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I need to leave that alone. Don't touch that. That's fine.

All right, we're good, Mom. This looks good.

Okay, now look right here, buddy. Right here at this thing.

Okay, now give me that big old fucking ark. Sorry, I'm sorry.

Just a big old normal smile, pal. Just right here, just-

That's it, honey. Just give me a smile. It's not really a smile, you know.

Oh, honey, look at me. Smile.

I'm kidding me right now.

Hey. Hey. Hey. Oh, my gosh, how are you? Scared me out to Dev.

Hey, where are you? Yeah, I remember here. I mean, I knew her from her.

Um, how? I know, I know you can't.

Uh, she's not supposed to, uh, keep, I just tell me where she is. How she's doing?

If I knew where she was, I would tell you.

Which, I think Jina knows that, which is why I really do not know. Yeah. No, I get.

I, yeah, I'm just, uh, I'm going crazy, you know.

It's, uh, that's not, uh, I, I, I, I, I, I just, uh, I don't know what's in her.

Yeah, she's such a good man. Just a little loss here.

You know, I'm single and I text back right now.

Look, um, if I hear from her, the first thing I'm going to do is remind her of you,

and, how sweet your little puppy faces.

And, uh, then I'll give you a call and tell you I spoke to her.

Yeah. Oh man, photo man. Yeah, just, hang in there. Okay.

I don't know.

I mean, did you get, did you get to lie to his

sweet face about being in contact with you?

What have you called it right now? No, it's like two months until the baby's born.

He'll be fine. For someone suffer in two months is a really long time.

Really? You know, you're lucky you have a man that misses you.

What? You didn't still hasn't gotten in touch? No, but we're always kind of like.

No. It does kind of feel like things have sort

of changed ever since I brought up this stuff

from high school and change for him or change for you.

I don't know.

Anyways, how is the book? You have to tell me everything.

Yeah, it's good. It's really good.

I mean, uh, thank you for keeping my secret. I'm going to call you back.

Do call me though.

So, it's me. Please fucking call me back. I'm like desperate.

Hey. I literally have a power signal in my life.

Oh, yeah. I didn't think you'd actually show up here.

You stopped returning my calls? No, I didn't. You did.

I thought you were kidding about the whole, um, you know, the...

The word is pregnant. Yeah, it's, it's, wow.

Yeah, it's a normal thing people do. Yeah, but not you. Why not me?

Because, you know, I always thought your career was, um, you know, important to you.

Are you serious? I'm just saying it's good you're almost done. Oh my God.

Because it will be distracting. And great.

If I was a fucking dude, you would not be pregnant.

But you're close, right? Um, no, no, I still have a few months to go.

No, not the baby. I don't care about the baby.

I mean, I care about the baby.

Of course, I, you know, care about the, whatever, but I'm talking about the book.

It's, it's actually almost done. Yeah. Yes.

You locked down to swing her? Yes. She's locked down. She's totally in.

She's in. Yes. Great. Great. Because without her,

without her, the book is a little depressing.

Because the other one. Me neither. Her story.

Uh-huh. It's, uh, you know, the salt and then the

chase around the construction, dude.

It's, uh, it's beautiful. Don't get me wrong.

But, you know, people don't like to be depressed.

And if you're going to depress them, you know,

by all means, do that, but then you gotta, you gotta lift them. You know, you gotta,

gotta lift them up. You know, it's roller coaster. Yeah. You know, you gotta,

yes, you gotta ride it. You gotta, you gotta go up and down.

And you, you have down.

Without the swinger, the book is dead. And there are absolutely no more extensions.

That's fine. I don't even. Yeah. You've said that before.

And then you do. So you just, you can't come asking for more time or more money.

I won't. This is it, yeah. We're good. You can chill.

Promise. It's all under control. Yeah. Yes. Jesus. These pastries are really good.

I like the place it's on a way to glue. You know?

Oh, what do you think you're going? How do you do this? I'm freezing. I'm just hot.

Cold? You're gonna warm you up? No, man. Watch it.

Okay. Seriously, you're gonna go.

It's worrying, honey. He's surprised.

Oh, yeah. You're my mean girl. I'm not. It's not calling me that. I'm not me.

Baby, I know that. Okay. Well, I want it doesn't mean I don't feel bad about it.

And I know you do.

Well. Maybe we have a choice to make, you know?

You think we should stop? I don't think I can.

Well, I'm sorry.

Hey, love. What's up? What? What happened? Is she okay?

No, I'm I'm I'm I'm driving. I'm I can I can be on my way. I'm on my way.

I can't feel okay. I don't know.

Sloan, call me and let me know. Okay.

All right.

Sophie, hopefully we'll be here. Tell me she's okay. Yeah, I'll be fine.

It's a split right now. Okay. Just want to go down to the mommy. Sloan, I'm so sorry.

Please forgive me. Forgive you. How are you even?

Sophie, plan a surprise party for your birthday.

Oh, your parents got in last night and Diane.

Richard said I could take Sophie to her riding last year.

She was talking to me. She was done hurting to me.

You're dying. It's okay. It was an accident.

So hurt like he's broken. It's fractured, but she'll

need a cast, but it's it's not bad. Maybe a concussion.

They don't think she has one, but we'll wait

for the doctor to do more thorough examination.

Let's get them in a minute. Okay? We'll get some coffee. Come on.

She's been like this since I got here.

Hi, baby. Let me see her, but let me be okay.

Just want to be okay.

She's good, all right.

Pardon me.

Excuse me. She might have a concussion. Is it all right that she's asleep?

She was talking. No dilated pupils. Sleep is good.

But the doctor still needs to come in for her heady valve.

Do you have an idea of when that's gonna be over in the aisle? I'll go with you.

I can see if I can improve that estimate. Thank you.

Maybe she'll speak to your mother. Make sure she's okay.

You really want to deprive me of the joy of dying and skill? Okay.

I'll go help with the coffee. No.

You're right. You're right. I'll go.

Call me to the second the doctor gets in for a second.

I will go. Right.

Are you stalking me? I'm like the opposite of stalking you right now.

I'm here for an appointment. You called me 15 times.

Because you won't give me an answer about being

in the book and you're like literally ghosting me.

What are you doing here? My kid got hurt. Is she okay? She will be.

Oh my god. And I've been busy. No, you know it don't.

Don't do that. Don't bullshit a bullshitter.

Okay. We both know you're just busy because you're fucking well. What the fuck?

She probably is a me as a cover story for your husband.

Impressive, but I can't talk about this here.

Well, I need an answer. Look, I just, I just

made a little more time. I don't have time.

I'm sorry. You have been dicking me around for months and I'm fucking tired of it.

Are you in or are you out? You can't keep jerking me around like this.

Okay. Okay. It's okay. It's okay. Come on. Come on.

What is going on with you? You don't want to know.

I do actually.

Tell me. You clearly need to talk and who else is going to listen?

You really want to know?

I think, um, I have one cancer stage.

Go fuck yourself. They think what they can't confirm it

until I do a contrast MRI and I can't do the

contrast MRI until the fucking baby's born.

On the father who I'm not talking to, he's

leaving me messages that I ask him not to say

and things like halfway the miracles, Jia.

In goodness. Like a good thing happening to me,

which you know would be like a fucking first.

Are you here to see the oncologist? No, I'm

supposed to do a sonogram, but I'm not going.

Jia? I can't because I love her.

I love her so much already and I can't see her because I can't bear it.

Gotta get going. Come on. Come on. Come on.

But if you're lying to me about dying to get me to

do your book, swear God, I'm not an insane person.

I'm not lying and I'm not fucking going.

You know the sex? It's a girl. It is.

And what a good girl. Me too.

Stuffy was my chance to be better and then Diane was with me.

I'll give you a moment. My cocky has thought. Of course I can do that.

Fuck man. It's probably for the best. Just end up fucking her up.

She's gonna love you and hate you. Like a lot. Sometimes, but mostly love you.

Sophie. Hey love. Thank you. Be right there.

Thank you.

I'm gonna love you.

Maybe stay up all night.

Because you could do you.

But you might.

But you might.

But you will never see you.

I'm gonna love you.

I'm gonna love you.

I'm gonna love you.

Dream cup with me now. And look at all about.

Fresh of days.

You know, this is all Miss Lily. She's a boy.

They're dad, too.

This is the U.G.

Incredible myself.

Thank you so much for reading.

You are absolutely angel.

I am taking you out for drinks tonight.

Thank you.

Thank you.

But soon.

Thank you so much.

Thank you so much.

You're good? Mm-hmm.

Okay, so let me get this straight.

You are jealous or mad or something.

Because Lily was up all night making me magical fairyland for your daughter.

With my husband.

You expect both of them to just be cool with

the fact that you're fucking a boyfriend?

I don't do jealous.

Oh my god.

Yeah, you know what?

It seems like you're totally about that.

But yes, yes.

It would be great if everybody could just be cool.

You know, and not clean or whatever.

Well, I'm addicted.

Oh my god. How long does this go on? I don't know.

But it feels pretty shitty going behind Richard and Lily's backs.

Yeah, so it probably feels a little bit good in one hand, right? Right.

I mean, I guess you could always just do it in front of their faces.

You mean like invite them both in?

Dude, I'm joking.

Yeah, joke.

No, right.

No, right, yeah.

Oh my god.

It's fucked up.

It's the duration I know, but you're way more attractive than you are.

You are not any more fucked up than anybody else.

I'm selfish.

Who is it?

No, I'm so selfish.

They're with many loves me for no good reason taking his future champion.

You wouldn't be the first.

I pulled my mom's oxygen mask off.

Her last night in the hospital, so she would die quicker.

It sounds like you did that, so she would suffer less.

It's very easy to lie to yourself in situations like that.

You got mom shit.

We eat all that momma shit.

Listen, I will tell you mine if you let me tell you yours.

Quit pro quo.

Do I need a dental dam for that?

Just let me tell you your story.

Who you are.

You really think you know?

Yes.

Yes.

You like to be open.

You don't like to be tied down.

You like to be desired from a lot of different directions.

But it's kind of, I like being loved by Lily and Will.

I think.

Yeah, you love being loved.

Which is different than being possessed.

You know, I hate that shit.

I know.

Growing up, it was like my mom wanted to control every aspect, every ounce of me.

Okay, so you got mom shit too.

And love shit.

Let me write about it.

And all it's fucked up detail.

Would you write that it works out in the end?

That I get everything I want?

I'm tired of stories of women not winning.

Me too.

I'm ready to head back.

No, I think I'm actually going to hang out here for a while.

You sure?

Yeah, do you think.

All right.

I still don't have an answer.

You're not going to die on my watch, by the way.

I'm a fucking sorceress.

You hear me?

There you are, ladies.

Thank you.

Thank you.

You're almost birthday.

No, I was saying, it's very sweet.

I am not looking forward to this party with Diane.

So why don't we take you over?

A proper good time.

Good times.

I never proper.

Okay.

An improper good time.

Not as slow and through the fair.

No, the Rolo and Flaw.

They're just, like, pigs in a blanket of box life.

Sounds really yummy.

But I wouldn't want to give you up.

Besides, parties usually feel like work.

Okay, well then we'll just, like, keep it small.

You and me and Richard and Will.

I would really love for you guys to get to know each other.

Better, he is so much more fun outside of work.

Seems pretty great.

Mostly.

And Richard is great.

He is.

Okay.

So then we'll just do that in my place.

And never mind.

Come on.

Don't do that.

Don't do that.

Don't do that.

Okay, well nothing.

It just, I got this, like, amazing.

And Kelly.

Much roots.

Um, I mean, I'd have to ask Richard.

You know, because I'm Sophie.

Right.

Right.

Of course.

I have to write down the shelves.

I have to do it.

I can, like, guide you.

I will see you this year, Mr.

You have to watch out for Richard.

Like, like, like.

Hey, let's live.

Um, you're just saying what a good time.

You're just saying what a good time.

Yeah.

Putting together Sophie's room with you.

And maybe she's super attractive.

It's not a big deal.

You know what? Yeah.

Yeah.

But just maybe big.

I don't know, like, back off.

She's mine.

Well, well, things that you're, like, super hot.

Really? Yeah.

He has eyes, but I also think that you're smoking.

And, like, it was love at first sight when we met.

So you guys, like, leave, like.

Leave those away.

Leave those away.

Leave them away.

Leave them away.

What is this? What? I mean.

I could never do that.

I'm such a possessive village.

Yeah.

We were accepting application should you change your mind.

Hmm.

Happy birthday, Mom.

Hmm.

Take your heart back.

Have a moment to start the circle.

Oh, come on now.

Thank you for this.

OK.

Do you mind putting the crown on the queen?

Absolutely.

It's chocolate queen, right? Yeah.

Yeah, it's a good boat.

Hold on a second.

Oh, I did.

Oh, I did.

OK.

So the rules are, everyone said something nice about Mom would they love for.

Am I about her?

OK.

First is an email from Auntie Haley.

You're unwavering.

And occasionally, I'm found a confidence.

It's all inspiring.

I love everything about you.

Be word.

Now, one one, she said that.

Your true granddad.

Wow.

You, my beautiful darling, are a dream come true.

And impressive thinker, a businesswoman.

I couldn't be more proud to call you my favorite daughter.

I'm your own, me daughter.

Still.

Did you, Grandma?

I admire your commitment to being yourself fully and completely

and your openness to new experiences and what life has to offer.

And even as I worry that you fly too close to the sun, I am proud to see you soar.

Just please pack your parachute.

Thank you, Mom.

Well, I'm in love with your dark sense of humor.

Your grit, your inability to accept anything

less than the best, how fierce a mother you are to a daughter.

The way you listen to the same album exclusively for months,

I don't give a flying F. Who else might be tired of it?

I read the last chapter of books before page one.

Dad.

Not going.

How you look in the morning?

You just open your eyes and you're a little crusty.

And you think you're at your worst, but in fact, you are your most beautiful.

I don't know you, baby.

You're magic.

Happy birthday, Dolly.

Thank you, Daddy.

I love you.

I love you.

Let me say.

OK.

Oh, my God, my God, my God.

See you, ma'am.

Mom, what was that about?

What do you mean?

Too close to the sun.

I think you take chances, Sloan, falling into

friendships with people who don't deserve your trust.

Who do you mean?

So if you told me about Ms. Lily and a concerned friend

on the vineyard called and said that you'd also

been spending a great deal of time with some journalists.

All right.

White women inspire riot, Sloan, and foolishness.

And what good could come from that?

You don't know them.

Neither do you.

There's always that moment with white women

when you think they're all about giving you the stage.

And then, just when you start to trust them, they rip it

from under your feet, landing you face down on the ground.

Could you please just be direct for once?

Don't bring them around your husband.

He's a rare catch.

I'm aware.

And I like it.

Happy birthday.

There's not the marshmallows.

Huh?

Hmm.

I'm actually interested in the marshmallows.

What?

No, really?

And I like that.

I can still surprise you.

What is the center up to be with them?

I mean, I don't know.

They'll really did say that she finds you

ridiculously attractive and she has a little crush on you.

That's nice, but it's just a little song.

You said it'd be one and done with him.

What will? It was.

And I'm not saying this is going to turn into anything.

But if I did, we like her, I can tell.

And she's open to this?

She wasn't explicit about it, but if you're not into it, we can skip it.

You disappoint it.

No.

I just thought it might be exciting, possibly even in lightning.

But you know, I know you don't want to do anything outside of your comfort zone.

I'm ready.

Hey, I'm good.

I'm good.

And it's your birthday song.

It is.

That's what you want to celebrate.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Thank you.

I'm at the center.

Hey, hey, hey.

I really, really needed you to call me back.

Well, things have been a little hectic.

Well, Sloan, this is crazy.

What are you thinking?

Technically, it was Lily's idea.

Everything's fine in the last.

It's not.

I did everything I could to get out of this.

Well, not everything, because here we are.

It's going to be great, trust me.

Yeah, because you're so trustworthy.

OK.

So as discussed, I want everyone to think of

an intention, not an objective, an intention.

Maybe start with, show me, or teach me, or help me.

Something that is important to you.

Like, maybe something is keeping you from joy, or helping you find it.

Whatever it is, as long as it's important and

you care about it, that's the right thing.

This feels like homework.

Well, it'll actually help keep things fun and exciting.

Give you a touchstone to return to.

Focus your experience.

OK, so everybody close your eyes.

And say you're intentioned to yourself.

Well, maybe you too.

OK.

Richard, you're going to microdose? Oh, well.

Is that bar?

Well, you know, it's not emergency.

Oh, yeah, of course.

Actually, well, what would really make me happy for my birthday

is seeing you let loose them have a good time? Yeah? Yeah.

The other one who's always still concerned with everybody

else, and I know how excited you are about this.

Let's switch.

OK.

OK.

I'm in.

All right, you're microdose.

Oh.

It's a bit.

You need help.

Thanks.

OK.

Bottom's up.

Cheers.

Mm.

Longer you'd chew it a better.

Come down.

We wait.

For each other's basis, this start melting off.

Whoa!

Oh, shit.

We're starting to feel something.

I wonder if my parents ever did my friends.

Mine definitely did.

Definitely.

Well, momma didn't take a tie on all of that.

Read the label twice.

I am a two busy congruent in the world.

What did you wish for? Attention.

Wish.

Attention.

You first.

Freedom.

What about it?

Well, why am I so afraid to lose it?

I know.

I was so people think if you found out what we were doing right now.

I had our parents with a fucking cool luck.

Yes.

When we have kids, they want to think we're really cool.

They are.

I got to get a little lighter.

I love you.

I love you so much.

I want to have a real family with you.

I want to get old and still be shooming when we're 99.

Honey?

Have you guys?

I never noticed how green the color green really is.

Oh, man.

Oh, oh, oh, I'm hot.

Yeah, you are.

This is so heavy.

What? The shirt.

Why is the shirt heavy?

Is it?

Oh.

Oh.

Yes.

Woo!

Woo!

Woo!

Woo!

Woo!

Woo!

Here's your right.

Sweetheart.

Hey.

Okay.

Easy.

Easy.

Okay.

Let's expect the unexpected.

He's in it.

I'm not trying.

That's life for me.

Ready.

It's like you.

You are.

The only woman I've met I could ever feel envious of.

Me? I don't know.

I'm so jealous of you, please.

I like compare myself to you.

I like want more of whatever it is that you have.

What is that?

We all compare ourselves to each other.

No, no, no.

Do that with you.

Shh.

I want to be real with you.

Oh my gosh, my shirt!

I'm in so heavy.

Sorry to pull out, I did.

Try to stop it.

What's wrong?

Baby, I don't have a condom on.

What? You? Yeah.

What?

No.

No, no, this isn't.

Is this real? This is.

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

You okay?

No.

You okay? You're okay.

Hey, hey.

It's just a trip, okay?

No.

No, it's not.

Baby, I'm sorry.

Hey, hey.

It's not fucking touching me right now.

What about the rules, Richard? Just calm down.

Calm down?

It's not fucking just calm down.

Shh.

Shh.

Shh.

Shh.

Shh.

Shh.

Shh.

Shh.

Shh.

Shh.

Thank you, baby.

Oh, baby.

Why'd you call him, baby?

What the fuck is this?

Have y'all been together? What? Well, no.

No.

Don't let me.

Are you fucking serious?

And you? I'm sorry.

You're talking to me.

Oh my God.

Can you just try and keep an open on him?

Shh.

Shh.

Shh.

Shh.

You fucked my boyfriend.

Whoa, whoa.

And then you came in here and you fucked me?

Like, you're some kind of friend to me?

Like, you're some kind of good guy? All right.

Enough.

He is a good guy.

One who just wanted to make his wife happy.

Bitch, please.

It all comes back to you.

Bitch.

I ever do to you except for love you and trust you and be there for you.

You just fucked my husband.

That was convenient.

But you did.

Raw.

That's what the fuck just happened.

But you know, it doesn't even matter.

It doesn't even matter.

You know why?

Because we all wanted this.

Huh?

Am I the only one adult enough to admit that?

To take my ego out of the fucking mix here?

Nobody forced anybody.

Nobody shoved rooms down to the body else's throat.

And Lily, give me a fucking break.

This thing between Will and I.

It just happened right now.

And it was perfectly fucking fine with you.

Did you tell Sloan that he had a crush on me?

What?

Did you tell my wife that you thought I was attractive and you had a crush on me?

No.

Did she tell you that? Yeah.

Yeah, she did.

Then I'm going to go ahead and guess that she just

casually mentioned that I said something similar about you.

Come on.

This is a manifestation of our collective desire.

How can you be mad at me for opening the door to what we all wanted?

Don't don't don't don't spend this like it's nothing.

Don't pretend that the fucking ends justify the means.

How could you betray me like this?

How could I betray you? I just met you.

He's your fucking partner.

What the fuck are you doing? Stop.

How many times?

How many times?

How many times?

How many times? I don't know.

Did you fuck him without telling me about it?

You know what? I'm done.

Y'all are fucked in the head.

I'm going to get the fuck out in here.

The raw high is shit, all right?

You're high?

Fuck him!

You shut up!

All right!

Shut up!

You fucking selfish piece of shit.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on.

Move.

Bang.

Look.

I hear your cons.

Lashing your guns.

You walked away.

Fuck.

You know what I mean?

I feel like you're still fucking.

What the hell is that?

I didn't even give you.

I didn't even give you fucking.

Everyone manipulates Richard.

Everyone manipulates Richard.

He's so strong.

But you did it to me.

Me.

Me.

Hmm.

- Hey.

- Hey.

- Need you to go.

- All right.

- Before.

- No, he works out.

- Please.

- You gotta go.

- It's beautiful.

Can we talk? - Cute.

- No, you want to talk?

- You're unbelievable.

- Well, we'll.

- Hey, stop.

- You're not.

- You're not doing that.

- You don't have a choice anymore.

- Okay.

- Fuck man, I've been trying to.

Be a good guy and I've been trying to get my shit together here.

And... You came along and you just... You made everything worse.

- When we get home, you're moving to the barn.

- And we'll just see if that's right way enough for me.

- That's what happens when you put a person down.

Sloan told me.

Sometimes they say, "I'll give you fuckers exactly what you want.

You want me to be bad?

You want to not love me?

Let me show you how cunning I can be.

" - Oh, but it hurt so much in her bones.

All she'd ever wanted was to be a little girl who had been loved.

And it was too late for that.

- Hey.

- Are you okay? You scared the shit out of me.

- No, the fuck I am not.

- Okay.

- Look, I got a shit ton of baby stuff in my car

for you because I know you don't have anything.

So we're going to put this crib together for your baby girl.

And while we do that, I'm going to tell you everything about all that has happened.

Because I know that's what you want.

And you're going to write it down.

And you're going to publish every motherfucking word

because a bitch has nothing to lose at this point.

- Just do me a favor.

- Yeah, anything.

- Don't act like you're doing the shit for me.

Like your mother's oxygen mask.

You're doing it for you.

- Okay.

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