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[girl vocalizes]
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♪ I've been watchin' you for some time ♪
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♪ Can't stop starin' at those ocean eyes ♪
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[song continues]
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-[male radio presenter] KCRW...
-[chuckles]
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...and worldwide at KCRW.com.
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-It's Billie Eilish and her "Ocean Eyes."
-[Billie screams, chuckles]
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[Billie, on radio]
♪ Can't stop staring at... ♪
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[woman] You guys are on the radio
on KCRW, the coolest radio ever.
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[Billie, on radio]
♪ I've never fallen from quite this high ♪
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-♪ Fallin' into your ocean eyes ♪
-[woman] Yeah.
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♪ Those ocean eyes ♪
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[male fan] That's Billie!
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[fans cheering, screaming]
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[cheering, screaming continues]
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Billie. I couldn't get any tickets
for your concert, but I'm here.
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[fan] Billie!
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-[screams] I love you so much.
-[Billie] Thank you.
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[clamoring]
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[woman] Careful with her.
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-[Billie] I love you.
-[fan 2] I love you, Billie!
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[fans screaming]
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[fan 3] Billie, I love you!
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-[fans cheering]
-[Billie, through speakers] ♪ Aah ♪
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♪ The games you played were never fun ♪
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♪ Mmm ♪
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♪ You'd say you'd stay
But then you'd run ♪
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[Billie, through speakers] ♪ Aah ♪
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♪ Giving you what you're begging for
Giving you what you say I need ♪
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♪ I don't want any settled scores
I just want you to set me free ♪
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♪ Giving you what you're begging for
Giving you what you say I need ♪
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♪ Say I need ♪
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[crowd] ♪ I'm not afraid anymore ♪
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♪ What makes you sure ♪
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[Billie, crowd] ♪ You're all I need? ♪
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♪ Forget about it ♪
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♪ When you walk out the door
And leave me torn ♪
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♪ You're teaching me to live without it ♪
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♪ Bored ♪
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♪ I'm so bored ♪
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♪ I'm so bored ♪
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[crowd] ♪ So bored ♪
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[crowd cheering]
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♪ I'm home alone
You're God-knows-where ♪
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♪ Mmm ♪
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♪ I hope you don't think
That shit's fair ♪
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[fans shrieking]
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♪ Giving you all you want and more ♪
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♪ Giving you every piece of me ♪
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♪ I don't want love I can't afford ♪
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♪ I just want you to love for free ♪
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♪ Can't you see that I'm getting bored? ♪
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-♪ Giving you ♪
-♪ Every piece of me ♪
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♪ Piece of me ♪
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♪ I'm not afraid anymore ♪
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♪ What makes you sure you're all I need? ♪
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♪ Forget about it ♪
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[crowd] ♪ When you walk out the door ♪
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♪ And leave me torn ♪
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♪ You're teaching me ♪
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♪ I'm so bored ♪
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♪ I'm so bored ♪
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[tempo builds]
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-[crowd cheers]
-[Billie] ♪ Say I need ♪
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♪ Settled scores
Set me free ♪
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♪ Begging for ♪
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♪ Say I need ♪
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♪ I'm not afraid anymore ♪
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♪ What makes you sure ♪
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[crowd] ♪ You're all I need? ♪
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♪ Forget about it ♪
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[crowd] ♪ When you walk out the door
And leave me torn ♪
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♪ You're teaching me to live without it ♪
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[cheering]
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[Billie] You guys are all so beautiful.
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[fan] Someone's hurt.
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-Someone-- Hey, hey, hey.
-[man] Someone's hurt.
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-[girl 1] Someone's hurt.
-[girl 2] Someone's turnt.
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[Billie] Guys, make room. Make room.
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[crowd chattering]
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-Billie!
-Billie!
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That's my sister!
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Okay, she's okay. She's okay.
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[crowd cheering, shouting]
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Are you guys okay?
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[crowd] Yeah!
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Hey, you guys need to be fucking okay,
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'cause y'all are the reason I'm okay,
okay?
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["Six Feet Under" plays]
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[crowd cheering]
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[Billie] I'd look into the crowd
and I see all these faces.
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So many different feelings and heartbreak.
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And every single person in there,
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you know, is going through something good
or bad, or horrible or amazing, you know?
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And the least I can do is...
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make art that I make
because I have the same problems.
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[song continues]
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[Billie]
I don't think of them as fans... ever.
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They're not my fans.
They're, like, part of me.
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[song continues]
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[Billie]
My family's the reason I'm the way I am.
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[woman]
You played a duet. Your first duet.
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-[boy] What?
-[woman] A duet.
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For some people, it's where they grow up
that made them who they are.
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Where they went to school,
who they hung out with.
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And for me, it was completely my mom
and my dad and my brother and my dog.
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My mom taught me how to write songs.
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My dad taught me how to play the piano
and the ukulele.
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And I would do, like, talent shows
when I was little,
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and my dad would play ukulele for me
or my mom would play guitar.
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My brother would sing harmony.
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It was always like that.
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Our family was just one big fucking song.
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And I still make music
in my brother's bedroom.
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[Billie] ♪ Said out loud ♪
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-[Finneas] Nice.
-♪ Said out loud ♪
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-That sounds good.
-[Billie] Go. Go.
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[male singer] ♪ Come here ♪
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[Billie, recorded]
♪ Probably something that shouldn't be ♪
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[Billie, with recording] ♪ Said out loud ♪
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[Billie, recorded]
♪ Honestly, I thought that I would be ♪
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[with recording] ♪ Dead by now ♪
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♪ Probably something
That shouldn't be... ♪
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[Billie, recorded]
♪ I wanna end me ♪
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Whoo! That's dope.
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♪ What do you want from me? ♪
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♪ Why don't you run from me? ♪
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♪ What are you wondering? ♪
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-♪ What do you know? ♪
-[Billie] Whoo!
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-♪ Why aren't you scared of me? ♪
-I'm so proud of that one.
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♪ Why do you care for me? ♪
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♪ When we all fall asleep
Where do we go? ♪
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-That's cool, right?
-Genius.
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This is what I want the album
to be called.
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"When We All Fall Asleep,
Where Do We Go?"
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I actually drew this song.
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This is the drawing of this song
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'cause the whole song is about, like,
monsters under your bed.
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In the future,
I'm gonna do stuff with wings.
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And I also wanna do something
where I drink black liquid
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and then my eyes turn black, and then
I start bleeding black out of my eyes.
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This is a self-portrait.
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This is some dick, some weird doll.
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This is a foot.
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There's some drips,
and you can decide whatever the drips are.
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There's some bitch.
There's a hairy vagina.
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There, a, uh-- a dick. [giggles]
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[scatting]
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-♪ ...'cause I don't know ♪
-Ooh, that's cool.
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♪ I can't say no ♪
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-♪ I can't say no ♪
-♪ I can't say no ♪
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♪ Boom, step on the glass ♪
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[clicks tongue] ♪ Staple your tongue ♪
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-♪ Aah ♪
-♪ Aah ♪
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What can we-- Can we wrap it
back into the bad dream thing?
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-Just something to wrap that all in.
-What if it's, like, sleep paralysis?
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♪ My limbs all froze
And can't feel my toes ♪
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"Can't feel my toes" is not cool enough.
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-No, it's not.
-[laughs] But, like--
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My limbs all froze...
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and my eyes won't close.
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That's actually cool.
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Your-- You think "my eyes won't"
or "my eyes can't"? Like--
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"Won't" is way cooler.
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Okay.
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["bury a friend" playing on piano]
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♪ The debt I owe, gotta sell my soul ♪
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♪ 'Cause I can't say no
No, I can't say no ♪
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♪ My limbs all froze
And my eyes won't close ♪
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♪ I can't say no, I can't say no ♪
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[both] ♪ Step on the glass ♪
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♪ Staple your tongue, aah ♪
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Bop! Bop! [trills]
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Keep going. [chuckles]
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Wait. No, no. [laughs]
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-[laughs]
-[laughs] No, no, no.
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[laughing]
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Actually, let's just do that--
Let's do that, like, 17 times.
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[both laugh]
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[Billie] So this is not the first shot,
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but this is the angle that I want
once it zooms out--
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-is not fully to the side.
-[Finneas] What are you doing right now?
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[Billie] Shut up!
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And not to the front,
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-just, like... so that that, um...
-Pepper, uh-uh.
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...the chair leg,
that's, like, in the middle.
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-So I want it to start...
-[Dad] Where's that cat?
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...with nothing in the background--
[exhales]
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-[Dad] Give her a gold star.
-With nothing in the background
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except, um...
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-[Billie's mom laughs]
-[chuckles] ...except the white cyc
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-and the white table.
-[Dad] Oh, yeah.
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[Billie] There's a dead rat over there.
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So this is the first shot
of just the glass.
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Zooms out,
keeping the glass in the center,
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and I'm looking at the glass.
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Once it gets to this point,
then I will take a drink.
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Start drinking it.
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I don't know if I want it to stay here
while I drink it until I put it down
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and then come up to me,
or if while I'm drinking it--
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Wait, keep drinking it.
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I don't know yet if I want it.
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'Cause I don't know if I...
or-- want it to stay diagonal.
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'Cause I don't know if I want it to, uh...
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What the fuck am I saying? [groans]
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I don't know if I want to see...
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Here's-- Okay, wait. I've decided.
[chuckles]
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It's gonna be here.
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Once I start drinking,
and I've been drinking for a second,
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it's gonna come, stay with this, uh, leg
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exactly even in the middle
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and exactly even to the leg
the opposite way.
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Come so that my face is in the middle.
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I think I'll probably grab the glass
with my left hand
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so that the shot is-- make-- [chuckles]
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Thank you, Mom.
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...makes more sense.
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And then you'll see that
the black goo is disappearing
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'cause I'm drinking all of it.
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Then put it down.
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And then I'm just gonna look
into the camera,
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and then it'll stay exactly there.
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Don't zoom!
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Don't do anything like
these bozo fucking filmmakers do
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when they try to have it not be boring.
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-You are working with a great director.
-Shut the fuck up.
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-He'll have genius.
-Okay, I'm sure, but I--
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I'm telling you don't be an idiot.
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-Stay here.
-Billie. [chuckles]
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[chuckles]
And don't move the stupid camera,
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and then as I look into the camera,
the black will drip from me eyes.
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[female makeup artist] Okay, same deal.
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How's that one feel?
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-It's pretty good.
-Pretty good?
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You're a fucking trouper
for agreeing to this.
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It is my idea.
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[Mom] Some things can't be unseen.
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[female makeup artist]
Is that one yours or mine?
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-[male makeup artist] Um, I can't...
-Push.
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-This makes my Tourette's insane.
-[male makeup artist] I say we go for it.
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'Cause it's, like, in my eye
where my Tourette's live. [chuckles]
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This one's mine.
243
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All right, ready?
244
00:13:06,286 --> 00:13:08,705
-And...
-[man filming] Can you look up just a bit?
245
00:13:08,789 --> 00:13:11,250
-There it is.
-[female makeup artist] There it is.
246
00:13:11,959 --> 00:13:13,043
[Mom] Here we go.
247
00:13:14,336 --> 00:13:17,172
["when the party's over" plays
over speakers]
248
00:13:22,177 --> 00:13:24,346
[liquid sucking through pipe]
249
00:13:28,016 --> 00:13:29,893
[playback over speakers continues]
250
00:13:33,856 --> 00:13:36,400
[director] Oh, put it down. Slowly.
251
00:13:38,151 --> 00:13:39,152
Go.
252
00:13:39,611 --> 00:13:41,655
Let's go again. All right, cut, cut, cut.
253
00:13:42,489 --> 00:13:43,699
[playback stops]
254
00:13:43,782 --> 00:13:45,784
[director] Reset it. We'll try it again.
255
00:13:45,868 --> 00:13:46,952
[playback resumes]
256
00:13:50,664 --> 00:13:53,667
-[director] Cut. Cut, cut, cut, cut.
-[playback stops]
257
00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:54,751
[cameraman] Cameras rolling.
258
00:13:54,835 --> 00:13:58,088
[Billie] I don't know
what the fuck I'm supposed to do.
259
00:13:58,172 --> 00:14:00,382
[director] Keep an eye for when
you're setting the glass down,
260
00:14:00,465 --> 00:14:02,509
-'cause I think we lost your hand a bit--
-[Billie] Do what?
261
00:14:02,593 --> 00:14:06,513
When you drop it, after you drink it,
and you're placing it back on the thing,
262
00:14:06,597 --> 00:14:08,307
just look at the motion of the camera,
263
00:14:08,390 --> 00:14:11,185
'cause I think you might have to make it
a little slower.
264
00:14:11,268 --> 00:14:12,978
Yeah, I don't know
when I'm supposed to do that.
265
00:14:13,061 --> 00:14:15,272
So if you could shout it out
that would be great.
266
00:14:15,355 --> 00:14:17,608
Uh, you want me to say, like,
"Glass down"?
267
00:14:18,692 --> 00:14:20,360
-Yeah.
-"Down," or something like that?
268
00:14:20,444 --> 00:14:22,571
Or "Start bringing the glass down,"
and I'll just do it slower.
269
00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:23,780
-Okay. Cool.
-[clears throat]
270
00:14:23,864 --> 00:14:25,073
Oh, that's great.
271
00:14:26,241 --> 00:14:28,785
["when the party's over" resumes
over speakers]
272
00:14:33,332 --> 00:14:34,541
[director] Cut. Yeah.
273
00:14:34,625 --> 00:14:36,418
-[crew applauding]
-[playback ends]
274
00:14:38,420 --> 00:14:43,050
For the next, rest of the videos,
I'm directing them all myself.
275
00:14:44,718 --> 00:14:47,387
-[Finneas chuckles] What?
-[Billie chuckles]
276
00:14:48,472 --> 00:14:49,890
Record this.
277
00:14:49,973 --> 00:14:51,642
Record this. Oh. [chuckles]
278
00:14:56,813 --> 00:14:58,941
-[slurps]
-Oh, my God.
279
00:14:59,024 --> 00:15:02,569
We have to have
the first track of the album just be that.
280
00:15:02,653 --> 00:15:05,739
[chuckles] All right. I've taken
my teeth out. Let's make an album.
281
00:15:05,822 --> 00:15:08,283
I've taken my teeth out.
282
00:15:08,367 --> 00:15:10,035
My Invisalign has... [stammers]
283
00:15:10,118 --> 00:15:12,496
-I have taken out my Invisalign...
-I have taken out my Invisalign.
284
00:15:12,579 --> 00:15:18,377
-...and, uh, this is the album. [laughs]
-[laughs]
285
00:15:18,460 --> 00:15:22,089
[Finneas]
♪ White shirt now red, my bloody nose ♪
286
00:15:22,172 --> 00:15:25,592
-♪ Sleepin', you're on your tippy-toes ♪
-♪ Sleepin', you're on your tippy-toes ♪
287
00:15:25,676 --> 00:15:29,054
-♪ Creepin' around like no one knows ♪
-♪ Creepin' ♪
288
00:15:29,137 --> 00:15:31,849
♪ My little criminal ♪
289
00:15:33,267 --> 00:15:34,268
[Billie] Or, like...
290
00:15:35,727 --> 00:15:40,023
Ooh, what if it's like:
♪ Think you're such a criminal ♪
291
00:15:40,524 --> 00:15:42,818
Like he thinks he's bad,
and he's not even.
292
00:15:42,901 --> 00:15:44,570
We could even-- I don't know about this,
293
00:15:44,653 --> 00:15:46,780
but I just remembered that song "bad guy."
294
00:15:47,489 --> 00:15:49,491
This could be that song.
I'm just saying, like--
295
00:15:49,575 --> 00:15:51,577
I'm just coming up with random things.
296
00:15:51,660 --> 00:15:53,453
It could be like,
"You think you're such a bad guy,"
297
00:15:53,537 --> 00:15:56,665
and then the hook thing could be, like,
"But I'm the bad guy."
298
00:15:57,958 --> 00:15:59,877
Right? I don't know
if that's right for this one.
299
00:15:59,960 --> 00:16:01,253
[Finneas] I like that.
300
00:16:02,171 --> 00:16:04,756
["bad guy" playing over speakers]
301
00:16:04,840 --> 00:16:08,719
"Blocking an intersection during
rush hour traffic is not permitted:
302
00:16:09,803 --> 00:16:12,723
unless you entered the intersection
on a green light.
303
00:16:13,974 --> 00:16:17,186
Under any circumstances
even if your light is green.
304
00:16:19,104 --> 00:16:21,106
Unless you have
the right-of-way or green light"--
305
00:16:21,190 --> 00:16:22,858
-It's under any--
-I tuned out on that one.
306
00:16:22,941 --> 00:16:23,942
Under any circumstances.
307
00:16:24,026 --> 00:16:26,236
Because you can't-- If you--
308
00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:29,615
If there's traffic and it's stopped,
you can't enter the intersection.
309
00:16:29,698 --> 00:16:31,658
That blocks everything. That's illegal.
310
00:16:32,284 --> 00:16:33,493
"Under"-- Yeah, so no.
311
00:16:33,577 --> 00:16:35,329
[Mom] It's called don't block the box.
312
00:16:35,412 --> 00:16:36,538
[man] Yes. Correct.
313
00:16:36,622 --> 00:16:38,624
[Mom] That's what they say
in New York. Don't block the box.
314
00:16:38,707 --> 00:16:39,791
That's about a vagina.
315
00:16:41,502 --> 00:16:43,754
[Mom] Billie passed her permit test.
316
00:16:43,837 --> 00:16:45,088
[chuckles]
317
00:16:45,172 --> 00:16:46,590
Look at that.
318
00:16:46,673 --> 00:16:49,009
[Mom] Billie passed her test.
319
00:16:49,092 --> 00:16:52,095
She can drive now.
Well, she can take lessons.
320
00:16:53,138 --> 00:16:54,848
[Billie] I've always wanted to drive.
321
00:16:54,932 --> 00:16:56,683
I just, like, love cars.
322
00:16:56,767 --> 00:17:00,687
Of course, my mom has a van,
323
00:17:00,771 --> 00:17:04,608
and my dad has
a fucking, um, Mazda. [sighs]
324
00:17:04,691 --> 00:17:07,486
-[Billie's mom giggles]
-And Finneas has a Honda Fit,
325
00:17:07,569 --> 00:17:11,990
so I'm just, like,
drowning in losers. [laughs]
326
00:17:12,074 --> 00:17:13,784
[Mom] Oh, my gosh.
327
00:17:13,867 --> 00:17:17,204
All I want is
a matte black Dodge Challenger.
328
00:17:17,954 --> 00:17:23,502
♪ Won't let you take it back
And only if you say... ♪
329
00:17:23,585 --> 00:17:26,421
Wish I couldn't hear you
saying that, or...
330
00:17:27,256 --> 00:17:28,464
♪ Don't do any... ♪
331
00:17:28,549 --> 00:17:29,800
♪ Say you were... ♪
332
00:17:30,634 --> 00:17:32,469
-Dope.
-♪ You didn't mean to say it ♪
333
00:17:34,471 --> 00:17:37,766
♪ Don't do any--
Don't you think-- ♪
334
00:17:37,850 --> 00:17:40,894
♪ Won't you come and take it back? ♪
335
00:17:40,978 --> 00:17:42,771
[Billie vocalizing]
336
00:17:42,855 --> 00:17:46,024
♪ Maybe won't you take it back? ♪
337
00:17:46,108 --> 00:17:49,736
♪ Say you were trying to make me laugh ♪
338
00:17:49,820 --> 00:17:53,115
♪ And nothin' has to change today ♪
339
00:17:53,198 --> 00:17:58,412
♪ You didn't mean to say I love you ♪
340
00:18:02,708 --> 00:18:06,545
♪ And I love you ♪
341
00:18:07,045 --> 00:18:09,047
Some crazy harmonies on the oo's, right?
342
00:18:09,131 --> 00:18:10,299
[Billie] Already have 'em.
343
00:18:10,382 --> 00:18:14,928
-♪ I can love you ♪
-[Finneas] ♪ I love you ♪
344
00:18:15,554 --> 00:18:17,639
Like, half-note harmonies. Sick.
345
00:18:26,857 --> 00:18:28,692
-[Billie] Oh, yeah.
-[Dad] Beautiful.
346
00:18:30,235 --> 00:18:31,737
[Mom] It's so pretty.
347
00:18:31,820 --> 00:18:34,656
It reminds me of that wonderful
Duncan Sheik song that we loved so well...
348
00:18:34,740 --> 00:18:37,159
-There we go. There it is.
-...but a completely different song.
349
00:18:37,242 --> 00:18:39,828
-[Mom] So beautiful.
-No, it has this incredible--
350
00:18:39,912 --> 00:18:42,623
People who don't write songs are always
reminded of songs from other songs.
351
00:18:42,706 --> 00:18:44,374
[Mom] No, it's not like it
sounds like something.
352
00:18:44,458 --> 00:18:46,793
He's just saying
it gives him the same beautiful feeling.
353
00:18:46,877 --> 00:18:47,753
Thanks.
354
00:18:47,836 --> 00:18:50,005
[Billie, Finneas humming]
355
00:18:54,343 --> 00:18:56,970
[humming continues]
356
00:19:01,600 --> 00:19:03,810
[Billie humming]
357
00:19:05,687 --> 00:19:07,314
-[man 1] Beautiful.
-[man 2] That was great.
358
00:19:07,397 --> 00:19:08,649
-[Finneas] That was fun to write.
-It's a good start.
359
00:19:08,732 --> 00:19:10,442
-[man 3] Love that.
-[Billie hums] Yeah.
360
00:19:11,401 --> 00:19:15,405
♪ Don't ask questions
You don't wanna know ♪
361
00:19:16,031 --> 00:19:20,244
♪ Learned my lesson way too long ago ♪
362
00:19:20,786 --> 00:19:22,913
♪ To be talkin' to you, belladonna ♪
363
00:19:22,996 --> 00:19:25,666
♪ Should've taken a break
Not an Oxford comma ♪
364
00:19:25,749 --> 00:19:27,876
♪ Take what I want when I wanna ♪
365
00:19:28,502 --> 00:19:29,670
♪ And I want ya ♪
366
00:19:30,587 --> 00:19:34,758
♪ Bad, bad news
One of us is gonna lose ♪
367
00:19:34,842 --> 00:19:37,469
♪ I'm the powder, you're the fuse ♪
368
00:19:38,095 --> 00:19:39,680
♪ Just add some friction ♪
369
00:19:40,222 --> 00:19:44,893
♪ You are my strange addiction ♪
370
00:19:44,977 --> 00:19:49,606
♪ You are my strange addiction ♪
371
00:19:49,690 --> 00:19:54,194
♪ Doctor can't explain
My symptoms or my pain ♪
372
00:19:54,278 --> 00:19:59,032
♪ But you are my strange addiction ♪
373
00:20:00,576 --> 00:20:02,703
[man laughs]
374
00:20:03,453 --> 00:20:04,872
It's a corny beat, but--
375
00:20:04,955 --> 00:20:06,206
It's kinda cute though.
376
00:20:06,290 --> 00:20:08,584
[Finneas]
I think we should try to finish a song,
377
00:20:08,667 --> 00:20:09,668
and go, like--
378
00:20:09,751 --> 00:20:11,920
Give us notes, give us feedback.
Let's get this one done.
379
00:20:12,004 --> 00:20:13,088
-[man 1] Got it.
-And then
380
00:20:13,172 --> 00:20:15,007
still keep circling around
with other stuff.
381
00:20:15,090 --> 00:20:17,384
Don't focus exclusively on anything,
just whatever you guys want.
382
00:20:17,467 --> 00:20:19,887
[man 1]
If they're all moving towards something...
383
00:20:19,970 --> 00:20:21,763
[Billie] I like what Justin
was saying though.
384
00:20:21,847 --> 00:20:22,848
[Justin] What'd you say?
385
00:20:22,931 --> 00:20:24,099
-What?
-I like what Justin's saying.
386
00:20:24,183 --> 00:20:26,226
-What's Justin saying?
-No pressure.
387
00:20:26,310 --> 00:20:27,728
-[Mom] No pressure?
-[Justin] Yeah, of course.
388
00:20:27,811 --> 00:20:29,021
[man 1] There really is no pressure.
389
00:20:29,104 --> 00:20:31,481
All I'm saying is
that if we wanna put anything out,
390
00:20:31,565 --> 00:20:33,817
we should just finish whatever that is.
391
00:20:33,901 --> 00:20:35,777
If that's "Crown," we'll put that out.
392
00:20:35,861 --> 00:20:38,947
-You know-- Do you hear that at all?
-[yawns] Yep.
393
00:20:39,031 --> 00:20:42,159
If we focus on something,
we can finish it, as opposed to, like,
394
00:20:42,242 --> 00:20:44,077
doing a little bit of it
and jumping to another thing,
395
00:20:44,161 --> 00:20:45,913
and doing a bit of it
and jumping to another thing.
396
00:20:45,996 --> 00:20:47,122
That's all I'm saying.
397
00:20:49,166 --> 00:20:50,876
So "7," "i love you"
398
00:20:50,959 --> 00:20:53,879
and, um, we have to finish
"all the good girls go to hell."
399
00:20:53,962 --> 00:20:56,340
It's actually so close,
you know what I mean?
400
00:20:56,423 --> 00:20:57,883
-[Billie] Yeah.
-Once we get the things right--
401
00:20:57,966 --> 00:20:59,426
"My strange addiction"
is sounding, uh, good!
402
00:20:59,510 --> 00:21:02,596
I feel like if I heard that, I'd be like,
"This is gonna be a hit," you know?
403
00:21:02,679 --> 00:21:03,514
Absolutely.
404
00:21:03,597 --> 00:21:05,015
Somebody was thinking that
in that meeting.
405
00:21:05,098 --> 00:21:07,184
-I think everyone was thinking that.
-Why didn't they say anything?
406
00:21:07,267 --> 00:21:08,393
Why didn't they clap?
407
00:21:08,477 --> 00:21:10,687
[cheering, screaming]
408
00:21:19,738 --> 00:21:22,574
[Billie] ♪ All the good girls ♪
409
00:21:23,534 --> 00:21:27,120
♪ All the good girls go to hell ♪
410
00:21:27,996 --> 00:21:33,585
♪ 'Cause even God herself has enemies ♪
411
00:21:33,669 --> 00:21:37,673
♪ And once the water starts to rise ♪
412
00:21:38,423 --> 00:21:40,259
♪ And heaven's out of sight ♪
413
00:21:40,968 --> 00:21:45,722
♪ She'll want the devil on her team ♪
414
00:21:47,349 --> 00:21:49,768
-[Finneas] Sounds great.
-Sounds pretty horrible.
415
00:21:50,894 --> 00:21:52,604
I think it sounds kinda awesome. [sighs]
416
00:21:52,688 --> 00:21:53,689
It's pretty bad.
417
00:21:54,273 --> 00:21:55,274
-[chuckles]
-I hate that
418
00:21:55,357 --> 00:21:57,359
we have to have this album done
by December.
419
00:21:57,442 --> 00:21:59,361
The day before my birthday. I hate that.
420
00:21:59,444 --> 00:22:01,363
We have to have it mastered
the day before your birthday.
421
00:22:01,446 --> 00:22:03,448
-We'll have it done weeks before that.
-No, we won't.
422
00:22:03,532 --> 00:22:04,658
-Yeah.
-No, we won't.
423
00:22:04,741 --> 00:22:06,952
We said we'd have it done
before this tour.
424
00:22:07,035 --> 00:22:09,037
Well, we have a deadline now,
and we have an album release,
425
00:22:09,121 --> 00:22:10,247
so we'll have it done.
426
00:22:10,747 --> 00:22:13,709
But we won't have it done if we don't
do it, so that's why we're doing it.
427
00:22:13,792 --> 00:22:15,002
But it sounds bad!
428
00:22:15,085 --> 00:22:17,838
And I sound horrible, and I can't
sound good 'cause I'm not good.
429
00:22:17,921 --> 00:22:19,339
-You're very good.
-No, I'm not.
430
00:22:19,423 --> 00:22:21,800
Lots of people would agree with me
that you're very good.
431
00:22:27,097 --> 00:22:30,642
[in unison]
♪ Gold chain beneath your shirt ♪
432
00:22:33,228 --> 00:22:37,149
♪ The shirt that you let me wear home ♪
433
00:22:39,902 --> 00:22:43,655
♪ Gold's fake and real love hurts ♪
434
00:22:46,241 --> 00:22:49,828
♪ But nothing hurts when I'm alone ♪
435
00:22:52,664 --> 00:22:56,210
[Billie, Finneas]
♪ When you're with me and we're alone ♪
436
00:22:56,293 --> 00:22:58,003
[crowd cheering, screaming]
437
00:22:58,086 --> 00:23:00,339
[Billie] ♪ So let me crawl... ♪
438
00:23:00,422 --> 00:23:02,841
[Finneas] We need to finish the four more.
439
00:23:02,925 --> 00:23:07,387
If we go, "Clear our schedule of
everything except shows until the 17th."
440
00:23:07,471 --> 00:23:09,765
If we get all that done,
and we send it to Riback,
441
00:23:09,848 --> 00:23:11,850
and Riback's like,
"I don't hear a hit on this record,"
442
00:23:11,934 --> 00:23:13,602
we should then be like...
443
00:23:14,603 --> 00:23:16,939
"Here's 'true blue' and here's"--
444
00:23:17,022 --> 00:23:18,732
And then we'll write another one.
445
00:23:19,483 --> 00:23:22,694
[guitar backing playing through speakers]
446
00:23:24,780 --> 00:23:25,864
[chuckles]
447
00:23:27,282 --> 00:23:30,285
[Billie] ♪ "Baby, I don't feel so good" ♪
448
00:23:30,369 --> 00:23:33,956
♪ Six words you never understood ♪
449
00:23:34,039 --> 00:23:35,082
[Finneas chuckles]
450
00:23:35,165 --> 00:23:37,543
[Billie] For some reason
it sounds really like
451
00:23:37,626 --> 00:23:38,710
in my head.
452
00:23:38,794 --> 00:23:41,213
[Finneas] Yeah, you're under a towel.
[laughs]
453
00:23:42,965 --> 00:23:45,217
[Finneas] ♪ ...say I'm not your type ♪
454
00:23:46,468 --> 00:23:50,389
♪ Just say that I'm not
Your preferred sexual orienta-- ♪
455
00:23:50,472 --> 00:23:55,018
[Billie, over speakers] ♪ ...-tion
I'm so selfish, oh ♪
456
00:23:55,102 --> 00:23:56,228
♪ But you make me f-- ♪
457
00:23:57,521 --> 00:23:58,522
I think it's sick.
458
00:23:58,605 --> 00:24:02,442
I wanna try one
where you just start this chorus very soft
459
00:24:02,526 --> 00:24:04,987
and in that first phrase, like, hammer it.
460
00:24:05,070 --> 00:24:06,071
Do you know what I mean?
461
00:24:06,154 --> 00:24:08,615
♪ How am I supposed to make you-- ♪
462
00:24:08,699 --> 00:24:11,535
Just, like, get crazy with it,
but start quieter
463
00:24:11,618 --> 00:24:14,621
-or-- or softer or-- or babier.
-'Kay.
464
00:24:16,039 --> 00:24:17,040
Just try it.
465
00:24:19,835 --> 00:24:20,836
[inhales]
466
00:24:20,919 --> 00:24:26,216
♪ How am I supposed to
Make you feel okay ♪
467
00:24:28,594 --> 00:24:34,308
♪ When all you do is walk the other way? ♪
468
00:24:34,391 --> 00:24:37,394
[playing keyboard]
469
00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:44,234
[vocalizes]
470
00:24:44,318 --> 00:24:46,570
♪ Can you guess ♪
471
00:24:47,362 --> 00:24:50,240
♪ What I'm thinking of ♪
472
00:24:50,699 --> 00:24:53,035
♪ What I'm looking at ♪
473
00:24:53,702 --> 00:24:56,246
♪ Where my eyes came from ♪
474
00:24:56,747 --> 00:24:59,416
♪ Can you guess ♪
475
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:03,086
♪ What I'm thinking of ♪
476
00:25:03,170 --> 00:25:05,714
♪ What you might become ♪
477
00:25:06,215 --> 00:25:09,176
♪ If you fall in love? ♪
478
00:25:09,259 --> 00:25:10,677
That's a sick hook.
479
00:25:10,761 --> 00:25:13,222
"Can you guess what I'm thinking of. What
you might become if you fall in love?"
480
00:25:13,305 --> 00:25:14,306
That's sick.
481
00:25:14,848 --> 00:25:16,767
-Can you sing it for me?
-It is cool.
482
00:25:17,935 --> 00:25:20,062
But what I'm thinking of is a tattoo.
483
00:25:20,896 --> 00:25:23,190
Yeah, but I think this is
a really good hook.
484
00:25:23,273 --> 00:25:25,859
I mean, it's just like everything else
we've written.
485
00:25:26,360 --> 00:25:27,402
I don't think so.
486
00:25:27,486 --> 00:25:30,197
And also, I just am trying to write
the best song we've ever written
487
00:25:30,280 --> 00:25:33,825
and the most accessible right now,
you know?
488
00:25:33,909 --> 00:25:37,371
That's stupid. You're trying to write
the best song we've ever written?
489
00:25:37,454 --> 00:25:38,622
Absolutely. Every time.
490
00:25:39,289 --> 00:25:42,459
Well, then I'm never gonna do
anything ever if I think that way.
491
00:25:43,001 --> 00:25:44,962
You don't have to think that way,
but I can.
492
00:25:46,213 --> 00:25:47,214
[inhales deeply]
493
00:25:47,297 --> 00:25:49,132
It feels like kind of a minefield to me,
494
00:25:49,216 --> 00:25:51,969
because I feel like I've been,
like, told to write a hit,
495
00:25:52,386 --> 00:25:55,472
but I've been told to not tell Billie
that we have to write a hit.
496
00:25:55,556 --> 00:25:58,976
But Billie hates writing songs in general.
497
00:25:59,059 --> 00:26:02,855
And, you know... [stammers]
...is, uh-- I don't know,
498
00:26:02,938 --> 00:26:07,568
so woke about her own... [sighs]
499
00:26:07,651 --> 00:26:09,361
...persona on the Internet
500
00:26:09,444 --> 00:26:12,656
-that I think she's terrified of, like...
-[Mom] Hate.
501
00:26:12,739 --> 00:26:14,741
...anything that she makes being hated.
502
00:26:14,825 --> 00:26:16,994
And I think her equation is
503
00:26:17,077 --> 00:26:19,872
that the more popular something is,
the more hate it's gonna get.
504
00:26:19,955 --> 00:26:22,291
-[Mom] Yeah.
-But what I'm trying to do here
505
00:26:22,374 --> 00:26:26,712
specifically is make
the head of A&R at Interscope think,
506
00:26:26,795 --> 00:26:28,922
"Wow, I told them to go write a hit song,
507
00:26:29,006 --> 00:26:32,050
and, in my estimation,
this is kind of a fucking hit."
508
00:26:32,134 --> 00:26:34,052
[Mom] Mm-hmm.
I don't see how you're gonna do--
509
00:26:34,136 --> 00:26:35,596
get through this without telling her.
510
00:26:35,679 --> 00:26:37,890
You can't trick her into writing a song.
511
00:26:37,973 --> 00:26:39,308
[Billie] Y'all talking about me?
512
00:26:39,892 --> 00:26:43,353
[Mom] Just saying that
maybe for the last few songs
513
00:26:43,437 --> 00:26:45,606
that you write for this album...
514
00:26:46,899 --> 00:26:51,361
you could experiment with trying to
make something that you still like
515
00:26:51,445 --> 00:26:54,615
but maybe is a little more conventional
516
00:26:54,698 --> 00:26:58,076
or, you know, accessible, or whatever.
517
00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:00,829
And maybe Finneas
could help guide you with that,
518
00:27:00,913 --> 00:27:02,289
-and it would give you--
-Huh?
519
00:27:02,372 --> 00:27:05,501
For the last few songs that you write
for this album or the next--
520
00:27:05,584 --> 00:27:07,878
What are the words you're using though?
I don't understand.
521
00:27:07,961 --> 00:27:09,379
-Accessible?
-[Dad] Oh, Pepper!
522
00:27:09,463 --> 00:27:12,216
What does that mean in a song,
writing music-- What does that mean?
523
00:27:12,299 --> 00:27:14,092
-It means, like--
-Accessible means
524
00:27:14,176 --> 00:27:17,054
a song that doesn't alienate anyone
for any reason,
525
00:27:17,137 --> 00:27:18,555
a song that doesn't, like--
526
00:27:18,639 --> 00:27:21,308
[Billie] But you're literally--
You are both talking about something
527
00:27:21,391 --> 00:27:25,270
that I feel like we've always
talked about as a negative thing
528
00:27:25,354 --> 00:27:28,815
where songs are just, like, for everyone,
anyone can relate.
529
00:27:28,899 --> 00:27:30,734
-I don't-- Honestly-- Okay.
-[Billie] I don't like that.
530
00:27:30,817 --> 00:27:33,654
You have been telling me that we should
write songs that everyone can relate to.
531
00:27:33,737 --> 00:27:35,989
-I'm not saying that.
-Did he come in here and belittle my idea
532
00:27:36,073 --> 00:27:38,992
-of a song that I was-- that I wrote...
-No.
533
00:27:39,076 --> 00:27:40,869
...that he was trying to turn
into something else
534
00:27:40,953 --> 00:27:42,788
because it's not for everyone?
535
00:27:42,871 --> 00:27:43,914
Is that what happened?
536
00:27:43,997 --> 00:27:45,332
I didn't hear it that way.
537
00:27:45,415 --> 00:27:46,917
I like singing songs.
538
00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:49,419
I like having songs to sing. [chuckles]
539
00:27:49,503 --> 00:27:52,965
And if they have some-- If they mean
something to me, then I like them more.
540
00:27:53,048 --> 00:27:57,553
-But my feeling is that if--
-I hate writing songs,
541
00:27:57,636 --> 00:27:58,971
and I've always hated it.
542
00:27:59,054 --> 00:28:01,932
Every single time I've written a song
that I actually like,
543
00:28:02,015 --> 00:28:03,517
I've hated the process.
544
00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:05,060
I hear that you hate songwriting.
545
00:28:05,769 --> 00:28:08,480
I really-- It really tortures me.
546
00:28:08,564 --> 00:28:09,731
-But what--
-Especially with you
547
00:28:09,815 --> 00:28:12,484
-because you're so good at it.
-But here's what I'd say, if you hate--
548
00:28:12,568 --> 00:28:14,361
I don't wanna blame it on you,
but I hate it.
549
00:28:14,444 --> 00:28:17,656
[Mom] If you want to stop
writing songs for your next album--
550
00:28:17,739 --> 00:28:20,659
-You don't wanna write any songs?
-I'm not gonna make another album.
551
00:28:20,742 --> 00:28:22,744
-[amplifier hums loudly]
-[metronome ticking]
552
00:28:22,828 --> 00:28:24,371
[plays notes]
553
00:28:24,454 --> 00:28:25,455
Ah.
554
00:28:27,541 --> 00:28:29,543
[continues playing]
555
00:28:40,554 --> 00:28:44,850
[Billie, recorded]
♪ Take me to the rooftop ♪
556
00:28:44,933 --> 00:28:51,815
♪ I wanna see the world
When I stop breathing ♪
557
00:28:53,442 --> 00:28:55,360
♪ Turnin' blue ♪
558
00:28:57,905 --> 00:29:00,240
[Mom] You're gonna go that dark
with this song?
559
00:29:04,786 --> 00:29:07,748
Are you seriously implying
that you'd jump off the roof?
560
00:29:10,209 --> 00:29:12,461
Do you feel okay about a song like that?
561
00:29:13,128 --> 00:29:14,630
You don't worry about that?
562
00:29:15,839 --> 00:29:18,175
[Billie] I feel like it's something
I wanna have said.
563
00:29:20,052 --> 00:29:22,930
-You don't worry about--
-This song is the reason I don't.
564
00:29:24,014 --> 00:29:27,601
Like, having this way of saying it,
instead of doing it, is better.
565
00:29:33,649 --> 00:29:40,405
[Billie, recorded]
♪ Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek ♪
566
00:29:40,489 --> 00:29:43,116
♪ That's what a year-long ♪
567
00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:45,577
-♪ Headache ♪
-[plays notes]
568
00:29:45,661 --> 00:29:46,787
Nice.
569
00:29:46,870 --> 00:29:48,664
♪ Does to you ♪
570
00:29:49,665 --> 00:29:51,917
[distant sirens on recording]
571
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:55,671
Your head-- If your head was that size
compared to my body in real life...
572
00:29:55,754 --> 00:29:56,964
-[Finneas chuckles]
-[laughs]
573
00:29:57,047 --> 00:30:00,384
[song continues over speakers]
574
00:30:00,467 --> 00:30:02,469
Yeah. [chuckles] Let's try to interact.
575
00:30:05,889 --> 00:30:06,974
-[laughs] No.
-[chuckles]
576
00:30:07,057 --> 00:30:08,851
I'm trying to shake your hand.
577
00:30:10,269 --> 00:30:12,604
[chuckles] Hey, Finneas, how are you?
578
00:30:12,688 --> 00:30:14,523
We'll just look right at each other.
579
00:30:15,315 --> 00:30:18,026
-How are you?
-I'm fabulous. Do you like this song?
580
00:30:18,110 --> 00:30:20,028
-I love this song.
-I'm feeling really good about it.
581
00:30:20,112 --> 00:30:21,113
[both laugh]
582
00:30:21,655 --> 00:30:23,657
Me too. High five.
583
00:30:24,908 --> 00:30:25,909
[both laughing]
584
00:30:25,993 --> 00:30:28,078
[Billie singing "Can't Deny My Love"]
585
00:30:40,674 --> 00:30:42,801
[Mom] Did you finish the album?
586
00:30:42,885 --> 00:30:44,511
-I think we finished the album, yeah.
-[chuckles]
587
00:30:46,430 --> 00:30:48,348
[laughs]
588
00:30:48,432 --> 00:30:50,559
Billie Eilish in studio with us
here on the Kevin and Bean Show.
589
00:30:50,642 --> 00:30:53,270
We have a bunch of questions about
the music we're gonna get to in a minute.
590
00:30:53,353 --> 00:30:56,190
There's one more teenage question
I have to ask.
591
00:30:56,273 --> 00:30:59,526
Are you done with school already
or are you still homeschooling?
592
00:30:59,610 --> 00:31:01,403
-[chuckles] Well--
-Or are you faking homeschooling?
593
00:31:01,486 --> 00:31:05,574
[chuckles] Um, I've never been to school,
so there's a little fact.
594
00:31:05,657 --> 00:31:06,658
-Okay.
-Never--
595
00:31:06,742 --> 00:31:09,494
Never was at school,
so I never had to quit school.
596
00:31:09,578 --> 00:31:12,831
Um, but I graduated, like, last year,
597
00:31:12,915 --> 00:31:14,249
-the beginning of last year.
-[host 1] What?
598
00:31:14,333 --> 00:31:15,459
But I just, like--
599
00:31:15,542 --> 00:31:17,544
-You're like Doogie Howser. You graduate--
-Who's that?
600
00:31:17,628 --> 00:31:18,545
[groans]
601
00:31:18,629 --> 00:31:21,548
[Bean] She doesn't know who Doogie
Howser is. Know your audience.
602
00:31:22,299 --> 00:31:26,553
[Kevin] Who do you feel about
the way your fans feel about you?
603
00:31:26,637 --> 00:31:30,015
See, here's the thing.
Justin Bieber, right?
604
00:31:30,098 --> 00:31:34,311
When I was, like, 12, it wasn't--
I was not a fan of him.
605
00:31:34,394 --> 00:31:36,563
I was a-- I was-- It was--
606
00:31:37,147 --> 00:31:39,733
I was, like--
That was, like, my first love.
607
00:31:39,816 --> 00:31:43,195
Like, that was the person
I was in love with.
608
00:31:43,278 --> 00:31:45,280
-In my head, he was in love with me.
-[Kevin] Of course.
609
00:31:45,364 --> 00:31:47,533
It was like a relationship with a person.
610
00:31:47,616 --> 00:31:50,118
You know when you, like--
you date somebody for a while,
611
00:31:50,202 --> 00:31:52,621
and they're-- that's your partner?
612
00:31:52,704 --> 00:31:54,081
And then you break up with them.
613
00:31:54,164 --> 00:31:56,458
And if you see a picture of them,
without really thinking,
614
00:31:56,542 --> 00:31:59,127
you automatically are like, "Oh, that's
that person I was in a relationship with."
615
00:31:59,211 --> 00:32:01,380
Whoever comes next
is gonna have to deal with the idea
616
00:32:01,463 --> 00:32:03,173
that you were in a relationship
with Justin Bieber.
617
00:32:03,257 --> 00:32:05,050
I wanna play you something right now.
618
00:32:05,133 --> 00:32:07,678
-This is a video of me at 12.
-Okay.
619
00:32:07,761 --> 00:32:09,888
-Nobody's seen this.
-I love this.
620
00:32:10,889 --> 00:32:15,102
I have watched
so many Justin Bieber... things,
621
00:32:15,185 --> 00:32:17,729
I was, like, crying so hard.
622
00:32:18,564 --> 00:32:21,733
[sighs] 'Cause, like, I'm worried
that when I get a boyfriend...
623
00:32:22,860 --> 00:32:24,695
I won't wanna be with him because...
624
00:32:25,821 --> 00:32:27,906
I actually love Justin Bieber more.
625
00:32:27,990 --> 00:32:29,324
And I can't handle that.
626
00:32:30,492 --> 00:32:33,120
-[Billie] I said, "I can't handle that."
-[hosts laugh]
627
00:32:33,203 --> 00:32:35,497
I literally remember sobbing into a pillow
628
00:32:35,581 --> 00:32:38,834
because I thought, "I'm never gonna
feel this way about anyone."
629
00:32:38,917 --> 00:32:40,919
I'm-- I literally was terrified
630
00:32:41,003 --> 00:32:43,714
that when I got a boyfriend
when I was older, that I wouldn't--
631
00:32:43,797 --> 00:32:45,215
-He won't compare.
-He won't compare.
632
00:32:45,299 --> 00:32:47,050
-[hosts chuckle]
-[Kevin] Three, uh, sold-out shows
633
00:32:47,134 --> 00:32:48,135
at the Fonda Theatre.
634
00:32:48,218 --> 00:32:49,845
-That's amazing, by the way.
-Thank you.
635
00:32:49,928 --> 00:32:52,514
I know hometown shows
are special for any artist, but I mean...
636
00:32:52,598 --> 00:32:54,600
[chattering]
637
00:32:55,517 --> 00:32:59,396
Hey, Q. [chuckles] Hey.
638
00:33:00,564 --> 00:33:01,565
You look good as hell.
639
00:33:01,648 --> 00:33:02,774
Yo, how are you?
640
00:33:04,943 --> 00:33:06,945
[Billie] ♪ Thought I found a way ♪
641
00:33:08,906 --> 00:33:10,866
♪ Thought I found a way out ♪
642
00:33:10,949 --> 00:33:12,117
♪ Aah ♪
643
00:33:12,201 --> 00:33:15,162
-[crowd cheers, screams]
-[Billie] ♪ But you never go away ♪
644
00:33:15,245 --> 00:33:16,747
♪ Never go away ♪
645
00:33:16,830 --> 00:33:19,666
[Billie] ♪ So I guess I gotta stay now ♪
646
00:33:20,167 --> 00:33:22,669
[in unison] ♪ But I hope someday ♪
647
00:33:22,753 --> 00:33:28,634
♪ I'll make it out of here ♪
648
00:33:28,717 --> 00:33:35,682
♪ Even if it takes all night
Or a hundred years ♪
649
00:33:36,934 --> 00:33:43,774
♪ Need a place to hide
But I can't find one near ♪
650
00:33:44,900 --> 00:33:46,652
♪ Wanna feel alive
Outside I can't fight my fear ♪
651
00:33:46,735 --> 00:33:48,278
[cheering]
652
00:33:50,155 --> 00:33:53,784
[Mom] Love you, Billie.
Happy 17th birthday. [laughs]
653
00:33:54,701 --> 00:33:56,245
[cheering, applause]
654
00:33:56,870 --> 00:33:59,373
Bro, he's so fine. Oh, my God.
655
00:34:00,666 --> 00:34:02,876
-[chuckles]
-[camera shutter clicking]
656
00:34:03,293 --> 00:34:06,839
♪ Tear me to pieces, skin to bone ♪
657
00:34:06,922 --> 00:34:08,130
[Mom] Amazing.
658
00:34:08,590 --> 00:34:10,300
Okay, guys. It's a wrap.
659
00:34:10,384 --> 00:34:14,137
[cheering, whooping]
660
00:34:16,306 --> 00:34:18,058
[song continues]
661
00:34:24,648 --> 00:34:31,280
♪ Hello, welcome home ♪
662
00:34:31,362 --> 00:34:32,947
[song ends]
663
00:34:33,031 --> 00:34:35,409
Do we have a hose?
664
00:34:35,492 --> 00:34:36,869
[Mom] For your car?
665
00:34:36,952 --> 00:34:38,704
Um, yes, but ask your dad about that
666
00:34:38,786 --> 00:34:41,623
because he'll know which hose
he would prefer that you use.
667
00:34:42,291 --> 00:34:44,333
-All right, this is nice. And jet.
-Wait. Go back to that one.
668
00:34:44,418 --> 00:34:47,170
-I'm gonna do the inside.
-Jet is the hardest and cone is--
669
00:34:47,254 --> 00:34:48,380
I mean, center is...
670
00:34:50,215 --> 00:34:52,301
If you go in there,
is it gonna get in there or something?
671
00:34:52,384 --> 00:34:54,178
No, it's built to ride in the rain.
672
00:34:56,263 --> 00:35:00,350
Ooh! [chuckles] I can't believe
my dream car is in my driveway.
673
00:35:00,851 --> 00:35:02,936
Of course,
these fools come and buy it for me.
674
00:35:03,729 --> 00:35:05,731
[Mom] I looked at them,
I was like, "You guys are insane.
675
00:35:05,814 --> 00:35:09,026
We have nowhere to park it.
We can't afford to insure it.
676
00:35:09,109 --> 00:35:11,153
It's too fast a car."
677
00:35:11,236 --> 00:35:12,905
And as I talked to them, they were like,
678
00:35:12,988 --> 00:35:16,033
"We're getting the car
with all the safety bells and whistles.
679
00:35:16,116 --> 00:35:18,535
Every safety feature you could have.
680
00:35:18,619 --> 00:35:21,163
It's not the souped-up engine."
[whispers] She doesn't know that.
681
00:35:21,246 --> 00:35:22,831
It would be like something sh--
682
00:35:22,915 --> 00:35:23,999
[chuckles]
683
00:35:24,625 --> 00:35:26,752
-You're evil. [laughs]
-[laughs]
684
00:35:26,835 --> 00:35:28,629
♪ Hey, call me back ♪
685
00:35:28,712 --> 00:35:30,923
♪ When you get this ♪
686
00:35:31,548 --> 00:35:34,426
-[Mom] Saying goodbye to the car.
-[crying]
687
00:35:34,510 --> 00:35:37,721
Going on tour. Missing her car. [whimpers]
688
00:35:38,639 --> 00:35:41,475
[Mom] Love you.
Have a good time with Kaylee.
689
00:35:41,558 --> 00:35:43,936
-[growls]
-Love you. [kisses] I'm gonna miss you.
690
00:35:44,019 --> 00:35:46,647
♪ Maybe just forget it ♪
691
00:35:47,397 --> 00:35:50,943
♪ 'Cause by the time you get this ♪
692
00:35:51,026 --> 00:35:54,154
♪ Your number might be blocked ♪
693
00:35:55,822 --> 00:35:58,075
♪ Stay ♪
694
00:35:58,742 --> 00:36:01,245
♪ And blah, blah, blah ♪
695
00:36:02,788 --> 00:36:08,585
♪ You just want what you can't have ♪
696
00:36:08,669 --> 00:36:10,671
[female fan shouting]
697
00:36:10,754 --> 00:36:13,257
♪ No way ♪
698
00:36:14,007 --> 00:36:16,927
♪ I'll call the cops ♪
699
00:36:17,678 --> 00:36:22,683
♪ If you don't stop, I'll call your dad ♪
700
00:36:22,766 --> 00:36:25,602
[crowd] Ah-one, ah-two,
ah-one, two, three, four!
701
00:36:25,686 --> 00:36:32,609
♪ And I hate to do this to you
On your birthday ♪
702
00:36:33,318 --> 00:36:39,032
♪ Happy birthday, by the way ♪
703
00:36:40,868 --> 00:36:47,583
♪ It's not you, it's me
And all that other bullshit ♪
704
00:36:48,250 --> 00:36:52,171
♪ You know that's bullshit ♪
705
00:36:52,254 --> 00:36:54,840
♪ Don't you, babe? ♪
706
00:36:57,593 --> 00:37:01,638
♪ I'm not your party favor ♪
707
00:37:01,722 --> 00:37:03,849
[screaming, cheering]
708
00:37:04,975 --> 00:37:08,061
This is so weird, you guys. I'm nobody.
I don't know why you like me.
709
00:37:08,145 --> 00:37:11,523
[crowd cheering]
710
00:37:11,607 --> 00:37:13,317
I really don't.
711
00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:15,861
I really don't know why, but I love you.
712
00:37:15,944 --> 00:37:19,615
[cheering]
713
00:37:19,698 --> 00:37:22,993
And, um, I really hope you guys, uh...
714
00:37:23,076 --> 00:37:25,746
[stammers] ...feel the way
about the album that I feel
715
00:37:25,829 --> 00:37:27,497
because I fucking love it so much.
716
00:37:27,581 --> 00:37:30,292
-[cheering]
-Ooh.
717
00:37:30,375 --> 00:37:33,337
You're not even ready. Ahhh. Okay.
718
00:37:34,421 --> 00:37:37,716
["xanny" plays over speakers]
719
00:37:39,843 --> 00:37:43,555
[Finneas, through laptop] "Xanny,"
to both of us, was a song about, like...
720
00:37:44,223 --> 00:37:47,226
being close to people
that are self-destructive.
721
00:37:47,309 --> 00:37:50,312
[Billie, through laptop]
Drugs and, you know,
722
00:37:50,395 --> 00:37:52,022
cigarettes are...
723
00:37:52,105 --> 00:37:54,024
-[Finneas] Alcohol...
-...are you killing yourself.
724
00:37:54,107 --> 00:37:56,318
[woman] What do you both think about
725
00:37:56,401 --> 00:38:01,281
talking about your feelings about drugs
and cigarettes and alcohol?
726
00:38:02,074 --> 00:38:05,160
My only thought is how, like,
you say things,
727
00:38:05,244 --> 00:38:07,246
and then maybe you...
728
00:38:08,330 --> 00:38:10,791
grow up and feel differently
and then get dragged for it.
729
00:38:10,874 --> 00:38:12,084
-But--
-[Billie] I have my moment,
730
00:38:12,167 --> 00:38:14,211
and then I do drugs,
and then people are like,
731
00:38:14,294 --> 00:38:15,712
-"Ha-ha. Remember when she said"--
-Wait a second.
732
00:38:15,796 --> 00:38:18,841
Are you actually not gonna let her
be authentic to who she is now
733
00:38:18,924 --> 00:38:20,342
in case she grows up to do drugs?
734
00:38:20,425 --> 00:38:22,177
-I don't mean doing any of that--
-[laughs]
735
00:38:22,261 --> 00:38:24,596
-Can you do this, please?
-[Mom] Well-- [chuckles]
736
00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:26,098
-Stop yelling at Chelsea.
-[Chelsea groans]
737
00:38:26,181 --> 00:38:29,810
I am not yelling. I just think
that's borrowing trouble. And--
738
00:38:29,893 --> 00:38:31,770
She's right though. She has a point.
739
00:38:31,854 --> 00:38:33,772
Well, maybe don't grow up to do that.
740
00:38:34,857 --> 00:38:36,900
Do you have to plan right now
that you're--
741
00:38:36,984 --> 00:38:41,947
every person who does what you do
has to grow up and fuck up that way?
742
00:38:42,030 --> 00:38:45,701
And you have to plan it so that you
don't get hate later when you do it
743
00:38:45,784 --> 00:38:48,120
because when you were younger,
you said you wouldn't?
744
00:38:48,579 --> 00:38:51,248
You know, why are your parents
with you all the time?
745
00:38:52,082 --> 00:38:54,084
I mean, you've got a whole army of people
746
00:38:54,168 --> 00:38:58,297
trying to help you
not decide to destroy your life
747
00:38:58,380 --> 00:39:00,924
like people in your shoes
have done before.
748
00:39:01,383 --> 00:39:04,803
So, are we gonna literally
not release something
749
00:39:04,887 --> 00:39:07,139
for fear that later she will do that?
750
00:39:09,558 --> 00:39:11,351
I mean, it's what the song is about.
751
00:39:14,771 --> 00:39:17,858
[cheering, screaming]
752
00:39:17,941 --> 00:39:21,069
["you should see me in a crown" plays]
753
00:39:22,946 --> 00:39:25,282
[female fan] Oh, my God. You're so hot.
754
00:39:27,701 --> 00:39:30,370
[Billie, crowd]
♪ Bite my tongue, bide my time ♪
755
00:39:30,454 --> 00:39:33,874
♪ Wearing a warning sign ♪
756
00:39:33,957 --> 00:39:37,419
♪ Wait till the world is mine ♪
757
00:39:40,214 --> 00:39:43,342
♪ Visions I vandalize ♪
758
00:39:43,425 --> 00:39:46,595
♪ Cold in my kingdom size ♪
759
00:39:46,678 --> 00:39:51,725
♪ Fell for these ocean eyes ♪
760
00:39:51,808 --> 00:39:54,019
♪ You should see me in a crown ♪
761
00:39:54,937 --> 00:39:57,481
♪ I'm gonna run this nothing town ♪
762
00:39:58,148 --> 00:40:02,319
♪ Watch me make 'em bow
One by one by one ♪
763
00:40:02,402 --> 00:40:06,281
♪ One by one by one
You should see me in a crown ♪
764
00:40:07,991 --> 00:40:10,994
♪ Your silence is my favorite sound ♪
765
00:40:11,078 --> 00:40:15,082
♪ Watch me make 'em bow
One by one by one ♪
766
00:40:15,165 --> 00:40:18,126
♪ One by one by one ♪
767
00:40:18,210 --> 00:40:21,338
[radio host, in Swiss-German]
Her new album drops on March 29th.
768
00:40:21,421 --> 00:40:24,925
Every month she logs 21 million hits
on Spotify.
769
00:40:25,008 --> 00:40:27,469
13.2 million followers on Instagram.
770
00:40:27,553 --> 00:40:30,264
Every concert is sold out
two days before going public.
771
00:40:30,347 --> 00:40:32,975
In Zurich, she'll be performing
in Halle 622...
772
00:40:33,058 --> 00:40:34,810
for the 17-year-old Billie Eilish.
773
00:40:36,061 --> 00:40:37,437
[in English]
So nice to have you here, Billie.
774
00:40:37,521 --> 00:40:38,856
-Hi. [chuckles]
-[Billie] How are you?
775
00:40:38,939 --> 00:40:40,274
[inhales deeply] I'm so good.
776
00:40:40,357 --> 00:40:43,318
-I'm so glad that you are here. Yeah.
-So good. I'm glad I'm here too.
777
00:40:43,402 --> 00:40:45,612
[radio host] Um, aren't you that tired?
778
00:40:45,696 --> 00:40:48,448
-I... [chuckles] ...I am that tired.
-[host laughs]
779
00:40:48,532 --> 00:40:50,701
That's a good way of putting it.
Yes, I'm very tired.
780
00:40:51,702 --> 00:40:53,537
-[Chelsea] Okay, Billie.
-[vocalizes] Yeah?
781
00:40:53,620 --> 00:40:55,581
Next billboard session.
782
00:40:55,664 --> 00:40:57,749
-[Billie] Where's this gonna be?
-[woman] You know, like, how the--
783
00:40:57,833 --> 00:40:59,543
you saw the first round of billboards
784
00:40:59,626 --> 00:41:01,003
-with the album cover?
-[Billie] Everywhere? Yeah.
785
00:41:01,086 --> 00:41:02,754
-This is the second round of those.
-Okay.
786
00:41:05,299 --> 00:41:06,300
I like--
787
00:41:09,261 --> 00:41:11,096
Hold on. Something's happening here.
788
00:41:13,140 --> 00:41:14,474
[Billie] Wow! Wow!
789
00:41:16,018 --> 00:41:17,186
[Dad] What is it?
790
00:41:17,269 --> 00:41:18,937
-An-- A tic attack. No.
-Water?
791
00:41:20,606 --> 00:41:21,815
I don't know why though.
792
00:41:22,733 --> 00:41:25,485
It's been, like, coming on all day,
but I can't, like...
793
00:41:28,572 --> 00:41:30,199
-[sighs]
-Do you want oil?
794
00:41:30,282 --> 00:41:31,825
Yeah. Mom, do you have the essential oils?
795
00:41:31,909 --> 00:41:33,202
-[Chelsea] Essential oils.
-[Mom] Yes.
796
00:41:35,495 --> 00:41:37,664
[Mom] Put it on your pulses too,
if you can.
797
00:41:38,874 --> 00:41:39,875
[woman] Okay.
798
00:41:40,417 --> 00:41:42,544
-[Chelsea] Yeah, those are in some--
-Everything looks folded--
799
00:41:42,628 --> 00:41:43,879
-[yells]
-[Chelsea] Okay.
800
00:41:49,551 --> 00:41:52,763
[Billie] I don't know why the lights
are, like, really making me, like...
801
00:41:52,846 --> 00:41:54,640
Well, you're also really tired probably.
802
00:41:54,723 --> 00:41:57,184
-[Chelsea] Yeah.
-[man] That's probably what it really is.
803
00:41:57,601 --> 00:41:59,436
I've done some crazy shit
'cause of my Tourette's.
804
00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:03,232
I fucking broke a glass once,
in my mouth, because of 'em.
805
00:42:03,315 --> 00:42:05,275
'Cause I have this one
where I'll bite down on something,
806
00:42:05,359 --> 00:42:08,320
like, if I have something,
I'll just go, really hard,
807
00:42:08,737 --> 00:42:10,572
just 'cause my brain is like, "Do it!"
808
00:42:15,869 --> 00:42:20,874
[fans] ♪ I don't wanna be you... ♪
809
00:42:22,876 --> 00:42:24,586
I'm lonely on Valentine's Day.
810
00:42:24,670 --> 00:42:26,672
-Miserable. So sad.
-[Chelsea] Q doesn't do anything?
811
00:42:26,755 --> 00:42:29,091
Haven't gotten... anything.
812
00:42:29,967 --> 00:42:33,762
And the night before, he'd been
really weird and distant and shit. And...
813
00:42:33,846 --> 00:42:36,890
It was totally fine.
We've been great. It's just, like--
814
00:42:36,974 --> 00:42:39,351
But then they had this plan
to go to Big Bear, like all--
815
00:42:39,434 --> 00:42:41,728
like, the whole squad
was gonna go to Big Bear.
816
00:42:41,812 --> 00:42:43,897
I was like, "You know what?
Have fun. Don't worry about me.
817
00:42:43,981 --> 00:42:46,567
I'm miserable and I miss you,
and I wish you would talk to me,
818
00:42:46,650 --> 00:42:49,403
and I have no one else to talk to,
but I'm chillin'.
819
00:42:49,486 --> 00:42:51,196
So, have fun. Shoo." [mumbles]
820
00:42:51,280 --> 00:42:53,282
[Billie] ♪ ...that told you so ♪
821
00:42:54,366 --> 00:42:57,494
♪ Sorry, sorry ♪
822
00:42:57,953 --> 00:43:00,873
♪ I'm sorry, sorry ♪
823
00:43:00,956 --> 00:43:02,124
♪ Psych, bitch! ♪
824
00:43:03,041 --> 00:43:04,334
♪ By the way ♪
825
00:43:06,837 --> 00:43:09,840
♪ You've been uninvited ♪
826
00:43:10,507 --> 00:43:12,676
♪ 'Cause all you say... ♪
827
00:43:13,427 --> 00:43:15,888
[Billie] Stop!
♪ Are all the same things... ♪
828
00:43:15,971 --> 00:43:17,347
Let's go!
829
00:43:17,431 --> 00:43:21,226
♪ Copycat tryna cop my manner ♪
830
00:43:21,310 --> 00:43:24,605
♪ Watch your back
When you can't watch mine ♪
831
00:43:25,230 --> 00:43:27,441
I can't do shows anymore.
My legs hurt too bad.
832
00:43:27,524 --> 00:43:29,860
-I can't do it. I just can't jump.
-Okay.
833
00:43:29,943 --> 00:43:32,279
-It's so, so painful.
-Why don't you sit down right now
834
00:43:32,362 --> 00:43:33,655
and have a little massage?
835
00:43:33,739 --> 00:43:37,826
Oh, my God.
Like, walking right now is so painful.
836
00:43:49,046 --> 00:43:51,340
There. How to do it.
837
00:43:54,218 --> 00:43:57,221
I'm afraid I'll wake up
and I won't have any of this anymore.
838
00:44:01,517 --> 00:44:04,895
[Billie] Everything I've ever loved,
I've had to quit.
839
00:44:10,567 --> 00:44:13,237
I used to dance,
like, 12 hours a week.
840
00:44:20,118 --> 00:44:21,537
And then I got injured.
841
00:44:22,579 --> 00:44:25,624
I tore my growth plate in my hip.
842
00:44:25,707 --> 00:44:27,793
The bone separated from the muscle.
843
00:44:29,002 --> 00:44:31,129
It was the most depressing year
of my life.
844
00:44:32,172 --> 00:44:34,216
I just laid in bed. I couldn't move.
845
00:44:36,301 --> 00:44:38,053
Since then I have not danced.
846
00:44:46,395 --> 00:44:48,772
-Do you want a hand, Patrick?
-Yeah, one second.
847
00:44:52,818 --> 00:44:55,195
[Billie]
My little announcement before we move on.
848
00:44:55,279 --> 00:44:57,281
I have shin splints...
849
00:44:58,031 --> 00:45:00,784
and I threw my neck out.
850
00:45:00,868 --> 00:45:03,078
So-- Listen though, listen.
851
00:45:03,579 --> 00:45:06,290
It hurts really bad to jump,
but I'm a dumbass, so I'm gonna jump.
852
00:45:07,416 --> 00:45:10,794
♪ My boy, my boy, my boy ♪
853
00:45:11,795 --> 00:45:15,632
♪ He ain't a man and sure as hell-- ♪
[chuckles]
854
00:45:16,300 --> 00:45:17,593
[cheering]
855
00:45:17,676 --> 00:45:22,097
♪ My boy, my boy, my boy ♪
856
00:45:22,181 --> 00:45:26,310
[crowd] ♪ Don't love me like he promised ♪
857
00:45:27,853 --> 00:45:31,565
♪ My boy, my boy, my boy ♪
858
00:45:31,648 --> 00:45:34,234
-[Billie] Ow! [chuckles]
-[Mom] Doctor's orders.
859
00:45:34,318 --> 00:45:36,820
Every two to three hours,
860
00:45:36,904 --> 00:45:40,157
five to ten minutes of stretching,
15 minutes of icing.
861
00:45:40,532 --> 00:45:41,783
You can do it, Billie.
862
00:45:49,875 --> 00:45:52,127
How do people not miss me?
I just wanna know.
863
00:45:53,629 --> 00:45:54,838
They don't miss me?
864
00:45:55,672 --> 00:45:56,757
I would miss me.
865
00:45:58,759 --> 00:46:00,761
[Billie]
"We're gonna miss you so much."
866
00:46:01,303 --> 00:46:03,514
-Sure.
-[Mom] I bet they miss you, Billie.
867
00:46:05,474 --> 00:46:06,475
Nope.
868
00:46:06,558 --> 00:46:08,477
[Mom]
You know, it's painful to miss people.
869
00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:13,190
And so our brains
come up with coping strategies for it.
870
00:46:15,734 --> 00:46:17,611
Why can't we just miss people though?
871
00:46:18,445 --> 00:46:21,114
Why do we have to cope?
Why can't we just let it happen?
872
00:46:21,198 --> 00:46:23,450
-Because it hurts. It's painful.
-So?
873
00:46:23,534 --> 00:46:24,535
Let it hurt.
874
00:46:25,327 --> 00:46:26,870
I want people to hurt
because they miss me.
875
00:46:26,954 --> 00:46:30,082
I don't want them to just act
like they don't miss me at all, and...
876
00:46:33,085 --> 00:46:37,214
[Mom] It's already 3:30, and I know
you have a lot of people to meet.
877
00:46:37,297 --> 00:46:39,633
-Mom, we're not even there yet.
-I know, I'm just reminding you
878
00:46:39,716 --> 00:46:42,010
that you don't have a lot of time
to not talk.
879
00:46:42,094 --> 00:46:45,138
Can I just not do anything
and just walk around this park alone?
880
00:46:45,222 --> 00:46:46,306
That would be fun.
881
00:46:47,474 --> 00:46:48,725
[sighs]
882
00:46:52,229 --> 00:46:53,605
People are always, like, you know,
883
00:46:53,689 --> 00:46:56,233
"It's so dark. Like, have happy music."
884
00:46:56,316 --> 00:46:58,318
I'm like, "But I'm never feeling happy.
885
00:46:58,402 --> 00:47:00,863
So why would I write about things
I don't know about?"
886
00:47:00,946 --> 00:47:04,950
You know, I feel the dark things.
I feel them very strongly.
887
00:47:05,033 --> 00:47:06,743
And, you know, why would I...
888
00:47:08,245 --> 00:47:11,164
not talk about them,
you know what I'm saying?
889
00:47:11,248 --> 00:47:13,500
[interviewer 1]
Yeah, and your fans seem to notice that.
890
00:47:13,584 --> 00:47:17,671
A couple of days ago, we interviewed
a teenage band from around here,
891
00:47:17,754 --> 00:47:21,592
and they said they liked your music,
and they said, "If you listen carefully,
892
00:47:21,675 --> 00:47:25,762
you can even, uh, listen to her
on the brink of crying even."
893
00:47:25,846 --> 00:47:28,223
-[Billie] Mm.
-So you transmit it to the people.
894
00:47:28,307 --> 00:47:30,100
Do you think that that's the reason why
895
00:47:30,184 --> 00:47:34,396
your music is resonating so much,
uh, with your own generation?
896
00:47:34,479 --> 00:47:37,983
To have a song
that is describing exactly how you feel
897
00:47:38,066 --> 00:47:40,819
is just the best feeling in the world.
898
00:47:40,903 --> 00:47:42,821
'Cause it makes you feel comforted.
899
00:47:42,905 --> 00:47:46,533
It makes you feel like there's--
like you're not alone, you know?
900
00:47:46,617 --> 00:47:49,036
In your music, I sense, um,
901
00:47:49,119 --> 00:47:51,788
a kind of idea of a fantasy,
902
00:47:51,872 --> 00:47:55,834
of a built-up world of your own.
903
00:47:55,918 --> 00:48:00,297
Um, you can perceive it,
but you cannot describe it.
904
00:48:00,380 --> 00:48:06,970
Do you have any image in your mind
of this kind of new world
905
00:48:07,638 --> 00:48:10,891
you want to create
with your lyrics, your sounds?
906
00:48:11,391 --> 00:48:14,478
[Billie] There are things
that you can feel and not describe.
907
00:48:15,562 --> 00:48:17,940
And it's not like,
"Oh, I don't have words for this."
908
00:48:18,023 --> 00:48:19,691
It's more like, you--
909
00:48:19,775 --> 00:48:23,862
there's literally no words
to describe that feeling.
910
00:48:24,780 --> 00:48:28,784
It's like how we all
are drawn to dangerous situations
911
00:48:28,867 --> 00:48:32,287
because they're intriguing and
we don't know what's on the other side,
912
00:48:32,371 --> 00:48:34,081
and, like, music is that.
913
00:48:34,873 --> 00:48:37,584
You love it because you love it,
and that's it. [giggles]
914
00:48:37,668 --> 00:48:40,838
You don't really have a reason
why you love it, you just do.
915
00:48:43,173 --> 00:48:46,009
[Billie, crowd singing]
♪ You can pretend you don't miss me ♪
916
00:48:47,094 --> 00:48:49,930
♪ You can pretend you don't care ♪
917
00:48:51,306 --> 00:48:54,142
♪ All you wanna do is kiss me ♪
918
00:48:55,018 --> 00:48:57,855
♪ Oh, what a shame, I'm not there ♪
919
00:48:58,856 --> 00:49:01,984
♪ You can pretend you don't miss me ♪
920
00:49:02,067 --> 00:49:03,527
[crowd screaming, cheering]
921
00:49:03,610 --> 00:49:06,446
♪ You can pretend you don't care ♪
922
00:49:07,281 --> 00:49:09,908
♪ All you wanna do is kiss me ♪
923
00:49:10,701 --> 00:49:11,869
♪ Oh, what a shame... ♪
924
00:49:11,952 --> 00:49:13,412
I love you!
925
00:49:13,495 --> 00:49:16,331
[cheering, screaming]
926
00:49:16,415 --> 00:49:18,500
[Billie] ♪ Everybody knows ♪
927
00:49:19,835 --> 00:49:22,838
♪ You and I are suicide and stolen art ♪
928
00:49:23,213 --> 00:49:24,256
♪ Art ♪
929
00:49:24,756 --> 00:49:27,176
♪ Pretty mama sews ♪
930
00:49:27,676 --> 00:49:31,054
♪ Stitches into
All your bitches' broken hearts ♪
931
00:49:31,138 --> 00:49:33,807
♪ You can pretend you don't miss me ♪
932
00:49:35,017 --> 00:49:37,436
♪ You can pretend you don't care ♪
933
00:49:38,937 --> 00:49:42,107
[Billie] This is the last show
on this tour, bro. What the hell?
934
00:49:42,191 --> 00:49:44,318
-[crowd screaming]
-Oh, my God.
935
00:49:45,068 --> 00:49:49,072
It's the end of an era, man.
But my album comes out soon though.
936
00:49:49,156 --> 00:49:52,951
-♪ Somebody new is gonna comfort you ♪
-[crowd screaming]
937
00:49:53,035 --> 00:49:57,748
♪ Like you want me to
Every now and then, it hits me ♪
938
00:49:59,041 --> 00:50:01,835
♪ That I'm the one that got away ♪
939
00:50:03,170 --> 00:50:04,171
♪ But I guess bein' lonely... ♪
940
00:50:04,254 --> 00:50:06,256
[Q on phone] Damn,
I wanted to see you today. Fuck.
941
00:50:06,340 --> 00:50:08,175
I wanted to see you today too. What?
942
00:50:10,135 --> 00:50:11,136
[sniffles]
943
00:50:11,220 --> 00:50:12,554
[Q] You're so fine.
944
00:50:14,681 --> 00:50:17,267
[Billie] I love you. I'm in love with you.
945
00:50:18,185 --> 00:50:19,728
[Q] I love you.
946
00:50:20,521 --> 00:50:23,565
-I love you!
-[Q moans] I love you.
947
00:50:35,202 --> 00:50:38,747
[woman] You have
a lot of interesting things going on,
948
00:50:38,830 --> 00:50:41,625
in terms of being hypermobile,
having these tics
949
00:50:41,708 --> 00:50:44,419
and having a really challenging
physical lifestyle.
950
00:50:44,503 --> 00:50:45,504
Mm-hmm.
951
00:50:45,587 --> 00:50:49,967
It's sort of a sandwich of things
952
00:50:50,050 --> 00:50:53,470
that is just gonna make it
even more important for you
953
00:50:53,554 --> 00:50:55,305
to be really good with self-care.
954
00:50:55,389 --> 00:50:58,892
If you don't carve out the space
in your life to take care of yourself,
955
00:50:58,976 --> 00:51:00,227
no one else is gonna do it.
956
00:51:00,310 --> 00:51:03,480
They're all just gonna be like,
"But, Billie, do this, do that."
957
00:51:03,564 --> 00:51:06,233
It's already like that.
958
00:51:07,192 --> 00:51:10,028
[man on phone]
Justin's fanboying over you right now.
959
00:51:10,112 --> 00:51:11,488
[Billie] Justin Bieber?
960
00:51:11,572 --> 00:51:13,490
-[laughs]
-He's kinda obsessed with you right now,
961
00:51:13,574 --> 00:51:15,117
really wants to work with you.
962
00:51:15,200 --> 00:51:17,619
I think if you wanted to do
a "bad guy" song with him,
963
00:51:17,703 --> 00:51:19,121
a remix, we could do that.
964
00:51:19,204 --> 00:51:22,499
But honestly, it doesn't even matter to me
'cause you don't need it.
965
00:51:22,583 --> 00:51:24,126
I just thought it was funny.
966
00:51:24,209 --> 00:51:25,836
-[giggles]
-[Mom] Yeah, but how does Billie
967
00:51:25,919 --> 00:51:28,088
-reply to his DM?
-How do I reply if he says,
968
00:51:28,172 --> 00:51:29,923
"I wanna be on your album"?
969
00:51:30,883 --> 00:51:31,967
-Because--
-Just say, "Ha-ha,
970
00:51:32,050 --> 00:51:35,262
my album comes out in three days,
but if you wanna jump on 'bad guy'"--
971
00:51:35,345 --> 00:51:37,639
Or I dunno.
What do you feel comfortable saying?
972
00:51:37,723 --> 00:51:40,893
I do not feel comfortable...
[chuckles] ...doing--
973
00:51:40,976 --> 00:51:44,396
saying no in any sort of way
at all to him.
974
00:51:44,479 --> 00:51:45,480
There's no way.
975
00:51:45,564 --> 00:51:49,818
He could ask me to kill my dog
and I would. I don't even think-- [laughs]
976
00:51:49,902 --> 00:51:52,738
[man laughs] Well, between you and I,
what do you want?
977
00:51:52,821 --> 00:51:54,406
Do you wanna do anything with him?
978
00:51:55,324 --> 00:51:58,243
Yeah! The fuck? Obviously.
979
00:51:58,327 --> 00:52:00,329
Do you wanna do
a new song with him and, like...
980
00:52:00,412 --> 00:52:03,457
No, I do not wanna work with him.
I do not wanna work with him.
981
00:52:03,540 --> 00:52:04,917
-No, no, no, no.
-Would--
982
00:52:05,000 --> 00:52:08,337
-Do you want him to jump on "bad guy"?
-Yes, but a remix though.
983
00:52:08,962 --> 00:52:12,132
I said, "You could literally
hop on the song and just say 'poop'
984
00:52:12,216 --> 00:52:15,344
-and I'd be happy with it." [laughs]
-[man on phone laughs]
985
00:52:16,678 --> 00:52:18,597
[radio host 1] Billie Eilish
is out with a new album today--
986
00:52:18,680 --> 00:52:20,682
[radio host 2] 17-year-old
sensation. Her debut album...
987
00:52:20,766 --> 00:52:22,476
[Ellen DeGeneres] ...most talked about
teenager in music...
988
00:52:22,559 --> 00:52:24,770
[radio host 3] Not only one of
the most important releases for March
989
00:52:24,853 --> 00:52:26,230
but maybe of the year.
990
00:52:26,313 --> 00:52:29,816
Her album is called When We
All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?
991
00:52:29,900 --> 00:52:31,318
Billie Eilish.
992
00:52:31,401 --> 00:52:33,278
[cheering]
993
00:52:33,362 --> 00:52:34,404
["bad guy" playing]
994
00:52:34,988 --> 00:52:36,865
We put up Australia and New Zealand,
995
00:52:37,407 --> 00:52:39,368
and it sold out in five minutes.
996
00:52:39,451 --> 00:52:41,912
[man] The album is number one
in 37 countries right now.
997
00:52:41,995 --> 00:52:42,996
[man 2] Whoo!
998
00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:45,040
[audience clapping rhythmically]
999
00:52:45,123 --> 00:52:48,836
♪ White shirt now red, my bloody nose ♪
1000
00:52:48,919 --> 00:52:52,130
♪ Sleepin', you're on your tippy-toes ♪
1001
00:52:52,214 --> 00:52:55,843
♪ Creepin' around like no one knows ♪
1002
00:52:55,926 --> 00:52:58,053
♪ Think you're so criminal ♪
1003
00:52:58,136 --> 00:53:01,473
-Yeah!
-[cheering]
1004
00:53:01,557 --> 00:53:05,727
You know, it's so amazing to watch you.
To have watched you get to this point.
1005
00:53:05,811 --> 00:53:06,770
Billie.
1006
00:53:06,854 --> 00:53:08,105
NME just reviewed your album.
1007
00:53:08,605 --> 00:53:09,857
Five out of five stars.
1008
00:53:09,940 --> 00:53:12,526
Really? Fire.
1009
00:53:12,609 --> 00:53:14,653
[song continues]
1010
00:53:16,989 --> 00:53:18,407
-[fans in street shouting]
-[Billie] Hello!
1011
00:53:21,076 --> 00:53:23,620
Whoo!
1012
00:53:25,038 --> 00:53:28,375
♪ I like it when you take control ♪
1013
00:53:28,458 --> 00:53:31,378
[male paparazzi] Whoo! What's up, girl?
You look fresh tonight.
1014
00:53:31,461 --> 00:53:35,090
You're breaking Spotify records.
You're breaking Apple Music records.
1015
00:53:35,174 --> 00:53:38,385
Are you ready for
the next level of superstardom?
1016
00:53:38,468 --> 00:53:39,553
-No. [laughs]
-No?
1017
00:53:39,636 --> 00:53:41,889
My album comes out
in, like, two seconds, basically.
1018
00:53:41,972 --> 00:53:43,473
-[cheering]
-And...
1019
00:53:43,557 --> 00:53:44,766
[stammers] A whole--
1020
00:53:44,850 --> 00:53:47,186
It's out. Yeah!
1021
00:53:47,269 --> 00:53:52,774
♪ If she reads all the lyrics
She'll pity the men I know ♪
1022
00:53:52,858 --> 00:53:53,859
[laughs]
1023
00:53:53,942 --> 00:53:56,069
♪ So you're a tough guy
Like it really rough guy ♪
1024
00:53:56,153 --> 00:53:59,281
♪ Just can't get enough guy
Chest always so puffed guy ♪
1025
00:53:59,364 --> 00:54:00,949
[no audible dialogue]
1026
00:54:01,033 --> 00:54:03,368
♪ I'm that bad type
Make your mama sad type ♪
1027
00:54:03,452 --> 00:54:07,331
♪ Make your girlfriend mad tight
Might seduce your dad type ♪
1028
00:54:07,414 --> 00:54:10,042
♪ I'm the bad guy ♪
1029
00:54:17,841 --> 00:54:19,301
[Finneas] It's a number one album.
1030
00:54:19,384 --> 00:54:21,803
And I have a red Tesla
in front of the house.
1031
00:54:21,887 --> 00:54:22,888
[Billie] Oh, my gosh.
1032
00:54:22,971 --> 00:54:24,765
-[Finneas] I love you.
-I love you.
1033
00:54:25,265 --> 00:54:27,059
[Finneas]
Thanks for making the album with me.
1034
00:54:27,142 --> 00:54:29,102
You know that she said today she--
1035
00:54:29,186 --> 00:54:32,314
A year ago,
she had a million followers on Instagram.
1036
00:54:32,397 --> 00:54:33,398
[Mom] That's crazy.
1037
00:54:33,482 --> 00:54:36,068
-That's a lot in a year.
-It is.
1038
00:54:36,151 --> 00:54:37,986
-Anyway, it was more--
-Where we at now?
1039
00:54:38,070 --> 00:54:39,655
Fif-- almost 16 million.
1040
00:54:40,656 --> 00:54:41,657
[inhales deeply]
1041
00:54:41,740 --> 00:54:46,703
-♪ I'm better off without them ♪
-♪ Without them ♪
1042
00:54:46,787 --> 00:54:49,957
♪ They're nothing but unstable ♪
1043
00:54:50,040 --> 00:54:51,583
[Finneas] Here's your Spotify.
1044
00:54:55,379 --> 00:54:56,839
-Is that million?
-Yeah.
1045
00:54:56,922 --> 00:54:58,257
Oh, my God.
1046
00:54:58,340 --> 00:55:00,384
I thought that was thousand.
I was like, lemme see--
1047
00:55:00,467 --> 00:55:01,760
No. [chuckles]
1048
00:55:02,761 --> 00:55:05,180
720 million.
1049
00:55:05,264 --> 00:55:06,682
[Finneas] That's nuts, dude.
1050
00:55:06,765 --> 00:55:07,766
Who you texting?
1051
00:55:07,850 --> 00:55:09,184
-Q?
-Uh-huh.
1052
00:55:11,270 --> 00:55:12,271
Hi, baby.
1053
00:55:14,773 --> 00:55:15,816
[chuckles]
1054
00:55:16,608 --> 00:55:19,528
[Billie] There's like 40 brands
that have sent me a Coachella outfit.
1055
00:55:19,611 --> 00:55:21,947
It's honestly crazy.
Where are you right now?
1056
00:55:24,199 --> 00:55:25,200
Hungover?
1057
00:55:26,368 --> 00:55:27,870
You didn't drive home, right?
1058
00:55:28,996 --> 00:55:29,997
You did?
1059
00:55:32,875 --> 00:55:33,876
Why?
1060
00:55:36,086 --> 00:55:37,588
You said you wouldn't do that.
1061
00:55:38,088 --> 00:55:40,132
I'm mad that you did that shit.
1062
00:55:40,883 --> 00:55:43,385
[Q on phone] Uh, at least I told you.
1063
00:55:44,178 --> 00:55:47,264
I know. I'm glad you told me,
but I don't want you to do that.
1064
00:55:49,683 --> 00:55:51,894
You don't take me seriously
when I say that.
1065
00:55:52,895 --> 00:55:54,771
I just want you safe.
1066
00:55:56,481 --> 00:55:57,482
You know that.
1067
00:55:59,026 --> 00:56:00,611
I'm seeing you tonight, okay?
1068
00:56:01,820 --> 00:56:03,322
Okay. I love you.
1069
00:56:04,239 --> 00:56:05,240
Bye, baby.
1070
00:56:05,324 --> 00:56:06,325
Bye.
1071
00:56:07,034 --> 00:56:10,329
[female stylist] We maybe have a couple
more press looks, and then we're done.
1072
00:56:13,457 --> 00:56:17,127
[Billie] I had a dream that
Coachella was horrible
1073
00:56:17,211 --> 00:56:19,796
and the worst thing ever,
and it ruined my career.
1074
00:56:24,134 --> 00:56:27,471
[Billie] ♪ Lips meet teeth and tongue ♪
1075
00:56:29,223 --> 00:56:33,310
♪ My heart skips eight beats at once ♪
1076
00:56:33,393 --> 00:56:34,811
[Billie]
During the beginning of "bad guy,"
1077
00:56:34,895 --> 00:56:37,105
I'll go to the front of the stage
and be like, "What's up?"
1078
00:56:37,189 --> 00:56:39,191
I'll probably thank the dancers here.
1079
00:56:39,274 --> 00:56:41,068
-[technician] Yeah.
-[Billie] Once the mic is in,
1080
00:56:41,151 --> 00:56:42,736
I want it to be pretty quick.
1081
00:56:42,819 --> 00:56:44,988
These bitches can go super fast.
1082
00:56:45,072 --> 00:56:46,907
♪ ...watch your car burn ♪
1083
00:56:47,449 --> 00:56:50,410
♪ With the fire that you started in me ♪
1084
00:56:50,494 --> 00:56:53,664
♪ But you never came back to ask it out ♪
1085
00:56:53,747 --> 00:56:57,000
♪ Go ahead and watch my heart burn ♪
1086
00:56:57,084 --> 00:56:58,502
[Billie] The wall screens?
1087
00:56:58,585 --> 00:57:01,713
I don't want it to be, you know,
a blue song and then there's pink.
1088
00:57:01,797 --> 00:57:04,258
First of all, I hate pink.
Never use pink ever.
1089
00:57:04,883 --> 00:57:07,302
[Mom] I think that you don't understand
1090
00:57:07,386 --> 00:57:11,056
how special it is
to focus on you on that song.
1091
00:57:11,139 --> 00:57:14,601
You might wanna consider
having a different visual than the video.
1092
00:57:14,685 --> 00:57:17,604
[Billie] My favorite thing during
a festival show is looking at the crowd
1093
00:57:17,688 --> 00:57:18,897
and they're not looking at me.
1094
00:57:18,981 --> 00:57:20,065
I love that.
1095
00:57:20,148 --> 00:57:23,026
It makes me feel way less uncomfortable,
especially at Coachella.
1096
00:57:23,110 --> 00:57:25,863
It's not as interesting
as watching Billie sing the song.
1097
00:57:25,946 --> 00:57:28,240
I'm gonna be, like,
thousands of feet from people.
1098
00:57:28,323 --> 00:57:30,242
[man] People are gonna be so far away.
1099
00:57:30,325 --> 00:57:31,535
Especially at this time slot,
1100
00:57:31,618 --> 00:57:34,538
and especially with what's going on
in your career right now.
1101
00:57:35,455 --> 00:57:40,210
♪ If I could get to sleep
I would have slept by now ♪
1102
00:57:40,294 --> 00:57:42,296
Ew, I don't wanna go.
1103
00:57:46,300 --> 00:57:47,885
That shit is too much pressure.
1104
00:57:48,677 --> 00:57:51,930
I don't like pressure.
I don't feel pressure most of the time.
1105
00:57:52,014 --> 00:57:54,141
["my strange addiction"
instrumental plays]
1106
00:57:56,643 --> 00:57:58,437
[radio host 1]
Right now, thousands of people
1107
00:57:58,520 --> 00:58:00,731
are pouring into the desert
for the start of Coachella.
1108
00:58:00,814 --> 00:58:03,066
[radio host 2]
It is one of the world's most popular
1109
00:58:03,150 --> 00:58:04,234
outdoor music festivals.
1110
00:58:04,318 --> 00:58:07,279
[radio host 3] Coachella is the
world's highest-grossing music festival.
1111
00:58:07,362 --> 00:58:09,740
[radio host 4] 125,000 concertgoers a day.
1112
00:58:10,365 --> 00:58:11,783
[Finneas] Is Q coming?
1113
00:58:11,867 --> 00:58:15,037
[Billie] I said,
"I'm getting you tickets for this,
1114
00:58:15,120 --> 00:58:17,956
and the deal is
that you have to spend time with me.
1115
00:58:18,874 --> 00:58:21,668
You have to see me
if I'm gonna let you come for free."
1116
00:58:21,752 --> 00:58:24,338
"Of course." Haven't seen him
in two and a half days.
1117
00:58:27,674 --> 00:58:28,842
[groans]
1118
00:58:28,926 --> 00:58:30,344
[chattering]
1119
00:58:35,057 --> 00:58:37,351
We're at this Interscope party.
1120
00:58:37,434 --> 00:58:41,104
The one I was saying I was taking you to,
but then you didn't come. [laughs]
1121
00:58:41,188 --> 00:58:42,856
Ah!
1122
00:58:42,940 --> 00:58:44,775
I wanted you to be here, damn it.
1123
00:58:45,400 --> 00:58:47,694
My ass was alone the whole day. It's okay.
1124
00:58:55,244 --> 00:58:57,329
[crowd chattering]
1125
00:59:06,463 --> 00:59:09,132
[Billie screams] Hey, Q.
1126
00:59:09,216 --> 00:59:10,592
Look at the hair.
1127
00:59:11,176 --> 00:59:12,177
Go ahead.
1128
00:59:15,639 --> 00:59:17,474
Q, okay, ready? Help me.
1129
00:59:17,558 --> 00:59:18,767
So it's either...
1130
00:59:20,644 --> 00:59:22,354
I'm putting my teeth in. [chuckles]
1131
00:59:22,437 --> 00:59:24,648
You know I don't have to wear mine
anymore during the day.
1132
00:59:24,731 --> 00:59:26,233
Really?
1133
00:59:26,316 --> 00:59:28,819
That's why you look so goddamn good.
Mmm. [chuckles]
1134
00:59:28,902 --> 00:59:30,904
You should've did your hair
with the things again.
1135
00:59:30,988 --> 00:59:32,281
-Should I? I was thinking about it.
-Yeah.
1136
00:59:32,364 --> 00:59:33,574
-Could you still do it?
-Yeah.
1137
00:59:33,657 --> 00:59:35,325
-You should. It looked bomb.
-I haven't done the show yet.
1138
00:59:35,409 --> 00:59:36,702
-I really think you should.
-You think?
1139
00:59:39,079 --> 00:59:42,583
♪ Waking up at sundown ♪
1140
00:59:43,125 --> 00:59:45,919
♪ They're late to every party ♪
1141
00:59:46,003 --> 00:59:47,212
-Um...
-[Billie chuckles]
1142
00:59:47,296 --> 00:59:50,090
-She needs to be changing her clothes.
-♪ Nobody's ever sorry ♪
1143
00:59:50,174 --> 00:59:51,175
[Billie] I'm doing it.
1144
00:59:51,800 --> 00:59:56,263
♪ Too inebriated now to dance ♪
1145
00:59:56,346 --> 00:59:59,892
♪ Morning as they come down ♪
1146
00:59:59,975 --> 01:00:03,520
[chuckles]
♪ Their pretty heads are hurting ♪
1147
01:00:04,730 --> 01:00:08,442
-♪ They're awfully bad at learning ♪
-[Mom] Is this rehearsing the lyrics?
1148
01:00:08,525 --> 01:00:11,653
-Yeah. [chuckles]
-♪ Make the same mistakes ♪
1149
01:00:11,737 --> 01:00:15,824
♪ Blame... [chuckles] ...circumstance ♪
1150
01:00:15,908 --> 01:00:17,034
♪ I'm ♪
1151
01:00:17,117 --> 01:00:19,995
-♪ In their secondhand smoke ♪
-[Q scats, vocalizes]
1152
01:00:20,078 --> 01:00:21,622
-Change now.
-[Billie] Okay.
1153
01:00:21,705 --> 01:00:23,832
Bro, I wish I could sing like that.
Like...
1154
01:00:25,709 --> 01:00:27,044
Why she sing so fire?
1155
01:00:28,504 --> 01:00:31,673
[chuckles] ♪ Circumstance ♪
1156
01:00:36,970 --> 01:00:37,888
I love you.
1157
01:00:37,971 --> 01:00:39,097
Love you too.
1158
01:00:39,181 --> 01:00:40,474
-Go.
-All right, eat your pizza.
1159
01:00:40,557 --> 01:00:41,725
I gotta warm up.
1160
01:00:41,808 --> 01:00:43,727
[vocalizes through straw]
1161
01:00:43,810 --> 01:00:46,146
Danny wants to bring Katy Perry
to say hi to you.
1162
01:00:51,276 --> 01:00:53,153
I'm so good. How are you?
1163
01:00:53,237 --> 01:00:56,990
I, um, gotta confess about my fiancé.
1164
01:00:57,074 --> 01:00:58,492
-[man] I am--
-I'm a huge fan obviously.
1165
01:00:58,575 --> 01:00:59,993
-[chuckles]
-But my fiancé,
1166
01:01:00,077 --> 01:01:01,703
-who doesn't listen to--
-Hello.
1167
01:01:01,787 --> 01:01:03,539
-He listens to a lot of music.
-I literally had you--
1168
01:01:03,622 --> 01:01:06,124
He literally will only play you
in the car.
1169
01:01:06,208 --> 01:01:07,209
"Bad guy." [clicks tongue]
1170
01:01:07,292 --> 01:01:08,377
-[chuckles]
-All the time.
1171
01:01:08,460 --> 01:01:10,671
-♪ I'm such a bad guy ♪
-Thank you, bro.
1172
01:01:10,754 --> 01:01:11,922
-♪ Treat you like a rough guy ♪
-Yee!
1173
01:01:12,005 --> 01:01:13,006
-Ooh!
-There it goes.
1174
01:01:13,090 --> 01:01:14,341
-I wanna take a picture.
-How are you?
1175
01:01:14,424 --> 01:01:17,553
-I'm doing good.
-[Orlando Bloom] So proud of you.
1176
01:01:17,636 --> 01:01:18,887
-[Katy Perry] Congrats.
-Thank you.
1177
01:01:18,971 --> 01:01:21,765
-[Bloom] Yeah.
-And I love you, and, um...
1178
01:01:23,225 --> 01:01:24,393
Um...
1179
01:01:24,476 --> 01:01:28,021
I wanted to say that
this is gonna be wild for ten years.
1180
01:01:28,105 --> 01:01:29,398
-It's gonna be crazy.
-[chuckles]
1181
01:01:29,481 --> 01:01:32,526
If you ever wanna talk,
'cause it's a weird ride.
1182
01:01:32,609 --> 01:01:33,610
-[Bloom] Aw...
-I know.
1183
01:01:33,694 --> 01:01:35,654
-It's a-- [chuckles] Yes.
-I know you know.
1184
01:01:35,737 --> 01:01:37,489
-[in British accent] Good for you.
-Yeah.
1185
01:01:37,573 --> 01:01:38,907
-[Danny, British accent] You're amazing.
-Amazing.
1186
01:01:38,991 --> 01:01:40,492
-[Billie] Who was that?
-Orlando Bloom?
1187
01:01:40,576 --> 01:01:41,827
-So-- Oh, really?
-He played--
1188
01:01:41,910 --> 01:01:45,289
[Finneas] He played Will Turner
in fucking Pirates of the Caribbean.
1189
01:01:45,956 --> 01:01:47,165
-That guy?
-That was him.
1190
01:01:47,249 --> 01:01:48,625
-That was him?
-Yeah, that's him.
1191
01:01:48,709 --> 01:01:51,420
There's all these TMZ photos
of her and him paddleboarding together.
1192
01:01:51,503 --> 01:01:53,463
Wait, those are full-on nudes.
1193
01:01:53,547 --> 01:01:55,257
Let me see.
1194
01:01:55,340 --> 01:01:56,466
-Let me see.
-[Danny] Who is that?
1195
01:01:56,550 --> 01:01:57,926
-[Finneas] Orlando Bloom.
-That was him?
1196
01:01:58,010 --> 01:01:59,553
-[Mom] He's outside still.
-Why is it so skinny?
1197
01:01:59,636 --> 01:02:00,470
No way!
1198
01:02:00,554 --> 01:02:01,889
[Danny]
I wouldn't know anything about that.
1199
01:02:01,972 --> 01:02:04,141
Bring him back. I wanna meet him again.
1200
01:02:04,683 --> 01:02:06,143
He kissed me on the cheek.
1201
01:02:06,226 --> 01:02:07,811
[Mom] That's Orlando Bloom.
1202
01:02:07,895 --> 01:02:11,607
I did not know that was him. I thought
that was just some dude Katy Perry met.
1203
01:02:12,232 --> 01:02:14,151
[Billie] Oh, my God!
1204
01:02:15,194 --> 01:02:16,320
[Mom] I love you, baby.
1205
01:02:16,403 --> 01:02:18,906
-[Billie] I love you, Mama.
-Have a good time.
1206
01:02:18,989 --> 01:02:21,116
-[Danny] Enjoy it.
-[Mom] Yeah, have a great time.
1207
01:02:21,200 --> 01:02:22,409
-Just enjoy yourself.
-Ready, Brian?
1208
01:02:22,492 --> 01:02:23,827
That's all that matters, okay?
1209
01:02:23,911 --> 01:02:25,579
-[kisses] You're very brave and amazing.
-I love you.
1210
01:02:25,662 --> 01:02:27,456
-[Mom] I love you so much.
-[Finneas] You are very brave.
1211
01:02:27,539 --> 01:02:28,624
I'm not brave.
1212
01:02:29,333 --> 01:02:34,713
[crowd] Billie! Billie!
Billie! Billie! Billie! Billie!
1213
01:02:34,796 --> 01:02:35,881
Dad.
1214
01:02:37,174 --> 01:02:40,219
There isn't room for another human
out there. It's unbelievable.
1215
01:02:40,302 --> 01:02:42,346
-[Danny] Is it going okay out there?
-Oh, yeah. Well, yeah.
1216
01:02:42,429 --> 01:02:44,556
Billie, Billie, Billie! Oh, I'm so happy--
Wait. Will you wait?
1217
01:02:44,640 --> 01:02:46,475
I've gotta use the toilet.
I don't wanna miss it.
1218
01:02:46,558 --> 01:02:47,643
-[kisses]
-Dude.
1219
01:02:47,726 --> 01:02:49,895
-You are so--
-This is the universe hugging you.
1220
01:02:49,978 --> 01:02:52,272
I'm giving you
so much love and light right now.
1221
01:02:52,356 --> 01:02:54,858
[Billie] You don't even understand.
My nine-year-old self, bro--
1222
01:02:54,942 --> 01:02:56,193
-You're a fucking...
-Oh!
1223
01:02:56,276 --> 01:02:59,696
-Oh, no. Oh, my lord!
-Oh!
1224
01:02:59,780 --> 01:03:01,698
-Thank you for everything you do.
-Oh, I love you.
1225
01:03:01,782 --> 01:03:03,158
-I love you.
-[kisses]
1226
01:03:03,242 --> 01:03:04,660
-Okay.
-I've been literally climbing mountains
1227
01:03:04,743 --> 01:03:06,370
-listening to your music. I love it.
-[chuckles]
1228
01:03:06,954 --> 01:03:08,288
Now I know.
1229
01:03:12,292 --> 01:03:16,463
[crowd] Billie! Billie! Billie!
1230
01:03:18,090 --> 01:03:19,508
What is going on? [chuckles]
1231
01:03:20,425 --> 01:03:23,637
-[crowd booing]
-[man] Fuck the screen!
1232
01:03:23,720 --> 01:03:29,476
Fuck the screen! Fuck the screen!
Fuck the screen! Fuck the screen!
1233
01:03:30,018 --> 01:03:31,645
[Brian]
We're probably gonna have to cut "xanny."
1234
01:03:31,728 --> 01:03:33,021
-But that's it.
-What?
1235
01:03:33,105 --> 01:03:35,899
Probably have to cut "xanny" for time.
1236
01:03:36,942 --> 01:03:39,152
So we're losing "xanny" and something.
1237
01:03:39,236 --> 01:03:41,697
-"WHEN I WAS OLDER" probably, right?
-[inhales sharply]
1238
01:03:42,948 --> 01:03:45,075
Let's go. Here we go. Bill, Andrew.
1239
01:03:47,494 --> 01:03:49,329
If anything's going wrong,
act like it's not.
1240
01:03:49,413 --> 01:03:51,623
[crowd] Billie! Billie! Billie!
1241
01:03:51,707 --> 01:03:58,255
[Coachella stage manager] ...nine, eight,
seven, six, five, four, three, two, one.
1242
01:03:58,338 --> 01:03:59,673
-Roll show.
-[crowd cheering]
1243
01:04:02,968 --> 01:04:04,595
[Billie] Look at the screen.
1244
01:04:05,679 --> 01:04:07,097
Bro, what is happening?
1245
01:04:07,181 --> 01:04:09,057
[Brian] Just remember
they're here to see you.
1246
01:04:09,141 --> 01:04:11,393
-What?
-Just remember they're here to see you.
1247
01:04:18,275 --> 01:04:21,028
They're not even gonna see me
if the screen doesn't work.
1248
01:04:21,111 --> 01:04:23,488
-They're gonna have the lights on.
-For fuck's sake.
1249
01:04:24,781 --> 01:04:28,785
[crowd cheering, screaming]
1250
01:04:34,416 --> 01:04:36,835
["bad guy" playing]
1251
01:04:41,507 --> 01:04:45,302
[scatting]
1252
01:04:47,012 --> 01:04:48,514
[Billie] Coachella!
1253
01:04:54,770 --> 01:04:56,522
Holy fuck! [chuckles]
1254
01:04:57,105 --> 01:04:59,525
♪ Look at you needing me ♪
1255
01:04:59,608 --> 01:05:03,070
♪ You know I'm just... ♪
[scatting]
1256
01:05:03,153 --> 01:05:04,154
Fuck!
1257
01:05:04,238 --> 01:05:06,406
♪ Begging for our help ♪
1258
01:05:07,157 --> 01:05:09,076
What the fuck are the words though?
1259
01:05:10,077 --> 01:05:11,912
[scats]
1260
01:05:11,995 --> 01:05:14,414
-♪ Poisoning themselves now ♪
-[Billie] Bro.
1261
01:05:14,498 --> 01:05:16,458
♪ Begging for our help ♪
1262
01:05:16,542 --> 01:05:17,543
♪ Wow! ♪
1263
01:05:17,626 --> 01:05:20,045
♪ Hills burn in California ♪
1264
01:05:20,128 --> 01:05:22,631
♪ My turn to ignore ya ♪
1265
01:05:22,714 --> 01:05:26,552
♪ Don't say I didn't warn ya ♪
1266
01:05:27,594 --> 01:05:30,597
♪ All the good girls go to hell ♪
1267
01:05:31,598 --> 01:05:33,433
["bury a friend" plays]
1268
01:05:34,560 --> 01:05:35,936
♪ I wanna end me ♪
1269
01:05:36,019 --> 01:05:38,689
♪ I wanna, I wanna, I wanna ♪
1270
01:05:40,065 --> 01:05:42,276
♪ I wanna, I wanna, I wanna ♪
1271
01:05:42,359 --> 01:05:44,319
♪ What do you want from me? ♪
1272
01:05:44,403 --> 01:05:46,488
♪ Why don't you run from me? ♪
1273
01:05:46,572 --> 01:05:48,407
♪ What are you wondering? ♪
1274
01:05:48,490 --> 01:05:49,491
♪ What do you know? ♪
1275
01:05:50,534 --> 01:05:52,286
♪ Why aren't you scared of me? ♪
1276
01:05:52,369 --> 01:05:54,538
♪ Why do you care for me? ♪
1277
01:05:54,621 --> 01:05:58,208
♪ When we all fall asleep
Where do we go? ♪
1278
01:05:58,292 --> 01:06:00,961
[cheering]
1279
01:06:03,130 --> 01:06:08,552
Billie! Billie! Billie!
Billie! Billie! Billie!
1280
01:06:11,180 --> 01:06:12,681
All right, so for this song...
1281
01:06:14,016 --> 01:06:15,601
[groans] ...I just want, uh...
1282
01:06:16,643 --> 01:06:18,478
us all to be in the moment for this song,
1283
01:06:18,562 --> 01:06:21,982
because I feel like, in life,
we tend to do things and then...
1284
01:06:22,065 --> 01:06:23,150
[pants]
1285
01:06:23,233 --> 01:06:26,737
We're always looking forward to the
next thing and the next thing after that.
1286
01:06:26,820 --> 01:06:29,156
We're never thinking about
what's happening right now.
1287
01:06:29,239 --> 01:06:31,491
And this is happening right now,
and this is crazy.
1288
01:06:31,575 --> 01:06:32,576
[cheering]
1289
01:06:32,659 --> 01:06:33,911
And, like...
1290
01:06:34,745 --> 01:06:36,413
we-- and I...
1291
01:06:37,456 --> 01:06:41,418
are never gonna be in this moment
ever again, no matter what.
1292
01:06:41,502 --> 01:06:43,003
This exact moment right here.
1293
01:06:43,879 --> 01:06:45,714
Never again. Ever.
1294
01:06:45,797 --> 01:06:48,926
This is the only chance
we get to be in the moment.
1295
01:06:49,009 --> 01:06:51,136
So why don't we be in the moment, yeah?
1296
01:06:51,220 --> 01:06:52,221
All right, let's do it.
1297
01:06:52,304 --> 01:06:55,474
["when the party's over" plays]
1298
01:07:00,729 --> 01:07:06,860
♪ Don't you know I'm no good for you? ♪
1299
01:07:08,862 --> 01:07:15,619
♪ I've learned to lose
You can't afford to ♪
1300
01:07:17,829 --> 01:07:23,752
♪ Tore my shirt to stop you bleeding ♪
1301
01:07:25,963 --> 01:07:31,969
♪ But nothing ever stops you leaving ♪
1302
01:07:35,138 --> 01:07:40,352
♪ Quiet when I'm comin' home
And I'm on my own ♪
1303
01:07:42,479 --> 01:07:47,693
♪ I could lie, say I like it like that
Like it like that ♪
1304
01:07:49,695 --> 01:07:55,158
♪ I could lie, say I like it like that
Like it like that ♪
1305
01:07:59,788 --> 01:08:05,210
♪ Don't you know too much already? ♪
1306
01:08:07,880 --> 01:08:13,886
♪ I'll only hurt you if you let me ♪
1307
01:08:16,930 --> 01:08:22,060
♪ Call me friend but keep me closer ♪
1308
01:08:22,728 --> 01:08:24,854
[crowd] Call me back.
1309
01:08:24,938 --> 01:08:31,069
♪ And I'll call you
When the party's over ♪
1310
01:08:34,156 --> 01:08:40,037
♪ Quiet when I'm comin' home
And I'm on my own ♪
1311
01:08:41,371 --> 01:08:44,291
♪ And I could lie
Say I like it like that ♪
1312
01:08:44,374 --> 01:08:46,919
♪ Like it like that ♪
1313
01:08:48,504 --> 01:08:51,548
♪ And I could lie
Say I like it like that ♪
1314
01:08:51,631 --> 01:08:54,091
♪ Like it like that ♪
1315
01:08:55,426 --> 01:09:00,057
♪ But nothin' is better sometimes ♪
1316
01:09:01,767 --> 01:09:08,607
♪ Once we've both said our goodbyes ♪
1317
01:09:08,689 --> 01:09:13,194
♪ Let's just let it go ♪
1318
01:09:14,529 --> 01:09:19,618
♪ Let me let you go ♪
1319
01:09:23,538 --> 01:09:29,877
♪ Quiet when I'm comin' home
And I'm on my own ♪
1320
01:09:32,464 --> 01:09:36,218
♪ I could lie, say I like it like that ♪
1321
01:09:36,301 --> 01:09:39,888
♪ Like it like that ♪
1322
01:09:42,390 --> 01:09:46,435
♪ I could lie, say I like it like that ♪
1323
01:09:46,520 --> 01:09:51,567
♪ Like it like that ♪
1324
01:09:51,649 --> 01:09:54,486
[crowd cheers]
1325
01:10:01,159 --> 01:10:02,369
Thank you.
1326
01:10:17,509 --> 01:10:20,262
You know, the screen came back eventually.
1327
01:10:20,345 --> 01:10:22,181
[Claudia]
"Bury a friend" was fucking crazy.
1328
01:10:22,264 --> 01:10:23,724
I know. Billie killed it.
1329
01:10:24,683 --> 01:10:26,518
They loved the new stuff.
1330
01:10:30,105 --> 01:10:31,940
At the end of the day,
kids were standing there
1331
01:10:32,024 --> 01:10:33,609
to see Billie Eilish,
and you're Billie Eilish.
1332
01:10:33,692 --> 01:10:35,277
-[Claudia] Yeah.
-And you killed it, you know what I mean?
1333
01:10:35,360 --> 01:10:38,530
[Claudia] You did exactly what, like,
everyone wanted.
1334
01:10:39,698 --> 01:10:41,575
[Mom] You guys, that was amazing.
1335
01:10:41,658 --> 01:10:46,580
-Oh, thank you.
-It was. Your performance was spectacular.
1336
01:10:46,663 --> 01:10:48,624
You killed it.
You didn't seem nervous at all.
1337
01:10:48,707 --> 01:10:51,043
-[Mom] No, it was a beautiful--
-I just wasn't happy with it.
1338
01:10:51,126 --> 01:10:53,712
-[Finneas] What?
-I was not happy with the way I was.
1339
01:10:53,795 --> 01:10:54,796
[Mom] You were amazing.
1340
01:10:54,880 --> 01:10:56,924
[Billie] I was so excited for
"all the good girls go to hell,"
1341
01:10:57,007 --> 01:10:58,550
and then I bombed the shit out of it.
1342
01:10:58,634 --> 01:11:01,678
-[Finneas laughs]
-[Mom] It was fine and funny.
1343
01:11:01,762 --> 01:11:03,305
-I love you. Amazing.
-[Finneas] You really did great.
1344
01:11:03,388 --> 01:11:05,349
-[Mom] Billie, you're amazing.
-[Finneas] That was fantastic!
1345
01:11:05,432 --> 01:11:06,808
It was amazing.
1346
01:11:06,892 --> 01:11:08,644
I wish you could feel what we felt.
1347
01:11:08,727 --> 01:11:10,812
People were thrilled.
1348
01:11:10,896 --> 01:11:16,026
People were just like, "A star.
She's a superstar. It's amazing."
1349
01:11:16,777 --> 01:11:19,112
People loved it so much.
1350
01:11:19,655 --> 01:11:23,575
And that's what you can do
with everything going down around you.
1351
01:11:24,868 --> 01:11:27,079
You forgot some words
to a new song.
1352
01:11:27,162 --> 01:11:28,497
Big deal.
1353
01:11:28,580 --> 01:11:30,040
Who cares?
1354
01:11:35,045 --> 01:11:36,255
[phone rings]
1355
01:11:37,673 --> 01:11:38,674
Hello.
1356
01:11:39,967 --> 01:11:41,176
Where are you?
1357
01:11:44,972 --> 01:11:46,390
Can you come here?
1358
01:11:51,979 --> 01:11:53,272
Can't you see me?
1359
01:11:59,528 --> 01:12:00,863
What do you mean, "try"?
1360
01:12:04,491 --> 01:12:05,701
Hello?
1361
01:12:11,957 --> 01:12:13,208
[phone thuds]
1362
01:12:17,671 --> 01:12:20,507
["xanny" instrumental plays]
1363
01:13:07,095 --> 01:13:08,680
[song continues]
1364
01:13:08,764 --> 01:13:10,349
[Finneas speaking indistinctly]
1365
01:13:16,063 --> 01:13:19,233
[Finneas] I'm just blaming you
for the beeping 'cause I like it.
1366
01:13:30,994 --> 01:13:32,746
[song continues]
1367
01:13:55,727 --> 01:13:57,563
[song ends]
1368
01:14:03,235 --> 01:14:05,737
[crowd chattering]
1369
01:14:11,410 --> 01:14:13,328
[Mom] Good morning, my sweetheart.
1370
01:14:17,916 --> 01:14:19,918
You were amazing last night.
1371
01:14:24,715 --> 01:14:26,258
I love you.
1372
01:14:26,341 --> 01:14:28,218
[Justin Bieber]
♪ Ain't no holding back guy ♪
1373
01:14:28,302 --> 01:14:32,055
♪ Come off like I'm mad guy
Always got your back guy ♪
1374
01:14:32,139 --> 01:14:35,392
♪ Yeah, I'm the real type
Keep you full of thrills type ♪
1375
01:14:35,475 --> 01:14:39,479
♪ Show you what it feels like
Got an open invite ♪
1376
01:14:39,563 --> 01:14:44,693
-♪ I'm the bad guy, woah-ooh ♪
-[all laugh]
1377
01:14:45,611 --> 01:14:48,322
[manager] Billie, that's gotta be
pretty amazing for you.
1378
01:14:48,405 --> 01:14:51,783
-[Billie] That's crazy that's his voice.
-[Mom] Justin Bieber's voice.
1379
01:14:51,867 --> 01:14:53,702
[Bieber] ♪ Gold teeth, my neck ♪
1380
01:14:53,785 --> 01:14:55,537
♪ My wrist is froze
I got more ice than... ♪
1381
01:14:55,621 --> 01:14:57,581
-You're gonna cry?
-Aw.
1382
01:14:57,664 --> 01:14:59,875
Because she's cried
over Justin Bieber's songs
1383
01:14:59,958 --> 01:15:01,877
so much over the years,
1384
01:15:01,960 --> 01:15:03,754
-and he's singing their song now.
-[Danny] Yeah.
1385
01:15:03,837 --> 01:15:04,963
He's singing your song.
1386
01:15:05,047 --> 01:15:06,590
[manager]
I hear he's here this weekend.
1387
01:15:06,673 --> 01:15:07,674
[Danny] He is.
1388
01:15:08,425 --> 01:15:10,052
[crowd cheers]
1389
01:15:10,135 --> 01:15:11,261
[Ariana Grande] Coachella!
1390
01:15:13,180 --> 01:15:14,598
Let me hear you all.
1391
01:15:16,266 --> 01:15:17,601
[song begins]
1392
01:15:17,684 --> 01:15:19,353
[crowd cheers]
1393
01:15:23,315 --> 01:15:25,943
[Ariana Grande sings "bad idea"]
1394
01:15:30,948 --> 01:15:32,115
[man] Oh, there you are.
1395
01:15:33,033 --> 01:15:35,661
-[crowd screams, cheers]
-[singing continues]
1396
01:15:35,744 --> 01:15:38,372
[fan] Oh! Justin Bieber!
1397
01:15:38,455 --> 01:15:41,834
-Justin! Justin!
-[bodyguard chuckles]
1398
01:15:57,724 --> 01:15:58,892
[no audible dialogue]
1399
01:16:07,985 --> 01:16:10,696
[crowd cheers]
1400
01:16:16,451 --> 01:16:18,495
[song fades]
1401
01:16:18,579 --> 01:16:21,039
["come out and play" instrumental plays]
1402
01:16:39,057 --> 01:16:41,476
[Billie] I just saw his eyebrow,
and I know his face.
1403
01:16:41,560 --> 01:16:43,729
-[Mom laughs]
-I know everything about him.
1404
01:16:43,812 --> 01:16:46,356
He was born at St. Jude's Hospital
1405
01:16:46,440 --> 01:16:50,235
on March 1st, at 12:56 a.m.,
on the second floor.
1406
01:16:50,319 --> 01:16:52,779
-[Claudia] Holy fuck.
-Enough.
1407
01:16:53,405 --> 01:16:56,283
-[Finneas] Yeah, where were you born?
-I have no idea.
1408
01:16:56,366 --> 01:16:59,203
He came over to me
and I ran away from him.
1409
01:16:59,286 --> 01:17:01,830
And he just stood there
and looked at me...
1410
01:17:01,914 --> 01:17:03,248
[Claudia] I know. You ran away.
1411
01:17:03,332 --> 01:17:05,751
-...with his eyes. [laughs]
-[Claudia] You pivoted away.
1412
01:17:05,834 --> 01:17:07,377
[Finneas] He looked at you with his eyes?
1413
01:17:08,962 --> 01:17:11,924
-[Claudia] His eyes.
-His eyes.
1414
01:17:14,676 --> 01:17:20,098
-[sniffs, breathes deeply] Ah.
-That's so amazing, Billie.
1415
01:17:21,225 --> 01:17:24,895
[sniffs]
And I literally cried in his arms...
1416
01:17:24,978 --> 01:17:26,605
-[Claudia laughs]
-...for, like, five minutes,
1417
01:17:26,688 --> 01:17:28,065
like... [mimics shuddering]
1418
01:17:28,148 --> 01:17:31,276
And every time I would do this,
kind of, like... [mimics shuddering]
1419
01:17:31,360 --> 01:17:35,572
...like, you could feel it,
and he would just squeeze me. [laughs]
1420
01:17:35,656 --> 01:17:37,157
[Dad] Aw. You know what that's like.
1421
01:17:37,241 --> 01:17:38,992
It happens to you every meet and greet.
1422
01:17:39,076 --> 01:17:40,953
Yeah, you know exactly how you--
1423
01:17:41,036 --> 01:17:45,374
How... you know,
it feels to be him in that situation.
1424
01:17:51,004 --> 01:17:52,005
[sniffs]
1425
01:17:52,673 --> 01:17:56,927
[Billie] "It's moments like tonight,
where I'm reminded what I mean to people.
1426
01:17:57,010 --> 01:18:00,639
Your love for me touched my heart.
You are so special.
1427
01:18:03,809 --> 01:18:07,020
Not for what you can do,
but for who you are.
1428
01:18:08,230 --> 01:18:09,690
-Remember that."
-[Finneas] Damn.
1429
01:18:09,773 --> 01:18:13,193
"I'm so impressed
by your aura and presence.
1430
01:18:18,365 --> 01:18:20,701
You carry a heavy calling.
1431
01:18:20,784 --> 01:18:25,289
You are an idol to so many.
I'm excited to watch you flourish.
1432
01:18:25,372 --> 01:18:28,166
You are beyond special.
Thank you for tonight.
1433
01:18:29,710 --> 01:18:32,379
It meant just as much to me
as it meant to you.
1434
01:18:32,462 --> 01:18:35,382
I also want to let you know
that it feels like yesterday"--
1435
01:18:36,675 --> 01:18:37,843
[all chuckle]
1436
01:18:39,052 --> 01:18:41,638
"It feels like yesterday I was singing"--
1437
01:18:42,806 --> 01:18:45,976
Oh, "Yesterday I was 15,
singing 'One Time,'
1438
01:18:46,059 --> 01:18:48,395
and now I'm 25, and that was ten years ago
1439
01:18:48,478 --> 01:18:50,731
and it flew by like a flash.
1440
01:18:50,814 --> 01:18:54,109
Enjoy every minute
of what you are experiencing."
1441
01:18:54,193 --> 01:18:55,777
[whines]
1442
01:18:56,403 --> 01:19:01,533
"Embrace it all, believe, you are great,
but not greater than anyone."
1443
01:19:02,868 --> 01:19:05,287
[Finneas sniffs]
Bill, you gotta be friends with him.
1444
01:19:06,538 --> 01:19:07,748
You have to.
1445
01:19:10,167 --> 01:19:11,376
-Yeah.
-Gosh.
1446
01:19:12,628 --> 01:19:14,004
-[sniffs]
-[Finneas] Seriously.
1447
01:19:14,087 --> 01:19:16,882
Let's talk about--
Let's talk about people that value you.
1448
01:19:16,965 --> 01:19:18,800
People that give you value.
1449
01:19:21,512 --> 01:19:22,596
[groans]
1450
01:19:23,180 --> 01:19:26,141
♪ 'Cause everything starts
From something ♪
1451
01:19:26,225 --> 01:19:29,228
♪ But something would be nothing ♪
1452
01:19:29,311 --> 01:19:35,400
♪ Nothing if your heart didn't dream
With me ♪
1453
01:19:35,484 --> 01:19:38,278
♪ 'Cause everything starts
From something ♪
1454
01:19:38,362 --> 01:19:41,365
♪ But something would be nothing ♪
1455
01:19:41,448 --> 01:19:46,745
♪ Nothing if your heart didn't dream
With me ♪
1456
01:19:47,371 --> 01:19:52,334
♪ Where would I be ♪
1457
01:19:52,417 --> 01:19:56,171
♪ If you didn't believe? ♪
1458
01:19:56,255 --> 01:19:58,423
♪ I know you got your wall ♪
1459
01:19:58,507 --> 01:20:02,010
♪ Wrapped all the way around your heart ♪
1460
01:20:02,094 --> 01:20:08,225
♪ Don't have to be scared at all
Oh, my love ♪
1461
01:20:08,308 --> 01:20:11,687
♪ But you can't fly unless you let your ♪
1462
01:20:11,770 --> 01:20:15,941
♪ You can't fly
Unless you let yourself fall ♪
1463
01:20:16,024 --> 01:20:18,569
♪ I will catch you if you fall ♪
1464
01:20:18,652 --> 01:20:21,613
♪ I will catch you if you fall ♪
1465
01:20:21,697 --> 01:20:26,410
♪ I will catch you if you fall ♪
1466
01:20:26,493 --> 01:20:31,707
♪ But if you spread your wings
You can fly away with me ♪
1467
01:20:31,790 --> 01:20:35,043
♪ You can't fly unless you let yourself ♪
1468
01:20:35,127 --> 01:20:38,172
♪ Let yourself fall ♪
1469
01:20:39,089 --> 01:20:42,593
[Mom] As a little kid,
I considered taking her to therapy.
1470
01:20:42,676 --> 01:20:44,845
I mean, there were days, driving--
1471
01:20:44,928 --> 01:20:48,015
I remember driving her to dance class
and just thinking,
1472
01:20:48,098 --> 01:20:50,684
"How are we gonna cope with this?
How are we gonna cope?"
1473
01:20:50,767 --> 01:20:53,812
She's lovesick, you know.
1474
01:20:53,896 --> 01:20:57,316
Just like desperately in love
with Justin Bieber.
1475
01:20:57,900 --> 01:20:59,776
So, to meet him...
1476
01:20:59,860 --> 01:21:02,905
And we all--
The whole family went to see Believe.
1477
01:21:02,988 --> 01:21:05,741
I think we went
on Christmas Day to see it,
1478
01:21:05,824 --> 01:21:07,534
or Never Say Never, one of them.
1479
01:21:07,618 --> 01:21:11,038
Whole family went,
then we-- whole family saw the next one.
1480
01:21:11,121 --> 01:21:15,250
I mean, and we all thought he was amazing,
like, we never were-- Ah.
1481
01:21:15,334 --> 01:21:18,712
We were never in the... the "hater" camp,
1482
01:21:18,795 --> 01:21:21,673
of which sadly for every person
in the world, there is...
1483
01:21:21,757 --> 01:21:23,967
anyone who's talented or amazing.
1484
01:21:24,051 --> 01:21:25,677
But we were never that, we're always like,
1485
01:21:25,761 --> 01:21:28,347
"Wow, this kid's amazing,
he's so talented.
1486
01:21:29,097 --> 01:21:30,766
He works so hard."
1487
01:21:30,849 --> 01:21:33,435
So, you know...
1488
01:21:34,853 --> 01:21:37,314
She couldn't process it.
You could just see her standing there.
1489
01:21:37,397 --> 01:21:39,942
She couldn't-- She couldn't take it in.
1490
01:21:40,025 --> 01:21:43,278
I mean, she sobbed in his arms, you know?
1491
01:21:43,362 --> 01:21:45,614
She was crying,
and he was so sweet to her,
1492
01:21:45,697 --> 01:21:47,157
and it meant so much to her.
1493
01:21:47,241 --> 01:21:49,868
And it seems to have meant a lot to him,
which is--
1494
01:21:50,410 --> 01:21:52,371
I don't know, I felt so--
You know, you feel--
1495
01:21:52,454 --> 01:21:57,417
Your heart kinda breaks for him,
because he's 25 years old,
1496
01:21:57,501 --> 01:22:00,921
that is so young
you can't even process how young that is.
1497
01:22:01,505 --> 01:22:03,382
And he's just been through so much,
1498
01:22:03,465 --> 01:22:06,468
and he's screwed up
a lot and he came back, and--
1499
01:22:07,094 --> 01:22:11,181
screwed up and he's found
this girl that he loves and--
1500
01:22:12,015 --> 01:22:15,018
He's really sad, you know.
1501
01:22:17,396 --> 01:22:21,108
I honestly don't know how
any artist of any age
1502
01:22:21,191 --> 01:22:27,865
with this kind of trajectory
is doing it without a parent, you know?
1503
01:22:27,948 --> 01:22:31,451
Like, someone who loves you
more than life itself
1504
01:22:31,535 --> 01:22:34,204
and would do anything for you, like how--
[inhales shakily]
1505
01:22:34,288 --> 01:22:37,082
And there's nobody-- You can't pay
someone to do that, you know?
1506
01:22:37,165 --> 01:22:39,835
I mean-- And--
And we come as close as we can.
1507
01:22:39,918 --> 01:22:42,880
I think that the people on her team
do love her that way,
1508
01:22:42,963 --> 01:22:45,215
and they would do anything for her, but--
1509
01:22:45,799 --> 01:22:47,426
You know. Like I say, they can't--
1510
01:22:47,509 --> 01:22:49,052
They can't see her
in the middle of the night.
1511
01:22:49,136 --> 01:22:50,387
They can't see her in the morning.
1512
01:22:50,470 --> 01:22:52,472
Can't see how
she's coping or feeling.
1513
01:22:57,144 --> 01:23:00,314
When you think of
your mental health journey,
1514
01:23:00,397 --> 01:23:01,607
what comes to mind?
1515
01:23:04,484 --> 01:23:07,404
Um, being really bad
at taking care of my mental health.
1516
01:23:08,780 --> 01:23:11,325
I'm a person who wants
to make things better
1517
01:23:11,408 --> 01:23:13,035
for other people and make--
1518
01:23:14,244 --> 01:23:17,539
You know, do the right thing
no matter what it's doing to me.
1519
01:23:17,623 --> 01:23:20,584
Um, and--
Or whether it is the right thing at all.
1520
01:23:22,211 --> 01:23:23,504
[Billie singing "All We Do"]
1521
01:23:23,587 --> 01:23:25,923
[Billie] The right thing should be
what's right for you.
1522
01:23:30,302 --> 01:23:31,553
Q is at the emergency room.
1523
01:23:31,637 --> 01:23:34,223
-[stylist speaking indistinctly]
-Why?
1524
01:23:34,306 --> 01:23:36,642
'Cause he broke his hand,
'cause he punched a wall.
1525
01:23:36,725 --> 01:23:37,935
Jesus Christ.
1526
01:23:38,685 --> 01:23:41,230
And I'm trying to get him
to go to therapy.
1527
01:23:41,897 --> 01:23:43,565
He's so self-destructive.
1528
01:23:43,649 --> 01:23:45,234
That's really scary. I'm sorry.
1529
01:23:48,153 --> 01:23:50,822
[stylist]
All right, so we're fitting for tour,
1530
01:23:50,906 --> 01:23:54,201
and then we have this
ASCAP thing on Thursday,
1531
01:23:54,284 --> 01:23:55,786
which is like a red carpet.
1532
01:23:55,869 --> 01:23:58,956
Um, and then I think that's kinda it.
1533
01:23:59,039 --> 01:24:00,707
It's just a lot of looks for tour.
1534
01:24:00,791 --> 01:24:01,792
Ooh.
1535
01:24:03,293 --> 01:24:04,294
Hard.
1536
01:24:08,382 --> 01:24:10,843
[singing continues]
1537
01:24:16,557 --> 01:24:18,225
[song continues]
1538
01:24:20,269 --> 01:24:22,020
[Dad] How do you wipe yourself with these?
1539
01:24:22,104 --> 01:24:25,274
-[laughs]
-[friend] Just like you. [laughs]
1540
01:24:25,691 --> 01:24:27,067
When she gets...
1541
01:24:47,671 --> 01:24:50,132
I'm worried.
'Cause he's talking to her a long time,
1542
01:24:50,215 --> 01:24:52,593
like he's explaining something
to do better.
1543
01:24:56,930 --> 01:24:59,141
[Mom chuckles] Did you pass?
1544
01:24:59,224 --> 01:25:00,517
-Yes.
-[squeals]
1545
01:25:00,601 --> 01:25:02,561
-[exclaims]
-[Mom] How was it?
1546
01:25:02,644 --> 01:25:04,897
It was fine. It was so easy.
1547
01:25:05,564 --> 01:25:07,441
[Dad] Can you have passengers now?
1548
01:25:07,524 --> 01:25:09,818
-[Billie] No, only when I'm 18.
-Eighteen?
1549
01:25:09,902 --> 01:25:12,196
But I can be alone though.
That's what's important.
1550
01:25:12,279 --> 01:25:14,865
[Mom] Yeah, because there's so many places
you can go alone.
1551
01:25:14,948 --> 01:25:17,117
[Billie] I can go to my people's houses.
1552
01:25:17,201 --> 01:25:20,537
Which, by the way, I'm going to. Today.
1553
01:25:21,288 --> 01:25:22,289
[Dad] Doing what?
1554
01:25:22,372 --> 01:25:25,751
I wanna go see Q and his broken hand.
1555
01:25:25,834 --> 01:25:28,795
[Dad] I heard he broke his hand 'cause
he was angry and he punched the wall.
1556
01:25:29,421 --> 01:25:30,422
[Billie] Yeah.
1557
01:25:32,341 --> 01:25:34,510
[Dad]
You don't want him getting angry at you.
1558
01:25:34,593 --> 01:25:36,762
No, he never does it to anyone.
1559
01:25:36,845 --> 01:25:39,848
It's only a... other thing.
1560
01:25:45,812 --> 01:25:48,315
[Dad] So you know that
when you're alone in the car
1561
01:25:48,398 --> 01:25:50,943
and nobody's there to say anything to you,
1562
01:25:51,026 --> 01:25:53,445
the rules of law still apply.
1563
01:25:53,529 --> 01:25:57,491
It's not now you get to speed
and do all kind of stupid shit.
1564
01:25:57,574 --> 01:25:58,659
[Billie] Yeah.
1565
01:25:59,743 --> 01:26:02,079
So, you've been, you know--
1566
01:26:02,162 --> 01:26:04,122
You've learned to drive,
and you've been coached
1567
01:26:04,206 --> 01:26:06,667
and helped and tested...
1568
01:26:08,085 --> 01:26:13,966
in order to be sure that you're
going to be a sober, sensible driver.
1569
01:26:14,883 --> 01:26:17,469
So, slow down. Try to figure it out.
1570
01:26:17,553 --> 01:26:20,681
If you make a wrong turn, go around,
come back, and make the right turn.
1571
01:26:20,764 --> 01:26:26,103
Don't swerve across the freeway
and suddenly stop in the median, right?
1572
01:26:26,186 --> 01:26:27,980
All the things
we've been talking about all this time.
1573
01:26:28,063 --> 01:26:28,897
Yeah.
1574
01:26:28,981 --> 01:26:31,233
But now
that you're navigating on your own...
1575
01:26:32,276 --> 01:26:36,196
you'll have a heightened sense of,
I believe, anxiety,
1576
01:26:36,780 --> 01:26:39,825
so always just
err on the side of being safe.
1577
01:26:39,908 --> 01:26:41,201
"Whoops...
1578
01:26:42,119 --> 01:26:44,204
I went down the wrong entrance ramp,
1579
01:26:44,288 --> 01:26:47,082
so I gotta go down another mile
and turn around."
1580
01:26:47,165 --> 01:26:48,584
Okay.
1581
01:26:49,543 --> 01:26:51,795
-I love you.
-[Dad] Love you.
1582
01:27:01,555 --> 01:27:02,723
[Billie] I go.
1583
01:27:05,350 --> 01:27:06,393
So long.
1584
01:27:12,232 --> 01:27:14,651
[Dad] All these things aren't sudden,
for the most part, you know?
1585
01:27:14,735 --> 01:27:16,612
Her childhood went somewhere a while ago.
1586
01:27:18,322 --> 01:27:20,949
Well, there's not much to it,
but it is-- It's profound.
1587
01:27:21,033 --> 01:27:25,537
And I think for her, you know,
it's, you know, the future.
1588
01:27:26,455 --> 01:27:28,540
Everybody feels that way
when you get a license.
1589
01:27:28,624 --> 01:27:32,211
You're off to see
what your life turns into.
1590
01:27:34,588 --> 01:27:37,216
So... yeah.
1591
01:27:37,758 --> 01:27:40,844
You know, and then we just
live in denial, as always.
1592
01:27:40,928 --> 01:27:41,929
[chuckles]
1593
01:27:43,013 --> 01:27:44,973
'Cause you can't
think about it too hard...
1594
01:27:46,141 --> 01:27:48,477
or you won't let her
do anything, you know?
1595
01:27:53,774 --> 01:27:58,278
I mean, I was-- I had a drink of something
and I completely choked on it, like water.
1596
01:27:58,362 --> 01:27:59,446
I had some yesterday.
1597
01:27:59,530 --> 01:28:01,615
It came out my nose and my eyes teared up,
1598
01:28:01,698 --> 01:28:05,035
and I was like, it's remarkable
that we stay alive, at all.
1599
01:28:05,118 --> 01:28:07,120
Yeah, we're this delicate system.
1600
01:28:08,372 --> 01:28:10,457
And, you know, it's remarkable that we...
1601
01:28:12,334 --> 01:28:13,627
You have to have faith,
1602
01:28:13,710 --> 01:28:16,547
you have to do your best,
and live your best life and...
1603
01:28:18,632 --> 01:28:20,467
and then you have to live in denial.
1604
01:28:22,177 --> 01:28:24,388
[chuckles] 'Cause what else?
1605
01:28:28,642 --> 01:28:30,727
Alternative is you can't do anything.
1606
01:28:30,811 --> 01:28:32,312
Can't have a boyfriend,
you can't have a car,
1607
01:28:32,396 --> 01:28:33,605
you can't go anywhere.
1608
01:28:33,689 --> 01:28:34,898
It's unacceptable.
1609
01:28:36,525 --> 01:28:37,734
We all did it.
1610
01:28:42,531 --> 01:28:45,576
[sighs] Anyway.
1611
01:28:47,744 --> 01:28:50,122
-[Mom] Where's Billie?
-She done gone.
1612
01:28:50,205 --> 01:28:51,582
-She did?
-Yeah.
1613
01:28:51,665 --> 01:28:52,875
Just to drive around?
1614
01:28:53,542 --> 01:28:54,918
No, she's gone gone.
1615
01:28:55,002 --> 01:28:58,714
Oh. I thought she was gonna
come talk to me first.
1616
01:28:58,797 --> 01:29:00,090
You were on the phone.
1617
01:29:00,174 --> 01:29:02,676
I told her
she could come say something though.
1618
01:29:02,759 --> 01:29:04,386
I said she can come talk to me.
1619
01:29:05,012 --> 01:29:06,805
Well, that makes me sad.
1620
01:29:06,889 --> 01:29:08,015
Well, I'm sorry.
1621
01:29:08,640 --> 01:29:10,726
You were in an important phone call.
1622
01:29:10,809 --> 01:29:13,645
No, but I literally said
she can come talk to me.
1623
01:29:15,022 --> 01:29:17,357
Okay. Well, I can't call her.
1624
01:29:17,441 --> 01:29:19,276
-She's driving a car.
-[Dad laughs]
1625
01:29:20,152 --> 01:29:22,905
Did she go to the... guy's house?
1626
01:29:22,988 --> 01:29:26,116
-She's going to the studio.
-Which is where?
1627
01:29:26,200 --> 01:29:27,701
West Hollywood, like, near--
1628
01:29:27,784 --> 01:29:29,620
She's going to West Hollywood?
1629
01:29:29,703 --> 01:29:31,914
-[laughs] Yes.
-Ah.
1630
01:29:33,498 --> 01:29:35,459
She said he lived in North Hollywood.
1631
01:29:35,959 --> 01:29:37,586
We've never known where he lives.
1632
01:29:38,378 --> 01:29:40,422
I wanted her to put the thing on
1633
01:29:40,506 --> 01:29:42,966
where you can follow someone's phone,
you know?
1634
01:29:43,050 --> 01:29:47,346
You can find where they are,
just for safety purposes, you know?
1635
01:29:47,429 --> 01:29:49,932
'Cause I don't think she has that
on her phone and Finneas did,
1636
01:29:50,015 --> 01:29:52,684
so you could always be like,
"Oh, this is where she is," you know?
1637
01:29:52,768 --> 01:29:54,186
Find Your Friends app?
1638
01:29:54,269 --> 01:29:55,479
Yeah, probably.
1639
01:29:57,272 --> 01:29:58,857
All right. I thought she did.
1640
01:30:03,487 --> 01:30:05,697
[Billie] On my last tour, when I had
shin splints and a sprained ankle
1641
01:30:05,781 --> 01:30:08,075
and I threw out my neck
and everything, like...
1642
01:30:08,617 --> 01:30:12,579
there was a moment
where I was in so much pain,
1643
01:30:12,663 --> 01:30:16,458
that it was the first time I've ever
thought that I had to cancel a show.
1644
01:30:16,542 --> 01:30:19,962
Not because, "Oh, I'm in too much pain,"
it was more, like,
1645
01:30:20,045 --> 01:30:22,089
"I can't do the show I want to.
1646
01:30:22,172 --> 01:30:24,758
I can't give you
the show that I wanna give you."
1647
01:30:24,842 --> 01:30:27,678
And it's like, my favorite part
about all this is the shows.
1648
01:30:27,761 --> 01:30:31,932
You say these shows are, like, everything,
but you posted before the Europe trip,
1649
01:30:32,015 --> 01:30:33,976
like, "I don't wanna go,"
or "Take me home,"
1650
01:30:34,059 --> 01:30:35,894
-whatever, on Instagram.
-[Billie] True.
1651
01:30:35,978 --> 01:30:38,021
-So, is it... What is it?
-[Billie laughs]
1652
01:30:38,105 --> 01:30:40,899
Do you love it, do you hate it?
Is it a combination of both?
1653
01:30:40,983 --> 01:30:45,529
It is really difficult to leave
the people that you love.
1654
01:30:47,614 --> 01:30:53,120
Leaving the people that need me
is so hard to do.
1655
01:30:53,745 --> 01:30:55,539
[crowd screams]
1656
01:30:59,126 --> 01:31:00,127
[fan] Hi, Billie!
1657
01:31:00,210 --> 01:31:01,795
-[Billie] Hello...
-Oh, my God. I love you.
1658
01:31:01,879 --> 01:31:04,298
-Billie, can I have a photo?
-Yes. Go for it.
1659
01:31:05,465 --> 01:31:08,135
-I'm gonna cry.
-Billie.
1660
01:31:08,218 --> 01:31:10,512
Wait, are you getting a photo with her?
Oh, my God.
1661
01:31:10,596 --> 01:31:12,181
Thank you so much. I love you so much.
1662
01:31:14,766 --> 01:31:16,602
Oh, shit!
1663
01:31:18,020 --> 01:31:20,772
I love you! I love you!
1664
01:31:20,856 --> 01:31:22,107
["listen before i go" playing]
1665
01:31:22,191 --> 01:31:24,526
♪ You better hurry ♪
1666
01:31:25,986 --> 01:31:29,823
♪ 'Cause I'm leavin' soon ♪
1667
01:31:32,826 --> 01:31:38,749
♪ Sorry can't save me now ♪
1668
01:31:42,461 --> 01:31:47,633
♪ Sorry I don't know how ♪
1669
01:31:51,970 --> 01:31:58,810
♪ Sorry there's no way out ♪
1670
01:32:00,521 --> 01:32:02,856
♪ But down ♪
1671
01:32:05,234 --> 01:32:07,653
♪ Mmm, down ♪
1672
01:32:11,031 --> 01:32:17,996
♪ Call my friends
And tell them that I love them ♪
1673
01:32:19,748 --> 01:32:23,335
♪ And I'll miss them ♪
1674
01:32:24,169 --> 01:32:26,880
♪ But I'm not sorry ♪
1675
01:32:30,425 --> 01:32:37,015
♪ Call my friends
And tell them that I love them ♪
1676
01:32:39,226 --> 01:32:41,645
♪ And I'll miss them ♪
1677
01:32:44,940 --> 01:32:46,066
♪ Sorry ♪
1678
01:32:46,650 --> 01:32:49,862
[crowd cheers]
1679
01:32:57,870 --> 01:32:59,288
[Billie] I've always been
that kind of person
1680
01:32:59,371 --> 01:33:01,832
that needs to be around friends.
1681
01:33:01,915 --> 01:33:04,084
That's probably been
the hardest thing in touring.
1682
01:33:04,168 --> 01:33:06,336
It's just not being able
to be around friends, so, like,
1683
01:33:07,671 --> 01:33:10,757
with this tour,
I was able to bring a friend out.
1684
01:33:14,094 --> 01:33:17,347
It doesn't make me happy
to be lonely all the time,
1685
01:33:17,431 --> 01:33:19,266
so I'm working on it.
1686
01:33:24,771 --> 01:33:28,066
[vocalizing]
1687
01:33:39,077 --> 01:33:42,080
[singing "when the party's over" in Maori]
1688
01:33:49,129 --> 01:33:51,340
[radio presenter] Billie Eilish.
We promised you we'd get her on.
1689
01:33:51,423 --> 01:33:53,133
-Good morning, Billie.
-[radio presenter 2] Hey, Billie.
1690
01:33:53,217 --> 01:33:54,968
[Billie] Good morning. How ya doin'?
1691
01:33:55,052 --> 01:33:56,762
[radio presenter] We went to Coachella,
me and the girlfriend.
1692
01:33:56,845 --> 01:33:59,014
The girlfriend
freaked at your performance.
1693
01:33:59,097 --> 01:34:00,432
Everyone loves you.
1694
01:34:00,516 --> 01:34:03,977
You're 17 years old,
and you're owning the world.
1695
01:34:04,061 --> 01:34:06,271
-[Billie chuckles]
-That must be mental, right?
1696
01:34:06,355 --> 01:34:07,439
It's crazy, dude.
1697
01:34:07,523 --> 01:34:09,149
[screams, laughs]
1698
01:34:10,108 --> 01:34:11,652
["bellyache" plays]
1699
01:34:18,075 --> 01:34:19,368
-[Billie] UNO.
-[friend] No UNO!
1700
01:34:19,451 --> 01:34:22,538
[Billie] This has been, like,
the first tour that's actually been fun.
1701
01:34:22,621 --> 01:34:25,040
And I don't mean the shows,
'cause the shows are always fun,
1702
01:34:25,123 --> 01:34:28,418
but I just feel, like, this tour...
It's just been good.
1703
01:34:29,253 --> 01:34:30,963
♪ Sitting all alone ♪
1704
01:34:31,463 --> 01:34:33,632
♪ Mouth full of gum ♪
1705
01:34:33,715 --> 01:34:35,551
♪ In the driveway ♪
1706
01:34:38,720 --> 01:34:40,848
♪ My friends aren't far ♪
1707
01:34:40,931 --> 01:34:43,141
♪ In the back of my car ♪
1708
01:34:43,225 --> 01:34:45,018
♪ Lay their bodies ♪
1709
01:34:47,646 --> 01:34:51,567
♪ Where's my mind? ♪
1710
01:34:52,693 --> 01:34:56,363
♪ Where's my mind? ♪
1711
01:34:57,823 --> 01:34:59,700
♪ They'll be here pretty soon ♪
1712
01:35:00,325 --> 01:35:01,827
♪ Looking through my room ♪
1713
01:35:02,327 --> 01:35:04,204
♪ For the money ♪
1714
01:35:04,913 --> 01:35:07,040
[crowd cheers]
1715
01:35:07,624 --> 01:35:09,960
-[fans scream]
-♪ I'm biting my nails ♪
1716
01:35:10,043 --> 01:35:12,045
♪ I'm too young to go to jail ♪
1717
01:35:12,129 --> 01:35:14,006
♪ It's kinda funny ♪
1718
01:35:16,758 --> 01:35:20,095
♪ Where's my mind? ♪
1719
01:35:21,388 --> 01:35:25,017
♪ Where's my mind? ♪
1720
01:35:26,143 --> 01:35:29,771
♪ Where's my mind? ♪
1721
01:35:29,855 --> 01:35:32,649
♪ Where's my mind? ♪
1722
01:35:32,733 --> 01:35:33,734
Let's go!
1723
01:35:35,194 --> 01:35:37,738
♪ Maybe it's in the gutter ♪
1724
01:35:37,821 --> 01:35:40,032
♪ Where I left my lover ♪
1725
01:35:40,115 --> 01:35:42,159
♪ What an expensive fake ♪
1726
01:35:42,659 --> 01:35:44,369
[crowd screams]
1727
01:35:44,453 --> 01:35:47,080
♪ My V is for Vendetta ♪
1728
01:35:47,164 --> 01:35:49,166
♪ Thought that I'd feel better ♪
1729
01:35:49,249 --> 01:35:51,919
♪ But now I got a bellyache ♪
1730
01:35:52,002 --> 01:35:53,879
[crowd screams]
1731
01:35:53,962 --> 01:35:55,172
[phone rings]
1732
01:35:57,090 --> 01:35:58,926
-Mm.
-[phone chimes]
1733
01:35:59,009 --> 01:36:00,636
-[Q] Hello?
-Where are you?
1734
01:36:01,803 --> 01:36:04,139
[Q] I'm, uh, driving right now.
1735
01:36:05,724 --> 01:36:07,643
[groans]
1736
01:36:07,726 --> 01:36:10,604
-[man] Yes. Yeah!
-I miss you.
1737
01:36:12,689 --> 01:36:13,857
-I miss you.
-[Q] Hello?
1738
01:36:13,941 --> 01:36:16,276
I miss you. I miss you.
1739
01:36:16,360 --> 01:36:18,820
[Q sighs] I will see...
1740
01:36:18,904 --> 01:36:21,156
Let me call you
when I'm done driving, baby.
1741
01:36:21,240 --> 01:36:22,824
-I love you, baby.
-[Q] All right, babe.
1742
01:36:22,908 --> 01:36:24,117
Call me later, please.
1743
01:36:25,702 --> 01:36:26,912
Please?
1744
01:36:28,205 --> 01:36:29,414
Sev.
1745
01:36:30,958 --> 01:36:32,167
Ugh, fuck.
1746
01:36:35,879 --> 01:36:39,049
["WHEN I WAS OLDER" instrumental plays]
1747
01:37:03,991 --> 01:37:06,159
It's a hard time for teenagers, I think.
1748
01:37:06,743 --> 01:37:08,912
I think people give teenagers
a really rough time,
1749
01:37:08,996 --> 01:37:10,247
'cause they're like...
1750
01:37:10,956 --> 01:37:12,958
"Oh, they're privileged,
and why are they--
1751
01:37:13,041 --> 01:37:16,420
They have it so easy,"
and, "Why are-- They're fake-depressed."
1752
01:37:16,503 --> 01:37:19,464
And it's, like, no, there's a lot
to be depressed about right now.
1753
01:37:19,548 --> 01:37:21,884
If you're a teenager,
you're dealing with parents
1754
01:37:21,967 --> 01:37:25,179
probably who lived
through the recession, like us,
1755
01:37:25,262 --> 01:37:27,973
who've been scared
that they're gonna lose their homes,
1756
01:37:28,056 --> 01:37:30,767
or, you know, have financial hardship.
1757
01:37:30,851 --> 01:37:35,689
You lose-- Living in a culture with
an opioid epidemic and a drug epidemic.
1758
01:37:35,772 --> 01:37:39,234
You're facing, possibly,
the destruction of the planet.
1759
01:37:40,569 --> 01:37:44,656
You're in a political climate
that is terrifying...
1760
01:37:44,740 --> 01:37:48,076
racist climate, hateful...
1761
01:37:48,160 --> 01:37:51,163
You know, it is
a horrible time to be a teenager,
1762
01:37:51,246 --> 01:37:54,958
and people are like, "Oh, you know,
Billie Eilish's music is depressing."
1763
01:37:55,042 --> 01:37:56,668
It's, like, no, kids are depressed.
1764
01:37:57,586 --> 01:37:58,837
It's a scary time.
1765
01:38:00,714 --> 01:38:06,011
♪ When I'm away from you ♪
1766
01:38:06,094 --> 01:38:10,641
♪ I'm happier than ever ♪
1767
01:38:11,517 --> 01:38:16,480
♪ Don't you think it's ever... ♪
1768
01:38:17,022 --> 01:38:20,025
[vocalizing]
1769
01:38:21,318 --> 01:38:22,945
Hard. Ooh.
1770
01:38:23,028 --> 01:38:25,697
How about the whole song
is just more, like...
1771
01:38:26,990 --> 01:38:29,117
nothing even specific that they did.
1772
01:38:29,201 --> 01:38:31,119
You're just not happy being with them.
1773
01:38:31,912 --> 01:38:33,622
-I love that.
-You can't even explain it.
1774
01:38:33,705 --> 01:38:36,667
Like, say, like,
"I can't-- I can't explain it."
1775
01:38:37,918 --> 01:38:42,965
♪ When I'm away from you ♪
1776
01:38:43,048 --> 01:38:46,927
-♪ I'm happier than ever ♪
-♪ Than ever ♪
1777
01:38:47,636 --> 01:38:53,517
[in unison]
♪ Wish I could explain it better ♪
1778
01:38:53,600 --> 01:38:59,147
♪ Wish it wasn't true ♪
1779
01:39:01,733 --> 01:39:03,360
Okay, okay, I think I'm good.
1780
01:39:08,031 --> 01:39:09,199
Are you recording it?
1781
01:39:17,249 --> 01:39:22,296
♪ When I'm away from you ♪
1782
01:39:22,379 --> 01:39:23,839
♪ I'm happier than ever ♪
1783
01:39:23,922 --> 01:39:26,550
[horns blaring]
1784
01:39:26,633 --> 01:39:28,135
[Billie] I just wasn't happy.
1785
01:39:29,178 --> 01:39:31,096
And I didn't want
the same things he wanted,
1786
01:39:31,180 --> 01:39:33,265
and I don't think that's fair for him.
1787
01:39:34,391 --> 01:39:36,685
I don't think
you should be in a relationship,
1788
01:39:36,768 --> 01:39:39,980
super excited about certain things
the other person couldn't care less about.
1789
01:39:40,063 --> 01:39:41,523
I don't think that's fair to you.
1790
01:39:41,607 --> 01:39:43,859
So I don't think that was--
I didn't think that was fair to him.
1791
01:39:44,985 --> 01:39:46,945
And there was just a lack of...
1792
01:39:48,614 --> 01:39:50,490
um, effort, I think?
1793
01:39:51,450 --> 01:39:52,743
I literally was just like,
1794
01:39:52,826 --> 01:39:55,579
"Dude, you don't even
have enough love to love yourself.
1795
01:39:55,662 --> 01:39:57,247
You can't love me, dude."
1796
01:39:57,331 --> 01:40:01,793
Like... And you don't.
Like, you think you do.
1797
01:40:04,421 --> 01:40:06,965
I do love him, though,
which is what made it harder.
1798
01:40:07,049 --> 01:40:09,635
'Cause I'm not over him.
I didn't find someone else.
1799
01:40:09,718 --> 01:40:11,762
I didn't, like, stop having love for him.
1800
01:40:11,845 --> 01:40:14,473
I just, like, spent time
away from him for a little bit,
1801
01:40:14,556 --> 01:40:18,894
and I was like,
"Wow, I'm missing so much, because I'm,
1802
01:40:18,977 --> 01:40:22,564
like, I-- I'm worried about you
all the time,
1803
01:40:22,648 --> 01:40:24,691
and I don't want what you want,
1804
01:40:24,775 --> 01:40:26,985
and, like, you don't want
what I want." And...
1805
01:40:27,486 --> 01:40:31,365
Uh. I'm not-- I don't need to--
1806
01:40:31,448 --> 01:40:33,200
I don't wanna... fix him.
1807
01:40:33,784 --> 01:40:35,577
I can't fix him. I've tried.
1808
01:40:37,621 --> 01:40:39,623
I can't do it anymore,
like, I don't wanna do it.
1809
01:40:39,706 --> 01:40:41,917
I'm just not happy.
1810
01:40:44,628 --> 01:40:47,381
♪ He's gone, he's gone ♪
1811
01:40:47,464 --> 01:40:48,549
♪ He's gone ♪
1812
01:40:48,632 --> 01:40:51,552
♪ You're better off
I'm glad that he's gone ♪
1813
01:40:51,635 --> 01:40:54,805
♪ You and me under each other's wing ♪
1814
01:40:54,888 --> 01:40:57,140
-[Billie] That part.
-♪ But he spoiled everything ♪
1815
01:40:57,224 --> 01:40:59,935
♪ Bitch, I love you
He never loved you ♪
1816
01:41:00,018 --> 01:41:02,771
♪ He never loved you, my baby ♪
1817
01:41:02,855 --> 01:41:05,148
♪ Never no tears for that sucker ♪
1818
01:41:05,232 --> 01:41:06,984
[crowd cheers]
1819
01:41:07,943 --> 01:41:10,487
[Billie] New York, how ya doin' tonight?
1820
01:41:10,571 --> 01:41:11,697
[crowd cheers]
1821
01:41:14,867 --> 01:41:16,535
Do y'all feel good?
1822
01:41:16,618 --> 01:41:18,287
[cheer]
1823
01:41:18,370 --> 01:41:20,330
Good, because...
1824
01:41:21,582 --> 01:41:24,668
♪ "Baby, I don't feel so good" ♪
1825
01:41:24,751 --> 01:41:28,922
[Billie, crowd]
♪ Six words you never understood ♪
1826
01:41:29,756 --> 01:41:35,304
♪ "I'll never let you go"
Five words you'll never say ♪
1827
01:41:35,387 --> 01:41:37,055
[crowd] Aw.
1828
01:41:37,848 --> 01:41:44,688
♪ I laugh along like nothing's wrong
Four days has never felt so long ♪
1829
01:41:45,981 --> 01:41:51,528
♪ If three's a crowd and two was us
One slipped away ♪
1830
01:41:54,823 --> 01:41:59,828
♪ I just wanna make you feel okay ♪
1831
01:42:02,456 --> 01:42:08,212
♪ But all you do is look the other way ♪
1832
01:42:11,048 --> 01:42:16,678
♪ I can't tell you how much
I wish I didn't wanna stay ♪
1833
01:42:16,762 --> 01:42:18,096
♪ Oh ♪
1834
01:42:19,181 --> 01:42:24,061
♪ I just kinda wish you were gay ♪
1835
01:42:26,605 --> 01:42:30,025
♪ Is there a reason we're not through? ♪
1836
01:42:30,734 --> 01:42:33,820
♪ Is there a 12-step just for you? ♪
1837
01:42:34,821 --> 01:42:39,993
♪ Our conversation's all in blue
11 "heys" ♪
1838
01:42:40,077 --> 01:42:41,870
[crowd] Hey, hey, hey, hey.
1839
01:42:41,954 --> 01:42:46,124
♪ Ten fingers tearin' out my hair ♪
1840
01:42:46,208 --> 01:42:49,837
♪ Nine times you never made it there ♪
1841
01:42:51,129 --> 01:42:56,260
♪ I ate alone at 7:00
You were six minutes away ♪
1842
01:42:57,636 --> 01:42:59,763
[crowd screams]
1843
01:42:59,847 --> 01:43:04,476
♪ How am I supposed to
Make you feel okay ♪
1844
01:43:07,396 --> 01:43:13,235
♪ When all you do is walk the other way? ♪
1845
01:43:16,238 --> 01:43:21,326
♪ I can't tell you how much
I wish I didn't wanna stay ♪
1846
01:43:22,327 --> 01:43:23,704
♪ Oh ♪
1847
01:43:24,329 --> 01:43:28,333
♪ I just kinda wish you were gay ♪
1848
01:43:28,417 --> 01:43:30,711
[crowd cheers]
1849
01:43:34,631 --> 01:43:36,341
[Billie vocalizing]
1850
01:43:36,425 --> 01:43:39,428
♪ Maybe won't you take it back ♪
1851
01:43:39,511 --> 01:43:42,848
♪ Say you were trying to make me laugh ♪
1852
01:43:42,931 --> 01:43:46,268
♪ And nothing has to change today ♪
1853
01:43:46,351 --> 01:43:52,482
♪ You didn't mean to say I love you ♪
1854
01:43:55,944 --> 01:44:01,283
♪ I love you ♪
1855
01:44:02,284 --> 01:44:07,873
♪ And I don't want to ♪
1856
01:44:17,674 --> 01:44:20,928
♪ Up all night ♪
1857
01:44:23,555 --> 01:44:27,809
♪ On another red-eye ♪
1858
01:44:30,145 --> 01:44:35,776
♪ I wish we never learned to fly ♪
1859
01:44:37,110 --> 01:44:40,739
[vocalizes]
1860
01:44:43,951 --> 01:44:48,789
♪ Maybe we should just try ♪
1861
01:44:50,874 --> 01:44:55,629
♪ To tell ourselves a good lie ♪
1862
01:44:58,006 --> 01:45:03,387
♪ I didn't mean to make you cry ♪
1863
01:45:04,888 --> 01:45:08,559
[vocalizes]
1864
01:45:11,645 --> 01:45:13,522
[Billie hums]
1865
01:45:13,605 --> 01:45:16,650
♪ Maybe won't you take it back ♪
1866
01:45:16,733 --> 01:45:20,320
♪ Say you were trying to make me laugh ♪
1867
01:45:20,404 --> 01:45:23,699
♪ And nothing has to change today ♪
1868
01:45:23,782 --> 01:45:29,288
♪ You didn't mean to say I love you ♪
1869
01:45:33,292 --> 01:45:37,921
♪ I love you ♪
1870
01:45:39,756 --> 01:45:44,303
♪ And I don't want to ♪
1871
01:45:55,189 --> 01:45:58,400
♪ The smile that you gave me ♪
1872
01:45:58,483 --> 01:46:03,447
♪ Even when you felt like dyin' ♪
1873
01:46:04,990 --> 01:46:06,867
[vocalizes]
1874
01:46:09,369 --> 01:46:12,331
♪ We fall apart as it gets dark ♪
1875
01:46:12,414 --> 01:46:15,918
♪ I'm in your arms in Central Park ♪
1876
01:46:16,001 --> 01:46:17,002
[inhales sharply]
1877
01:46:17,085 --> 01:46:20,172
[crowd cheering]
1878
01:46:20,255 --> 01:46:25,135
[crowd]
♪ I can't escape the way I love you ♪
1879
01:46:28,138 --> 01:46:33,143
♪ And I don't want to ♪
1880
01:46:35,395 --> 01:46:40,192
♪ But I love you ♪
1881
01:46:43,403 --> 01:46:44,780
[bracelets clatter]
1882
01:46:46,073 --> 01:46:48,158
[crowd cheering]
1883
01:46:49,243 --> 01:46:51,119
[song continues]
1884
01:47:01,505 --> 01:47:02,548
[sniffs]
1885
01:47:03,298 --> 01:47:04,591
[song fades]
1886
01:47:05,634 --> 01:47:06,635
[sighs]
1887
01:47:20,482 --> 01:47:23,443
-[man] Thank you so much for performing.
-[woman] You were beautiful up there.
1888
01:47:23,527 --> 01:47:25,863
Really amazing. Really fantastic.
1889
01:47:25,946 --> 01:47:27,406
[man 2] Excuse me. Excuse me.
1890
01:47:30,325 --> 01:47:31,410
Marty.
1891
01:47:31,493 --> 01:47:35,414
-Hey, I'm-- I'm Marty, by the way.
-Nice to meet you.
1892
01:47:35,497 --> 01:47:38,125
[indistinct chattering]
1893
01:47:40,085 --> 01:47:41,879
[man 3] Hey, Billie. Such a good show.
1894
01:47:41,962 --> 01:47:44,631
[Danny] First group,
are we taking photos with your kids too?
1895
01:47:44,715 --> 01:47:46,967
Do you wanna, just, three or four
at a time, or what do you want to do?
1896
01:47:47,050 --> 01:47:48,552
[Danny] Well,
whoever's in your group, bring 'em in.
1897
01:47:48,635 --> 01:47:49,970
-Okay.
-Like a group picture.
1898
01:47:50,053 --> 01:47:52,639
[Billie] Okay, that's enough.
1899
01:47:52,723 --> 01:47:53,974
I don't know who these people are--
1900
01:47:54,057 --> 01:47:56,226
[man] Hey, Saul, where did she go?
Jessica and Ja--
1901
01:47:56,310 --> 01:47:58,478
[chattering]
1902
01:48:00,063 --> 01:48:01,773
-[Mom] Billie, just get it over with.
-No!
1903
01:48:01,857 --> 01:48:02,941
Just do the "hey, hey, hi"--
1904
01:48:03,025 --> 01:48:04,985
They said one group. And then he brought--
1905
01:48:05,068 --> 01:48:06,820
He said, "You next.
Next group. Next group."
1906
01:48:06,904 --> 01:48:08,488
Every time you leave
it's taking way too much time.
1907
01:48:08,572 --> 01:48:10,365
-No, dude. I don't want to do it.
-Come on. Billie. Let's just--
1908
01:48:10,449 --> 01:48:11,825
Why do I have to meet
all these fucking randos?
1909
01:48:11,909 --> 01:48:12,910
Billie, they're already--
1910
01:48:12,993 --> 01:48:14,077
-They're not random.
-Who even are they?
1911
01:48:14,161 --> 01:48:16,038
Billie, I don't know.
They're connected with the label somehow.
1912
01:48:16,121 --> 01:48:18,415
But every time I go out there, then,
like, three people come up to me.
1913
01:48:18,498 --> 01:48:20,667
-Just stay there. Just stay there.
-And there's like a billion of them.
1914
01:48:20,751 --> 01:48:22,794
-These random... bitches.
-[Mom] Billie, they're not random.
1915
01:48:22,878 --> 01:48:26,715
They're people connected to people who--
who play your music or whatever.
1916
01:48:26,798 --> 01:48:28,467
We don't know why
but just get it over with.
1917
01:48:29,092 --> 01:48:30,719
[man] No single shots.
1918
01:48:30,802 --> 01:48:32,304
-[crowd chattering]
-[woman] Oh, my God, I'm sorry.
1919
01:48:32,387 --> 01:48:33,931
[man 2] Camera's right there, Billie.
1920
01:48:34,014 --> 01:48:35,015
Group picture, guys.
1921
01:48:35,098 --> 01:48:38,018
[woman 2] Hey.
Girl, you look so pretty. I'm a major fan.
1922
01:48:38,101 --> 01:48:39,728
[woman 3] Tell Billie. Introduce Billie.
1923
01:48:39,811 --> 01:48:42,356
[man 3 speaks indistinctly]
I do promotion. We met briefly.
1924
01:48:42,439 --> 01:48:44,233
-Nice to see you again. How are you?
-Okay, fire.
1925
01:48:44,900 --> 01:48:47,152
[Danny] We've seen-- We've met
with him twice in the last two days.
1926
01:48:47,236 --> 01:48:49,947
We-- He's at Sirius. He's the one
that plays you on all the channels.
1927
01:48:50,030 --> 01:48:51,823
This is the guys from Verizon.
1928
01:48:51,907 --> 01:48:54,034
-Ooh!
-Glen, pleasure to meet you. Great show.
1929
01:48:54,117 --> 01:48:55,994
-Hello.
-[speaks indistinctly]
1930
01:48:56,078 --> 01:48:57,955
-[woman] Do you guys want a picture?
-Yeah, thank you.
1931
01:48:58,038 --> 01:48:59,248
[woman] Yeah, no problem.
1932
01:48:59,331 --> 01:49:01,875
[speaks indistinctly]
Are you guys working tomorrow?
1933
01:49:01,959 --> 01:49:04,628
-Honestly, yeah. I'm here.
-[Danny] Okay.
1934
01:49:04,711 --> 01:49:07,214
[woman] Okay, I got a flash on
to make it a little better.
1935
01:49:08,924 --> 01:49:10,968
[crowd chattering distantly]
1936
01:49:27,150 --> 01:49:28,944
I literally can't have a bad moment.
1937
01:49:29,027 --> 01:49:30,779
-[traffic passing]
-[horns honking]
1938
01:49:30,863 --> 01:49:32,114
[Mom] Where did you see that comment?
1939
01:49:32,197 --> 01:49:35,117
It's, like, one person commented
on that picture I posted.
1940
01:49:36,118 --> 01:49:38,662
Not even, like, a fan account or anything,
just a random person.
1941
01:49:41,039 --> 01:49:44,251
"You were rude at the-- Apparently
you were rude at the meet and greet.
1942
01:49:45,127 --> 01:49:49,339
My friend was there and they said you were
rude. You were bothered and you"--
1943
01:49:49,423 --> 01:49:53,010
I was like, "Yo." I can't have one moment.
1944
01:49:53,093 --> 01:49:54,636
-After my show.
-[Mom] I mean, it would be great
1945
01:49:54,720 --> 01:49:57,431
if you could overcome that
in the moment and just--
1946
01:49:57,514 --> 01:49:59,558
-[Billie] Hey, Mom!
-Listen, I'm just saying.
1947
01:49:59,641 --> 01:50:01,852
-I'm giving you complete--
-You know how much I've done that?
1948
01:50:01,935 --> 01:50:03,854
I'm giving you complete empathy.
You-- It shouldn't happen--
1949
01:50:03,937 --> 01:50:08,358
I can't have one moment where I'm like,
"You know what? I don't wanna do this."
1950
01:50:09,610 --> 01:50:13,697
Not one. I've never had one moment,
and I had one moment.
1951
01:50:13,780 --> 01:50:15,616
And there it is written about.
1952
01:50:18,368 --> 01:50:19,369
[sighs]
1953
01:50:22,915 --> 01:50:24,082
It's, like, that--
1954
01:50:24,166 --> 01:50:27,711
[Mom] You were failed by me
and your whole team yesterday.
1955
01:50:27,794 --> 01:50:28,962
I'd love to meet your kids.
1956
01:50:29,046 --> 01:50:32,508
But I don't want to be shoved into meeting
a bunch of random kids
1957
01:50:32,591 --> 01:50:34,134
that only want a picture with me.
1958
01:50:34,927 --> 01:50:36,303
It doesn't feel good.
1959
01:50:37,471 --> 01:50:42,017
You were failed. We did not
do a good job last night.
1960
01:50:42,100 --> 01:50:45,771
You were set up very badly. All truth.
1961
01:50:47,356 --> 01:50:48,440
God.
1962
01:50:49,399 --> 01:50:51,777
And then, also, nobody
tells me who's important.
1963
01:50:51,860 --> 01:50:53,946
All of you said,
"Okay, you're done. Go back."
1964
01:50:54,029 --> 01:50:56,949
And I start going back and then
you're like, "Ah, Billie. Billie. Billie."
1965
01:50:57,032 --> 01:50:58,951
And I hear "Billie."
All I hear is "Billie."
1966
01:50:59,034 --> 01:51:01,662
So how am I supposed to know that
that's an important Billie? The fuck?
1967
01:51:01,745 --> 01:51:03,247
[Danny] I think we're changing
how we're gonna do this--
1968
01:51:03,330 --> 01:51:05,958
All I hear is, "Billie. Billie. Billie."
Every second of my fucking life.
1969
01:51:06,041 --> 01:51:08,126
-[Mom] Billie, it was a big, giant fail.
-But from every direction.
1970
01:51:08,210 --> 01:51:10,254
-Everywhere I go. "Billie!"
-[Mom] It was a big fail.
1971
01:51:10,337 --> 01:51:11,839
-It was a big fail.
-And then I turn around
1972
01:51:11,922 --> 01:51:14,842
and it's, like, the dude that runs,
like, whatever--
1973
01:51:14,925 --> 01:51:18,178
some huge magazine
who wants me on the cover.
1974
01:51:18,971 --> 01:51:23,600
I don't want anyone who knows
who I am and is any sort of fan,
1975
01:51:23,684 --> 01:51:28,856
or knows a fan, to see me
in any sort of awkward situation.
1976
01:51:28,939 --> 01:51:30,023
-[Danny] Okay.
-[manager] Got it.
1977
01:51:30,107 --> 01:51:33,110
It's embarrassing
and I have to keep smiling,
1978
01:51:33,193 --> 01:51:37,030
and if I don't, then they hate me and
they think I'm horrible. That's not fair.
1979
01:51:37,114 --> 01:51:38,198
-[Danny] Yeah.
-[manager] I agree.
1980
01:51:38,282 --> 01:51:41,034
[Mom] So... no throwing her to the wolves.
1981
01:51:41,118 --> 01:51:42,119
[Danny] Okay.
1982
01:51:44,371 --> 01:51:45,581
[exhales] Sheesh.
1983
01:51:46,415 --> 01:51:48,125
[people chattering]
1984
01:51:49,376 --> 01:51:50,586
Hello!
1985
01:51:51,503 --> 01:51:52,754
[woman] Billie!
1986
01:51:52,838 --> 01:51:56,300
-You don't know how much I appreciate you.
-I love you, dude. Come here.
1987
01:51:56,383 --> 01:51:59,720
-I love you so much.
-[Billie] Let's have a hug. I love you.
1988
01:51:59,803 --> 01:52:02,014
-I love you so much!
-[fan 2] Oh, my gosh!
1989
01:52:02,097 --> 01:52:03,640
-Oh, my gosh.
-[Billie] How you feeling tonight?
1990
01:52:03,724 --> 01:52:05,267
-I love you so much! [indistinct]
-Aw.
1991
01:52:05,350 --> 01:52:07,686
-How you guys doin'? You're good?
-We're fine.
1992
01:52:07,769 --> 01:52:11,773
[crowd] We love you! [indistinct chatter]
1993
01:52:11,857 --> 01:52:13,567
[crowd screaming]
1994
01:52:14,276 --> 01:52:15,736
-[speaks indistinctly]
-Hello!
1995
01:52:17,362 --> 01:52:19,364
[fan] Oh, my God. I love you so much!
1996
01:52:19,448 --> 01:52:21,074
[man] Okay. Drive her out of here.
1997
01:52:22,659 --> 01:52:24,703
[fan 2] Look at my tattoo! Billie, Billie!
1998
01:52:25,370 --> 01:52:28,874
-[fan 3 ululates]
-[fan 4] Billie!
1999
01:52:29,583 --> 01:52:32,044
[fans screaming]
2000
01:52:35,297 --> 01:52:37,841
[fan 5] Billie, I love you!
2001
01:52:39,426 --> 01:52:41,053
[fan 6] You saved my life.
2002
01:52:41,136 --> 01:52:42,804
Billie, your music saved my life.
2003
01:52:42,888 --> 01:52:45,057
-I love you!
-I love you, Billie!
2004
01:52:45,140 --> 01:52:47,142
[fan 6]
Billie, I love you. I love you so much.
2005
01:52:47,226 --> 01:52:50,395
-[bodyguard speaks indistinctly]
-[fan 7] Oh, my gosh, Billie!
2006
01:52:51,480 --> 01:52:54,274
["1234" plays]
2007
01:52:55,651 --> 01:52:56,735
[no audible dialogue]
2008
01:52:56,818 --> 01:52:58,320
[speaking Italian] Buona sera.
2009
01:52:58,403 --> 01:52:59,571
Ciao bella.
2010
01:52:59,655 --> 01:53:01,657
♪ Sleepless long nights ♪
2011
01:53:01,740 --> 01:53:03,742
♪ That is what my youth was for ♪
2012
01:53:03,825 --> 01:53:08,163
♪ Old teenage hopes
Are alive at your door ♪
2013
01:53:08,247 --> 01:53:12,668
♪ Left you with nothing
But they want some more ♪
2014
01:53:12,751 --> 01:53:14,711
♪ Oh, uh, oh ♪
2015
01:53:14,795 --> 01:53:16,880
♪ You're changing your heart ♪
2016
01:53:16,964 --> 01:53:19,049
♪ Oh, uh, oh ♪
2017
01:53:19,132 --> 01:53:21,176
♪ You know who you are ♪
2018
01:53:21,260 --> 01:53:23,470
♪ Sweetheart, bitter heart ♪
2019
01:53:23,554 --> 01:53:25,514
[crowd cheers]
2020
01:53:30,060 --> 01:53:33,146
[cheering]
2021
01:53:37,276 --> 01:53:40,195
["bad guy" plays]
2022
01:53:40,279 --> 01:53:41,321
[microphone thuds]
2023
01:53:41,405 --> 01:53:43,657
[grunts, groans]
2024
01:53:45,576 --> 01:53:48,704
[crowd vocalizes to song]
2025
01:53:48,787 --> 01:53:50,664
[cheers]
2026
01:53:51,832 --> 01:53:53,000
[Billie] Immediately.
2027
01:53:55,669 --> 01:53:59,756
[crowd chanting]
2028
01:54:01,717 --> 01:54:03,844
[cheering]
2029
01:54:07,139 --> 01:54:11,185
[louder cheering]
2030
01:54:12,769 --> 01:54:17,566
Dude, I sprained my ankle immediately.
That's so embarrassing. Ugh.
2031
01:54:18,150 --> 01:54:19,401
[groans]
2032
01:54:20,360 --> 01:54:22,863
It's so stupid because I'm, like,
choked up right now
2033
01:54:22,946 --> 01:54:26,241
because I'd rather not do a show
than do a crappy version for you.
2034
01:54:26,325 --> 01:54:29,661
Like, I just want to give you
a good show and, like, I can't.
2035
01:54:29,745 --> 01:54:31,163
[crowd cheering]
2036
01:54:31,246 --> 01:54:32,623
[Billie] Shit!
2037
01:54:35,209 --> 01:54:39,213
Ooh, this is so trash.
This is literally a nightmare, for real.
2038
01:54:39,296 --> 01:54:42,049
Ooh! Whoo-ooh, ooh.
2039
01:54:42,925 --> 01:54:45,761
I can't do this. I'm sorry, bro. Ooh.
2040
01:54:48,639 --> 01:54:50,682
[Billie] So embarrassing.
2041
01:54:50,766 --> 01:54:52,476
[groans] Bitch!
2042
01:54:54,144 --> 01:54:56,396
I can't even go on... I choked up.
2043
01:54:56,480 --> 01:54:57,356
I can't even talk.
2044
01:54:57,439 --> 01:54:58,815
It's so fucking dumb.
2045
01:55:01,026 --> 01:55:02,736
They'll take whatever you give them.
2046
01:55:02,819 --> 01:55:04,363
And they'll totally be on your side.
2047
01:55:05,155 --> 01:55:07,533
They're stoked that you're here.
And you've traveled so far.
2048
01:55:09,034 --> 01:55:10,744
You got this.
2049
01:55:10,827 --> 01:55:13,580
Just start "idontwannabeyouanymore"
as soon as you walk back on stage.
2050
01:55:13,664 --> 01:55:15,624
You don't have to sit there
and talk and choke up.
2051
01:55:15,707 --> 01:55:16,875
Just start the song. Yeah?
2052
01:55:17,459 --> 01:55:18,669
Ready?
2053
01:55:18,752 --> 01:55:19,795
-Let's do it.
-[Billie] Okay.
2054
01:55:20,295 --> 01:55:21,547
Tear it up, boss.
2055
01:55:22,130 --> 01:55:23,507
[Mom] Yeah.
2056
01:55:23,590 --> 01:55:26,593
[crowd cheering]
2057
01:55:29,179 --> 01:55:33,225
[cheering continues]
2058
01:55:33,308 --> 01:55:36,937
[screaming and cheering]
2059
01:55:40,148 --> 01:55:43,110
["idontwannabeyouanymore" plays]
2060
01:55:47,281 --> 01:55:50,909
[vocalizing]
2061
01:55:56,623 --> 01:55:58,834
[song continues]
2062
01:56:01,753 --> 01:56:07,467
Thank you, Milan. I love you a lot.
I'm sorry. [giggles]
2063
01:56:18,562 --> 01:56:20,981
-[Mom] You have to heal your ankle...
-[Finneas] Crazy.
2064
01:56:21,064 --> 01:56:23,358
...and exercise your ankle
and strengthen your body.
2065
01:56:23,442 --> 01:56:25,777
-[Billie] Not today!
-[Mom] Yeah, every day!
2066
01:56:25,861 --> 01:56:30,699
I gave you the exercises to do, but
you actually do have to do it every day.
2067
01:56:30,782 --> 01:56:33,994
And the days when you don't have a show,
you have to almost do more.
2068
01:56:34,077 --> 01:56:35,787
Because you have to work out.
2069
01:56:35,871 --> 01:56:38,081
We're trying to make it
so you don't get injured anymore.
2070
01:56:38,165 --> 01:56:39,541
We're trying to heal your body
2071
01:56:39,625 --> 01:56:42,336
so that you don't go on interviews
and say "My body's broken."
2072
01:56:42,419 --> 01:56:43,670
We're gonna heal your body.
2073
01:56:43,754 --> 01:56:46,632
My body is always gonna be broken.
Even if I heal it.
2074
01:56:46,715 --> 01:56:49,468
-[Mom] No, it's not gonna be broken.
-It will have been broken a million times.
2075
01:56:49,551 --> 01:56:50,552
[Mom] But it can be healed.
2076
01:56:50,636 --> 01:56:52,429
When something breaks
a bunch of times, it's broken.
2077
01:56:52,513 --> 01:56:54,139
[woman] But that's why you have
to strengthen yourself.
2078
01:56:54,223 --> 01:56:55,599
Even if you fix it,
it's still been broken.
2079
01:56:55,682 --> 01:56:57,059
[Mom] You have to strengthen yourself.
2080
01:56:57,142 --> 01:57:00,312
[song continues, instrumental]
2081
01:57:13,909 --> 01:57:16,453
[Finneas, through phone] I think I've got
the start of the James Bond song.
2082
01:57:16,537 --> 01:57:18,330
It is called "No Time to Die"
2083
01:57:18,413 --> 01:57:20,290
because, like, that's just how
you make an iconic song.
2084
01:57:20,374 --> 01:57:21,333
It's like, you just have it--
2085
01:57:21,416 --> 01:57:23,585
[Billie] Yeah, yeah.
I had some ideas on the plane too.
2086
01:57:23,669 --> 01:57:26,713
-I think it's not a sad Sam Smith ballad.
-[Billie] No.
2087
01:57:26,797 --> 01:57:28,757
I think it's, like,
a fucking angry-ass song.
2088
01:57:28,841 --> 01:57:30,843
-Anyway, I love you.
-[Billie] I love you too!
2089
01:57:37,391 --> 01:57:38,392
[grunts]
2090
01:57:39,768 --> 01:57:42,813
[Billie] Look at my ankle, bro. Crack!
2091
01:57:42,896 --> 01:57:45,148
-[Mom] Ooh!
-[laughs]
2092
01:57:45,232 --> 01:57:48,610
[Billie] Boom! Normal. Sad.
2093
01:57:48,694 --> 01:57:52,364
Happy. Sad. Happy. Sad.
2094
01:57:53,740 --> 01:57:58,245
[Mom] We called Freddy in desperation,
and he came to Barcelona
2095
01:57:58,328 --> 01:58:01,748
and saved the day. [laughs]
2096
01:58:02,332 --> 01:58:05,085
We didn't realize
that it was torn ligaments.
2097
01:58:05,169 --> 01:58:08,046
It was much more dire than we had thought.
2098
01:58:08,130 --> 01:58:09,214
[Freddy] Lie on your side.
2099
01:58:11,967 --> 01:58:13,969
Good. Off you go, up and down.
2100
01:58:14,052 --> 01:58:17,222
["No Time to Die" plays]
2101
01:58:18,515 --> 01:58:20,601
[Freddy speaks indistinctly]
2102
01:58:21,393 --> 01:58:22,394
[Freddy] Relax.
2103
01:58:25,731 --> 01:58:27,691
That's it. Better.
2104
01:58:30,152 --> 01:58:34,031
♪ I should have known ♪
2105
01:58:37,201 --> 01:58:39,870
♪ I'd leave alone ♪
2106
01:58:39,953 --> 01:58:41,163
[Freddy] There you go.
2107
01:58:43,290 --> 01:58:45,167
Good. Try and hit me
in the head with your knee.
2108
01:58:45,250 --> 01:58:48,337
♪ Just goes to show ♪
2109
01:58:49,838 --> 01:58:55,511
♪ That the blood you bleed
Is just the blood you owe ♪
2110
01:58:59,223 --> 01:59:02,851
♪ We were a pair ♪
2111
01:59:06,063 --> 01:59:10,025
♪ But I saw you there ♪
2112
01:59:13,654 --> 01:59:17,199
-♪ Too much to bear ♪
-[Freddy] Let's swap sides.
2113
01:59:18,408 --> 01:59:25,082
♪ You were my life
But life is far away from fair ♪
2114
01:59:26,416 --> 01:59:30,420
♪ Was I stupid to love you? ♪
2115
01:59:30,504 --> 01:59:33,757
♪ Was I reckless to help? ♪
2116
01:59:34,424 --> 01:59:40,639
♪ Was it obvious to everybody else? ♪
2117
01:59:41,348 --> 01:59:46,812
♪ That I'd fallen for a lie? ♪
2118
01:59:48,355 --> 01:59:54,820
♪ You were never on my side ♪
2119
01:59:55,779 --> 01:59:59,366
♪ Fool me once, fool me twice ♪
2120
01:59:59,449 --> 02:00:02,995
♪ Are you death or paradise? ♪
2121
02:00:03,078 --> 02:00:09,001
♪ Now you'll never see me cry ♪
2122
02:00:09,084 --> 02:00:12,296
♪ There's just no time to die ♪
2123
02:00:13,797 --> 02:00:16,884
[inhales, hums]
2124
02:00:20,304 --> 02:00:21,889
[song ends]
2125
02:00:23,640 --> 02:00:25,434
I say just, "It's no time to die"
at the end.
2126
02:00:25,517 --> 02:00:26,518
-That works.
-[Mom applauds]
2127
02:00:26,602 --> 02:00:28,520
[Mom] Sounds like a Bond song to me.
2128
02:00:28,604 --> 02:00:30,022
[Finneas]
The greenroom will never be quiet enough.
2129
02:00:30,105 --> 02:00:31,857
So we're gonna just go sit on the bus.
2130
02:00:31,940 --> 02:00:35,694
♪ Was I stupid to love you? ♪
2131
02:00:35,777 --> 02:00:38,989
♪ Was I reckless to help? ♪
2132
02:00:39,656 --> 02:00:43,785
♪ Was it obvious to everybody else-- ♪
2133
02:00:43,869 --> 02:00:45,329
Oh, my God. I hate this.
2134
02:00:46,038 --> 02:00:51,668
-What's wrong with it?
-♪ Was it obvious to everybody else ♪
2135
02:00:52,336 --> 02:00:54,379
[inhales] Ah, I hate this!
2136
02:00:54,463 --> 02:00:55,547
[Finneas]
Billie, I don't want you to blow--
2137
02:00:55,631 --> 02:00:57,007
Why do people belt?
2138
02:00:57,090 --> 02:00:58,550
-[Finneas] It sound--
-Awful.
2139
02:00:58,634 --> 02:01:00,511
-[Finneas] It sounds great.
-It sounds stupid.
2140
02:01:00,594 --> 02:01:02,638
[Finneas] No, it sounds great.
You don't have to belt.
2141
02:01:02,721 --> 02:01:06,225
I'm gonna get made fun of by the Internet
when I do it.
2142
02:01:06,308 --> 02:01:09,353
[Finneas laughs] No, you're not.
2143
02:01:09,436 --> 02:01:12,231
The Internet is going to be mean
if I do it.
2144
02:01:12,314 --> 02:01:14,816
[Finneas laughs] I don't think so.
2145
02:01:14,900 --> 02:01:17,194
But I don't want you to hurt your voice
before a show.
2146
02:01:17,277 --> 02:01:19,655
-How's your voice feeling?
-Not good.
2147
02:01:19,738 --> 02:01:21,281
-Do you wanna stop?
-No.
2148
02:01:22,074 --> 02:01:23,200
-Should you stop?
-No.
2149
02:01:24,243 --> 02:01:25,244
Go again.
2150
02:01:27,079 --> 02:01:33,752
♪ You were never on my side ♪
2151
02:01:33,836 --> 02:01:35,128
♪ Fool me on-- ♪
2152
02:01:37,464 --> 02:01:38,715
[Finneas] Okay, well.
We have to send it in--
2153
02:01:38,799 --> 02:01:40,551
-I can try it.
-We have to send it in tonight. So...
2154
02:01:40,634 --> 02:01:41,802
-Tonight?
-Mm-hmm.
2155
02:01:41,885 --> 02:01:43,595
Like, be done for real, for real?
2156
02:01:43,679 --> 02:01:45,597
[Finneas] We don't have to send it in,
like, here's--
2157
02:01:45,681 --> 02:01:47,474
here's the final production,
final everything.
2158
02:01:47,558 --> 02:01:49,685
But we have to send them the song tonight.
2159
02:01:50,477 --> 02:01:51,478
Yep.
2160
02:01:51,562 --> 02:01:53,188
[crowd cheers]
2161
02:01:53,272 --> 02:01:56,275
-["ilomilo" plays]
-[cheering, screaming]
2162
02:02:00,279 --> 02:02:02,489
♪ Told you not to worry ♪
2163
02:02:03,991 --> 02:02:06,618
♪ But maybe that's a lie ♪
2164
02:02:06,702 --> 02:02:07,911
[Billie] Ouch.
2165
02:02:08,287 --> 02:02:12,165
♪ Honey, what's your hurry? ♪
[vocalizes]
2166
02:02:12,249 --> 02:02:15,961
♪ Won't you stay inside? ♪
[vocalizes]
2167
02:02:16,044 --> 02:02:19,965
♪ Remember not to get too close to stars ♪
2168
02:02:20,048 --> 02:02:24,511
♪ They're never gonna give you
Love like ours ♪
2169
02:02:25,304 --> 02:02:28,515
♪ Where did you go?
I should know, but it's cold ♪
2170
02:02:28,599 --> 02:02:33,812
♪ And I don't wanna be lonely
So show me the way home ♪
2171
02:02:34,646 --> 02:02:38,025
-[crowd screams]
-♪ I can't lose another life ♪
2172
02:02:41,361 --> 02:02:47,951
[through speakers] ♪ Hurry, I'm worried ♪
2173
02:02:48,035 --> 02:02:50,412
♪ The world's a little blurry ♪
2174
02:02:52,039 --> 02:02:54,124
♪ Or maybe it's my eyes ♪
2175
02:02:54,208 --> 02:02:58,545
[crowd cheering, screaming]
2176
02:02:59,171 --> 02:03:03,175
-Thank you, Houston! We love you so much!
-[crowd screaming]
2177
02:03:06,178 --> 02:03:08,388
[Billie singing "No Time To Die"]
2178
02:03:09,056 --> 02:03:12,309
♪ Fool me once
Fool me twice ♪
2179
02:03:12,392 --> 02:03:17,231
♪ Are you death or paradise?
Now you'll nev-- ♪
2180
02:03:17,314 --> 02:03:18,315
-Okay.
-Great.
2181
02:03:20,067 --> 02:03:22,569
Can you believe we did a whole show today?
2182
02:03:22,653 --> 02:03:24,738
And also we wrote
a lot of this song today.
2183
02:03:24,821 --> 02:03:28,325
And also it's midnight, and also we're
recording. We really are millionaires.
2184
02:03:28,408 --> 02:03:30,118
[laughs] That's not what that...
2185
02:03:30,202 --> 02:03:32,204
[Mom]
That, no-- That makes no sense at all.
2186
02:03:32,287 --> 02:03:33,288
[laughs]
2187
02:03:33,372 --> 02:03:34,706
It's just all true things.
2188
02:03:35,707 --> 02:03:39,711
"We really are millionaires."
We're so not.
2189
02:03:39,795 --> 02:03:44,132
We have millions of dollars,
but that does not make us millionaires.
2190
02:03:47,219 --> 02:03:48,595
[giggles]
2191
02:03:48,679 --> 02:03:50,389
Billie the millionaire.
2192
02:03:50,472 --> 02:03:52,057
[laughs]
2193
02:03:54,893 --> 02:03:57,354
-Millionaire.
-♪ She's dangerous, super bad ♪
2194
02:03:57,437 --> 02:03:59,189
♪ She's a gold digger ♪
2195
02:03:59,273 --> 02:04:00,482
Oh, my God.
2196
02:04:00,983 --> 02:04:02,985
[rap music playing low, indistinct]
2197
02:04:09,783 --> 02:04:11,785
[rap continues]
2198
02:04:21,420 --> 02:04:23,922
Goodbye from the both of us. Mwah.
2199
02:04:27,885 --> 02:04:31,388
300,000 people watched that shit. Why?
2200
02:04:34,474 --> 02:04:38,228
[man] You do cover any number of topics,
you know, that are difficult.
2201
02:04:38,312 --> 02:04:42,482
Whether it's, you know, depression,
anxiety. Very personal topics.
2202
02:04:42,566 --> 02:04:44,359
Why be so transparent?
2203
02:04:44,443 --> 02:04:46,486
I never decided to.
2204
02:04:46,570 --> 02:04:50,949
I never was, like, "I'm gonna talk about
this. And I'm gonna talk about this."
2205
02:04:51,033 --> 02:04:53,785
-Mm.
-I just talked about what I was feeling.
2206
02:04:53,869 --> 02:04:56,663
And talked about
why it was bad or why it was good
2207
02:04:56,747 --> 02:04:58,081
or why it was whatever.
2208
02:04:58,165 --> 02:05:01,251
And then it became this, like,
"Oh she's making a statement."
2209
02:05:01,335 --> 02:05:04,671
Which I actually love
because I didn't realize I was.
2210
02:05:04,755 --> 02:05:06,924
And now that I think about it, like,
2211
02:05:07,007 --> 02:05:10,093
I realize how many people aren't
talking about that kind of stuff
2212
02:05:10,177 --> 02:05:14,431
and why people are so, like,
shocked when you do talk about it.
2213
02:05:14,515 --> 02:05:16,099
I'm like, "Why is that so shocking?
2214
02:05:16,183 --> 02:05:19,102
Like, I'm telling you, like,
about how I am as a human.
2215
02:05:19,186 --> 02:05:20,395
Like, why is that weird?"
2216
02:05:21,688 --> 02:05:25,234
-[hums]
-[Billie] To be honest with you,
2217
02:05:25,317 --> 02:05:27,778
I didn't think
I would make it to this age.
2218
02:05:42,251 --> 02:05:44,795
[Billie] There's one page in-- Ooh.
Damn it. Look at that.
2219
02:05:44,878 --> 02:05:48,966
Wow, I was in such a bad place. Whoa.
2220
02:05:50,676 --> 02:05:51,885
Found it.
2221
02:05:56,306 --> 02:05:57,683
There it is.
2222
02:05:58,350 --> 02:06:01,812
This page, it was kinda, like,
the peak, I would say.
2223
02:06:04,606 --> 02:06:07,401
I was, like, 14, 15.
2224
02:06:11,113 --> 02:06:13,156
I had razors hidden in places.
2225
02:06:13,240 --> 02:06:16,577
And I had Band-Aids hidden
in a little corner of my room.
2226
02:06:16,660 --> 02:06:18,954
And I always had Band-Aids on my wrists.
2227
02:06:20,747 --> 02:06:22,791
I was literally locking myself
in the bathroom
2228
02:06:22,875 --> 02:06:26,211
and making myself bleed
'cause I thought I deserved it, you know?
2229
02:06:27,880 --> 02:06:29,173
[scoffs]
2230
02:06:34,052 --> 02:06:36,930
["listen before i go" instrumental plays]
2231
02:07:19,640 --> 02:07:23,810
[Dad] The full list
of 62nd Grammy nominations are here.
2232
02:07:23,894 --> 02:07:25,062
[Mom] Hi, love.
2233
02:07:26,480 --> 02:07:27,689
Good morning.
2234
02:07:28,357 --> 02:07:30,484
It's like Christmas morning.
2235
02:07:31,777 --> 02:07:33,028
[Billie] But no presents.
2236
02:07:33,111 --> 02:07:35,155
No presents. [chuckles]
2237
02:07:35,781 --> 02:07:38,033
This is kind of a present.
Do you wanna hear?
2238
02:07:38,116 --> 02:07:39,117
[Billie groans]
2239
02:07:39,201 --> 02:07:40,661
-Okay.
-[Dad] Morning, Bill.
2240
02:07:40,744 --> 02:07:44,456
"Nominations. Record of the Year:
2241
02:07:46,250 --> 02:07:47,543
'Bad Guy.'
2242
02:07:48,919 --> 02:07:51,046
Album of the Year"--
2243
02:07:51,129 --> 02:07:52,840
What album would that be?
2244
02:07:54,132 --> 02:07:55,133
Pepper's a bozo.
2245
02:07:55,217 --> 02:07:57,177
"When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?
2246
02:07:57,886 --> 02:08:02,808
Song of the Year: 'Bad Guy'.
Best New Artist."
2247
02:08:03,600 --> 02:08:05,978
-Why do you sound like that?
-[chuckles]
2248
02:08:06,061 --> 02:08:09,439
-"Best Pop Solo Performance..."
-[Dad chuckles] 'Cause she's your mom.
2249
02:08:09,982 --> 02:08:12,359
"...and Best Pop Vocal Album."
2250
02:08:13,402 --> 02:08:16,613
And Producer of the Year
would be your brother.
2251
02:08:16,697 --> 02:08:18,699
-[Billie] Oh, he got it?
-[Mom] Yeah.
2252
02:08:18,782 --> 02:08:22,911
-Yay! He was so anxious about that.
-[Mom chuckles]
2253
02:08:22,995 --> 02:08:26,248
Uh, hello,
I'm putting you on the speaker phone.
2254
02:08:26,999 --> 02:08:28,709
You can talk to your sister.
2255
02:08:29,668 --> 02:08:30,669
[Finneas] Eilish.
2256
02:08:30,752 --> 02:08:32,171
Guess what you did.
2257
02:08:33,797 --> 02:08:35,507
-[Mom chuckles]
-[Finneas] Did you see?
2258
02:08:35,591 --> 02:08:37,342
You gotted what you wanted.
2259
02:08:37,426 --> 02:08:39,303
-[Dad chuckles]
-[Claudia laughs through phone]
2260
02:08:39,386 --> 02:08:44,349
[Finneas] Billie, congratulations on
being nominated for fucking everything.
2261
02:08:44,433 --> 02:08:46,476
-Yeah, yeah, yeah.
-[Dad] You too, Finneas.
2262
02:08:46,560 --> 02:08:48,896
-[Finneas] It's unreal.
-I wanna make you some food, Billie.
2263
02:08:48,979 --> 02:08:50,355
[yells]
2264
02:08:50,439 --> 02:08:51,857
[Mom] I love you.
2265
02:08:53,066 --> 02:08:55,402
♪ Taste me ♪
2266
02:08:55,485 --> 02:09:00,699
♪ The salty tears on my cheek ♪
2267
02:09:00,782 --> 02:09:05,787
♪ That's what a year-long headache ♪
2268
02:09:07,289 --> 02:09:11,710
♪ Does to you ♪
2269
02:09:12,961 --> 02:09:18,509
♪ I'm not okay
I feel so scattered ♪
2270
02:09:18,592 --> 02:09:23,639
♪ Don't say I'm all that matters ♪
2271
02:09:23,722 --> 02:09:25,098
♪ Leave me ♪
2272
02:09:27,184 --> 02:09:31,021
♪ Déjà vu ♪
2273
02:09:32,022 --> 02:09:35,317
♪ If you need me ♪
2274
02:09:36,860 --> 02:09:39,696
♪ Wanna see me ♪
2275
02:09:41,782 --> 02:09:43,992
♪ Better hurry ♪
2276
02:09:45,953 --> 02:09:49,081
♪ 'Cause I'm leavin' soon ♪
2277
02:09:50,457 --> 02:09:52,751
[song continues]
2278
02:09:56,296 --> 02:09:57,506
[turn signal clicking]
2279
02:10:00,634 --> 02:10:05,472
I'm nominated for six Grammys,
and I have my dream car.
2280
02:10:06,265 --> 02:10:08,976
And Finneas has his dream car.
2281
02:10:10,185 --> 02:10:13,480
And it's raining.
2282
02:10:14,606 --> 02:10:16,733
And I have my pooch doggy in the car.
2283
02:10:19,069 --> 02:10:20,612
I had doughnuts last night.
2284
02:10:22,656 --> 02:10:25,409
I'm not in a relationship,
thank the lords.
2285
02:10:27,661 --> 02:10:29,955
My relationship with my family is good.
2286
02:10:33,292 --> 02:10:36,170
I am pretty. Somewhat.
2287
02:10:38,130 --> 02:10:42,593
I am famous... [laughs] ...as fuck.
2288
02:10:44,011 --> 02:10:46,096
Life is good.
2289
02:10:48,182 --> 02:10:50,309
[Mom]
Who got nominated for a Grammy today?
2290
02:10:50,392 --> 02:10:51,977
Me and Finneas.
2291
02:10:55,522 --> 02:10:57,941
-Billie and Finneas.
-[Billie] I am nominated for six Grammys,
2292
02:10:58,025 --> 02:11:00,569
and we still are in the same
stupid little backyard.
2293
02:11:00,652 --> 02:11:02,571
But that's nice, that's a nice thing.
2294
02:11:02,654 --> 02:11:05,574
[Billie]
I know, I'm joking. I think it's cute.
2295
02:11:05,657 --> 02:11:07,326
[chattering]
2296
02:11:08,160 --> 02:11:09,203
[Billie] Ahhh.
2297
02:11:10,996 --> 02:11:12,998
-Butterflies...
-Yeah.
2298
02:11:13,081 --> 02:11:14,249
-All good.
-You got this.
2299
02:11:15,125 --> 02:11:17,628
[man] An incredible last year for you.
2300
02:11:17,711 --> 02:11:21,340
What does it mean to be at the Grammys,
you grew up not far from here,
2301
02:11:21,423 --> 02:11:24,092
walking down this carpet
going into the Staples Center tonight?
2302
02:11:24,176 --> 02:11:26,887
It's your first Grammys,
and you have six nominations.
2303
02:11:26,970 --> 02:11:29,473
[Mom] Billie, happy birthday.
2304
02:11:29,556 --> 02:11:33,352
-It's my birthday, I'm 18.
-[Mom] Happy birthday.
2305
02:11:41,610 --> 02:11:43,278
[cheering]
2306
02:11:48,617 --> 02:11:50,911
[woman] And the Grammy goes to...
2307
02:11:51,912 --> 02:11:55,832
[Smokey Robinson]
"Bad Guy," by Billie Eilish.
2308
02:11:55,916 --> 02:11:57,543
-[audience cheers]
-[woman whoops]
2309
02:11:58,252 --> 02:12:00,212
Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow.
2310
02:12:00,295 --> 02:12:03,173
[woman, through phone] So, there's
an artist called Billie Eilish.
2311
02:12:03,257 --> 02:12:08,011
She recently came out with an album
that is completely satanic.
2312
02:12:08,095 --> 02:12:09,513
[laughs]
2313
02:12:20,065 --> 02:12:23,026
[woman] And the Grammy goes to...
2314
02:12:23,110 --> 02:12:24,945
Billie Eilish!
2315
02:12:25,028 --> 02:12:26,905
[cheering]
2316
02:12:30,868 --> 02:12:31,869
Oh, gee.
2317
02:12:31,952 --> 02:12:33,537
Huh? Whoo!
2318
02:12:33,620 --> 02:12:37,374
Thank you. Ayayay.
2319
02:12:37,457 --> 02:12:38,458
Two.
2320
02:12:39,084 --> 02:12:41,086
Director, Billie Eilish.
2321
02:12:41,170 --> 02:12:42,171
Look at that.
2322
02:12:43,964 --> 02:12:45,924
[no audible dialogue]
2323
02:12:46,008 --> 02:12:47,634
Put your feet down flat.
2324
02:12:48,343 --> 02:12:50,095
Yeah, like, let it come onto your foot.
2325
02:12:50,846 --> 02:12:52,514
Yes!
2326
02:12:57,019 --> 02:12:58,770
[no audible dialogue]
2327
02:13:09,406 --> 02:13:10,824
And the Grammy goes to...
2328
02:13:12,868 --> 02:13:14,077
Billie Eilish!
2329
02:13:19,875 --> 02:13:21,084
[LL Cool J] Let's go.
2330
02:13:22,252 --> 02:13:24,505
I-- I love you. Thank you for this.
2331
02:13:24,588 --> 02:13:26,965
-[cheers]
-Yeah!
2332
02:13:41,063 --> 02:13:44,191
[woman] Whoa, okay.
2333
02:13:44,858 --> 02:13:48,487
And the Grammy goes to...
2334
02:13:49,488 --> 02:13:51,198
"Bad Guy," Billie Eilish.
2335
02:13:51,281 --> 02:13:52,950
[cheering]
2336
02:14:06,463 --> 02:14:08,966
[cheering, applause]
2337
02:14:10,467 --> 02:14:12,135
-Thank you.
-Thank you. [chuckles]
2338
02:14:12,719 --> 02:14:14,388
[cheering]
2339
02:14:14,471 --> 02:14:15,556
Bye!
2340
02:14:19,977 --> 02:14:24,064
We made this album in a bedroom
at our house that we grew up in.
2341
02:14:24,147 --> 02:14:26,108
And it was mastered
in somebody's living room,
2342
02:14:26,191 --> 02:14:28,735
so it's really like anything is possible.
2343
02:14:28,819 --> 02:14:30,988
-[audience laughs]
-[chuckles]
2344
02:14:32,823 --> 02:14:35,742
[man] Best New Artist,
Album of the Year, Song of the Year,
2345
02:14:35,826 --> 02:14:40,038
Record of the Year, Pop Vocal Album,
Producer of the Year.
2346
02:14:40,122 --> 02:14:45,419
If the instruments weren't in the house
that you guys were growing up in,
2347
02:14:45,502 --> 02:14:47,337
would you have still made music?
2348
02:14:49,131 --> 02:14:53,427
I don't know. Our parents were really good
about, um, listening to what we wanted
2349
02:14:53,510 --> 02:14:55,053
and never forcing anything on us.
2350
02:14:55,137 --> 02:14:56,680
I think we grew up in such a way
2351
02:14:56,763 --> 02:14:59,892
that made us feel like we could
just do and be whatever we wanted.
2352
02:14:59,975 --> 02:15:01,393
[all chattering, laughing]
2353
02:15:02,728 --> 02:15:04,104
They just supported it.
2354
02:15:04,188 --> 02:15:06,356
[man] Hey, Rob! There he is.
2355
02:15:08,192 --> 02:15:09,359
[phone rings]
2356
02:15:09,443 --> 02:15:10,485
[Billie gasps]
2357
02:15:10,569 --> 02:15:11,653
[woman] Answer it.
2358
02:15:12,321 --> 02:15:14,281
-[Billie screams]
-[woman chuckles] Oh, my--
2359
02:15:14,364 --> 02:15:15,365
Congrats.
2360
02:15:15,449 --> 02:15:17,618
-[chuckles] Thank you!
-How you feeling?
2361
02:15:17,701 --> 02:15:19,703
I'm good. [chuckles]
2362
02:15:20,621 --> 02:15:22,331
I'm good. How are you?
2363
02:15:22,414 --> 02:15:27,377
Wasn't it amazing? How did it feel?
Everything you could've imagined or what?
2364
02:15:27,461 --> 02:15:31,840
Yes, completely. I can't believe it.
It's insane. [chuckles]
2365
02:15:31,924 --> 02:15:34,635
That's awesome.
I'm so proud-- I'm proud of you.
2366
02:15:34,718 --> 02:15:35,719
Thank you.
2367
02:15:35,802 --> 02:15:37,304
You've been working hard for this.
2368
02:15:37,387 --> 02:15:39,723
[chuckles] Thanks to you.
2369
02:15:40,307 --> 02:15:41,308
Stop it.
2370
02:15:41,391 --> 02:15:42,976
How are you? Are you good?
2371
02:15:43,060 --> 02:15:44,478
I'm really good, yeah.
2372
02:15:45,521 --> 02:15:47,022
Where's your brother, by the way?
2373
02:15:47,105 --> 02:15:48,106
-[Mom] Finneas?
-Finneas?
2374
02:15:48,190 --> 02:15:51,151
-[Finneas] I have no pants on.
-But it's Justin Bieber. [laughs]
2375
02:15:51,235 --> 02:15:52,611
[all laughing]
2376
02:15:53,445 --> 02:15:54,780
Quicker, quicker.
2377
02:15:55,948 --> 02:15:57,199
Hey, Justin.
2378
02:15:57,282 --> 02:15:58,700
Hey, man. Congrats, bro.
2379
02:15:58,784 --> 02:16:00,202
Thank you. That is so nice of you.
2380
02:16:00,285 --> 02:16:02,496
All those long nights
writing those songs, bro.
2381
02:16:02,579 --> 02:16:04,373
And you're at the freaking Grammys
crushing it.
2382
02:16:04,456 --> 02:16:05,499
[Billie chuckles]
2383
02:16:05,582 --> 02:16:08,669
[Bieber] All right,
I don't wanna, you know...
2384
02:16:09,711 --> 02:16:11,755
I want you guys to go enjoy yourselves.
2385
02:16:12,464 --> 02:16:17,678
We will. I'm-- This is crazy. Ayayay.
Thank you for calling me. I love you.
2386
02:16:17,761 --> 02:16:20,097
Love you too. Bye.
2387
02:16:20,180 --> 02:16:21,473
Bye!
2388
02:16:22,099 --> 02:16:25,060
-Oh! [laughs]
-[all laugh]
2389
02:16:25,143 --> 02:16:26,144
[crowd screaming]
2390
02:16:26,228 --> 02:16:29,356
-♪ I've never... ♪
-[crowd] ♪ Fallen from quite this high ♪
2391
02:16:29,439 --> 02:16:33,986
♪ Fallin' into your ocean eyes ♪
2392
02:16:34,068 --> 02:16:41,034
♪ Those ocean eyes ♪
2393
02:16:41,118 --> 02:16:45,789
[cheering]
2394
02:16:48,000 --> 02:16:50,209
[song ends, cheering fades]
2395
02:16:50,294 --> 02:16:54,089
["my future" plays]
2396
02:20:03,862 --> 02:20:05,864
[song fades]
2397
02:20:05,948 --> 02:20:07,366
[clapping]
2398
02:20:07,449 --> 02:20:08,450
Whoo!
2399
02:20:09,868 --> 02:20:11,912
Thanks. Bye. See you next year.
2400
02:20:14,081 --> 02:20:15,165
Whoo!
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