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[DOOR OPENS]

Did you talk to The Ark?

I told Diggs' mom the news.

John's dad. Supposed to talk to Roma's parents later.

Thanks for doing that.

I owe you.

Telling these parents that their kids were murdered by Grounders.

-Wish I could say we were getting some justice. -We're not killing him.

You were a lot scarier when you had that face paint on.

[GRUNTS]

Tell me about the Grounder. Can he provide any insight on how to survive winter?

We're doing everything we can to prepare. We're gathering nuts and berries.

Curing meats, digging for roots. But the truth is...

-...we'll freeze before we starve. KANE: There's good news on that front.

According to defense plans before the war...

...there's an old emergency aid depot not far from the landing site.

-Here are coordinates. JAHA: In addition to supplies...

...they provide shelter for The 100 and the citizens from The Ark.

-What makes you think it's intact? -It was designed to withstand nuclear war.

It's worth a shot.

Chancellor, I have to object.

Project Exodus is under way.

The kids should sit tight in their camp until the first ship launches.

Even if everything goes without a hitch...

...The 100 will die from exposure before relief arrives.

I would like a moment with Clarke alone, please.

And I know there is a line of parents waiting to talk to their kids.

Clarke...

...we all are very proud of what you've done down there.

-Your mother-- -I don't wanna talk about my mother.

Please, Clarke. It's time to forgive.

-Let me schedule a time for you to sit down-- -Look...

...I know you both think that betraying my dad...

...killing him...

...was an unavoidable tragedy.

But I don't see it that way, and I never will.

So tell me who's next, and let someone who wants to talk to their parents have a turn.

Dax?

Hey, you guys seen Dax?

Over there, on the meat crew.

CLARKE: Dax...

...you're up.

Where's my mom?

You can see her after you and I have a talk.

-Are you alone? -Yeah. Why?

If I remember right, you beat a man to death.

-He stole from me. -Relax.

I have a problem. I think you can help me fix it.

And in return, I can guarantee your mom a spot on the first drop ship.

And for you, choice assignment when I get to the ground.

What do you want me to do?

Kill Bellamy Blake.

You're still here?

I'm not moving until you let me see him.

Get comfortable.

-I let him live. Isn't that enough? -He saved my life. And yours.

-You see it that way but-- -That's the way it is.

-He's still dangerous. -Only because of what you did.

Whatever connection you think you have with that animal, forget it.

You don't get to see him. End of conversation.

Why do you care if I ruined your life? You should want me to go up there.

Maybe you'll get lucky and he'll kill me. Problem solved.

Octavia, you know I didn't mean that.

CLARKE: Bellamy. BELLAMY: The answer is still no...

-...I'm not talking to Jaha. -Hey. Relax. That's not why I'm here.

-What? -The Ark found some records...

-...that show a supply depot not far from here. -What kind of supplies?

The kind that give us a chance to live through winter.

I'm gonna go check it out. I could use backup.

Why are you asking me?

Because right now, I don't feel like being around anyone I actually like.

I'll get my stuff. Meet you in ten.

What're they gonna do with the Grounder?

MONTY: I'd rather not think about it.

It's been days since Bellamy captured him. How long until his friends come looking?

Cheer up. In that time, we'll all be dead from hypothermia. Mm.

Hey.

CLARKE: How are you feeling?

Weak. Bored.

Grateful to be alive.

Well, if you wanna stay that way, you should rest.

I'll tie him down if I have to.

-Ah. CLARKE: I'm gonna be out of camp today.

-Can you change his bandages in a few hours? -Wait, where you going?

A little assignment from The Ark. It's nothing to worry about.

-It's not safe out there. -Finn, Clarke's a big girl.

-She can take care of herself. BELLAMY: Clarke.

Let's get a move on.

Make sure he stays in bed.

Sounds like a plan.

CLARKE: That's a lot of rations.

-You realize this is a day trip. -A lot can happen in a day.

Hey, Miller. Roma's parents are waiting for you on the radio.

Hi. We don't have a lot of time.

I brought you some water.

Here.

That's good, right?

Sorry I haven't seen you since everything happened.

My brother's been keeping me away.

He's a total dick, which you probably already figured out.

[CHUCKLES]

You do understand me. I knew it.

At least let me get you cleaned up quick.

This is all my fault because I freaked out so bad when you locked me up in that cave.

You'd totally understand why if you knew how I grew up.

My name...

...is Lincoln.

Lincoln.

I'm Octavia.

Was that it?

Is that all you're gonna say?

It's not safe for us to talk.

Well, if we shouldn't talk, then...

...why'd you tell your name?

I want you to remember me...

...after I'm dead.

-You're not gonna die. Don't say that. -Octavia.

This only ends one way.

Just talk to them.

Tell them you're not the enemy.

But I am.

MILLER: Octavia...

-...get out now. -Bellamy's not here.

Get out. Or he gets the beating I've been aching to give him.

Okay. Okay, I get it. I'm gone.

You know, the first drop ship is gonna come down soon.

-Pretty sure you can't avoid Jaha forever. -I can try.

CLARKE: The depot's supposed to be around here.

-Somewhere. -Gotta be a door.

-Maybe he'll be lenient. -I shot the man.

He's not gonna forgive and forget.

Let's split up. We'll cover more ground. Stay within shouting distance.

Hmm.

-I'd hate to see the other guy. -You did...

...when you were torturing him.

Finn was dying. I'm not gonna apologize for doing what I had to do.

It must suck...

...to come all the way here to find out your boyfriend is into somebody else.

I'm not doing this with you.

Hey.

Hey.

Thirsty?

Let me get that.

No. Wait. Wait.

I've been waiting since they locked you up on The Ark.

We can't. Not until we talk.

I don't wanna talk.

-Something happened. -Finn.

I know and I don't wanna talk about it. Ever.

Do you love me?

-Always. -Okay, then.

You're supposed to be resting.

Let me.

CLARKE: Bellamy!

Over here. I found a door.

-I think it's rusted shut. -Watch your foot.

Okay, give me a hand.

Here.

You think this place hasn't been touched since the war?

A girl can dream.

Come on.

BELLAMY: Hell of a place to die.

So much for living down here. This place is disgusting.

Damn it.

BELLAMY: Anything left down here is ruined.

They must have distributed most of the supplies before the last bombs went off.

Hey, I found blankets.

Excited about a couple of blankets?

Well, it's something.

Well, how about a canteen or a med kit or a decent tent?

[GRUNTS]

-Oh, my God. -What?

Earth is scary.

Earth is amazing. Fresh air. Trees.

Nuts.

Mm. This is better than usual, right?

I'd like to give Earth a giant hug.

-You're acting weird. -I feel weird.

But in a good way.

I gotta pee.

[YELLS]

JASPER: Octavia! Octavia.

I think I'm going crazy.

The Grounders are here or I'm going crazy.

Just slow down. Just tell me what you saw.

Him.

-Jasper, there's no one there. -He's there! We have to run.

-Why isn't anyone doing--? -Stop it.

Shut up. Jasper, are you on something?

I love you and I want you to know this because we're all gonna die soon.

Okay, I love you.

-Is this all you've eaten today? -It is, but who cares now?

You're totally bombed.

Relax.

Here, buddy. Take this.

-It's a stick. -No, this is an anti-Grounder stick.

So as long as you hold this...

...and sit right here, the Grounders won't be able to see you.

-See? -Makes sense.

I'll just stay right here.

OCTAVIA: Does make sense.

Stay right there.

-Get out. -Relax. I thought you might be hungry.

A peace offering.

I shouldn't have come alone earlier. It was stupid and dangerous...

...and he's not worth it.

I won't tell Bellamy if you won't.

BELLAMY: This changes everything.

No more running from spears.

Ready to be a bad-ass, Clarke?

I'm not gonna fight you on bringing guns to camp.

I know we need them, but don't expect me to like it.

We're lucky the rifles were in grease.

The fact they survived means we're not sitting ducks anymore.

You need to learn how to do this.

-So I just hold it on my shoulder? -Yeah.

A little higher. Yeah.

Yeah. Uh-- That's good. Uh, watch and learn.

[CLICKS]

[GUN COCKS]

[CLICKS]

-Still watching. -My bullets are duds. Try yours.

That was amazing.

-Am I horrible for feeling that? -Try again.

-No, we shouldn't waste ammunition. -You need to practice.

We need to talk about how we're gonna keep guns around camp.

Where are we gonna keep them? Who has access?

You left Miller in charge of the Grounder. You must trust him.

You should keep him close. The others listen to him.

CLARKE: I should keep him close?

Bellamy, what's going on? You've been acting weird all day.

All the rations you took....

You're gonna run. That's why you agreed to come with me.

-You were gonna load up and disappear. -I don't have a choice.

-The Ark will be here soon. -You're gonna leave Octavia?

Octavia hates me. She'll be fine.

-You don't know-- -I shot the chancellor.

They're gonna kill me, Clarke.

Best-case scenario, they lock me up with a Grounder...

...and there is no way in hell I'm giving Jaha the satisfaction.

Keep practicing. I need some air.

[PANTING]

[TWIG SNAPS]

JAHA [IN DISTORTED VOICE]: Bellamy Blake.

How are you here?

You're on The Ark.

You shot me on The Ark...

...but I've been waiting for you.

I did what I had to do.

-[IN NORMAL VOICE] To protect Octavia. -That's right.

Pathetic. Using your sister to justify your crimes...

...your cruelty, your selfishness.

If you're gonna kill me, do it.

Why should I kill you?

Unlike the others, I survived your treachery.

What are you talking about?

The 320 souls that were culled from The Ark...

...so that others could live.

You knew that they would be sacrificed.

The radio.

I didn't know that would happen.

It's not my forgiveness you should seek.

It's theirs.

ALL [RASPING]: Murderer. Murderer. Murderer.

JAHA: Murderer. -Stop!

[VOICES ECHOING INDISTINCTLY]

[GASPS]

JAKE: It's not what you imagined, is it?

Dad?

[ALL CHATTERING AND LAUGHING]

-Hey, is the moon here? -Monty.

I can't change the tide if the moon won't cooperate.

-Get out of here! -It's basic physics.

Ugh. Stay here.

[ALL CHATTERING AND LAUGHING]

Scratch that. Get out here.

You're not real, are you?

Sorry, kiddo. I wish I were.

Wait. How is this possible?

I'm thinking why is more important than how.

Why me?

Because I miss you.

There's more to it than that, kiddo.

You want me to forgive her.

Hey.

Your mom loves you, Clarke.

She betrayed you.

How can I forgive her for that?

The disappointed look isn't fair.

[JAKE CHUCKLES]

I'm trying.

I'm trying all the time.

-But everyone's counting on me. It's so hard. -Come here.

I know, honey.

It's been tough, hasn't it?

I let someone get tortured.

Listen.

You're doing the best you can.

You want me to say Mom did the best she could?

This is about what you want.

You're dead because of her.

She doesn't deserve my forgiveness.

[JAKE SCOFFS]

Listen to me.

Forgiveness isn't about what people deserve.

I'm sorry.

-I can't. -Whatever.

-Crazy bitch. -Dad?

OCTAVIA: Don't move.

[LINCOLN GRUNTS]

We need to go. Now.

Why are you doing this?

-Just get dressed. -They'll know you helped me.

[GROANS]

You said it. If you stay here, you'll die.

I'm not gonna let that happen.

Not gonna put you in danger.

-We need to do this now. -Okay.

Even in these clothes, I'll be seen.

People are seeing plenty of things right now.

Up you get.

Okay, let's go.

-Yep. -What'd you do?

Set out some of our winter rations a little early.

Jobi nuts. The food you gave my guard.

They go bad, they cause visions, but it wears off.

Try to get as far away as you can, okay?

And try not to get yourself killed.

Tell me again.

You're the most beautiful broom in a broom closet of brooms.

Mm.

[GIRL SOBBING]

I got this one.

Hey. Hey.

CROWD [RASPING]: Murderer. Murderer. Murderer.

Please. Kill me. Kill me.

I deserve it. Please.

I can't fight anymore.

Don't you know? Life is a fight.

[GRUNTS]

-What am I supposed to do? -Live. Breathe. Suffer.

You owe them that.

You want the peace of death?

You're gonna have to earn it.

Fight back!

Do you think you deserve to be free of your pain?

Do you deserve that gift?

[IN DISTORTED VOICE] Because you're gonna get it.

[GUN COCKS]

Nothing personal.

[CLICKS]

CLARKE: Put it down, Dax.

Should've stayed down there, Clarke.

I tried not to kill you. But here you are.

Shumway said no witnesses.

-What is he talking about? -Shumway set it up.

-He gave me the gun to shoot the chancellor. -Walk away now and I won't kill you.

Put it down.

Your choice.

[CLICKS]

BELLAMY: No!

[BOTH GRUNTING]

CLARKE: Get the hell off him.

[CLARKE GASPING]

You're okay.

No, I'm not.

My mother...

...if she knew what I'd done...

...who I am....

She raised me to be better, to be good.

-Bellamy-- -And all I do is hurt people.

I'm a monster.

Hey.

You saved my life today.

And you may be a total ass half the time...

...but...

...I need you.

We all need you.

None of us would have survived if it wasn't for you.

You want forgiveness? Fine, I'll give it to you. You're forgiven, okay?

But you can't run, Bellamy.

You have to come back with me.

You have to face it.

Like you faced your mom?

You're right. I don't wanna face my mom.

I don't wanna face any of it.

All I think about every day is how we're gonna keep everyone alive.

We don't have a choice.

Jaha will kill me when he comes down.

We'll figure something out.

Well, can we figure it out later?

Whenever you're ready.

[CROWD CHATTERING]

Rough night?

Yeah. My head.

It's killing me.

-You? -I'm pretty sure I ate a pinecone.

-Because it told me to. MILLER: He's gone!

The Grounder is gone!

GUY 1: Hear that? GUY 2: What did he say?

What if he brings other Grounders back?

-They'll kill us all. -Or worse.

BELLAMY: Let the Grounders come.

We've been afraid of them for too long.

Why? Because of their knives and spears.

I don't know about you...

...but I'm tired of being afraid.

GUY 3: Whoa.

GUY 4: No way.

These are weapons, okay? Not toys.

We have to be prepared to give them up to the guard when the ships come.

But until then...

...they're gonna help keep us safe.

There are more where these came from.

Tomorrow we start training.

And if the Grounders come...

...we're gonna be ready to fight.

I don't expect you to forgive me.

But you'll have to find a way to live with me.

Because I'm not going anywhere.

CLARKE: Bellamy.

It's time.

That Grounder escaping.

Was that you?

I had nothing to do with it.

Thanks for the blanket.

JAHA [ON SCREEN]: Mr. Blake.

I've wanted to talk to you for some time now.

Before you do, uh, I'd like to say something.

When you sent us down here, you sent us to die.

But miraculously, most of us are still alive.

In large part, that is because of him.

Because of Bellamy.

He's one of us, and he deserves to be pardoned of his crimes...

...just like the rest of us.

I appreciate your point of view, but it's not that simple.

It is, if you wanna know who in The Ark wants you dead.

Bellamy Blake...

...you're pardoned for your crimes.

Now...

...tell me who gave you the gun.

You're a disgrace.

I'm fighting for what I believe in...

-...just like you. -And what exactly is that?

I need to check this.

Guns?

Really?

With the Grounder escaping, we have to expect retaliation.

We have to be prepared.

Our ancestors wanted to be prepared too...

...so they built bombs.

-Rifles are not the same as nukes. FINN: In Bellamy's hands, they are.

Clarke, come on. You can't predict what he's gonna do.

There's no perfect answer, Finn.

The Grounder saved Octavia's life.

Bellamy brought him back here and tortured him.

-If he hadn't, you'd be dead. -I know.

I trust him.

You can't be serious.

I am.

Clarke...

...you and Bellamy are leading us down a dangerous road.

I wish you would've talked to me about it first.

[SCOFFS]

I wish you'd talked to me about a lot of things...

...but you didn't.

[TENT RUSTLES]

[DOOR OPENS]

Thank God. It's you.

I thought I was about to float.

It won't come to that, commander.

SHUMWAY: Wait, what's going on? I did what you asked me-- Unh!