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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:20,521 --> 00:00:22,732 [guitar feedback droning] 2 00:00:53,554 --> 00:00:56,807 [feedback continues droning] 3 00:01:18,370 --> 00:01:20,289 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 4 00:01:20,372 --> 00:01:23,125 [scattered cheers, applause] 5 00:01:29,173 --> 00:01:31,467 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 6 00:01:39,391 --> 00:01:41,310 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 7 00:01:41,393 --> 00:01:43,646 [muffled, indistinct vocal] 8 00:01:48,234 --> 00:01:50,194 [muffled, indistinct vocal continues] 9 00:01:50,277 --> 00:01:52,488 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 10 00:01:52,571 --> 00:01:54,323 [muffled, indistinct vocal continues] 11 00:02:01,038 --> 00:02:02,456 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 12 00:02:02,540 --> 00:02:04,750 [intense, shouting vocal] 13 00:02:06,418 --> 00:02:07,920 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 14 00:02:08,003 --> 00:02:10,214 [shouting vocal continues] 15 00:02:11,257 --> 00:02:12,675 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 16 00:02:12,758 --> 00:02:16,262 ♪ There’s something I want to eat ♪ 17 00:02:16,345 --> 00:02:18,013 [applause, whistling] 18 00:02:18,097 --> 00:02:20,349 [shouting, indistinct vocal] 19 00:02:23,227 --> 00:02:28,607 ♪ I’m sorry you’re cheap and violent ♪ 20 00:02:28,691 --> 00:02:32,736 ♪ And something I want to eat ♪ 21 00:02:32,820 --> 00:02:37,283 [intense screaming]: ♪ Purify ♪ 22 00:02:43,956 --> 00:02:47,668 ♪ Baby ♪ 23 00:02:47,751 --> 00:02:50,546 [guitar plays intense, distorted riff] 24 00:02:59,805 --> 00:03:02,391 [indistinct, shouting vocal] 25 00:03:15,529 --> 00:03:18,866 ♪ Let me get there ♪ 26 00:03:21,827 --> 00:03:23,662 ♪ Let me get there, let me get there ♪ 27 00:03:23,746 --> 00:03:24,997 ♪ Let me get there ♪ 28 00:03:26,999 --> 00:03:29,668 ♪ Let me get there, let me, let me ♪ 29 00:03:29,752 --> 00:03:32,212 ♪ Let me get there ♪ 30 00:03:32,296 --> 00:03:33,714 [intense screaming]: ♪ Purify ♪ 31 00:03:33,797 --> 00:03:37,301 ♪ Let me get there, let me get there ♪ 32 00:03:37,384 --> 00:03:41,931 [intense screaming]: ♪ Purify. ♪ 33 00:03:43,057 --> 00:03:45,851 [audience cheering, whistling] 34 00:03:45,935 --> 00:03:48,479 [fast, intense guitar riff plays] 35 00:03:48,562 --> 00:03:50,230 [guitar riff ends] 36 00:03:50,314 --> 00:03:52,191 [feedback droning] 37 00:03:54,610 --> 00:03:57,571 [cheering] 38 00:04:00,491 --> 00:04:04,578 [feedback squealing] 39 00:04:11,293 --> 00:04:13,587 [distant traffic] 40 00:04:28,227 --> 00:04:31,563 [grunts softly, sighs] 41 00:04:45,160 --> 00:04:47,121 [opens blinds] 42 00:04:47,204 --> 00:04:48,747 [closes blinds] 43 00:04:57,715 --> 00:04:59,550 [whirring] 44 00:05:04,805 --> 00:05:07,975 [dripping] 45 00:05:14,732 --> 00:05:16,859 [panting] 46 00:05:22,031 --> 00:05:24,324 [air whizzing] 47 00:05:38,088 --> 00:05:40,340 [old-time Delta blues playing] 48 00:05:45,888 --> 00:05:46,722 Lulu! 49 00:05:47,890 --> 00:05:50,184 ♪ Love, oh, love ♪ 50 00:05:50,267 --> 00:05:54,521 ♪ Oh, careless love ♪ 51 00:05:57,316 --> 00:05:59,485 [music continues] 52 00:06:06,533 --> 00:06:07,951 Mmm. 53 00:06:08,035 --> 00:06:09,036 Lou. 54 00:06:09,119 --> 00:06:10,204 Stop. 55 00:06:10,287 --> 00:06:11,371 Lou, it’s up time. 56 00:06:11,455 --> 00:06:12,623 Mm-hmm. 57 00:06:17,920 --> 00:06:19,129 Up time. 58 00:06:20,172 --> 00:06:21,090 Huh? 59 00:06:21,173 --> 00:06:23,217 -Yeah. -Come on. 60 00:06:24,510 --> 00:06:25,677 [Lou groans softly] 61 00:06:25,761 --> 00:06:27,179 Come on, stop that. 62 00:06:27,262 --> 00:06:29,389 We got to get right to it for grizzle. Remember? 63 00:06:29,473 --> 00:06:30,599 Okay. 64 00:06:32,810 --> 00:06:34,478 Yo, I got some smoothie for you. 65 00:06:34,561 --> 00:06:36,188 You’re gonna fuckin’ hate it. 66 00:06:36,271 --> 00:06:38,273 But it’s healthy. 67 00:06:38,357 --> 00:06:40,275 Want some? I wouldn’t recommend it. 68 00:06:40,359 --> 00:06:42,236 -It’s disgusting. -Mm-mm. 69 00:06:44,822 --> 00:06:46,949 [grunts softly] 70 00:06:47,032 --> 00:06:48,617 [moans] 71 00:06:49,827 --> 00:06:52,371 [chuckling] 72 00:06:52,454 --> 00:06:54,289 Okay, poops. 73 00:06:54,373 --> 00:06:55,332 Dance time. 74 00:06:55,415 --> 00:06:57,709 [traffic rumbling] 75 00:06:58,836 --> 00:07:01,088 [music continues from trailer] 76 00:07:17,312 --> 00:07:19,106 [music fades] 77 00:07:19,189 --> 00:07:21,900 [slow R&B love song plays]: ♪ Together ♪ 78 00:07:22,734 --> 00:07:27,990 ♪ Together ♪ 79 00:07:28,073 --> 00:07:32,870 ♪ Every minute’s got to count for something ♪ 80 00:07:32,953 --> 00:07:35,831 ♪ You and I ♪ 81 00:07:35,914 --> 00:07:41,336 ♪ Can be proud of ♪ 82 00:07:41,420 --> 00:07:45,674 ♪ It’s not every day in our lives ♪ 83 00:07:45,757 --> 00:07:49,928 -♪ We can be together ♪ -♪ Together ♪ 84 00:07:50,012 --> 00:07:52,806 ♪ Together ♪ 85 00:07:52,890 --> 00:07:54,558 Yes! 86 00:07:54,641 --> 00:07:56,059 [chuckles] 87 00:07:56,143 --> 00:07:58,228 ♪ We’ve got to respect ♪ 88 00:07:58,312 --> 00:08:02,774 -♪ And protect what is ours ♪ -[both laughing] 89 00:08:03,942 --> 00:08:06,153 ♪ Together ♪ 90 00:08:06,236 --> 00:08:09,489 ♪ This love is yours ♪ 91 00:08:09,573 --> 00:08:11,867 ♪ Mine... ♪ 92 00:08:11,950 --> 00:08:13,118 -No? -[laughing] 93 00:08:13,202 --> 00:08:14,119 Nah? No? 94 00:08:14,203 --> 00:08:15,329 Okay. 95 00:08:15,412 --> 00:08:18,874 ♪ Yours, mine... ♪ 96 00:08:18,957 --> 00:08:22,586 RUBEN and LOU: ♪ And I would do anything for love ♪ 97 00:08:22,669 --> 00:08:24,630 RUBEN: ♪ But he won’t do that ♪ 98 00:08:24,713 --> 00:08:27,007 What’s the thing that he won’t do in that song? 99 00:08:27,090 --> 00:08:28,675 What’s left for him to not do? 100 00:08:28,759 --> 00:08:29,760 LOU: Anal. 101 00:08:29,843 --> 00:08:31,345 ♪ No, no ♪ 102 00:08:31,428 --> 00:08:32,846 -♪ But I won’t do that ♪ -♪ He won’t do that ♪ 103 00:08:32,930 --> 00:08:34,264 [laughter] 104 00:08:34,348 --> 00:08:36,558 RUBEN: I used to imagine Jeff Goldblum was my dad. 105 00:08:36,642 --> 00:08:38,435 Saw him in The fucking Fly, I was like, 106 00:08:38,518 --> 00:08:40,103 "Yo, that must be what my dad looks like." 107 00:08:40,187 --> 00:08:42,564 Also explains a lot, ’cause the dude’s fucking weird. 108 00:08:42,648 --> 00:08:43,857 But he looks like me, man. 109 00:08:43,941 --> 00:08:45,525 -It’s true, yeah. -Yeah! 110 00:08:45,609 --> 00:08:47,194 You kind of look like Jeff Goldblum. 111 00:08:47,277 --> 00:08:49,112 RUBEN: Why is it okay to, like, use a toothpick in public 112 00:08:49,196 --> 00:08:51,031 but not floss? Have you ever tried that? 113 00:08:51,114 --> 00:08:53,325 -LOU: To floss my teeth in public? No. -To floss in public. 114 00:08:53,408 --> 00:08:55,452 Like, you’re just at the dinner table, you just pull out some... 115 00:08:55,535 --> 00:08:57,120 LOU: I used to imagine my funeral a lot 116 00:08:57,204 --> 00:08:59,331 when I was a kid... at school in math. 117 00:08:59,414 --> 00:09:00,832 RUBEN: Fun! 118 00:09:00,916 --> 00:09:02,542 LOU: I used to daydream about my funeral. 119 00:09:02,626 --> 00:09:04,461 Then I’d make myself cry! [laughs] 120 00:09:04,544 --> 00:09:06,755 Uh, yeah, I think I’d get cremated. 121 00:09:06,838 --> 00:09:07,756 What about you? 122 00:09:07,839 --> 00:09:09,174 RUBEN: Cremated... 123 00:09:09,258 --> 00:09:10,926 or, like, just fed to the birds, you know? 124 00:09:11,009 --> 00:09:12,719 LOU: Well, you know, now you can get 125 00:09:12,803 --> 00:09:16,014 ashes put into tattoo ink. 126 00:09:16,098 --> 00:09:18,058 -My face on your back. -RUBEN: Your face? 127 00:09:18,141 --> 00:09:19,810 LOU: Where the clown is. 128 00:09:19,893 --> 00:09:21,270 -RUBEN: What? -LOU: Yeah. 129 00:09:22,354 --> 00:09:24,523 RUBEN: ♪ Scary clown face ♪ 130 00:09:24,606 --> 00:09:27,484 ♪ Scary clown face. ♪ 131 00:09:30,904 --> 00:09:33,949 [indistinct chatter] 132 00:09:34,032 --> 00:09:36,326 Yo, we don’t need to... we don’t need to put ’em all out. 133 00:09:36,410 --> 00:09:38,829 I know, but we just need to fill ’em up a little bit. 134 00:09:38,912 --> 00:09:40,372 -Okay. -That’s good. 135 00:09:40,455 --> 00:09:43,375 You want to put out... put out some different ones? 136 00:09:43,458 --> 00:09:45,502 Hmm? 137 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:47,296 That’s the face of a sale. 138 00:09:48,505 --> 00:09:52,301 Okay, this one costs, uh, 50 bucks extra because... 139 00:09:52,384 --> 00:09:54,886 -It’s an original artwork. -I’m gonna spit on. 140 00:09:54,970 --> 00:09:56,638 -A $50... Oh! -Okay, a hundred bucks. 141 00:09:56,722 --> 00:09:58,515 -That’s ten grand. -[laughing] 142 00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:01,393 -Did you guys sound-check? -No, not yet. 143 00:10:01,476 --> 00:10:02,686 We’re going on at... 144 00:10:02,769 --> 00:10:04,438 -5:00? -Did Margaret sound-check yet? 145 00:10:04,521 --> 00:10:06,023 Yo, you sound-checked yet? 146 00:10:06,106 --> 00:10:06,940 No. 147 00:10:07,024 --> 00:10:08,608 Not looking forward to it. 148 00:10:08,692 --> 00:10:09,985 Terrified. 149 00:10:10,068 --> 00:10:11,695 Half my shit is broken down. 150 00:10:11,778 --> 00:10:13,405 [instruments tuning, drumbeat playing] 151 00:10:13,488 --> 00:10:15,991 -[instruments muted] -[high-pitched ringing] 152 00:10:19,202 --> 00:10:21,371 [muffled chatter] 153 00:10:26,918 --> 00:10:29,212 -[box thumps] -[ringing intensifies] 154 00:10:30,255 --> 00:10:32,507 [muffled chatter continues] 155 00:10:44,519 --> 00:10:47,647 [Lou shouting indistinctly over fast, heavy guitar riff] 156 00:10:56,281 --> 00:10:59,493 [music muffles gradually] 157 00:11:06,083 --> 00:11:08,293 [low tone droning] 158 00:11:17,928 --> 00:11:20,222 [sound muted] 159 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:01,930 [muffled]: Ah. 160 00:12:02,848 --> 00:12:03,974 Ah. 161 00:12:09,521 --> 00:12:11,356 [muffled]: Ah. 162 00:12:12,732 --> 00:12:14,109 Ah. 163 00:12:18,280 --> 00:12:19,448 [muffled cough] 164 00:12:20,824 --> 00:12:23,160 [muffled water drizzling] 165 00:12:29,875 --> 00:12:32,169 [muffled whirring] 166 00:12:33,253 --> 00:12:36,089 [sound muted] 167 00:12:48,643 --> 00:12:50,812 [muffled chatter] 168 00:13:01,239 --> 00:13:03,867 It’s... it’s probably a two out of ten 169 00:13:03,950 --> 00:13:06,203 in terms of his hearing. He can’t... 170 00:13:06,286 --> 00:13:08,663 He’s having trouble even communicating with me. 171 00:13:10,916 --> 00:13:11,708 It-it’s... 172 00:13:11,791 --> 00:13:14,377 [muffled chatter] 173 00:13:22,719 --> 00:13:25,347 [muffled conversation] 174 00:13:42,489 --> 00:13:44,199 I got to see a doctor? 175 00:13:44,282 --> 00:13:46,618 He... he can see you now. 176 00:13:47,911 --> 00:13:49,746 -What? -He can see you right-right now. 177 00:13:49,829 --> 00:13:52,165 -Now? -Yes, I-I... 178 00:13:52,249 --> 00:13:55,293 [muffled conversation] 179 00:13:56,086 --> 00:13:57,504 [distant siren wailing] 180 00:13:57,587 --> 00:13:59,214 Hey, Lulu. Uh, sorry I had to run out, baby. 181 00:13:59,297 --> 00:14:01,132 I got to deal with some shit, okay? 182 00:14:01,216 --> 00:14:02,926 Don’t worry about anything, okay? 183 00:14:08,014 --> 00:14:09,933 WOMAN: Mr. Stone? 184 00:14:12,894 --> 00:14:14,229 Oh. Oh, yeah. 185 00:14:17,440 --> 00:14:19,234 [muffled]: Ah. 186 00:14:22,028 --> 00:14:24,823 DOCTOR [barely audible]: Okay, how is that volume? 187 00:14:24,906 --> 00:14:26,741 Is the volume loud enough? 188 00:14:26,825 --> 00:14:27,784 Good. 189 00:14:27,867 --> 00:14:29,202 Can you hear me? 190 00:14:29,286 --> 00:14:31,413 -[muffled]: What? -You can hear me okay? 191 00:14:31,496 --> 00:14:33,206 -Volume-wise? -I can hear you. 192 00:14:33,290 --> 00:14:35,000 Okay. 193 00:14:35,083 --> 00:14:36,918 I’m gonna say these words. 194 00:14:37,002 --> 00:14:40,088 I want you to repeat them back to me. 195 00:14:40,171 --> 00:14:42,882 I’m gonna start with just your right ear. 196 00:14:42,966 --> 00:14:44,593 Okay? 197 00:14:45,510 --> 00:14:47,137 Bass. 198 00:14:49,472 --> 00:14:51,016 Bass. 199 00:14:52,601 --> 00:14:54,311 Mess. 200 00:14:54,394 --> 00:14:55,812 [muffled] 201 00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:57,897 Car. 202 00:14:57,981 --> 00:14:59,524 [muffled] 203 00:14:59,608 --> 00:15:01,234 Mop. 204 00:15:02,402 --> 00:15:04,154 RUBEN [unmuffled]: Noisy. 205 00:15:04,237 --> 00:15:05,572 DOCTOR: Search. 206 00:15:05,655 --> 00:15:07,616 Throat. 207 00:15:07,699 --> 00:15:10,035 -Ditch. -Fish. 208 00:15:10,118 --> 00:15:11,244 Talk. 209 00:15:11,328 --> 00:15:12,662 T... 210 00:15:15,915 --> 00:15:17,751 Ring. 211 00:15:17,834 --> 00:15:19,586 Broom. 212 00:15:19,669 --> 00:15:21,046 Germ. 213 00:15:25,342 --> 00:15:26,801 DOCTOR: Life. 214 00:15:30,138 --> 00:15:31,556 Team. 215 00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:37,270 Lid. 216 00:15:42,567 --> 00:15:43,985 Lid. 217 00:15:46,029 --> 00:15:48,823 This is your chart, Ruben. 218 00:15:48,907 --> 00:15:52,452 Now, as far as the volume that you can hear, 219 00:15:52,535 --> 00:15:56,081 you, on your right ear, were 28%, 220 00:15:56,164 --> 00:15:58,875 and on your left ear, you were 24%. 221 00:15:58,958 --> 00:16:00,877 -It’s what? -In the left ear, 222 00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:02,128 you came in at 24%. 223 00:16:02,212 --> 00:16:03,171 Okay. 224 00:16:03,254 --> 00:16:06,132 No matter how loud I made the test-- 225 00:16:06,216 --> 00:16:09,552 I could have put it at 11-- you were still going to miss 226 00:16:09,636 --> 00:16:13,556 70% to 80% of the words that I said. 227 00:16:13,640 --> 00:16:14,683 Okay. 228 00:16:14,766 --> 00:16:15,684 That is not good. 229 00:16:15,767 --> 00:16:16,810 Yeah, I see that. 230 00:16:16,893 --> 00:16:18,561 So, what... [clears throat] 231 00:16:18,645 --> 00:16:19,979 What can we do about it? 232 00:16:20,063 --> 00:16:21,272 How do I get it back? 233 00:16:21,356 --> 00:16:22,649 Well, um... 234 00:16:22,732 --> 00:16:26,069 you have to understand something here. 235 00:16:26,152 --> 00:16:28,822 Whether or not this is related to 236 00:16:28,905 --> 00:16:30,907 your exposure to noise 237 00:16:30,990 --> 00:16:34,035 or it’s an autoimmune issue 238 00:16:34,119 --> 00:16:35,704 doesn’t really matter. 239 00:16:35,787 --> 00:16:37,414 I understand I got a problem. 240 00:16:37,497 --> 00:16:39,541 I’m asking you what I can do about it. 241 00:16:39,624 --> 00:16:42,085 Well, what you can do about it first 242 00:16:42,168 --> 00:16:46,548 is to eliminate all exposure to loud noises. 243 00:16:46,631 --> 00:16:50,844 And then we can run some tests and we can determine exactly 244 00:16:50,927 --> 00:16:53,722 what is going on with your ears. 245 00:16:53,805 --> 00:16:56,641 And if we do, then we can have our other conversations. 246 00:16:56,725 --> 00:16:58,226 We can have what? 247 00:16:58,309 --> 00:17:02,939 Well, there are implants that bypass the cochlea. 248 00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:04,816 You said implants? 249 00:17:04,899 --> 00:17:06,359 -Yes. -Those work? 250 00:17:06,443 --> 00:17:08,862 For people with severe hearing loss or 251 00:17:08,945 --> 00:17:11,114 complete deafness, yes, they help. 252 00:17:11,197 --> 00:17:12,949 Well, then let’s do that. 253 00:17:13,032 --> 00:17:15,994 [chuckles] Well, it’s not that simple. 254 00:17:16,077 --> 00:17:18,913 Uh, it’s a very involved process, and it’s quite costly. 255 00:17:18,997 --> 00:17:20,623 How much is it? 256 00:17:20,707 --> 00:17:23,501 Well, they can run between $40,000 and $80,000, 257 00:17:23,585 --> 00:17:27,297 depending, and they are not covered by insurance. 258 00:17:33,094 --> 00:17:34,471 Okay. 259 00:17:34,554 --> 00:17:35,972 And, um... 260 00:17:37,390 --> 00:17:38,808 Like, when-when can you do it? 261 00:17:38,892 --> 00:17:40,310 You got ’em in stock now? 262 00:17:40,393 --> 00:17:42,520 Mr. Stone, your hearing 263 00:17:42,604 --> 00:17:46,024 is deteriorating rapidly. 264 00:17:46,107 --> 00:17:47,859 Am I right? 265 00:17:48,693 --> 00:17:51,946 And over the next few days, 266 00:17:52,030 --> 00:17:54,908 or even hours, it’s going to continue. 267 00:17:54,991 --> 00:17:57,952 And the hearing that you have lost 268 00:17:58,036 --> 00:18:00,288 is not coming back. 269 00:18:01,956 --> 00:18:03,625 [muffled, distorted]: You have to understand 270 00:18:03,708 --> 00:18:06,044 your first responsibility 271 00:18:06,127 --> 00:18:08,880 is to preserve the hearing you have. 272 00:18:14,803 --> 00:18:17,847 [guitar feedback droning loudly] 273 00:18:17,931 --> 00:18:20,266 [audience cheering] 274 00:18:25,396 --> 00:18:27,690 [deep, droning guitar noise] 275 00:18:36,241 --> 00:18:39,536 [Lou shouting indistinctly over piercing guitar feedback] 276 00:18:44,582 --> 00:18:48,837 -[music slowly fades] -[high-pitched ringing] 277 00:18:48,920 --> 00:18:52,215 -[vocal and guitar stop] -[muffled drumbeat continues] 278 00:19:03,518 --> 00:19:05,603 [droning score builds] 279 00:19:16,614 --> 00:19:18,741 [panicked gasping] 280 00:19:18,825 --> 00:19:20,994 [panting heavily] 281 00:19:26,457 --> 00:19:28,376 -[door bangs open] -LOU: Ruben, what the fuck? 282 00:19:28,459 --> 00:19:30,670 [Lou continues muffled] 283 00:19:38,845 --> 00:19:41,055 [muffled conversation] 284 00:19:53,359 --> 00:19:56,362 [music playing quietly] 285 00:19:59,699 --> 00:20:02,619 Yes, it’ll come back. 286 00:20:02,702 --> 00:20:04,329 I have to... 287 00:20:05,246 --> 00:20:06,873 There’s, like, a surgery. 288 00:20:08,291 --> 00:20:09,542 What? 289 00:20:09,626 --> 00:20:11,794 It’s simple. It’s all it is. There’s an implant. 290 00:20:11,878 --> 00:20:13,171 They put it in your shit. 291 00:20:13,254 --> 00:20:14,714 It’s like a... 292 00:20:14,797 --> 00:20:17,050 Okay, it’ll come back. 293 00:20:17,133 --> 00:20:18,384 It’s fine, Lou. 294 00:20:18,468 --> 00:20:20,219 It’s, like, 40 grand, 80 grand, whatever, 295 00:20:20,303 --> 00:20:21,512 but it’s... 296 00:20:21,596 --> 00:20:22,805 it’ll come back. 297 00:20:22,889 --> 00:20:24,515 Till then, Lou, we just keep going, okay? 298 00:20:24,599 --> 00:20:27,268 -No. No. -Lou. Listen to me. 299 00:20:27,352 --> 00:20:28,770 Let’s play tomorrow, let’s see what it’s like. 300 00:20:28,853 --> 00:20:29,854 Let’s try it, okay? 301 00:20:29,938 --> 00:20:31,230 I’m gonna be like a click track. 302 00:20:31,314 --> 00:20:32,482 You can play to me. 303 00:20:32,565 --> 00:20:33,900 -No. -Huh? You can adj... 304 00:20:33,983 --> 00:20:35,818 It’s different, but it is what it is, Lou. 305 00:20:42,325 --> 00:20:45,119 Lou, we have a t... Lou, we have a tour booked. 306 00:20:45,203 --> 00:20:47,747 -It’s not safe. -We have a tour booked. 307 00:20:47,830 --> 00:20:49,749 -We have a tour booked, Lou. -No. 308 00:20:49,832 --> 00:20:51,459 -It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter. -Yes, we do. 309 00:20:51,542 --> 00:20:53,628 -It’s not safe, it’s not safe. -We have a tour booked! 310 00:20:55,463 --> 00:20:58,007 -Ruben. -I don’t fucking... [mutters] 311 00:21:00,426 --> 00:21:03,638 [door opens, closes] 312 00:21:04,597 --> 00:21:06,349 RUBEN [outside]: Yo! 313 00:21:06,432 --> 00:21:08,226 You got a smoke, please? 314 00:21:09,394 --> 00:21:11,688 [sound muted] 315 00:21:38,214 --> 00:21:40,049 This is ridiculous. 316 00:21:47,432 --> 00:21:48,433 He’s sleeping. 317 00:21:48,516 --> 00:21:49,392 Hi. 318 00:21:49,475 --> 00:21:50,643 Hi, Hector? 319 00:21:50,727 --> 00:21:52,186 Hi. This is Lou. 320 00:21:52,270 --> 00:21:54,355 Ruben’s having a bit of... a bit of trouble right now. 321 00:21:54,439 --> 00:21:55,523 -He’s... -Hey, Hector, what’s up? 322 00:21:55,606 --> 00:21:57,483 He’s got some hearing problems. 323 00:21:59,027 --> 00:22:00,528 Yeah, I mean, I can put him on, 324 00:22:00,611 --> 00:22:02,530 but he won’t be able to hear you. 325 00:22:03,573 --> 00:22:04,907 Okay. 326 00:22:04,991 --> 00:22:07,201 Talk to him. Talk to him. 327 00:22:10,079 --> 00:22:12,623 Hey, Hector, what’s going on, man? 328 00:22:12,707 --> 00:22:13,875 It’s Ruben. 329 00:22:13,958 --> 00:22:15,501 I’d say it’s good to hear your voice, 330 00:22:15,585 --> 00:22:17,587 but I can’t hear a fuckin’ word you’re saying right now. 331 00:22:17,670 --> 00:22:19,172 So this is completely pointless. 332 00:22:19,255 --> 00:22:22,008 Lou wanted me to call you because I had a cigarette. 333 00:22:22,091 --> 00:22:25,678 Uh, you know, not great, not ideal, but... 334 00:22:25,762 --> 00:22:29,682 considering the circumstances, which are pretty fucked up, 335 00:22:29,766 --> 00:22:30,975 you know, understandable. 336 00:22:31,059 --> 00:22:32,310 I’d say understandable, 337 00:22:32,393 --> 00:22:34,270 for everyone apart from Lou, it seems. 338 00:22:34,353 --> 00:22:36,230 Um, I got this, bro. 339 00:22:36,314 --> 00:22:38,858 I know you’d probably be asking me if I’m steady right now, 340 00:22:38,941 --> 00:22:40,777 if I’m feeling level. 341 00:22:40,860 --> 00:22:43,529 Not completely, but I’m cool. 342 00:22:43,613 --> 00:22:45,782 You’d tell me serenity is something you get 343 00:22:45,865 --> 00:22:49,702 when you, uh, stop wishing for a different past. 344 00:22:49,786 --> 00:22:51,204 Bro, I love you, man. 345 00:22:51,287 --> 00:22:53,289 Oh, my manager wants the... wants the phone back, 346 00:22:53,372 --> 00:22:54,540 so I got to go. 347 00:22:54,624 --> 00:22:56,000 Okay, love you, bro. 348 00:22:57,668 --> 00:22:58,544 Hey. 349 00:22:58,628 --> 00:23:00,713 Yeah, he-he can’t hear a word. 350 00:23:03,549 --> 00:23:06,844 Well, if you get him to a group, then how is he gonna hear? 351 00:23:09,847 --> 00:23:11,182 Okay. 352 00:23:13,059 --> 00:23:15,520 Okay, tha-thanks, Hector, thank you. 353 00:23:16,771 --> 00:23:17,980 When? When? 354 00:23:18,064 --> 00:23:19,774 Okay, yeah, I’ll make sure it’s on loud. 355 00:23:19,857 --> 00:23:22,068 Okay, thank you so much. Thank you. 356 00:23:23,945 --> 00:23:25,154 Okay, bye. 357 00:23:32,078 --> 00:23:33,788 He’s gonna call back. 358 00:23:35,081 --> 00:23:36,249 What did he say? 359 00:23:36,332 --> 00:23:37,917 Write it down. Tell... What did he... 360 00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:39,836 [Lou sighs] 361 00:23:43,673 --> 00:23:45,967 "Call back." 362 00:23:48,052 --> 00:23:49,929 He’s gonna call back-- that’s all? 363 00:23:50,012 --> 00:23:51,556 Fuckin’ Hector. 364 00:23:51,639 --> 00:23:53,850 [Ruben exhales sharply] 365 00:23:53,933 --> 00:23:55,768 What are we gonna do now? 366 00:24:04,235 --> 00:24:06,821 What do you want to do, Lou? 367 00:24:06,904 --> 00:24:08,281 Huh? 368 00:24:14,662 --> 00:24:16,831 [sound muted] 369 00:24:24,297 --> 00:24:26,257 [door opens] 370 00:24:27,967 --> 00:24:29,677 RUBEN: Fuck this. 371 00:24:32,638 --> 00:24:35,850 [cell phone vibrating] 372 00:24:37,518 --> 00:24:38,769 It’s Hector. 373 00:24:43,107 --> 00:24:44,984 Hey. 374 00:24:45,067 --> 00:24:46,402 Yeah, he’s here. 375 00:24:48,946 --> 00:24:50,531 Not so good. 376 00:24:54,660 --> 00:24:56,996 Oh. Okay. 377 00:24:57,079 --> 00:25:01,042 Uh, yeah, what-what... what is it and... 378 00:25:01,125 --> 00:25:02,835 What? What’s the plan? 379 00:25:02,919 --> 00:25:05,129 Uh... 380 00:25:05,213 --> 00:25:08,257 Well, we’re-we’re in Missouri, so that’s gonna take a few days. 381 00:25:08,341 --> 00:25:10,760 I don’t... I don’t really know. 382 00:25:12,345 --> 00:25:14,972 No, no, no, we’ll leave right away. 383 00:25:15,973 --> 00:25:17,642 Okay, yeah. 384 00:25:17,725 --> 00:25:19,101 Okay, thank you. 385 00:25:19,185 --> 00:25:20,645 Thank you so much. I really, really appreciate it. 386 00:25:20,728 --> 00:25:22,271 Thank you. 387 00:25:22,355 --> 00:25:24,440 No, yeah, I’ll tell him. 388 00:25:24,523 --> 00:25:25,441 Okay. 389 00:25:25,524 --> 00:25:27,068 Bye. 390 00:25:31,447 --> 00:25:32,365 What? 391 00:25:37,036 --> 00:25:38,287 He’s found a place. 392 00:25:50,549 --> 00:25:52,885 [low, muffled sound of engine rumbling] 393 00:26:00,393 --> 00:26:02,687 ♪ ♪ 394 00:26:21,956 --> 00:26:24,292 ♪ ♪ 395 00:26:40,224 --> 00:26:42,393 [engine roars by] 396 00:26:44,103 --> 00:26:46,397 [insects trilling, birds chirping] 397 00:27:00,328 --> 00:27:02,621 [insects chirping] 398 00:27:35,488 --> 00:27:37,698 [engine shuts off] 399 00:27:39,283 --> 00:27:40,993 RUBEN: Is that him? 400 00:27:51,128 --> 00:27:53,214 Ruben. 401 00:27:53,297 --> 00:27:55,216 Hi. I don’t... I’m sorry, I don’t know that. 402 00:27:55,299 --> 00:27:56,884 I’m Ruben. 403 00:27:56,967 --> 00:27:58,219 Yeah, this is Lou. 404 00:27:58,302 --> 00:27:59,678 Hi. I’m... I’m Lou. 405 00:27:59,762 --> 00:28:01,055 I’m sorry, I read lips. 406 00:28:01,138 --> 00:28:02,181 M-My name is Lou. 407 00:28:02,264 --> 00:28:05,059 -Lou. I’m Joe. -Hi, Joe. 408 00:28:05,142 --> 00:28:07,728 -You mind if I borrow him for a minute? -No. 409 00:28:07,812 --> 00:28:09,939 All right, you mind watching my beast here for me 410 00:28:10,022 --> 00:28:11,232 while we have a talk? 411 00:28:11,315 --> 00:28:12,358 Well, okay. 412 00:28:12,441 --> 00:28:14,527 -Lou, this is Louie. -Oh. 413 00:28:14,610 --> 00:28:15,861 He’s my hearing dog. 414 00:28:15,945 --> 00:28:18,155 He let me know you were here. 415 00:28:18,239 --> 00:28:19,990 I named it after Louie Aparicio 416 00:28:20,074 --> 00:28:22,034 -from the White Sox in ’59. -Okay. 417 00:28:22,118 --> 00:28:23,661 You want to be best friends with him, 418 00:28:23,744 --> 00:28:25,204 -give him one of these. -Oh, sure. 419 00:28:25,287 --> 00:28:27,039 -Okay? -Yeah. 420 00:28:29,875 --> 00:28:30,751 RUBEN: Yo, what about... 421 00:28:30,835 --> 00:28:32,086 Lou, you coming? 422 00:28:32,169 --> 00:28:33,170 No, no, you. 423 00:28:33,254 --> 00:28:34,588 -You sure? -Yeah. 424 00:28:34,672 --> 00:28:36,882 -I won’t be long, okay? -Okay. 425 00:28:38,300 --> 00:28:40,636 JOE: You be a good boy! 426 00:28:40,719 --> 00:28:42,513 [dog whimpers] 427 00:29:20,009 --> 00:29:21,385 [throat clearing] 428 00:29:21,469 --> 00:29:23,179 Okay. Uh... 429 00:29:23,262 --> 00:29:24,930 Test. 430 00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:27,558 Oh. 431 00:29:41,489 --> 00:29:42,615 Okay. 432 00:29:42,698 --> 00:29:45,576 So, it works. 433 00:29:45,659 --> 00:29:48,329 Is this okay for you? 434 00:29:48,412 --> 00:29:49,497 Yeah, can you hear me? 435 00:29:49,580 --> 00:29:52,458 No. No, I’m gonna read your lips. 436 00:29:52,541 --> 00:29:54,543 I might miss some things, but I’m gonna try, okay? 437 00:29:54,627 --> 00:29:57,004 -Okay. -Just try, try to speak clearly. 438 00:29:57,087 --> 00:29:58,589 Yeah. 439 00:30:00,883 --> 00:30:02,510 How are you, Ruben? 440 00:30:06,472 --> 00:30:08,182 I’m okay. 441 00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:14,104 You’re an addict? 442 00:30:15,940 --> 00:30:17,191 Yeah. 443 00:30:19,360 --> 00:30:21,028 What sort of drugs? 444 00:30:22,988 --> 00:30:24,281 What’d I take? 445 00:30:25,115 --> 00:30:26,575 Mm-hmm. 446 00:30:29,161 --> 00:30:31,789 Everything. [scoffs] 447 00:30:31,872 --> 00:30:33,499 Um... 448 00:30:34,750 --> 00:30:36,710 Mainly heroin. 449 00:30:36,794 --> 00:30:38,170 Heroin. 450 00:30:39,964 --> 00:30:43,342 Have you thought about using since you lost your hearing? 451 00:30:57,815 --> 00:30:59,984 Today is not a good day. 452 00:31:07,825 --> 00:31:10,661 I’m not thinking clear today. 453 00:31:13,163 --> 00:31:15,916 Let’s talk about me. 454 00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:17,293 I’m an alcoholic. 455 00:31:18,544 --> 00:31:20,421 I lost my hearing in the Vietnam War 456 00:31:20,504 --> 00:31:23,674 when a bomb exploded near me. 457 00:31:23,757 --> 00:31:25,759 I still remember the music I was listening to 458 00:31:25,843 --> 00:31:26,969 when that bomb went off. 459 00:31:28,512 --> 00:31:32,558 After that, I lost everything else-- 460 00:31:32,641 --> 00:31:35,769 my wife, my kid. 461 00:31:35,853 --> 00:31:37,980 Not because of being deaf, mind you, Ruben. 462 00:31:38,063 --> 00:31:39,356 It was the beer. 463 00:31:42,443 --> 00:31:44,570 How long you been clean? 464 00:31:45,904 --> 00:31:47,323 Four years. 465 00:31:47,406 --> 00:31:49,825 -Four? -Mmm. 466 00:31:49,908 --> 00:31:52,494 And you need some help right now? 467 00:31:53,746 --> 00:31:55,706 Yo, I should check on Lou. 468 00:31:57,666 --> 00:31:59,251 How long you two been together? 469 00:32:00,628 --> 00:32:02,963 Four years. 470 00:32:03,047 --> 00:32:06,342 -[insects trilling] -[dishes clanking inside] 471 00:32:12,806 --> 00:32:14,892 [sighs softly] 472 00:32:25,736 --> 00:32:27,905 You play music, right? 473 00:32:27,988 --> 00:32:29,323 -No. -No? 474 00:32:29,406 --> 00:32:30,532 No, not anymore. 475 00:32:30,616 --> 00:32:32,284 Not until I get the implant. 476 00:32:32,368 --> 00:32:34,536 -Implant? -Yeah. 477 00:32:34,620 --> 00:32:37,039 Sorry, you know about these implants they got now? 478 00:32:37,122 --> 00:32:39,375 It’s like... it’s like, uh... th-they have implants. 479 00:32:39,458 --> 00:32:42,419 I know. Yes. 480 00:32:42,503 --> 00:32:43,504 Expensive. 481 00:32:43,587 --> 00:32:46,757 Yeah. Thank you. Yes, they are. 482 00:32:46,840 --> 00:32:48,258 So... 483 00:32:50,094 --> 00:32:52,012 You should understand that, uh, 484 00:32:52,096 --> 00:32:53,389 this is a Deaf community. 485 00:32:53,472 --> 00:32:55,849 Not just my program, but we’re part 486 00:32:55,933 --> 00:32:57,935 of a larger Deaf community. 487 00:32:58,018 --> 00:33:01,814 And my program, and the people in it, 488 00:33:01,897 --> 00:33:05,275 they benefit tremendously from that Deaf community. 489 00:33:05,359 --> 00:33:06,944 We work with them, 490 00:33:07,027 --> 00:33:08,445 and they work with us. 491 00:33:08,529 --> 00:33:11,448 But it’s very important, 492 00:33:11,532 --> 00:33:12,950 if you want to be here, 493 00:33:13,033 --> 00:33:14,451 to understand that we’re looking for 494 00:33:14,535 --> 00:33:16,245 a solution to... 495 00:33:16,328 --> 00:33:18,122 to this... 496 00:33:19,081 --> 00:33:20,290 ...not this. 497 00:33:23,585 --> 00:33:26,130 Why don’t you go invite Lou in here? 498 00:33:29,341 --> 00:33:31,427 [chuckles softly] Sure. 499 00:33:34,263 --> 00:33:35,806 Lou! 500 00:33:42,896 --> 00:33:44,857 This guy wants to talk to you. 501 00:33:44,940 --> 00:33:46,775 Okay. 502 00:33:50,320 --> 00:33:52,114 Well... I think it’s important 503 00:33:52,197 --> 00:33:54,658 that you stay here with us right now, Ruben, 504 00:33:54,742 --> 00:33:56,410 learn some sign language, 505 00:33:56,493 --> 00:33:58,412 find some solid ground. 506 00:33:59,580 --> 00:34:00,956 What do you think? 507 00:34:01,039 --> 00:34:02,458 Man, it sounds great, 508 00:34:02,541 --> 00:34:04,209 but we don’t have a lot of money right now. 509 00:34:04,293 --> 00:34:06,879 JOE: Well, sometimes our church sponsors deaf people in need, 510 00:34:06,962 --> 00:34:08,714 and right now, 511 00:34:08,797 --> 00:34:10,507 you fit the bill, Ruben. 512 00:34:10,591 --> 00:34:11,925 Uh, we’re really not 513 00:34:12,009 --> 00:34:13,510 -churchgoing people. -Sorry, I-I read... 514 00:34:13,594 --> 00:34:15,095 Sorry, Ruben, I read lips. I can’t... 515 00:34:15,179 --> 00:34:16,472 What’d you say? 516 00:34:17,556 --> 00:34:19,975 We’re not religious, either of us. 517 00:34:20,058 --> 00:34:21,393 Very much not into religion. 518 00:34:21,477 --> 00:34:22,811 No offense, you know. 519 00:34:22,895 --> 00:34:25,105 Religion plays no part in this, Ruben. 520 00:34:25,189 --> 00:34:26,648 The church helps 521 00:34:26,732 --> 00:34:28,692 people in need, not religious people. 522 00:34:28,776 --> 00:34:31,069 The important thing is that you want to stay here. 523 00:34:31,153 --> 00:34:32,529 Mmm. 524 00:34:32,613 --> 00:34:33,655 Yeah. 525 00:34:33,739 --> 00:34:34,907 Lou? 526 00:34:34,990 --> 00:34:37,493 Do you think Ruben needs help right now? 527 00:34:41,330 --> 00:34:43,415 You understand, if, uh... 528 00:34:43,499 --> 00:34:45,125 Ruben were to stay here, 529 00:34:45,209 --> 00:34:46,960 he’d have to do it on his own. 530 00:34:47,044 --> 00:34:50,631 Members live in a house separate from the outside world. 531 00:34:50,714 --> 00:34:52,090 No contact to the outside world, 532 00:34:52,174 --> 00:34:54,134 no phones. 533 00:34:54,218 --> 00:34:57,387 I’ve found that in all cases, that’s the way it works best. 534 00:34:57,471 --> 00:34:59,097 Yo, hold up a minute, okay? 535 00:34:59,181 --> 00:35:01,350 Let me catch up. Okay? 536 00:35:02,476 --> 00:35:04,228 Can you help Ruben commit to that, Lou? 537 00:35:06,230 --> 00:35:07,689 You want... you want to try this for a couple days? 538 00:35:07,773 --> 00:35:08,607 We have our own home. 539 00:35:08,690 --> 00:35:10,526 We can stay in the RV. 540 00:35:10,609 --> 00:35:12,236 No, I’m sorry to say, that’s not the way 541 00:35:12,319 --> 00:35:13,153 that it works here, Ruben. 542 00:35:13,237 --> 00:35:15,197 Well, that’s a problem, then. 543 00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:18,033 Do you have anywhere you can be during this time, Lou? 544 00:35:19,910 --> 00:35:22,538 Yo, that’s that, man. We’re done. 545 00:35:22,621 --> 00:35:23,580 We’re done. 546 00:35:23,664 --> 00:35:24,706 Thanks a lot for your time, bro. 547 00:35:24,790 --> 00:35:25,874 Appreciate it, okay? 548 00:35:25,958 --> 00:35:27,334 We’re out, baby. Let’s go. 549 00:35:31,004 --> 00:35:33,298 [insects chirping] 550 00:35:36,802 --> 00:35:39,096 [objects rattling] 551 00:35:56,655 --> 00:35:57,865 Hey. 552 00:35:57,948 --> 00:36:00,075 Lou... [clears throat] 553 00:36:00,158 --> 00:36:01,660 I’m thinking we should still go hit 554 00:36:01,743 --> 00:36:03,161 our fuckin’ show in Dayton. 555 00:36:03,245 --> 00:36:05,372 Okay? I can... I can fuckin’ watch you for cues. 556 00:36:05,455 --> 00:36:07,499 I know it was rocky last time, but we did... 557 00:36:07,583 --> 00:36:08,959 we weren’t on the same page. 558 00:36:09,042 --> 00:36:10,961 Now you know what’s up, I can fuckin’ watch you. 559 00:36:11,044 --> 00:36:13,005 And I know this shit inside out. 560 00:36:13,088 --> 00:36:14,631 Okay, yo. I can fuckin’ make it work 561 00:36:14,715 --> 00:36:17,968 until we have enough for surgery. 562 00:36:18,051 --> 00:36:18,886 Okay? 563 00:36:18,969 --> 00:36:21,013 We’re gonna get there. 564 00:36:21,096 --> 00:36:23,432 Yo, seriously, we’re good to go. 565 00:36:23,515 --> 00:36:24,975 Lou. 566 00:36:25,058 --> 00:36:27,060 Hmm? 567 00:36:27,144 --> 00:36:29,062 Hey, I’ll deal with this shit. 568 00:36:29,146 --> 00:36:30,147 I’ll deal with it. 569 00:36:30,230 --> 00:36:31,940 You know I fucking will. It’s just money. 570 00:36:32,024 --> 00:36:33,859 You know that, right? Huh? 571 00:36:36,653 --> 00:36:38,196 Come here. 572 00:36:43,535 --> 00:36:45,829 [sound muted] 573 00:36:48,290 --> 00:36:50,584 [loud banging] 574 00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:55,923 Ruben! 575 00:36:58,050 --> 00:37:00,636 Ruben! Ruben! 576 00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:02,179 Stop it! 577 00:37:04,848 --> 00:37:06,808 [shouts] 578 00:37:06,892 --> 00:37:08,477 [Ruben grunts, screams] 579 00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:10,062 Ruben! 580 00:37:10,145 --> 00:37:12,439 [yelling] 581 00:37:17,653 --> 00:37:19,738 -[banging continues] -[Ruben grunting] 582 00:37:21,281 --> 00:37:23,867 [sobbing, panting] 583 00:37:23,951 --> 00:37:24,952 [screams] 584 00:37:25,035 --> 00:37:26,620 Lou, look at me. I’m not going back 585 00:37:26,703 --> 00:37:28,580 to that fuckin’ place, okay? 586 00:37:30,499 --> 00:37:32,000 I know. I know. 587 00:37:32,084 --> 00:37:33,001 I’m... 588 00:37:36,922 --> 00:37:39,299 Well, then fuckin’ support me. 589 00:37:39,383 --> 00:37:42,344 How’s about that? Fuckin’ support me, Lou. 590 00:37:42,427 --> 00:37:44,262 Huh? 591 00:37:45,889 --> 00:37:46,974 You don’t want to be here? 592 00:37:48,100 --> 00:37:49,685 -Of course I do. -I knew it. 593 00:37:49,768 --> 00:37:51,812 I fuckin’ knew it. I fuckin’ knew this was coming. 594 00:37:51,895 --> 00:37:53,146 I fuckin’ knew it. 595 00:37:53,230 --> 00:37:54,523 This is about the fuckin’ album, huh? 596 00:37:54,606 --> 00:37:56,525 What happened? You get a better offer? 597 00:37:56,608 --> 00:37:57,859 -What are you talking about? -Huh? 598 00:37:57,943 --> 00:37:59,152 -What are you saying? -I can’t hear... 599 00:37:59,236 --> 00:38:01,029 I can’t hear you. I can’t fucking hear you! 600 00:38:01,113 --> 00:38:03,657 Do you understand me? I can’t. I’m fuckin’ deaf. 601 00:38:03,740 --> 00:38:04,616 I’m fucking deaf! 602 00:38:04,700 --> 00:38:05,534 No fucking hearing! 603 00:38:05,617 --> 00:38:08,203 Okay? Okay? 604 00:38:12,499 --> 00:38:15,168 No, what I need... what I need is a fucking gun in my mouth. 605 00:38:15,252 --> 00:38:17,629 What I need is a fucking gun in my fucking mouth! 606 00:38:17,713 --> 00:38:18,714 Okay?! 607 00:38:18,797 --> 00:38:21,091 [Ruben panting] 608 00:38:24,177 --> 00:38:25,262 Look, I’m sorry. 609 00:38:25,345 --> 00:38:26,805 Lou, I’m just fucked up a little. 610 00:38:26,888 --> 00:38:29,057 I just need a little... I need a minute to think. 611 00:38:29,141 --> 00:38:30,142 Okay? 612 00:38:31,309 --> 00:38:32,269 [cell phone ringing] 613 00:38:32,352 --> 00:38:34,312 There’s got to be another way. 614 00:38:34,396 --> 00:38:35,188 Lou? 615 00:38:38,650 --> 00:38:40,068 Hello? 616 00:38:40,152 --> 00:38:41,737 Hey. 617 00:38:43,613 --> 00:38:44,865 Oh, really? 618 00:38:46,575 --> 00:38:47,451 Oh. 619 00:38:47,534 --> 00:38:48,785 Who is that? 620 00:38:48,869 --> 00:38:50,412 Okay, well, I need to get ready. 621 00:38:50,495 --> 00:38:52,956 Okay. No, I’ll get a cab. 622 00:38:53,874 --> 00:38:55,208 Yeah, it’s fine. 623 00:38:56,251 --> 00:38:57,627 Okay, bye. 624 00:38:57,711 --> 00:39:00,130 What’s going on? 625 00:39:00,213 --> 00:39:01,131 Huh? 626 00:39:01,214 --> 00:39:03,175 What’s going on? 627 00:39:03,258 --> 00:39:04,509 I’m getting on a plane, 628 00:39:04,593 --> 00:39:07,095 and you’re gonna go back to that place. 629 00:39:12,434 --> 00:39:14,186 Just slow down, okay? Slow down. 630 00:39:14,269 --> 00:39:16,021 Yo, chill, dude. We’re gonna be a minute. 631 00:39:16,104 --> 00:39:18,440 Just chill. Okay? 632 00:39:18,523 --> 00:39:20,525 Just slow down a minute. 633 00:39:20,609 --> 00:39:22,319 Lou. Lou. 634 00:39:22,402 --> 00:39:23,779 This is so fucked up. 635 00:39:23,862 --> 00:39:25,697 Who’s gonna be looking out for you over there? Hmm? 636 00:39:25,781 --> 00:39:27,324 -Who’s gonna look out for you? -It’s okay. 637 00:39:27,407 --> 00:39:28,825 -Don’t say that guy. -It’s okay. It’s okay. 638 00:39:28,909 --> 00:39:30,744 Lou, I need... I need more of a plan, Lou. 639 00:39:30,827 --> 00:39:31,870 -Ruben. -I need... 640 00:39:31,953 --> 00:39:33,914 I need more from you, Lou. 641 00:39:41,838 --> 00:39:44,216 I need more of a plan, Lou. 642 00:39:44,299 --> 00:39:46,218 You can’t just fuckin’... 643 00:39:56,228 --> 00:39:58,522 Ah, Jesus. Lou, come on. 644 00:39:58,605 --> 00:40:00,774 Ruben. Ruben. 645 00:40:01,817 --> 00:40:03,318 You hurt yourself... 646 00:40:03,401 --> 00:40:05,612 Ruben, you hurt yourself, 647 00:40:05,695 --> 00:40:06,988 you hurt me. 648 00:40:07,072 --> 00:40:09,699 I’ll hurt myself, too. I’ll hurt myself, too. 649 00:40:09,783 --> 00:40:11,743 Don’t say that. 650 00:40:11,827 --> 00:40:13,203 Promise. 651 00:40:13,286 --> 00:40:15,497 Say it, Rubi, or all of this is for shit. 652 00:40:15,580 --> 00:40:16,623 Say it! Promise! 653 00:40:16,706 --> 00:40:17,999 Go back there right now. 654 00:40:18,083 --> 00:40:19,417 Promise, say it! 655 00:40:19,501 --> 00:40:22,379 -I’ll promise if you... -No, say it, promise. 656 00:40:22,462 --> 00:40:24,422 [grunts in frustration] 657 00:40:26,049 --> 00:40:27,259 Go back to that place. 658 00:40:27,342 --> 00:40:29,594 I... only if... I need... 659 00:40:29,678 --> 00:40:31,721 I need you to wait for me. 660 00:40:31,805 --> 00:40:34,099 Okay? You’re it for me, Lou. You’re my fuckin’ heart. 661 00:40:34,182 --> 00:40:35,517 You’re it for me. 662 00:40:35,600 --> 00:40:38,270 Okay? You got to wait for me. 663 00:40:46,153 --> 00:40:47,612 Fuck. 664 00:40:50,574 --> 00:40:51,867 Listen to me. Listen, listen. 665 00:40:51,950 --> 00:40:54,953 When you get there, I need you to... 666 00:40:55,036 --> 00:40:57,247 I need you to write to me, okay? 667 00:40:57,330 --> 00:41:00,792 Yeah? Will you write me and tell me you’re okay? 668 00:41:00,876 --> 00:41:02,169 Huh? Promise me? 669 00:41:02,252 --> 00:41:03,587 And listen, if it’s... 670 00:41:03,670 --> 00:41:05,755 if it’s bullshit, you just get your ass back here. 671 00:41:05,839 --> 00:41:07,257 I’ll fix it, I swear to God. 672 00:41:07,340 --> 00:41:08,508 You know I’ll fuckin’ fix this. 673 00:41:08,592 --> 00:41:10,343 This is not that hard, okay? 674 00:41:10,427 --> 00:41:12,304 Just come back here. 675 00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:17,475 -I love you. -You’re my fucking heart. 676 00:41:17,559 --> 00:41:18,810 Okay? 677 00:41:21,229 --> 00:41:22,731 Motherfucker. 678 00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:24,900 -Oh, motherf... -[engine starts] 679 00:41:33,241 --> 00:41:35,452 -Fuck. -[car departing] 680 00:41:38,663 --> 00:41:40,665 [sobbing]: Motherfucker. 681 00:41:47,255 --> 00:41:48,548 Oh. 682 00:41:54,596 --> 00:41:56,139 Fuck. 683 00:41:57,140 --> 00:41:59,017 Motherfucker. 684 00:42:04,648 --> 00:42:06,942 [stifled sob] 685 00:42:07,025 --> 00:42:09,569 [sounds of nature] 686 00:42:53,947 --> 00:42:55,490 RUBEN: What’s up? 687 00:42:56,992 --> 00:42:58,201 Yo. 688 00:42:58,285 --> 00:42:59,619 Hey. 689 00:43:12,799 --> 00:43:14,634 [unzips bag] 690 00:43:14,718 --> 00:43:16,886 [rummaging] 691 00:43:27,814 --> 00:43:28,982 You want my car keys? 692 00:43:40,243 --> 00:43:43,204 If I ask for ’em back, I want ’em back, okay? 693 00:43:43,955 --> 00:43:45,165 [Ruben clears throat] 694 00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:48,543 We’re not doing that. 695 00:44:10,148 --> 00:44:12,442 [insects trilling loudly] 696 00:45:03,493 --> 00:45:05,036 Your name. 697 00:45:06,121 --> 00:45:07,664 My name’s Ruben. 698 00:45:07,747 --> 00:45:09,374 I’m an addict. 699 00:45:09,457 --> 00:45:11,751 I have four years clean now. 700 00:45:11,835 --> 00:45:13,294 I’m sorry I don’t... 701 00:45:13,378 --> 00:45:14,629 talk sign language. 702 00:45:14,712 --> 00:45:16,131 That’s it. 703 00:45:24,431 --> 00:45:27,475 My name is Shaheem. 704 00:45:27,559 --> 00:45:30,478 I’m a heroin addict. 705 00:45:50,540 --> 00:45:52,834 [sound muted] 706 00:46:08,475 --> 00:46:10,768 [rhythmic tapping, utensils banging] 707 00:46:18,318 --> 00:46:20,612 [rhythmic clapping, banging] 708 00:46:27,202 --> 00:46:29,496 [muffled banging] 709 00:46:46,346 --> 00:46:48,556 [insects trilling] 710 00:46:55,396 --> 00:46:56,773 Oh... 711 00:46:56,856 --> 00:46:58,399 [whispers]: Fuck. 712 00:46:59,817 --> 00:47:02,237 [snoring] 713 00:47:06,449 --> 00:47:08,743 [sound muted] 714 00:48:30,366 --> 00:48:33,244 [children chattering playfully nearby] 715 00:49:02,148 --> 00:49:04,400 [quiet laughter inside room] 716 00:49:17,121 --> 00:49:18,539 What? 717 00:49:21,584 --> 00:49:22,502 Okay. 718 00:49:22,585 --> 00:49:24,545 [students laughing] 719 00:49:24,629 --> 00:49:26,923 [laughter quiets] 720 00:49:39,602 --> 00:49:42,146 [laughing]: I know, right? 721 00:49:48,111 --> 00:49:49,946 [students laughing] 722 00:50:04,919 --> 00:50:07,130 Um, I don’t... 723 00:50:07,213 --> 00:50:09,048 Sorry. 724 00:50:09,882 --> 00:50:12,051 [Ruben clears throat] 725 00:50:18,933 --> 00:50:20,768 [student chuckles] 726 00:50:30,403 --> 00:50:31,988 Ruben. 727 00:50:32,989 --> 00:50:34,073 Ruben. 728 00:50:37,994 --> 00:50:40,037 [students giggling] 729 00:50:47,295 --> 00:50:49,505 [students groaning] 730 00:51:10,151 --> 00:51:11,277 Oh. 731 00:51:29,545 --> 00:51:30,546 Okay. 732 00:51:33,883 --> 00:51:35,885 [scoffs quietly] 733 00:51:35,968 --> 00:51:37,595 Yeah. 734 00:51:47,522 --> 00:51:49,816 [sound muted] 735 00:51:58,074 --> 00:52:00,368 [ominous tone droning] 736 00:52:13,214 --> 00:52:16,509 -[distant foghorn] -[wind blowing softly] 737 00:52:21,681 --> 00:52:24,976 -[quiet chatter] -[utensils clinking on plates] 738 00:52:32,316 --> 00:52:33,526 Uh, I’m coming. 739 00:52:33,609 --> 00:52:35,486 Okay? One minute. 740 00:52:35,570 --> 00:52:36,737 I-I’ll... I’ll be back. 741 00:52:36,821 --> 00:52:37,822 [clears throat] 742 00:53:37,089 --> 00:53:38,925 [sighs softly] 743 00:53:41,928 --> 00:53:44,221 [insects trilling] 744 00:53:53,314 --> 00:53:54,315 Fuck. 745 00:54:25,054 --> 00:54:26,055 Oh, hey, Joe. 746 00:54:31,435 --> 00:54:33,437 What was that all about, Ruben? 747 00:54:37,274 --> 00:54:39,068 Oh, with your roof? 748 00:54:39,151 --> 00:54:40,444 I was fixing your roof. 749 00:54:40,528 --> 00:54:41,946 It’s, like, one of the eaves is... 750 00:54:42,029 --> 00:54:44,115 [chuckles]: I was trying to fix your roof. 751 00:54:44,198 --> 00:54:47,118 You don’t need to fix anything here. 752 00:54:52,915 --> 00:54:55,292 Okay. [chuckles] 753 00:54:58,754 --> 00:55:00,214 I’ve got a little, uh... 754 00:55:00,297 --> 00:55:02,466 assignment for you. Okay? 755 00:55:02,550 --> 00:55:05,803 You get up early, right? 756 00:55:05,886 --> 00:55:07,680 Yeah, pretty early, yeah. 757 00:55:09,181 --> 00:55:10,850 I’ll have hot coffee 758 00:55:10,933 --> 00:55:12,351 waiting for you 759 00:55:12,435 --> 00:55:14,186 at 5:30. 760 00:55:14,270 --> 00:55:16,522 Early enough for you? 761 00:55:19,859 --> 00:55:21,485 I don’t know. I guess. 762 00:55:21,569 --> 00:55:23,654 Okay, 5:00. 763 00:55:23,738 --> 00:55:25,656 And I’ll, uh, 764 00:55:25,740 --> 00:55:27,742 provide a room for you. 765 00:55:27,825 --> 00:55:29,577 What for? 766 00:55:29,660 --> 00:55:32,580 And there’s nothing that needs to be accomplished in this room. 767 00:55:32,663 --> 00:55:35,499 All I want you to do is just... 768 00:55:36,625 --> 00:55:38,419 ...sit. 769 00:55:40,337 --> 00:55:41,797 [scoffs] 770 00:55:41,881 --> 00:55:45,134 All I ask is if and when you cannot just sit, 771 00:55:45,217 --> 00:55:47,511 you turn yourself to the pen and paper 772 00:55:47,595 --> 00:55:49,930 that I’m going to supply for you. 773 00:55:50,014 --> 00:55:52,099 And I want you to... 774 00:55:53,309 --> 00:55:54,935 ...write. 775 00:55:56,187 --> 00:55:58,189 Doesn’t matter what you write, how you write, 776 00:55:58,272 --> 00:56:00,357 whether it’s spelled correctly. 777 00:56:00,441 --> 00:56:02,610 Or if it’s just a big... [blows raspberry] 778 00:56:02,693 --> 00:56:04,403 ...mess. 779 00:56:04,487 --> 00:56:06,280 I don’t care. 780 00:56:06,363 --> 00:56:08,908 No one will read it, okay? 781 00:56:08,991 --> 00:56:10,993 But I want you to keep writing 782 00:56:11,077 --> 00:56:12,912 continuously without stopping 783 00:56:12,995 --> 00:56:15,790 until you feel like you can... 784 00:56:18,000 --> 00:56:20,086 ...sit again. 785 00:56:35,351 --> 00:56:37,520 -Does it have to be writing? -Writing, yes. 786 00:56:37,603 --> 00:56:40,397 No drawing. Writing, yes. 787 00:56:45,111 --> 00:56:47,613 And if... sometime in the future, 788 00:56:47,696 --> 00:56:50,908 it feels like it’s a little bit too difficult for you, 789 00:56:50,991 --> 00:56:53,953 you should come and find me. 790 00:56:54,036 --> 00:56:56,330 I’ll be in my apartment 791 00:56:56,413 --> 00:56:59,625 doing the same thing as you, okay, Ruben? 792 00:57:04,839 --> 00:57:06,757 I’ll be writing, too. 793 00:57:09,885 --> 00:57:11,220 Okay. 794 00:57:13,389 --> 00:57:15,683 [insects trilling, birds squawking] 795 00:57:40,624 --> 00:57:42,001 [door creaks open] 796 00:57:58,517 --> 00:58:00,644 [door bangs shut] 797 00:58:44,271 --> 00:58:45,564 [yells] 798 00:58:54,573 --> 00:58:56,283 -[yells] -[slams table] 799 00:58:58,244 --> 00:58:59,578 [yells] 800 00:59:00,537 --> 00:59:02,373 [panting] 801 00:59:04,333 --> 00:59:05,751 Mmm, nice. 802 00:59:05,834 --> 00:59:07,795 -Nice, nice, nice. -[paper rustling] 803 00:59:07,878 --> 00:59:10,005 So fucking stupid. 804 00:59:10,089 --> 00:59:12,174 [laughing] 805 00:59:16,971 --> 00:59:19,765 [laughing]: It’s so fucking stupid. 806 00:59:23,394 --> 00:59:25,271 You fucking idiot. 807 00:59:25,354 --> 00:59:27,856 [chuckles, sighs] 808 00:59:38,117 --> 00:59:40,744 What a fucking idiot. 809 00:59:40,828 --> 00:59:43,998 [muffled hip-hop music playing] 810 01:00:22,119 --> 01:00:24,413 [unmuffled hip-hop playing] 811 01:00:28,709 --> 01:00:31,003 [sound muted] 812 01:00:39,803 --> 01:00:41,972 [muffled tapping] 813 01:00:57,404 --> 01:00:58,322 [muffled tapping twice] 814 01:00:58,405 --> 01:01:00,199 [muffled taps repeat] 815 01:01:03,660 --> 01:01:04,620 [muffled tap] 816 01:01:04,703 --> 01:01:06,538 [muffled tap repeats] 817 01:01:16,131 --> 01:01:17,007 [muffled taps] 818 01:01:17,091 --> 01:01:18,300 [muffled taps repeat] 819 01:01:22,471 --> 01:01:24,723 [muffled rhythmic tapping] 820 01:01:24,807 --> 01:01:26,016 [muffled rhythm tapping repeats] 821 01:01:34,400 --> 01:01:36,610 [muffled rhythmic tapping] 822 01:01:39,405 --> 01:01:41,698 [muffled, rhythmic tapping continues] 823 01:02:01,218 --> 01:02:03,512 [sound is back, rhythmic tapping] 824 01:02:08,475 --> 01:02:10,769 [leaves rustling] 825 01:02:15,315 --> 01:02:17,609 [wind in the grass] 826 01:02:35,586 --> 01:02:37,004 Hey. 827 01:02:38,589 --> 01:02:40,424 You think he’s okay? 828 01:02:43,469 --> 01:02:44,595 You okay? 829 01:02:44,678 --> 01:02:46,305 -No. -Not feeling better? 830 01:02:46,388 --> 01:02:47,723 Come on over. 831 01:02:49,558 --> 01:02:51,226 Look at those flowers. 832 01:02:55,772 --> 01:02:57,941 [laughter] 833 01:03:00,736 --> 01:03:03,030 He’s quick. 834 01:03:03,989 --> 01:03:06,700 [laughter] 835 01:03:15,792 --> 01:03:18,253 All right, come here, my friend. 836 01:03:19,630 --> 01:03:21,965 See, I knew he had it. 837 01:03:23,926 --> 01:03:26,220 [laughter] 838 01:03:33,101 --> 01:03:35,312 [squealing laughter] 839 01:03:36,688 --> 01:03:38,857 [Ruben grunting] 840 01:03:47,157 --> 01:03:48,283 A, B, C, 841 01:03:48,367 --> 01:03:49,660 D, E, F, 842 01:03:49,743 --> 01:03:50,869 G, H, I, J, 843 01:03:50,953 --> 01:03:53,080 K, L, M, N-- 844 01:03:53,163 --> 01:03:54,414 R, S, T, 845 01:03:54,498 --> 01:03:55,415 U, V, W, 846 01:03:55,499 --> 01:03:56,959 X, Y, Z. 847 01:04:01,088 --> 01:04:02,756 He won. 848 01:04:02,839 --> 01:04:04,883 -No, no, he won. -It was close. 849 01:04:04,967 --> 01:04:06,635 No, he won. You can go again if you want to. 850 01:04:06,718 --> 01:04:08,762 Again! Again! Again! Again! 851 01:04:13,517 --> 01:04:15,060 A, B, C, D, 852 01:04:15,143 --> 01:04:16,186 G, H, I, 853 01:04:16,270 --> 01:04:17,354 J, K, L, 854 01:04:17,437 --> 01:04:19,773 T, U, V, O, Q-- 855 01:04:19,856 --> 01:04:20,941 R, S, T, 856 01:04:21,024 --> 01:04:22,150 U, V, W, 857 01:04:22,234 --> 01:04:23,735 X, Y, Z. 858 01:04:23,819 --> 01:04:24,945 Yes! 859 01:04:27,698 --> 01:04:28,824 See? 860 01:04:29,575 --> 01:04:30,576 Good job! You did it! 861 01:05:07,988 --> 01:05:10,157 [muttering] 862 01:05:17,581 --> 01:05:18,999 No, I thought... 863 01:05:20,083 --> 01:05:22,419 I thought you said you were smart. 864 01:05:22,502 --> 01:05:24,087 But your wife and your daughter 865 01:05:24,171 --> 01:05:26,381 are better, right? 866 01:05:27,257 --> 01:05:28,675 See? He knows! 867 01:05:28,759 --> 01:05:30,135 [banging on table] 868 01:05:30,218 --> 01:05:33,930 -He already knows. -[laughter] 869 01:05:44,358 --> 01:05:45,692 I don’t like it completely shaved. 870 01:05:45,776 --> 01:05:48,028 I prefer it with a little hair. 871 01:05:58,497 --> 01:06:00,749 Whoa, not too much. 872 01:06:00,832 --> 01:06:01,792 Natural, got it. 873 01:06:01,875 --> 01:06:03,627 Trimmed and all, ya know? 874 01:06:08,382 --> 01:06:09,508 Lovely. 875 01:06:09,591 --> 01:06:10,759 Who is she? 876 01:06:15,138 --> 01:06:16,890 Okay, okay. 877 01:06:20,435 --> 01:06:22,354 Where do you want it? 878 01:06:24,564 --> 01:06:27,442 -Right here. -[chuckles] 879 01:06:32,823 --> 01:06:34,282 I like it. 880 01:06:46,169 --> 01:06:46,962 Cool. Thank you. 881 01:06:47,045 --> 01:06:49,589 [quiet laughter] 882 01:06:59,057 --> 01:07:01,560 [quiet laughter] 883 01:07:05,689 --> 01:07:06,857 My bad. 884 01:07:08,108 --> 01:07:09,443 Watch me. 885 01:07:11,236 --> 01:07:12,404 Slowly. 886 01:07:23,498 --> 01:07:25,792 [drumming continues] 887 01:07:38,096 --> 01:07:40,265 [Deaf applause] 888 01:07:43,268 --> 01:07:45,479 [morning birds chirping] 889 01:08:04,414 --> 01:08:06,625 [birds continue chirping] 890 01:08:19,095 --> 01:08:21,389 [creaking] 891 01:08:27,395 --> 01:08:30,148 I feel a little bit old today. 892 01:08:32,067 --> 01:08:34,027 You are old. 893 01:08:36,488 --> 01:08:37,864 I love your name sign... 894 01:08:37,948 --> 01:08:39,115 Ruben. 895 01:08:39,199 --> 01:08:42,077 [both chuckling] 896 01:08:42,160 --> 01:08:44,246 That first day you were here, 897 01:08:44,329 --> 01:08:47,123 you reminded me of an owl. 898 01:08:49,125 --> 01:08:51,711 -O-W-L? -Owl. 899 01:08:51,795 --> 01:08:52,921 Fuck you. 900 01:09:02,138 --> 01:09:04,599 And you’ve become very important 901 01:09:04,683 --> 01:09:07,060 to a lot of people around here. 902 01:09:08,645 --> 01:09:10,772 You know? It’s true. 903 01:09:10,856 --> 01:09:12,607 Thank you. 904 01:09:14,109 --> 01:09:16,820 I’d like to offer you a... 905 01:09:16,903 --> 01:09:18,113 a way that 906 01:09:18,196 --> 01:09:21,575 maybe you can continue on here with us. 907 01:09:22,701 --> 01:09:24,077 I imagine you’re starting to think 908 01:09:24,160 --> 01:09:26,746 about the future a little bit? 909 01:09:26,830 --> 01:09:29,082 -Future? -Future. 910 01:09:29,165 --> 01:09:31,459 I know I am. 911 01:09:33,712 --> 01:09:36,172 But, uh... I do think there’s a way 912 01:09:36,256 --> 01:09:39,217 you could maybe stay and work here, 913 01:09:39,301 --> 01:09:42,137 uh, maybe with my program, 914 01:09:42,220 --> 01:09:43,889 maybe... 915 01:09:43,972 --> 01:09:45,432 with the kids at school. 916 01:09:46,850 --> 01:09:48,768 Maybe both. 917 01:09:52,105 --> 01:09:54,107 Anyway... 918 01:09:55,108 --> 01:09:56,484 ...you, uh... 919 01:09:56,568 --> 01:09:58,278 you think about it, you know? 920 01:10:06,953 --> 01:10:08,663 [chuckles softly] 921 01:10:22,427 --> 01:10:24,596 [insects buzzing] 922 01:10:46,326 --> 01:10:48,620 [tapping keys] 923 01:11:14,980 --> 01:11:17,273 [chuckles] 924 01:11:18,775 --> 01:11:20,485 What the fuck? 925 01:11:21,194 --> 01:11:23,488 [no audio] 926 01:11:50,056 --> 01:11:52,350 [insects trilling] 927 01:12:08,867 --> 01:12:10,827 [lock clicks] 928 01:12:21,087 --> 01:12:24,966 -[creaking] -[objects clattering] 929 01:13:01,669 --> 01:13:03,963 [grunting, panting] 930 01:13:08,968 --> 01:13:11,471 [sniffs, grunts] 931 01:13:13,556 --> 01:13:15,767 [muffled drumbeat] 932 01:13:32,367 --> 01:13:34,661 [unmuffled, fast-tempo drumbeat] 933 01:14:22,083 --> 01:14:23,168 Her? 934 01:14:23,251 --> 01:14:25,086 Yeah. 935 01:14:30,550 --> 01:14:32,051 [chuckles] Yeah. 936 01:14:32,135 --> 01:14:33,261 Cute. 937 01:14:34,470 --> 01:14:35,722 What do you think, huh? 938 01:14:35,805 --> 01:14:36,973 Yo, what do you think? 939 01:14:37,056 --> 01:14:38,808 This? 940 01:14:38,892 --> 01:14:40,351 All? 941 01:14:41,603 --> 01:14:42,729 Yeah. 942 01:14:43,688 --> 01:14:44,814 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 943 01:14:44,898 --> 01:14:46,274 Wait, yo, it’s easy. 944 01:14:46,357 --> 01:14:48,234 It’s easy. Just... slowly. 945 01:14:49,068 --> 01:14:51,237 Yo. It’s for her, huh? 946 01:14:51,321 --> 01:14:52,322 It’s for her. 947 01:14:52,405 --> 01:14:54,616 We need money. We need money. 948 01:14:55,491 --> 01:14:57,452 Huh? It’s for us. 949 01:15:00,079 --> 01:15:01,497 I’m leveling with you. 950 01:15:01,581 --> 01:15:03,124 It’s for her. 951 01:15:21,851 --> 01:15:22,602 Yo. 952 01:15:22,685 --> 01:15:24,020 For-for this? 953 01:15:24,103 --> 01:15:26,105 For this, remember it’s, uh... 954 01:15:26,189 --> 01:15:27,482 it’s, uh... cash. 955 01:15:27,565 --> 01:15:28,775 Okay? Not check. 956 01:15:28,858 --> 01:15:29,776 Cool. 957 01:15:29,859 --> 01:15:31,069 Yo. 958 01:15:31,152 --> 01:15:32,570 You okay? 959 01:15:32,654 --> 01:15:34,030 Sure? 960 01:15:37,450 --> 01:15:38,826 [van door closes] 961 01:15:38,910 --> 01:15:41,204 [engine starts] 962 01:15:43,873 --> 01:15:46,042 [van departing] 963 01:15:54,050 --> 01:15:56,344 [insects trilling] 964 01:16:25,498 --> 01:16:27,792 [typing] 965 01:17:02,160 --> 01:17:04,537 Hi. Is that Prince Audiology? 966 01:17:04,620 --> 01:17:06,289 Can you hear me? 967 01:17:10,293 --> 01:17:12,211 It’s Stone, Ruben Stone. 968 01:17:12,295 --> 01:17:14,630 R-U-B-E-N, 969 01:17:14,714 --> 01:17:17,216 Stone, S-T-O-N-E. 970 01:17:17,300 --> 01:17:19,802 I’m confirming an appointment. 971 01:17:24,057 --> 01:17:26,392 Yeah, I can hold. 972 01:17:26,476 --> 01:17:28,770 [playing gentle classical tune] 973 01:17:43,701 --> 01:17:45,995 ♪ ♪ 974 01:18:10,311 --> 01:18:12,480 [piano muffles] 975 01:18:20,029 --> 01:18:22,323 [distant foghorn] 976 01:18:52,061 --> 01:18:53,521 So, listen. 977 01:18:53,604 --> 01:18:55,314 -What did you say? Write it down. -Yeah, yeah. 978 01:18:55,398 --> 01:18:57,650 I can’t hear you. Write it down. 979 01:19:13,291 --> 01:19:14,917 [man sets pen down] 980 01:19:18,838 --> 01:19:20,798 I got a proposition for you. 981 01:19:20,882 --> 01:19:22,467 What’s that? 982 01:19:22,550 --> 01:19:24,635 What if I give it to you at this price... 983 01:19:24,719 --> 01:19:27,346 [tapping] 984 01:19:27,430 --> 01:19:30,266 ...but on one condition? 985 01:19:31,934 --> 01:19:33,811 I have the option of coming back to you 986 01:19:33,895 --> 01:19:35,980 within eight weeks. 987 01:19:36,063 --> 01:19:38,774 Okay? I get to buy it back off you 988 01:19:38,858 --> 01:19:40,610 -for ten percent more than this. -[tapping] 989 01:19:40,693 --> 01:19:42,653 But everything has to be in its current condition. 990 01:19:42,737 --> 01:19:46,365 Everything has to be exactly like it is now. 991 01:19:46,449 --> 01:19:47,700 Hmm? 992 01:19:47,783 --> 01:19:49,494 What do you think? 993 01:19:49,577 --> 01:19:51,204 [chuckling]: Why would you want to do that? 994 01:19:51,287 --> 01:19:52,747 Dude, I can’t hear you. I’m deaf. 995 01:19:52,830 --> 01:19:54,665 So it’s... take it or leave it. 996 01:19:54,749 --> 01:19:56,918 What’s it gonna be? 997 01:19:57,001 --> 01:19:59,003 [sighs] 998 01:20:38,125 --> 01:20:40,461 [drill whirring loudly] 999 01:20:51,722 --> 01:20:54,016 [droning score] 1000 01:21:43,691 --> 01:21:45,985 -[rain pattering] -[footsteps sloshing] 1001 01:22:04,712 --> 01:22:06,505 [knocking] 1002 01:22:10,801 --> 01:22:11,636 You’re back? 1003 01:22:14,472 --> 01:22:16,349 Have a seat here. 1004 01:22:17,224 --> 01:22:18,517 Thank you. 1005 01:22:29,028 --> 01:22:30,154 Um... 1006 01:22:31,030 --> 01:22:32,907 ...I did the deed. 1007 01:22:34,784 --> 01:22:36,160 The deed? 1008 01:22:40,498 --> 01:22:41,832 Surgery. 1009 01:22:50,758 --> 01:22:53,177 How’d you get the money? 1010 01:22:53,260 --> 01:22:56,514 I sold my RV and other shit. 1011 01:22:58,766 --> 01:23:00,726 -Okay. -Look, Joe, 1012 01:23:00,810 --> 01:23:04,313 I really don’t want to explain myself right now. 1013 01:23:04,397 --> 01:23:05,731 Okay? 1014 01:23:07,108 --> 01:23:08,609 It’s time. Okay? 1015 01:23:08,693 --> 01:23:11,737 It’s time. I got to do something. 1016 01:23:11,821 --> 01:23:13,114 Right? 1017 01:23:13,197 --> 01:23:15,616 Trying to save my f-fuckin’ life. 1018 01:23:17,827 --> 01:23:19,078 So, that’s what I’m doing. 1019 01:23:19,161 --> 01:23:21,789 Okay? No one else is gonna save my life. 1020 01:23:21,872 --> 01:23:23,624 Right? 1021 01:23:23,708 --> 01:23:25,292 If I just sit here and diddle around, 1022 01:23:25,376 --> 01:23:28,212 what am I gonna have? Nothing. 1023 01:23:28,295 --> 01:23:29,505 Okay? 1024 01:23:29,588 --> 01:23:30,965 And all this shit? 1025 01:23:31,048 --> 01:23:32,717 Like, what does it matter? What does it matter? 1026 01:23:32,800 --> 01:23:34,218 It just passes. 1027 01:23:34,301 --> 01:23:35,219 Yo. 1028 01:23:35,302 --> 01:23:36,804 If I disappear, 1029 01:23:36,887 --> 01:23:38,472 like, who cares? 1030 01:23:38,556 --> 01:23:40,224 Nobody cares, man. 1031 01:23:40,307 --> 01:23:41,267 Seriously. 1032 01:23:41,350 --> 01:23:42,393 Yo, and that’s okay. 1033 01:23:42,476 --> 01:23:43,644 That’s life. 1034 01:23:44,478 --> 01:23:45,813 That’s life. 1035 01:23:45,896 --> 01:23:48,023 No, for real. Okay? 1036 01:23:48,107 --> 01:23:49,400 It just passes. 1037 01:23:49,483 --> 01:23:51,652 It just fucking... fucking passes. 1038 01:23:56,198 --> 01:23:58,284 I wonder, uh... 1039 01:23:58,367 --> 01:24:01,787 all these mornings you’ve been sitting in my study, 1040 01:24:01,871 --> 01:24:04,790 sitting, 1041 01:24:04,874 --> 01:24:06,584 have you... 1042 01:24:06,667 --> 01:24:08,586 had any... 1043 01:24:08,669 --> 01:24:10,421 moments of... 1044 01:24:10,504 --> 01:24:12,506 stillness? 1045 01:24:16,886 --> 01:24:19,138 Because you’re right, Ruben. 1046 01:24:19,221 --> 01:24:20,639 The world does keep moving, 1047 01:24:20,723 --> 01:24:22,683 and it can be a damn... 1048 01:24:22,767 --> 01:24:24,477 cruel place. 1049 01:24:25,519 --> 01:24:27,521 But for me... 1050 01:24:29,440 --> 01:24:33,027 ...those moments of stillness, 1051 01:24:33,110 --> 01:24:35,446 that place, that’s the... 1052 01:24:35,529 --> 01:24:37,198 kingdom of God. 1053 01:24:40,701 --> 01:24:43,496 And that place 1054 01:24:43,579 --> 01:24:45,247 will never abandon you. 1055 01:24:48,751 --> 01:24:50,002 But... 1056 01:24:50,711 --> 01:24:53,464 [takes deep breath] 1057 01:24:53,547 --> 01:24:55,800 I see you’ve made your choice. 1058 01:24:55,883 --> 01:24:56,967 Right? 1059 01:24:58,385 --> 01:25:00,262 Yeah. 1060 01:25:02,139 --> 01:25:04,433 And I sincerely hope 1061 01:25:04,517 --> 01:25:07,311 that it brings you happiness, Ruben. 1062 01:25:11,148 --> 01:25:12,525 Thank you. 1063 01:25:17,488 --> 01:25:21,200 I was wondering, Joe. I don’t know if it’s possible... 1064 01:25:21,283 --> 01:25:23,202 [sighs] 1065 01:25:23,285 --> 01:25:26,580 ...but, uh, I need money 1066 01:25:26,664 --> 01:25:29,959 to... just to buy back my RV. 1067 01:25:30,042 --> 01:25:31,210 You know? 1068 01:25:31,293 --> 01:25:33,003 You know, me... me and Lou. 1069 01:25:33,087 --> 01:25:34,713 This is where we live. 1070 01:25:34,797 --> 01:25:38,008 It’s our home. Our home. 1071 01:25:38,092 --> 01:25:40,761 And I can... I can totally pay you back. 1072 01:25:40,845 --> 01:25:42,012 Just, uh... 1073 01:25:42,096 --> 01:25:44,348 Now I got an issue with time. 1074 01:25:51,772 --> 01:25:53,148 Ruben. 1075 01:25:55,234 --> 01:25:59,154 I don’t understand the situation that you’ve put yourself in, 1076 01:25:59,238 --> 01:26:00,698 but... 1077 01:26:00,781 --> 01:26:02,658 from where I’m sitting... 1078 01:26:02,741 --> 01:26:05,828 you look and sound like an addict. 1079 01:26:05,911 --> 01:26:08,497 No, I don’t. Yo, no. 1080 01:26:08,581 --> 01:26:10,249 I’m not... It’s not... 1081 01:26:10,332 --> 01:26:12,167 Not an addi... 1082 01:26:12,251 --> 01:26:13,752 It’s fine. Okay? 1083 01:26:13,836 --> 01:26:16,755 My situation, it’s cool. Okay? 1084 01:26:16,839 --> 01:26:19,717 Seriously, my girlfriend’s dad is rich, 1085 01:26:19,800 --> 01:26:21,468 he can give me... give me the money. 1086 01:26:21,552 --> 01:26:22,928 Okay? This is nothing. 1087 01:26:23,012 --> 01:26:25,472 You can’t imagine how nothing this is. 1088 01:26:25,556 --> 01:26:27,182 Seriously. 1089 01:26:29,602 --> 01:26:32,104 I’m fucking stupid. I’m-I’m sorry to ask. 1090 01:26:32,187 --> 01:26:34,440 I’m sorry. Okay? 1091 01:26:35,733 --> 01:26:37,443 Okay. 1092 01:26:43,449 --> 01:26:47,036 Please, can I stay here for just... 1093 01:26:47,119 --> 01:26:48,913 three, four weeks? 1094 01:26:48,996 --> 01:26:50,581 Till they... 1095 01:26:50,664 --> 01:26:52,458 activate? 1096 01:26:53,500 --> 01:26:55,794 [takes deep breath] 1097 01:26:58,881 --> 01:27:01,216 Ruben. 1098 01:27:01,300 --> 01:27:04,261 As you know, everybody here 1099 01:27:04,345 --> 01:27:06,055 shares in the belief that 1100 01:27:06,138 --> 01:27:08,349 being deaf is not a handicap. 1101 01:27:08,432 --> 01:27:11,060 Not something to fix. 1102 01:27:12,561 --> 01:27:14,772 It’s pretty important around here. 1103 01:27:16,732 --> 01:27:20,194 All these kids... 1104 01:27:20,277 --> 01:27:22,363 all of us, 1105 01:27:22,446 --> 01:27:25,115 need to be reminded of it 1106 01:27:25,199 --> 01:27:26,784 every day. 1107 01:27:30,079 --> 01:27:33,165 And my house is a house built on that belief, 1108 01:27:33,248 --> 01:27:35,376 and built on trust. 1109 01:27:37,795 --> 01:27:40,130 And when that trust is violated, 1110 01:27:40,214 --> 01:27:42,299 things happen. 1111 01:27:48,722 --> 01:27:51,058 And I can’t have that. 1112 01:27:52,142 --> 01:27:54,228 There are too many others 1113 01:27:54,311 --> 01:27:56,438 to consider. 1114 01:27:58,399 --> 01:28:00,234 And so, 1115 01:28:00,317 --> 01:28:03,529 in your current state, at this time... 1116 01:28:05,322 --> 01:28:09,743 I’m going to have to ask you to pack up your bags today 1117 01:28:09,827 --> 01:28:12,579 and find another place to be, Ruben. 1118 01:28:26,760 --> 01:28:28,053 Cool. 1119 01:28:41,400 --> 01:28:43,444 [sighs] 1120 01:28:43,527 --> 01:28:45,821 [traffic rumbling loudly] 1121 01:29:11,055 --> 01:29:13,307 [pained, trembling breaths] 1122 01:29:17,603 --> 01:29:19,855 [groans] 1123 01:29:27,946 --> 01:29:30,240 [razor buzzing] 1124 01:29:44,088 --> 01:29:46,465 [groaning] 1125 01:29:56,100 --> 01:29:57,768 [razor clicks off] 1126 01:30:10,114 --> 01:30:12,407 [somber music playing] 1127 01:30:30,843 --> 01:30:33,137 ♪ ♪ 1128 01:31:03,959 --> 01:31:06,253 [thunder rumbling] 1129 01:31:33,197 --> 01:31:34,907 Are you ready? 1130 01:31:36,575 --> 01:31:38,368 Okay. 1131 01:31:47,336 --> 01:31:49,296 Here we go. 1132 01:31:50,255 --> 01:31:52,549 [silence] 1133 01:31:56,261 --> 01:31:58,430 -[click] -[high-pitched buzzing] 1134 01:32:00,140 --> 01:32:02,184 [distorted]: Can you hear me? 1135 01:32:03,060 --> 01:32:05,103 [distorted chuckle] 1136 01:32:07,856 --> 01:32:09,107 [distorted]: Say again. 1137 01:32:09,191 --> 01:32:11,068 -[distorted]: Can you hear me? -Whoa. 1138 01:32:12,319 --> 01:32:14,321 How does it sound? 1139 01:32:16,448 --> 01:32:18,533 Uh, sounds weird. 1140 01:32:19,910 --> 01:32:23,872 Okay, well, let’s try making an adjustment. 1141 01:32:26,124 --> 01:32:28,335 [sound tamps down] 1142 01:32:28,418 --> 01:32:30,796 [metallic]: How about now? How’s that? 1143 01:32:30,879 --> 01:32:32,589 Oh, that’s bad. 1144 01:32:32,673 --> 01:32:34,675 Um... 1145 01:32:36,510 --> 01:32:38,553 It’s bad. 1146 01:32:40,097 --> 01:32:42,557 [barely audible]: Do you want to describe what you’re hearing? 1147 01:32:42,641 --> 01:32:44,935 It’s, um... 1148 01:32:45,018 --> 01:32:47,646 It’s, like, high. 1149 01:32:47,729 --> 01:32:48,939 High. 1150 01:32:50,065 --> 01:32:51,525 Um... 1151 01:32:53,485 --> 01:32:55,696 Um... 1152 01:32:55,779 --> 01:32:58,031 [distorted]: Can you change the... 1153 01:33:00,367 --> 01:33:03,161 Well, I can try and make another adjustment. 1154 01:33:03,245 --> 01:33:05,414 [sound shifts] 1155 01:33:07,457 --> 01:33:09,209 [distorted, staticky]: How’s that? 1156 01:33:12,671 --> 01:33:14,131 Okay. 1157 01:33:14,214 --> 01:33:17,009 [distorted]: Ruben, this is not sound like you remember, 1158 01:33:17,092 --> 01:33:19,303 and it’s the implants in your head 1159 01:33:19,386 --> 01:33:21,471 that’s tricking your brain into thinking 1160 01:33:21,555 --> 01:33:25,892 that you’re actually hearing, when in reality 1161 01:33:25,976 --> 01:33:28,186 your ears aren’t working still. 1162 01:33:31,106 --> 01:33:34,693 So, uh, I would suggest that you take it easy 1163 01:33:34,776 --> 01:33:37,279 for the next few weeks and... 1164 01:33:37,362 --> 01:33:39,197 just... 1165 01:33:39,281 --> 01:33:42,784 get adjusted to how things sound. 1166 01:33:46,872 --> 01:33:49,666 And just take your time. 1167 01:33:55,630 --> 01:33:57,841 [somber music playing] 1168 01:34:22,282 --> 01:34:24,493 [jet engine rumbling] 1169 01:34:46,473 --> 01:34:48,433 [distorted European siren blaring] 1170 01:34:48,517 --> 01:34:51,561 [high-pitched static distortion] 1171 01:34:51,645 --> 01:34:53,855 [distorted horns honking] 1172 01:35:01,780 --> 01:35:03,615 [distorted bells dinging] 1173 01:35:03,698 --> 01:35:07,077 -[distorted chatter, laughter] -[distant distorted sounds] 1174 01:35:32,352 --> 01:35:34,521 [tapping buttons] 1175 01:35:38,733 --> 01:35:40,944 [distorted buzzing] 1176 01:35:48,326 --> 01:35:50,162 MAN [distorted]: Oui? 1177 01:35:50,245 --> 01:35:51,872 Bonjour? 1178 01:35:51,955 --> 01:35:54,833 [distorted, staticky]: Yeah. Hi. Is that, um... 1179 01:35:54,916 --> 01:35:57,586 Is... is Lou there? 1180 01:35:57,669 --> 01:35:59,421 Hein? C’est qui? 1181 01:35:59,504 --> 01:36:01,381 Who... who is this? 1182 01:36:02,716 --> 01:36:04,134 This is Ruben. 1183 01:36:04,217 --> 01:36:06,470 [undistorted]: Qui? 1184 01:36:06,553 --> 01:36:08,472 It’s Ruben. 1185 01:36:09,973 --> 01:36:12,392 -Oh. -Hmm. 1186 01:36:12,476 --> 01:36:14,311 [lock clicks] 1187 01:36:27,908 --> 01:36:30,452 [door creaks open] 1188 01:36:30,535 --> 01:36:31,661 Hey. 1189 01:36:32,829 --> 01:36:34,581 Bonjour, uh... 1190 01:36:34,664 --> 01:36:36,875 -Ruben. -Come in. 1191 01:36:41,296 --> 01:36:43,548 You are hungry, Ruben? 1192 01:36:45,800 --> 01:36:47,594 RICHARD: Yes? 1193 01:36:59,814 --> 01:37:01,525 Uh, Louise is not here. 1194 01:37:04,861 --> 01:37:06,196 Uh, you are hearing? 1195 01:37:06,279 --> 01:37:07,864 Y-You are hearing? 1196 01:37:07,948 --> 01:37:10,992 Yeah. I-I had an operation. 1197 01:37:11,076 --> 01:37:12,744 Wow. Yes? 1198 01:37:16,957 --> 01:37:19,543 Oh. What is this? Wait. 1199 01:37:19,626 --> 01:37:20,835 Oh, that’s very good. 1200 01:37:20,919 --> 01:37:23,338 Louise told me your wish for this. 1201 01:37:23,421 --> 01:37:25,840 [chuckling] 1202 01:37:25,924 --> 01:37:27,467 Oh. 1203 01:37:27,551 --> 01:37:30,053 [food sizzling] 1204 01:37:30,136 --> 01:37:31,846 And so, uh... 1205 01:37:33,348 --> 01:37:35,141 So, you’re back to your drums now? 1206 01:37:35,225 --> 01:37:37,686 Uh... not yet. 1207 01:37:37,769 --> 01:37:39,437 I got to... I got to, um... 1208 01:37:39,521 --> 01:37:41,856 I got to deal with some stuff first, you know? 1209 01:37:41,940 --> 01:37:45,235 Just got to... got to settle some things. 1210 01:37:45,318 --> 01:37:47,153 Yes, settle... 1211 01:37:47,237 --> 01:37:48,530 Like what? 1212 01:37:48,613 --> 01:37:50,615 You know, just like... 1213 01:37:50,699 --> 01:37:53,451 just getting back into it and also some financial stuff. 1214 01:37:53,535 --> 01:37:55,620 -Yes. -You know, I just got to figure it all out. 1215 01:37:55,704 --> 01:37:56,580 Mm-hmm. 1216 01:37:57,831 --> 01:37:59,332 Yes. 1217 01:37:59,416 --> 01:38:01,001 And Louise knows that you’re here? 1218 01:38:01,084 --> 01:38:03,169 No. No. 1219 01:38:03,253 --> 01:38:04,629 So, it’s a big surprise, oui? 1220 01:38:11,303 --> 01:38:13,471 Well, Louise has been quite busy, you know? 1221 01:38:14,723 --> 01:38:16,308 Mm-hmm. 1222 01:38:16,391 --> 01:38:19,477 We’re doing a party, so... 1223 01:38:19,561 --> 01:38:21,354 she’ll be back home tonight. 1224 01:38:21,438 --> 01:38:23,523 That’s most certainly. 1225 01:38:28,987 --> 01:38:30,447 Oh, you want... 1226 01:38:30,530 --> 01:38:32,699 I’m going to make you some eggs. 1227 01:38:32,782 --> 01:38:33,908 Oh, no, I’m good. 1228 01:38:33,992 --> 01:38:35,869 Do you need any help with any of this? 1229 01:38:35,952 --> 01:38:37,037 No, no. 1230 01:38:37,120 --> 01:38:38,622 You need some eggs. 1231 01:38:40,040 --> 01:38:41,541 Thanks. 1232 01:38:43,627 --> 01:38:45,879 Where did you grow, Ruben? 1233 01:38:46,671 --> 01:38:48,131 Where did I grow up? 1234 01:38:48,214 --> 01:38:50,925 -Yes. -Um... like, all over. 1235 01:38:51,009 --> 01:38:53,887 You know, Texas, California, 1236 01:38:53,970 --> 01:38:55,388 Arizona, Virginia. 1237 01:38:55,472 --> 01:38:57,390 Yeah. All over. 1238 01:38:57,474 --> 01:38:59,559 Why so many places? 1239 01:39:00,393 --> 01:39:02,687 It was... like, uh... 1240 01:39:02,771 --> 01:39:04,939 my mom was a nurse in the military. 1241 01:39:05,023 --> 01:39:06,775 -Mm-hmm. -You know? 1242 01:39:06,858 --> 01:39:08,943 So she kept moving around. 1243 01:39:09,027 --> 01:39:10,445 And your father, too? 1244 01:39:10,528 --> 01:39:11,446 No. 1245 01:39:11,529 --> 01:39:13,615 I mean, I don’t know. 1246 01:39:13,698 --> 01:39:15,158 I see. 1247 01:39:18,244 --> 01:39:21,122 Uh, I must be honest, I... 1248 01:39:21,206 --> 01:39:24,334 did not always have good feelings for you, Ruben, 1249 01:39:24,417 --> 01:39:26,878 all these years. 1250 01:39:26,961 --> 01:39:29,964 I confide it is like if one... 1251 01:39:31,549 --> 01:39:34,969 ...had stolen something precious. 1252 01:39:36,221 --> 01:39:38,056 You understand? 1253 01:39:38,139 --> 01:39:40,141 But I know it’s not you that took 1254 01:39:40,225 --> 01:39:42,018 Louise from me. 1255 01:39:43,144 --> 01:39:44,854 Her mother did that. 1256 01:39:47,148 --> 01:39:49,901 She took Louise when she left me. 1257 01:39:49,984 --> 01:39:51,903 And she took her again 1258 01:39:51,986 --> 01:39:54,155 when she killed herself. 1259 01:39:56,449 --> 01:39:59,703 And Louise must have come back home then, 1260 01:39:59,786 --> 01:40:02,414 but she was hating me so much. 1261 01:40:02,497 --> 01:40:04,708 What could I do? 1262 01:40:04,791 --> 01:40:06,960 And you... you... 1263 01:40:08,920 --> 01:40:11,423 Well, y-you gave her a place to go. 1264 01:40:12,841 --> 01:40:14,592 Then, and... 1265 01:40:14,676 --> 01:40:16,678 this is a good thing. 1266 01:40:17,929 --> 01:40:20,515 Don’t you see, I didn’t like you much at the time, 1267 01:40:20,598 --> 01:40:22,392 but now I thank you. 1268 01:40:22,475 --> 01:40:24,227 I want to say to you that. 1269 01:40:26,980 --> 01:40:28,398 But anyhow, 1270 01:40:28,481 --> 01:40:31,526 you’re gonna be so happy to see how Louise 1271 01:40:31,609 --> 01:40:34,070 is going great now. 1272 01:40:34,154 --> 01:40:35,947 And that’s the most important. 1273 01:40:36,030 --> 01:40:37,782 [crunching] 1274 01:40:37,866 --> 01:40:39,409 Isn’t it? 1275 01:40:40,368 --> 01:40:41,828 Hmm? 1276 01:40:41,911 --> 01:40:43,747 Okay. 1277 01:41:03,933 --> 01:41:06,102 [sighs] 1278 01:41:17,322 --> 01:41:19,491 [quiet footsteps] 1279 01:41:22,577 --> 01:41:24,454 [window opens] 1280 01:41:24,537 --> 01:41:27,916 [sounds of the city] 1281 01:41:27,999 --> 01:41:28,792 Whoa. 1282 01:41:30,084 --> 01:41:32,420 [chuckling]: Whoa. 1283 01:41:32,504 --> 01:41:34,297 Hi. 1284 01:41:34,380 --> 01:41:36,257 Can you hear me? 1285 01:41:36,341 --> 01:41:38,343 Yeah. Loud and clear. 1286 01:41:39,761 --> 01:41:41,054 Oh, look at you, Lulu. 1287 01:41:41,137 --> 01:41:43,181 Holy shit. 1288 01:41:44,265 --> 01:41:45,600 Look at you, huh? 1289 01:41:45,683 --> 01:41:47,393 -What? -You look different. 1290 01:41:51,564 --> 01:41:53,483 Whoa, no scratching, huh? 1291 01:41:54,234 --> 01:41:56,319 Oh, yeah. 1292 01:41:56,402 --> 01:41:58,154 That’s good. 1293 01:42:17,340 --> 01:42:19,092 Does it feel weird? 1294 01:42:19,175 --> 01:42:20,802 Yeah. Does it look weird? 1295 01:42:20,885 --> 01:42:22,345 -No. -[chuckles] 1296 01:42:22,428 --> 01:42:25,181 No, it doesn’t. It looks really neat. 1297 01:42:25,265 --> 01:42:26,933 Mmm. 1298 01:42:27,767 --> 01:42:29,978 -So crazy. -Mm-hmm. 1299 01:42:31,229 --> 01:42:32,522 How’d you do it? 1300 01:42:32,605 --> 01:42:34,649 Just worked some magic. 1301 01:42:36,693 --> 01:42:39,153 I have to talk to you about it. 1302 01:42:39,237 --> 01:42:41,698 I had to just move some things around. 1303 01:42:41,781 --> 01:42:44,367 RICHARD: Louise, tu descends? 1304 01:42:44,450 --> 01:42:46,160 Um... 1305 01:42:46,244 --> 01:42:49,330 Did Richard tell you about this party thing tonight? 1306 01:42:49,414 --> 01:42:50,748 Oh, shit, yeah. 1307 01:42:50,832 --> 01:42:52,542 Yeah, I just have to go and sort some things out. 1308 01:42:52,625 --> 01:42:54,168 -No, it’s great. It’s cool. -Yeah. 1309 01:42:55,378 --> 01:42:56,462 Go do your thing. 1310 01:42:56,546 --> 01:42:58,047 Okay. 1311 01:42:58,131 --> 01:42:59,591 Do you need anything? 1312 01:42:59,674 --> 01:43:01,885 No, I’m good. 1313 01:43:01,968 --> 01:43:04,095 I’ll just be downstairs. 1314 01:43:08,224 --> 01:43:10,518 [metallic-sounding, lively chatter] 1315 01:43:40,214 --> 01:43:42,508 [distorted chatter continues] 1316 01:44:01,486 --> 01:44:02,820 Hey. What’s up? 1317 01:44:02,904 --> 01:44:06,157 [highly distorted]: Ruben, mon petite ami. 1318 01:44:06,240 --> 01:44:08,117 What’s up? 1319 01:44:08,201 --> 01:44:10,620 -Come again? -How are you? 1320 01:44:10,703 --> 01:44:12,330 How are you? 1321 01:44:13,748 --> 01:44:14,999 Did you get some food? 1322 01:44:15,083 --> 01:44:17,251 -Hmm? -Get some food? 1323 01:44:17,335 --> 01:44:19,420 -Yeah. -Yeah? 1324 01:44:19,504 --> 01:44:21,798 [distorted, indistinct conversation] 1325 01:44:34,185 --> 01:44:37,480 [distorted chatter, laughter] 1326 01:44:56,040 --> 01:44:59,377 [distorted chatter intensifies] 1327 01:45:01,796 --> 01:45:04,007 [distorted clinking of glass] 1328 01:45:04,090 --> 01:45:07,010 [undistorted] 1329 01:45:07,093 --> 01:45:10,638 [speaking French]: I would like to make a wish. 1330 01:45:10,722 --> 01:45:14,767 I would like my daughter to sing a little song with me. 1331 01:45:14,851 --> 01:45:16,185 Papa, no. 1332 01:45:16,269 --> 01:45:19,689 This is my right... It’s my birthday! 1333 01:45:19,772 --> 01:45:20,898 Come. 1334 01:45:20,982 --> 01:45:23,234 -Oh! -[applause] 1335 01:45:23,317 --> 01:45:25,486 Some of you knew 1336 01:45:25,570 --> 01:45:27,405 Louise’s mother, 1337 01:45:27,488 --> 01:45:29,866 and know that I wrote songs for her. 1338 01:45:29,949 --> 01:45:31,367 Many. 1339 01:45:31,451 --> 01:45:34,912 And this was your favorite when you were little. 1340 01:45:34,996 --> 01:45:36,914 Do you remember? 1341 01:45:36,998 --> 01:45:39,000 [playing gentle intro] 1342 01:45:44,505 --> 01:45:46,924 [Lou clears throat quietly] 1343 01:45:47,008 --> 01:45:50,720 [singing in French] 1344 01:46:20,875 --> 01:46:23,127 [continues singing in French] 1345 01:46:49,570 --> 01:46:51,405 [clears throat] 1346 01:46:51,489 --> 01:46:53,741 [Richard and Lou singing together] 1347 01:47:17,640 --> 01:47:19,809 [music distorts] 1348 01:47:29,360 --> 01:47:31,654 [song continues with heavy distortion] 1349 01:48:00,975 --> 01:48:03,186 [distorted applause] 1350 01:48:06,189 --> 01:48:08,357 [undistorted] 1351 01:48:25,458 --> 01:48:27,001 Hey. 1352 01:48:29,545 --> 01:48:31,172 You okay? 1353 01:48:31,255 --> 01:48:32,965 -Hmm? -Yeah. 1354 01:49:04,538 --> 01:49:06,249 Um, sorry. [sniffs] 1355 01:49:06,332 --> 01:49:08,459 I just need some water. [clears throat] 1356 01:49:12,964 --> 01:49:15,216 -[clears throat] -Are you okay? 1357 01:49:15,299 --> 01:49:16,968 -Mm-hmm. -Yeah? 1358 01:49:17,051 --> 01:49:18,678 Yeah, it’s just a little dry in here. 1359 01:49:18,761 --> 01:49:21,013 [sniffs, chuckles] 1360 01:49:21,097 --> 01:49:22,265 [clears throat] 1361 01:49:24,308 --> 01:49:26,435 Hey, that was... that was, uh... 1362 01:49:26,519 --> 01:49:28,813 pretty cool tonight. 1363 01:49:28,896 --> 01:49:30,815 You sounded fucking great. 1364 01:49:30,898 --> 01:49:32,233 -Yeah, right. -What? 1365 01:49:32,316 --> 01:49:34,026 You’re telling me you weren’t feeling it? 1366 01:49:34,110 --> 01:49:35,736 -You were in it. -Well, yeah, well, that’s... 1367 01:49:35,820 --> 01:49:37,822 Straight up, you sounded amazing singing like that. 1368 01:49:37,905 --> 01:49:40,741 It’s my dad’s stuff, but... 1369 01:49:40,825 --> 01:49:42,702 -And you’re speaking French now? -Oh, my God, barely. 1370 01:49:42,785 --> 01:49:44,870 I didn’t know you could do that. 1371 01:49:44,954 --> 01:49:46,872 Well, I’ve mostly forgotten, but... 1372 01:49:46,956 --> 01:49:49,917 it’s coming back a little. 1373 01:49:50,001 --> 01:49:52,003 Yeah, I was thinking, like, do you remember... 1374 01:49:52,086 --> 01:49:53,796 you remember this place at all? 1375 01:49:55,381 --> 01:49:57,633 I didn’t, but... 1376 01:49:57,717 --> 01:49:59,760 so disconcerting the things that 1377 01:49:59,844 --> 01:50:04,098 your memory holds onto without you knowing. 1378 01:50:04,181 --> 01:50:05,474 I don’t know, my... 1379 01:50:05,558 --> 01:50:06,976 my mom and I never really talked about this place. 1380 01:50:07,059 --> 01:50:09,812 It was always some weird, dreamy idea, but... 1381 01:50:09,895 --> 01:50:11,314 -[chuckles] -I mean, 1382 01:50:11,397 --> 01:50:12,982 now it’s come back a little. 1383 01:50:13,065 --> 01:50:15,818 Right. 1384 01:50:15,901 --> 01:50:18,112 Yeah. 1385 01:50:18,195 --> 01:50:22,533 I told everyone about our little gypsy life together. 1386 01:50:22,616 --> 01:50:24,452 I miss it. 1387 01:50:24,535 --> 01:50:26,078 We got to get back into it. 1388 01:50:26,162 --> 01:50:27,705 You know? We got to get back on it, 1389 01:50:27,788 --> 01:50:29,248 we got to get back in the fuckin’... 1390 01:50:29,332 --> 01:50:30,708 -in the groove, huh? -Mm. 1391 01:50:30,791 --> 01:50:32,001 Don’t you think? 1392 01:50:32,084 --> 01:50:34,128 I got to go get the Airstream sorted. 1393 01:50:34,211 --> 01:50:35,588 What do you mean "sorted"? 1394 01:50:35,671 --> 01:50:38,049 I just, I just got a shit ton of things to do. 1395 01:50:38,132 --> 01:50:39,967 -You know? -Right. Like, with the tour and stuff? 1396 01:50:40,051 --> 01:50:41,344 -Yeah, the fuckin’ tour, everything. -Yeah. 1397 01:50:41,427 --> 01:50:43,012 Like, we just got to get back on it, 1398 01:50:43,095 --> 01:50:44,138 -you know, everything. -Mm-hmm. 1399 01:50:44,221 --> 01:50:45,556 The album, the tour... 1400 01:50:45,639 --> 01:50:47,558 the-the... you know? 1401 01:50:49,393 --> 01:50:51,062 Yeah. 1402 01:50:52,355 --> 01:50:54,774 [scratching] 1403 01:50:56,734 --> 01:50:58,444 Hey. 1404 01:51:26,597 --> 01:51:28,641 It’s okay, Lou. 1405 01:51:28,724 --> 01:51:30,684 What? 1406 01:51:34,563 --> 01:51:36,148 It’s okay. 1407 01:51:40,736 --> 01:51:42,446 What’s okay? 1408 01:51:49,203 --> 01:51:51,414 You saved my life. 1409 01:51:53,999 --> 01:51:56,502 You made it... 1410 01:51:56,585 --> 01:51:58,587 you made it beautiful. 1411 01:52:02,174 --> 01:52:03,926 So it’s okay. 1412 01:52:05,761 --> 01:52:07,221 What? 1413 01:52:08,431 --> 01:52:10,558 [crying]: Why are you saying this? 1414 01:52:17,565 --> 01:52:19,775 You saved my life, too, Rubi. 1415 01:52:20,484 --> 01:52:22,653 [sniffling] 1416 01:52:30,369 --> 01:52:32,413 [sobbing] 1417 01:52:41,505 --> 01:52:43,799 [morning birds singing in distance] 1418 01:53:37,269 --> 01:53:39,563 -[door squeaks] -[traffic rumbling] 1419 01:53:43,484 --> 01:53:45,778 [high-pitched static distortion] 1420 01:53:51,200 --> 01:53:53,452 [indistinct, distorted chatter] 1421 01:54:00,793 --> 01:54:03,170 [distorted horn honks, bell dings] 1422 01:54:04,046 --> 01:54:06,340 [distorted chatter] 1423 01:54:18,978 --> 01:54:21,272 [distorted, lively chatter] 1424 01:54:25,484 --> 01:54:27,778 [distorted engines, European siren] 1425 01:54:37,997 --> 01:54:40,124 [distorted church bell clanging] 1426 01:54:57,224 --> 01:54:59,226 [silence] 1427 01:55:26,253 --> 01:55:28,088 [silence continues] 1428 01:56:25,646 --> 01:56:28,232 ["Green" by Abraham Marder playing] 1429 01:56:41,328 --> 01:56:42,579 ♪ Gone ♪ 1430 01:56:43,872 --> 01:56:46,125 ♪ Into the rain today ♪ 1431 01:56:51,422 --> 01:56:53,757 ♪ Wet fields of green ♪ 1432 01:56:59,054 --> 01:57:01,432 ♪ I know I don’t stay long ♪ 1433 01:57:06,270 --> 01:57:08,647 ♪ You always find me ♪ 1434 01:57:10,941 --> 01:57:12,943 ♪ You say come on ♪ 1435 01:57:14,862 --> 01:57:16,989 ♪ On the train today ♪ 1436 01:57:21,910 --> 01:57:23,954 ♪ You call my name ♪ 1437 01:57:29,752 --> 01:57:33,964 ♪ And you wave and scream, but I can’t hear anything ♪ 1438 01:57:37,468 --> 01:57:39,636 ♪ I can’t hear anything ♪ 1439 01:57:42,347 --> 01:57:44,600 ♪ And you chase me ♪ 1440 01:57:45,434 --> 01:57:47,436 ♪ Down the mountain ♪ 1441 01:57:49,229 --> 01:57:51,732 ♪ Through this city but, oh ♪ 1442 01:57:53,108 --> 01:57:55,569 ♪ My country heart ♪ 1443 01:57:57,112 --> 01:58:00,240 ♪ I’m only seeing green ♪ 1444 01:58:07,873 --> 01:58:10,292 ♪ Say ♪ 1445 01:58:10,375 --> 01:58:12,961 ♪ It’s just a dream ♪ 1446 01:58:16,006 --> 01:58:19,176 ♪ And I’m walking in Durrow now ♪ 1447 01:58:23,180 --> 01:58:25,766 ♪ Sure you may be comfortable ♪ 1448 01:58:29,311 --> 01:58:32,481 ♪ You always got something to say ♪ 1449 01:58:34,274 --> 01:58:36,109 ♪ But come on ♪ 1450 01:58:37,236 --> 01:58:39,363 ♪ I know you ain’t really it ♪ 1451 01:58:43,283 --> 01:58:47,120 ♪ All this time, shame on me ♪ 1452 01:58:50,415 --> 01:58:54,586 ♪ You can howl and scream, I can’t hear anything ♪ 1453 01:58:57,756 --> 01:59:00,133 ♪ I can’t hear anything ♪ 1454 01:59:01,969 --> 01:59:04,763 ♪ And you chase me ♪ 1455 01:59:04,847 --> 01:59:06,932 ♪ Down the mountain ♪ 1456 01:59:08,225 --> 01:59:10,727 ♪ Through this city but, oh ♪ 1457 01:59:11,603 --> 01:59:14,147 ♪ My country heart ♪ 1458 01:59:15,190 --> 01:59:18,235 ♪ I’m only seeing green ♪ 1459 01:59:22,781 --> 01:59:25,117 ♪ You can chase me ♪ 1460 01:59:28,871 --> 01:59:32,165 ♪ I’m only seeing green ♪ 1461 01:59:35,961 --> 01:59:37,796 [child laughing] 1462 01:59:39,172 --> 01:59:41,133 CHILD: Yay. 1463 01:59:42,009 --> 01:59:45,178 [rain falling] 1464 01:59:45,262 --> 01:59:46,471 [thunder rumbling] 1465 01:59:46,555 --> 01:59:47,931 ♪ Gone ♪ 1466 01:59:49,224 --> 01:59:51,518 ♪ Into the rain today ♪ 1467 01:59:56,732 --> 01:59:59,026 ♪ Wet fields of green ♪ 1468 02:00:02,195 --> 02:00:04,156 ♪ Gone ♪ 1469 02:00:04,239 --> 02:00:06,909 -♪ Gone ♪ -♪ Into the rain today ♪ 1470 02:00:06,992 --> 02:00:09,828 ♪ Into the rain today ♪ 1471 02:00:09,912 --> 02:00:11,955 ♪ Gone ♪ 1472 02:00:12,039 --> 02:00:15,083 -♪ Gone ♪ -♪ To safety ♪ 1473 02:00:15,167 --> 02:00:16,835 ♪ To safety ♪ 1474 02:00:17,711 --> 02:00:19,755 ♪ Gone ♪ 1475 02:00:19,838 --> 02:00:21,173 ♪ Gone. ♪ 1476 02:00:34,019 --> 02:00:36,271 [music fades] 89043

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