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前情提要 Previously on The Testaments...

你正在收听自由波士顿电台 紧急警告… You're listening to Radio Free Boston with an urgent warning for--

- 发生什么事了吗？ - 基列国在报复校车的事 - Is something happening? - Gilead's retaliating for what happened with the bus.

- 怎么回事？ - 嬷嬷们今天会决定我们的候选人 - What's going on? - The Aunts decide our contenders today.

通常是每人两到三位追求者 Two to three suitors each, usually.

然后是家庭访问 然后是婚礼 Then house visits. Then weddings.

洁荷席芭想要权力 胡妲要的是安全 Jehosheba wants power. Hulda, security.

但艾格妮丝…我不确定她想要什么 Agnes, I'm not sure what she wants.

还不确定 Not yet.

我们开始吧 Let's begin, shall we?

反正谁想结婚？ Who wants to get married, anyway?

在舞会上发生那种事之后 After what happened at the Ball,

你应该向莉迪亚嬷嬷求饶才对 you should be throwing yourself at the mercy of Aunt Lydia.

也许我运气好 不会被任何人相中 Well maybe I'll get lucky, and I won't get any offers.

你有什么毛病？这可是我们的人生 What is wrong with you? This is our whole lives!

有些人愿意付出一切为了和对的人配对 Some people would give anything for the right match.

能请你跳支舞吗？ May I have this dance?

在上帝的恩典下 In His grace.

如果麦肯齐大主教在跟日方见面 If Commander MacKenzie is meeting with the Japanese,

我们认为他可能在协调大砲交易… we think he might be brokering a deal for artillery--

- 我要怎么… - 小声点 - How the fuck am I supposed to-- - Lower your voice.

我不认为艾格妮丝会知道这件事 I don't think Agnes will know anything about that.

我爱上一个人 - 谁？ - I'm in love. - Who?

- 葛斯 Garth.

他很快就会被任命为大主教 He's soon to be made a Commander.

我想或许你能让他符合资格 I thought perhaps you might make him eligible.

我会考虑这件事 I shall think the matter over.

只剩下几个空缺 Only a few open slots left.

我还有一个可以加入 葛斯查平 I have another one to add to the mix. Garth Chapin.

他不符合资格 他很快就会符合了 - He's not eligible. - He will be. Soon enough.

现在该告诉女孩的家人了 Time to tell the girls' families.

- 让我帮助你 - 为什么？ - Let me help you. - Why?

因为我了解你的感受 Because I know how you're feeling.

你待在这里 有人会来接你 Stay here. Someone's gonna come get you.

你要丢下我一个人？ You're leaving me alone?

你从来就不是一个人 You are never alone.

这里是自由波士顿电台 为你带来最新消息 This is Radio Free Boston with an update.

基列国军队最近入侵波士顿的行动 Gilead Forces' recent attempt to invade Boston

失败了 基列国的死亡人数很高 was unsuccessful, and loss of life for Gilead was high.

边界的暴力事件 促使加拿大和美国政府的高官 The violence at the border has prompted dignitaries from Canada

与联合国召开会议 and the American government to convene with the UN...

当然 这里的人听说的是不一样的 Of course, that's not what people here were told.

就算基列国有人知道真相 谁会说出来？ Even if someone in Gilead knew the truth, who was gonna tell?

绝对不是我 Not me. That's for sure.

如果我被发现是五月天 If I was discovered as Mayday,

我会被刑求并杀死 I would be tortured and killed.

还要咖啡吗？ More coffee?

不了 谢谢 Uh, no. Thanks.

茱恩叫我等 June had told me to wait.

她说会有人来接我 That someone would come get me.

我等了 I waited.

但是没人来 But no one came.

抱歉把你赶出来了 Sorry to kick you out.

你要去哪里？ Where do you have to be?

这里 我必须待在这里 Here. I need to be here.

往好处想 Well, on the bright side,

明天应该会是美好的五月天 tomorrow's supposed to be a beautiful May day.

现在是三月 It's fucking March!

我以为你不会一直等 Ah, I didn't think you'd last.

茱恩说得对 June was right.

来吧 我的车就停在转角 Come on. My car's parked around the corner.

我载你去下一站 I'm taking you to your next stop.

证 词

黛西 塔莉亚 你们该接受治疗了 Daisy? Talia? It's time for your treatment.

讚美主 艾格妮丝 你的配对很成功 Praise be, Agnes. Your matches are a success.

就这些吗？ Is this it?

祂在对你微笑 He has smiled upon you.

这些是上帝选中的人 These are men chosen by God.

基列国的领袖 Leaders of Gilead.

这位是威斯顿大主教 This is Commander Weston.

这三个人都很有权势 但是这位才是你要吸引的大主教 All three men are powerful, but this is the Commander to impress.

你可以兴奋一点吗？ How 'bout a little excitement, hm?

不知道是什么奇蹟 你的表现很好 By some miracle, you've done well.

如果继续保持下去 你就会过著非常舒适的生活 And if you keep it up, you'll live a very comfortable life.

记住 上帝对我们所有人都有计画 'Member? God has a plan for us all.

别动 Steady now.

记住 刺痛感是为了提醒你犯的罪过 Remember, the sting is there to remind you of your sin.

你刺的是什么？ What was yours?

一个名字 “克劳蒂亚” A name. "Claudia."

- 克劳蒂亚是谁？ - 我妈 Who's Claudia? My mom.

我八岁后就没跟她说过话了 I haven't spoken to her since I was eight.

我也不知道为什么我会刺这个 I'm not really sure why I got it.

你的呢？ What's yours?

带刺的玫瑰 A rose with thorns.

我喝醉了 I was drunk.

真没创意 How basic.

欧森大主教有超过20公顷的滨海房产 Commander Olson has a beachfront property with over 50 acres,

但皮尔斯大主教的高尔夫球技 只低于标准杆10杆 but Commander Pierce has a 10 handicap in golf.

这是好还是不好？ Is that good or bad?

我爸说非常好 My dad says that it's really good.

艾格妮丝 你和谁配对？ Agnes, who did you get?

普里兹格大主教 莱利大主教 和威斯顿大主教 Uh, Commander Pritzger, Commander Riley, and Commander Weston.

讚美主 Praise be!

宝拉现在可能尿裤子了 Paula's probably peeing herself right now.

我的马大说 威斯顿负责管理眼线 Weston runs the Eyes, my Martha says.

他怎么还没结婚？ Well, why isn't he married already?

他结过婚 但他太太死了 He was married. His wife died.

真令人难过 That's so sad.

你可以参加所有国家办的活动 You'll get to go to all the state functions,

你可能会得到一百万个马大 and you'll probably get a million Marthas.

我会想念萝莎 I'll miss Rosa.

如果你嫁给威斯顿 Well, if you marry Weston,

宝拉可能会把她当作结婚礼物送给你 Paula will probably give her to you as a wedding present.

你有配对成功吗？ Uh... have you gotten any matches?

太棒了 - Mm. - That's awesome!

- 讚美祂的慈悲 真的 - 谁？ Praise be His mercy, seriously. Who?

麦道大主教 Commander Maddox.

真噁心 我很遗憾 Oh, yuck, I'm sorry.

他就是想灌醉你的人 对吧？ He's the one that tried to get you drunk, right?

想？他成功了 Tried? He succeeded.

来自殖民地的大主教 Commander from the Colonies.

还有查平大主教 And... Commander Chapin.

我没听过这个人 I've never heard of him.

他其实还不是大主教 He's not actually a Commander yet.

他是谁？ Who is he?

我的卫兵 My Guardian.

是他？ Oh, him?

不 你爸妈不会把他当一回事 No, your parents are not going to take him seriously.

他在很多方面都很幸运 He's certainly blessed in a lot of respects.

讚美主 Praise be.

贝卡 拜托 慢一点 Becka, pray, slow down.

我得在上课前上厕所 I have to use the bathroom before class.

拜托 我没有生你的气 配对不是我们能选择的 Please, I'm not mad at you! We don't choose our matches.

我说过了 我从来就不想这样 I told you! I never wanted any of this!

拜托你不要嫁给他 Just please don't marry him.

这不是我能选择的 I don't get to choose any of this!

我父母会选择我的丈夫 My parents are going to choose my husband.

没有人在乎我想要什么 Nobody cares what I want!

我不想嫁给任何人 I don't want to marry anyone!

我想跳下悬崖 I want to jump off a cliff!

别这么夸张 Don't be so dramatic!

看吧？你根本不在乎 See?! You don't even care.

我一直希望你和我一样 I always hoped that you and I were the same,

但也许我们不一样 but... maybe we're not.

你好像想永远当小孩一样 It's like you want to be little forever.

我其实想要丈夫和小孩 I actually want a husband and babies,

但是跟他配对成功的人却是你 but you're the one that gets him as a match.

那是威斯顿大主教 That's Commander Weston.

他是你的配对对象 对吧？ He's your match, right?

对 就是他 Yeah. That's him.

大主教 你有什么事吗？ Commander... what can I do for you?

请允许我们进入 We'd like your permission to enter.

我需要和莉迪亚嬷嬷谈谈 I need to speak with Aunt Lydia.

在波士顿取得的新情报引导我们来这里 New intel recovered from Boston has led us here.

你要拒绝我们进去吗？ Are you gonna deny us entry?

不 当然不是 大主教 No, of course not, Commander.

谢谢 Thank you.

走吧 Let's go!

他们在调查五月天攻击事件 They're investigating the Mayday attack.

我今天早上偷听到我爸说话 I overheard my father this morning.

小舒简直就像间谍一样 Shu is like a spy, honestly.

你们想他们会停课吗？ Do you think they're gonna cancel class?

可能不会 Probably not.

除非他们要吊死某人 因为那会花上一整天 Unless they have to hang somebody, because that could take all day.

嘿 Hey.

你睡了14个小时 You were asleep for 14 hours.

我都开始担心你了 I was starting to worry about you.

琳达在哪里？ Where's Linda?

是她载你来的 Oh, she dropped you off.

这是我家 我是丽塔 This is my place. I'm Rita.

首先 Uh, first things first.

我在移民局有个朋友 会帮你做一本新护照 I have a friend in Immigration who is making a new passport for you

好让你离开加拿大 so we can get you out of Canada.

去哪里？ Out where?

英国现在有视网膜扫描了 所以不能去那里了 Well... the UK has retinal scans now, so that's not an option anymore.

所以我帮你安排了一架 星期六飞往哥伦比亚的货机 So, I got you on a freight plane that leaves on Saturday for Colombia.

哥伦比亚？南美洲吗？ Colombia? Like, South America?

对 我们在当地有熟人 Yes. We have a contact on the ground

会帮你找新家 安排学校 that will get you re-homed and put in a school--

- 我根本不会说西班牙文 I don't even speak Spanish.

- 你会学会的 Oh, you'll learn.

我不想去哥伦比亚 我想回家 I don't want to go to Colombia. I want to go home.

- 这太不公平了 - 没错 This is so fucking unfair! Yes, it is.

他们才应该躲起来 They're the ones that should have to hide!

像货物一样被装上飞机 - 你喜欢猫吗？ - Loaded up like freight on a plane-- - Do you like cats?

- 什么？ What?

有些人觉得抚摸动物很疗癒 Some people find it therapeutic to pet an animal.

他们杀了我父母 They killed my parents.

我知道 I know.

基列国会一直找你 Gilead will always be looking for you.

所以只要你在加拿大 你就有危险 So, as long as you are in Canada, you're in danger.

从来没有人这样说过 No one's ever said that,

从来没有 like... ever.

- 很好吃 - 谢谢 - It's good. - Thank you.

我在念烹饪学校 I'm in culinary school.

有自己的生活真好 Nice to have your own life.

没错 Yes, it is.

我有很长一段时间没有自己的生活 I didn't for a very long time.

听著 梅兰妮和尼尔知道 可能会发生这种事 Listen, Melanie and Neil knew this was a possibility.

他们留了一些钱给你 They set aside some money for you.

钱不多 但对他们来说很多 It's not much, but it was a lot for them.

他们应该告诉我的 They should've told me.

你知道我亲生父母的事吗？ Do you know anything about my real parents?

我只知道他们把你从基列国救出来 Just that they got you out of Gilead.

他们想让你过更好的生活 They wanted a better life for you.

你就像他们的摩西 You're like their Moses.

他们还在那里吗？ Are they still there?

不在 No.

他们已经死了 They're not alive anymore.

让基列国去死吧 Fuck Gilead.

我正在努力这么做 I'm trying my best.

- 谢谢你帮忙拿过来 - 不客气 Thank you for picking it up. Yeah.

好 你要我週六去接她时再通知我 Okay, so let me know when you want me to pick her up on Saturday.

我不会逃跑的 I'm not gonna run away.

我不能一辈子逃跑 I can't just keep running my whole life.

我要加入你们 I wanna join you.

五月天 Mayday.

你觉得受伤害 困惑又愤怒 You are hurt and confused. And angry.

愤怒会让你肾上腺素飙升 让你觉得自己很勇敢 And anger gives you adrenaline. Makes you feel brave.

勇敢有什么不对？ What's wrong with being brave?

我是说 “觉得自己很勇敢” 这是不一样的 I said, "Feel brave." There's a difference.

我要跟茱恩说话 I wanna talk to June.

好 我晚点再打给你 Okay, I'll, uh, I'll call you later.

我是说真的 我不会去搭那班飞机 I'm serious. I'm not getting on that plane.

他们杀了我父母 我不能让他们逍遥法外 They killed my parents. And I can't let them get away with that.

所以如果你们不让我加入 我会找别的方法对抗他们 So, if you guys don't let me join you, I'll find some other way to fight.

让我跟茱恩谈谈 Let me talk to June.

等一下 我们以前也这么做过 Wait, wait, wait. Uh, we've done it before.

对 但不是未成年人 这可能是违法的 Yeah, but not with a minor. It's probably illegal.

茱恩有行动计画 June has a plan how to do it.

她一直在等年纪适合的女孩出现 She's just been waiting for a girl the right age to come along--

茱恩当然有计画 Well, of course, June has a plan.

这件事与她切身相关 I mean, it's not as if she doesn't have a horse in the race.

但这个孩子很激动 她才刚失去父母 But this kid is emotional. She's just lost her parents.

况且她根本不懂这是什么 Besides, she doesn't understand what this is.

我懂 Yes, I do.

学校教美国战争时 我们学过五月天的事 We learned about Mayday in school when we studied the American War.

还有 别在我面前谈论我 好像我不在这里一样 Also, stop talking about me in front of me like I'm not even here.

让我帮忙 Let me help.

我没什么好损失的 I've got nothing left to lose.

你当然有 Sure, you do.

你知不知道你有没有生育能力？ Do you know if you're fruitful?

生育能力？ Fruitful?

你月经来了吗？ Uh, have you gotten your period?

没有 但是没人有 No. But no one does.

我只认识一个女孩有月经 I only know one girl who got it.

塔莉亚 玛丽 黛西 莎拉 Talia. Mary. Daisy. Sara.

威斯顿大主教想跟你们谈谈 Commander Weston would like to speak to you.

这比我想像中还痛得多 This hurt way more than I thought it would.

是吗？ - Yeah? - Mm.

如果这样你就觉得痛 等你消除它时就知道了 If you think that's spicy, wait until you get it removed.

真好笑 Funny.

等你到了基列国 他们会用雷射把那玩意除掉 Soon as you're in Gilead, they're gonna laser that thing off.

那你干嘛叫我去刺？ Then why the hell did you make me get it?

你看过皇后街的哪个乞丐没刺青？ Look, have you ever seen a panhandler on Queen Street without one?

某个在市府工作的五月天成员 Some Mayday contact working for the city

已经帮我弄到了新的身分证 有新的姓氏 had already got me an ID with a new last name,

身分证号 甚至连轻度偷窃前科也有 "sin" number, even a rap sheet for petty theft.

对 应该让你刺一朵雏菊才对 We should've gotten you a daisy.

我的真名是玛格丽特 黛西只是绰号 My name's actually Marguerite. Daisy's just a nickname.

基列国不知道 所以我们给你的护照就用这个名字 Well, Gilead doesn't know it, and so we put it on your passport.

现在这就是你的名字了 And now it's just your name.

雏菊能在几乎所有地方生长 And daisies can grow almost anywhere.

你要教我怎么动动手指就能杀人吗？ Are you gonna teach me how to kill someone with just my thumbs?

学习如何保护自己？ You know? Learn how to protect myself?

好 Okay.

你要遵守他们的规则来保护自己 You protect yourself by following their rules.

除了你的接洽人 别相信任何人 And don't trust anyone except your handler.

因为一段时间后 你会觉得寂寞 Because at some point, you are gonna get lonely,

想要朋友是很自然的 and it's natural to want a friend.

谁？ Who?

拜托 天啊 I mean, for fuck's sake, those girls think the Earth is flat

那些女生以为地球是平的 而且连乘法都不会

and can't even do multiplication.

千万别低估她们 绝对不要 Don't ever underestimate them.

Ever!

她们一辈子都活得小心翼翼 而你从来没有过 They have spent their lives being vigilant in a way that you never have.

如果你进去时自以为比她们聪明 你一定会死 So, if you go in there thinking that you are smarter than them,

you will die.

你懂吗？ Do you understand me?!

好 懂了 Okay. Yeah.

你可以坐下 You may have a seat.

黛西 那是你的名字吗？ Daisy? Is that your name?

- 是的 先生 - 你想喝杯水吗？ Yes, sir.

Would you like a glass of water? There's nothing to be nervous about.

没什么好紧张的 我只需要问你几个问题

I just need to ask you some questions.

每当有人说 没什么好紧张的 Whenever anyone says, "There's nothing to be nervous about,"

就是在说谎 they're lying.

要是我学过动动手指就能杀人就好了 If only I had learned to kill someone with my thumbs.

你在被攻击的校车上 You were on the school bus that was attacked.

That must have been very scary.

- 那一定很可怕 - 对 没错

Yes.

It was.

那天之前 你有没有注意到任何异状？ Did you notice anything strange that day?

Beforehand?

有人行为异常吗？ Anyone behaving differently?

没有 先生 No, sir.

我听说你很会处理危机 I heard you were very good in a crisis.

你是最近才来的 对吧？ You came here recently, yes?

跟我谈谈你在多伦多的家人 Tell me about your family

back in Toronto.

Um, I was born in Windsor.

我在温莎出生

我爸在手机公司工作 我另一个爸爸在零售业工作 My dad worked for a cell phone company,

and my other dad worked in retail.

好 你念哪间学校？ Okay, and what school did you go to?

艾比峡谷 Abbey Canyon.

但我六年级时就休学 跟男友搭便车去多伦多 But I dropped out in grade six

to hitchhike with my boyfriend to Toronto.

很好 Good.

这些家伙都好诡异 All these dudes are so creepy.

Okay, focus.

好 专心点 他们会侦讯你不只一次

They're going to interrogate you. More than once.

我们已经讨论过这些事了 We've already been through all this stuff.

我是个好学生 我要上大学 I was a good student, you know.

I'm gonna go to college.

等我回来的时候 Well, when I'm back, I guess.

间谍的经历会是一篇超杀的入学申请文 Being a spy will make for a killer personal essay.

别再想 间谍 这个词了 你要像一块海绵 Just get "spy" out of your head. You are a sponge.

在那里收集资讯 然后传给你的接洽人 You are there to gather information and then pass it on to your handler.

琳达说茱恩和这件事 有切身关联是什么意思？ What did Linda mean when she said June had a horse in the race?

你不需要知道 You don't need to know that.

茱恩有个女儿在基列国 年纪跟你差不多 June has a daughter.

In Gilead.

And she's about your age.

好惨 That sucks.

Mm-hmm.

在基列国之前 这家伙从事加密货币业 现在他成了大主教？ Before Gilead, this guy worked in crypto, and now he's a Commander?

Oh, and he's racked up a couple of restraining orders

法院还因为他家暴对他核发了几张禁制令

for domestic violence.

只要记住他们的脸就好 Just memorize their faces.

对他们了解不多 工作会容易得多 Makes it easier when you don't know much about them.

你去多伦多后发生了什么事？ Hey. What happened once you went to Toronto?

我跟男友分手 我四处漂泊了一阵子 My boyfriend and I broke up, and I bounced around for a bit.

我惹了一些麻烦 I got in a bit of trouble, and, uh...

最后流落街头 I wound up living on the streets.

真是坎坷 Very dramatic.

是的 先生 Yes, sir.

珍珠女孩救了我一命 The Pearl Girls saved my life.

不对 That's not true.

镇定 你这蠢婊子 镇定 Breathe, you dumb bitch, breathe.

是上帝救了你一命 God saved your life.

是的 Yes.

讚美祂的慈悲 Praise be His mercy.

好了 祝你在这里一切顺利 Well,

I wish you the best of luck here.

你可以走了 You may go.

- 在祂眼下 - 在祂眼下 Under His eye.

天啊 你怎么了？ Pray, what's the matter?

没事 Nothing.

我没事 I'm fine.

我只是被眼线侦讯 I was just questioned by the Eyes.

好的 Okay.

他们跟我们所有人说过话 They talked to all of us.

我是说珍珠女孩 The Pearl Girls, I mean.

他们是来保护我们的 还有你 They're here to protect us.

To protect you.

他们会找出伤害我们的人 They're going to find the people who hurt us.

我知道 但是… I know.

But...

他们会让你觉得自己做错事 They have a way of making you feel like you've done something wrong.

他们就是这样 That's what they do.

我发现…因为结婚的事 I realize, with... all this marriage stuff,

我好像让你自己去摸索一切 I've kind of left you to figure things out on your own.

我应该是你的牧羊女 就像莉迪亚嬷嬷说的 I'm supposed to be your shepherdess

like Aunt Lydia said.

今天放学后 你要不要来我家？ So, do you want to come to my house today?

After school?

我才不需要你同情我 只因为是莉迪亚嬷嬷逼你的 I don't need you to feel sorry for me just because Aunt Lydia made you.

I don't feel sorry for you.

我没有同情你 我是钦佩你

I admire you.

你一个人来这里真的很勇敢 You're really brave.

To come here, on your own.

我是说 如果我们角色对调 I mean, if the roles were reversed,

而我跟你一样处于糟糕的情况 and I was in a terrible situation

like you were,

我有力量做你所做的事吗？ would I have the strength to do what you did?

我不认为我会 I don't think I would.

谢谢 非常感谢你

好 祝你有美好的一天 保重 Yeah, have a good one. You're safe here.

你好 要来一个吗？ Hi. You want one?

- 来吧 - 谢谢 - Here you go. - Thanks.

- 你要坐一下吗？ - 好 那就太好了

Can I get a bottle of water, please?

你知道上帝爱你吗？ Do you know that God loves you?

滚开 你这个诡异的娘们 Fuck off, you creepy bitch.

丽塔警告过我别太急切 Rita had warned me not to be too eager.

我见过你 I've seen you around.

你在这里一阵子了 You've been out here for a while.

我们住在街角的饭店 We're staying at a hotel around the corner.

欢迎你过来洗个热水澡 You're welcome to come and take a hot shower.

我可以给你更好的食物 I can get you something nicer than that.

你喜欢义大利面吗？ Do you like spaghetti?

你有什么条件？ So, what's the catch?

没有条件 我们只是来告诉你 你是上帝的孩子 No catch. We're just here to show you that you are one of God's children.

那里也可以洗衣服 你可以洗一洗 There's laundry there, too. You can wash your clothes.

然后你要看我洗澡吗？ Are you gonna, like, watch me take a shower?

你们这些宗教人士都是变态 You religious types are always kinda kinky.

你想过你的未来吗？ Have you given any thought to your future?

客房服务菜单上有圣代 Room service have a sundae on the menu.

我近期的未来就是要点那个 I'm thinking that'll be in my near future.

你觉得你充分发挥了潜力吗？ I mean, do you feel like you're living up to your full potential?

这不是你的错 社会抛弃了你 It's not your fault. Society has discarded you.

逼迫你自力更生 It's forced you to fend for yourself.

女人在基列国受到重视和珍惜 In Gilead, women are valued and cherished.

她们受到尊重 They're respected.

我听说 I heard...

女人被当成性奴隶豢养 ...women are kept as sex slaves.

那这里呢？女人受到什么样的对待？ And what about here? How are women treated?

想想别人为什么这样告诉你 Think about why you've been told that.

如果这里的女人知道 她们在基列国会受到的礼遇 If women here knew that they'd be treated like gold in Gilead,

她们都会想住在那里 they would all want to live there.

Mm. Sweet!

太好了

他们不要你质疑现状 They don't want you to question the status quo.

你不觉得你值得比现在更好的待遇吗？ Don't you think you deserve better than what you've received?

等一下 我想看看会发生什么事 Shh! Give me a second. I want to see what happens.

那只鸟用炸药炸死他 The bird blows him up with dynamite.

我以为你们不准看电视 Thought you weren't allowed to watch TV.

我一点都不想念电视 I don't miss it.

You'd be amazed.

当你放下所有浪费时间的东西 你会很惊讶

Once you let go of all the things that waste your time,

自己这么快就能感到满足 how quickly you feel fulfilled.

好了… Well, see ya.

- 再见 - 等一下

Uh, wait. Hold on.

我就知道 我就知道会有陷阱 I knew it. I knew there'd be a catch.

你随时都可以离开 You're welcome to leave any time you'd like.

我们只是想为你祈祷 We'd just like to say a prayer for you.

主啊 我们的神 请保护祢珍贵的孩子 Lord, our God, please protect this precious child of Yours,

让她知道祢爱她 and let her know that she is loved by You.

让她知道她值得被爱 Let her understand that she is worthy of love.

不只是别人的爱 还有她自己的爱 Not just the love of others,

but of herself.

让她知道自己不孤单 Let her know that she is not alone,

她不曾孤单 也永远不会孤单 she has never been alone,

and she will never be alone.

你知道有一种图 一开始你不是看到一个老太婆 You know those pictures

where, at first, you see either an old hag or a beautiful woman?

就是看到美女

然后有人告诉你技巧 让你看到另一个 Then someone shows you the trick and you can see the other.

然后你就会两个都看得到 但是现在你知道有两个 After that, you can flip back and forth.

But now you know they're both there.

无论你多努力尝试 就是无法忽视另一个图 You can't unsee the other picture.

No matter how hard you try.

这个娃娃屋还真精緻 This is a serious dollhouse.

等我订婚后 这就会被放进仓库里 It'll be put in storage soon.

Once I'm engaged.

留给我的女儿 愿神保佑 Saved for my daughter.

God willing.

这件洋装是等我的配对者 来家庭访问时穿的 This dress is for my Home Visits. With my matches.

我在现实生活中 不认识任何人的卧室像这样 I don't know anyone in real life who has a bedroom like this.

这就像一个人的情绪板 It's like someone's Mood Board.

那是好事吗？ Is that a good thing?

这基本上是每个小女孩梦想中的卧室 It's the bedroom of every little girl's dreams, basically.

我从没见过珍珠女孩的宿舍 I've never seen the Pearl Girl dormitory.

你怎么可能会看过？ Why would you?

眼线搜过宿舍 The Eyes searched it.

The dormitory.

我小时候在科罗拉多州时 他们搜过我家一次 They searched my house once.

When I was younger, in Colorado.

他们甚至拿走东西 但一无所获 They even took things.

But nothing came of it.

你以前的卧室是什么样子？ What was your bedroom like?

From before?

Um, normal, I guess.

大概就普通那样吧

有床 书桌 A bed, a desk,

牆上贴著我最爱的乐团的海报 posters on the wall of my favorite bands.

例如谁？ Like who?

替代品合唱团 週日合唱团 The Replacements. The Sundays.

反正不管是哪个我肯定都没听过 I guess I wouldn't know any of them.

如果你是想要我唱的话 I'm not gonna sing it for you if that's what you're trying to get me to do.

我才不会唱他们的歌给你听

You know.

就是一般瞪鞋摇滚 情绪庞克的东西

The usual shoe-gazing, emo stuff.

关于坠入爱河 分手 Songs about falling in love,

breaking up, being dumped,

被甩 感到悲伤的歌

feeling sad about it.

或是关于单身和狠角色的颂歌 Or, like...

...anthems about being single and a badass.

我喜欢边听那些歌边健身 I like working out to those ones.

应该说 我以前喜欢 Or, I did.

干嘛？ What?

听起来好可怕 It sounds horrible.

你根本还没听过 Well, you haven't heard it yet.

我不是说音乐 是那种生活 Not the music. Living that way.

也许我的说法听起来有点糟 I mean, I guess it sounds kinda bad the way I said it.

当然 And sure, dating or whatever can be hard,

约会或爱情可能很不容易

但是如果找到对的人 but it can also be amazing

也可以很美好 when you find the right person.

至少我们可以选择 At least we got to choose.

这里不需要选择 这样比较不困惑 We don't need that here.

It's a lot less confusing.

因为别人已经替你决定好你的价值了 It's because your worth has already been decided for you.

你甚至不需要有个性 You don't even need a personality.

真是的 对不起 Pray, I'm sorry.

这里的做法显然很有智慧 Obviously, there is much wisdom to how it is done here.

只是… It's just... very foreign to me.

对我来说很陌生

这些是我在花园或海边捡到的东西 These are things I found in the garden.

Or at the beach.

我会编故事 想像它们以前的主人 I made up stories about who owned them before.

你可能知道这些是什么 You probably know what they all are.

例如 我觉得这是爱的信物 But like, I thought this was given as a token of love.

天啊 Oh, man.

以前做黑的加油站会卖给毒虫 Shady gas stations used to have these for addicts.

他们把花放在里面 They just put the flower in them,

避免因为卖毒品而惹上麻烦 so they don't get in trouble for selling crack pipes.

我不懂 解释一下 I don't understand.

Explain.

Where do I even begin?

我该从何说起？

我发现自己是个混蛋 I realized I was an asshole.

为什么要用丑陋的现实摧毁她的幻想？ Why destroy her fantasy with an ugly reality?

她的人生正要这么做 不需要我帮忙 Life was about to do that for her.

And without my help.

对 你猜得很接近了 Yeah... I mean, you're close.

这是情人节礼物 This is for Valentine's Day.

你说谎 You're lying.

你不信任我 You don't trust me.

不 我只是比较喜欢你的版本 No, I just like your version better.

我的家乡有一些乱七八糟的事 而且… There are some messed-up things where I'm from,

and...

我想我已经习惯看到那些事了 And I guess I just sort of became used to seeing them.

我习惯看到人们痛苦 受苦 I got used to seeing people in pain,

suffering.

我不该那么做的 And I shouldn't have.

也许我该试穿衣服了 I guess maybe I should try that on.

♪

请进 Please.

我们很荣幸能邀请到你 We're honored to have you here.

我们一直觉得我们家胡妲 是个很特别的年轻女性 We've always felt our Hulda to be a special young woman.

虔诚 温顺 顺从 ...pious, meek, obedient. A product of Gilead's teachings.

是基列国教义的产物

这个女儿在上帝的恩典下… A daughter who, in the benevolence of God's grace...

…成长为麦肯齐夫人和我 ...has grown into the kind of young woman Mrs. MacKenzie and I

一直希望成为的年轻女性

had always hoped she'd be.

很高兴听到你这么说 I'm so glad to hear that. All important qualities.

这些都是重要的特质

也很赏心悦目 And pleasing to the eye as well.

♪

讚美祂的赠予 Praise be His gifts.

显然是个家教很好的女孩 Clearly a very well-bred girl.

你们两位真了不起 A credit to the two of you.

更令人佩服的是 她能够成为如此虔诚的女孩 And perhaps even more impressive that she was able to become

such a Godly girl, in spite of her conception.

虽然她的血统如此

讚美主 Praise be.

感谢你赏光来访 Thank you for honoring us with your visit.

我才不管他是不是负责经济成长 实在令人受不了 I don't care if he's in charge of economic growth. He's insufferable.

承蒙上帝的恩典 还有其他追求者会来拜访我们 Well, by God's grace, we have other suitors paying us a visit.

Welcome to our home.

欢迎来到我们家

是查平大主教吗？ Is it Commander Chapin?

还不是 先生 Not yet, sir. Um, not officially.

正式来说不是 几週后才是

In a few weeks.

你住在卫兵军营 对吧？ You live in the Guardian barracks, correct?

是的 先生 Yes, sir.

你打算婚后住在哪里？ So, where do you plan to settle after marriage?

基列国陆军批准了一栋房子 Well, the, uh, Gilead Army has approved a house.

可惜那房子的水准 Unfortunately, it would not be to the level

不是令嫒习惯的标准 但是就在附近 which your daughter has become accustomed.

But it-- it would be nearby.

我想你可能会想离家人和朋友 You know, I-- I thought you might like to be close to your family.

近一点 And your friends.

你真体贴 That's considerate.

贝卡是我们的独生女 她是上帝给我们的礼物 Becka's our only child. She's our gift from God.

虽然我目前无法提供舒适的物质生活 Although I cannot offer much in the way of material comfort yet,

但我保证会尽我所能 I promise I'll do everything I can

确保令嫒能继续为上帝服务 to ensure your daughter's continued service to God.

并让她幸福 And her happiness.

大主教 要来杯苏格兰威士忌吗？ 以你目前的情况来看 Can I offer you a scotch, Commander?

With what you've been dealing with, I can imagine

我想你可能需要比那杯茶更烈的东西

you might need something stronger than that tea.

谢谢 Thank you. Uh, I'll take it neat.

我要不加冰的

没问题 Oh, certainly. Commander MacKenzie, too, has been consumed with his work,

麦肯齐大主教也忙于工作

考量到波士顿的战事… given all the fighting at the Boston b--

我今天不想谈公事 I-- I-- I don't want to, uh, talk shop today.

好的 谢谢 Well, thank you.

我必须说 艾格妮丝… I have to say, Agnes...

非常令人佩服 is very impressive.

莉迪亚嬷嬷以不屈不挠的纪律 教育出基列国最优秀的年轻女性 Aunt Lydia has produced Gilead's finest young women

through unyielding discipline.

必须保留上帝要她们拥有的纯真 It's necessary to preserve their innocence

as God intended it to be.

真是睿智的母亲 Such a wise mother.

你非常幸运 You're very lucky.

我永远都会感激我母亲对我展现的关爱 I will always be grateful for the love and care my mother showed me.

艾格妮丝 你有什么想问我的吗？ Well, Agnes. Is there anything you'd like to ask me?

艾格妮丝绝不会冒昧… Agnes would never, uh, presume to impinge upon--

No.

我只希望能达到你对妻子的期望 I only hope I can measure up to your expectations of a wife.

尤其是你以前结过婚 Especially given you've been married before.

要再来点苏格兰威士忌吗？ Could I offer you some more scotch?

其实 我想我该走了 Actually, I think it is time for me to head out.

Mm, yes.

好的

非常感谢你的热情款待 麦肯齐夫人 Thank you so much for your hospitality, Mrs. MacKenzie.

我们很荣幸 讚美主 The honor was ours. Praise be.

我的妻子死于难产 My wife died in childbirth.

失去孩子的那天 是我人生中最糟糕的一天 It was the worst day of my life, the day I lost my child.

在祂眼下 Under His eye.

离我远一点 否则别怪我揍你 Get far, far away from me before I hit you.

- 对不起 - 少在那边假惺惺 - I'm sorry-- - Fuck your sorries.

你这个愚蠢自私的女孩 You stupid, selfish girl.

你知道不能抽菸吧？ Hey, you know smoking's not allowed, right?

对不起 我只是… I'm sorry. I just--

你觉得我有个性吗？ Do you think I have a personality?

什么？ What?

个性 你看得出我的… A personality. Do you see me for my--

- 算了 - 有 - Never mind. - Yes.

我看得到 I do.

我看得出来 I see it.

那有什么差别？在这里不重要 What difference does it make? It doesn't matter here.

你跟贝卡见面还愉快吗？ Did you have a nice visit with Becka?

你该进去了 You should go back inside.

女孩们 跪下 Girls, on your knees.

祈祷 And pray.

为你们其中一位姊妹的灵魂祈祷 Pray for the soul of one of your sisters.

因为她一直在欺骗我们 For she has been deceiving us.

但上帝无所不知 眼线也是 But God sees all.

And so too, the Eyes.

他们发现她了 现在她将被惩罚 They have found her out,

and now she will be punished.

不 不要 No, no, no! No, no, no! No!

Please! Please!

拜托 不要 薇达拉嬷嬷

Please! No! Aunt Vidala!

薇达拉嬷嬷 不要 Aunt Vidala! No!

No! No!

薇达拉婶婶 拜托 不 Aunt Vidala! Aunt Vidala! Please! Please! Please!

Please! No! No!

拜托 不要 Please! No! No!

No! No!

上帝的旨意已完成 God's will is done.

现在去睡觉吧 Now off to bed.

我总觉得快走能让头脑清醒 I've always found a brisk walk clears the head.

福夜 麦肯齐夫人 我没听到你进来 Blessed evening, Mrs. MacKenzie. I didn't hear you come in.

艾格妮丝呢？ Where's Agnes?

我终于准备好跟她谈她忘恩负义的行为 I'm finally ready to confront her about her ingratitude.

她应该在房间里 I believe she's in her room.

你应该知道她对威斯顿大主教 轻率的行为吧？ I assume you know of her indiscretion with Commander Weston?

你们马大似乎总是有时间长舌 You Marthas always seem to have time to gossip.

或许… Perhaps...

威斯顿大主教不适合艾格妮丝 Commander Weston isn't the right choice for Agnes.

你没资格发表意见吧？ It's not your place to have an opinion, is it?

抱歉 麦肯齐夫人 My apologies, Mrs. MacKenzie.

你上演的叛逆戏码还真精彩 That was quite the little rebellion you staged.

我猜你认为那很勇敢吧？ I suppose you thought that was brave?

对不起 母亲 I'm sorry, Mother.

当我还是治疗师时 我应付过很多像你这样的女孩 When I was a therapist, I dealt with a lot of girls like you.

她们都和你一样被误导了 All of them just as misguided.

但是看来威斯顿大主教喜欢挑战 But it seems Commander Weston likes a challenge.

他还是想要你 He still wants you.

像那样的男人喜欢固执的人 Men like that enjoy a stubborn spirit.

驯服一匹已经很温驯的马可不好玩 It's no fun breaking in a horse that's already docile.

主啊 我们的神 请保护祢珍贵的孩子 Lord our God,

please protect this precious child of Yours

让她知道祢爱她 and let her know that she is loved by You.

主啊 我们的神 请保护祢珍贵的孩子 Lord our God, please protect this precious child of Yours

让她知道祢爱她 and let her know that she is loved by You.

主啊 我们的神 请保护祢珍贵的孩子 Lord our God, please protect this precious child of Yours

让她知道祢爱她 and let her know that she is loved by you.

真是奇怪 你不会注意很多事 It's weird, the things you miss.

像是有淡啤酒 Like billboards with ads for light beer,

personal injury lawyers, and outlet malls.

人身伤害律师和畅货中心的广告看板

♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

♪ Been down on myself ♪

♪ Said won't go... ♪

在基利国 他们把广告涂黑 就像一面没写字的黑板 In Gilead, they paint them black.

Like empty chalkboards.

♪ Been there ♪

♪ My mother might say ♪

♪ You were right ♪

♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

♪ Doesn't matter where she is ♪

♪ Not far ♪

♪ I'll be here for a little while ♪

♪ Then I'm gone ♪

♪ Long ♪

♪ Don't know what it is so far ♪

♪ I'll be here ♪

我们到了 Here we are.

♪ Not only when you feel long lost ♪

这就是边界？ This is the border?

这几位先生会带你走完剩下的路 These gentlemen will take you the rest of the way.

你们不跟我来吗？ You're not coming with me?

别担心 他们会好好照顾你的 Don't worry. They'll take good care of you.

我知道这看起来很可疑 但这是为了省去繁文缛节 I know it looks sketchy,

but it's to cut through the red tape.

他们在边境巡逻队有个朋友 They have a friend in Border Patrol.

在祂眼下 Under His eye.

这位是黛西 This is Daisy. She's a little nervous,

她有点紧张

但是我们告诉她 她会受到很好的照顾 but we've told her that she's in good hands.

没错 黛西 That's right, Daisy.

祝你好运 Good luck.

我们会为你祈祷 We'll be praying for you.

- 喂 - 这是违禁品 - Hey! - It's contraband.

我是说 你用不到的 I mean... you won't need it.

到了某个时候 你必须採取行动 There comes a time when you have to take action,

你必须选择自己的命运 when you have to choose your own destiny.

我们当时是少女 We were teenage girls.

所以管他的 现在就是时候 So, fuck it.

That time was now.

♪ Laid out low ♪

♪ Nothing to go ♪

♪ Nowhere a way to meet ♪

♪ A one, two, a one, two ♪

♪ I've got a head full of drought ♪

♪ Down here ♪

♪ So far off losing out ♪

♪ Round here ♪

♪ Overground ♪

♪ Watch this space ♪

♪ I'm open ♪

♪ To falling from grace ♪

♪ A one, two, a one, two ♪

♪ Calm me down ♪

♪ Bring it round ♪

♪ Too way high off your street ♪

♪ A one, two, a one, two ♪

♪ I can see ♪

♪ Like nothing else ♪

♪ In me, you're better than I wanna be ♪

♪ A one, two, a one, two ♪

♪ Don't think 'cause I understand ♪

♪ I care ♪

♪ Don't think 'cause I'm talking ♪

♪ We're friends ♪

♪ Overground ♪

♪ Watch this space ♪

♪ I'm open ♪

♪ To falling from grace ♪

♪ Talk me down ♪

♪ Safe and sound ♪

♪ Too strung up to sleep ♪

字幕翻译 MT ♪ A one, two, a one, two ♪

♪ Wear me out, scream and shout... ♪

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