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♪ ♪
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- There are some
ripples forming.
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Those are fish biting.
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Probably should extend
the pier.
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♪ ♪
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Score.
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Oh, my God, I got one.
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♪ ♪
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I got a muskrat.
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- Got it.
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Like running
on a high right now.
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Yes.
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- I have been feeling
extremely homesick.
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It's, like, gripped me.
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♪ ♪
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- *bleep*.
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This is Tom.
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I buggered my knee up
pretty good,
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and I think that that's
gonna have to be it
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for me, unfortunately.
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- Stomach doesn't feel good.
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- It's not safe
for you to remain.
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I have to medically
extract you.
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- To end like this, this
wasn't what I anticipated.
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This isn't
how I saw it going down.
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♪ ♪
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- I can't wait to have
this place try and break me.
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For the first time
on "Alone,"
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ten participants
fight to survive
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in the hunting ground
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of the world's largest
land predator.
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- Oh, my God.
Where'd he go?
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Those are bear.
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- I heard a big animal.
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- Hey, bear.
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- Oh, no. *bleep*.
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- Sometimes you eat the bear.
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Sometimes the bear eats you.
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Battling
merciless conditions...
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- This is some
hard-core bushwhacking.
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- Why does it have to be
such a struggle every night?
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I hit it. I hit it. I hit it.
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- I feel more alive
every day I'm out here.
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Ahh.
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- Here comes the rain again.
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- Labrador, you're not gonna
make it easy for us, are you?
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In complete isolation...
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- The most dangerous thing
out here is myself.
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- Look at that!
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- The cold ground
is just pulling
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all the warmth from me.
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- How many days can this go on?
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- Very, very hungry.
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- I feel like
I'm hitting a wall.
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Last one standing wins.
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- Only gonna get harder
the longer you stay out here.
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♪ ♪
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- So my friend wrote
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this song for me to sing
while I'm out here.
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And now anytime
that I'm having a hard day--
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and I really haven't
had very many hard days.
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I've gotten down
a little bit.
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But I sing it a lot.
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So I want to share it with you.
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♪ I remember
why I came here ♪
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♪ I remember weaving
this dream ♪
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♪ I remember tending
the embers ♪
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♪ Tender hearts render
the space in between ♪
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♪ Connecting ♪
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♪ The seen and unseen ♪
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♪ The spirit that moves
through all things ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Hi-aye-aye, hi-aye-aye,
hi-aye-aye-hi ♪
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♪ Hi-aye-aye, hi-aye-aye,
hi-hi-aye ♪
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♪ Hi-aye-aye, aye-aye-aye,
hi-aye-aye-hi ♪
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♪ Hi-aye-aye, hi-aye-aye,
hi-aye-aye-hi ♪
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♪ ♪
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So that's my song.
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♪ ♪
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I am going to hike
to the yonder river
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on the back of my sight.
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It's a new moon.
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The animals should be active.
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So, of course,
I'll do hunting along the way.
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It's gonna be
an adventurous day,
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and I'm feeling up for it.
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♪ ♪
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My muskrat plus the bone broth
lasted three days.
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So I'm running on berry juice
right now.
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My tummy's like,
"Enough berries.
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I need some meat."
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♪ ♪
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You know,
I'm getting skinnier.
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And food, that's my weak spot.
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♪ ♪
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Oh, there you are.
You're up there
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Do I dare?
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Oh.
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Oh, nice, it bounced back.
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Thank God.
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I'm just gonna back up,
and maybe he'll come down.
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♪ ♪
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He's back in the same spot.
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♪ ♪
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*bleep*.
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That's what I get
for being cocky.
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Damn, it went way over there.
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♪ ♪
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I missed it by one inch.
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I'm not keeping my form.
I'm not keeping my technique.
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And that's really disturbing
to me.
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I hate looking for arrows.
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As time progresses, yeah,
I'm gonna get a little weaker,
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and that can throw off a shot
by a lot.
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♪ ♪
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Yeah, screw you.
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I don't know what
to do about my shot.
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Something has got to change,
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or I don't have
much time left,
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and that makes me really sad.
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♪ ♪
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Oh, I found it.
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No, I'm not way off.
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Yay.
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Ah, thank you, trees.
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Thank you for catching my arrow
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and putting it
on the ground for me.
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Okay, on with our journey.
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So glad I have you back.
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♪ Aye-aye-aye,
aye-aye-aye ♪
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♪ Hi-aye-aye-aye,
hi-aye-aye-aye ♪
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♪ ♪
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- It is blowing out there.
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I did not sleep well
again last night.
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I woke up...
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with some deep, deep
hunger pangs.
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They kept me awake
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for the rest of the night,
just about.
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I'm just hungry, guys.
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I'm just really hungry.
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The solution
is to find something today.
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♪ ♪
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When you're well-fed
and you're warm
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and you're sitting
in your home
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and you get
a bad night's sleep,
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you can feel
a little bit crappy.
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When you're out here
and you're living on margins
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as thin as we are,
with temperatures like this,
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a bad night's sleep
can put you behind for days.
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♪ ♪
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Important day of hunting today.
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So we are gonna get out
and do our thing,
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wind be damned.
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♪ ♪
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Definitely gusting
over 30 knots, 30, 35.
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Strongest winds
we've had out here.
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♪ ♪
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Holy *bleep*.
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♪ ♪
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Crazy windy.
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You need to be careful for
trees coming down, for sure.
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That would not be
a fun way to go out.
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♪ ♪
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This is just not
a great day to hunt.
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There's so much wind noise,
I can't hear anything.
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But at the same time,
we need food.
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♪ ♪
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I'm going out every day for
three, four, or five hours,
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actively hunting,
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and the only reliable hunting
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I've found
over the last couple of weeks
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has been to follow
the river trail
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and go up and down
looking for grouse.
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♪ ♪
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I've not been able to get
ahead on food in any way.
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I only have
half a grouse in the bag.
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And things are just
starting to dry up.
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The grouse are getting
harder to find.
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♪ ♪
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I have to be out
every single day.
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That means more calories
getting burned.
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♪ ♪
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Oh, no.
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♪ ♪
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I had an arrow fall out.
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An arrow
fall out of the quiver.
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*bleep*, *bleep*, *bleep*.
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That's one more arrow down.
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I have to try and backtrack
and find it.
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What a waste of time and energy
this is gonna be.
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♪ ♪
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I had an arrow get pulled
out of its bow quiver
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by just one of the branches
just grabbing me
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everywhere I go.
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♪ ♪
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It's hard going
through that brush.
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I'm so tired of bushwhacking.
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Oh, my God.
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♪ ♪
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All these branches,
these dead trees,
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they are wearing me down.
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♪ ♪
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I don't have
the energy for it.
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I don't have the gas
in my legs.
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It's just hard to push through.
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♪ ♪
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There's some ankle-breaking
*bleep* in this forest.
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♪ ♪
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Oh.
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Aah!
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*bleep*!
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♪ ♪
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Over it.
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Over, over, over,
over, over it.
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♪ ♪
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Get off me.
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These branches got me
so twisted up.
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♪ ♪
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Two seconds--
I need two seconds.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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Okay.
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♪ ♪
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Just take your time.
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Everything's good.
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♪ ♪
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I had a little bit
of a temper tantrum.
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♪ ♪
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I'm just feeling it.
My legs are pretty gassed.
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And it's getting hard
to move effectively
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through that dense,
thick, steep hillside.
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♪ ♪
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I don't have the energy
in my legs
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to go for three hours today.
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♪ ♪
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Starting to feel
the weight loss, I guess.
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♪ ♪
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I'm gonna head home.
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We burned a lot of calories
for nothing.
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And I lost my arrow.
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♪ ♪
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That's one more arrow down.
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Four arrows left.
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♪ ♪
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The wind about did me in.
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♪ ♪
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I'm missing my family
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more than I ever have
in my life.
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♪ ♪
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And I've been away from home
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for up to a year at a time.
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But it's the isolation,
you know?
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It's just the not knowing,
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the not knowing
that everyone's okay.
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I just want to see my friends
and family and my dog...
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so bad.
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♪ ♪
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I've never felt anything
like this before.
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And I cannot shake it.
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♪ ♪
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Combine that with being tired,
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just feeling lonely and down.
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♪ ♪
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We're living day to day.
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♪ ♪
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And...
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you know, we're just gonna
do this one day at a time
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at this point.
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♪ ♪
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I want to be here.
I want to continue to be here.
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So let's see
if we can make it happen.
272
00:13:53,694 --> 00:14:00,770
♪ ♪
273
00:14:07,950 --> 00:14:10,815
- I don't know how many hours
I slept last night,
274
00:14:10,919 --> 00:14:12,610
but I don't think many.
275
00:14:14,370 --> 00:14:16,062
It's all the wind and...
276
00:14:18,892 --> 00:14:21,170
It's so noisy.
277
00:14:21,274 --> 00:14:23,379
I'm going to try to make
some earplugs
278
00:14:23,483 --> 00:14:26,417
because I think it will
really improve my sleep.
279
00:14:39,188 --> 00:14:40,189
Nice.
280
00:14:40,293 --> 00:14:41,950
That worked.
281
00:14:42,053 --> 00:14:45,056
That's a little improvement...
282
00:14:45,160 --> 00:14:46,333
for my life.
283
00:14:48,508 --> 00:14:50,751
♪ ♪
284
00:14:50,855 --> 00:14:53,582
We had lots and lots
of wind lately.
285
00:14:53,685 --> 00:14:55,791
The wind
really brings me down.
286
00:14:55,895 --> 00:15:00,175
It just makes me, like,
want to just stay in bed.
287
00:15:00,278 --> 00:15:03,730
But today I have
two objectives.
288
00:15:03,833 --> 00:15:07,113
I want to set up
a hanging line
289
00:15:07,216 --> 00:15:09,184
so that I can hang
my sleeping bag
290
00:15:09,287 --> 00:15:13,222
and make sure the feathers
don't clump up.
291
00:15:13,326 --> 00:15:15,155
I also need to work on my bed.
292
00:15:15,259 --> 00:15:17,295
I want to make it
way more comfortable,
293
00:15:17,399 --> 00:15:20,367
because my bed
is uncomfortable.
294
00:15:20,471 --> 00:15:23,715
Now I need to hang
my sleeping bag from here.
295
00:15:23,819 --> 00:15:25,890
♪ ♪
296
00:15:25,994 --> 00:15:28,928
Sleep is huge,
super important,
297
00:15:29,031 --> 00:15:31,240
and the more hours
of sleep I get,
298
00:15:31,344 --> 00:15:32,483
I think it's better
299
00:15:32,586 --> 00:15:35,831
because that's less calories
I use.
300
00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:37,212
It's better to be sleeping
301
00:15:37,315 --> 00:15:40,560
than to be awake
in a survival situation.
302
00:15:40,663 --> 00:15:43,701
So I need to figure out
a way to be
303
00:15:43,804 --> 00:15:46,531
as comfortable as possible
so that I can sleep
304
00:15:46,635 --> 00:15:48,706
as many hours as possible.
305
00:15:48,809 --> 00:15:50,363
♪ ♪
306
00:15:50,466 --> 00:15:51,881
Nice.
307
00:15:51,985 --> 00:15:53,987
I'm gonna go work on my bed.
308
00:15:54,091 --> 00:16:01,132
♪ ♪
309
00:16:04,791 --> 00:16:07,483
I'm excited for the winter.
310
00:16:07,587 --> 00:16:11,556
The snow, the cold,
it feels familiar to me.
311
00:16:11,660 --> 00:16:13,938
♪ ♪
312
00:16:14,042 --> 00:16:17,114
I think no one here has
as much winter experience
313
00:16:17,217 --> 00:16:18,425
as me by far,
314
00:16:18,529 --> 00:16:20,427
so it's my advantage.
315
00:16:20,531 --> 00:16:27,020
♪ ♪
316
00:16:27,124 --> 00:16:30,230
Yeah, so I'm gonna call it
a day for the bed.
317
00:16:30,334 --> 00:16:31,783
It's good, I think.
318
00:16:31,887 --> 00:16:34,994
We'll see.
We'll see tonight.
319
00:16:41,828 --> 00:16:44,900
♪ ♪
320
00:16:52,942 --> 00:16:54,599
- Let's get some water.
321
00:16:59,604 --> 00:17:01,779
The creek is iced up.
322
00:17:03,919 --> 00:17:06,163
This is where
I normally get my water.
323
00:17:12,307 --> 00:17:14,447
Oh, I can still get in there.
324
00:17:15,965 --> 00:17:17,484
Pretty cold out here.
325
00:17:17,588 --> 00:17:18,899
♪ ♪
326
00:17:19,003 --> 00:17:20,384
All righty.
327
00:17:20,487 --> 00:17:22,420
I think this cold's
here to stay.
328
00:17:22,524 --> 00:17:25,561
It's only gonna get more cold
and more windy.
329
00:17:25,665 --> 00:17:28,668
In the military, I trained in
Arctic warfare and survival.
330
00:17:28,771 --> 00:17:30,428
So I've been to minus 60.
331
00:17:30,532 --> 00:17:32,154
I've been to minus 70.
332
00:17:32,258 --> 00:17:34,950
This is the temperature
I operate in.
333
00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:36,986
See, there's still
water draining,
334
00:17:37,090 --> 00:17:39,334
but we'll just melt
ice if we need to.
335
00:17:39,437 --> 00:17:40,956
♪ ♪
336
00:17:41,060 --> 00:17:45,202
Out here, the only big factor
for me is, can I hunt?
337
00:17:45,305 --> 00:17:47,652
Can I procure food?
338
00:17:47,756 --> 00:17:49,827
Everything's
a little more complex.
339
00:17:49,930 --> 00:17:53,658
When it's cold,
there's less food.
340
00:17:53,762 --> 00:17:55,004
The squirrels--
341
00:17:55,108 --> 00:17:56,592
they're the most active thing
right now.
342
00:17:56,696 --> 00:17:58,905
So I'm focusing on squirrel.
343
00:17:59,008 --> 00:18:00,320
♪ ♪
344
00:18:00,424 --> 00:18:01,701
Let's go get some food.
345
00:18:01,804 --> 00:18:03,772
♪ ♪
346
00:18:03,875 --> 00:18:07,293
I just need one kill to lift
my spirits a little bit.
347
00:18:07,396 --> 00:18:14,023
♪ ♪
348
00:18:14,127 --> 00:18:15,301
Hoo.
349
00:18:15,404 --> 00:18:17,130
♪ ♪
350
00:18:17,234 --> 00:18:21,030
Oh, my God, I'm not doing well.
351
00:18:21,134 --> 00:18:25,138
I'm getting to the point
where I'm a lot more hungry.
352
00:18:25,242 --> 00:18:27,002
♪ ♪
353
00:18:27,106 --> 00:18:30,316
At night, I wake up
just wanting to eat,
354
00:18:30,419 --> 00:18:34,147
and all I can give my body
is some cranberries.
355
00:18:36,253 --> 00:18:37,495
♪ ♪
356
00:18:37,599 --> 00:18:39,704
Why don't you show yourself?
357
00:18:39,808 --> 00:18:42,190
The biggest thing for me
are the cravings.
358
00:18:42,293 --> 00:18:44,537
They're getting
a little painful now.
359
00:18:44,640 --> 00:18:48,334
And I have close to
zero fat reserves right now.
360
00:18:48,437 --> 00:18:55,410
♪ ♪
361
00:18:58,275 --> 00:19:01,312
There's two chasing each other.
362
00:19:05,454 --> 00:19:07,249
Where did it go?
363
00:19:07,353 --> 00:19:08,457
♪ ♪
364
00:19:08,561 --> 00:19:09,907
Oh, there it is.
365
00:19:10,010 --> 00:19:14,601
♪ ♪
366
00:19:14,705 --> 00:19:16,051
*bleep*.
367
00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:17,259
I missed it.
368
00:19:17,363 --> 00:19:21,090
♪ ♪
369
00:19:21,194 --> 00:19:23,507
I don't feel so good.
370
00:19:23,610 --> 00:19:25,716
I'm just gonna sit down
for a little bit.
371
00:19:25,819 --> 00:19:27,235
♪ ♪
372
00:19:27,338 --> 00:19:28,822
I need a break.
373
00:19:28,926 --> 00:19:30,997
♪ ♪
374
00:19:31,100 --> 00:19:33,241
I'm too tired to walk anymore.
375
00:19:33,344 --> 00:19:34,242
♪ ♪
376
00:19:34,345 --> 00:19:36,382
I feel so frickin' weak.
377
00:19:36,485 --> 00:19:38,038
♪ ♪
378
00:19:38,142 --> 00:19:40,903
My energy levels are just...
379
00:19:41,007 --> 00:19:42,077
too low,
380
00:19:42,181 --> 00:19:44,735
and my muscles
fatigue too fast.
381
00:19:44,838 --> 00:19:48,463
♪ ♪
382
00:19:48,566 --> 00:19:50,568
I don't want any long hunts.
383
00:19:50,672 --> 00:19:54,814
♪ ♪
384
00:19:54,917 --> 00:19:57,886
My body is just not acting
the same.
385
00:19:57,989 --> 00:20:01,959
♪ ♪
386
00:20:02,062 --> 00:20:04,064
I need to adjust my behaviors
387
00:20:04,168 --> 00:20:07,827
so that I'm getting as much
as I can with what I got.
388
00:20:07,930 --> 00:20:10,209
♪ ♪
389
00:20:10,312 --> 00:20:12,832
It's definitely a mental game.
390
00:20:12,935 --> 00:20:15,352
It's hard. It's really hard.
391
00:20:15,455 --> 00:20:22,013
♪ ♪
392
00:20:22,117 --> 00:20:24,326
For me to stay positive,
393
00:20:24,430 --> 00:20:28,019
I'm just gonna have
to take 20 minutes or so,
394
00:20:28,123 --> 00:20:31,575
kind of think of what my
happy thought is for the day.
395
00:20:33,439 --> 00:20:35,751
It always comes
back to Gabrielle.
396
00:20:37,926 --> 00:20:40,273
I'm here for my mom.
397
00:20:40,377 --> 00:20:43,103
I want her to see how hard
I can push.
398
00:20:43,207 --> 00:20:47,176
I want her to see the strength
that she instilled in me
399
00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:49,593
so she can see it
in herself again.
400
00:20:50,904 --> 00:20:54,356
But when that strength dwindles
401
00:20:54,460 --> 00:20:57,877
and I start to doubt myself...
402
00:20:57,980 --> 00:21:02,088
thinking about Gab
and what we have
403
00:21:02,191 --> 00:21:05,367
and what we hope to have
in the future...
404
00:21:05,471 --> 00:21:08,646
it gives me strength
that I didn't know I had left.
405
00:21:08,750 --> 00:21:10,407
♪ ♪
406
00:21:10,510 --> 00:21:12,478
And she's helping me
push through.
407
00:21:12,581 --> 00:21:15,584
♪ ♪
408
00:21:15,688 --> 00:21:18,311
Well, it's snowing.
409
00:21:18,415 --> 00:21:19,657
Good night, guys...
410
00:21:19,761 --> 00:21:20,658
♪ ♪
411
00:21:20,762 --> 00:21:22,419
And gals.
412
00:21:23,765 --> 00:21:30,737
♪ ♪
413
00:21:54,485 --> 00:21:56,142
- Good morning.
414
00:21:56,245 --> 00:22:00,629
Oh, my gosh, what
a beautiful morning it is.
415
00:22:00,733 --> 00:22:03,391
It snowed.
416
00:22:05,013 --> 00:22:07,567
Yeah, it just gives you
a little taste of winter.
417
00:22:07,671 --> 00:22:10,501
It also is bitter cold.
418
00:22:12,848 --> 00:22:13,987
Oh, my gosh.
419
00:22:14,091 --> 00:22:15,506
♪ ♪
420
00:22:15,610 --> 00:22:19,027
Today I'm gonna go check
my trap line.
421
00:22:19,130 --> 00:22:21,581
It's been two days
since I've been there.
422
00:22:21,685 --> 00:22:25,965
And I just see
a lot more squirrel activity
423
00:22:26,068 --> 00:22:27,553
further in the woods
a little bit,
424
00:22:27,656 --> 00:22:30,349
so I might set up
a few more traps there.
425
00:22:32,454 --> 00:22:35,250
Yeah, just spectacular.
426
00:22:37,873 --> 00:22:41,843
♪ ♪
427
00:22:41,946 --> 00:22:44,880
Yesterday I was down on myself
428
00:22:44,984 --> 00:22:47,780
because I kept missing
the squirrels by one inch.
429
00:22:47,883 --> 00:22:48,919
♪ ♪
430
00:22:49,022 --> 00:22:50,645
Ah, this needs to be reset.
431
00:22:50,748 --> 00:22:52,336
♪ ♪
432
00:22:52,440 --> 00:22:54,027
Okay.
433
00:22:54,131 --> 00:22:58,446
I am changing my hunting plan
to be more around trapping.
434
00:22:58,549 --> 00:22:59,516
♪ ♪
435
00:22:59,619 --> 00:23:01,172
That one's still good.
436
00:23:01,276 --> 00:23:04,279
♪ ♪
437
00:23:04,383 --> 00:23:07,903
I'm focusing on snaring
for the squirrels.
438
00:23:08,007 --> 00:23:09,422
Wow, look at this.
439
00:23:09,526 --> 00:23:10,665
I'm gonna put a trap.
440
00:23:10,768 --> 00:23:12,183
I'm gonna put five of them
441
00:23:12,287 --> 00:23:15,601
in this
little squirrel kitchen area.
442
00:23:15,704 --> 00:23:18,155
Okay, let's start
with this one.
443
00:23:18,258 --> 00:23:19,501
You know, at some point,
444
00:23:19,605 --> 00:23:22,884
they're gonna hunker down
for the winter,
445
00:23:22,987 --> 00:23:25,127
so I need to take advantage
of that,
446
00:23:25,231 --> 00:23:27,682
'cause I am hungry.
447
00:23:27,785 --> 00:23:29,994
My thumbs are split.
448
00:23:30,098 --> 00:23:32,618
Both thumbs are split.
449
00:23:32,721 --> 00:23:36,345
Go, fingers, go,
before you get cold.
450
00:23:36,449 --> 00:23:40,315
Squirrels are so forgiving
when it comes to trapping.
451
00:23:40,419 --> 00:23:43,007
They don't care about smells.
452
00:23:43,111 --> 00:23:44,733
♪ ♪
453
00:23:44,837 --> 00:23:46,839
Yeah, make a nice round hole
454
00:23:46,942 --> 00:23:49,807
the size of a squirrel head.
455
00:23:49,911 --> 00:23:51,533
Okay, perfect.
456
00:23:51,637 --> 00:23:58,609
♪ ♪
457
00:24:04,373 --> 00:24:06,168
It's been a pretty good day.
458
00:24:06,272 --> 00:24:07,687
I feel pretty content.
459
00:24:07,791 --> 00:24:08,964
♪ ♪
460
00:24:09,068 --> 00:24:13,244
I just found myself
very much at peace today.
461
00:24:14,591 --> 00:24:16,247
Um...
462
00:24:18,802 --> 00:24:21,598
I went and checked
all my traps.
463
00:24:21,701 --> 00:24:22,840
There was no rush.
464
00:24:22,944 --> 00:24:25,705
I set, like,
five new traps today.
465
00:24:25,809 --> 00:24:27,017
Um...
466
00:24:27,120 --> 00:24:30,192
I was very at peace,
and I felt very humble.
467
00:24:30,296 --> 00:24:32,747
I felt...
468
00:24:32,850 --> 00:24:35,991
like I wasn't here to do.
469
00:24:36,095 --> 00:24:38,028
What am I gonna do today?
470
00:24:38,131 --> 00:24:39,685
And...
471
00:24:39,788 --> 00:24:41,687
I was just present.
472
00:24:41,790 --> 00:24:43,412
♪ ♪
473
00:24:43,516 --> 00:24:46,899
To be honest,
it's been quite embarrassing
474
00:24:47,002 --> 00:24:51,766
as far as my inability
to shoot a squirrel,
475
00:24:51,869 --> 00:24:54,182
and I found myself
using words
476
00:24:54,285 --> 00:24:56,667
like "my successes"
and "my failures."
477
00:24:56,771 --> 00:24:58,324
And I don't want
to be a failure.
478
00:24:58,427 --> 00:25:00,360
Well, what is failing?
479
00:25:00,464 --> 00:25:02,570
Those are words
I don't even use at home.
480
00:25:02,673 --> 00:25:04,917
♪ ♪
481
00:25:05,020 --> 00:25:08,161
When I was 36 years old,
I was pregnant.
482
00:25:08,265 --> 00:25:09,818
And...
483
00:25:09,922 --> 00:25:12,994
♪ ♪
484
00:25:13,097 --> 00:25:15,721
At four months pregnant--
485
00:25:15,824 --> 00:25:18,309
when I was
four months pregnant...
486
00:25:18,413 --> 00:25:19,759
♪ ♪
487
00:25:19,863 --> 00:25:21,727
I ended up having
a miscarriage.
488
00:25:21,830 --> 00:25:24,592
And that's pretty late in
the game to have a miscarriage,
489
00:25:24,695 --> 00:25:26,525
and so it was pretty big,
490
00:25:26,628 --> 00:25:28,147
because I still had to go
491
00:25:28,250 --> 00:25:30,770
through
the whole labor process.
492
00:25:30,874 --> 00:25:31,978
And...
493
00:25:32,082 --> 00:25:35,326
♪ ♪
494
00:25:35,430 --> 00:25:37,052
It was unique,
495
00:25:37,156 --> 00:25:39,676
even though I lost the child,
496
00:25:39,779 --> 00:25:42,817
because I still got
to experience having a birth.
497
00:25:42,920 --> 00:25:43,921
♪ ♪
498
00:25:44,025 --> 00:25:45,164
So I don't know.
499
00:25:45,267 --> 00:25:47,615
Does that not make me
a mother?
500
00:25:47,718 --> 00:25:49,582
I learned death.
501
00:25:49,686 --> 00:25:52,551
It could happen anytime,
anytime.
502
00:25:52,654 --> 00:25:56,071
And for you to know
how to live,
503
00:25:56,175 --> 00:25:58,004
you need to know how to die.
504
00:25:58,108 --> 00:26:00,282
♪ ♪
505
00:26:00,386 --> 00:26:04,666
When I feel like
I'm failing or succeeding,
506
00:26:04,770 --> 00:26:06,668
I'm judging myself.
507
00:26:06,772 --> 00:26:07,842
♪ ♪
508
00:26:07,945 --> 00:26:09,671
And why am I doing that?
509
00:26:09,775 --> 00:26:13,572
♪ ♪
510
00:26:13,675 --> 00:26:14,814
I'm here.
511
00:26:14,918 --> 00:26:16,644
♪ ♪
512
00:26:16,747 --> 00:26:18,956
I must have done
something right to get here.
513
00:26:19,060 --> 00:26:23,789
♪ ♪
514
00:26:23,892 --> 00:26:25,825
Yeah.
515
00:26:25,929 --> 00:26:27,724
So thank you for listening.
516
00:26:29,415 --> 00:26:32,487
I think I covered it all.
517
00:26:32,591 --> 00:26:35,904
I think I covered it all.
518
00:26:45,949 --> 00:26:49,504
♪ ♪
519
00:26:56,028 --> 00:26:57,857
- Still feeling
a little tired,
520
00:26:57,961 --> 00:27:01,999
but I think it'd be a good idea
to go down to the beach
521
00:27:02,103 --> 00:27:04,036
and make those bird traps,
522
00:27:04,139 --> 00:27:08,143
because if we can get birds
and squirrels,
523
00:27:08,247 --> 00:27:09,869
that would be a game changer.
524
00:27:09,973 --> 00:27:14,563
♪ ♪
525
00:27:14,667 --> 00:27:19,085
I've been storing
my grouse guts on the beach
526
00:27:19,189 --> 00:27:22,882
under some rocks,
hoping that a bear comes by,
527
00:27:22,986 --> 00:27:25,885
but the only thing
that I've seen is the ravens.
528
00:27:25,989 --> 00:27:27,266
♪ ♪
529
00:27:27,369 --> 00:27:28,992
And if this bird trap works,
530
00:27:29,095 --> 00:27:31,546
that's gonna be
a huge morale booster.
531
00:27:31,650 --> 00:27:33,168
♪ ♪
532
00:27:33,272 --> 00:27:34,514
Let's see.
533
00:27:34,618 --> 00:27:36,171
Got to make sure
to implement
534
00:27:36,275 --> 00:27:39,554
as many food-procuring
strategies that I can
535
00:27:39,658 --> 00:27:42,108
so that I get
some passive food.
536
00:27:42,212 --> 00:27:43,144
Okay.
537
00:27:43,247 --> 00:27:45,042
♪ ♪
538
00:27:52,222 --> 00:27:55,777
♪ ♪
539
00:27:55,881 --> 00:27:59,712
Am I concerned
about how tired I'm getting?
540
00:27:59,816 --> 00:28:00,989
♪ ♪
541
00:28:01,093 --> 00:28:02,853
Yeah.
542
00:28:02,957 --> 00:28:05,442
I still think
this is a little too tight.
543
00:28:05,545 --> 00:28:07,547
I'm eating every day,
544
00:28:07,651 --> 00:28:10,033
but my body knows
that it's not enough,
545
00:28:10,136 --> 00:28:11,241
and it's screaming.
546
00:28:11,344 --> 00:28:13,208
It's yelling at me.
547
00:28:16,039 --> 00:28:19,076
♪ ♪
548
00:28:19,180 --> 00:28:22,217
Every day it's a fight
549
00:28:22,321 --> 00:28:25,117
to not press that button,
550
00:28:25,220 --> 00:28:27,360
just to hear Gab's voice.
551
00:28:29,880 --> 00:28:31,192
♪ ♪
552
00:28:31,295 --> 00:28:34,678
I guess
my always-happy thought is...
553
00:28:34,782 --> 00:28:36,024
Gab.
554
00:28:44,550 --> 00:28:46,759
♪ ♪
555
00:28:46,863 --> 00:28:49,831
I was thinking
about the first time we met.
556
00:28:49,935 --> 00:28:53,559
You know, we work in different
departments in the hospital.
557
00:28:53,662 --> 00:28:56,527
This was during COVID,
so I was so tired
558
00:28:56,631 --> 00:28:58,737
and hungry and overworked.
559
00:28:58,840 --> 00:29:00,600
It kind of felt like today.
560
00:29:00,704 --> 00:29:01,670
♪ ♪
561
00:29:01,774 --> 00:29:02,982
Almost through.
562
00:29:03,086 --> 00:29:05,433
♪ ♪
563
00:29:05,536 --> 00:29:07,055
And then I saw her.
564
00:29:07,159 --> 00:29:08,677
And she looked right at me.
565
00:29:08,781 --> 00:29:12,923
And I swear I could have seen
her smiling at me
566
00:29:13,027 --> 00:29:14,511
through that mask.
567
00:29:14,614 --> 00:29:17,065
♪ ♪
568
00:29:17,169 --> 00:29:20,897
What started with small talk
continued with banter.
569
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:24,624
And I think
we realized early on,
570
00:29:24,728 --> 00:29:29,146
everything was just
better together.
571
00:29:29,250 --> 00:29:31,217
♪ ♪
572
00:29:31,321 --> 00:29:35,359
All right, I got
a little perch over here.
573
00:29:35,463 --> 00:29:37,016
The idea...
574
00:29:37,120 --> 00:29:40,537
is that bait's on this stick.
575
00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:44,886
There's a rope,
kind of like a cowboy lasso,
576
00:29:44,990 --> 00:29:47,061
that rests over here.
577
00:29:47,164 --> 00:29:51,582
And then as the bird lands
on this, this falls down.
578
00:29:51,686 --> 00:29:54,827
And there's a string
attached to that rock
579
00:29:54,931 --> 00:29:57,485
that falls down here.
580
00:29:57,588 --> 00:29:59,280
So...
581
00:29:59,383 --> 00:30:00,799
that's how that'll work.
582
00:30:00,902 --> 00:30:02,939
♪ ♪
583
00:30:03,042 --> 00:30:05,873
You know, it's all
about your spirit out here.
584
00:30:05,976 --> 00:30:07,736
Your body can feel
like it's breaking,
585
00:30:07,840 --> 00:30:11,119
but if you still have it
in your soul and in your mind,
586
00:30:11,223 --> 00:30:13,466
you can push a ways.
587
00:30:13,570 --> 00:30:16,780
All right,
that should do the trick.
588
00:30:16,884 --> 00:30:19,887
♪ ♪
589
00:30:19,990 --> 00:30:23,062
And Gabrielle--she is my rock
590
00:30:23,166 --> 00:30:24,926
that doesn't weigh me down.
591
00:30:25,030 --> 00:30:26,652
Keeps me grounded when I feel
592
00:30:26,755 --> 00:30:28,550
like the wind's gonna
push me away.
593
00:30:28,654 --> 00:30:30,276
♪ ♪
594
00:30:30,380 --> 00:30:32,761
And I love her.
I love her so much.
595
00:30:32,865 --> 00:30:34,177
♪ ♪
596
00:30:34,280 --> 00:30:38,975
Hopefully they'll let me push
a wee bit more,
597
00:30:39,078 --> 00:30:40,597
see what happens.
598
00:30:40,700 --> 00:30:41,632
♪ ♪
599
00:30:41,736 --> 00:30:43,427
Yeah, day by day.
600
00:30:43,531 --> 00:30:44,773
Okay.
601
00:30:44,877 --> 00:30:46,775
♪ ♪
602
00:30:46,879 --> 00:30:48,294
That was a lot of work,
603
00:30:48,398 --> 00:30:51,297
but that's
a beautiful bird trap.
604
00:30:51,401 --> 00:30:52,712
If I catch a bird with this,
605
00:30:52,816 --> 00:30:54,335
I might just eat
the whole thing
606
00:30:54,438 --> 00:30:57,441
right then and there
just to celebrate.
607
00:30:57,545 --> 00:31:00,168
Oh, I'm done!
608
00:31:00,272 --> 00:31:07,313
♪ ♪
609
00:31:19,015 --> 00:31:22,708
- Just getting everything
prepped for the day.
610
00:31:24,813 --> 00:31:28,024
Fortunately for us,
we won't be wasting any time
611
00:31:28,127 --> 00:31:29,439
eating breakfast this morning.
612
00:31:29,542 --> 00:31:31,717
We can just get
straight under way.
613
00:31:32,891 --> 00:31:33,788
♪ ♪
614
00:31:33,892 --> 00:31:35,100
Isn't it great?
615
00:31:35,203 --> 00:31:36,653
♪ ♪
616
00:31:36,756 --> 00:31:39,898
Such a time saver,
not having any food.
617
00:31:40,001 --> 00:31:46,905
♪ ♪
618
00:31:47,008 --> 00:31:49,769
Today is all about hunting.
619
00:31:49,873 --> 00:31:51,564
♪ ♪
620
00:31:51,668 --> 00:31:53,808
Very cold.
621
00:31:53,912 --> 00:31:58,157
This snow on the ground--
just a tiny little dusting.
622
00:31:58,261 --> 00:32:02,299
And the river
is already icing over.
623
00:32:02,403 --> 00:32:04,474
We're gonna head down
624
00:32:04,577 --> 00:32:08,409
to some of the further valleys
and look for grouse.
625
00:32:08,512 --> 00:32:10,825
♪ ♪
626
00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:13,414
Out here,
I'm grateful for every life
627
00:32:13,517 --> 00:32:15,278
that I've taken.
628
00:32:15,381 --> 00:32:18,591
You know, killing is
a hard thing to do every day.
629
00:32:18,695 --> 00:32:20,973
It can be exhausting.
630
00:32:21,077 --> 00:32:24,425
It takes a lot of grouse
to feed a man in the wild.
631
00:32:24,528 --> 00:32:26,116
♪ ♪
632
00:32:26,220 --> 00:32:29,395
Look at how pretty this
little valley is right now.
633
00:32:29,499 --> 00:32:31,777
The camera
doesn't do it justice.
634
00:32:31,880 --> 00:32:32,812
♪ ♪
635
00:32:32,916 --> 00:32:35,298
No grouse, though.
636
00:32:35,401 --> 00:32:38,266
I'm getting tired early.
637
00:32:38,370 --> 00:32:41,787
Not a good sign,
but we need to keep pushing on.
638
00:32:41,890 --> 00:32:42,857
♪ ♪
639
00:32:42,961 --> 00:32:44,410
Fingers crossed.
640
00:32:44,514 --> 00:32:45,791
♪ ♪
641
00:32:45,894 --> 00:32:49,484
I'm still losing weight
at a pretty steady pace.
642
00:32:49,588 --> 00:32:52,556
The number-one thing
is just conserving calories.
643
00:32:52,660 --> 00:32:55,007
But if I have
to actively hunt
644
00:32:55,111 --> 00:32:56,975
for three or four hours
every day,
645
00:32:57,078 --> 00:33:00,219
I'm burning a tremendous
amount of calories.
646
00:33:00,323 --> 00:33:01,980
The grouse are around,
647
00:33:02,083 --> 00:33:05,155
but getting harder to find
and harder to shoot--
648
00:33:05,259 --> 00:33:07,468
same with the squirrels.
649
00:33:07,571 --> 00:33:10,160
And I'm not finding
any new bear sign.
650
00:33:10,264 --> 00:33:16,856
♪ ♪
651
00:33:18,582 --> 00:33:25,589
♪ ♪
652
00:33:30,870 --> 00:33:32,010
It's right there.
653
00:33:32,113 --> 00:33:35,565
♪ ♪
654
00:33:35,668 --> 00:33:37,256
Stay right there.
655
00:33:37,360 --> 00:33:40,294
♪ ♪
656
00:33:41,778 --> 00:33:48,647
♪ ♪
657
00:33:48,750 --> 00:33:49,924
Yes.
658
00:33:50,028 --> 00:33:52,099
♪ ♪
659
00:33:52,202 --> 00:33:53,928
We got something
to eat tonight.
660
00:33:54,032 --> 00:33:56,206
♪ ♪
661
00:33:56,310 --> 00:33:57,932
Ah, thank God.
662
00:34:00,762 --> 00:34:03,800
It's a beautiful,
beautiful grouse.
663
00:34:03,903 --> 00:34:05,940
♪ ♪
664
00:34:06,044 --> 00:34:08,667
I can't tell you
what this bird means to me.
665
00:34:08,770 --> 00:34:11,290
I'm so hungry.
666
00:34:11,394 --> 00:34:15,294
And I'm really deeply,
deeply appreciative.
667
00:34:15,398 --> 00:34:17,227
♪ ♪
668
00:34:17,331 --> 00:34:19,402
We get to stay
for another day.
669
00:34:19,505 --> 00:34:23,509
♪ ♪
670
00:34:23,613 --> 00:34:25,753
I'm just letting her
calmly die.
671
00:34:25,856 --> 00:34:26,995
♪ ♪
672
00:34:27,099 --> 00:34:29,584
Go to sleep.
It'll be okay.
673
00:34:29,688 --> 00:34:34,658
♪ ♪
674
00:34:34,762 --> 00:34:37,282
You're okay.
675
00:34:39,387 --> 00:34:41,976
♪ ♪
676
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:45,462
I'm getting a little burned out
on killing things...
677
00:34:45,566 --> 00:34:50,398
♪ ♪
678
00:34:50,502 --> 00:34:52,849
Watching them die.
679
00:34:52,952 --> 00:34:55,921
I feel a little bit sad
every time.
680
00:34:56,024 --> 00:34:57,716
♪ ♪
681
00:34:57,819 --> 00:34:59,027
And I think day after day,
682
00:34:59,131 --> 00:35:02,755
that kind of takes
a little bit of a toll.
683
00:35:02,859 --> 00:35:04,274
♪ ♪
684
00:35:04,378 --> 00:35:06,828
I wish I could just kill
one more animal
685
00:35:06,932 --> 00:35:10,487
and be set
for my time out here,
686
00:35:10,591 --> 00:35:14,767
not have to continue
to kill and kill and kill.
687
00:35:14,871 --> 00:35:18,081
♪ ♪
688
00:35:18,185 --> 00:35:22,154
I feel a deep, deep commune
with this place.
689
00:35:23,604 --> 00:35:26,572
The only other place I felt
this deeply connected to land
690
00:35:26,676 --> 00:35:29,748
is in my own property.
691
00:35:29,851 --> 00:35:32,268
♪ ♪
692
00:35:32,371 --> 00:35:35,478
At home, I could shoot
a white-tail deer
693
00:35:35,581 --> 00:35:39,413
and be good
for a couple months.
694
00:35:39,516 --> 00:35:41,622
That's one animal
to watch die,
695
00:35:41,725 --> 00:35:43,279
to appreciate their death.
696
00:35:43,382 --> 00:35:44,556
♪ ♪
697
00:35:44,659 --> 00:35:46,558
But that is unlikely
to happen.
698
00:35:46,661 --> 00:35:48,146
♪ ♪
699
00:35:48,249 --> 00:35:51,735
And if I want to stay,
then other things need to die.
700
00:35:51,839 --> 00:35:53,427
♪ ♪
701
00:35:53,530 --> 00:35:57,085
And that's the web of life
that we live in.
702
00:35:57,189 --> 00:36:01,228
♪ ♪
703
00:36:06,992 --> 00:36:11,307
♪ ♪
704
00:36:29,014 --> 00:36:33,018
- Today is day 50, day 50.
705
00:36:34,399 --> 00:36:35,848
Big milestone.
706
00:36:35,952 --> 00:36:38,368
Just as a treat to myself,
707
00:36:38,472 --> 00:36:40,336
today I'm wearing new socks,
708
00:36:40,439 --> 00:36:43,753
so completely unused,
709
00:36:43,856 --> 00:36:46,963
nice, new wool socks.
710
00:36:47,066 --> 00:36:49,310
The last socks that I've used,
711
00:36:49,414 --> 00:36:52,831
I've used them continuously
for about 20 days.
712
00:36:52,934 --> 00:36:55,523
It's kind of like
when it's Christmas
713
00:36:55,627 --> 00:36:59,320
and your grandma
gives you socks,
714
00:36:59,424 --> 00:37:03,048
and you're like,
"Oh, thanks, Grandma."
715
00:37:03,151 --> 00:37:05,361
But--
716
00:37:05,464 --> 00:37:08,329
In my case, it's like,
"Thanks, Grandma!
717
00:37:08,433 --> 00:37:10,400
I really wanted these."
718
00:37:10,504 --> 00:37:12,333
"They're awesome."
719
00:37:12,437 --> 00:37:19,409
♪ ♪
720
00:37:22,550 --> 00:37:25,070
Right now
I'm a bit dehydrated.
721
00:37:25,173 --> 00:37:27,003
I need to drink water.
722
00:37:27,106 --> 00:37:29,937
So I'm gonna check
how thick the ice is
723
00:37:30,040 --> 00:37:31,559
and grab some water.
724
00:37:31,663 --> 00:37:32,940
♪ ♪
725
00:37:33,043 --> 00:37:35,874
I'm excited for the ice.
726
00:37:35,977 --> 00:37:38,256
Time to start using my ax.
727
00:37:38,359 --> 00:37:41,017
♪ ♪
728
00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:43,537
Very conveniently,
I have a pier.
729
00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:46,229
That means that I can go
to the deeper ice
730
00:37:46,333 --> 00:37:47,851
and just use my ax.
731
00:37:47,955 --> 00:37:50,233
♪ ♪
732
00:37:50,337 --> 00:37:52,546
Another day in Labrador.
733
00:37:52,649 --> 00:37:54,202
I'm dying.
734
00:38:02,003 --> 00:38:04,316
♪ ♪
735
00:38:04,420 --> 00:38:06,905
I'm thankful
that there's water here,
736
00:38:07,008 --> 00:38:09,287
but there's no food coming in.
737
00:38:09,390 --> 00:38:12,600
And trapping,
hunting, fishing
738
00:38:12,704 --> 00:38:15,120
takes so much energy.
739
00:38:15,223 --> 00:38:17,467
With the fish,
I kind of screwed up.
740
00:38:17,571 --> 00:38:19,918
I think I probably spent
more energy
741
00:38:20,021 --> 00:38:23,508
trying to build the pier
and the fishing pole.
742
00:38:23,611 --> 00:38:25,613
And now I realize
743
00:38:25,717 --> 00:38:29,203
I have to be strategic
about my energy.
744
00:38:29,307 --> 00:38:31,481
This is not
my first time starving.
745
00:38:31,585 --> 00:38:34,484
So I know that
if I just eat a little bit,
746
00:38:34,588 --> 00:38:36,279
I'm going to have
extreme hunger
747
00:38:36,383 --> 00:38:38,385
and I'm gonna have
hunger pangs.
748
00:38:38,488 --> 00:38:41,284
This mental hunger
is an obsession.
749
00:38:41,388 --> 00:38:45,288
And it takes a lot
of mental energy to come back.
750
00:38:45,392 --> 00:38:49,016
But if you go full fast,
you basically jump that,
751
00:38:49,119 --> 00:38:51,639
and you do not get
the mental hunger
752
00:38:51,743 --> 00:38:53,607
because your body
really understands
753
00:38:53,710 --> 00:38:55,954
that this
is an extreme situation.
754
00:38:56,057 --> 00:39:00,441
So my plan right now basically
is to fast
755
00:39:00,545 --> 00:39:02,685
for 20 more days.
756
00:39:02,788 --> 00:39:04,134
Isn't that insane?
757
00:39:04,238 --> 00:39:06,378
♪ ♪
758
00:39:06,482 --> 00:39:09,174
What inspires me the most
is the amazing things
759
00:39:09,277 --> 00:39:12,833
we can do when our minds
and bodies are in sync.
760
00:39:12,936 --> 00:39:16,664
I feel everything
is telling me hunker down.
761
00:39:16,768 --> 00:39:18,010
It's all a risk.
762
00:39:18,114 --> 00:39:20,427
But I improvise a lot,
763
00:39:20,530 --> 00:39:24,120
and I'm not afraid to just go,
like, completely opposite
764
00:39:24,223 --> 00:39:27,503
of what everyone would do
and go with my intuition.
765
00:39:27,606 --> 00:39:30,160
I just need
to last a day longer
766
00:39:30,264 --> 00:39:31,679
than the other contestants.
767
00:39:31,783 --> 00:39:33,336
That's all I need, you know?
768
00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:36,166
You don't have
to outrun the bear.
769
00:39:36,270 --> 00:39:39,480
You just have to outrun
your friend.
770
00:39:39,584 --> 00:39:43,829
That's my plan.
It's a little bit crazy.
771
00:39:43,933 --> 00:39:46,107
But I think it's doable.
772
00:39:46,211 --> 00:39:48,247
20 more days of starving.
773
00:39:50,629 --> 00:39:52,459
I think my body can take it,
774
00:39:52,562 --> 00:39:54,564
and my mind can take it.
775
00:39:56,290 --> 00:39:58,741
We'll see.
776
00:40:01,847 --> 00:40:08,820
♪ ♪
777
00:40:17,967 --> 00:40:20,728
- Well, good afternoon.
778
00:40:20,832 --> 00:40:22,385
Oh, my God.
779
00:40:22,489 --> 00:40:27,217
I'll show you,
but the river is frozen over.
780
00:40:27,321 --> 00:40:29,357
I can't believe it.
781
00:40:29,461 --> 00:40:32,671
Let's see if we can pick it up
on the camera.
782
00:40:32,775 --> 00:40:34,673
Gonna spin you around.
783
00:40:37,124 --> 00:40:39,091
There we go.
Zoom right in.
784
00:40:39,195 --> 00:40:42,370
Look at that.
That's all ice.
785
00:40:42,474 --> 00:40:46,961
And a section in the middle
is actually flowing.
786
00:40:47,065 --> 00:40:48,307
It hasn't froze yet.
787
00:40:48,411 --> 00:40:50,689
♪ ♪
788
00:40:50,793 --> 00:40:53,727
Winter is upon us.
789
00:40:53,830 --> 00:40:57,385
♪ ♪
790
00:40:57,489 --> 00:41:01,044
I'm out here as long
as I can stay out.
791
00:41:01,148 --> 00:41:04,841
Winter, here we come.
Bring it on.
792
00:41:04,945 --> 00:41:06,740
This is "monumentous."
793
00:41:06,843 --> 00:41:10,916
My fishing pole is gonna become
a walking stick
794
00:41:11,020 --> 00:41:14,057
'cause I love this stick
and I think fishing's out.
795
00:41:15,956 --> 00:41:20,029
I know some really cold
weather is coming in.
796
00:41:20,132 --> 00:41:22,376
I'm just gonna keep
doing what I'm doing--
797
00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:24,378
hunting and trapping
every day.
798
00:41:24,482 --> 00:41:26,207
I'm definitely
on the trail for food
799
00:41:26,311 --> 00:41:28,175
because that's what's gonna
keep me out here.
800
00:41:30,177 --> 00:41:31,765
I'm going to be
so happy to have this
801
00:41:31,868 --> 00:41:33,249
when I'm trekking around.
802
00:41:33,352 --> 00:41:35,907
♪ ♪
803
00:41:36,010 --> 00:41:38,047
Yay, I got a walking stick.
804
00:41:38,150 --> 00:41:40,739
Fishing...krr, done.
805
00:41:42,672 --> 00:41:44,432
Let's go find some food.
806
00:41:44,536 --> 00:41:50,749
♪ ♪
807
00:41:50,853 --> 00:41:53,269
I need to get
some blood moving.
808
00:41:53,372 --> 00:41:57,722
Every time I check my traps,
I come home empty-handed.
809
00:41:57,825 --> 00:42:01,311
Today I woke up feeling
super refreshed,
810
00:42:01,415 --> 00:42:03,244
and I'm hungry.
811
00:42:05,902 --> 00:42:10,493
Mentally, emotionally,
I feel ready for winter.
812
00:42:10,597 --> 00:42:13,738
It's really dependent on food
right now for me.
813
00:42:13,841 --> 00:42:15,153
♪ ♪
814
00:42:15,256 --> 00:42:17,017
Oh, here's one of my traps.
815
00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:18,570
And...
816
00:42:18,674 --> 00:42:19,640
♪ ♪
817
00:42:19,744 --> 00:42:21,055
It got blown out.
818
00:42:21,159 --> 00:42:22,229
Looks like...
819
00:42:22,332 --> 00:42:23,782
♪ ♪
820
00:42:23,886 --> 00:42:26,267
Someone went through there,
which is good.
821
00:42:26,371 --> 00:42:28,580
♪ ♪
822
00:42:28,684 --> 00:42:31,514
With the fishing days
coming to an end,
823
00:42:31,618 --> 00:42:34,897
I am changing my plan
to spending as much time
824
00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:36,761
as possible trapping.
825
00:42:36,864 --> 00:42:37,934
♪ ♪
826
00:42:38,038 --> 00:42:40,419
That one still looks good.
827
00:42:40,523 --> 00:42:44,216
That's really my only
food options at this point.
828
00:42:44,320 --> 00:42:45,666
♪ ♪
829
00:42:45,770 --> 00:42:48,048
Looks like someone's
been digging there.
830
00:42:48,151 --> 00:42:49,981
♪ ♪
831
00:42:50,084 --> 00:42:51,672
Where is it?
832
00:42:51,776 --> 00:42:52,742
Oh!
833
00:42:52,846 --> 00:42:54,399
Oh.
834
00:42:54,502 --> 00:42:55,642
Oh, my gosh.
835
00:42:55,745 --> 00:42:58,265
♪ ♪
836
00:43:05,479 --> 00:43:07,274
♪ ♪
837
00:43:15,523 --> 00:43:17,111
Oh.
838
00:43:17,215 --> 00:43:20,080
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
839
00:43:20,183 --> 00:43:21,599
Oh, my gosh.
840
00:43:21,702 --> 00:43:22,807
♪ ♪
841
00:43:22,910 --> 00:43:24,256
I got one.
842
00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:28,467
♪ ♪
843
00:43:28,571 --> 00:43:30,884
I got one.
844
00:43:30,987 --> 00:43:32,575
He's frozen.
845
00:43:32,679 --> 00:43:35,129
Looks like he still has
snowflakes on his head,
846
00:43:35,233 --> 00:43:37,925
so obviously not from today.
847
00:43:38,029 --> 00:43:39,306
Aw.
848
00:43:39,409 --> 00:43:42,240
Yay, I got
something for dinner.
849
00:43:45,208 --> 00:43:46,278
Wow.
850
00:43:46,382 --> 00:43:47,625
Mwah.
851
00:43:49,005 --> 00:43:52,181
I got a frozen dinner
for my dinner tonight.
852
00:43:53,631 --> 00:43:54,873
Oh, that's not funny.
853
00:43:54,977 --> 00:43:59,050
I hope he hasn't been there
for too long.
854
00:43:59,153 --> 00:44:01,362
Let me put you in the pocket.
855
00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:06,195
I'll have to thaw him out
just to gut him.
856
00:44:07,748 --> 00:44:14,721
♪ ♪
857
00:44:20,209 --> 00:44:22,211
This one tastes really good.
858
00:44:22,314 --> 00:44:25,248
♪ ♪
859
00:44:25,352 --> 00:44:27,768
It makes me wonder how long
it's been sitting there frozen.
860
00:44:31,530 --> 00:44:34,948
Okay, one more leg.
I did three legs.
861
00:44:35,051 --> 00:44:37,088
Got to save some meat
for tomorrow.
862
00:44:37,191 --> 00:44:40,678
♪ ♪
863
00:44:40,781 --> 00:44:42,783
I often think
of the word "survival"
864
00:44:42,887 --> 00:44:44,958
in a military perspective.
865
00:44:45,061 --> 00:44:47,857
It's a hard-core term.
866
00:44:47,961 --> 00:44:51,723
But then the word "wilderness"
to me is very different.
867
00:44:51,827 --> 00:44:55,554
It's about that spiritual
connection with the land.
868
00:44:55,658 --> 00:45:00,490
I am loving every single bite
that I get to eat.
869
00:45:00,594 --> 00:45:03,770
♪ ♪
870
00:45:03,873 --> 00:45:07,290
I see wilderness survival
as not just about the skills.
871
00:45:07,394 --> 00:45:11,916
It's about the attitude,
the positive humility.
872
00:45:12,019 --> 00:45:14,435
It's why I sing songs.
873
00:45:14,539 --> 00:45:17,576
The songs bring me
back to myself
874
00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:19,302
and ground me
875
00:45:19,406 --> 00:45:22,961
to the spiritual connection
with the Earth.
876
00:45:23,065 --> 00:45:25,723
It is that connection
with the land
877
00:45:25,826 --> 00:45:29,002
that keeps me ready
for whatever it's going to be.
878
00:45:31,694 --> 00:45:33,903
Checked my traps,
got a squirrel.
879
00:45:34,007 --> 00:45:35,767
It's been a good day.
880
00:45:35,871 --> 00:45:39,115
So just chillin' tonight.
Gonna go to bed.
881
00:45:39,219 --> 00:45:42,118
Do it all over again tomorrow.
882
00:45:42,222 --> 00:45:46,122
♪ Aye-aye-aye,
aye-aye-aye-aye ♪
883
00:45:46,226 --> 00:45:49,677
♪ Aye-aye-aye-aye,
aye-aye-aye-aye ♪
884
00:45:49,781 --> 00:45:53,716
♪ Aye-aye-aye-aye,
aye-aye-aye-aye ♪
885
00:45:53,820 --> 00:45:55,683
♪ Aye-aye-aye-aye... ♪
886
00:45:55,787 --> 00:46:02,829
♪ ♪
887
00:46:11,354 --> 00:46:12,459
- Look.
888
00:46:12,562 --> 00:46:14,185
♪ ♪
889
00:46:15,462 --> 00:46:18,845
Plan for today--
still recovering on my legs,
890
00:46:18,948 --> 00:46:22,262
so I'm gonna set up snares
for squirrels.
891
00:46:22,365 --> 00:46:23,642
♪ ♪
892
00:46:23,746 --> 00:46:27,129
Kind of keep an eye out
for good snaring spots...
893
00:46:27,232 --> 00:46:31,478
so I take advantage
of every food opportunity.
894
00:46:31,581 --> 00:46:34,757
This is a nice snare point
right here.
895
00:46:34,861 --> 00:46:36,103
♪ ♪
896
00:46:36,207 --> 00:46:38,554
I know my hunting grounds
very well now,
897
00:46:38,657 --> 00:46:41,937
and I know the animal behavior
very well now.
898
00:46:42,040 --> 00:46:45,457
The hunting that I do
is based on sectors.
899
00:46:45,561 --> 00:46:47,874
I don't overexert
myself walking around,
900
00:46:47,977 --> 00:46:51,049
and I'm only taking shots
when squirrels are feeding,
901
00:46:51,153 --> 00:46:53,638
when squirrels are shuttling
from points A and B
902
00:46:53,741 --> 00:46:56,779
and I'm waiting
at points A and B.
903
00:46:56,883 --> 00:46:58,643
Hopefully we catch something.
904
00:46:58,746 --> 00:47:00,610
♪ ♪
905
00:47:00,714 --> 00:47:03,510
Every day you have
to adapt here.
906
00:47:03,613 --> 00:47:06,030
The next challenge
for me is seeing
907
00:47:06,133 --> 00:47:08,722
if these new limits
on my body
908
00:47:08,826 --> 00:47:11,069
will affect my ability
to get food.
909
00:47:11,173 --> 00:47:13,106
♪ ♪
910
00:47:13,209 --> 00:47:15,280
This is a good one.
911
00:47:15,384 --> 00:47:18,559
I can see some of their stashes
over here,
912
00:47:18,663 --> 00:47:20,768
those little piles.
913
00:47:20,872 --> 00:47:23,599
Looking for kind of natural
funnel points,
914
00:47:23,702 --> 00:47:25,428
snare areas.
915
00:47:25,532 --> 00:47:26,636
♪ ♪
916
00:47:26,740 --> 00:47:28,673
I feel like no matter
how hard it gets,
917
00:47:28,776 --> 00:47:30,813
if it's for family,
918
00:47:30,917 --> 00:47:32,125
everything's worth it.
919
00:47:32,228 --> 00:47:33,920
♪ ♪
920
00:47:34,023 --> 00:47:36,543
In my heart,
I know that I need to push.
921
00:47:36,646 --> 00:47:38,925
I need to show
how strong I am,
922
00:47:39,028 --> 00:47:40,858
how strong my mom made me.
923
00:47:40,961 --> 00:47:44,068
♪ ♪
924
00:47:46,484 --> 00:47:48,037
Oh, there's the crow.
925
00:47:51,316 --> 00:47:52,835
♪ ♪
926
00:47:52,939 --> 00:47:56,183
Let's check the bird trap.
All right, to the beach.
927
00:47:56,287 --> 00:47:59,497
♪ ♪
928
00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:00,878
Holy cow.
929
00:48:03,156 --> 00:48:06,884
♪ ♪
930
00:48:13,960 --> 00:48:17,170
♪ ♪
931
00:48:36,258 --> 00:48:37,915
*bleep*.
932
00:48:39,640 --> 00:48:43,092
May have been tampered with.
933
00:48:46,578 --> 00:48:49,133
♪ ♪
934
00:48:49,236 --> 00:48:53,275
If I go another week
without catching anything...
935
00:48:53,378 --> 00:48:55,863
I think
that's gonna be hard.
936
00:48:55,967 --> 00:48:58,245
That's going to be
really frickin' hard.
937
00:48:58,349 --> 00:49:02,008
♪ ♪
938
00:49:05,252 --> 00:49:06,736
Just got to keep
the spirits high,
939
00:49:06,840 --> 00:49:09,532
the energy levels
not overworked,
940
00:49:09,636 --> 00:49:12,156
and just need one win.
941
00:49:23,339 --> 00:49:27,274
♪ ♪
942
00:49:27,378 --> 00:49:30,243
I don't know how I'm gonna
explain this experience.
943
00:49:30,346 --> 00:49:31,658
♪ ♪
944
00:49:31,761 --> 00:49:33,349
I think it's a lot different
945
00:49:33,453 --> 00:49:36,525
than what I thought
it would be.
946
00:49:36,628 --> 00:49:38,182
Look at that.
947
00:49:38,285 --> 00:49:39,562
♪ ♪
948
00:49:39,666 --> 00:49:43,428
I wish Gabrielle could see
what I see right now.
949
00:49:43,532 --> 00:49:46,431
When I first signed up
for this challenge,
950
00:49:46,535 --> 00:49:49,055
I thought it was
to challenge myself.
951
00:49:49,158 --> 00:49:52,265
But the more
that I think about it,
952
00:49:52,368 --> 00:49:55,544
I couldn't do this
if it was just for me.
953
00:49:55,647 --> 00:49:58,340
I want to do it for the people
that I love at home.
954
00:49:58,443 --> 00:49:59,686
♪ ♪
955
00:49:59,789 --> 00:50:01,412
I'm not
the most trained out here,
956
00:50:01,515 --> 00:50:05,071
but I'm relying
on the land to teach me.
957
00:50:05,174 --> 00:50:09,213
I take time to respect
the ancestors of this land.
958
00:50:09,316 --> 00:50:12,975
♪ ♪
959
00:50:13,079 --> 00:50:15,909
If you're in it to really test
your boundaries,
960
00:50:16,013 --> 00:50:18,291
you might not come back
the same.
961
00:50:18,394 --> 00:50:20,189
Relationships crumble,
962
00:50:20,293 --> 00:50:24,987
and your life as you know it
is changed forever.
963
00:50:25,091 --> 00:50:29,198
Kind of just want to skip rocks
on the river...
964
00:50:29,302 --> 00:50:31,028
see how thick that ice is.
965
00:50:31,131 --> 00:50:32,788
♪ ♪
966
00:50:32,891 --> 00:50:36,447
Whoever catches fish in this,
kudos, man.
967
00:50:36,550 --> 00:50:37,965
♪ ♪
968
00:50:38,069 --> 00:50:39,484
I feel like
I'm gonna come back
969
00:50:39,588 --> 00:50:42,453
with a very strong sense
of who I am,
970
00:50:42,556 --> 00:50:46,491
what I want to do in life,
in my relationships,
971
00:50:46,595 --> 00:50:48,735
everything.
972
00:50:48,838 --> 00:50:50,116
Ooh.
973
00:50:52,256 --> 00:50:53,602
How about this one?
974
00:50:53,705 --> 00:50:57,364
♪ ♪
975
00:50:57,468 --> 00:50:58,641
Yeah.
976
00:51:02,990 --> 00:51:07,685
This experience has made me
feel closer to Gab, too.
977
00:51:07,788 --> 00:51:09,307
♪ ♪
978
00:51:09,411 --> 00:51:12,483
I'll fight for her
every single step of the way,
979
00:51:12,586 --> 00:51:14,485
as hard
as I'll fight over here...
980
00:51:14,588 --> 00:51:15,796
♪ ♪
981
00:51:15,900 --> 00:51:18,799
'Cause she's everything.
982
00:51:18,903 --> 00:51:20,767
♪ ♪
983
00:51:22,044 --> 00:51:23,528
All right.
984
00:51:23,632 --> 00:51:26,152
Wind's telling me to go home.
985
00:51:26,255 --> 00:51:27,567
I get it.
986
00:51:32,744 --> 00:51:39,751
♪ ♪
987
00:51:54,214 --> 00:51:56,354
How do we look?
988
00:51:59,806 --> 00:52:03,706
We are looking skinny, boy.
989
00:52:03,810 --> 00:52:05,777
We are looking skinny.
990
00:52:09,781 --> 00:52:12,612
♪ ♪
991
00:52:16,305 --> 00:52:19,895
Sorry for having to show you
that beautiful sight.
992
00:52:19,998 --> 00:52:24,658
♪ ♪
993
00:52:24,762 --> 00:52:26,764
I don't know what to do.
994
00:52:26,867 --> 00:52:30,733
♪ ♪
995
00:52:30,837 --> 00:52:34,565
The calorie game here just
isn't working in my favor.
996
00:52:34,668 --> 00:52:37,223
I've got food.
997
00:52:37,326 --> 00:52:40,950
I'm working harder to get it,
and it's not enough.
998
00:52:41,054 --> 00:52:42,883
I'm losing a pound
of weight a day.
999
00:52:42,987 --> 00:52:46,439
And there doesn't seem to be
anything I can do about that.
1000
00:52:46,542 --> 00:52:47,888
♪ ♪
1001
00:52:47,992 --> 00:52:50,753
No one on this show
has ever really thrived
1002
00:52:50,857 --> 00:52:52,514
on small game.
1003
00:52:52,617 --> 00:52:54,481
People have eked by.
1004
00:52:54,585 --> 00:52:55,517
♪ ♪
1005
00:52:55,620 --> 00:52:57,450
So I'm gonna focus
1006
00:52:57,553 --> 00:52:59,417
on getting a black bear.
1007
00:52:59,521 --> 00:53:01,074
♪ ♪
1008
00:53:01,178 --> 00:53:03,180
I'm gonna walk out
to the back lot
1009
00:53:03,283 --> 00:53:06,769
and see if we can find
any bear sign out there.
1010
00:53:06,873 --> 00:53:11,498
♪ ♪
1011
00:53:13,569 --> 00:53:16,331
Hard to make this walk.
1012
00:53:16,434 --> 00:53:19,472
Used to be I could walk
up this hill
1013
00:53:19,575 --> 00:53:22,647
two minutes,
four or five steps at a time.
1014
00:53:22,751 --> 00:53:23,821
♪ ♪
1015
00:53:25,788 --> 00:53:29,861
My energy levels are
definitely at an all-time low.
1016
00:53:29,965 --> 00:53:33,658
I can feel my body slipping
into starvation mode.
1017
00:53:33,762 --> 00:53:36,247
My body's just getting weak.
1018
00:53:36,351 --> 00:53:39,457
♪ ♪
1019
00:53:39,561 --> 00:53:41,632
I keep having to stop
every couple minutes
1020
00:53:41,735 --> 00:53:44,290
and catch my breath.
1021
00:53:44,393 --> 00:53:49,433
♪ ♪
1022
00:53:49,536 --> 00:53:51,400
Not a great sign.
1023
00:53:51,504 --> 00:53:53,816
♪ ♪
1024
00:53:53,920 --> 00:53:56,440
I have been grinding away
out here...
1025
00:53:57,889 --> 00:54:00,547
Day in and day out,
for over 50 days.
1026
00:54:00,651 --> 00:54:02,929
It hasn't been an easy time.
1027
00:54:03,032 --> 00:54:05,414
Every day has been a challenge
1028
00:54:05,518 --> 00:54:09,176
that I have embraced
and loved.
1029
00:54:09,280 --> 00:54:12,525
But my trajectory
1030
00:54:12,628 --> 00:54:15,010
has been bad for weeks.
1031
00:54:15,113 --> 00:54:19,048
♪ ♪
1032
00:54:19,152 --> 00:54:21,465
All right, my friends...
1033
00:54:21,568 --> 00:54:24,813
we have reached
a critical juncture,
1034
00:54:24,916 --> 00:54:26,815
I believe.
1035
00:54:28,713 --> 00:54:31,716
My legs are gassed.
1036
00:54:31,820 --> 00:54:34,616
I'm not walking right
through the forest.
1037
00:54:34,719 --> 00:54:36,031
I'm stumbling.
1038
00:54:36,134 --> 00:54:37,377
♪ ♪
1039
00:54:37,481 --> 00:54:40,277
I'm walking like
I'm really tired, and I am.
1040
00:54:40,380 --> 00:54:41,761
♪ ♪
1041
00:54:41,864 --> 00:54:43,590
And I have to call it.
1042
00:54:43,694 --> 00:54:46,283
♪ ♪
1043
00:54:46,386 --> 00:54:48,457
It's time to go home.
1044
00:54:48,561 --> 00:54:55,464
♪ ♪
1045
00:54:55,568 --> 00:54:59,572
I don't know how to logic my
way around this food equation.
1046
00:54:59,675 --> 00:55:01,332
♪ ♪
1047
00:55:01,436 --> 00:55:04,473
We just aren't
bringing enough in,
1048
00:55:04,577 --> 00:55:07,994
and I'm not finding
any new bear sign.
1049
00:55:08,097 --> 00:55:09,927
♪ ♪
1050
00:55:10,030 --> 00:55:13,482
Grouse and squirrels,
berries and mushrooms...
1051
00:55:13,586 --> 00:55:17,210
that's worked for 52 days,
1052
00:55:17,314 --> 00:55:21,870
but it's not gonna work
for another 20.
1053
00:55:21,973 --> 00:55:23,354
I just don't think I have
1054
00:55:23,458 --> 00:55:25,183
20 days' worth of weight
to lose,
1055
00:55:25,287 --> 00:55:27,185
which is what I think
I need to win.
1056
00:55:27,289 --> 00:55:29,153
♪ ♪
1057
00:55:29,256 --> 00:55:31,569
I wish I had fishing
to fall back on
1058
00:55:31,673 --> 00:55:35,193
or gill netting
or something, something,
1059
00:55:35,297 --> 00:55:37,334
something, something, you know?
1060
00:55:37,437 --> 00:55:40,716
♪ ♪
1061
00:55:40,820 --> 00:55:43,926
I have to work a physical job.
1062
00:55:44,030 --> 00:55:46,377
And if I can't win,
1063
00:55:46,481 --> 00:55:48,793
I can't screw my body up
1064
00:55:48,897 --> 00:55:51,278
to the point where I can't
work when I get home.
1065
00:55:51,382 --> 00:55:52,487
♪ ♪
1066
00:55:52,590 --> 00:55:54,558
But that black bear could walk
1067
00:55:54,661 --> 00:55:57,630
down that river valley trail
1068
00:55:57,733 --> 00:55:59,183
three days from now.
1069
00:55:59,286 --> 00:56:01,772
I could get a 20-yard shot
from my front door.
1070
00:56:01,875 --> 00:56:03,463
♪ ♪
1071
00:56:03,567 --> 00:56:05,914
I really do love it out here.
1072
00:56:06,017 --> 00:56:08,503
I just wish I could get
a little bit more food.
1073
00:56:08,606 --> 00:56:10,401
♪ ♪
1074
00:56:12,438 --> 00:56:18,409
♪ ♪
1075
00:56:20,100 --> 00:56:20,998
Okay.
1076
00:56:21,101 --> 00:56:22,689
♪ ♪
1077
00:56:22,793 --> 00:56:24,346
Let me show you something.
1078
00:56:24,450 --> 00:56:29,696
♪ ♪
1079
00:56:29,800 --> 00:56:32,906
There's a spruce grouse
in my camp.
1080
00:56:33,010 --> 00:56:36,738
♪ ♪
1081
00:56:43,814 --> 00:56:47,162
♪ ♪
1082
00:56:48,612 --> 00:56:50,717
♪ ♪
1083
00:56:50,821 --> 00:56:54,652
That bird has fueled my body.
1084
00:56:54,756 --> 00:56:58,173
My time in this place
is inextricably linked
1085
00:56:58,276 --> 00:57:01,210
with that spruce grouse.
1086
00:57:01,314 --> 00:57:04,041
I wouldn't be here right now
if not for them.
1087
00:57:04,144 --> 00:57:06,008
♪ ♪
1088
00:57:06,112 --> 00:57:09,391
What a beautiful creature...
1089
00:57:09,495 --> 00:57:11,220
I'm grateful for.
1090
00:57:11,324 --> 00:57:15,846
♪ ♪
1091
00:57:15,949 --> 00:57:19,159
Any other day...
1092
00:57:19,263 --> 00:57:22,335
the last 52 days,
1093
00:57:22,439 --> 00:57:25,442
and this little guy
would be dinner.
1094
00:57:28,617 --> 00:57:31,931
Today he's gonna get away
with it...
1095
00:57:33,760 --> 00:57:35,348
'Cause we're going home.
1096
00:57:35,452 --> 00:57:38,800
♪ ♪
1097
00:57:38,903 --> 00:57:40,457
It's a sad thing
to think about--
1098
00:57:40,560 --> 00:57:42,320
my time here coming to an end.
1099
00:57:42,424 --> 00:57:44,081
♪ ♪
1100
00:57:44,184 --> 00:57:47,705
Today when I felt
my legs just turn to lead
1101
00:57:47,809 --> 00:57:52,192
and every step just be
a massive effort
1102
00:57:52,296 --> 00:57:54,022
just to move,
1103
00:57:54,125 --> 00:57:55,679
that's when you know.
1104
00:57:55,782 --> 00:58:00,546
♪ ♪
1105
00:58:00,649 --> 00:58:03,549
It feels like a good time
to make that phone call.
1106
00:58:03,652 --> 00:58:04,998
What do you say?
1107
00:58:05,102 --> 00:58:07,380
♪ ♪
1108
00:58:07,484 --> 00:58:10,072
Go up top and admire the view
a little bit.
1109
00:58:10,176 --> 00:58:14,939
♪ ♪
1110
00:58:15,043 --> 00:58:18,356
I want to leave here
on my own two feet,
1111
00:58:18,460 --> 00:58:21,774
of my own volition,
with my head held high.
1112
00:58:21,877 --> 00:58:24,673
I don't want to get medically
pulled for weight loss.
1113
00:58:24,777 --> 00:58:28,850
I don't feel like
that's a noble way to leave.
1114
00:58:28,953 --> 00:58:30,368
♪ ♪
1115
00:58:30,472 --> 00:58:33,751
I came out here to burn
my candle down to the wick,
1116
00:58:33,855 --> 00:58:36,374
and I got 52 days out of it.
1117
00:58:36,478 --> 00:58:38,480
Some could do better.
1118
00:58:38,584 --> 00:58:39,861
Others will do worse.
1119
00:58:39,964 --> 00:58:42,898
♪ ♪
1120
00:58:45,798 --> 00:58:50,941
♪ ♪
1121
00:58:51,044 --> 00:58:53,599
Hey, this is Adam.
1122
00:58:53,702 --> 00:58:56,084
I'm officially tapping out.
1123
00:58:56,187 --> 00:59:02,297
♪ ♪
1124
00:59:02,400 --> 00:59:04,713
There is a sadness there now,
1125
00:59:04,817 --> 00:59:07,958
sadness
at the definite finality.
1126
00:59:10,201 --> 00:59:14,689
But I'm excited
to see my loved ones,
1127
00:59:14,792 --> 00:59:16,932
to tell them all
how much I love them...
1128
00:59:17,036 --> 00:59:18,900
♪ ♪
1129
00:59:19,003 --> 00:59:22,213
Deeper than I ever have
1130
00:59:22,317 --> 00:59:25,389
my whole life thanks to this.
1131
00:59:25,492 --> 00:59:26,942
♪ ♪
1132
00:59:27,046 --> 00:59:28,737
What a gift that is.
1133
00:59:28,841 --> 00:59:30,428
♪ ♪
1134
00:59:30,532 --> 00:59:33,224
Absence really does make
the heart grow fonder.
1135
00:59:35,330 --> 00:59:42,337
♪ ♪
1136
00:59:44,615 --> 00:59:46,755
Done good, moss house.
1137
00:59:46,859 --> 00:59:48,032
Done good.
1138
00:59:48,136 --> 00:59:49,586
♪ ♪
1139
00:59:49,689 --> 00:59:51,760
Be sad to see you go.
1140
00:59:51,864 --> 00:59:58,733
♪ ♪
1141
01:00:02,633 --> 01:00:04,117
Here they come.
1142
01:00:08,259 --> 01:00:09,502
Hey, guys.
1143
01:00:11,159 --> 01:00:13,920
I failed at my goal
1144
01:00:14,024 --> 01:00:16,336
of winning
a half million dollars,
1145
01:00:16,440 --> 01:00:17,855
and when you fail at something,
1146
01:00:17,959 --> 01:00:21,100
you're always going
to want to review the playbook
1147
01:00:21,203 --> 01:00:24,897
and figure out what
you could have done better.
1148
01:00:25,000 --> 01:00:27,796
But I did 100%--
1149
01:00:27,900 --> 01:00:29,833
and I can say
this with confidence--
1150
01:00:29,936 --> 01:00:33,353
give everything I had
to every single day,
1151
01:00:33,457 --> 01:00:36,046
even if on that day it meant
that I couldn't get out of bed
1152
01:00:36,149 --> 01:00:38,842
until 9:30
because I was so tired
1153
01:00:38,945 --> 01:00:40,637
'cause I hadn't slept all night
1154
01:00:40,740 --> 01:00:43,122
and I could only do
two or three hours of hunting
1155
01:00:43,225 --> 01:00:44,882
instead of five,
and I came home empty-handed.
1156
01:00:44,986 --> 01:00:47,229
I still did the best I could.
1157
01:00:47,333 --> 01:00:51,440
And when you know
that you've done your best,
1158
01:00:51,544 --> 01:00:53,995
losing at something
1159
01:00:54,098 --> 01:00:57,826
doesn't feel quite so...
1160
01:00:57,930 --> 01:01:00,001
bitter.
1161
01:01:00,104 --> 01:01:02,866
What more could you have done,
you know?
1162
01:01:02,969 --> 01:01:07,905
♪ ♪
1163
01:01:08,009 --> 01:01:10,563
I came out here with
a backpack full of clothes
1164
01:01:10,667 --> 01:01:12,841
and ten items,
1165
01:01:12,945 --> 01:01:15,775
and I built myself a house,
1166
01:01:15,879 --> 01:01:20,297
and I kept myself fed
and rested and watered
1167
01:01:20,400 --> 01:01:22,644
for close to eight weeks.
1168
01:01:22,748 --> 01:01:24,301
I'm pretty proud of that.
1169
01:01:24,404 --> 01:01:25,647
♪ ♪
1170
01:01:25,751 --> 01:01:26,855
I'm not a professional.
1171
01:01:26,959 --> 01:01:29,962
I'm a tradesman
that loves the outdoors.
1172
01:01:30,065 --> 01:01:33,759
And I want to encourage anyone
1173
01:01:33,862 --> 01:01:36,313
to just get outside
and to learn
1174
01:01:36,416 --> 01:01:39,385
and to try new things
1175
01:01:39,488 --> 01:01:44,010
because you don't have to be
a professional survivalist.
1176
01:01:44,114 --> 01:01:48,118
You just need to have
some tenacity, some skills.
1177
01:01:48,221 --> 01:01:49,671
♪ ♪
1178
01:01:49,775 --> 01:01:52,053
I played my hand
the best I could,
1179
01:01:52,156 --> 01:01:56,678
and I don't quite match up,
1180
01:01:56,782 --> 01:01:58,128
and that's okay.
1181
01:01:58,231 --> 01:02:00,164
♪ ♪
1182
01:02:00,268 --> 01:02:04,893
The risk that comes
from doing things on your own
1183
01:02:04,997 --> 01:02:07,344
also comes
with a great reward,
1184
01:02:07,447 --> 01:02:10,381
which is the opportunity
to learn things about yourself
1185
01:02:10,485 --> 01:02:12,211
that you can't learn
in any other way.
1186
01:02:12,314 --> 01:02:16,560
♪ ♪
1187
01:02:16,663 --> 01:02:17,872
- Getting weaker.
1188
01:02:17,975 --> 01:02:19,874
My mind's not as sharp.
1189
01:02:19,977 --> 01:02:22,462
My body's kind of declining.
1190
01:02:22,566 --> 01:02:24,361
Oh. *bleep*.
1191
01:02:24,464 --> 01:02:27,674
- The landscape
has considerably changed.
1192
01:02:27,778 --> 01:02:30,022
Really crazy weather!
1193
01:02:30,125 --> 01:02:32,438
And it just hasn't stopped.
1194
01:02:32,541 --> 01:02:34,889
Perfect hypothermia weather.
1195
01:02:34,992 --> 01:02:37,374
- Oh, my gosh, it's deep!
1196
01:02:37,477 --> 01:02:39,307
I'm feeling
like I'm not good enough
1197
01:02:39,410 --> 01:02:41,309
to come home with a meal.
1198
01:02:41,412 --> 01:02:43,656
It's getting overwhelming.
1199
01:02:43,760 --> 01:02:44,933
Ah!
1200
01:02:45,037 --> 01:02:47,971
♪ ♪
1201
01:02:49,420 --> 01:02:54,184
♪ ♪
1202
01:02:54,253 --> 01:02:57,118
- Any other day
1203
01:02:57,187 --> 01:02:59,706
of the last 52 days,
1204
01:02:59,776 --> 01:03:02,261
and this little guy
would be dinner.
1205
01:03:03,676 --> 01:03:04,850
Today...
1206
01:03:06,058 --> 01:03:09,751
He's gonna get away with it...
1207
01:03:09,820 --> 01:03:11,063
'cause we're going home.
1208
01:03:11,132 --> 01:03:16,378
♪ ♪
1209
01:03:16,447 --> 01:03:19,657
My body is telling me
it's time to go,
1210
01:03:19,726 --> 01:03:22,212
and my brain is telling me,
1211
01:03:22,281 --> 01:03:24,386
"Hey, dude,
it's also time to go."
1212
01:03:24,455 --> 01:03:26,181
♪ ♪
1213
01:03:26,250 --> 01:03:29,046
A final gift from the land
1214
01:03:29,115 --> 01:03:32,325
is reassurance...
1215
01:03:32,394 --> 01:03:34,051
in my decision.
1216
01:03:34,120 --> 01:03:41,162
♪ ♪
1217
01:03:47,720 --> 01:03:49,135
Here they come.
1218
01:03:53,174 --> 01:03:54,554
Hey, guys.
1219
01:03:56,039 --> 01:03:57,212
Great to see you.
1220
01:03:58,420 --> 01:03:59,628
- How do you think
this experience
1221
01:03:59,697 --> 01:04:01,803
has changed you?
1222
01:04:01,872 --> 01:04:03,840
So many ways actually.
1223
01:04:03,909 --> 01:04:06,601
First and foremost,
I feel like it has changed
1224
01:04:06,670 --> 01:04:10,501
my relationship to food
in a pretty profound way,
1225
01:04:10,570 --> 01:04:14,402
and this whole time
that I've been out here,
1226
01:04:14,471 --> 01:04:17,854
and I've been living
off of the land,
1227
01:04:17,923 --> 01:04:21,650
I want to go home and take
that kind of connection
1228
01:04:21,719 --> 01:04:24,239
with me and really work
towards deepening
1229
01:04:24,308 --> 01:04:27,898
my connection with the food
that I eat at home as well.
1230
01:04:29,244 --> 01:04:31,350
Ooh, what is this?
- Ooh.
1231
01:04:31,419 --> 01:04:33,490
- Oh, my God,
it smells amazing.
1232
01:04:40,600 --> 01:04:43,534
Oh, my God, yes.
Thank you.
1233
01:04:46,606 --> 01:04:47,642
Oh.
1234
01:04:49,609 --> 01:04:51,611
Okay, I gotta ask.
1235
01:04:51,680 --> 01:04:52,889
How many people are left?
1236
01:04:55,719 --> 01:04:57,479
- You really can't tell me?
1237
01:04:57,548 --> 01:04:58,480
- Okay.
1238
01:04:58,549 --> 01:05:02,657
♪ ♪
1239
01:05:02,726 --> 01:05:04,624
I've had a great run.
1240
01:05:04,693 --> 01:05:07,869
I get to leave here
with a smile on my face
1241
01:05:07,938 --> 01:05:10,596
and my head held high
and my health intact...
1242
01:05:10,665 --> 01:05:12,287
♪ ♪
1243
01:05:12,356 --> 01:05:15,256
Having learned
so much about myself
1244
01:05:15,325 --> 01:05:19,018
and learned
so many new skills...
1245
01:05:19,087 --> 01:05:23,540
and there's no loss in that.
1246
01:05:23,609 --> 01:05:25,197
♪ ♪
1247
01:05:25,266 --> 01:05:26,853
That's me taking home a win.
1248
01:05:26,923 --> 01:05:28,821
♪ ♪
1249
01:05:28,890 --> 01:05:32,100
I will always remember
this place fondly.
1250
01:05:32,169 --> 01:05:34,965
I have nothing
but positive memories,
1251
01:05:35,034 --> 01:05:36,277
and that's another win.
1252
01:05:36,346 --> 01:05:38,486
♪ ♪
1253
01:05:38,555 --> 01:05:42,593
I'm a blue collar tradesman
that likes the outdoors
1254
01:05:42,662 --> 01:05:44,595
and has some cool skills.
1255
01:05:44,664 --> 01:05:46,563
♪ ♪
1256
01:05:46,632 --> 01:05:49,324
It was always gonna be a bit
of a longshot win for me.
1257
01:05:50,912 --> 01:05:53,397
This landscape
is entirely new to me...
1258
01:05:53,466 --> 01:05:55,744
♪ ♪
1259
01:05:55,813 --> 01:06:00,439
And I managed
to make it a home...
1260
01:06:00,508 --> 01:06:02,130
based on the skills
and the knowledge
1261
01:06:02,199 --> 01:06:03,131
that I do have...
1262
01:06:03,200 --> 01:06:04,581
♪ ♪
1263
01:06:04,650 --> 01:06:07,377
Just by adapting
and by listening
1264
01:06:07,446 --> 01:06:10,483
and by...
1265
01:06:10,552 --> 01:06:13,279
being malleable
to the conditions.
1266
01:06:13,348 --> 01:06:14,936
♪ ♪
1267
01:06:15,005 --> 01:06:16,973
I'm proud of what I've done.
1268
01:06:17,042 --> 01:06:19,699
♪ ♪
1269
01:06:19,768 --> 01:06:21,632
I don't feel disappointed
1270
01:06:21,701 --> 01:06:24,325
about losing
the half a million.
1271
01:06:24,394 --> 01:06:27,811
I am leaving here
with a wealth
1272
01:06:27,880 --> 01:06:30,193
of new knowledge and wisdom
1273
01:06:30,262 --> 01:06:32,643
and deepened love
and appreciation
1274
01:06:32,712 --> 01:06:34,887
for my family and for my home,
1275
01:06:34,956 --> 01:06:36,993
and that's a pretty good
consolation prize.
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