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It would've been different
if Milla was in the same city.
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Open the fucking door!
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We'd met online,
but then had gotten so close.
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We got each other.
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- We need to use proper doctors.
- Oh, because you know.
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You've looked at none of the research.
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There's no point in coming
if you don't have the book.
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You will buy the book today.
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- You said you read the book.
- I read the articles.
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The thing you need to understand is
Belle doesn't have friends.
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She has hosts.
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How's your business babe?
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- My health, you mean?
- No.
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I think I would like to try for a baby.
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I'm Belle. Belle Gibson.
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Belle Gibson has faked
her entire cancer diagnosis.
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- Why are you being so stupid?
- Why are you yelling at me?
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I wanna do an app.
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One that tracks recipes,
gives health advice. Like a coach.
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Or a friend.
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Like the best friend you ever had.
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This is a true-ish story
based on a lie.
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Some names have been changed
and characters invented. Which is...
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Hek?
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Do you care?
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Should you?
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Fake news. Post truth.
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Our arrogance where we fuck facts
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and cherry pick
science we want to believe in...
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Hek?
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Stories were meant to connect us.
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But our compulsion to narrativize
and dramatize heroes journeys,
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goodies, baddies.
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We've become incapable
of objective thought.
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Hek? You okay?
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You ready?
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Don't be nervous. Don't be charming.
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Simple answers. Don't overshare.
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Did you sleep last night?
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Yeah. Why?
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You've got pubes on your chest.
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Ah... I shaved.
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Can I check we're all signed off
on the agreed questions?
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I sent an updated version yesterday
at 2:00 p.m. PST.
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I just have to say, Anais...
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I love Women's Weekly
despite the circumstances.
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This is genuinely so surreal for me.
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My grandmother used to
subscribe every month
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even when she couldn't afford it.
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I would look at the women in the articles.
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It was before I could read.
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I would imagine what it would be like
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to be that interesting
someone would wanna write about me.
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I'm a big, big fan.
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Why don't you tell me
about yourself?
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{\an8}Oh, okay.
What do you want to know?
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Uh, well, I'm a Libra Sun.
Capricorn rising.
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And I never had a father.
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I don't say that to elicit sympathy.
It's just an objective fact.
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But there are definitely father figures
who have guided me, shaped me.
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We wanted to create software
that would empower lots of people.
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And so we thought of ourselves,
what would we like to see?
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I can't resist a good idea.
My biggest weakness is I can't say no.
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{\an8}Focus obsessively
on solving a real problem.
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Make something people want.
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The good news is,
you don't need to open a factory.
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You just need to open a laptop.
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The web isn't going to
solve disease or solve poverty.
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It makes it so that people can share
information effectively
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and know what's going on.
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When people are better informed,
they can make better decisions.
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Yes, nice, mates.
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We've got health and wellness
lifestyle guides,
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a recipe conversion tool
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and a shopping list function
which is so cute and fun.
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But it's the 50 recipes,
all gluten-free, paleo, and all vegan.
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I need to collaborate
with a photographic vision.
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I don't shoot food, though.
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Food photography is so static.
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I don't want it to be slops on a plate.
It needs to feel alive, kinetic.
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Like all your work.
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You found my work on Insta, yeah?
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She just contacted you
out of nowhere.
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Did you ever wonder if she was legit?
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About the cancer?
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No, no, no, that all tracked.
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About the app?
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Yeah, yeah.
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She was a hustler, straight up.
That was obvious.
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Welcome to HQ.
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Lenny, this is Alex.
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{\an8}He's managing the iPhone app
and Christopher's coding Android.
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How's it going?
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Oh, no, they're wired in
for the next 20 minutes.
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{\an8}Like the Facebook movie,
we're going to do appletinis on Fridays.
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{\an8}Mocktails for me, obviously.
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Okay, so I know
it doesn't look profesh yet,
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but it's 3.1 by 5.6,
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which is actually bigger
than most professional studios.
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And whatever equipment you need,
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{\an8}we can just put it on
the company credit card.
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I'm paying everyone 21.50 an hour.
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Or we could explore foregoing
of an hourly fee
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for more of a profit-share arrangement?
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If that's of interest...
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say 3%, all earnings?
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Never saw a fucking cent. And I've chased.
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But she says that
the brain cancer makes her forget things.
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What, like paying her bills?
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Why'd you sign up?
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She had taste, aesthetically.
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Not every client has that.
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And I guess she was pretty beguiling.
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Oh, she's wriggling.
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Fifteen weeks. She's the size of a peach.
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You know, she was this...
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she was this brave pregnant lady
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who, sure, was dribbling shit.
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Three years ago,
I was in chemo chucking hell,
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poisoned by the medical establishment.
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But she had a dream for the world,
and that's nice.
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I feel it's more than a responsibility,
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like a compulsion
to get what I've learned out there
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into the hands of people who need it.
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Besides, it feels nice
to believe in something sometimes.
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Even if it isn't real?
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Yeah, but you believe in it,
and it becomes real.
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That's how perception works.
That's how startups work.
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Like, I'm doing some work
on this hypnosis app at the moment.
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Man, the results are fucking unreal.
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You got some spare cash to invest?
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Whoo, whoo, whoo!
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♪ Shake me out of my misery
Oh, oh, oh ♪
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♪ Oh, oh, make me ♪
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♪ Get out and wiggle it ♪
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♪ Clap your hands
Clap your hands ♪
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♪ Turn the lights on my nights
This is life and we only get one chance ♪
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♪ Oh, clap your hands
Clap your hands ♪
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♪ Come on dance
Take a chance on romance ♪
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♪ We only get one shot at love ♪
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♪ Oh, clap your hands
Clap your hands ♪
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♪ Turn the lights on my nights
This is life and we only get one chance ♪
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Would have been, what,
three years ago, honey?
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My diagnosis?
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Oh, you poor thing.
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I think it was
the Gardasil that kicked it off.
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I don't wanna invest time
into getting angry about it.
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I personally think we're over-vaccinated,
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but you didn't hear that from me.
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Let's have a look. You're 23 weeks?
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- Twenty-four.
- Yeah, on Tuesday.
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I was so nauseous with my first.
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This one's been an angel.
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It's usually the opposite with girls.
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Sorry. I'm just...
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Yeah. Can you put the, um, sound up?
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I'll pop out and grab a doctor.
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I won't be long.
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What are you doing?
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I'm going to turn it off and on.
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What a fucking idiot.
You don't need the rhetoric.
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- Clive!
- It just needs... just needs a reboot.
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{\an8}At 23 weeks,
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our options are
a vaginal delivery or a C-section.
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There are risks and benefits to both.
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If you're planning on
another vaginal birth in future,
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I suggest you go with vaginal birth.
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It's less invasive,
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and it might seem confronting...
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...but you'll be on your feet quicker
and home.
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Aisling has some more information for you.
I recommend you have a read.
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But we really need to get working
on this process.
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- I'll come back.
- Oh, fuck!
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Here's some more Miso to insert.
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We've got to keep softening that cervix.
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I don't want another pessary.
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Can I just swallow this?
There's no efficacy difference.
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Yep, fine. Just pop it under your tongue.
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- Why can't--
- Shh.
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Oh, God. This is all wrong.
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I know.
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I need a candle or something.
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I need a fucking candle, Clive!
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Um, do you want me to...
I'll go to the gift shop.
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Oh, fuck. I don't have my wallet.
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Um... Do you have any cash?
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Just go, Clive.
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- She's going.
- Oh, fuck.
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Just breathe.
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I want you to really give it a nice,
strong push. Breathe.
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That's it.
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- That's it.
- You're very close. Good.
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Good.
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Almost there.
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Okay.
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Oh, let me see.
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Good. I'll just take a couple more.
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Can you angle down?
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Oh. Okay.
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And go.
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Thank you.
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Good job.
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Do you want to hold her?
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You should. It's okay. You won't drop her.
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Oh. She's perfect.
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This is how nature does it.
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Nature knows she's not perfect.
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Hi.
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Do you wanna take a look now?
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Uh, yeah.
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There, she's up in Bellingen.
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Does some really lovely placenta jewelry.
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Hmm.
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Which would be nice to have.
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And her capsules.
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They get your iron back up.
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It's 400 dollars for 70 capsules.
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But I'm sure I can get you a discount
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given the circumstances.
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Yeah, that'd be great.
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You'll feel a lot better soon.
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{\an8}Sorry, so what is it?
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{\an8}It's called
an implantable cardioverter defibrillator.
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Okay? They pop it in
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and if it senses an arrhythmia
it sends you an electric shock
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to get you back in time.
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And so... another surgery?
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It has to happen
before your next round of chemo.
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{\an8}I lost a baby
and poured myself into another.
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The Whole Pantry was born
out of a place of unimaginable grief...
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...but also out of love.
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{\an8}It's love that powers me.
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Transforms me.
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- Do you come here often?
- It sustains me.
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I saw you from across the bar.
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Hey, look what I found on YouTube.
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{\an8}If we're brave enough to let it.
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Hey, Lucy Goosey.
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- Hi!
- Hey!
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Is it Jessica Rabbit?
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Ariel, Little Mermaid.
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And I've got my little chicken fillets
in tonight if anyone was interested.
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Oh, nah. He wouldn't want me to look.
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Do you know anything about
Belle Gibson's supposed miscarriage?
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What's a bet it's also bullshit?
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Sorry, he's off down a hole.
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Do you know when he'll be out?
Dinner in 10 minutes.
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Shit.
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I reminded you this morning.
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We were gonna go back
to the office for a bit.
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We met Belle's photographer today,
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just need to finish off some transcribing.
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Go to dinner, mate.
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When was this?
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Uh, just this afternoon.
256
00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:25,959
With who?
257
00:14:25,960 --> 00:14:28,639
Dr. Chidiac and the cardiac surgeon.
258
00:14:28,640 --> 00:14:30,559
I don't think they told me his name.
259
00:14:30,560 --> 00:14:32,479
Did they say which artery?
260
00:14:32,480 --> 00:14:34,439
God, you're in full work mode right now.
261
00:14:34,440 --> 00:14:36,839
No, I mean, was it an important artery...?
262
00:14:36,840 --> 00:14:40,800
Let's call it minor,
but with a great personality.
263
00:14:41,920 --> 00:14:44,200
Any idea when
they wanna schedule the surgery?
264
00:14:45,160 --> 00:14:46,720
We're circling back on that.
265
00:14:47,280 --> 00:14:49,240
Happy? Sated?
266
00:14:51,160 --> 00:14:53,039
I would have
come with you to the appointment.
267
00:14:53,040 --> 00:14:54,600
I know, but you were busy.
268
00:15:01,600 --> 00:15:03,520
You look beautiful.
269
00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:05,640
Stupid.
270
00:15:06,200 --> 00:15:08,000
It is so fucking itchy.
271
00:15:09,160 --> 00:15:10,200
Hey.
272
00:15:12,640 --> 00:15:13,640
You ready?
273
00:15:15,280 --> 00:15:16,200
Come on.
274
00:15:16,680 --> 00:15:17,799
Ah, there.
275
00:15:17,800 --> 00:15:18,999
- Hi!
- Hey!
276
00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:20,799
- Hello!
- Hi!
277
00:15:20,800 --> 00:15:23,320
Oh, my God, you look amazing!
278
00:15:24,600 --> 00:15:25,799
You look beautiful.
279
00:15:49,960 --> 00:15:50,800
Hi.
280
00:15:55,440 --> 00:15:57,120
The little one is in bed.
281
00:15:57,680 --> 00:15:59,159
We watched a movie.
282
00:16:01,240 --> 00:16:02,400
Thanks, Magda.
283
00:16:05,120 --> 00:16:06,400
Where's Alex?
284
00:16:07,640 --> 00:16:09,520
- Should be working.
- I sent them home.
285
00:16:11,520 --> 00:16:12,800
There's still work to do.
286
00:16:13,760 --> 00:16:15,120
They keep fucking around.
287
00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:16,600
Coding.
288
00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:29,200
It's Mum again. Do you mind if I...
289
00:16:32,240 --> 00:16:33,320
I'll be quick.
290
00:16:38,160 --> 00:16:39,040
Hi.
291
00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:40,880
Hi.
292
00:16:41,640 --> 00:16:43,080
Yeah.
293
00:16:46,360 --> 00:16:47,800
Yeah.
294
00:17:00,360 --> 00:17:04,840
I think... it should be soon.
295
00:17:14,200 --> 00:17:15,040
Yeah.
296
00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:50,080
Cup of tea?
297
00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:56,120
Mum was asking if, uh, you'd had
any pain the last couple of days.
298
00:17:57,600 --> 00:17:58,840
You've been so busy.
299
00:18:00,800 --> 00:18:01,720
Nothing.
300
00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:03,840
Yeah, that's what I said.
301
00:18:05,560 --> 00:18:08,240
It's no one's fault.
We did everything we could.
302
00:18:16,680 --> 00:18:17,760
Well, I did.
303
00:18:19,280 --> 00:18:21,040
- Clive.
- What?
304
00:18:22,040 --> 00:18:25,479
I can't even count
how many Wi-Fi networks are in this area.
305
00:18:25,480 --> 00:18:27,879
The EMF load, the DNA damage.
306
00:18:27,880 --> 00:18:31,359
- Didn't know you were worried about that.
- Are you kidding?
307
00:18:31,360 --> 00:18:34,559
The... the fucking mold in the kitchen,
I can't even work in it.
308
00:18:34,560 --> 00:18:37,280
I've asked you so many times to move.
309
00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:42,639
I have a knife in my head
310
00:18:42,640 --> 00:18:45,200
and it's back because
of this fucking apartment.
311
00:18:49,000 --> 00:18:51,800
I wanted you to take care of us.
312
00:18:54,840 --> 00:18:56,160
Yeah. Sorry.
313
00:19:02,760 --> 00:19:04,080
I'm sorry.
314
00:19:06,680 --> 00:19:07,600
Mama.
315
00:19:11,320 --> 00:19:12,639
Hi, bubby.
316
00:19:12,640 --> 00:19:15,720
Oh, honey. You have a dream? Huh?
317
00:19:18,440 --> 00:19:19,520
You have a dream?
318
00:19:20,320 --> 00:19:21,680
Yeah, it's okay.
319
00:19:22,280 --> 00:19:23,240
It's okay.
320
00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:27,719
...not very generous.
321
00:19:27,720 --> 00:19:29,160
Not really sure why.
322
00:19:30,320 --> 00:19:32,439
Can't find my credit card though,
you know?
323
00:19:32,440 --> 00:19:34,079
Yeah, "ha-ha-ha."
324
00:19:34,080 --> 00:19:36,400
Credit card theft
is really funny, isn't it?
325
00:19:37,080 --> 00:19:39,760
He's on TV,
you can treat him with no respect.
326
00:19:40,560 --> 00:19:42,680
That's bullshit, all right? I got no...
327
00:19:56,440 --> 00:19:58,040
Think of an intention...
328
00:19:59,680 --> 00:20:01,479
and I want you
to blow it into the balloon.
329
00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:03,599
So something that fills you up,
330
00:20:03,600 --> 00:20:08,359
{\an8}makes you feel excited and happy
and something that's for you, okay? Go.
331
00:20:08,360 --> 00:20:10,199
That's all product is.
332
00:20:10,200 --> 00:20:11,879
It's a story we're telling the world
333
00:20:11,880 --> 00:20:14,999
and it's constantly evolving
and we're putting it on this grand stage,
334
00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:16,039
which is the world.
335
00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:19,439
{\an8}Few ideas come fully formed
out of the air and just are realized.
336
00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:22,719
There is no limit in terms of
the numbers of millions of people
337
00:20:22,720 --> 00:20:24,279
and the impact you can have.
338
00:20:24,280 --> 00:20:26,959
I was given six weeks to live.
339
00:20:26,960 --> 00:20:28,560
Four months, tops.
340
00:20:30,160 --> 00:20:32,799
The doctors were only treating my disease.
341
00:20:32,800 --> 00:20:34,280
They didn't care about me.
342
00:20:39,240 --> 00:20:42,960
And it reminded me just how much magic
there was in the world.
343
00:20:43,600 --> 00:20:45,839
I threw myself into research.
344
00:20:45,840 --> 00:20:48,399
I read about
the healing properties of lemons,
345
00:20:48,400 --> 00:20:50,799
and how they are a detoxification tool.
346
00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:53,759
Everybody should write a book.
Everyone's got a story.
347
00:20:53,760 --> 00:20:57,199
And this got me thinking about
what foods I put in my body.
348
00:20:57,200 --> 00:20:59,279
And it was that moment...
349
00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:02,119
that I started not thinking with my head.
350
00:21:02,120 --> 00:21:05,679
We had a vision that we believed in
and so started with nothing.
351
00:21:05,680 --> 00:21:07,599
It is sort of a dream come true...
352
00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:09,160
It all just clicked.
353
00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:13,720
I wanted to live
and I wanted to live well.
354
00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:26,799
Mum, you don't have to do that.
355
00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:28,680
It's okay. I'm having fun.
356
00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:31,280
What's Dad doing?
357
00:21:31,840 --> 00:21:34,560
He's outside, being proud.
358
00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:40,240
Dad!
359
00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:48,360
You all right, Dad?
360
00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:53,400
The white ants have
gotten into that veranda.
361
00:21:54,240 --> 00:21:55,119
Okay.
362
00:21:55,120 --> 00:21:56,680
It's not a problem yet.
363
00:21:57,520 --> 00:21:59,600
But you'll have to keep your eye on it.
364
00:22:01,520 --> 00:22:03,599
We don't know how to look after a house.
365
00:22:03,600 --> 00:22:04,880
Gonna need your help.
366
00:22:05,720 --> 00:22:06,600
No shit.
367
00:22:07,480 --> 00:22:08,759
It's okay.
368
00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:11,519
I'm not sure any of us
wanna see Arlo with a chainsaw.
369
00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:12,560
That's mean.
370
00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:18,960
You know, he asked me
if he could ask you to marry him.
371
00:22:20,080 --> 00:22:21,560
You know anything about that?
372
00:22:26,280 --> 00:22:27,480
What did you say?
373
00:22:28,320 --> 00:22:29,400
Ask the boss.
374
00:22:31,240 --> 00:22:33,279
I'm way too low on the pecking order.
375
00:22:35,360 --> 00:22:37,159
Okay,
I know the mortgage is massive.
376
00:22:37,160 --> 00:22:39,719
And you think I should've
been sensible and bought a townhouse,
377
00:22:39,720 --> 00:22:43,200
but I'm gonna plant orange trees,
do events.
378
00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:45,120
Got a whole plan.
379
00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:49,160
All of this from scratch?
380
00:22:51,320 --> 00:22:52,360
My daughter.
381
00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:55,839
Wow.
382
00:22:57,880 --> 00:23:00,600
♪ I feel so close to you right now
It's a force field ♪
383
00:23:02,920 --> 00:23:08,320
♪ I wear my heart upon my sleeve
Like a big deal ♪
384
00:23:10,600 --> 00:23:14,239
♪ And there's no stopping us right now ♪
385
00:23:14,240 --> 00:23:17,800
♪ I feel so close to you right now... ♪
386
00:23:30,440 --> 00:23:31,880
What's that? Plant-based?
387
00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:34,279
How you feeling?
388
00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:37,040
- Um... Better. Yeah.
- Hmm?
389
00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:40,840
It's a bloody long driveway, isn't it?
390
00:23:41,480 --> 00:23:43,439
- You made it!
- Yeah.
391
00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:45,519
The flight got delayed in Abu Dhabi.
392
00:23:45,520 --> 00:23:47,639
You know what? That's a lie.
393
00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:50,999
That's a lie. I was in duty free
and they don't call the flights there.
394
00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:52,799
Can you believe
they don't call the flights?
395
00:23:52,800 --> 00:23:53,999
- Hello, Joseph.
- How are we?
396
00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:56,439
- I'm good. You look handsome!
- Good to see you.
397
00:23:56,440 --> 00:23:58,399
- Milla's got me making kefir.
- What's that?
398
00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:00,359
Welcome home, darling.
399
00:24:00,360 --> 00:24:01,519
Where's my Moo?
400
00:24:01,520 --> 00:24:03,639
Um, bathroom, next to the bedroom.
401
00:24:03,640 --> 00:24:04,559
Okay.
402
00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:06,639
She'll be in there
shoving coffee up her arsehole.
403
00:24:06,640 --> 00:24:09,520
- Oh.
- But she'll want to see you, sweetheart.
404
00:24:10,320 --> 00:24:12,839
Channy Fanny! How was Belgium?
405
00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:16,239
Berlin. But, er... same, same. How's here?
406
00:24:16,240 --> 00:24:18,159
Married. Pregnant.
407
00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:19,799
Wow, me too!
408
00:24:19,800 --> 00:24:21,279
I've missed you.
409
00:24:21,280 --> 00:24:22,559
And I've missed you too.
410
00:24:22,560 --> 00:24:25,120
Aso, I didn't miss you at all, mate.
411
00:24:33,360 --> 00:24:34,280
Arlo Palmer.
412
00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:37,359
- Hmm.
- Didn't he used to vomit on command?
413
00:24:37,360 --> 00:24:40,400
- That was to get out of maths.
- Oh, yeah. And social studies.
414
00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:43,200
He didn't really like
the book learning much.
415
00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:46,519
Hmm. Reader, she married him.
416
00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:48,119
Are you finished?
417
00:24:49,640 --> 00:24:52,319
I fired my manager,
I'm doing it all myself.
418
00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:54,719
And I don't wanna complain,
it's just a lot of pressure.
419
00:24:54,720 --> 00:24:56,800
You know, mortgage, a wedding.
420
00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:01,399
Everyone's so proud and I feel
so grateful all the fucking time.
421
00:25:01,400 --> 00:25:02,439
Sounds dreadful.
422
00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:04,599
It is, and I feel like
I have to keep deserving it.
423
00:25:04,600 --> 00:25:06,160
What I really want is just...
424
00:25:07,120 --> 00:25:08,439
I want the book to win.
425
00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:09,920
I want the business to...
426
00:25:11,520 --> 00:25:13,639
Sorry, the caffeine
is hitting the bloodstream.
427
00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:15,839
- Anal walls are paper thin.
- Hmm.
428
00:25:15,840 --> 00:25:17,600
Fuck cocaine. Do an enema.
429
00:25:18,840 --> 00:25:20,919
I want to cure cancer.
430
00:25:20,920 --> 00:25:22,839
Fuck. All right.
431
00:25:22,840 --> 00:25:25,160
I wanna change the fucking world.
432
00:25:25,880 --> 00:25:27,159
And not because I'm grateful,
433
00:25:27,160 --> 00:25:29,400
but because I was right
and they were wrong.
434
00:25:31,360 --> 00:25:34,320
So you are good, right? Health-wise?
435
00:25:35,760 --> 00:25:37,079
Never been better.
436
00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:39,480
And you're eating? Not just juicing?
437
00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:42,520
From where I was then to where I am now.
438
00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:48,200
That makes me really happy. Hmm.
439
00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:51,480
And hey, listen.
440
00:25:52,280 --> 00:25:53,359
The business stuff.
441
00:25:53,360 --> 00:25:56,159
You should be leveraging
the fuck out of those numbers.
442
00:25:56,160 --> 00:25:57,360
I can help with that.
443
00:25:58,160 --> 00:25:59,159
- Really?
- Mmm-hmm.
444
00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:02,959
{\an8}♪ We can fly
Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪
445
00:26:02,960 --> 00:26:05,479
{\an8}♪ Hit the sky
Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪
446
00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:07,879
{\an8}♪ You and I
Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪
447
00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:09,920
{\an8}♪ We can do anything ♪
448
00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:23,800
Hi.
449
00:26:24,360 --> 00:26:25,319
Headache?
450
00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:26,240
Always.
451
00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:27,840
Do you mind?
452
00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:30,920
Just thought
you might wanna know, they, um...
453
00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:33,280
they think it's ready.
454
00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:35,719
- What?
- Yeah.
455
00:26:35,720 --> 00:26:37,320
Why didn't you say it's ready?
456
00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:38,839
Ah!
457
00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:41,560
Load time.
It's 0.5 of a second.
458
00:26:42,120 --> 00:26:43,960
No glitches.
459
00:26:45,480 --> 00:26:46,480
I did it.
460
00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:52,239
You're artists.
461
00:26:52,240 --> 00:26:54,559
Thank you, thank you.
Thank you, thank you.
462
00:26:54,560 --> 00:26:57,439
Hey! Happy new year!
463
00:26:57,440 --> 00:27:00,119
Babe, tell me that's French.
464
00:27:00,120 --> 00:27:02,959
Ah, from the champagne region,
s'il vous plaît.
465
00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,319
This is your provisional profile
developer ID.
466
00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:07,359
Okay. Great.
467
00:27:07,360 --> 00:27:10,280
- You're gonna be famous!
- Can you get off me? Um...
468
00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:13,520
- I download it here?
- Yeah, yeah.
469
00:27:14,080 --> 00:27:15,919
Cheers. Cheers.
470
00:27:15,920 --> 00:27:17,279
♪ Ah ♪
471
00:27:17,280 --> 00:27:19,520
{\an8}♪ The force from the beginning ♪
472
00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:21,720
♪ Look ♪
473
00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:26,079
♪ We've come too far ♪
474
00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:30,639
{\an8}♪ To give up who we are ♪
475
00:27:30,640 --> 00:27:34,759
♪ So let's raise the bar ♪
476
00:27:34,760 --> 00:27:39,119
♪ And our cups to the stars ♪
477
00:27:39,120 --> 00:27:41,719
{\an8}♪ She's up all night 'til the sun ♪
478
00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:43,639
{\an8}♪ I'm up all night to get some ♪
479
00:27:43,640 --> 00:27:45,759
{\an8}♪ She's up all night for good fun ♪
480
00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:48,079
{\an8}♪ I'm up all night to get lucky ♪
481
00:27:48,080 --> 00:27:49,919
♪ We're up all night 'til the sun ♪
482
00:27:49,920 --> 00:27:51,839
{\an8}♪ We're up all night to get some ♪
483
00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:53,839
{\an8}♪ We're up all night for good fun ♪
484
00:27:53,840 --> 00:28:00,119
♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪
485
00:28:00,120 --> 00:28:02,119
♪ We're up all night to get lucky... ♪
486
00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:05,680
Matchy-matchy.
487
00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:08,720
Oh, my partner created it.
488
00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:10,919
- Are you serious?
- Yeah.
489
00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:13,759
Wow. Could you tell her thank you for me?
490
00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:16,239
Yeah, for sure. She'd appreciate that.
491
00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:20,279
My dad has lymphoma
and it's really helping him.
492
00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:21,639
Oh.
493
00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:23,319
No more hidden nasties.
494
00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:25,199
No. Right.
495
00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:29,439
♪ We're up all night to get lucky
We're up all night to get lucky ♪
496
00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:31,519
♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪
497
00:28:31,520 --> 00:28:35,519
♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪
♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪
498
00:28:35,520 --> 00:28:37,520
♪ We're up all night to get lucky... ♪
499
00:28:40,320 --> 00:28:41,519
Hi!
500
00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:42,600
Hi.
501
00:28:43,360 --> 00:28:45,280
- You've been shopping?
- Yeah.
502
00:28:46,240 --> 00:28:48,600
I bought that platter
from that place on Acland.
503
00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:51,279
We need to do some entertaining.
504
00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:53,600
I told Mum and Dad to come in June.
505
00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:55,320
Awesome.
506
00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:59,600
I am the flat pack king.
507
00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:01,200
Uh...
508
00:29:02,600 --> 00:29:03,920
When did this come?
509
00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:07,240
What's that?
510
00:29:08,920 --> 00:29:09,760
Oh.
511
00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:12,280
Oh, my God. It's them.
512
00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:14,480
It's the publishers.
513
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:37,359
Belle?
514
00:29:37,360 --> 00:29:39,159
Fuck.
515
00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:43,560
I... I understand the rejection policy.
I'm just asking for feedback.
516
00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:49,080
I'm actually a good friend
of one of your authors. Milla Blake.
517
00:29:50,800 --> 00:29:52,400
Uh-huh. She's a dream.
518
00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:53,800
Mmm.
519
00:29:54,280 --> 00:29:57,799
My app, though, was downloaded
over 50,000 times in its first month,
520
00:29:57,800 --> 00:29:59,000
which is...
521
00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:12,279
You know, I read a study
of the endorphins found in chocolate.
522
00:30:12,280 --> 00:30:13,200
Here.
523
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,320
Come on. The app is a hit.
524
00:30:17,920 --> 00:30:18,999
Platinum.
525
00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:20,999
Cupertino's gonna come knocking any day.
526
00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:23,999
- I want a book, Clive.
- Yeah.
527
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:26,719
Something I can hold in my hands
so my son can look at it
528
00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:28,679
and tell his kids, "My mum did that."
529
00:30:28,680 --> 00:30:30,520
Yeah...
530
00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:34,240
I just feel like
focusing on the app right now.
531
00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:38,919
Letting it grow organically
away from the personal story.
532
00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:40,639
And when we're ready to sell up...
533
00:30:40,640 --> 00:30:42,359
He wants a bigger house already?
534
00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:44,359
Hmm.
535
00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:46,879
Babe, you can't shit in three bathrooms.
536
00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:48,200
Yeah, the opposite.
537
00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:51,119
This place, I'm... I'm nervous.
538
00:30:51,120 --> 00:30:53,959
It's a tax deduction
and a home office.
539
00:30:53,960 --> 00:30:55,640
- It's all right.
- Get off of me.
540
00:30:57,760 --> 00:31:00,119
I can do the photos here. You agreed.
541
00:31:00,120 --> 00:31:02,079
- Yeah.
- You love living by the beach.
542
00:31:02,080 --> 00:31:03,440
Yeah.
543
00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:07,239
I met a woman doing groceries.
544
00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:08,520
Her dad's sick.
545
00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:11,000
She has the app and...
546
00:31:11,880 --> 00:31:14,760
I think maybe
we go under the radar a little.
547
00:31:16,160 --> 00:31:18,520
I think that cardigan
should go under the radar.
548
00:31:19,280 --> 00:31:21,559
Short legs, long torso, not your fault.
549
00:31:21,560 --> 00:31:23,959
Like maybe we just don't push it as much.
550
00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:26,000
Dial back the cancer part?
551
00:31:29,720 --> 00:31:32,639
So, what is that? You want me to...
552
00:31:32,640 --> 00:31:35,319
I don't know, why don't we
talk to potential buyers?
553
00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:37,519
I've started to dive into some research.
554
00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:40,039
You've been reading
my Steve Jobs biography
555
00:31:40,040 --> 00:31:41,519
and watching Silicon Valley.
556
00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:43,519
You can do anything, Belle. You've...
557
00:31:43,520 --> 00:31:45,719
You've proven that
maybe there's a business
558
00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:47,799
that's not so much about your cancer.
559
00:31:47,800 --> 00:31:50,319
All that energy in that space,
it's negative energy.
560
00:31:50,320 --> 00:31:53,280
Then Milla gets to be the authority
on how to beat this disease?
561
00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:56,159
Don't know. Feels wrong.
562
00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:58,720
Yeah, well, fresh start.
563
00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:00,800
Yeah.
564
00:32:01,520 --> 00:32:03,719
Wants to turn me off and on at the wall.
565
00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:06,760
No, no. Just future-proofing.
566
00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:09,560
Some safeguards.
567
00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:12,400
Who knows?
568
00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:22,560
Hi.
I have Belle Gibson for Julie.
569
00:32:24,120 --> 00:32:25,760
{\an8}She's in the lobby with me now.
570
00:32:28,320 --> 00:32:29,320
Okay, bye-bye.
571
00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:33,079
I'm sorry,
that's not on Julie's schedule today.
572
00:32:33,080 --> 00:32:35,319
Oh, it's on mine.
573
00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:38,159
I have a confirmation right here. Um...
574
00:32:38,160 --> 00:32:41,439
There's been some disorganization lately
because of the merger.
575
00:32:41,440 --> 00:32:44,440
Oh, that must be so stressful,
you poor thing.
576
00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:48,719
I just flew up from Melbourne,
which would be totally fine,
577
00:32:48,720 --> 00:32:53,000
but I had to cancel my appointment
with an oncologist.
578
00:32:58,440 --> 00:32:59,360
Oh.
579
00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:07,479
I'm just interested, I really am,
in how one might justify 35K on R&D
580
00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:10,079
with a chef that no one's ever heard of.
581
00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:12,319
That chef was trained by
Martin Berasategui.
582
00:33:12,320 --> 00:33:14,999
She's gonna change the culture
of Basque cuisine in Melbourne.
583
00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:19,679
That's just great for the Basque people
of Melbourne, all fucking 55 of them.
584
00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:21,239
Or they could just connect to this,
585
00:33:21,240 --> 00:33:23,719
it's a new thing,
it's called the internet.
586
00:33:23,720 --> 00:33:25,919
- Oh, no.
- And they can... Wait, wait, wait.
587
00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:27,879
They could just Google the recipes.
588
00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:30,519
Oh, I cannot keep having
this fucking fight.
589
00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:32,839
Oh, my God. I'm even older than I look.
590
00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:34,479
Yeah, I'm aware of that, Julie.
591
00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:37,719
- You know, I'm trying to help you, right?
- Yes, yes, thank you.
592
00:33:37,720 --> 00:33:39,399
I have Belle Gibson for you.
593
00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:41,519
Oh, right, right. Well, there you go.
594
00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:43,519
- Okay, we're done.
- Off you trot.
595
00:33:43,520 --> 00:33:44,839
Great.
596
00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:48,719
Julie, relevance, Jules, changing world,
said with love, said with love.
597
00:33:48,720 --> 00:33:49,959
I'm feeling the love.
598
00:33:49,960 --> 00:33:51,520
- All love. Okay.
- Really feeling it.
599
00:33:52,200 --> 00:33:54,479
Not a good time?
Shall I tell her to go away?
600
00:33:54,480 --> 00:33:55,680
Who is it again?
601
00:33:56,360 --> 00:33:57,360
Belle Gibson.
602
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:01,080
Brain cancer.
603
00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:06,279
We launched
a little under four months ago.
604
00:34:06,280 --> 00:34:09,199
In the first month
we were downloaded 50,000 times
605
00:34:09,200 --> 00:34:12,159
and that was with no marketing
other than my Instagram following.
606
00:34:12,160 --> 00:34:15,718
I'm up past 200,000 followers,
all potential readers.
607
00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:18,158
All the recipes on the app and in the book
608
00:34:18,159 --> 00:34:21,158
spring forth from
an integrated whole food philosophy.
609
00:34:21,159 --> 00:34:24,759
Paleo, vegan, gluten-free,
low sugar, of course.
610
00:34:24,760 --> 00:34:25,920
Hmm.
611
00:34:26,480 --> 00:34:28,039
Where'd you get the recipes?
612
00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:30,279
Um... They're mine.
613
00:34:30,280 --> 00:34:32,479
I'm not a trained chef, self-taught.
614
00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:34,400
I started with cakes, actually.
615
00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:38,079
When I was little I used to read
The Women's Weekly Birthday Cake
616
00:34:38,080 --> 00:34:39,678
under the covers.
617
00:34:39,679 --> 00:34:41,199
It was my best friend.
618
00:34:41,920 --> 00:34:43,479
Sold a million copies.
619
00:34:43,480 --> 00:34:45,839
- My mentor created that book.
- Oh, wow.
620
00:34:45,840 --> 00:34:46,840
Mmm.
621
00:34:48,239 --> 00:34:50,159
I believe good food can save you.
622
00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:55,239
But creating a cookbook,
I'm... I'm out of my depth.
623
00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:57,639
I have everything to learn.
624
00:34:59,080 --> 00:35:00,239
That's why I'm here.
625
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:04,399
Maggie Beer had no formal training.
626
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:07,800
Sometimes it works in your favor.
It makes you more... accessible.
627
00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:10,080
Mmm.
628
00:35:16,920 --> 00:35:18,720
I lied before...
629
00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:20,319
to you.
630
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:21,920
I didn't have an appointment.
631
00:35:24,280 --> 00:35:26,200
Did you just talk your way in here?
632
00:35:28,440 --> 00:35:30,560
And am I supposed to find that impressive,
633
00:35:31,320 --> 00:35:32,960
charming, desperate?
634
00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:35,080
Determined.
635
00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:38,720
Ah.
636
00:35:40,120 --> 00:35:41,080
Ah, I see.
637
00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:43,120
Okay.
638
00:35:44,560 --> 00:35:45,400
Babe?
639
00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:47,840
I need you to book me a hotel.
640
00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:50,639
I'm cooking for Julie Gibbs tonight.
641
00:35:59,320 --> 00:36:01,079
What are you gonna cook for me?
642
00:36:01,080 --> 00:36:02,440
A peach tart.
643
00:36:03,320 --> 00:36:04,320
Vegan.
644
00:36:04,800 --> 00:36:08,200
I chose it because I used to pick
the peaches at my grandma's house.
645
00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:10,919
She had an orchard
just outside of Brisbane.
646
00:36:10,920 --> 00:36:12,600
Mmm. Well, let's drink to that.
647
00:36:13,160 --> 00:36:14,760
- Clare Valley?
- Yeah.
648
00:36:17,760 --> 00:36:18,839
There you go.
649
00:36:18,840 --> 00:36:20,559
♪ Living a, living a fantasy ♪
650
00:36:20,560 --> 00:36:22,879
♪ Live in, I live in my vanity ♪
651
00:36:22,880 --> 00:36:25,160
♪ Hey Mom
Hey, do you see me now? ♪
652
00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:29,479
♪ All I wanna do is what I do well ♪
653
00:36:29,480 --> 00:36:33,840
♪ Ain't a gambler
But honey, I'd put money on myself ♪
654
00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:38,599
♪ All I wanna do is bottle it to sell ♪
655
00:36:38,600 --> 00:36:43,040
♪ 'Cause my brand of vainglory
Is much better for your health ♪
656
00:36:43,920 --> 00:36:46,160
♪ Oh... ♪
657
00:36:46,800 --> 00:36:48,560
♪ I can't get enough ♪
658
00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:50,959
♪ I'ma say it, it's true ♪
659
00:36:50,960 --> 00:36:52,879
♪ I can't get enough of myself ♪
660
00:36:52,880 --> 00:36:55,680
♪ Oh... ♪
661
00:36:56,560 --> 00:36:58,560
I usually use unsalted nuts.
662
00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:01,920
Caught me off guard, Jules.
663
00:37:22,920 --> 00:37:24,400
Do you eat red meat?
664
00:37:25,840 --> 00:37:27,320
- Um...
- I might order in.
665
00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:30,840
Was that bullshit about your grandma?
666
00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:33,439
Peaches don't grow well in Brisbane.
667
00:37:33,440 --> 00:37:36,080
Stone fruit, they like a cold winter.
668
00:37:38,640 --> 00:37:41,439
Right, no.
Um, she was in Tassie at that point.
669
00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:42,720
She moved around.
670
00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:50,599
I was more than chubby.
671
00:37:50,600 --> 00:37:52,440
Obese, clinically.
672
00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:54,800
Not that anyone took me to a doctor.
673
00:37:55,400 --> 00:37:57,039
My mum doesn't cook.
674
00:37:57,040 --> 00:38:00,200
Neither does mine. Cans and packets.
675
00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:01,920
Mmm.
676
00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:09,400
I remember standing on the stool.
677
00:38:11,120 --> 00:38:13,960
I was making pasta. I was about four.
678
00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:17,479
I burnt my hand.
679
00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:18,640
Oh, gosh.
680
00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:25,640
How does it work with your authors?
681
00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:30,479
Because I'd need to be able to control
the aesthetic on the recipes.
682
00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:32,560
It's a collaboration.
683
00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:37,599
- Do you have kids?
- No.
684
00:38:37,600 --> 00:38:38,759
No, my books.
685
00:38:38,760 --> 00:38:42,159
I mean, I like children,
but I couldn't eat a whole one.
686
00:39:00,840 --> 00:39:02,240
Oh, I'm sorry.
687
00:39:13,720 --> 00:39:14,600
I lost...
688
00:39:18,720 --> 00:39:20,000
I lost a baby.
689
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:24,600
When was this?
690
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:29,200
Just before the app.
691
00:39:37,760 --> 00:39:39,480
I lost one child.
692
00:39:41,080 --> 00:39:43,360
And I threw myself into another.
693
00:39:46,240 --> 00:39:48,000
From the depths of pain...
694
00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:50,560
comes a blessing.
695
00:39:54,200 --> 00:39:56,800
Just forget your grandma's pretty orchard.
696
00:39:58,040 --> 00:40:01,760
You are a battler from the 'burbs.
697
00:40:03,600 --> 00:40:05,000
No frills.
698
00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:06,720
Hills hoist.
699
00:40:08,320 --> 00:40:10,799
You have fought all your life,
700
00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:14,279
and now you are a mum fighting cancer.
701
00:40:14,280 --> 00:40:17,359
These recipes should have no frills.
702
00:40:17,360 --> 00:40:20,360
They're clean,
and kind to the woman who's cooking them.
703
00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:22,919
"I see you." That's what you're saying.
704
00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:24,640
I've got your back.
705
00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:41,599
Wait. Hold on a second. Is that you?
706
00:40:41,600 --> 00:40:42,679
Shut up.
707
00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:45,879
Wow. Looks like we've got
a minor celebrity in our midst.
708
00:40:45,880 --> 00:40:48,199
- Stop it.
- Maybe they could properly pay you.
709
00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:50,399
Would you hate it if I asked for a selfie?
710
00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:52,919
- I'm just such a big fan.
- Stop it. Mum, hold on.
711
00:40:52,920 --> 00:40:54,119
Oh, my God.
712
00:40:54,120 --> 00:40:58,039
Guess who just got nominated for Cosmo's
Women in Media Fun and Fearless Award?
713
00:40:58,040 --> 00:40:59,559
- Really?
- Yeah.
714
00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:01,999
I don't know what that is,
but they really want you to come,
715
00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:03,999
so I'm thinking
that means you've won. Congrats.
716
00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:06,279
- Do we accept or decline?
- We accept.
717
00:41:06,280 --> 00:41:09,119
Got it. I'm gonna start looking
into dress options.
718
00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:12,159
Ooh. Alexa Chung at London Fashion Week
or Blake Lively in anything.
719
00:41:12,160 --> 00:41:15,280
On it. Also, real quick,
before I lose the internet,
720
00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:17,399
the juice people.
721
00:41:17,400 --> 00:41:20,359
Look at that. It's like another world.
722
00:41:20,360 --> 00:41:23,519
Oh, my God.
The mosquitoes are dickheads out here.
723
00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:28,160
So, Mills, um, I think we should
give them a definitive yes or no.
724
00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:30,439
I don't want to leave them dangling.
725
00:41:30,440 --> 00:41:33,279
I don't know. I know the money is...
726
00:41:33,280 --> 00:41:34,640
Borderline offensive.
727
00:41:35,360 --> 00:41:37,639
I hate the product.
Thirty-five grams of sugar, I can't.
728
00:41:37,640 --> 00:41:39,519
Mmm. Okay.
729
00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:41,999
But maybe we could start a juice range.
730
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:42,919
Hmm, no.
731
00:41:42,920 --> 00:41:44,279
That sounds like infrastructure,
732
00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:46,999
and right now,
what we need is posts for cash.
733
00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:49,559
Hmm? Posts for cash. Stay focused.
734
00:41:49,560 --> 00:41:51,679
Did you actually look
at the link I sent you?
735
00:41:51,680 --> 00:41:52,760
You all right, Mum?
736
00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:54,919
Wow. What a view.
737
00:41:54,920 --> 00:41:57,519
That Belle girl in Melbourne
just launched a recipe app,
738
00:41:57,520 --> 00:42:00,679
and I'm not saying we do an app,
but yeah, maybe we do an app.
739
00:42:00,680 --> 00:42:01,919
Yeah, I'll read it.
740
00:42:01,920 --> 00:42:04,319
But we should keep talking
about the juice thing.
741
00:42:04,320 --> 00:42:06,599
You know,
glass bottles could be really special.
742
00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:08,640
Yeah, or posts for cash.
743
00:42:16,640 --> 00:42:20,719
Girls, I think I might stay in
and enjoy the villa tonight.
744
00:42:20,720 --> 00:42:22,640
What? Why?
745
00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:25,280
You'll miss the keynote speaker.
746
00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:29,719
Well, it's just that
I've got that little pain again.
747
00:42:29,720 --> 00:42:30,720
What pain?
748
00:42:31,720 --> 00:42:34,000
Well, it's not really pain. I'm just, um...
749
00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:36,439
just a little clogged up.
750
00:42:36,440 --> 00:42:39,279
Oh, no, Tam.
Should we get some prunes in you?
751
00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:41,319
- Or maybe a laxative?
- She's not taking laxatives.
752
00:42:41,320 --> 00:42:42,879
Yeah, they don't work anyway.
753
00:42:42,880 --> 00:42:43,960
Sorry?
754
00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:47,999
Mum, tell me you didn't.
755
00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:50,439
Oh, it's just laxative chocolate.
756
00:42:50,440 --> 00:42:53,320
It's so bad for you.
Why would you do that?
757
00:42:54,400 --> 00:42:56,839
Okay, bathroom. Pants. Off. Now.
758
00:42:56,840 --> 00:42:58,039
This is my department.
759
00:42:58,040 --> 00:42:59,840
Jesus. Milly!
760
00:43:01,880 --> 00:43:03,200
Pants off?
761
00:43:09,160 --> 00:43:11,040
I need to find somewhere to put this.
762
00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:15,279
Honey, I'm fine.
Please, just go to the party.
763
00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:17,559
Perfect. Come on.
764
00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:19,720
Lie down. No one's gonna see you out here.
765
00:43:20,760 --> 00:43:23,479
Oh, okay. I'm good. I'll be upstairs.
766
00:43:23,480 --> 00:43:25,759
How long has this been going on?
Why didn't you tell me?
767
00:43:25,760 --> 00:43:27,479
'Cause you just boss her around.
768
00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:29,680
Leave your mother alone,
you dirty pervert.
769
00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:35,360
- All good?
- All good.
770
00:43:47,120 --> 00:43:48,360
It shouldn't hurt.
771
00:43:50,720 --> 00:43:53,839
Mum? Mum? Hey! Hey, don't do that.
What are you doing?
772
00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:55,280
Hey! Mum? Mum? Mum?
773
00:44:02,240 --> 00:44:03,839
Uh, I need a doctor.
774
00:44:03,840 --> 00:44:05,600
Ambulance, please.
775
00:44:06,520 --> 00:44:07,720
Villa number eight.
776
00:44:14,400 --> 00:44:15,640
Hey, Joe.
777
00:44:16,160 --> 00:44:17,000
In here.
778
00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:19,999
Hey, hey, hey. Hey.
779
00:44:20,000 --> 00:44:21,319
- Hey.
- Hey.
780
00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:24,640
- Hey. Shh, breathe. I'm okay, my darling.
- She's okay.
781
00:44:25,360 --> 00:44:26,280
It's okay.
782
00:44:28,360 --> 00:44:30,159
We just got a little stuck.
783
00:44:30,160 --> 00:44:31,559
Okay.
784
00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:33,080
- Didn't we?
- Yeah.
785
00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:37,319
{\an8}You see, this is where the lower bowel
has been most impacted,
786
00:44:37,320 --> 00:44:39,360
but there's an obstruction here.
787
00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:46,199
We're gonna keep you in overnight.
788
00:44:46,200 --> 00:44:47,239
Keep up the fluids.
789
00:44:47,240 --> 00:44:48,759
We'll have a specialist in tomorrow
790
00:44:48,760 --> 00:44:51,719
to talk about how to navigate
the obstruction. Come up with a game plan.
791
00:44:51,720 --> 00:44:52,760
Thank you.
792
00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:54,920
Has the biopsy come back?
793
00:44:55,800 --> 00:44:56,800
Uh, not yet.
794
00:44:57,320 --> 00:44:59,359
Can I ask if it is cancerous?
795
00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:00,839
Let's not get ahead of the biopsy.
796
00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:02,799
Our family has
a lot of negative experiences
797
00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:04,119
when it comes to oncologists.
798
00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:05,999
Do you know where
this specialist was trained?
799
00:45:06,000 --> 00:45:08,559
- Under what methodology?
- I'll get that information.
800
00:45:08,560 --> 00:45:11,760
I wanna shift the obstruction naturally
before any surgical interference.
801
00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:14,999
I would say that coffee enemas
aren't medically recommended.
802
00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:17,359
I saw someone a few months ago
with a serious burn.
803
00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:19,159
That would've been performed incorrectly.
804
00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:21,159
There are huge benefits,
the immunoboost alone.
805
00:45:21,160 --> 00:45:23,439
There's a risk
of chronic proctocolitis.
806
00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:25,599
That's constant diarrhea,
bleeding in the bowel,
807
00:45:25,600 --> 00:45:27,479
- which can lead to sepsis.
- I have five a day.
808
00:45:27,480 --> 00:45:29,479
And that's not been
my lived experience at all.
809
00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:36,480
I would just really like
a private consultation...
810
00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:06,599
{\an8}We've got three doctors. Top specialists.
811
00:46:06,600 --> 00:46:10,079
They all want to say
you can't cure brain cancer with diet.
812
00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:11,839
They're all falling over themselves to say
813
00:46:11,840 --> 00:46:15,319
that the crap she's espousing
is dangerous, magical thinking.
814
00:46:15,320 --> 00:46:17,679
- Hmm.
- I like a bit of magic with my chemo.
815
00:46:17,680 --> 00:46:20,999
Thing is, the doctors can't say
she's faking her diagnosis and recovery
816
00:46:21,000 --> 00:46:23,039
without looking at her medical records.
817
00:46:23,040 --> 00:46:25,639
If we could put on pressure
for her to produce those records,
818
00:46:25,640 --> 00:46:28,759
then no doctor who looks at them
can tell us about her particular case
819
00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:30,959
because of patient-client confidentiality.
820
00:46:30,960 --> 00:46:33,239
- Right.
- And you were following her, Luce?
821
00:46:33,240 --> 00:46:35,000
She still is.
822
00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:37,159
She has recipes I like.
823
00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:39,560
I don't see why
nutrition can't be a part of...
824
00:46:40,760 --> 00:46:43,919
It's all alleged anyway.
They don't know she's faking it.
825
00:46:43,920 --> 00:46:46,320
Oh, we do. We just can't write about it.
826
00:46:47,600 --> 00:46:49,280
Anyway...
827
00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:52,319
Do you guys know
what kind of birth you wanna have?
828
00:46:52,320 --> 00:46:54,959
- Mmm.
- Are you going to go public or private?
829
00:46:54,960 --> 00:46:57,559
Yeah, well,
some water somewhere, definitely.
830
00:46:57,560 --> 00:47:00,119
- Mmm-hmm.
- We'd love to have a home birth.
831
00:47:00,120 --> 00:47:02,159
Yeah,
but that might not be feasible.
832
00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:04,119
We're just gonna
keep an open mind, I think.
833
00:47:04,120 --> 00:47:07,159
I really wanna focus on
the fourth trimester. You know?
834
00:47:07,160 --> 00:47:11,599
Everyone obsesses over the birth,
but that's just one day.
835
00:47:11,600 --> 00:47:13,319
Yeah, babies are forever.
836
00:47:13,320 --> 00:47:15,959
- Not like puppies.
- It's not just Christmas Day.
837
00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:17,240
Gonna eat something?
838
00:47:28,280 --> 00:47:30,280
Well, that was fun.
839
00:47:31,800 --> 00:47:33,439
Which part did you enjoy most?
840
00:47:33,440 --> 00:47:34,639
Childcare rebates?
841
00:47:34,640 --> 00:47:36,199
Skin-to-skin parenting.
842
00:47:36,200 --> 00:47:37,239
Sounds sexy.
843
00:47:37,240 --> 00:47:38,880
It's not.
844
00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:44,240
I'm sorry.
845
00:47:47,160 --> 00:47:48,000
For what?
846
00:47:56,840 --> 00:47:58,999
Are you thinking we should've
put some in the freezer?
847
00:47:59,000 --> 00:48:00,639
I mean, I know you wanted to.
848
00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:03,000
I hadn't really thought about it.
849
00:48:03,760 --> 00:48:05,879
Because if my heart is screwed up,
850
00:48:05,880 --> 00:48:07,760
my eggs are well cooked now.
851
00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:11,320
Not even yellow, just grey and smelly.
852
00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:14,040
We'll get to that later.
853
00:48:14,800 --> 00:48:16,800
Just got to fix up the other bits first.
854
00:48:19,520 --> 00:48:21,079
Let's walk through the gardens.
855
00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:23,319
Can we get the tram, please?
856
00:48:23,320 --> 00:48:26,440
I've got an early start
and I'm just shattered.
857
00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:31,959
Europe, and Southeast Asia,
858
00:48:31,960 --> 00:48:34,319
and I actually just came back
from three months in India.
859
00:48:34,320 --> 00:48:36,839
I'm planning a trip to South America.
860
00:48:36,840 --> 00:48:37,959
- Really?
- Yeah, yeah.
861
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:43,239
I want to get an old Ducati
and just ride through the whole country.
862
00:48:43,240 --> 00:48:45,599
- Amazing.
- I'm going to have to save up a bit.
863
00:48:45,600 --> 00:48:47,079
What do you wanna see there?
864
00:48:47,080 --> 00:48:49,440
Um, I mostly just want to...
865
00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:02,400
I wanna do the South America trip.
866
00:49:04,000 --> 00:49:06,240
That's a good idea. We should book it in.
867
00:49:06,920 --> 00:49:07,760
Yeah?
868
00:49:08,360 --> 00:49:09,240
Yeah.
869
00:49:10,520 --> 00:49:12,639
Let's find some time after the next round?
870
00:49:12,640 --> 00:49:13,800
Great.
871
00:49:14,520 --> 00:49:17,159
Except that the next round
might knock off yet another artery
872
00:49:17,160 --> 00:49:19,239
and then I'd have to get that fixed.
873
00:49:19,240 --> 00:49:20,879
I don't know why you're mad at me.
874
00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:22,040
Because...
875
00:49:23,120 --> 00:49:25,720
It's just too predictable.
876
00:49:26,560 --> 00:49:30,039
You running around
and fussing about a story.
877
00:49:30,040 --> 00:49:32,559
- I have to investigate her.
- Fixating on that 'cause...
878
00:49:32,560 --> 00:49:34,200
- It's my job.
- No, you don't.
879
00:49:35,160 --> 00:49:36,719
What do you want me to do?
880
00:49:36,720 --> 00:49:37,680
Pack a bag.
881
00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:39,880
Right, okay.
882
00:49:41,760 --> 00:49:42,640
I'm done.
883
00:49:44,120 --> 00:49:46,439
I don't wanna be messed around
by more doctors.
884
00:49:46,440 --> 00:49:47,679
You've made that clear.
885
00:49:47,680 --> 00:49:51,159
You're really lucky to have
access to first world medical treatment.
886
00:49:51,160 --> 00:49:52,480
Don't you dare lecture me!
887
00:49:56,440 --> 00:49:59,520
I don't really wanna wait around
for you to finish work, okay?
888
00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:01,200
I don't have time.
889
00:50:01,720 --> 00:50:04,319
Sit in the chair,
put that shit in your arm.
890
00:50:04,320 --> 00:50:05,679
"Be a good girl, Lucy."
891
00:50:05,680 --> 00:50:07,839
Okay, so, um, Machu Picchu?
892
00:50:07,840 --> 00:50:09,159
That sounds fun.
893
00:50:09,160 --> 00:50:11,519
Yeah, maybe drink some Pisco Sours,
894
00:50:11,520 --> 00:50:14,079
find a cure to breast cancer
in a fucking mud hut in Patagonia.
895
00:50:14,080 --> 00:50:15,199
Maybe!
896
00:50:15,200 --> 00:50:17,999
There's a place in Peru,
it helps people accept...
897
00:50:18,000 --> 00:50:19,439
- Accept what?
- I don't know.
898
00:50:19,440 --> 00:50:21,119
Yeah, great.
899
00:50:21,120 --> 00:50:23,160
I also want to float down the Amazon.
900
00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:24,839
See pink dolphins.
901
00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:28,239
All the while, getting sicker every minute
that you're not getting treated.
902
00:50:28,240 --> 00:50:29,440
Okay, look.
903
00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:32,639
I know it's inconvenient, okay?
904
00:50:32,640 --> 00:50:35,519
I know it is fucking fucked, all right?
905
00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:39,360
But if we do this, if we just try, okay?
906
00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:43,559
I'm so sorry,
that this is so scary for you.
907
00:50:45,200 --> 00:50:46,520
But I have tried.
908
00:50:48,400 --> 00:50:49,359
It hasn't worked.
909
00:50:49,360 --> 00:50:51,719
The treatment is not finished, Lucy.
910
00:50:51,720 --> 00:50:53,080
We are not finished.
911
00:50:53,800 --> 00:50:56,520
And you don't get to walk away
because it's too hard.
912
00:50:57,720 --> 00:50:59,239
I'm sorry, all right?
913
00:50:59,240 --> 00:51:02,080
I'm not being unreasonable,
but I don't want you to die.
914
00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:05,079
I think it's a pretty normal reaction.
915
00:51:05,080 --> 00:51:06,640
I don't want you to die.
916
00:51:08,840 --> 00:51:10,120
That's not about me.
917
00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:13,200
That's about you.
918
00:51:15,520 --> 00:51:16,800
Don't you see that?
919
00:51:55,920 --> 00:51:57,400
- You're good.
- Thank you.
920
00:51:58,680 --> 00:52:00,519
I love it, Jules.
921
00:52:00,520 --> 00:52:02,560
How did you know? I'm obsessed.
922
00:52:03,800 --> 00:52:05,559
Oh, I know, me too.
923
00:52:05,560 --> 00:52:07,360
I wish you could be here.
924
00:52:09,720 --> 00:52:12,319
- It's not...
- Fairy princess?
925
00:52:12,320 --> 00:52:14,239
No. Powerful.
926
00:52:14,240 --> 00:52:17,159
Oh, also, it is on loan, so be careful.
927
00:52:17,160 --> 00:52:19,239
- I look big.
- No, shh.
928
00:52:19,240 --> 00:52:20,200
Hmm.
929
00:52:21,440 --> 00:52:22,320
I like it.
930
00:52:23,920 --> 00:52:24,880
Gotta go.
931
00:52:25,840 --> 00:52:27,759
Quick night-night for Mama.
932
00:52:27,760 --> 00:52:29,680
- Hi, baby.
- Hi.
933
00:52:30,920 --> 00:52:33,199
- What do you think?
- You look like a princess!
934
00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:35,880
Yeah! Are there gonna be cameras?
935
00:52:39,720 --> 00:52:41,080
Lots of cameras.
936
00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:47,240
Milla Blake,
Green Stone Healing.
937
00:52:48,240 --> 00:52:51,080
Margaux Ferguson,
The Steminist Collective.
938
00:52:52,240 --> 00:52:54,719
Belle Gibson, The Whole Pantry.
939
00:52:54,720 --> 00:52:59,279
And the winner
of the inaugural 2013 Cosmopolitan
940
00:52:59,280 --> 00:53:02,599
Fun and Fearless Women in Business Award
941
00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:06,519
is Belle Gibson, CEO of The Whole Pantry.
942
00:53:10,760 --> 00:53:13,119
♪ And let the words fall out ♪
943
00:53:13,120 --> 00:53:18,079
♪ Honestly I wanna see you be brave... ♪
944
00:53:18,080 --> 00:53:19,560
Do you want me to trip her?
945
00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:23,519
♪ And let the words fall out ♪
946
00:53:23,520 --> 00:53:25,679
♪ Honestly I wanna see... ♪
947
00:53:25,680 --> 00:53:27,080
Ah!
948
00:53:28,280 --> 00:53:29,919
Oh!
949
00:53:29,920 --> 00:53:31,360
Fun and fearless?
950
00:53:32,200 --> 00:53:33,600
I'll take it.
951
00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:40,240
It's been a rocky few years
being a person in the world.
952
00:53:41,400 --> 00:53:43,239
I think a lot of you know
953
00:53:43,240 --> 00:53:47,040
I was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer
three years ago.
954
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:48,640
I've met her.
955
00:53:53,600 --> 00:53:54,840
What you don't know
956
00:53:55,440 --> 00:53:58,080
because as a culture
we don't talk about it...
957
00:54:00,800 --> 00:54:02,120
a little while ago
958
00:54:02,920 --> 00:54:06,480
I lost a baby at almost 24 weeks.
959
00:54:09,720 --> 00:54:12,840
I lost one child
and I threw myself into another.
960
00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:19,520
From the depths of pain... comes a blessing.
961
00:54:23,760 --> 00:54:27,440
I lost a baby
and poured myself into another.
962
00:54:33,040 --> 00:54:35,120
The Whole Pantry was born...
963
00:54:38,080 --> 00:54:40,359
...out of a place
of unimaginable grief.
964
00:54:40,360 --> 00:54:42,080
Out of a place of...
965
00:54:44,160 --> 00:54:46,440
unimaginable grief...
966
00:54:49,840 --> 00:54:50,920
but also...
967
00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:55,360
out of love.
968
00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:01,280
Out of a place of unimaginable grief...
969
00:55:05,200 --> 00:55:06,320
but also...
970
00:55:08,400 --> 00:55:09,560
out of love.
971
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:16,120
It's love that powers me,
972
00:55:18,080 --> 00:55:22,080
transforms me, sustains me, all of us.
973
00:55:23,480 --> 00:55:25,799
If we're brave enough to let it.
974
00:55:40,640 --> 00:55:43,119
You came up to me
at my event in Brisbane?
975
00:55:43,120 --> 00:55:46,120
Right. Yeah, that's right.
I think just briefly.
976
00:55:46,840 --> 00:55:48,279
And the app?
977
00:55:48,280 --> 00:55:51,279
How did you even think of it?
It's such an incredible idea.
978
00:55:51,280 --> 00:55:53,919
Oh, you know,
just thinking about what people need.
979
00:55:53,920 --> 00:55:55,360
Has Apple been in touch?
980
00:55:56,040 --> 00:55:57,799
I just, I heard a rumor.
981
00:55:57,800 --> 00:55:59,239
- Shit. Really?
- Congratulations.
982
00:55:59,240 --> 00:56:00,559
Oh, thanks so much.
983
00:56:00,560 --> 00:56:02,999
We've just started talking.
It's a long process.
984
00:56:03,000 --> 00:56:05,119
- Yeah.
- I have to get your book.
985
00:56:05,120 --> 00:56:08,799
I... I keep going into bookstores
but I can never find it.
986
00:56:08,800 --> 00:56:10,400
Yeah, it sold out really fast.
987
00:56:11,240 --> 00:56:13,240
I ended up signing with Julie.
988
00:56:14,080 --> 00:56:15,519
- Gibbs?
- Yeah.
989
00:56:15,520 --> 00:56:18,479
- She's at Penguin.
- Wow. I mean, she's the best. Congrats.
990
00:56:18,480 --> 00:56:20,399
I didn't know there was an advance.
991
00:56:20,400 --> 00:56:21,759
I'd write it for free.
992
00:56:21,760 --> 00:56:23,360
I feel so grateful.
993
00:56:23,960 --> 00:56:25,079
Me too.
994
00:56:25,080 --> 00:56:26,240
So grateful.
995
00:56:27,560 --> 00:56:29,599
- I'm gonna call it. Gotta juice.
- Hmm?
996
00:56:29,600 --> 00:56:32,400
Ah, I tried Hirsch. Couldn't stick.
997
00:56:32,920 --> 00:56:34,120
It's a commitment.
998
00:56:34,680 --> 00:56:35,919
The enemas.
999
00:56:35,920 --> 00:56:37,640
I mean, you don't smell at all.
1000
00:56:39,200 --> 00:56:40,359
No, you smell amazing.
1001
00:56:40,360 --> 00:56:42,399
I just reeked all the time.
1002
00:56:46,040 --> 00:56:48,759
- Okay, I'm calling a cab.
- Um, hold on. I just, um...
1003
00:56:48,760 --> 00:56:52,159
Sorry, I feel like I should maybe stay
and schmooze the Cosmo peeps
1004
00:56:52,160 --> 00:56:53,959
about the profile they want to do on you.
1005
00:56:53,960 --> 00:56:56,479
Please stay.
I don't know any of these people.
1006
00:56:56,480 --> 00:56:58,359
- Sorry, I...
- You should have a big night.
1007
00:56:58,360 --> 00:57:01,159
- No, actually...
- Have a big night. I'm being boring.
1008
00:57:01,160 --> 00:57:02,959
- Are you sure?
- It's fine.
1009
00:57:02,960 --> 00:57:04,160
- Okay.
- Bye.
1010
00:57:04,920 --> 00:57:06,120
Okay. Just...
1011
00:57:07,280 --> 00:57:08,160
Is she okay?
1012
00:57:08,720 --> 00:57:11,000
Oh, yeah. No, no. She's fine.
1013
00:57:12,360 --> 00:57:14,199
Like, it's not a secret or anything.
1014
00:57:14,200 --> 00:57:16,879
Her mum just got diagnosed
with bowel cancer,
1015
00:57:16,880 --> 00:57:18,760
so like, she's gonna be fine.
1016
00:57:19,680 --> 00:57:21,280
But they're just really close.
1017
00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:24,640
Fucking cancer.
1018
00:57:25,440 --> 00:57:26,440
What a bitch.
1019
00:57:29,840 --> 00:57:34,439
♪ Black cinder till the end ♪
1020
00:57:34,440 --> 00:57:35,920
♪ You came home ♪
1021
00:57:37,840 --> 00:57:40,719
♪ For the endless summer ♪
1022
00:57:40,720 --> 00:57:42,440
♪ Watch me go ♪
1023
00:57:44,240 --> 00:57:46,559
♪ Paint a different color... ♪
1024
00:58:30,120 --> 00:58:31,880
I never saw a fucking cent.
1025
00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:36,839
She says that the brain cancer
makes her forget things.
1026
00:58:36,840 --> 00:58:38,159
Yeah, it pissed me off.
1027
00:58:38,160 --> 00:58:39,399
It pissed me off.
1028
00:58:39,400 --> 00:58:42,079
I kept turning the whole thing
over and over in my head.
1029
00:58:42,080 --> 00:58:43,799
It was eating away at me.
1030
00:58:43,800 --> 00:58:45,120
And then...
1031
00:58:48,160 --> 00:58:49,359
Bang.
1032
00:58:49,360 --> 00:58:50,920
You a Melbourne boy, Lenny?
1033
00:58:52,360 --> 00:58:53,720
Nah, Brisbane.
1034
00:58:54,320 --> 00:58:57,240
We fucking met,
like, ten years prior.
1035
00:58:59,560 --> 00:59:00,560
Lenny!
1036
00:59:01,320 --> 00:59:04,279
- Take a picture of me!- Hooked up once, briefly.
1037
00:59:04,280 --> 00:59:05,720
I don't... Foggy.
1038
00:59:06,480 --> 00:59:07,800
No, just a kiss.
1039
00:59:08,280 --> 00:59:10,439
Nothing untoward. Totally respectful.
1040
00:59:10,440 --> 00:59:11,479
Ugh!
1041
00:59:11,480 --> 00:59:14,159
Yo! It's tampon fingers!
1042
00:59:14,160 --> 00:59:16,999
What the fuck? This bitch is ragging!
1043
00:59:19,600 --> 00:59:23,239
Um, so, I just woke up
out of a coma-like thing.
1044
00:59:23,240 --> 00:59:25,919
The doctor told me
I went into full cardiac arrest
1045
00:59:25,920 --> 00:59:28,560
and died for just under three minutes.
1046
00:59:29,360 --> 00:59:32,039
Turns out, I have fluid in my pericardium,
1047
00:59:32,040 --> 00:59:33,999
which is the sac around my heart.
1048
00:59:34,000 --> 00:59:36,759
Need to get a new valve
or it'll stop pumping forever.
1049
00:59:36,760 --> 00:59:38,999
Got the most hectic bruising
from the paddles
1050
00:59:39,000 --> 00:59:41,320
when they electrocuted me
back to consciousness.
1051
00:59:41,920 --> 00:59:43,999
Hey, does anyone know her name?
1052
00:59:44,000 --> 00:59:45,959
- Tampon Fingers.
- It's all right.
1053
00:59:45,960 --> 00:59:47,359
I'm not in the ICU anymore.
1054
00:59:47,360 --> 00:59:49,279
{\an8}They're letting me roll about
in my wheelchair
1055
00:59:49,280 --> 00:59:51,039
{\an8}and I'm off my head on fucking morphine.
1056
00:59:51,040 --> 00:59:54,599
Weren't you pregnant last week?
Oh, no. Leukemia. Lols.
1057
00:59:54,600 --> 00:59:56,839
Someone call the whambulance.
Faker.
1058
00:59:56,840 --> 00:59:58,239
Hope you're okay.
1059
00:59:58,240 --> 01:00:00,000
Oh, my God.
1060
01:00:01,360 --> 01:00:03,319
Why would she...
1061
01:00:03,320 --> 01:00:04,319
I don't know.
1062
01:00:04,320 --> 01:00:07,239
But that's a pretty big
fucking coincidence, right?
1063
01:00:07,240 --> 01:00:09,399
You said earlier the cancer part tracked.
1064
01:00:09,400 --> 01:00:10,519
Hmm.
1065
01:00:10,520 --> 01:00:12,160
What made you think that?
1066
01:00:12,920 --> 01:00:14,880
My mum works in nursing homes.
1067
01:00:15,560 --> 01:00:18,440
These homes, they have this smell.
1068
01:00:20,000 --> 01:00:22,639
This death smell, like a rotting.
1069
01:00:22,640 --> 01:00:23,799
Belle has that smell?
1070
01:00:23,800 --> 01:00:25,240
Oh, yeah, big time.
1071
01:00:25,760 --> 01:00:27,039
Big time.
1072
01:00:27,040 --> 01:00:30,360
Yeah, I mean I've thought about this
a whole lot, okay?
1073
01:00:30,920 --> 01:00:32,000
We're all gonna die.
1074
01:00:34,480 --> 01:00:37,640
Yeah? But you and I, most people,
1075
01:00:38,320 --> 01:00:39,400
that's too big.
1076
01:00:40,200 --> 01:00:42,599
We can't hold that concept in our heads.
1077
01:00:42,600 --> 01:00:46,360
We gotta run away from it,
we gotta numb it, gotta distract.
1078
01:00:47,160 --> 01:00:49,599
But the people who are really sick,
1079
01:00:49,600 --> 01:00:51,240
who know they're dying,
1080
01:00:52,200 --> 01:00:55,440
who open their eyes
and try to face it, mate...
1081
01:00:56,520 --> 01:00:58,519
they are up at the sun.
1082
01:00:58,520 --> 01:01:00,279
They're looking up, looking down,
1083
01:01:00,280 --> 01:01:02,760
they're trying to get in peace
before they say night-night.
1084
01:01:04,560 --> 01:01:07,400
Either that, or they're rats in a cage.
1085
01:01:08,800 --> 01:01:09,680
Cornered.
1086
01:01:10,680 --> 01:01:12,080
Shitting themselves.
1087
01:01:14,640 --> 01:01:16,919
They know they're very fucking unwell.
1088
01:01:16,920 --> 01:01:18,400
They know they're dying.
1089
01:01:21,760 --> 01:01:22,640
That's Belle.
1090
01:01:27,400 --> 01:01:29,559
It's just scary, to be honest,
1091
01:01:29,560 --> 01:01:33,280
because you doubt the crux of
all the things that make up who you are.
1092
01:01:34,360 --> 01:01:36,440
You know, I'm... I'm blonde,
1093
01:01:37,360 --> 01:01:39,040
and I have brown eyes,
1094
01:01:40,520 --> 01:01:41,800
and I've got cancer.
1095
01:01:42,520 --> 01:01:45,120
When you take away
some of those high-level things,
1096
01:01:46,560 --> 01:01:48,360
it's daunting.
1097
01:01:49,360 --> 01:01:51,760
I... I don't want sympathy.
1098
01:01:53,120 --> 01:01:54,800
I want people to say...
1099
01:01:55,720 --> 01:01:58,400
"Okay, she's human."
1100
01:01:59,480 --> 01:02:00,920
"She's had a big life."
1101
01:02:02,000 --> 01:02:03,320
"Not an easy life."
1102
01:02:04,080 --> 01:02:08,160
Yes, well, we've spoken to
your mum and dad about some of that.
1103
01:02:16,840 --> 01:02:17,680
Andrew?
1104
01:02:18,440 --> 01:02:20,839
He's not my dad.
She met him like five years ago.
1105
01:02:20,840 --> 01:02:23,159
Will you be including this
in your article?
1106
01:02:23,160 --> 01:02:24,719
Anais, this is a curveball.
1107
01:02:24,720 --> 01:02:27,200
We need all sides for a complete picture.
1108
01:02:28,160 --> 01:02:29,360
What did she say?
1109
01:02:30,120 --> 01:02:31,679
What did she tell you about me?
1110
01:02:31,680 --> 01:02:34,439
Because she's a compulsive liar
and a fantasist.
1111
01:02:34,440 --> 01:02:36,319
You can't print her toxic bullshit.
1112
01:02:36,320 --> 01:02:40,439
You're meant to be a credible magazine
that no one even reads.
1113
01:02:40,440 --> 01:02:42,760
You know that? No one reads you.
1114
01:02:43,960 --> 01:02:45,760
Your work is irrelevant.
1115
01:02:46,480 --> 01:02:48,599
Magazines are irrelevant.
1116
01:02:48,600 --> 01:02:51,160
Dead. R, I, fucking P!
1117
01:02:53,760 --> 01:02:57,759
♪ Great party, where's Sally?
Have you seen her rhinoplasty? ♪
1118
01:02:57,760 --> 01:03:00,879
♪ I'm seein' her doctor ♪
1119
01:03:00,880 --> 01:03:03,959
♪ He's going to make me a star ♪
1120
01:03:03,960 --> 01:03:05,679
♪ Hey you! ♪
1121
01:03:05,680 --> 01:03:07,359
♪ Don't you know who I am? ♪
1122
01:03:07,360 --> 01:03:08,679
♪ Hey you! ♪
1123
01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:10,439
♪ Don't you know who I am? ♪
1124
01:03:10,440 --> 01:03:11,839
♪ Hey you! ♪
1125
01:03:11,840 --> 01:03:13,800
♪ Don't you know who I am? ♪
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