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Proton therapy?

Right.

proton therapy is the most advanced technology

for treating tumors in the world nowadays.

At present, there is only one medical center

that has this technology.

Actually they won't be open to the public until next year.

But I've talked to Director He.

He agreed that he would be willing to have you as their first patient.

This is the technology that Director He invested in.

Then please tell him

I already have a top brain specialist to operate on me.

Many thanks for his kind offer.

Guang Xi.

Do you have any idea

how high the cure rate treating tumors is with this technology?

Since they have such a high rate of success

why can't you accept the help from Director He?

So that we can owe more to him?

Before it was Shende Hall.

Now, it is my brain.

I don't want to be controlled by Director He.

The only thing Director He wants is for me to be together with Yi Qian.

But you know more clearly than anyone else.

The only person I like is Mu Cheng.

So please let him give up on me earlier.

I don't want to owe him anything.

Ren Guang Xi.

Can you be more mature after all this?

It's a matter of life or death.

Are you seriously going to follow your temporary, reckless feelings

and sacrifice this only chance given to you?

It's not temporary and not reckless between Mu Cheng and me.

If I need to stay alive by selling myself

live a life where I'm only breathing but have no feelings.

I'm done with that.

You and Director He, stop wasting time on me.

Since I've made the decision to undergo the operation

I'm already mentally prepared.

As long as Mu Cheng is by my side, I will win this battle.

Dad.

Finally I've found my own happiness

Please bless Guang Xi.

This operation will go well and be successful.

Also give me the most courage and power

so that I can accompany him through this difficulty.

Are you ready?

In the following days we will run a series of examinations on Mr. Ren.

Including MRI, CT and lumbar puncture

to locate the position and depth of the tumor.

Also to determine if the cancer cells are spreading to other areas or not.

As well as other more detailed tests

to see how much damage the brain tumor has done to other nerves.

We're doing the disinfection. It will feel a little cool.

It will hurt a bit for the injection.

Relax.

Now take a deep breath.

Relax. Don't be tense. Relax.

Be more relaxed.

It will pass soon.

Hang on, it's almost over.

It's done.

Miss Liang.

Mr. Ren needs to stay flat on the bed for 8 hours

also the pillow will need to be removed.

If you have any inquiries, you can ring the bell to notify us.

Thank you.

Guang Xi.

Let me help you take the pillow away first.

Here, slowly.

Here, lie flat.

You alright?

Miss Liang?

Let her sleep.

Guang Xi.

I'm sorry.

I'm the one who should be apologizing.

I'm coming in.

I am so dumb.

Can't even take care of such a small thing.

Come and sit down.

I have to thank you

for giving me this opportunity to shave for you.

But I've never done this before

you have to teach me.

Is it like this?

You need to go upwards.

Like this.

Don't scare me.

Come on, let me help you finish.

Can't sleep?

I know there is no piano in the hospital

so... I've recorded this for you.

President.

How's he doing today?

Fine.

He just fell asleep.

It's been tough on you.

Are you scared?

The only thing I am scared of is you being in pain

and suffering.

All those examinations look painful.

But I can't share your pain

I can't even do anything for you.

What nonsense.

If you hadn't been here with me

I couldn't have tolerated all those painful examinations.

I would have cried non-stop miserably.

Now I only hope the results of all these efforts won't let you down in the end.

I've seen enough people disappointed in me.

I don't want you to be disappointed too.

Please pass me the ball.

Thanks.

Your boyfriend has a skill for balls

and see how built-up his body is.

Reckon you must be living in happiness.

I'm sorry for his talking nonsense.

He has a brain tumor

Because the tumor has pressed the brain nerves

that's why he can't really control his words.

No. You can't put it that way.

It should be

I am just speaking out my heart.

Also I can't lie.

Is there such a complication?

It's true.

Jia Da.

Now look at me and tell me what you want to say.

I love you so much, Hui Ci.

I know it's rude.

But you're just playing with us, right?

We are busted.

This brain tumor is for real..

We are really sorry.

Just that we saw you two walked out of the oncology department with a sad face.

That's why he insisted on having a chat with you.

You are right.

He has the same illness.

You know what?

I really can't bear to see people act as if

it's the end of the world once they've got cancer.

Come on.

This is the 21st century.

With all the advanced technologies for treating cancers

the rate for curing cancers is getting higher and higher.

Putting on a show like

it's life or death as in the dramas.

It seems a bit...too much.

You have a point.

When he was diagnosed with the brain tumor last winter

the doctor said he would live until the end of the year.

Now, a year has passed already

Moreover, we've been actively pursuing treatment.

Now he is getting so much better..

In a few days, he is undergoing the last operation.

And after the operation, we'll be discharged from the hospital.

The main point is after that

we're getting engaged after the operation.

Let me show you the wedding invitation.

There you go.

If you don't mind

you are more than welcome to come and share our joy.

You must come.

And you must bring a plus one.

So you play soccer, too?

Yep.

After the wedding, let's play together.

For sure. I haven't played for a long time.

We seem to have this mutual understanding.

Here. Take this.

Let me get it.

No, I'll get it.

You are really scared, aren't you?

You are thinking what if you die, what's going to happen to her?

You are scared that she will be sad.

You are scared that she will be left alone.

You are scared that without you taking care of her

she will be so lonely in the world.

You are scared that if you really do die...

There are still so many things...

you still want to do.

I just feel very sorry.

Why me?

Why did it have to be me?

How I wish I could take this as a prank from God.

Then one day when I wake up...

the doctor can tell me that the tumor has disappeared.

So that I will be able to go back to everything as it used to be.

You know what?

The day when I was informed of my diagnosis...

I told myself...

This is a gift from God.

This tumor...

reminds me every day that I don't have much time.

How precious it is to be able to breathe here!

If I can be with Hui Ci for a second longer...

I will cherish her even more.

It's all because of this tumor

that I can live my life again.

However, it is undeniable...

Sometimes it's very painful.

Sometimes it's very depressing.

But don't lose hope.

Never give up.

See?

Our lives are actually in our own hands.

No one else can decide how long you can live.

So.

No need to worry too much.

Everything will be fine in the end.

Don't you remember?

You are coming to my wedding.

Everything will be fine.

I really mean it.

As you know already.

I can't lie.

Mu Cheng...

Mu Cheng.

What's wrong?

Are you too tired?

Probably.

Carrots?

Only rabbits eat that stuff.

Fresh vegetables are good for your health.

Especially orange ones like these.

Right. You were taking your temperature. How was it?

Because I just finished taking the MRI tests and had all those injections..

I have a slight fever.

The tests are nearly all finished.

The doctor said...

the final report will be out tomorrow.

Then we'll decide on the date for the operation.

That means in a few days you will have the operation?

Didn't you say that after the examinations

you will cook me a dish that is super-unhealthy, super un-nourishing.

I haven't had meat in a long time.

Bring it out.

Guang Xi.

Are you alright?

I'm fine. Perhaps I'm allergic to the injections.

I'll be fine after I drink more water.

Really.

I'm starving.

Is this the beef rice you promised me last time?

Exactly. But someone just threw it into the trash can.

Who would do that?

Wow!

This tastes so good.

Who taught you this?

My dad.

This beef rice is made for the most important person.

Guang Xi, you are the most important person to me now.

You are lucky.

Your dad at least left you with such a sweet memory.

My dad just left without leaving me anything.

But your dad did teach you how to rollerblade at Shende Hall.

You got me.

I am that little boy.

If my dad were still alive... I would know how to be a man.

And face all of this.

It's a pity that he left so few memories.

From now on...

let me be the one who gives you sweet memories.

Alright. But beef rice can't really count as memories.

I want to eat this every day.

Do you hear me?

Yes.

[Yi Qian] Yi Qian.

What's the matter?

There are three hours to go before the final report.

You should go get a check up.

Isn't the appointment at 10 o'clock?

I postponed it for 3 hours on purpose.

You've accompanying me to the hospital and been busy taking care of me.

Last night you even fell asleep while cooking.

You might get sick easily with all that physical exertion.

Do get a check up fist.

I've got you an appointment already.

After you're done, it'll be about time for lunch.

I will see you at the hospital cafeteria.

And we will listen to the report together.

Go.

See you later then.

The reason you got her to leave

is because you don't want her to know about the final report before the operation.

Let's go.

Nurse.

Alright.

May I ask if you've been experiencing any irregularities lately.

Not much.

I just feel tired and often want to sleep.

It might be due to my tiredness these days.

Alright.

Now go see the doctor. Walk out of the door and then turn right.

- Alright. Thanks. - Thanks.

Hui Ci?

What's the matter?

Are you alright?

[Death Certificate] [Name: Luo Jia Da]

After the operation, we're getting engaged.

Come on. We are now in the 21st century.

With such advanced technology

the rate of curing cancers are getting higher.

If you don't mind

please come and share our joy at the wedding.

It's a deal. And you have to come with your partner.

The tumor is deeper than we thought.

And it was found too late.

Mr. Ren's condition is not positive.

When can I have the operation?

We've put it into the schedule.

It will be the day after tomorrow.

The rate of success is still so low?

I'm sorry, but I will do my best.

Guang Xi.

Will you consider the proton therapy by Director He?

Doctor.

Please confirm the operation. I trust you.

Mom.

Thanks for letting Mu Cheng stay with me.

During this period of time...

I finally feel that you do take me as your son.

If you really care about me, stop pushing me.

I need to get some fresh air.

I am going to the cafeteria to meet Mu Cheng.

It's me. Come and meet me at the cafeteria.

President Fang. Are you looking for me?

Take a seat.

Do you know why I came to the hospital?

You are here to hear Guang Xi's report as well.

I've seen the report.

It's not positive.

The tumor is deep inside his brain.

I think Guang Xi doesn't want you to worry about his condition

so he got you to leave earlier.

Are you surprised?

Maybe I should let you know.

This is not the only thing Guang Xi hid from you.

Actually, his prognosis could become better.

But he gave up that opportunity because of you.

This is the skype video of Yi Qian and I yesterday.

Auntie Fang. I've got some good news.

Based on analysis of the medical team

if Guang Xi receives the proton therapy

the success rate can be raised up to 30%.

I've send back the statistics to Taipei

so that my dad can prepare the proton therapy room.

The medical team and I will take the plane to Taiwan in two hours.

And we'll be arriving by tomorrow night.

If by that time...

Guang Xi is still unwilling to accept my dad's help.

Please tell me.

Let me persuade him.

I really hope I can cure him.

I must save him.

I think you can tell how much Yi Qian cares about Guang Xi.

Yi Qian's father is the only investor of the proton therapy

that will cure Guang Xi in Taiwan.

He's very concerned what kind of relationship it is between Guang Xi and you.

The final report today is even worse than last time.

But Guang Xi would rather take the risk of 15%

than accept the proton therapy.

Do you know why?

It's because he said he doesn't want to

owe the He family any favor.

He would rather just be with you.

Even if he has to die, he wouldn't care.

But I do care.

I am sure you care as well.

What do you want me to do?

We will still perform the operation.

However...

that'll be just a show for Guang Xi.

The moment he enters the operation room and after the anesthesia

we'll have the proton therapy operation immediately.

But before that.

I need you to stay normal, acting as if nothing is wrong.

Stay by his side until he enters the operation room.

After the operation

how will you return the favor of Yi Qian and her dad to Guang Xi?

There you are.

Help me pack the stuff for the hospital tomorrow.

When I think of shaving all my hair

I start to worry.

I've never shaved all my hair off before.

Your mom has told me the final result.

You must be really scared now.

Actually, you don't have to pretend in front of me.

You can be scared.

I thought

until the very end

I could pretend to be brave.

Then time out for a while.

What?

No medicine.

No examinations.

No going to the hospital.

Stop being a patient for one day.

Just be yourself Ren Guang Xi.

Mu Cheng.

You know what a lousy boyfriend you are?

Ever since we've been together

the places we've been to

are the hospital and the shops near the hospital.

I don't even know if I am your girlfriend

or your 'patient' friend.

Working hard based on the schedule every day.

Am I in a relationship?

Or am I in the army?

Tomorrow...

Let's go on a date.

Relax before your operation.

I, Ren Guang Xi, am for the first time in my life being asked out by a girl.

Where do you want to go?

The date you wanted

is coming to the park.

Did you know

when I was little

every day after dinner

Dad would hold Auntie's hand like this.

And go out for a walk and chat.

At that time I always thought

what was the fun in taking a walk?

How I wished that they could get home early and keep my company.

Then have you figured out the answer now?

Yes.