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[dramatic music]
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♪
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- We're going to have
to pull you
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for medical reasons.
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- [bleep], man.
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Man!
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At least I can say
I gave it hell.
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It hurts to know it's over.
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- Yes!
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Whoa.
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Mm.
Good fat.
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I just have too [bleep] much
on the line out here.
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I don't think I can tap out.
I just don't have it in me.
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- Oh, my God.
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I just got another squirrel!
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It's so time
for a woman to win this.
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♪
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male narrator: In "Alone's"
coldest location ever...
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ten participants fight
to survive the Arctic.
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- The Arctic is one
of the most
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physically
demanding places on earth.
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- So freaking cold right now.
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narrator: Battling
subzero temperatures...
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- This climate's harsh,
it's extreme,
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it's mean.
It's got teeth.
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- Get caught out here
in a whiteout,
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you're in trouble.
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narrator: Vicious predators...
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- Heard something big
moving back there.
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- It's me against
the wolverine right now.
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narrator:
And isolation.
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- There's nothing
to fill that void.
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It's just you left alone
with your thoughts.
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narrator:
How long will they endure?
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- House is on fire!
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- I'm scared,
but I don't want to tap.
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- This is the most unforgiving
landscape I've ever seen.
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narrator:
The last one standing wins.
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- This environment will strip
away everything and anything
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you thought you had.
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♪
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- Hey, buddy.
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What's up, little guy?
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He's trying to steal
a rabbit hide.
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There he goes.
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Oh, no.
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He's getting too comfortable.
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We'll see.
He might be back tonight.
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Wouldn't be surprised.
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Stupid little marten.
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♪
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Hmm...
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Inside it feels pretty nice
and then I come out and, "Ahh!"
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It's colder
than I thought it was.
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♪
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I don't dislike the cold,
but...
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it's real tough.
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The hardest thing has been
feeling like I could
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survive out here
but not really being able to.
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My weight loss is a problem.
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I'm gonna go get a piece
of meat
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to cut up.
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I have a protein overload
here
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but about out of fat.
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I just have that one fish
I caught.
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I have to just eat it slowly
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and stretch it out.
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Oh, my gosh.
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Look what happened.
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Ahh!
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♪
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I left the ladder up.
Ah!
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What an idiot.
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Shoot.
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These are the mistakes
you can't make
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when you're the
skinniest person out here.
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The wolverine is back.
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How much food have they stolen?
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How many weeks
have they taken from me?
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♪
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Ah, man.
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Stupid wolverine.
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All my defense systems
don't work very well
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when the ladder's up.
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♪
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Oh, my gosh.
Just scraping the fat
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off of everything.
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So annoying.
I can't believe I did that.
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♪
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Golly, this one
they really pillaged.
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They took all the food value
out of it.
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Look at all--they stripped
all the skin off of it.
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That's all I need
is the skin.
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Ugh.
Can you believe it?
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♪
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- Okay, I've decided
I need to put
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my belt on...
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my pants that I'm wearing
underneath my bibs
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because my pants
keep falling down.
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But I wanted to see
how many holes I have...
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um...
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shrunk.
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And, um, it looks like...
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from there...
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to there I have gone down...
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um...
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Let's see.
One, two, three,
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four, five, six...
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Potentially seven holes
in my belt...
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since I got here.
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♪
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I feel like I almost have,
like,
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multiple personalities
inside me right now.
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One that wants to go home,
be home,
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and is just over it,
and then one who is kind of
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the voice of reason
just saying,
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"Hey, you just got
to be here for a bit longer.
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Promise we'll get home
and everything will be
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just the way we want it.
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♪
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Yeah, I think I'm going
to hang out for a minute
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and then go out
and check the gill net.
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The weather sounds like
it's trying to act up
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a little bit out there.
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[tense music]
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♪
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[winds blowing harshly]
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- So as you can see,
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conditions got a little bit
rugged last night
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and, uh...
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still are.
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We got a few inches of ice
probably
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on the end of my gillnet.
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Still don't know how--
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how easy it's going to be
to get out of here
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and, uh...
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Hope--hope for the best.
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♪
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In a survival situation,
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when you're flustered
in a bad way,
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when you have not eaten,
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that's the most important time
to eat.
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When you are cold,
that's the most important time
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it is to get warm.
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When you are distracted
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by a storm or by whatever,
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that's when you have to be
most focused.
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And that's survival.
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The harder it gets,
the harder you have to get.
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♪
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That is, um...
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utterly disappointing.
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The, uh...
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end of my gill net...
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near the fat end of the pole
was locked into the ice
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when I was pulling it out
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and, um...
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I just ripped the heck
out of that end of it.
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Right down the line.
I don't know the extent
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of the damage yet, but, uh...
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I might have just totally
ruined my gill net.
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♪
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♪
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- I started thinking
about a biscuit.
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Just a biscuit.
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How excited I would be
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just to eat a biscuit.
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Which then brought me
to thinking about butter,
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and I remembered butter.
[laughs]
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And the taste of butter,
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and I got so excited
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about the idea of eating
a biscuit with butter on it.
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Oh, my God.
The little things.
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Just the little things.
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I got three squirrels
yesterday.
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But with the cold temperatures
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I'm just really concerned
about running out of food.
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♪
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I recognize that I'm at
that point where I'm starting
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to metabolize my muscle.
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I don't have any fat
left to give.
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I'm holding out hope
for ice fishing.
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And I know that the land
is going to continue
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its trend of recognizing me
and taking care of me,
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and feeding me.
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Certainly that means that
the lake has some fish
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it wants to offer up.
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So I'm out here on the ice
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and it is sunset.
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Come winter, the things
in the salmon family,
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including lake trout
become increasingly nocturnal.
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So dusk is kind of a good time
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for ice fishing.
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And it's clearly...
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like,
over a foot thick.
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Dang, it's really,
really thick.
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It's super, super thick ice.
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Got my tackle,
I got my rabbit's stomach...
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for bait.
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Well, guess the thing is just
to pick a spot and go for it.
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So I'm going to pick this spot.
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[clanging]
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♪
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I don't know how good
my chances
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of getting through
this ice are.
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Yeah, it's impossible to say
how thick it is,
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'cause all I can judge by
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is the closest crack.
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If I can't get through
to the fish...
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I don't know what I can do.
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All I have left is my snares.
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♪
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Please, please, please.
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Oh, come on.
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♪
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Oh, man.
It is getting super cold.
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[bleep].
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♪
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It is getting dark.
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Maybe if I had had
a hatchet or an axe,
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I could get through.
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Please, please, please.
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Oh, my God.My face is s
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I think it's just
not going to happen.
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♪
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Just don't think I'm going
to make it with the tool I have
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and how thick the ice is.
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♪
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The amount of work to get
through this hole
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versus the likely calories...
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Not all that great
an equation, really.
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Really don't want to just,
like, give up,
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but it's just not worth
the energy.
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Gets you every time,
the ol' Arctic.
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♪
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♪
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- Completely iced in
right now.
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All that noise is crunchy ice
on my parka and pants.
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But...
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got the lines in the water.
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Hopefully it pays off.
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Gill netting is out,
so I decided to just go all in
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with my hooks and ice fish.
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I've baited up six lines
with double hooks
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and a chunk of intestine
on each one.
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And I'm still feeling
pretty damn confident.
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You know, I have cold soup
that I got started last night
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so it's not very well
cooked right now.
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And I have one last piece
of smoked fish.
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So what I think I'm going to do
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is have the soup
just before I go to bed.
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♪
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Before I came out here,
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I had a conversation
with my grandfather.
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Him and Natalie
are my two biggest fans
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out here right now,
and there's some words
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ringing in my head
that Grandpa said that just...
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are heavy in my mind right now.
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He said, "All you have to do
is not quit."
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And...
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he's right.
That's...
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that's what it comes down to,
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and, uh...
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I gotta tell you, Grandpa,
I love you very much, man.
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You are...
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you are a big part
of the rean
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of why I've been
able to make it this far.
269
00:15:05,214 --> 00:15:08,045
You're definitely a big part
of the reason
270
00:15:08,079 --> 00:15:10,012
of why I'm going
to continue on.
271
00:15:10,047 --> 00:15:17,054
♪
272
00:15:20,712 --> 00:15:22,714
I want to do a lot
of important things
273
00:15:22,749 --> 00:15:24,406
with this money.
274
00:15:24,440 --> 00:15:26,408
It would be awesome
to be able to just take off
275
00:15:26,442 --> 00:15:28,997
for a couple of weeks
and go see family.
276
00:15:29,031 --> 00:15:30,964
And I'd like to be able
to do that
277
00:15:30,999 --> 00:15:33,449
at least once a season
'cause I have all these nieces
278
00:15:33,484 --> 00:15:35,313
and nephews
that are growing up
279
00:15:35,348 --> 00:15:37,384
and I don't really
get to see them.
280
00:15:37,419 --> 00:15:39,524
So, that's a goal of mine.
281
00:15:39,559 --> 00:15:42,838
And winning this thing
would make that happen.
282
00:15:42,872 --> 00:15:44,288
♪
283
00:15:44,322 --> 00:15:48,292
All right, soup is hot.
284
00:15:48,326 --> 00:15:50,190
Tastes like fish.
285
00:15:53,159 --> 00:15:54,505
[fire crackling]
286
00:15:54,539 --> 00:15:57,197
Holy [bleep].
[bleep].
287
00:16:00,131 --> 00:16:02,823
Ah!
I can't--
288
00:16:02,858 --> 00:16:05,826
[dramatic music]
289
00:16:05,861 --> 00:16:09,658
♪
290
00:16:09,692 --> 00:16:12,247
[bleep].
291
00:16:12,281 --> 00:16:19,254
♪
292
00:16:19,288 --> 00:16:22,464
Ugh!
[bleep].
293
00:16:22,498 --> 00:16:26,157
♪
294
00:16:26,192 --> 00:16:28,780
Oh, God [bleep].
295
00:16:28,815 --> 00:16:33,751
♪
296
00:16:33,785 --> 00:16:35,235
Uh...
297
00:16:36,926 --> 00:16:38,618
No...
298
00:16:38,652 --> 00:16:41,000
♪
299
00:16:44,072 --> 00:16:49,801
♪
300
00:16:49,836 --> 00:16:53,012
[bleep].
There it is.
301
00:16:53,046 --> 00:16:56,187
$1/2 million up in smoke.
302
00:16:56,222 --> 00:16:59,984
♪
303
00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:03,056
[tense music]
304
00:17:03,091 --> 00:17:05,472
♪
305
00:17:05,507 --> 00:17:07,888
Oh, man.
306
00:17:07,923 --> 00:17:14,067
♪
307
00:17:14,102 --> 00:17:16,621
My bedding caught on fire.
308
00:17:16,656 --> 00:17:19,452
And that was the end of it.
I couldn't put it out.
309
00:17:19,486 --> 00:17:21,764
I didn't have water.
310
00:17:21,799 --> 00:17:24,767
The tarp caught on fire,
and that was that.
311
00:17:24,802 --> 00:17:27,563
It's too much dry grass
and bedding in there.
312
00:17:27,598 --> 00:17:30,635
♪
313
00:17:30,670 --> 00:17:33,604
I'm [bleep].
314
00:17:33,638 --> 00:17:35,433
Oh, man.
I'm out of here.
315
00:17:35,468 --> 00:17:38,057
♪
316
00:17:38,091 --> 00:17:42,026
[radio beeping]
317
00:17:42,061 --> 00:17:43,407
Hey, this is Nathan.
318
00:17:43,441 --> 00:17:46,479
My shelter caught fire
in a big way.
319
00:17:48,757 --> 00:17:51,311
I'm not hurt, but my shelter
320
00:17:51,346 --> 00:17:53,865
is in 15 foot flames
right now.
321
00:17:53,900 --> 00:17:54,970
♪
322
00:17:55,004 --> 00:17:58,594
And I'm in exposed situation.
323
00:17:58,629 --> 00:18:02,805
♪
324
00:18:02,840 --> 00:18:05,567
That was probably the bear
can--the bear--
325
00:18:05,601 --> 00:18:07,086
I don't know what that was.
326
00:18:07,120 --> 00:18:10,399
But I gotta move more [bleep]
away from this fire.
327
00:18:10,434 --> 00:18:17,337
♪
328
00:18:21,410 --> 00:18:24,344
It's nighttime, and they can't
fly the helicopter at night,
329
00:18:24,379 --> 00:18:27,175
and there's no way to get here
by boat or any other way.
330
00:18:27,209 --> 00:18:30,281
So I have to survive
the night out here
331
00:18:30,316 --> 00:18:33,871
and basically use
the blaze as a heat source.
332
00:18:33,905 --> 00:18:36,805
♪
333
00:18:36,839 --> 00:18:39,532
This really sucks.
334
00:18:39,566 --> 00:18:42,293
I'm gonna go stand
near the fire.
335
00:18:42,328 --> 00:18:47,678
♪
336
00:18:47,712 --> 00:18:49,714
Ahh.
337
00:18:49,749 --> 00:18:53,753
I don't think sunrise is till
around 8:00 a.m. or...
338
00:18:53,787 --> 00:18:57,239
or so these days.
Could be later.
339
00:18:57,274 --> 00:19:00,691
So I've got at least
a seven hour wait.
340
00:19:00,725 --> 00:19:05,005
And this isn't going to burn
for seven hours.
341
00:19:05,040 --> 00:19:07,249
And it's only going
to get colder.
342
00:19:07,284 --> 00:19:11,805
♪
343
00:19:11,840 --> 00:19:15,050
I have my axe.
I have my boots.
344
00:19:15,084 --> 00:19:17,466
And I have this big fire,
345
00:19:17,501 --> 00:19:21,574
but a lot of my required
safety equipment is gone.
346
00:19:21,608 --> 00:19:23,955
What do you do?
347
00:19:23,990 --> 00:19:28,028
♪
348
00:19:28,063 --> 00:19:30,824
Okay, so I am beginning
construction
349
00:19:30,859 --> 00:19:34,173
of a shelter.
350
00:19:34,207 --> 00:19:36,830
So I am in the process
351
00:19:36,865 --> 00:19:38,556
of putting together
some tripods.
352
00:19:38,591 --> 00:19:40,903
I'll put a ridge pole across
the top of those.
353
00:19:40,938 --> 00:19:43,285
And then hopefully
there's enough trusses
354
00:19:43,320 --> 00:19:46,840
in this fire left to salvage
as the back of a lean-to.
355
00:19:46,875 --> 00:19:52,812
♪
356
00:19:52,846 --> 00:19:56,402
Hey, this should be good.
[sniffles]
357
00:19:56,436 --> 00:19:59,232
Ah, my feet are getting cold.
358
00:20:01,476 --> 00:20:03,132
Super sad.
359
00:20:04,824 --> 00:20:08,448
God, I lost some
precious items in that fire.
360
00:20:08,483 --> 00:20:11,279
Including
a pretty sweet future...
361
00:20:11,313 --> 00:20:12,763
that I'm going
to have to work for
362
00:20:12,797 --> 00:20:13,936
in a different way now.
363
00:20:13,971 --> 00:20:17,906
♪
364
00:20:17,940 --> 00:20:20,874
72 days.
365
00:20:20,909 --> 00:20:22,911
Burns up in half an hour.
366
00:20:22,945 --> 00:20:25,189
♪
367
00:20:25,224 --> 00:20:28,088
It's so cold.
368
00:20:28,123 --> 00:20:35,130
♪
369
00:20:53,873 --> 00:20:57,290
[helicopter whirring]
370
00:20:57,325 --> 00:21:04,366
♪
371
00:21:18,035 --> 00:21:21,418
I knew it was an emergency
situation and I needed--
372
00:21:21,452 --> 00:21:23,143
I needed to alert you guys.
373
00:21:23,178 --> 00:21:24,628
It was a no brainer.
374
00:21:24,662 --> 00:21:26,388
Um...
375
00:21:26,423 --> 00:21:28,217
That's just...
376
00:21:28,252 --> 00:21:30,530
just the nature of the beast
when you're standing inside
377
00:21:30,565 --> 00:21:32,670
of a shelter
that's burning down around you.
378
00:21:32,705 --> 00:21:35,363
Um, it needed to happen.
379
00:21:35,397 --> 00:21:38,745
♪
380
00:21:38,780 --> 00:21:41,783
I did not see myself
leaving like this.
381
00:21:41,817 --> 00:21:44,233
Only one person wins a prize
big enough
382
00:21:44,268 --> 00:21:46,753
to change
the rest of their life.
383
00:21:46,788 --> 00:21:50,930
And I'm having a real
difficult time realizing that
384
00:21:50,964 --> 00:21:54,416
I am going home with nothing.
385
00:21:54,451 --> 00:21:56,970
I made some
pretty massive plans
386
00:21:57,005 --> 00:22:00,560
that would have been very well
helped with that money.
387
00:22:00,595 --> 00:22:02,182
♪
388
00:22:02,217 --> 00:22:03,667
But going into this,
389
00:22:03,701 --> 00:22:05,462
I very much wanted to have
390
00:22:05,496 --> 00:22:09,017
an experience out here
of engagement.
391
00:22:09,051 --> 00:22:12,538
Whatever it is you're doing,
if it makes you present
392
00:22:12,572 --> 00:22:15,264
and gives you something
to care about,
393
00:22:15,299 --> 00:22:18,267
then that's what's important.
394
00:22:18,302 --> 00:22:20,684
Happiness
is not circumstantial.
395
00:22:20,718 --> 00:22:22,858
It's your attitude
and what
396
00:22:22,893 --> 00:22:25,067
you're going to decide
to do with it.
397
00:22:25,102 --> 00:22:27,898
And the only currency
that we have is gratitude.
398
00:22:27,932 --> 00:22:29,693
♪
399
00:22:29,727 --> 00:22:31,453
And if you don't have
gratitude in your life
400
00:22:31,488 --> 00:22:33,075
you better figure out
how to get it
401
00:22:33,110 --> 00:22:35,975
'cause this
is as good as it gets.
402
00:22:36,009 --> 00:22:41,636
♪
403
00:22:45,433 --> 00:22:48,401
[dramatic music]
404
00:22:48,436 --> 00:22:55,443
♪
405
00:23:02,829 --> 00:23:04,831
- When I go back,
406
00:23:04,866 --> 00:23:08,145
I'm going to make those...
407
00:23:08,179 --> 00:23:11,424
bone marrow--I'm going to get
bone marrow...
408
00:23:11,459 --> 00:23:13,840
and I think 80%
409
00:23:13,875 --> 00:23:16,084
cacao chocolate,
410
00:23:16,118 --> 00:23:18,431
cut it into nice little
slices and melt--
411
00:23:18,466 --> 00:23:21,400
put some melted chocolate
around the outside.
412
00:23:21,434 --> 00:23:23,919
Oh, man,
that's going to be good.
413
00:23:23,954 --> 00:23:25,956
That's going to be
my signature treat.
414
00:23:25,990 --> 00:23:28,545
Nobody's going to know
how I did it.
415
00:23:28,579 --> 00:23:30,719
It's going to be so good.
416
00:23:30,754 --> 00:23:33,342
Don't steal my idea.
417
00:23:34,516 --> 00:23:37,277
Uhh...
418
00:23:37,312 --> 00:23:40,211
Mm, I thought
about that this morning.
419
00:23:40,246 --> 00:23:41,661
Couldn't stop
thinking about it.
420
00:23:41,696 --> 00:23:43,456
Almost had to hit
the red button
421
00:23:43,491 --> 00:23:45,044
just to go try it out.
422
00:23:45,078 --> 00:23:49,151
♪
423
00:23:49,186 --> 00:23:52,016
A few days ago,
a wolverine came back
424
00:23:52,051 --> 00:23:54,294
and ate a big side
out of that fish,
425
00:23:54,329 --> 00:23:56,987
which really sucks.
426
00:23:57,021 --> 00:23:59,921
Predators are bad here.
It's really tough for me.
427
00:23:59,955 --> 00:24:02,510
I can't do anything about 'em.
428
00:24:02,544 --> 00:24:05,754
I thought I had enough food
to be out here a long time.
429
00:24:05,789 --> 00:24:09,724
That was my dietary knowledge
lacking.
430
00:24:09,758 --> 00:24:12,209
It's looking pretty grim.
Like, I don't know
431
00:24:12,243 --> 00:24:14,142
what options I have.
432
00:24:14,176 --> 00:24:15,833
But what can I do?
433
00:24:15,868 --> 00:24:17,766
Quit?
434
00:24:17,801 --> 00:24:20,424
Here we are.
Another unproductive day
435
00:24:20,459 --> 00:24:24,117
ice fishing is our prediction,
but...
436
00:24:24,152 --> 00:24:26,982
you never know.
437
00:24:27,017 --> 00:24:30,434
It's worth a shot.
438
00:24:30,469 --> 00:24:33,679
I'm gonna try
another trick today.
439
00:24:35,197 --> 00:24:37,303
[grunting]
440
00:24:37,337 --> 00:24:40,340
I'm just making it up.
I don't know if it works.
441
00:24:41,825 --> 00:24:44,172
But I'm gonna...
442
00:24:44,206 --> 00:24:47,037
shine my flashlight
into the hole.
443
00:24:48,625 --> 00:24:52,180
Now that it's dark all around,
shine it right on my bait.
444
00:24:53,837 --> 00:24:56,633
And maybe...
445
00:24:56,667 --> 00:24:59,808
it'll draw a fish over, huh?
446
00:25:01,154 --> 00:25:04,330
Yeah...
447
00:25:04,364 --> 00:25:07,506
Glow...
448
00:25:07,540 --> 00:25:10,301
Glow...
449
00:25:10,336 --> 00:25:12,062
Then...
450
00:25:12,096 --> 00:25:14,098
I don't know if this will
provide any light
451
00:25:14,133 --> 00:25:16,653
into the depths,
but we're going to try.
452
00:25:16,687 --> 00:25:18,551
Just drop it in there.
453
00:25:18,586 --> 00:25:21,796
Plink.
454
00:25:21,830 --> 00:25:25,558
I feel like I have the skill
to continue.
455
00:25:25,593 --> 00:25:27,767
And I have the will
to continue.
456
00:25:27,802 --> 00:25:30,770
But I don't have the body fat
457
00:25:30,805 --> 00:25:33,152
because I didn't know
the moose wasn't a sustainable
458
00:25:33,186 --> 00:25:36,224
amount of food,
and I don't know exactly
459
00:25:36,258 --> 00:25:38,640
in what way that fish
are better but I'm guessing
460
00:25:38,675 --> 00:25:40,573
they're a better fat source
because,
461
00:25:40,608 --> 00:25:42,195
you know, there's, like,
a lot of native tribes
462
00:25:42,230 --> 00:25:44,404
and stuff living exclusively
off fish.
463
00:25:44,439 --> 00:25:47,200
♪
464
00:25:47,235 --> 00:25:49,030
I think my flashlight's
not going to do
465
00:25:49,064 --> 00:25:51,170
any good I hate to say.
466
00:25:51,204 --> 00:25:53,690
Not bright enough.
467
00:25:53,724 --> 00:25:58,764
♪
468
00:25:58,798 --> 00:26:00,351
Unbelievable.
469
00:26:00,386 --> 00:26:04,114
Un-be-lieve-a-ble.
470
00:26:04,148 --> 00:26:07,945
That is energy being wasted
right there.
471
00:26:07,980 --> 00:26:10,603
Maybe I should just go home.
472
00:26:11,984 --> 00:26:14,538
[sighing] Ahh.
473
00:26:14,573 --> 00:26:21,580
♪
474
00:26:27,516 --> 00:26:30,036
- It is interesting
what hunger does.
475
00:26:30,071 --> 00:26:33,005
I have been boiling a lovely
little mixed soup
476
00:26:33,039 --> 00:26:35,007
of whatever I could find
477
00:26:35,041 --> 00:26:38,976
that actually had some amount
of edibility.
478
00:26:39,011 --> 00:26:41,634
So I've got this pot going.
479
00:26:41,669 --> 00:26:44,741
It's got several
squirrel tails,
480
00:26:44,775 --> 00:26:46,881
a bunch of...
481
00:26:46,915 --> 00:26:51,023
rabbit front feet
and a whole bunch of bones.
482
00:26:51,057 --> 00:26:53,508
But I thought you might enjoy
watching me eat
483
00:26:53,542 --> 00:26:57,408
my weird ass soup.
484
00:26:57,443 --> 00:27:00,170
I gotta get creative
with edible things
485
00:27:00,204 --> 00:27:03,552
I have on hand,
'cause not eating
486
00:27:03,587 --> 00:27:07,142
is starting
to become an issue for sure.
487
00:27:07,177 --> 00:27:09,800
Here's a rabbit paw.
488
00:27:09,835 --> 00:27:12,665
I assume I'm getting
some amount of calorie from it.
489
00:27:12,700 --> 00:27:15,668
Every single day I'm hungry,
490
00:27:15,703 --> 00:27:17,566
but every single day I make it
491
00:27:17,601 --> 00:27:19,948
is another amazing day.
492
00:27:19,983 --> 00:27:21,605
♪
493
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:23,780
There's no part of me
that wants to leave.
494
00:27:23,814 --> 00:27:26,783
I freaking love this place.
495
00:27:26,817 --> 00:27:29,682
I just don't want to starve
any more in it.
496
00:27:29,717 --> 00:27:33,099
All right, let's get out
and check my rabbit snares.
497
00:27:33,134 --> 00:27:36,102
♪
498
00:27:36,137 --> 00:27:40,106
Striking out on fishing
is affecting my confidence.
499
00:27:40,141 --> 00:27:43,006
I'm committed to being here
as long as possible
500
00:27:43,040 --> 00:27:46,216
and that means making use
of every food resource
501
00:27:46,250 --> 00:27:47,700
I possibly can.
502
00:27:47,735 --> 00:27:49,633
But there's just nothing
to work with,
503
00:27:49,668 --> 00:27:51,980
which is not good.
504
00:27:52,015 --> 00:27:53,672
♪
505
00:27:53,706 --> 00:27:56,502
Fingers crossed.
I really need those traps
506
00:27:56,536 --> 00:27:59,091
to have some rabbits in 'em.
507
00:28:04,027 --> 00:28:06,719
So there's nothing here.
508
00:28:06,754 --> 00:28:09,826
That is really frustrating.
509
00:28:09,860 --> 00:28:12,483
♪
510
00:28:19,836 --> 00:28:22,321
[bleep].
511
00:28:22,355 --> 00:28:27,636
♪
512
00:28:32,987 --> 00:28:35,575
[sighs]
So I've been sitting
513
00:28:35,610 --> 00:28:37,508
and thinking.
514
00:28:37,543 --> 00:28:39,890
I know how freaking skinny
I am.
515
00:28:39,925 --> 00:28:43,031
I know it's not sustainable.
516
00:28:43,066 --> 00:28:45,275
So I know I have
517
00:28:45,309 --> 00:28:48,623
a really profound choice.
518
00:28:48,657 --> 00:28:49,935
What do I want
to give to myself
519
00:28:49,969 --> 00:28:52,316
and what do I want
to honor most.
520
00:28:52,351 --> 00:28:54,836
The idea of staying longer
because I might have a chance
521
00:28:54,871 --> 00:28:58,081
at winning, and a chance
at a pile of money.
522
00:28:58,115 --> 00:29:01,636
Is that what I want?
523
00:29:02,499 --> 00:29:05,744
$500,000 would change
my life profoundly.
524
00:29:07,504 --> 00:29:10,645
Growing up, we were always
really poor and my mom
525
00:29:10,679 --> 00:29:13,717
poured herself into being
an amazing parent for me
526
00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,650
and I know it was a struggle.
527
00:29:15,684 --> 00:29:19,688
And I really wanna give back
to my mama.
528
00:29:21,552 --> 00:29:23,037
There's a big part of me
that's thinking,
529
00:29:23,071 --> 00:29:25,177
"I need to stay."
530
00:29:25,211 --> 00:29:26,868
But, you know,
I'm not going to lie,
531
00:29:26,903 --> 00:29:28,836
it's getting harder.
532
00:29:28,870 --> 00:29:30,769
I'm freaking starving,
533
00:29:30,803 --> 00:29:33,910
and I have been asking so much
of my body.
534
00:29:33,944 --> 00:29:37,499
and it has been doing
everything I ask of it.
535
00:29:37,534 --> 00:29:40,917
My body has given its all.
536
00:29:40,951 --> 00:29:43,402
And if it's getting to a point
where it feels
537
00:29:43,436 --> 00:29:45,404
there is going to be
long term damage,
538
00:29:45,438 --> 00:29:48,407
that's a point past which
I don't want to push it.
539
00:29:48,441 --> 00:29:52,031
♪
540
00:29:52,066 --> 00:29:53,792
It's a lot
of back-and-forthing.
541
00:29:53,826 --> 00:29:56,449
It's a lot to think about,
but that's where I'm at.
542
00:29:56,484 --> 00:30:03,491
♪
543
00:30:18,955 --> 00:30:22,717
- Last night my mind
was very active.
544
00:30:24,270 --> 00:30:28,171
Thinking about all the...
545
00:30:28,205 --> 00:30:30,414
[yawning]
546
00:30:30,449 --> 00:30:32,520
tough hand I was dealt.
547
00:30:32,554 --> 00:30:34,625
I had a lot of weight
to make up
548
00:30:34,660 --> 00:30:36,731
on everybody else
and then
549
00:30:36,765 --> 00:30:39,147
I feel like I almost did.
550
00:30:39,182 --> 00:30:41,149
Then the wolverine struck.
551
00:30:41,184 --> 00:30:43,393
Stole...
552
00:30:43,427 --> 00:30:46,085
who knows how many pounds
of fat.
553
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:48,156
It's hard to estimate
how much they ate,
554
00:30:48,191 --> 00:30:51,194
but at least probably
15 pounds in total.
555
00:30:51,919 --> 00:30:55,888
And that was just tough luck
for me.
556
00:30:55,923 --> 00:30:59,512
Then the fact
that my fishing spot was tough.
557
00:30:59,547 --> 00:31:00,582
♪
558
00:31:00,617 --> 00:31:02,515
Tough hand.
559
00:31:02,550 --> 00:31:04,828
♪
560
00:31:04,863 --> 00:31:07,382
I feel a great urgency.
561
00:31:07,417 --> 00:31:10,178
I don't have the body fat.
562
00:31:10,213 --> 00:31:12,146
I can't protect my meat.
563
00:31:12,180 --> 00:31:14,562
I'm helpless right now.
564
00:31:14,596 --> 00:31:17,323
The fact that I was--
feel like I was so close
565
00:31:17,358 --> 00:31:22,052
to making it work makes it
that much tougher.
566
00:31:22,087 --> 00:31:24,779
At this point,
barring a miracle,
567
00:31:24,813 --> 00:31:26,677
I'm just done.
568
00:31:26,712 --> 00:31:33,719
♪
569
00:32:08,892 --> 00:32:12,068
- [laughs]
570
00:32:12,102 --> 00:32:16,072
[laughing and crying]
571
00:32:16,106 --> 00:32:18,522
Hi, everyone.
572
00:32:18,557 --> 00:32:21,940
It's a little emotional.
573
00:32:21,974 --> 00:32:24,321
It's just so much...
574
00:32:24,356 --> 00:32:28,153
mixed emotion of, like,
joy and sorrow right now.
575
00:32:28,187 --> 00:32:29,568
[sniffles]
576
00:32:29,602 --> 00:32:32,951
I've loved being here
with every fiber of my being.
577
00:32:32,985 --> 00:32:35,505
And I don't really want
to leave, but,
578
00:32:35,539 --> 00:32:37,990
my body's done.
579
00:32:38,025 --> 00:32:41,442
And I'm just more and more
aware of that
580
00:32:41,476 --> 00:32:44,997
as time goes on,
like, all along.
581
00:32:45,032 --> 00:32:46,309
[somber music]
582
00:32:46,343 --> 00:32:48,759
And looking at my body,
I can just see
583
00:32:48,794 --> 00:32:50,761
how much it's given,
584
00:32:50,796 --> 00:32:52,867
and know that it has given
585
00:32:52,901 --> 00:32:55,456
all that I want to ask it to
right now.
586
00:32:55,490 --> 00:32:56,975
♪
587
00:32:57,009 --> 00:32:58,562
Today's my birthday,
588
00:32:58,597 --> 00:33:00,599
and it felt like
the most amazing gift
589
00:33:00,633 --> 00:33:04,258
I could give myself to put
myself somewhere
590
00:33:04,292 --> 00:33:06,639
where I have warmth and food
591
00:33:06,674 --> 00:33:09,539
and the ability to care
for myself.
592
00:33:09,573 --> 00:33:13,198
It's hard to describe
how sad I am.
593
00:33:13,232 --> 00:33:14,820
I don't want to leave.
594
00:33:14,854 --> 00:33:17,236
I could have done
really beautiful things
595
00:33:17,271 --> 00:33:20,343
that really helped the world,
myself, and my loved ones
596
00:33:20,377 --> 00:33:21,896
with the money.
597
00:33:21,930 --> 00:33:23,622
But for me,
598
00:33:23,656 --> 00:33:25,900
tapping out
is an ending and a beginning
599
00:33:25,934 --> 00:33:27,729
wrapped up in one.
600
00:33:27,764 --> 00:33:31,699
It's an ending of what
has been the most amazing
601
00:33:31,733 --> 00:33:34,564
and enriching experience
of my life.
602
00:33:34,598 --> 00:33:38,706
I'm absolutely changed
by my time here.
603
00:33:38,740 --> 00:33:41,053
I've never felt
so deeply connected
604
00:33:41,088 --> 00:33:44,470
to any place
on earth in my life.
605
00:33:44,505 --> 00:33:47,749
What a thing
to get to experience.
606
00:33:47,784 --> 00:33:51,374
I've never been so aware
607
00:33:51,408 --> 00:33:55,619
of how all humans up to
a couple hundred years ago
608
00:33:55,654 --> 00:33:57,966
and every wild animal lives.
609
00:33:58,001 --> 00:34:00,797
We live in this culture
that puts winning
610
00:34:00,831 --> 00:34:03,869
and puts money
on top of everything,
611
00:34:03,903 --> 00:34:07,838
so to make a choice to let go
of the idea of that
612
00:34:07,873 --> 00:34:10,738
in favor of self care,
that's the message
613
00:34:10,772 --> 00:34:13,568
that I want
to leave here with.
614
00:34:13,603 --> 00:34:16,640
It's the beginning
of a new chapter in my life.
615
00:34:16,675 --> 00:34:19,747
And I'm so excited
for what comes next.
616
00:34:19,781 --> 00:34:26,719
♪
617
00:34:26,754 --> 00:34:29,722
[triumphant music]
618
00:34:29,757 --> 00:34:36,764
♪
619
00:34:41,044 --> 00:34:44,012
- Okay, let's see about this.
620
00:34:44,047 --> 00:34:49,121
♪
621
00:34:49,156 --> 00:34:52,538
Holy cow.
622
00:34:52,573 --> 00:34:54,782
Oh, my goodness.
623
00:34:54,816 --> 00:34:57,198
Whoo-hoo-hoo!
624
00:34:58,579 --> 00:35:01,340
Yeah!
[laughs]
625
00:35:01,375 --> 00:35:03,170
All right!
626
00:35:05,827 --> 00:35:07,484
Whoo!
627
00:35:08,865 --> 00:35:11,247
Look at that pike!
628
00:35:13,041 --> 00:35:16,114
[wind whipping]
629
00:35:16,148 --> 00:35:18,909
Selfie.
630
00:35:18,944 --> 00:35:22,016
Selfie.
Hey!
631
00:35:22,050 --> 00:35:24,122
Oof.
632
00:35:26,917 --> 00:35:28,298
It's cool.
I didn't realize I had
633
00:35:28,333 --> 00:35:30,887
a selfie stick until just now.
634
00:35:30,921 --> 00:35:33,096
[laughs]
635
00:35:33,131 --> 00:35:34,960
Whee!
636
00:35:34,994 --> 00:35:37,204
I'm in the Arctic!
637
00:35:37,238 --> 00:35:39,378
Probably the last contestant
638
00:35:39,413 --> 00:35:42,450
to realize he had
a selfie stick.
639
00:35:42,485 --> 00:35:45,453
[tense music]
640
00:35:45,488 --> 00:35:46,834
♪
641
00:35:46,868 --> 00:35:49,630
Some fish soup for lunch.
642
00:35:49,664 --> 00:35:52,184
What a difference a fish
can make, eh?
643
00:35:52,219 --> 00:35:53,185
[chuckles]
644
00:35:53,220 --> 00:35:56,015
Should be good broth
this time.
645
00:35:56,050 --> 00:35:58,777
That guy had
a lot of fat on him.
646
00:36:00,261 --> 00:36:03,057
Which is pretty cool.
647
00:36:03,091 --> 00:36:06,509
This is what we do
while we wait for a med check.
648
00:36:07,751 --> 00:36:09,477
The team's coming.
649
00:36:09,512 --> 00:36:11,755
I think that
they're concerned about me.
650
00:36:11,790 --> 00:36:15,345
So I've been thinking all night
about what I'm going to say
651
00:36:15,380 --> 00:36:19,349
to them to try to convince them
that I'm fine.
652
00:36:19,384 --> 00:36:21,869
Really don't want to lose
any more weight.
653
00:36:21,903 --> 00:36:26,287
I'm gonna just eat as much
of the fatty stuff as I can.
654
00:36:26,322 --> 00:36:29,014
See where that gets me.
655
00:36:29,048 --> 00:36:32,983
Not bad.
Not bad at all.
656
00:36:33,018 --> 00:36:34,951
Well, here they come.
657
00:36:34,985 --> 00:36:36,539
Let's go to see.
658
00:36:36,573 --> 00:36:38,886
[helicopter whirring]
659
00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:42,752
♪
660
00:36:42,786 --> 00:36:44,926
Need to eat a little more.
661
00:36:44,961 --> 00:36:51,968
♪
662
00:37:11,263 --> 00:37:13,196
- How are you feeling
right now?
663
00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:14,439
- I'm doing pretty good.
664
00:37:14,473 --> 00:37:16,475
I'm, like, one of the tallest,
665
00:37:16,510 --> 00:37:18,615
thinnest...
666
00:37:18,650 --> 00:37:20,893
but also strong people
that I know.
667
00:37:20,928 --> 00:37:22,378
Like, I know other people
that are my height
668
00:37:22,412 --> 00:37:23,793
but they're pretty weak.
669
00:37:23,827 --> 00:37:25,864
So it's like,
I'm actually really fit
670
00:37:25,898 --> 00:37:28,349
when I'm lean and all that.
671
00:37:28,384 --> 00:37:30,213
I think I can--
I literally think
672
00:37:30,248 --> 00:37:32,836
I'm gonna be--
I can healthily be lighter
673
00:37:32,871 --> 00:37:34,321
than anyone else out here.
674
00:37:36,495 --> 00:37:39,118
I feel as good
as any day I've been--
675
00:37:39,153 --> 00:37:40,948
you know,
I feel mentally crisp.
676
00:37:40,982 --> 00:37:42,363
I feel good.
677
00:37:42,398 --> 00:37:44,434
Initially when I showed up here
I was like,
678
00:37:44,469 --> 00:37:47,023
"Man, I really think if I can
make it to the end of January,
679
00:37:47,057 --> 00:37:50,509
January 20th..."
That was my goal.
680
00:37:50,544 --> 00:37:53,719
You know, like, I think people
will probably quit by then.
681
00:37:53,754 --> 00:37:57,309
I don't know if I'll be able
to physically make it, but...
682
00:37:57,344 --> 00:37:59,656
Oh, my God!
- [yelps]
683
00:37:59,691 --> 00:38:01,417
Janahlee, what?
684
00:38:01,451 --> 00:38:03,626
Oh, my goodness!
- You won the game!
685
00:38:03,660 --> 00:38:06,007
- Oh, wow!
686
00:38:06,042 --> 00:38:07,837
- I love you.
- Oh, hallelujah.
687
00:38:07,871 --> 00:38:10,495
I can't believe it!
I really can't believe it!
688
00:38:10,529 --> 00:38:14,015
[laughter]
689
00:38:14,050 --> 00:38:16,501
What?
Ahh!
690
00:38:16,535 --> 00:38:18,813
- You did it.
- I can't believe it.
691
00:38:18,848 --> 00:38:20,988
That's wild.
- You taste like fish.
692
00:38:21,022 --> 00:38:23,370
- I just was eating dinner
ea--lunch.
693
00:38:23,404 --> 00:38:25,268
What, man?
694
00:38:25,303 --> 00:38:27,166
That's so crazy.
695
00:38:27,201 --> 00:38:30,377
Wow.
- You did it!
696
00:38:30,411 --> 00:38:33,863
- I got more in the tank!
I got... [laughs]
697
00:38:33,897 --> 00:38:37,107
Oh, man, Janahlee.
Wow!
698
00:38:37,142 --> 00:38:41,042
I can't believe it.
[laughs]
699
00:38:41,077 --> 00:38:42,181
Oh, my goodness.
700
00:38:42,216 --> 00:38:43,631
I don't even
have to miss Christmas.
701
00:38:43,666 --> 00:38:45,737
I'm so happy.
- No!
702
00:38:45,771 --> 00:38:47,497
- This is so nice.
703
00:38:47,532 --> 00:38:50,500
Oh, man.
That's so weird.
704
00:38:51,674 --> 00:38:53,089
No, this is where
I hung the hide.
705
00:38:53,123 --> 00:38:54,504
The moose hide.
706
00:38:54,539 --> 00:38:56,437
- You got a moose!
- [laughs]
707
00:38:56,472 --> 00:38:59,198
I got a moose.
Look.
708
00:38:59,233 --> 00:39:00,924
We could have mounted it.
709
00:39:00,959 --> 00:39:04,894
- [gasps and laughs]
710
00:39:04,928 --> 00:39:07,172
Jordan, that's wild.
711
00:39:07,206 --> 00:39:11,210
You are a wild person.
712
00:39:11,245 --> 00:39:13,868
- I killed a wolverine, too,
with a hatchet.
713
00:39:13,903 --> 00:39:16,284
- What?
- [laughs]
714
00:39:16,319 --> 00:39:18,045
Uh-huh.
- You, like, threw it at it?
715
00:39:18,079 --> 00:39:19,805
- It's all on video.
716
00:39:19,840 --> 00:39:22,187
- Oh, my God.
- My floor's got moose on it.
717
00:39:22,221 --> 00:39:25,397
Look at these.
- Do I have room?
718
00:39:25,432 --> 00:39:27,848
We could.
- Yeah, bring the kids.
719
00:39:27,882 --> 00:39:30,609
I can't believe it.
That's so weird.
720
00:39:30,644 --> 00:39:34,130
That is...I did not expect--
Ahh!
721
00:39:34,164 --> 00:39:35,856
[laughter]
722
00:39:35,890 --> 00:39:38,721
- [muffled exclamation]
723
00:39:38,755 --> 00:39:41,586
♪
724
00:39:41,620 --> 00:39:43,208
- Winning
is a life-changing experience
725
00:39:43,242 --> 00:39:44,520
for obvious reasons.
726
00:39:44,554 --> 00:39:49,421
It means that I have freedom
financially.
727
00:39:49,456 --> 00:39:52,286
This is enough of a boost
to help me move
728
00:39:52,320 --> 00:39:55,358
in a whole
different direction.
729
00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:58,396
One that's more positive
and fulfilling.
730
00:39:58,430 --> 00:40:00,294
I value my family.
731
00:40:00,328 --> 00:40:02,469
This experience gives me
opportunity
732
00:40:02,503 --> 00:40:06,162
to be a better father.
733
00:40:06,196 --> 00:40:07,715
It's very important for me
734
00:40:07,750 --> 00:40:10,856
to stay connected
to my time in the Arctic.
735
00:40:10,891 --> 00:40:13,894
I'll always miss it.
It's, like, a part of me.
736
00:40:13,928 --> 00:40:15,861
♪
737
00:40:15,896 --> 00:40:18,726
In the modern world
we're so distracted.
738
00:40:18,761 --> 00:40:21,626
You don't ever have to really
think deeply
739
00:40:21,660 --> 00:40:23,282
but being out here,
740
00:40:23,317 --> 00:40:25,457
you're just so connected
to real life.
741
00:40:25,492 --> 00:40:28,805
You can delve into your soul.
742
00:40:28,840 --> 00:40:32,015
It just makes you feel alive.
743
00:40:32,050 --> 00:40:36,330
And I think if I could
have that in the modern world,
744
00:40:36,364 --> 00:40:38,505
that would be really positive.
745
00:40:38,539 --> 00:40:41,784
It just feels like
a more real way of life.
746
00:40:41,818 --> 00:40:44,787
It's much simpler.
747
00:40:44,821 --> 00:40:47,341
It's just how
we're meant to be.
748
00:40:47,375 --> 00:40:50,517
♪
749
00:40:50,551 --> 00:40:53,347
[tense music]
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