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I'm so hungry.

I'm sleepy.

Oho!

Ryoko-san.

Ryoko-san.

Dad...

I know you're tired, but you'll catch a cold if you sleep here.

You don't have to be so worried.

I'm a good son, and you're...

Sorry, we're in the same position.

I'm sorry.

I have to go shopping for dinner.

I'm sorry for making you worry.

The reality as a mother is so sad.

She loses herself, she loses her woman.

That's why she runs away from delusions.

Good morning, sis.

Good morning, Rina.

You're taking your time this morning.

Yeah, I'm taking a day off.

Have you left already?

Yeah.

I'm leaving early this morning.

I'm going to China for 3 months.

I'm going to miss you again.

Oh, Masao is here.

Dad!

You're so sad, aren't you?

What are you talking about?

You're a man, and you're a manly woman.

You're lonely, aren't you?

And you don't want to waste your youth.

And you've been lonely for the last three months.

I'll take care of you.

I'm fine.

I'll be fine even if I'm lonely.

Don't worry.

We're all family.

When you're lonely, sad, or happy.

We're all family.

Don't make her lonely.

Dad, I really...

Listen to me, Ryoko.

I told you I was in the same situation as you.

I was surprised at first.

But this is the rule of this house.

No, it's the fate of those who are related to this house.

I'm...

Come on, hurry up.

I'm not ready yet.

It'll be hard for you to come home.

I can stay with you sometimes.

Come on, hurry up.

I'm in a hurry.

Come on.

Be serious.

Okay, I'll be serious.

Does it feel good?

Yes.

Ah, it's coming out.

Bye!

Do you feel good?

I feel good.

I'll show you how I feel.

It's hard.

It's harder than before.

I'm sorry.

Don't cry.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

It's okay.

I'm here.

I'm here.

It's okay.

It's okay.

I'm going to cry.

I'm going to cry.

I'm going to cry.

How is it?

It's hot, isn't it?

Here.

Here.

Here.

Here.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

I'm feeling good, too.

That's right. That feels good, too.

Ah, feels good.

Can I go to bed?

Dad, you did your best today.

I know.

It hurts.

It's okay.

It's okay.

It's okay.

It hurts.

Oh, wow.

It feels so good.

It feels so good.

It hurts.

It hurts?

It hurts?

It hurts?

It hurts?

Here.

That's right.

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Yeah.

That's a lie.

That Rina...

It's a lie?

My mother too...

Rina was a child...

So close...

It feels good.

I'll make you a new one.

It's getting hard.

It feels so good.

I'll make you feel better, mom.

It's cold...

Ah, it feels good...

Ah, it's good...

It's ticklish...

It feels good...

No way...

I told you.

It's the fate of the people involved in this house.

But...

I...

If you can talk like this...

No!

I was already losing my mind by the unrealistic truth of Gifu.

No, my instinct was taking my body away.

I need to go to the bathroom.

I'll do it here.

Wait.

I'm really, really, really sorry.

I'll do it here.

Here?

No, no.

I can't.

I can't do it here.

Look.

Oh, you're a bad wife.

Aren't you ashamed?

Masao is being taught by his grandmother.

What do you mean?

How is it, Raon?

Good girl.

Really?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Yeah.

It's so soft when I touch it closely.

It's not painful at all.

It's not painful.

What should I do to make you feel better?

Tell me.

It feels good, doesn't it?

It feels good.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Yeah...

I'm sorry...

I'm here.

It's cold.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

It's okay.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

It's okay.

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

It's okay.

I'm sorry.

What?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

I'll make you feel better like I always do.

I'll make you feel better.

I'll make you feel better.

Hey, Grandma.

Have I gotten a little sweeter?

Yes.

You're a man of one person now, Masao.

What's this?

This is the reality of this house.

Is this reality? I have to find out.

I'll wash your back.

Oh, thank you.

My grandma told me I've gotten better.

I see. Then I'm looking forward to it, too.

I was convinced that everything was real with my son's words.

And I had to accept it.

It's been a while.

You look like your grandma.

Grandma is big, too.

It's been a while since I touched you.

Are you sleepy?

You are sleepy?

It's okay. Feel it.

Feel it.

What do you do for me?

I do a lot of things for you.

You're happy.

I want to make you happy.

I'm sorry I did that.

I'm like a stranger.

Don't do that.

I want to hug you.

What?

Do you want to hug me?

It's good.

Mom's is good too.

It's good.

I'm happy.

It's good.

What should I do?

What should I do?

It's painful, isn't it?

Yes, it is.

You're not sleeping?

Then I'll sleep.

I feel so good.

Wipe my butt.

Your butt?

I'm so embarrassed.

Your lips are so soft.

Soft?

Yeah.

I'm gonna put a lot on you.

A lot.

A lot.

I'm gonna put a lot on you.

I'm sorry.

What are you going to do to grandma?

I'm going to sleep here.

Are you going to eat?

I want to sleep more.

Mom, will you show me this?

Of course.

Look at this.

Let me take it off.

Where did you get it?

Well...

Where did you get it?

It's hot.

It's hot.

It's hot.

You wanted to see me when I was born, didn't you?

I did, but...

I was happier when you were born.

Then I'll...

I'll make you feel better.

You're so kind.

Oh my god!

You are amazing!

You are amazing!

I can't do this.

I'll do this for you.

I have to make you feel better.

I'll do a lot of things for you.

So let's take this off.

You're already so red.

Is it?

It's so good.

You've grown up so much.

It feels good when you do it with this side.

Does it feel good when I do it with this side?

What will happen if I do it with this side?

I like shaking hands.

You like shaking hands?

It's good.

I'll make you feel better.

Okay?

But if you cry any more,

you'll be out of the kindergarten.

I'll do what you always do.

Okay?

Can you see it?

I'm going to put a lot of water in your ears.

I put it in.

I'm going to put a lot of water in your ears.

I put it in.

I'm sorry.

I'm so hungry.

Look at my butt.

I'm sorry.

Mwah! Mwah! Mwah!

Does it feel good?

Oh, my God!

Oh, my God!

What do you like?

What kind of words are you doing?

Do you want to see it again?

Ah, that's amazing.

I'm getting stressed.

You're about to cry?

Yes.

Yes, yes, yes.

It's starting to feel bad.

Ah, it's...

Ah, yes.

I'm home, mom.

I have no choice but to accept this reality.

I will never dream again.