1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:08,839 It would've been different if Milla was in the same city. 2 00:00:08,840 --> 00:00:10,200 Open the fucking door! 3 00:00:10,960 --> 00:00:13,439 We'd met online, but then had gotten so close. 4 00:00:13,440 --> 00:00:15,239 We got each other. 5 00:00:15,240 --> 00:00:17,679 - We need to use proper doctors. - Oh, because you know. 6 00:00:17,680 --> 00:00:19,719 You've looked at none of the research. 7 00:00:19,720 --> 00:00:22,279 There's no point in coming if you don't have the book. 8 00:00:22,280 --> 00:00:24,359 You will buy the book today. 9 00:00:24,360 --> 00:00:27,319 - You said you read the book. - I read the articles. 10 00:00:27,320 --> 00:00:30,639 The thing you need to understand is Belle doesn't have friends. 11 00:00:30,640 --> 00:00:31,760 She has hosts. 12 00:00:32,920 --> 00:00:34,319 How's your business babe? 13 00:00:34,320 --> 00:00:36,600 - My health, you mean? - No. 14 00:00:37,320 --> 00:00:39,800 I think I would like to try for a baby. 15 00:00:40,640 --> 00:00:42,719 I'm Belle. Belle Gibson. 16 00:00:42,720 --> 00:00:46,119 Belle Gibson has faked her entire cancer diagnosis. 17 00:00:46,120 --> 00:00:48,999 - Why are you being so stupid? - Why are you yelling at me? 18 00:00:49,000 --> 00:00:50,439 I wanna do an app. 19 00:00:50,440 --> 00:00:54,319 One that tracks recipes, gives health advice. Like a coach. 20 00:00:54,320 --> 00:00:55,679 Or a friend. 21 00:00:55,680 --> 00:00:58,240 Like the best friend you ever had. 22 00:01:14,720 --> 00:01:17,880 This is a true-ish story based on a lie. 23 00:01:18,680 --> 00:01:22,079 Some names have been changed and characters invented. Which is... 24 00:01:23,680 --> 00:01:24,960 Hek? 25 00:01:25,680 --> 00:01:26,640 Do you care? 26 00:01:27,200 --> 00:01:28,039 Should you? 27 00:01:28,040 --> 00:01:29,999 Fake news. Post truth. 28 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:31,759 Our arrogance where we fuck facts 29 00:01:31,760 --> 00:01:34,119 and cherry pick science we want to believe in... 30 00:01:35,560 --> 00:01:37,279 Hek? 31 00:01:37,280 --> 00:01:39,399 Stories were meant to connect us. 32 00:01:39,400 --> 00:01:42,999 But our compulsion to narrativize and dramatize heroes journeys, 33 00:01:43,000 --> 00:01:43,999 goodies, baddies. 34 00:01:44,000 --> 00:01:46,239 We've become incapable of objective thought. 35 00:01:46,240 --> 00:01:48,279 Hek? You okay? 36 00:01:54,920 --> 00:01:56,280 You ready? 37 00:01:57,160 --> 00:01:59,839 Don't be nervous. Don't be charming. 38 00:01:59,840 --> 00:02:02,039 Simple answers. Don't overshare. 39 00:02:02,040 --> 00:02:03,520 Did you sleep last night? 40 00:02:04,120 --> 00:02:05,759 Yeah. Why? 41 00:02:05,760 --> 00:02:07,479 You've got pubes on your chest. 42 00:02:07,480 --> 00:02:09,159 Ah... I shaved. 43 00:02:09,160 --> 00:02:11,839 Can I check we're all signed off on the agreed questions? 44 00:02:11,840 --> 00:02:15,599 I sent an updated version yesterday at 2:00 p.m. PST. 45 00:02:15,600 --> 00:02:18,279 I just have to say, Anais... 46 00:02:18,280 --> 00:02:20,719 I love Women's Weekly despite the circumstances. 47 00:02:20,720 --> 00:02:23,199 This is genuinely so surreal for me. 48 00:02:23,200 --> 00:02:25,479 My grandmother used to subscribe every month 49 00:02:25,480 --> 00:02:27,239 even when she couldn't afford it. 50 00:02:27,240 --> 00:02:29,439 I would look at the women in the articles. 51 00:02:29,440 --> 00:02:30,639 It was before I could read. 52 00:02:30,640 --> 00:02:32,719 I would imagine what it would be like 53 00:02:32,720 --> 00:02:36,080 to be that interesting someone would wanna write about me. 54 00:02:37,200 --> 00:02:39,200 I'm a big, big fan. 55 00:02:40,080 --> 00:02:42,399 Why don't you tell me about yourself? 56 00:02:42,400 --> 00:02:44,720 {\an8}Oh, okay. What do you want to know? 57 00:02:45,280 --> 00:02:49,520 Uh, well, I'm a Libra Sun. Capricorn rising. 58 00:02:50,760 --> 00:02:53,360 And I never had a father. 59 00:02:54,160 --> 00:02:57,440 I don't say that to elicit sympathy. It's just an objective fact. 60 00:02:58,760 --> 00:03:03,759 But there are definitely father figures who have guided me, shaped me. 61 00:03:03,760 --> 00:03:07,079 We wanted to create software that would empower lots of people. 62 00:03:07,080 --> 00:03:10,199 And so we thought of ourselves, what would we like to see? 63 00:03:10,200 --> 00:03:13,599 I can't resist a good idea. My biggest weakness is I can't say no. 64 00:03:13,600 --> 00:03:16,999 {\an8}Focus obsessively on solving a real problem. 65 00:03:17,000 --> 00:03:18,839 Make something people want. 66 00:03:18,840 --> 00:03:21,439 The good news is, you don't need to open a factory. 67 00:03:21,440 --> 00:03:23,079 You just need to open a laptop. 68 00:03:23,080 --> 00:03:27,519 The web isn't going to solve disease or solve poverty. 69 00:03:27,520 --> 00:03:30,399 It makes it so that people can share information effectively 70 00:03:30,400 --> 00:03:31,599 and know what's going on. 71 00:03:31,600 --> 00:03:35,239 When people are better informed, they can make better decisions. 72 00:03:35,240 --> 00:03:36,719 Yes, nice, mates. 73 00:03:36,720 --> 00:03:39,119 We've got health and wellness lifestyle guides, 74 00:03:39,120 --> 00:03:40,439 a recipe conversion tool 75 00:03:40,440 --> 00:03:43,199 and a shopping list function which is so cute and fun. 76 00:03:43,200 --> 00:03:46,480 But it's the 50 recipes, all gluten-free, paleo, and all vegan. 77 00:03:47,400 --> 00:03:49,959 I need to collaborate with a photographic vision. 78 00:03:49,960 --> 00:03:51,439 I don't shoot food, though. 79 00:03:51,440 --> 00:03:53,039 Food photography is so static. 80 00:03:53,040 --> 00:03:58,399 I don't want it to be slops on a plate. It needs to feel alive, kinetic. 81 00:03:59,480 --> 00:04:01,319 Like all your work. 82 00:04:01,320 --> 00:04:03,199 You found my work on Insta, yeah? 83 00:04:03,200 --> 00:04:05,399 She just contacted you out of nowhere. 84 00:04:05,400 --> 00:04:07,599 Did you ever wonder if she was legit? 85 00:04:07,600 --> 00:04:08,760 About the cancer? 86 00:04:09,440 --> 00:04:11,000 No, no, no, that all tracked. 87 00:04:12,440 --> 00:04:13,320 About the app? 88 00:04:13,880 --> 00:04:15,599 Yeah, yeah. 89 00:04:15,600 --> 00:04:18,080 She was a hustler, straight up. That was obvious. 90 00:04:18,600 --> 00:04:20,080 Welcome to HQ. 91 00:04:20,960 --> 00:04:22,119 Lenny, this is Alex. 92 00:04:22,120 --> 00:04:26,078 {\an8}He's managing the iPhone app and Christopher's coding Android. 93 00:04:26,079 --> 00:04:27,479 How's it going? 94 00:04:27,480 --> 00:04:29,519 Oh, no, they're wired in for the next 20 minutes. 95 00:04:29,520 --> 00:04:32,959 {\an8}Like the Facebook movie, we're going to do appletinis on Fridays. 96 00:04:32,960 --> 00:04:34,720 {\an8}Mocktails for me, obviously. 97 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:41,759 Okay, so I know it doesn't look profesh yet, 98 00:04:41,760 --> 00:04:43,399 but it's 3.1 by 5.6, 99 00:04:43,400 --> 00:04:46,239 which is actually bigger than most professional studios. 100 00:04:46,240 --> 00:04:47,919 And whatever equipment you need, 101 00:04:47,920 --> 00:04:50,279 {\an8}we can just put it on the company credit card. 102 00:04:50,280 --> 00:04:52,359 I'm paying everyone 21.50 an hour. 103 00:04:52,360 --> 00:04:54,919 Or we could explore foregoing of an hourly fee 104 00:04:54,920 --> 00:04:57,239 for more of a profit-share arrangement? 105 00:04:57,240 --> 00:04:58,680 If that's of interest... 106 00:05:00,040 --> 00:05:04,239 say 3%, all earnings? 107 00:05:04,240 --> 00:05:06,679 Never saw a fucking cent. And I've chased. 108 00:05:06,680 --> 00:05:09,759 But she says that the brain cancer makes her forget things. 109 00:05:09,760 --> 00:05:11,239 What, like paying her bills? 110 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:12,439 Why'd you sign up? 111 00:05:12,440 --> 00:05:14,479 She had taste, aesthetically. 112 00:05:14,480 --> 00:05:16,039 Not every client has that. 113 00:05:16,040 --> 00:05:19,759 And I guess she was pretty beguiling. 114 00:05:19,760 --> 00:05:21,880 Oh, she's wriggling. 115 00:05:22,720 --> 00:05:25,519 Fifteen weeks. She's the size of a peach. 116 00:05:25,520 --> 00:05:27,319 You know, she was this... 117 00:05:27,320 --> 00:05:29,800 she was this brave pregnant lady 118 00:05:30,640 --> 00:05:32,919 who, sure, was dribbling shit. 119 00:05:32,920 --> 00:05:35,279 Three years ago, I was in chemo chucking hell, 120 00:05:35,280 --> 00:05:37,599 poisoned by the medical establishment. 121 00:05:37,600 --> 00:05:40,199 But she had a dream for the world, and that's nice. 122 00:05:40,200 --> 00:05:43,079 I feel it's more than a responsibility, 123 00:05:43,080 --> 00:05:46,119 like a compulsion to get what I've learned out there 124 00:05:46,120 --> 00:05:48,519 into the hands of people who need it. 125 00:05:48,520 --> 00:05:51,199 Besides, it feels nice to believe in something sometimes. 126 00:05:51,200 --> 00:05:52,720 Even if it isn't real? 127 00:05:53,560 --> 00:05:55,679 Yeah, but you believe in it, and it becomes real. 128 00:05:55,680 --> 00:05:58,280 That's how perception works. That's how startups work. 129 00:05:59,640 --> 00:06:02,200 Like, I'm doing some work on this hypnosis app at the moment. 130 00:06:03,160 --> 00:06:05,680 Man, the results are fucking unreal. 131 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:09,559 You got some spare cash to invest? 132 00:06:14,880 --> 00:06:16,479 Whoo, whoo, whoo! 133 00:06:16,480 --> 00:06:21,120 ♪ Shake me out of my misery Oh, oh, oh ♪ 134 00:06:21,720 --> 00:06:25,519 ♪ Oh, oh, make me ♪ 135 00:06:25,520 --> 00:06:27,880 ♪ Get out and wiggle it ♪ 136 00:06:29,760 --> 00:06:33,199 ♪ Clap your hands Clap your hands ♪ 137 00:06:33,200 --> 00:06:37,079 ♪ Turn the lights on my nights This is life and we only get one chance ♪ 138 00:06:37,080 --> 00:06:40,719 ♪ Oh, clap your hands Clap your hands ♪ 139 00:06:40,720 --> 00:06:43,119 ♪ Come on dance Take a chance on romance ♪ 140 00:06:43,120 --> 00:06:45,119 ♪ We only get one shot at love ♪ 141 00:06:45,120 --> 00:06:48,999 ♪ Oh, clap your hands Clap your hands ♪ 142 00:06:49,000 --> 00:06:53,040 ♪ Turn the lights on my nights This is life and we only get one chance ♪ 143 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:57,119 Would have been, what, three years ago, honey? 144 00:06:57,120 --> 00:06:58,439 My diagnosis? 145 00:06:58,440 --> 00:07:00,559 Oh, you poor thing. 146 00:07:00,560 --> 00:07:03,079 I think it was the Gardasil that kicked it off. 147 00:07:03,080 --> 00:07:05,839 I don't wanna invest time into getting angry about it. 148 00:07:05,840 --> 00:07:08,239 I personally think we're over-vaccinated, 149 00:07:08,240 --> 00:07:11,080 but you didn't hear that from me. 150 00:07:12,600 --> 00:07:17,320 Let's have a look. You're 23 weeks? 151 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:20,159 - Twenty-four. - Yeah, on Tuesday. 152 00:07:20,160 --> 00:07:22,240 I was so nauseous with my first. 153 00:07:22,960 --> 00:07:24,639 This one's been an angel. 154 00:07:27,920 --> 00:07:29,960 It's usually the opposite with girls. 155 00:07:31,640 --> 00:07:34,080 Sorry. I'm just... 156 00:07:46,240 --> 00:07:49,520 Yeah. Can you put the, um, sound up? 157 00:08:00,200 --> 00:08:01,920 I'll pop out and grab a doctor. 158 00:08:02,680 --> 00:08:03,920 I won't be long. 159 00:08:16,960 --> 00:08:18,079 What are you doing? 160 00:08:18,080 --> 00:08:19,799 I'm going to turn it off and on. 161 00:08:19,800 --> 00:08:22,359 What a fucking idiot. You don't need the rhetoric. 162 00:08:22,360 --> 00:08:24,799 - Clive! - It just needs... just needs a reboot. 163 00:08:41,360 --> 00:08:43,280 {\an8}At 23 weeks, 164 00:08:44,240 --> 00:08:47,639 our options are a vaginal delivery or a C-section. 165 00:08:47,640 --> 00:08:49,599 There are risks and benefits to both. 166 00:08:49,600 --> 00:08:52,359 If you're planning on another vaginal birth in future, 167 00:08:52,360 --> 00:08:55,000 I suggest you go with vaginal birth. 168 00:08:55,560 --> 00:08:56,799 It's less invasive, 169 00:08:56,800 --> 00:08:59,239 and it might seem confronting... 170 00:08:59,240 --> 00:09:01,639 ...but you'll be on your feet quicker and home. 171 00:09:01,640 --> 00:09:05,759 Aisling has some more information for you. I recommend you have a read. 172 00:09:05,760 --> 00:09:08,320 But we really need to get working on this process. 173 00:09:09,200 --> 00:09:10,880 - I'll come back. - Oh, fuck! 174 00:09:14,320 --> 00:09:16,479 Here's some more Miso to insert. 175 00:09:16,480 --> 00:09:18,559 We've got to keep softening that cervix. 176 00:09:18,560 --> 00:09:20,199 I don't want another pessary. 177 00:09:20,200 --> 00:09:23,039 Can I just swallow this? There's no efficacy difference. 178 00:09:23,040 --> 00:09:25,200 Yep, fine. Just pop it under your tongue. 179 00:09:26,760 --> 00:09:28,400 - Why can't-- - Shh. 180 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:31,519 Oh, God. This is all wrong. 181 00:09:31,520 --> 00:09:33,080 I know. 182 00:09:35,640 --> 00:09:37,560 I need a candle or something. 183 00:09:40,960 --> 00:09:42,920 I need a fucking candle, Clive! 184 00:09:43,680 --> 00:09:46,759 Um, do you want me to... I'll go to the gift shop. 185 00:09:46,760 --> 00:09:48,600 Oh, fuck. I don't have my wallet. 186 00:09:49,120 --> 00:09:51,079 Um... Do you have any cash? 187 00:09:51,080 --> 00:09:53,560 Just go, Clive. 188 00:09:56,200 --> 00:09:58,319 - She's going. - Oh, fuck. 189 00:09:58,320 --> 00:09:59,359 Just breathe. 190 00:09:59,360 --> 00:10:02,399 I want you to really give it a nice, strong push. Breathe. 191 00:10:02,400 --> 00:10:03,919 That's it. 192 00:10:03,920 --> 00:10:06,159 - That's it. - You're very close. Good. 193 00:10:06,160 --> 00:10:08,559 Good. 194 00:10:08,560 --> 00:10:10,200 Almost there. 195 00:10:12,040 --> 00:10:14,199 Okay. 196 00:10:14,200 --> 00:10:16,280 Oh, let me see. 197 00:10:17,120 --> 00:10:19,720 Good. I'll just take a couple more. 198 00:10:20,360 --> 00:10:21,599 Can you angle down? 199 00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:23,760 Oh. Okay. 200 00:10:24,920 --> 00:10:27,439 And go. 201 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:30,880 Thank you. 202 00:10:32,240 --> 00:10:33,120 Good job. 203 00:10:47,680 --> 00:10:49,000 Do you want to hold her? 204 00:10:53,400 --> 00:10:56,440 You should. It's okay. You won't drop her. 205 00:11:07,520 --> 00:11:09,720 Oh. She's perfect. 206 00:11:15,960 --> 00:11:17,360 This is how nature does it. 207 00:11:19,280 --> 00:11:20,960 Nature knows she's not perfect. 208 00:11:33,440 --> 00:11:34,360 Hi. 209 00:11:37,720 --> 00:11:39,200 Do you wanna take a look now? 210 00:11:40,080 --> 00:11:40,920 Uh, yeah. 211 00:11:41,480 --> 00:11:43,679 There, she's up in Bellingen. 212 00:11:43,680 --> 00:11:46,159 Does some really lovely placenta jewelry. 213 00:11:46,160 --> 00:11:47,279 Hmm. 214 00:11:47,280 --> 00:11:48,800 Which would be nice to have. 215 00:11:53,520 --> 00:11:54,880 And her capsules. 216 00:11:55,520 --> 00:11:57,240 They get your iron back up. 217 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:07,760 It's 400 dollars for 70 capsules. 218 00:12:08,320 --> 00:12:10,839 But I'm sure I can get you a discount 219 00:12:10,840 --> 00:12:12,880 given the circumstances. 220 00:12:16,640 --> 00:12:18,280 Yeah, that'd be great. 221 00:12:23,320 --> 00:12:25,320 You'll feel a lot better soon. 222 00:12:33,560 --> 00:12:35,119 {\an8}Sorry, so what is it? 223 00:12:35,120 --> 00:12:38,319 {\an8}It's called an implantable cardioverter defibrillator. 224 00:12:38,320 --> 00:12:39,880 Okay? They pop it in 225 00:12:40,640 --> 00:12:43,919 and if it senses an arrhythmia it sends you an electric shock 226 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:45,199 to get you back in time. 227 00:12:45,200 --> 00:12:47,399 And so... another surgery? 228 00:12:47,400 --> 00:12:50,760 It has to happen before your next round of chemo. 229 00:13:04,400 --> 00:13:08,959 {\an8}I lost a baby and poured myself into another. 230 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:14,559 The Whole Pantry was born out of a place of unimaginable grief... 231 00:13:15,680 --> 00:13:18,440 ...but also out of love. 232 00:13:19,640 --> 00:13:22,000 {\an8}It's love that powers me. 233 00:13:23,400 --> 00:13:24,839 Transforms me. 234 00:13:24,840 --> 00:13:26,919 - Do you come here often? - It sustains me. 235 00:13:26,920 --> 00:13:28,519 I saw you from across the bar. 236 00:13:28,520 --> 00:13:31,400 Hey, look what I found on YouTube. 237 00:13:32,320 --> 00:13:34,519 {\an8}If we're brave enough to let it. 238 00:13:37,320 --> 00:13:38,799 Hey, Lucy Goosey. 239 00:13:38,800 --> 00:13:40,240 - Hi! - Hey! 240 00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:42,279 Is it Jessica Rabbit? 241 00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:43,800 Ariel, Little Mermaid. 242 00:13:44,360 --> 00:13:48,159 And I've got my little chicken fillets in tonight if anyone was interested. 243 00:13:48,160 --> 00:13:51,439 Oh, nah. He wouldn't want me to look. 244 00:13:51,440 --> 00:13:54,720 Do you know anything about Belle Gibson's supposed miscarriage? 245 00:13:55,600 --> 00:13:57,480 What's a bet it's also bullshit? 246 00:13:58,320 --> 00:14:00,119 Sorry, he's off down a hole. 247 00:14:00,120 --> 00:14:02,880 Do you know when he'll be out? Dinner in 10 minutes. 248 00:14:03,600 --> 00:14:04,600 Shit. 249 00:14:05,160 --> 00:14:06,960 I reminded you this morning. 250 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:09,839 We were gonna go back to the office for a bit. 251 00:14:09,840 --> 00:14:11,639 We met Belle's photographer today, 252 00:14:11,640 --> 00:14:13,840 just need to finish off some transcribing. 253 00:14:15,040 --> 00:14:16,040 Go to dinner, mate. 254 00:14:21,280 --> 00:14:22,479 When was this? 255 00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:24,480 Uh, just this afternoon. 256 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:25,959 With who? 257 00:14:25,960 --> 00:14:28,639 Dr. Chidiac and the cardiac surgeon. 258 00:14:28,640 --> 00:14:30,559 I don't think they told me his name. 259 00:14:30,560 --> 00:14:32,479 Did they say which artery? 260 00:14:32,480 --> 00:14:34,439 God, you're in full work mode right now. 261 00:14:34,440 --> 00:14:36,839 No, I mean, was it an important artery...? 262 00:14:36,840 --> 00:14:40,800 Let's call it minor, but with a great personality. 263 00:14:41,920 --> 00:14:44,200 Any idea when they wanna schedule the surgery? 264 00:14:45,160 --> 00:14:46,720 We're circling back on that. 265 00:14:47,280 --> 00:14:49,240 Happy? Sated? 266 00:14:51,160 --> 00:14:53,039 I would have come with you to the appointment. 267 00:14:53,040 --> 00:14:54,600 I know, but you were busy. 268 00:15:01,600 --> 00:15:03,520 You look beautiful. 269 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:05,640 Stupid. 270 00:15:06,200 --> 00:15:08,000 It is so fucking itchy. 271 00:15:09,160 --> 00:15:10,200 Hey. 272 00:15:12,640 --> 00:15:13,640 You ready? 273 00:15:15,280 --> 00:15:16,200 Come on. 274 00:15:16,680 --> 00:15:17,799 Ah, there. 275 00:15:17,800 --> 00:15:18,999 - Hi! - Hey! 276 00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:20,799 - Hello! - Hi! 277 00:15:20,800 --> 00:15:23,320 Oh, my God, you look amazing! 278 00:15:24,600 --> 00:15:25,799 You look beautiful. 279 00:15:49,960 --> 00:15:50,800 Hi. 280 00:15:55,440 --> 00:15:57,120 The little one is in bed. 281 00:15:57,680 --> 00:15:59,159 We watched a movie. 282 00:16:01,240 --> 00:16:02,400 Thanks, Magda. 283 00:16:05,120 --> 00:16:06,400 Where's Alex? 284 00:16:07,640 --> 00:16:09,520 - Should be working. - I sent them home. 285 00:16:11,520 --> 00:16:12,800 There's still work to do. 286 00:16:13,760 --> 00:16:15,120 They keep fucking around. 287 00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:16,600 Coding. 288 00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:29,200 It's Mum again. Do you mind if I... 289 00:16:32,240 --> 00:16:33,320 I'll be quick. 290 00:16:38,160 --> 00:16:39,040 Hi. 291 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:40,880 Hi. 292 00:16:41,640 --> 00:16:43,080 Yeah. 293 00:16:46,360 --> 00:16:47,800 Yeah. 294 00:17:00,360 --> 00:17:04,840 I think... it should be soon. 295 00:17:14,200 --> 00:17:15,040 Yeah. 296 00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:50,080 Cup of tea? 297 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:56,120 Mum was asking if, uh, you'd had any pain the last couple of days. 298 00:17:57,600 --> 00:17:58,840 You've been so busy. 299 00:18:00,800 --> 00:18:01,720 Nothing. 300 00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:03,840 Yeah, that's what I said. 301 00:18:05,560 --> 00:18:08,240 It's no one's fault. We did everything we could. 302 00:18:16,680 --> 00:18:17,760 Well, I did. 303 00:18:19,280 --> 00:18:21,040 - Clive. - What? 304 00:18:22,040 --> 00:18:25,479 I can't even count how many Wi-Fi networks are in this area. 305 00:18:25,480 --> 00:18:27,879 The EMF load, the DNA damage. 306 00:18:27,880 --> 00:18:31,359 - Didn't know you were worried about that. - Are you kidding? 307 00:18:31,360 --> 00:18:34,559 The... the fucking mold in the kitchen, I can't even work in it. 308 00:18:34,560 --> 00:18:37,280 I've asked you so many times to move. 309 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:42,639 I have a knife in my head 310 00:18:42,640 --> 00:18:45,200 and it's back because of this fucking apartment. 311 00:18:49,000 --> 00:18:51,800 I wanted you to take care of us. 312 00:18:54,840 --> 00:18:56,160 Yeah. Sorry. 313 00:19:02,760 --> 00:19:04,080 I'm sorry. 314 00:19:06,680 --> 00:19:07,600 Mama. 315 00:19:11,320 --> 00:19:12,639 Hi, bubby. 316 00:19:12,640 --> 00:19:15,720 Oh, honey. You have a dream? Huh? 317 00:19:18,440 --> 00:19:19,520 You have a dream? 318 00:19:20,320 --> 00:19:21,680 Yeah, it's okay. 319 00:19:22,280 --> 00:19:23,240 It's okay. 320 00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:27,719 ...not very generous. 321 00:19:27,720 --> 00:19:29,160 Not really sure why. 322 00:19:30,320 --> 00:19:32,439 Can't find my credit card though, you know? 323 00:19:32,440 --> 00:19:34,079 Yeah, "ha-ha-ha." 324 00:19:34,080 --> 00:19:36,400 Credit card theft is really funny, isn't it? 325 00:19:37,080 --> 00:19:39,760 He's on TV, you can treat him with no respect. 326 00:19:40,560 --> 00:19:42,680 That's bullshit, all right? I got no... 327 00:19:56,440 --> 00:19:58,040 Think of an intention... 328 00:19:59,680 --> 00:20:01,479 and I want you to blow it into the balloon. 329 00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:03,599 So something that fills you up, 330 00:20:03,600 --> 00:20:08,359 {\an8}makes you feel excited and happy and something that's for you, okay? Go. 331 00:20:08,360 --> 00:20:10,199 That's all product is. 332 00:20:10,200 --> 00:20:11,879 It's a story we're telling the world 333 00:20:11,880 --> 00:20:14,999 and it's constantly evolving and we're putting it on this grand stage, 334 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:16,039 which is the world. 335 00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:19,439 {\an8}Few ideas come fully formed out of the air and just are realized. 336 00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:22,719 There is no limit in terms of the numbers of millions of people 337 00:20:22,720 --> 00:20:24,279 and the impact you can have. 338 00:20:24,280 --> 00:20:26,959 I was given six weeks to live. 339 00:20:26,960 --> 00:20:28,560 Four months, tops. 340 00:20:30,160 --> 00:20:32,799 The doctors were only treating my disease. 341 00:20:32,800 --> 00:20:34,280 They didn't care about me. 342 00:20:39,240 --> 00:20:42,960 And it reminded me just how much magic there was in the world. 343 00:20:43,600 --> 00:20:45,839 I threw myself into research. 344 00:20:45,840 --> 00:20:48,399 I read about the healing properties of lemons, 345 00:20:48,400 --> 00:20:50,799 and how they are a detoxification tool. 346 00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:53,759 Everybody should write a book. Everyone's got a story. 347 00:20:53,760 --> 00:20:57,199 And this got me thinking about what foods I put in my body. 348 00:20:57,200 --> 00:20:59,279 And it was that moment... 349 00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:02,119 that I started not thinking with my head. 350 00:21:02,120 --> 00:21:05,679 We had a vision that we believed in and so started with nothing. 351 00:21:05,680 --> 00:21:07,599 It is sort of a dream come true... 352 00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:09,160 It all just clicked. 353 00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:13,720 I wanted to live and I wanted to live well. 354 00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:26,799 Mum, you don't have to do that. 355 00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:28,680 It's okay. I'm having fun. 356 00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:31,280 What's Dad doing? 357 00:21:31,840 --> 00:21:34,560 He's outside, being proud. 358 00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:40,240 Dad! 359 00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:48,360 You all right, Dad? 360 00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:53,400 The white ants have gotten into that veranda. 361 00:21:54,240 --> 00:21:55,119 Okay. 362 00:21:55,120 --> 00:21:56,680 It's not a problem yet. 363 00:21:57,520 --> 00:21:59,600 But you'll have to keep your eye on it. 364 00:22:01,520 --> 00:22:03,599 We don't know how to look after a house. 365 00:22:03,600 --> 00:22:04,880 Gonna need your help. 366 00:22:05,720 --> 00:22:06,600 No shit. 367 00:22:07,480 --> 00:22:08,759 It's okay. 368 00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:11,519 I'm not sure any of us wanna see Arlo with a chainsaw. 369 00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:12,560 That's mean. 370 00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:18,960 You know, he asked me if he could ask you to marry him. 371 00:22:20,080 --> 00:22:21,560 You know anything about that? 372 00:22:26,280 --> 00:22:27,480 What did you say? 373 00:22:28,320 --> 00:22:29,400 Ask the boss. 374 00:22:31,240 --> 00:22:33,279 I'm way too low on the pecking order. 375 00:22:35,360 --> 00:22:37,159 Okay, I know the mortgage is massive. 376 00:22:37,160 --> 00:22:39,719 And you think I should've been sensible and bought a townhouse, 377 00:22:39,720 --> 00:22:43,200 but I'm gonna plant orange trees, do events. 378 00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:45,120 Got a whole plan. 379 00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:49,160 All of this from scratch? 380 00:22:51,320 --> 00:22:52,360 My daughter. 381 00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:55,839 Wow. 382 00:22:57,880 --> 00:23:00,600 ♪ I feel so close to you right now It's a force field ♪ 383 00:23:02,920 --> 00:23:08,320 ♪ I wear my heart upon my sleeve Like a big deal ♪ 384 00:23:10,600 --> 00:23:14,239 ♪ And there's no stopping us right now ♪ 385 00:23:14,240 --> 00:23:17,800 ♪ I feel so close to you right now... ♪ 386 00:23:30,440 --> 00:23:31,880 What's that? Plant-based? 387 00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:34,279 How you feeling? 388 00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:37,040 - Um... Better. Yeah. - Hmm? 389 00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:40,840 It's a bloody long driveway, isn't it? 390 00:23:41,480 --> 00:23:43,439 - You made it! - Yeah. 391 00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:45,519 The flight got delayed in Abu Dhabi. 392 00:23:45,520 --> 00:23:47,639 You know what? That's a lie. 393 00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:50,999 That's a lie. I was in duty free and they don't call the flights there. 394 00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:52,799 Can you believe they don't call the flights? 395 00:23:52,800 --> 00:23:53,999 - Hello, Joseph. - How are we? 396 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:56,439 - I'm good. You look handsome! - Good to see you. 397 00:23:56,440 --> 00:23:58,399 - Milla's got me making kefir. - What's that? 398 00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:00,359 Welcome home, darling. 399 00:24:00,360 --> 00:24:01,519 Where's my Moo? 400 00:24:01,520 --> 00:24:03,639 Um, bathroom, next to the bedroom. 401 00:24:03,640 --> 00:24:04,559 Okay. 402 00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:06,639 She'll be in there shoving coffee up her arsehole. 403 00:24:06,640 --> 00:24:09,520 - Oh. - But she'll want to see you, sweetheart. 404 00:24:10,320 --> 00:24:12,839 Channy Fanny! How was Belgium? 405 00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:16,239 Berlin. But, er... same, same. How's here? 406 00:24:16,240 --> 00:24:18,159 Married. Pregnant. 407 00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:19,799 Wow, me too! 408 00:24:19,800 --> 00:24:21,279 I've missed you. 409 00:24:21,280 --> 00:24:22,559 And I've missed you too. 410 00:24:22,560 --> 00:24:25,120 Aso, I didn't miss you at all, mate. 411 00:24:33,360 --> 00:24:34,280 Arlo Palmer. 412 00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:37,359 - Hmm. - Didn't he used to vomit on command? 413 00:24:37,360 --> 00:24:40,400 - That was to get out of maths. - Oh, yeah. And social studies. 414 00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:43,200 He didn't really like the book learning much. 415 00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:46,519 Hmm. Reader, she married him. 416 00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:48,119 Are you finished? 417 00:24:49,640 --> 00:24:52,319 I fired my manager, I'm doing it all myself. 418 00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:54,719 And I don't wanna complain, it's just a lot of pressure. 419 00:24:54,720 --> 00:24:56,800 You know, mortgage, a wedding. 420 00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:01,399 Everyone's so proud and I feel so grateful all the fucking time. 421 00:25:01,400 --> 00:25:02,439 Sounds dreadful. 422 00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:04,599 It is, and I feel like I have to keep deserving it. 423 00:25:04,600 --> 00:25:06,160 What I really want is just... 424 00:25:07,120 --> 00:25:08,439 I want the book to win. 425 00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:09,920 I want the business to... 426 00:25:11,520 --> 00:25:13,639 Sorry, the caffeine is hitting the bloodstream. 427 00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:15,839 - Anal walls are paper thin. - Hmm. 428 00:25:15,840 --> 00:25:17,600 Fuck cocaine. Do an enema. 429 00:25:18,840 --> 00:25:20,919 I want to cure cancer. 430 00:25:20,920 --> 00:25:22,839 Fuck. All right. 431 00:25:22,840 --> 00:25:25,160 I wanna change the fucking world. 432 00:25:25,880 --> 00:25:27,159 And not because I'm grateful, 433 00:25:27,160 --> 00:25:29,400 but because I was right and they were wrong. 434 00:25:31,360 --> 00:25:34,320 So you are good, right? Health-wise? 435 00:25:35,760 --> 00:25:37,079 Never been better. 436 00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:39,480 And you're eating? Not just juicing? 437 00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:42,520 From where I was then to where I am now. 438 00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:48,200 That makes me really happy. Hmm. 439 00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:51,480 And hey, listen. 440 00:25:52,280 --> 00:25:53,359 The business stuff. 441 00:25:53,360 --> 00:25:56,159 You should be leveraging the fuck out of those numbers. 442 00:25:56,160 --> 00:25:57,360 I can help with that. 443 00:25:58,160 --> 00:25:59,159 - Really? - Mmm-hmm. 444 00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:02,959 {\an8}♪ We can fly Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪ 445 00:26:02,960 --> 00:26:05,479 {\an8}♪ Hit the sky Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪ 446 00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:07,879 {\an8}♪ You and I Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪ 447 00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:09,920 {\an8}♪ We can do anything ♪ 448 00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:23,800 Hi. 449 00:26:24,360 --> 00:26:25,319 Headache? 450 00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:26,240 Always. 451 00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:27,840 Do you mind? 452 00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:30,920 Just thought you might wanna know, they, um... 453 00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:33,280 they think it's ready. 454 00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:35,719 - What? - Yeah. 455 00:26:35,720 --> 00:26:37,320 Why didn't you say it's ready? 456 00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:38,839 Ah! 457 00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:41,560 Load time. It's 0.5 of a second. 458 00:26:42,120 --> 00:26:43,960 No glitches. 459 00:26:45,480 --> 00:26:46,480 I did it. 460 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:52,239 You're artists. 461 00:26:52,240 --> 00:26:54,559 Thank you, thank you. Thank you, thank you. 462 00:26:54,560 --> 00:26:57,439 Hey! Happy new year! 463 00:26:57,440 --> 00:27:00,119 Babe, tell me that's French. 464 00:27:00,120 --> 00:27:02,959 Ah, from the champagne region, s'il vous plaît. 465 00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,319 This is your provisional profile developer ID. 466 00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:07,359 Okay. Great. 467 00:27:07,360 --> 00:27:10,280 - You're gonna be famous! - Can you get off me? Um... 468 00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:13,520 - I download it here? - Yeah, yeah. 469 00:27:14,080 --> 00:27:15,919 Cheers. Cheers. 470 00:27:15,920 --> 00:27:17,279 ♪ Ah ♪ 471 00:27:17,280 --> 00:27:19,520 {\an8}♪ The force from the beginning ♪ 472 00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:21,720 ♪ Look ♪ 473 00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:26,079 ♪ We've come too far ♪ 474 00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:30,639 {\an8}♪ To give up who we are ♪ 475 00:27:30,640 --> 00:27:34,759 ♪ So let's raise the bar ♪ 476 00:27:34,760 --> 00:27:39,119 ♪ And our cups to the stars ♪ 477 00:27:39,120 --> 00:27:41,719 {\an8}♪ She's up all night 'til the sun ♪ 478 00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:43,639 {\an8}♪ I'm up all night to get some ♪ 479 00:27:43,640 --> 00:27:45,759 {\an8}♪ She's up all night for good fun ♪ 480 00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:48,079 {\an8}♪ I'm up all night to get lucky ♪ 481 00:27:48,080 --> 00:27:49,919 ♪ We're up all night 'til the sun ♪ 482 00:27:49,920 --> 00:27:51,839 {\an8}♪ We're up all night to get some ♪ 483 00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:53,839 {\an8}♪ We're up all night for good fun ♪ 484 00:27:53,840 --> 00:28:00,119 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 485 00:28:00,120 --> 00:28:02,119 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky... ♪ 486 00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:05,680 Matchy-matchy. 487 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:08,720 Oh, my partner created it. 488 00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:10,919 - Are you serious? - Yeah. 489 00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:13,759 Wow. Could you tell her thank you for me? 490 00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:16,239 Yeah, for sure. She'd appreciate that. 491 00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:20,279 My dad has lymphoma and it's really helping him. 492 00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:21,639 Oh. 493 00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:23,319 No more hidden nasties. 494 00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:25,199 No. Right. 495 00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:29,439 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 496 00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:31,519 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 497 00:28:31,520 --> 00:28:35,519 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 498 00:28:35,520 --> 00:28:37,520 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky... ♪ 499 00:28:40,320 --> 00:28:41,519 Hi! 500 00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:42,600 Hi. 501 00:28:43,360 --> 00:28:45,280 - You've been shopping? - Yeah. 502 00:28:46,240 --> 00:28:48,600 I bought that platter from that place on Acland. 503 00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:51,279 We need to do some entertaining. 504 00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:53,600 I told Mum and Dad to come in June. 505 00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:55,320 Awesome. 506 00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:59,600 I am the flat pack king. 507 00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:01,200 Uh... 508 00:29:02,600 --> 00:29:03,920 When did this come? 509 00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:07,240 What's that? 510 00:29:08,920 --> 00:29:09,760 Oh. 511 00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:12,280 Oh, my God. It's them. 512 00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:14,480 It's the publishers. 513 00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:37,359 Belle? 514 00:29:37,360 --> 00:29:39,159 Fuck. 515 00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:43,560 I... I understand the rejection policy. I'm just asking for feedback. 516 00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:49,080 I'm actually a good friend of one of your authors. Milla Blake. 517 00:29:50,800 --> 00:29:52,400 Uh-huh. She's a dream. 518 00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:53,800 Mmm. 519 00:29:54,280 --> 00:29:57,799 My app, though, was downloaded over 50,000 times in its first month, 520 00:29:57,800 --> 00:29:59,000 which is... 521 00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:12,279 You know, I read a study of the endorphins found in chocolate. 522 00:30:12,280 --> 00:30:13,200 Here. 523 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,320 Come on. The app is a hit. 524 00:30:17,920 --> 00:30:18,999 Platinum. 525 00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:20,999 Cupertino's gonna come knocking any day. 526 00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:23,999 - I want a book, Clive. - Yeah. 527 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:26,719 Something I can hold in my hands so my son can look at it 528 00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:28,679 and tell his kids, "My mum did that." 529 00:30:28,680 --> 00:30:30,520 Yeah... 530 00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:34,240 I just feel like focusing on the app right now. 531 00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:38,919 Letting it grow organically away from the personal story. 532 00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:40,639 And when we're ready to sell up... 533 00:30:40,640 --> 00:30:42,359 He wants a bigger house already? 534 00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:44,359 Hmm. 535 00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:46,879 Babe, you can't shit in three bathrooms. 536 00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:48,200 Yeah, the opposite. 537 00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:51,119 This place, I'm... I'm nervous. 538 00:30:51,120 --> 00:30:53,959 It's a tax deduction and a home office. 539 00:30:53,960 --> 00:30:55,640 - It's all right. - Get off of me. 540 00:30:57,760 --> 00:31:00,119 I can do the photos here. You agreed. 541 00:31:00,120 --> 00:31:02,079 - Yeah. - You love living by the beach. 542 00:31:02,080 --> 00:31:03,440 Yeah. 543 00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:07,239 I met a woman doing groceries. 544 00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:08,520 Her dad's sick. 545 00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:11,000 She has the app and... 546 00:31:11,880 --> 00:31:14,760 I think maybe we go under the radar a little. 547 00:31:16,160 --> 00:31:18,520 I think that cardigan should go under the radar. 548 00:31:19,280 --> 00:31:21,559 Short legs, long torso, not your fault. 549 00:31:21,560 --> 00:31:23,959 Like maybe we just don't push it as much. 550 00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:26,000 Dial back the cancer part? 551 00:31:29,720 --> 00:31:32,639 So, what is that? You want me to... 552 00:31:32,640 --> 00:31:35,319 I don't know, why don't we talk to potential buyers? 553 00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:37,519 I've started to dive into some research. 554 00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:40,039 You've been reading my Steve Jobs biography 555 00:31:40,040 --> 00:31:41,519 and watching Silicon Valley. 556 00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:43,519 You can do anything, Belle. You've... 557 00:31:43,520 --> 00:31:45,719 You've proven that maybe there's a business 558 00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:47,799 that's not so much about your cancer. 559 00:31:47,800 --> 00:31:50,319 All that energy in that space, it's negative energy. 560 00:31:50,320 --> 00:31:53,280 Then Milla gets to be the authority on how to beat this disease? 561 00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:56,159 Don't know. Feels wrong. 562 00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:58,720 Yeah, well, fresh start. 563 00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:00,800 Yeah. 564 00:32:01,520 --> 00:32:03,719 Wants to turn me off and on at the wall. 565 00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:06,760 No, no. Just future-proofing. 566 00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:09,560 Some safeguards. 567 00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:12,400 Who knows? 568 00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:22,560 Hi. I have Belle Gibson for Julie. 569 00:32:24,120 --> 00:32:25,760 {\an8}She's in the lobby with me now. 570 00:32:28,320 --> 00:32:29,320 Okay, bye-bye. 571 00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:33,079 I'm sorry, that's not on Julie's schedule today. 572 00:32:33,080 --> 00:32:35,319 Oh, it's on mine. 573 00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:38,159 I have a confirmation right here. Um... 574 00:32:38,160 --> 00:32:41,439 There's been some disorganization lately because of the merger. 575 00:32:41,440 --> 00:32:44,440 Oh, that must be so stressful, you poor thing. 576 00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:48,719 I just flew up from Melbourne, which would be totally fine, 577 00:32:48,720 --> 00:32:53,000 but I had to cancel my appointment with an oncologist. 578 00:32:58,440 --> 00:32:59,360 Oh. 579 00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:07,479 I'm just interested, I really am, in how one might justify 35K on RandD 580 00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:10,079 with a chef that no one's ever heard of. 581 00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:12,319 That chef was trained by Martin Berasategui. 582 00:33:12,320 --> 00:33:14,999 She's gonna change the culture of Basque cuisine in Melbourne. 583 00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:19,679 That's just great for the Basque people of Melbourne, all fucking 55 of them. 584 00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:21,239 Or they could just connect to this, 585 00:33:21,240 --> 00:33:23,719 it's a new thing, it's called the internet. 586 00:33:23,720 --> 00:33:25,919 - Oh, no. - And they can... Wait, wait, wait. 587 00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:27,879 They could just Google the recipes. 588 00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:30,519 Oh, I cannot keep having this fucking fight. 589 00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:32,839 Oh, my God. I'm even older than I look. 590 00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:34,479 Yeah, I'm aware of that, Julie. 591 00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:37,719 - You know, I'm trying to help you, right? - Yes, yes, thank you. 592 00:33:37,720 --> 00:33:39,399 I have Belle Gibson for you. 593 00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:41,519 Oh, right, right. Well, there you go. 594 00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:43,519 - Okay, we're done. - Off you trot. 595 00:33:43,520 --> 00:33:44,839 Great. 596 00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:48,719 Julie, relevance, Jules, changing world, said with love, said with love. 597 00:33:48,720 --> 00:33:49,959 I'm feeling the love. 598 00:33:49,960 --> 00:33:51,520 - All love. Okay. - Really feeling it. 599 00:33:52,200 --> 00:33:54,479 Not a good time? Shall I tell her to go away? 600 00:33:54,480 --> 00:33:55,680 Who is it again? 601 00:33:56,360 --> 00:33:57,360 Belle Gibson. 602 00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:01,080 Brain cancer. 603 00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:06,279 We launched a little under four months ago. 604 00:34:06,280 --> 00:34:09,199 In the first month we were downloaded 50,000 times 605 00:34:09,200 --> 00:34:12,159 and that was with no marketing other than my Instagram following. 606 00:34:12,160 --> 00:34:15,718 I'm up past 200,000 followers, all potential readers. 607 00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:18,158 All the recipes on the app and in the book 608 00:34:18,159 --> 00:34:21,158 spring forth from an integrated whole food philosophy. 609 00:34:21,159 --> 00:34:24,759 Paleo, vegan, gluten-free, low sugar, of course. 610 00:34:24,760 --> 00:34:25,920 Hmm. 611 00:34:26,480 --> 00:34:28,039 Where'd you get the recipes? 612 00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:30,279 Um... They're mine. 613 00:34:30,280 --> 00:34:32,479 I'm not a trained chef, self-taught. 614 00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:34,400 I started with cakes, actually. 615 00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:38,079 When I was little I used to read The Women's Weekly Birthday Cake 616 00:34:38,080 --> 00:34:39,678 under the covers. 617 00:34:39,679 --> 00:34:41,199 It was my best friend. 618 00:34:41,920 --> 00:34:43,479 Sold a million copies. 619 00:34:43,480 --> 00:34:45,839 - My mentor created that book. - Oh, wow. 620 00:34:45,840 --> 00:34:46,840 Mmm. 621 00:34:48,239 --> 00:34:50,159 I believe good food can save you. 622 00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:55,239 But creating a cookbook, I'm... I'm out of my depth. 623 00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:57,639 I have everything to learn. 624 00:34:59,080 --> 00:35:00,239 That's why I'm here. 625 00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:04,399 Maggie Beer had no formal training. 626 00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:07,800 Sometimes it works in your favor. It makes you more... accessible. 627 00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:10,080 Mmm. 628 00:35:16,920 --> 00:35:18,720 I lied before... 629 00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:20,319 to you. 630 00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:21,920 I didn't have an appointment. 631 00:35:24,280 --> 00:35:26,200 Did you just talk your way in here? 632 00:35:28,440 --> 00:35:30,560 And am I supposed to find that impressive, 633 00:35:31,320 --> 00:35:32,960 charming, desperate? 634 00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:35,080 Determined. 635 00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:38,720 Ah. 636 00:35:40,120 --> 00:35:41,080 Ah, I see. 637 00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:43,120 Okay. 638 00:35:44,560 --> 00:35:45,400 Babe? 639 00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:47,840 I need you to book me a hotel. 640 00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:50,639 I'm cooking for Julie Gibbs tonight. 641 00:35:59,320 --> 00:36:01,079 What are you gonna cook for me? 642 00:36:01,080 --> 00:36:02,440 A peach tart. 643 00:36:03,320 --> 00:36:04,320 Vegan. 644 00:36:04,800 --> 00:36:08,200 I chose it because I used to pick the peaches at my grandma's house. 645 00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:10,919 She had an orchard just outside of Brisbane. 646 00:36:10,920 --> 00:36:12,600 Mmm. Well, let's drink to that. 647 00:36:13,160 --> 00:36:14,760 - Clare Valley? - Yeah. 648 00:36:17,760 --> 00:36:18,839 There you go. 649 00:36:18,840 --> 00:36:20,559 ♪ Living a, living a fantasy ♪ 650 00:36:20,560 --> 00:36:22,879 ♪ Live in, I live in my vanity ♪ 651 00:36:22,880 --> 00:36:25,160 ♪ Hey Mom Hey, do you see me now? ♪ 652 00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:29,479 ♪ All I wanna do is what I do well ♪ 653 00:36:29,480 --> 00:36:33,840 ♪ Ain't a gambler But honey, I'd put money on myself ♪ 654 00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:38,599 ♪ All I wanna do is bottle it to sell ♪ 655 00:36:38,600 --> 00:36:43,040 ♪ 'Cause my brand of vainglory Is much better for your health ♪ 656 00:36:43,920 --> 00:36:46,160 ♪ Oh... ♪ 657 00:36:46,800 --> 00:36:48,560 ♪ I can't get enough ♪ 658 00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:50,959 ♪ I'ma say it, it's true ♪ 659 00:36:50,960 --> 00:36:52,879 ♪ I can't get enough of myself ♪ 660 00:36:52,880 --> 00:36:55,680 ♪ Oh... ♪ 661 00:36:56,560 --> 00:36:58,560 I usually use unsalted nuts. 662 00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:01,920 Caught me off guard, Jules. 663 00:37:22,920 --> 00:37:24,400 Do you eat red meat? 664 00:37:25,840 --> 00:37:27,320 - Um... - I might order in. 665 00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:30,840 Was that bullshit about your grandma? 666 00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:33,439 Peaches don't grow well in Brisbane. 667 00:37:33,440 --> 00:37:36,080 Stone fruit, they like a cold winter. 668 00:37:38,640 --> 00:37:41,439 Right, no. Um, she was in Tassie at that point. 669 00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:42,720 She moved around. 670 00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:50,599 I was more than chubby. 671 00:37:50,600 --> 00:37:52,440 Obese, clinically. 672 00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:54,800 Not that anyone took me to a doctor. 673 00:37:55,400 --> 00:37:57,039 My mum doesn't cook. 674 00:37:57,040 --> 00:38:00,200 Neither does mine. Cans and packets. 675 00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:01,920 Mmm. 676 00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:09,400 I remember standing on the stool. 677 00:38:11,120 --> 00:38:13,960 I was making pasta. I was about four. 678 00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:17,479 I burnt my hand. 679 00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:18,640 Oh, gosh. 680 00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:25,640 How does it work with your authors? 681 00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:30,479 Because I'd need to be able to control the aesthetic on the recipes. 682 00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:32,560 It's a collaboration. 683 00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:37,599 - Do you have kids? - No. 684 00:38:37,600 --> 00:38:38,759 No, my books. 685 00:38:38,760 --> 00:38:42,159 I mean, I like children, but I couldn't eat a whole one. 686 00:39:00,840 --> 00:39:02,240 Oh, I'm sorry. 687 00:39:13,720 --> 00:39:14,600 I lost... 688 00:39:18,720 --> 00:39:20,000 I lost a baby. 689 00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:24,600 When was this? 690 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:29,200 Just before the app. 691 00:39:37,760 --> 00:39:39,480 I lost one child. 692 00:39:41,080 --> 00:39:43,360 And I threw myself into another. 693 00:39:46,240 --> 00:39:48,000 From the depths of pain... 694 00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:50,560 comes a blessing. 695 00:39:54,200 --> 00:39:56,800 Just forget your grandma's pretty orchard. 696 00:39:58,040 --> 00:40:01,760 You are a battler from the 'burbs. 697 00:40:03,600 --> 00:40:05,000 No frills. 698 00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:06,720 Hills hoist. 699 00:40:08,320 --> 00:40:10,799 You have fought all your life, 700 00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:14,279 and now you are a mum fighting cancer. 701 00:40:14,280 --> 00:40:17,359 These recipes should have no frills. 702 00:40:17,360 --> 00:40:20,360 They're clean, and kind to the woman who's cooking them. 703 00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:22,919 "I see you." That's what you're saying. 704 00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:24,640 I've got your back. 705 00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:41,599 Wait. Hold on a second. Is that you? 706 00:40:41,600 --> 00:40:42,679 Shut up. 707 00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:45,879 Wow. Looks like we've got a minor celebrity in our midst. 708 00:40:45,880 --> 00:40:48,199 - Stop it. - Maybe they could properly pay you. 709 00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:50,399 Would you hate it if I asked for a selfie? 710 00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:52,919 - I'm just such a big fan. - Stop it. Mum, hold on. 711 00:40:52,920 --> 00:40:54,119 Oh, my God. 712 00:40:54,120 --> 00:40:58,039 Guess who just got nominated for Cosmo's Women in Media Fun and Fearless Award? 713 00:40:58,040 --> 00:40:59,559 - Really? - Yeah. 714 00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:01,999 I don't know what that is, but they really want you to come, 715 00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:03,999 so I'm thinking that means you've won. Congrats. 716 00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:06,279 - Do we accept or decline? - We accept. 717 00:41:06,280 --> 00:41:09,119 Got it. I'm gonna start looking into dress options. 718 00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:12,159 Ooh. Alexa Chung at London Fashion Week or Blake Lively in anything. 719 00:41:12,160 --> 00:41:15,280 On it. Also, real quick, before I lose the internet, 720 00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:17,399 the juice people. 721 00:41:17,400 --> 00:41:20,359 Look at that. It's like another world. 722 00:41:20,360 --> 00:41:23,519 Oh, my God. The mosquitoes are dickheads out here. 723 00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:28,160 So, Mills, um, I think we should give them a definitive yes or no. 724 00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:30,439 I don't want to leave them dangling. 725 00:41:30,440 --> 00:41:33,279 I don't know. I know the money is... 726 00:41:33,280 --> 00:41:34,640 Borderline offensive. 727 00:41:35,360 --> 00:41:37,639 I hate the product. Thirty-five grams of sugar, I can't. 728 00:41:37,640 --> 00:41:39,519 Mmm. Okay. 729 00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:41,999 But maybe we could start a juice range. 730 00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:42,919 Hmm, no. 731 00:41:42,920 --> 00:41:44,279 That sounds like infrastructure, 732 00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:46,999 and right now, what we need is posts for cash. 733 00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:49,559 Hmm? Posts for cash. Stay focused. 734 00:41:49,560 --> 00:41:51,679 Did you actually look at the link I sent you? 735 00:41:51,680 --> 00:41:52,760 You all right, Mum? 736 00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:54,919 Wow. What a view. 737 00:41:54,920 --> 00:41:57,519 That Belle girl in Melbourne just launched a recipe app, 738 00:41:57,520 --> 00:42:00,679 and I'm not saying we do an app, but yeah, maybe we do an app. 739 00:42:00,680 --> 00:42:01,919 Yeah, I'll read it. 740 00:42:01,920 --> 00:42:04,319 But we should keep talking about the juice thing. 741 00:42:04,320 --> 00:42:06,599 You know, glass bottles could be really special. 742 00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:08,640 Yeah, or posts for cash. 743 00:42:16,640 --> 00:42:20,719 Girls, I think I might stay in and enjoy the villa tonight. 744 00:42:20,720 --> 00:42:22,640 What? Why? 745 00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:25,280 You'll miss the keynote speaker. 746 00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:29,719 Well, it's just that I've got that little pain again. 747 00:42:29,720 --> 00:42:30,720 What pain? 748 00:42:31,720 --> 00:42:34,000 Well, it's not really pain. I'm just, um... 749 00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:36,439 just a little clogged up. 750 00:42:36,440 --> 00:42:39,279 Oh, no, Tam. Should we get some prunes in you? 751 00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:41,319 - Or maybe a laxative? - She's not taking laxatives. 752 00:42:41,320 --> 00:42:42,879 Yeah, they don't work anyway. 753 00:42:42,880 --> 00:42:43,960 Sorry? 754 00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:47,999 Mum, tell me you didn't. 755 00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:50,439 Oh, it's just laxative chocolate. 756 00:42:50,440 --> 00:42:53,320 It's so bad for you. Why would you do that? 757 00:42:54,400 --> 00:42:56,839 Okay, bathroom. Pants. Off. Now. 758 00:42:56,840 --> 00:42:58,039 This is my department. 759 00:42:58,040 --> 00:42:59,840 Jesus. Milly! 760 00:43:01,880 --> 00:43:03,200 Pants off? 761 00:43:09,160 --> 00:43:11,040 I need to find somewhere to put this. 762 00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:15,279 Honey, I'm fine. Please, just go to the party. 763 00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:17,559 Perfect. Come on. 764 00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:19,720 Lie down. No one's gonna see you out here. 765 00:43:20,760 --> 00:43:23,479 Oh, okay. I'm good. I'll be upstairs. 766 00:43:23,480 --> 00:43:25,759 How long has this been going on? Why didn't you tell me? 767 00:43:25,760 --> 00:43:27,479 'Cause you just boss her around. 768 00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:29,680 Leave your mother alone, you dirty pervert. 769 00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:35,360 - All good? - All good. 770 00:43:47,120 --> 00:43:48,360 It shouldn't hurt. 771 00:43:50,720 --> 00:43:53,839 Mum? Mum? Hey! Hey, don't do that. What are you doing? 772 00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:55,280 Hey! Mum? Mum? Mum? 773 00:44:02,240 --> 00:44:03,839 Uh, I need a doctor. 774 00:44:03,840 --> 00:44:05,600 Ambulance, please. 775 00:44:06,520 --> 00:44:07,720 Villa number eight. 776 00:44:14,400 --> 00:44:15,640 Hey, Joe. 777 00:44:16,160 --> 00:44:17,000 In here. 778 00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:19,999 Hey, hey, hey. Hey. 779 00:44:20,000 --> 00:44:21,319 - Hey. - Hey. 780 00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:24,640 - Hey. Shh, breathe. I'm okay, my darling. - She's okay. 781 00:44:25,360 --> 00:44:26,280 It's okay. 782 00:44:28,360 --> 00:44:30,159 We just got a little stuck. 783 00:44:30,160 --> 00:44:31,559 Okay. 784 00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:33,080 - Didn't we? - Yeah. 785 00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:37,319 {\an8}You see, this is where the lower bowel has been most impacted, 786 00:44:37,320 --> 00:44:39,360 but there's an obstruction here. 787 00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:46,199 We're gonna keep you in overnight. 788 00:44:46,200 --> 00:44:47,239 Keep up the fluids. 789 00:44:47,240 --> 00:44:48,759 We'll have a specialist in tomorrow 790 00:44:48,760 --> 00:44:51,719 to talk about how to navigate the obstruction. Come up with a game plan. 791 00:44:51,720 --> 00:44:52,760 Thank you. 792 00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:54,920 Has the biopsy come back? 793 00:44:55,800 --> 00:44:56,800 Uh, not yet. 794 00:44:57,320 --> 00:44:59,359 Can I ask if it is cancerous? 795 00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:00,839 Let's not get ahead of the biopsy. 796 00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:02,799 Our family has a lot of negative experiences 797 00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:04,119 when it comes to oncologists. 798 00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:05,999 Do you know where this specialist was trained? 799 00:45:06,000 --> 00:45:08,559 - Under what methodology? - I'll get that information. 800 00:45:08,560 --> 00:45:11,760 I wanna shift the obstruction naturally before any surgical interference. 801 00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:14,999 I would say that coffee enemas aren't medically recommended. 802 00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:17,359 I saw someone a few months ago with a serious burn. 803 00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:19,159 That would've been performed incorrectly. 804 00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:21,159 There are huge benefits, the immunoboost alone. 805 00:45:21,160 --> 00:45:23,439 There's a risk of chronic proctocolitis. 806 00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:25,599 That's constant diarrhea, bleeding in the bowel, 807 00:45:25,600 --> 00:45:27,479 - which can lead to sepsis. - I have five a day. 808 00:45:27,480 --> 00:45:29,479 And that's not been my lived experience at all. 809 00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:36,480 I would just really like a private consultation... 810 00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:06,599 {\an8}We've got three doctors. Top specialists. 811 00:46:06,600 --> 00:46:10,079 They all want to say you can't cure brain cancer with diet. 812 00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:11,839 They're all falling over themselves to say 813 00:46:11,840 --> 00:46:15,319 that the crap she's espousing is dangerous, magical thinking. 814 00:46:15,320 --> 00:46:17,679 - Hmm. - I like a bit of magic with my chemo. 815 00:46:17,680 --> 00:46:20,999 Thing is, the doctors can't say she's faking her diagnosis and recovery 816 00:46:21,000 --> 00:46:23,039 without looking at her medical records. 817 00:46:23,040 --> 00:46:25,639 If we could put on pressure for her to produce those records, 818 00:46:25,640 --> 00:46:28,759 then no doctor who looks at them can tell us about her particular case 819 00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:30,959 because of patient-client confidentiality. 820 00:46:30,960 --> 00:46:33,239 - Right. - And you were following her, Luce? 821 00:46:33,240 --> 00:46:35,000 She still is. 822 00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:37,159 She has recipes I like. 823 00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:39,560 I don't see why nutrition can't be a part of... 824 00:46:40,760 --> 00:46:43,919 It's all alleged anyway. They don't know she's faking it. 825 00:46:43,920 --> 00:46:46,320 Oh, we do. We just can't write about it. 826 00:46:47,600 --> 00:46:49,280 Anyway... 827 00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:52,319 Do you guys know what kind of birth you wanna have? 828 00:46:52,320 --> 00:46:54,959 - Mmm. - Are you going to go public or private? 829 00:46:54,960 --> 00:46:57,559 Yeah, well, some water somewhere, definitely. 830 00:46:57,560 --> 00:47:00,119 - Mmm-hmm. - We'd love to have a home birth. 831 00:47:00,120 --> 00:47:02,159 Yeah, but that might not be feasible. 832 00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:04,119 We're just gonna keep an open mind, I think. 833 00:47:04,120 --> 00:47:07,159 I really wanna focus on the fourth trimester. You know? 834 00:47:07,160 --> 00:47:11,599 Everyone obsesses over the birth, but that's just one day. 835 00:47:11,600 --> 00:47:13,319 Yeah, babies are forever. 836 00:47:13,320 --> 00:47:15,959 - Not like puppies. - It's not just Christmas Day. 837 00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:17,240 Gonna eat something? 838 00:47:28,280 --> 00:47:30,280 Well, that was fun. 839 00:47:31,800 --> 00:47:33,439 Which part did you enjoy most? 840 00:47:33,440 --> 00:47:34,639 Childcare rebates? 841 00:47:34,640 --> 00:47:36,199 Skin-to-skin parenting. 842 00:47:36,200 --> 00:47:37,239 Sounds sexy. 843 00:47:37,240 --> 00:47:38,880 It's not. 844 00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:44,240 I'm sorry. 845 00:47:47,160 --> 00:47:48,000 For what? 846 00:47:56,840 --> 00:47:58,999 Are you thinking we should've put some in the freezer? 847 00:47:59,000 --> 00:48:00,639 I mean, I know you wanted to. 848 00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:03,000 I hadn't really thought about it. 849 00:48:03,760 --> 00:48:05,879 Because if my heart is screwed up, 850 00:48:05,880 --> 00:48:07,760 my eggs are well cooked now. 851 00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:11,320 Not even yellow, just grey and smelly. 852 00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:14,040 We'll get to that later. 853 00:48:14,800 --> 00:48:16,800 Just got to fix up the other bits first. 854 00:48:19,520 --> 00:48:21,079 Let's walk through the gardens. 855 00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:23,319 Can we get the tram, please? 856 00:48:23,320 --> 00:48:26,440 I've got an early start and I'm just shattered. 857 00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:31,959 Europe, and Southeast Asia, 858 00:48:31,960 --> 00:48:34,319 and I actually just came back from three months in India. 859 00:48:34,320 --> 00:48:36,839 I'm planning a trip to South America. 860 00:48:36,840 --> 00:48:37,959 - Really? - Yeah, yeah. 861 00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:43,239 I want to get an old Ducati and just ride through the whole country. 862 00:48:43,240 --> 00:48:45,599 - Amazing. - I'm going to have to save up a bit. 863 00:48:45,600 --> 00:48:47,079 What do you wanna see there? 864 00:48:47,080 --> 00:48:49,440 Um, I mostly just want to... 865 00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:02,400 I wanna do the South America trip. 866 00:49:04,000 --> 00:49:06,240 That's a good idea. We should book it in. 867 00:49:06,920 --> 00:49:07,760 Yeah? 868 00:49:08,360 --> 00:49:09,240 Yeah. 869 00:49:10,520 --> 00:49:12,639 Let's find some time after the next round? 870 00:49:12,640 --> 00:49:13,800 Great. 871 00:49:14,520 --> 00:49:17,159 Except that the next round might knock off yet another artery 872 00:49:17,160 --> 00:49:19,239 and then I'd have to get that fixed. 873 00:49:19,240 --> 00:49:20,879 I don't know why you're mad at me. 874 00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:22,040 Because... 875 00:49:23,120 --> 00:49:25,720 It's just too predictable. 876 00:49:26,560 --> 00:49:30,039 You running around and fussing about a story. 877 00:49:30,040 --> 00:49:32,559 - I have to investigate her. - Fixating on that 'cause... 878 00:49:32,560 --> 00:49:34,200 - It's my job. - No, you don't. 879 00:49:35,160 --> 00:49:36,719 What do you want me to do? 880 00:49:36,720 --> 00:49:37,680 Pack a bag. 881 00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:39,880 Right, okay. 882 00:49:41,760 --> 00:49:42,640 I'm done. 883 00:49:44,120 --> 00:49:46,439 I don't wanna be messed around by more doctors. 884 00:49:46,440 --> 00:49:47,679 You've made that clear. 885 00:49:47,680 --> 00:49:51,159 You're really lucky to have access to first world medical treatment. 886 00:49:51,160 --> 00:49:52,480 Don't you dare lecture me! 887 00:49:56,440 --> 00:49:59,520 I don't really wanna wait around for you to finish work, okay? 888 00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:01,200 I don't have time. 889 00:50:01,720 --> 00:50:04,319 Sit in the chair, put that shit in your arm. 890 00:50:04,320 --> 00:50:05,679 "Be a good girl, Lucy." 891 00:50:05,680 --> 00:50:07,839 Okay, so, um, Machu Picchu? 892 00:50:07,840 --> 00:50:09,159 That sounds fun. 893 00:50:09,160 --> 00:50:11,519 Yeah, maybe drink some Pisco Sours, 894 00:50:11,520 --> 00:50:14,079 find a cure to breast cancer in a fucking mud hut in Patagonia. 895 00:50:14,080 --> 00:50:15,199 Maybe! 896 00:50:15,200 --> 00:50:17,999 There's a place in Peru, it helps people accept... 897 00:50:18,000 --> 00:50:19,439 - Accept what? - I don't know. 898 00:50:19,440 --> 00:50:21,119 Yeah, great. 899 00:50:21,120 --> 00:50:23,160 I also want to float down the Amazon. 900 00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:24,839 See pink dolphins. 901 00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:28,239 All the while, getting sicker every minute that you're not getting treated. 902 00:50:28,240 --> 00:50:29,440 Okay, look. 903 00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:32,639 I know it's inconvenient, okay? 904 00:50:32,640 --> 00:50:35,519 I know it is fucking fucked, all right? 905 00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:39,360 But if we do this, if we just try, okay? 906 00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:43,559 I'm so sorry, that this is so scary for you. 907 00:50:45,200 --> 00:50:46,520 But I have tried. 908 00:50:48,400 --> 00:50:49,359 It hasn't worked. 909 00:50:49,360 --> 00:50:51,719 The treatment is not finished, Lucy. 910 00:50:51,720 --> 00:50:53,080 We are not finished. 911 00:50:53,800 --> 00:50:56,520 And you don't get to walk away because it's too hard. 912 00:50:57,720 --> 00:50:59,239 I'm sorry, all right? 913 00:50:59,240 --> 00:51:02,080 I'm not being unreasonable, but I don't want you to die. 914 00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:05,079 I think it's a pretty normal reaction. 915 00:51:05,080 --> 00:51:06,640 I don't want you to die. 916 00:51:08,840 --> 00:51:10,120 That's not about me. 917 00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:13,200 That's about you. 918 00:51:15,520 --> 00:51:16,800 Don't you see that? 919 00:51:55,920 --> 00:51:57,400 - You're good. - Thank you. 920 00:51:58,680 --> 00:52:00,519 I love it, Jules. 921 00:52:00,520 --> 00:52:02,560 How did you know? I'm obsessed. 922 00:52:03,800 --> 00:52:05,559 Oh, I know, me too. 923 00:52:05,560 --> 00:52:07,360 I wish you could be here. 924 00:52:09,720 --> 00:52:12,319 - It's not... - Fairy princess? 925 00:52:12,320 --> 00:52:14,239 No. Powerful. 926 00:52:14,240 --> 00:52:17,159 Oh, also, it is on loan, so be careful. 927 00:52:17,160 --> 00:52:19,239 - I look big. - No, shh. 928 00:52:19,240 --> 00:52:20,200 Hmm. 929 00:52:21,440 --> 00:52:22,320 I like it. 930 00:52:23,920 --> 00:52:24,880 Gotta go. 931 00:52:25,840 --> 00:52:27,759 Quick night-night for Mama. 932 00:52:27,760 --> 00:52:29,680 - Hi, baby. - Hi. 933 00:52:30,920 --> 00:52:33,199 - What do you think? - You look like a princess! 934 00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:35,880 Yeah! Are there gonna be cameras? 935 00:52:39,720 --> 00:52:41,080 Lots of cameras. 936 00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:47,240 Milla Blake, Green Stone Healing. 937 00:52:48,240 --> 00:52:51,080 Margaux Ferguson, The Steminist Collective. 938 00:52:52,240 --> 00:52:54,719 Belle Gibson, The Whole Pantry. 939 00:52:54,720 --> 00:52:59,279 And the winner of the inaugural 2013 Cosmopolitan 940 00:52:59,280 --> 00:53:02,599 Fun and Fearless Women in Business Award 941 00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:06,519 is Belle Gibson, CEO of The Whole Pantry. 942 00:53:10,760 --> 00:53:13,119 ♪ And let the words fall out ♪ 943 00:53:13,120 --> 00:53:18,079 ♪ Honestly I wanna see you be brave... ♪ 944 00:53:18,080 --> 00:53:19,560 Do you want me to trip her? 945 00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:23,519 ♪ And let the words fall out ♪ 946 00:53:23,520 --> 00:53:25,679 ♪ Honestly I wanna see... ♪ 947 00:53:25,680 --> 00:53:27,080 Ah! 948 00:53:28,280 --> 00:53:29,919 Oh! 949 00:53:29,920 --> 00:53:31,360 Fun and fearless? 950 00:53:32,200 --> 00:53:33,600 I'll take it. 951 00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:40,240 It's been a rocky few years being a person in the world. 952 00:53:41,400 --> 00:53:43,239 I think a lot of you know 953 00:53:43,240 --> 00:53:47,040 I was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer three years ago. 954 00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:48,640 I've met her. 955 00:53:53,600 --> 00:53:54,840 What you don't know 956 00:53:55,440 --> 00:53:58,080 because as a culture we don't talk about it... 957 00:54:00,800 --> 00:54:02,120 a little while ago 958 00:54:02,920 --> 00:54:06,480 I lost a baby at almost 24 weeks. 959 00:54:09,720 --> 00:54:12,840 I lost one child and I threw myself into another. 960 00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:19,520 From the depths of pain... comes a blessing. 961 00:54:23,760 --> 00:54:27,440 I lost a baby and poured myself into another. 962 00:54:33,040 --> 00:54:35,120 The Whole Pantry was born... 963 00:54:38,080 --> 00:54:40,359 ...out of a place of unimaginable grief. 964 00:54:40,360 --> 00:54:42,080 Out of a place of... 965 00:54:44,160 --> 00:54:46,440 unimaginable grief... 966 00:54:49,840 --> 00:54:50,920 but also... 967 00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:55,360 out of love. 968 00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:01,280 Out of a place of unimaginable grief... 969 00:55:05,200 --> 00:55:06,320 but also... 970 00:55:08,400 --> 00:55:09,560 out of love. 971 00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:16,120 It's love that powers me, 972 00:55:18,080 --> 00:55:22,080 transforms me, sustains me, all of us. 973 00:55:23,480 --> 00:55:25,799 If we're brave enough to let it. 974 00:55:40,640 --> 00:55:43,119 You came up to me at my event in Brisbane? 975 00:55:43,120 --> 00:55:46,120 Right. Yeah, that's right. I think just briefly. 976 00:55:46,840 --> 00:55:48,279 And the app? 977 00:55:48,280 --> 00:55:51,279 How did you even think of it? It's such an incredible idea. 978 00:55:51,280 --> 00:55:53,919 Oh, you know, just thinking about what people need. 979 00:55:53,920 --> 00:55:55,360 Has Apple been in touch? 980 00:55:56,040 --> 00:55:57,799 I just, I heard a rumor. 981 00:55:57,800 --> 00:55:59,239 - Shit. Really? - Congratulations. 982 00:55:59,240 --> 00:56:00,559 Oh, thanks so much. 983 00:56:00,560 --> 00:56:02,999 We've just started talking. It's a long process. 984 00:56:03,000 --> 00:56:05,119 - Yeah. - I have to get your book. 985 00:56:05,120 --> 00:56:08,799 I... I keep going into bookstores but I can never find it. 986 00:56:08,800 --> 00:56:10,400 Yeah, it sold out really fast. 987 00:56:11,240 --> 00:56:13,240 I ended up signing with Julie. 988 00:56:14,080 --> 00:56:15,519 - Gibbs? - Yeah. 989 00:56:15,520 --> 00:56:18,479 - She's at Penguin. - Wow. I mean, she's the best. Congrats. 990 00:56:18,480 --> 00:56:20,399 I didn't know there was an advance. 991 00:56:20,400 --> 00:56:21,759 I'd write it for free. 992 00:56:21,760 --> 00:56:23,360 I feel so grateful. 993 00:56:23,960 --> 00:56:25,079 Me too. 994 00:56:25,080 --> 00:56:26,240 So grateful. 995 00:56:27,560 --> 00:56:29,599 - I'm gonna call it. Gotta juice. - Hmm? 996 00:56:29,600 --> 00:56:32,400 Ah, I tried Hirsch. Couldn't stick. 997 00:56:32,920 --> 00:56:34,120 It's a commitment. 998 00:56:34,680 --> 00:56:35,919 The enemas. 999 00:56:35,920 --> 00:56:37,640 I mean, you don't smell at all. 1000 00:56:39,200 --> 00:56:40,359 No, you smell amazing. 1001 00:56:40,360 --> 00:56:42,399 I just reeked all the time. 1002 00:56:46,040 --> 00:56:48,759 - Okay, I'm calling a cab. - Um, hold on. I just, um... 1003 00:56:48,760 --> 00:56:52,159 Sorry, I feel like I should maybe stay and schmooze the Cosmo peeps 1004 00:56:52,160 --> 00:56:53,959 about the profile they want to do on you. 1005 00:56:53,960 --> 00:56:56,479 Please stay. I don't know any of these people. 1006 00:56:56,480 --> 00:56:58,359 - Sorry, I... - You should have a big night. 1007 00:56:58,360 --> 00:57:01,159 - No, actually... - Have a big night. I'm being boring. 1008 00:57:01,160 --> 00:57:02,959 - Are you sure? - It's fine. 1009 00:57:02,960 --> 00:57:04,160 - Okay. - Bye. 1010 00:57:04,920 --> 00:57:06,120 Okay. Just... 1011 00:57:07,280 --> 00:57:08,160 Is she okay? 1012 00:57:08,720 --> 00:57:11,000 Oh, yeah. No, no. She's fine. 1013 00:57:12,360 --> 00:57:14,199 Like, it's not a secret or anything. 1014 00:57:14,200 --> 00:57:16,879 Her mum just got diagnosed with bowel cancer, 1015 00:57:16,880 --> 00:57:18,760 so like, she's gonna be fine. 1016 00:57:19,680 --> 00:57:21,280 But they're just really close. 1017 00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:24,640 Fucking cancer. 1018 00:57:25,440 --> 00:57:26,440 What a bitch. 1019 00:57:29,840 --> 00:57:34,439 ♪ Black cinder till the end ♪ 1020 00:57:34,440 --> 00:57:35,920 ♪ You came home ♪ 1021 00:57:37,840 --> 00:57:40,719 ♪ For the endless summer ♪ 1022 00:57:40,720 --> 00:57:42,440 ♪ Watch me go ♪ 1023 00:57:44,240 --> 00:57:46,559 ♪ Paint a different color... ♪ 1024 00:58:30,120 --> 00:58:31,880 I never saw a fucking cent. 1025 00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:36,839 She says that the brain cancer makes her forget things. 1026 00:58:36,840 --> 00:58:38,159 Yeah, it pissed me off. 1027 00:58:38,160 --> 00:58:39,399 It pissed me off. 1028 00:58:39,400 --> 00:58:42,079 I kept turning the whole thing over and over in my head. 1029 00:58:42,080 --> 00:58:43,799 It was eating away at me. 1030 00:58:43,800 --> 00:58:45,120 And then... 1031 00:58:48,160 --> 00:58:49,359 Bang. 1032 00:58:49,360 --> 00:58:50,920 You a Melbourne boy, Lenny? 1033 00:58:52,360 --> 00:58:53,720 Nah, Brisbane. 1034 00:58:54,320 --> 00:58:57,240 We fucking met, like, ten years prior. 1035 00:58:59,560 --> 00:59:00,560 Lenny! 1036 00:59:01,320 --> 00:59:04,279 - Take a picture of me! - Hooked up once, briefly. 1037 00:59:04,280 --> 00:59:05,720 I don't... Foggy. 1038 00:59:06,480 --> 00:59:07,800 No, just a kiss. 1039 00:59:08,280 --> 00:59:10,439 Nothing untoward. Totally respectful. 1040 00:59:10,440 --> 00:59:11,479 Ugh! 1041 00:59:11,480 --> 00:59:14,159 Yo! It's tampon fingers! 1042 00:59:14,160 --> 00:59:16,999 What the fuck? This bitch is ragging! 1043 00:59:19,600 --> 00:59:23,239 Um, so, I just woke up out of a coma-like thing. 1044 00:59:23,240 --> 00:59:25,919 The doctor told me I went into full cardiac arrest 1045 00:59:25,920 --> 00:59:28,560 and died for just under three minutes. 1046 00:59:29,360 --> 00:59:32,039 Turns out, I have fluid in my pericardium, 1047 00:59:32,040 --> 00:59:33,999 which is the sac around my heart. 1048 00:59:34,000 --> 00:59:36,759 Need to get a new valve or it'll stop pumping forever. 1049 00:59:36,760 --> 00:59:38,999 Got the most hectic bruising from the paddles 1050 00:59:39,000 --> 00:59:41,320 when they electrocuted me back to consciousness. 1051 00:59:41,920 --> 00:59:43,999 Hey, does anyone know her name? 1052 00:59:44,000 --> 00:59:45,959 - Tampon Fingers. - It's all right. 1053 00:59:45,960 --> 00:59:47,359 I'm not in the ICU anymore. 1054 00:59:47,360 --> 00:59:49,279 {\an8}They're letting me roll about in my wheelchair 1055 00:59:49,280 --> 00:59:51,039 {\an8}and I'm off my head on fucking morphine. 1056 00:59:51,040 --> 00:59:54,599 Weren't you pregnant last week? Oh, no. Leukemia. Lols. 1057 00:59:54,600 --> 00:59:56,839 Someone call the whambulance. Faker. 1058 00:59:56,840 --> 00:59:58,239 Hope you're okay. 1059 00:59:58,240 --> 01:00:00,000 Oh, my God. 1060 01:00:01,360 --> 01:00:03,319 Why would she... 1061 01:00:03,320 --> 01:00:04,319 I don't know. 1062 01:00:04,320 --> 01:00:07,239 But that's a pretty big fucking coincidence, right? 1063 01:00:07,240 --> 01:00:09,399 You said earlier the cancer part tracked. 1064 01:00:09,400 --> 01:00:10,519 Hmm. 1065 01:00:10,520 --> 01:00:12,160 What made you think that? 1066 01:00:12,920 --> 01:00:14,880 My mum works in nursing homes. 1067 01:00:15,560 --> 01:00:18,440 These homes, they have this smell. 1068 01:00:20,000 --> 01:00:22,639 This death smell, like a rotting. 1069 01:00:22,640 --> 01:00:23,799 Belle has that smell? 1070 01:00:23,800 --> 01:00:25,240 Oh, yeah, big time. 1071 01:00:25,760 --> 01:00:27,039 Big time. 1072 01:00:27,040 --> 01:00:30,360 Yeah, I mean I've thought about this a whole lot, okay? 1073 01:00:30,920 --> 01:00:32,000 We're all gonna die. 1074 01:00:34,480 --> 01:00:37,640 Yeah? But you and I, most people, 1075 01:00:38,320 --> 01:00:39,400 that's too big. 1076 01:00:40,200 --> 01:00:42,599 We can't hold that concept in our heads. 1077 01:00:42,600 --> 01:00:46,360 We gotta run away from it, we gotta numb it, gotta distract. 1078 01:00:47,160 --> 01:00:49,599 But the people who are really sick, 1079 01:00:49,600 --> 01:00:51,240 who know they're dying, 1080 01:00:52,200 --> 01:00:55,440 who open their eyes and try to face it, mate... 1081 01:00:56,520 --> 01:00:58,519 they are up at the sun. 1082 01:00:58,520 --> 01:01:00,279 They're looking up, looking down, 1083 01:01:00,280 --> 01:01:02,760 they're trying to get in peace before they say night-night. 1084 01:01:04,560 --> 01:01:07,400 Either that, or they're rats in a cage. 1085 01:01:08,800 --> 01:01:09,680 Cornered. 1086 01:01:10,680 --> 01:01:12,080 Shitting themselves. 1087 01:01:14,640 --> 01:01:16,919 They know they're very fucking unwell. 1088 01:01:16,920 --> 01:01:18,400 They know they're dying. 1089 01:01:21,760 --> 01:01:22,640 That's Belle. 1090 01:01:27,400 --> 01:01:29,559 It's just scary, to be honest, 1091 01:01:29,560 --> 01:01:33,280 because you doubt the crux of all the things that make up who you are. 1092 01:01:34,360 --> 01:01:36,440 You know, I'm... I'm blonde, 1093 01:01:37,360 --> 01:01:39,040 and I have brown eyes, 1094 01:01:40,520 --> 01:01:41,800 and I've got cancer. 1095 01:01:42,520 --> 01:01:45,120 When you take away some of those high-level things, 1096 01:01:46,560 --> 01:01:48,360 it's daunting. 1097 01:01:49,360 --> 01:01:51,760 I... I don't want sympathy. 1098 01:01:53,120 --> 01:01:54,800 I want people to say... 1099 01:01:55,720 --> 01:01:58,400 "Okay, she's human." 1100 01:01:59,480 --> 01:02:00,920 "She's had a big life." 1101 01:02:02,000 --> 01:02:03,320 "Not an easy life." 1102 01:02:04,080 --> 01:02:08,160 Yes, well, we've spoken to your mum and dad about some of that. 1103 01:02:16,840 --> 01:02:17,680 Andrew? 1104 01:02:18,440 --> 01:02:20,839 He's not my dad. She met him like five years ago. 1105 01:02:20,840 --> 01:02:23,159 Will you be including this in your article? 1106 01:02:23,160 --> 01:02:24,719 Anais, this is a curveball. 1107 01:02:24,720 --> 01:02:27,200 We need all sides for a complete picture. 1108 01:02:28,160 --> 01:02:29,360 What did she say? 1109 01:02:30,120 --> 01:02:31,679 What did she tell you about me? 1110 01:02:31,680 --> 01:02:34,439 Because she's a compulsive liar and a fantasist. 1111 01:02:34,440 --> 01:02:36,319 You can't print her toxic bullshit. 1112 01:02:36,320 --> 01:02:40,439 You're meant to be a credible magazine that no one even reads. 1113 01:02:40,440 --> 01:02:42,760 You know that? No one reads you. 1114 01:02:43,960 --> 01:02:45,760 Your work is irrelevant. 1115 01:02:46,480 --> 01:02:48,599 Magazines are irrelevant. 1116 01:02:48,600 --> 01:02:51,160 Dead. R, I, fucking P! 1117 01:02:53,760 --> 01:02:57,759 ♪ Great party, where's Sally? Have you seen her rhinoplasty? ♪ 1118 01:02:57,760 --> 01:03:00,879 ♪ I'm seein' her doctor ♪ 1119 01:03:00,880 --> 01:03:03,959 ♪ He's going to make me a star ♪ 1120 01:03:03,960 --> 01:03:05,679 ♪ Hey you! ♪ 1121 01:03:05,680 --> 01:03:07,359 ♪ Don't you know who I am? ♪ 1122 01:03:07,360 --> 01:03:08,679 ♪ Hey you! ♪ 1123 01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:10,439 ♪ Don't you know who I am? ♪ 1124 01:03:10,440 --> 01:03:11,839 ♪ Hey you! ♪ 1125 01:03:11,840 --> 01:03:13,800 ♪ Don't you know who I am? ♪