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-I had a car accident. -Lost a lot of memory.

Chief resident is up soon, consider

throwing your hat in the ring?

After Danny died, you changed.

Previously on "Doc". Danny...

I saw my son, but then I didn't get any more memories of him.

I just keep seeing this man.

The punishment should fit the crime.

The crime is that our dad is dead.

All I care about is do you wanna be with me?

Nora just got an email from you.

-I didn't send her anything. -She was hacked.

This is out of control!

-No, it's in control... -our control.

My name is Amy Larsen.

And if you thought today was fun,

that was only the beginning.

-Doc. Hey, Doc. -You got a sec?

Just clocked out and it is 2 a.m. What do you want?

Well, uh... I was too embarrassed to do this

in any official capacity,

but I think there's a problem with my...

-my rear. -Your rear?

-Sort of my uh, undercarriage. -Think you could take a look?

Sure, 'cause... this is how I love to spend my free time.

Just a quick peek in the ambo. I'm beggin' you, man.

You're gonna owe me big for this.

-All right. -Yeah.

Hey, I need some help over here!

-Sir, if you can hear me? -You're at Westside Hospital.

We're gonna take care of you.

This is Nora, leave a message.

Honey, please, I get you're upset but we're married.

We have a child. This isn't the way to work things out.

Call me back. Or I'll come to your mother's.

I told you I needed space.

Yeah, well, I needed to try.

I know, because you're someone who wants to do the right thing.

-That's not what this is about! -It is, Michael.

You have a baby, you want to be a great father,

you know how this will look to people.

Oh, will you give me a break?

-I am giving you a break! -I'm letting you go.

Some maniac sends you a recording

of what my ex-wife's therapist says,

and off of that you're leaving me?

I can't compete with this insanity anymore.

Wh-, Nora...

Don't call me. Don't come by.

I will text you with a schedule for Simon.

Are you sure you want to go to work today?

Well, no, I... I really don't wanna go anywhere.

I meant because of your dad.

-Yeah. I mean... -what else am I gonna do?

Sit around, staring at the walls all day, thinking about him? No.

Separate cars, ten minutes apart?

That's exactly what you used to say back then.

But I mean like, the exact same words.

Guess some things are just stuck in my head.

Although, this time I'm gonna take an Uber.

TBI and whatnot.

Well, I'll take you however I can get you.

And IT still has nothing on the hacker?

Whoever did this had some acumen.

It has to be the angry doctor I keep seeing in my memories.

Unfortunately, there were many people

who may have had a grudge against you.

Which is why I need to get back into TMS.

Amy, you collapsed.

I collapsed because I was forced to undergo

temporal interference to my brain...

that was only because I was wrongly accused

of making two mistakes.

Get that bulletin this morning about the hack?

Yeah. You hear anything about it?

Pretty sure it has something to do with Amy.

What makes you say that?

Overheard something at Rachel's house yesterday.

Once again... she creates chaos.

You idiot! Your plan completely backfired.

No one was ever gonna think she sent that e-mail.

And now IT...

I told you, we're fine, okay? Z's on it.

Tell her it's no sweat. We're gonna phish our way in.

Did he just say "phish"?

Hospital put out

an all-staff bulletin about the hack.

We just piggyback on that, send everyone a fake password reset.

One person clicks it, the link Trojan horses us in.

-Wipe her metadata. -Oh, my God.

Don't wig out me now, okay? We've got a couple more

wrecking ball Amy Larsen therapy sessions going out

to a small, but exclusive club.

Although this time...

it's courtesy of AI voice replication.

Which is it? Do you want to start practicing medicine

or chase down your hacker?

There's no reason I can't do both.

I am not taking the meds anymore.

And I am not going back to see Marks.

If it can't be Gina, then I want to pick my own doctor this time.

That's fine, but I am not signing you up

for headaches and nosebleeds.

Well, how are we going to find this guy?

I'm a sitting duck right now.

You changed your passwords

and we're monitoring your accounts. Joan's right,

get back to work. Let us do our jobs.

And Amy... you're still an intern

and you still need supervision. You'll be with Dr. Maitra today.

You need to get to the bottom of this.

We'll be fine.

And you have no idea who dropped you off last night?

-Had to be Russian agents. -Or Chinese... maybe.

They abducted me in my sleep.

Is there anyone we can reach out to? Family, friends?

No, I left them behind.

It's not safe for them to be near me.

Hi, I'm Dr. Larsen. I'll be working alongside Dr. Maitra.

Looks like he's been living on the streets.

Seems mentally unstable.

Dumped off last night with a crush injury. Car sped off.

No ID. Says his name's Tim.

Who made this food?

Hospital cafeteria.

-There's no proof of that! -Can you test it for poison?

That's done at the nurse's station.

I saw it myself. If you're hungry, it is safe to eat.

What happened to your leg?

Was this the people that brought you here?

-I told her... -it was enemy agents.

One of them dropped me here and the other one took off.

They've been following me since the night at the lake.

-What lake? -Cedar!

We had to go on the lam! There gave me no choice!

This isn't helpful, Dr. Larsen.

Finding out who he is and where he's been

could be extremely helpful, Dr. Maitra.

Fine. I will treat the injury in front of me.

If you want to get to the bottom of his identity,

then go order a psych consult and review the security footage.

Sure.

It's the body's defense against infection.

We're starting antibiotics while we wait for more test results.

Antibiotics? She's in a coma.

-Ma'am, good morning. -I'm Dr. Heller.

You wanna catch me up? What's going on here?

Yeah, a 16-year-old female

found unresponsive in her bed this morning,

came to the ER a few hours ago.

Regular heartbeat, breathing on her own, but she's 9 on the GCS.

-What does that mean? -She is in critical condition,

but we can still bring her out of this if

we make a proper diagnosis.

Now, do we know where she was last night?

-She was in bed studying. -We were both home all night.

I'm assuming the ER ran a tox screen?

-She doesn't do drugs. -That's not what this is about.

Negative for amphetamines and opiates.

Still waiting for a more advanced screen.

-What are you doing? -I told you she was home!

She doesn't do drugs!

Let's get a CAT scan,

make sure we don't have a latent bleed.

Mrs. Bauer, I understand you're worried.

I have a daughter myself.

I promise you I will treat yours like she's my own, okay?

-I'm sorry, I just... -No, don't, don't apologize.

She's your child. You have nothing to apologize for.

I'm going to need you to sign for that CAT scan.

Of course.

This is Detective Summers.

Hi, Dr. Amy Larsen

from Westside Hospital in Minneapolis.

I have a John Doe here.

I think he might be from your area.

-Okay. -He says his name is Tim.

Uh, Physical description?

White male, 30 years old, six foot, dark brown hair.

Hazel eyes. He-he mentioned something about Cedar Lake.

Well, that could help, hang on.

Yeah, okay. I've got someone who might match.

Name's Timothy A. Stern.

He'd be 33 years old. Last seen at that lake.

I tell you what, I'm gonna text you his photo.

Oh, great. Thanks.

Yeah, that's him.

Well, his wife's gonna be happy,

he's been missing over 7 years,

and he was pronounced dead four months ago.

Why is it everyone's such a moron?

Oh, what happened now?

Dr. Park missed an MI.

Put a guy into cardiogenic shock.

Well, even I know people make mistakes.

Well, they shouldn't.

And they wouldn't if our esteemed chief, Numeroff,

held people accountable.

Perhaps the new chief will do better.

Getting that job is all about groveling

and backstabbing, and then doing it is all about

bureaucracy and politics.

And holding people accountable.

It's a moot point anyway,

'cause he's going to die in that chair in 25 years.

No, actually, he's not.

I just had drinks with his wife last week,

and the old man's announcing his retirement any day now.

When you walk into the IMO,

you're the smartest person in the room.

Time for you to start owning that.

I'm not sure you're seeing the full picture here.

What do you mean?

There's a ramp. I saw it when his CO2 spiked.

Well, we pumped him full of fluids, CO2 level's normal.

Yeah, but didn't you hear the crackles?

Of course, it's probably edema.

Look at the capnography curve.

There's fluid in his lungs.

Which could be caused by so many different pathologies,

and we have no medical history of this man.

So, what are you suggesting?

A VQ scan.

You want to take an unstable patient,

wheel him into an elevator, take him two floors down,

then load him into a scanner bed where he'll be practically

unmonitored for another 45 minutes, what...

on your hunch?

He could die lying here of undiagnosed pulmonary

hypertension. I want to find out what's going on with him.

What's going on with him is he has a crush injury,

and I don't see any symptoms suggesting the contrary.

So, administer Lasix and start an ARB.

Fine, but I'm going to order a blood sample.

And if it comes back with abnormal gases, we run the VQ.

Should have just said that in the first place.

Test came back?

So her CT was negative,

but the results do show alcohol in her system.

But she was in bed.

She wouldn't be the first teenager

to sneak out of the house.

If she was partying, she might have taken something

she shouldn't have, or someone could have spiked her drink.

But that's what I thought the tox screen's for?

Some things don't show up.

-Like what? -GHB, ketamine... Rohypnol.

That's a roofie.

It would be smart to have her checked

for sexual assault, with your consent.

-Y... you think she... -Now, there-there's no

bruising, there's no sign of a struggle,

so let's not get ahead of ourselves, okay?

Can we please have a female doctor do that?

-Of course. -That is the protocol.

It'd be really helpful if you could help us figure out

where Shannon was last night.

Nothing on her Uber.

I don't see anything in her texts or WhatsApp.

-You have Life 360? -It keeps a history.

She removed herself from it last night

so I wouldn't know where she was.

Okay, you might want to start calling her friends.

-Beth! -Hi, Tim.

Hi.

Beth. Beth... Beth, you can't be here.

It's-, no I can, it's okay.

-No. No, listen to me. -They'll find you. See? See?

They were tracking me and I cut out the advice.

You need to leave. You're in danger.

-Okay, Tim. -This is the hospital

-you're safe. -You're okay.

No! You need to get her outta here!

Tim, can you tell me where you were?

Can you tell me what happened?

What is going on here?

This is Beth, Tim's wife.

I am so sorry. I'm so sorry, but you're scaring him.

Which I told you is not what he needs right now.

-It's not safe! It's not safe! -I didn't mean to upset you.

-It's not safe, Beth! -We need you out of here now!

-I don't want to go anywhere. -I'm staying here.

-Beth! It's... -We're getting her

-to a secure location. -What is, what is that?

-I'm right here, Tim! -What are you putting into me?

Just something to calm you down.

I... I... I don't want it.

I don't... I don't want it! I don't want...

I thought you already gave him meds to calm him down?

We did, but seeing you was triggering for him,

and so, we just upped his dosage.

His condition is even more acute than I thought.

I really don't understand.

He was fine, and then a few days of acting kind of strange,

and then suddenly he's a schizophrenic

who disappears for seven years?

It's common for it to come on suddenly,

especially at his age.

But where's he even been all this time?

Like, living on the street?

He-he never ended up in a shelter or in the system?

People fall through the cracks.

So, now what?

We will get him into an inpatient program to help him

digest what happened and cope with re-entry.

This is Dr. Larsen.

She's the one who helped us track you down.

I really can't thank you enough.

It must be so difficult

for you to get your head around this.

You don't even understand.

Um... we have a son that he doesn't even know about.

It was only a few weeks after we found out I was pregnant

that he ran away. And everyone thought that he got spooked,

but I kept telling them and the police that he really...

he really did love me and he really wanted to be a father.

I'm so sorry.

But there are, there are medications, right?

To help deal with the schizophrenia.

Let's just focus on the task at hand.

We get him healed and then we deal with how to move forward.

Okay.

I'm sorry, I'm just really... I'm so happy he's alive

and I'm so glad someone finally found him.

Thank you.

Sorry I'm late.

I had an emergency consult with a patient.

Our mandated weekly appointments

are meant to be taken seriously.

Wow.

-It's fine. -We'll make this quick.

You've started seeing your own therapist?

I have.

And you're feeling of sound mind?

Whatever you have to say to me...

-I think I already said it. -So, I should lose my license?

It was a private session that no one was supposed to hear.

-It was unprofessional. -It was our strategy to help...

Were you encouraging her to try to patch things up with me,

when I have a newborn child?

-Absolutely not. -My entire life's a sham,

so she should come in and uproot it now that she can't remember

she's the one who undid it all?

I'm so sorry this is causing you so much trouble.

-No, I'm great. -You did me a favor

since I never loved Nora anyway.

Do you want me to talk to her?

Are you kidding me?

What is it?

IT wants you in the server room.

Don't worry, you'll be getting high marks for today.

Tell me you found something.

We just flagged two new messages

from Dr. Larsen's personal email account,

both with attachments

to audio recordings from her sessions.

How can that be when she changed

all of her passwords last night?

If the hacker was signed into her account

and never logged off, he could have still been in there.

This is insane. You've got to be able to log her off remotely.

We just did.

Well, why the hell didn't you do that last night?

The encroachment was on her hospital e-mail,

and we were focused on firewalling our entire

encryption network so you don't end up

with a billion-dollar lawsuit.

Well, what were the messages, and who were they sent to?

One was to Dr. Heller.

-The other was to your daughter. -What?

We haven't listened to the contents.

-We can't do that without... -Well, when was it sent?

-Six minutes ago. -We called you right away.

-And have they been opened? -Dr. Heller's, no.

But we can't see your daughter's

because it's a personal email account.

Well, forward me the emails and then unsend them

from Dr. Larsen's account. Immediately.

See that spike T-wave?

It could mean elevated potassium.

So, we check for kidney malfunction.

Mm.

What the...

Hey, hey, did your computers just glitch?

Yeah, it looks like it's rebooting.

Probably something to do with the IT investigation.

I don't know. I just don't know what to do about it.

You need to dig deeper is what you need to do.

Because this block you have with Katie is serious.

And it's clearly not going away.

The thing is, no matter how great Jake is in bed,

I'm always gonna love Michael.

I honestly can't see what he's doing with that shrew.

So just wait for it to implode.

Then Michael will come back.

Come on.

Come in!

I just spoke with IT.

Whoever hacked Amy sent a phishing e-mail

to everyone in the hospital.

Now one of the doctors opened it and the entire system

rebooted instantaneously.

Just make sure any tests your doctors ordered are reconfirmed.

This is madness, Michael.

This puts all of our patients in danger.

I know, but it looks like the only thing

they were interested in is wiping Amy's metadata.

What if it's not someone from Amy's past?

What if it's someone working in the hospital now?

Thank you, ma'am.

-I'm Dr. Clark. -What's going on here?

I think someone is trying to sweet-talk his way out of

admitting to his parents that he has a hangover.

You slandered me, Julie,

after I poured on all that charm?

He's never been sick like this, even as a little kid.

You eat anything unusual?

Cafeteria pizza, fast food burger after school.

And no drugs or alcohol?

No, that would get in the way of basketball.

There's a playoff game on Thursday,

so we need to be out of here for that.

Okay. Well, we'll start you on ondansetron for the nausea.

I'll order a liver function test to be safe,

but there's a good chance this is just food poisoning.

Thanks.

A computer glitch screwed up my blood test,

so I need a new sample.

His breathing's still decompensating.

How much Lasix did you give him?

Forty milligrams.

That's not enough.

His neck veins are flat.

That's not typical for heart failure.

If you are still refusing a VQ,

we should at least give him a spiral CT.

He would only be on the table for 15 minutes.

For the last time, we are not moving him

so you can play the hero.

You actually think that's what this is about?

I have no idea, but if we can't row

in the same direction, I say you bow out of this.

Do I need to remind you of the hierarchy?

So, what exactly was on the email?

Hmm... I told you, someone broke into Mom's account

and got a hold of her therapy sessions.

And what was on them?

Stuff that was really bad for me and Nora.

Wow. Can you be more vague?

We discussed this.

Anyway, she's staying at her mom's right now.

I don't know for how long.

Did you hear what was on that recording?

I did.

I can't blame her for leaving.

But you still won't tell me?

Well, it's actually none of your business.

Right.

They also sent one to you... this morning.

And we managed to unsend it and delete it,

but I wasn't sure if you saw it?

-I was in classes all morning. -I don't check my phone.

Okay, good.

Why, what was on them?

-I didn't listen. -But don't worry.

We're gonna find out who's doing this.

I already know who's doing this.

It's Mom, right?

Ever since her accident,

everything's just falling apart again.

I swear, I won't tell your parents. We just need to know

where she was.

Yeah. Okay.

I'll try her.

I'm striking out.

There's no indication of any kind of assault.

But there was sexual activity at some point

within the last 12 hours.

But if someone had given her a roofie, they could have...

without there being any evidence.

If she was sneaking out on a school night, it's,

it's much more likely that she was going to meet a boyfriend.

Right. Then how the hell does she end up here?

Is she here on her own?

Yeah. Yeah, father died a few years ago.

She's the only child.

Her CO2 is ramping.

Yeah, a slight shark fin pattern, that's new.

My other case, he's having the same issue.

So, we think they're related?

He said there were two people, one who dropped him here

and the other one took off. Maybe... maybe that was her?

-So, how, uh... -how is Mrs. Hardy in 615?

Vitals look good.

-I was just in there. -She seems to be on the mend.

Yeah. I suspected a PE, so I sent her for a CT.

But the results showed a giant lobar pneumonia.

Good catch.

Not really.

-Excuse me? -Well, it's not a catch.

That's luck. You should have caught the decreased breath

sounds on exam. You did examine her, right?

-Of course. -So, you just missed it then?

Dr. Miller, Dr. Clark, would you mind giving us the room?

You're absolutely right.

Though I'm not sure how that was productive.

I'm not sure... how you don't get fed up with the ineptitude?

-They're not inept. -They're just not you.

Well, I guess I'll have to take over when you leave, then.

Your hubris is astounding.

I'm the best doctor here.

You and I both know this hospital needs me.

Okay, you see that slight asymmetry,

the upstroke pattern? That wasn't there an hour ago.

Could be sampling issues,

a kink in the line or condensation build-out.

That would create a variable pattern.

This is identical every breath.

We rechecked the security footage.

They don't think there was anyone else in the car

besides the driver.

Well, she has the same CO2 ramping as Tim Stern

and the same crackles.

Could be mycoplasmic pneumonia from the ER?

There was no infiltrate on the chest X-ray.

Amy was right. Order the VQ, Sonya.

Now.

Ahem, I will... given the change in circumstances.

Whatever you need to tell yourself.

What's going on there?

Doesn't concern you, TJ.

You need a VQ on her as well.

Let's get that done.

Look, it was a gray area.

I wouldn't be so sure it was personal.

Shannon just got a Snapchat message from a boy

in her school. "Laid up at Westside,

think I got food poisoning from those burgers. You okay?"

Nausea meds should be kicking in by now. Feeling any better?

Yeah, starting to, thanks.

Jake, it's the same curve.

You were with my daughter last night?

What did you give her?

Whoa, whoa, whoa, what's going on?

-Wait, Shannon's here? -Is she okay?

-No, she's not okay. -She's in a coma!

Now tell us what drugs you gave her!

Okay, back off. He didn't give anyone drugs.

-What did you do?! -Okay, hey, hey, Mrs. Bauer,

please just... give us a chance to talk to him.

You were with Shannon last night, right?

Yes, but we didn't do any drugs. She had like, one beer.

I didn't even drink at all.

You gave her alcohol too?

You said it was food poisoning.

So, it must have been the burgers then?

That's not what it looks like now.

You drive a dark Chevy, right?

And you dropped a homeless man off at this hospital at 2 a.m.?

-What? -He's sick too.

We think you all have the same thing.

Okay, Chris, this isn't a game. You need to tell us

everything, right now.

-We sneak out sometimes. -Go to this empty house.

Last night we found this injured homeless guy.

And you didn't call 911?

He was trapped under this metal beam.

And when, when we got it off him, there was,

there was no c-cell service.

So, we put him in my car, and Sh-Shannon was freaking out.

So, then I... so, I let her out on the way to the hospital

and she walked home.

And you didn't want to get caught.

I'm sorry, it was stupid.

But if they all have the same thing,

is this other man in a coma?

They're all presenting differently.

We need to find out what they were all exposed to.

Where is this house, Chris?

The VQ results on all three patients

shows the same type of lung inflammation.

I called public health.

They're on their way to the house.

It's an abandoned construction site,

so it is most likely the source.

I don't like sitting on our hands,

but how long 'til we get results from public health?

Their first priority is to secure the site

and to make sure the community is safe.

The tox results will delay until that happens.

We need boots on the ground, and it's got to be me.

In your condition?

I'm the only one who's worn a Hazmat suit in a combat zone.

-You got an hour. -Go. But...

I need you back here in one piece.

Move Chris and Tim into the ICU

so we can observe them all together.

But if TJ doesn't get us answers,

we're going to be flying blind.

Heavy metal tests on all three.

We're tracking renal and liver function,

and repeat all the tox screens.

Oh my god, Shannon.

I'm so sorry, Mrs. Bauer.

I had no idea there was anything wrong in that house.

-Hey, we got this. -TJ'll figure it out.

How's the air, guys?

Carbon monoxide's clear. O2, CO2, radon levels normal.

Spray foam insulation.

Looks like they're sealed, though.

Need some help over here!

Three, two, one.

This is it.

Okay, that was TJ.

It's copper sulfate exposure.

Hang methylene blue, two milligrams per kilogram.

Dr. Clark, go stat.

If we're right, the treatment could just take a few minutes.

And then she'd be out of the coma?

We don't know how long his exposure was,

but if we calculate this correctly, his respiratory

issues should dissipate almost immediately.

All that time you were getting that man out

from under the beam, you didn't realize you were being exposed.

What about Shannon?

Is it too late for her?

-What's happening? -What's wrong with him?

Code blue!

-Asystolic arrest. -Help! Help him!

-He's got no pulse. -Chris!

Dr. Larsen, start compressions.

You're on the airways.

Monitor the other patients. Give me an amp of Epi.

Can I get a tube in.

Sweetheart, come on back.

Please, God, no.

Baby, come back! Honey.

-Hold compressions. -Chris!

-What's happening? -I don't understand.

Yeah, I'm sorry. We're gonna need you to step back.

Still asystole. Resume compressions.

We're here, honey. We're here. Everything's okay.

Everything's okay.

His VQ showed a small effusion.

Hannah, take over the airway.

Jake, compressions. Amy, prep for the thoracentesis.

Come on, Chris. Come on back, okay?

And you're a fighter. Come on, baby!

It's okay, baby. Come on back!

Come on back, baby.

-Okay. -Hold.

In.

-There's no air coming back. -Maybe it's fluid. Syringe.

-No fluid. -Pericardiocentesis.

-What's happening now? Please! -I'm sorry, Mr. Mason.

We're going to need you to step back.

-Chris! -He's our son!

-I know. -We're not going anywhere!

Ma'am, we need you to step back.

Chris, come on, baby! Come back!

Dr. Larsen, get them outta here now.

Please, you hear me? Please!

Take them and make them understand!

Chris, come on!

You can't help your son being in here.

Okay? We need to let the doctors do their work.

But can they save him?

He's young, he's strong.

We're gonna do everything we can. Just trust me,

please step out.

-Julie, we've got the code. -Keep an eye on bed 3,

pulmonary hypertension, med-flu drip for tox exposure.

Mars, jump onto bed one.

Thank you.

Give me an amp of Lidocaine,

amp of calcium. Resume compressions.

How is this happening?

Oh my god, oh my gosh!

Please just give me back my boy.

I'll do anything.

Just don't take my boy.

What? I can't understand what you're saying, Michael.

The rest of my life is for you, God.

I'll do anything you ask of me.

Just please don't let me lose him.

Give me another amp of Epi.

Hold.

I said hold, Jake.

Please, bring him back. I need him back.

Please bring him back.

No pulse.

Resume?

It's been over 30 minutes.

Okay. We go 40.

Call it, Hannah.

But he said we could go for 40.

It's over, and he's your patient. Call it.

Time of death 6:42 p.m.

-What's happening? -Why are they stopping?

I'm so sorry.

He's gone.

No. No.

No. No.

No! Baby!

You just gotta wake up.

Can you please just wake up, honey? Why did you stop?!

Why did you stop?! No!!

Wake up! Come on, Mama's here. Just wake up, please!

Oh, my baby!

Just wake up!

You were worried about hierarchy because you are petty

and vindictive and frankly

-an inferior doctor! -Whoa, whoa, whoa!

-Hey, what's going on here? -She killed that boy!

-Hey! Hey! -I wanted a VQ scan

-nine hours ago! -I know.

-Listen to me. Let's not do... -Let go of me!

You-you want more responsibility?

Why don't you go tell Chris's parents what you did and why?

-Amy, Amy, that's... -I am never kowtowing

to you again. Do you hear me?

So, I was just wondering what that was today,

when you undercut me with Numeroff?

-You had it wrong. -I stepped in.

-We're not interns. -That wasn't a teaching session.

I guess this is as good a time as any to tell you.

Numeroff's about to announce his retirement,

and I threw my hat in the ring to succeed him as chief.

I thought you never wanted that.

I didn't.

Now I do.

You want?

No. Thanks.

Shannon and Tim are stabilizing?

Shannon should come out of her coma any minute.

How's Hannah?

We're all having a hard time with this one.

Thank you for attending to the parents.

I wouldn't say I was of much comfort.

I wasn't going to start trauma bonding with them.

You were the one that was best equipped to manage them

in that situation. I'm sorry if that made you feel like

-I didn't... -I'm a great doctor, Joan.

I know that better than anyone, but there were plenty

of capable hands in that room,

and I made the call that I thought was right.

You have Sonya in line for chief resident,

and I run circles around her every day.

Oh, so that's why you thought exploding on her

in front of the staff and the patients was a good idea?

She killed a kid.

That hack today where the computers rebooted,

it wiped out the blood test that you ordered,

which would have come back in time and none of this

would have happened.

She threw me off the case

because I had a different opinion,

which turned out to be right.

What does that say about her and her leadership?

And I will talk to her.

That's not what I'm asking for.

Okay.

I'm not an intern, Joan.

I walk into that IMO and I am the smartest person

in that room.

Everybody knows it. This is a farce!

Look, I'm not saying that I am ready for your chair,

but I should at least be considered for chief resident.

You're right.

And I hope this means you are changing your focus.

So, I'll remind you, any side effects from memory treatments

will have to be a factor, especially if they affect

your performance or availability, which they have.

So, I hope you take that into consideration

as you make your life choices now.

Believe me, I will.

Hey, uh, let me.

You were brave today, Army Ranger.

I heard I missed some heavy stuff.

-Yeah, it was uh... -it was brutal.

Tell me.

Uh... I... I don't think I can.

Sonya...

tell me.

It's all my fault.

It's all my fault.

I ki-, I ki-, I killed him.

No.

I'm Michael Hamda, CMO of the hospital.

I um...

just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss.

You're trying to avoid a lawsuit?

No, I...

I'm sorry. I'll leave you.

Um, forgive me.

I know that this won't mean much to you right now, but...

your son, Chris, saved my husband's life.

And I just couldn't let you leave without telling you

how grateful I am.

Mom, where are we?

The hospital.

But why? What happened?

You've been unconscious since this morning.

You inhaled some toxic chemicals at that house.

Where's Chris?

Is he okay?

Mom!

He, um... he passed away.

No! No!

I'm so sorry, sweetheart.

No!

-I'm sorry. -No!

His uh, respiratory issues are healing,

and we'll have our wound care team

do daily dressing changes.

And how long do you think it'll be before he's back

to being himself?

I'm very sorry to tell you this, but after this

long without treatment, he'll be able to live a normal life,

but it's highly unlikely he will ever be the person you knew.

How ever he is now,

my son's gonna have his father.

And I'll always have Tim.

I just heard from one of the nurses that there was some

blood test you ordered this morning?

That if it would have gone through,

we would have been able to diagnose them an hour earlier.

That the hacker did something that messed that up.

Yeah, I heard that too.

Is this the first time you've lost a patient?

I wish I could tell you that it gets easier, but it doesn't.

We just get stronger.

-Yeah. Yeah, I... -I think I better go.

Hey.

I'm sorry that I lashed out at you.

Yeah, I saw shades of the old Amy there.

I had some more memories of Danny,

of the day he died and his funeral, and I...

That must have pushed some buttons.

-Can we go home? -Yeah.

♪ I know it's not my fault

♪ I can't say that I'm blameless ♪

♪ Carry the pain 'til it stops

♪ Undress it until it's nameless ♪

♪ Someday the world will stop

♪ And it will feel just like this did ♪

♪ Sometimes it feels like I did this ♪

♪ Oh, oh

♪ Someday I'll be able to let you go ♪

I'm sure she knew Danny was always my favorite.

And now, when I see her...

...as much as I try, all I think about is him.

It's hard to even look at her.

♪ I'll be able to let you go

I'm sure she knew Danny was always my favorite.

And now, when I see her...

...as much as I try...

...all I think about is him. It's hard to even look at her.

♪ Someday, I'll be kinder to myself... ♪♪♪

-I didn't know, Hannah. -How could I have known?

-He was 17. -And we killed him.

"We" didn't do anything.

It was me.

I wanted to be a doctor my whole life.

Oh, my God.

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