Original subtitles

If you're on Yesler Way, you're not seeing

a whole lotta traffic right now. It's a little bit early.

But as the day gets nicer, you can expect that to pick up

since people are now allowed to head out

and hike and fish and hunt.

Um, WSDOT is saying numbers show there has been

a slight uptick in traffic on state highways

if we compare the last Thursday of April

to the first Thursday of May.

Has even had to turn on ramp meters again in some areas,

we are still seeing a significant decrease

compared to where we were this time last year.

But as more modifications are made to the "Stay home, stay healthy" order,

WSDOT says you can expect to see traffic patterns moving up.

You'll see more sectors, uh, getting back to work.

Uh, you're gonna see more demand on...

There's still a significant decrease from...

♪ You look like ♪

♪ An ordinary soul ♪

♪ Still I can hear the hell ♪

♪ In your hello ♪

♪ I can hear the hell ♪

♪ In your hello ♪

♪ Still I'm fool enough to take you back ♪

♪ I can't say no ♪

♪ Surely you are the devil ♪

♪ When you smile... ♪

Cash or card?

Account.

- In your brother's name, right? - Yeah.

How's your dad?

Fuckin' strokes.

That's what you fuckin' get,

smoke and drink your whole life.

"Don't let anybody tell you

that a lake is a fuckin' ocean."

Ow.

It's, "Never let someone tell you

if something's an ocean, it's a fuckin' lake."

"Never let anyone tell you that something's an ocean

when it's a fuckin' lake.

Never let..." "...anyone tell you

that something's an ocean when it's a fucking lake."

Ian, it's your brother. Pick up the phone.

We're taking the 6:30 ferry.

We're getting takeout, so let us know what you want.

I'm gonna keep calling until you pick up.

Just do noodles and rice.

Okay, so Chinese. You want, uh, won't on or hot and sour?

I can get both.

- I don't fuckin' care. - Okay, we'll surprise you.

David Yelks had a stroke.

Do you remember David?

You met him. He owns the market.

All right.

Oh, I have another one.

All right. Uh, okay. Oh.

Uh, how do you make Martha Stewart scream t...

How do you make Martha Stewart scream twice in one hour?

You fuck her in the ass and then ya wipe your dick on her curtains.

Come on. That's fucking funny. That's a funny joke.

You, you're an asshole.

Here's a joke you can tell.

Guy walks into the bar with an octopus under his arm

and slaps it down on the bar and says,

"Bartender, I bet you a day's worth of drinks

that this octopus can play any fuckin' instrument you got in this here fuckin' bar."

Bartender says.

"An octopus that can play any instrument that I might have in this bar?"

You're on, chump.

"You start with that piano over in the corner."

"That stand-up piano?" "Yeah, that stand-up piano."

Takes the octopus over to the stand-up piano.

He does a little warm-up, does a little Pinetop Perkins,

does a little Duke Ellington, plays what-have-you.

Blows the bartender's socks off.

Bartender says, "Holy shit. Hold on.

Lemme go in the back. I've got some other instruments."

Comes out with a guitar.

Fuckin' octopus tunes it up,

plays a little Django Reinhardt,

plays a little Stevie Ray Vaughan,

plays a little acoustic, what-have-you.

Anything you want to hear,

this octopus'll pl... fuckin' play it.

The guy with the octopus is like, "All right,

are you convinced? I'd like a drink please."

Bartender says, "Hold your fuckin' horses,

Mr. Octopus Man.

I got a whole lotta shit in the back."

Over the course of the next couple hours, he comes back with a drum kit.

He comes back with a cello,

He comes back with a harmonica.

He comes back with a penny whistle.

He comes back with a bassoon.

Finally, it's gettin' close to, like, sunset

when the happy hour customers are gonna come in.

The b... the guy with the octopus is like, "Listen, man.

This octopus can play anything. I told ya."

Bartender goes.

"I got one more instrument,

and I'm gonna go get it, and I'm gonna bring it to you,

"and I'mma give it to your fuckin' octopus."

He goes in the back and he comes out with a bagpipe.

He lays the bagpipes out on the bar in front of the octopus.

He says, "Play that bagpipe, octopus."

Octopus walks up to it,

lifts up one of the pipes, drops it down.

Pokes the bag, drops it.

Goes around the other side of the bagpipe,

lifts up the pipe, plops it down.

The guy with the octopus is like.

"Dude, are you gonna play this or what?"

And the octopus looks at him and goes, "Play it?

If I could get its fuckin' pajamas off, I'd fuck it!"

That's so long to be that bad.

I know, but that's what makes it beautiful.

No, it's not what makes it beautiful,

it's what makes it stupid.

Is that any good?

You gave it to me.

You said that I was the lighthouse.

No, that doesn't sound like me.

Are you lonely?

I'm never lonely when I'm with you.

You know I'm not really here.

I'm somewhere else, entirely.

There he is.

You just get up?

I am walking into this grocery store

and there is this fucking cop

who, like, looks me dead in the eye. And I walk up to him

and I say, "Officer, where is the ATM?

'Cause I don't know how to get there."

And he says to me, "Oh, yeah.

It's one block down, seven blocks north."

I see it over his motherfucking shoulder,

and I say to him, "Thank you, Officer.

And by the way, no one ever said, 'Fuck the Fire Department'."

Oh, but seriously, guys. I am from the South.

You can be the biggest cocksucker in seven counties, you still know,

- don't hold hands at the grocery store. - We live on The Hill.

- Okay. There are armed... - In a luxury condo with security

- on Capitol Hill. - Crazy people everywhere.

Do you think I wanna watch you die in an aisle

all 'cause some crazy redneck talks to Jesus on the telephone?

I didn't know you could talk to Jesus on the telephone.

You thought about summer?

La pastasciutta, le tette grandi.

Come on, man.

There's soap on 'em.

If you hate it, I'll fly you back.

- I can have Mona come every day. - No.

- She comes too much. - Once a week, bare minimum

because... it's squalor without her.

If I'm over there and I get a call...

- You won't. - I can't come back fast enough.

Think about it.

I love you.

Hemingway wasn't a hero at the end of his life.

Love you.

♪ When I die and they lay me to rest ♪

♪ Gonna go to the place that's the best ♪

♪ When I lay me down to die ♪

♪ Goin' up to the spirit in the sky ♪

♪ Goin' up to the spirit in the sky ♪ - ♪ Spirit in the sky ♪

♪ That's where I'm gonna go when I die ♪ - ♪ When I die ♪

♪ When I die and they lay me to rest ♪

♪ I'm gonna go to the place that's the best ♪

♪ Prepare yourself You know it's a must ♪

♪ Gotta have a friend in Jesus ♪

♪ So you know that when you die ♪

♪ He's gonna recommend you to the spirit... ♪

My mom used to laugh.

She'd be like, "Name one kid,

name one person you know who made it out."

I'd be like, "Beth."

My sisters."

Beth's my big sister. A light.

And Joy

her howl.

My two sisters.

They're my heart.

She said that didn't count.

"Your sisters don't count."

So me, you fuckin' bitch, I made it outta there.

I'm pregnant.

I wish it was yours.

You can live here.

Get a job on the island.

Take the kid to the beach.

See whales.

I wish that...

No, you don't.

Yeah, I do.

I do. I wish that I loved you like that.

Still haven't seen a whale.

If it's a boy, I'm gonna name it after you.

This fuckin' life.

"My mom always said," You can take the girl outta Michigan,

but you can't take the Michigan out of the girl."

Aw, I had to come all the way to Seattle

to find out how fuckin' Michigan I am.

- Oh, this fuckin' life is so fuckin' horrible. - Hmm.

That's what makes it beautiful.

- That's not what makes it fuckin' beautiful. - It is.

I'm not bein' funny. It's what makes it beautiful.

You have to be patient.

Look where we are.

It reveals itself slowly. You have to be patient.

It's like a Polaroid.

It's like a Polaroid picture.

It reveals itself slowly.

You just have to be patient.

That's so long to be that bad.

I know, but that's what makes it beautiful.

No, it's not what makes it beautiful,

- it's what makes it stupid. - I'll let you sit with it for a while.

I'll let you sit with it for a while, and then come back and tell me I'm wrong.

I dare ya.

♪ Clouds bring darkness now ♪

♪ I can hardly see ♪

♪ Can't pick cotton now ♪

♪ Life seems mean to me ♪

♪ Cold, it looks like rain... ♪

You're bleeding.

♪ Walk inside my door ♪

♪ Feelin' tired and poor ♪

♪ My bones are racked with pain ♪

♪ Can't take anymore... ♪

Um... keep 'em.

♪ Ain't that rain? ♪

How ya been?

♪ Children sick and hungry... ♪

I always got, um, a spot at the bar,

you wanna come by.

Throw some darts.

I'm sorry

about Joy.

Is the funeral in Michigan?

Fuck no. [Exhales] Chicago.

Really, it is good to see you.

♪ I bet you think you know the way ♪

♪ I bet you think you know all the routes to sail ♪

♪ As I set out to sea ♪

♪ With just a handful of those who say hello ♪

♪ I'm a sailin' man ♪

♪ I sail as far as I can ♪

♪ I'm a free white soul ♪

♪ I'm just as young as I'm old ♪

♪ You don't belong Do ya see? ♪

♪ I'm back at your door Please let me in ♪

♪ I saw that little smile playin' on your face ♪

♪ You knew I'd come running back to your side ♪

♪ But if you find it in your heart to love me still ♪

♪ I'll never be sorry ♪

♪ I forgot about my pride ♪

♪ I'm back just like I never been away ♪

♪ I'm back and you gotta let me stay ♪

♪ Though you warned me not to try ♪

♪ To see you again ♪

♪ I'm back at your door ♪

♪ Please let me in ♪

You fucking bitch.

- And it was my dress. She stole my dress. - Which you stole...

- You stole that fuckin' dress from Hot Topic. - But that's not the point.

- And it looked better on her anyway, the green one. - Fucking...

- It was pretty on her. - Fuck you.

Fuckin' liars and thieves

both of my sisters. You lied every day.

- No, I fuckin' didn't. - And let me tell you how.

I'll tell you how. You said...

You said you saw 'em in the lake.

- Yeah, 'cause I fuckin' did. - No, you didn't.

- Yes, I did. - No, I would try to explain to you

that there's no whales in a fuckin' lake.

- And you w... Oh, my God. - Yes, there are. In one lake, there are.

That is exactly what you would say!

- Yes! 'Cause there are fuckin' whales. - You would say, "True,

except one lake, Lake Michigan."

So annoying.

Fuck you gonna...

Do you think she's happy?

- Joy? - In Chicago?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Good for her.

Chicago?

- That's good. - It's not fucking Leland.

It's not Dad and his boat.

You were little.

Hey. Hey.

- I needed to get out. - Yeah, I know that. I know... I know that.

He would've killed me.

I mean, he liked you.

Yeah, and he beat the shit outta you.

He hated me.

Really fuckin' hated you.

He hated me.

He hated Joy, too.

He hated all three of us.

How do you live like this?

- Gross. - "Never let anyone tell you"

something's an ocean when it's a fucking lake.

Girls, that's a lake

not an ocean. There's no whales in the lake.

There's no oceans in the Midwest.

No whales in the lake.

Men are gonna try to sell ya on shit your whole life.

"Tell ya shit's somethin' when it isn't."

- "Never let..." - "...anybody tell you

that something is an ocean when it's a fucking lake."

I don't know. I like it. I think I'm gonna stay.

- Oh, I love you too. - Fuck the Midwest. Fuck the Midwest.

- Move out here with us. - Come on.

Ian, is that you?

My sister Joy is here.

- There is a real ocean. - It's an actual ocean.

We can all work with Beth at the bar.

- It'll be just like home. - And I have to see Beth every day?

And you have to see Beth every single day.

No.

- I would not have gotten in. - You would if you'd tried.

No, I fuckin' wouldn't have.

You could fix my car without a manual

make coffee filters with paper towels.

- Fucking genius over here. - Pad out of a band an a.

Shut up.

Hey, guys, dinner in a couple hours. Yeah?

We're old.

They're gonna find us when the tide's out

dried like fuckin' driftwood

two skeletons baked by the sun.

You have no fucking idea!

I am not a pet

that you keep in your fucking house, you baby.

- Well, don't act like a fucking pet then... - You know what you are?

- You stupid fucking whore! - You have no fucking...

They'll dig us up

name us.

Some fifth-grade science class.

"Alice and Ted."

Bob and Carol.

Ted and Alice.

"Bonnie and Clyde."

- Fuck you! Fuck you! It doesn't fucking... - Fuck you! Who the fuck is that?

- Matter who he is. - What do you mean "It doesn't fucking matter"?

- You are such a fucking baby. - Doesn't fucking matter?

- He doesn't fuckin' love you. - He doesn't fucking love me?

- You can't fucking take care of your fucking self. - Oh... I don't want him

to fucking love me. I want him to fuck me.

"Either it's raining",

"or I'm dreaming."

- "Or both." - "Or both."

Jules and Jim.

That's a movie that you like.

It's my favorite.

I don't know that. I don't know that movie.

Yeah, you do.

- No, I don't. - I don't want this! I don't want this!

I don't want this fucking... this life that you have in your head!

You are like my fucking mother.

They pulled her outta that fucking lake and she was 90-fucking pounds

and all of her fucking teeth had fallen out. I.

"I am all the daughters of my father's house."

What is that?

It's Twelfth Night.

Is that a book or a movie?

A play.

I don't know that.

I don't like this.

That belongs to you.

Those are your memories.

Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop.

You have to let me go.

It's not right to keep people who don't wanna be kept.

If you hold 'em too tight, they become ugly.

Let me go.

The sea is only water, after all.

♪ Lookin' further into the distance ♪

♪ The bones of my neck lifted ♪

♪ From their inward curving line ♪

♪ Oh, love escape this inward life ♪

♪ When you have spoiled it ♪

♪ At the table ♪

♪ Like a child in a fit of protest ♪

♪ Screamin' out just to hear your name ♪

- Hey. Not bad, right? - Fuckin' A. Fuckin' A.

- What is that, solids? - Nah... Was it?

- I don't fuckin' know. - Yup, it was.

Watch this.

Yup, it was.

Yo, eleven in the corner.

So this is the end of your night, bro.

- They went to visit Grandma or something. - Okay. Okay.

But I, like, had the house for an evening...

- Okay. - So I called Pat,

and Pat came over.

But here is what happened.

My tummy hurts, and so I think

I gotta f... I gotta fart a little bit.

I was like, "Did I just get my period? No."

And then my stomach starts to, like, cramp a little.

Liv... Oh, shit!

All of my jokes are clean. Jesus.

- Your turn. Let's go. - Fuckin' wrong with you?

- No, fine. Go. - My God.

- Move away. Move away. - Why, 'cause you are gonna hit me?

- I might. I might. It might be on purp... - Oh, try. We'll see.

- Let's go. - It might be on purpose.

Jesus Christ.

- Okay, here we go. - Oh. See what you do to

- when you pressure me? - No, no, no. It's good. It's good. It's good.

- No, we're done. We're done. - When you pressure me. C'mon.

- But we got one left. C'mon. - C'mon. Let's go. Let's go.

Ow! No. My dick came up s... Oh!

- Wait. Fuck you, bro. Fuck you. Just settle down. - No. Okay, I'm...

Do you hate me?

Beth just wants a bigger place.

She can't do that on her own, you know?

We did say it was gonna be, like, just a month

and it's been, like, seven weeks.

Sucks, huh? Seven fuckin' weeks on

the shittiest mattresses that I have ever slept on,

and I have slept on some shitty fucking mattresses.

Come on, dude. Pregnant ladies, twin beds, is really bad.

I don't wanna be another girl from Leland.

- I'm sorry. You ready for this? - Dick shot. Dick shot.

Wait for it. Gimme a few.

- The atheist. - Oh!

Won't see that guy in church.

Ready? Aight, hang on.

- Nice. - Just right there. Come on.

We must wait for the future to show.

You know what I mean?

Put your balls right there for me. Just right there.

- Four in the side. Four in the side. - All right.

Here we go, 14 right here.

- Oh. - It's tough. It's tough.

Lemme show you... Lemme show you somethin'.

What is that? What are you gonna... What is this?

- This is all you... - Break your heart a little bit.

This is great.

- Oh. - That was...

Good try.

Baby, you're gonna be late.

Hey, did you hear me? I said you're gonna be late.

"Something when it isn't..."

"Never let anyone tell you that

something is an ocean when it's a fuckin lake!"

Is that okay?

I changed this for luck last year.

You're gonna keep us all here like my fuckin' dad.

I didn't say she was fat.

She's beautiful.

Her belly's like Rainier.

It's fuckin' huge.

Put my head on her stomach

and let the little fucker

kick my cheek.

Know what?

Your mom cant tell you how to be a dad.

You need your dad to tell you that.

You hungry?

I thought I'd let you sleep for a while,

but we're closin' up soon.

You need a ride?

I made that for

you and Kath over there.

But mostly for Kath

because I'm not driving her home.

All right, you need anything else, let me know.

All right.

- All right. - Anytime.

Six, pocket over there.

No, that's not. Just give it... give it a good rip though.

The fuckin' cookie girl.

That's what we called her.

Send her home with a bag.

She always wore a dress.

Wanted us to take her to the movies. Have us

slick our hair back and shit.

They'd all fuck and then she made cookies, yo.

Chocolate chip, oatmeal raisin,

fucking butterscotch.

Wed get stoned as fuck.

And watch old movies.

She loved black and white.

She'd fuckin' cry and laugh.

"That's me," she'd say.

I'd be like, "Which one?"

All of 'em.

All those ladies

in those movies

in black and white.

Pick one.

Oh, you fuckin' bitch.

- No! - I'm comin'. The dick monsters comin'!

The dick monsters comin'! C'mere. Fuck. C'mere.

Look, I'm gonna fuckin' kill you. I'm gonna fuckin' kill you.

Fucking come here. Fucking come here.

I'm gonna take your fucking clothes...

Fuck you. Fuck you!

I'm comin'. I'm comin'.

I should pull my tongue out.

Rip it outta my mouth.

Might stick it in the motherfucking soup.

♪ Loneliness ♪

♪ Is the coat you wear ♪

♪ A deep shade of blue ♪

♪ Is always there ♪

♪ The sun ain't gonna shine anymore ♪

♪ The moon ain't gonna rise in the sky ♪

♪ The tears are always clouding your eyes ♪

♪ When you're without love ♪

♪ Baby ♪

♪ Emptiness ♪

♪ Is the place you're in ♪

♪ With nothing to lose ♪

♪ But no more to win ♪

♪ The sun ain't gonna shine anymore ♪

♪ The moon ain't gonna rise in the sky ♪

♪ The tears are always clouding your eyes when... ♪

My sisters.

My sisters.

Joy.

♪ Baby ♪

♪ Emptiness ♪

♪ Is the place you're in... ♪

I'll see you soon.

♪ With nothing to lose ♪

♪ But no more to win ♪

♪ The sun ain't gonna shine anymore ♪

♪ The moon ain't gonna rise... ♪

Have you ever fucked anybody?

♪ The tears are always clouding your eyes... ♪

♪ When you're without love ♪

♪ Lonely... ♪

♪ Without you ♪

♪ Baby ♪

♪ Oh, I need you ♪

♪ I can't go on ♪

♪ The sun ain't gonna shine anymore ♪

♪ The moon ain't gonna rise in the sky ♪

♪ The tears are always clouding your eyes ♪

♪ The sun ain't gonna shine anymore ♪

♪ When you're without love ♪

♪ The sun ain't gonna shine anymore ♪

♪ The sun ain't gonna shine anymore ♪

♪ Not anymore ♪ - ♪ The sun ain't gonna shine anymore ♪

♪ Strange as it seems ♪

♪ I can't forget you ♪

♪ I can't shake the dream ♪

♪ When I first met you ♪

♪ Deep down inside ♪

♪ Oh, you would thrill me ♪

♪ But I've got this pride ♪

You a Cubs fan?

I said, "Are you a Cubs fan?"

Nah. Fuckin' Mariners.

When's your girl due?

Excuse me?

You said that your girl was pregnant.

When is she due? Hey, hey, asshole.

Fuckin' piece of shit.

You're gonna be a terrible father.

I want you to hit me.

Cody, get the fuck outta here. Both of you cut off.

- You're fucking done. - I need to settle up.

Settle up tomorrow. Go home.

Make sure you drive him.

Exciting night.

It's been about

eight months since we've had a fight.

It wasn't much of a fight.

You started it.

No, I think he won.

He fucking acted like he didn't even know me.

How would he know you?

Liv.

He didn't know Liv.

He's, um...

He's in town helping Cody paint the post office.

He's from Spokane.

He was in my fucking house

with Liv.

Don't.

Don't. Fuck you. Don't.

Fuck you. Don't you fucking look at me like that.

He's...

He's the father of her fucking kid.

Ian.

Liv was 24

when the cabin burned down.

That guy was probably six or seven

when she died.

I don't even know his name.

Ian.

You wanted me to marry you.

I love my sisters more than any guy I ever slept with.

I love you like that.

My brother.

I don't call anybody else that but you.

You think that's not love?

You look at love like a boat,

but it's not a boat.

It's the sea.

Blue

black, green

gold.

It comes in so many waves.

We just have to recognize it.

Family was the love of my life.

Being loved by my sisters,

and by you

my brother.

It was enough.

Is enough.

I was never looking for anything else.

It's so big.

My brother.

Doesn't feel like you at all.

Or her.

It's a good day.

Forgot how beautiful it is

the Western Shore.

This side of the island.

Stopped at a, a rest stop to pee.

There was a line behind us

a couple buyin'

candy and a, a bottle of water.

Cigarettes.

They left, and I...

And I

threw up all over myself

on the floor, like.

I couldn't stop, just...

Saying...

God.

The fucking cabin, like...

It was too old, like,

dried-out fucking

tinder.

You just fell asleep.

I fell asleep.

I felt nothing.

"Beneath, it is all dark"

it is all spreading, it is unfathomably deep,

but now and again

we rise to the surface,

"and that is what you see us by."

I'm ready.