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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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- I am officially tapping out.
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No amount of glory
is worth harming yourself
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to the level
that starvation can do.
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- Yes! Oh, thank you, fish.
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I am all in right now on fish.
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I'm going to spend
a lot of time on this boat.
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- There's so many reasons
I want to make a pit house.
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They are incredibly efficient
at keeping in heat.
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- I'm not living up
to what I want
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to live up to
as a survivalist.
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I am officially tapping out.
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Family is more important
then my ego.
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I want to be driven
by what's in my heart.
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♪ ♪
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narrator: In "Alone's"
most terrifying location yet,
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10 participants face
the deadliest predator
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in North America.
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- There he is right there.
- Grizzly bears.
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- Hey, bear!
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- There's a lot
of grizzly here.
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I'm gonna have
to live with them.
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- Go on, get!
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- Every second we're
on the land,
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we're being hunted.
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- Holy *bleep*, mountain lion.
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- It's circling around
my shelter.
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narrator: Bone chilling cold.
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- Winter is coming.
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You combine the wind
with the rain and the cold,
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this place could make
the Arctic look easy.
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Oh *bleep*.
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narrator:
And complete isolation.
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- You cannot hide
from yourself,
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mentally and emotionally.
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- Ahh!
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- There's no place to go.
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- I am suffering
from loneliness.
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narrator: Who will survive?
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- Yes, yes!
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- This could be the end.
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- I don't want to tap,
but I don't want to die either.
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- You have to suffer
before you can succeed.
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- [retching]
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narrator:
The last one standing wins.
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- At what point do
I push the button?
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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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[birds chirping]
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- [whispering]
I just shot a buck.
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[tense music]
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♪ ♪
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Oh, my God.
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Oh...
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♪ ♪
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[breathes deeply]
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♪ ♪
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Oh, my God.
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♪ ♪
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I killed it.
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Yeah!
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♪ ♪
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Mm. Whew!
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Hunting is something
that I've done my whole life.
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But I've always had support,
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I've always been able
to bring things.
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But to do it completely
on your own, self-supported,
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just from
what the land provides,
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that's a different story.
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♪ ♪
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Backstraps tonight!
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I'm going to go ahead
and drop the guts right here,
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and then drag him away.
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Cut those hind quarters off
and take those.
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[dramatic music]
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This location is different
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because there is
a major predator here.
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So I have to get
this thing gutted,
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I have to get it
quartered out,
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I have to get the usable,
good meat,
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because the last thing
that I want to do
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is have to deal
with a bear coming in here
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and wanting to take this kill.
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♪ ♪
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I don't have my pack, so I have
to start shuttling the meat
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in stages back to the shelter.
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[panting]
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Oh, man, first load done.
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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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- Checking myself here
real quick.
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I don't remember having
any gray in my beard
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before this started.
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Maybe a little.
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[tense music]
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I haven't seen any deer.
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But every morning,
I pick 100 onions,
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rose hips, and cranberries.
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I'm just working on foraging
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'cause that stuff's gonna
go away when the snow comes.
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♪ ♪
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Mmm, mmm.
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Plants, man, they provide.
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♪ ♪
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Oh, there's my onion friends.
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Be with you shortly.
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♪ ♪
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Cranberry hole.
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♪ ♪
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Tiny, but sure are tasty.
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♪ ♪
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These cranberries have been in
this hole for almost 3 weeks.
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Still are good.
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[tense music]
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It's calories over comfort
right now.
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Every spare minute
I have has to go
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to trying to acquire calories.
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♪ ♪
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Moderation,
eat 'em in moderation.
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I have to pick onions.
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♪ ♪
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I don't know
when they disappear.
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Unfamiliar with the land.
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All right, let's go.
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♪ ♪
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If they disappear and I don't
have 1,000 or more,
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that's a big shame on me.
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It's almost like harvesting
out of the garden,
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which I would be doing
right now if I was at home.
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I'd really like to start
community farms
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in rural Alaska.
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I want to use the money
that I could win
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to expose people to wilderness
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and wild places
and intact ecosystems.
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Two thirds of our planet
lives in urban areas,
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which is fine, but it's hard
to get a population
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that care about
wild places like this
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if they've never been in it.
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♪ ♪
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So, for me, winning the money
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means being able to start
my dream of a school or a camp.
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I want to build that.
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I like this
foraging business, man.
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Sitting on my ass
picking calories.
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Keep doing it.
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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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- Close up of my face.
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Look at those cheek bones.
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Seriously sunken in.
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Look at that brow.
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Look at that skull structure.
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You think that that's not,
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like Cro-Magnon
or like early human?
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Those high ridges.
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[exhales sharply]
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It's a tough skull.
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Trust me, it's a tough skull.
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[dramatic music]
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It's getting dark.
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♪ ♪
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I'm gonna head up
and check my lines.
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♪ ♪
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I would like to believe
there's a fish on my line.
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♪ ♪
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Tell you what,
I miss my family.
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♪ ♪
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The struggle for me
is the value
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that I place
on my responsibility
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to be a dad,
since I didn't have a dad.
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♪ ♪
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When you don't have
that resource,
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especially for boy stuff,
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you kind of learn
from another kid.
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But there was no heart in it.
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That's what I think
is interesting for me.
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Not having a dad
that has a passion.
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I feel like my passion
is my family.
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Maybe that's because
of my own upbringing.
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♪ ♪
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Super exciting.
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♪ ♪
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We all come from a struggle.
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At some point, we all struggle,
no matter where we come from.
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♪ ♪
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Big fish.
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♪ ♪
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Easy, big fella.
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[suspenseful music]
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Come on, come on.
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♪ ♪
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*bleep*!
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No!
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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*bleep*!
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♪ ♪
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*bleep*.
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Damn it.
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[dramatic music]
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That was a huge bull trout.
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♪ ♪
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My jacket's wet.
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♪ ♪
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I saw that it was just
barely hooked on the nose.
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[tense music]
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Son of a--*bleep*. Dang it.
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♪ ♪
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I saw him slip off right when
he got in the shallow water.
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God dang it.
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All right,
we're gonna set it again.
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♪ ♪
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That's a meal for a few days.
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That's so many calories.
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I could start
to replenish stored fat.
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It's just such a blast
to your time spent.
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♪ ♪
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So I've got to figure this out.
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Can't let that happen again.
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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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- I just got back to camp
with the last load.
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[sighs]
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I don't think I've ever--
I know I've never--
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I've never reacted
like that to--
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to killing a deer or an animal.
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But there's--I don't know,
being out here and...
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♪ ♪
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Being--having the fish
situation be what it is
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where it's just, like, staying
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maybe just a day or two ahead,
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you know, that's all I can do
is stay a day or two ahead.
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It's just, it was kind of--
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that was worrying me.
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That was stressful.
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And to have all of that
just poof,
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lifted off your shoulders
is like...
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♪ ♪
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That is a beautiful sight.
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[tense music]
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[sighs] Man.
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♪ ♪
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I have to get all this stuff
cut into strips.
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Gotta keep it from spoiling.
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Gotta keep a bear
from taking it.
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♪ ♪
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Backstrap.
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♪ ♪
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That's the rib meat.
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♪ ♪
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Tenderloin.
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♪ ♪
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That's dinner tonight.
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Heart.
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That's always the first thing.
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You gotta eat the heart first.
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I've got to take it all
back there and hang it now.
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♪ ♪
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There is a real risk
of having meat
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hanging in your shelter
where there's bears around.
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I want to make sure
that it's up off the ground
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and protected,
because that is my future.
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♪ ♪
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Never had to haul meat
so far without a pack.
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[tense music]
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♪ ♪
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[grunts]
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♪ ♪
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Yeah, that'll work for now.
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Revamp it later.
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Man, that deer heart
is gonna be good tonight.
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[dramatic music]
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The first meal of any deer
or elk that I ever kill,
275
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I always eat the heart first.
276
00:15:45,427 --> 00:15:48,188
It's just kind of
a significant thing to me.
277
00:15:48,292 --> 00:15:49,500
♪ ♪
278
00:15:49,603 --> 00:15:52,572
Buck heart fried in buck fat.
279
00:15:52,675 --> 00:15:55,368
Man, oh, man.
280
00:15:55,471 --> 00:15:57,853
[tense music]
281
00:15:57,957 --> 00:16:00,683
There's the end of the heart.
282
00:16:00,787 --> 00:16:03,100
♪ ♪
283
00:16:03,203 --> 00:16:05,274
Oh, my God.
284
00:16:05,378 --> 00:16:07,449
♪ ♪
285
00:16:07,552 --> 00:16:09,071
Mmm.
286
00:16:12,661 --> 00:16:15,353
Oh, my God, that's good.
287
00:16:16,527 --> 00:16:18,460
Whew!
288
00:16:18,563 --> 00:16:20,600
That may be the best thing
I ever ate.
289
00:16:24,155 --> 00:16:25,846
Thank you, young buck.
290
00:16:28,125 --> 00:16:30,127
Thank you, thank you.
291
00:16:30,230 --> 00:16:31,783
Mmm.
292
00:16:33,923 --> 00:16:36,823
[dramatic music]
293
00:16:36,926 --> 00:16:43,968
♪ ♪
294
00:16:53,564 --> 00:16:56,601
[rain pattering]
295
00:16:58,500 --> 00:17:00,605
- Mm...
296
00:17:00,709 --> 00:17:03,367
Having a slow, slow morning.
297
00:17:05,576 --> 00:17:09,269
It's windy and rainy, cold.
298
00:17:10,788 --> 00:17:14,205
Kind of set it out where
my goal is, like, 100 days,
299
00:17:14,309 --> 00:17:17,070
so I'm 23% of the way there.
300
00:17:17,174 --> 00:17:19,693
Every day
is just one more percent.
301
00:17:19,797 --> 00:17:24,353
I put that goal out there, mm,
302
00:17:24,457 --> 00:17:27,218
but food,
I need food to get there.
303
00:17:36,952 --> 00:17:39,092
I need to get
some passive fishing going,
304
00:17:39,196 --> 00:17:42,164
so I think I'm gonna build
a fish trap.
305
00:17:42,268 --> 00:17:44,856
[wind whistling]
306
00:17:47,583 --> 00:17:50,379
Before I get to work,
it's breakfast time.
307
00:17:50,483 --> 00:17:52,968
[tense music]
308
00:17:53,072 --> 00:17:55,419
All right, shelter,
see you tonight.
309
00:17:55,522 --> 00:17:57,697
♪ ♪
310
00:17:57,800 --> 00:18:03,254
My little breakfast
cranberries, have a few.
311
00:18:03,358 --> 00:18:06,706
Gonna stop by
ol' cranberry hole.
312
00:18:06,809 --> 00:18:09,674
♪ ♪
313
00:18:09,778 --> 00:18:10,951
This fish trap,
I'm pretty excited
314
00:18:11,055 --> 00:18:15,335
about catching fish
for me passively, 24/7.
315
00:18:15,439 --> 00:18:17,199
Lots of excitement.
316
00:18:17,303 --> 00:18:20,547
♪ ♪
317
00:18:20,651 --> 00:18:22,031
Ooh.
318
00:18:25,897 --> 00:18:27,727
Something has been here.
319
00:18:27,830 --> 00:18:29,453
♪ ♪
320
00:18:29,556 --> 00:18:30,764
Something big.
321
00:18:30,868 --> 00:18:33,871
♪ ♪
322
00:18:33,974 --> 00:18:37,219
Tore up my fire pit.
323
00:18:37,323 --> 00:18:39,808
Ate my cranberries.
324
00:18:39,911 --> 00:18:41,706
Hey, bear!
325
00:18:53,856 --> 00:18:56,721
I think we had a bear.
326
00:18:56,825 --> 00:18:59,724
That ain't to squirrel
moving those rocks.
327
00:19:01,519 --> 00:19:03,556
Ate half my cranberries.
328
00:19:03,659 --> 00:19:05,972
Oh. Any good ones left?
329
00:19:08,008 --> 00:19:11,253
Smell them and see if I
can smell the bear's breath.
330
00:19:11,357 --> 00:19:13,669
[tense music]
331
00:19:13,773 --> 00:19:18,812
I'm worried about bears,
but I need to get calories.
332
00:19:18,916 --> 00:19:21,160
I am building
a fish trap today.
333
00:19:21,263 --> 00:19:24,715
♪ ♪
334
00:19:24,818 --> 00:19:27,511
God, it'd be sweet
if this works.
335
00:19:27,614 --> 00:19:29,858
Some passive fishing.
336
00:19:29,961 --> 00:19:32,964
♪ ♪
337
00:19:33,068 --> 00:19:34,690
Last year
there was a land slide
338
00:19:34,794 --> 00:19:36,175
that blocked the Chilko River,
339
00:19:36,278 --> 00:19:38,453
so now it's made it
inaccessible
340
00:19:38,556 --> 00:19:40,282
for the salmon
to reach the lake.
341
00:19:40,386 --> 00:19:43,320
Got a little system
going here, guys.
342
00:19:43,423 --> 00:19:45,874
Migratory bears
are showing up to get fish,
343
00:19:45,977 --> 00:19:48,290
and there ain't fish there.
344
00:19:48,394 --> 00:19:51,535
Now they're hungry and they're
moving through your territory.
345
00:19:51,638 --> 00:19:53,778
Those bears probably
scare me the most
346
00:19:53,882 --> 00:19:55,780
'cause they're
the least predictable.
347
00:19:55,884 --> 00:19:58,611
Oh, that smell.
348
00:19:58,714 --> 00:20:00,544
Hey, bear!
349
00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:07,206
I just caught wind
of something.
350
00:20:07,309 --> 00:20:08,207
[dramatic music]
351
00:20:08,310 --> 00:20:09,932
It's a little unnerving
to know,
352
00:20:10,036 --> 00:20:12,866
like, what are they gonna
turn to, skunk cabbage?
353
00:20:12,970 --> 00:20:14,972
"Alone" contestants?
354
00:20:15,075 --> 00:20:16,422
These bears aren't gonna come
here and turn around and say,
355
00:20:16,525 --> 00:20:18,458
"Oh, the fish aren't here"
and back out of here.
356
00:20:18,562 --> 00:20:19,873
They're gonna stay here,
357
00:20:19,977 --> 00:20:21,668
and they're gonna
get desperate.
358
00:20:21,772 --> 00:20:24,878
Ah it looks fantastic.
359
00:20:24,982 --> 00:20:27,502
There's the entrance,
360
00:20:27,605 --> 00:20:30,850
this comes out
and there's the trap.
361
00:20:30,953 --> 00:20:35,820
Fish go right in,
can't get out.
362
00:20:35,924 --> 00:20:40,549
I'm gonna tie it on
and go get it in the water.
363
00:20:42,137 --> 00:20:44,208
It's gonna be a producer, man.
364
00:20:44,312 --> 00:20:47,211
[tense music]
365
00:20:47,315 --> 00:20:51,319
♪ ♪
366
00:20:51,422 --> 00:20:55,081
- Here we go,
setting the fish trap.
367
00:20:55,184 --> 00:21:02,261
♪ ♪
368
00:21:08,577 --> 00:21:11,925
I have no idea how deep it is.
369
00:21:12,029 --> 00:21:16,620
All right, trap,
catch some fish, please.
370
00:21:20,175 --> 00:21:22,246
Fish trap in.
371
00:21:26,699 --> 00:21:29,495
That's my buoy.
372
00:21:29,598 --> 00:21:33,464
It didn't sink.
We're good, man.
373
00:21:33,568 --> 00:21:35,915
Let's get the boat put away.
374
00:21:36,018 --> 00:21:38,918
[dramatic music]
375
00:21:39,021 --> 00:21:45,752
♪ ♪
376
00:21:51,827 --> 00:21:54,416
- Is there a point in getting
out of my sleeping bag?
377
00:21:58,317 --> 00:22:01,181
Mm.
378
00:22:01,285 --> 00:22:06,704
My lips are okay and I can
still smile so it's alright.
379
00:22:08,844 --> 00:22:10,018
My shirt needs a wash though.
380
00:22:10,121 --> 00:22:11,847
The reason I want to move
into the pit house,
381
00:22:11,951 --> 00:22:12,986
'cause then I can wash clothing
382
00:22:13,090 --> 00:22:14,402
even when the weather is nasty
383
00:22:14,505 --> 00:22:17,128
and then I can dry it
over the fire.
384
00:22:18,647 --> 00:22:20,442
Yep, really, really ready,
385
00:22:20,546 --> 00:22:23,514
really ready to move
into my house.
386
00:22:23,618 --> 00:22:28,933
♪ ♪
387
00:22:29,037 --> 00:22:31,039
All right, before I move in,
388
00:22:31,142 --> 00:22:34,732
I need to get
this fireplace area sorted.
389
00:22:34,836 --> 00:22:36,389
With the tarp
over the smoke hole,
390
00:22:36,493 --> 00:22:38,080
I'm not really sure
how this is gonna work out
391
00:22:38,184 --> 00:22:41,014
ventilation-wise,
so this is kind of a test.
392
00:22:41,118 --> 00:22:48,159
♪ ♪
393
00:22:51,818 --> 00:22:55,063
So far it's a smoke house.
394
00:22:55,166 --> 00:22:59,101
♪ ♪
395
00:22:59,205 --> 00:23:00,689
It's pulling all the air
in from over there,
396
00:23:00,793 --> 00:23:03,209
just bringing the smoke inside.
397
00:23:05,142 --> 00:23:07,075
I have to figure out a way
to temporarily open
398
00:23:07,178 --> 00:23:10,043
part of the smoke hole up top.
399
00:23:10,147 --> 00:23:11,320
Let me just go--
400
00:23:11,424 --> 00:23:15,428
I'm gonna grab a pole
and see if I can do that.
401
00:23:15,532 --> 00:23:17,672
It's not calm here very often.
402
00:23:17,775 --> 00:23:21,469
It's very, very windy,
403
00:23:21,572 --> 00:23:25,369
and I have drafts
around my door.
404
00:23:25,473 --> 00:23:29,097
So when the wind
comes from the north,
405
00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:33,757
my fireplace
does not function well.
406
00:23:33,860 --> 00:23:36,138
Potentially that actually
made it worse.
407
00:23:36,242 --> 00:23:40,902
♪ ♪
408
00:23:41,005 --> 00:23:44,664
This isn't working.
I can't move in.
409
00:23:44,768 --> 00:23:47,598
This is not gonna be good
for my lungs.
410
00:23:47,702 --> 00:23:49,945
Smoke inhalation
over a long periods of time
411
00:23:50,049 --> 00:23:53,466
can make you feel
utterly rubbish.
412
00:23:53,570 --> 00:23:56,642
It's low level
carbon monoxide poisoning.
413
00:23:56,745 --> 00:23:59,817
But I can't completely
not have a fire.
414
00:23:59,921 --> 00:24:06,997
♪ ♪
415
00:24:08,067 --> 00:24:10,966
[dramatic music]
416
00:24:11,070 --> 00:24:18,111
♪ ♪
417
00:24:27,293 --> 00:24:28,536
- Good morning.
418
00:24:29,847 --> 00:24:33,472
It's about five degrees
colder today, noticeable.
419
00:24:34,783 --> 00:24:36,026
I'm gonna drink
some hot water
420
00:24:36,129 --> 00:24:39,823
for my morning wake up,
hot like coffee.
421
00:24:42,308 --> 00:24:45,104
[slurps]
422
00:24:45,207 --> 00:24:47,762
Wow, that's warm.
423
00:24:50,661 --> 00:24:54,285
Holy warm. That's really hot.
424
00:25:00,291 --> 00:25:03,053
Might as well go back in
for seconds, though.
425
00:25:03,156 --> 00:25:04,710
Just dumb enough.
426
00:25:06,608 --> 00:25:08,817
[slurps]
427
00:25:08,921 --> 00:25:12,096
Yep, just as hot
as the first time.
428
00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:14,892
[tense music]
429
00:25:14,996 --> 00:25:16,238
All right, back to work.
430
00:25:16,342 --> 00:25:17,930
♪ ♪
431
00:25:18,033 --> 00:25:19,034
First thing's first.
432
00:25:19,138 --> 00:25:21,865
Let's remedy
the fishing situation
433
00:25:21,968 --> 00:25:23,729
so we don't lose another fish.
434
00:25:23,832 --> 00:25:26,145
♪ ♪
435
00:25:26,248 --> 00:25:31,357
I'm just gonna evenly space
these around it,
436
00:25:31,460 --> 00:25:35,568
and just keep
sectioning it down
437
00:25:35,672 --> 00:25:41,367
until we get to the desired
size of the net we want.
438
00:25:41,470 --> 00:25:43,127
♪ ♪
439
00:25:43,231 --> 00:25:44,404
Awesome.
440
00:25:46,406 --> 00:25:47,753
It's a good start.
441
00:25:47,856 --> 00:25:50,618
♪ ♪
442
00:25:50,721 --> 00:25:55,381
Fishing, it was almost
what's for breakfast.
443
00:25:55,484 --> 00:25:58,418
I would say I'm in one
of the worst of times.
444
00:25:58,522 --> 00:26:01,249
I'm not catching any
or killing any food.
445
00:26:01,352 --> 00:26:02,906
♪ ♪
446
00:26:03,009 --> 00:26:05,391
This is the longest
I've ever gone without eating.
447
00:26:05,494 --> 00:26:09,222
♪ ♪
448
00:26:09,326 --> 00:26:16,298
Well, task one
has been completed.
449
00:26:20,199 --> 00:26:21,614
I'm happy with it.
450
00:26:21,718 --> 00:26:24,928
It should serve its purpose.
451
00:26:25,031 --> 00:26:27,275
Perfect.
452
00:26:27,378 --> 00:26:29,070
It works.
453
00:26:29,173 --> 00:26:32,729
[wind whistling]
454
00:26:36,629 --> 00:26:39,667
[waves crashing]
455
00:26:39,770 --> 00:26:41,738
Get to test out our net.
456
00:26:41,841 --> 00:26:43,636
♪ ♪
457
00:26:43,740 --> 00:26:45,914
I'm always optimistic
about tomorrow.
458
00:26:46,018 --> 00:26:46,950
♪ ♪
459
00:26:47,053 --> 00:26:50,091
But I find myself very thin
460
00:26:50,194 --> 00:26:53,612
and concerned at
how much weight I've lost.
461
00:26:53,715 --> 00:26:58,099
I know that physically
I'm in a dangerous place.
462
00:26:58,202 --> 00:27:00,101
All right, I think
I got a fish.
463
00:27:02,068 --> 00:27:06,970
I don't know how big it is,
but it's moving the line.
464
00:27:07,073 --> 00:27:09,835
Oh, wow.
465
00:27:09,938 --> 00:27:15,288
*bleep* Here we go.
466
00:27:15,392 --> 00:27:16,704
Whoo-hoo.
467
00:27:16,807 --> 00:27:19,776
♪ ♪
468
00:27:21,985 --> 00:27:23,296
There was a bull trout
469
00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:28,577
with this 12-inch rainbow
in his mouth on the hook.
470
00:27:30,649 --> 00:27:32,133
I'll take it.
471
00:27:34,791 --> 00:27:37,379
You can see his teeth marks.
472
00:27:37,483 --> 00:27:40,037
So this guy was food.
473
00:27:40,141 --> 00:27:42,212
That's crazy.
474
00:27:42,315 --> 00:27:45,733
It means the fish are back.
475
00:27:45,836 --> 00:27:48,356
I'm sure happy to see 'em.
476
00:27:48,459 --> 00:27:50,461
It means we're
still in the game.
477
00:27:54,603 --> 00:27:57,020
[dramatic music]
478
00:27:57,123 --> 00:28:04,234
♪ ♪
479
00:28:11,966 --> 00:28:14,969
- [panting]
480
00:28:23,011 --> 00:28:25,531
Well, there's no flies on it,
so good,
481
00:28:25,634 --> 00:28:27,015
I'm just gonna leave it.
482
00:28:29,673 --> 00:28:31,744
It's kind of a race now.
483
00:28:31,848 --> 00:28:35,886
I have got to get my deer meat
dry so I can preserve it.
484
00:28:35,990 --> 00:28:40,097
I'm gonna have to build
a smoke house.
485
00:28:40,201 --> 00:28:43,169
Here's what I'm thinking,
let's do a log cabin style.
486
00:28:43,273 --> 00:28:46,966
It's going to make it
stronger, simpler.
487
00:28:47,070 --> 00:28:50,107
I have to build a smoker
that's pretty sturdy.
488
00:28:50,211 --> 00:28:51,833
And I know
I can't build something
489
00:28:51,937 --> 00:28:53,524
that's going to stop a bear.
490
00:28:53,628 --> 00:28:55,837
I mean, they're
so incredibly powerful.
491
00:28:55,941 --> 00:28:58,806
But I can build one that'll
slow one down long enough
492
00:28:58,909 --> 00:29:01,601
for me to hopefully
come outside and deal with it.
493
00:29:01,705 --> 00:29:04,535
♪ ♪
494
00:29:04,639 --> 00:29:06,468
Man, I'm glad
I brought this saw.
495
00:29:06,572 --> 00:29:08,677
It was a last-minute item.
496
00:29:08,781 --> 00:29:11,577
I don't have the advantage
of cold weather like they have
497
00:29:11,680 --> 00:29:13,752
with other big game kills
in past seasons,
498
00:29:13,855 --> 00:29:17,100
where you can just leave
whole quarters out here.
499
00:29:17,203 --> 00:29:20,344
In order for this meat
to dry out enough to keep,
500
00:29:20,448 --> 00:29:22,588
you have to reduce
the moisture content so low
501
00:29:22,691 --> 00:29:26,626
that bacteria and things like
that won't grow.
502
00:29:26,730 --> 00:29:31,700
I think my shoulder is gonna
feel this tomorrow.
503
00:29:31,804 --> 00:29:34,634
I gotta get this done.
504
00:29:34,738 --> 00:29:37,845
Ideally what you want to do
is dry those quarters,
505
00:29:37,948 --> 00:29:40,571
and it creates a rind on the
outside and protects them.
506
00:29:40,675 --> 00:29:42,194
In relatively warm weather,
507
00:29:42,297 --> 00:29:45,266
they'll be good
just hanging for days.
508
00:29:45,369 --> 00:29:46,646
Stringing this wire in there
509
00:29:46,750 --> 00:29:50,098
so I'll have a place
to hang that meat.
510
00:29:50,202 --> 00:29:52,031
Gonna chink the cracks.
511
00:29:52,135 --> 00:29:57,071
♪ ♪
512
00:29:57,174 --> 00:30:00,074
All right.
I'm gonna do the roof.
513
00:30:00,177 --> 00:30:01,800
Now I just need some moss.
514
00:30:01,903 --> 00:30:05,389
♪ ♪
515
00:30:05,493 --> 00:30:06,977
I think once I get
all this done,
516
00:30:07,081 --> 00:30:10,084
I'm gonna have to start
just chilling a little bit.
517
00:30:10,187 --> 00:30:11,464
♪ ♪
518
00:30:11,568 --> 00:30:13,881
I have some little projects
that don't really
519
00:30:13,984 --> 00:30:16,504
require a big expenditure.
520
00:30:16,607 --> 00:30:20,335
I've been working hard,
burning a lot of calories.
521
00:30:20,439 --> 00:30:21,474
♪ ♪
522
00:30:21,578 --> 00:30:24,650
But I have to protect
this meat.
523
00:30:24,753 --> 00:30:26,997
I'm not about to give this up
to a bear.
524
00:30:27,101 --> 00:30:29,413
♪ ♪
525
00:30:29,517 --> 00:30:31,105
All right.
526
00:30:39,492 --> 00:30:42,530
This thing is gonna
be perfect size
527
00:30:42,633 --> 00:30:44,152
to fit all this meat.
528
00:30:46,327 --> 00:30:47,846
I just need a fire.
529
00:30:47,949 --> 00:30:50,814
♪ ♪
530
00:30:50,918 --> 00:30:52,367
Started with some of this pine,
531
00:30:52,471 --> 00:30:56,061
and then I'll put
that alder on there.
532
00:30:56,164 --> 00:31:00,065
Oh, look at that. Bam.
533
00:31:00,168 --> 00:31:01,583
Now, that's just cool.
534
00:31:01,687 --> 00:31:04,552
[dramatic music]
535
00:31:04,655 --> 00:31:11,697
♪ ♪
536
00:31:16,115 --> 00:31:23,157
♪
537
00:31:31,337 --> 00:31:33,098
- So not gonna lie.
538
00:31:33,201 --> 00:31:38,206
Yesterday after the rain
when I got up that morning,
539
00:31:38,310 --> 00:31:40,070
I had left my pot lidless,
540
00:31:40,174 --> 00:31:43,763
and it had collected
that 2 inches of water.
541
00:31:43,867 --> 00:31:45,938
It wasn't very light out
when I was drinking out of it.
542
00:31:46,042 --> 00:31:47,284
And when it did get light,
543
00:31:47,388 --> 00:31:51,219
I swear there were
squirrel turds in my water.
544
00:31:51,323 --> 00:31:52,772
Not gonna lie.
545
00:31:52,876 --> 00:31:56,776
I think I drank
squirrel poo yesterday.
546
00:31:56,880 --> 00:31:58,226
Hopefully there's
nothing wrong with it.
547
00:31:58,330 --> 00:31:59,848
But I didn't get sick.
548
00:31:59,952 --> 00:32:01,540
♪ ♪
549
00:32:01,643 --> 00:32:03,162
What to do today?
550
00:32:03,266 --> 00:32:06,648
Well, I'm getting lighter
by the day,
551
00:32:06,752 --> 00:32:11,170
so I got to build up
my caloric intake.
552
00:32:11,274 --> 00:32:15,174
Plan is to build
a fishing rod and reel.
553
00:32:15,278 --> 00:32:17,797
Being able to cast out
quite a ways,
554
00:32:17,901 --> 00:32:20,593
might be able to pull
a bull trout a day.
555
00:32:20,697 --> 00:32:24,701
♪ ♪
556
00:32:24,804 --> 00:32:27,462
That's gonna fit into there.
557
00:32:27,566 --> 00:32:31,397
I think that the fishing rod
and reel might change things,
558
00:32:31,501 --> 00:32:33,537
put more gas in my tank.
559
00:32:33,641 --> 00:32:36,023
Trying to, you know,
open this belt up some more.
560
00:32:36,126 --> 00:32:37,783
♪ ♪
561
00:32:37,886 --> 00:32:40,959
So after seeing the size
of the bull trout,
562
00:32:41,062 --> 00:32:45,032
I think it's advisable
to use the 15-pound test,
563
00:32:45,135 --> 00:32:48,690
if I'm gonna throw
that big minnow lure on.
564
00:32:48,794 --> 00:32:51,141
I need that extra fat back.
565
00:32:51,245 --> 00:32:54,213
Otherwise, it's gonna
be a daily battle.
566
00:32:54,317 --> 00:32:57,078
All right.
567
00:32:57,182 --> 00:33:01,910
I think we should do
a double wrap to a single.
568
00:33:02,014 --> 00:33:04,465
I definitely don't want
to go anywhere.
569
00:33:04,568 --> 00:33:06,674
My desire is to stay here
the longest.
570
00:33:06,777 --> 00:33:09,263
That's what I want to do.
571
00:33:09,366 --> 00:33:12,680
But I always miss my family.
572
00:33:12,783 --> 00:33:14,889
Let's see how well it winds.
573
00:33:14,993 --> 00:33:16,097
I miss cooking them dinner.
574
00:33:16,201 --> 00:33:18,444
I miss hanging out
with my boys.
575
00:33:18,548 --> 00:33:19,790
Miss my wife.
576
00:33:19,894 --> 00:33:24,485
I need to stay positive
and stay healthy.
577
00:33:24,588 --> 00:33:26,832
I want to see this
through for them.
578
00:33:26,935 --> 00:33:30,249
♪ ♪
579
00:33:30,353 --> 00:33:33,804
I'll tell you right now,
if the fish keep coming,
580
00:33:33,908 --> 00:33:37,187
I am not going anywhere.
581
00:33:37,291 --> 00:33:38,602
♪ ♪
582
00:33:38,706 --> 00:33:41,433
Can't get me out of this game.
583
00:33:41,536 --> 00:33:43,883
No, sir.
584
00:33:52,513 --> 00:33:56,103
Okay.
Here's what's happening.
585
00:33:59,968 --> 00:34:04,076
When you're out here
586
00:34:04,180 --> 00:34:10,324
going through
this type of situation,
587
00:34:10,427 --> 00:34:13,534
you pay attention to your body,
588
00:34:13,637 --> 00:34:19,540
and about 2 hours ago,
I started feeling nauseous.
589
00:34:19,643 --> 00:34:23,164
♪ ♪
590
00:34:23,268 --> 00:34:24,855
So we're gonna just see.
591
00:34:24,959 --> 00:34:28,756
Just gonna let it play out
and see what happens.
592
00:34:28,859 --> 00:34:33,485
♪ ♪
593
00:34:33,588 --> 00:34:37,420
That water I drank concerns me.
594
00:34:37,523 --> 00:34:38,800
♪ ♪
595
00:34:38,904 --> 00:34:42,459
But that would be crazy.
596
00:34:42,563 --> 00:34:44,634
I mean,
it's squirrel poo, I guess.
597
00:34:44,737 --> 00:34:49,397
But I don't know
what a nut, mushroom,
598
00:34:49,501 --> 00:34:51,882
seed-eating squirrel
would carry.
599
00:34:51,986 --> 00:34:54,609
♪ ♪
600
00:34:54,713 --> 00:34:57,129
Probably nothing, though.
601
00:34:57,233 --> 00:35:04,205
♪ ♪
602
00:35:04,309 --> 00:35:07,312
Probably nothing.
603
00:35:07,415 --> 00:35:13,456
Just a symptom of starvation.
604
00:35:13,559 --> 00:35:16,390
♪ ♪
605
00:35:16,493 --> 00:35:20,325
Mm. [sighs]
606
00:35:20,428 --> 00:35:22,361
This, too, shall pass, I guess.
607
00:35:22,465 --> 00:35:24,501
♪ ♪
608
00:35:24,605 --> 00:35:27,780
I need to get my fire
going again.
609
00:35:27,884 --> 00:35:31,336
♪ ♪
610
00:35:31,439 --> 00:35:32,854
[sighs]
611
00:35:45,591 --> 00:35:46,765
[groans]
612
00:35:53,012 --> 00:35:54,082
[groans]
613
00:35:54,186 --> 00:35:57,085
[coughing, retching]
614
00:35:57,189 --> 00:36:02,298
♪ ♪
615
00:36:06,647 --> 00:36:11,721
♪
616
00:36:13,274 --> 00:36:16,277
[groaning]
617
00:36:20,074 --> 00:36:22,007
[belches, sighs]
618
00:36:22,110 --> 00:36:25,286
*bleep*.
619
00:36:25,390 --> 00:36:27,254
[groans]
620
00:36:27,357 --> 00:36:30,395
Well, that's *bleep* special.
621
00:36:33,777 --> 00:36:35,607
Son of a *bleep*.
622
00:36:41,923 --> 00:36:44,409
Now I have the shakes.
623
00:36:44,512 --> 00:36:45,996
That's awesome.
624
00:36:46,100 --> 00:36:49,241
♪ ♪
625
00:36:49,345 --> 00:36:52,037
That concerns me.
626
00:36:52,140 --> 00:36:55,247
I can be as optimistic
as I want
627
00:36:55,351 --> 00:36:59,907
and as stubborn as I want,
but this is troubling.
628
00:37:00,010 --> 00:37:02,461
♪ ♪
629
00:37:02,565 --> 00:37:06,465
I know my body, and my health
is important to me.
630
00:37:06,569 --> 00:37:08,536
[grunting]
631
00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:13,403
And I'm not interested
in battling
632
00:37:13,507 --> 00:37:18,236
whatever it is that's going on
in my body right now...
633
00:37:18,339 --> 00:37:20,514
with also being
on a starvation diet.
634
00:37:20,617 --> 00:37:22,516
♪ ♪
635
00:37:22,619 --> 00:37:25,139
It's more important to me
to be healthy,
636
00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:31,766
so I do apologize
if I let anybody down that...
637
00:37:31,870 --> 00:37:36,771
But I'm not gonna get sick
or put my body
638
00:37:36,875 --> 00:37:41,017
in any harm for anything.
639
00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:47,541
So I wish I could
have gone longer,
640
00:37:47,644 --> 00:37:51,338
but 24 days is my limit.
641
00:37:51,441 --> 00:37:56,032
♪ ♪
642
00:37:56,135 --> 00:38:00,174
[beeping]
643
00:38:02,383 --> 00:38:03,626
Hi.
644
00:38:04,730 --> 00:38:06,007
Um...
645
00:38:08,389 --> 00:38:11,599
I'm officially tapping out.
646
00:38:11,703 --> 00:38:13,152
I'm done.
647
00:38:13,256 --> 00:38:14,602
[spits]
648
00:38:17,364 --> 00:38:20,194
I'm out. I'm done.
649
00:38:20,298 --> 00:38:21,747
Just like that.
650
00:38:21,851 --> 00:38:24,750
[solemn music]
651
00:38:24,854 --> 00:38:31,895
♪ ♪
652
00:38:34,312 --> 00:38:37,625
- You seeing this weather?
653
00:38:37,729 --> 00:38:41,111
This is the day
when it happens.
654
00:38:41,215 --> 00:38:42,458
♪ ♪
655
00:38:42,561 --> 00:38:45,564
The second I tap out,
it starts snowing.
656
00:38:45,668 --> 00:38:52,364
♪ ♪
657
00:38:52,468 --> 00:38:56,403
- How you doing, Nate?
- Um, I'm all right.
658
00:38:56,506 --> 00:38:57,680
Emotionally, I'm all right.
659
00:38:57,783 --> 00:39:01,615
I've got waves
of nausea still.
660
00:39:01,718 --> 00:39:03,548
My body's in a process now
661
00:39:03,651 --> 00:39:06,585
where I think it's slowed
everything down,
662
00:39:06,689 --> 00:39:09,347
including heating itself.
663
00:39:09,450 --> 00:39:13,143
So it's enough for me to know
my priority is my health,
664
00:39:13,247 --> 00:39:15,387
and I'm not
gonna compromise it.
665
00:39:15,491 --> 00:39:17,769
♪ ♪
666
00:39:17,872 --> 00:39:19,874
My family rely on me.
667
00:39:19,978 --> 00:39:24,051
And I have to remember
that it's not about me.
668
00:39:24,154 --> 00:39:27,744
So I have to stay healthy,
and I have to recognize that.
669
00:39:27,848 --> 00:39:30,471
And I'm conscious of my body.
670
00:39:30,575 --> 00:39:31,886
♪ ♪
671
00:39:31,990 --> 00:39:34,441
Life, when you're
mission-focused,
672
00:39:34,544 --> 00:39:36,960
it's like a train on a track.
673
00:39:37,064 --> 00:39:40,861
And I've just been
on the tracks.
674
00:39:40,964 --> 00:39:43,242
I've been so mission-focused
on the homestead
675
00:39:43,346 --> 00:39:46,418
and getting my family
in a comfortable place
676
00:39:46,522 --> 00:39:48,765
that I've neglected
other places,
677
00:39:48,869 --> 00:39:51,837
my family, my kids.
678
00:39:51,941 --> 00:39:54,771
I gotta give my kids
more of me.
679
00:39:54,875 --> 00:39:56,255
♪ ♪
680
00:39:56,359 --> 00:40:00,881
This provided me a station stop
on my train.
681
00:40:00,984 --> 00:40:04,194
It forced me to stop
and take a break
682
00:40:04,298 --> 00:40:06,231
and look at my life
683
00:40:06,334 --> 00:40:09,476
and remember
what's most important.
684
00:40:09,579 --> 00:40:11,512
And that's what I did.
685
00:40:11,616 --> 00:40:15,723
♪ ♪
686
00:40:15,827 --> 00:40:18,726
[dramatic music]
687
00:40:18,830 --> 00:40:25,871
♪ ♪
688
00:40:36,157 --> 00:40:37,711
- Good morning.
689
00:40:37,814 --> 00:40:40,852
Let's read
my personal rules list.
690
00:40:41,784 --> 00:40:46,582
Carry bow always
for potential game/threat
691
00:40:46,685 --> 00:40:48,825
any time you're out.
692
00:40:48,929 --> 00:40:52,829
Be aware. That's a good rule.
693
00:40:52,933 --> 00:40:56,557
Wear gloves any time
I'm using a blade.
694
00:40:56,661 --> 00:40:59,318
Keep track
of all critical gear.
695
00:41:00,423 --> 00:41:05,255
And last but not least, don't
push the *bleep* tap button.
696
00:41:07,430 --> 00:41:10,260
Trying to keep that one going.
697
00:41:10,364 --> 00:41:13,781
[tense music]
698
00:41:13,885 --> 00:41:17,129
Sounds pretty calm out there,
so I think I'm gonna get up
699
00:41:17,233 --> 00:41:18,752
and go try some fishing.
700
00:41:18,855 --> 00:41:20,443
♪ ♪
701
00:41:20,547 --> 00:41:22,307
Wonder if there's any fish
hunkering down
702
00:41:22,410 --> 00:41:23,619
in my fish trap yet.
703
00:41:23,722 --> 00:41:25,137
♪ ♪
704
00:41:25,241 --> 00:41:28,762
It's worth checking
my fish trap, right?
705
00:41:28,865 --> 00:41:30,695
Maybe something's
hiding out in there.
706
00:41:30,798 --> 00:41:32,835
♪ ♪
707
00:41:32,938 --> 00:41:37,115
I definitely expected to have
some fish in me by now,
708
00:41:37,218 --> 00:41:40,428
'cause back home,
I'm a pretty big fisherman.
709
00:41:40,532 --> 00:41:43,362
♪ ♪
710
00:41:43,466 --> 00:41:47,539
But out here, it's, like--
it's different.
711
00:41:47,643 --> 00:41:50,715
I haven't been able
to catch one fish.
712
00:41:50,818 --> 00:41:52,682
Please have fish in there.
713
00:41:52,786 --> 00:41:55,961
♪ ♪
714
00:41:56,065 --> 00:41:58,826
You don't have
no fish in there.
715
00:41:58,930 --> 00:42:01,449
[sighs]
716
00:42:01,553 --> 00:42:03,900
Oh, well.
717
00:42:04,004 --> 00:42:05,902
Gonna try something different.
718
00:42:06,006 --> 00:42:08,664
♪ ♪
719
00:42:08,767 --> 00:42:11,736
It's funny, when I was
gearing up to come out here,
720
00:42:11,839 --> 00:42:16,775
I wanted lure fishing to be
my last resort fishing.
721
00:42:16,879 --> 00:42:21,366
I didn't want it to be, like,
my main fishing thing.
722
00:42:21,469 --> 00:42:25,059
So it's kind of funny to find
myself in this situation.
723
00:42:25,163 --> 00:42:28,200
♪ ♪
724
00:42:37,347 --> 00:42:42,594
Trying not to get mad,
but it's hard.
725
00:42:42,698 --> 00:42:44,734
Hard not to get mad
when things don't work
726
00:42:44,838 --> 00:42:46,978
all the time.
727
00:42:47,081 --> 00:42:49,428
Normally, I love fishing.
728
00:42:49,532 --> 00:42:53,087
It's relaxing, it's fun,
729
00:42:53,191 --> 00:42:57,402
but fishing out here
just frustrates me, man.
730
00:42:57,505 --> 00:42:58,783
♪ ♪
731
00:42:58,886 --> 00:43:02,856
But so much rather be doing
this than my old job.
732
00:43:02,959 --> 00:43:04,789
I mean, there's no comparison.
733
00:43:04,892 --> 00:43:08,586
Breathing in fiberglass,
building trailers all day.
734
00:43:08,689 --> 00:43:12,348
My dad thought I should bring
a photo of my old work.
735
00:43:12,451 --> 00:43:13,660
He was like,
736
00:43:13,763 --> 00:43:17,215
"That'll give you
more incentive to not leave."
737
00:43:17,318 --> 00:43:19,148
Totally right, man.
738
00:43:19,251 --> 00:43:21,115
But I'm a fighter,
739
00:43:21,219 --> 00:43:23,670
and I'm gonna hang on
as long as I can.
740
00:43:23,773 --> 00:43:26,776
♪ ♪
741
00:43:30,884 --> 00:43:32,402
I got one.
742
00:43:32,506 --> 00:43:39,030
♪ ♪
743
00:43:39,133 --> 00:43:40,790
Come on, baby.
744
00:43:40,894 --> 00:43:44,587
Come on in.
Come on in, baby.
745
00:43:50,835 --> 00:43:53,389
Yes. Yes.
746
00:43:53,492 --> 00:43:55,736
*bleep* yes!
747
00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:58,912
Beautiful rainbow trout.
748
00:43:59,015 --> 00:44:01,500
Thank you for your life, fish.
749
00:44:03,571 --> 00:44:05,573
Thank you.
750
00:44:05,677 --> 00:44:10,095
Oh, yes.
751
00:44:10,199 --> 00:44:14,721
Finally, a decent meal.
752
00:44:18,725 --> 00:44:21,037
Oh, that's so exciting.
753
00:44:21,141 --> 00:44:24,006
[tense music]
754
00:44:24,109 --> 00:44:26,387
Caught my first fish.
755
00:44:26,491 --> 00:44:31,151
[celebratory shout]
756
00:44:31,254 --> 00:44:32,946
♪ ♪
757
00:44:33,049 --> 00:44:34,775
Oh, I'm gonna eat fish today.
758
00:44:34,879 --> 00:44:36,777
That's so awesome.
759
00:44:36,881 --> 00:44:39,538
Thank you, gods.
760
00:44:39,642 --> 00:44:41,092
Thank you, Chilko.
761
00:44:41,195 --> 00:44:43,301
♪ ♪
762
00:44:43,404 --> 00:44:45,303
It's time to get
this sucker rolling.
763
00:44:48,858 --> 00:44:52,620
I can't tell you how excited
I am to eat a sizable fish.
764
00:44:55,451 --> 00:44:58,419
Gonna be tasty, my friend.
765
00:44:58,523 --> 00:45:02,251
I'm gonna have
my first protein out here.
766
00:45:02,354 --> 00:45:06,600
It's a morale booster,
and hopefully it's a turn
767
00:45:06,704 --> 00:45:09,637
in my ability
to get food out here.
768
00:45:09,741 --> 00:45:11,053
♪ ♪
769
00:45:11,156 --> 00:45:14,090
That's gonna be
a decent meal, right there.
770
00:45:14,194 --> 00:45:15,885
Super stoked.
771
00:45:15,989 --> 00:45:18,198
♪ ♪
772
00:45:18,301 --> 00:45:20,856
I gotta say, it kind of sucks
to be constantly, like,
773
00:45:20,959 --> 00:45:25,826
stressed about my surroundings
while cooking,
774
00:45:25,930 --> 00:45:28,760
'cause these grizzly bears
will just walk right up
775
00:45:28,864 --> 00:45:30,382
and take what's yours,
776
00:45:30,486 --> 00:45:33,385
'cause they know
they're big and bad.
777
00:45:33,489 --> 00:45:36,526
So I try to make a lot of noise
while I'm cooking fish.
778
00:45:36,630 --> 00:45:41,669
Oh, yeah! Fish, baby!
779
00:45:45,950 --> 00:45:48,642
Smells like breakfast
over here.
780
00:45:50,506 --> 00:45:52,888
I normally scrape out
the spine.
781
00:45:55,235 --> 00:45:58,583
But out here, I'm eating
that black stuff.
782
00:46:03,139 --> 00:46:07,730
I'm sure it's got some kind of
nutrients in it that I want.
783
00:46:07,834 --> 00:46:11,907
All right. here comes
my dad's favorite part,
784
00:46:12,010 --> 00:46:15,117
the sucking out of the eyes.
785
00:46:15,220 --> 00:46:17,084
Here it goes, Dad.
This one's for you.
786
00:46:17,188 --> 00:46:19,500
Let me see!
787
00:46:22,331 --> 00:46:24,851
That was something my dad
used to do when I was a kid.
788
00:46:24,954 --> 00:46:27,094
When we'd catch trout
and cook them up,
789
00:46:27,198 --> 00:46:29,614
he would suck out
the eyes and yell,
790
00:46:29,717 --> 00:46:33,204
"Let me see," which of course
would freak me out as a kid.
791
00:46:33,307 --> 00:46:35,827
But now I do it for him.
792
00:46:35,931 --> 00:46:39,106
Well, hello,
little trout brain.
793
00:46:39,210 --> 00:46:42,178
Do you mind if I eat you?
794
00:46:42,282 --> 00:46:45,147
[dramatic music]
795
00:46:45,250 --> 00:46:52,292
♪ ♪
796
00:46:57,504 --> 00:47:01,577
- Going to wash my hair
with hot water.
797
00:47:01,680 --> 00:47:03,786
Hope I get smell of smoke
off me.
798
00:47:06,375 --> 00:47:09,757
Oh, man, that feels lovely.
799
00:47:12,277 --> 00:47:13,416
Yeah.
800
00:47:13,520 --> 00:47:14,762
Sometimes the little things
in life
801
00:47:14,866 --> 00:47:16,903
make everything better.
802
00:47:18,318 --> 00:47:19,940
♪
803
00:47:20,044 --> 00:47:22,632
I'm so tired of the wind.
804
00:47:22,736 --> 00:47:26,740
The wind direction
is southwest in the fall.
805
00:47:26,844 --> 00:47:29,018
It's from the north
in the winter.
806
00:47:29,122 --> 00:47:33,264
If it's from the north most
of the time this time of year,
807
00:47:33,367 --> 00:47:34,990
I'm in a real pickle.
808
00:47:35,093 --> 00:47:37,716
♪ ♪
809
00:47:37,820 --> 00:47:39,270
So all right.
We're gonna push today.
810
00:47:39,373 --> 00:47:42,618
We're finishing the fireplace.
811
00:47:43,412 --> 00:47:45,138
[grunts]
812
00:47:45,241 --> 00:47:48,210
So I'm gonna keep on with
the rocking all the way up
813
00:47:48,313 --> 00:47:53,008
to where I think approximately
where the posts will be.
814
00:47:53,111 --> 00:47:56,425
Yeah. I think that'll help
a lot with the smoke.
815
00:47:56,528 --> 00:47:59,324
So we are gonna set that
in sand.
816
00:47:59,428 --> 00:48:01,706
♪ ♪
817
00:48:01,809 --> 00:48:03,570
Try to actually
make the chimney narrow
818
00:48:03,673 --> 00:48:05,675
a little bit here.
819
00:48:05,779 --> 00:48:08,851
See if that helps.
820
00:48:08,955 --> 00:48:12,337
I need a nice,
long-ish big one.
821
00:48:12,441 --> 00:48:14,512
♪ ♪
822
00:48:14,615 --> 00:48:16,859
That's spot-on.
823
00:48:16,963 --> 00:48:20,104
Fireplace and the chimney,
they're incredibly important.
824
00:48:20,207 --> 00:48:23,279
Fall is probably
coming to a close here,
825
00:48:23,383 --> 00:48:26,834
and winter is coming,
and it is gonna get colder,
826
00:48:26,938 --> 00:48:28,975
and I want to have
a fireplace with a chimney,
827
00:48:29,078 --> 00:48:31,115
and all sealed up
so that when it is cold
828
00:48:31,218 --> 00:48:32,875
and the weather is atrocious,
829
00:48:32,979 --> 00:48:35,843
we can sit all nice
and toasty warm in our house.
830
00:48:35,947 --> 00:48:41,263
♪ ♪
831
00:48:41,366 --> 00:48:44,093
And we can go there.
832
00:48:46,820 --> 00:48:51,135
Is that tightened? Yeah?
833
00:48:51,238 --> 00:48:53,689
We happy?
We're happy.
834
00:48:54,759 --> 00:48:57,451
I think I might just steal
some of these rocks
835
00:48:57,555 --> 00:48:59,488
just to make the chimney,
because they're really
836
00:48:59,591 --> 00:49:02,387
unnecessary
where they are right now.
837
00:49:02,491 --> 00:49:05,563
I have a well-managed,
838
00:49:05,666 --> 00:49:09,394
but fairly strong component
of OCD.
839
00:49:09,498 --> 00:49:11,741
I have very specific routines.
840
00:49:11,845 --> 00:49:16,022
And to feel like
I have not completed a thing
841
00:49:16,125 --> 00:49:19,577
makes it very difficult for me
to move on from that.
842
00:49:19,680 --> 00:49:24,202
So that makes "Alone"
an absolute juggling act,
843
00:49:24,306 --> 00:49:27,585
both mentally and physically.
844
00:49:27,688 --> 00:49:28,758
That works.
845
00:49:28,862 --> 00:49:32,452
Da, da, da, da, da,
da, da, da, da.
846
00:49:32,555 --> 00:49:34,937
This is the inside.
847
00:49:35,041 --> 00:49:36,559
When all of this rock heats up,
848
00:49:36,663 --> 00:49:39,769
it's gonna reflect a lot
of heat back into the house,
849
00:49:39,873 --> 00:49:42,013
you know, overnight even after
the fire dies down
850
00:49:42,117 --> 00:49:43,911
or even dies out.
851
00:49:44,015 --> 00:49:48,054
And here is the chimney.
852
00:49:51,057 --> 00:49:53,956
[tense music]
853
00:49:54,060 --> 00:50:01,032
♪ ♪
854
00:50:07,038 --> 00:50:09,385
Oh, I can tell there's
a much better draw now.
855
00:50:09,489 --> 00:50:14,252
The flames are staying lit
of their own accord.
856
00:50:14,356 --> 00:50:18,049
Fantastic. It means that
I can go and move in here.
857
00:50:18,153 --> 00:50:21,052
[dramatic music]
858
00:50:21,156 --> 00:50:28,163
♪ ♪
859
00:50:31,028 --> 00:50:32,684
- Moved everything
out of the tarp
860
00:50:32,788 --> 00:50:38,069
and into the pit house,
which is where I now am.
861
00:50:38,173 --> 00:50:41,279
Feels really nice to have
worked in here all day,
862
00:50:41,383 --> 00:50:44,144
and just crawl in bed.
863
00:50:44,248 --> 00:50:47,872
Not have to faff about
with going back and forth
864
00:50:47,975 --> 00:50:50,771
between two
different shelters.
865
00:50:50,875 --> 00:50:52,808
This is my new reality.
866
00:50:52,911 --> 00:50:56,191
In my adult life,
this is the first time
867
00:50:56,294 --> 00:50:58,262
I have had my own home.
868
00:50:58,365 --> 00:51:01,437
I have never lived anywhere
where it was just me.
869
00:51:01,541 --> 00:51:04,751
It's me inside and out,
and it's solely mine.
870
00:51:04,854 --> 00:51:06,201
If I wanted to do projects,
871
00:51:06,304 --> 00:51:08,134
I could do projects
till 2:00 a.m.
872
00:51:08,237 --> 00:51:11,102
There's no one
to keep awake but me.
873
00:51:11,206 --> 00:51:14,381
It's warm enough in here
to actually stand up,
874
00:51:14,485 --> 00:51:17,281
take all of my clothing
off normally.
875
00:51:17,384 --> 00:51:21,940
Crawl up into my sleeping bag
on my nice raised bed.
876
00:51:22,044 --> 00:51:24,978
Uh, yeah.
877
00:51:25,082 --> 00:51:31,018
So...okay.
878
00:51:31,122 --> 00:51:33,228
Good night, camera.
879
00:51:38,025 --> 00:51:40,407
[dramatic music]
880
00:51:40,511 --> 00:51:47,552
♪ ♪
881
00:51:53,972 --> 00:51:55,560
- Good morning.
882
00:51:55,664 --> 00:51:59,288
That was probably
the most restless night
883
00:51:59,392 --> 00:52:01,048
of sleep I've had.
884
00:52:01,152 --> 00:52:04,811
That wind is brutal.
885
00:52:04,914 --> 00:52:07,503
It's a good indicator
for what's to come for winter,
886
00:52:07,607 --> 00:52:10,334
so I want to make sure
that I get this door done.
887
00:52:10,437 --> 00:52:12,888
♪ ♪
888
00:52:12,991 --> 00:52:15,373
The cold weather is coming,
so I definitely need
889
00:52:15,477 --> 00:52:17,755
to get this buttoned up
pretty good here.
890
00:52:17,858 --> 00:52:19,136
♪ ♪
891
00:52:19,239 --> 00:52:20,378
Man, this wind.
892
00:52:20,482 --> 00:52:22,863
It's not usually windy
right here.
893
00:52:22,967 --> 00:52:24,002
I hope that that's not
894
00:52:24,106 --> 00:52:26,246
what this winter
is going to be like.
895
00:52:26,350 --> 00:52:29,594
I think I'll just make
that door a triangle shape,
896
00:52:29,698 --> 00:52:32,183
so at nighttime
I can put up against it.
897
00:52:32,287 --> 00:52:35,013
And I'd really like to have
that frame nailed,
898
00:52:35,117 --> 00:52:37,223
'Cause I'm gonna be
moving it all the time.
899
00:52:37,326 --> 00:52:39,432
Let's see if there were
any other nails
900
00:52:39,535 --> 00:52:41,330
that I could salvage.
901
00:52:41,434 --> 00:52:43,574
He did have a nail.
902
00:52:43,677 --> 00:52:47,888
And so did that guy.
903
00:52:47,992 --> 00:52:50,788
[tense music]
904
00:52:50,891 --> 00:52:54,274
The longer I'm here,
my life back home
905
00:52:54,378 --> 00:52:57,001
weighs so heavy on my mind.
906
00:52:57,104 --> 00:53:00,073
My life changed so much
4 years ago.
907
00:53:00,177 --> 00:53:02,282
Someone had broke
into my little store
908
00:53:02,386 --> 00:53:05,285
and stole a lot of stuff,
909
00:53:05,389 --> 00:53:07,736
and so I suffered
a really big loss.
910
00:53:07,839 --> 00:53:09,703
At the same time,
my marriage was ending
911
00:53:09,807 --> 00:53:11,912
and my son went away
to college.
912
00:53:12,016 --> 00:53:14,984
Everything that I knew,
being a mother, and a wife,
913
00:53:15,088 --> 00:53:19,610
and my store just kind of
came to a screeching halt.
914
00:53:19,713 --> 00:53:22,164
So I thought,
"What am I gonna do?
915
00:53:22,268 --> 00:53:24,235
I don't know who I am anymore."
916
00:53:24,339 --> 00:53:26,686
It was like someone kicked me
in the stomach.
917
00:53:26,789 --> 00:53:27,756
♪ ♪
918
00:53:27,859 --> 00:53:29,654
This is a good, solid frame
919
00:53:29,758 --> 00:53:32,036
using those old nails.
920
00:53:32,139 --> 00:53:35,039
That's pretty cool.
921
00:53:35,142 --> 00:53:38,353
Now pine again.
922
00:53:38,456 --> 00:53:40,907
♪ ♪
923
00:53:41,010 --> 00:53:43,081
I think I'll just
start filling that in.
924
00:53:43,185 --> 00:53:45,877
♪ ♪
925
00:53:45,981 --> 00:53:48,086
I'm very purpose-driven.
926
00:53:48,190 --> 00:53:52,470
And to just exist
without a great purpose
927
00:53:52,574 --> 00:53:54,852
wasn't something that
I was gonna be able to do.
928
00:53:54,955 --> 00:53:57,682
So I just started doing
what I loved.
929
00:53:57,786 --> 00:54:01,617
So it became my quest to teach
the next generation hunting,
930
00:54:01,721 --> 00:54:05,828
hide tanning, and why it's
beneficial to our environment.
931
00:54:05,932 --> 00:54:09,107
♪ ♪
932
00:54:09,211 --> 00:54:11,248
If I wouldn't have started
to do something
933
00:54:11,351 --> 00:54:13,250
that I felt
so passionate about,
934
00:54:13,353 --> 00:54:15,873
I would have been
in really bad shape.
935
00:54:15,976 --> 00:54:18,013
I think maybe that's
how I have to feel
936
00:54:18,116 --> 00:54:21,706
about this challenge
that I have taken on.
937
00:54:21,810 --> 00:54:24,916
Being on "Alone,"
I can do this.
938
00:54:25,020 --> 00:54:28,437
There's no reason
that I can't.
939
00:54:28,541 --> 00:54:31,164
I'm just gonna put
that wire up there.
940
00:54:31,268 --> 00:54:36,342
And then it will just
kind of hang right there.
941
00:54:36,445 --> 00:54:39,828
So at nighttime it will help
block that wind a little bit.
942
00:54:39,931 --> 00:54:42,831
[dramatic music]
943
00:54:42,934 --> 00:54:49,941
♪ ♪
944
00:55:01,850 --> 00:55:04,680
- Look at that.
That is just gorgeous.
945
00:55:04,784 --> 00:55:07,683
[shimmering tones]
946
00:55:07,787 --> 00:55:14,828
♪ ♪
947
00:55:15,726 --> 00:55:17,279
A double rainbow.
948
00:55:17,383 --> 00:55:22,388
♪ ♪
949
00:55:22,491 --> 00:55:23,734
[sighs]
950
00:55:23,837 --> 00:55:25,839
[tranquil music]
951
00:55:25,943 --> 00:55:28,117
I don't know what I did
to deserve this.
952
00:55:28,221 --> 00:55:30,499
♪ ♪
953
00:55:30,603 --> 00:55:33,813
Look at that.
That is just unbelievable.
954
00:55:33,916 --> 00:55:36,712
It's right there.
955
00:55:36,816 --> 00:55:40,475
Can almost reach out
and grab it.
956
00:55:40,578 --> 00:55:43,443
This is something that
I've always wanted to do.
957
00:55:43,547 --> 00:55:47,171
I've always wanted to see
if all of these skills
958
00:55:47,274 --> 00:55:49,035
that I've spent my life
developing
959
00:55:49,138 --> 00:55:50,623
could actually see me through
960
00:55:50,726 --> 00:55:55,938
a real-life wilderness
survival situation.
961
00:55:56,042 --> 00:55:57,940
Nature is amazing.
962
00:55:58,044 --> 00:56:02,048
And it's a test of will
963
00:56:02,151 --> 00:56:05,741
when you grind against
having not enough to eat,
964
00:56:05,845 --> 00:56:08,468
and in total isolation
from your family.
965
00:56:08,572 --> 00:56:10,470
Those things suck.
966
00:56:10,574 --> 00:56:14,371
But suck is the price you pay
to be out here.
967
00:56:14,474 --> 00:56:17,719
You don't get that
sitting on your couch.
968
00:56:17,822 --> 00:56:20,031
I don't know if I've ever
seen one so spectacular
969
00:56:20,135 --> 00:56:22,240
and so close-looking.
970
00:56:22,344 --> 00:56:24,381
Beautiful.
971
00:56:24,484 --> 00:56:28,523
I've studied Stoic philosophy
for years.
972
00:56:28,626 --> 00:56:31,802
And you can know
these things logically.
973
00:56:31,905 --> 00:56:36,772
But until you go through
a time of struggle,
974
00:56:36,876 --> 00:56:39,119
you can't know it
in your soul.
975
00:56:39,223 --> 00:56:43,676
Right now, that deer
is everything to me.
976
00:56:43,779 --> 00:56:45,988
But it's not going
to last forever.
977
00:56:46,092 --> 00:56:51,580
I want to win this thing,
but that is a long way away.
978
00:56:51,684 --> 00:56:54,065
Maybe there's a pot of gold
at the end.
979
00:56:59,485 --> 00:57:01,970
[dramatic music]
980
00:57:02,073 --> 00:57:09,115
♪ ♪
981
00:57:10,944 --> 00:57:12,152
- Nate, thanks for joining me.
982
00:57:12,256 --> 00:57:13,809
- Thanks for having me.
It's good to be here.
983
00:57:13,913 --> 00:57:15,155
- You were a corpsman
in the Navy,
984
00:57:15,259 --> 00:57:16,985
which is essentially a medic.
985
00:57:17,088 --> 00:57:20,160
You seem to really understand
your body and what it needed.
986
00:57:20,264 --> 00:57:23,198
You know, when did you realize
that you were near your limit?
987
00:57:23,301 --> 00:57:26,270
- I always had an idea.
I mean, I've been thin before.
988
00:57:26,373 --> 00:57:29,204
My experience as a wrestler--
I know, I've been fasting,
989
00:57:29,307 --> 00:57:30,654
and I've lost a lot of weight
990
00:57:30,757 --> 00:57:32,897
and been below 3 percent
body fat in the past.
991
00:57:33,001 --> 00:57:36,073
So I knew my limitations
in my mind.
992
00:57:36,176 --> 00:57:37,454
But I also have
a stubborn side,
993
00:57:37,557 --> 00:57:40,008
which likes to take on
that challenge
994
00:57:40,111 --> 00:57:43,770
and push myself as far
as I can possibly push myself.
995
00:57:43,874 --> 00:57:44,909
And I pushed it.
996
00:57:45,013 --> 00:57:46,532
I pushed past it
until I got sick.
997
00:57:46,635 --> 00:57:49,466
[coughing, retching]
998
00:57:49,569 --> 00:57:50,950
And then that
was the end for me,
999
00:57:51,053 --> 00:57:52,986
where I knew I had gone
beyond my red line
1000
00:57:53,090 --> 00:57:55,161
where I was comfortable
taking my body.
1001
00:57:57,197 --> 00:57:59,786
- I learned a lot of new ideas
watching you out there.
1002
00:57:59,890 --> 00:58:02,927
Your creative problem-solving
was brilliant.
1003
00:58:03,031 --> 00:58:04,481
Let's talk about that pier.
1004
00:58:04,584 --> 00:58:07,587
That was an engineering
masterpiece.
1005
00:58:07,691 --> 00:58:09,624
- I mean, I went through
a whole bunch of different
1006
00:58:09,727 --> 00:58:11,488
design ideas
and how to put it together.
1007
00:58:11,591 --> 00:58:14,180
But ideally, I didn't want to
use any of my cordage for it,
1008
00:58:14,283 --> 00:58:16,078
'cause I knew it would take
a lot of cordage
1009
00:58:16,182 --> 00:58:19,047
to hold something together
like that in those waves.
1010
00:58:19,150 --> 00:58:22,809
So I just decided to peg it
and build it that way.
1011
00:58:22,913 --> 00:58:25,432
What the *bleep*?
1012
00:58:25,536 --> 00:58:26,779
*bleep*.
1013
00:58:26,882 --> 00:58:29,195
I mean, I failed a bunch
of times on the shoreline
1014
00:58:29,298 --> 00:58:32,957
before I tried to carry
the second attempt out.
1015
00:58:33,061 --> 00:58:36,167
But, I mean, for me, failure,
that's the process.
1016
00:58:36,271 --> 00:58:38,411
- Yeah. It's the only way
you can make something work,
1017
00:58:38,515 --> 00:58:40,275
is by making
a ton of mistakes.
1018
00:58:40,378 --> 00:58:41,414
- Right.
- How did it feel
1019
00:58:41,518 --> 00:58:43,416
to finally have
that pier in place?
1020
00:58:43,520 --> 00:58:46,488
- I was super excited, 'cause
I had put so much into it.
1021
00:58:46,592 --> 00:58:49,353
And I saw so much potential
in fishing beyond it.
1022
00:58:49,456 --> 00:58:50,837
Perfect.
1023
00:58:50,941 --> 00:58:52,598
- You found some really
creative ways
1024
00:58:52,701 --> 00:58:54,634
to make yourself
more comfortable out there.
1025
00:58:54,738 --> 00:58:57,499
That bed spring mattress
was awesome.
1026
00:58:57,603 --> 00:58:59,984
- I've had two spine surgeries
in my life.
1027
00:59:00,088 --> 00:59:02,642
So my back
is a concern of mine.
1028
00:59:02,746 --> 00:59:05,611
It's great normally, but the
second you start losing weight
1029
00:59:05,714 --> 00:59:07,129
you start to lose
a lot of the fat pad
1030
00:59:07,233 --> 00:59:08,545
that you're used to having.
1031
00:59:08,648 --> 00:59:10,926
And that's your comfort
when you're lying down.
1032
00:59:11,030 --> 00:59:13,757
So I figured the best way
to remedy that would be
1033
00:59:13,860 --> 00:59:16,173
to make a suspension bed.
1034
00:59:16,276 --> 00:59:17,588
Oh!
1035
00:59:17,692 --> 00:59:19,038
- That thing was sick.
1036
00:59:19,141 --> 00:59:21,005
It must have been
just so nice and, like--
1037
00:59:21,109 --> 00:59:22,697
- Changed everything.
- I bet it did.
1038
00:59:22,800 --> 00:59:24,250
[laughter]
1039
00:59:24,353 --> 00:59:26,045
So let's talk about
your mental game.
1040
00:59:26,148 --> 00:59:27,805
"Alone" can be a
real challenge for people,
1041
00:59:27,909 --> 00:59:30,187
not just physically
but mentally.
1042
00:59:30,290 --> 00:59:32,327
How did you think
that your military training
1043
00:59:32,430 --> 00:59:34,640
and your experience was
gonna help you on the show?
1044
00:59:34,743 --> 00:59:36,055
- I think my
military experience,
1045
00:59:36,158 --> 00:59:39,437
or just my experience
over the last 3 decades,
1046
00:59:39,541 --> 00:59:41,888
it involves deployments
and being away from family.
1047
00:59:41,992 --> 00:59:43,752
I've been there before,
so I know
1048
00:59:43,856 --> 00:59:46,548
that my separation from home
1049
00:59:46,652 --> 00:59:48,792
and that trusting my wife
will take care of the house,
1050
00:59:48,895 --> 00:59:50,034
and not having to worry
about my kids,
1051
00:59:50,138 --> 00:59:51,415
and stuff like that,
1052
00:59:51,518 --> 00:59:53,348
that alleviates
a lot of stress.
1053
00:59:53,451 --> 00:59:56,454
Challenge is can you be alone?
1054
00:59:56,558 --> 00:59:58,767
♪ ♪
1055
00:59:58,871 --> 01:00:00,527
Oh, I think I can be.
1056
01:00:00,631 --> 01:00:02,668
But this game is just
a little bit different
1057
01:00:02,771 --> 01:00:04,877
when it comes to that,
'cause you are isolated.
1058
01:00:04,980 --> 01:00:06,223
You don't have
that conversation piece,
1059
01:00:06,326 --> 01:00:07,569
except with yourself.
1060
01:00:07,673 --> 01:00:10,089
So it really does force you
to search yourself
1061
01:00:10,192 --> 01:00:11,815
and try to figure things out.
1062
01:00:11,918 --> 01:00:13,402
So it wasn't that I had
1063
01:00:13,506 --> 01:00:15,094
a tremendous advantage
in that sense.
1064
01:00:15,197 --> 01:00:18,235
It's just that I've been
through the process before.
1065
01:00:18,338 --> 01:00:20,893
But what I found
was the hardest part was that,
1066
01:00:20,996 --> 01:00:23,412
when I was in the military
and separated from family,
1067
01:00:23,516 --> 01:00:25,138
I didn't have a choice.
- Mm.
1068
01:00:25,242 --> 01:00:26,553
- It was an obligation
and I was there.
1069
01:00:26,657 --> 01:00:29,004
I couldn't just go home.
1070
01:00:29,108 --> 01:00:30,972
And being out here,
you had that freedom.
1071
01:00:31,075 --> 01:00:32,870
I had the opportunity
to get on the radio
1072
01:00:32,974 --> 01:00:34,700
or the phone and say, "Hey.
1073
01:00:34,803 --> 01:00:36,633
I'm gonna go back
to where I'm comfortable."
1074
01:00:36,736 --> 01:00:38,289
So that was a challenge for me.
1075
01:00:38,393 --> 01:00:40,844
Almost completely
convinced myself
1076
01:00:40,947 --> 01:00:45,193
that it was perfectly fine
to tap out this morning.
1077
01:00:45,296 --> 01:00:46,884
What a weird day.
1078
01:00:46,988 --> 01:00:49,576
- There's a lot of long,
dark nights in our shelters.
1079
01:00:49,680 --> 01:00:51,268
- The rainy days
were the hardest.
1080
01:00:51,371 --> 01:00:53,719
You're in your thoughts
and in your head most of it.
1081
01:00:53,822 --> 01:00:54,823
It was a struggle.
1082
01:00:54,927 --> 01:00:56,031
When you're out there,
1083
01:00:56,135 --> 01:00:57,826
you start to put things
in perspective.
1084
01:00:57,930 --> 01:00:59,379
I know that
if I talked to my wife,
1085
01:00:59,483 --> 01:01:00,829
she'd be like, "You're done."
1086
01:01:00,933 --> 01:01:03,452
My life's just always been
this fast-paced
1087
01:01:03,556 --> 01:01:06,421
mission completion
and stay focused on the tasks.
1088
01:01:06,524 --> 01:01:08,319
And I never really
take time to pause
1089
01:01:08,423 --> 01:01:10,252
and think about
what's going on.
1090
01:01:10,356 --> 01:01:13,083
You know, you just make quick
decisions and try to adjust.
1091
01:01:13,186 --> 01:01:18,226
So this really slowed me down
and let me take pause
1092
01:01:18,329 --> 01:01:20,884
and think about my life
and what's going on.
1093
01:01:20,987 --> 01:01:22,609
- Nate, it was a real pleasure
meeting you.
1094
01:01:22,713 --> 01:01:25,164
I learned so much
from your journey out there.
1095
01:01:25,267 --> 01:01:27,028
Thanks for sharing it with us.
All the best.
1096
01:01:27,131 --> 01:01:28,063
- Thanks.
1097
01:01:28,167 --> 01:01:29,789
- Man, it's freezing.
1098
01:01:29,893 --> 01:01:31,549
*bleep*.
1099
01:01:31,653 --> 01:01:34,863
♪ ♪
1100
01:01:34,967 --> 01:01:36,416
- I think I'd like to start
1101
01:01:36,520 --> 01:01:38,556
bringing rocks up
for the fireplace.
1102
01:01:38,660 --> 01:01:39,661
♪ ♪
1103
01:01:39,765 --> 01:01:41,698
Oh, *bleep*.
1104
01:01:41,801 --> 01:01:42,940
- Oh, *bleep*.
1105
01:01:43,044 --> 01:01:44,977
There are bear tracks
right through camp.
1106
01:01:45,080 --> 01:01:46,219
That little bastard.
1107
01:01:46,323 --> 01:01:49,844
I have to be prepared
to engage a bear.
1108
01:01:49,947 --> 01:01:52,501
- Oh, there he is.
Right there. *bleep*.
1109
01:01:52,605 --> 01:01:54,918
Get out of here!
[air horn blares]
1110
01:01:55,021 --> 01:01:57,023
There is a point
that this is not worth it.
1111
01:01:57,127 --> 01:02:02,235
♪ ♪
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