:12,130 --> 00:32:18,220 "Eva Braun never had sex with Hitler for gynecological reasons." 300 00:32:20,222 --> 00:32:23,601 Fuck my life. 301 00:32:28,355 --> 00:32:30,357 Peter! I'm on my way. 302 00:32:30,523 --> 00:32:35,696 Hello! It's Peter's girlfriend. Yes, he is a real pig. 303 00:32:35,863 --> 00:32:39,449 Well, damn it. Wow! 304 00:32:41,952 --> 00:32:45,831 Good luck. Sorry. Hello, hello. 305 00:32:51,503 --> 00:32:54,172 Fuck my life. 306 00:33:11,523 --> 00:33:16,153 Vaginal blockage can be severe and associated with anxiety. 307 00:33:16,319 --> 00:33:21,199 But with a few tips it can become a normal part of everyday life. 308 00:33:21,366 --> 00:33:26,705 Choose a dilator that suits you, and a water-based lubricant. 309 00:33:26,872 --> 00:33:32,002 Lie comfortably with your legs apart in butterfly position. 310 00:33:32,169 --> 00:33:38,216 Place the dilator in the vaginal opening and point it slightly upwards. 311 00:33:50,228 --> 00:33:55,233 Choose a dilator that suits you, and a water-based lubricant. 312 00:33:55,400 --> 00:34:02,657 Start with a small dilator and gradually increase in size. 313 00:34:02,825 --> 00:34:08,997 Lie comfortably with your legs apart in butterfly position. 314 00:34:09,164 --> 00:34:15,796 Place the dilator in the vaginal opening and point it slightly upwards. 315 00:34:15,963 --> 00:34:21,760 To reach further in it is recommended to do it daily. 316 00:35:14,229 --> 00:35:17,565 Honey, can you help me with something? 317 00:35:22,445 --> 00:35:25,532 Set it up. 318 00:35:28,701 --> 00:35:32,330 Yesterday I was thinking about when I was pregnant. 319 00:35:32,497 --> 00:35:37,752 The doctor said he thought you had cleft lip and palate. 320 00:35:37,920 --> 00:35:42,883 You haven't, but I thought that there could be a connection. 321 00:35:43,050 --> 00:35:49,056 Certainly not. I read something about that it was due to male genes. 322 00:35:51,516 --> 00:35:55,896 Interesting. It also sounds logical. 323 00:35:57,522 --> 00:36:00,525 - How is Adam? - Good. 324 00:36:00,692 --> 00:36:05,530 - He seems lovely. - Yes, he's really nice. 325 00:36:06,824 --> 00:36:11,829 I can see that your eyes are shining, and I know you see each other quite a bit. 326 00:36:11,995 --> 00:36:14,539 And... 327 00:36:14,706 --> 00:36:20,462 It must be terrible to have to tell him and… 328 00:36:20,628 --> 00:36:25,467 - And what? - And... I don't know. 329 00:36:25,633 --> 00:36:30,138 If he changes his mind about you, is that wrong. 330 00:36:30,305 --> 00:36:33,600 Mom, you don't know him. 331 00:36:33,766 --> 00:36:36,811 Men have strong biological drives - 332 00:36:36,979 --> 00:36:42,067 - and are not so nuanced in relation to life as women. 333 00:36:42,234 --> 00:36:45,570 Why are we talking about it? 334 00:36:45,737 --> 00:36:51,659 It's hard enough to be a perfect woman. 335 00:36:51,826 --> 00:36:57,124 And even harder to be a woman with a problem. 336 00:36:57,290 --> 00:37:01,378 Not that it's a problem, but it makes you different. 337 00:37:02,712 --> 00:37:08,301 But I love all of you as you are, no matter what happens. 338 00:37:08,468 --> 00:37:12,639 - Thank you for those words. - We have to talk about it. 339 00:37:12,805 --> 00:37:16,351 You must, even if it's not with me. 340 00:37:16,518 --> 00:37:19,187 Damn it I will! 341 00:37:45,380 --> 00:37:51,053 People think I'm attention seeking when i take testosterone. 342 00:37:51,219 --> 00:37:57,935 Insane. Why should I? Maybe I can grow a mustache. 343 00:37:58,101 --> 00:38:02,147 I owe it to you. Wonderful. 344 00:38:02,314 --> 00:38:06,568 - Okay. Who's next? - I can say something. 345 00:38:06,734 --> 00:38:10,572 Good then. 346 00:38:10,738 --> 00:38:13,908 Hello with you! My name is Jax. 347 00:38:15,327 --> 00:38:20,373 I'm a pretty good artist. I can make a perfect cat eye. 348 00:38:20,540 --> 00:38:23,876 I'm terrible at all sports. 349 00:38:24,044 --> 00:38:27,214 And I'm intersex. 350 00:38:28,423 --> 00:38:34,804 It was crazy to discover that. It was quite frankly bone-chilling. 351 00:38:34,972 --> 00:38:42,312 But the community here and online has really been a huge help. 352 00:38:42,479 --> 00:38:48,401 I don't feel anymore as a medical object. 353 00:38:48,568 --> 00:38:53,073 On the contrary, it has given me superpowers to be intersex. 354 00:38:53,240 --> 00:39:00,080 To own one's identity, no matter how identifies oneself, is up to oneself. 355 00:39:00,247 --> 00:39:04,042 No one has to make you to be ashamed of it. 356 00:39:04,209 --> 00:39:10,382 I also experience strange dates. It's no problem. 357 00:39:12,009 --> 00:39:14,927 Okay. So... 358 00:39:15,095 --> 00:39:18,473 Lindy, would you like to introduce yourself? 359 00:39:21,643 --> 00:39:25,480 Yes. Hello, everyone. 360 00:39:26,606 --> 00:39:29,276 My name is Lindy. 361 00:39:29,442 --> 00:39:35,448 I have something called MRKH. I don't know how to explain... 362 00:39:35,615 --> 00:39:38,868 I'm bored that people get to know before… 363 00:39:43,623 --> 00:39:46,584 Piss too. I have to go. 364 00:39:46,751 --> 00:39:53,591 I forgot something at home. I have to get it. Sorry. 365 00:39:53,758 --> 00:39:56,219 Thanks. 366 00:39:56,386 --> 00:40:02,100 Good luck with the moustache, if you want one. Thank you for your time. 367 00:41:05,122 --> 00:41:07,665 Tax? 368 00:41:16,216 --> 00:41:18,468 Tax? 369 00:41:24,849 --> 00:41:29,146 - What are you doing? Step! - I knocked. 370 00:41:32,815 --> 00:41:35,067 Damn it! 371 00:41:43,410 --> 00:41:46,788 What the hell...? You ran in my lane. 372 00:41:46,954 --> 00:41:51,709 You were in my lane all the way! Her new one has pms. 373 00:41:51,876 --> 00:41:54,546 - What did you say? - That you have PMS, brat. 374 00:41:54,712 --> 00:41:58,132 Shut up. Let it be! 375 00:41:58,300 --> 00:42:01,636 Listen, calm down! 376 00:42:02,595 --> 00:42:07,975 - Where are you going? - I'm not supposed to be here. I'm quitting. 377 00:42:15,900 --> 00:42:19,904 are you ok You seem so absent. 378 00:42:20,071 --> 00:42:23,325 I'm just tired. 379 00:42:24,284 --> 00:42:27,745 I can wake you up. 380 00:42:28,830 --> 00:42:33,668 - Do you want? - I didn't know you smoked a tent. 381 00:42:33,835 --> 00:42:38,506 - I do that now. - Good then... 382 00:42:52,479 --> 00:42:56,441 Want to try something? Come here. 383 00:42:58,943 --> 00:43:01,321 Round the lips. 384 00:43:03,823 --> 00:43:06,784 You are so gorgeous. 385 00:43:11,373 --> 00:43:14,792 I don't know if I can wait any longer. 386 00:43:14,959 --> 00:43:18,755 - Do you want to do it? - Now? 387 00:43:18,921 --> 00:43:20,840 Yes. 388 00:43:21,007 --> 00:43:23,134 Soon. 389 00:43:24,135 --> 00:43:27,597 You're a bit of a fool. 390 00:43:30,933 --> 00:43:33,144 Leave it alone. 391 00:43:34,061 --> 00:43:39,066 - Is everything okay? - Yes. I just have my period. 392 00:43:41,278 --> 00:43:44,447 You could have just said that. 393 00:43:44,614 --> 00:43:50,287 I... I told my mother, that you were my girlfriend. 394 00:43:51,454 --> 00:43:55,417 - Did you? - Are you? 395 00:43:59,879 --> 00:44:02,214 Yes. 396 00:44:55,935 --> 00:44:58,980 - What are you doing? - Nothing. 397 00:44:59,146 --> 00:45:01,858 Okay then. 398 00:45:02,024 --> 00:45:05,403 - Do you have red eyes? - It's an allergy. 399 00:45:05,570 --> 00:45:09,031 - Are you crooked? - No. 400 00:45:14,036 --> 00:45:15,997 Little. 401 00:45:16,163 --> 00:45:19,917 This is actually the start on hard substances. 402 00:45:20,084 --> 00:45:23,755 Excuse me. I'm going to bed. 403 00:45:25,965 --> 00:45:30,094 - Good night. i love you - In the same way. 404 00:45:57,038 --> 00:45:59,457 Thanks. 405 00:46:01,125 --> 00:46:05,672 - You look amazing. - Why is he having a theme party? 406 00:46:05,838 --> 00:46:08,966 I think it's cute. 407 00:46:09,133 --> 00:46:12,094 Do you have a charger I can borrow? 408 00:46:15,139 --> 00:46:20,061 What is this? Are they butt plugs? 409 00:46:20,227 --> 00:46:24,566 - So you prefer the back road? - Will you shut up? 410 00:46:24,732 --> 00:46:28,360 Okay. Excuse me. 411 00:46:28,528 --> 00:46:32,907 - Maybe we could talk about... - I don't want to talk about sprinting. 412 00:46:33,074 --> 00:46:38,663 - How did you know it was? - I don't want any more. I don't have time. 413 00:46:40,164 --> 00:46:43,710 Is everything okay? It doesn't seem that way. 414 00:46:49,632 --> 00:46:54,261 Yes. I just have some health problems. 415 00:46:55,179 --> 00:46:58,307 Oh no. are you ok 416 00:46:58,475 --> 00:47:01,894 I can't get my period. 417 00:47:03,563 --> 00:47:07,149 Never ever? 418 00:47:09,110 --> 00:47:12,489 Then you're in luck. It's so annoying. 419 00:47:13,990 --> 00:47:19,662 - That sounds good. - Can we talk about it later? 420 00:47:20,788 --> 00:47:23,833 - Why can't you...? - Now be nice. 421 00:47:26,168 --> 00:47:29,631 What was it you wanted to talk to me about? 422 00:47:29,797 --> 00:47:34,260 Forget it. It is not important. 423 00:47:35,637 --> 00:47:39,015 What are you going to use the blood for? 424 00:47:45,772 --> 00:47:48,482 Oh crap! 425 00:47:50,568 --> 00:47:52,779 Does it look good? 426 00:47:54,531 --> 00:47:58,951 - I'll kill you. - You look really dead. 427 00:48:04,081 --> 00:48:07,334 No! Look at you... 428 00:48:12,464 --> 00:48:18,680 - You look absolutely fantastic. - The cat is not in the bathroom anymore. 429 00:48:18,846 --> 00:48:23,935 I check the cat. You look dangerous. You look great too, Viv. 430 00:48:24,101 --> 00:48:27,897 Thanks. The cat is gone. Come on. 431 00:48:32,985 --> 00:48:36,781 - Shouldn't we go out? - No, wait. 432 00:48:37,949 --> 00:48:42,161 - I would like to say sorry. - Me too. 433 00:48:42,328 --> 00:48:47,959 You shouldn't have stopped. You are talented. Cool that you're still friends. 434 00:48:48,125 --> 00:48:50,837 I think about the team. 435 00:48:51,003 --> 00:48:54,465 - Would you like a drink, Lindy? - What do you mean? 436 00:48:54,632 --> 00:48:58,720 The coach gave Viv your seat. Didn't she say that? 437 00:48:58,886 --> 00:49:02,556 Yes, yes. It's fantastic. 438 00:49:04,016 --> 00:49:06,936 - I wanted to say that... - I'll be back in a bit. 439 00:49:07,103 --> 00:49:10,815 - Sorry, sorry. - It's okay. 440 00:49:10,982 --> 00:49:15,486 You deserve it more than me. I'm going now. 441 00:49:15,653 --> 00:49:19,073 - Don't go! - I have pms. 442 00:49:19,240 --> 00:49:21,200 I thought you... 443 00:49:24,954 --> 00:49:29,751 Hello! We run into each other all the time. It must mean something. 444 00:49:29,917 --> 00:49:33,045 Yes, how random. 445 00:49:33,212 --> 00:49:35,464 Hey Carrie! 446 00:49:39,551 --> 00:49:43,347 Have you seen the movie 'Fight Club'? 447 00:49:43,514 --> 00:49:49,020 The only rule for the club is to shut up about the club. 448 00:49:49,186 --> 00:49:53,858 - I have never seen 'Fight Club'. - Okay. 449 00:49:54,025 --> 00:49:57,486 If anyone asks how we met - 450 00:49:57,654 --> 00:50:03,117 - you can say that our parents know each other, or that we met in the kiosk? 451 00:50:04,576 --> 00:50:08,706 Yeah... Okay. 452 00:50:09,707 --> 00:50:14,545 - I didn't mean it that way. - You mean what you mean. 453 00:50:19,676 --> 00:50:22,219 Wish for something. 454 00:50:26,598 --> 00:50:29,560 - See you later? - Okay. 455 00:50:35,817 --> 00:50:40,279 You are a prettier and smaller problematic version of Johnny Depp. 456 00:50:41,405 --> 00:50:44,909 - Are you going? - I think so. 457 00:50:46,202 --> 00:50:52,208 - Have I done something wrong? - No, but I don't feel so well. 458 00:50:53,334 --> 00:50:55,586 Okay. 459 00:50:55,753 --> 00:50:59,757 Would you like to come into my room? before you go? 460 00:51:05,054 --> 00:51:09,016 - Do you need help? - It works. 461 00:51:11,060 --> 00:51:15,064 It's a little geeky, but come on. 462 00:51:15,231 --> 00:51:18,025 Open it. 463 00:51:20,402 --> 00:51:22,363 {\an8}"WOMEN IN HISTORY" 464 00:51:22,529 --> 00:51:25,616 How sweet. Thanks! 465 00:51:26,784 --> 00:51:31,122 {\an8}Frida Kahlo was a Mexican artist known for his self-portraits. 466 00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:36,836 {\an8}Ida B. Wells was an American journalist. 467 00:51:37,003 --> 00:51:42,383 {\an8}Of course I have saved my favorite eventually. 468 00:51:42,549 --> 00:51:44,718 Thanks. 469 00:51:46,262 --> 00:51:50,975 What is there? It wasn't meant to be that you should be sad. 470 00:51:51,142 --> 00:51:56,147 No, it's fantastic. I love it. 471 00:51:59,483 --> 00:52:05,907 - But I... I want to stop here. - What? Why? 472 00:52:08,325 --> 00:52:11,287 Shall I suck it off you? 473 00:52:13,289 --> 00:52:16,625 Maybe, but not right now. 474 00:52:16,793 --> 00:52:22,131 I have to go now. Go out and find Karina. 475 00:52:22,298 --> 00:52:27,511 - Why should I see her? - You got together with her before. 476 00:52:27,678 --> 00:52:33,267 I don't care about Karina. You freak out for no reason. 477 00:52:34,811 --> 00:52:39,481 Lindy... I really like you. 478 00:52:40,942 --> 00:52:46,072 But it starts to feel as if it is not mutual. 479 00:52:47,824 --> 00:52:50,201 Excuse me. 480 00:52:59,668 --> 00:53:02,713 Have a good evening, tampon! 481 00:53:05,842 --> 00:53:09,178 - Lindy! - Piss off. 482 00:53:12,098 --> 00:53:18,270 - Sorry, I thought it was those guys. - I know. They are some assholes. 483 00:53:18,437 --> 00:53:24,235 I went behind you and wanted to give in to know without scaring you. 484 00:53:24,401 --> 00:53:29,156 But I have already done that. I live just around the corner. 485 00:53:31,783 --> 00:53:34,786 Do you want... 486 00:53:34,954 --> 00:53:39,458 ... drink this on the beach next to my house? 487 00:53:39,625 --> 00:53:44,088 - Okay. We can do that. - Good. 488 00:53:46,048 --> 00:53:51,428 Consequence: You have to jump into the lake with no clothes on. 489 00:53:51,595 --> 00:53:56,475 Forget it. I don't do that. It's too cold. 490 00:53:57,393 --> 00:54:01,188 Okay. So truth. 491 00:54:01,355 --> 00:54:07,028 - Is Adam your boyfriend? - Yes, he is. 492 00:54:07,194 --> 00:54:11,407 Or was. I don't know anymore. 493 00:54:11,573 --> 00:54:15,411 - Do you see anyone? - Not at the moment. 494 00:54:16,996 --> 00:54:20,582 - Can I ask you something? - Yes. 495 00:54:21,708 --> 00:54:25,046 You said at the meeting, that you were intersex. 496 00:54:25,212 --> 00:54:31,468 - Can you elaborate on that? - About what it means? 497 00:54:31,635 --> 00:54:35,806 - Forget it. It was stupid. - It's not stupid. 498 00:54:35,973 --> 00:54:43,022 This means, that one's genitals or anatomy - 499 00:54:43,189 --> 00:54:47,234 - does not fit in in the normal binary gender perception. 500 00:54:47,401 --> 00:54:52,781 I made videos about it too a few years ago and posted them online. 501 00:54:52,949 --> 00:54:59,871 Hear me out! Sorry, I mention myself in a real conversation. 502 00:55:00,039 --> 00:55:03,334 You never have to talk to me again. 503 00:55:03,500 --> 00:55:08,630 I will definitely look into them. You don't need to be ashamed. 504 00:55:08,797 --> 00:55:12,551 Thanks for telling me. I should know. 505 00:55:12,718 --> 00:55:15,972 The more you know... 506 00:55:18,265 --> 00:55:24,521 - Do you like living here? - There are trees, there is water... 507 00:55:24,688 --> 00:55:30,236 And then I really stick out with my prince suit. 508 00:55:31,445 --> 00:55:36,658 I work in a cafe and saving up for university. 509 00:55:36,825 --> 00:55:41,955 - Do you like living here? - Yes, it's okay. 510 00:55:42,123 --> 00:55:49,046 We've moved a lot. It's hard to make and keep friends. 511 00:55:50,464 --> 00:55:56,845 Then I look forward to becoming a friend, which you inevitably lose touch with. 512 00:56:09,441 --> 00:56:13,029 - Sorry! - Don't think about it. 513 00:56:13,195 --> 00:56:18,825 - I better go now. It's late. - I can keep you company. 514 00:56:18,992 --> 00:56:24,498 If we've learned anything tonight, it's that that tampons should not go alone. 515 00:56:25,749 --> 00:56:27,959 Thanks. 516 00:56:29,378 --> 00:56:33,590 Oh, how sweet you are! As a mix... 517 00:56:33,757 --> 00:56:37,803 It's brave to say it. I love you very much. 518 00:56:37,969 --> 00:56:41,765 It's so disgusting. Go out and hang yourself! 519 00:56:43,350 --> 00:56:49,523 Hello, fans. It's Jax. Time for third part of my intersex story. 520 00:56:49,690 --> 00:56:54,653 In the last video we talked about, that I was born with gonads - 521 00:56:54,820 --> 00:56:59,783 - which was removed, because the doctors said there was cancer. 522 00:56:59,950 --> 00:57:04,538 Today I'm talking about my second "normalizing" intervention. 523 00:57:04,705 --> 00:57:06,748 A vaginoplasty - 524 00:57:06,915 --> 00:57:12,838 - like my biological parents and the doctors said I needed - 525 00:57:13,004 --> 00:57:17,468 - when I was eleven. Now you have been warned. 526 00:57:21,847 --> 00:57:25,142 We have now looked at hybrid animals. 527 00:57:25,309 --> 00:57:31,022 What are the two animals I'm looking for, will it be a hybrid? 528 00:57:31,190 --> 00:57:33,066 So a mule. 529 00:57:33,234 --> 00:57:38,530 Then we have a horse... Is there anyone, Who knows what the other animal is? 530 00:57:38,697 --> 00:57:41,742 It's a donkey. 531 00:57:41,908 --> 00:57:44,370 Is MRKH intersex? 532 00:57:44,536 --> 00:57:49,458 It is due to an abnormality in the reproductive organs. 533 00:57:49,625 --> 00:57:53,086 No, MRKH syndrome is not intersex... 534 00:57:53,254 --> 00:57:57,299 How do we free ourselves from the expectations of our body? 535 00:57:57,466 --> 00:58:04,348 Certain species solve overpopulation by creating sterile females. 536 00:58:04,515 --> 00:58:08,727 Cool. Then you don't have to be afraid to make the girl pregnant. 537 00:58:08,894 --> 00:58:11,688 That's kind of beside the point, Doug. 538 00:58:11,855 --> 00:58:15,776 The body is as it was created to be. 539 00:58:15,942 --> 00:58:20,239 So everyone is perfect. For someone. 540 00:58:24,368 --> 00:58:29,039 - Even I have had more bangs than her. - I believe in you. 541 00:58:30,666 --> 00:58:35,254 - Can I just talk to you? - Yes. 542 00:58:35,421 --> 00:58:41,843 Sorry, I was such an asshole. The book is the best gift I have ever received. 543 00:58:42,010 --> 00:58:45,722 That's cool. It was perhaps a little childish. 544 00:58:45,889 --> 00:58:50,394 Okay. It doesn't seem like it's cool. 545 00:58:53,146 --> 00:58:56,149 I thought maybe we could… 546 00:58:56,317 --> 00:59:01,530 - Yo, Adam! - So what, guys? are you ok 547 00:59:05,742 --> 00:59:08,912 That's cool. 548 00:59:09,079 --> 00:59:14,710 - There is something I need to talk to you about. - What is it? 549 00:59:15,877 --> 00:59:22,343 I need some time to work with myself. It doesn't last forever. 550 00:59:22,509 --> 00:59:26,012 Adam, I really like you. 551 00:59:27,931 --> 00:59:33,103 - Maybe you can give me some time. - How long? 552 00:59:33,270 --> 00:59:37,899 3 to 18 months. Maybe more, maybe less. 553 00:59:38,066 --> 00:59:40,444 What? 554 00:59:42,279 --> 00:59:46,825 Lindy, I'm quite confused now. 555 00:59:46,992 --> 00:59:52,664 You don't seem interested, so maybe we shouldn't be together. 556 00:59:56,167 --> 00:59:58,962 Your bag is open. 557 01:00:04,593 --> 01:00:07,429 I hope you find it, you're looking, Carrie. 558 01:00:13,977 --> 01:00:17,439 - Sorry. Can I take the hill? - Of course. 559 01:00:17,606 --> 01:00:22,653 The boss won't let me go until I have taken 13 hills. I only took 12. 560 01:00:22,819 --> 01:00:27,616 - She probably has OCD. - I don't think OCD manifests itself like that. 561 01:00:29,910 --> 01:00:32,913 Sorry if you have. 562 01:00:34,122 --> 01:00:37,334 Okay. I'm going to wipe them off here. 563 01:00:39,252 --> 01:00:43,256 - My name is Chad, by the way. - Hey, Chad. 564 01:00:50,347 --> 01:00:52,433 'WOMEN IN HISTORY' 565 01:01:34,391 --> 01:01:39,270 It has gained some depth. Just hang in there my friend. 566 01:01:39,438 --> 01:01:46,111 Work out with your partner if you have one. Unless he is too well equipped. 567 01:01:47,613 --> 01:01:52,200 There are other options, if the extension does not work. 568 01:01:52,368 --> 01:01:57,789 - Like? - There are different surgical methods. 569 01:01:57,956 --> 01:02:04,254 Then you must be referred to a specialist doctor, and your mother will come over. 570 01:02:04,421 --> 01:02:06,882 I have a colleague in Dallas. 571 01:02:07,048 --> 01:02:13,054 He does mostly vaginal plastic surgery on housewives, but I can hear him. 572 01:02:18,727 --> 01:02:24,190 - Call my friend. He knows all about it. - Okay, thanks. 573 01:02:24,357 --> 01:02:29,738 McIndoe's technique involves making an incision between the bladder and the rectum - 574 01:02:29,905 --> 01:02:33,742 - and transplant skin from the buttock or thigh. 575 01:02:33,909 --> 01:02:38,955 Only a small piece is needed to create a recess. 576 01:02:39,122 --> 01:02:41,708 In this picture... 577 01:02:41,875 --> 01:02:47,047 - Are you okay, honey? - Yes. I just want to get out of here. 578 01:02:48,089 --> 01:02:52,385 - You don't want anything? - I'm not hungry. 579 01:03:09,528 --> 01:03:13,323 I haven't seen Adam in a while. 580 01:03:13,490 --> 01:03:18,620 I know that. He's been busy with school, sports and everything. 581 01:03:18,787 --> 01:03:24,084 - Maybe it's the best thing right now. - What do you mean by that? 582 01:03:25,418 --> 01:03:31,592 Nothing. You can meet men the rest of life. They are not a priority now. 583 01:03:31,758 --> 01:03:35,721 You can't delete men, because you've been burned once. 584 01:03:35,887 --> 01:03:41,101 You were left alone with a baby. Grandmother helped you and left you a sour house. 585 01:03:41,267 --> 01:03:44,229 "I've made it." You are so bitter! 586 01:03:47,440 --> 01:03:49,568 Excuse me. 587 01:03:54,239 --> 01:04:00,286 I pay for the surgery. I have saved up to the chest, money from grandma... 588 01:04:00,453 --> 01:04:03,624 Stop having to fix everything! 589 01:04:05,208 --> 01:04:08,336 If you do not want surgery, is it fine - 590 01:04:08,504 --> 01:04:12,465 - but I would like to, that you talk to me. 591 01:04:12,633 --> 01:04:19,347 I want you to feel as a normal, beautiful and smart teenage girl. 592 01:04:19,515 --> 01:04:24,561 I'm not fucking normal. And neither are you! 593 01:04:35,656 --> 01:04:37,908 Viva, open! 594 01:04:42,663 --> 01:04:45,248 Adam? What the hell...? 595 01:04:45,415 --> 01:04:49,169 Fuck you both! Idiots! 596 01:05:33,755 --> 01:05:37,258 - Hello! - Hello. 597 01:05:37,425 --> 01:05:40,637 Do you want to hang out, when you get time off? 598 01:05:41,930 --> 01:05:45,308 Yes. That sounds fun. 599 01:05:47,310 --> 01:05:51,481 - Are you okay? - Yes. I feel good. 600 01:05:52,649 --> 01:05:56,778 - Can I have a shake? - Of course. 601 01:06:01,116 --> 01:06:03,201 Well... 602 01:06:10,959 --> 01:06:13,837 Shall we have fun? 603 01:06:14,004 --> 01:06:17,340 - You mean... now? - Yes. 604 01:06:30,186 --> 01:06:32,689 Have you had sex before? 605 01:06:36,567 --> 01:06:39,529 Excuse me. I was just curious. 606 01:06:39,696 --> 01:06:43,199 No. Not yet. 607 01:06:44,660 --> 01:06:48,579 Are you waiting until you get married? 608 01:06:49,831 --> 01:06:56,129 No, not really. I'm waiting just showing that it feels right. 609 01:06:56,296 --> 01:06:59,299 Cool. Me too. 610 01:07:01,134 --> 01:07:06,306 But I want to practice so I'm ready when the time is right. 611 01:07:27,327 --> 01:07:29,955 Am I in? 612 01:07:31,539 --> 01:07:34,835 Do you like it? 613 01:07:35,001 --> 01:07:38,296 Yes! It's really nice. 614 01:07:47,222 --> 01:07:51,768 - Are you sure you won't get pregnant? - Yes. 615 01:07:54,229 --> 01:08:01,069 So what if you do? Of course I will be there. 616 01:08:01,236 --> 01:08:03,321 Thanks. 617 01:08:05,741 --> 01:08:08,827 Did it feel weird? 618 01:08:11,371 --> 01:08:14,374 - A little maybe. - How? 619 01:08:17,710 --> 01:08:20,671 I don't know. Maybe because it... 620 01:08:22,173 --> 01:08:24,801 ... was a little too tight. 621 01:08:24,968 --> 01:08:28,179 Thanks. But did it feel normal? 622 01:08:32,100 --> 01:08:34,644 I don't know. 623 01:08:37,230 --> 01:08:40,065 Maybe my dick isn't that small. 624 01:08:42,903 --> 01:08:48,366 - Where are you going? I drive you. - I need fresh air. But thanks. 625 01:08:48,533 --> 01:08:52,077 It's dark! 626 01:08:59,084 --> 01:09:03,964 - Sorry, I'm so late. - It's okay. Come on. 627 01:09:13,766 --> 01:09:19,397 - When did I become your enemy? - Can we play therapy tomorrow? 628 01:09:19,564 --> 01:09:24,652 No. I'm a bad therapist so I have to practice. 629 01:09:24,820 --> 01:09:30,826 I understand. I am your mother and the last one you want to talk to - 630 01:09:30,991 --> 01:09:36,664 - about your vagina, dilators, lubricants and sex toys. 631 01:09:36,832 --> 01:09:42,295 - But I have also had a hard time. - I know that well. 632 01:09:43,253 --> 01:09:47,550 It was hard when your father left me with a baby - 633 01:09:47,717 --> 01:09:53,263 - and I only had a matriculation exam. Your grandmother warned me. 634 01:09:53,431 --> 01:09:59,855 We argued a lot because I thought she viewed her own marriage negatively. 635 01:10:00,020 --> 01:10:05,235 But she was just trying to protect me… 636 01:10:07,153 --> 01:10:12,158 ...against what she knew would happen, and it made me mad. 637 01:10:12,325 --> 01:10:15,370 I never told you, but… 638 01:10:15,536 --> 01:10:20,125 Before I got sick I fell in love with one. 639 01:10:20,291 --> 01:10:23,962 I really thought it went the right way. 640 01:10:24,129 --> 01:10:28,383 - Who was that? When? - It doesn't matter. 641 01:10:28,549 --> 01:10:34,555 He said he was no longer attracted to me after my surgery. 642 01:10:34,722 --> 01:10:39,644 He got married last year with a woman named Delilah. 643 01:10:39,810 --> 01:10:44,524 She has long hair and silicone breasts, but that's not what I want to say. 644 01:10:44,690 --> 01:10:50,780 I'm ready to be dumped and get cut off the chest eight million times - 645 01:10:50,947 --> 01:10:57,037 - if you could escape your diagnosis. I just don't want you to suffer. 646 01:10:57,203 --> 01:11:03,334 I know it often works, like I'm just going to hurt you even more. 647 01:11:03,501 --> 01:11:08,339 I know how it feels and that's not what I want. 648 01:11:09,507 --> 01:11:12,510 I don't want to be like grandma. 649 01:11:14,387 --> 01:11:18,266 I am glad that that I didn't listen to her - 650 01:11:18,433 --> 01:11:24,022 for I have you, my beautiful girl. 651 01:11:34,240 --> 01:11:36,826 Hi... 652 01:11:36,993 --> 01:11:42,832 I'm sorry you have to through this. It's some shit. 653 01:11:42,999 --> 01:11:48,296 And I'm sorry if I've been an idiot. 654 01:11:48,463 --> 01:11:52,425 I have a rubber mat. 655 01:11:52,592 --> 01:11:55,636 And I'm tired. 656 01:12:42,725 --> 01:12:47,522 I'm going downstairs for a cup of coffee. I have put some food for you. 657 01:12:47,688 --> 01:12:52,235 "He wasn't good enough for you" 658 01:13:50,293 --> 01:13:53,546 Why didn't you ask Why was I at the meeting? 659 01:13:53,713 --> 01:13:59,885 I won't ask anything that makes you embarrassing or that you don't want to talk about. 660 01:14:02,430 --> 01:14:08,603 The nurse sent me. I have something it's called MRKH, and no uterus. 661 01:14:08,769 --> 01:14:14,234 My vagina is not fully developed, and I can't have sex. 662 01:14:14,400 --> 01:14:18,238 Or maybe I can. I don't know. 663 01:14:19,864 --> 01:14:22,367 I need some of these... 664 01:14:22,533 --> 01:14:28,664 It's a kind of medical dildos, which I use to make a sheath. 665 01:14:28,831 --> 01:14:32,918 And I really hate it. 666 01:14:37,089 --> 01:14:42,762 It sounds difficult. I'm sorry that you have to go through all that. 667 01:14:42,928 --> 01:14:45,806 Thanks for saying that. 668 01:14:47,183 --> 01:14:50,645 - May I ask something? - Drive on. 669 01:14:50,811 --> 01:14:56,025 I saw that video about your parents had surgery as a child. 670 01:14:56,192 --> 01:14:58,611 It's sick. 671 01:14:58,778 --> 01:15:06,494 But if I had surgery and got mine fixed problem, would it be something else? 672 01:15:06,661 --> 01:15:09,330 What do you mean by "solved your problem"? 673 01:15:09,497 --> 01:15:15,878 I just want a normal vagina and never think about it again. 674 01:15:16,045 --> 01:15:21,717 I don't think people with "normal" vaginas stop thinking about them. 675 01:15:21,884 --> 01:15:25,846 - Unfortunately. - True enough. 676 01:15:26,013 --> 01:15:29,767 Do you think I'm normal? 677 01:15:29,934 --> 01:15:35,523 Yes. Apart from that foam head you have. 678 01:15:35,690 --> 01:15:38,443 It's good you think so. 679 01:15:38,609 --> 01:15:45,074 But it's sad when people don't realize that even if you have followers and make videos - 680 01:15:45,241 --> 01:15:51,831 - then you can sometimes wish, that things were different. 681 01:15:51,997 --> 01:15:58,588 I used the web to show it, because I was scared. 682 01:15:58,754 --> 01:16:04,927 Afraid of what would happen if I didn't control my own history. 683 01:16:05,094 --> 01:16:07,722 I'm in. 684 01:16:10,850 --> 01:16:16,272 - You're the first one I'm telling this to. - It wasn't so bad, was it? 685 01:16:17,982 --> 01:16:20,776 You are still yourself. 686 01:16:20,943 --> 01:16:25,781 And I think you are perfect the way you are. 687 01:17:13,454 --> 01:17:17,583 - Does it feel good? - Yes. 688 01:17:45,277 --> 01:17:50,074 - I feel embarrassed. - Pretend no one is looking. 689 01:17:50,240 --> 01:17:54,119 So! You know how to stress someone. 690 01:17:58,624 --> 01:18:01,586 Such! 691 01:18:01,752 --> 01:18:06,424 - It's embarrassing. - I can see that you are relaxing. 692 01:18:06,591 --> 01:18:11,804 I'm just going to send my mom a text. I'll be back. 693 01:18:11,971 --> 01:18:17,643 Have you seen a mobile? I have an iPhone. 694 01:18:17,810 --> 01:18:19,645 Lindy? 695 01:18:19,812 --> 01:18:22,773 Hello. How is it going? 696 01:18:22,940 --> 01:18:26,276 I haven't heard from you since… you know. 697 01:18:26,444 --> 01:18:32,032 I know that. I'm just trying to find my phone right now. 698 01:18:34,452 --> 01:18:40,791 Have you seen my phone? It has a blue cover if you see it. 699 01:18:40,958 --> 01:18:45,254 Shall we have a cup of coffee one day? 700 01:18:45,421 --> 01:18:50,968 - Hello! Jax. What is your name? - Chad. 701 01:18:52,428 --> 01:18:57,975 - How do you two know each other? - She came into my work and... 702 01:18:58,142 --> 01:19:01,311 I ordered a milkshake. 703 01:19:01,479 --> 01:19:03,773 Okay. 704 01:19:07,109 --> 01:19:13,365 I'll probably look for your cell phone. You look pretty good. 705 01:19:13,533 --> 01:19:17,578 - Thank you! - I meant... 706 01:19:19,580 --> 01:19:22,583 - Shall we have something to drink? - Yes. 707 01:19:22,750 --> 01:19:25,252 Goodbye, Chad. 708 01:19:31,091 --> 01:19:35,054 - So Chad...? - He's nice. 709 01:19:35,220 --> 01:19:39,809 Yes, he seemed that way. A cross around the neck and all. 710 01:19:46,065 --> 01:19:49,026 A warm vodka drink. 711 01:19:50,820 --> 01:19:54,824 - Can I ask you something? - Yes. 712 01:19:54,990 --> 01:19:57,910 kiss me 713 01:19:58,077 --> 01:20:00,580 Right now? 714 01:20:04,459 --> 01:20:07,795 That's what I wanted to know. Thanks. 715 01:20:07,962 --> 01:20:13,133 - Wait! Jax, I'm sorry. - I should have known better. 716 01:20:13,300 --> 01:20:15,553 Goodbye, Lindy. 717 01:20:24,520 --> 01:20:29,525 - It was close. - Bottom, bottom, bottom! 718 01:20:29,692 --> 01:20:32,820 Damn it! 719 01:20:34,238 --> 01:20:37,533 Bottom, bottom, bottom! 720 01:20:43,205 --> 01:20:46,876 - Hello. are you ok - Yes, then. 721 01:20:47,042 --> 01:20:53,340 - You just flashed your breasts at him - Interesting comment from you. 722 01:20:53,508 --> 01:21:00,515 We need to talk about what happened. I don't even like him. 723 01:21:00,681 --> 01:21:03,518 We are in the middle of a game. 724 01:21:03,684 --> 01:21:08,105 - It's also going quite well. - Okay. 725 01:21:08,272 --> 01:21:10,357 Goodbye. 726 01:21:18,949 --> 01:21:21,160 Busy! 727 01:21:27,792 --> 01:21:32,880 - It's like you're taking advantage of me. - Why don't you just fuck? 728 01:21:33,047 --> 01:21:36,967 - Stop! It's too weird. - What do you mean? 729 01:21:37,134 --> 01:21:41,138 - It feels completely wrong. - What's wrong? 730 01:21:41,305 --> 01:21:44,391 I'm sorry. 731 01:21:44,559 --> 01:21:49,772 - I'm going now. - Sorry. I didn't know… 732 01:21:49,939 --> 01:21:53,108 You forgot your shirt. Here! 733 01:22:04,119 --> 01:22:09,041 I have neither uterus nor vagina. 734 01:22:09,208 --> 01:22:12,044 I know that… 735 01:22:12,211 --> 01:22:16,757 I can't have sex without an operation. 736 01:22:16,924 --> 01:22:19,927 Or maybe I can in a way. 737 01:22:23,388 --> 01:22:30,104 I wanted Chad to fuck me so I don't have to make my sheath myself. 738 01:22:32,147 --> 01:22:35,484 Okay. 739 01:22:35,651 --> 01:22:40,489 You can just continue… 740 01:22:41,824 --> 01:22:44,827 - But I'm going now. - Hello, hello. 741 01:22:44,994 --> 01:22:47,872 But don't give up now. 742 01:22:52,960 --> 01:22:56,421 There is a phone in a boot. 743 01:23:39,799 --> 01:23:42,843 I took your phone and your laptop. 744 01:23:43,010 --> 01:23:46,889 - Can I have the phone back? - No. 745 01:23:47,056 --> 01:23:51,476 You don't know how to use it. I almost called the police. 746 01:23:51,643 --> 01:23:54,521 I'm really sorry. 747 01:23:54,689 --> 01:23:58,317 I played the beer bong and drank too much. 748 01:23:58,483 --> 01:24:05,240 Yes, you did. Don't get so drunk. This is how girls are raped. 749 01:24:05,407 --> 01:24:11,663 - That is probably not an option. - You are behaving really awkwardly. 750 01:24:13,958 --> 01:24:17,002 Vivian is with Adam. 751 01:24:17,169 --> 01:24:20,840 She told me that. She came to see you. 752 01:24:21,006 --> 01:24:27,054 She said you refused to talk to her. She needed someone to talk to. 753 01:24:27,221 --> 01:24:32,351 - And then she talked to you? - Not everyone hates talking to me. 754 01:24:32,517 --> 01:24:37,815 Didn't you yourself ended that relationship? 755 01:24:37,982 --> 01:24:43,779 Will you lose a friend for a guy with sharp cheekbones? 756 01:24:49,368 --> 01:24:53,288 Hello. 757 01:24:58,043 --> 01:25:01,380 Why didn't you tell me? 758 01:25:01,546 --> 01:25:07,386 - Told what? - That you can't have sex. 759 01:25:07,552 --> 01:25:14,226 - What? - That you don't have a vagina. 760 01:25:14,393 --> 01:25:19,648 - How do you know? - People have texted me about it. 761 01:25:19,815 --> 01:25:24,236 I didn't understand it at first. It's obvious you have a vagina. 762 01:25:24,403 --> 01:25:27,572 No, I don't really have that. 763 01:25:27,739 --> 01:25:33,162 And no one else will know, even if it was. 764 01:25:34,163 --> 01:25:37,499 Okay. I mean... Okay. 765 01:25:37,666 --> 01:25:42,504 You must have told someone. Or how? 766 01:25:42,671 --> 01:25:47,092 Who have you been with? Him the guy at the party? 767 01:25:47,259 --> 01:25:49,887 Wait, Lindy! 768 01:25:50,054 --> 01:25:54,516 - Mother! I need to use my phone. - What's going on? 769 01:25:54,683 --> 01:25:58,854 - Find my phone. - Okay, but tell... 770 01:25:59,021 --> 01:26:01,899 Give me the damn phone! 771 01:26:03,984 --> 01:26:07,029 Why did you put it in the oven? 772 01:26:09,573 --> 01:26:11,951 Answer now. 773 01:26:12,117 --> 01:26:15,662 - Yes? - Did I tell you something in private yesterday? 774 01:26:15,830 --> 01:26:20,500 I took mushrooms yesterday. I may have said something. 775 01:26:20,667 --> 01:26:25,422 I was completely gone. I'm sorry, Lindy. 776 01:26:25,589 --> 01:26:29,885 - Oh, honey! - Leave me alone. 777 01:26:44,691 --> 01:26:47,611 Here's some tea for you. 778 01:26:56,453 --> 01:26:59,164 People know it. 779 01:27:11,760 --> 01:27:14,804 Can I show you something? 780 01:27:24,356 --> 01:27:27,109 I hate it too. 781 01:27:32,281 --> 01:27:36,618 - Does it hurt? - Not anymore. 782 01:27:39,538 --> 01:27:43,625 It hurts to hide it. Very. 783 01:27:49,673 --> 01:27:53,718 I'm sorry that you had to go through it alone. 784 01:27:56,013 --> 01:27:59,308 I wasn't alone. 785 01:28:07,691 --> 01:28:10,319 I wasn't alone. 786 01:28:38,638 --> 01:28:41,100 - Hello. - Hello! 787 01:28:41,266 --> 01:28:44,019 - Are you okay? - Yes. 788 01:28:45,437 --> 01:28:51,026 I'm here if you want to talk about it, but I understand if you don't want to. 789 01:28:51,193 --> 01:28:53,278 Thanks. 790 01:28:54,613 --> 01:28:59,118 - Good luck for the competition today. - Thank you. 791 01:28:59,284 --> 01:29:03,663 I'm really nervous and threw up earlier. 792 01:29:03,830 --> 01:29:08,127 My mother is on a business trip, so... 793 01:29:08,293 --> 01:29:11,338 You deserve it. 794 01:29:12,297 --> 01:29:15,634 Thanks. See you later. 795 01:29:15,800 --> 01:29:17,761 You... 796 01:29:19,013 --> 01:29:21,681 Take it here. 797 01:29:21,848 --> 01:29:26,061 - And this one. - Do I smell? 798 01:29:26,228 --> 01:29:28,730 Hello, hello. 799 01:29:49,959 --> 01:29:54,964 Now we have the women's 100-meter qualifying race. 800 01:29:55,132 --> 01:29:57,134 Come on, Viv! 801 01:29:57,301 --> 01:30:00,512 There's your girl. How is it going? 802 01:30:00,679 --> 01:30:02,722 To the starting line, please. 803 01:30:02,889 --> 01:30:06,268 Do you guys get fucked? 804 01:30:06,435 --> 01:30:09,813 In the seats, ready... 805 01:30:15,444 --> 01:30:19,073 Such. Great! 806 01:30:19,239 --> 01:30:21,950 Such! 807 01:30:23,118 --> 01:30:25,412 I did it! 808 01:30:36,047 --> 01:30:41,303 No one believed the little girl. That's what I called myself. 809 01:30:41,470 --> 01:30:44,431 But now she won. Thanks. 810 01:30:50,187 --> 01:30:54,691 - Thank you. - Congratulations! You were amazing. 811 01:30:54,858 --> 01:30:59,113 You were wild. And you look cool in those shorts. 812 01:30:59,279 --> 01:31:03,700 - Control yourself. - It's not about the shorts, Doug. 813 01:31:03,867 --> 01:31:09,623 - Are you and her without a pussy getting mad now? - Then shut up. 814 01:31:09,789 --> 01:31:12,792 That was why Adam would fuck you instead. 815 01:31:12,959 --> 01:31:18,715 - What the hell is wrong with you? - Shut up though. It doesn't fit. 816 01:31:18,882 --> 01:31:20,634 Lindy! 817 01:31:35,149 --> 01:31:40,945 - I just want to be alone. - Lindy, fuck them! 818 01:31:41,112 --> 01:31:46,785 I said it was me. You were drunk at the party and you talked about me. 819 01:31:46,951 --> 01:31:49,704 But you guys have had sex, haven't you? 820 01:31:49,871 --> 01:31:54,418 No. We don't have that. I've never had sex. I lied. 821 01:31:54,584 --> 01:31:58,463 - Why then? - I don't know. I got cold feet. 822 01:31:58,630 --> 01:32:03,760 But you thought it was cool and I did would have tried something you didn't have. 823 01:32:03,927 --> 01:32:10,392 - And I'm ashamed of my labia. - They're probably perfectly fine. 824 01:32:10,559 --> 01:32:13,895 - I can check if you want. - Thank you. 825 01:32:14,062 --> 01:32:19,943 And then you should know that Adam came home to me to talk about you. 826 01:32:20,109 --> 01:32:26,241 He cried and hugged me. Then it got really weird. 827 01:32:26,408 --> 01:32:31,746 He has become so handsome and then i kissed him. It was a mistake. 828 01:32:31,913 --> 01:32:34,833 - Sorry. - Sorry. 829 01:32:34,999 --> 01:32:38,503 I really mean it. 830 01:32:42,924 --> 01:32:45,844 - Now we go. - Okay. 831 01:32:48,137 --> 01:32:51,308 Why are we so purposeful? 832 01:32:53,602 --> 01:32:56,230 And why are you breathing like that? 833 01:32:56,396 --> 01:33:02,486 It's not Vivian who's missing a pussy. I was actually born without it. 834 01:33:02,652 --> 01:33:08,658 But you don't know the details. I actually had sex. 835 01:33:08,825 --> 01:33:13,622 You can do so much more than that to stuff a half-flabby cock into a vagina. 836 01:33:13,788 --> 01:33:20,587 Most people here don't know what the clitoris is. You've never given anyone an orgasm, have you? 837 01:33:20,754 --> 01:33:25,800 Raise your hand, if Doug has made you guys come. 838 01:33:25,967 --> 01:33:29,804 You haven't made me come. Never. 839 01:33:29,971 --> 01:33:33,141 I'm so tired of hurting myself - 840 01:33:33,308 --> 01:33:38,272 - to make room, both in my life and in my sheath, to everyone but myself. 841 01:33:38,438 --> 01:33:44,569 Put a video of my seizure on TikTok or delete me from the list. 842 01:33:44,736 --> 01:33:49,866 It was my worst nightmare, so now I'm free. Hey, hey! 843 01:33:50,033 --> 01:33:52,744 Well done. 844 01:33:53,828 --> 01:33:59,793 - It was sick. What do we do now? - I owe you an apology. 845 01:34:01,002 --> 01:34:05,006 will you tell me why are you doing this? 846 01:34:05,173 --> 01:34:11,179 We hung out and then I didn't want to kiss for fear of what others would think. 847 01:34:11,346 --> 01:34:16,726 I behaved really awkwardly to a wonderful person. 848 01:34:16,893 --> 01:34:21,898 - Have you said sorry? - I have written a text message. 849 01:34:23,149 --> 01:34:27,404 This has been the worst months of my life. 850 01:34:27,571 --> 01:34:30,699 I have not wanted to live. 851 01:34:37,038 --> 01:34:40,959 I am angry and sad, that I cannot have children. 852 01:34:48,216 --> 01:34:52,471 I can't complain about my period, ask for a tampon - 853 01:34:52,637 --> 01:34:56,265 and be greeted with an understanding smile. 854 01:34:56,433 --> 01:35:03,189 I'm mad at her with the T-shirt: "I can do the same, I'm just bleeding." 855 01:35:05,984 --> 01:35:10,238 I'm tired of that mother only has control over me in her life. 856 01:35:10,405 --> 01:35:17,036 I'm mad that I don't have a father there says the guy should call me princess. 857 01:35:21,750 --> 01:35:27,171 How to mourn something you've never had? 858 01:35:28,757 --> 01:35:35,514 It's like my body has failed me, and then I fail it back. 859 01:35:35,680 --> 01:35:39,434 I got so mad... Sorry. 860 01:35:53,281 --> 01:35:57,661 I'm sorry. I didn't know that. 861 01:35:57,827 --> 01:36:00,038 I know that. 862 01:36:02,999 --> 01:36:08,880 - You're suffocating me. - Sorry. It's out of love. 863 01:36:09,047 --> 01:36:11,883 Now we go. 864 01:36:14,886 --> 01:36:17,847 Now we go, princess. 865 01:36:19,641 --> 01:36:24,688 Hey, Lindy! I am dr. Aranda. Nice to meet you again. 866 01:36:24,854 --> 01:36:29,150 Dr. Doheny has the flu, so I substitute for him. 867 01:36:29,317 --> 01:36:33,988 I saw that you have been diagnosed MRKH a few months ago. 868 01:36:34,155 --> 01:36:38,577 Then you started using dilators. Is that right? 869 01:36:38,743 --> 01:36:45,750 It also said that you wanted a consultation with a surgeon. Okay. 870 01:36:45,917 --> 01:36:51,089 i don't know what have you talked about with Dr. Doheny. 871 01:36:51,255 --> 01:36:58,888 But there is no rush, if you want to go that way. 872 01:37:00,724 --> 01:37:05,228 I can examine you to see, how the expansion has worked - 873 01:37:05,394 --> 01:37:08,482 or we can do it another time. 874 01:37:10,441 --> 01:37:14,571 It would be great another time. Thanks. 875 01:37:14,738 --> 01:37:16,865 Then we say it. 876 01:37:20,535 --> 01:37:26,415 And just so you know, you don't need to change anything. 877 01:37:29,711 --> 01:37:35,049 Can you give dr. Doheny a message from me? 878 01:37:39,596 --> 01:37:42,473 Thanks. 879 01:38:35,026 --> 01:38:37,445 How good you look. 880 01:38:40,156 --> 01:38:44,160 - What are you doing? - Are you wearing perfume? 881 01:38:44,327 --> 01:38:47,747 - Is it too much? - No, you smell good. 882 01:38:47,914 --> 01:38:52,543 - I'm going on a date. - It will be great fun. 883 01:38:52,711 --> 01:38:57,966 I hope he makes you feel as the coolest goth girl. 884 01:38:58,132 --> 01:39:01,761 - You are a MILF. - Am I? 885 01:39:01,928 --> 01:39:06,766 - I'm a MILF. - Yes, you are. 886 01:41:47,260 --> 01:41:50,972 Translation: Louise Andersen One liners