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I'll go with you, my secret sauce.

I'll take you to my secret place.

My name

is Brittany

O'Dell, and I'm an expert on love, or at least I'm supposed to be.

Millions of people know me.

My darkest thoughts.

My opinions about the most intimate subjects.

They know that I like one night stands and have had sex with men I just met.

They know I like to touch myself when I'm alone.

They know these things because I am America's number one relationship

You see, I'm the host of Love Life.

Every day I spend a few hours with millions of radio listeners in 24 cities

across the United States.

And listen to their darkest, dirtiest secrets.

And tell them it's okay.

They're normal. That no matter what they've done, they shouldn't be ashamed.

For someone, somewhere, has done something much worse.

And if they don't believe me, all they need to do is keep listening.

For years, I really believed I was the expert on love and sex that everyone

thought.

After meeting Emmanuel, though, I'm not so sure.

She has a beauty, a sexual radiance, that I've never seen in anyone else.

Problems and hang -ups that would take me days to work through with a listener.

Emmanuel solves with a simple suggestion or offhand remark.

And on top of it all, she's never needed any help herself.

She has helped me, the expert, the one who supposedly doesn't need help, more

times than I can remember, and she's never asked for anything in return.

Still, I know one day I'll be able to pay back the debt I owe.

I just don't know how.

That feels good.

You have nice hands.

You have nice skin.

Such a beautiful body.

No wonder Matt is completely in love with you.

He thinks he is.

But I still think he's somewhere between in love and in lust.

Well, sometimes that can be a bewitching combination.

But it's so confusing.

I like to know where a man is at before I commit.

So are you still looking at other guys?

No.

But I am looking at other women.

What?

I mean, I don't know. Matt's a great guy, and he takes care of me in every

but I still have these sexual feelings for other people, you know?

You mean girls?

Yeah.

I guess... Girls just feel safe. It's not like I'm cheating on Matt with

guy, you know?

Yeah, I know what you mean.

A friend of mine actually also went through that same experience that you're

going through.

Really? What'd she do?

The two girls, hand in hand, walk innocently through the grass and over to

tree.

A blissful moment turns anxious.

as they look at one another.

Everything told through their eyes.

What's going to happen here?

Slowly they lean into each other and kiss passionately,

beautifully.

Who knows how long of spend up desire is suddenly being unleashed through their

lips.

Their hands begin rubbing all over each other's bodies.

So what happened next?

Roll over, and I'll tell you the rest.

So they found this most beautiful meadow.

The girls almost have each other's clothes off, and one is sucking on the

breast.

She finally can't take it.

She rips off.

the rest of the other girl's clothes and goes down on her.

The girls who have switched off with licking who?

And then what did they do?

And then they moved into one of my favorite positions.

Are you okay?

I've never done anything like that before.

So how do you feel?

It's not the end of the story, is it?

Well, this is what happens.

No.

There's more to your story that I want to tell you.

Leigh Ann, your stomach, I want to take care of you.

There it is?

Mm -hmm.

Do you want me to tell you the rest of the story?

No, I'd rather feel this one.

Leigh Ann?

You like that?

God, I never knew.

So beautiful.

Whoa! Matt, what are you doing here?

I got off early.

Well, we were just putting suntan lotion on each other.

You need some help?

Yeah, you wish.

Enjoying the sun, Emmanuel?

Hi, Matt. Thank you very much. It's lovely.

Well, has she called? No, Andrew.

Well, have you tried her cell phone? I have to get over this.

Okay, we'll try it again. Never mind, never mind.

Some relationship is beyond repair, and this is one of them.

No, I... Andrew, I'm getting off the phone. Andrew, goodbye.

Great, you're finally here.

Everything okay?

Just PT.

Okay, you ready?

All right, here we go.

In five, four, three...

Good evening, and a special hello

to all the lovers out there.

I'm Brittany O'Dell, and you're listening to Love Life.

Hello, Brittany? You're on live. What's your name?

I'd rather not say. You can remain anonymous.

What would you like to talk about tonight?

One night stands.

Hot potato.

Yeah, I mean, do you think they're okay?

Well, you know, I think anything can be okay as long as you can handle it.

And as long as you don't hurt anyone along the way.

Including yourself.

Did you have a one night stand or are you just thinking about it?

No, I just did. And now I'm confused because...

I've never done anything like that in my life. Why are you confused?

Because I wasn't raised that way, and part of me feels cheap, and another part

of me feels... thrilled.

Hmm.

Okay.

Why don't you tell us what happened?

Okay.

He came up to me on the street.

We stood next to each other and didn't say a word.

Finally, he turned to me and said, You know what?

We're going to be lovers.

And he took me by the hand and led me right to his place, which was just

the corner.

And what were you thinking?

It was all happening so fast.

I wasn't the kind of person to do something like this.

But you went to his place anyway.

The whole situation was so sexy.

Here was this mysterious stranger.

I didn't know what he would do to me.

My heart was pounding.

When he pressed his body into mine, I was so scared I wanted to run out the

door.

So why didn't you?

Because my feet felt like they were in buckets of cement. I couldn't move.

So, why don't you tell our listeners exactly what he did to you?

And don't leave anything out.

Really? Really.

Well, okay.

He took me in his arms.

They were so strong.

And then what happened?

I did things I've never done before.

Except in my imagination.

Alone.

This was so different.

I let loose like I've never done with any other man.

Something about not knowing him made it easier for my wild side to come out.

We made love all night and into the morning. It was wonderful.

And then I left, and I've never seen him again.

Do you want to?

I don't know.

Part of me does, and part of me doesn't.

Well, what's interesting about your situation is you can if you want. You

where he lives.

I know, but he said we would never be anything more than lovers.

I don't know if I want that. It sounds to me like you've got the best of both

worlds. You can have it if you want.

Or you can walk away with the experience.

I guess what I'm wondering is, is what I did cheap?

Do you feel cheap?

A little.

Look, we're sexual beings.

Exploring the sexual side of your nature isn't being cheap.

It's being true to your feelings.

And whether that's love or lust or just curiosity, it's all part of being human.

I don't think you should feel bad at all.

I think you should feel empowered.

And whatever decision you make, make it wisely and follow your muse.

I think you'll be glad you did.

Great show.

Some nice topics tonight.

Yeah, thanks.

I thought I was going to lose it when those group sex callers phoned in. The

moaning in the background was over the top.

You want to grab a drink?

Oh, thanks, but not tonight.

It's been a crazy day.

Sure, no problem. My star needs a rest.

Well, sleep well.

I'll see you tomorrow?

Yeah, see ya.

Night.

Hello.

Hello, Brittany.

It's me.

Who is this?

A friend.

A secret admirer.

What are you doing right now?

What am I doing?

Come on, who is this?

Someone who's thinking of you right now.

Andrew, if this is you, I swear to God it's not funny.

Andrew? Because I don't need any of your games.

Andrew? Who's Andrew?

I know what you need.

Oh, really?

And what's that?

Hello?

Are you sure it was an Andrew?

I'm sure.

And I don't know what to do.

Well, you can always change phone numbers. That's easy.

I could have called him.

Do you really feel threatened?

Well, see, that's just it.

He didn't sound threatening.

But, I don't know.

I get a lot of obsessive fans because of my show, so you never know.

You sound just as curious about it as you're nervous.

I am America's relationship therapist. I'm supposed to know how to handle these

things.

Oh, but life can be tricky.

I've never met a true expert on life.

You're an expert, Emmanuel.

Well, I'm searching like everyone else, believe me.

You know, you should come on my show sometime.

You know I'm too shy for that.

Too bad.

We could unleash you on the world and fix everything.

If it was only that easy, huh?

It could be.

I reach a lot of people, you know.

And that's what you should do. You should reach the people.

Touch them. You're wise.

You're the expert.

I'm sure you'd do the right thing.

Oh, my God.

You're so hot.

I can't get enough of you.

Stop it.

Come on, we both have other things to do.

Look at the time we've wasted half the day.

I would hardly call that a waste.

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

I'm making lunch.

You're such a doll.

Will you stop? I'm trying to cook in here and you're getting up body oil all

over the place.

You didn't seem to mind when Emmanuel was doing it.

How much did you think?

Enough.

Enough to think what?

Enough to think maybe you like girls too. Oh, come on, Matt. That's

Why are you being so defensive?

There's nothing wrong with it.

Does it bother you? Am I threatened by it?

No. Girls are hot. I mean, I don't understand.

And nothing really happened.

It's never happened before.

How did it start?

Who made the first move?

Did she?

I don't know.

It felt so natural.

Like, one minute we were talking about girls being with girls, and then the

minute we were... You were all over each other. It was so hot.

The whole... complicated life issue that I'm trying to deal with here.

And it's hard to talk to you seriously about it with your tongue dragging

the floor.

Sorry.

It's just... If you had seen what I have seen today, you would be turned on too.

What about me?

Quit complaining about it for you.

I've known you how long? And I didn't know you had this side to you.

You're dying.

I just started thinking about it, and I don't know why.

Go find out.

Maybe many more can help you.

You want to be mad or jealous?

As long as you don't do it behind my back, no.

No.

Misunderstanding, Matt.

You don't know how much I appreciate it.

Besides, what is that ass?

Who could resist an ass like that? A man or a woman.

Tell me.

So how did Emmanuel do it?

Did he lick you here?

I'm sorry. Did I hurt you?

I didn't feel anything.

No, no, no.

I must have fallen asleep.

I was dreaming I was somewhere else.

And you woke up suddenly and you weren't really sure which was a dream and which

was reality?

Evan, do you really think dreams tell us things?

Oh, of course.

Riddles are only riddles until they become clear.

All will be revealed in its own time.

Evan, you haven't noticed anything unusual around here lately, have you?

Unusual, miss?

Yeah, like late at night, strange guests.

Other than the squirrels in the kitchen, miss?

No, no, no, I mean C4.

No, not that I can think of.

Would you like me to contact security?

No, no, no, that won't be necessary.

You sure everything's all right?

Evan, I'm seeing them.

Them, Smith?

Yeah, like, like fairies, fairies.

Will they be joining you for supper?

This letter arrived for you, ma 'am. Oh, thank you, Katrina.

Dear Emmanuel, I'm sorry that I have to leave you.

Leave me?

Who?

Excuse me, miss, but Mr. Fabiola is here.

Oh, right.

I forgot.

Oh, yeah, Brittany told me he was going to come over.

But what's wrong with my space?

I think it's beautiful.

Oh, it is, it is.

It's just, uh, it needs a little bit more stimulus.

Like what?

I'm not sure.

It's got to fit you just right.

Anything happening that's interesting in your life?

Which way are you headed?

If I only knew.

Do you think I should have told him about the nymphs?

It might have inspired him.

Or he might have thought I was crazy.

I wish you told me more about the nymphs.

And then give them my address.

Rex said he wanted to redo my whole place, just so the energy would flow

But I always thought I was pretty good at that myself.

Emmanuel, you're always giving so much to other people. It's time to let

somebody give back to you.

I see what you're doing.

I see why you sent Rex to me.

The relationship doctor doesn't see a relationship to fix, so she's going to

create one for me.

Can be.

By redecorating my house.

You've never heard of feng shui?

No, really.

Emmanuel, your friends just want to see you happy and in love.

Is this some conspiracy or something?

Yes, for your own good.

We told Rex to design you your very own Venus flytrap.

Figuratively speaking, of course.

Right there in your house.

His job is to build you an environment that will naturally attract your true

love.

Ah, like honey to the bees.

More like bees to the honey, but I'm not going to go there.

Listen, I wanted to ask you, is somebody that we know leaving?

What do you mean, leaving?

I don't know, on like a long business trip or a vacation.

Not that I know of.

Why do you ask?

I decided not to tell Brittany about the letter.

I felt like everyone had spent enough time examining my life today.

I loved my friends, but I wondered why they were all so worried about me all of

a sudden.

I love love.

I love being in love.

But right now, I love my complete freedom even more.

Still,

are in a circle of friends here with Small.

If the letter wasn't from someone inside our group, then who could it possibly

be from?

Thank you, Brittany. That's the greatest advice ever.

Well, try it out and see what happens.

Your boyfriend may find out he's got more on his agenda than he can handle.

So you handle it for him, okay?

I will.

Good.

Let's go to line seven.

You're live on Love Life. Go ahead.

Brittany, I want to tell you about this girl I just met.

She's out of control.

What do you mean, out of control?

Well, she's a girl I just met at the gym, and all she can talk about is sex.

I've never been that confident a guy, but I saw this girl at the gym, and I

to have her.

Well, I decided to go for it.

I was funny and in control.

She really responded.

So, do you have a problem with that?

Not at all. It's just, I never met a girl who was so blatantly sexual.

Well, that's all she wanted to do was satisfy herself.

And did that satisfy you?

How couldn't it?

Thank you, caller.

That was quite a story.

Thanks for sharing.

Now let's go to line three.

Hello? You're on Love Life.

Hello?

You're on Love Life.

Hello?

Hello.

Good evening.

What's on your mind?

I wanted to talk about secret admirers.

Really?

That's an interesting subject.

I don't think we've touched on that one in quite a while.

So what about secret admirers?

Do you have one?

Or are you one?

I've got someone I admire.

Who is it?

I'd rather not say.

So, uh, what's your question?

I want to know if you think I should tell her.

Is it a good idea?

That depends.

Do you know her?

Sort of. I mean, everybody knows her.

She's very popular.

Her life is an open book.

Why would you say that?

Certainly not her whole life. Maybe to her work?

Maybe. But you know how if you listen to someone long enough, you can tell all

about them.

You only think you know her.

That's why I'm calling.

Should I ask her to meet?

Are you going to tell her who you are?

No. It's a surprise.

She'll see me when she gets there.

If she has enough guts to go.

Do you think if I asked her, she might say yes?

I don't know.

You haven't given her enough of a reason.

The adventure.

The what?

She's a very worldly person.

Very in charge of herself.

Very self -assured.

The perfect kind of person who would be up for an adventure.

And what kind of adventure are we talking about here?

I don't know.

That would depend on if we got along.

Supposing you did.

What then?

The sky's the limit.

See, everyone thinks this woman has got it all together.

But I know she's missing something in her life.

And what would that be?

A man to call her own.

I mean, who does he think he is, saying that to me?

Well, it looks like he's stuck in North here.

What does he know?

Maybe that America's relationship doctor is in need herself.

Is it that obvious?

Well, is it true?

I don't know. I'm very busy with my own life.

Yeah, I'd love to have a man, but I don't have time for one.

Well, then do as he says.

Just go for an adventure.

It might do you some good.

I don't know if I like you calling me on my phone.

Tonight. Meet me at 9 o 'clock on the corner of Beverly and Doheny.

I don't know.

Think about it.

If I do meet you, how will I recognize you?

You will.

I'll be the one looking for you.

And one more thing.

What?

No words. What, like no talking?

Right. We've done enough talking.

Just looking.

We'll talk with our eyes.

That's if I even show up.

I know you, Brittany.

You're intrigued.

You'll be there.

What do you think? Should I go?

What do you think?

You want to go on an adventure?

I think I let him get too close.

Well, it sort of sounds like he already is.

Hey, you want to grab that drink tonight?

Oh, sorry. I've got plans.

Hot date?

Maybe.

I don't really know.

Well, what does that mean?

Matt and Dr. Brittany.

When Katrina called me that night, of course I wanted to help.

But instead I told her not to worry, that I was sure Emmanuel was okay.

After all our experiences together, I trusted Emmanuel, especially when she

forced you to believe in the unbelievable.

Still, I couldn't help but think that even though it seemed Emmanuel was the

needing help, in fact, this was another case of her subconscious teaching those

around her another sexual lesson.

Just like that. It was so crude.

He could be such an idiot sometimes.

Well, he's a guy.

You know, but maybe he was just trying to find out how to do it better to you.

You think?

Well, I think he has just as much right to check it out as you do. I mean, I'm

sure he's curious, too.

Too curious.

I mean, sometimes I think that he wants to see me hook up with other girls just

because he wants to check out other girls.

Is that what you think?

I'm not really sure.

Well, otherwise, just do it as we talked about before.

You know, you just pick a girl you really like, and you just do it

just, you know, the two of you.

I don't know. I just feel like that's cheating on him. You know, I want Matt

be there, but then again, on the other hand, I don't, because it's about me and

not him.

Well, but if he's really your boyfriend, it's just as much about him as it is

about you.

But if you're still so worried about it, why don't you set some rules?

You invite him, you say he can watch.

But no touching, no talking.

I don't know, Manuel.

Why does sex have to be so confusing?

I thought it was just supposed to be fun.

I know.

Maybe we can actually call my friend Brittany O'Dell.

The sex therapist?

Yeah. I think her show is actually on right now.

There's no way I'd get through. There must be a million people trying to give

her show a call every night.

But not a million people have her private phone number.

Hello, I'm Brittany O'Dell, and you're listening to Love Life.

So you're worried he may just be using this situation to have sex with another

girl? Yeah, I mean, if I invite him in, I'm sure he'll want to join us.

Well, now be fair, caller.

The way you described yourself, who wouldn't? I just don't want him to

my feelings about all this.

I'm caught between what I want to do and what I feel I need to do because of

him.

Okay, that's a reasonable concern.

But the truth is, if you're in a real relationship, it is about him and how he

feels, too.

Even if his motivations aren't exactly the same as yours.

Have I just opened a big can of worms that I could just put the lid back on?

You could.

But that would be like sealing closed your true feelings.

And that's a number of very good things to do in the end.

I don't know if I'm so nervous because of what I'm going through or because of

what may happen with Matt.

You know, what if things get out of control and he wants to join in? I mean,

what if he wants to have sex with her? What if she wants to have sex with him?

I mean, and what do I say then? Because if I say no, it'll just ruin everything.

Okay, first of all, the girl you bring in is your friend, not his.

You can set boundaries with her before you even start.

And how to deal with Matt is one of them? Of course.

Sounds like it's the only boundary you need to set.

But if she's really there for you, he won't matter that much to her anyhow.

You see, open communication is the key to a lasting relationship, no matter who

it's with.

Friends, spouses, lovers, even co -workers.

You know, I know a couple who was in a similar situation to you once.

She was worried about him with other girls?

A little.

So to keep it from becoming a side affair for him, they decided to bring

girl who was a complete stranger to both of them.

She kind of flew away.

Wow, that sounds so incredible.

Because they were clear with their choices going in.

So what I'm saying to you is, it's really up to you.

It's your needs, your body, your choices.

Being with another girl starts with you, not him.

So make sure you're doing it for your reasons first.

And then, take his feelings into consideration.

Separating your issues from his. should make your final decision a lot easier.

You know what? You're right, Dr. Adele.

I should just handle one new experience at a time.

Exactly.

I hope I've been of some help.

Yeah, you really have. Thank you.

And do call back and let our listeners know what happened, okay?

Okay, I will.

So what are you going to do?

You'll see.

Dr. Love gave me an idea.

Cheers, baby.

So are you going to tell me where we're going or what?

Well, tonight I decided that we'd get a hotel room.

Really? So why are we still dressed up? Believe me, we won't be leaving the

room. Stop it.

I didn't dress up for you.

I dressed up for somebody else.

Really? Mm -hmm. Who?

You'll see.

Tonight, I decided that I'd find out everything about girls that I ever

to know.

You're kidding me.

Are you serious?

Yeah. This is awesome.

This is awesome. I cannot believe this. Okay, you're getting a little too

excited. Okay.

Okay. Okay.

Calm down.

Is it Emmanuel?

It's somebody that I've known for a long time, and she's had similar feelings

for me, and I'm just going to leave it at that.

Tell me.

Okay.

Okay.

It's Amy.

Your aerobics instructor, Amy?

Oh my god, I never knew! Wow. Alright, you're getting a little out of control,

so I'm just going to tell you the rules right now.

Rules?

What rules? Rules just for you.

Okay? And the number one rule, the golden rule, no touching.

What? No touching?

Not even you?

All you can do is sit there and watch and be absolutely invisible because this

is about Amy and I.

And we're just inviting you in.

Well, thanks. I'm just your boyfriend.

Doesn't mean you own me.

So, do you want to come tonight or not?

Would you do this without me? You said you weren't threatened by girls.

That's right, but... So, why wouldn't I?

Okay, you're right. I would rather be there.

Those are the rules.

Ooh, can I get the video camera? That doesn't make any noise.

You two again.

You happy to see us? We're happy to see you.

Something strange happened, and I need your help.

Yeah. I got this letter from a man, and it said

he had to leave me.

But who had to leave me?

How should we know?

We just know.

What good are you doing?

Good night, Nim.

I'll tell you what we're good for.

We may not know who wrote the letter, but we can help you find out.

I'm interested.

Now close your eyes.

Relax.

Concentrate.

On what?

On the letter.

On who you wish wrote the letter.

It seems like it was a mysterious stranger

who's been around for a long time.

Without me knowing it.

Describe him?

How can I? I don't even know who it is. Picture him in your mind.

Okay.

He's tall, strong, handsome and kind.

And if I look into his eyes, the only thing I see is him.

He's full of love.

Not in a jealous way.

Only...

In a loving way. Sounds nice.

Have you ever met him before?

Just once.

He was the greatest lover of my life.

He was the first true love.

So what happened?

We were just kids.

And his parents moved across the country.

And I never saw him again.

So what does he look like?

I don't know.

It's been so many years.

So imagine what he looks like.

The imagination is a powerful tool, Emmanuel.

Your mind can turn dreams into reality.

David.

I thought I'd never see you again.

All right.

Oh.

Emmanuel never did say whether or not the nymphs were real or simply a dream,

and I never asked.

Truthfully, I was afraid she might tell me if I did.

I still do the show every day, only now I do it with a partner.

With some good advice from Emmanuel, and a little effort, Eric and I were able

to work things out.

We've never been happier, and the show has never been better, or more popular.

A month or two after this all happened, Emmanuelle disappeared, leaving without

saying a word to anyone.

I was sure she had her reasons, just as I was sure I would see her again.

I have no doubt she was needed somewhere else in a way I could never understand,

for an adventure open only to the one true expert in the art of

seduction.