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福日 莉迪亚嬷嬷 Blessed day, Aunt Lydia.

前情提要 Previously, on The Testaments...

你知道为什么竖立这个雕像吗？ Do you know why this statue was erected?

这样你就能永远看顾我们 是的 -So you can always be watching over us. -Yes.

我们用善行启发世界 艾格妮丝 We inspire the world with our good works, Agnes.

-你可以感觉到宝宝在踢吗？ -可以 我等不及了 -Can you feel the baby kicking yet? -No. I can't wait.

-这次怀孕比上一次撑了更久 You're so much further along than last time.

-胡妲 Hulda!

你对这些女孩的教育真的很成功 Your work with these girls is truly a triumph.

她们太棒了 They're magnificent!

你们未来的丈夫就在外面 Somewhere out there is your future husband.

今晚你们会见到他 Tonight, you will meet him.

抱歉 麦肯齐小姐 我有事要离开 Excuse me, Miss MacKenzie. I'm being called away.

你可以代替我陪这位小姐跳舞吗？ You could take my place with the young lady.

葛斯即将成为大主教 Garth was becoming a Commander.

若他成为大主教 他就可以是我的 And if he were a Commander, he could be mine.

别让他们把我的学生灌醉 Do not let them get my girls drunk.

我会跟他们谈谈的 I'll have a word with them.

我们去喝点东西吧？ Why don't we get a refreshment?

-小舒 我好像要吐了 Shu, I think I'm gonna be sick.

-她喝醉了 -She's drunk! -Shh!

真可惜 这么有希望的女孩毁了一切 It's a shame a girl with such promise threw it all away.

如同祂保佑路得和利亚 祂今天也保佑了我 As He blessed Ruth and Leah, He has blessed me the same.

藉由祂的手 祂会使我生育 By His hand, may He make me fruitful.

-讚美主 -恭喜 -Praise be. -Congratulations.

我相信你的期望有达到吧？ I trust your expectations were met?

差得远了 我看到不只一个女孩喝得烂醉 Hardly. I saw more than one girl plied with drinks.

你失败了 You failed.

-我要怎么… -你的能力仍然非常不足 -How was I supposed-- -You still have much to prove.

薇达拉嬷嬷 但我想也许是时候 Oh, Aunt Vidala? I think maybe the time's come

你和我讨论我们对未来的愿景了 for you and I to discuss our vision for the future.

讚美主

-好 我很乐意

-不好意思 大主教 Excuse me, Commander.

证 词

好了 女孩们 动作快

在我自己的时代 我是别人好奇的对象 In my own present day, I am an object of curiosity.

不是对基列国以外的世界 Not to the world outside of Gilead.

而是对这些女孩 To these girls.

福日 女孩们 我们走吧 Blessed day, girls, let's move it along.

别再走来走去了好吗？你害我好紧张 Would you stop pacing? You're making me nervous.

-冷静点 -怎么冷静？ -[whispering] Chill. -How?

为什么？怎么回事？ Why? What's going on?

嬷嬷们今天会决定我们的候选人 The Aunts decide our contenders today.

通常是每人两到三位追求者 Two to three suitors each, usually.

然后是家庭访问 然后是婚礼 Then house visits. Then weddings.

然后坐一辈子的牢 Then prison for the rest of our lives.

别这么说 Don't say that.

-为什么？ -艾娃 仪态 记住你的仪态 -Why not?

随便啦 现在只能由神决定了 Whatever, it's in God's hands now.

或是嬷嬷们 Or the Aunts'.

有差别吗？ Is there a difference?

（艾格妮丝耶米玛麦肯齐）

或许她们觉得我很神祕 While I may be a mystery to them,

但这些女孩对我来说一点都不神祕 these girls are no mystery to me.

我们开始吧 Let's begin, shall we?

洁荷席芭想要权力 Jehosheba wants power.

胡妲要的是安全 Hulda, security.

但艾格妮丝…我不确定她想要什么 But Agnes, well, I'm not sure what she wants.

还不确定 Not yet.

她们的命运掌握在我这个凡人手中 Their fates are in my mortal hands.

由未婚女子 An unmarried woman,

为这所学校的每个女孩挑选丈夫 picking husbands for each girl who passes through these halls.

我知道这有多讽刺 The irony is not lost on me.

学校又停课了吧？ School canceled again, I take it?

这是这个月第四次了 This is the fourth time this month.

我没意见 我的教室一团乱 Fine by me. My classroom's a mess.

休息一天打扫也好 I could use a day to clean it up.

轮到谁买咖啡了？ Whose turn was it to replace the coffee?

-薇薇安 -薇薇安在哪里？ -Vivian's. -And Vivian is where?

你迟到了 你带咖啡来了吗？ You're late. Did you bring some coffee?

出事了 外面有几个人 Something's happening. There are some men outside.

-他们有武器 -真奇怪 -They're armed. -That's weird.

基斯 他们想跟你谈 Keith, they want to talk to you.

跟我？ To me?

嗯哼 Mm-hmm.

好 Okay.

怎么回事？ What's happening?

-不 -天啊 Oh, my God!

手伸出衣物外

往前走 -Step up!

跟上 -Keep up!

跟上 我们走 Keep up, let's go.

请取出所有物品 Please remove any items:

珠宝 手机 身上的东西 jewelry, cellphone, whatever's on your person.

手提包 Handbags.

全部放进盒子里 Everything into the containers.

别担心 女士 你很快就能拿回你的东西 Don't worry, ma'am. You'll get your belongings back soon.

走吧 Let's go, let's go!

滚开 好啦 别碰我 Fuck off! Okay. Don't touch me!

-你要带我去哪… -继续走 Where are you taking me?

-继续走 -喂 -Keep moving, keep moving. -Hey!

喂 你们两个 Hey, you two!

苏珊史奈德 "Susan Snyder"?

你是怀孕的那个？ 别碰我 You're the pregnant one?

你没丈夫吧？ No husband, right?

我有伴侣 I have a partner.

带她去卖场 Take her to the box store.

-抱歉 请问… Excuse me, where are you--

-你帮不上忙的 Don't. There's nothing you can do.

-跟我来 -别碰我 -Come with me. -Keep your hands off me!

-你们要带她去哪里？ -怎么回事？ -Where are you taking her? -What is going on?

他在做什么？就因为她怀孕了？ What's he doing? Just because she's pregnant?

-这完全没道理 -别说了… -That doesn't make any sense at all. -Just, shh!

我们很快就了解原来发生了政变 It quickly became clear there had been a coup.

以武力更换领导阶层 A forced change of leadership.

-这是多次改朝换代的开始 -怎么回事？ The first of many to come.

接下来发生的事 我们都没料到 What would transpire next, none of us knew.

-这是什么？ -天啊 -What's this? -Oh, my God.

-这些人要对他们做什么？ What are they doing with them?

-怎么回事？ -什么… What's going on?!

你们要对她们做什么？ What the fuck are you gonna do to them?

放开她…

跪下 Get down!

神之眼永远看得到罪人 Sinners are always visible

放了她们 to the divine eye.

这些女人的罪孽将她们揪出来了 The sins of these women have found them out.

-不 -闭上眼睛 -Oh. Oh no. -Close your eyes.

藉祂恩手 -By His hand!

-不 不 -No, no!

-坐下 坐下 -Sit down! -Get down!

闭嘴 坐回去 -Return to your seats!

天啊 -Oh, my God!

不 坐下 快坐下 Get down! Get down!

够了 -That's enough!

麦道大主教说对贝卡有好感 Commander Maddox has expressed interest in Becka.

很有希望 -That's promising. -Mm-hmm.

麦道大主教就是在舞会上给贝卡酒喝的人 Commander Maddox is the man who gave alcohol to Becka at the Ball,

而你打算奖励他不当的行为？ and you intend to reward his terrible behavior?

这件事让贝卡没有别的选择 It's left Becka without any other options.

很可惜… 薇达拉 -Unfortunately, such a public-- -Vidala,

也许你该去检查胡妲 perhaps you should administer to Hulda.

她仍需要经过认证 She still needs to be certified.

带她进来 Bring her in.

-我准备好了 -请进 I'm ready. Please, come in.

-愿果蒙福 薇达拉嬷嬷 -好 -Blessed be the fruit, Aunt Vidala. -Yes, yes.

脱下你的内裤然后坐下 Pull down your undergarments and have a seat.

讚美主 Praise be.

我真为你高兴 I'm so happy for you.

闭嘴 站起来 Shut up and get up.

-走吧

天哪 Oh, my God.

别碰我 放开我 -Move it!

-快走 -拜托 拜托

这些人要带她们去哪里？ Where are they taking them?

-不 不要 -跟我来 -Come with me. -No!

我哪知道 Fuck if I know.

我妈还是不跟我说话 My mother still isn't speaking to me.

因为舞会发生的事 Not since what happened at the Ball.

那不是你的错 That wasn't your fault.

谁在乎是谁的错？ Who cares?

万一她跟殖民地来的大主教配对怎么办？ What if she winds up with a Commander from the Colonies?

那我就跟殖民地来的大主教在一起 Then I wind up with a Commander from the Colonies.

贝卡 你知道你有些朋友 Becka, do you know that some of your friends

冒著危险拯救你的名声吗？ put themselves in jeopardy trying to save your reputation?

才不会被邪恶的女孩伤害 From wicked girls.

嫉妒的梅乾 Jealous prune.

她刚刚叫你什么？ What did she just call you?

梅乾 A prune.

就像永远不会变绿的李子 You know, like a Plum that never turns Green.

女孩们 好消息 Girls, good news.

我们亲爱的胡妲被神之手触摸了 Our dear Hulda has been touched by His divine hand.

她正式成为绿衣女孩 本季符合资格 She's officially a Green and thus eligible this season.

你们可以庆祝了 You may celebrate.

够了 That's enough.

胡妲 上帝给了你一个机会 Now, Hulda, God has provided you the opportunity

成为女人 并给你上一堂重要的课 to step into your womanhood with an important lesson.

你觉得当一个女孩对另一个女孩使用暴力 What do you think the punishment ought to be

应该受到什么样的惩罚？ for a girl who uses violence upon another girl?

这种女孩的手应该被绑起来打 Such a girl ought to have her hands bound and whipped.

很好 Very well.

胡妲 Hulda?

把舒娜美的手压在桌上 Hold Shunammite's arms down on the desk.

胡妲 Hulda!

教导这些女孩就像料理硬牛排的过程 Teaching these girls was like a recipe for a tough steak:

用木槌敲打 然后醃製和软化 hammer it with a mallet, then marinate and tenderize.

我以前看过这招 I had seen it work before

-对付我和其他女人有用 -闭嘴 排好队 on myself and other women.

放开我 混蛋 Hands off her, you asshole.

不 -不 -No! -Get down!

-传下去 -起来 快走 -不 -Pass it down the line. -Get up, move!

每个人拿一片 Everyone takes one.

拿著这个 传下去 Take this and pass it down the line.

一片 One slice!

-我帮你拿 -直接杀了我们吧 Kill us already!

有些人狼吞虎咽 Some wolfed and guzzled,

但我尽量让我的食物撑久一点 but I made my portion last as long as possible.

咀嚼和吞咽能分散注意力 不去胡思乱想 Chewing and swallowing distracts from mental wheel-spinning.

而且也能打发时间 Also, it passes the time.

我叫你起来 起来 -I said get up. Get up!

我不是 有我在 我罩你

快点

不 不

没事的 It's okay.

对不起 I'm sorry.

怎么了？ About what?

咖啡 我忘了轮到我买了 The coffee. I forgot it was my turn.

现在为了一杯咖啡 我什么都愿意做 What I wouldn't do for a cup of coffee right now.

还要加牛奶 With milk.

温牛奶 Warm milk.

你真是个好老师 莉迪亚 You were a damn fine teacher, Lydia.

谢谢 Thank you.

你也是 So were you.

来 传下去 一人一瓶 -Here, pass it down. -One bottle each.

来 传下去 Here, pass it around.

喝几口就好 不知道什么时候还会有

一片 一瓶 One slice, one bottle.

你要面包吗？给你 -传过来 -You need bread? Here. -Pass it over here.

好 我要一片

传下去

很遗憾你朋友被抓走了 I'm sorry about your friend.

我也是 I'm sorry, too.

我很快就学到 在基列国交朋友是个负担 I learned quickly that having friends in Gilead was a liability.

只会带来痛苦和折磨 It would only bring pain and suffering.

我试著把这个教训传给我的学生 I've tried to pass this lesson along to my girls.

先是我的使女 然后是我珍贵的花朵 First my Handmaids, then my precious flowers.

但她们并非总是听得进去 But it doesn't always stick.

瑞秋 过来坐

-小舒 你的手还好吗？ Shu, how are your hands?

-还好 Fine.

我现在真想打洁荷席芭一巴掌 I'd slap Jehosheba myself right now.

你们还是先暂时别赏其他人巴掌吧 I think maybe you guys should cool it on the slapping for a while.

我在保健室听到一些消息 I heard some news from the nurse's office.

潘妮要生了 Penny's gone into labor.

太好了 Oh, that's awesome!

不 胡妲 现在太早了 对吧？ No, Hulda, it's too early. Right?

这是她第三次怀孕 之前的都流掉了 This is her third pregnancy. The others ended.

亲爱的主 请照顾我们的朋友潘妮和她的宝宝 Dear Lord, watch over our friend Penny and her baby.

保佑他们平安 Keep them safe.

赐予他们力量 疗癒和希望 Offer them strength, healing, and hope.

阿们 -阿们 -阿们 -Amen. -Amen.

-起来 站起来 -救我 不要 -Shut up. On your feet. -Oh! Help!

-放开我 放手 -冷静点 -No! Let go of me. Let go! -Calm down.

-不 不 -来吧 No! No!

让开 借过 Hey, step aside. Coming through.

我的天啊 Oh, my God.

噢！ Ow!

公开鄙视女性的厌女者 Misogynists who openly disdain women?

我们不必害怕他们 One needn't fear them.

但了解女性力量的男人 But the men who understand the power of women,

想要控制 而不是否定女性力量 who want to control it instead of deny it,

没有人比这种男人更可怕 there is no one more terrifying.

我自己会坐 I can sit by myself!

老天！ God!

晚安 Good evening. Or good morning. I've lost track.

或是早安 我已经不知道时间了

我是雅各之子的贾德大主教 I'm Commander Judd of the Sons of Jacob.

我被指派到所谓的女性领域 And I have been tasked with the so-called "women's sphere."

决定你们在新秩序中的位置 That is, determining where each of you shall be placed in this new order.

什么秩序？他们什么都没告诉我们 What order? They haven't told us anything.

58岁 Fifty-eight.

你是指我的年纪？ -对 You mean my age? Yes.

-没结过婚？ 没有 -Never married? -No.

这很重要吗？ Does that matter?

你堕过胎 You had an abortion.

我当时很年轻 I was very young.

你知不知道这种形式的杀人罪 You're aware that this form of person-murder

现在可以处以死刑 is now punishable by death?

而且法律有追溯性？ And that the law is retroactive.

我爱小孩 所以我才想教书 Well, I love children. That's why I wanted to teach.

对 长久以来 一直有人告诉女人 Ah, yes. Women have been told for so long

可以在职业和公共领域达到平等 that they can achieve equality in the professional and public arenas.

我不期望她们接受性别隔离 I don't expect them to welcome the segregation,

但她们必须调整适应 but they will have to adjust.

毕竟这是上帝的旨意 It is God's will after all.

要在这些男人手中活下来需要耐心… Surviving these men requires patience.

还要有盟友 任何人都行 And allies. Wherever you can find them.

我个人很讚赏你的努力 Well... I for one commend the work you are doing.

你会很意外发现有多少女人 You would be surprised how many women have said that same thing

曾坐在那张椅子上说过同样的话 sitting in that chair,

希望能改善她们的处境 hoping to improve their outcomes.

我确实有个建议 I do have a suggestion.

也许能改善你自己的成果 One that might improve your own outcome.

你有什么建议？ What is it that you suggest?

如果你认为社会最好分成 If you believe society is best served

男性和女性的不同领域 by separate spheres for men and women,

难道不该完全分开吗？ shouldn't they be truly separate?

你一定有更重要的事要做 Surely you have better things to do than concern yourself

而不是只关心这些琐碎的细节 with the petty details of all of this.

谁来教导这些女孩成为女人 Who is going to teach the girls to be women?

教导她们成为更好的女人 And the women to be better women?

成为信奉神的女人？ Women of God?

授权只是祂的众多美德之一 Delegation is but one of His many virtues.

起来 快走

有人来询问吗？ Have there been any inquiries?

没有 但如果有人询问 艾格妮丝麦肯齐的血统呢？ No, but what if someone inquires about Agnes MacKenzie's lineage?

她是使女的女儿 She's the daughter of a Handmaid.

这没什么丢脸的 There's nothing shameful in that.

不是普通的使女 Not just any Handmaid.

我们不是来批判的 那是上帝的领域 We are not here to judge. Let that be God's province.

我们的工作是防止近亲繁殖 Our job is to prevent the possibility of inbreeding,

让基列的孩子们能茁壮成长 so the children of Gilead may thrive.

大家都同意我们要一起努力吗？ Are we all in concert? Rowing together now?

-福日 -福日 -Oh. -Blessed day.

贾德大主教 真是意外的惊喜 Blessed day, Commander Judd. What an unexpected surprise.

有什么我能帮忙的吗？ Is there something I can help you with?

为了对付五月天的新一波攻击 With the new offensive against Mayday,

我们有些大主教被调到前线 some of our Commanders have been shuttled to the front.

所以这些人应该被排除 So... these men should be taken out of the running

直到下一季 until next season.

谢谢你 大主教 Thank you, Commander.

你的指导对配对女孩来说非常重要 Your guidance is essential as we match our girls.

大主教 你亲爱的妻子还好吗？ Commander, how is your dear wife?

我听说她出现了併发症 I hear she's experiencing complications.

在家看著这一切发生让我很难受 It's hard to-- to be at home watching it all unfold.

好了 你没必要为了女人的问题而分心 Come now. There's no need to distract yourself with these women's issues.

放宽心吧 Rest your mind.

对 Yes.

也许你说得对 莉迪亚嬷嬷 Perhaps you're right, Aunt Lydia.

我会处理的 I will handle this.

都过了这么多年 你不信任我吗？ After all these years, don't you trust me?

同学们注意 -Attention, girls,

体育课将在两声钟响后结束 Physical Education will conclude at two bells.

别忘了运动后 Do not forget to stretch after exerting yourself.

-要做伸展操 -…48 49 50 ...forty-eight, 49, 50. Okay.

-好 -再一次 女孩们

艾格妮丝 轮到你了 艾格妮丝？ Agnes, your turn. Agnes?

-抱歉 我分心了 Sorry. I was distracted.

-看得出来 烂透了 No kidding. This sucks.

几个星期后你们都会离开 In a few weeks, you'll all be gone,

只剩下我一个人在这里 and I'll still be here by myself.

我不是故意要月经来的 I didn't mean to get my period.

谁在乎？ Who cares?

反正谁想结婚？ Who wants to get married, anyway?

真是的 贝卡 你有点太激动了 Pray, Becka, you're kind of going off the deep end.

在舞会上发生那种事之后 After what happened at the Ball,

你应该向莉迪亚嬷嬷求饶才对 you should be throwing yourself at the mercy of Aunt Lydia.

也许我运气好 不会被任何人相中 Maybe I'll get lucky, and I won't get any offers.

那我就可以留下来陪你 小舒 Then I can stay here with you, Shu.

你有什么毛病？ What is wrong with you?

这可是我们的人生 This is our whole lives!

有些人愿意付出一切为了和对的人配对 Some people would give anything for the right match.

什么？ What?

艾格妮丝 What? Ag-- Agnes?

好 下一组

-换你们了 膝盖抬高一点 -艾格妮丝 Agnes?

我爱上一个人 I'm in love.

感觉糟透了 And it's horrible.

是谁？ Who?

葛斯 我的卫兵 Garth. My Guardian.

你怎么知道你爱上他了？ How do you know? That you're in love with him?

每次我靠近他 我就觉得很热 Any time I'm near him, I feel hot.

我的皮肤 例如脸颊 My skin, like my cheeks.

然后是我的肚子 And then in my belly.

你以前有过这种感觉吗？ Have you ever felt that way before?

没有 No.

但我为你高兴 But I'm happy for you.

他根本不符合资格 He's not even eligible.

是没错 但是… True, but...

至少你会有一次这种感觉 对吧？ at least you can feel this way once, right?

无论如何 这都是一种福气 No matter what, that's a blessing.

艾格妮丝麦肯齐 Agnes MacKenzie,

你不是该去上课了吗？ shouldn't you be on your way to class?

是的 莉迪亚嬷嬷 Yes, Aunt Lydia.

你有什么要找我吗？ Can I help you with something?

是的 莉迪亚嬷嬷 Yes, Aunt Lydia.

或许吧 Maybe.

我有个问题 或是要求 I have a question. Or a request.

要求？ A request?

非常恭敬的要求 莉迪亚嬷嬷 Very respectfully, Aunt Lydia. Very.

那就说吧 Alright, then.

我的卫兵那天在校车的事展现勇气 My Guardian, the one who showed bravery on the bus that day

-就是五月天的事… -我知道 -when Mayday-- -I am aware.

他很快就会被任命为大主教 He's soon to be made a Commander.

我想或许你能让他在这一季… I thought perhaps you might make him eligible...

符合资格 this season.

或许上帝就是因为这样才保护他的 Maybe God protected him for that reason.

我会考虑这件事 I shall think the matter over.

莉迪亚嬷嬷 谢谢你的仁慈 Thank you, Aunt Lydia. For your graciousness.

-讚美主 Praise be.

-快去上课吧 迟到的女孩会被认为很难相处 Now get to class. Late girls are difficult girls.

去吧 Go in grace.

这是这些女孩的童年最后的日子 This is the last day of childhood for these girls.

失去纯真的方式有很多 Innocence can be lost in so many ways.

克莱门斯小姐 Ms. Clements.

你看起来神清气爽 You look fresh.

如果你要加入我们 Now, if you are to join our cause,

你就得证明你是认真的 you'll have to prove you mean it.

你准备好了吗？ Are you prepared to do that?

是的 Y-Yes.

不…拜托 Oh, no, no, no. Please, please.

我…我求求你 我做不到 I'm-- I beg of you. I-- I can't.

-不 拜托 我… N-No, no. No, no, please.

-我话先说在前头 -拜托 我… -Let me just say this. -Please, I--

不站在我们这边的人 Those who are not with us

就是我们的敌人 are against us.

所以你要选哪一边？ So, which is it to be?

拜托 神啊 救救我 Please, God. Help me.

救我 Help me.

拜托 Please.

不! No, no!

不不不！ No! No! No!

神之眼永远看得到罪人 Sinners are always visible to the divine eye.

这些女人的罪孽将她们揪出来了 The sins of these women have found them out.

不管我当时做了什么决定 Whatever my resolve may have been,

一段日子后 我已经忘了细节… after some days, I lost track of that plot line.

那件我决心要做的事 The plot line of my resolve.

现在 我是跟著生存的情节走 Now, I was following the plot line of my survival.

拜托 我不想死 Please, I don't-- I don't wanna die.

拜托不要 Please, don't.

拜托 我不想死 拜托 Please, I don't want to die. Please.

莉迪亚 不要 拜托 Lydia, don't, please!

藉祂恩手 -By His Hand.

胡妲的对象已经安排好了 Hulda's been settled.

只剩下几个空缺 Only a few open slots left.

还剩下哪些大主教？ Which Commanders remain?

我还有一个可以加入 I have another one to add to the mix.

葛斯查平 Garth Chapin.

那个卫兵？ The Guardian?

他不符合资格 He's not eligible.

他就快符合资格了 He will be. Soon enough.

对 但是其他大主教 为基列国服务的时间更久 Yes. And other Commanders have been serving Gilead far longer.

如你所知 男人以各种方式效忠基列国 As you know, men serve Gilead in myriad ways.

说吧 有话快说 Well, come on now, spit it out.

看来你听说了 I trust you heard the news.

虽然祂带来悲伤 但祂也会展现同情心 Though He brings grief, He will show compassion.

因为祂不会自愿为任何人带来苦难 For He does not willingly bring affliction to anyone.

讚美祂的话语 Praise be His words.

是时候重新考虑使女了吗？ Is it time to reconsider a Handmaid?

那已经不是你的管辖范围了 That isn't your domain anymore.

我还是可以帮你安排一个 I can still arrange one for you.

当然是以朋友的身分 Between friends, of course.

还不要 Not yet.

等你准备好 你知道可以信赖我 When you are ready. You know you can count on me.

在很多方面都是 亲爱的莉迪亚嬷嬷 In so many ways, dear Aunt Lydia.

你非常珍贵 Your price is above rubies.

讚美主 Praise be.

讚美主 Praise be.

我是浴火重生的凤凰 Was I a phoenix, rising from the ashes?

还是蟑螂？ Or was I a cockroach?

我再也不确定了 I wasn't sure anymore.

但我还活著 But I was alive.

克莱门斯小姐 请进 Ms. Clements. Come in.

我们必须为新门徒设计一套制服 We must construct a uniform for our new disciples.

你的新门徒 Your new disciples.

我的？ Mine?

我想你会喜欢能表达意见的殊荣 I thought you might enjoy the privilege of weighing in.

这个 This one.

这有点粗糙 It's a little rough.

触感可能没那么舒服 Might not be the most comfortable to the touch.

对 我想也是 No, I don't imagine it will be.

我对旧世界最大的不满 My biggest gripe with the old world

就是强调舒适 was the emphasis on comfort.

轻松 便利 Ease. Convenience.

我们都成了被宠坏的小鬼 We had all become entitled little brats.

潘妮的孩子现在与上帝同在了 Penny’s child is with God now.

哀悼的人有福了 因为他们必得安慰 Blessed are those that mourn, for they shall be comforted.

人们很快就忘了 没有一点磨难 How quickly people forget that nothing good comes

就不会有好的成果 without a little grinding down of the tooth.

可怜的潘妮 Poor Penny.

因为幼苗必须努力穿过泥土才能见到阳光 For a seedling must fight its way through the dirt to meet the sun.

胡妲 我为你做了这个 Hulda, I made this for you.

真的吗？ Really?

不是 我是为了自己的好运做的 No. I made it for myself. For good luck.

但在你等待配对的同时 我想你可能会需要它 But as you wait for your contenders, I thought you might need it.

别把好运都擦掉了 Just don't rub out all the good luck.

那是我的车 Well, that's me.

今天是我第一次和裁缝师预约试绿衣 I have my first Green appointment today with the tailor.

然后很快就要跟你爸预约牙齿美白疗程 And then soon, your dad to get my teeth whitened.

再见 Bye!

福日 艾格妮丝小姐 Blessed day, Miss Agnes.

明天见 See you tomorrow.

再见 See ya.

上帝今天挑战了我们 对吧？ The Lord has challenged us today, hasn’t He?

我祈祷我们值得祂赐予的礼物 I pray we are worthy of His gifts.

即使一开始看起来不像礼物 Even if they don't seem like gifts at first.

我知道嬷嬷们并非总是乐于讚美别人 I know us Aunts aren't always generous with praise,

但值得一提的是 你一直是珍珠女孩的典范 but it's worth mentioning you have been an exemplary Pearl Girl.

今天和每一天都是 Today and all the days.

我很感激有机会为国服务 I'm grateful for the chance to serve.

尤其是因为我之前轻率的言行 Especially after my previous indiscretions.

适应基列国的生活需要时间 It takes time to adjust to the ways of Gilead.

我也犯过错 I made mistakes, too.

你不是来自基列国？ You're not from Gilead?

你来自哪里？ Where are you from?

我们都在同一个地球上 Well, we're all of the same earth.

最终会回归尘土 Dust to dust.

但你怎么会来到基列国？ But how did you end up in Gilead?

你怎么会变成嬷嬷？ How did you become an Aunt?

亲爱的 这是需要召唤的 Well, dear, you need to have a calling.

我听到召唤 而且我回应了 I heard mine, and I answered.

我可以算是最早的珍珠女孩 I guess you could say I was the original Pearl Girl.

接下来交给我吧 I'll take it from here.

我们检查了所有血脉 We've checked all the bloodlines.

我们的女孩血脉都很纯淨 Our matches are as clean as a wooden whistle.

是的 莉迪亚嬷嬷 Yes, Aunt Lydia.

我觉得现在需要庆祝一下 I believe a celebration is in order.

每个季节都有一些障碍 Each season brings its own obstacle,

这一季特别刺激 and this season has been particularly stimulating.

愿我们的绿衣女孩如上帝所愿 May our Greens move forward into holy matrimony

进入神圣的婚姻 as God intended.

愿果蒙福 Blessed be the fruit.

愿主开恩 May the Lord open.

现在该告诉女孩的家人了 It is now time to tell the girls' families.

她们将会听到多么美妙的消息 Oh, what delicious news they shall receive.

我们尽力教导这些女孩 We have done our best to teach these girls.

让她们做好准备 To prepare them.

但她们还不知道人生很长 But what they don't know yet is that life is long.

真正的残暴是当它要求你忍耐时 The real brutality is when it asks you to endure

知道你做了什么事 还有你袖手旁观时发生的事 knowing what you have done, and what has been done while you stood by.

但我们还有什么选择？ But what choice do we have?

忍耐是唯一的出路 Enduring is the only way through.

我控制他们国度中的女性 I control the women's side of their enterprise

用的是铁腕 with an iron fist

戴著皮手套和羊毛连指手套 in a leather glove in a woolen mitten.

我承诺教导这些女孩成为女人 I made a promise to teach these girls to be women.

信奉上帝的女人 Women of God.

我还做了另一个承诺 I made another promise.

我的学生在耶洗别发生的事后 After what happened to my girls at Jezebel's,

在波士顿沦陷后 after Boston fell,

在我脖子上的绞索留下的疼痛消除后 after the sting of the noose around my neck began to wear off,

我发誓要记录一切 I vowed to document everything.

以及所有人 And everyone.

是的 嬷嬷们享有写作的特权 Yes, Aunts were afforded the special privilege of being allowed to write.

是全基列国唯一能写作的女人 The only women in Gilead who could.

（贾德大主教 詹森夫人 杀害）

但我在写什么？ But what was I writing?

记录软弱的男人和太多女人的罪行？ Recording the crimes of weak men and far too many women?

那是不被允许的 That was not allowed.

那可能会扳倒这些 That could bring down these men

被上帝选中来领导我们的男人 chosen by God to lead us.

过去的腐败和沾满鲜血的指纹必须被抹去 The corrupt and blood-smeared fingerprints of the past

以迎接必将到来的道德纯洁世代 must be wiped away for the morally pure generation that is surely about to arrive.

但在这些沾满鲜血的指纹中 But among these bloody fingerprints

也有我们自己的指纹 are those made by ourselves,

而这并没有那么容易被抹除 and they can't be wiped away so easily.

愿神保护这些女孩 May God protect these girls.

因为我不确定我能做到 Because I'm not sure I can.

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