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What took you so long?

I shouldn't have told him to wait.

Had he come to the hospital right away, they would've tried surgery at least.

I shouldn't have said I'd go to him.

Hae-won.

And you, if you didn't think you could make it,

you should've told me so.

He waited for three hours at the terminal.

We shouldn't have made him wait that long.

I know.

It's my fault.

No. I…

So tell me.

Where were you then?

Where were you?

Where in the world were you?

Were you with Hui-ju?

You must be nuts!

How could you do this to me?

It's driving me nuts!

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me!

I keep seeing someone else in her.

You crazy bastard.

EPISODE 10 POINT OF NO RETURN

FUNERAL HOME REST IN PEACE

Didn't he come to the wedding recently?

He looked so healthy.

That's life.

We all look well and healthy right now,

but any one of us can die at any moment. You never know.

Please excuse me. I'll meet you inside.

Ms. Lee called and asked me to come with her.

And I thought it was only right to.

I know you loved your grandfather very much.

Stay strong.

I am

doing my best to stay strong right now.

Right, of course. I'm sorry.

For what?

There are many things you should be sorry about.

I'm not here to fight.

What then? Are you here to comfort me?

Do you feel bad for me now?

I shouldn't have come and upset you.

I'm sorry.

That's a shame.

Because you no longer have the right to be sorry.

When I had asked you to apologize,

I was still willing to forgive you.

-But now-- -It's not the time to talk about that.

I should go.

No.

This is the right time.

Because you just apologized to me when you don't have the right to.

You had numerous chances to ask for my forgiveness.

And you chose to do it now when I'm at my lowest.

You sound like you're doing me a favor. I won't accept it.

I'm sure you'd like to think

that your trivial apology has settled all the issues between us.

But I won't allow that.

I despise you.

And you'll see me time after time.

Wherever you are, I will follow you tirelessly.

It'll be a living hell,

so I hope you live a long life

and die all alone.

HWAIN GALLERY REST IN PEACE

Leave.

Don't give me that tormented look--

If you're going to stay here like that,

just leave.

Hae-won.

Just leave.

What is it?

Did you have a nightmare?

Yes.

Come here.

Was it a scary nightmare?

Goodness. My baby.

Grandpa.

If I have any good left in me,

it's all

from you.

How are you these days? Are you busy?

Take care of yourself.

And come see me when you have time.

Jeong-yeon, did you have lunch yet?

I thought of you while eating, so I thought I'd ask.

Eat.

I don't deserve to.

Eat.

He forgot about all the bad things you did.

He only remembered the good things.

As if I ever did anything good.

You gave birth to me.

He said that alone was enough.

He was proud of you.

He said that many times.

-Really? -Really.

So eat.

He hates it when we skip meals.

He grew these bean sprouts to make you some hangover soup.

Why did you put in so much garlic? It's so bitter.

So you'd turn into a human.

You little…

What's he doing? Your husband.

He didn't say a word and looked miserable during the funeral.

I want to go easy on him because he's handsome, but then…

I don't like him.

I didn't hate you. I liked you.

Do you remember?

No, I still don't.

So I need you to tell me.

Did I have feelings for you?

Briefly.

Very briefly.

When you and Hae-won were having a hard time while preparing to go abroad,

we had a fling.

I didn't mention it since it was nothing serious.

Are you saying I left Hae-won

due to a trivial fling?

Only you know the answer to that.

Then what about you?

Did you also

have feelings for me?

That was in the past.

Even if I hated you in the past,

I don't hate you now.

Actually, I'm concerned about you.

Sir, we had the latest model ready like you asked.

-I like it. I'll take it. -Yes, sir.

This will suit her.

This way, please.

He'll be released soon?

Ms. Gu's lawyer recently requested a review on the legality of his arrest.

She also mentioned that his young daughter was living alone.

She must have one competent lawyer.

And the agreement form?

It'll take some time since she recently lost her father,

but there won't be any problem.

She lost her father?

She must have a lot on her mind.

Wait…

-Hey. -Why aren't you home yet?

We're supposed to have a family dinner every Sunday.

I'm on my way. It won't take long.

Salmon sounds great. Okay.

Nowadays, the parents decide on a theme that their kids like.

Then the event manager prepares everything for them.

How convenient.

You should still pick the party favors yourself, so Ho-su doesn't feel bad.

The party favors?

Is that needed for a kid's birthday party?

At Ji-ho's birthday party,

Ji-ho's mom read a storybook to the kids.

It was nice. You should try something similar.

As if she read anything when she was little.

That's why I'm grateful to you.

My kids are able

to experience things I wasn't able to when I was little. Thank you.

Stop distracting us and sit down.

Right. About Mr. Seo Woo-jae…

Why do you look so surprised?

You asked about him. He's doing much better.

He may regain his memories.

I see. That's a relief.

Hello.

You should at least say hi.

After all, I'm Ms. Lee's assistant for the upcoming project.

I'll tell her myself

that I'm uncomfortable working with a married couple.

No one else at the gallery has time to assist her.

That's why she hired me.

Hiring an assistant isn't difficult.

Right. How is Mr. An doing?

I'd like to thank him for settling things with Mr. Lee.

Since when did you care how my husband was doing?

Don't worry.

I won't be seducing your husband.

I want you to also feel the pain of having the most precious person

stolen from you.

But I don't think that's him.

He's not precious to you. You just need him.

Can you please stop?

You're the one who should stop.

What if Woo-jae regains his memories while you keep feigning ignorance?

Why are you making things so complicated?

Why don't you just tell everyone about it?

Tell them that your husband abandoned you. Though I doubt anyone would believe you.

I don't want to do that.

It'll only become something to gossip about.

Exactly. If you were so hurt by people gossiping about that,

you should've stayed away from me.

Why the hell did you show up with Woo-jae in front of me?

Do you want to turn back time?

What difference will that make?

Just tell me what you want.

Why waste your life like this?

What will you get in return?

At the very least, you'll feel the pain I felt.

So you want me to be miserable as well?

You're really…

so pathetic.

-Excuse me. -Yes?

Hey, Woo-jae. How have you been?

What brings you here?

Well… Have you been in touch with Hae-won lately?

I doubt any of us are in touch with her.

I thought you'd know what she was up to.

Thanks.

SCULPTURE DEPARTMENT

Woo-jae.

What are you doing here?

How did you find me?

I told you. I'm good at finding you.

Answer my question.

I met Yeong-jae, your schoolmate.

I was wondering if he knew anything about us.

But he said you left school and cut ties with him,

and asked me about you.

You wasted your time.

How would they know something that even you and I don't know?

Then tell me what you know.

You always tell me about the good memories we had.

But we're human.

If things were always rosy, why did we turn out this way?

How did we turn out?

We haven't seen each other in five days.

Shouldn't you ask how I'm doing first?

Let's go.

Ms. Lee wants to know how much progress you've made.

Have you been staying here all along?

It didn't feel right to go home without you.

So I slept here.

I guess you felt guilty

thinking about someone else in the house we share together.

No excuses?

Do you know why we had the wedding?

So that I could hold you down.

You're officially a married man now.

I can't stop you from having feelings for someone else,

but I will never let you go.

No matter how much you pine for each other,

it's nothing but a filthy affair that no one recognizes.

That's all.

I know.

You do?

What are you doing?

What do you think? I'm getting rid of it for you.

Hae-won.

Don't yearn for something that's ruined.

If your life is ruined, you just have to endure it.

But you can always make these things.

So?

I'm the one who ruined your life,

yet you want to keep me by your side?

What do you want me to do?

Can't you just tell me?

I'm suffocating.

Are you?

It's only been a few months.

It was years for me.

You left without saying anything.

I resented you, blamed myself, and felt afraid…

for years.

What more do you want to know?

You vanished into thin air.

That's all that I know.

You smiled and waved goodbye as if we'd meet the next day, then you vanished.

I had to piece together the rest.

So have the decency to put the last piece in.

You're the one who made me like this.

Do you know what I lost then?

No. Do you know what we lost?

We lost something precious that we'll never get back!

Do you know that?

SLIGO, IRELAND

I heard you're back in Ireland.

I'll wait for you.

-Did you change the passcode? -My God.

Yes.

Why aren't you staying at your house?

I took out the security deposit and invested it somewhere.

Again? What are you wasting it on this time?

Why are you jinxing it?

The lease on this house won't be up anytime soon,

and you moved out to live with him.

Why keep it vacant?

Why are you here anyway? Did you have a fight?

My God.

You have the skin of a mom who's been busy childrearing.

Scratch that. Even moms take great care of their skin these days.

You're unbelievable.

It's all genetics.

Don't be ridiculous. Look at me.

It's just poor care.

Maybe I take after my dad whom I've never met before.

This is some top-notch skincare.

Do you know how much this thing costs?

You still look so young.

Of course. I put a lot of time and effort into my skin.

How did you think of having me at such a young age?

I wasn't thinking, obviously.

Because I was clueless back then.

I can still feel the pain of giving birth.

I also suffered from inflammation.

Why bother explaining?

It's not like you'd understand.

I refuse to repeat it ever again.

I couldn't graduate high school thanks to you.

I admire you for giving up so much all for me.

And I'm sorry.

You were still lovely.

Even amidst all the chaos, you were so lovable.

Come to think of it,

there's another good thing I did for your grandpa.

The first one was giving birth to you.

And the second one

is outliving him.

When your grandma and uncle died,

I'd never heard your grandpa bawl and cry like that before.

That's when I promised myself that I'd outlive him at all costs.

So you just do those two things too.

Have a baby who's better off than you and outlive me.

Sorry, Mom.

I don't think I can do either of them.

Due to your bad credit,

your compensation will be seized immediately.

As soon as you're released, open a bank account under Ju-yeong's name.

It's about "the type."

The type of person you are.

And this is also called your moral self-image.

We'll talk about that next time. That'll be all.

-Thank you. -Thank you.

LEE JU-YEONG

What did you do last night?

Hey, Ju-yeong. Aren't you going to eat?

Today's school lunch was disgusting. I'm so lucky.

I'm sorry for not being in touch lately.

It's okay.

I heard your grandfather passed away.

Did you get the text?

Your dad was discharged today. He'll be home.

-Thank you. -Enjoy.

Is everything fine with you and Li-sa?

She goes to the dance studio in the afternoon, so we barely meet.

I heard she was at my wedding.

Did you bring her?

Ms. Gu, she's a bit strange.

She took my phone and looked at the video I took of you that day.

Then she cried and threw a fit.

Thanks for coming to my wedding, Li-sa.

Damn it, Ju-yeong.

MIMI

You should've said hi. Why did you just leave?

Why did you marry him when he had feelings for another woman?

It's easy to fall in love,

but breaking up is complicated.

Did you see who that woman was?

I did.

Through a painting.

A painting?

He drew a painting of her.

I could feel his emotions through his paintings.

TAERIM HOSPITAL

Raise your arm slowly.

Let me know if you feel pain.

Okay.

You should cut down on work.

You injured the same area.

It's best to let it rest.

Since you got an injection, I'll just do heat treatment today.

Okay.

By the way, how is Hae-won doing?

You should bring her with you next time even if she says no.

I heard she took up

a lot of outsourcing work at her previous design job.

I believe that's when her rheumatism manifested.

And judging by her medication, she must also have fibromyalgia.

That's the worst, you see.

You feel pain all over your body.

I bet she has to rely on painkillers to sleep at night.

I didn't know since I always fell asleep first.

If you take benzodiazepine

with steroids, it's worse for your health.

I give that to Woo-jae.

I'm nervous that Woo-jae might run away while I'm asleep.

I'm sorry.

It's a force of habit.

I didn't mean to be nosy.

It's okay. I'm rather relieved.

At least someone knows about her pain.

Take care.

Seon-u.

-Hello. -Hey.

It's starting this week, so make sure you come.

Give it your all.

Strive to be a better person.

VOLUNTEER RECRUITMENT TO HELP SUPPORT EX-CONVICTS

For how much longer?

There's no end to that.

Have you ever seen a bad guy striving to be badder?

They don't need to try.

It's a part of their nature.

So you should do your utmost to become a better person

until your very last breath.

Let's go eat.

Darn it.

Li-sa.

What are you doing here?

What is this?

This?

After what you said last time, I looked for the photo and found it.

See? We were there with your dad.

-Are you going to paint it? -What?

Are you going to paint that too?

I do want to since you were adorable back then.

Do it.

What's with you? You hate it when I draw you.

I just

want to see the emotions you feel when you paint it.

You see, vodka…

is a fascinating drink

Unlike other drinks that try to stand out,

this has no color, taste, or smell.

Less is more with this one.

It doesn't matter what this is made from

because all tastes and scents are gone in the end.

But it mixes well with any drink

and tastes different depending on what you add.

Try it.

Your grandfather gave me some last time.

Doesn't it taste smoother?

My wife…

spent all my retirement pay, savings, and money from our home equity loan

on a patch of land without telling me.

She was scammed.

After keeping it from me for a while, she fell ill.

It was cancer.

There was nothing we could do.

However,

I was too busy chasing after those frauds to mourn for her.

Did you eventually catch them?

It was also her fault for purchasing the land,

so they got away with it without getting punished.

You must've been upset.

I was.

I wasted so much time chasing after them

and reaped nothing in return.

I felt guilty and was in pain.

I erased everything, even the good memories I had.

Don't be like me.

Mourn as much as you need to while you can.

And cherish the good memories.

Okay?

What?

How did you find me?

FAVORITES HAE-WON

That?

Do you not trust me?

No.

It must've tormented you.

What is this?

Like you said, I ruined your life.

So you're holding me down.

I'm thinking of what I should do

to make up for it.

Let's go home.

RICE & BAR

-Here's your key. -Thank you.

Can you feed him lunch as soon as you get there?

-Okay. -Let's go.

Why are you up already? Get some more sleep.

What's all that?

I'm behind on my work so I'll stay at the studio for a while.

I've frozen some curry.

Microwave it with some rice.

Why don't you just beg me for a divorce?

Don't you think it's cowardly to pretend to care for me

as you leave home?

Because you already abandoned Hae-won once before.

If you turn away from her again, Hae-won will die.

I'm not leaving for good. It's only temporary.

I want to do well.

And I didn't delete the app.

Feel free to check my location whenever you want.

I'll get going.

Here. Have one bite. Please?

Don't you like tonkatsu?

I'll go order something else. Hold on.

Hi. We've met before, right?

What's wrong? Is it not tasty?

It's good.

Tonkatsu is made with pork.

Oink-oink, pig.

Pigs become as big as me even when they're just a year old.

Then they get killed for meat like this.

Don't you feel bad?

Then we should at least savor it.

Here. Eat.

Are you also here for my birthday party?

Oh, my.

Your birthday party? When's your birthday?

This Friday.

What a great day.

I don't think I was invited yet.

Will you invite me?

Thanks.

When's your birthday?

I'm not sure. I haven't celebrated it in ages.

What were birthdays for…

Don't you know?

It's the day you blow out candles.

Right. I see.

How many candles will you blow out?

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven.

Seven candles.

You'll be turning seven?

Do you seriously need party favors for his birthday party?

That's how it is apparently.

Back when we were little, all our neighbors were poor.

Birthday parties were a privilege.

But Ho-su is different.

That's true.

Hui-ju, do you remember?

What?

I think I was around Ho-su's age.

Do you remember that 500-won toy in front of our school?

I came home crying about how the store owner accused me of stealing it.

You bathed me, dressed me in my best clothes, and went back.

"Seon-u doesn't steal things."

Did I do that?

And you told me to pick anything I wanted to buy in that store.

I did, having no idea that was your lunch money.

That's what you did.

By the way, why didn't you ask me?

Whether I stole it or not.

What for? I knew you didn't have any money.

Despite knowing everything,

you defended me and sacrificed your lunch money?

When there's something you want badly enough, people will even steal for it.

That day,

I promised myself to always listen to you and treat you well.

Then you can babysit Ho-su this afternoon.

His babysitter needs to go grocery shopping for his birthday party.

Gosh, you took that favor real quick.

Sure. What about you?

I have to work.

I'm too stuck.

I'll just let Ho-su pick the one he likes.

-Mom! -Ho-su, come here.

Ho-su, which one do you like?

This one?

TOP TEN BILLIARD HALL

WE OPPOSE THE SCHOOL OF ARTS!

Gosh.

Ju-yeong, bring me water.

Ju-yeong!

Who the hell is that?

-Hey. Who the hell are you? -Hey!

-Damn it. -Hey, let me go.

Stop it!

Don't touch that!

Some of the kids are allergic to seafood.

Yes, vegan.

Ji-ho's mom is a vegan.

Please take note of that.

Thank you.

I think we're pretty much ready.

Is there anything else I should do?

You're a quick study. Not bad.

You've formed your own taste.

It's all thanks to you.

Why do you think I'm tolerant of you?

You don't use your kids to your advantage.

You know your place.

You're not as vulgar as your parents.

Rather, you're eager to learn.

That's why.

It's not because you're good at anything.

Remember this.

You better not do anything I don't like in the future as well.

Where's Ho-su?

His dad will leave work early

and pick him up from kindergarten.

The party will be held at my place.

I thought we'd have it here--

How will you fit so many people in this tiny house?

You don't know anything.

SECURITY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HO-SU

Hi. Thank you for coming.

I hope he likes it.

You didn't have to bring anything.

You must've been busy preparing.

-I ordered them. -Did you?

-From where? -I'll tell you later.

SECURITY

It's Dracula!

Ho-su, wait.

Hello, Mr. An.

Yes, we just arrived.

Yes, his birthday party.

I think someone's here to pick him up.

One minute.

Ho-su!

Let's go inside.

One by one. Slowly. Don't rush.

Where's Ho-su?

I heard he was here.

What are you talking about? You were supposed to pick him up.

I was late, so I called. She said someone picked him up.

Hui-ju.

Ho-su.

Ho-su?

Ho-su.

Ho-su.

Ho-su.

Ho-su…

Ho-su.

Ho-su!

Ho-su!

Ho-su!

Ho-su!

Ho-su!

Hi, Hui-ju. About Ho-su's birthday party,

I was invited but I can't make it. So I'd like to send him a gift.

Where is Ho-su?

Hae-won, where is he?

Hui-ju.

Fine. I was wrong.

Let's say I committed a grave sin.

But that still doesn't give you

the right to touch my kid!

It shouldn't be, "Let's say".

Get that straight.

Okay, I was wrong. I'm to blame for everything.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Hae-won.

I'm truly sorry, so please bring back--

Don't be sorry, Hui-ju.

I told you already.

You don't have the right to apologize anymore.

And even more so if you're forcing yourself.

That's offensive.

Hae-won.

-Yes? -Where are you?

Answer me.

Come here right now. Give me my son back!

If you don't, I'm going to kill you.

I'll rip you to shreds!

Gu Hae-won! Where are you?

Give me my son back!

I'll kill you!

-Ho-su! -What's the matter, Hui-ju?

Why didn't you pick him up?

You should've picked him up

as you were supposed to!

I'm so sorry to Ho-su! Do something! Find Ho-su!

I'm going to find Ho-su.

I told you I'd kill you if you touched my child.

What? My house isn't this way.

Hae-won made him do it.

You knew, didn't you?

I only need to watch your life getting ruined.

Your husband knows.

You dare ask me again…

Where's Ho-su?

It seems you also have many secrets.

Even if it's a lie!

Just say something.

I guess I was right.

In the end, my story…

won't have a happy ending.

Subtitle translation by: Soo-ji Kim