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But if you through the spirit

do mortify the deeds of the body...

you shall live.

Show yourself you fucking coward.

If you really gave a damn, you'd show yourself.

Show yourself!

Richard.

Richard.

Yeah.

Richard, are you getting up?

Yeah, I'm up. I'm up.

What time did you get home last night?

After 1:00.

Why'd you have to work so late?

Just work stuff.

Mmm.

Oh, that feels good.

Mmm.

It feels really good.

What a beaut!

Did you feel her spirit?

Why didn't we shoot that one? She was right in front of us.

Your first hunt is just about watching.

Paying homage to God's presence in nature.

What's homage mean?

Reverence.

Oh, hey Richard.

You wanted to see me?

Yeah, um...

well, I want you to have this.

It's a gift certificate to Nomi's

-You don't have to do that. -Here. Go ahead.

You know, you've been up all night and...

-Thank you. -No, you're welcome.

Yeah. Did that order go out last week?

It did.

All right. Yeah. Thanks, Joyce.

Hey. Thanks for covering for me the other night.

No worries.

Actually, Mary wanted me to give you this.

Nice. Nomi's.

Do you want to go to lunch?

I'm going to take a half day. I'll treat.

Yeah. Let's go.

Is my-- is my daddy in heaven?

When I was younger, I used to sit up in my tree stand

with my bow and arrow till the sun went down.

I like to imagine that I was like Elijah,

waiting for God to pass.

Richard, your daddy was waiting for something too.

He wanted God so bad.

I don't know where he is...

but I sure hope he found what he was looking for.

So you got any plans for this evening?

Not really.

I'm just going to head up to the river house.

I got a few things to take care of.

You're welcome to join me.

Nah, I'll pass.

Can I ask you something?

Yeah.

Are you still in love with Claire?

Of course.

But how do you know?

It was love at first sight.

I guess it's not as romantic to say,

you know, like at first sight or--

or mildly attracted at first glance.

No, I guess not.

I think it's the feeling of truly knowing someone...

and them knowing you.

There's an intimacy that you feel

and it's unlike anything

you've experienced with anyone else.

Have you ever been in love?

I mean... I think I am now.

So why are you asking me?

-How's it going? -Hey.

-The usual? -Yes, please. Thank you.

Do you want to hear something funny?

-Yeah. -When I was a boy,

there's a traveling preacher who came to town.

He parked right here in this lot.

This pastor who lit his hands on fire,

started yelling, "Are you on fire for the Lord?

Because I am."

Oh. And then that all happened right here where you're making coffee.

Hard act to follow. Hope I don't disappoint.

Here's to liquid salvation.

Crazy story back there. Why'd you tell her that?

Did you see many traveling preachers?

I saw some.

They were all the same really.

Different gimmick, but same bullshit.

What is it? What are you looking at?

Come on. Let's get back to work.

Goddamn it! Fuck!

-Morning. -Hey.

Whoa!

Jeez. Everything okay?

Yeah, everything's fine.

Did you bring any eggs back with you?

No. I totally forgot.

That's okay.

Are you sure you're okay?

Yeah, everything's fine.

You know, I'm just having an off day I guess.

Oh, come on now.

Let's try it out.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, no.

Claire, are you happy?

I don't know.

Sometimes I'm happy.

How about you?

I want you to be happy all the time.

I don't know if that's possible.

Of course it is.

Good night.

Hey, man.

Hey. How's it going?

Exhausted.

That should help, huh?

So are you going to grab some coffee

or are you just going to stand there like a psychopath?

Yeah.

How was the, uh, the date last night?

It was good.

Hey, guys.

Hey, Mary.

I have a suspicion you're trying to avoid me, Eric.

I have an innate sense of when a storm is coming.

-The new FARO arm is up and running. -It's almost 5:00.

The FARO arm should have been up and running a couple days ago.

So I guess you'll put us on track.

How's it going, Richard?

I can't complain.

Goddamn it.

Fuck me.

Richard, can you cover for me tonight?

You're going to be here anyway.

I got a lot going on, man.

I can't tonight.

Shit.

Yeah, man. No worries.

Sorry.

You scared me.

By all means please, continue.

When did you get into hip-hop dancing?

Oh, well a girl can have her own interests.

Thought you had to work late tonight.

God, you look amazing.

Oh, thanks.

There was that reception at the hospital.

Must have been fancy.

Very.

-Did you have a good day at work? -Same old.

Look at that.

Not a care in the world.

Those are old.

You should think about making some new ones.

-That sounds nice. -You want to try something fun?

Oh!

-Oh, those look new. -Oh, yeah.

I threw out a lot of my old ones.

They were getting ratty.

No, leave them on.

I like them.

Oh, okay.

Sorry.

Oh.

I'm just tired.

That's okay. I just--

seemed like you wanted to.

I thought I did, but it's just been an exhausting day

with the reception and everything.

All right.

Good night.

I mean, look at it out there.

It's endless.

We're just another speck of dust.

You think we'll ever get to go up in space?

Nah.

Well, not folks like you and me.

It's funny...

the only way we can see anything on Earth

is because the sun shines light on it.

When the sun is up, it blinds us.

It blinds us from the heavens.

Hey, I'm still stuck at the office,

so don't wait up.

Not sure how long it's going to be.

Love you.

When you were hired, we made it very clear,

this company runs on deadlines, not clocked hours.

I just assumed that that meant I could leave by five if I got all my work done.

Get all your work done, you can leave whenever you want.

I hate that woman.

Let's get back to work.

-All right, I'll see you. -Later.

Hey, Eric. Wait.

-I can cover for you tonight. -Really?

Yeah. Yeah, I'm going to be here anyway,

so I'll take care of it.

Wow, man. Thank you.

Yeah, but only for you, so don't tell anybody, all right?

-Hey. -Hi, how are you?

-Come on in. -Good. How are you?

I'm well. Did you find us all right?

-I did. Thank you. -Hey, big boy.

-Hey. -How you doing?

Hey. I'm good. How are you? You all have a lovely home.

Thank you.

Hey, wait till you see the swimming pool.

-Oh. -He is very proud of his pool.

Oh, I should have told you guys to bring swimsuits.

-Oh. -Oh, maybe next time. Huh?

Well, night is young, might not even need them.

-You should have seen her face. -Yeah.

Don't worry, darling. I'm just messing with you.

-Okay. -Well, who's hungry?

Okay, this is my last one.

So, Richard, why don't you tell us a story?

Okay. When I was six years old, my dad took me camping.

We had everything set up right.

The fire was going, we were about to eat dinner...

when out of the woods... jumps an ape.

-An ape? -An ape.

Where were you?

Well, remember I was only six.

So anyway, this ape jumps out of the woods.

My dad hops up and he says, "Stay back, son."

And he just goes in and attacks this thing.

I mean, it was mayhem, violent.

Just punches being thrown. I was terrified.

The ape eventually ran off.

And my dad, he limps back over

says, "Don't worry, son,

that ape won't be coming back here again."

And to this six year old boy,

that man was the strongest, most brave man in the world.

Until a few weeks later

when we were at Pat's General Store

and I look back in Pat's office

and I see the-- I see the gorilla suit.

And I knew immediately.

Motherfucker, put me through all of that.

Wow.

Holy shit, your dad is hilarious, man.

All right.

It's all right honey.

Come on, let's go get these ladies something to eat.

We'll be back ladies, don't worry.

-Oh, God! -Oh, my God!

-Oh, you asshole! -Whoo!

Okay. You ladies coming in

or are we going to come out there and get you?

Please, do not leave me in here by myself with him.

Well, I'm not skinny dipping.

You can borrow one of my suits.

-All right. -Yeah! All right.

Finally getting some use out of this pool.

Hey, Mary's still got it, doesn't she?

I mean, she looks good, right?

-Yeah. -Yeah.

She's older now, but, oh,

man, you should have seen her 20 years ago.

Oh, hey, there they are.

Whoo!

Ladies, you are going to learn how to dive.

Come on.

It was actually a lot of fun.

A lot more fun than I thought it would be.

You never know how those things are going to go.

That might have been the first story

I've ever heard you tell about your dad.

That's not true.

I think Michael has a crush on you.

He was drinking.

Are you blushing?

Why would I be blushing?

You enjoying that, boy?

Yup.

It's a shame you're just going to get hungry again.

You always get hungry.

About time, you slow bastard.

Yeah, yeah.

I can't stay long. I got plans tonight.

You got a date?

Why, yes I do.

Let's get to it.

God forbid I get in the way of love.

Pretty good cast.

So, yeah, hey, tell me a little bit more

about this new girl.

Oh, she's great.

She's different.

I've dated a lot of women, man, and I

can never seem to break through that first layer, you know?

Yeah, but...

you were sleeping with all those women, weren't you?

Yeah, you were.

Yeah.

You finally, uh, finally found it.

Natural, easy.

Once you think about it, you know, it's simple.

Speaking of which, man...

I got to run.

-No! -See you, man.

Oh!

Nothing! There's nothing. You lied to me.

Why, Daddy?

I'm going to look inside your very soul.

My what?

I'm going to find all your deepest, darkest secrets.

-I got nothing to hide. -Okay.

Boring.

-What is this? -Yeah.

There's a picture of mi padre in there, too.

Really?

Yeah.

So loving.

Just, they were so in love.

It's really sweet.

Where are you going?

I'm going to go find your wallet.

What?

It's meaningless.

This isn't it! This ain't it!

John.

-Stop! Please! -I have seen the face of God.

And I'm left with this?

Why am I stuck here in this flesh?

Shadows. It's mere shadows.

You're missing the point, John.

You don't know what I know.

You don't get it!

I have seen what could be.

Don't touch me.

-John. -Don't touch me.

-John! -Don't touch me!

-Don't touch me! -John!

I know what this means!

Why do we do this to ourselves?

There's work to be done.

There's always work to be done.

What difference does it make if is done tonight

versus tomorrow?

-Deadlines, remember? -Hm, deadlines.

I think I use the deadlines to avoid my marriage.

We don't have to be husband and wife here.

How are you and Claire doing?

She's cheating on me.

What? How do you know?

-I just know. -Oh, my-- I had no idea.

I'm so sorry.

Are you okay?

I don't know anymore. I--

What do you mean?

I'm not so sure that...

I can blame her for cheating on me.

Don't say that.

No one deserves to be cheated on.

Especially not you.

You don't really know me.

I catch glimpses.

It actually feels good telling somebody.

-Thank you. -Yeah.

You okay?

Yeah. Yeah.

I thought I wanted to--

No, I'm... sorry.

Relax. Relax.

And good morning.

Good morning. What time is it?

It's about 5:00 a.m.

Oh, shit.

I was just going to rest my eyes for a few minutes.

Come on, let me make us some coffee.

So y'all are redoing the lights on this property?

Yeah.

They gave us a key in case we needed to use the bathroom.

Has Richard been here before?

Yeah. Tons.

Wow.

Can't believe he never told me about this place.

It's really amazing, huh?

Look at this.

When did you lose the connection?

What?

With Richard.

Oh, I don't know.

Did you ever have one?

Yeah. We really did.

What was it that you felt he had?

That I was worth something.

Worth something?

Yeah.

Richard made me feel

like I was the only woman in the world.

I mean, just, it was like this

weird tunnel vision or something.

And it was exactly what I needed.

What happened?

I don't know. I mean...

I think we have these--

these things that we check off in our life

and I think I became

one of those things for Richard.

Something that he just checked off.

And now it's like he doesn't even really see me.

It's like I'm invisible to him or something.

And, you know, maybe I'm to blame.

I mean...

maybe I didn't even know myself to begin with.

Maybe I just...

was an idea of myself...

when I met Richard.

Do you still love him?

I don't know.

Maybe I do.

Come sit here next to me.

-Can I play it? -No.

You got to know the secret.

Try to concentrate on the music.

Sometimes the music will take you with it.

And if we're lucky...

even if for just a split second...

time stops...

and all your worries...

they're gone.

That is when you know...

your offering has been accepted.

Desire is the only thing

that separates us from the animals.

You should take it easy.

You're killing my tree down there.

I don't mean to.

Has that new girl got you off your game?

No, not really.

So you-- you seem different.

Why you want to know about my love life so bad?

No, man, really. It's getting weird.

It's like you're living vicariously

through me or something.

Don't flatter yourself.

Then what is it?

Everything all right?

Everything's fine

Maybe I just know you.

I know you're not capable of an actual lasting relationship.

What the hell is that supposed to mean?

Means you'll get tired of her just like you do all the rest.

That's not true.

I'm finally starting to understand

what it's like to be in a real relationship.

Are you?

I've seen you... hurt woman after woman.

String them along.

You can't just be flippant with their feelings like that.

This one's different.

Ah, shit.

I put the last one up.

Fine.

What are you doing here?

I want to take you on a date.

Richard, I'm so tired.

I kind of want to go home and crash.

No, no, I'm sorry.

I'm going to take you on a date.

I brought you a change of clothes.

It's going to be fun, I swear.

-Okay. -Come on.

-Hop in. -All right.

Forget that one.

Do you remember what happened

at our rehearsal dinner at the lake?

Oh, yeah.

You really made me feel special back then.

I remember.

I threw you over my shoulder and we went right in the deep end.

I couldn't believe you. I wanted to kill you.

That night was so special to me.

I remember it like it was yesterday.

Not now.

What?

What do you mean?

It doesn't work like that for me.

I can't just turn it off and on like you can.

I'll give you a massage.

Intimacy.

I mean, can't you understand that?

We're married, Claire,

why does this have to be a thing?

I'm a person, Richard.

I know you're a person, Claire.

I mean, what do you see when you see me?

-Are you joking right now? -No, I'm not.

I mean, what do you see when you see me?

Am I funny? Am I smart?

I mean, I just want to be known, Richard.

Is that so much to ask?

You know what I see?

I see my wife.

I see the woman that I married.

the most beautiful woman in the world to me.

Claire, what am I supposed to see?

I just don't think you get what I'm saying.

No, no. I think I do.

I'm trying to, Claire.

Do you even see me anymore?

I want you.

Gentle.

Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop.

Just, I'm sorry.

I just, I can't do this right now.

-No. -Honey, it was just a bump on the head.

Come on.

I just can't. I just can't.

Claire, don't go. Claire.

But if ye through the spirit do mortify the deeds of the body,

ye shall live.

No, no, no, don't you hide behind that bullshit.

If you really gave a damn, you'd show yourself, you coward.

Show yourself!

You're starting to want more. Why are you resisting?

You're always searching for something.

I was right there beside you.

Richard.

I was just a boy, you piece of shit.

Just a boy.

You're right, Ricky.

I was always searching for something.

But nothing I ever chased showed me the face of God

more than you did.

I know that now.

Fuck you.

I lost it all.

I gambled it all away

because I thought there was more.

But you, boy, you ain't gambled a damn thing.

Is that supposed to make me feel better?

-I never meant to hurt you. -Oh, don't.

You were the only thing that kept me alive all that time.

You think that helps now? Huh?

-Richard. -Stay back.

Just stay back.

We all want more than our fathers.

And I never gave you that grace.

I left you wanting less.

No!

-Oh, shit! -Richard! Richard.

Richard.

Who's there? Who is it? Who is it?

I can't see.

I can't see you. I can't see you.

Hey.

Richard, it's me.

And that was the first time I experienced death.

It was supposed to be such a-- a triumphant event,

but I couldn't see past the lifeless deer.

He took the deer and he said,

"This is the blooding rite. It means you're now a hunter."

And he marked my forehead with the blood of my first kill.

"Life given for life," he said.

No one saw the world like he did.

Everything had a deeper, more spiritual meaning.

He was determined to find it.

When he died, the magic went with him.

Why are you telling me this?

Because I want more.

I love you, Claire.

I know that now.