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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,133 --> 00:00:02,700 Help everyone explore new worlds and ideas. 2 00:00:02,800 --> 00:00:05,067 Support your PBS station. 3 00:00:14,733 --> 00:00:18,667 NARRATOR: INSIDE EVERY HEAD IN EVERY HOME 4 00:00:18,767 --> 00:00:20,400 IS THE MOST COMPLEX OBJECT 5 00:00:20,500 --> 00:00:23,633 WE'VE DISCOVERED IN THE UNIVERSE, 6 00:00:23,733 --> 00:00:25,233 THE HUMAN BRAIN. 7 00:00:26,767 --> 00:00:29,633 I'VE SPENT MANY YEARS OF MY LIFE TRYING TO DECIPHER 8 00:00:29,733 --> 00:00:31,533 THE MYSTERIES OF THE BRAIN, 9 00:00:31,633 --> 00:00:35,633 AND YET I'M STILL IN AWE EVERY TIME I HOLD ONE. 10 00:00:35,733 --> 00:00:38,867 AND THAT'S BECAUSE ALTHOUGH THIS MARVEL OF BIOLOGY 11 00:00:38,967 --> 00:00:44,300 SEEMS SO ALIEN TO US, SOMEHOW, IT IS US. 12 00:00:46,033 --> 00:00:48,700 UNTIL RECENTLY, ACTIVITY COURSED 13 00:00:48,800 --> 00:00:50,333 THROUGH THESE CELLS. 14 00:00:51,600 --> 00:00:54,667 THIS WAS BARBARA. 15 00:00:54,767 --> 00:00:57,967 SHE HAD OPINIONS AND PASSIONS, 16 00:00:58,067 --> 00:01:05,033 SHE LOVED, SHE HAD HER OWN LIFE, 17 00:01:05,133 --> 00:01:08,367 AND THIS IS WHERE ALL OF THAT HAPPENED, 18 00:01:08,467 --> 00:01:11,633 JUST AS IT DOES FOR EACH ONE OF US. 19 00:01:11,733 --> 00:01:16,400 THIS 3-POUND ORGAN IS MADE UP OF HUNDREDS OF BILLIONS OF CELLS 20 00:01:16,500 --> 00:01:19,733 WITH A QUADRILLION CONNECTIONS BETWEEN THEM. 21 00:01:19,833 --> 00:01:23,667 THESE CELLS FIRE TRILLIONS OF ELECTROCHEMICAL SIGNALS 22 00:01:23,767 --> 00:01:25,700 EVERY SECOND OF YOUR LIFE. 23 00:01:26,700 --> 00:01:32,300 SOMEHOW ALL THIS WET BIOLOGICAL STUFF RESULTS IN 24 00:01:32,400 --> 00:01:36,333 THE EXPERIENCE OF BEING YOU. 25 00:01:36,433 --> 00:01:39,400 I'M GOING TO EXPLORE A FUNDAMENTAL QUESTION 26 00:01:39,500 --> 00:01:40,700 ABOUT OUR LIVES. 27 00:01:43,167 --> 00:01:45,700 WHAT SHAPES WHO YOU BECOME? 28 00:01:53,767 --> 00:01:59,233 THIS IS THE STORY OF HOW YOUR LIFE SHAPES YOUR BRAIN, 29 00:01:59,333 --> 00:02:03,000 AND HOW YOUR BRAIN SHAPES YOUR LIFE. 30 00:02:16,267 --> 00:02:19,133 WHAT MAKES YOU YOU? 31 00:02:19,233 --> 00:02:21,333 FOR A LONG TIME, THE ANSWER WAS 32 00:02:21,433 --> 00:02:23,733 AN IMMORTAL SOUL, OR SPIRIT: 33 00:02:23,833 --> 00:02:25,900 SOMETHING THAT GOES BEYOND MERE MATTER 34 00:02:26,000 --> 00:02:29,267 AND GIVES YOU YOUR LIFE AND YOUR IDENTITY. 35 00:02:29,367 --> 00:02:33,067 BUT THE MODERN STUDY OF THE BRAIN TELLS A DIFFERENT STORY: 36 00:02:33,167 --> 00:02:36,833 WHO WE ARE CAN ONLY BE UNDERSTOOD IN TERMS OF 37 00:02:36,933 --> 00:02:39,700 THE 3-POUND ORGAN IN OUR HEADS. 38 00:02:42,233 --> 00:02:44,167 THE STORY OF BECOMING YOU 39 00:02:44,267 --> 00:02:46,233 BEGINS WITH A REMARKABLE FACT. 40 00:02:47,367 --> 00:02:51,067 WE ARE BORN UTTERLY HELPLESS. 41 00:02:51,167 --> 00:02:54,600 AND THIS HELPLESSNESS LASTS LONGER IN HUMANS 42 00:02:54,700 --> 00:02:56,567 THAN IN ANY OTHER SPECIES. 43 00:02:58,400 --> 00:03:00,800 COMPARE HUMAN BABIES TO OUR COUSINS 44 00:03:00,900 --> 00:03:02,633 ACROSS THE ANIMAL KINGDOM. 45 00:03:05,533 --> 00:03:07,033 WHAT'S MUMMY DOING? 46 00:03:07,133 --> 00:03:11,467 MANY NEWBORN ANIMALS ARRIVE READY FOR THE WORLD. 47 00:03:11,567 --> 00:03:15,033 THEY HAVE LIFE SKILLS BUILT IN RIGHT FROM BIRTH. 48 00:03:18,233 --> 00:03:23,433 A BABY ZEBRA CAN RUN WHEN IT'S JUST 45 MINUTES OLD. 49 00:03:23,533 --> 00:03:28,133 BABY GIRAFFES LEARN HOW TO STAND WITHIN HOURS. 50 00:03:28,233 --> 00:03:30,700 DOLPHINS ARE BORN SWIMMING. 51 00:03:33,700 --> 00:03:37,367 NOW, THAT WOULD SEEM TO BE AN ADVANTAGE, 52 00:03:37,467 --> 00:03:40,000 BUT PUT ANY OF THESE ANIMALS IN AN ECOSYSTEM 53 00:03:40,100 --> 00:03:43,800 NOT TAILORED TO THEM AND THEY WON'T SURVIVE. 54 00:03:43,900 --> 00:03:46,033 LOOK AT THAT ANIMAL. 55 00:03:46,133 --> 00:03:47,700 WHAT IS THAT? 56 00:03:47,800 --> 00:03:50,733 IN CONTRAST, MY SON ARRI IS TWO 57 00:03:50,833 --> 00:03:52,800 AND HE'S STILL DEPENDENT ON ME, 58 00:03:52,900 --> 00:03:55,767 BUT ONE DAY HE COULD LIVE IN ALASKA 59 00:03:55,867 --> 00:03:59,000 OR IN THE SAHARA OR ON THE MOON. 60 00:03:59,100 --> 00:04:02,067 IN OTHER WORDS, HE CAN ADAPT TO ANY ENVIRONMENT. 61 00:04:03,900 --> 00:04:07,167 AND THAT'S THANKS TO THE UNIQUE AND SPECTACULAR WAY 62 00:04:07,267 --> 00:04:11,800 THAT THE HUMAN BRAIN CAN MOLD TO FIT THE WORLD AROUND IT. 63 00:04:13,333 --> 00:04:14,867 HUMANS COME TO THE TABLE 64 00:04:14,967 --> 00:04:16,433 PRE-PROGRAMMED FOR CERTAIN THINGS, 65 00:04:16,533 --> 00:04:19,667 LIKE ABSORBING LANGUAGE OR MIMICKING FACIAL EXPRESSIONS, 66 00:04:19,767 --> 00:04:22,433 BUT THE THING THAT'S REALLY REMARKABLE ABOUT HUMANS 67 00:04:22,533 --> 00:04:26,100 IS THE DEGREE TO WHICH THEIR BRAINS ARE UNFINISHED, 68 00:04:26,200 --> 00:04:29,600 AND THIS LEADS TO A PERIOD OF PROLONGED HELPLESSNESS. 69 00:04:29,700 --> 00:04:31,433 BUT THE PLAN IS SIMPLE. 70 00:04:31,533 --> 00:04:34,933 INSTEAD OF HARD-WIRING EVERYTHING THE WAY A RHINO DOES, 71 00:04:35,033 --> 00:04:39,167 LET LIFE EXPERIENCE WIRE UP THE REST OF THE BRAIN. 72 00:04:39,267 --> 00:04:41,600 ARRIVE WITH SOMETHING THAT'S A LITTLE BIT SLOPPY 73 00:04:41,700 --> 00:04:43,267 AND TUNE IT UP ON THE FLY. 74 00:04:48,400 --> 00:04:51,633 WE LEARN ON THE JOB. IT SOUNDS RISKY, 75 00:04:51,733 --> 00:04:54,733 BUT THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT YOUNG HUMAN BRAINS DO. 76 00:04:56,433 --> 00:04:59,867 AND IT GIVES US AN EXTRAORDINARY ADVANTAGE 77 00:04:59,967 --> 00:05:03,300 AS WE GROW AND LEARN-- AND ADAPT. 78 00:05:05,233 --> 00:05:09,400 WHAT'S THE SECRET BEHIND THE FLEXIBILITY OF YOUNG BRAINS? 79 00:05:09,500 --> 00:05:12,467 WELL, IT'S NOT ABOUT GROWING NEW CELLS. 80 00:05:12,567 --> 00:05:16,100 THE NUMBER OF CELLS IS THE SAME IN CHILDREN AND IN ADULTS. 81 00:05:19,367 --> 00:05:24,300 INSTEAD, THE SECRET LIES IN HOW THOSE CELLS ARE CONNECTED. 82 00:05:26,500 --> 00:05:28,767 THIS 5-YEAR-OLD HAS ESSENTIALLY ALL OF 83 00:05:28,867 --> 00:05:30,967 THE BRAIN CELLS HE'S GOING TO HAVE. 84 00:05:31,067 --> 00:05:33,500 BUT WHAT'S HAPPENING INSIDE HIS HEAD 85 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:36,233 IS VERY DIFFERENT THAN WHAT'S HAPPENING INSIDE MINE. 86 00:05:38,467 --> 00:05:40,967 IN THE BRAIN OF A NEWBORN BABY, 87 00:05:41,067 --> 00:05:44,300 THE NEURONS ARE ONLY STARTING TO COMMUNICATE. 88 00:05:44,400 --> 00:05:47,433 BUT THEN OVER THE FIRST TWO YEARS OF LIFE, 89 00:05:47,533 --> 00:05:51,600 THOSE NEURONS BEGIN CONNECTING EXTREMELY RAPIDLY, 90 00:05:51,700 --> 00:05:56,667 FORMING AS MANY AS TWO MILLION NEW CONNECTIONS EVERY SECOND. 91 00:05:58,333 --> 00:06:00,733 BY AGE TWO, A TYPICAL NEURON HAS 92 00:06:00,833 --> 00:06:03,700 MORE THAN 15,000 CONNECTIONS. 93 00:06:05,100 --> 00:06:09,267 THAT IS ALMOST TWICE AS MANY AS FOUND IN AN ADULT. 94 00:06:15,400 --> 00:06:17,300 SO WHAT HAPPENS IN BETWEEN? 95 00:06:18,800 --> 00:06:23,033 WELL, AFTER THE AGE OF TWO, THE GROWTH IS HALTED. 96 00:06:28,200 --> 00:06:31,033 THE PROCESS OF BECOMING SOMEONE IS ABOUT PRUNING BACK 97 00:06:31,133 --> 00:06:34,300 THE POSSIBILITIES THAT ARE ALREADY PRESENT. 98 00:06:34,400 --> 00:06:36,100 YOU BECOME WHO YOU ARE NOT BECAUSE OF 99 00:06:36,200 --> 00:06:40,067 WHAT GROWS IN YOUR BRAIN BUT BECAUSE OF WHAT IS REMOVED. 100 00:06:42,967 --> 00:06:45,500 AS WE GROW AND LEARN NEW SKILLS, 101 00:06:45,600 --> 00:06:48,833 WE REDUCE THE NUMBER OF CONNECTIONS IN OUR BRAIN-- 102 00:06:48,933 --> 00:06:52,067 IN FAVOR OF FOCUSING ON A SMALLER NUMBER 103 00:06:52,167 --> 00:06:54,067 OF STRONGER CONNECTIONS. 104 00:06:57,667 --> 00:07:00,800 AS YOU LEARN TO READ, YOUR CIRCUITRY GETS CARVED 105 00:07:00,900 --> 00:07:03,333 TO INTERPRET SQUIGGLES ON A PAGE. 106 00:07:05,267 --> 00:07:09,833 THE CONNECTIONS GO FROM BEING UNIVERSAL TO BEING SPECIFIC. 107 00:07:09,933 --> 00:07:13,233 THOSE LINKS YOU DON'T USE YOU LOSE. 108 00:07:15,667 --> 00:07:18,700 OVER THE COURSE OF CHILDHOOD, BRAIN CIRCUITRY IS 109 00:07:18,800 --> 00:07:21,467 WIRED UP ACCORDING TO EXPERIENCE 110 00:07:21,567 --> 00:07:23,667 AND INTERACTION WITH THE ENVIRONMENT. 111 00:07:26,500 --> 00:07:31,033 BUT THIS DEPENDENCE ON THE OUTSIDE WORLD IS A GAMBLE. 112 00:07:33,600 --> 00:07:38,367 THE OUTSIDE WORLD WON'T ALWAYS PROVIDE WHAT A BRAIN NEEDS. 113 00:07:46,567 --> 00:07:48,600 I'M GOING TO TRY... 114 00:07:51,233 --> 00:07:54,167 EAGLEMAN: THIS IS THE JENSEN FAMILY FROM MILWAUKEE. 115 00:07:57,600 --> 00:08:02,367 CAROL, BILL, THEIR SONS TOM AND JOHN, AND DAUGHTER VICTORIA. 116 00:08:06,167 --> 00:08:08,400 THESE ARE NO ORDINARY CHILDREN: 117 00:08:08,500 --> 00:08:12,067 ALL THREE WERE ADOPTED FROM A ROMANIAN ORPHANAGE 118 00:08:12,167 --> 00:08:13,700 WHEN THEY WERE JUST 4 YEARS OLD. 119 00:08:17,800 --> 00:08:19,800 JOHN JENSEN: SO IT WAS 1996 120 00:08:19,900 --> 00:08:21,333 WE CAME TO THE UNITED STATES, 121 00:08:21,433 --> 00:08:27,233 AND THEN THAT WAS WHEN I TURNED ALMOST 4, ON AUGUST 5 OF 1996. 122 00:08:27,333 --> 00:08:29,000 SO, YEAH. 123 00:08:32,933 --> 00:08:37,600 EAGLEMAN: IN 1989, AT THE FALL OF NICOLAI CEAUSESCU'S REGIME, 124 00:08:37,700 --> 00:08:42,733 THERE WERE 170,000 CHILDREN IN ROMANIAN ORPHANAGES. 125 00:08:47,733 --> 00:08:51,333 THE CHILDREN WERE OFTEN KEPT IN APPALLING CONDITIONS, 126 00:08:51,433 --> 00:08:54,300 LEFT TO CRY WITHOUT HUMAN CONTACT. 127 00:08:59,300 --> 00:09:01,600 MAN: YOU'D WALK INTO A ROOM AND YOU'D BE SURROUNDED 128 00:09:01,700 --> 00:09:04,333 BY LITTLE KIDS WHO YOU'VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE... 129 00:09:06,133 --> 00:09:08,200 AND THEY WANT TO JUMP IN YOUR ARMS OR SIT IN YOUR LAP 130 00:09:08,300 --> 00:09:10,300 OR HOLD YOUR HAND OR WALK OFF WITH YOU. 131 00:09:12,433 --> 00:09:13,967 AND THIS SORT OF INDISCRIMINATE BEHAVIOR IS SORT OF 132 00:09:14,067 --> 00:09:17,633 THE HALLMARK FEATURE OF KIDS WHO HAVE GROWN UP IN AN INSTITUTION. 133 00:09:20,433 --> 00:09:22,500 IT'S SO OVERWHELMING THAT YOUR TENDENCY IS 134 00:09:22,600 --> 00:09:25,667 TO GET VERY EMOTIONAL AND SO WE'D HAVE TO KEEP THAT IN CHECK 135 00:09:25,767 --> 00:09:27,800 BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T WANT TO DO THAT IN FRONT OF THE KIDS. 136 00:09:30,467 --> 00:09:34,467 EAGLEMAN: DR. CHARLES NELSON WITNESSED THE CHILDREN'S BEHAVIOR 137 00:09:34,567 --> 00:09:39,367 AND WONDERED IF IT WENT BEYOND MERE LONELINESS OR DISTRESS. 138 00:09:39,467 --> 00:09:41,400 HAD ALL THAT NEGLECT IMPACTED 139 00:09:41,500 --> 00:09:44,367 THE PHYSICAL STRUCTURE OF THEIR BRAINS? 140 00:09:45,500 --> 00:09:47,433 NELSON: PARTICULARLY POSTNATALLY, BRAINS NEED 141 00:09:47,533 --> 00:09:49,267 EXPERIENCE IN ORDER TO DEVELOP. 142 00:09:52,067 --> 00:09:54,167 THE DEVELOPING BRAIN IS SEEKING OUT INFORMATION 143 00:09:54,267 --> 00:09:56,500 AND SEEKING OUT EXPERIENCES AND IF THEY DON'T GET THOSE, 144 00:09:56,600 --> 00:09:58,167 THE BRAIN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO GET WIRED UP 145 00:09:58,267 --> 00:10:01,000 AND BUILT CORRECTLY. 146 00:10:01,100 --> 00:10:02,867 THE KIDS IN THE INSTITUTION, 147 00:10:02,967 --> 00:10:04,867 THEY HAVE IQS IN THE 60S AND 70S, 148 00:10:04,967 --> 00:10:06,400 THEIR LANGUAGE IS VERY DELAYED, 149 00:10:06,500 --> 00:10:08,300 THEY HAVE SEVERE ATTACHMENT PROBLEMS, 150 00:10:08,400 --> 00:10:11,233 AND THEY SHOW SIGNS OF AN UNDERDEVELOPED BRAIN. 151 00:10:11,333 --> 00:10:15,067 THEY HAD SMALL HEADS AND THEIR EEG ACTIVITY WAS VERY REDUCED. 152 00:10:17,500 --> 00:10:18,767 EAGLEMAN: DR. NELSON BEGAN LOOKING AT 153 00:10:18,867 --> 00:10:22,567 THE ELECTRICAL ACTIVITY IN THESE CHILDREN'S BRAINS. 154 00:10:22,667 --> 00:10:25,967 HE WAS ASTOUNDED TO DISCOVER THAT THE CHILDREN HAD 155 00:10:26,067 --> 00:10:29,200 DRAMATICALLY REDUCED NEURAL ACTIVITY. 156 00:10:30,600 --> 00:10:32,500 BUT THERE WAS MORE. 157 00:10:32,600 --> 00:10:35,867 HE FOUND EVIDENCE THAT CHILDREN PLACED INTO FAMILIES 158 00:10:35,967 --> 00:10:39,800 BEFORE THE AGE OF TWO GENERALLY RECOVERED. 159 00:10:41,233 --> 00:10:43,333 BUT FOR THOSE WHO DIDN'T LEAVE THE INSTITUTION 160 00:10:43,433 --> 00:10:46,333 UNTIL OLDER THAN TWO, THEIR BRAIN DEVELOPMENT 161 00:10:46,433 --> 00:10:47,667 WAS COMPROMISED. 162 00:10:49,467 --> 00:10:51,433 NELSON: THE LACK OF EXPERIENCES LEADS THE BRAIN 163 00:10:51,533 --> 00:10:56,233 TO WIRE INCORRECTLY BECAUSE IT DOESN'T HAVE ANY INPUT INTO IT. 164 00:10:56,333 --> 00:10:59,800 AND AS A RESULT, NEURONS DON'T KNOW WHICH OTHER NEURONS 165 00:10:59,900 --> 00:11:01,367 THEY SHOULD BE COMMUNICATING WITH. 166 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:04,867 EAGLEMAN: NELSON'S WORK REVEALED THAT WHEN 167 00:11:04,967 --> 00:11:09,200 THE BRAIN IS STARVED OF THE THINGS IT NEEDS, LIKE TOUCH, 168 00:11:09,300 --> 00:11:13,667 STIMULATION, LOVE, A CHILD'S DEVELOPMENT IS STUNTED. 169 00:11:19,500 --> 00:11:21,600 THE ONLY RECORD THE JENSEN CHILDREN HAVE 170 00:11:21,700 --> 00:11:25,233 OF THEIR EARLY YEARS IS A COUPLE OF POLAROIDS. 171 00:11:32,300 --> 00:11:35,567 TOM JENSEN: IN THE ORPHANAGE WE REALLY DIDN'T SPEAK ANY, 172 00:11:35,667 --> 00:11:38,000 LIKE A KNOWN LANGUAGE. 173 00:11:38,100 --> 00:11:40,567 SO WHEN, LIKE, MY MOM ASKED THE TAXI DRIVER 174 00:11:40,667 --> 00:11:44,200 WHAT WE WERE SPEAKING, THE TAXI DRIVER WAS LIKE, "GIBBERISH." 175 00:11:44,300 --> 00:11:48,267 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 176 00:11:48,367 --> 00:11:52,067 EAGLEMAN: THE JENSENS WERE ALL ADOPTED AFTER THE AGE OF TWO. 177 00:11:53,200 --> 00:11:55,933 TOM JENSEN: IN THE ORPHANAGE IT'S HARD. 178 00:11:56,033 --> 00:12:00,000 IT WAS ROUGH, IT WAS, UH, IT WASN'T EASY. 179 00:12:00,100 --> 00:12:03,667 UH, KIDS DIDN'T GET MUCH ATTENTION. 180 00:12:03,767 --> 00:12:08,167 EAGLEMAN: ALMOST 20 YEARS HAVE PASSED SINCE THEY LEFT ROMANIA. 181 00:12:08,267 --> 00:12:10,533 THEY STILL LIVE WITH THE CONSEQUENCES 182 00:12:10,633 --> 00:12:12,733 OF THAT EARLY NEGLECT. 183 00:12:12,833 --> 00:12:19,533 CAROL JENSEN: TOM HAS ADHD, AND HE HAS LEARNING DISABILITIES, 184 00:12:19,633 --> 00:12:24,467 BUT NOT TO THE SAME EXTENT THAT JOHN HAS. 185 00:12:24,567 --> 00:12:27,567 FOR JOHN IT, I THINK IT STARTED OUT HARD 186 00:12:27,667 --> 00:12:30,567 AND IT CONTINUES TO BE HARD. 187 00:12:30,667 --> 00:12:34,767 JOHN: WE WENT TO DOCTORS, PSYCHIATRISTS, PHYSICIANS... 188 00:12:34,867 --> 00:12:38,833 HELPING ME OUT THROUGH THE TOUGH TIMES THAT I HAVE RIGHT NOW, 189 00:12:38,933 --> 00:12:41,667 SO IT'S WORKING, SO I LIKE IT. 190 00:12:44,167 --> 00:12:46,367 EAGLEMAN: WITH THE SUPPORT OF A LOVING FAMILY, 191 00:12:46,467 --> 00:12:49,267 THE JENSEN CHILDREN ARE FINDING WAYS TO COPE 192 00:12:49,367 --> 00:12:52,067 WITH THE SCARS OF THEIR EARLY CHILDHOOD. 193 00:12:54,833 --> 00:12:58,567 WHAT WE EXPERIENCE IN OUR EARLY YEARS GOES A LONG WAY 194 00:12:58,667 --> 00:13:01,033 TOWARD DEFINING WHO WE BECOME. 195 00:13:07,700 --> 00:13:11,000 EXPERIENCE PRUNES THE BRAIN, BUT THAT'S NOT 196 00:13:11,100 --> 00:13:13,900 THE ONLY THING THAT SHAPES WHO YOU ARE. 197 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:16,833 BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF LIFE YOU'VE LED, 198 00:13:16,933 --> 00:13:20,033 THE BRAIN IS ALSO ON A PREDETERMINED SCHEDULE 199 00:13:20,133 --> 00:13:21,633 DICTATED BY GENETICS. 200 00:13:21,733 --> 00:13:26,067 AND THAT MEANS THERE ARE MAJOR CHANGES IN STORE. 201 00:13:32,133 --> 00:13:34,167 [GIRLS SCREAMING] 202 00:13:34,267 --> 00:13:35,700 IN OUR TEENAGE YEARS, 203 00:13:35,800 --> 00:13:38,067 HORMONES COURSE AROUND OUR BODIES, 204 00:13:38,167 --> 00:13:41,133 CAUSING DRAMATIC PHYSICAL TRANSFORMATIONS. 205 00:13:42,967 --> 00:13:45,800 BUT OUT OF SIGHT, OUR BRAINS ARE UNDERGOING 206 00:13:45,900 --> 00:13:48,067 EQUALLY MONUMENTAL CHANGES. 207 00:13:49,033 --> 00:13:51,800 ONES THAT PROFOUNDLY AFFECT HOW WE BEHAVE 208 00:13:51,900 --> 00:13:54,033 AND REACT TO THE WORLD AROUND US. 209 00:13:57,067 --> 00:13:58,800 WE ALL INTUIT THAT TEENAGERS HAVE 210 00:13:58,900 --> 00:14:02,400 A DIFFERENT VIEW ON THE WORLD THAN CHILDREN OR ADULTS. 211 00:14:02,500 --> 00:14:06,433 BUT WHAT'S NOT ALWAYS OBVIOUS IS THAT THE WAY TEENS SEE THE WORLD 212 00:14:06,533 --> 00:14:09,600 IS NOT SIMPLY A CHOICE OR AN ATTITUDE. 213 00:14:09,700 --> 00:14:12,667 INSTEAD, IT'S THE CONSEQUENCE OF A CHANGING BRAIN 214 00:14:12,767 --> 00:14:14,467 THAT'S RIGHT ON SCHEDULE. 215 00:14:14,567 --> 00:14:19,000 WHO THEY ARE RIGHT NOW IS BIOLOGICAL, AND INEVITABLE. 216 00:14:24,967 --> 00:14:27,600 TO GET A SENSE OF THE TEEN BRAIN AT WORK, 217 00:14:27,700 --> 00:14:29,133 WE'RE RUNNING AN EXPERIMENT. 218 00:14:32,567 --> 00:14:35,567 WITH THE HELP OF MY GRADUATE STUDENT RICKY SAVJANI, 219 00:14:35,667 --> 00:14:38,467 WE'RE GOING TO RIG UP VOLUNTEERS OF DIFFERENT AGES 220 00:14:38,567 --> 00:14:41,833 TO A MACHINE THAT MEASURES STRESS LEVELS 221 00:14:41,933 --> 00:14:44,167 BY GAUGING CHANGES IN THEIR SWEAT GLANDS. 222 00:14:44,267 --> 00:14:46,800 HI THERE. I'M DR. EAGLEMAN. 223 00:14:46,900 --> 00:14:49,800 THEN WE HAVE THEM SIT IN A SHOP WINDOW 224 00:14:49,900 --> 00:14:52,233 TO BE GAWKED AT BY PASSERS-BY. 225 00:14:54,100 --> 00:14:55,667 OK, CUE THE CURTAIN. 226 00:14:59,267 --> 00:15:01,067 FIRST UP, AN ADULT. 227 00:15:06,367 --> 00:15:08,467 LOUISA'S STRESS RESPONSE SEEMS TO BE 228 00:15:08,567 --> 00:15:12,267 HOLDING ABOUT STEADY, AT A PRETTY LOW LEVEL. 229 00:15:12,367 --> 00:15:16,767 IT'S CLEAR THAT SHE'S RESPONDING TO PEOPLE BEING THERE 230 00:15:16,867 --> 00:15:20,167 BUT HER STRESS RESPONSE IS SIMPLY NOT GOING UP. 231 00:15:23,433 --> 00:15:26,567 BUT IN THE SAME SITUATION, THE TEEN BRAIN 232 00:15:26,667 --> 00:15:28,300 RESPONDS VERY DIFFERENTLY. 233 00:15:37,667 --> 00:15:39,733 EAGLEMAN: OH, WOW, THAT'S A BIG RESPONSE. 234 00:15:41,400 --> 00:15:42,967 I'VE GOT TO AUTO SCALE HER HEARTBEAT 235 00:15:43,067 --> 00:15:45,000 'CAUSE IT'S GONE UP SO MUCH. 236 00:15:47,700 --> 00:15:50,200 HER GALVANIC SKIN RESPONSE IS REALLY HIGH NOW. 237 00:15:50,300 --> 00:15:51,900 IT JUST KEEPS GOING UP. 238 00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:54,133 IT SUGGESTS SHE'S STRESSED OUT. 239 00:15:59,267 --> 00:16:01,267 EAGLEMAN: HI, ZANDER. HOW ARE YOU? 240 00:16:01,367 --> 00:16:02,733 I'M GOOD. GOOD, GOOD. 241 00:16:05,100 --> 00:16:07,033 EAGLEMAN: THE MORE THAT HE AVERTS HIS GAZE, 242 00:16:07,133 --> 00:16:10,233 THE HIGHER HIS STRESS RESPONSE IS GOING. 243 00:16:10,333 --> 00:16:13,000 SO THIS IS PRESUMABLY HIS RESPONSE 244 00:16:13,100 --> 00:16:15,167 IS TO PRETEND LIKE HE'S NOT THERE. 245 00:16:20,300 --> 00:16:23,767 EAGLEMAN: WHAT WORDS WOULD YOU USE TO DESCRIBE HOW IT FELT? 246 00:16:23,867 --> 00:16:27,133 GIRL: AWKWARD. WEIRD PRETTY MUCH. 247 00:16:27,233 --> 00:16:30,300 ZANDER: IT WAS DIFFERENT, HAVING PEOPLE JUST LIKE STARE AT YOU 248 00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:33,367 AND NOT KNOWING WHAT THEY WERE THINKING. 249 00:16:36,267 --> 00:16:39,167 EAGLEMAN: SO WHY THE BIG DIFFERENCE IN RESPONSE BETWEEN 250 00:16:39,267 --> 00:16:41,600 THE ADULTS AND THE TEENAGERS? 251 00:16:41,700 --> 00:16:44,433 THE ANSWER INVOLVES AN AREA OF THE BRAIN 252 00:16:44,533 --> 00:16:47,267 CALLED THE MEDIAL PREFRONTAL CORTEX. 253 00:16:52,567 --> 00:16:55,900 IT BECOMES ACTIVE WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT YOURSELF, 254 00:16:56,000 --> 00:16:58,100 ESPECIALLY THE EMOTIONAL SIGNIFICANCE 255 00:16:58,200 --> 00:17:00,633 OF A SITUATION TO YOURSELF. 256 00:17:02,067 --> 00:17:05,333 AS ONE GROWS FROM CHILDHOOD INTO ADOLESCENCE, 257 00:17:05,433 --> 00:17:08,067 THE ACTIVITY IN THIS AREA RISES, 258 00:17:08,167 --> 00:17:10,200 PEAKING AROUND 15 YEARS OLD. 259 00:17:10,300 --> 00:17:15,033 NOW SOCIAL SITUATIONS CARRY A LOT OF EMOTIONAL WEIGHT. 260 00:17:17,333 --> 00:17:19,367 IN ADULTS, THE STRESS RESPONSE FROM THAT 261 00:17:19,467 --> 00:17:22,667 FEELING OF BEING LOOKED AT IS RELATIVELY MODEST. 262 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:28,267 BUT IN TEENAGERS, THAT SAME EXPERIENCE CAUSES 263 00:17:28,367 --> 00:17:31,267 SOCIAL EMOTIONS TO GO INTO OVERDRIVE. 264 00:17:32,600 --> 00:17:36,567 THE RESULT IS A STRESS RESPONSE OF HIGH INTENSITY. 265 00:17:40,900 --> 00:17:43,500 IT'S NOT JUST ABOUT SELF-CONSCIOUSNESS. 266 00:17:43,600 --> 00:17:46,700 THE DEVELOPMENT OF THE TEEN BRAIN HAS OTHER CONSEQUENCES... 267 00:17:49,967 --> 00:17:53,467 INCLUDING POOR IMPULSE CONTROL. 268 00:17:53,567 --> 00:17:57,200 PARTS OF THE PREFRONTAL CORTEX ARE STILL DEVELOPING. 269 00:17:57,300 --> 00:17:59,000 THOSE PARTS ARE INVOLVED IN SIMULATING 270 00:17:59,100 --> 00:18:01,433 THE CONSEQUENCES OF ACTIONS. 271 00:18:01,533 --> 00:18:04,533 AND THAT TRANSLATES INTO GREATER RISK TAKING. 272 00:18:11,467 --> 00:18:13,700 BUT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THINGS CALM DOWN? 273 00:18:15,433 --> 00:18:18,200 ONCE THE RUSH OF OUR TEENAGE YEARS IS OVER, 274 00:18:18,300 --> 00:18:20,167 DO OUR BRAINS STOP CHANGING? 275 00:18:21,567 --> 00:18:24,800 IS WHO WE ARE FIXED IN STONE ONCE WE REACH ADULTHOOD? 276 00:18:26,667 --> 00:18:29,200 WELL, IT'S TRUE THAT MOST OF THE DRAMATIC SHIFTS 277 00:18:29,300 --> 00:18:32,800 IN BRAIN STRUCTURE ARE DONE BY OUR EARLY TWENTIES... 278 00:18:34,500 --> 00:18:37,300 AND FOR A LONG TIME RESEARCHERS THOUGHT THAT WAS THAT. 279 00:18:40,400 --> 00:18:43,367 BUT I'VE COME TO LONDON TO LOOK AT A PIONEERING STUDY 280 00:18:43,467 --> 00:18:45,667 THAT REVEALS HOW EVEN IN ADULTHOOD, 281 00:18:45,767 --> 00:18:49,567 OUR BRAINS CAN UNDERGO RADICAL PHYSICAL CHANGES. 282 00:19:03,833 --> 00:19:04,767 THE STUDY OF THE KNOWLEDGE IS 283 00:19:04,867 --> 00:19:08,600 640 QUARTER MILE RADIUS AREAS... 284 00:19:08,700 --> 00:19:13,667 24,000 STREETS AND ROADS THAT NEED TO BE LEARNT... 285 00:19:13,767 --> 00:19:16,100 50,000 PLACES OF INTEREST. 286 00:19:17,633 --> 00:19:20,133 EAGLEMAN: WHAT IS KNOWN AS "THE KNOWLEDGE" 287 00:19:20,233 --> 00:19:22,267 IS A TEST OF RECALL... 288 00:19:22,367 --> 00:19:24,700 OF ALL THE STREETS IN LONDON. 289 00:19:24,800 --> 00:19:30,467 THE DRIVER OF EVERY BLACK CAB HAS TO PASS IT TO GET A LICENSE. 290 00:19:30,567 --> 00:19:36,900 MAN: BAYSWATER ROAD FROM MARBLE ARCH, ROUND PARK LANE... 291 00:19:37,000 --> 00:19:39,067 EAGLEMAN: IT'S ONE OF THE WORLD'S MOST DIFFICULT 292 00:19:39,167 --> 00:19:43,700 FEATS OF MEMORY, AND COMPLETING IT USUALLY TAKES 293 00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:46,600 OVER 4 YEARS OF INTENSIVE STUDY. 294 00:19:48,900 --> 00:19:52,267 MAN: PEOPLE WILL SPEND 3 TO 4 HOURS A DAY 295 00:19:52,367 --> 00:19:55,100 RECITING PRETEND JOURNEYS. 296 00:19:56,967 --> 00:20:00,533 THAT STARTS TO MAKE THEM "SEE IT"--IT'S THE TERM WE USE, 297 00:20:00,633 --> 00:20:01,767 HOW TO GET AROUND LONDON. 298 00:20:03,100 --> 00:20:07,200 EAGLEMAN: THE UNIQUE MENTAL CHALLENGE OF PASSING "THE KNOWLEDGE" 299 00:20:07,300 --> 00:20:10,700 MADE IT OF PARTICULAR INTEREST TO A GROUP OF NEUROSCIENTISTS. 300 00:20:13,867 --> 00:20:18,833 THEY BEGAN DOING BRAIN SCANS OF THE DRIVERS BEFORE, DURING, 301 00:20:18,933 --> 00:20:21,100 AND AFTER THE RIGOROUS TRAINING. 302 00:20:22,700 --> 00:20:25,200 THEY WERE INTERESTED IN AN AREA OF THE BRAIN 303 00:20:25,300 --> 00:20:27,800 CALLED THE POSTERIOR HIPPOCAMPUS. 304 00:20:28,767 --> 00:20:31,100 IT UNDERPINS SPATIAL MEMORY. 305 00:20:32,433 --> 00:20:35,267 AT THE BEGINNING IT JUST LOOKED LIKE EVERYONE ELSE'S, 306 00:20:35,367 --> 00:20:39,733 BUT BY THE END OF THE TRAINING, IT HAD GROWN PHYSICALLY LARGER. 307 00:20:42,167 --> 00:20:44,933 ALL THE MAP MEMORIZING, ALL THE DRIVING, 308 00:20:45,033 --> 00:20:47,300 ALL THE SIMULATION OF FUTURE ROUTES, 309 00:20:47,400 --> 00:20:50,100 THIS RESHAPED THEIR BRAIN ANATOMY 310 00:20:50,200 --> 00:20:52,333 TO MATCH THE TASK AT HAND. 311 00:20:53,400 --> 00:20:56,133 THE LONGER A CABBIE HAD BEEN DOING HIS JOB, 312 00:20:56,233 --> 00:20:58,733 THE BIGGER THE CHANGE IN THAT BRAIN REGION. 313 00:21:01,233 --> 00:21:05,067 EVEN WHEN WE'RE ADULTS, OUR BRAINS CAN STILL CHANGE. 314 00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:09,367 SOMETHING THAT CAN BE SHAPED-- 315 00:21:09,467 --> 00:21:12,533 AND HOLD ON TO THAT SHAPE-- IS WHAT WE CALL PLASTIC. 316 00:21:12,633 --> 00:21:14,667 AND THAT'S HOW IT GOES WITH THE ADULT BRAIN: 317 00:21:14,767 --> 00:21:18,933 EXPERIENCE CHANGES IT, AND IT RETAINS THAT CHANGE. 318 00:21:19,033 --> 00:21:22,100 IT'S MALLEABLE, IT HAS PLASTICITY. 319 00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:25,933 THAT MEANS THAT WHO YOU ARE, AND WHO YOU CAN BE, 320 00:21:26,033 --> 00:21:27,567 IS A WORK IN PROGRESS. 321 00:21:32,233 --> 00:21:35,600 MANY ACTIVITIES CAN CAUSE THE BRAIN TO TRANSFORM. 322 00:21:39,433 --> 00:21:41,733 FOR EXAMPLE, LEARNING A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT 323 00:21:41,833 --> 00:21:43,667 CAN PRODUCE DRAMATIC CHANGES. 324 00:21:46,667 --> 00:21:49,500 MUSICIANS CAN LEARN LANGUAGES MORE QUICKLY 325 00:21:49,600 --> 00:21:52,500 AND HAVE IMPROVED MEMORY AS A RESULT OF THE WAY 326 00:21:52,600 --> 00:21:55,600 YEARS OF PRACTICE HAVE ALTERED THEIR BRAINS. 327 00:21:58,233 --> 00:22:01,433 ALBERT EINSTEIN'S BRAIN WAS EXAMINED AFTER DEATH 328 00:22:01,533 --> 00:22:02,967 BY RESEARCHERS. 329 00:22:03,067 --> 00:22:05,567 THEY WERE HUNTING FOR SIGNS OF GENIUS. 330 00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:09,667 BUT INSTEAD THEY DISCOVERED THE BRAIN AREA 331 00:22:09,767 --> 00:22:13,000 DEVOTED TO OPERATING THE FINGERS OF THE LEFT HAND 332 00:22:13,100 --> 00:22:15,633 WAS MUCH LARGER THAN NORMAL-- ALL THANKS TO HIS 333 00:22:15,733 --> 00:22:20,400 LESS COMMONLY KNOWN PASSION FOR PLAYING THE VIOLIN. 334 00:22:20,500 --> 00:22:23,033 HI, PADDINGTON STATION...OK. 335 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,000 IN FACT, EVERYTHING WE EXPERIENCE 336 00:22:28,100 --> 00:22:30,267 WILL ALTER THE PHYSICAL STRUCTURE OF OUR BRAIN 337 00:22:30,367 --> 00:22:34,567 IN SOME WAY--MEANING THAT FOR AS LONG AS WE'RE ALIVE, 338 00:22:34,667 --> 00:22:38,767 OUR IDENTITIES AREN'T FIXED BUT CONSTANTLY CHANGING. 339 00:22:40,800 --> 00:22:47,867 FROM OUR JOBS, TO FALLING IN LOVE, HAVING KIDS, 340 00:22:47,967 --> 00:22:49,667 AND SPENDING TIME WITH FRIENDS. 341 00:22:51,967 --> 00:22:54,400 ALL OF THESE CHANGE THE WIRING OF YOUR BRAIN 342 00:22:54,500 --> 00:22:58,800 TO MAKE YOU WHO YOU ARE, AND WHO YOU CAN BECOME. 343 00:23:07,567 --> 00:23:10,067 BUT THE BRAIN CAN ALSO CHANGE IN WAYS THAT 344 00:23:10,167 --> 00:23:12,067 WE HAVE NO CONTROL OVER... 345 00:23:15,933 --> 00:23:17,767 WAYS THAT CAN HAVE A TERRIBLE IMPACT 346 00:23:17,867 --> 00:23:20,633 ON OUR PERSONALITY AND ACTIONS. 347 00:23:25,500 --> 00:23:28,333 WE SEE THIS IN A LETTER DISCOVERED BY POLICE 348 00:23:28,433 --> 00:23:29,967 IN THE WAKE OF A VIOLENT TRAGEDY 349 00:23:30,067 --> 00:23:34,700 THAT HAPPENED IN AUSTIN, TEXAS IN THE SUMMER OF 1966. 350 00:23:38,567 --> 00:23:42,133 25-YEAR-OLD CHARLES WHITMAN WAS A MODEL CITIZEN. 351 00:23:43,433 --> 00:23:45,133 HE HAD BEEN AN EAGLE SCOUT, 352 00:23:45,233 --> 00:23:48,167 HE HAD BEEN HONORABLY DISCHARGED FROM THE MILITARY, 353 00:23:48,267 --> 00:23:49,933 HE WAS WORKING AS A BANK TELLER, 354 00:23:50,033 --> 00:23:52,300 AND STUDYING AS AN ENGINEERING STUDENT. 355 00:23:53,367 --> 00:23:55,500 YET WHAT HE'D WRITTEN POINTED TO 356 00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:58,233 A DISTURBING CHANGE IN HIS PERSONALITY. 357 00:24:00,267 --> 00:24:03,333 "I DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND MYSELF THESE DAYS. 358 00:24:03,433 --> 00:24:05,267 "I AM SUPPOSED TO BE AN AVERAGE 359 00:24:05,367 --> 00:24:07,667 "REASONABLE AND INTELLIGENT YOUNG MAN. 360 00:24:07,767 --> 00:24:11,500 "HOWEVER, LATELY--I CAN'T RECALL WHEN IT STARTED-- 361 00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:15,100 "I HAVE BEEN A VICTIM OF MANY UNUSUAL 362 00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:17,167 AND IRRATIONAL THOUGHTS." 363 00:24:19,100 --> 00:24:22,100 WHAT WHITMAN WAS DESCRIBING WERE THOUGHTS 364 00:24:22,200 --> 00:24:23,600 THAT WOULD LEAD TO KILLING. 365 00:24:24,833 --> 00:24:26,833 NEWSREEL NARRATOR: DEATH AND TERROR STOP THE CAMPUS 366 00:24:26,933 --> 00:24:29,067 OF THE UNIVERSITY OF TEXAS IN AUSTIN, 367 00:24:29,167 --> 00:24:32,300 AS A SNIPER'S BULLETS FORCE PEOPLE TO SCURRY FOR COVER. 368 00:24:35,000 --> 00:24:36,667 A STREAM OF DEADLY ACCURATE FIRE 369 00:24:36,767 --> 00:24:38,967 SENDS BODIES CRUMBLING TO THE GROUND EVERYWHERE... 370 00:24:39,067 --> 00:24:43,033 EAGLEMAN: ON AUGUST 1, 1966, WHITMAN TOOK AN ELEVATOR 371 00:24:43,133 --> 00:24:46,733 TO THE TOP OF THE UNIVERSITY OF TEXAS TOWER. 372 00:24:46,833 --> 00:24:48,000 NEWSREEL NARRATOR: AN ARMORED TRUCK... 373 00:24:48,100 --> 00:24:50,567 EAGLEMAN: THERE HE STARTED FIRING INDISCRIMINATELY 374 00:24:50,667 --> 00:24:51,800 AT THE PEOPLE BELOW. 375 00:24:51,900 --> 00:24:53,833 NEWSREEL NARRATOR: VICTIMS WERE BEING HIT AT A RATE OF 376 00:24:53,933 --> 00:24:55,667 MORE THAN ONE EVERY 3 MINUTES. 377 00:24:55,767 --> 00:25:00,867 EAGLEMAN: 13 WERE KILLED AND 33 WOUNDED, UNTIL WHITMAN HIMSELF 378 00:25:00,967 --> 00:25:03,033 WAS FINALLY SHOT DEAD BY THE POLICE. 379 00:25:03,133 --> 00:25:05,233 NEWSREEL NARRATOR: HIS TOWER ARSENAL INCLUDED 3 RIFLES, 380 00:25:05,333 --> 00:25:07,200 A SHOTGUN, TWO PISTOLS, AND A KNIFE. 381 00:25:07,300 --> 00:25:09,767 EAGLEMAN: WHEN POLICE REACHED HIS HOUSE, THEY DISCOVERED THAT 382 00:25:09,867 --> 00:25:13,667 HE'D KILLED HIS WIFE AND HIS MOTHER THE NIGHT BEFORE. 383 00:25:15,567 --> 00:25:17,433 THERE WAS ONLY ONE THING MORE SURPRISING 384 00:25:17,533 --> 00:25:20,667 THAN THIS RANDOM ACT OF VIOLENCE, AND THAT IS 385 00:25:20,767 --> 00:25:23,933 THERE WAS NOTHING REALLY ABOUT CHARLES WHITMAN THAT SUGGESTED 386 00:25:24,033 --> 00:25:25,633 HE WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS. 387 00:25:27,433 --> 00:25:29,533 IT SEEMED COMPLETELY SENSELESS. 388 00:25:30,933 --> 00:25:32,700 BUT THE LETTER THEY FOUND IN HIS HOME, 389 00:25:32,800 --> 00:25:34,600 WRITTEN PRIOR TO THE KILLINGS, 390 00:25:34,700 --> 00:25:38,067 SUGGESTED A POSSIBLE EXPLANATION FOR HIS ACTIONS. 391 00:25:39,467 --> 00:25:42,567 IN THE NOTE, HE MADE AN UNUSUAL REQUEST. 392 00:25:42,667 --> 00:25:46,933 "AFTER MY DEATH, I WISH THAT AN AUTOPSY WOULD BE PERFORMED ON ME 393 00:25:47,033 --> 00:25:50,700 TO SEE IF THERE IS ANY VISIBLE PHYSICAL DISORDER." 394 00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:54,967 WHITMAN'S WISH WAS GRANTED. 395 00:25:55,067 --> 00:25:57,667 DURING THE AUTOPSY, THE PATHOLOGISTS FOUND 396 00:25:57,767 --> 00:26:00,267 THAT WHITMAN HAD A BRAIN TUMOR. 397 00:26:02,900 --> 00:26:04,167 IT WAS ABOUT THE SIZE OF A NICKEL, 398 00:26:04,267 --> 00:26:06,533 AND IT WAS PRESSING AGAINST A PART OF HIS BRAIN 399 00:26:06,633 --> 00:26:10,300 CALLED THE AMYGDALA, WHICH IS INVOLVED IN FEAR AND AGGRESSION. 400 00:26:11,833 --> 00:26:14,767 THIS PRESSURE ON THE AMYGDALA LED TO A CASCADE OF 401 00:26:14,867 --> 00:26:17,400 CONSEQUENCES IN WHITMAN'S BRAIN, 402 00:26:17,500 --> 00:26:21,533 RESULTING IN HIM TAKING ACTIONS THAT WOULD OTHERWISE BE 403 00:26:21,633 --> 00:26:23,300 COMPLETELY OUT OF CHARACTER. 404 00:26:24,900 --> 00:26:27,333 HIS BRAIN MATTER HAD BEEN CHANGING-- 405 00:26:27,433 --> 00:26:30,167 AND WHO HE WAS CHANGED WITH IT. 406 00:26:31,733 --> 00:26:33,433 WHITMAN'S EXAMPLE IS EXTREME, 407 00:26:33,533 --> 00:26:36,200 BUT OTHER LESS DRAMATIC CHANGES IN THE BRAIN 408 00:26:36,300 --> 00:26:39,100 ALSO ALTER THE FABRIC OF WHO WE ARE. 409 00:26:42,167 --> 00:26:45,067 PARKINSON'S DISEASE CAN LEAD SOME PEOPLE-- 410 00:26:45,167 --> 00:26:48,667 EVEN THE MOST DEVOUT--- TO LOSE THEIR FAITH. 411 00:26:50,067 --> 00:26:55,000 AND A MEDICATION FOR PARKINSON'S CAN LEAD TO COMPULSIVE GAMBLING. 412 00:26:56,633 --> 00:27:00,167 AND IT'S NOT JUST DISEASE OR DRUGS THAT CAN CHANGE US. 413 00:27:00,267 --> 00:27:05,533 FROM THE THINGS WE CONSUME--TO THE SIMPLE PROCESS OF AGING-- 414 00:27:05,633 --> 00:27:09,733 EVERYTHING CONTRIBUTES TO CONTINUALLY RESHAPING 415 00:27:09,833 --> 00:27:12,767 THE NEURAL NETWORKS THAT AMOUNT TO US. 416 00:27:21,167 --> 00:27:24,700 SO WHO WE ARE CHANGES IN THE COURSE OF OUR LIFE 417 00:27:24,800 --> 00:27:26,500 AS OUR BRAIN CHANGES. 418 00:27:28,467 --> 00:27:30,533 BUT THANKFULLY, THERE IS ONE CONSTANT 419 00:27:30,633 --> 00:27:32,167 THAT LINKS IT ALL TOGETHER. 420 00:27:33,467 --> 00:27:40,000 IT'S A PILLAR OF OUR PERSONALITY--MEMORY. 421 00:27:42,500 --> 00:27:45,633 MEMORY SITS RIGHT AT THE CORE OF OUR IDENTITY-- 422 00:27:45,733 --> 00:27:47,433 IT GIVES OUR LIVES A NARRATIVE, 423 00:27:47,533 --> 00:27:50,167 ONE THAT WE CAN SHARE, ONE THAT HAS MEANING. 424 00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:53,600 BUT THERE'S A PROBLEM-- 425 00:27:53,700 --> 00:27:55,667 MEMORY ISN'T ALWAYS RELIABLE. 426 00:27:57,533 --> 00:28:01,000 TO UNDERSTAND HOW IT ALTERS AND WHY, 427 00:28:01,100 --> 00:28:03,333 I'VE COME UP WITH A LITTLE THOUGHT EXPERIMENT. 428 00:28:05,067 --> 00:28:07,500 MEET 35-YEAR-OLD DAISY. 429 00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:10,467 SO IMAGINE DAISY COULD MEET HER 5-YEAR-OLD SELF. 430 00:28:10,567 --> 00:28:14,033 SAME PERSON, SAME LIFE EXPERIENCES, 431 00:28:14,133 --> 00:28:17,300 A SUBSET OF HER MEMORIES. 432 00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:21,300 OR WHAT IF DAISY COULD MEET HER 85-YEAR-OLD SELF, 433 00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:25,033 THE SAME PERSON BUT EXPERIENCES PLAYED OUT MORE. 434 00:28:25,133 --> 00:28:28,733 IMAGINE THAT DAISY COULD MEET ALL OF HER SELVES 435 00:28:28,833 --> 00:28:31,667 ACROSS THE SPECTRUM OF HER LIFETIME. 436 00:28:35,033 --> 00:28:36,867 YOU MIGHT THINK THAT ALL THESE DAISYS 437 00:28:36,967 --> 00:28:39,233 WOULD SHARE THE EXACT SAME MEMORIES. 438 00:28:41,267 --> 00:28:44,800 BUT ALTHOUGH THEIR MEMORIES RELATE BACK TO THE SAME EVENTS, 439 00:28:44,900 --> 00:28:48,567 IN FACT, WHAT THEY REMEMBER IS LIKELY TO BE QUITE DIFFERENT. 440 00:28:50,767 --> 00:28:54,633 AND THAT'S BECAUSE OF WHAT A MEMORY ACTUALLY IS. 441 00:28:59,333 --> 00:29:01,233 SO A FEW YEARS AGO, I WENT OUT FOR DINNER 442 00:29:01,333 --> 00:29:05,733 TO CELEBRATE MY FRIEND CHERYL'S BIRTHDAY WITH HER BOYFRIEND JOE. 443 00:29:05,833 --> 00:29:08,800 I REMEMBER IT DISTINCTLY BECAUSE IT WAS SO ENJOYABLE. 444 00:29:11,367 --> 00:29:13,600 EVERYTHING I EXPERIENCED THAT EVENING 445 00:29:13,700 --> 00:29:17,467 TRIGGERED PARTICULAR PATTERNS OF ACTIVITY IN MY BRAIN, 446 00:29:17,567 --> 00:29:20,267 LIGHTING UP CONSTELLATIONS OF CELLS. 447 00:29:21,467 --> 00:29:24,667 THE CONVERSATION BETWEEN JOE AND CHERYL. 448 00:29:24,767 --> 00:29:27,267 THE SMELL OF THE COFFEE. 449 00:29:27,367 --> 00:29:30,133 THE TASTE OF THIS LITTLE FRENCH CAKE. 450 00:29:30,233 --> 00:29:34,500 ALL OF THESE CONSTELLATIONS BECAME LINKED WITH ONE ANOTHER 451 00:29:34,600 --> 00:29:38,067 IN A VAST ASSOCIATIVE NETWORK OF NEURONS 452 00:29:38,167 --> 00:29:41,367 THAT THE HIPPOCAMPUS REPLAYED OVER AND OVER 453 00:29:41,467 --> 00:29:44,433 UNTIL THE ASSOCIATION BECAME FIXED. 454 00:29:44,533 --> 00:29:48,033 AND THAT WAS THE UNIQUE SIGNATURE OF THIS EXPERIENCE. 455 00:29:49,733 --> 00:29:53,300 THAT WOULD BECOME MY MEMORY OF CHERYL'S BIRTHDAY. 456 00:29:55,333 --> 00:29:59,200 SO IS A MEMORY SIMPLY LIKE WATCHING AN OLD VIDEO RECORDING 457 00:29:59,300 --> 00:30:01,700 THAT WE JUST CALL UP AND REPLAY? 458 00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:05,633 IT FEELS LIKE THAT, BUT IN REALITY IT'S QUITE DIFFERENT. 459 00:30:07,333 --> 00:30:11,633 MEMORIES ARE ACTUALLY BRAIN STATES FROM A BYGONE TIME 460 00:30:11,733 --> 00:30:14,000 THAT WE HAVE TO RESURRECT. 461 00:30:18,733 --> 00:30:19,967 SO HERE I AM 6 MONTHS LATER, 462 00:30:20,067 --> 00:30:21,800 IN A TOTALLY DIFFERENT CITY, AND I TASTE 463 00:30:21,900 --> 00:30:23,467 ONE OF THESE LITTLE FRENCH CAKES AGAIN, 464 00:30:23,567 --> 00:30:24,867 AND IT'S JUST LIKE THE ONE THAT I HAD 465 00:30:24,967 --> 00:30:27,000 AT CHERYL'S BIRTHDAY PARTY. 466 00:30:27,100 --> 00:30:29,833 AND IN MY BRAIN THIS VERY SPECIFIC TRIGGER 467 00:30:29,933 --> 00:30:32,567 LIGHTS UP A WHOLE WEB OF ASSOCIATIONS... 468 00:30:32,667 --> 00:30:34,867 LIKE THE LIGHTS OF A CITY COMING ONLINE. 469 00:30:34,967 --> 00:30:37,367 AND SUDDENLY I'M BACK IN THAT MEMORY. 470 00:30:39,633 --> 00:30:42,367 BUT IT'S NOT AS RICH AS I WOULD HAVE IMAGINED. 471 00:30:44,500 --> 00:30:47,000 I KNOW THAT JOE AND CHERYL WERE THERE. 472 00:30:47,100 --> 00:30:50,200 AND CHERYL, I THINK, WAS WEARING A BLUE SHIRT. 473 00:30:50,300 --> 00:30:52,600 OR MAYBE IT WAS PURPLE? 474 00:30:52,700 --> 00:30:54,133 ACTUALLY, MAYBE IT WAS GREEN. 475 00:30:55,567 --> 00:30:58,600 THE MEMORY OF CHERYL'S BIRTHDAY, IN MY BRAIN, 476 00:30:58,700 --> 00:31:00,200 HAS STARTED TO FADE. 477 00:31:01,267 --> 00:31:04,167 OUR MEMORIES FADE GRADUALLY, BECAUSE OUR BRAIN ONLY HAS 478 00:31:04,267 --> 00:31:06,067 A FINITE NUMBER OF NEURONS, 479 00:31:06,167 --> 00:31:08,867 WHICH OVER TIME GET USED FOR OTHER MEMORIES. 480 00:31:09,967 --> 00:31:13,333 IT MEANS THAT THE DETAILS HAVE NOW BECOME A LITTLE HAZY. 481 00:31:15,967 --> 00:31:19,200 WHAT MATTERS IS THAT I REMEMBER THAT WE HAD A GREAT TIME. 482 00:31:21,500 --> 00:31:22,900 BUT EVEN THAT'S NOT TOTALLY CERTAIN. 483 00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:25,733 BECAUSE IN THE INTERVENING MONTHS, 484 00:31:25,833 --> 00:31:28,167 JOE AND CHERYL HAVE BROKEN UP. 485 00:31:28,267 --> 00:31:32,733 AND SO NOW I'M WONDERING--DID I SENSE ANY RED FLAGS THERE? 486 00:31:34,767 --> 00:31:37,000 THE STATE OF MY EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW 487 00:31:37,100 --> 00:31:41,000 CHANGES THE NETWORK THAT CORRESPONDS TO THEM. 488 00:31:41,100 --> 00:31:43,300 MY PRESENT COLORS MY PAST. 489 00:31:47,167 --> 00:31:48,533 WHAT THIS MEANS FOR ALL OF US 490 00:31:48,633 --> 00:31:52,067 IS THAT THE SAME EVENT WILL BE REMEMBERED DIFFERENTLY, 491 00:31:52,167 --> 00:31:55,033 DEPENDING ON WHERE YOU ARE AT THAT POINT IN YOUR LIFE. 492 00:31:57,500 --> 00:32:00,633 SO HOW RELIABLE ARE OUR MEMORIES? 493 00:32:00,733 --> 00:32:02,767 HOW FAR CAN THEY BE ALTERED? 494 00:32:02,867 --> 00:32:05,033 AND WHY DO OUR BRAINS WORK THAT WAY? 495 00:32:10,767 --> 00:32:14,733 THE FIRST SUGGESTION ABOUT HOW VULNERABLE OUR MEMORY IS 496 00:32:14,833 --> 00:32:16,300 CAME WITH THE GROUNDBREAKING WORK 497 00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:18,733 OF PROFESSOR ELIZABETH LOFTUS. 498 00:32:24,300 --> 00:32:27,267 SHE DEVISED THIS SIMPLE EXPERIMENT IN WHICH VOLUNTEERS 499 00:32:27,367 --> 00:32:29,833 WATCHED FILMS OF CAR CRASHES. 500 00:32:29,933 --> 00:32:32,567 SHE THEN ASKED THEM A SERIES OF QUESTIONS 501 00:32:32,667 --> 00:32:34,133 TO TEST WHAT THEY REMEMBERED. 502 00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:38,633 SO IF I ASK YOU A QUESTION, YOU KNOW, 503 00:32:38,733 --> 00:32:43,000 HOW FAST WERE THE CARS GOING WHEN THEY HIT EACH OTHER, 504 00:32:43,100 --> 00:32:44,833 VERSUS HOW FAST WERE THE CARS GOING 505 00:32:44,933 --> 00:32:48,367 WHEN THEY SMASHED INTO EACH OTHER, 506 00:32:48,467 --> 00:32:51,400 WITNESSES GIVE DIFFERENT ESTIMATES OF SPEED. 507 00:32:51,500 --> 00:32:53,367 THEY THINK THE CARS WERE GOING FASTER 508 00:32:53,467 --> 00:32:55,400 IF YOU USED THE WORD SMASHED. 509 00:32:56,667 --> 00:33:00,100 AND SO THIS WAS ONE OF MY EARLIEST EXAMPLES SHOWING THAT 510 00:33:00,200 --> 00:33:03,067 LEADING QUESTIONS CAN DISTORT THE ANSWERS 511 00:33:03,167 --> 00:33:06,200 AND CAN CONTAMINATE A PERSON'S MEMORY. 512 00:33:08,500 --> 00:33:12,067 EAGLEMAN: THE DISCOVERY THAT EXISTING MEMORIES COULD BE DISTORTED 513 00:33:12,167 --> 00:33:15,533 LED LOFTUS TO ASK A MORE RADICAL QUESTION. 514 00:33:16,900 --> 00:33:21,600 WOULD IT BE POSSIBLE TO IMPLANT ENTIRELY FALSE MEMORIES? 515 00:33:24,467 --> 00:33:27,600 TO FIND OUT, SHE DEVISED ANOTHER EXPERIMENT. 516 00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:34,300 SHE RECRUITED VOLUNTEERS AND THEN HAD HER TEAM 517 00:33:34,400 --> 00:33:37,067 CALL THEIR FAMILIES FOR INFORMATION 518 00:33:37,167 --> 00:33:39,767 ABOUT EVENTS FROM THEIR PAST. 519 00:33:39,867 --> 00:33:41,433 THE RESEARCHERS THEN PUT TOGETHER 520 00:33:41,533 --> 00:33:45,633 A NUMBER OF STORIES ABOUT THEIR CHILDHOODS. 521 00:33:45,733 --> 00:33:47,667 3 WERE TRUE. 522 00:33:47,767 --> 00:33:49,667 BUT ONE, WHILE SOUNDING PLAUSIBLE, 523 00:33:49,767 --> 00:33:51,400 WAS ENTIRELY MADE UP. 524 00:33:56,467 --> 00:33:58,400 THE STORY INVOLVED THE VOLUNTEER 525 00:33:58,500 --> 00:34:01,400 GETTING LOST IN A SHOPPING MALL AS A CHILD... 526 00:34:06,033 --> 00:34:09,200 THEN BEING FOUND BY A KIND OLD PERSON... 527 00:34:10,833 --> 00:34:13,600 AND THEN REUNITED WITH HER PARENTS. 528 00:34:19,100 --> 00:34:21,367 WHEN TOLD THE 4 STORIES, 529 00:34:21,467 --> 00:34:23,400 AT LEAST A QUARTER OF THE PARTICIPANTS 530 00:34:23,500 --> 00:34:28,033 CLAIMED THEY COULD REMEMBER BEING LOST IN THE MALL-- 531 00:34:28,133 --> 00:34:29,500 EVEN THOUGH IT NEVER HAPPENED. 532 00:34:29,600 --> 00:34:30,933 ...6 AT THE TIME. 533 00:34:31,033 --> 00:34:32,667 MAN: ...YOU CRY OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT... 534 00:34:32,767 --> 00:34:35,133 YEAH, NO, I DID CRY. CRIED A LOT. 535 00:34:35,233 --> 00:34:38,267 EAGLEMAN: AND THE EXPERIMENT DIDN'T STOP THERE. 536 00:34:38,367 --> 00:34:41,333 LOFTUS: THEY MAY START TO REMEMBER A LITTLE BIT ABOUT IT. 537 00:34:41,433 --> 00:34:43,467 BUT WHEN THEY COME BACK A WEEK LATER, 538 00:34:43,567 --> 00:34:45,567 THEY'RE STARTING TO REMEMBER MORE. 539 00:34:45,667 --> 00:34:50,067 MAYBE THEY'LL TALK ABOUT THE OLDER WOMAN WHO RESCUED THEM. 540 00:34:50,167 --> 00:34:52,800 I THINK I HEARD MY NAME OVER A LOUDSPEAKER. 541 00:34:54,100 --> 00:34:56,633 EAGLEMAN: OVER TIME, MORE AND MORE DETAIL 542 00:34:56,733 --> 00:34:59,900 CREPT INTO THEIR FALSE MEMORY. 543 00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:03,133 THE OLD LADY WAS WEARING THIS CRAZY HAT. 544 00:35:03,233 --> 00:35:05,533 I HAD MY FAVORITE TOY. 545 00:35:05,633 --> 00:35:08,133 MY MOM WAS SO MAD. 546 00:35:08,233 --> 00:35:11,167 THE INVENTION OF THESE NEW DETAILS THAT GO WAY BEYOND 547 00:35:11,267 --> 00:35:12,867 ANYTHING WE PRESENTED TO THEM 548 00:35:12,967 --> 00:35:14,600 AS COMING FROM THEIR MOTHER 549 00:35:14,700 --> 00:35:16,533 WERE PRETTY IMPRESSIVE TO US. 550 00:35:17,733 --> 00:35:20,567 EAGLEMAN: LOFTUS HAD DISCOVERED THAT NOT ONLY IS IT POSSIBLE 551 00:35:20,667 --> 00:35:24,467 TO IMPLANT ENTIRELY NEW MEMORIES IN THE BRAIN, 552 00:35:24,567 --> 00:35:27,733 WE NATURALLY EMBRACE AND EMBELLISH THEM-- 553 00:35:27,833 --> 00:35:33,300 UNKNOWINGLY WEAVING FANTASY INTO THE VERY FABRIC OF WHO WE ARE. 554 00:35:35,300 --> 00:35:39,800 AND WE'RE ALL SUSCEPTIBLE-- EVEN LOFTUS HERSELF. 555 00:35:42,733 --> 00:35:45,600 LOFTUS: MY MOTHER HAD DROWNED WHEN I WAS 14. 556 00:35:49,767 --> 00:35:53,867 AND YEARS LATER, I HAD GONE TO A BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION, 557 00:35:53,967 --> 00:36:00,900 AND ONE OF MY OTHER RELATIVES STARTED TO TALK ABOUT MY MOTHER. 558 00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:04,067 AND THIS RELATIVE STARTED TO TELL ME THAT 559 00:36:04,167 --> 00:36:05,333 I WAS THE ONE THAT FOUND 560 00:36:05,433 --> 00:36:07,367 MY MOTHER'S BODY IN THE SWIMMING POOL. 561 00:36:07,467 --> 00:36:09,333 AND HE WAS SO CONVINCING THAT 562 00:36:09,433 --> 00:36:10,833 I WENT HOME FROM THAT BIRTHDAY 563 00:36:10,933 --> 00:36:14,333 AND I STARTED TO THINK, MAYBE I DID. 564 00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:19,067 I STARTED TO THINK ABOUT OTHER THINGS THAT I DID REMEMBER, 565 00:36:19,167 --> 00:36:21,867 LIKE WHEN THE FIREMEN CAME, THEY GAVE ME OXYGEN, 566 00:36:21,967 --> 00:36:24,267 MAYBE I NEEDED THE OXYGEN 'CAUSE I WAS 567 00:36:24,367 --> 00:36:26,767 SO UPSET THAT I FOUND THE BODY 568 00:36:26,867 --> 00:36:31,567 AND I COULD ALMOST VISUALIZE MY MOTHER IN THE SWIMMING POOL. 569 00:36:33,767 --> 00:36:36,333 EAGLEMAN: BUT THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED THAT WOULD MAKE LOFTUS 570 00:36:36,433 --> 00:36:39,533 REALIZE HER MEMORY HAD BEEN TRICKED. 571 00:36:41,267 --> 00:36:43,267 LOFTUS: THE RELATIVE CALLED AND SAID, I MADE A MISTAKE, 572 00:36:43,367 --> 00:36:47,300 IT WASN'T YOU, IT WAS THE AUNT, WHO FOUND THE BODY. 573 00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:50,667 AND SO I THOUGHT, BOY, THAT'S, THAT'S WHAT IT FEELS LIKE, WHEN 574 00:36:50,767 --> 00:36:57,000 YOU'RE ON YOUR WAY TO DEVELOPING SUCH A RICH FALSE MEMORY. 575 00:37:00,400 --> 00:37:03,633 EAGLEMAN: OUR PAST IS NOT A FAITHFUL RECORD. 576 00:37:03,733 --> 00:37:05,767 INSTEAD IT'S A RECONSTRUCTION. 577 00:37:05,867 --> 00:37:07,933 IN PART IT'S A MYTHOLOGY. 578 00:37:08,033 --> 00:37:10,833 SO WHAT DOES THIS MEAN FOR WHO WE ARE? 579 00:37:10,933 --> 00:37:13,167 WELL, THINK ABOUT YOUR LIFE MEMORIES. 580 00:37:13,267 --> 00:37:15,100 NOT ALL THE DETAILS ARE ACCURATE. 581 00:37:15,200 --> 00:37:18,333 SOME CAME FROM THINGS THAT PEOPLE TOLD YOU ABOUT YOURSELF; 582 00:37:18,433 --> 00:37:20,233 OTHER DETAILS WERE FILLED IN BY 583 00:37:20,333 --> 00:37:22,633 WHAT YOU THINK MUST HAVE HAPPENED. 584 00:37:22,733 --> 00:37:24,000 BUT THAT'S OK. 585 00:37:24,100 --> 00:37:28,333 IT'S ALL PART OF THE EVOLVING STORY--THAT IS, YOU. 586 00:37:33,700 --> 00:37:37,233 SO WHY DO WE HAVE MEMORIES THAT ARE SO UNRELIABLE? 587 00:37:38,433 --> 00:37:40,033 WELL, AS STRANGE AS IT SOUNDS, 588 00:37:40,133 --> 00:37:43,267 MEMORY ISN'T JUST USED FOR RECORDING OUR PAST. 589 00:37:47,567 --> 00:37:50,300 IT ALSO SERVES ANOTHER IMPORTANT FUNCTION. 590 00:37:52,633 --> 00:37:56,233 THAT FUNCTION WOULD BE REVEALED BY A SINGULAR CASE 591 00:37:56,333 --> 00:37:58,800 THAT REVOLUTIONIZED NEUROSCIENCE. 592 00:38:06,867 --> 00:38:10,467 WOMAN: HOW LONG HAVE YOU HAD TROUBLE REMEMBERING THINGS? 593 00:38:10,567 --> 00:38:14,100 MAN: I DON'T KNOW MYSELF. I CAN'T TELL YOU 594 00:38:14,200 --> 00:38:15,733 BECAUSE I DON'T REMEMBER. 595 00:38:15,833 --> 00:38:17,767 WOMAN: BUT DO YOU THINK IT'S BEEN MORE THAN A YEAR 596 00:38:17,867 --> 00:38:19,400 THAT YOU'VE HAD THIS PROBLEM? 597 00:38:19,500 --> 00:38:23,167 MAN: I THINK ABOUT THAT...'CAUSE... 598 00:38:23,267 --> 00:38:28,267 THIS IS JUST A THOUGHT THAT I'M HAVING MYSELF THAT, ER... 599 00:38:28,367 --> 00:38:31,867 I POSSIBLY HAVE HAD AN OPERATION OR SOMETHING. 600 00:38:31,967 --> 00:38:35,167 EAGLEMAN: HENRY MOLAISON WAS BORN IN 1926. 601 00:38:36,233 --> 00:38:39,367 HIS EARLY LIFE WAS LIKE ANY OTHER YOUNG BOY'S, 602 00:38:39,467 --> 00:38:41,767 UNTIL HIS 10TH BIRTHDAY, WHEN HE SUFFERED 603 00:38:41,867 --> 00:38:44,367 HIS FIRST EPILEPTIC SEIZURE. 604 00:38:44,467 --> 00:38:47,567 BY 16, HIS EPILEPSY HAS WORSENED, 605 00:38:47,667 --> 00:38:51,267 AND BY 27, HE COULD NO LONGER FUNCTION NORMALLY. 606 00:38:52,600 --> 00:38:56,467 THESE MAJOR SEIZURES INCREASED IN FREQUENCY, 607 00:38:56,567 --> 00:39:00,533 UP TO THE POINT WHERE HIS LIFE WAS PRETTY MUCH ON HOLD. 608 00:39:01,733 --> 00:39:05,133 EAGLEMAN: HIS DOCTORS PROPOSED AN EXPERIMENTAL SURGERY 609 00:39:05,233 --> 00:39:06,733 THAT WOULD REMOVE THE HIPPOCAMPUS 610 00:39:06,833 --> 00:39:12,700 ON BOTH SIDES OF HENRY'S BRAIN-- LEAVING TWO YAWNING BLACK HOLES. 611 00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:17,500 CORKIN: THE OPERATION PROCEEDED WITHOUT INCIDENT, 612 00:39:17,600 --> 00:39:19,800 AND WITHIN A FEW DAYS, HE RECOVERED. 613 00:39:22,567 --> 00:39:24,533 EAGLEMAN: HENRY'S EPILEPSY WAS CURED. 614 00:39:25,433 --> 00:39:27,600 THAT WAS WHEN THEY REALIZED THAT 615 00:39:27,700 --> 00:39:29,300 HE COULDN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING. 616 00:39:31,533 --> 00:39:34,400 EAGLEMAN: FOR THE REMAINING 55 YEARS OF HIS LIFE, 617 00:39:34,500 --> 00:39:38,800 HE NEVER FORMED A SINGLE NEW LONG TERM MEMORY. 618 00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:48,067 AND THERE WAS SOMETHING MORE. 619 00:39:49,667 --> 00:39:51,767 CORKIN: WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'LL DO TOMORROW? 620 00:39:55,467 --> 00:39:57,267 MOLAISON: WHATEVER'S BENEFICIAL. 621 00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:02,033 YOU MIGHT THINK WHEN YOU SAID--SAY TO HIM, 622 00:40:02,133 --> 00:40:03,700 "WHAT--WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'LL DO TOMORROW?" 623 00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:07,033 HE MIGHT SAY, "WELL, YOU KNOW, I'LL GET UP, ERM, AS USUAL 624 00:40:07,133 --> 00:40:10,433 AND, ER, GET DRESSED AND SHAVE AND HAVE BREAKFAST," 625 00:40:10,533 --> 00:40:12,467 BUT HE DIDN'T EVEN COME UP WITH THAT. 626 00:40:12,567 --> 00:40:16,700 IT WAS LIKE HE WAS ABSOLUTELY STUCK IN THE PRESENT MOMENT. 627 00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:20,700 EAGLEMAN: HENRY MOLAISON'S MISFORTUNE 628 00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:22,733 HAD REVEALED SOMETHING PROFOUND. 629 00:40:24,300 --> 00:40:28,600 THE BRAIN AREAS THAT UNDERLINE MEMORY ARE THE SAME AS THOSE 630 00:40:28,700 --> 00:40:32,700 THAT ARE USED TO SIMULATE WHAT'S COMING NEXT. 631 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:37,733 BOTH THE PAST AND THE FUTURE ARE CREATIONS IN THE BRAIN. 632 00:40:38,867 --> 00:40:43,800 WHO WE ARE AT ANY MOMENT IN TIME IS AN ONGOING NARRATIVE. 633 00:40:48,533 --> 00:40:51,433 AS WE LIVE LONGER THAN EVER BEFORE, 634 00:40:51,533 --> 00:40:55,200 THIS PRESENTS REAL PROBLEMS FOR BRAIN HEALTH. 635 00:40:55,300 --> 00:40:57,933 DISEASES LIKE ALZHEIMER'S AND PARKINSON'S 636 00:40:58,033 --> 00:41:02,100 ATTACK OUR BRAIN TISSUE AND WITH IT, WHO WE ARE. 637 00:41:04,333 --> 00:41:07,367 BUT IN THE SAME WAY THAT YOUR ENVIRONMENT AND BEHAVIOR 638 00:41:07,467 --> 00:41:09,967 SHAPE YOUR BRAIN WHEN YOU'RE YOUNGER, 639 00:41:10,067 --> 00:41:12,800 THEY'RE JUST AS IMPORTANT IN YOUR LATER YEARS. 640 00:41:18,167 --> 00:41:19,267 EAGLEMAN: IF YOU DON'T MIND ME ASKING, 641 00:41:19,367 --> 00:41:20,600 HOW OLD ARE YOU THIS YEAR? 642 00:41:20,700 --> 00:41:22,300 OH, I'M JUST 94. 643 00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:25,500 OK. FOR HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN HERE? 644 00:41:25,600 --> 00:41:27,967 WELL, I'VE BEEN IN THE CONVENT OVER 70 YEARS. 645 00:41:28,067 --> 00:41:31,400 DO PEOPLE LIVE UNTIL THEIR 100S? 646 00:41:31,500 --> 00:41:34,567 WE HAD ONE I KNOW THAT WENT OVER 100. 647 00:41:34,667 --> 00:41:37,500 HOW WAS SHE DOING COGNITIVELY, AT THAT AGE? 648 00:41:37,600 --> 00:41:39,467 SHE WAS VERY SMART. 649 00:41:39,567 --> 00:41:40,400 SHE WAS VERY SMART--OK! 650 00:41:40,500 --> 00:41:41,700 SHE SURE WAS, AND SHE DIDN'T 651 00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:45,067 MISS ANYTHING... QUITE ALERT! 652 00:41:46,400 --> 00:41:49,033 EAGLEMAN: ACROSS THE U.S., MORE THAN 1,200 653 00:41:49,133 --> 00:41:52,133 NUNS, PRIESTS, AND BROTHERS HAVE BEEN TAKING PART 654 00:41:52,233 --> 00:41:56,733 IN A UNIQUE RESEARCH STUDY EXPLORING THE EFFECTS OF 655 00:41:56,833 --> 00:41:58,600 AGING ON THE BRAIN. 656 00:41:59,933 --> 00:42:01,200 WOMAN: THEY REALLY FIGURED THE SISTERS 657 00:42:01,300 --> 00:42:04,267 ARE A GOOD STUDY GROUP BECAUSE WE'RE KIND OF STABLE. 658 00:42:04,367 --> 00:42:06,167 YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND US. 659 00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:10,500 EAGLEMAN: EACH YEAR, THE PARTICIPANTS HAVE TO PROVIDE 660 00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:14,167 DETAILED RECORDS OF HOW THEY SPEND THEIR TIME. 661 00:42:14,267 --> 00:42:17,367 THEY ALSO COMMIT TO EXTENSIVE PHYSICAL, GENETIC, 662 00:42:17,467 --> 00:42:21,567 AND COGNITIVE TESTS, AND IT DOESN'T END THERE. 663 00:42:22,733 --> 00:42:26,067 WOMAN: WHEN I FIRST HEARD ABOUT THE STUDY, I SAID...WELL, 664 00:42:26,167 --> 00:42:29,333 EVEN AFTER I DIE [LAUGHS], 665 00:42:29,433 --> 00:42:32,133 WHATEVER I'M CONTRIBUTING CAN STILL GO ON. 666 00:42:33,100 --> 00:42:35,733 EAGLEMAN: AFTER THEY DIE, ALL THE PARTICIPANTS 667 00:42:35,833 --> 00:42:38,767 WILL GIVE UP...THEIR BRAINS. 668 00:42:41,433 --> 00:42:46,133 MY STAFF IN CHICAGO IS ON CALL 24 HOURS A DAY, 7 DAYS A WEEK. 669 00:42:46,233 --> 00:42:49,300 WHEN SOMEONE DIES IN NEW YORK, THEY CALL US. 670 00:42:50,533 --> 00:42:53,400 EAGLEMAN: THE RESEARCHERS CAREFULLY EXAMINE THE BRAINS 671 00:42:53,500 --> 00:42:56,100 FOR THE TELL-TALE MICROSCOPIC EVIDENCE 672 00:42:56,200 --> 00:42:58,633 OF AGE-RELATED BRAIN DISEASE. 673 00:43:01,600 --> 00:43:04,067 THEY'RE LOOKING TO ESTABLISH LINKS BETWEEN 674 00:43:04,167 --> 00:43:08,367 BRAIN DEGENERATION AND COGNITIVE PERFORMANCE. 675 00:43:08,467 --> 00:43:12,567 BUT THE FIRST SET OF RESULTS WAS ENTIRELY UNEXPECTED. 676 00:43:14,100 --> 00:43:16,733 BENNETT: WHEN WE FIRST STARTED PUBLISHING IT, 677 00:43:16,833 --> 00:43:18,667 A LOT OF PEOPLE WERE SURPRISED. 678 00:43:19,667 --> 00:43:21,567 EAGLEMAN: IT TURNED OUT THAT NEARLY A THIRD 679 00:43:21,667 --> 00:43:25,267 OF THE BRAINS TESTED HAD CHARACTERISTIC SIGNS OF 680 00:43:25,367 --> 00:43:27,300 FULL-BLOWN ALZHEIMER'S. 681 00:43:28,367 --> 00:43:35,000 ALL: * WHEN I FALL ON MY KNEES.... * 682 00:43:35,100 --> 00:43:37,467 EAGLEMAN: BUT THE COGNITIVE TESTS REVEALED THAT 683 00:43:37,567 --> 00:43:40,633 THE BRAIN OWNERS HAD SHOWN NO SYMPTOMS 684 00:43:40,733 --> 00:43:42,767 OF THIS TERRIBLE DISEASE. 685 00:43:42,867 --> 00:43:47,100 THEIR BRAINS WERE SICK, YET THEY REMAINED UNAFFECTED. 686 00:43:48,867 --> 00:43:51,667 IT DIDN'T MAKE SENSE. WHAT HAD HAPPENED? 687 00:43:54,533 --> 00:44:00,300 I HAVE A GAME ON MY SMARTPHONE--RUZZLE. [LAUGHS] 688 00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:01,867 WOMAN: AND SOME OF OUR SISTERS 689 00:44:01,967 --> 00:44:06,367 HAVE BEEN INVOLVED IN TEACHING, NURSING... 690 00:44:06,467 --> 00:44:08,367 EAGLEMAN: HAVING RESPONSIBILITIES, 691 00:44:08,467 --> 00:44:12,267 LEARNING NEW SKILLS, KEEPING THE BRAIN ACTIVE, 692 00:44:12,367 --> 00:44:13,967 THIS WAS PROTECTING THE NUNS 693 00:44:14,067 --> 00:44:17,800 FROM THE COGNITIVE SYMPTOMS OF THE DISEASE. 694 00:44:17,900 --> 00:44:20,667 I AM INTERESTED VERY MUCH IN SCIENCE. 695 00:44:20,767 --> 00:44:22,833 I LOVE SCRABBLE. 696 00:44:22,933 --> 00:44:25,333 I DRIVE THE SISTERS TO THE DOCTORS. 697 00:44:27,033 --> 00:44:29,667 ...MASS EVERY DAY, AND IF I DIDN'T HAVE THAT 698 00:44:29,767 --> 00:44:32,400 I'D BE... COMPLETELY NUTS. 699 00:44:32,500 --> 00:44:35,500 EAGLEMAN: EVEN AS PARTS OF THE BRAIN TISSUE DEGENERATE, 700 00:44:35,600 --> 00:44:37,800 MENTAL AND PHYSICAL ACTIVITY CAN BUILD 701 00:44:37,900 --> 00:44:40,667 NEW PATHWAYS FOR SOLVING PROBLEMS. 702 00:44:42,533 --> 00:44:45,567 THIS IS CALLED "COGNITIVE RESERVE." 703 00:44:50,867 --> 00:44:53,667 THINK OF THE BRAIN LIKE A TOOL BOX. 704 00:44:53,767 --> 00:44:56,133 IF IT'S A GOOD TOOL BOX, YOU HAVE ALL THE TOOLS YOU NEED, 705 00:44:56,233 --> 00:45:00,167 SO I MIGHT CHOOSE A RATCHET TO DISENGAGE THIS BOLT HERE. 706 00:45:00,267 --> 00:45:03,067 BUT WHAT IF I DIDN'T HAVE ACCESS TO THIS RATCHET? 707 00:45:03,167 --> 00:45:05,000 I MIGHT BE ABLE TO FIND SOMETHING ELSE, 708 00:45:05,100 --> 00:45:07,267 LIKE THIS WRENCH WOULD DO THE TRICK. 709 00:45:07,367 --> 00:45:10,733 AND IF I DIDN'T HAVE THE WRENCH, I COULD FIND SOMETHING ELSE, 710 00:45:10,833 --> 00:45:13,167 LIKE THIS ADJUSTABLE WRENCH. 711 00:45:13,267 --> 00:45:17,833 AND IT'S THE SAME IDEA IN AN ACTIVE, COGNITIVELY FIT BRAIN. 712 00:45:17,933 --> 00:45:20,967 EVEN AS PARTS OF THE BRAIN DEGENERATE, 713 00:45:21,067 --> 00:45:23,200 THE BRAIN CAN FIND OTHER SOLUTIONS. 714 00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:29,000 BY MAKING SURE OUR MENTAL TOOL BOX 715 00:45:29,100 --> 00:45:31,867 IS EQUIPPED WITH A VARIETY OF WORKING TOOLS, 716 00:45:31,967 --> 00:45:36,533 WE MAY BE ABLE TO SLOW DOWN THE EFFECTS OF OUR AGING BRAINS 717 00:45:36,633 --> 00:45:39,767 AND HOLD ON TO WHO WE ARE FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE. 718 00:45:42,600 --> 00:45:47,100 BUT WHO WE ARE IS MORE THAN JUST THE TASKS WE CAN ACCOMPLISH. 719 00:45:48,800 --> 00:45:51,400 THERE'S SOMETHING ELSE-- SOMETHING THAT'S PERHAPS 720 00:45:51,500 --> 00:45:55,667 THE GREATEST MYSTERY ABOUT HOW THE BRAIN WORKS. 721 00:45:55,767 --> 00:46:00,000 IT'S THE SENSE OF "I," OF "ME." 722 00:46:02,200 --> 00:46:04,300 I AM A CONSCIOUS BEING. 723 00:46:04,400 --> 00:46:05,967 WHEN I THINK ABOUT WHO I AM, 724 00:46:06,067 --> 00:46:07,700 IT'S TAKING PLACE INSIDE THIS HEAD, 725 00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:11,300 THROUGH THESE EYES, FROM THIS PARTICULAR POINT OF VIEW. 726 00:46:14,067 --> 00:46:17,500 CONSCIOUS EXPERIENCE IS AT ONCE THE MOST FAMILIAR 727 00:46:17,600 --> 00:46:21,667 AND THE MOST PERPLEXING ASPECT OF OUR IDENTITY. 728 00:46:24,533 --> 00:46:27,200 HOW DOES THE PHYSICAL STUFF OF THE BRAIN 729 00:46:27,300 --> 00:46:31,733 EQUAL THE MENTAL EXPERIENCE OF BEING A CONSCIOUS HUMAN? 730 00:46:33,967 --> 00:46:37,200 HOW DO BILLIONS OF BRAIN CELLS PRODUCE 731 00:46:37,300 --> 00:46:40,033 THE EXTRAORDINARY, UNIQUE FEELING 732 00:46:40,133 --> 00:46:43,733 OF BEING ALIVE, OF BEING ME? 733 00:46:44,900 --> 00:46:48,067 I'M MADE UP OF 100 BILLION NEURONS. 734 00:46:48,167 --> 00:46:50,833 AND WHEN I DIE, THEY'LL STILL BE THERE. 735 00:46:50,933 --> 00:46:53,933 BUT I WON'T BE ME ANYMORE; I'LL BE DEAD. 736 00:46:54,033 --> 00:46:56,700 SO THAT MEANS WHO I AM IS NOT ABOUT 737 00:46:56,800 --> 00:46:58,433 THE EXISTENCE OF THE NEURONS-- 738 00:46:58,533 --> 00:47:01,900 IT'S ABOUT WHAT THEY DO AND HOW THEY INTERACT. 739 00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:03,967 IMAGINE THAT THE NEURONS IN YOUR BRAIN 740 00:47:04,067 --> 00:47:06,967 ARE LIKE A COLLECTION OF DRUMMERS. 741 00:47:07,067 --> 00:47:09,167 [PLAYING DRUMBEATS] 742 00:47:12,700 --> 00:47:16,033 IF EACH DRUMMER PLAYS COMPLETELY INDEPENDENTLY, 743 00:47:16,133 --> 00:47:19,633 THE NOISE THAT EMERGES IS JUST THAT--NOISE. 744 00:47:23,633 --> 00:47:26,200 BUT IF THEY START LISTENING TO ONE ANOTHER, 745 00:47:26,300 --> 00:47:28,533 SOMETHING MORE EMERGES. 746 00:47:34,100 --> 00:47:38,500 OUT OF CACOPHONY APPEARS A RHYTHM, A PERFORMANCE-- 747 00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:41,933 A COMPLEX INTERACTION IN WHICH ALL THE DRUMMERS ARE PLAYING 748 00:47:42,033 --> 00:47:45,633 BOTH AS INDIVIDUALS AND AS SOMETHING GREATER. 749 00:47:47,800 --> 00:47:52,067 AND IN THE SAME WAY, THIS IS HOW THE EXPERIENCE OF CONSCIOUSNESS 750 00:47:52,167 --> 00:47:54,133 ARISES IN THE BRAIN. 751 00:47:55,167 --> 00:47:59,400 BILLIONS OF INTERACTING NEURONS WORK IN CONCERT-- 752 00:47:59,500 --> 00:48:01,933 AND UNDER THE RIGHT CIRCUMSTANCES, 753 00:48:02,033 --> 00:48:03,967 THEY HIT A SWEET SPOT. 754 00:48:04,067 --> 00:48:08,133 THE PLACE WHERE THE SINGULAR, PRIVATE EXPERIENCE 755 00:48:08,233 --> 00:48:11,033 OF BEING YOU EMERGES. 756 00:48:15,267 --> 00:48:17,667 CONSCIOUSNESS IS A PERFORMANCE OUR BRAIN 757 00:48:17,767 --> 00:48:20,267 PUTS ON FOR US THROUGHOUT OUR DAY. 758 00:48:24,467 --> 00:48:27,300 BUT THERE COMES A TIME-- IN FACT, ONCE A DAY-- 759 00:48:27,400 --> 00:48:30,067 WHEN THE CHARACTER OF THAT DRUMMING CHANGES 760 00:48:30,167 --> 00:48:32,333 AND IT TAKES ME WITH IT. 761 00:48:32,433 --> 00:48:34,100 THE BEST WAY FOR ME TO SHOW YOU HOW 762 00:48:34,200 --> 00:48:35,633 IS FOR ME TO GO TO SLEEP. 763 00:48:39,200 --> 00:48:40,533 WEARING THIS. 764 00:48:43,033 --> 00:48:46,867 I'M WEARING AN ELECTRO-ENCEPHALOGRAM--OR EEG. 765 00:48:46,967 --> 00:48:51,200 IT RECORDS MY BRAIN'S ACTIVITY, GIVING AN IDEA OF HOW MY NEURONS 766 00:48:51,300 --> 00:48:54,000 ARE INTERACTING WHILE I SLEEP. 767 00:48:58,133 --> 00:49:01,000 WHEN YOU GO TO SLEEP, YOUR BODY SEEMS TO SHUT DOWN, 768 00:49:01,100 --> 00:49:03,633 SO YOU MIGHT THINK THAT THE DRUM BEAT IN YOUR BRAIN 769 00:49:03,733 --> 00:49:05,033 WOULD DO THE SAME. 770 00:49:09,200 --> 00:49:11,500 BUT THE REALITY IS QUITE DIFFERENT. 771 00:49:13,800 --> 00:49:15,033 SO AT THE BEGINNING OF THE NIGHT, 772 00:49:15,133 --> 00:49:17,967 THIS WAS MY BRAIN ACTIVITY: I WAS STILL AWAKE. 773 00:49:18,067 --> 00:49:21,267 BUT IF I GO A LITTLE BIT LATER, I HAVE ACTIVITY 774 00:49:21,367 --> 00:49:23,100 THAT LOOKS AS THOUGH I'M STILL AWAKE, 775 00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:26,300 BUT IN FACT I WASN'T, I WAS IN DREAM SLEEP HERE. 776 00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:29,033 WHICH IS A FORM OF CONSCIOUSNESS, 777 00:49:29,133 --> 00:49:31,033 FULL OF VISION AND SOUNDS, 778 00:49:31,133 --> 00:49:34,867 AND STRANGE SITUATIONS AND MAGNIFIED EMOTIONS. 779 00:49:34,967 --> 00:49:38,067 IT'S ME, BUT A BIZARRE FORM OF ME. 780 00:49:38,167 --> 00:49:40,067 BUT THINGS GET STRANGER. 781 00:49:40,167 --> 00:49:43,233 AT THIS PART OF THE NIGHT, I'M IN DEEP SLEEP. 782 00:49:45,100 --> 00:49:48,433 MY BRAIN IS STILL THERE, AND IT'S STILL ACTIVE, 783 00:49:48,533 --> 00:49:50,533 BUT I AM GONE. 784 00:49:53,267 --> 00:49:57,333 IN DEEP SLEEP, OUR NEURONS BECOME MORE SYNCHRONIZED. 785 00:49:59,167 --> 00:50:03,100 IT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR A COMPLEX RHYTHM TO EMERGE FROM THIS. 786 00:50:03,967 --> 00:50:06,033 WHICH MEANS, IN THIS BRAIN STATE, 787 00:50:06,133 --> 00:50:09,000 THERE'S NO HOPE OF CONSCIOUS EXPERIENCE. 788 00:50:10,967 --> 00:50:14,767 NO IDENTITY, NO PERSONALITY, NOTHING. 789 00:50:19,167 --> 00:50:22,567 I AM THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN MY NEURONS. 790 00:50:22,667 --> 00:50:25,900 CHANGE THEIR INTERACTION JUST A LITTLE BIT AND I FIND MYSELF 791 00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:29,000 IN A DREAM WORLD, OR I DISAPPEAR. 792 00:50:30,933 --> 00:50:32,667 OR I RETURN. 793 00:50:32,767 --> 00:50:36,267 WHEN THE NEURONS FIND THEMSELVES BACK IN THEIR PROPER RHYTHM, 794 00:50:36,367 --> 00:50:39,233 I MIRACULOUSLY COME BACK ONLINE. 795 00:50:41,933 --> 00:50:44,867 CONSCIOUSNESS IN THE SENSE OF BEING "ME" 796 00:50:44,967 --> 00:50:49,633 SOMEHOW EMERGES FROM THE COMPLEX RHYTHMS OF OUR NEURONS FIRING. 797 00:50:55,633 --> 00:50:59,167 BUT WHY CONSCIOUSNESS EMERGES AT ALL 798 00:50:59,267 --> 00:51:02,633 STILL REMAINS ONE OF THE GREAT UNSOLVED MYSTERIES 799 00:51:02,733 --> 00:51:04,067 OF MODERN SCIENCE. 800 00:51:05,733 --> 00:51:08,533 AFTER I FINISHED GRADUATE SCHOOL, I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY 801 00:51:08,633 --> 00:51:10,533 TO WORK WITH ONE OF MY SCIENTIFIC HEROES, 802 00:51:10,633 --> 00:51:13,067 FRANCIS CRICK, WHO HAD CO-DISCOVERED 803 00:51:13,167 --> 00:51:15,533 THE STRUCTURE OF DNA. 804 00:51:15,633 --> 00:51:18,800 BY THE TIME I MET HIM, HE HAD TURNED HIS ATTENTION TO 805 00:51:18,900 --> 00:51:20,000 THE QUESTION OF CONSCIOUSNESS-- 806 00:51:20,100 --> 00:51:22,933 WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE ANYTHING TO BE ALIVE. 807 00:51:23,033 --> 00:51:24,900 AND I REMEMBER WHEN I WENT INTO HIS OFFICE 808 00:51:25,000 --> 00:51:26,700 THAT HE HAD A LOT OF WRITING ON THE CHALKBOARD, 809 00:51:26,800 --> 00:51:29,400 BUT THERE WAS ONE WORD THAT WAS WRITTEN IN THE MIDDLE 810 00:51:29,500 --> 00:51:31,300 AND IT WAS BIGGER THAN THE REST. 811 00:51:31,400 --> 00:51:33,567 AND THAT WORD WAS "MEANING." 812 00:51:33,667 --> 00:51:34,767 YOU SEE, WE KNOW A LOT ABOUT 813 00:51:34,867 --> 00:51:37,933 THE MECHANICS OF NEURONS AND NETWORKS AND BRAIN REGIONS, 814 00:51:38,033 --> 00:51:40,233 BUT WHAT WE DON'T KNOW ABOUT THOSE SIGNALS 815 00:51:40,333 --> 00:51:44,133 COURSING AROUND IN THE BRAIN IS WHY WE CARE ABOUT ANY OF THEM. 816 00:51:44,233 --> 00:51:46,567 WHY ANYTHING CARRIES MEANING. 817 00:51:48,133 --> 00:51:50,933 HOW CAN THE PHYSICAL CELLS IN MY BRAIN 818 00:51:51,033 --> 00:51:54,033 CAUSE ME TO CARE ABOUT ANYTHING? 819 00:51:55,333 --> 00:51:57,467 THE MEANING PROBLEM IS NOT YET SOLVED. 820 00:51:57,567 --> 00:51:59,533 BUT HERE'S WHAT I THINK WE CAN SAY: 821 00:51:59,633 --> 00:52:02,300 THE MEANING OF SOMETHING TO YOU IS ALL ABOUT 822 00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:04,800 YOUR WEB OF ASSOCIATIONS, BASED ON 823 00:52:04,900 --> 00:52:07,533 YOUR WHOLE HISTORY OF EXPERIENCES. 824 00:52:07,633 --> 00:52:10,200 JUST IMAGINE I WERE TO TAKE A PIECE OF CLOTH 825 00:52:10,300 --> 00:52:11,667 AND PUT SOME COLORED PIGMENTS ON IT, 826 00:52:11,767 --> 00:52:14,367 AND THEN PUT THAT IN FRONT OF YOUR VISUAL SYSTEM. 827 00:52:14,467 --> 00:52:16,033 IS THAT LIKELY TO TRIGGER MEMORIES 828 00:52:16,133 --> 00:52:17,900 AND FIRE UP YOUR IMAGINATION? 829 00:52:18,000 --> 00:52:21,567 WELL, PROBABLY NOT, BECAUSE IT'S JUST A PIECE OF CLOTH, RIGHT? 830 00:52:26,700 --> 00:52:29,267 HERE IT IS--PIGMENTS ARRANGED ON A CLOTH 831 00:52:29,367 --> 00:52:31,733 IN THE PATTERN OF A NATIONAL FLAG. 832 00:52:35,933 --> 00:52:38,567 PRESUMABLY THIS TRIGGERS SOMETHING FOR YOU-- 833 00:52:38,667 --> 00:52:42,367 BUT THE MEANING IS UNIQUE TO YOUR HISTORY OF EXPERIENCES. 834 00:52:46,567 --> 00:52:50,167 WE DON'T PERCEIVE OBJECTS AS THEY ARE. 835 00:52:50,267 --> 00:52:52,733 WE PERCEIVE THEM AS WE ARE. 836 00:52:56,167 --> 00:52:58,300 EACH OF US IS ON OUR OWN TRAJECTORY-- 837 00:52:58,400 --> 00:53:02,533 STEERED BY OUR GENES AND OUR EXPERIENCES--AND AS A RESULT, 838 00:53:02,633 --> 00:53:06,100 EVERY BRAIN HAS A DIFFERENT NEURAL REALITY. 839 00:53:06,200 --> 00:53:10,067 BRAINS END UP BEING AS UNIQUE AS SNOWFLAKES. 840 00:53:12,900 --> 00:53:16,300 YOUR STORY PLAYS OUT ACROSS A LIFETIME. 841 00:53:16,400 --> 00:53:18,433 TRILLIONS OF NEW CONNECTIONS ARE 842 00:53:18,533 --> 00:53:21,433 CONTINUALLY FORMING AND RE-FORMING 843 00:53:21,533 --> 00:53:27,233 AS WE LEARN AND CREATE MEMORIES, AND BECOME WHO WE ARE. 844 00:53:28,533 --> 00:53:33,100 THE UNIQUE CONNECTIONS IN YOUR BRAIN MEAN NO ONE LIKE YOU 845 00:53:33,200 --> 00:53:34,667 HAS EVER EXISTED... 846 00:53:38,067 --> 00:53:40,267 OR WILL EVER EXIST AGAIN. 847 00:53:41,433 --> 00:53:44,500 FOR ME, THE WONDER OF THE HUMAN BRAIN IS THAT 848 00:53:44,600 --> 00:53:48,167 FROM A VAST NETWORK OF PHYSICAL PIECES AND PARTS, 849 00:53:48,267 --> 00:53:52,800 THE EXPERIENCE OF BEING YOU-- OR ME--EMERGES. 850 00:53:52,900 --> 00:53:57,033 AND BECAUSE THE PHYSICAL STUFF IS CHANGING, WE ARE, TOO. 851 00:53:57,133 --> 00:53:58,600 WE'RE NOT FIXED. 852 00:53:58,700 --> 00:54:02,633 FROM CRADLE TO GRAVE, WE ARE WORKS IN PROGRESS. 69280

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