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[Bad Memory Eraser]

[We followed the production guidelines when filming child actors and animals.]

Timing and Subtitles by the Ctrl+Alt+Delete My Love Team @ Viki

[Goon]

[Charged with attempted murder of his own brother…]

[The Fall of Tennis Star Lee Shin?]

[The Shocking Two Faces of National Hero Lee Shin]

[Parricide! The True Nature of Lee Shin! Moments Before Attempted Murder]

[Evidence Tampering Scene]

[Evidence Tampering Scene]

What do you mean by that?

Our Shin…

This…

I mean,

Shin is…

Yes, the matter that you are concerned about, sir…

Yes, don't worry, sir.

Yes, thank you.

Yes, yes.

Jeez.

Oh my.

What happened?

And what about that photo posted on the social media?

Because a stalker followed him.

How could they spread it immediately?

That's why I said we should report it to the police immediately.

Was it really Shin who pushed you?

Do you have any information about that stalker?

They said that the social media account is illegal, and the phone is a burner,

so tracking it is impossible.

The worst stalker has latched onto him.

We need to find Shin first.

He hasn't been answering the phone.

He left his phone at the café.

Just a moment, please.

Shin wears a smartwatch 24/7.

His phone probably has a record of his movements.

[Episode 13, Ocean of Tears]

No, no.

No, no, Shin!

Shin, no, no!

You have several commercial shoots scheduled right now!

No, Shin! Shin!

Oh?

He's alive!

I don't have to compensate the advertiser for the deposit.

Hooray for the police!

Can we check where he is?

We don't have the authority to investigate a simple adult runaway.

Simple runaway?

What if this stalker finds Shin and harms him?

Can you take the responsibility?

Do you think you can handle it?

Since the stalker never actually made threats,

it seems difficult to consider it a dangerous situation.

For now, an investigation is underway for violation of the anti-stalking law.

If this involves attempted murder, what happens?

Pardon?

Hey, are you crazy?

So, you're saying Player Lee Shin actually pushed you?

Find him and ask Lee Shin directly.

No, no. What am I supposed to do if you go on like this?

Hey! Did you just say Shin is…

No, Shin isn't that kind of person.

The phone is powered off, connecting to voicemail…

This is the first message from the Sound Service.

Lee Shin, stop acting like a child and sort it out yourself.

Or you'll live your life as an attempted murderer.

I have all the footage of the accident, so don't hide like a coward and come out.

Hey, Lee Shin!

You feel like you're the only one who sacrificed, right?

You must be thinking if you hadn't saved that guy,

everything he enjoys now would be yours?

Isn't that so?

Shut up.

What should I give back?

The money sponsored by corporations?

Or the title of a national hero?

Surely, you're not a child.

So it wouldn't be about the attention and love of the parents, right?

I told you to shut up.

If you want to hit me, hit me.

Why? Are you scared I'll tell Mom?

You bastard.

Pathetic bastard.

Do you think I'm an easy target?

Do I look easy to deal with because you live in my shadow?

Do you think I don't know your dark intentions?

You've wanted to take… take everything of mine all your life.

Isn't that so?

Here we go again.

It's exhausting. It tires me.

Self-pity and inferiority complex.

You think you're the most pitiful person in the world, don't you?

Stop throwing tantrums.

You bastard…

You feel like you're the only one who sacrificed, right?

Have you ever thought about how I've lived just to pursue your shattered dreams?

I'm not you to begin with.

"Your brother can do it, but why can't you do better than this?"

"To be like your brother, you have to do twice, three times more."

Even when the pus in the palm turns into blood,

and the blisters on the soles become clotted with blood, until the cartilage wears away.

I had no time to cry from sadness, and I had to run endlessly.

Even though I live with obsessive-compulsive disorder and panic disorder medication,

I can't admit when I'm in pain… Like a well-trained beast!

I was raised like a robot without pain.

Those looks, that attention and those expectations!

It's suffocating.

Then don't do it.

It seems you're under some misconception.

I never asked you to live my life for me.

Live the way you want to.

Don't whine while enjoying everything you have.

Do you even know what you want for yourself?

What?

You're just a copycat who has always followed me.

Hey, Lee Shin.

I'm so tired.

I just want to rest now.

Lee Shin!

It's the right hand, isn't it?

Looks like it's not hurting anymore?

Hold onto my arm tightly, Lee Shin.

Is it the first time in 15 years

that you've held my hand?

Hold it tightly, Shin.

Doing this won't change anything.

At least when I die,

I can breathe easily.

No, please.

Let go, let go!

Do you want to regret things again like that day?

Are you trying to die together this time?

Let go. I said let go!

Just listen to me, please!

Let go!

Shin! Shin.

Even if I go back to that day,

I would do the same thing.

Don't do this. Don't do this.

- Like today… - Don't do this!

Goon, please wake up!

It was my fault.

The police are looking for him, so they will contact us soon.

Looking for him?

What kind of delinquent adult runs away from home?

Goon.

Regardless of everything else,

you need to forgive Shin.

He worked like a mule and doesn't get to spend a single penny.

Because of me…

I started a business in secret from your mom

and ended up completely failing,

but he covered all the losses by going to local events.

He worked really hard.

He might look

all shiny on the outside, but inside, he's probably completely rotten.

[Hanseom Hospital]

I know well, but I'm still worried.

What?

No, it's just that I'm worried.

Wait, just a moment.

He said he's okay.

How many times will you nag? If you're that worried, do it yourself.

It's because I'm worried the bad memories might come back.

Did he happen to say he has no headaches or anything?

Headache?

[Professor Han Dong Chil, Department of Mental Health]

Just a moment.

So, you don't have a headache, right?

No, I don't.

I am currently taking care of my dog.

If there's nothing else, I'll hang up.

Ah, wait a minute!

Kyung Ju Yeon, you don't have any more questions, right?

What about afterimages? Or any other unusual reactions…

His wrist is okay, right?

Just a moment.

So, you don't have any afterimages or other pains, right?

Cola, are you constipated?

Hey, try sitting down. Sit down and correct your posture.

Oh, I wasn't talking to you.

Everything is okay.

I've been a bit busy with Shin's work lately.

I'll call you back later.

Okay, then.

He said he's okay, Kyung Ju Yeon!

Why do you keep bothering me?

Pardon?

Ah, I got confused.

I'll hang up now.

- Bye. - Bye.

Bye.

Bye.

Still, everything gets through.

Heart to heart,

and gaze to gaze.

Yes, hello.

I'm Jeon Sae Yan, who lived at

126 Duri-myeo-gol 15 years ago.

Yes, I was wondering if by any chance you remember me.

Hello? Hello…

Are you almost done with the calls?

I'm not sure.

If you're almost done,

how about going to see Mr. Lee?

Mr. Lee?

He must be busy dealing with Lee Shin's affairs.

But why do you keep suggesting I go see him?

What?

And even the nursing.

Did you two fight?

No, it's not like that.

I just heard that you two became close friends last time,

So, I thought you could be a support to each other.

No, surely you'd be more of a support than me.

You are his first love.

Okay, next up is Ms. Ahn Jeong Sook.

Do you want me to help you find your dad?

Really?

Yes.

- Are you asking if it's voice phishing? - Ah, you don't know?

- No, no. - Yes, I see, thank you.

Why is he swearing?

Why is he swearing like that?

Yes.

I'm looking for someone, so I'm calling you now.

Ah, yes. It's 126.

Her mother's name is Jeon So Jeong.

That's right.

Oh, just a moment.

Yes, please go ahead.

Are you talking about that child's mother? The one who lives with the child alone

while the child's father works abroad?

Uh, yes. That's right.

I'm Sae Yan, the child you're talking about.

Do you know anything about my father, by any chance?

Even just a name?

Well…

That is…

Ugh, I don't know. I don't want to get involved, so don't call me.

Wait a moment, ma'am.

It seemed like she knew something.

The phone is powered off, connecting to voicemail…

It said the power is off.

For the first time, someone who knows something has come forward.

Am I going to end up not finding my dad?

I've asked other people to call me, if they remember anything,

so let's wait and see.

Okay.

Hello?

Yes, I'm Sae Yan. I mean I'm Jeon Sae Yan…

You know my father?

This one? Or this one?

Which one looks a bit neater?

Clothes somewhat suitable for adults.

This one is too revealing.

Why is my hair this yellow?

Should I dye my hair in black?

What if my dad thinks I'm a delinquent?

Or can't you lend me your clothes?

Your clothes are tidy, right?

Alright.

Oh, it's done. Thank you.

Then just a moment.

Ah, then I should pack a lunchbox.

No, rather than a lunchbox,

yes, I'll find the gift…

I'll find the gift I brought from Italy to give to my dad.

Okay.

Exhale. That's right.

What should I do?

I'm too nervous.

What if my dad is disappointed when he sees me?

What if he says I'm not pretty?

You look so pretty to me, so how much prettier can you be to your father?

Actually, I…

I feel so good.

No, I mean…

I don't know how to ride a bike.

Because kids are all taught by their own fathers to ride a bike like this.

So I thought "I should learn when my dad comes," so I didn't learn it.

Swimming too! Swimming…

I went to learn swimming, and everyone was being held by their fathers.

Just like this, floating along.

So I just skipped it and didn't go.

I still don't know how to swim.

I'm planning to learn it when my dad comes.

But,

I'm finally meeting my dad now.

If you cry now, your eyes will swell up.

You are right.

What if you meet your dad, and he says, "You don't have my eyes."

No way.

I won't cry. Look.

I won't cry.

Buy him something delicious.

I know all your credit cards being blocked.

Ah, right. My dad might not have money.

Ju Yeon, you are the best.

Excuse me…

- Yes? - This…

Would you sell that to me?

How much is this?

How much can I buy this for?

Hey, let's try it on. Hand it over.

Ah, give it here.

I'll just try it on once.

Quickly, quickly. Just once, hurry!

- Just once. - Take it off!

Hey, you delinquent youths.

Don't go around hungry, and leave.

- Hey, aren't you standing there? - No.

Ah, jeez, the padded jacket.

You're just giving it away, right?

Your parents might worry if they know you're going around like this…

What are you talking about. I'm just stealing back the padding that was stolen from me.

Oh my.

Hey, this is like ten times more expensive.

From now on, don't extort anyone and don't get extorted yourself, okay?

Wow, it's nice.

You're not reporting this to the police, right?

Promise not to report to the police!

Hold on.

Take off your sunglasses for a moment.

Where have I seen that face before?

Don't you extort money from now on, got it?

- Wow, it's… - What's this?

Okay, okay.

I've been in sports for 20 years.

How dare…

Those bastards.

[Tennis Association]

Honey, is this the place?

No, I don't know.

Hey, isn't this outfit more eye-catching?

Wouldn't just gym clothes be better?

How could he even be under police investigation?

Is it okay for the discipline of the Tennis Association to collapse like this?

I didn't hand over the evidence video to the police

because I thought we could find Lee Shin quickly

once the police investigation started.

If he returns, he will be cleared of all charges immediately.

It's not just a matter of shedding the suspicion.

The person involved has to come and explain, not just disappear.

His long absence from the Athletes' Village has damaged his dignity as a sportsman.

We must strip him of his national team membership right way,

and prevent him from participating in competitions.

Anyway,

if Player Lee Shin does not appear within two days,

I will consider not only a suspension

but also permanent expulsion.

Even so, a permanent ban is…

I'll…

I'll bring him along.

It's like splashing water on a dry face.

Hello.

Oh.

Ms. Sae Yan?

Yes.

Dad… Daddy?

Can I hug you just once?

Oh, sure.

I really tried not to cry.

I truly promised myself I wouldn't cry.

The reason I came out today is…

I wanted to tell you today is the last day.

I came out to say that.

I'm sorry.

I'm not usually someone who cries this much.

I actually smile a lot, but you might misunderstand and think I don't smile much.

Ah, that…

I think I drew over a hundred pictures when I was young.

And I brought the best one I drew among them.

Since I didn't know what you looked like, I drew it from my imagination and

it doesn't seem to resemble you much.

For me, just…

seeing you this healthy is enough for me.

Instead,

just please don't forget me.

This is really something I shouldn't be doing.

Pardon?

I'm sorry.

I came out here for money.

But you looked so pitiable…

What are you talking about…

Someone sent me out here.

The truth is, I'm not your real father.

What do you mean? He's not her real father?

How could you do this to her? She's been yearning for her dad all her life.

The reason I called you in such a hurry is…

Please persuade our Sae Yan to go back to Italy quickly.

I've already submitted my resignation to the tennis association through a lawyer.

You made her quit her job as well?

What's the reason for doing this?

I heard you are doing research on bad memories.

Is there really a need to dig up even the bad memories?

Why would Sae Yan looking for her dad be considered a bad memory?

Sae Yan has no memories of her dad whatsoever.

I'm talking about the bad memories for everyone.

Pardon?

How could you do that?

How could you make me into a daughter who can't even recognize her father's face?

What have I…

And you even submitted a resignation to the association.

I am not going back to Italy.

You might think my dad is trash,

but to me, he's my father.

He's the father who brought me into this world, please.

Can't you just please leave me alone?

You might still think of me as a child,

but I've grown up now.

It can't go on like this. Pack your things right now.

Don't do this.

Let go!

I will take care of Sae Yan.

No matter if it's between parent and child,

how can you deceive even the feelings she's longed for all her life?

I'm so lonely.

Why is there no one by my side?

If it's fine with you,

I will be by your side.

Like a devotee to Sae Yan.

I've been crying all day like a fool.

Look at that person. What is he doing?

Oh, that's so funny.

Ah, it's cold.

Hello.

Hello?

Player Lee Shin?

Ju Yeon.

You're disappointed in me, aren't you?

I'm not disappointed.

Where are you? I was worried.

Were you worried about me?

Tell me where you are.

Where are you now?

No, no. It's embarrassing.

I just called because I wanted to hear your voice. Just hang up, I'm sorry.

Hello, hello?

Did he call from a public phone booth?

[Public Phone Location]

[Website for Finding Public Phone Locations]

[Chungnam Taean-gun Taean-eup Seokseon-ri 1022]

Taean?

Hey, how much money left?

Oh my.

Why?

Lee Shin?

Isn't that the person they said was missing?

Let's post it on the social media.

[#Lee Shin]

What's wrong? What happened?

There's a sighting tale about Shin on the social media.

It says he's in Taean, so I'll go find him and bring him back.

Taean?

Yeah, go and make sure to bring him back.

Tell him Dad is anxiously waiting.

Why go pick him who ran away and hasn't contacted their parents even once?

Leave him be. If he's hungry, he'll come back.

Is it all over just because he hides when it gets tough?

Oh, is that so?

Well, now that we know he's safe. Let's wait a bit.

Why are you waiting for him?

Yeah, why would I wait for him?

He'll come back on his own.

Just do your job.

- Honey! - Oh, you startled me.

Ugh, this is so frustrating.

Goon, make sure to drive safely.

What am I supposed to do?

It's right here.

It means he's around here.

Why is it not working?

Thank you.

Ju Yeon.

Oh my.

Give it here.

I'm thinking of staying here and living like a hermit.

Time doesn't seem to pass,

but I feel relieved.

Are you really feeling relieved?

Oh, I don't know.

If you won't go back, then I just won't go back, either.

Let's live like hermits together.

Huh? I mean…

Being a hermit isn't for just anyone, you know?

Is this it?

Oh, it startled me.

You said being a hermit isn't for just anyone.

Isn't it totally unsuitable for you?

Why are you guys so fearful of so many things?

My brother?

Then, well.

What does my brother fear?

Mice, mice.

He freaked out after seeing a mouse in the country house.

And after being startled, he ran out so fast that the door came off its hinges.

Jeez.

Your brother is currently handling your affairs.

It must be tough for him too.

So that's why you came.

Trying to ease my brother's worries.

Thanks to my brother,

I've had experiences like this with you.

[Convenience Store]

Follow me.

Why aren't you talking?

What need is there for words when fishing?

You might want to ask

the Han River incident, and the emotion diary.

All of it.

Talk to me when you're ready.

Slowly.

Since I was twelve years old,

I started harming myself.

When I was crushed by the pressure,

I felt anxious.

My brother saw that.

He said he wasn't interested in whatever I did, but…

Every time my brother went to see Professor Han for counseling,

I felt like he was always talking about me.

Since then, I've been receiving mental coaching from Professor Han.

Because patient information must not be leaked.

But who would know there would be such a thing as an emotion diary?

You burned the emotion diary fearing something might be written on it.

Then that night, at the Han River…

The one who attempted suicide

wasn't my brother.

It was me.

My brother said

"stop imitating him"

"and live as I wish."

But truly, chillingly,

I hadn't even thought about what to do.

So, with the desire to give up everything,

I tried to jump into the Han River water,

but he held me back.

Lee Shin.

With the hand injured from saving me.

Because of that injured hand,

he lived his whole life in his brother's shadow…

But he chose me over himself again.

Like a fool.

He's over there.

And,

I spent a little money.

It was also given by Player Lee Shin.

Please tell him I said thank you.

Yes, goodbye.

So on this occasion,

I plan to sort my thoughts out before going back.

What I want to do.

What I need to start doing right away.

Because I've lived listening only to what others tell me.

It's my first time making life plans,

so it's difficult.

If it's hard to make big plans, start with small ones.

"What should I eat this morning?" "Should I try something I've never eaten?"

Plan and achieve things as they come to mind, one by one.

Next, a bigger plan, and then an even bigger one.

Just like that.

Do you know the reason?

The reason I got into someone named Kyung Ju Yeon.

When I'm with you, I become myself.

I become my true self, not just someone

wearing my brother's mask.

Every day, according to a fixed schedule,

I lived suppressing my imperfect emotions.

But when I'm with you,

the real me pops out unexpectedly.

As if

you're making the dead me breathe again.

That's why I like you.

I feel comfortable with you.

Do you know…

Do you know that you hold my happiness?

Shall we take a walk?

Ju Yeon.

Mr. Lee.

Mr. Lee Goon.

Mr. Lee Goon.

Are you just leaving?

How can you leave just like that, after carrying all that baggage alone up to here?

If you leave like that,

you'll be constantly worried and anxious.

What does that have to do with you?

If you're misunderstanding something…

Misunderstanding?

What misunderstanding?

That there's something going on between Lee Shin and you?

I've seen it in the Athletes' Village and now too.

Isn't it foolish to think that as a misunderstanding?

It is a misunderstanding.

I'm not sure if it's right to clarify.

Even if you'll just leave, I don't want to see you leaving with wounds and hurt.

No, that shouldn't be.

Hurt? What hurt?

Are you worried that I got hurt because I like you?

There's no such a thing…

You know, it was just an old memory game from the start.

I thought about giving it a try as it was my first love.

But it turned out to be less impressive than I thought.

Just in time, I've started to get tired of a woman like you.

I really dislike complicated things.

Let's not

cling to each other.

Let's be cool about it.

That's a lie.

If you say things you don't mean and go,

you'll be uncomfortable all along.

Shall I tell you in a colder, more harsh and cold way so that you can understand?

I said I don't like you.

I'm so sick and tired of you.

Isn't that why

your father left you too?

That's enough.

You can do that much.

♫ The silent streets are filled ♫

♫ With countless thoughts and the wounds inside them ♫

♫ You light a small light in a corner ♫

♫ Of my heart that I had ignored ♫

♫ Where will it be, that day ♫

♫ How much further do I have to go before I can see ♫

♫ Even if that unreachable dream ♫

♫ Turns away from me and becomes more blurred ♫

♫ I will walk towards that day ♫

♫ Stopping at the end of what was a very long day ♫

♫ I let out a long sigh that I've been holding in so long ♫

♫ When the clouds covering my day clear ♫

♫ Say goodbye from the day ♫

♫ I've been waiting for ♫

[Hanseom Hospital]

Patient 109, we will serve you comfortably.

Huh?

Haven't you seen mouse number 109?

How would I know? Do you think I could have pilfered it?

Wow, that's ridiculous.

There's no way I would do that.

Since she reacted so strongly, it really seems like she might have pilfered it.

Did Professor Han take it?

Then, Dr. Kim,

You're saying that following this paper, we might solve the side effects?

That's right.

You mean, all memory recognition errors can be restored to their original state?

The first trial in the U.K. was successful,

but let's talk after the second trial.

Please take good care of it.

If we can just eliminate the side effects,

the subject will live the perfect life he dreams of.

Oh, thank you.

Oh, Dr. Nam.

What? Mouse number 109 has disappeared?

You…

What have you done with mouse number 109?

Please cheer up.

I've successfully conducted a reset experiment with mouse number 109.

A reset?

You mean you've reverted mouse number 109 to before the clinical trial?

How dare you tamper with the mouse behind my back without my permission?

Aren't you the one secretly plotting behind the scenes?

For example,

side effects?

How did you know…

I've already secured the evidence from your computer.

Oh, that's just a very minor side effect.

You know that…

It's just a very trivial memory error.

It's just simply mistaking Kyung Ju Yeon as his first love. That's all.

Ah, first love. That's it.

I was confused for a while because you put a password on the file.

Were you just testing me?

The mouse test must have been successful too.

Please cooperate with the subject reset experiment.

The patient Lee Goon.

What?

That is absolutely not allowed.

If you don't cooperate, there's nothing I can do.

I'll have no choice but to talk to the subject directly.

What do you mean that you're going to talk to the subject?

You're going to tell them that he was a clinical trial subject?

Do you have any idea how dangerous that is?

Nobody knows what kind of dangerous stimuli it could give to the subject's brain circuitry.

We are currently researching ways to eliminate the side effects.

Just wait a little bit.

That won't do.

If that side effect disappears,

I'll be left with nothing, right?

Are you trying to fill

one person's life with your own desires?

Isn't it the reason you hid the side effects to satisfy your greed?

Yes, Professor Han.

Te O…

Te O found out about the side effects…

The ones related to Goon recognizing you as his first love.

What?

If we don't cooperate with the reset experiment,

he said he would reveal everything to the subject,

from the clinical trial to the side effects.

What should I do about this?

Are you saying he'll tell Goon everything about the clinical trial?

Ju Yeon, are you okay?

Your brother is in danger.

Ju Yeon.

I'm sorry.

I guess…

I guess, I…

I…

I finally understand what I must do.

Get on.

♫ I searched and wandered ♫

♫ Through my longing ♫

They're not keeping my stuff from me, right?

♫ I'm left all alone ♫

♫ I'm totally fine ♫

♫ Because everything will disappear ♫

♫ I'm totally fine ♫

♫ Everything will eventually be forgotten ♫

♫ Drowning ♫

♫ In an ocean of grey ♫

♫ Running ♫

♫ Running backwards to you ♫

It's all about Kyung Ju Yeon.

[Professor Han Dong Chil]

[Dr. Yoon Te O]

♫ I feel like I'm someone else ♫

♫ I feel like I'm someone else ♫

Goodbye, Ju Yeon.

Mr. Lee.

Mr. Lee Goon.

He's not at the agency.

I'm checking Lee Goon's family home just in case.

Te O is not answering my calls. I wonder where he went.

Could it be that he went to Lee Goon?

Te O?

I'll call you back.

Dr. Yeo, you know where Te O is, right?

I'm not sure.

You know, Dr. Yeo, please tell me.

As expected…

You knew all about our relationship.

I'm sorry.

It's alright. Just tell me where he is.

Actually,

he went to the lab to gather data about the subject.

Thank you.

[Hanseom Hospital]

♫ At the end of each day ♫

♫ I feel sorry for you when you are exhausted ♫

Whether it's exercise or love,

you can do it again now.

♫ Don't lose your light ♫

♫ You were hotter than anyone else ♫

♫ It's okay no matter ♫

♫ What kind of abyss I fall into ♫

Why…

Why did you leave the phone, making me worry…

♫ The day when it becomes dazzlingly bright ♫

♫ Even if your steps are still heavy ♫

♫ In sleep, and even in dreams ♫

♫ I will protect you ♫

[Bad Memory Eraser]

Let's go, let's go. Let's go to Ju Yeon.

Is there something you want to do?

I'll let you try everything you want to do.

A rabbit that resembles you.

It's perfect. A first date with a first love.

We have to succeed in the experiment even one day earlier than Te O.

I found my dad.

Mom.

Sae Yan.

I'm going to take a break for a while. I want to live as I think for the first time.

I want to buy the bracelet.

59 minutes before meeting.

The DNA of the blackmailer came from the envelope you mentioned.

He is a dangerous person who has committed murder.

Lee Shin!