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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:02:03,356 --> 00:02:08,521 I'm in a new place. There's actually a kind of absolute purity, 2 00:02:08,595 --> 00:02:13,862 without scars or traces, where life begins to unfold. 3 00:02:13,933 --> 00:02:18,529 If such a place exists, for me it is the park of my childhood. 4 00:02:51,804 --> 00:02:56,400 In the park at noon, I saw her and wrote this down: 5 00:02:56,476 --> 00:02:58,467 "She stood in my mind, 6 00:02:58,545 --> 00:03:03,710 the colour of her skin was startling, nipples the colour of bare lips. 7 00:03:03,783 --> 00:03:05,717 She was made of flesh and eyelashes." 8 00:03:39,786 --> 00:03:42,880 O.K., give me a cigarette. Oh... 9 00:03:42,956 --> 00:03:44,890 O.K. 10 00:04:20,026 --> 00:04:23,154 You know that if anybody was to walk by there, 11 00:04:23,229 --> 00:04:27,495 they'd see a naked woman being caressed by a naked man. 12 00:04:27,567 --> 00:04:30,058 Then they would all need binoculars. Yeah? 13 00:04:30,136 --> 00:04:32,627 Yeah. 14 00:04:32,705 --> 00:04:36,971 Would they become aroused? Why not? I know I am. 15 00:04:37,043 --> 00:04:38,977 God... 16 00:04:43,049 --> 00:04:45,677 I couldn't even hypnotize you last night. 17 00:04:45,752 --> 00:04:49,381 My lips were too sore from kissing. 18 00:04:49,455 --> 00:04:54,552 Ah... Mine too. 19 00:04:54,627 --> 00:05:00,998 You know, even with the window open, this room stinks of the bed! 20 00:05:01,067 --> 00:05:05,766 That's because we haven't been outside in 5 days. 21 00:05:05,838 --> 00:05:10,275 Has it been that long? At least. 22 00:05:12,145 --> 00:05:16,878 Are you cold? Not like this. 23 00:05:16,949 --> 00:05:22,012 Are you hungry? Not for another anchovy! 24 00:05:22,088 --> 00:05:25,387 Anchovies are all we've got. We shouldn't have bought 25 00:05:25,458 --> 00:05:28,086 such expensive stuff. It doesn't quite go with the furnishings. 26 00:05:28,161 --> 00:05:30,755 I could stay like this forever. 27 00:05:38,404 --> 00:05:43,740 She used the word "forever", but I wanted nothing but the here and now, 28 00:05:43,810 --> 00:05:46,938 with no assurances but its own vivid intensity. 29 00:05:47,013 --> 00:05:49,538 Hey... 30 00:05:49,615 --> 00:05:52,311 Don't freak out on me, O.K.? 31 00:05:59,826 --> 00:06:02,761 A kiss? Yeah. 32 00:06:02,829 --> 00:06:05,161 For her, a kiss on the shoulder was reassurance. 33 00:06:11,003 --> 00:06:15,303 For me, a kiss on naked flesh could only be a question. 34 00:06:18,878 --> 00:06:21,506 From forever to the here and now. 35 00:06:21,581 --> 00:06:24,778 I would use the old man to bring her back. 36 00:06:33,226 --> 00:06:37,162 What's he doing? He's playing with a cat. 37 00:06:41,501 --> 00:06:43,969 Oh! Hey! 38 00:06:44,036 --> 00:06:46,436 Hey you! 39 00:06:46,506 --> 00:06:48,440 Hey! Ah... 40 00:07:08,928 --> 00:07:12,261 Ah... anchovies. 41 00:07:14,634 --> 00:07:17,762 Maybe we shouldn't have scared him off like that. 42 00:07:17,837 --> 00:07:20,237 That guy was probably starving. 43 00:07:20,306 --> 00:07:24,675 Ah, Leo, he was going to eat that thing? 44 00:07:24,744 --> 00:07:27,076 That's disgusting. 45 00:07:27,146 --> 00:07:29,080 It's all relative. 46 00:07:33,286 --> 00:07:37,188 You know, we haven't had much sleep in the last couple of days. 47 00:07:37,256 --> 00:07:39,588 Why don't you try and get some? 48 00:07:39,659 --> 00:07:42,822 O.K. Just give me a kiss. 49 00:07:49,769 --> 00:07:51,532 Go to sleep. 50 00:08:12,725 --> 00:08:16,161 All right, I got one for you. 51 00:08:16,229 --> 00:08:20,598 Why are brown bags full of white bread so ugly? 52 00:08:20,666 --> 00:08:23,533 I'm glad you asked, Krantz. 53 00:08:23,603 --> 00:08:25,764 It's a kind of frailty for the human body. 54 00:08:25,838 --> 00:08:29,035 If a junkie walked around with his syringe hanging out of his mouth, 55 00:08:29,108 --> 00:08:31,975 you'd feel the same disgust. 56 00:08:32,078 --> 00:08:34,512 It's like a visible bowel. 57 00:08:34,580 --> 00:08:36,639 Good Breavman, I thought you'd know the answer. 58 00:08:40,620 --> 00:08:42,588 Oh, my! 59 00:08:46,025 --> 00:08:48,425 Tamara! 60 00:08:48,494 --> 00:08:51,952 Do you remember her? She went to school with us. 61 00:08:52,198 --> 00:08:53,961 That's Tamara? Oh yeah! 62 00:08:54,033 --> 00:08:56,160 See, you don't recognize her because she was really fat back then. 63 00:08:56,235 --> 00:09:02,834 You know, if I were at school with her right now I'd be hypnotizing her? 64 00:09:02,909 --> 00:09:05,503 Oh, don't tell me you've lost your magical powers! 65 00:09:05,578 --> 00:09:08,274 You know why I want her? 66 00:09:08,347 --> 00:09:12,443 I cannot imagine. Hey... 67 00:09:12,552 --> 00:09:17,319 you're wrong Krantz. It's because she lives 1 street away from me. 68 00:09:17,390 --> 00:09:19,358 Wait a second, I thought you said you didn't know her? 69 00:09:19,425 --> 00:09:21,450 I don't, but she's mine... 70 00:09:21,527 --> 00:09:25,224 the same way this park is mine, and this bench is mine. 71 00:09:25,298 --> 00:09:29,928 Very soon, I'll be in a room with her, me and her alone, 72 00:09:30,002 --> 00:09:31,936 surrounded by a room. 73 00:09:32,004 --> 00:09:34,768 Hm... Good luck my friend. 74 00:09:46,886 --> 00:09:51,118 I cannot follow you my love 75 00:09:53,926 --> 00:09:55,860 You cannot follow me 76 00:09:57,930 --> 00:10:06,668 I am the distance you put between All of the moments that we will be 77 00:10:08,708 --> 00:10:14,704 You know who I am You've stared at the sun 78 00:10:16,983 --> 00:10:23,252 Well I am the one who loves Changing from nothing to one 79 00:10:33,366 --> 00:10:36,893 Sometimes I need you naked 80 00:10:39,672 --> 00:10:41,936 Sometimes I need you wild 81 00:10:45,277 --> 00:10:50,715 I need you to carry my children in and 82 00:10:50,783 --> 00:10:54,719 I need you to kill a child 83 00:10:54,787 --> 00:10:58,086 You know who I am 84 00:10:58,157 --> 00:11:02,958 You've stared at the sun 85 00:11:03,029 --> 00:11:11,528 Well I am the one who loves Changing from nothing to one 86 00:11:15,241 --> 00:11:19,371 When I look back at my childhood, I try to rememberthe secrets. 87 00:11:19,445 --> 00:11:23,939 How did it feel to know things I didn't have the words to say? 88 00:11:24,016 --> 00:11:30,717 And the greatest enigma...the girls who grew up to become the women I loved, 89 00:11:30,790 --> 00:11:35,591 how was it we were so connected, a complicity of pleasure, 90 00:11:35,661 --> 00:11:39,825 and now it all grows into words? 91 00:11:39,899 --> 00:11:42,333 What are you doing? 92 00:11:42,401 --> 00:11:44,961 Hey, Leo! What? 93 00:11:45,037 --> 00:11:48,564 What the hell are you doing? Excavation. 94 00:11:48,641 --> 00:11:50,734 Autobiographical archaeology, my friend, 95 00:11:50,810 --> 00:11:53,677 a thread through the maze of life so I can retrace my steps. 96 00:11:53,746 --> 00:11:56,579 Yeah, as if you know where you're going. 97 00:11:56,649 --> 00:11:58,913 New York. 98 00:11:58,984 --> 00:12:01,452 You're going to New York? No, we're going to New York. 99 00:12:01,520 --> 00:12:05,183 Ha, ha, ha! What are you, high? 100 00:12:05,257 --> 00:12:08,590 I get lost enough with you here in Montreal, thank you very much, 101 00:12:08,661 --> 00:12:12,290 but you go ahead. You go on your journey of self-discovery. 102 00:12:25,111 --> 00:12:26,578 What's so interesting? 103 00:12:26,645 --> 00:12:29,443 He reminds me of myself as a kid, Krantz. 104 00:12:29,515 --> 00:12:31,574 That's an omen for self-discovery. 105 00:12:31,650 --> 00:12:34,585 No, I know him. He's in my mom's summer camp. He's a special kid. 106 00:12:34,653 --> 00:12:36,587 Really? Yeah. 107 00:12:41,494 --> 00:12:45,328 Do you like flowers, sir? I love flowers! 108 00:12:45,397 --> 00:12:46,921 I'm Leo. 109 00:12:46,999 --> 00:12:49,399 I'm Martin and I like to count petals. 110 00:12:49,468 --> 00:12:51,095 Oh, yeah? Ha, ha, ha... 111 00:12:51,170 --> 00:12:53,035 Martin, home now! Hi! 112 00:12:53,105 --> 00:12:55,073 Krantz, how are you? Good. 113 00:12:55,141 --> 00:12:57,006 Enjoying the sunshine? That I am. 114 00:12:57,076 --> 00:13:00,341 Regards to your mother, and tell her I'll be calling about the camp. 115 00:13:00,412 --> 00:13:03,643 O.K. Come on! Uh... 116 00:13:03,716 --> 00:13:05,047 Bye! Bye! 117 00:13:05,117 --> 00:13:06,880 So long, Martin! 118 00:13:34,046 --> 00:13:38,312 So I guess this is it? You're leaving for New York? 119 00:13:38,384 --> 00:13:42,013 It's not forever. Yeah, well, you want it to be over. 120 00:13:42,087 --> 00:13:44,078 I never said that. 121 00:13:44,156 --> 00:13:46,954 What if I went to New York then, with you? 122 00:13:47,026 --> 00:13:52,521 Listen, I need to do this by myself, so I can be free of things. 123 00:13:52,598 --> 00:13:54,862 Well, then I can go to New York by myself 124 00:13:54,934 --> 00:13:57,425 to feel free of things just like you. 125 00:13:57,503 --> 00:14:00,165 You couldn't stop me from doing that, could you? 126 00:14:00,239 --> 00:14:02,173 O.K. let's play a game. O.K. 127 00:14:02,241 --> 00:14:05,677 We accidentally meet in New York, then it's fate; if we don't, then... 128 00:14:05,744 --> 00:14:10,545 God! A trip like that could give me plenty of time to really hate you. 129 00:14:10,616 --> 00:14:13,744 Leo the bastard. Yeah. 130 00:14:13,819 --> 00:14:17,220 Hm... 131 00:14:17,289 --> 00:14:19,223 And I love you. 132 00:14:27,466 --> 00:14:32,028 And the city drew me back, as it always did, into my past. 133 00:14:38,143 --> 00:14:40,873 Hello? Krantz, I think I just saw Lisa! 134 00:14:40,946 --> 00:14:43,244 Stop shouting! Where are you? Oh, I'm off at Atwater, 135 00:14:43,315 --> 00:14:45,283 but it's about Lisa, I think I see Lisa! 136 00:14:45,351 --> 00:14:46,579 Lisa? Yeah. 137 00:14:46,652 --> 00:14:48,847 I'm looking at her right now. How does she look? 138 00:14:48,921 --> 00:14:52,049 Krantz, a blond open face with no family lines, 139 00:14:52,124 --> 00:14:54,183 so you could make anything you want of it. 140 00:14:54,260 --> 00:14:56,592 Well, go get her! That's what I'm doing. 141 00:15:01,967 --> 00:15:03,935 Lisa! 142 00:15:04,003 --> 00:15:07,234 Mr. Breavman, wow! What are you doing here? 143 00:15:07,306 --> 00:15:09,934 Ah, well I'm moving back with my husband. 144 00:15:10,009 --> 00:15:11,476 What about you? 145 00:15:11,543 --> 00:15:13,170 I'm still here but I'm going to New York. 146 00:15:13,245 --> 00:15:17,705 So what are you up to? Studying? No. I'm just searching. 147 00:15:22,388 --> 00:15:25,983 Hey, do you want to go for a drink? 148 00:15:26,058 --> 00:15:28,652 Oh, I can't. I'm bringing some stuff to my uncle's 149 00:15:28,727 --> 00:15:31,696 and then I'm meeting Carl, and... oh, I'm already 1/2hr. late as it is. 150 00:15:31,764 --> 00:15:33,288 How about tomorrow? 151 00:15:33,365 --> 00:15:35,890 Ah, geez Leo, I'd love to but... 152 00:15:35,968 --> 00:15:39,233 I'm back to Vancouver tomorrow, but I'm sure we'll see each other again soon. 153 00:15:39,305 --> 00:15:44,072 Yeah, inevitably. 154 00:15:44,143 --> 00:15:47,738 And Lisa the woman led me back to Lisa the child. 155 00:15:55,321 --> 00:15:57,255 Dear Mrs. Kaplan, 156 00:15:57,323 --> 00:16:01,692 I have to inform you that your illness is bigger than at first thought. 157 00:16:01,760 --> 00:16:04,820 We have no choice but to do the operation. 158 00:16:04,897 --> 00:16:08,663 Are you sure you can't do anything else? I don't like operations. 159 00:16:08,734 --> 00:16:10,793 Surgeon Breavman, one of the top in our country, 160 00:16:10,869 --> 00:16:12,928 will be performing the operation. 161 00:16:13,005 --> 00:16:16,736 Dr. Breavman, will it hurt? You don't have to worry Mrs. Kaplan. 162 00:16:16,809 --> 00:16:18,936 You'll fall asleep. It will be like a dream. 163 00:16:19,011 --> 00:16:20,376 You won't feel anything. 164 00:16:20,446 --> 00:16:21,970 The surgeon will now give you an injection. 165 00:16:33,759 --> 00:16:36,626 Just on the bottom. Please turn over and undress. 166 00:16:36,695 --> 00:16:39,027 The rule was only on the bottom. 167 00:16:39,098 --> 00:16:43,034 That was last time! Ugh! 168 00:17:06,759 --> 00:17:08,727 What's the matter with him? 169 00:17:08,794 --> 00:17:11,388 O.K., I'm getting dressed. 170 00:17:11,463 --> 00:17:14,455 She's perfect, isn't she? 171 00:17:14,533 --> 00:17:19,163 What's so perfect about her? Everything! Didn't you see? 172 00:17:52,137 --> 00:17:54,970 And now we played the end game. 173 00:17:55,040 --> 00:17:58,009 Winners and losers laying down their hands for the last time. 174 00:18:10,489 --> 00:18:13,583 Tamara I enable you to ask the right questions. 175 00:18:17,029 --> 00:18:18,963 What are you writing? 176 00:18:21,333 --> 00:18:23,301 It's for you. 177 00:18:23,368 --> 00:18:26,997 Well I'm right here, Leo. You can read it to me. 178 00:19:06,678 --> 00:19:13,174 So my body leaves no scar on you, nor ever will. 179 00:19:13,252 --> 00:19:16,619 It's a poem. 180 00:19:16,688 --> 00:19:18,849 Oh, is it? Yeah. 181 00:19:18,924 --> 00:19:20,858 Looks more like a kiss-off to me. 182 00:19:39,611 --> 00:19:42,011 Where are you going? 183 00:19:42,080 --> 00:19:44,981 I'm going to go out for some air. 184 00:19:45,050 --> 00:19:47,450 You know Leo, for such a tough stud you turn and you run pretty easily. 185 00:19:51,790 --> 00:19:55,783 I wrote that for you Tamara. It's... 186 00:19:55,861 --> 00:19:57,920 That's how I feel, and you're not interested? 187 00:19:57,996 --> 00:20:01,261 These are just words Leo; they're not feelings. This is not real, it's... 188 00:20:06,705 --> 00:20:08,832 I'm real. I love you, and that's real. 189 00:20:08,907 --> 00:20:11,842 You're just living inside your head. 190 00:20:11,910 --> 00:20:15,744 You can't... You cannot pretend that this didn't happen between us. 191 00:20:26,425 --> 00:20:30,862 Mara, I never intended to be the one to hurt you. 192 00:20:30,929 --> 00:20:36,026 Thank you. That's really sweet of you, Leo. Thank you so much. 193 00:20:36,101 --> 00:20:38,035 Just get out. Go. 194 00:20:41,907 --> 00:20:44,899 God, what are you waiting for? 195 00:20:44,977 --> 00:20:47,241 This room is disgusting enough without you in it. 196 00:20:50,382 --> 00:20:52,942 She was something distant. 197 00:20:53,018 --> 00:20:56,044 Nothing to do with me. 198 00:20:56,121 --> 00:20:58,055 Some girl in a far-off tragedy. 199 00:21:02,160 --> 00:21:07,063 So the image of Tamara was overwhelmed by the enigma of my childhood, 200 00:21:07,132 --> 00:21:10,795 and again the mystery of the connection with the women I embraced. 201 00:21:16,341 --> 00:21:22,576 As the mist leaves no scar 202 00:21:22,648 --> 00:21:27,517 On a dark green hill 203 00:21:27,586 --> 00:21:33,957 So my body leaves no scar 204 00:21:34,026 --> 00:21:39,828 On you and never will 205 00:21:39,898 --> 00:21:44,926 Through windows in the dark 206 00:21:45,003 --> 00:21:48,632 The children come 207 00:21:48,707 --> 00:21:52,268 The children go 208 00:21:52,344 --> 00:21:58,613 Like arrows with no targets 209 00:21:58,684 --> 00:22:05,089 Like shackles made of snow 210 00:22:05,157 --> 00:22:11,756 True love leaves no traces 211 00:22:11,830 --> 00:22:16,790 If you and I are one 212 00:22:16,868 --> 00:22:22,534 It's lost in our embraces 213 00:22:22,607 --> 00:22:28,568 Like stars against the sun 214 00:22:28,647 --> 00:22:33,550 I was in New York to find myself, 215 00:22:33,618 --> 00:22:35,552 but I met Shell instead. 216 00:22:42,761 --> 00:22:44,956 When I first saw her, 217 00:22:45,030 --> 00:22:48,431 I envisioned everything as the words filled me in that moment. 218 00:22:52,204 --> 00:22:54,570 ...remember that dream I told you about 219 00:22:54,639 --> 00:22:56,004 when we were at the restaurant the other day? 220 00:22:56,074 --> 00:22:58,099 Yes, I do. Well, if I were you, I'd-- 221 00:22:58,176 --> 00:23:00,508 Excuse me. Yes? 222 00:23:00,579 --> 00:23:03,241 I just wanted to say I think you're beautiful. 223 00:23:17,162 --> 00:23:22,532 The promise, the conspiracy of desire in all its incarnations of sweat, 224 00:23:22,601 --> 00:23:25,126 taste and breath. 225 00:23:25,203 --> 00:23:31,267 As a falling leaf may rest 226 00:23:31,343 --> 00:23:35,905 A moment on the air 227 00:23:35,981 --> 00:23:42,545 So your hair upon my breast 228 00:23:42,621 --> 00:23:48,685 So my hand upon your hair 229 00:23:48,760 --> 00:23:53,493 And many nights endure 230 00:23:53,565 --> 00:23:56,693 Without a moon 231 00:23:56,768 --> 00:23:58,702 Without a star 232 00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:13,713 So will we endure when one is gone and far 233 00:24:13,785 --> 00:24:20,315 True love leaves no traces 234 00:24:20,392 --> 00:24:25,489 If you and I are one 235 00:24:25,564 --> 00:24:30,228 It starts in our embraces 236 00:24:30,302 --> 00:24:35,001 like stars against the sun 237 00:24:35,073 --> 00:24:40,306 I was overwhelmed, my body some hollowed-out place, 238 00:24:40,378 --> 00:24:43,313 an imprint open and waiting for Shell... 239 00:24:48,386 --> 00:24:50,911 and I felt my whole being folded into this moment, 240 00:24:50,989 --> 00:24:53,685 as if a single, intense flare of desire 241 00:24:53,758 --> 00:24:57,353 could illuminate all the mysteries of my life. 242 00:25:00,765 --> 00:25:02,824 And there she was, 243 00:25:02,901 --> 00:25:07,338 the incarnation of taste, sweat and breath. 244 00:25:11,243 --> 00:25:13,211 Thank you. 245 00:25:17,449 --> 00:25:20,441 Some women, like Shell, 246 00:25:20,519 --> 00:25:26,082 reinvent their beauty in every moment, 247 00:25:26,157 --> 00:25:29,024 changing even the air around them. 248 00:25:38,436 --> 00:25:40,404 Come with me. 249 00:25:48,113 --> 00:25:50,081 What's your name? 250 00:25:50,148 --> 00:25:53,606 Leo. I'm Shell. 251 00:25:53,685 --> 00:25:55,619 That's beautiful. 252 00:26:05,363 --> 00:26:07,661 All light converges here. 253 00:26:07,732 --> 00:26:11,600 Rules of illumination dissolve. 254 00:26:11,670 --> 00:26:15,834 Shell inhabits her world with absolute grace. 255 00:26:23,815 --> 00:26:27,717 Streets like these have layers of secrets. 256 00:26:27,786 --> 00:26:30,949 It's always been just a street to me, 257 00:26:31,022 --> 00:26:34,185 but it's neat certainly, deserted at night like this. 258 00:26:34,259 --> 00:26:37,490 I've got to get up there. 259 00:26:37,562 --> 00:26:42,556 What are you doing! I've got to go! Whoo! 260 00:26:42,634 --> 00:26:47,628 Where are you going? There's something up here. 261 00:26:47,706 --> 00:26:51,733 A lovely woman on a deserted street. 262 00:26:51,810 --> 00:26:53,641 There it is! Get down. 263 00:26:53,712 --> 00:26:55,543 You're scaring me. You'll get vertigo. 264 00:26:55,614 --> 00:26:57,548 Not a chance. 265 00:27:10,328 --> 00:27:12,387 I always wanted to do this. Then you should. 266 00:27:12,464 --> 00:27:14,432 I can't do this. Why? 267 00:27:14,499 --> 00:27:17,400 Well, there's things in life you just can't do. 268 00:27:17,469 --> 00:27:22,202 Just do it. Go. 269 00:27:22,273 --> 00:27:24,207 O.K. 270 00:27:28,613 --> 00:27:30,808 All the way to the top. 271 00:27:30,882 --> 00:27:34,545 Oh, vertigo! Nope! Well... 272 00:27:34,619 --> 00:27:36,314 That's pretty good. I didn't do anything. 273 00:27:36,388 --> 00:27:38,583 Yes you did. I didn't even go... 274 00:27:38,657 --> 00:27:42,115 But you did it, and that's something. 275 00:27:57,609 --> 00:28:02,410 I have to go. No. No way, we have all night. 276 00:28:02,480 --> 00:28:05,244 Let's wander the city and lose ourselves till daylight. 277 00:28:05,316 --> 00:28:09,582 We can walk through the Village, watch the late-night bar stragglers, 278 00:28:09,654 --> 00:28:11,645 down to cab drivers arguing on Canal St. and then, 279 00:28:11,723 --> 00:28:16,160 finish the night off by drinking fragrant tea in Chinatown. 280 00:28:16,227 --> 00:28:18,957 Sounds good, but I have to work. 281 00:28:19,030 --> 00:28:21,464 So do the Chinese in Chinatown. 282 00:28:21,533 --> 00:28:24,331 Ha, ha... 283 00:28:24,402 --> 00:28:26,427 I really should go. 284 00:28:26,504 --> 00:28:30,600 I'll walk you. But I live on 27th and 5th. 285 00:28:30,675 --> 00:28:35,169 And that's at least... 50 blocks? 286 00:28:35,246 --> 00:28:37,180 Uh-huh. 287 00:28:37,248 --> 00:28:41,651 O.K. We'll catch a cab, and I'll drop you off at home. 288 00:28:47,959 --> 00:28:49,927 I'm married, Leo. 289 00:28:52,197 --> 00:28:55,257 No. No, I don't think you are. 290 00:29:21,493 --> 00:29:25,327 I won't ask you up. That's O.K. 291 00:29:25,396 --> 00:29:28,331 We'll run into each other in the next few days. 292 00:29:28,399 --> 00:29:30,993 Oh, I don't think so. I have to go to Montreal for work. 293 00:29:33,772 --> 00:29:35,740 There's the sign. 294 00:29:35,807 --> 00:29:38,241 A sign? Montreal. 295 00:29:38,309 --> 00:29:43,303 That's my home town, and we have time. 296 00:29:50,889 --> 00:29:52,857 Thanks for saying that. 297 00:30:00,832 --> 00:30:02,800 I loved the walk. 298 00:30:42,340 --> 00:30:46,902 So, you didn't come all the way from New York just to take me on a car ride. 299 00:30:46,978 --> 00:30:48,445 What's up? 300 00:30:48,513 --> 00:30:50,777 I'm following a plan. C'mon, you know I'm always moving on. 301 00:30:50,849 --> 00:30:52,578 Yeah, it looks like you're getting interested 302 00:30:52,650 --> 00:30:54,140 in the old industrial neighbourhoods also. 303 00:30:54,219 --> 00:30:56,483 Hell, why not? C'mon, whole lives have been spent here Krantz. 304 00:30:56,554 --> 00:30:58,818 Doesn't it blow your mind to zap past buildings 305 00:30:58,890 --> 00:31:00,585 that have been here for 100 years? 306 00:31:00,658 --> 00:31:04,560 God bless modern engineering! I mean, the arrogance of tearing past 307 00:31:04,629 --> 00:31:06,961 mountains that took millenniums to wear down, 308 00:31:07,031 --> 00:31:09,397 or fields that took generations to clear. 309 00:31:09,467 --> 00:31:13,665 What the hell are you talking about? That was then; this is now. 310 00:31:13,738 --> 00:31:16,605 Suppose that we could spend the rest of our lives exactly as we are now, 311 00:31:16,674 --> 00:31:20,337 while alternatively getting laid by beautiful women under tropical skies 312 00:31:20,411 --> 00:31:22,379 but without the fuck-ups that could bring? 313 00:31:22,447 --> 00:31:26,247 Which would you choose, huh? Two more years of speed and music, 314 00:31:26,317 --> 00:31:29,150 women just a mental blur like the trailing moon, 315 00:31:29,220 --> 00:31:31,780 or 50 more years of discovery and loss? 316 00:31:31,856 --> 00:31:36,316 Why do you ask questions that you already know the answers to? 317 00:31:36,394 --> 00:31:40,831 Then let it stay as it is now. No one waits for us. No one misses us. 318 00:31:40,899 --> 00:31:43,959 Let the moon hang fixed in the sky, let the trees never bloom, 319 00:31:44,035 --> 00:31:47,562 and let the monks chanting their 4 a.m. prayers stay on their knees forever. 320 00:31:51,476 --> 00:31:53,444 Leo, I'm uh... 321 00:31:57,015 --> 00:32:00,143 I'm going to England to study. 322 00:32:00,218 --> 00:32:03,619 Mom offered me a job at the camp to help pay for it, so... 323 00:32:07,992 --> 00:32:11,860 I guess this means we're not going to play anymore, eh? 324 00:32:11,930 --> 00:32:15,229 I knew something like this would happen eventually. 325 00:32:15,300 --> 00:32:17,996 Yeah. 326 00:32:18,069 --> 00:32:20,503 Man, I'm sorry. 327 00:32:20,571 --> 00:32:26,601 We had to try to stop figuring each other out sooner or later, right? 328 00:32:26,678 --> 00:32:28,612 Yeah, I wanted to. 329 00:33:02,146 --> 00:33:04,171 Leo... 330 00:33:04,248 --> 00:33:09,880 When you come to my territory, I should be your guide. 331 00:33:09,954 --> 00:33:13,583 Well, you're not a man to miss his chance. 332 00:33:13,658 --> 00:33:16,456 Hum, not chance. Fate? 333 00:33:16,527 --> 00:33:21,021 What is fate? No explanation. 334 00:33:21,099 --> 00:33:28,028 You're quite something, you know that? 335 00:33:28,106 --> 00:33:30,040 Do you want to come in for a minute? 336 00:33:30,108 --> 00:33:32,042 O.K. O.K. 337 00:33:49,694 --> 00:33:53,630 Welcome to my world. Hum, what a coincidence. 338 00:33:53,698 --> 00:33:56,326 No, not a coincidence. 339 00:33:56,401 --> 00:34:01,100 Like I said, only fate. 340 00:34:01,172 --> 00:34:03,868 Or maybe just fatal... you hardly know me. 341 00:34:03,941 --> 00:34:07,206 Yeah. 342 00:34:07,278 --> 00:34:10,770 Yeah, but I feel like I do. 343 00:34:10,848 --> 00:34:14,807 I'm a little strange, but not crazy. 344 00:34:18,122 --> 00:34:20,215 There was this woman on the plane. 345 00:34:20,291 --> 00:34:22,418 She was all excited about meeting her lover, 346 00:34:22,493 --> 00:34:26,088 and not at all concerned that she was cheating. 347 00:34:28,566 --> 00:34:33,128 She was married? Yeah. 348 00:34:33,204 --> 00:34:35,502 Like you? No. Not like me. 349 00:34:35,573 --> 00:34:39,634 But you said back in... I don't want to talk about it now. 350 00:35:03,601 --> 00:35:06,536 I had a feeling it would happen like this. 351 00:35:06,604 --> 00:35:15,034 Isn't it amazing when imagination and reality connect? 352 00:35:15,113 --> 00:35:17,843 A rare thing. 353 00:35:19,917 --> 00:35:21,885 It's a pity. 354 00:35:32,830 --> 00:35:36,891 The loveliness she composed seemed to rebel and escape her, 355 00:35:36,968 --> 00:35:41,234 incandescent with her flesh and desire. 356 00:36:29,587 --> 00:36:32,147 You know you can't stay. O.K. 357 00:36:36,527 --> 00:36:39,291 I want to see you again. 358 00:36:39,363 --> 00:36:41,331 There's something I need to do to free myself. 359 00:36:41,399 --> 00:36:43,333 I understand. 360 00:36:45,870 --> 00:36:47,838 Thank you. 361 00:37:16,133 --> 00:37:20,263 This time I was hooked. I had to follow her back to New York. 362 00:37:42,460 --> 00:37:46,328 "When you call me close to tell me your body is not beautiful, 363 00:37:46,397 --> 00:37:51,300 I want my body and hands to be pools for your looking and laughing." 364 00:37:51,369 --> 00:37:55,703 Oh, it's beautiful. Good. That's what I wanted. 365 00:37:55,773 --> 00:37:57,934 It's for you. No, that's not for me. 366 00:37:58,009 --> 00:38:00,136 Yes it is, I wrote it for you. 367 00:38:00,211 --> 00:38:04,409 No. Poetry is for everybody. It's meant to be read. 368 00:38:04,482 --> 00:38:05,642 Sweet, industrious poet... 369 00:38:08,085 --> 00:38:10,645 I never thought of poetry as an industry. 370 00:38:10,721 --> 00:38:12,245 It's just something you grab as it flies by. 371 00:38:12,323 --> 00:38:15,417 Oh, I know people we can show this to, Leo! 372 00:38:15,493 --> 00:38:17,427 They're friends of ours! 373 00:38:17,495 --> 00:38:21,864 Well, they're friends of my husband and I. 374 00:38:21,932 --> 00:38:24,730 Actually, they're just my friends, not my husband's. 375 00:38:31,542 --> 00:38:33,510 What's the matter? 376 00:38:33,577 --> 00:38:38,344 I told him I wanted to divorce him. 377 00:38:38,416 --> 00:38:42,352 Well you had to tell him sometime. 378 00:38:42,420 --> 00:38:47,380 No, you don't understand. I didn't have to tell him everything... 379 00:38:47,458 --> 00:38:49,426 not everything! 380 00:38:49,493 --> 00:38:54,453 I told him how good it is with you; I didn't have to tell him that. 381 00:38:54,532 --> 00:38:59,094 I just wanted to hurt him so badly. 382 00:38:59,170 --> 00:39:01,570 Do you still love him? 383 00:39:01,639 --> 00:39:03,573 Love him? 384 00:39:06,243 --> 00:39:09,644 I hate him. 385 00:39:09,714 --> 00:39:14,583 Good. Now you're completely mine. 386 00:39:14,652 --> 00:39:18,418 One day you might hate me. Never. 387 00:39:26,063 --> 00:39:30,966 Leo, if it ever stops working for either of us, we mustn't lie about it, O.K.? 388 00:39:33,137 --> 00:39:35,469 I'd hope to have the courage to cut the cord. 389 00:39:54,959 --> 00:39:59,828 And so we left everything behind us...the city streets, the noise, 390 00:39:59,897 --> 00:40:03,833 all attachments but ourselves. 391 00:40:03,901 --> 00:40:09,703 I began to understand that there were 2 one daring and sure of herself; 392 00:40:09,774 --> 00:40:12,937 the other insecure, fearful. 393 00:40:13,010 --> 00:40:16,673 She had a job as a graphic designer and loved literature. 394 00:40:16,747 --> 00:40:20,183 She had never dared write anything on her own. 395 00:40:20,251 --> 00:40:23,982 A big, white wedding at 19 to some intellectual journalist 396 00:40:24,054 --> 00:40:27,820 was a way to escape an over-sheltered childhood. 397 00:40:27,892 --> 00:40:33,091 The journalist almost never touched her, and after 5 years of that, 398 00:40:33,164 --> 00:40:35,428 she really needed out. 399 00:40:57,154 --> 00:41:00,248 From now on, she was the medium for everything, 400 00:41:00,324 --> 00:41:03,020 catalyst for my deepest feelings. 401 00:41:24,648 --> 00:41:26,639 Is it possible for all this to stay forever? 402 00:41:26,717 --> 00:41:28,685 I mean, if we came back, 403 00:41:28,752 --> 00:41:32,483 would we see and hear everything in the exact same way? 404 00:41:32,556 --> 00:41:35,354 Well that depends on your perspective. 405 00:41:35,426 --> 00:41:37,553 It depends on you, Leo. 406 00:41:37,628 --> 00:41:41,689 No, there are other things too. 407 00:41:41,765 --> 00:41:46,862 But it can also stay like this if we want it to, it's possible. 408 00:41:46,937 --> 00:41:51,431 Possible... Possible. That's a word always open to changes. 409 00:41:51,509 --> 00:41:55,605 Ha, ha... The more I discover, the more I like you. 410 00:41:55,679 --> 00:41:57,613 I'm touched. 411 00:42:03,921 --> 00:42:07,857 I was living in denial being with someone, 412 00:42:07,925 --> 00:42:11,656 sharing nothing, expressing nothing. 413 00:42:11,729 --> 00:42:17,190 In fact, I was completely alone, the sameness to everything. 414 00:42:17,268 --> 00:42:21,500 I thought life was like that when you got old, 415 00:42:21,572 --> 00:42:24,837 but with you life is a roller coaster. 416 00:42:24,909 --> 00:42:28,640 Don't you love that rush? 417 00:42:28,712 --> 00:42:32,239 And still be able to have moments of just complete stillness. 418 00:42:34,685 --> 00:42:40,954 You know there's a word for this, but we won't say it. It's our secret. 419 00:43:10,087 --> 00:43:15,525 When she was a kid, Shell's ears were pierced with tiny gold earrings, 420 00:43:15,593 --> 00:43:17,527 and now she has a tiny scar on each ear. 421 00:43:46,690 --> 00:43:52,686 On my right temple, I have a scar where Krantz whacked me with a shovel. 422 00:43:52,763 --> 00:43:56,529 A difference of opinion over the construction of a snowman. 423 00:43:56,600 --> 00:44:01,663 Krantz wanted to use Oreo cookies for the eyes, and I was and still am 424 00:44:01,739 --> 00:44:04,833 against the use of foreign objects in the decoration of snowmen. 425 00:44:10,814 --> 00:44:14,272 Children show scars like medals. 426 00:44:14,351 --> 00:44:17,980 Lovers use them for secret revelations. 427 00:44:18,055 --> 00:44:20,683 A scar is what happens when a word is made flesh. 428 00:44:29,533 --> 00:44:35,961 A scar is like a gateway to our pasts, a trace that asks: 429 00:44:36,040 --> 00:44:38,440 What happened here? 430 00:44:38,509 --> 00:44:41,103 What is this an imprint of? 431 00:44:41,178 --> 00:44:45,342 And so it was I crossed another threshold with Shell, 432 00:44:45,416 --> 00:44:47,907 one that led to my childhood. 433 00:44:52,823 --> 00:44:55,383 What are you doing? Come here. 434 00:44:55,459 --> 00:44:57,086 Let's just look at ourselves. 435 00:44:57,161 --> 00:45:01,757 We don't need to see ourselves; we need to feel ourselves. 436 00:45:01,832 --> 00:45:06,599 My mother had this obsession with mirrors when I was a kid. 437 00:45:06,670 --> 00:45:13,508 She imagined her whole body as a scar grown over some earlier perfection. 438 00:45:13,577 --> 00:45:16,978 She'd spend hours hunting down wrinkles. 439 00:45:17,047 --> 00:45:22,644 This is not my face, not my real face. 440 00:45:22,720 --> 00:45:28,056 Where's your real face, Mother? Leo, look at me. 441 00:45:28,125 --> 00:45:34,121 Do I really look like this? Where is it? Where's your real face? 442 00:45:34,198 --> 00:45:39,101 I don't know. In Russia, when I was a girl. 443 00:45:41,638 --> 00:45:44,368 What did my real mother look like, I wondered. 444 00:45:50,147 --> 00:45:53,674 She was always busy, my mother. 445 00:45:53,751 --> 00:46:00,987 Always in flight, always alone trying to figure out who she really was. Ah... 446 00:46:01,058 --> 00:46:05,688 Do you think your mother felt yourfather loved her? 447 00:46:05,763 --> 00:46:10,132 Who knows? My father was just someone to hang out with, 448 00:46:10,200 --> 00:46:12,725 without ever really meeting anybody. 449 00:46:12,803 --> 00:46:14,100 Are you ticklish? No. 450 00:46:14,171 --> 00:46:17,368 Yes you are! You are ticklish! No! Ha, ha, ha! 451 00:46:17,441 --> 00:46:19,375 Not quite true. 452 00:46:19,443 --> 00:46:23,573 Sure, my father was absent even when he was around, 453 00:46:23,647 --> 00:46:26,775 a sick man with nowhere to rest. 454 00:46:26,850 --> 00:46:30,513 Come Nelly, bring the vegetables. 455 00:46:30,587 --> 00:46:33,920 But then... Come Leo, sit at the table. 456 00:46:33,991 --> 00:46:37,950 ...when I was 10, one of my cousins from Pittsburgh came 457 00:46:38,028 --> 00:46:42,897 to prep school in Montreal and stayed with us. She was my goddess. 458 00:46:42,966 --> 00:46:47,403 A nice piece of white meat, no skin. Exactly what the doctor ordered. 459 00:46:47,471 --> 00:46:50,269 Nelly, you serve Mr. Breavman his cauliflower and his potatoes. 460 00:47:01,652 --> 00:47:05,418 Thank you. Everyone enjoy the meal. 461 00:47:07,491 --> 00:47:09,925 How lucky can you get 462 00:47:09,993 --> 00:47:14,623 How lucky that we met when it came true 463 00:47:19,636 --> 00:47:22,434 That means you too, Leo. 464 00:47:22,506 --> 00:47:23,700 I'm talking to you, Leo. 465 00:47:23,774 --> 00:47:26,038 Your father is talking to you, Leo Breavman. 466 00:47:26,109 --> 00:47:28,703 Lost again in that stupid head of his! 467 00:47:28,779 --> 00:47:30,872 Stand up! 468 00:47:30,948 --> 00:47:33,746 Ha, ha, ha! I'm not kidding. 469 00:47:33,817 --> 00:47:37,378 So are you still dreaming of being a hypnotist? 470 00:47:37,454 --> 00:47:41,185 I am a hypnotist. I can make things happen. 471 00:47:41,258 --> 00:47:46,321 Ha, ha, ha! You have a colourful imagination. I will grant you that. 472 00:47:46,396 --> 00:47:51,333 Careful, I might hypnotize you. It's too late. 473 00:47:51,401 --> 00:47:55,497 Yeah? Yes. 474 00:47:55,572 --> 00:48:00,566 Hey. How many guys know about these tiny scars? 475 00:48:00,644 --> 00:48:03,613 Not as many as you think. No, no, I'm not talking about 476 00:48:03,680 --> 00:48:08,140 the 2 or 200 that kissed you there. I'm talking about in your fantasies. 477 00:48:08,218 --> 00:48:10,448 How many tongues have caressed you in their possible ways? 478 00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:13,455 Are you trying to ruin this somehow? 479 00:48:13,523 --> 00:48:16,492 Let's get back to your game. What was your favourite game? 480 00:48:16,560 --> 00:48:18,494 And there it was... the question. 481 00:48:18,562 --> 00:48:22,589 All this just a cover for a deeper truth. 482 00:48:22,666 --> 00:48:24,258 Yeah, that's why I want to hear it all. 483 00:48:24,334 --> 00:48:25,631 Hum... 484 00:48:25,702 --> 00:48:28,398 And because she had asked me the question, 485 00:48:28,472 --> 00:48:30,872 the thing I needed to know but didn't, 486 00:48:30,941 --> 00:48:32,772 I told her another story instead. 487 00:48:32,843 --> 00:48:34,777 Like this is going to work? You're going to try to convince me 488 00:48:34,845 --> 00:48:39,145 I actually like going to my stupid private school? 489 00:48:39,216 --> 00:48:42,652 When I think of all those cute public school boys? 490 00:48:42,719 --> 00:48:45,017 Is that all you think about? No, silly. 491 00:48:45,088 --> 00:48:48,751 So think about this. 492 00:48:48,825 --> 00:48:50,554 Your eyelids are as heavy as lead. 493 00:48:54,164 --> 00:49:00,660 Breathe slowly and regularly. 494 00:49:00,737 --> 00:49:03,001 You're falling backwards. 495 00:49:03,073 --> 00:49:05,507 Your body is falling backwards, 496 00:49:05,575 --> 00:49:11,013 getting smaller and smaller. 497 00:49:11,081 --> 00:49:13,015 You can hear nothing but my voice. 498 00:49:15,419 --> 00:49:17,387 You are asleep. 499 00:49:25,595 --> 00:49:28,120 Are you asleep? Yes. 500 00:49:32,903 --> 00:49:37,431 You feel nothing, absolutely nothing. Do you understand? 501 00:49:37,507 --> 00:49:39,441 Yes. 502 00:49:39,509 --> 00:49:43,240 You're hot. You've never been so hot. 503 00:49:45,849 --> 00:49:47,817 Your sweater weighs a ton. 504 00:50:02,199 --> 00:50:04,167 You're sweating like a pig. 505 00:50:40,470 --> 00:50:44,270 It's morning. You have to get up now. Nothing happened. 506 00:50:44,341 --> 00:50:46,275 You will remember nothing. 507 00:50:51,782 --> 00:50:55,650 Maybe Nelly was never really hypnotized, 508 00:50:55,719 --> 00:51:00,053 but that day, I felt like I really became a man. 509 00:51:04,127 --> 00:51:07,585 Hey, why? 510 00:51:07,664 --> 00:51:10,326 It's just strange, like...that night 511 00:51:10,400 --> 00:51:15,997 I remember I was reading the animal/ plant books that my father gave me. 512 00:51:18,241 --> 00:51:22,234 I sneaked into my parents' room. They were sleeping in separate beds. 513 00:51:22,312 --> 00:51:28,911 There was a moon, and they were both facing the ceiling, 514 00:51:28,985 --> 00:51:30,816 lying in the same position, 515 00:51:30,887 --> 00:51:35,790 but I knew if I shouted only one of them would wake up. 516 00:51:40,897 --> 00:51:42,865 It didn't work? No. 517 00:51:49,406 --> 00:51:51,374 I got an idea. 518 00:52:04,354 --> 00:52:06,982 Watch this. 519 00:52:07,057 --> 00:52:08,991 You're going to be impressed. 520 00:52:36,419 --> 00:52:39,479 Hey, what does it matter where the bed is, as long as it's a bed? 521 00:52:39,556 --> 00:52:42,787 Well O.K., then I'll move it myself. 522 00:52:42,859 --> 00:52:44,520 Ah... don't be silly, Shell. 523 00:52:44,594 --> 00:52:48,052 We're going to be out of here first thing in the morning. 524 00:52:48,131 --> 00:52:50,224 Yes, but we'll see the trees when we wake up. 525 00:52:50,300 --> 00:52:52,928 I don't want to see the trees when I wake up. 526 00:52:53,003 --> 00:52:54,698 I want to see the peeling wallpaper, 527 00:52:54,771 --> 00:52:57,569 like everybody who slept here before. They didn't need to move the bed. 528 00:52:57,641 --> 00:53:00,109 Precisely. Uh! 529 00:53:01,278 --> 00:53:03,769 Hm, c'mon. Ha, ha, ha! 530 00:53:06,950 --> 00:53:08,918 C'mon, over there. 531 00:53:14,858 --> 00:53:16,883 Wait! I have to make the bed. 532 00:53:16,960 --> 00:53:18,621 The bed is already made. 533 00:53:18,695 --> 00:53:21,255 Switch things around, or we won't see anything. 534 00:53:21,331 --> 00:53:25,290 Are you doing this deliberately? Leo, this is our room for tonight. 535 00:53:25,368 --> 00:53:27,393 Give me 5 min. O.K.? 536 00:53:27,470 --> 00:53:29,404 C'mon! 537 00:53:41,251 --> 00:53:43,219 There we go. 538 00:54:15,085 --> 00:54:19,852 Look at that sink, all those cracks in it. 539 00:54:19,923 --> 00:54:24,758 We could pry up a couple of floor boards and hide it under the carpet. 540 00:54:24,828 --> 00:54:27,558 Uh-huh, if you help me. 541 00:54:56,960 --> 00:54:59,394 Come. 542 00:54:59,462 --> 00:55:01,430 Should I turn off the light? Yes. 543 00:55:21,618 --> 00:55:26,385 Now the room looks the same for the both of us. 544 00:55:26,456 --> 00:55:30,517 I know you would have liked it dirtier, 545 00:55:30,593 --> 00:55:34,290 maybe even some roaches in the sink. 546 00:55:34,364 --> 00:55:37,197 You never get to see them if you leave the lights on. 547 00:55:37,267 --> 00:55:40,100 But when it's off you can't see them anyway. 548 00:55:40,170 --> 00:55:43,799 But it's the time between that counts. 549 00:55:43,873 --> 00:55:46,865 You come home late at night and you turn on the kitchen light 550 00:55:46,943 --> 00:55:49,741 and the sink is swarming black, 551 00:55:49,813 --> 00:55:52,179 but they disappear in seconds, 552 00:55:52,248 --> 00:55:54,648 and they leave the porcelain 553 00:55:54,718 --> 00:55:57,050 whiter than you could imagine. 554 00:56:01,558 --> 00:56:07,394 I know you think I can't possibly know what you mean, 555 00:56:07,464 --> 00:56:09,398 but I do. 556 00:56:14,738 --> 00:56:18,572 You want to live in a world where the light has just been switched on 557 00:56:18,641 --> 00:56:21,940 everything vivid and intense, 558 00:56:22,011 --> 00:56:25,538 leaping from black to brightness 559 00:56:25,615 --> 00:56:28,812 ...everything is just there. 560 00:56:28,885 --> 00:56:33,982 That's O.K. Leo, but you can't live like that all the time. 561 00:56:39,863 --> 00:56:43,026 I know you hate me for having changed the room 562 00:56:43,099 --> 00:56:44,657 because that means I compromised, 563 00:56:44,734 --> 00:56:47,726 and everything is not just there anymore, 564 00:56:47,804 --> 00:56:50,272 and you think that had you been alone, 565 00:56:50,340 --> 00:56:52,205 you wouldn't have lost that vividness. 566 00:56:57,714 --> 00:56:59,705 Do you want to be alone Leo? 567 00:57:20,270 --> 00:57:24,798 It was as if Shell had held up a mirror for me to see 568 00:57:24,874 --> 00:57:28,833 that this was not me, Leo, asking the questions. 569 00:57:28,912 --> 00:57:34,976 It was Leo the child who needed to know the favourite game. 570 00:57:35,051 --> 00:57:38,817 My darling Shell, there is someone lost in me. 571 00:57:38,888 --> 00:57:40,913 I will find him for you. 572 00:58:19,963 --> 00:58:22,056 I'm going to take us to the top of the mountain. 573 00:58:22,131 --> 00:58:25,294 But it's nearly dark. 574 00:58:25,368 --> 00:58:28,269 Closer to moon rays. You're not hungry? 575 00:58:28,338 --> 00:58:30,272 No. Are you? Yeah, I'm starving. 576 00:58:30,340 --> 00:58:33,571 I told you a while back. Well grab an apple from the back. 577 00:58:33,643 --> 00:58:35,736 No, Leo, please... no more games. 578 00:58:35,812 --> 00:58:38,474 We've been driving 4 hours non-stop. 579 00:58:38,548 --> 00:58:43,247 Yeah, and we've had a lot of fun, Shell. C'mon! 580 00:58:43,319 --> 00:58:45,753 You were fine a few hours ago. I know, but now I need a break. 581 00:58:45,822 --> 00:58:49,724 Well then, close your eyes and relax. I'm taking us somewhere. 582 00:58:49,792 --> 00:58:54,991 Let's come back tomorrow? Shell, c'mon! 583 00:58:55,064 --> 00:58:57,555 These are new horizons, a wild mountain at night! 584 00:58:57,634 --> 00:59:01,832 Yes, and we need to get some gas before everything closes up. 585 00:59:01,905 --> 00:59:06,672 You want a dangerous thrill. 586 00:59:06,743 --> 00:59:09,143 You know, Leo, I think you're trying to change me. 587 00:59:09,212 --> 00:59:11,442 You like me, but you object to my upbringing, 588 00:59:11,514 --> 00:59:14,415 and now you're pushing the envelope to see how I'll react. 589 00:59:14,484 --> 00:59:17,783 No. I just want it to be different...for the both of us. 590 00:59:17,854 --> 00:59:21,221 Like being trapped in a car, all alone in the woods? 591 00:59:21,291 --> 00:59:23,282 That's original, Leo, but really it doesn't change anything. 592 00:59:23,359 --> 00:59:27,125 We're still the same people. But it's a different experience, Shell. 593 00:59:27,196 --> 00:59:31,030 No, Leo. Been there. Done that. 594 00:59:31,100 --> 00:59:34,501 I was trapped in the woods for 36 hours with a friend of my father's 595 00:59:34,571 --> 00:59:36,334 and we got caught in a big storm, 596 00:59:36,406 --> 00:59:38,897 and we made love in a downpour, and it was wonderful, 597 00:59:38,975 --> 00:59:41,409 and I never talked about it till now. 598 00:59:58,761 --> 01:00:03,494 See, you did it again. You won. 599 01:00:03,566 --> 01:00:07,229 What does that mean? You got something 600 01:00:07,303 --> 01:00:09,237 secret out of me. 601 01:00:15,378 --> 01:00:17,346 What is it? 602 01:00:17,413 --> 01:00:19,347 Nothing... 603 01:00:25,955 --> 01:00:27,923 I love you. 604 01:02:00,917 --> 01:02:02,976 I knew if I didn't leave soon, I never would, 605 01:02:03,052 --> 01:02:07,489 and something would be lost forever. 606 01:02:21,471 --> 01:02:23,439 Morning. Hi. 607 01:02:30,613 --> 01:02:32,979 Boy, you haven't slept at all, have you? 608 01:02:33,049 --> 01:02:34,983 No. 609 01:02:42,892 --> 01:02:44,860 Come here. 610 01:02:55,671 --> 01:02:59,129 Tell me. 611 01:02:59,208 --> 01:03:01,369 I think I should go to Montreal for a while. 612 01:03:09,952 --> 01:03:13,353 You're leaving? I'll be back. 613 01:03:13,422 --> 01:03:16,357 I phoned Krantz, and he offered me this job working with some kids. 614 01:03:16,425 --> 01:03:20,657 A job with kids? Yeah, summer camp. 615 01:03:20,730 --> 01:03:24,723 And then back to New York? 616 01:03:28,137 --> 01:03:30,105 Yeah, of course. 617 01:03:39,816 --> 01:03:41,784 Of course. 618 01:03:41,851 --> 01:03:44,615 And who by fire 619 01:03:44,687 --> 01:03:46,917 Who by water 620 01:03:46,989 --> 01:03:53,588 Who in the sunshine Who in the night time 621 01:03:53,663 --> 01:03:56,131 Who by high ordeal 622 01:03:56,199 --> 01:03:58,827 Who by common trial 623 01:03:58,901 --> 01:04:03,429 Who in your merry merry month of May 624 01:04:03,506 --> 01:04:08,534 Who by very slow decay 625 01:04:08,611 --> 01:04:14,106 And who shall I say is calling 626 01:04:19,488 --> 01:04:25,723 Who in her lonely slip Who by barbiturate 627 01:04:25,795 --> 01:04:32,166 Who in these realms of love Who by something blunt 628 01:04:32,235 --> 01:04:38,265 Who by avalanche Who by powder 629 01:04:38,341 --> 01:04:44,439 Who for his greed Who for his hunger 630 01:04:44,513 --> 01:04:51,419 And who shall I say is calling 631 01:04:57,026 --> 01:05:00,689 And who by brave assent 632 01:05:00,763 --> 01:05:03,391 Who by accident 633 01:05:03,466 --> 01:05:06,094 Who in solitude 634 01:05:06,168 --> 01:05:08,830 Who in this mirror 635 01:05:08,905 --> 01:05:12,500 Who by his latest command 636 01:05:12,575 --> 01:05:15,305 who by his own hand 637 01:05:15,378 --> 01:05:21,442 Who in mortal chains Who in power 638 01:05:21,517 --> 01:05:28,821 And who shall I say is calling 639 01:05:32,094 --> 01:05:34,324 All right guys, I just wanted to make sure that you were aware 640 01:05:34,463 --> 01:05:36,727 of the schedules that I put in those little booklets of yours. 641 01:05:36,799 --> 01:05:39,290 Now, this is really important, all right, because the parents 642 01:05:39,368 --> 01:05:41,859 have copies of these schedules as well. So please... 643 01:05:41,938 --> 01:05:45,840 I can't emphasize this enough... but just follow them carefully, O.K.? 644 01:05:45,908 --> 01:05:51,346 Now, uh, we're each going to have 8 kids at all times. This is your group. 645 01:05:51,414 --> 01:05:54,906 You're responsible for their participation in outdoor activities, 646 01:05:54,984 --> 01:05:59,080 and also, it's not such an easy task, but getting them up in the morning, 647 01:05:59,155 --> 01:06:01,988 getting them ready. Any questions so far? All right, well good luck. 648 01:06:04,794 --> 01:06:08,355 You guys start moving that stuff inside. I'm going to take care of this guy. 649 01:06:08,431 --> 01:06:10,365 Oh, Krantz! 650 01:06:16,439 --> 01:06:20,671 Uh... geez! Hey! 651 01:06:20,743 --> 01:06:25,339 You're late, man. It was a long ride, Krantz. 652 01:06:25,414 --> 01:06:28,611 Yeah, I don't care. What can I do? 653 01:06:28,684 --> 01:06:30,879 Start by helping us move that stuff inside. 654 01:06:34,857 --> 01:06:36,825 Whew... O.K. 655 01:06:46,402 --> 01:06:50,099 Hey! Hey! Remember me? 656 01:06:50,172 --> 01:06:54,302 I'm Martin Stark. Capital S, small t, small a, small r, small k. No e. 657 01:06:54,377 --> 01:06:55,639 Sometimes I spell it with an e 658 01:06:55,711 --> 01:06:57,941 and then I have to tear up the page and begin again. 659 01:06:58,014 --> 01:06:59,948 I remember you, Martin. 660 01:07:00,016 --> 01:07:03,076 I'm Leo Breavman. Capital B, small r, small e, small-- 661 01:07:03,152 --> 01:07:05,552 Small a, small v, small m, small a, small n. 662 01:07:05,621 --> 01:07:09,284 Nice! I am going to be... 663 01:07:09,358 --> 01:07:11,724 your counsellor for the summer. What do you think of that? 664 01:07:11,794 --> 01:07:14,058 Uh... What's your favourite store? What's yours? 665 01:07:14,130 --> 01:07:16,428 Holt Renfrew. What's your favourite parking lot? 666 01:07:16,499 --> 01:07:19,332 I don't know. What's yours? Holt Renfrew. 667 01:07:19,402 --> 01:07:21,336 How many windows are in the Holt Renfrew building? 668 01:07:21,404 --> 01:07:24,032 Well Martin, I don't know. How many? 669 01:07:24,106 --> 01:07:27,075 In all the walls? Yes, of course in all the walls. 670 01:07:27,143 --> 01:07:29,441 What's the point in knowing the windows in just 1 wall, or just 3 walls? 671 01:07:29,512 --> 01:07:31,980 122. Hey Martin, hey... 672 01:07:32,048 --> 01:07:34,141 Do you like the countryside? 673 01:07:34,216 --> 01:07:39,813 Only after I investigate it. Let's go and investigate it. C'mon! 674 01:07:39,889 --> 01:07:43,290 All right, let's go! My group follow me! 675 01:08:00,509 --> 01:08:04,536 Krantz, I brought a bottle of cognac. 676 01:08:04,613 --> 01:08:08,413 Are you crazy? Have some respect for the people sleeping. 677 01:08:08,484 --> 01:08:12,978 C'mon, Krantz! Breavman, go to sleep. 678 01:08:47,957 --> 01:08:51,518 Hey, where'd you come from? 679 01:08:51,594 --> 01:08:55,758 Hey, Breavman, you're supposed to integrate the kid into the group. 680 01:08:55,831 --> 01:09:00,530 Come here, Martin. Good morning to you too, Krantz. 681 01:09:03,038 --> 01:09:07,975 Martin was that rare creature, a blissful mad child. 682 01:09:08,043 --> 01:09:13,379 His rituals resonated with my past games and secret powers. 683 01:09:15,551 --> 01:09:19,351 246... O.K., times... 684 01:09:19,421 --> 01:09:23,050 759! Go! 685 01:09:23,125 --> 01:09:26,060 You can do it! You're really smart! 686 01:09:26,128 --> 01:09:30,997 You're really good Martin. We know you can do it, Martin! 687 01:09:31,066 --> 01:09:34,627 You can do it! Go, go! 186,714. 688 01:09:34,703 --> 01:09:37,263 He's right! 689 01:09:37,339 --> 01:09:40,103 Ya! Ya! That's great, Martin. 690 01:09:40,176 --> 01:09:43,942 O.K., let's have a game of tag. I'm it! 691 01:09:44,013 --> 01:09:48,143 You go get me something to measure the square of 5 metres by 5 metres, 692 01:09:48,217 --> 01:09:50,310 which is the size of my grandmother's apartment? 693 01:09:50,386 --> 01:09:55,881 O.K. Martin. I'll be right back. 694 01:09:55,958 --> 01:10:00,088 What did I tell you? All the kids have to follow the schedule. 695 01:10:00,162 --> 01:10:02,722 Yeah, well he's not a normal boy, Krantz. 696 01:10:02,798 --> 01:10:06,427 He's a very special human being, and that's important to me. 697 01:10:06,502 --> 01:10:09,335 Yeah, well that's very compassionate, Breavman, 698 01:10:09,405 --> 01:10:12,738 but it's really none of your business is it? 699 01:10:18,314 --> 01:10:24,150 Leo? God, I was really in a deep sleep. 700 01:10:24,220 --> 01:10:27,849 I just wanted to hear your voice. Where are you? 701 01:10:27,923 --> 01:10:33,793 Canadian boonies. How are you? 702 01:10:33,862 --> 01:10:38,094 Sometimes it's hard, Leo. Sometimes I just need someone to hold me. 703 01:10:38,167 --> 01:10:43,298 Just someone? Well, I guess you would do, ha, ha... 704 01:10:43,372 --> 01:10:48,969 Maybe I just need to get laid. See who's the romantic, Leo? 705 01:10:49,044 --> 01:10:52,013 You need to hear my voice, and I need to get laid. 706 01:10:52,081 --> 01:10:54,914 Listen Shell, I'm coming to New York. 707 01:10:54,984 --> 01:10:59,444 You're quitting the camp? Yeah. There's nothing here for me. 708 01:10:59,521 --> 01:11:02,251 You're coming? You promise? 709 01:11:02,324 --> 01:11:06,317 Yeah, I promise. I'll see you soon. O.K. 710 01:11:11,200 --> 01:11:13,668 You know we can't find a replacement at this point in the season. 711 01:11:13,736 --> 01:11:16,762 Well then you're going to have to let me handle him in my own way. 712 01:11:16,839 --> 01:11:20,104 I enjoy his madness, Krantz. He enjoys his madness. 713 01:11:20,175 --> 01:11:23,144 He's a free person, maybe the 1st one I ever met, 714 01:11:23,212 --> 01:11:24,804 and that's very important to me. 715 01:11:24,880 --> 01:11:30,045 That's total nonsense. Maybe... 716 01:11:30,119 --> 01:11:33,316 You made a mistake coming here, didn't you, Breavman? 717 01:11:33,389 --> 01:11:37,883 You made a mistake asking me, didn't you, Krantz? 718 01:11:37,960 --> 01:11:41,418 I guess we both thought that we could pick up where we left off. 719 01:11:41,497 --> 01:11:44,864 Yeah, well... At least we know it's over now. 720 01:11:44,933 --> 01:11:48,801 It's a job. You know? Work? 721 01:11:48,871 --> 01:11:54,241 There's fun, and then there's work. 722 01:11:54,310 --> 01:11:56,244 And now I've got to be serious. 723 01:12:05,554 --> 01:12:07,613 All right! 724 01:12:07,690 --> 01:12:11,558 Who's up for a really serious game of hide-and-go-seek? 725 01:12:11,627 --> 01:12:15,654 Yeah! All right! 726 01:12:16,098 --> 01:12:21,559 We'll get back to the camp and we'll dump out this knapsack full of stuff 727 01:12:21,637 --> 01:12:25,198 that we've found, sort through it all, and then we'll go for a swim! 728 01:12:25,274 --> 01:12:29,904 That will be nice. 729 01:12:29,978 --> 01:12:35,610 Ouch! I've been bitten more times by things in this... 730 01:12:35,684 --> 01:12:37,743 What are you doing? Counting. 731 01:12:37,820 --> 01:12:40,186 Oh yeah? Want a box to put those in? 732 01:12:40,255 --> 01:12:44,624 That would be helpful. O.K. Here's a little help. 733 01:12:44,693 --> 01:12:47,355 Thanks. Hey, guys! 734 01:12:47,429 --> 01:12:53,163 Let's gather around here and talk about the tree that never loses its leaves! 735 01:12:53,235 --> 01:12:56,102 Martin, don't wander off buddy. Come stay with the group. 736 01:12:56,171 --> 01:13:01,234 This, my fine furry friends, is the spruce tree. 737 01:13:01,310 --> 01:13:03,642 Spruce trees never, ever lose their leaves. 738 01:13:03,712 --> 01:13:05,680 They have them all year round, 739 01:13:05,748 --> 01:13:08,148 they're from the evergreen family, like pine trees. 740 01:13:08,217 --> 01:13:10,742 Pine trees are used for Christmas trees. So let's try a little something. 741 01:13:10,819 --> 01:13:15,256 Close your eyes and think about the type of Christmas tree 742 01:13:15,324 --> 01:13:18,225 that we all just had at home, O.K.? 743 01:13:20,396 --> 01:13:24,196 Martin, c'mon over here, buddy! Come and join us! 744 01:13:24,266 --> 01:13:27,235 Don't wander off! Keep your eyes closed, thinking about the pine trees. 745 01:13:27,302 --> 01:13:30,760 Hey, look at this one over here, guys. C'mon over this way. 746 01:13:30,839 --> 01:13:32,773 It smells so good! Yeah, they're lovely. They're great! 747 01:13:32,841 --> 01:13:36,743 Yeah, I've changed my mind. I'm sorry, Shell. 748 01:13:36,812 --> 01:13:40,179 You promised. I know I promised, but I can't. 749 01:13:40,249 --> 01:13:42,149 Why? Because... 750 01:13:42,217 --> 01:13:44,117 Tell me why. 751 01:13:44,186 --> 01:13:47,451 I can't explain it. I just know that I have to stay here for a while. 752 01:13:47,523 --> 01:13:51,687 I miss you. It's hard. I know. I know it's hard. 753 01:13:51,760 --> 01:13:55,594 It's hard for me too, but at least I get to hear your voice. 754 01:13:55,664 --> 01:13:58,189 Yeah... yeah. 755 01:13:58,267 --> 01:14:00,201 All right, uh... 756 01:14:00,269 --> 01:14:02,499 I have to go, but I'm going to call you as soon as I can. 757 01:14:02,571 --> 01:14:04,937 When? I don't know. Soon. 758 01:14:05,007 --> 01:14:09,171 I love you. I love you too. 759 01:14:09,244 --> 01:14:11,178 O.K. bye. Yeah. 760 01:15:07,169 --> 01:15:09,262 Hope everybody likes their hot-dogs well-done. 761 01:15:09,338 --> 01:15:13,331 Yeah, I heard that! Ah, they're burnt! 762 01:15:13,408 --> 01:15:18,004 I really like them burnt. Hey! Hey, hey! No hot-dog for you! 763 01:15:18,080 --> 01:15:19,308 Good job! 764 01:15:19,381 --> 01:15:23,215 See, you're going to get that one there! 765 01:15:23,285 --> 01:15:25,981 Have you seen Martin? 766 01:15:31,627 --> 01:15:33,595 Yo, Breavman! Where are you going? 767 01:15:33,662 --> 01:15:38,224 I'm just going to go and find Martin. All right. 768 01:15:45,807 --> 01:15:47,775 Martin! 769 01:15:50,779 --> 01:15:54,237 Martin! 770 01:15:54,316 --> 01:15:58,685 C'mon buddy, I know your secret hiding spot. 771 01:15:58,754 --> 01:16:01,655 O.K. I'll tell you what, I will stay up with you tonight 772 01:16:01,723 --> 01:16:06,888 and we'll count the needles till at least 6,000. What do you say? 773 01:16:06,962 --> 01:16:08,896 Martin? 774 01:16:11,199 --> 01:16:14,293 Martin! Martin! 775 01:17:01,049 --> 01:17:03,279 Dear Shell, 776 01:17:03,352 --> 01:17:08,187 it will take me a little while to tell you. 777 01:17:08,256 --> 01:17:12,352 It is the middle of the night, and you're sleeping. 778 01:17:14,830 --> 01:17:18,960 I know exactly how your body looks. 779 01:17:19,034 --> 01:17:22,834 Lying on your side, knees bent, 780 01:17:22,904 --> 01:17:26,897 and your hair like calligraphy, 781 01:17:26,975 --> 01:17:29,000 one hand cupped beside your mouth, 782 01:17:29,077 --> 01:17:32,911 and the other arm hung over the edge of the bed. 783 01:17:37,085 --> 01:17:41,886 I can be peaceful because I know what I want to say. 784 01:17:47,129 --> 01:17:51,828 I am afraid of Ioneliness. 785 01:17:51,900 --> 01:17:56,234 Just visit a mental hospital or a factory, 786 01:17:56,304 --> 01:17:58,465 sit in a bus or a cafeteria. 787 01:17:58,540 --> 01:18:01,668 Everywhere people are living 788 01:18:01,743 --> 01:18:04,211 in utter loneliness as their bodies slowly fail them. 789 01:18:08,850 --> 01:18:14,083 I want to take your hand to protect me from this lingering carnage. 790 01:18:24,933 --> 01:18:26,901 I wish you were beside me now. 791 01:18:39,514 --> 01:18:43,883 I saw a dead child, and learned nothing. 792 01:18:53,328 --> 01:18:57,025 When you read this letter, you will see 793 01:18:57,099 --> 01:19:00,762 that that uncomfortable world has been irrevocably destroyed. 794 01:19:04,873 --> 01:19:09,071 I'm not a good lover, or I'd be with you now; 795 01:19:09,144 --> 01:19:13,376 I'd be beside you, not writing this the lover-in-waiting. 796 01:19:16,585 --> 01:19:18,815 Dear Shell if you let me, 797 01:19:18,887 --> 01:19:22,550 I'd always keep you 400 miles away and write you poems. 798 01:19:28,396 --> 01:19:31,126 I'm afraid to live anywhere but in expectation. 799 01:19:47,783 --> 01:19:50,217 I don't want to see you or hear from you again. 800 01:19:53,855 --> 01:19:55,823 I want no attachments. 801 01:19:59,361 --> 01:20:01,329 I want to begin again. 802 01:20:04,533 --> 01:20:10,165 I think I love you, but I need the idea of a blank page more. 803 01:20:19,581 --> 01:20:23,881 I must end this letter now because I feel like flying down 804 01:20:23,952 --> 01:20:25,943 and falling into bed beside you. 805 01:20:29,691 --> 01:20:35,254 Please don't phone or write. Something wants to begin in me. 806 01:20:53,648 --> 01:20:56,811 Four o'clock in the afternoon 807 01:20:56,885 --> 01:21:01,481 And I didn't feel like very much 808 01:21:01,556 --> 01:21:04,525 I said to myself Where are you golden boy 809 01:21:04,593 --> 01:21:09,257 Where is your famous golden touch 810 01:21:09,331 --> 01:21:16,897 I thought you knew where all of the elephants lie down 811 01:21:16,972 --> 01:21:19,805 I thought you were the crown prince 812 01:21:19,875 --> 01:21:25,006 Of all the wheels in Ivory Town 813 01:21:25,080 --> 01:21:27,913 Just take a look at your body now 814 01:21:27,983 --> 01:21:32,352 There's nothing much to save 815 01:21:32,420 --> 01:21:35,355 And a bitter voice in the mirror cries 816 01:21:35,423 --> 01:21:40,053 Hey Prince you need a shave 817 01:21:40,128 --> 01:21:46,624 Now if you can manage to get your trembling fingers to behave 818 01:21:46,701 --> 01:21:53,300 Why don't you try unwrapping a stainless steel razor blade 819 01:21:53,375 --> 01:21:57,903 That's right it's come to this 820 01:21:57,979 --> 01:22:03,042 Yes it's come to this 821 01:22:03,118 --> 01:22:10,047 And wasn't it a long way down 822 01:22:10,125 --> 01:22:17,691 Wasn't it a strange way down 823 01:22:17,766 --> 01:22:25,195 There's no hot water and the cold is running thin 824 01:22:25,273 --> 01:22:28,436 Well what do you expect from the kind of places 825 01:22:28,510 --> 01:22:32,105 You've been living in 826 01:22:32,180 --> 01:22:34,876 Don't drink from that cup 827 01:22:34,950 --> 01:22:39,216 It's all caked and cracked along the rim 828 01:22:39,287 --> 01:22:42,620 That's not the electric light my friend 829 01:22:42,691 --> 01:22:47,151 That is your vision growing dim 830 01:22:47,228 --> 01:22:50,322 Cover up your face with soap 831 01:22:50,398 --> 01:22:54,562 There now you're Santa Claus 832 01:22:54,636 --> 01:22:57,070 Shell! And you've got a gift 833 01:22:57,138 --> 01:23:02,770 For anyone who will give you his applause 834 01:23:02,844 --> 01:23:05,438 I thought you were a racing man 835 01:23:05,513 --> 01:23:09,574 Ah but you couldn't take the pace 836 01:23:09,651 --> 01:23:15,021 That's a funeral in a mirror 837 01:23:15,090 --> 01:23:18,526 How may I direct your call? It's a collect call, please. 838 01:23:18,593 --> 01:23:20,527 Could you tell me under what name please? 839 01:23:20,595 --> 01:23:22,654 Leo. Thank you. 840 01:23:32,340 --> 01:23:36,299 Hello? I have a collect call 841 01:23:36,378 --> 01:23:39,108 from Leo. Do you accept the charges Madam? 842 01:23:42,183 --> 01:23:44,344 Yes. Go ahead please. 843 01:23:44,419 --> 01:23:47,479 Shell! I was going to say no. 844 01:23:47,555 --> 01:23:50,524 Marry me. That's what I want. 845 01:23:50,592 --> 01:23:53,026 Leo, you can't treat people this way. 846 01:23:53,094 --> 01:23:55,358 Did you hear what I said? I said I want to marry you. 847 01:23:55,430 --> 01:23:57,398 I haven't heard from you in weeks, Leo! 848 01:23:57,465 --> 01:24:00,127 I know, and I'm sorry. I will explain everything, I promise. 849 01:24:00,201 --> 01:24:02,135 No. You don't need to. I've read your letter. 850 01:24:02,203 --> 01:24:04,728 No, no! No, Shell, never mind the letter! 851 01:24:04,806 --> 01:24:07,536 Oh God! I know I hurt you. I'm sorry. 852 01:24:07,609 --> 01:24:09,804 I want to go back to bed. I'm not feeling well. 853 01:24:09,878 --> 01:24:12,972 No, don't hang up. 854 01:24:13,048 --> 01:24:16,040 I love you, Shell. 855 01:24:16,117 --> 01:24:19,609 I really do. 856 01:24:19,687 --> 01:24:23,623 Please go away! I can't be what you need! 857 01:24:23,691 --> 01:24:26,956 Yes you can. You already are. 858 01:24:27,028 --> 01:24:29,963 Nobody can be what you need, Leo. 859 01:24:30,031 --> 01:24:32,397 This is crazy, Shell, talking this way. 860 01:24:32,467 --> 01:24:34,594 There's 400 miles between us. 861 01:24:34,669 --> 01:24:37,934 I'm going to come to New York. No! I don't want you to. 862 01:24:38,006 --> 01:24:40,497 No, Shell, I have to. No, Leo, please! 863 01:24:40,575 --> 01:24:42,543 I can't see you! 864 01:24:42,610 --> 01:24:44,578 What are you saying? 865 01:24:44,646 --> 01:24:47,114 I'm saying please don't come. It's better this way. 866 01:24:47,182 --> 01:24:49,377 No. No, Shell. 867 01:24:49,451 --> 01:24:52,181 I'm going to come to New York, and we're going to talk, 868 01:24:52,253 --> 01:24:54,187 and everything is going to be all right. 869 01:24:54,255 --> 01:24:58,055 I promise, you'll see. 870 01:25:01,129 --> 01:25:04,030 I don't believe you... 871 01:25:04,099 --> 01:25:06,533 I'm hanging up now. 872 01:25:06,601 --> 01:25:10,037 Shell... Good-bye, Leo. 873 01:25:12,273 --> 01:25:17,905 Once there was a past and a girl with chestnut hair 874 01:25:17,979 --> 01:25:20,345 And you passed the summers 875 01:25:20,415 --> 01:25:25,443 Picking all of the berries that grew there 876 01:25:25,520 --> 01:25:28,921 There were times she was a woman 877 01:25:28,990 --> 01:25:33,222 Oh there were times She was just a child 878 01:25:33,294 --> 01:25:36,786 And you held her in the shadows 879 01:25:36,865 --> 01:25:41,029 Where the raspberries grow wild 880 01:25:41,102 --> 01:25:44,401 And you climbed the twilight mountain 881 01:25:44,472 --> 01:25:49,341 And you sang about the view 882 01:25:49,410 --> 01:25:51,742 And everywhere you wandered 883 01:25:51,813 --> 01:25:56,614 Love seemed to go along with you 884 01:25:56,684 --> 01:25:59,482 That's a hard one to remember 885 01:25:59,554 --> 01:26:02,887 Yes it makes you clench your fist 886 01:26:02,957 --> 01:26:07,621 And then the veins stand out like highways 887 01:26:07,695 --> 01:26:10,220 All along your wrist 888 01:26:10,298 --> 01:26:14,735 And yes it's come to this 889 01:26:14,802 --> 01:26:18,363 It's come to this 890 01:26:18,439 --> 01:26:26,744 And wasn't it a long way down 891 01:26:26,814 --> 01:26:34,812 Wasn't it a strange way down 892 01:26:34,889 --> 01:26:37,517 You could still find a job... 893 01:26:37,592 --> 01:26:40,026 By the following spring, 894 01:26:40,094 --> 01:26:42,187 Shell's publishing firm printed my work 895 01:26:42,263 --> 01:26:45,323 and made me a living, breathing poet. 896 01:26:48,937 --> 01:26:52,100 I have been dumped into success the same way parents dump 897 01:26:52,173 --> 01:26:55,142 their child in school for the first time, 898 01:26:55,210 --> 01:27:00,409 resistant and resentful. 899 01:27:00,481 --> 01:27:02,847 All that was necessary to be universally loved 900 01:27:02,917 --> 01:27:06,409 was to publish one's anxieties. 901 01:27:06,487 --> 01:27:11,117 Art is a calculated display of suffering. 902 01:27:11,192 --> 01:27:14,389 I became a poetic Prozac for unhappy women. 903 01:27:37,285 --> 01:27:39,253 Hey, Leo! 904 01:27:39,320 --> 01:27:42,847 It's been a while. Lisa! God, you look great. 905 01:27:42,924 --> 01:27:45,654 Oh, thank you, Leo, and you've become famous. 906 01:27:45,727 --> 01:27:49,720 Hardly famous, but uh... it's okay. 907 01:27:49,797 --> 01:27:51,822 I just saw you interviewed on TV last night. 908 01:27:51,899 --> 01:27:54,459 Yeah. All part of the business, the media junkets 909 01:27:54,535 --> 01:27:57,868 for media junkies. You know the game. 910 01:27:57,939 --> 01:28:02,376 Everybody says you're very... clever. 911 01:28:02,443 --> 01:28:07,244 Everybody loves you when you're... Exactly. 912 01:28:07,315 --> 01:28:09,977 How are the kids and uh... 913 01:28:10,051 --> 01:28:11,575 Carl. Carl! 914 01:28:11,653 --> 01:28:13,587 Carl is in Toronto with my father. 915 01:28:13,655 --> 01:28:16,089 They're opening up a new restaurant. 916 01:28:16,157 --> 01:28:19,820 Nice. Uh-huh. 917 01:28:19,894 --> 01:28:25,594 Ah, yeah. Ha, ha! 918 01:28:25,667 --> 01:28:28,932 Ah, would you like to sign mine? 919 01:28:33,374 --> 01:28:35,342 Do you everthink about us as kids? 920 01:28:35,410 --> 01:28:38,868 Ah, yes, but it's surprising how much I seem to forget. 921 01:28:38,946 --> 01:28:42,404 There's just not time for it. So you remember me as a child? 922 01:28:42,483 --> 01:28:44,576 Of course. And?... 923 01:28:44,652 --> 01:28:46,882 Well, you were like any other 10-year-old I suppose. 924 01:28:46,954 --> 01:28:51,482 I don't know Leo. What, is this annoying you? You were a nice boy! 925 01:28:51,559 --> 01:28:54,084 Do you remember playing doctor? What? 926 01:28:54,162 --> 01:28:56,596 In the garage. Oh, now you're getting silly. 927 01:28:56,664 --> 01:28:59,531 I wish you would. Why? 928 01:28:59,600 --> 01:29:03,536 I mean, sometimes remembering too much can block the present. 929 01:29:03,604 --> 01:29:07,904 If you remembered what I remember, you'd be in bed with me right now. 930 01:29:07,975 --> 01:29:12,469 Uh... You should come over and visit Carl and the children. 931 01:29:12,547 --> 01:29:16,176 Carl reads a lot; you'd enjoy talking to him. 932 01:29:16,250 --> 01:29:20,812 I need to sleep with you, Lisa. It's as simple as that. 933 01:29:20,888 --> 01:29:23,152 Well, it's not for me. 934 01:29:26,160 --> 01:29:31,257 Why?... Why do you want to sleep with me? 935 01:29:31,332 --> 01:29:38,465 Because we held hands once. And that's your reason? 936 01:29:38,539 --> 01:29:42,635 Yeah. I think human beings should be grateful to be connected 937 01:29:42,710 --> 01:29:46,874 in any way at all, even if just by standing together in the same room. 938 01:29:46,948 --> 01:29:51,317 Yes, but Leo you can't be connected to everyone, and it doesn't mean anything. 939 01:29:51,386 --> 01:29:58,292 It does to me. Let's get out of here. 940 01:29:58,359 --> 01:30:01,556 Leo! There you are! Please, come over... 941 01:30:01,629 --> 01:30:05,531 I'd like you to meet the people from CBC's Good Morning Show. 942 01:30:05,600 --> 01:30:08,899 You go ahead. I should go. I have an early flight to Toronto. 943 01:30:08,970 --> 01:30:12,167 I'll walk you. No, I'll take a taxi, but thanks Leo. 944 01:30:12,240 --> 01:30:14,504 You have things to take care of here. 945 01:30:14,575 --> 01:30:17,408 Come visit some time. I will. 946 01:30:17,478 --> 01:30:20,970 Leo? Hi! 947 01:30:29,824 --> 01:30:32,122 Condemn me to some dark prison 948 01:30:32,193 --> 01:30:34,821 if my true love loves another, 949 01:30:34,896 --> 01:30:38,093 when I know she should be mine. 950 01:30:53,748 --> 01:30:57,149 Hello. Hello, Leo. 951 01:30:57,218 --> 01:31:01,382 Lisa... I didn't think you'd be asleep. 952 01:31:01,456 --> 01:31:05,290 I'm not, but you should be. 953 01:31:05,359 --> 01:31:08,385 I need to see you. 954 01:31:08,463 --> 01:31:12,991 Do you want to come over? I'm already here. 955 01:31:13,067 --> 01:31:15,934 Okay. 956 01:31:20,575 --> 01:31:23,703 My husband wasn't in Toronto opening up a restaurant. 957 01:31:23,778 --> 01:31:28,408 He was there with another woman. 958 01:31:28,483 --> 01:31:31,179 Geez... 959 01:31:31,252 --> 01:31:35,348 I'll spare you the details. I'm so sorry, Lisa. 960 01:31:35,423 --> 01:31:41,362 No, it's okay. When I heard about your book launch, 961 01:31:41,429 --> 01:31:46,025 I decided to come down. I don't know why. 962 01:31:46,100 --> 01:31:48,398 I'm glad you did. 963 01:31:56,911 --> 01:32:00,403 Strange thing is... 964 01:32:00,481 --> 01:32:04,144 you're the only person I wanted to see. 965 01:32:15,329 --> 01:32:19,288 I'm a little ticklish. Ha, ha... 966 01:32:35,416 --> 01:32:38,874 This isn't going to hurt, is it, Dr. Breavman? 967 01:32:38,953 --> 01:32:41,114 The rule is one shot in the bum. 968 01:32:41,188 --> 01:32:43,918 Hm... I'll make an exception... 969 01:32:47,895 --> 01:32:50,659 just this once. 970 01:32:58,506 --> 01:33:03,034 I could offer her my company and friendship as solace, 971 01:33:03,110 --> 01:33:06,170 or we could head for the sack straight off. 972 01:33:06,247 --> 01:33:08,715 There was no third way. 973 01:33:34,809 --> 01:33:39,075 And I didn't sleep with Lisa the child. 974 01:33:39,146 --> 01:33:42,946 I didn't build a mysterious garage above her naked form. 975 01:33:47,822 --> 01:33:51,918 This peaceful woman with breasts and lingerie 976 01:33:51,993 --> 01:33:55,759 and martinis wasn't Lisa the child. 977 01:34:00,101 --> 01:34:04,765 Lisa the child had evaded me and was still perfect, 978 01:34:04,839 --> 01:34:08,673 suddenly making all other women less perfect. 979 01:34:08,743 --> 01:34:15,615 They were still beautiful, but somehow less crucial. 980 01:34:15,683 --> 01:34:18,083 What a relief. 981 01:34:22,857 --> 01:34:29,160 Listen, Leo, uh, I'm feeling a little awkward here. I... 982 01:34:29,230 --> 01:34:32,063 Don't do that to yourself. 983 01:34:32,133 --> 01:34:34,192 Two children went back and shared a secret 984 01:34:34,268 --> 01:34:37,499 in the middle of the night, that's all. 985 01:34:37,571 --> 01:34:40,301 Thanks. 986 01:34:40,374 --> 01:34:43,673 I, uh... I should get going. 987 01:34:43,744 --> 01:34:45,974 Okay. 988 01:34:49,116 --> 01:34:53,576 You've really made a life for yourself, Leo. 989 01:34:56,624 --> 01:34:59,616 We let each other go free. 990 01:34:59,694 --> 01:35:02,458 She had her revenge through me because... 991 01:35:02,530 --> 01:35:07,593 I was a secret - not a part of her life, 992 01:35:07,668 --> 01:35:10,262 but not exactly a stranger, 993 01:35:10,337 --> 01:35:14,171 like meeting somebody from your home town in a foreign land. 994 01:35:24,952 --> 01:35:33,052 Lisa the child, that perfection remained, preserving the past. 995 01:35:33,127 --> 01:35:35,960 Everything could be preserved forever, 996 01:35:36,030 --> 01:35:38,863 like my connection to Shell, 997 01:35:38,933 --> 01:35:43,734 and in that moment, I remembered. 998 01:35:50,478 --> 01:35:53,106 My darling Shell, 999 01:35:53,180 --> 01:35:56,445 here's the answer to your question: 1000 01:35:56,517 --> 01:36:00,613 After a snowfall, we would go to the park. 1001 01:36:00,688 --> 01:36:04,124 Lisa was the spinner. She would take our hands 1002 01:36:04,191 --> 01:36:06,523 and turn on her heels, spinning around in circles 1003 01:36:06,594 --> 01:36:12,294 until our feet left the ground, and then she'd let go. 1004 01:36:12,366 --> 01:36:17,668 I remember flying over the snow and landing. 1005 01:36:28,516 --> 01:36:30,814 And then I carefully stood up 1006 01:36:30,885 --> 01:36:34,343 to look behind me at a perfect imprint, 1007 01:36:34,421 --> 01:36:40,587 both human and angelic, in the perfect whiteness behind me, 1008 01:36:40,661 --> 01:36:44,427 and that, that was the favourite game. 1009 01:36:59,613 --> 01:37:02,081 The ponies run 1010 01:37:02,149 --> 01:37:05,277 The girls are young 1011 01:37:05,352 --> 01:37:11,291 The odds are there to beat 1012 01:37:11,358 --> 01:37:14,521 You win a while 1013 01:37:14,595 --> 01:37:17,689 And then it's done 1014 01:37:17,765 --> 01:37:23,431 Your little winning streak 1015 01:37:23,504 --> 01:37:30,000 And summoned now to deal 1016 01:37:30,077 --> 01:37:36,243 With your invincible defeat 1017 01:37:36,317 --> 01:37:44,088 You live your life as if it's real 1018 01:37:44,158 --> 01:37:49,118 A thousand kisses deep 1019 01:37:49,196 --> 01:37:51,858 I'm turning tricks 1020 01:37:51,932 --> 01:37:55,026 I'm getting fixed 1021 01:37:55,102 --> 01:37:58,560 I'm back on Boogie Street 1022 01:38:01,442 --> 01:38:04,343 You lose your grip 1023 01:38:04,411 --> 01:38:07,676 And then you slip 1024 01:38:07,748 --> 01:38:11,684 Into the masterpiece 1025 01:38:13,921 --> 01:38:21,487 And maybe I had miles to drive 1026 01:38:21,562 --> 01:38:26,158 And promises to keep 1027 01:38:26,233 --> 01:38:33,935 You ditch it all to stay alive 1028 01:38:34,008 --> 01:38:37,705 A thousand kisses deep 1029 01:38:41,015 --> 01:38:44,473 CNST, Montreal 1030 01:39:03,704 --> 01:39:11,338 And sometimes when the night is slow 1031 01:39:11,412 --> 01:39:16,111 The wretched and the meek 1032 01:39:16,183 --> 01:39:19,209 We gather up 1033 01:39:19,286 --> 01:39:23,814 Our hearts and go 1034 01:39:23,891 --> 01:39:28,521 A thousand kisses deep 1035 01:39:28,595 --> 01:39:31,564 Confined to sex 1036 01:39:31,632 --> 01:39:35,033 We pressed against 1037 01:39:35,102 --> 01:39:40,734 The limits of the sea 1038 01:39:40,808 --> 01:39:44,005 I saw there were 1039 01:39:44,078 --> 01:39:48,606 No oceans left 1040 01:39:48,682 --> 01:39:53,449 For scavengers like me 1041 01:39:53,520 --> 01:40:01,120 I made it to the forward deck 1042 01:40:01,195 --> 01:40:05,825 I blessed our remnant fleet 1043 01:40:05,899 --> 01:40:09,300 And then consented 1044 01:40:09,370 --> 01:40:13,739 To be wrecked 1045 01:40:13,807 --> 01:40:18,506 A thousand kisses deep 1046 01:40:18,579 --> 01:40:21,480 I'm turning tricks 1047 01:40:21,548 --> 01:40:24,881 I'm getting fixed 1048 01:40:24,952 --> 01:40:27,580 I'm back on Boogie Street 83090

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