Original subtitles

- I'M CHRIS AND THIS IS LEIGH ANN AND MEGAN.

- SOMEONE RECENTLY CALLED US A TRIO

- WE'RE DEFINITELY IMPROVISING.

- WHEN I FIRST STUMBLED UPON THE WORD "POLYAMOROUS,"

I WAS LIKE, "WOW, THERE'S A WORD

- WE ARE NEW TO POLYAMORY.

WHEN YOU DISCOVER THAT THAT'S WHAT LOVE IS FOR YOU,

YOU'RE KIND OF LEFT FLYING BY THE SEAT OF YOUR PANTS.

- CHEERS. [glasses clink]

- MY NAME IS JEN AND I'M MARRIED TO TAHL.

LAST YEAR, WE DECIDED TO MOVE IN WITH MICHAEL AND KAMALA.

- THOUGH WE DO HAVE A LOT OF FUN AND INTIMACY,

WE'RE REALLY FAMILY.

- EVEN THOUGH THERE'S BEEN UPS AND DOWNS,

IT'S BEEN A REALLY, REALLY SEXY YEAR.

- KAMALA AND I ARE GETTING ALONG GREAT.

- I WILL LET YOU BORROW IT.

- YOU WILL? - YEAH.

- WE DID BUTT HEADS AT FIRST.

WE'RE BOTH VERY STRONG WOMEN.

I KNOW YOU HATE WASHING DISHES,

BUT IF YOU'RE GONNA EAT PEA SOUP,

CAN YOU AT LEAST PUT WATER IN THE CUP?

BUT WE STARTED HAVING A LITTLE BIT MORE SEX.

[moaning]

THINGS HAVE WORKED THEMSELVES OUT.

- LAST YEAR, I CAME OUT TO MY PARENTS AS POLYAMOROUS.

I'M PROUD TO HAVE COME OUT AS POLYAMOROUS.

AND NOW I'M EXCITED TO SHARE THAT I'M BISEXUAL.

FLOWING THROUGH MY VEINS

YOUR LOVE IS A FEVER

I CAN'T GET ENOUGH

I'M ON FIRE

WE'RE ON FIRE

OUR LOVE IS TOO MUCH FOR JUST ONE HEART TO TAKE

- YOU'RE SO EXCITED.

I'M 41 YEARS OLD.

I'M THE OWNER AND HEAD TRAINER

OF LEGENDS MIXED MARTIAL ARTS.

[grunts]

I BEGAN IN MARTIAL ARTS AT THE AGE OF FOUR.

I'M A SEVERAL TIME CHAMPION.

I'VE WON THE IKKC CALIFORNIA CHAMPIONSHIP.

BUT MY BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT IS WINNING

THE KING'S BIRTHDAY IN THAILAND,

WHERE THE MOST DANGEROUS FIGHTERS IN THE WORLD COMPETE.

[crowd cheers]

AFTER I CAME BACK TO THE UNITED STATES,

I EMBARKED ON A CAREER AS A TRAINER.

USE YOUR JAB.

FIND YOUR DISTANCE.

IS WINNING THE UFC LIGHT HEAVYWEIGHT TITLE

AS A COACH FOR QUINTON "RAMPAGE" JACKSON.

HE'S GETTING A WORKOUT.

- YEAH.

YOU'RE SO HAPPY, AREN'T YOU?

- MEGAN AND I HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR NEARLY THREE YEARS.

- ALL RIGHT, ZIGGY. - ALL RIGHT, ZIG.

- COME ON.

- SHE'S A BEAUTIFUL GIRL

WHO I AM VERY MUCH IN LOVE WITH

AND I HAVE A LOT IN COMMON WITH.

- NO. - I CAN'T WAIT TO GET HOME

JUMP IN THE POOL, RIGHT? - YEAH.

- MY NAME IS LEIGH ANN.

I'M 32.

I RUN A PROFESSIONAL POLE DANCING SCHOOL.

AROUND.

AND DROP.

I LIKE TO SAY I'M MAKING THE WORLD SEXIER ONE LADY AT A TIME.

- HOW ARE YOU? - WELCOME HOME.

- THANK YOU. - ARE YOU GUYS HUNGRY?

- SMELLS AMAZING.

CHRIS IS MY HUSBAND.

WE'VE BEEN MARRIED FOR ALMOST FOUR YEARS

MEGAN IS OUR GIRLFRIEND

AND WE HAVE BEEN WITH HER FOR ALMOST THREE YEARS.

- MY NAME IS MEGAN.

I'M 24 YEARS OLD.

I AM A DESIGNER/OWNER

OF THREE HEARTS ACCESSORIES AND CLOTHING LINE.

I ALSO HELP AT CHRIS'S BUSINESS.

I KEEP UP WITH CLIENTS, I ANSWER EMAILS, ANSWER PHONES.

I DEFINITELY SEE A FUTURE WITH CHRIS AND LEIGH ANN.

- THIS IS THE FIRST TIME WE'VE EVER

HAD A TRULY PERMANENT POLYAMOROUS SITUATION.

IT DOES TAKE A LOT OF COMMITMENT AND A LOT OF SUPPORT

AND A LOT OF LOVE.

AND IT'S CERTAINLY NOT A FULL-TIME PORN MOVIE.

I JUST WANNA TAKE A DIP REAL QUICK.

- [laughs] - I THINK I'M GONNA COOK.

- COOL.

- THE USUAL WAY IT'LL GO

IS THEY'LL TAKE THE DOGS TO THE PARK

AND I WILL STAY HOME AND COOK.

IT JUST ISOLATES ME FROM THEM TOO MUCH.

- GET IN THERE.

- [laughs] - JUMP.

- NO.

- JUMP. - NO.

- HOW IS IT?

- REFRESHING. - YEAH?

[both laugh]

I HAVE MY OWN BUSINESS, I HAVE MY OWN FRIENDS,

SO THEY GET ALONE TIME TOGETHER WHILE I'M AT MY JOB.

- NO SWIMMING FOR YOU, BABE.

- I ALREADY STARTED THE STEAKS, SO.

- AW.

- YOU'RE WELCOME.

SOMEBODY'S GOTTA GET IT DONE.

I VE FELT SEPARATED FROM THEM FOR A WHILE NOW

AND MOSTLY IT'S BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN TRAVELING

TO PURSUE MY CAREER.

- HEY, TAHL, WHAT TIME IS IT?

ARE WE ALMOST LATE? - UM, YEAH.

WE GOTTA HURRY UP. - ALL RIGHT.

JUST ANOTHER SECOND.

- WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS TODAY?

- UM, I'LL HAVE A CLIENT LATER ON.

AND THEN, I DON'T KNOW, YOU WANNA

GRAB SOME LUNCH OR SOMETHING?

- I'M GONNA SEE JESSE LATER. - MM-HMM.

YOU GONNA STAY THERE AGAIN?

- I'LL STAY THERE TONIGHT, YEAH.

JESSE AND I HAVE BEEN DATING FOR ABOUT ONE YEAR.

HE'S A LOT YOUNGER THAN I AM, WHICH IS HOT.

AND I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM RIGHT THERE.

- KISS.

IT'S BEEN ONE YEAR

SINCE WE'VE MOVED IN WITH MICHAEL AND KAMALA.

- WE'VE HAD OUR UPS AND DOWNS, BUT THINGS ARE PRETTY GOOD.

I'M H--I'M HAPPY.

- WE HAVE ESTABLISHED THIS ROUTINE

OF MONDAY MORNING POD MEETINGS.

- ARE YOU GUYS MAKING TEA?

- YEP. YOU WANT SOME? - I DO.

- WHEN JEN AND TAHL WALK IN, IT'S LIKE THE START OF THE WEEK.

- IT'S A BONDING TIME.

IT'S ALWAYS FUN TO CATCH UP, SEE WHAT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN UP TO,

AND WHO'S DONE WHAT AND WHO.

- IT FEELS LIKE THERE'S A LOT GOING ON FOR EVERYONE

AND I WANNA HEAR THE UPDATES.

- I AM JUST HAVING TONS AND TONS

WE MET AT A FUNCTION.

WE HIT IT OFF IMMEDIATELY.

IT'S AWESOME.

SHE'S DOING A GOOD JOB OF LIGHTING ME UP.

MICHAEL'S NEVER HAD A LOVER ON HIS OWN,

EVEN THOUGH WE'VE SHARED A LOT OF LOVERS.

SO I'M PRETTY THRILLED ABOUT HIS INTEREST IN HER.

AND YOU'VE BEEN GOING PRETTY DEEP WITH TZIPORAH.

- YEAH, SHE'S--WE'RE JUST, LIKE, TOTALLY HOT ON EACH OTHER.

- TZIPORAH'S MY NEW GIRLFRIEND AND WE'RE TOTALLY IN LOVE.

SHE'S LIKE MY LITTLE SPANISH GYPSY.

SHE'S JUST CUTE AND WE JUST HIT IT OFF GREAT IN BED.

YEAH, BABY, I'M BISEXUAL. [laughs]

I LIKE BOYS.

I'VE BEEN BISEXUAL FOR MOST OF MY SEXUAL LIFE.

I GOT MY FIRST BLOWJOB AT 16 YEARS OLD.

I'M OUT AND PROUD ABOUT IT.

I'M A BISEXUAL POLY MAN.

- HE'S CU--HE'S HOT, DUDE.

- I KNOW YOU GUYS HAD, LIKE, CHEMISTRY GOING.

- YEAH, WE REALLY DIDN'T GET TO DO ANYTHING, BUT, UM--

- MAYBE, UM, INSTEAD OF STAYING IN THE KITCHEN,

HE COULD STAY, LIKE, MAYBE BETWEEN YOU GUYS IN YOUR BED?

[all laugh]

- BUT THE--ROLL--PUSH THE WOMEN.

- I'VE KNOWN TAHL FOR 14 YEARS

AND FROM THE BEGINNING I KNEW THAT HE WAS BISEXUAL.

AS LONG AS HE'S HAVING SAFE SEX CONVERSATIONS

AND HAVING SAFE SEX AS WELL, YOU KNOW, WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE?

- WELL, I'LL TALK ABOUT JASON NEXT.

WE JUST STARTED DATING.

IT'S LIKE OBVIOUS ATTRACTION.

JASON'S A BUSINESS PARTNER.

HE'S BEEN WORKING WITH MICHAEL AND MYSELF FOR OVER SIX MONTHS.

OUR AGE DIFFERENCE IS TEN YEARS.

I THINK IT'S WORKING FOR BOTH OF US.

- HE'S SO CUTE. - YEAH.

- SO THIS IS KINDA BIG, BUT I THINK YOU KNOW,

IN THE PAST I'VE TOLD YOU

THAT JESSE HAS A PROBLEM WITH CONDOMS.

HE JUST DOESN'T HAVE ANY SENSITIVITY AND HATES USING 'EM.

SO WHAT WE'VE DECIDED TO DO

AND START USING CONDOMS WITH TAHL.

- WOW.

CHOOSING TO FLUID BOND WITH SOMEONE

OTHER THAN YOUR PRIMARY IS A BIG CHOICE.

- I FEEL PRETTY GOOD ABOUT IT.

HE'S GOTTEN A FULL PANEL, HE'S CLEAN.

NO STDs SO I'M KI-- I'M EXCITED ABOUT IT.

- HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT IT?

- TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, I'M KINDA--PRETTY TURNED ON BY IT.

LIKE, JUST THE IDEA OF A HOT, SEXY MAN

EJACULATING IN MY WIFE STRANGELY TURNS ME ON.

[all laugh]

- UH, YOU KNOW, I'M FINE-- I'M FINE WITH THAT.

- IT'S UNUSUAL FOR TAHL TO BE OKAY WITH IT

WHILE YOU'RE FLUID BONDING.

IT IS UNUSUAL. - WELL, TAHL'S UNUSUAL.

WE ALL KNOW THAT. [all laugh]

ACTUALLY, IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT,

TAHL HAS SEX WITH WAY MORE PEOPLE...

- YES. - THAN JESSE DOES.

JESSE'S VERY MONOGAMOUS. - UH-HUH.

- SO HE'S NOT DATING ANYBODY ELSE.

- THAT BRINGS UP THE OTHER PART,

WHICH IS DATING PEOPLE THAT ARE MONOGAMOUS.

THAT THAT MAY, YOU KNOW, END UP

BRINGING OTHER PROBLEMS DOWN THE ROAD AS WELL.

- I'M JESSE'S FIRST POLYAMOROUS RELATIONSHIP.

AND IT'S NEW TO HIM.

HE HAS A LOT OF ISSUES AROUND JEALOUSY.

I HAVE FREE REIGN WITH WOMEN,

BUT I'M NOT ALLOWED TO DATE ANY OTHER MEN.

I AM HAPPY FOR THE MOST PART WITH--WITH THE RULES.

I DO MISS THE PLAY PARTIES THAT I USED TO GO TO.

- BUT YOU CAN PLAY WITH ME ALONE.

- I MEAN, WE CAN-- - YEAH.

HE HAS NO JEALOUSY AROUND WOMEN. - OKAY.

JESSE'S JEALOUSY IS A BUMMER

AND WE'RE ALL TRYING TO SUPPORT HIM TO WORK THROUGH IT.

- I LOVE JESSE.

I LOVE THAT YOU'RE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH JESSE,

BUT YOU'RE SPENDING A LOT OF FUCKING TIME WITH HIM.

YOU'VE BEEN REALLY BUSY WITH SCHOOL

AND MAYBE IT FEELS A LITTLE BIT DIFFERENT.

I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE GETTING JEALOUS,

BUT LET'S JUST TABLE IT FOR NOW.

AND WE'LL TALK ABOUT IT LATER.

- ALL RIGHT. - ALL RIGHT.

- JENNIFER'S DEFINITELY SPENDING A LOT OF TIME WITH JESSE.

I MISS MY WIFE.

IT'S LIKE, OH, YOU KNOW, SHE'S GONE AGAIN.

- ALL RIGHT, TAHL, LET'S TAKE SEPARATE CARS

BECAUSE I'M GONNA GO TO JESSE'S AFTER.

- WE JUST HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THIS JESSE THING.

I MEAN, IT'S GONNA BE THE FOURTH TIME THIS WEEK.

AND YOU'RE GETTING REALLY INTENSE.

SO CAN YOU PLEASE JUST CHILL OUT FOR A MINUTE?

TAHL SAID HE WANTS TO TALK TO ME

ABOUT HOW MUCH TIME I'M SPENDING WITH JESSE.

SO I'M A LITTLE SCARED

BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T WANT HIM TO CHANGE THINGS.

AND AT THE SAME TIME, TAHL DOESN'T ASK FOR MUCH.

SO WHEN HE DOES GET THAT INTENSE, I HAVE TO LISTEN.

- HELLO, GIRLS.

FOR A WONDERFUL EVENING, WONDERFUL DINNER,

THANK YOU, SWEETHEART.

- THANK YOU VERY MUCH. - CHEERS.

- EVERYBODY ENJOY.

THE THREE OF US TRY TO EAT AS A FAMILY AT LEAST ON A DAY,

BUT IT DOES GET TOUGHER AND TOUGHER

WITH LEIGH ANN'S JOB SCHEDULE.

- I SAW IT AT THE STORE AND KNEW YOU'D LIKE IT.

- APPRECIATE THAT YOU TAKE THE TIME TO COOK.

WE KNOW HOW BUSY YOU'VE BEEN LATELY.

- YOU'VE BEEN FEELING LONELY?

- YEAH, I MEAN, SOMETIMES.

IT'S JUST HARD 'CAUSE, LIKE,

I HAVE SUCH A DIFFERENT SCHEDULE THAN YOU GUYS,

AND YOU GUYS ARE OFF TOGETHER DOING STUFF.

IT HAS CREATED SOME SEPARATION AND SOME DISTANCE.

AS A REASON TO DUCK OUT

WHEN THERE'S EMOTIONAL TENSION IN THE HOUSE.

YOU KNOW, THE TRUTH IS, YOU KNOW,

THREE PEOPLE OWNING THEIR OWN BUSINESSES.

EVERYBODY'S GOTTA WORK WHEN THEY GOTTA WORK.

- NO, I KNOW.

BUT IT'S JUST WHAT HAPPENS AFTER TIME, YOU KNOW?

WHEN WE STARTED, WE KINDA JUST LOVED EACH OTHER

"OH, WE'LL FIGURE IT OUT LATER HOW IT'S GONNA WORK."

YOU KNOW, NOW IT'S THREE YEARS

AND WE STILL NEVER REALLY, LIKE, TALKED ABOUT...

- THERE'S A LOT OF POLYAMOROUS LIFESTYLE PEOPLE.

UM, WE'RE NOT REALLY LIKE THAT.

WE--THERE'S A LOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE

THAT, YOU KNOW, THAT'S WHAT THEY EAT, SLEEP, BREATHE,

AND THAT'S NOT REALLY US.

WE ALL JUST LOVE EACH OTHER VERY MUCH

AND WE KIND OF JUST ENDED UP WHERE WE ARE NOW.

WE'RE KINDA MAKING OUR OWN ROADMAP.

- AND YOU'VE BEEN LIVING WITH US FOR A LONG TIME NOW.

- I HAVE.

- COMING RIGHT UP ON THREE YEARS.

- I KNOW.

- REMEMBER, SHE HAD BRACES WHEN WE MET HER?

[both laugh]

LOOK AT YOU. - ONLY BOTTOMS.

SHE'S SO YOUNG AND SO INNOCENT TO ME

WE'RE GONNA RUIN THIS POOR GIRL."

ONE OF THE DIFFERENCES ABOUT MEGAN

AND THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT WE'VE HAD THAT

IN OUR RELATIONSHIP.

WHEN MEGAN FIRST GOT WITH US

AND SHE, LIKE, HAD TO LOOK UP EVERYTHING ABOUT POLYAMORY,

LIKE, I HONESTLY DIDN'T EVEN REALLY KNOW THAT--

- I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT THERE WAS, LIKE,

A SUBCULTURE OF PEOPLE LIKE THIS EX--THAT EXISTED.

I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT THERE WERE OTHER PEOPLE

WHO LIVE THE WAY THAT I LIVE. - RIGHT.

- AND THAT THERE ARE SOME STANDARDS

LIKE, YOU KNOW, PEOPLE HAVE RULES.

PEOPLE TALK ABOUT IT.

GOD KNOWS THAT I'M NOT RULE-ORIENTED.

YOU'RE NOT RULE-ORIENTED.

- THE PROS OF BEING IN A POLYAMOROUS RELATIONSHIP

MORE HUGS TO SHARE, MORE KISSES TO SHARE,

BUT THERE ARE MORE POINTS OF CONFLICT.

AND RESOLVING THOSE CONFLICTS IS MORE COMPLICATED

BECAUSE YOU HAVE THREE DIFFERENT POINTS OF VIEW.

WELL, I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I'M SURE

THAT IF WE ARE WILLING TO DO THE WORK,

THERE'S A WAY TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT.

- HEY, TAHL. - HEY, BABE.

AND WE NEED TO SPEAK ABOUT

HER SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME WITH JESSE.

SO I GET RIGHT TO THE POINT

'CAUSE I KNOW SHE'S GOTTA GO SEE JESSE.

I FEEL LIKE YOU'RE REALLY

I LOVE SEEING YOU, YOU KNOW, AND THAT EXCITED ENERGY,

BUT I'M NOTICING I'M STARTING TO MISS YOU A BIT.

I'M ACTUALLY FEELING LIKE

YOU NEED TO SPEND A LITTLE MORE TIME HERE AT HOME.

- IS THAT--IS THAT WHAT YOU REALLY WANT?

OR ARE YOU JUST FEELING JEALOUS

OR ARE YOU JUST SORT OF BEING SPITEFUL?

I WOULD UNDERSTAND IF TAHL DOES MISS ME,

BUT I KNOW THAT HE'S REALLY HAPPY

WITH THE FREEDOM THAT HE HAS NOW

TO SEE TZIPORAH AND SEE KAMALA,

SO I'M NOT REALLY SURE WHERE THIS IS COMING FROM.

- YOU AND JESSE SPEND YOUR TIME TOGETHER,

ISOLATED FROM EVERYONE ELSE.

YOU'RE PRETTY MUCH JUST KINDA

ACTING A BIT MONOGAMOUS, TO BE HONEST.

- WELL, YOU KNOW, JESSE IS MONOGAMOUS, FIRST OF ALL.

I MEAN, YOU USED TO COME TO THESE PARTIES.

YOU ENJOYED BEING WITH OTHER GUYS

AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN JESSE COMES IN

AND YOU'RE NOT WITH MICHAEL ANYMORE.

YOU KNOW, HE'S GOT THE WHOLE-- - YEAH, OKAY. OKAY.

THAT I DON'T WANNA BE WITH.

- JESSE CAME INTO THE COMMUNITY

KNOWING WHAT SORT OF RELATIONSHIPS YOU'RE IN

AND HE'S KIND OF CHANGED THE WHOLE DYNAMICS.

I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SEE HIM MORE INTEGRATED INTO OUR--

- I WOULD LIKE THAT TOO, BUT IT'S REALLY UP TO HIM.

I KNOW THAT THE POD WANTS ME TO SPEND MORE TIME AT PARTIES

AND PROBABLY WANTS ME TO BE MORE OPEN TO OTHER MEN.

BUT AT THIS TIME, I'M JUST NOT WILLING

TO BREAK ANY BOUNDARIES WITH JESSE

DESPITE WHAT KAMALA OR MICHAEL OR TAHL WANT ME TO DO.

- YOU KNOW WHAT WOUL REALLY FEEL GOOD TO ME

- I DON'T--I DON'T THINK THAT HAS MUCH TO DO WITH JESSE.

I MEAN, YOU AND I CAN TALK ABOUT IT,

BUT I DON'T REALLY WANT HIM TO FEEL PRESSURED.

- HE'S DATING MY WIFE. - MM-HMM.

- AND I'M FEELING THE NEED TO TALK

WITH BOTH YOU TWO AT THE SAME TIME.

- JUST MAKE SURE THAT YOU'RE NICE TO HIM ABOUT IT.

THANK YOU. - OKAY, SALADS ARE HERE.

- AWESOME. - THANK YOU.

- HERE.

- SO, CHRISTIAN'S COMING INTO TOWN

AND I KINDA WANTED TO SPEND A LITTLE BIT OF TIME WITH HIM.

SO IF WE WORK OUT A SCHEDULE

WHERE YOU'RE SEEING JESSE HOWEVER MANY TIMES A WEEK--

- YOU'RE ASKING ME TO SPEND LESS TIME WITH JESSE

AND THEN YOU'RE WANTING TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH OTHER PEOPLE.

IT'S GONNA BE SOMEONE ELSE AND IT'S GONNA BE SOMEONE ELSE

AND IT'S GONNA BE THE WAITER HERE

AND IT'S GONNA BE THIS AND THAT.

SO I JUST FIND IT FUNNY--

- IS IT OKAY IF I ASK THE WAITER?

- NO. - HE'S KINDA CUTE.

- [laughs] YEAH, HE IS.

I THINK IT'S FUNNY THAT YOU'RE ASKING ME

I'M HAPPY THAT TAHL WANTS TO SEE OTHER MEN.

MY ONLY PROBLEM AROUND THAT IS, LIKE,

HOW MANY PEOPLE IS TAHL GONNA DATE?

- LIKE YOU, YOU KNOW, I'M BISEXUAL,

IT'S A--IT'S A VERY BIG PART OF MY IDENTITY,

AND THERE'S NO ONE REALLY IN THE COMMUNITY FOR ME TO DATE.

- YOU DON'T HAVE TO PREACH TO ME ABOUT YOUR BISEXUALITY.

ABOUT THAT. - YEAH, BUT THIS OPPORTUNITY

IS COMING UP. - OKAY.

- WELL, GOOD. OKAY. GOOD. - GOD DAMN IT.

- THANK YOU. - YEAH, YOU'RE WELCOME.

- GOOD.

SO CAN I SWALLOW?

I'LL TAKE THAT AS A NO.

- I'LL GET THE GLASS.

DURING DINNER, LEIGH ANN MENTIONS

THAT SHE WAS LITTLE LONELY IN THE KITCHEN.

COOKING THAT BEAUTIFUL MEAL FOR US WAS A SHOW OF LOVE

AND MADE ME FEEL AFFECTIONATE TOWARDS HER

AND WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH HER.

WHY DON'T YOU GUYS HEAD TO THE BEDROOM?

AND I WILL FINISH UP HERE AND JOIN YOU.

AND YOU SOMETIMES GOTTA MAKE TIME WHEN THE TIME IS THERE.

- I'M GONNA TAKE THESE.

WE TRY TO GET DRESSED UP IN OUTFITS AND HIGH HEELS

AS OFTEN AS WE CAN.

IT MAKES US FEEL GOOD

- AHH.

- WOW. - THANKS.

- I WAS ALREADY EXCITED ON MY WAY IN,

ONLY HEIGHTENED THE PASSION.

I LIKE.

ANYONE WHO WANTS TO KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE HAVING SEX

ALL OVER THE PLACE ALL THE TIME.

IT'S EVERY BIT AS GOOD AS YOU MIGHT THINK IT IS.

[moaning]

- IF YOU'VE NEVER HAD A THREESOME,

I'D SAY GET READY FOR SOME FUN.

- OH! - [laughs]

WATCH OUT.

- OH, YES.

- AND ALSO SOME AWKWARD MOMENTS.

A LOT OF LAUGHS.

A LOT OF ELBOWS TO THE HEAD.

AND YOU, LIKE, LOOK AT EACH OTHER

AND YOU'RE LIKE, "OKAY, I'LL GO THAT WAY."

"I'LL GO THIS WAY."

- THE THING ABOUT ABOUT A THREESOME IS GETTING INVOLVED

WHILE THE OTHER TWO PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY HAVING SEX.

CONNECTING WITH THEM VISUALLY,

CONNECTING WITH THEM PHYSICALLY.

THERE'S SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS THAT YOU CAN INVOLVE YOURSELF

- [laughs]

- I COULDN'T NAME A FAVORITE POSITION.

THE BEST PART IS CHANGING OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

IT'S LIKE A RUBIK'S CUBE.

- [moans]

- WE SHOULD TAKE A SHOWER.

- YOU WANNA TAKE ONE? - YEAH.

I'LL TAKE A SHOWER WITH YOU.

- WHEN CHRIS AND I STARTED AS A COUPLE,

- OOH, IT'S HOT!

- WHEN WE BROUGHT MEGAN INTO OUR RELATIONSHIP, THAT CHANGED

BECAUSE NOW THEY HAD AN INDEPENDENT

PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIP WHEN I WASN'T AROUND.

WHEN I'M HAVING ALONE TIME, THEY'RE HAVING BONDING TIME.

IT'S HARD TO FEEL LIKE YOU'RE MISSING OUT ON SOMETHING.

- TAHL SAYS THAT HE WANTS ME TO SPEND LESS TIME WITH JESSE

SO I TOLD HIM I WOULD BRING THAT UP.

I DON'T WANT HIM TO GET SURPRISED BY IT

'CAUSE I THINK HE'S GONNA BE A LITTLE BIT HURT

AND A LITTLE BIT SAD SO I NEED TO BREAK IT TO HIM EASY.

- HOW WAS YOUR DAY, BABY?

- IT WAS LONG.

THERE'S WAS LOT OF PROCESSING, TOO MUCH TALKING.

- UH-OH. - [laughs]

WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT LATER.

I'M SUPER EXCITED TO SEE HIM

BECAUSE THE WHOLE DAY, IN MY MIND,

HAD BEEN SPENT TALKING ABOUT SERIOUS SHIT.

AND I JUST WANTED TO STOP TALKING AND CUDDLE.

AND MORE.

- LET'S NOT TALK ABOUT ANYTHING STRESSFUL.

- ALL RIGHT.

- I'M JUST GONNA RUB YOUR BACK.

- ALL RIGHT. - RUB YOUR NECK.

SOMETIMES I GET THERE AND HE THROWS ME DOWN

AND WE HAVE SOME QUICK, SUPER SEXY SEX.

AND I NEED A MASSAGE TO SORT OF GET ME GOING.

MM. - MM.

[sighs]

THERE'S NOT JUST ONE THING I LIKE

HE'S SO INTO IT.

IT REALLY DOESN'T TAKE MUCH FOR ME TO TURN HIM ON

AND THAT'S EXCITING TO ME.

- YEAH? - YEAH.

[gasps]

- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

- [gasps]

FOR THE FIRST TIME, WE HAD SEX WITHOUT A CONDOM...

AND IT WAS AWESOME.

- [moans]

OH, YOU FEEL SO GOOD WITHOUT A CONDOM.

IT FEELS SO NICE TO BE THAT CONNECTED TO YOU.

- MM.

YEAH, IT FELT REALLY GOOD.

- [sighs]

- THAT WAS SO SWEET.

- OH, IT FELT SO GOOD.

LIKE-- - YEAH.

I TOLD 'EM EARLIER THAT YOU

DIDN'T LIKE CONDOMS.

- YEAH, I JUST HAVE A REALLY HARD TIME, LIKE, CONNECTING

AND GOING SLOW.

IT FEELS LIKE PLAY OR, LIKE, A ONE-NIGHT STAND.

IT JUST DOESN'T FEEL LIKE A RELATIONSHIP TO ME.

- MM.

THIS IS THE HARDER PART.

AND NOW I HAVE TO TELL HIM ABOUT THE DIFFICULT CONVERSATION

I HAD WITH TAHL.

TAHL'S IMPRESSION IS THAT YOU'RE PULLING ME AWAY.

HE SAID HE WAS FEELING LONELY

AND THAT HE THOUGHT I WAS SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME WITH YOU.

- I ALWAYS FELT LIKE I HAD TO,

LIKE, WALK ON EGGSHELLS AROUND HIM.

LIKE, IS IT REALLY OKAY TO GO OUT WITH HER?

YEAH.

THAT'S--YEAH, IT WAS HARD FOR ME

'CAUSE, LIKE, THIS IS THE FIRST RELATIONSHIP

LIKE-- - WELL, I'M SORRY, BABE.

WE TALKED ABOUT HAVING LUNCH WITH YOU

AND GOING OVER ALL OF OUR AGREEMENTS

I KNOW HE LOVES ME AND WANTS TO SPEND LOTS OF TIME WITH ME,

BUT TAHL'S MY HUSBAND.

- YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. - YEAH.

- I DON'T WANNA LOSE YOU.

- YOU'RE SO SWEET.

THANK YOU. - MM.

- JESSE'S SO SENSITIVE

THAT I'M AFRAID THAT TAHL WILL SAY SOMETHING

AND JESSE WILL GET UPSET.

SO I'M JUST A LITTLE BIT WORRIED ABOUT THAT DYNAMIC.

I KNOW.

LOVE YOU. - I LOVE YOU TOO.