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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 2 00:00:34,034 --> 00:00:36,036 [theme music plays] 3 00:00:50,842 --> 00:00:52,761 [Clay] It comes down to one question. 4 00:00:53,386 --> 00:00:54,971 Will you survive high school? 5 00:00:55,680 --> 00:00:56,681 Will I survive? 6 00:00:57,682 --> 00:00:59,851 'Cause I know too many people who didn't. 7 00:01:04,981 --> 00:01:07,650 We have said too many goodbyes, 8 00:01:08,735 --> 00:01:10,779 grieved too long. 9 00:01:12,655 --> 00:01:16,409 Liberty High has endured enough traumas and tragedy, 10 00:01:17,077 --> 00:01:20,121 and the loss of another classmate senior year... 11 00:01:21,331 --> 00:01:27,003 is more than children should be asked to bear, but Liberty is not alone. 12 00:01:27,879 --> 00:01:32,717 Too many high schools today are forced to reckon with tragedy. 13 00:01:32,801 --> 00:01:36,721 Too many of our young people are not making it to graduation, 14 00:01:36,805 --> 00:01:40,767 and we are doing too little to make change. 15 00:01:40,850 --> 00:01:45,772 And we must ask not only how we can make change, 16 00:01:46,648 --> 00:01:50,485 but what we have done to shape their world this way. 17 00:01:51,569 --> 00:01:54,114 How are we responsible? 18 00:01:57,534 --> 00:02:00,161 What burdens are we placing on our young people? 19 00:02:02,205 --> 00:02:04,415 What tools are we keeping from them? 20 00:02:07,418 --> 00:02:08,837 How did we get here... 21 00:02:10,588 --> 00:02:11,589 again? 22 00:02:20,140 --> 00:02:22,350 [distorted music plays] 23 00:02:30,942 --> 00:02:32,318 [sleigh bells jingle] 24 00:02:38,908 --> 00:02:39,951 [choir vocalizes] 25 00:02:59,262 --> 00:03:01,014 [ominous music plays] 26 00:03:04,893 --> 00:03:06,269 [music intensifies] 27 00:03:12,192 --> 00:03:14,235 [gasping] What? What the... 28 00:03:15,987 --> 00:03:16,821 Justin? 29 00:03:17,947 --> 00:03:18,990 Put your clothes on. 30 00:03:19,908 --> 00:03:20,909 We gotta go. 31 00:03:22,744 --> 00:03:24,037 Where are we going? 32 00:03:24,704 --> 00:03:27,207 Monty, he's still alive. 33 00:03:32,295 --> 00:03:33,880 [metal scraping, keys jingling] 34 00:03:36,174 --> 00:03:37,842 [buzzer sounds] 35 00:03:42,680 --> 00:03:43,932 [chains clinking] 36 00:03:44,515 --> 00:03:45,934 [footsteps approaching] 37 00:03:50,104 --> 00:03:50,939 [Monty] What? 38 00:03:51,898 --> 00:03:54,025 What the fuck do you want? 39 00:03:54,108 --> 00:03:56,236 Monty, we're sorry. 40 00:03:58,029 --> 00:04:00,073 We didn't think this would happen. We thought... 41 00:04:00,823 --> 00:04:02,700 I mean, we thought you were dead. 42 00:04:03,159 --> 00:04:05,870 -We didn't think that... -You wanted to clear your name? 43 00:04:06,788 --> 00:04:08,289 So you set me up for murder? 44 00:04:08,373 --> 00:04:11,334 We were trying to protect someone else. We thought you were gone. 45 00:04:12,293 --> 00:04:14,212 They carried me out like I was, 46 00:04:14,295 --> 00:04:18,091 but, you know, 200 stitches and a few surgeries, and here I am. 47 00:04:18,967 --> 00:04:21,803 -We can work this out. -No, we can't fucking work it out! 48 00:04:21,886 --> 00:04:24,764 I'm going away for life. What the fuck are we going to work out? 49 00:04:24,847 --> 00:04:26,891 Well, there'll be a trial, and we can testify... 50 00:04:26,975 --> 00:04:30,270 Guys like me, they don't get trials. And what about Bryce? 51 00:04:31,145 --> 00:04:32,230 What about Bryce? 52 00:04:33,022 --> 00:04:35,733 -How does he get justice? -Bryce hurt a lot of people. 53 00:04:35,817 --> 00:04:37,819 Yeah, and you're no better than he is. 54 00:04:37,902 --> 00:04:40,905 You fuck with whoever you want, ruin people's lives. 55 00:04:40,989 --> 00:04:42,949 Bryce was a fucking rapist, 56 00:04:43,366 --> 00:04:44,450 and so were you. 57 00:04:45,660 --> 00:04:47,120 [chuckles evilly] 58 00:04:48,663 --> 00:04:49,872 [hisses] 59 00:04:50,415 --> 00:04:51,332 [yells] 60 00:04:54,502 --> 00:04:56,254 [gasping] 61 00:04:59,132 --> 00:05:01,634 [Clay] I've been having these... bad dreams, 62 00:05:02,719 --> 00:05:03,803 like, every night. 63 00:05:04,137 --> 00:05:04,971 [groans] 64 00:05:07,473 --> 00:05:10,435 It's pretty messed up, but I'm good at hiding shit, so... 65 00:05:10,935 --> 00:05:12,854 I don't think my parents have noticed. 66 00:05:13,563 --> 00:05:14,897 [Mrs. Jensen sighs] 67 00:05:16,649 --> 00:05:20,653 Clay, honey, um, you sure you don't want to come with us to the facility today? 68 00:05:21,362 --> 00:05:22,280 Might be fun. 69 00:05:23,239 --> 00:05:26,242 When is anything called a facility ever fun? [chuckles] 70 00:05:27,285 --> 00:05:28,995 -Justin might like to see you. -Mm. 71 00:05:29,746 --> 00:05:30,913 I'll see him at home... 72 00:05:31,748 --> 00:05:32,749 at the party. 73 00:05:36,627 --> 00:05:40,256 Clay, your, um, first-semester grades came in yesterday. 74 00:05:41,341 --> 00:05:44,052 -How do you have my grades? -[Mrs. Jensen] The school email. 75 00:05:44,719 --> 00:05:45,720 As always. 76 00:05:48,222 --> 00:05:49,057 Oh. 77 00:05:51,017 --> 00:05:51,851 Right. 78 00:05:53,353 --> 00:05:54,354 I didn't... 79 00:05:55,563 --> 00:05:57,440 I didn't do too well on my finals. 80 00:05:58,149 --> 00:06:01,152 -Which is understandable. -We're going to talk to the school. 81 00:06:01,569 --> 00:06:02,904 -No! -We're going to talk to them 82 00:06:02,987 --> 00:06:06,199 about some allowances for what you've been through, 83 00:06:06,741 --> 00:06:08,826 but... [sighs] ...Clay, 84 00:06:09,911 --> 00:06:11,829 you need to be thinking about college. 85 00:06:14,374 --> 00:06:16,042 Have you finished your apps? 86 00:06:16,125 --> 00:06:19,545 [voice distorts] We just want you to feel like you can come to us for anything, 87 00:06:19,629 --> 00:06:21,881 but if you don't feel like you can come to us for anything, 88 00:06:21,964 --> 00:06:25,426 then I think we need to start thinking about starting up again with Dr. Ellman. 89 00:06:25,510 --> 00:06:27,762 -[Mrs. Jensen's voice echoes] -[smashing] 90 00:06:28,179 --> 00:06:29,138 [Mr. Jensen] Shit! 91 00:06:30,765 --> 00:06:31,599 Sorry. 92 00:06:34,894 --> 00:06:37,063 So, Clay, what do you think? 93 00:06:38,064 --> 00:06:39,440 [stutters] About what? 94 00:06:39,899 --> 00:06:41,651 About seeing Dr. Ellman. 95 00:06:44,821 --> 00:06:45,655 Um... 96 00:06:47,532 --> 00:06:48,616 I don't know. 97 00:07:00,920 --> 00:07:02,588 [suspenseful music plays] 98 00:07:07,802 --> 00:07:10,138 [Clay] Here's the thing, I'm basically OK. 99 00:07:12,306 --> 00:07:13,474 [squelching] 100 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:19,147 I mean, as OK as you can be a month out from being in jail for murder. 101 00:07:19,355 --> 00:07:20,815 [phone buzzing] 102 00:07:23,818 --> 00:07:24,819 [Clay] Hey, Tyler. 103 00:07:29,907 --> 00:07:30,741 What? 104 00:07:32,034 --> 00:07:33,161 Did they say why? 105 00:07:36,414 --> 00:07:37,915 OK, hey, just listen. 106 00:07:37,999 --> 00:07:41,586 Just calm down, breathe, sit tight, and give me a few minutes. 107 00:07:42,795 --> 00:07:46,716 [Clay] But then a friend needed me, and it was like I was alive again. 108 00:07:50,636 --> 00:07:52,305 My girlfriend, no. 109 00:07:53,973 --> 00:07:55,308 She doesn't need me. 110 00:07:56,184 --> 00:08:00,521 Well, I think she loves me, or at least she likes me. I think. 111 00:08:00,605 --> 00:08:01,522 [Ani] Hey! 112 00:08:02,982 --> 00:08:04,317 Hey, you're early. 113 00:08:04,901 --> 00:08:06,319 Nice to see you as well. 114 00:08:08,404 --> 00:08:10,114 -What is it? -I was... 115 00:08:10,865 --> 00:08:13,159 I was hoping we could talk about... 116 00:08:13,868 --> 00:08:14,869 us and everything. 117 00:08:14,952 --> 00:08:15,912 OK, I gotta go. 118 00:08:16,078 --> 00:08:18,039 I... I'm... Tyler got called in 119 00:08:18,122 --> 00:08:19,707 -to talk to the sheriff. -What the fuck? 120 00:08:19,790 --> 00:08:22,168 He's alone at home. His parents don't know. I gotta drive him. 121 00:08:22,251 --> 00:08:24,212 -Does he think it's about Bryce? -He doesn't know. 122 00:08:24,295 --> 00:08:25,463 -I'm coming with you. -No. 123 00:08:25,546 --> 00:08:28,007 You should stay and help Jess set up for the party, 124 00:08:28,090 --> 00:08:29,258 or she'll freak out. 125 00:08:29,675 --> 00:08:31,260 OK, are you freaking out? 126 00:08:31,344 --> 00:08:32,512 No, I'm good. I'm... 127 00:08:32,845 --> 00:08:34,722 -I'm totally good. -Clay, look at me. 128 00:08:34,805 --> 00:08:36,057 Look at me. Clay. 129 00:08:36,891 --> 00:08:39,727 -This will be fine. -Yeah. No, I know. I got this. 130 00:08:42,355 --> 00:08:44,857 -[footsteps receding] -[door opens, closes] 131 00:08:48,945 --> 00:08:51,030 [Clay] Why do I take care of my friends? 132 00:08:51,405 --> 00:08:53,449 Because they need me. 133 00:08:53,783 --> 00:08:56,494 All right, just be calm so you can think clearly. 134 00:08:56,577 --> 00:09:00,081 If it gets rough, you stop them, ask for a lawyer, and call me. 135 00:09:00,498 --> 00:09:01,958 All right. Yeah, got it. 136 00:09:02,083 --> 00:09:03,793 [inhales, exhales deeply] 137 00:09:04,502 --> 00:09:05,503 Will you wait? 138 00:09:05,878 --> 00:09:06,796 Of course. 139 00:09:07,922 --> 00:09:08,756 OK. 140 00:09:10,967 --> 00:09:12,468 -[door opens] -[Tyler sighs] 141 00:09:15,429 --> 00:09:17,014 Man, I thought this was over. 142 00:09:18,933 --> 00:09:19,850 Me too. 143 00:09:20,268 --> 00:09:22,311 [Tyler] Clay, why is this happening now? 144 00:09:22,770 --> 00:09:23,854 I'm not sure... 145 00:09:24,897 --> 00:09:27,525 but it's gonna be fine, OK? 146 00:09:29,151 --> 00:09:30,528 You trust me, right? 147 00:09:33,239 --> 00:09:34,115 Always. 148 00:09:38,077 --> 00:09:41,122 [sighs, inhales, exhales deeply] OK. 149 00:09:46,460 --> 00:09:49,755 [Clay] It's nothing in particular. It's just high school nowadays. 150 00:09:50,673 --> 00:09:54,969 You can never let your guard down because it never fucking ends. 151 00:09:57,305 --> 00:10:00,641 And friends have to rely on each other, or bad shit might happen. 152 00:10:01,183 --> 00:10:03,352 It smells like an ass wore shoes in here. 153 00:10:03,811 --> 00:10:06,897 Like, ass shoes on a dead animal. 154 00:10:06,981 --> 00:10:08,065 Is Clay all right? 155 00:10:08,524 --> 00:10:10,693 Yeah... Yeah, he's fine. 156 00:10:12,528 --> 00:10:13,446 Stellar. 157 00:10:14,071 --> 00:10:16,365 Do you love him, or are you just taking care of him? 158 00:10:17,366 --> 00:10:19,910 Uh, don't we take care of the people that we love? 159 00:10:19,994 --> 00:10:21,912 I mean, he's been going through a lot. 160 00:10:24,123 --> 00:10:26,334 [Jess] So you haven't told him about Oakland. 161 00:10:26,417 --> 00:10:27,585 Um... [Ani sighs] 162 00:10:28,044 --> 00:10:29,045 Not yet. 163 00:10:29,837 --> 00:10:31,589 I was meant to tell him today, 164 00:10:31,672 --> 00:10:34,842 but we don't move until after Christmas, so... 165 00:10:34,925 --> 00:10:36,344 You've known for a week, 166 00:10:36,761 --> 00:10:40,014 and you knew once you told him, he'd go all Clay cray. 167 00:10:41,307 --> 00:10:42,266 Clay-zy. 168 00:10:43,684 --> 00:10:45,603 -No, I like Clay cray. -OK, no. 169 00:10:45,686 --> 00:10:48,689 Look. Honestly, I was gonna tell him just now, but... 170 00:10:50,232 --> 00:10:52,318 well, he had to take care of something. 171 00:10:52,401 --> 00:10:54,528 -What, something about Justin? -No. 172 00:10:54,612 --> 00:10:58,074 All's good there. He's still due home at four, so breathe. 173 00:11:00,201 --> 00:11:04,497 [Clay] People have been relying on me, so I gotta, like, be strong and stuff. 174 00:11:06,374 --> 00:11:08,376 [tense music plays] 175 00:11:19,470 --> 00:11:24,141 And the dreams, and anxiety and stuff, makes me not strong. 176 00:11:24,308 --> 00:11:25,476 [loud crash] 177 00:11:25,726 --> 00:11:27,061 What the fuck? 178 00:11:27,144 --> 00:11:28,729 [metal scraping] 179 00:11:31,482 --> 00:11:33,359 -[ominous music plays] -[static] 180 00:11:37,196 --> 00:11:38,072 [pants] 181 00:11:40,908 --> 00:11:41,742 [gasps] 182 00:11:44,662 --> 00:11:46,330 [pants] 183 00:11:49,792 --> 00:11:51,168 [Monty giggles] 184 00:11:52,211 --> 00:11:53,212 [yelling] Hey! 185 00:11:54,171 --> 00:11:56,716 [pants heavily] 186 00:12:03,097 --> 00:12:04,014 Hey. 187 00:12:05,141 --> 00:12:06,016 Hey. 188 00:12:07,017 --> 00:12:08,269 Hey, are you OK? 189 00:12:08,728 --> 00:12:10,438 Yeah. Fine. 190 00:12:13,482 --> 00:12:14,483 What happened? 191 00:12:15,234 --> 00:12:17,111 They found the guns... [pants] 192 00:12:17,862 --> 00:12:18,904 ...in the river. 193 00:12:18,988 --> 00:12:19,822 Fuck. 194 00:12:19,905 --> 00:12:22,199 And they couldn't trace it to anyone at first. 195 00:12:22,491 --> 00:12:25,703 You know, there's no serial number, no prints, but the bag... 196 00:12:26,370 --> 00:12:28,873 they traced the bag to the store I bought it from. 197 00:12:30,166 --> 00:12:34,920 But I told them that I bought it, but that someone else stole it from me. 198 00:12:35,004 --> 00:12:36,756 And they believed you? 199 00:12:36,839 --> 00:12:38,257 Well, Alex's dad was there. 200 00:12:38,340 --> 00:12:39,341 He helped me out. 201 00:12:40,050 --> 00:12:41,135 I think we're OK. 202 00:12:41,844 --> 00:12:42,803 [sighs] 203 00:12:46,015 --> 00:12:48,142 Let's keep this between you and me for now. 204 00:12:48,225 --> 00:12:49,059 Yeah. 205 00:12:49,685 --> 00:12:52,730 -Yeah? -Yeah, for sure. Yeah. [sighs] 206 00:12:53,731 --> 00:12:56,734 [Clay] I can't tell my friends anything about what I'm going through 207 00:12:56,817 --> 00:13:00,905 -because they count on me to be solid. -[Jess] Car coming. Justin's here. 208 00:13:00,988 --> 00:13:03,240 Come on, everyone, under the banner. Let's go. 209 00:13:03,324 --> 00:13:06,577 Jesus Christ, how fucking hard is it? Under the banner. Let's go. 210 00:13:06,660 --> 00:13:08,287 Hey, fucking smile, OK? 211 00:13:09,163 --> 00:13:10,456 [door opens] 212 00:13:12,082 --> 00:13:12,958 Um... 213 00:13:13,417 --> 00:13:14,835 -Hi. -Fuck's sake. 214 00:13:15,211 --> 00:13:16,420 -Where's the cake? -Um... 215 00:13:16,629 --> 00:13:18,422 I still need to get it. 216 00:13:18,506 --> 00:13:20,216 All right, stand down. 217 00:13:21,550 --> 00:13:23,219 [Clay] Things have been weird lately. 218 00:13:23,761 --> 00:13:25,763 We got busy with finals, then winter break. 219 00:13:25,846 --> 00:13:28,057 We haven't exactly been hanging out. 220 00:13:29,767 --> 00:13:31,018 [tires crunching gravel] 221 00:13:31,435 --> 00:13:33,938 He's here! Everyone under the damn banner. Come on. 222 00:13:34,021 --> 00:13:35,231 Smile! 223 00:13:35,731 --> 00:13:37,274 [Tony inhales, exhales deeply] 224 00:13:38,150 --> 00:13:39,276 [all] Welcome home! 225 00:13:39,360 --> 00:13:41,654 Oh, I'm home! [mock shooting sounds] 226 00:13:41,821 --> 00:13:44,114 No, I'm just kidding. It's for Justin, I know. 227 00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:45,574 You're late. 228 00:13:46,033 --> 00:13:46,867 I know. 229 00:13:46,951 --> 00:13:48,369 [Jess] And are you drunk? 230 00:13:49,745 --> 00:13:50,788 I, uh... 231 00:13:51,747 --> 00:13:52,706 may have pregamed. 232 00:13:52,790 --> 00:13:53,791 Yes. 233 00:13:53,874 --> 00:13:54,875 Oh, my God. 234 00:13:55,292 --> 00:13:56,961 What the fuck is wrong with you? 235 00:13:57,044 --> 00:13:59,964 This is a dry party for a sober person. 236 00:14:00,631 --> 00:14:02,591 Hey, get some mouthwash or something. Come on. 237 00:14:02,675 --> 00:14:05,553 -Oh, cookies! -Chili powder, secret ingredient. 238 00:14:05,636 --> 00:14:07,179 [Zach] Oh, so fucking good. 239 00:14:07,513 --> 00:14:08,514 [door opens] 240 00:14:08,597 --> 00:14:09,849 [Mrs. Jensen] We're here! 241 00:14:12,810 --> 00:14:13,644 [Zach] Yeah! 242 00:14:15,604 --> 00:14:16,647 Welcome home! 243 00:14:18,858 --> 00:14:19,692 Yeah. 244 00:14:21,777 --> 00:14:22,611 Hey, um... 245 00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:24,947 welcome home. [chuckles] 246 00:14:25,364 --> 00:14:26,198 Thanks. 247 00:14:28,075 --> 00:14:29,952 Hope you kids brought your appetites. 248 00:14:30,661 --> 00:14:31,662 Dig in! 249 00:14:35,374 --> 00:14:36,417 What's up, man? 250 00:14:38,711 --> 00:14:39,587 Hey, Jess. 251 00:14:40,296 --> 00:14:41,130 Hey. 252 00:14:44,425 --> 00:14:46,260 He seems great, right? 253 00:14:47,887 --> 00:14:49,054 -[sighs] -Right. 254 00:14:52,808 --> 00:14:53,976 [Clay] He's doing fine. 255 00:14:54,059 --> 00:14:56,937 -Let's just talk about it later, OK? -Are we screwed or not? 256 00:14:57,021 --> 00:15:00,065 I don't think so, but if people see us whispering, 257 00:15:00,441 --> 00:15:02,318 I don't want to freak everybody out. 258 00:15:02,401 --> 00:15:04,111 What the fuck is up with Tyler? 259 00:15:06,155 --> 00:15:07,281 Jesus, what? 260 00:15:12,536 --> 00:15:15,831 [Ani] So that's why we had Charlie take Tyler home. Look... 261 00:15:16,832 --> 00:15:18,959 I don't think we have much to worry about. 262 00:15:19,460 --> 00:15:20,336 Honestly. 263 00:15:21,462 --> 00:15:24,965 How do we know he told you the truth about what happened with the cops? 264 00:15:25,049 --> 00:15:26,216 Why would he lie? 265 00:15:26,675 --> 00:15:27,885 To save himself. 266 00:15:28,719 --> 00:15:32,056 Yeah, so I got him home safe. He seemed pretty calm. 267 00:15:32,139 --> 00:15:33,724 How the fuck is he calm? 268 00:15:33,807 --> 00:15:36,810 Tyler doesn't want the truth to come out any more than we do. 269 00:15:36,894 --> 00:15:39,563 He did the best he could with the cops. All things considered. 270 00:15:39,647 --> 00:15:41,231 [Tony] Let's say he's telling the truth. 271 00:15:41,315 --> 00:15:44,777 Just because he thinks he fooled the cops doesn't mean he actually did. 272 00:15:44,860 --> 00:15:47,571 -What if they're watching him now? -What if they're watching all of us? 273 00:15:47,655 --> 00:15:49,156 [Charlie] That's what I don't get. 274 00:15:49,239 --> 00:15:51,325 Even if the cops didn't believe Tyler about the guns, 275 00:15:51,408 --> 00:15:54,286 how does that lead them to us or anything about Bryce? 276 00:15:54,787 --> 00:15:56,497 Tyler knows about Bryce. 277 00:15:56,580 --> 00:15:58,207 Tyler's in trouble for the guns. 278 00:15:58,290 --> 00:16:00,751 Tyler turns all of us in to save himself. 279 00:16:00,834 --> 00:16:02,544 -He'd never do that. -Are you sure? 280 00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:05,214 Tyler called Clay when he needed help. I think we can trust him. 281 00:16:05,297 --> 00:16:08,008 Thanks, Cookies, but it's not that fucking simple. 282 00:16:08,592 --> 00:16:11,095 Some of us are accessories after the fact to murder. 283 00:16:11,178 --> 00:16:13,430 Hey, I planted evidence. I'm an accessory. 284 00:16:13,514 --> 00:16:15,307 -We all are. -Not me. 285 00:16:16,934 --> 00:16:19,645 Alex, you know Tyler wouldn't want to hurt you, right? 286 00:16:19,728 --> 00:16:21,855 -Or any of us. -[Tony] With all due respect, 287 00:16:21,939 --> 00:16:23,732 you don't know him well enough to say that. 288 00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:25,317 Actually, I feel like I do. 289 00:16:25,401 --> 00:16:28,445 I mean, us three, we've been hanging out, like, every night. He's our friend. 290 00:16:28,904 --> 00:16:30,280 I believe Tyler. 291 00:16:30,364 --> 00:16:32,324 So does that mean that we do nothing? 292 00:16:32,741 --> 00:16:34,076 There's nothing we can do. 293 00:16:36,036 --> 00:16:37,079 So I say fuck it. 294 00:16:38,205 --> 00:16:39,373 Just let it play out. 295 00:16:39,790 --> 00:16:42,001 [inhales deeply] It's out of our hands. 296 00:16:42,084 --> 00:16:44,086 Jesus, Zach, dry out. 297 00:16:46,547 --> 00:16:48,257 Alex, you could talk to your dad. 298 00:16:49,174 --> 00:16:52,678 Get a feel for whether or not the cops actually bought Tyler's story. 299 00:16:53,303 --> 00:16:55,389 -I could try. -You guys, stop. 300 00:16:55,806 --> 00:16:57,766 We can't suddenly be going around asking questions. 301 00:16:57,850 --> 00:16:59,351 Clay's right, we have to act normal. 302 00:17:00,227 --> 00:17:02,271 [Clay] Everyone just needs to stay calm, 303 00:17:02,354 --> 00:17:04,815 keep their shit together, and do not do anything stupid. 304 00:17:05,357 --> 00:17:08,777 OK? Look, Ani and I, we'll handle this. 305 00:17:11,196 --> 00:17:12,906 [Clay] I wanted people to listen to me. 306 00:17:13,574 --> 00:17:14,825 Ever since Hannah and the tapes, 307 00:17:14,908 --> 00:17:17,119 I wanted people to wake up and pay attention. 308 00:17:17,870 --> 00:17:19,955 Well, I guess I have their attention now. 309 00:17:20,039 --> 00:17:24,376 ["For a While" by Fenne Lily plays] ♪ Leaving it all unsaid ♪ 310 00:17:26,462 --> 00:17:29,048 ♪ Keeping it quiet instead... ♪ 311 00:17:29,506 --> 00:17:30,507 -Hey. -Hey. 312 00:17:31,091 --> 00:17:32,926 -Where's Clay? -We have a new system. 313 00:17:33,343 --> 00:17:35,596 Kind of like a sock on the door type of thing. 314 00:17:35,971 --> 00:17:38,265 So I can finally do this. 315 00:17:41,393 --> 00:17:43,145 -Jess, wait. -Wait? 316 00:17:43,562 --> 00:17:45,564 What do you think I've been doing for the last month? 317 00:17:46,023 --> 00:17:47,566 But I can't... 318 00:17:48,525 --> 00:17:49,526 do this. I... 319 00:17:53,781 --> 00:17:55,699 I can't be in a relationship. 320 00:17:56,867 --> 00:17:58,077 You're not serious. 321 00:17:59,745 --> 00:18:01,246 I have to make myself... 322 00:18:03,707 --> 00:18:04,666 [sighs] my... 323 00:18:06,335 --> 00:18:07,503 my sobriety... 324 00:18:09,213 --> 00:18:10,506 the priority right now. 325 00:18:11,173 --> 00:18:12,841 It can be my priority too. 326 00:18:13,467 --> 00:18:16,345 I can help you. We can figure this out together. 327 00:18:16,428 --> 00:18:17,763 It doesn't work like that. 328 00:18:18,597 --> 00:18:19,973 This, us... 329 00:18:21,433 --> 00:18:22,518 it's not good for me. 330 00:18:24,645 --> 00:18:27,439 -I'm not good for you? -This isn't about you. 331 00:18:27,523 --> 00:18:30,109 -It's about me. -Kind of always is, isn't it? 332 00:18:34,196 --> 00:18:35,364 I'm sorry. 333 00:18:39,535 --> 00:18:40,452 OK. 334 00:18:42,496 --> 00:18:43,413 [sighs] 335 00:18:43,831 --> 00:18:45,040 Merry Christmas. 336 00:18:53,298 --> 00:18:55,467 [door opens, closes] 337 00:18:57,261 --> 00:18:58,512 [clattering] 338 00:19:00,806 --> 00:19:02,224 [indistinct chattering] 339 00:19:04,017 --> 00:19:05,352 -Hey, Andy. -Yeah? 340 00:19:05,435 --> 00:19:08,605 The Standall session with the Achola girl the day before Thanksgiving. 341 00:19:09,231 --> 00:19:10,232 There's no tape. 342 00:19:11,024 --> 00:19:13,777 No, he didn't think anything was gonna turn out, so... 343 00:19:14,194 --> 00:19:17,906 They were in there for five hours. He didn't turn on the camera? His phone? 344 00:19:17,990 --> 00:19:19,700 [chuckles, stutters] 345 00:19:19,783 --> 00:19:22,119 Just the written statement, as far as I know. 346 00:19:22,202 --> 00:19:24,371 You want me to grab Bill when he comes in? 347 00:19:24,454 --> 00:19:26,415 I mean, he's got a memory like a fucking sponge. 348 00:19:26,498 --> 00:19:28,125 No, thank you. It's not important. 349 00:19:28,208 --> 00:19:31,128 I'll just... I'll pick his brain when he comes in. 350 00:19:31,211 --> 00:19:33,130 [suspenseful music plays] 351 00:19:35,632 --> 00:19:37,384 [knocking, door opens] 352 00:19:38,552 --> 00:19:39,553 Morning, buddy. 353 00:19:40,053 --> 00:19:41,263 Merry Christmas. 354 00:19:41,972 --> 00:19:44,474 You ready to come down and, uh, open some presents? 355 00:19:44,558 --> 00:19:46,226 Yeah, sorry, I'll be right there. 356 00:19:46,310 --> 00:19:49,313 Just don't take too long, though. Your mom made breakfast. Yeah. 357 00:19:49,396 --> 00:19:50,314 [Alex] Hey, Dad? 358 00:19:51,481 --> 00:19:52,733 I heard about Tyler. 359 00:19:53,358 --> 00:19:54,860 [suspenseful music plays] 360 00:19:57,946 --> 00:19:59,114 [Bill sighs] 361 00:19:59,573 --> 00:20:00,574 What'd you hear? 362 00:20:01,742 --> 00:20:04,036 -He said everything was fine. -And it is. 363 00:20:04,119 --> 00:20:06,038 OK, that's not something you have to worry about. 364 00:20:06,121 --> 00:20:08,165 You kids just keep doing what you're doing. 365 00:20:08,999 --> 00:20:12,002 Let's just try to enjoy Christmas. Can you do that for me? 366 00:20:16,173 --> 00:20:18,258 [woman] Winston, can we please allow the maid in here? 367 00:20:19,092 --> 00:20:20,260 The dust is biblical. 368 00:20:22,888 --> 00:20:28,185 I get one private room per the agreement, which you are currently sort of violating. 369 00:20:31,730 --> 00:20:33,523 I heard back from my friend at Cho. 370 00:20:34,024 --> 00:20:36,735 They'll take you spring semester, no questions asked. 371 00:20:36,944 --> 00:20:39,696 No questions except: "When are you sending the check?" 372 00:20:39,780 --> 00:20:40,697 Right? 373 00:20:40,781 --> 00:20:42,783 [tense music plays] 374 00:20:47,537 --> 00:20:49,039 I'll be fine going to Liberty. 375 00:20:49,623 --> 00:20:51,750 As public schools go, it's not the best. 376 00:20:53,502 --> 00:20:55,212 I know a few people there. [sighs] 377 00:20:56,004 --> 00:20:57,965 It'll be nice to get closer to them. 378 00:21:00,050 --> 00:21:01,218 [Winston's mom sighs] 379 00:21:02,886 --> 00:21:03,887 [door closes] 380 00:21:06,098 --> 00:21:07,432 [Justin] Holy shit! 381 00:21:08,058 --> 00:21:10,894 -Sorry, but these are the brand-new ones! -[Mrs. Jensen giggles] 382 00:21:10,978 --> 00:21:13,021 Pre-loaded with all the hot apps. 383 00:21:13,105 --> 00:21:14,648 I had a Mac Genius help me. 384 00:21:15,315 --> 00:21:16,984 -Merry Christmas. -[giggling] 385 00:21:18,402 --> 00:21:21,863 -["Silent Night" plays] -Thank you, guys. Merry Christmas. 386 00:21:21,947 --> 00:21:23,532 You guys really went all-out. 387 00:21:24,032 --> 00:21:26,910 Well, it was Justin's first holiday with us, so... 388 00:21:26,994 --> 00:21:29,371 And now we're broke, so that's it till college. 389 00:21:29,454 --> 00:21:33,750 Actually, there is one more... thing. 390 00:21:33,834 --> 00:21:35,377 Honey, we were on a budget. 391 00:21:35,460 --> 00:21:39,089 Oh, I know, this is just a little surprise. Go on. 392 00:21:48,348 --> 00:21:50,434 Oh, is this the picture we took on Thanksgiving? 393 00:21:50,517 --> 00:21:53,353 Yeah, it turned out pretty good, right? Given everything. 394 00:21:54,313 --> 00:21:55,647 Uh, I love it. [chuckles] 395 00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:58,817 As requested, a picture of the four of us. 396 00:21:59,276 --> 00:22:00,402 [Mrs. Jensen chuckles] 397 00:22:00,819 --> 00:22:03,030 [Mr. Jensen] Well, let's go find a place to put it. 398 00:22:09,244 --> 00:22:12,456 [Clay] The truth is, this kind of thing has been happening for a while. 399 00:22:15,208 --> 00:22:17,878 It started after Hannah died, off and on, 400 00:22:17,961 --> 00:22:20,505 but then in the van on the way to county jail, 401 00:22:20,589 --> 00:22:22,883 it was like this weight crushing me. 402 00:22:22,966 --> 00:22:24,593 [distorted sounds swell] 403 00:22:33,226 --> 00:22:34,686 [echoing] Hey, you OK? 404 00:22:34,770 --> 00:22:36,146 [Clay pants] 405 00:22:38,357 --> 00:22:39,858 Yeah, no, I'm fine. I, um... 406 00:22:40,984 --> 00:22:42,652 I think I just stood up too fast. 407 00:22:44,946 --> 00:22:46,573 [Clay] It's like I can't breathe, 408 00:22:46,656 --> 00:22:50,077 like my heart's gonna beat out of my chest, like... I'm gonna die. 409 00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:51,620 [ominous music plays] 410 00:22:56,541 --> 00:22:57,459 So... 411 00:22:58,835 --> 00:23:00,170 you should move in here. 412 00:23:00,962 --> 00:23:01,963 Sorry, uh... 413 00:23:02,714 --> 00:23:03,715 what? [chuckles] 414 00:23:04,049 --> 00:23:07,803 Well, my mom and my brothers leave the day after tomorrow. 415 00:23:07,886 --> 00:23:11,390 Her job starts on the 28th, so they're in Seattle for good, 416 00:23:11,890 --> 00:23:15,018 and my dad's transfer won't go through for at least six months, 417 00:23:15,102 --> 00:23:16,478 so we're keeping the house. 418 00:23:17,813 --> 00:23:18,897 Empty bedroom. 419 00:23:20,023 --> 00:23:21,566 But I can't just move in. 420 00:23:21,650 --> 00:23:24,152 Oh, my dad would love to have you here. 421 00:23:25,195 --> 00:23:27,948 -He thinks you're a good influence on me. -[Ani laughs] 422 00:23:28,657 --> 00:23:30,742 Oh, well, that's sweet... 423 00:23:32,244 --> 00:23:33,412 ...though misguided. 424 00:23:34,830 --> 00:23:36,665 Don't think my mother would approve. 425 00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:39,209 Well, you won't know until you ask, right? 426 00:23:39,709 --> 00:23:40,836 I sort of think I do. 427 00:23:42,796 --> 00:23:44,256 Look, I don't have anyone. 428 00:23:45,966 --> 00:23:47,843 Come on, what would I do without you? 429 00:23:48,301 --> 00:23:49,594 I don't know, um... 430 00:23:50,554 --> 00:23:54,015 not strip naked at football games or go to sex shops. 431 00:23:54,099 --> 00:23:55,267 Is this what you do? 432 00:23:56,309 --> 00:23:59,521 Just come in and save everyone's lives and leave? 433 00:24:00,689 --> 00:24:03,692 Like you're some superhero who's, like, above it all. 434 00:24:05,402 --> 00:24:06,236 No. 435 00:24:06,736 --> 00:24:07,696 I need you. 436 00:24:09,114 --> 00:24:10,240 Clay does. 437 00:24:11,408 --> 00:24:12,784 Ani, we all do. 438 00:24:18,874 --> 00:24:22,627 So you just talked, mostly, in rehab? 439 00:24:22,711 --> 00:24:26,631 Yeah, I mean, after all the puking and the night sweats. 440 00:24:26,715 --> 00:24:28,592 -Yeah, I remember it well. -[chuckles] 441 00:24:31,595 --> 00:24:34,222 Yeah, we mostly just... did a lot of talking. 442 00:24:35,515 --> 00:24:36,433 And, like... 443 00:24:37,309 --> 00:24:39,811 projects and hikes. 444 00:24:42,272 --> 00:24:45,734 [sighs] Did you... talk about Bryce? 445 00:24:48,069 --> 00:24:49,196 Yeah, I mean, I... 446 00:24:50,822 --> 00:24:51,823 I had to. 447 00:24:52,824 --> 00:24:54,451 Just not about that. 448 00:24:56,828 --> 00:24:57,871 Just about the... 449 00:24:59,414 --> 00:25:00,832 the kind of person he was... 450 00:25:01,833 --> 00:25:02,667 to me, 451 00:25:05,128 --> 00:25:06,630 and him being gone, so... 452 00:25:17,766 --> 00:25:18,767 So the... 453 00:25:19,809 --> 00:25:20,894 the talking, it... 454 00:25:21,853 --> 00:25:22,854 it helped? 455 00:25:22,938 --> 00:25:23,897 I think so. 456 00:25:25,982 --> 00:25:26,983 I hope so. 457 00:25:29,611 --> 00:25:32,030 So, anyway, as I said, 458 00:25:32,113 --> 00:25:35,033 these boxes will be gone in a couple of days. 459 00:25:35,116 --> 00:25:38,245 Then we can redecorate, whatever the girls would like to do. 460 00:25:38,745 --> 00:25:40,372 We want it to feel like home. 461 00:25:40,455 --> 00:25:41,456 [Ani] So, Mum? 462 00:25:42,666 --> 00:25:43,500 What do you think? 463 00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:45,877 I think it still feels very sudden. 464 00:25:45,961 --> 00:25:48,046 It is, but like we talked about, 465 00:25:48,129 --> 00:25:51,091 this way I can finish my senior year at Liberty with my friends, 466 00:25:51,174 --> 00:25:53,468 and then I can come see you on weekends, right? 467 00:25:53,802 --> 00:25:55,887 -You won't. -[Ani] Yes, I will! 468 00:25:56,304 --> 00:25:57,347 I promise. 469 00:26:01,643 --> 00:26:03,144 You have to check in daily. 470 00:26:04,229 --> 00:26:06,398 -Done. -And she'll have a curfew? 471 00:26:06,481 --> 00:26:07,857 Oh, absolutely. 472 00:26:07,941 --> 00:26:09,901 Same as Jessica. Home by ten. 473 00:26:13,697 --> 00:26:14,531 Nine. 474 00:26:15,907 --> 00:26:16,741 Eight? 475 00:26:17,158 --> 00:26:17,993 Sundown. 476 00:26:18,618 --> 00:26:21,413 Colonel, I'll need your contact details in case of emergency. 477 00:26:21,496 --> 00:26:22,622 Aye, aye, Captain. 478 00:26:25,667 --> 00:26:26,960 Just right this way. 479 00:26:31,047 --> 00:26:33,633 [Jess] It'll be fucking great. I'm so sick of boys. 480 00:26:33,717 --> 00:26:35,844 I mean, for me. You and Clay, that's great. 481 00:26:36,219 --> 00:26:39,389 And now you don't have to do the long-distance. Huge relief, right? 482 00:26:39,681 --> 00:26:40,890 No, right, that's... 483 00:26:41,516 --> 00:26:42,517 huge. 484 00:26:43,143 --> 00:26:46,021 You won't even have to tell him that you were gonna leave. 485 00:26:46,855 --> 00:26:49,482 Sorry, um... where are we exactly? 486 00:26:49,566 --> 00:26:52,068 Oh, Dad used to take us here for cookouts. 487 00:26:52,527 --> 00:26:55,405 And we're here now because... 488 00:26:55,989 --> 00:26:57,365 To deal with this. 489 00:26:59,743 --> 00:27:01,411 Is that Bryce's? 490 00:27:01,995 --> 00:27:04,164 Last remaining copy in the wild. 491 00:27:05,957 --> 00:27:08,627 Jess, what are you doing? 492 00:27:08,710 --> 00:27:09,711 Starting a fire. 493 00:27:13,173 --> 00:27:14,215 Are you sure? 494 00:27:15,550 --> 00:27:16,760 It's his last words. 495 00:27:17,135 --> 00:27:18,470 Did you want to hear them again? 496 00:27:19,262 --> 00:27:20,096 No. 497 00:27:20,805 --> 00:27:22,015 No, of course not. 498 00:27:24,768 --> 00:27:25,769 [Ani sighs] 499 00:27:30,523 --> 00:27:31,608 [Jess sighs] 500 00:27:44,788 --> 00:27:46,206 Toast? To Bryce? 501 00:27:47,248 --> 00:27:48,333 No, thank you. 502 00:27:53,838 --> 00:27:55,465 You wanted to leave, didn't you? 503 00:27:57,467 --> 00:27:59,219 To get away from all of this? 504 00:27:59,636 --> 00:28:01,680 I didn't want to. 505 00:28:04,015 --> 00:28:05,642 Then why didn't you tell anyone? 506 00:28:06,768 --> 00:28:07,769 I told you. 507 00:28:12,524 --> 00:28:13,566 [flames roar] 508 00:28:23,034 --> 00:28:24,369 [shrieking, sobbing] 509 00:28:25,203 --> 00:28:26,538 Jess! 510 00:28:27,539 --> 00:28:29,249 [Jess pants] Oh, fuck! 511 00:28:36,172 --> 00:28:37,132 -Hey. -Hey. 512 00:28:40,135 --> 00:28:41,469 So, everything still good? 513 00:28:41,553 --> 00:28:42,554 With Tyler? 514 00:28:42,637 --> 00:28:45,598 [Clay] Yeah. I spoke to him every day over break. Story hasn't changed. 515 00:28:45,682 --> 00:28:47,976 What does Alex say? Does his dad think that... 516 00:28:50,103 --> 00:28:51,187 What the hell? 517 00:28:51,896 --> 00:28:53,356 [students exclaim in shock] 518 00:28:58,069 --> 00:29:02,741 [guard] All right. Go ahead, step through. Backpacks on the table, please. 519 00:29:02,824 --> 00:29:04,451 What the actual fuck? 520 00:29:05,702 --> 00:29:07,579 -Keep coming. -Don't lose your shit. 521 00:29:07,954 --> 00:29:09,831 Well, I haven't lost it yet, have I? 522 00:29:10,248 --> 00:29:12,417 -[guard] Have your backpacks off. -[sighs] 523 00:29:12,959 --> 00:29:14,210 [guard] Your bag, please. 524 00:29:14,753 --> 00:29:16,045 [scanner buzzes] 525 00:29:19,215 --> 00:29:20,425 Backpack on the table. 526 00:29:21,176 --> 00:29:22,177 Knock yourself out. 527 00:29:24,721 --> 00:29:25,847 [scanner buzzes] 528 00:29:27,182 --> 00:29:29,225 -[scanner beeps rapidly] -[Jess sighs] 529 00:29:29,642 --> 00:29:33,646 -Please step aside for a screening. -It's probably the metal wire in my bra. 530 00:29:34,522 --> 00:29:35,482 We'll see. 531 00:29:36,191 --> 00:29:37,650 Step aside for a pat-down. 532 00:29:37,734 --> 00:29:40,153 I sure as shit hope you have a female officer to do it, 533 00:29:40,236 --> 00:29:42,947 'cause you and your boys aren't putting that anywhere near my body. 534 00:29:43,281 --> 00:29:44,282 [guard] Young lady, 535 00:29:44,949 --> 00:29:47,327 step aside now. 536 00:29:48,119 --> 00:29:49,245 [chuckles lightly] 537 00:29:49,829 --> 00:29:50,705 Whatever. 538 00:29:51,289 --> 00:29:52,791 Hey! Get back here! 539 00:29:54,667 --> 00:29:55,710 [Ani sighs heavily] 540 00:29:58,171 --> 00:30:00,507 Think it's a coincidence the school installed metal detectors 541 00:30:00,590 --> 00:30:02,967 less than two weeks after the cops talked to Tyler? 542 00:30:03,051 --> 00:30:06,137 Bureaucracies don't move that fast, like, ever. 543 00:30:07,263 --> 00:30:09,015 They know. They have to know. 544 00:30:09,098 --> 00:30:11,267 Yeah, or the school's just covering its arse 545 00:30:11,351 --> 00:30:14,562 after being ground zero for a high-profile murder investigation. 546 00:30:14,646 --> 00:30:15,647 [Clay sighs] 547 00:30:17,690 --> 00:30:19,150 Just take your own advice: 548 00:30:20,193 --> 00:30:21,986 -stay calm. -[breathes deeply] 549 00:30:26,324 --> 00:30:27,867 [school bell rings] 550 00:30:28,952 --> 00:30:30,620 [Jess] I'm not gonna apologize. 551 00:30:31,496 --> 00:30:34,415 If you're gonna turn Liberty into a full-on police state, 552 00:30:34,499 --> 00:30:36,125 then at least show your female students... 553 00:30:36,209 --> 00:30:37,377 Police state's a strong word. 554 00:30:37,460 --> 00:30:40,004 Then at least show your female students some respect 555 00:30:40,088 --> 00:30:44,092 by hiring actual female officers to do the so-called screenings. 556 00:30:44,968 --> 00:30:46,845 You're absolutely right, Ms. Davis. 557 00:30:47,637 --> 00:30:49,806 Uh... you have my sincere apology. 558 00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:51,975 -I do? -And moving forward, 559 00:30:52,058 --> 00:30:55,144 I'd love to get your input as we implement these new measures. 560 00:30:55,645 --> 00:30:57,438 [chuckles] You're trying to keep me quiet. 561 00:30:57,522 --> 00:31:00,149 Oh, when have I ever been able to keep you quiet? 562 00:31:00,733 --> 00:31:02,610 Look, we want the same thing. 563 00:31:03,361 --> 00:31:05,989 To make kids feel safe, to protect them. 564 00:31:07,782 --> 00:31:08,950 You believe me, don't you? 565 00:31:09,492 --> 00:31:11,536 -I guess. -Then will you help me? 566 00:31:12,036 --> 00:31:13,246 Help you how? 567 00:31:13,329 --> 00:31:14,998 Tell me the truth in confidence, 568 00:31:15,081 --> 00:31:17,041 and if there's anything that you're worried about, 569 00:31:17,125 --> 00:31:19,919 if you see anything going on, 570 00:31:20,837 --> 00:31:21,921 you come to me first. 571 00:31:25,383 --> 00:31:26,593 [Clay] The future fair. 572 00:31:26,676 --> 00:31:28,303 They changed it from college fair 573 00:31:28,386 --> 00:31:31,639 because there's this new thing that not all kids should go to college, 574 00:31:31,723 --> 00:31:35,768 and they threw in, like, clubs and firemen just so no one felt left out. 575 00:31:35,852 --> 00:31:38,771 Look, it's all a fucking joke. This planet has no future. 576 00:31:39,564 --> 00:31:41,733 So Bolan didn't reprimand you? 577 00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:44,110 He just wanted a chat? 578 00:31:44,569 --> 00:31:46,321 Crazy, right? 579 00:31:46,696 --> 00:31:51,034 What, and he didn't ask you for anything or to do anything? 580 00:31:51,117 --> 00:31:52,076 Or not do? 581 00:31:52,702 --> 00:31:53,536 No. 582 00:31:54,078 --> 00:31:54,913 Nothing. 583 00:31:56,497 --> 00:31:58,082 Good turnout this year, right? 584 00:31:58,166 --> 00:31:59,334 Is it? [scoffs] 585 00:32:00,627 --> 00:32:02,253 [suspenseful music plays] 586 00:32:06,132 --> 00:32:07,133 [Ani] I, uh... 587 00:32:10,970 --> 00:32:12,055 I'll be right back. 588 00:32:12,847 --> 00:32:14,140 Where are you going? 589 00:32:14,557 --> 00:32:15,516 [Jess] Ani! 590 00:32:18,311 --> 00:32:20,730 Hi, um, I'm Estella. 591 00:32:23,274 --> 00:32:24,400 I know who you are. 592 00:32:25,818 --> 00:32:26,653 Sorry. 593 00:32:30,406 --> 00:32:31,282 Sorry. 594 00:32:32,575 --> 00:32:35,286 I just wanted to say I really admire what you're doing. 595 00:32:36,412 --> 00:32:38,623 Trying to change the culture of the school? 596 00:32:39,832 --> 00:32:41,751 Oh... thanks. 597 00:32:42,251 --> 00:32:45,672 [Estella] I know you've been through some shit, and you're so strong. 598 00:32:46,714 --> 00:32:49,759 I guess I'm just asking if I can join HO. 599 00:32:50,551 --> 00:32:53,638 And I know because of everything, it's really complicated, 600 00:32:53,721 --> 00:32:54,931 but I'd like to join, 601 00:32:55,932 --> 00:32:57,141 if that's OK with you? 602 00:32:58,726 --> 00:32:59,727 Of course. 603 00:33:01,020 --> 00:33:04,399 Of course you can join. It's a safe space for everyone. 604 00:33:06,359 --> 00:33:07,193 Thanks. 605 00:33:24,585 --> 00:33:26,713 Well, have you thought about the service academies? 606 00:33:26,796 --> 00:33:28,506 It's a great four-year education. 607 00:33:28,923 --> 00:33:31,259 Nah, just enlisting. 608 00:33:31,342 --> 00:33:35,179 Look, I think any of the services would be lucky to have you as an officer 609 00:33:35,263 --> 00:33:37,223 after you graduate college, 610 00:33:37,306 --> 00:33:39,642 but just enlisting after you finish high school 611 00:33:39,726 --> 00:33:41,269 is a waste of your gifts. 612 00:33:41,686 --> 00:33:42,770 That's a good point. 613 00:33:43,730 --> 00:33:45,148 I don't know, we'll see. 614 00:33:45,231 --> 00:33:47,859 -[recruiter] Think about it. -[Zach] Appreciate that. 615 00:33:55,742 --> 00:33:58,369 -Community college? -Consider it a stepping stone. 616 00:33:58,453 --> 00:34:00,705 After a year, you can transfer someplace else. 617 00:34:01,664 --> 00:34:04,042 [scoffs] Well, I appreciate the thought, really, 618 00:34:04,125 --> 00:34:07,795 but I don't really think I'm... college material. 619 00:34:07,879 --> 00:34:11,382 Too bad. I was told you were the type never to run away from a fight. 620 00:34:25,229 --> 00:34:26,647 Not too bad, 621 00:34:27,356 --> 00:34:30,902 but I'm kind of a Nikon Nazi, and all you got here are 5Ds, so... 622 00:34:30,985 --> 00:34:33,362 I don't really think I could partake. Sorry. 623 00:34:34,947 --> 00:34:36,032 -OK. -[shutter clicks] 624 00:34:36,115 --> 00:34:37,700 [chuckles] I'm kidding. 625 00:34:38,242 --> 00:34:39,160 [chuckles] 626 00:34:39,577 --> 00:34:42,288 Hey, you were at the homecoming game, right? November? 627 00:34:43,414 --> 00:34:45,416 God, I was there for Hillcrest yearbook. 628 00:34:45,833 --> 00:34:48,920 Oh, yeah, right. I thought I recognized you. It's, um... 629 00:34:49,879 --> 00:34:51,255 -Winston, right? -Yeah. 630 00:34:51,631 --> 00:34:53,091 Pretty wild night, right? 631 00:34:53,174 --> 00:34:55,301 -Yeah. -I'm sure you got some good stuff. 632 00:34:56,177 --> 00:34:57,386 -[Tyler] Hey, Ani! -Hey. 633 00:34:57,470 --> 00:35:01,265 Uh... Sorry. Winston, this is my friend Ani. Ani, Winston. 634 00:35:01,349 --> 00:35:02,934 Yes, we just met, actually. 635 00:35:04,811 --> 00:35:05,728 Hey, Ani. 636 00:35:05,812 --> 00:35:08,564 Winston, you wanted me to introduce you to the Mathletes? 637 00:35:10,358 --> 00:35:11,692 Right, sure. Yeah. 638 00:35:11,776 --> 00:35:12,902 [Winston chuckles] 639 00:35:13,569 --> 00:35:14,570 Catch you around. 640 00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:17,907 [Justin] Where are all the nerds? 641 00:35:18,324 --> 00:35:20,409 Thought you guys were saving the future. 642 00:35:21,786 --> 00:35:24,497 You know what? I may or may not have been telling people 643 00:35:24,580 --> 00:35:27,166 that there, in fact, is no future, so... 644 00:35:29,627 --> 00:35:30,461 What's that? 645 00:35:31,879 --> 00:35:34,590 Uh... It's... Dr. Singh. 646 00:35:35,591 --> 00:35:38,678 Guess she heard that there's an admissions officer 647 00:35:38,761 --> 00:35:40,096 that was interested in me? 648 00:35:41,848 --> 00:35:42,849 At Occidental? 649 00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:45,309 They liked my essay. 650 00:35:46,561 --> 00:35:49,355 I guess if you have, like, life circumstances 651 00:35:49,438 --> 00:35:51,482 and a good story or whatever. 652 00:35:55,361 --> 00:35:58,030 Anyway, it's not like I'm gonna get in, so... 653 00:35:58,906 --> 00:35:59,949 don't worry. 654 00:36:00,783 --> 00:36:01,909 Why would I worry? 655 00:36:03,035 --> 00:36:05,163 You should go if you can, it's a great school. 656 00:36:09,417 --> 00:36:11,377 [Ani] What do you mean you go here now? 657 00:36:12,753 --> 00:36:13,754 I transferred. 658 00:36:14,297 --> 00:36:15,298 [Ani] Why? 659 00:36:16,716 --> 00:36:17,717 I got expelled. 660 00:36:18,217 --> 00:36:21,012 That kid Bryan Chu got caught hacking the school servers 661 00:36:21,095 --> 00:36:24,015 and ratted us all out to save his sorry little ass, so... 662 00:36:24,974 --> 00:36:27,852 bye-bye, Hillcrest and Princeton. 663 00:36:29,145 --> 00:36:29,979 Shit. 664 00:36:30,062 --> 00:36:32,732 [Winston] It's kind of a relief, really. Getting caught. 665 00:36:32,815 --> 00:36:35,193 I don't have to live with that secret anymore, you know? 666 00:36:36,903 --> 00:36:38,070 That shit can kill you. 667 00:36:39,655 --> 00:36:43,242 [sighs] Besides, I think it's growing on me. Liberty. 668 00:36:45,536 --> 00:36:47,830 I think I could make a future for myself here. 669 00:36:53,085 --> 00:36:54,295 We can contain this. 670 00:36:54,754 --> 00:36:56,797 Nobody here even knows who Winston is. 671 00:36:57,757 --> 00:36:58,716 Except Alex. 672 00:36:58,799 --> 00:37:00,718 Who we absolutely shouldn't tell. 673 00:37:01,552 --> 00:37:02,553 I don't get it. 674 00:37:03,429 --> 00:37:06,307 Monty beat the shit out of him. Why would Winston go back? 675 00:37:06,849 --> 00:37:07,934 Fuck if I know. 676 00:37:08,601 --> 00:37:10,311 Why would Jess go back with Justin? 677 00:37:11,395 --> 00:37:13,814 All I know is that they were together that night. 678 00:37:13,898 --> 00:37:17,485 So then, why hasn't he done anything yet? Why aren't we all in jail already? 679 00:37:18,069 --> 00:37:19,695 Maybe he doesn't have any proof. 680 00:37:21,030 --> 00:37:22,448 Maybe that's why he's here. 681 00:37:24,116 --> 00:37:25,451 To get proof. 682 00:37:26,827 --> 00:37:27,745 [sighs] 683 00:37:28,412 --> 00:37:31,999 -And you said everything was handled. -You said that Tyler's guns were handled. 684 00:37:32,083 --> 00:37:33,042 They are. 685 00:37:33,125 --> 00:37:35,253 But you don't really believe that, do you? 686 00:37:36,295 --> 00:37:38,881 You knew about this since Thanksgiving, and you're telling me now? 687 00:37:38,965 --> 00:37:40,299 I was hoping it would go away. 688 00:37:40,383 --> 00:37:42,301 Why didn't you tell me you were moving to Oakland? 689 00:37:42,802 --> 00:37:44,553 What the fuck? Why don't you tell me anything? 690 00:37:44,637 --> 00:37:48,140 Because you were falling apart. Because you were a fucking mess. 691 00:37:52,103 --> 00:37:53,187 Well, I'm fine now. 692 00:37:53,813 --> 00:37:54,814 I'm fine. 693 00:37:57,525 --> 00:37:58,401 Clay. 694 00:38:02,697 --> 00:38:04,282 [distorted sounds] 695 00:38:07,743 --> 00:38:08,786 [exhales] I, um... 696 00:38:09,787 --> 00:38:10,705 I gotta... 697 00:38:10,788 --> 00:38:11,664 Clay! 698 00:38:28,139 --> 00:38:29,682 [gasps, sighs with relief] 699 00:38:38,691 --> 00:38:40,234 [Luke] We had 'em made for today. 700 00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:45,823 -Thanks. -[Luke] No, you gotta put it on. 701 00:38:46,449 --> 00:38:48,242 -Maybe later. -[jock] Come on, Estella. 702 00:38:48,326 --> 00:38:50,911 You gotta wear it. It's the only tribute he's gonna get. 703 00:38:52,913 --> 00:38:54,206 It's sweet, guys, but... 704 00:38:55,082 --> 00:38:58,169 -I'm just gonna wear it at home. -No, you gotta wear it now. 705 00:38:58,252 --> 00:38:59,253 It's for today. 706 00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:04,842 Come on, guys, she doesn't want to wear it. 707 00:39:04,925 --> 00:39:07,053 Of course she wants to wear it. It's her brother. 708 00:39:07,470 --> 00:39:09,263 Unlike you, she's sad that he's dead. 709 00:39:09,347 --> 00:39:11,599 Yeah, I'm sure she is, 710 00:39:11,682 --> 00:39:14,685 but I don't think you get to say how she feels. 711 00:39:14,769 --> 00:39:15,644 Or how I feel. 712 00:39:16,604 --> 00:39:18,314 So, maybe back off. 713 00:39:21,192 --> 00:39:22,068 That's right. 714 00:39:22,777 --> 00:39:23,903 She's my sister. 715 00:39:30,910 --> 00:39:31,827 Now back off. 716 00:39:32,244 --> 00:39:33,245 All you guys. 717 00:39:35,539 --> 00:39:36,791 Or what? [sighs] 718 00:39:38,459 --> 00:39:40,086 [suspenseful music plays] 719 00:39:44,632 --> 00:39:48,010 Fucking take those jerseys off. You're honoring a fucking rapist. 720 00:39:48,094 --> 00:39:50,304 Fuck you, Jensen. He took the fall for you, man. 721 00:39:50,721 --> 00:39:52,098 No way did he kill Bryce. 722 00:39:52,890 --> 00:39:54,058 Everyone knows that. 723 00:39:56,435 --> 00:39:57,311 Bullshit! 724 00:39:58,396 --> 00:39:59,939 [Luke] You're the real criminal. 725 00:40:03,609 --> 00:40:06,112 -[grunting] -[jock] What the fuck are you doing? 726 00:40:06,195 --> 00:40:07,696 [students clamoring] 727 00:40:11,450 --> 00:40:12,660 [girl shrieks] 728 00:40:14,662 --> 00:40:16,038 Get the fuck off me! 729 00:40:17,623 --> 00:40:18,624 [jock grunts] 730 00:40:29,927 --> 00:40:31,637 So much for staying calm. 731 00:40:36,475 --> 00:40:38,227 SROs think they started it. 732 00:40:38,310 --> 00:40:40,020 They're getting detention, not me. 733 00:40:40,104 --> 00:40:41,105 Oh, that's lovely. 734 00:40:41,439 --> 00:40:43,816 What happened to not doing anything stupid? 735 00:40:45,025 --> 00:40:46,777 [whispers] You heard what they were saying, 736 00:40:47,403 --> 00:40:50,072 that he was innocent, that we covered up Bryce's murder. 737 00:40:50,156 --> 00:40:52,450 -What if they know? -They're just making things up 738 00:40:52,533 --> 00:40:54,952 'cause they don't want to believe Monty would kill Bryce. 739 00:40:58,038 --> 00:40:58,873 Clay... 740 00:41:01,083 --> 00:41:02,084 what happened? 741 00:41:03,836 --> 00:41:05,129 Even before the fight... 742 00:41:05,546 --> 00:41:07,673 you... went away. 743 00:41:09,049 --> 00:41:10,009 Where? 744 00:41:12,845 --> 00:41:15,598 So basically, the darkroom is first come, first served. 745 00:41:15,681 --> 00:41:18,934 Um... unless you're on a deadline, and then you get priority. 746 00:41:19,435 --> 00:41:21,228 -So... -Dude, these are really good. 747 00:41:22,438 --> 00:41:23,856 For a yearbook layout, or... 748 00:41:25,733 --> 00:41:26,775 student leaders? 749 00:41:27,818 --> 00:41:28,861 No, uh... 750 00:41:30,321 --> 00:41:32,531 those are for a thing I did with my friends. 751 00:41:33,866 --> 00:41:34,867 For an exhibit. 752 00:41:36,410 --> 00:41:38,078 You're friends with Ani and Clay? 753 00:41:38,787 --> 00:41:39,663 Yeah. 754 00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:41,290 Wait, do you know them? 755 00:41:41,373 --> 00:41:42,917 Uh... sort of. 756 00:41:43,751 --> 00:41:47,546 Ani showed me around the future fair, and I saw Clay on the news last semester. 757 00:41:48,297 --> 00:41:50,007 OK, well, don't believe the news, 758 00:41:50,633 --> 00:41:52,801 'cause Clay's a really great guy. 759 00:41:53,469 --> 00:41:55,387 I mean, he's always been there for me, 760 00:41:55,971 --> 00:41:56,972 and Ani too. 761 00:42:01,101 --> 00:42:03,437 Hey, could I borrow the last couple of years' yearbooks? 762 00:42:03,521 --> 00:42:05,898 I want to get a sense of your style and formatting. 763 00:42:05,981 --> 00:42:06,941 Yeah, of course. 764 00:42:07,942 --> 00:42:10,152 These are the last couple of ones I've worked on. 765 00:42:11,153 --> 00:42:13,113 -Thanks. -Of course. 766 00:42:14,281 --> 00:42:15,115 [chuckles] 767 00:42:17,451 --> 00:42:19,787 Is it true he took on, like, a dozen guys? 768 00:42:19,870 --> 00:42:21,163 He was just pissed off. 769 00:42:21,872 --> 00:42:23,207 He must have been mental. 770 00:42:24,792 --> 00:42:27,169 Yeah, well, we're all dealing with our own shit. 771 00:42:28,462 --> 00:42:30,464 -Are you dealing with it? 'Cause... -Hey. 772 00:42:31,257 --> 00:42:34,176 ...you seem, like, not the slightest bit bothered by anything. 773 00:42:35,386 --> 00:42:38,847 Well, isn't that how we're supposed to be acting? Normal? 774 00:42:38,931 --> 00:42:41,559 You said we should be the kind of friends that tell each other stuff. 775 00:42:41,642 --> 00:42:43,310 Well, there's nothing to tell ya. 776 00:42:46,105 --> 00:42:50,234 [sighs] Look... it's either bullshit from the football team, 777 00:42:50,317 --> 00:42:52,444 or somebody actually might know something. 778 00:42:53,571 --> 00:42:54,572 Either way, 779 00:42:55,322 --> 00:42:57,199 we can't do anything about it, right? 780 00:42:57,741 --> 00:42:58,993 So what does it matter? 781 00:43:00,494 --> 00:43:01,579 It matters to me. 782 00:43:17,511 --> 00:43:18,512 [Zach] Let's go! 783 00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:20,681 Do something. 784 00:43:22,349 --> 00:43:23,601 [engine starts] 785 00:43:25,144 --> 00:43:26,520 [engine revs] 786 00:43:27,646 --> 00:43:29,732 Tony. Tony! 787 00:43:29,815 --> 00:43:32,610 -Hey, hold on. Can you hold on a minute? -No. 788 00:43:32,693 --> 00:43:34,445 Hey, let's talk. 789 00:43:35,571 --> 00:43:39,074 There's nothing to talk about. Last appeal denied. We're fucking done! 790 00:43:39,158 --> 00:43:43,037 "We regret to inform you that Arturo Padilla's application for EB5 Visa 791 00:43:43,120 --> 00:43:45,789 has been denied due to insufficient proof of funds." 792 00:43:45,873 --> 00:43:49,668 -But we can line up more money. -They said no, Caleb, 793 00:43:50,419 --> 00:43:51,670 after all that hard work. 794 00:43:53,631 --> 00:43:54,673 Come on, Tony. 795 00:43:55,549 --> 00:43:57,843 There must be something we can do. An appeal or something. 796 00:43:57,926 --> 00:43:59,762 You just don't get it, do ya, huh? 797 00:44:00,971 --> 00:44:04,141 The only way my family is coming back now is... [speaks Spanish] 798 00:44:04,224 --> 00:44:05,809 ...to hire a fucking coyote. 799 00:44:06,602 --> 00:44:08,729 -Can you imagine my mother... -Tony. 800 00:44:08,812 --> 00:44:11,315 Why the fuck not? Probably gonna go to jail anyway. 801 00:44:11,607 --> 00:44:12,733 What? Why would you say that? 802 00:44:12,816 --> 00:44:15,110 That pro-am league you fought in, was there an entrance fee? 803 00:44:15,194 --> 00:44:16,070 No. 804 00:44:16,153 --> 00:44:17,738 -You're not fighting. -Why not? 805 00:44:18,447 --> 00:44:20,532 -I got nothing to lose. -Tony, come on. 806 00:44:27,456 --> 00:44:28,540 [thud resonates] 807 00:44:28,832 --> 00:44:32,169 You expect us to believe you got that from an accident in gym class? 808 00:44:32,252 --> 00:44:34,380 I have really bad hand-eye coordination. You know this. 809 00:44:34,463 --> 00:44:37,591 Justin, were you present for this sports-related injury? 810 00:44:42,054 --> 00:44:43,138 He got in a fight. 811 00:44:44,223 --> 00:44:45,182 Dude! 812 00:44:45,265 --> 00:44:47,101 -[sighs] -Who did you get in a fight with? 813 00:44:47,184 --> 00:44:48,060 No one. 814 00:44:48,143 --> 00:44:49,770 A few guys on the football team. 815 00:44:50,437 --> 00:44:51,397 Why? 816 00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:53,273 It was nothing, stupid. I don't need anything. 817 00:44:53,357 --> 00:44:54,400 Really? Nothing? 818 00:44:54,650 --> 00:44:55,651 [Clay sighs] 819 00:44:56,151 --> 00:44:57,945 Since when do you start the fight? 820 00:45:02,908 --> 00:45:04,034 [spoon clinks on bowl] 821 00:45:04,368 --> 00:45:05,369 [Mrs. Jensen sighs] 822 00:45:12,793 --> 00:45:14,002 [distorted laughter] 823 00:45:38,610 --> 00:45:40,738 Clay! Clay! 824 00:45:42,072 --> 00:45:42,906 Scott? 825 00:45:44,074 --> 00:45:44,908 You... 826 00:45:45,325 --> 00:45:46,326 You graduated. 827 00:45:49,371 --> 00:45:51,039 Hey, man, you don't look so good. 828 00:45:54,042 --> 00:45:55,836 Come on, let's get you some water. 829 00:46:14,730 --> 00:46:16,732 [suspenseful music plays] 830 00:46:27,326 --> 00:46:29,161 You can't save everyone. 831 00:46:30,662 --> 00:46:31,705 You can try. 832 00:46:33,582 --> 00:46:35,751 You have to put your own mask on first. 833 00:46:36,168 --> 00:46:37,252 [rumbling] 834 00:46:51,517 --> 00:46:52,518 [exhales sharply] 835 00:46:57,481 --> 00:46:58,607 Dude, you have been... 836 00:46:59,274 --> 00:47:01,109 talking in your sleep all night. 837 00:47:02,945 --> 00:47:03,987 And screaming. 838 00:47:05,989 --> 00:47:07,908 At some point, isn't it, like... 839 00:47:09,284 --> 00:47:10,452 enough is enough? 840 00:47:13,705 --> 00:47:15,123 What are you trying to be? 841 00:47:16,166 --> 00:47:17,042 Alive. 842 00:47:20,045 --> 00:47:21,088 Not insane. 843 00:47:23,298 --> 00:47:24,299 What about you? 844 00:47:28,595 --> 00:47:29,596 [Clay] See... 845 00:47:30,305 --> 00:47:32,808 I never used to care about my dreams, 846 00:47:38,355 --> 00:47:39,314 but... 847 00:47:39,857 --> 00:47:42,985 I guess I didn't have dreams about anything that mattered. 848 00:47:44,027 --> 00:47:45,487 What do you mean, "mattered"? 849 00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:47,906 Like, related to anything. 850 00:47:47,990 --> 00:47:50,117 [Ellman] What are these dreams related to? 851 00:47:51,159 --> 00:47:53,412 Are they related to the panic attacks? 852 00:47:57,624 --> 00:47:59,918 When we first met all those years ago, 853 00:48:00,335 --> 00:48:01,837 you were having nightmares. 854 00:48:02,796 --> 00:48:04,506 I've had panic attacks, 855 00:48:05,507 --> 00:48:06,758 or something like that, 856 00:48:07,134 --> 00:48:08,510 since the fourth grade. 857 00:48:09,219 --> 00:48:10,929 And I never told anyone, 858 00:48:11,346 --> 00:48:12,431 and now... 859 00:48:13,390 --> 00:48:14,600 they're getting worse. 860 00:48:15,809 --> 00:48:17,603 [inhales deeply] And I... 861 00:48:18,520 --> 00:48:20,355 I guess that's why I'm here again... 862 00:48:23,150 --> 00:48:24,401 to be more in control. 863 00:48:25,527 --> 00:48:26,445 Control. 864 00:48:27,905 --> 00:48:28,739 Of? 865 00:48:29,364 --> 00:48:30,240 Everything. 866 00:48:30,324 --> 00:48:33,243 Does anyone have control of everything? 867 00:48:33,327 --> 00:48:35,162 I guess I mean I just need... 868 00:48:35,996 --> 00:48:37,205 I need to be calm. 869 00:48:38,206 --> 00:48:39,708 Do you have reasons not to be? 870 00:48:41,835 --> 00:48:42,669 Yeah. 871 00:48:43,503 --> 00:48:44,546 Such as? 872 00:48:46,006 --> 00:48:48,342 You know, like, school... 873 00:48:48,425 --> 00:48:50,677 [breathes deeply] 874 00:48:50,761 --> 00:48:53,347 ...friendships, and parents and... 875 00:48:53,430 --> 00:48:56,683 Are those things you feel the need to control? 876 00:48:57,517 --> 00:48:58,435 [Clay] Yes. 877 00:49:00,312 --> 00:49:01,146 No. 878 00:49:02,898 --> 00:49:03,815 No. 879 00:49:03,899 --> 00:49:04,775 I need... 880 00:49:06,360 --> 00:49:07,361 [sighs] 881 00:49:08,695 --> 00:49:11,281 ...I need to control myself. 882 00:49:12,741 --> 00:49:15,827 Why? What happens if you can't control yourself? 883 00:49:18,455 --> 00:49:19,289 Uh... 884 00:49:19,748 --> 00:49:20,707 I might... 885 00:49:23,543 --> 00:49:24,753 People might get hurt. 886 00:49:32,094 --> 00:49:33,428 I might let people down. 887 00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:35,973 [somber music plays] 888 00:49:40,852 --> 00:49:43,063 [Clay] When I lose control, it's not good. 889 00:49:43,563 --> 00:49:44,523 It's ugly. 890 00:49:46,108 --> 00:49:48,568 You have to let go of the shit you can't control, 891 00:49:49,111 --> 00:49:50,237 or it will kill you. 892 00:49:51,363 --> 00:49:53,073 You have to make yourself forget. 893 00:49:53,782 --> 00:49:55,951 Am I helping you to forget? 894 00:49:58,412 --> 00:49:59,246 Yes. 895 00:50:00,163 --> 00:50:01,623 Good. 896 00:50:03,041 --> 00:50:04,960 -Oh! -Oh, shit! 897 00:50:05,043 --> 00:50:05,877 Shit! 898 00:50:05,961 --> 00:50:07,713 [both breathe heavily] 899 00:50:08,380 --> 00:50:09,548 [Zach laughs] 900 00:50:10,674 --> 00:50:11,508 Oh! 901 00:50:23,270 --> 00:50:24,146 Um... 902 00:50:24,354 --> 00:50:25,522 -Shit. -Wow, uh... 903 00:50:25,605 --> 00:50:26,898 Wait. Shit. I'm so sorry. 904 00:50:26,982 --> 00:50:29,568 No! Alex, no, seriously, man. Look, um... 905 00:50:29,651 --> 00:50:30,694 [Alex sighs] 906 00:50:31,945 --> 00:50:32,863 I don't... 907 00:50:34,698 --> 00:50:39,161 -Uh, I mean, I'm not into guys. Girls, I... -I know. 908 00:50:39,286 --> 00:50:41,913 ["Bottom of the Deep Blue Sea" by Missio plays] 909 00:50:41,997 --> 00:50:43,623 Listen, man, I, um... 910 00:50:45,709 --> 00:50:48,003 You know that I care about you, right? 911 00:50:49,212 --> 00:50:50,797 No matter what. Always. 912 00:50:53,508 --> 00:50:54,843 -You hearing me? -Yeah. 913 00:50:56,887 --> 00:50:58,638 Yeah. I should go. 914 00:50:58,722 --> 00:51:01,683 No! Come on. We're hanging out tonight. Seriously. 915 00:51:07,481 --> 00:51:08,732 [Zach giggles] 916 00:51:09,858 --> 00:51:11,985 [Clay] I don't know who catches me if I fall. 917 00:51:12,277 --> 00:51:14,279 Holy shit. [giggles] 918 00:51:17,032 --> 00:51:19,117 [Clay] I don't know who I can trust, 919 00:51:23,705 --> 00:51:25,248 and I've done some bad shit. 920 00:51:30,879 --> 00:51:32,214 All right, good night. 921 00:51:33,048 --> 00:51:34,341 [clears throat] Good night. 922 00:51:36,176 --> 00:51:37,761 Hey, this Tyler Down kid. 923 00:51:38,386 --> 00:51:40,222 You really think he can help us? 924 00:51:41,515 --> 00:51:42,349 Yeah. 925 00:51:43,183 --> 00:51:44,184 Yeah, I do. 926 00:51:54,277 --> 00:51:56,279 Why don't you know who you can trust? 927 00:51:58,448 --> 00:52:00,242 You know, I mean, 'cause, uh... 928 00:52:01,660 --> 00:52:02,953 'cause it's high school. 929 00:52:03,537 --> 00:52:07,707 That's a very non-specific answer from a very specific young man. 930 00:52:09,626 --> 00:52:12,587 Clay, we talked about this when you were in middle school. 931 00:52:13,713 --> 00:52:15,841 The body's incredibly intuitive. 932 00:52:17,050 --> 00:52:21,012 It will create all kinds of physical stimuli 933 00:52:21,096 --> 00:52:23,932 that force you to address a psychological problem. 934 00:52:24,349 --> 00:52:25,767 These things you're feeling, 935 00:52:28,145 --> 00:52:30,730 they're your mind telling you to pay attention. 936 00:52:30,814 --> 00:52:32,816 [tense music plays] 937 00:52:33,066 --> 00:52:34,734 Are you ready to pay attention? 938 00:52:38,738 --> 00:52:39,573 Yes. 939 00:52:42,367 --> 00:52:46,454 ["Harm" by IO Echo plays] ♪ Come, turning truth to suit the need ♪ 940 00:52:46,538 --> 00:52:50,292 ♪ That nothing that you did meant ♪ 941 00:52:54,421 --> 00:52:55,714 [laughter inside house] 942 00:52:55,797 --> 00:52:59,759 ♪ Dread is never far, far away ♪ 943 00:53:00,051 --> 00:53:03,805 ♪ From the ones who best hide it ♪ 944 00:53:09,019 --> 00:53:11,146 [Bryce] And I didn't care how you felt. 945 00:53:11,771 --> 00:53:13,356 Justin tried to stop me. 946 00:53:14,149 --> 00:53:17,110 I wish I could tell you that there was a tiny voice in my head 947 00:53:17,194 --> 00:53:20,572 telling me that what I was doing to you was wrong, but there wasn't. 948 00:53:21,907 --> 00:53:23,533 I never had one of those before. 949 00:53:24,201 --> 00:53:27,996 That's not an excuse, it just is. 950 00:53:29,497 --> 00:53:30,916 I raped Hannah Baker. 951 00:53:31,833 --> 00:53:34,252 I raped seven or eight other girls. 952 00:53:34,336 --> 00:53:36,588 Some of them were my girlfriends at the time. 953 00:53:37,130 --> 00:53:39,174 I'm broken. I know that. 954 00:53:39,758 --> 00:53:41,927 I'm a person in 1,000 pieces, 955 00:53:43,094 --> 00:53:44,471 but I'm seeing a counselor. 956 00:53:45,513 --> 00:53:48,058 It's a long, hard process, but... 957 00:53:48,642 --> 00:53:52,020 little by little, you start picking up the pieces. 958 00:53:52,103 --> 00:53:55,565 And the more pieces you put together, the more you see yourself. 959 00:53:57,525 --> 00:53:58,526 [Clay] What the... 960 00:54:01,821 --> 00:54:03,281 [breathing heavily] 961 00:54:10,038 --> 00:54:10,956 What... 962 00:54:11,039 --> 00:54:12,707 [panting, grunting] 963 00:54:18,046 --> 00:54:20,090 Hey! Hey! Hey! 964 00:54:21,049 --> 00:54:23,009 Hey, hold up! Hey, what the fuck? 965 00:54:29,182 --> 00:54:31,017 [Mrs. Jensen] Clay? Clay! 966 00:54:32,769 --> 00:54:34,437 -Clay, are you OK? -Uh, yeah. 967 00:54:34,521 --> 00:54:36,106 Hey, Mom, I'm fine. 968 00:54:43,488 --> 00:54:44,614 [sighs] 969 00:54:51,705 --> 00:54:54,082 [Clay] Yeah, I'm so not fine. 970 00:54:59,462 --> 00:55:01,965 ["Fear for the Future" by St Vincent plays] 971 00:55:06,720 --> 00:55:10,932 [Clay reads text] 972 00:55:12,100 --> 00:55:14,311 ♪ ...I'll run for you ♪ 973 00:55:15,395 --> 00:55:17,605 ♪ Run for me too ♪ 974 00:55:19,065 --> 00:55:22,902 ♪ When the war rose and fell ♪ 975 00:55:22,986 --> 00:55:25,989 ♪ And the oceans are swell ♪ 976 00:55:26,072 --> 00:55:28,116 ♪ I'll run for you ♪ 977 00:55:29,159 --> 00:55:31,328 ♪ Run for me too ♪ 978 00:55:33,788 --> 00:55:37,375 ♪ Come on, sir Just give me an answer ♪ 979 00:55:37,459 --> 00:55:40,879 ♪ Come on, sir Now I need an answer ♪ 980 00:55:40,962 --> 00:55:43,965 ♪ I won't be gone with the goners ♪ 981 00:55:44,049 --> 00:55:50,055 ♪ Come on, sir Just give me the answer ♪ 982 00:55:50,263 --> 00:55:53,767 ♪ I fear ♪ 983 00:55:53,850 --> 00:55:57,812 ♪ The future ♪ 984 00:56:00,565 --> 00:56:03,818 ♪ When the club come and go ♪ 985 00:56:03,902 --> 00:56:06,905 ♪ To the top of your skull ♪ 986 00:56:06,988 --> 00:56:08,907 ♪ I'll run for you ♪ 987 00:56:10,325 --> 00:56:12,243 ♪ What can I do? ♪ 988 00:56:14,329 --> 00:56:17,499 ♪ When the war start anew ♪ 989 00:56:17,582 --> 00:56:20,877 ♪ In our bed, in our room ♪ 990 00:56:20,960 --> 00:56:22,837 ♪ I'll come for you ♪ 991 00:56:24,005 --> 00:56:26,216 ♪ Come for me too ♪ 992 00:56:28,718 --> 00:56:32,055 ♪ Come on, sir Just give me the answer ♪ 993 00:56:32,138 --> 00:56:35,725 ♪ Come on, sir Now I need an answer ♪ 994 00:56:35,809 --> 00:56:38,853 ♪ My baby's lost to a monster ♪ 995 00:56:38,937 --> 00:56:44,984 ♪ Come on, sir Just give me the answer ♪ 996 00:56:45,068 --> 00:56:48,655 ♪ I fear ♪ 997 00:56:48,738 --> 00:56:54,244 ♪ The future ♪ 998 00:57:07,006 --> 00:57:08,800 [man] Well done, Ed. 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