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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,913 --> 00:00:01,871 [instrumental music] 2 00:00:04,395 --> 00:00:05,353 You got another headache? 3 00:00:05,440 --> 00:00:06,615 It's nothing. 4 00:00:06,702 --> 00:00:08,182 Got a new one for the overrated list. 5 00:00:08,269 --> 00:00:10,488 May even surpass Kurt Cobain. 6 00:00:10,575 --> 00:00:11,837 More overrated than the Mona Lisa? 7 00:00:11,924 --> 00:00:13,535 Definitely. Frank Lloyd Wright? 8 00:00:13,622 --> 00:00:16,103 Why is he the architect who gets to be famous? 9 00:00:18,322 --> 00:00:20,063 [male #1] 'What the hell is this?' 10 00:00:20,150 --> 00:00:21,760 I'm supposed to be on a plane to Houston. I've got a car-- 11 00:00:21,847 --> 00:00:24,415 I came to you 15 years ago for a job. 12 00:00:24,502 --> 00:00:25,677 Know what you said? 13 00:00:25,764 --> 00:00:26,852 I don't have time for this crap. 14 00:00:26,939 --> 00:00:28,506 Sit down, Harvey. 15 00:00:28,593 --> 00:00:30,247 ♪ ...right up off the street.. ♪♪ 16 00:00:30,334 --> 00:00:32,945 You said I was a state college punk. 17 00:00:33,033 --> 00:00:35,600 'Said you only took Wharton, Ivy League guys.' 18 00:00:35,687 --> 00:00:37,472 'Basically called me a loser.' 19 00:00:37,559 --> 00:00:39,387 I'm a lot of things, but a loser I ain't. 20 00:00:39,474 --> 00:00:40,649 - Your point? - Point is 21 00:00:40,736 --> 00:00:42,433 I just got off the phone with your board. 22 00:00:42,520 --> 00:00:45,175 They've agreed to a buyout offer I made last night. 23 00:00:45,262 --> 00:00:49,136 - What? - I now own 51% of your company. 24 00:00:49,223 --> 00:00:52,704 That means this state college loser is your boss. 25 00:00:52,791 --> 00:00:56,012 Guess what? You're fired, Harv. 26 00:00:56,099 --> 00:00:57,274 Now, as for the rest of you 27 00:00:57,361 --> 00:00:59,015 on Harvey's team, don't worry. 28 00:00:59,102 --> 00:01:00,712 I'm sure you can find a new home 29 00:01:00,799 --> 00:01:03,280 for your malaise and incompetence. 30 00:01:03,367 --> 00:01:05,152 [seagull cawing] As for.. 31 00:01:08,024 --> 00:01:09,939 How the hell did a seagull get in here? 32 00:01:10,026 --> 00:01:14,900 ♪ And we don't know just where our bones will rest.. ♪♪ 33 00:01:14,987 --> 00:01:16,989 You okay? 34 00:01:17,077 --> 00:01:19,601 ♪ To dust I guess ♪ 35 00:01:21,255 --> 00:01:22,343 ♪ Forgotten and absorbed.. ♪♪ 36 00:01:22,430 --> 00:01:24,214 Excuse me. 37 00:01:24,301 --> 00:01:27,391 ♪ Into the earth below.. ♪♪ 38 00:01:27,478 --> 00:01:29,089 - What are you doing here? - You ever gonna call home, Jay? 39 00:01:29,176 --> 00:01:31,613 Busy paying for your next trip to Cabo, Buttercup. 40 00:01:31,700 --> 00:01:33,615 So you still haven't talked to Dr. Lason about your tests? 41 00:01:33,702 --> 00:01:35,530 No. 42 00:01:35,617 --> 00:01:37,227 I did. 43 00:01:37,314 --> 00:01:39,577 It's bad news, Jay. 44 00:01:39,664 --> 00:01:41,318 It's the worst. 45 00:01:51,546 --> 00:01:54,418 [dramatic music] 46 00:01:58,335 --> 00:02:00,381 [flatlining] 47 00:02:00,468 --> 00:02:01,599 [cawing] 48 00:02:02,905 --> 00:02:04,080 [beeping] 49 00:02:06,430 --> 00:02:09,303 [dramatic music] 50 00:02:14,830 --> 00:02:17,702 [instrumental music] 51 00:02:21,706 --> 00:02:24,492 Everyone's talking about you and that ADA. 52 00:02:24,579 --> 00:02:26,189 Now, what's to talk about? 53 00:02:26,276 --> 00:02:28,409 How much you guys hateeach other. 54 00:02:28,496 --> 00:02:29,584 That's right, we do. 55 00:02:29,671 --> 00:02:31,455 Mm-hmm. 56 00:02:31,542 --> 00:02:32,891 What? 57 00:02:34,328 --> 00:02:35,416 Morning, boss. 58 00:02:35,503 --> 00:02:36,721 Morning. What'd the ME want? 59 00:02:36,808 --> 00:02:38,506 Ever hear of Larry Kenick? 60 00:02:38,593 --> 00:02:41,335 So-called Angel of Death nurse? Jackson Hospital. 61 00:02:41,422 --> 00:02:42,858 Just fessed up to killing six dying patients 62 00:02:42,945 --> 00:02:44,338 in the last decade. 63 00:02:44,425 --> 00:02:46,427 Yeah, took 'em out with heavy doses of morphine. 64 00:02:46,514 --> 00:02:47,732 Now Frannie's reviewing all the other deaths 65 00:02:47,819 --> 00:02:49,169 happened on his watch. 66 00:02:49,256 --> 00:02:51,258 - She find something? - Guy named Jay Dratton. 67 00:02:51,345 --> 00:02:53,042 40 years old, brain tumor. 68 00:02:53,129 --> 00:02:54,913 'Died weeks before anticipated.' 69 00:02:55,000 --> 00:02:56,524 Frannie thinks his narcotic levels 70 00:02:56,611 --> 00:02:58,221 were on the high side. 71 00:02:58,308 --> 00:03:00,615 And Kenick was his nurse when he suddenly flatlined. 72 00:03:00,702 --> 00:03:03,139 So maybe he was the angel's seventh victim? 73 00:03:03,226 --> 00:03:05,620 Or someone really had it in for this Dratton. 74 00:03:05,707 --> 00:03:08,840 Otherwise, why kill someone who's literally on his deathbed? 75 00:03:09,798 --> 00:03:12,670 [theme music] 76 00:03:40,829 --> 00:03:43,135 [dramatic music] 77 00:03:47,096 --> 00:03:49,316 [Lilly] 'Where are you going, mom?' 78 00:03:49,403 --> 00:03:50,578 'Bars are closed.' 79 00:03:52,884 --> 00:03:54,408 Mom, the doctor said if you drink any more 80 00:03:54,495 --> 00:03:55,931 you're going to die. 81 00:03:56,018 --> 00:03:57,933 'It's that simple.' 82 00:03:58,020 --> 00:04:00,370 Doctor has it backwards. 83 00:04:00,457 --> 00:04:01,545 I die if I don't. 84 00:04:03,547 --> 00:04:05,114 You're staying here. 85 00:04:05,201 --> 00:04:06,681 Don't bully me, Lilly. I'm your mother. 86 00:04:06,768 --> 00:04:08,465 I'm not a murder suspect. 87 00:04:08,552 --> 00:04:11,163 I always wondered who that drunk woman was driving me to school. 88 00:04:11,251 --> 00:04:13,296 Well, maybe you should have asked your father for a ride. 89 00:04:13,383 --> 00:04:15,429 If you hadn't sent him packin'. 90 00:04:16,778 --> 00:04:18,736 He left. 91 00:04:18,823 --> 00:04:20,216 I stayed. 92 00:04:21,739 --> 00:04:24,612 Remember you used to have those bad dreams? 93 00:04:24,699 --> 00:04:27,789 I would read to you all night just to calm you down. 94 00:04:27,876 --> 00:04:29,356 I was there, Lilly. 95 00:04:29,443 --> 00:04:31,662 And now you're just making stuff up. 96 00:04:33,838 --> 00:04:36,711 My mother used to work so hard. 97 00:04:36,798 --> 00:04:38,539 Eight hours a day at a department store 98 00:04:38,626 --> 00:04:42,282 and then back home, make dinner for us. 99 00:04:42,369 --> 00:04:44,719 I was always so proud of her. 100 00:04:46,895 --> 00:04:48,810 I'll make some tea. 101 00:04:48,897 --> 00:04:50,899 I'll stay with you a while. 102 00:04:52,335 --> 00:04:53,989 I'm gonna do what I want, Lilly. 103 00:04:55,599 --> 00:04:57,645 You can't push me around. 104 00:05:09,439 --> 00:05:11,528 Fine. You want to kill yourself? 105 00:05:11,615 --> 00:05:13,313 There's nothing I can do to stop you. 106 00:05:15,184 --> 00:05:18,100 [dramatic music] 107 00:05:26,587 --> 00:05:30,199 Jay Dratton, hedge fund manager, self-made millionaire. 108 00:05:30,286 --> 00:05:31,940 Living the good life in Bucks County. 109 00:05:32,027 --> 00:05:33,637 Beautiful wife, beautiful house. 110 00:05:33,724 --> 00:05:35,291 Then cancer hits. 111 00:05:35,378 --> 00:05:37,641 Two months after the diagnosis, guy's on his deathbed. 112 00:05:37,728 --> 00:05:40,209 And he couldn't take those beautiful millions with him. 113 00:05:40,296 --> 00:05:41,515 Anything hinky in the will? 114 00:05:41,602 --> 00:05:43,299 No. Wife and son's got it all. 115 00:05:43,386 --> 00:05:45,257 Nurse found an open notebook at Jay's bedside. 116 00:05:45,345 --> 00:05:46,607 The name Louise on it. 117 00:05:46,694 --> 00:05:48,696 Girlfriend on the side. 118 00:05:48,783 --> 00:05:51,263 So far, no luck tracking down any Louises connected to him. 119 00:05:51,351 --> 00:05:52,830 Well, Scotty and Lill are out at Chester Prison 120 00:05:52,917 --> 00:05:55,355 starting with the good nurse Kenick. 121 00:05:55,442 --> 00:05:57,095 Hope they don't cough around him. 122 00:05:57,182 --> 00:05:58,445 [chuckles] 123 00:06:03,058 --> 00:06:04,233 [buzzer buzzing] 124 00:06:07,367 --> 00:06:09,543 You know, my granddad had ALS. 125 00:06:09,630 --> 00:06:12,459 He was a boxer, couldn't hold up a spoon in the end. 126 00:06:12,546 --> 00:06:13,808 - Oh, yeah? - 'Yeah.' 127 00:06:13,895 --> 00:06:15,462 Suffered for weeks before he died. 128 00:06:15,549 --> 00:06:16,637 Still don't know the point of that. 129 00:06:16,724 --> 00:06:18,639 Hmm. There's always hope, right? 130 00:06:18,726 --> 00:06:21,119 Well, you know you can put down a dog if it's in pain? 131 00:06:21,206 --> 00:06:23,252 Or a cat. Yeah. 132 00:06:23,339 --> 00:06:24,688 Why not us? 133 00:06:25,994 --> 00:06:27,648 [buzzer buzzing] 134 00:06:27,735 --> 00:06:29,737 [Scotty] 'You like playing God, Larry?' 135 00:06:29,824 --> 00:06:32,609 No, but you know what I do like? 136 00:06:32,696 --> 00:06:34,002 Dignity. 137 00:06:34,089 --> 00:06:36,091 I've seen men scream when they lose it. 138 00:06:36,178 --> 00:06:38,920 Seen women beg to die with it while they still can. 139 00:06:39,007 --> 00:06:40,661 Well, two of the six people you killed were in a coma. 140 00:06:40,748 --> 00:06:42,402 They weren't begging for anything. 141 00:06:42,489 --> 00:06:44,186 Their brains were cabbage. 142 00:06:44,273 --> 00:06:45,579 No chance of recovery. 143 00:06:45,666 --> 00:06:47,450 That how you felt about Jay Dratton? 144 00:06:47,537 --> 00:06:50,061 No. Jay was something else. 145 00:06:50,148 --> 00:06:51,585 'If anyone was going to beat cancer' 146 00:06:51,672 --> 00:06:54,109 by sheer willpower, it was that guy. 147 00:06:54,196 --> 00:06:56,198 But he was losing, in pain. 148 00:06:56,285 --> 00:06:57,895 The patient records show you checked on him 149 00:06:57,982 --> 00:06:59,070 an hour before he died. 150 00:06:59,157 --> 00:07:00,420 Probably. 151 00:07:00,507 --> 00:07:02,160 Then I left to make other rounds. 152 00:07:02,247 --> 00:07:03,466 While the morphine kicked in. 153 00:07:03,553 --> 00:07:04,815 No. 154 00:07:04,902 --> 00:07:06,774 I helped people who had lost their will. 155 00:07:06,861 --> 00:07:09,037 Jay had nothing but will. 156 00:07:09,124 --> 00:07:12,083 So you being his nurse that night, just coincidence? 157 00:07:12,170 --> 00:07:15,609 Lady, I've confessed to helping six people pass on with dignity. 158 00:07:15,696 --> 00:07:17,219 I got nothing to hide. 159 00:07:17,306 --> 00:07:19,917 He ever mention someone named Louise? 160 00:07:20,004 --> 00:07:21,397 Not to me. 161 00:07:21,484 --> 00:07:24,444 But he and I weren't exactly chatty. 162 00:07:24,531 --> 00:07:27,751 First day I saw the guy, I knew to back off. 163 00:07:29,666 --> 00:07:33,322 Well, Jay, you have a grade IV glioblastoma multiforme-- 164 00:07:33,409 --> 00:07:36,543 In English, please. 165 00:07:36,630 --> 00:07:39,415 Tell it like it is, Doc. 166 00:07:39,502 --> 00:07:42,244 You have a tennis ball-size tumor 167 00:07:42,331 --> 00:07:43,332 in the back of your head. 168 00:07:43,419 --> 00:07:44,899 [Jay] 'Okay.' 169 00:07:44,986 --> 00:07:46,161 So we cut it out. 170 00:07:46,248 --> 00:07:48,163 It's in an inaccessible area. 171 00:07:49,425 --> 00:07:50,948 'You wouldn't, uh..' 172 00:07:51,035 --> 00:07:53,385 Spit it out. I wouldn't survive the surgery? 173 00:07:53,473 --> 00:07:54,561 That's right. 174 00:07:54,648 --> 00:07:56,954 Chemo. Radiation. 175 00:07:57,041 --> 00:07:58,390 [male #1] 'Treatment isn't an option.' 176 00:07:58,478 --> 00:07:59,914 The cancer has spread to your spine. 177 00:08:00,001 --> 00:08:02,786 'At best, you have three months to live.' 178 00:08:02,873 --> 00:08:05,615 This is, uh, Larry Kenick 179 00:08:05,702 --> 00:08:07,356 'a nurse in our hospice program.' 180 00:08:07,443 --> 00:08:08,923 'He'll be at your beck and call.' 181 00:08:09,010 --> 00:08:10,490 Uh, what can we expect to happen? 182 00:08:10,577 --> 00:08:12,970 Short-term memory loss, confusion. 183 00:08:13,057 --> 00:08:14,624 Maybe hallucinations. 184 00:08:14,711 --> 00:08:15,843 [laughing] 185 00:08:17,888 --> 00:08:20,674 Is this what they teach in medical school? 186 00:08:20,761 --> 00:08:23,372 - I'm sorry? - Giving up like France? 187 00:08:23,459 --> 00:08:24,678 You said tell it like it is. 188 00:08:24,765 --> 00:08:27,550 I did...and I will. 189 00:08:27,637 --> 00:08:29,247 I'm going to beat this. 190 00:08:29,334 --> 00:08:31,336 It's a simple fact, like today's Tuesday. 191 00:08:31,423 --> 00:08:34,426 Like your golf tie is absurd and inappropriate. 192 00:08:34,514 --> 00:08:36,777 'I know guys who have survived cancer.' 193 00:08:36,864 --> 00:08:38,387 'The key is attitude.' 194 00:08:38,474 --> 00:08:40,737 Defeat ain't an option. It's non-negotiable. 195 00:08:40,824 --> 00:08:42,347 I'm not saying give up hope. 196 00:08:42,434 --> 00:08:44,045 Then hope it is. 197 00:08:45,916 --> 00:08:48,440 Put me through the most aggressive treatment possible. 198 00:08:48,528 --> 00:08:50,007 Go crazy. 199 00:08:50,094 --> 00:08:52,706 Write a paper about me. 200 00:08:52,793 --> 00:08:54,969 I'm sorry I don't have better news. 201 00:08:57,885 --> 00:09:00,627 Jay, why do this to yourself? 202 00:09:00,714 --> 00:09:03,107 Gee, honey, I was sort of hoping you'd want me to live. 203 00:09:03,194 --> 00:09:04,587 That's not what I'm saying. 204 00:09:04,674 --> 00:09:05,632 Bet you're shopping for black dresses 205 00:09:05,719 --> 00:09:06,763 in your head right now. 206 00:09:06,850 --> 00:09:08,156 - Jay! - What looks better 207 00:09:08,243 --> 00:09:10,550 with crocodile tears, Armani or Gucci? 208 00:09:10,637 --> 00:09:13,422 Admit it, you're rooting for the cancer. 209 00:09:14,771 --> 00:09:17,078 Cancer can't get you fast enough, Jay. 210 00:09:17,165 --> 00:09:19,210 I hope it hurts. 211 00:09:22,779 --> 00:09:24,389 Jay always that combative? 212 00:09:24,476 --> 00:09:26,087 Not to mention the wife. 213 00:09:26,174 --> 00:09:29,090 Classic rich couple. Had everything, still miserable. 214 00:09:29,177 --> 00:09:31,179 Your alibi sucks, Kenick. 215 00:09:31,266 --> 00:09:34,312 We might be back to hear a little more about dignity. 216 00:09:34,399 --> 00:09:36,967 Oh, I'll be here. 217 00:09:37,054 --> 00:09:39,666 The loving wife inherited three million bucks, right? 218 00:09:39,753 --> 00:09:42,146 Maybe the cancer didn't move fast enough for her. 219 00:09:42,233 --> 00:09:44,584 [instrumental music] 220 00:09:46,237 --> 00:09:48,196 Sounds like you and your husband hated the sight 221 00:09:48,283 --> 00:09:49,327 'of each other, Caroline.' 222 00:09:52,113 --> 00:09:54,550 Wasn't how it always was, but it's how we ended up. 223 00:09:54,637 --> 00:09:56,900 Then he gets cancer, vows to fight it. 224 00:09:56,987 --> 00:10:00,034 Jay grew up poor in Fishtown. He liked to fight. 225 00:10:00,121 --> 00:10:02,993 And maybe you liked the idea of being a merry widow. 226 00:10:03,080 --> 00:10:04,560 The sooner the better. 227 00:10:04,647 --> 00:10:06,214 [Nick] 'So you helped the cancer along.' 228 00:10:06,301 --> 00:10:07,955 If I hated Jay that much, I would've let him suffer 229 00:10:08,042 --> 00:10:09,304 not end his pain. 230 00:10:09,391 --> 00:10:11,219 Three million bucks says maybe not. 231 00:10:11,306 --> 00:10:13,482 The name Louise mean anything to you, Caroline? 232 00:10:13,569 --> 00:10:15,266 'No.' 233 00:10:15,353 --> 00:10:18,487 I know Jay wrote that down, but he wasn't lucid in the end. 234 00:10:18,574 --> 00:10:20,924 And were you with him at the end? 235 00:10:21,011 --> 00:10:22,622 I was at home with my son. 236 00:10:22,709 --> 00:10:24,449 He was grounded. 237 00:10:24,536 --> 00:10:25,668 Guy like Jay, with his love of fighting 238 00:10:25,755 --> 00:10:27,061 must have had his share of run-ins. 239 00:10:27,148 --> 00:10:28,715 It was a daily thing with him. 240 00:10:28,802 --> 00:10:31,152 Racked up a lot of enemies? 241 00:10:31,239 --> 00:10:34,372 Right into his final days. 242 00:10:34,459 --> 00:10:37,767 [Jay] 'Uh-huh. No, listen.' 243 00:10:37,854 --> 00:10:39,856 Listen to me. 244 00:10:39,943 --> 00:10:42,424 Our offer's not changing. 245 00:10:42,511 --> 00:10:45,166 We got to negotiate with strength. 246 00:10:45,253 --> 00:10:47,081 What are you so afraid of, Phil? 247 00:10:48,604 --> 00:10:50,345 Hang on. Other line. 248 00:10:50,432 --> 00:10:53,304 ♪ Sometimes I feel like I am drunk behind the wheel.. ♪♪ 249 00:10:53,391 --> 00:10:54,871 Phil? 250 00:10:54,958 --> 00:10:57,874 Yeah, your balls were on the other line. 251 00:10:57,961 --> 00:11:00,747 - They miss you. - Yo. Mind keeping it down? 252 00:11:00,834 --> 00:11:01,922 I'm trying to give my kid some medicine. 253 00:11:02,009 --> 00:11:03,445 Call you back. 254 00:11:03,532 --> 00:11:05,099 Rumor is, sick people need peace and quiet. 255 00:11:05,186 --> 00:11:06,535 You're making my daughter feel worse. 256 00:11:06,622 --> 00:11:08,711 And I'm on my second round of chemo 257 00:11:08,798 --> 00:11:10,626 and I'm walking off a puking spell. 258 00:11:10,713 --> 00:11:12,715 - So you have to do it here? - The hallway isn't public? 259 00:11:12,802 --> 00:11:15,587 Oh, alright. I'm asking you nice. 260 00:11:15,675 --> 00:11:17,024 Ask any way you like, Chiquita. 261 00:11:17,111 --> 00:11:20,418 I'll walk where I want to. 262 00:11:20,505 --> 00:11:21,681 [Jay] 'Sand.' 263 00:11:29,079 --> 00:11:31,560 Sand? What are you talking about? 264 00:11:31,647 --> 00:11:33,562 Headache, that's all. 265 00:11:35,303 --> 00:11:37,305 By the way, lady 266 00:11:37,392 --> 00:11:40,438 your daughter cries all night. 267 00:11:40,525 --> 00:11:44,138 Could you ask her to keep it down? 268 00:11:44,225 --> 00:11:47,271 So that's why no one comes to see you. 269 00:11:47,358 --> 00:11:49,230 - Excuse me? - Your best friend is a phone 270 00:11:49,317 --> 00:11:50,927 and when your wife was here last time 271 00:11:51,014 --> 00:11:53,190 she looked annoyed as hell that you were still alive. 272 00:11:53,277 --> 00:11:54,888 Thanks for your observation. 273 00:11:54,975 --> 00:11:56,977 No one's gonna give a rat's ass when you're gone. 274 00:11:57,064 --> 00:11:58,630 Dying alone's got to be the worst kind of death. 275 00:11:58,718 --> 00:12:01,938 No. The worst kind of death is dying poor in a Target shirt. 276 00:12:04,332 --> 00:12:07,030 You should be the one about to pass away. 277 00:12:07,117 --> 00:12:08,771 Not my daughter. 278 00:12:14,342 --> 00:12:16,823 Her daughter had cancer, too? 279 00:12:16,910 --> 00:12:18,563 Brain tumor. Like Jay. 280 00:12:18,650 --> 00:12:21,697 And she was helping with the girl's medication? 281 00:12:21,784 --> 00:12:23,133 A lot of parents do that. 282 00:12:23,220 --> 00:12:24,482 Less scary for the child. 283 00:12:24,569 --> 00:12:26,876 So, Amelia was handy with a needle. 284 00:12:26,963 --> 00:12:31,098 If she could give morphine to her daughter, why not Jay? 285 00:12:34,318 --> 00:12:36,843 [dramatic music] 286 00:12:40,107 --> 00:12:41,325 [sighs] 287 00:12:41,412 --> 00:12:42,892 What's up? 288 00:12:42,979 --> 00:12:45,286 It's just my mom didn't come home last night. 289 00:12:45,373 --> 00:12:47,549 Did she go back to her place? 290 00:12:47,636 --> 00:12:51,335 No, super would have called me. 291 00:12:51,422 --> 00:12:53,163 I got some feelers out. 292 00:12:53,250 --> 00:12:54,382 [chiming] 293 00:12:59,430 --> 00:13:01,606 - Amelia Flores? - Yeah? 294 00:13:01,693 --> 00:13:03,043 Philly Homicide. 295 00:13:03,130 --> 00:13:04,914 Need to talk to you about Jay Dratton. 296 00:13:05,001 --> 00:13:06,611 [sighs] 297 00:13:06,698 --> 00:13:08,570 Why do I wanna talk about that son of a bitch? 298 00:13:08,657 --> 00:13:10,833 Well, there's some confusion, Amelia. 299 00:13:10,920 --> 00:13:14,228 'Cause your daughter passed away June 21, 1998. 300 00:13:14,315 --> 00:13:16,056 Think I don't know that? 301 00:13:16,143 --> 00:13:18,188 Yet, June 28th, you're back at the hospital. 302 00:13:18,275 --> 00:13:19,450 'Same day that son of a bitch' 303 00:13:19,537 --> 00:13:20,974 Jay died from a morphine OD. 304 00:13:21,061 --> 00:13:22,410 What gives? You missing the food? 305 00:13:22,497 --> 00:13:23,715 If someone put that jerk 306 00:13:23,803 --> 00:13:25,152 out of his misery it's news to me. 307 00:13:25,239 --> 00:13:26,893 Why were you at the hospital, Amelia? 308 00:13:26,980 --> 00:13:29,547 I was back to talk about my bill. 309 00:13:29,634 --> 00:13:31,941 I had no insurance, owed 175 grand. 310 00:13:32,028 --> 00:13:33,464 Had to set up a payment plan. 311 00:13:33,551 --> 00:13:35,205 And did you visit Jay while you were there? 312 00:13:35,292 --> 00:13:36,859 Last person I wanted to see was that guy. 313 00:13:36,946 --> 00:13:38,687 But if someone took him out, I say he deserved it. 314 00:13:38,774 --> 00:13:41,037 Bad blood between you two, huh? 315 00:13:41,124 --> 00:13:42,865 Seemed like that was his way with everyone. 316 00:13:42,952 --> 00:13:45,389 You ever hear him talk about someone named Louise? 317 00:13:47,304 --> 00:13:49,132 Yeah. 318 00:13:49,219 --> 00:13:51,569 The day he went home. 319 00:13:51,656 --> 00:13:53,658 So you're coming home for good, Dad? 320 00:13:53,745 --> 00:13:55,095 Hopefully. 321 00:13:55,182 --> 00:13:56,444 I'm all done with the chemo treatments. 322 00:13:56,531 --> 00:13:58,315 Now I wait for it to kick in. 323 00:13:58,402 --> 00:14:01,710 'Cause I was gonna have some friends over Saturday. 324 00:14:01,797 --> 00:14:03,930 Maybe some other time, okay? 325 00:14:04,017 --> 00:14:05,148 Yeah. 326 00:14:07,585 --> 00:14:09,849 What is.. 327 00:14:09,936 --> 00:14:11,938 Is that a tattoo? 328 00:14:12,025 --> 00:14:14,244 Yeah, I've had it for like three months. 329 00:14:14,331 --> 00:14:15,506 You lose a bet? 330 00:14:15,593 --> 00:14:17,030 Funny, Dad. 331 00:14:17,117 --> 00:14:18,988 You look tired. Get any sleep last night? 332 00:14:19,075 --> 00:14:20,555 Not really. 333 00:14:20,642 --> 00:14:22,165 You out with your buddies? 334 00:14:22,252 --> 00:14:23,427 You know, you get cancer and now 335 00:14:23,514 --> 00:14:24,733 you're all interested in my life? 336 00:14:24,820 --> 00:14:27,214 See if you can get a little more lame, dad. 337 00:14:27,301 --> 00:14:29,172 I've always been interested. 338 00:14:29,259 --> 00:14:30,652 Yeah? Okay. 339 00:14:32,610 --> 00:14:34,003 I drove into Kensington, 340 00:14:34,090 --> 00:14:36,832 scored some blow, then I hit an after-hours club. 341 00:14:36,919 --> 00:14:40,183 Mom thought I was at the library. 342 00:14:40,270 --> 00:14:42,403 - Tell me you're kidding. - It's the truth. 343 00:14:42,490 --> 00:14:43,578 Thought you liked that, dad. 344 00:14:43,665 --> 00:14:45,493 Tell it like it is. 345 00:14:45,580 --> 00:14:47,625 Fine, Tommy. 346 00:14:47,712 --> 00:14:48,975 I'm cutting you off. 347 00:14:49,062 --> 00:14:51,412 Allowance, trust. Everything. 348 00:14:51,499 --> 00:14:53,327 Good luck buying coke with no job. 349 00:14:54,937 --> 00:14:56,808 Whatever. 350 00:14:56,896 --> 00:14:58,898 And that Beamer you want for graduation? 351 00:14:58,985 --> 00:15:00,856 Kiss it goodbye. 352 00:15:05,948 --> 00:15:07,732 I.. 353 00:15:07,819 --> 00:15:09,865 There was a woman. 354 00:15:09,952 --> 00:15:11,432 Louise. 355 00:15:11,519 --> 00:15:13,173 Great. Louise? 356 00:15:13,260 --> 00:15:14,957 Does mom know about her? 357 00:15:18,047 --> 00:15:21,529 Sounds like Jay was having hallucinations. 358 00:15:21,616 --> 00:15:23,879 Dying people need to shake things out from their past. 359 00:15:23,966 --> 00:15:25,837 They hang on until they make peace with it. 360 00:15:25,925 --> 00:15:27,361 Seems like Tommy's another guy 361 00:15:27,448 --> 00:15:29,537 who wanted dad to keel over sooner than later. 362 00:15:31,060 --> 00:15:33,933 It means the good death, you know. 363 00:15:34,020 --> 00:15:36,152 - What does? - Euthanasia. 364 00:15:36,239 --> 00:15:37,980 It's Greek for good death. 365 00:15:38,067 --> 00:15:40,200 [phone ringing] 366 00:15:40,287 --> 00:15:42,202 Yeah? 367 00:15:42,289 --> 00:15:44,291 A guy like that Angel of Death nurse? 368 00:15:45,466 --> 00:15:46,815 Larry Kenick. 369 00:15:46,902 --> 00:15:48,338 After seeing how my daughter suffered 370 00:15:48,425 --> 00:15:50,253 they should give him a medal. 371 00:15:57,913 --> 00:16:00,089 Thanks. Bye. 372 00:16:00,176 --> 00:16:01,961 She turned up. 373 00:16:05,094 --> 00:16:08,010 ♪ ...the day in the morning ♪ 374 00:16:11,709 --> 00:16:15,191 ♪ You told me that you had to leave ♪ 375 00:16:17,454 --> 00:16:20,109 ♪ I didn't know.. ♪♪ 376 00:16:20,196 --> 00:16:22,633 There's the Girl Scout of the Year. 377 00:16:25,027 --> 00:16:27,595 Where'd you sleep last night, mom? 378 00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:33,035 My mother always worked so hard for us kids. 379 00:16:35,429 --> 00:16:36,996 I know. 380 00:16:38,475 --> 00:16:41,478 Eight hours at the department store, right? 381 00:16:41,565 --> 00:16:43,654 You're.. 382 00:16:43,741 --> 00:16:45,569 You're proud of her. 383 00:16:45,656 --> 00:16:47,180 I was. 384 00:16:49,617 --> 00:16:52,489 Sorry you can't be proud of me, Lilly. 385 00:16:57,799 --> 00:16:59,844 Mom, you gotta hang on. 386 00:16:59,931 --> 00:17:01,759 You can't fix me this time. 387 00:17:01,846 --> 00:17:04,066 Every day you get a new chance to start over. 388 00:17:04,153 --> 00:17:05,676 I'm out of chances. 389 00:17:05,763 --> 00:17:07,591 No. 390 00:17:07,678 --> 00:17:09,115 It's not too late. 391 00:17:09,202 --> 00:17:11,073 It is, Lilly. 392 00:17:12,553 --> 00:17:13,989 It really is. 393 00:17:16,905 --> 00:17:18,211 It's the end. 394 00:17:18,298 --> 00:17:21,344 ♪ May be it's not too late ♪ 395 00:17:21,431 --> 00:17:24,608 ♪ Oh I don't know.. ♪♪ 396 00:17:26,175 --> 00:17:28,786 Hey. 397 00:17:28,873 --> 00:17:31,572 Then I want you to stay with me. 398 00:17:31,659 --> 00:17:33,791 No matter what. 399 00:17:35,619 --> 00:17:36,794 Keep it comin'. 400 00:17:37,752 --> 00:17:39,101 Hey. 401 00:17:41,147 --> 00:17:43,758 You'll stay with me, right? 402 00:17:45,499 --> 00:17:47,327 Yeah, I will. 403 00:17:54,377 --> 00:17:56,771 [dramatic music] 404 00:18:05,780 --> 00:18:07,651 Tommy Dratton? 405 00:18:07,738 --> 00:18:08,957 Tom. 406 00:18:09,044 --> 00:18:10,959 Detectives Miller and Jeffries. 407 00:18:11,046 --> 00:18:12,395 It's about your father. 408 00:18:12,482 --> 00:18:13,962 What about him? 409 00:18:14,049 --> 00:18:16,225 It turns out someone killed him before the cancer did. 410 00:18:16,312 --> 00:18:18,575 - 'Shot him full of morphine.' - No kidding. 411 00:18:18,662 --> 00:18:21,012 You didn't get along with him, did you? 412 00:18:21,100 --> 00:18:22,579 Not particularly. 413 00:18:22,666 --> 00:18:24,015 In fact, two days after his death 414 00:18:24,103 --> 00:18:26,366 you bought a $50,000 car. 415 00:18:26,453 --> 00:18:27,715 Guilty. 416 00:18:27,802 --> 00:18:29,543 Kinda like those Beverly Hills brothers 417 00:18:29,630 --> 00:18:31,806 took their dad out to get his money. 418 00:18:31,893 --> 00:18:35,288 [Will] 'Except they hadn't been cut out by him.' 419 00:18:35,375 --> 00:18:36,854 Not like you were, Tom. 420 00:18:36,941 --> 00:18:40,554 Look, I was at home with my mom on the night he died. 421 00:18:40,641 --> 00:18:41,990 Hmm. 422 00:18:42,077 --> 00:18:43,600 And I didn't have to kill him. 423 00:18:43,687 --> 00:18:45,428 He was already dead in my mind. 424 00:18:45,515 --> 00:18:48,170 So, what happened to the fancy wheels? 425 00:18:48,257 --> 00:18:49,911 After I spent a few years getting wasted 426 00:18:49,998 --> 00:18:51,652 and being pissed at the world 427 00:18:51,739 --> 00:18:53,654 I finally saw what I was doing. 428 00:18:53,741 --> 00:18:56,047 Repeating history. 429 00:18:56,135 --> 00:18:58,485 One night I looked into my rearview mirror 430 00:18:58,572 --> 00:19:01,096 and saw my dad staring back. 431 00:19:01,183 --> 00:19:03,142 And changed your ways? 432 00:19:03,229 --> 00:19:04,534 Lost the tat. 433 00:19:04,621 --> 00:19:05,970 Yeah. 434 00:19:06,057 --> 00:19:07,407 Look, I have a kid now. 435 00:19:07,494 --> 00:19:09,017 I didn't want to be that kind of father. 436 00:19:09,104 --> 00:19:12,020 What do you know about this woman Louise? 437 00:19:12,107 --> 00:19:15,197 No idea who she was. Neither did he. 438 00:19:15,284 --> 00:19:17,982 The tumor was doing crazy things to his mind. 439 00:19:19,549 --> 00:19:21,856 [Phil] 'Hello?' 440 00:19:21,943 --> 00:19:24,075 'Hello?' 441 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:26,991 Jay, you ready? 442 00:19:27,078 --> 00:19:28,079 'Morning, sunshine.' 443 00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:31,822 Dude, dig the cane, huh? 444 00:19:31,909 --> 00:19:33,781 I'm loving this thing. 445 00:19:33,868 --> 00:19:37,524 When the cancer's gone, I'm gonna keep using it. 446 00:19:37,611 --> 00:19:38,960 My new trademark. 447 00:19:39,047 --> 00:19:40,918 What's the latest? 448 00:19:41,005 --> 00:19:42,572 [Jay] 'So far, so good.' 449 00:19:42,659 --> 00:19:44,618 Out of the hospital a week now. 450 00:19:45,967 --> 00:19:47,577 Feeling better. 451 00:19:47,664 --> 00:19:49,188 Maybe you should take the day off. 452 00:19:49,275 --> 00:19:51,755 The day you slow down is the day they beat you. 453 00:19:51,842 --> 00:19:53,540 But you already won, man. 454 00:19:53,627 --> 00:19:55,542 That's what my father said.. 455 00:19:55,629 --> 00:19:57,892 ...before he was laid off. 456 00:20:03,114 --> 00:20:05,160 Why do you.. 457 00:20:05,247 --> 00:20:07,989 Why do you have a motel key? 458 00:20:11,166 --> 00:20:12,167 What are you talking about? 459 00:20:12,254 --> 00:20:14,300 I saw the motel key. 460 00:20:16,998 --> 00:20:18,782 She kept it? 461 00:20:18,869 --> 00:20:21,176 She? 462 00:20:21,263 --> 00:20:23,570 What are you saying? 463 00:20:23,657 --> 00:20:24,962 Nothing. 464 00:20:25,049 --> 00:20:26,703 It's Caroline. Isn't it? 465 00:20:26,790 --> 00:20:27,965 [chuckles] 466 00:20:29,967 --> 00:20:32,709 - Like you care. - You son of a bitch. 467 00:20:32,796 --> 00:20:34,494 What kind of companies do we like to buy? 468 00:20:34,581 --> 00:20:36,452 Undervalued, underappreciated. 469 00:20:36,539 --> 00:20:37,758 That sound like a woman we know? 470 00:20:37,845 --> 00:20:39,499 - She's my wife. - It's your fault! 471 00:20:39,586 --> 00:20:40,978 And you're my best friend. 472 00:20:41,065 --> 00:20:43,111 You stopped caring about her years ago. 473 00:20:43,198 --> 00:20:44,547 Get out! 474 00:20:46,984 --> 00:20:49,160 Oh, yeah, since I'm the general partner 475 00:20:49,248 --> 00:20:50,684 'I'm buying you out.' 476 00:20:50,771 --> 00:20:53,339 Say hi to Harv on the unemployment line. 477 00:20:54,992 --> 00:20:59,345 ♪ But I'm thinking it over anyway.. ♪ 478 00:21:03,218 --> 00:21:04,654 Did your dad buy him out? 479 00:21:04,741 --> 00:21:06,265 He was in the works. 480 00:21:06,352 --> 00:21:08,136 Papers were supposed to be signed in July. 481 00:21:08,223 --> 00:21:10,399 But Jay died first. 482 00:21:10,486 --> 00:21:12,749 Look, I really gotta go pick up my son. 483 00:21:12,836 --> 00:21:14,229 Okay. 484 00:21:14,316 --> 00:21:15,404 Thanks, Tom. 485 00:21:15,491 --> 00:21:17,319 Phil plays his cards right 486 00:21:17,406 --> 00:21:18,842 he gets the money and the girl. 487 00:21:18,929 --> 00:21:20,496 And Caroline gets a new husband. 488 00:21:20,583 --> 00:21:22,193 One who appreciates her. 489 00:21:22,281 --> 00:21:25,501 But the clock's ticking on Phil to lose millions. 490 00:21:25,588 --> 00:21:27,460 Suddenly, killing a dying man 491 00:21:27,547 --> 00:21:29,984 makes a hell of a lot of sense. 492 00:21:32,726 --> 00:21:35,294 [dramatic music] 493 00:21:37,861 --> 00:21:40,081 [Nick] 'So, Phil..' 494 00:21:40,168 --> 00:21:42,692 ...you're giving it to Jay's wife on the sly 495 00:21:42,779 --> 00:21:46,870 he finds out, retaliates by cutting you out of your company. 496 00:21:46,957 --> 00:21:50,134 The company I now run? That one? 497 00:21:50,221 --> 00:21:51,919 You run it because you killed him for it. 498 00:21:52,006 --> 00:21:53,790 Hey, Sherlock. 499 00:21:53,877 --> 00:21:55,401 Jay was days away from croaking. 500 00:21:55,488 --> 00:21:56,793 But first, he was gonna fire you. 501 00:21:56,880 --> 00:21:58,099 'And a guy like you' 502 00:21:58,186 --> 00:22:00,884 has no problem killing a dying man. 503 00:22:00,971 --> 00:22:04,279 You don't know jack about guys like me. 504 00:22:04,366 --> 00:22:05,672 [Lilly] 'Lot of money at stake' 505 00:22:05,759 --> 00:22:08,152 for you and your new boyfriend, Caroline. 506 00:22:08,239 --> 00:22:09,719 Boyfriend? 507 00:22:09,806 --> 00:22:12,069 Phil. Your husband's partner. 508 00:22:12,156 --> 00:22:13,506 Risky move. 509 00:22:13,593 --> 00:22:15,464 That was one night of revenge. 510 00:22:15,551 --> 00:22:17,814 I was trying to get Jay's attention. 511 00:22:17,901 --> 00:22:19,642 - Did you? - 'Yeah.' 512 00:22:19,729 --> 00:22:21,862 He threatened to divorce me. 513 00:22:21,949 --> 00:22:24,734 But by then, his heart wasn't in it anymore. 514 00:22:27,084 --> 00:22:29,478 [babies crying] 515 00:22:33,352 --> 00:22:35,005 [Caroline] 'Jay.' 516 00:22:35,092 --> 00:22:37,965 I've been looking all over for you. 517 00:22:38,052 --> 00:22:40,489 You see the doctor? 518 00:22:40,576 --> 00:22:42,535 Said the tumor's not responding to treatment. 519 00:22:42,622 --> 00:22:44,972 Apparently, the cancer's not interested 520 00:22:45,059 --> 00:22:47,191 in my winning attitude. 521 00:22:47,278 --> 00:22:49,150 Are you gonna do more chemo? 522 00:22:49,237 --> 00:22:52,501 No. It's pointless. 523 00:22:52,588 --> 00:22:56,375 I can barely, remember those days. 524 00:22:58,768 --> 00:23:00,117 What days? 525 00:23:00,204 --> 00:23:01,989 When Tommy was a baby. 526 00:23:02,076 --> 00:23:05,732 Our one-bedroom apartment in Fishtown. 527 00:23:10,693 --> 00:23:12,521 Jay...about Phil 528 00:23:12,608 --> 00:23:14,741 'it was one time and it was pathetic.' 529 00:23:14,828 --> 00:23:16,395 - I'm sorry. - 'Don't be.' 530 00:23:18,092 --> 00:23:21,878 We don't need to pretend that we have something. 531 00:23:21,965 --> 00:23:24,185 Maybe we never did. 532 00:23:27,449 --> 00:23:29,930 And you...don't have to play 533 00:23:30,017 --> 00:23:33,020 the role of faithful wife anymore. 534 00:23:33,107 --> 00:23:34,413 'I mean it.' 535 00:23:34,500 --> 00:23:36,110 - I can die alone. - Jay.. 536 00:23:36,197 --> 00:23:38,939 I have no right to put you through this. 537 00:23:39,026 --> 00:23:40,723 [grunting] 538 00:23:40,810 --> 00:23:42,333 Are they giving you enough medication for your pain? 539 00:23:42,421 --> 00:23:44,901 I'm alright. 540 00:23:44,988 --> 00:23:47,426 It comes and goes, I mean, I.. 541 00:23:47,513 --> 00:23:50,907 ...keep having these weird flashes. 542 00:23:50,994 --> 00:23:52,909 - With the headaches? - 'Yeah.' 543 00:23:52,996 --> 00:23:55,695 I'm on a beach, the wind's blowing. 544 00:23:57,305 --> 00:23:58,915 Sounds peaceful. 545 00:23:59,002 --> 00:24:01,048 No, it's not. 546 00:24:03,050 --> 00:24:06,401 I think I did something terrible. 547 00:24:13,756 --> 00:24:16,890 First time I'd ever seen Jay give up. 548 00:24:16,977 --> 00:24:19,545 He tell you this terrible thing he did? 549 00:24:19,632 --> 00:24:22,286 No. And I didn't even ask. 550 00:24:22,373 --> 00:24:24,158 We were long past sharing secrets. 551 00:24:24,245 --> 00:24:26,160 Was that your last conversation with him? 552 00:24:26,247 --> 00:24:28,989 Yeah. Two days later, he was gone. 553 00:24:29,076 --> 00:24:31,818 He'd given up on winning and I'd given up on him. 554 00:24:33,297 --> 00:24:35,082 [Phil] 'We had it out over Caroline.' 555 00:24:35,169 --> 00:24:38,781 He made his threat. That was that. 556 00:24:38,868 --> 00:24:40,870 You weren't worried he would follow through? 557 00:24:40,957 --> 00:24:44,091 He didn't have the energy to buy me out. 558 00:24:44,178 --> 00:24:48,182 The last thing he did was take a 175 grand from his slush fund. 559 00:24:48,269 --> 00:24:49,923 He say why? 560 00:24:50,010 --> 00:24:52,926 Just that it was for a woman. 561 00:24:53,013 --> 00:24:55,842 Maybe cancer boy was the one cheating. 562 00:24:55,929 --> 00:24:57,539 Was her name Louise? 563 00:24:59,280 --> 00:25:01,195 No. 564 00:25:01,282 --> 00:25:03,806 I don't think so. 565 00:25:03,893 --> 00:25:05,634 How about Amelia? 566 00:25:07,157 --> 00:25:09,464 That's it. 567 00:25:14,164 --> 00:25:17,167 [Will] 'Jay Dratton was suffering, just like your daughter did.' 568 00:25:17,254 --> 00:25:19,300 And didn't you say guys like Larry Kenick 569 00:25:19,387 --> 00:25:20,649 should get a medal? 570 00:25:20,736 --> 00:25:22,042 Doesn't mean I did what he did. 571 00:25:22,129 --> 00:25:24,435 Well, you had access to morphine. 572 00:25:24,523 --> 00:25:25,915 'You knew how to administer it.' 573 00:25:26,002 --> 00:25:27,743 And Jay had the 175 grand 574 00:25:27,830 --> 00:25:29,484 you needed to pay your hospital bills. 575 00:25:29,571 --> 00:25:31,791 You make a deal, Amelia? 576 00:25:31,878 --> 00:25:33,662 'To help him die?' 577 00:25:33,749 --> 00:25:37,100 I told you. I didn't see him that day. 578 00:25:37,187 --> 00:25:39,581 But you did see him again? 579 00:25:39,668 --> 00:25:42,497 I couldn't help my daughter 580 00:25:42,584 --> 00:25:44,238 but I could help him. 581 00:25:45,805 --> 00:25:48,024 I had six vials of morphine left over. 582 00:25:49,678 --> 00:25:51,245 That's enough to kill a man. 583 00:25:51,332 --> 00:25:53,073 I said I wouldn't do it. 584 00:25:53,160 --> 00:25:55,118 But you gave him the vials. 585 00:25:55,205 --> 00:25:56,772 [Amelia] 'Yeah, the day he died.' 586 00:25:56,859 --> 00:25:58,165 I couldn't tell you before. 587 00:25:58,252 --> 00:25:59,862 - I knew how it would look. - 'Yeah.' 588 00:25:59,949 --> 00:26:01,647 Like crap. 589 00:26:01,734 --> 00:26:03,910 Even that jerk didn't deserve such pain. 590 00:26:03,997 --> 00:26:06,086 And when was this, Amelia? 591 00:26:06,173 --> 00:26:08,001 When he came to see me. 592 00:26:10,177 --> 00:26:13,049 [instrumental music] 593 00:26:18,098 --> 00:26:19,795 You. 594 00:26:19,882 --> 00:26:21,971 I heard about your daughter. 595 00:26:22,058 --> 00:26:25,758 ♪ The day I realized I wanted to spend my life.. ♪♪ 596 00:26:25,845 --> 00:26:28,238 I'm sorry. 597 00:26:28,325 --> 00:26:32,112 And I'm ashamed.. 598 00:26:32,199 --> 00:26:33,896 '...at my behavior.' 599 00:26:33,983 --> 00:26:37,030 I want to help cover any expenses you might have. 600 00:26:37,117 --> 00:26:40,033 ♪ The flag was flying at half-mast.. ♪♪ 601 00:26:40,120 --> 00:26:41,600 No, thanks. 602 00:26:42,992 --> 00:26:46,256 I'm going to leave this check here. 603 00:26:46,343 --> 00:26:49,085 I've been very fortunate in my life. 604 00:26:50,870 --> 00:26:53,220 Please.. 605 00:26:53,307 --> 00:26:55,788 ...let me share it with you. 606 00:26:57,790 --> 00:26:59,748 What's that? 607 00:26:59,835 --> 00:27:01,620 Open it. 608 00:27:05,101 --> 00:27:07,930 I saw your daughter in the hallway one night. 609 00:27:08,017 --> 00:27:09,671 Keeping you awake again? 610 00:27:09,758 --> 00:27:11,717 No. 611 00:27:11,804 --> 00:27:14,197 We both couldn't sleep. 612 00:27:14,284 --> 00:27:19,246 She told me she saw butterflies in her room. 613 00:27:19,333 --> 00:27:21,552 Hallucinations. 614 00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:23,685 And I told her about mine. 615 00:27:23,772 --> 00:27:26,035 Just talking to her 616 00:27:26,122 --> 00:27:29,430 she somehow put me at ease. 617 00:27:29,517 --> 00:27:31,562 ♪ Old woman honked her horn.. ♪♪ 618 00:27:31,650 --> 00:27:33,303 I didn't deserve it. 619 00:27:33,390 --> 00:27:36,263 ♪ Waiting for me to fix her car.. ♪♪ 620 00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:39,440 Thank you. 621 00:27:41,442 --> 00:27:43,400 ♪ I don't know where we're going.. ♪♪ 622 00:27:43,487 --> 00:27:45,533 You want to sit down? 623 00:27:47,100 --> 00:27:50,407 ♪ I don't know what we'll do ♪ 624 00:27:54,107 --> 00:27:55,717 ♪ Laying in bed tonight I was thinking.. ♪♪ 625 00:27:55,804 --> 00:27:57,893 What was it like for her? 626 00:27:57,980 --> 00:27:59,025 Was she lucid? 627 00:27:59,112 --> 00:28:02,202 Was she...in pain? 628 00:28:02,289 --> 00:28:06,249 She was peaceful near the end, just looking at the butterflies. 629 00:28:06,336 --> 00:28:08,077 Good. 630 00:28:08,164 --> 00:28:10,993 I think they were angels waiting to take her to the other side. 631 00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:12,691 To heaven. 632 00:28:12,778 --> 00:28:14,736 I might be headed to a different neighborhood. 633 00:28:14,823 --> 00:28:16,999 [laughing] 634 00:28:17,086 --> 00:28:20,524 Hell is only for people who've forgotten how to love. 635 00:28:20,611 --> 00:28:22,483 'You can't love anymore?' 636 00:28:22,570 --> 00:28:23,919 I don't know. 637 00:28:24,006 --> 00:28:25,878 'I don't know anything anymore.' 638 00:28:25,965 --> 00:28:27,706 I keep seeing things. 639 00:28:27,793 --> 00:28:29,708 - The beach? - 'Yes.' 640 00:28:29,795 --> 00:28:33,102 And a...a woman named Louise. 641 00:28:34,538 --> 00:28:36,192 What are you doing there? 642 00:28:37,716 --> 00:28:40,719 I was...at a motel. 643 00:28:40,806 --> 00:28:42,198 I.. 644 00:28:44,461 --> 00:28:46,246 [Tommy] 'Dad!' 645 00:28:46,333 --> 00:28:49,336 [coughing] Tommy was there. He saw everything. 646 00:28:49,423 --> 00:28:50,511 Should I call an ambulance? 647 00:28:50,598 --> 00:28:53,296 No. No, I'm better. 648 00:28:53,383 --> 00:28:55,124 I'll call someone. 649 00:28:57,910 --> 00:29:00,129 [Will] 'What did Tommy see on the beach?' 650 00:29:00,216 --> 00:29:02,175 I don't know. 651 00:29:02,262 --> 00:29:05,047 But who did Jay call to pick him up? 652 00:29:05,134 --> 00:29:06,266 [sighs] 653 00:29:07,484 --> 00:29:08,659 His son. 654 00:29:10,009 --> 00:29:12,359 He took him back to Jackson. 655 00:29:12,446 --> 00:29:15,144 So Tommy was on hand in his dad's final hours. 656 00:29:15,231 --> 00:29:17,843 Along with six vials of morphine. 657 00:29:26,068 --> 00:29:27,200 [dramatic music] 658 00:29:29,115 --> 00:29:31,291 [bell ringing] 659 00:29:33,597 --> 00:29:36,644 Yeah, okay, I drove my dad to the hospital. 660 00:29:36,731 --> 00:29:38,689 Different story than you gave before. 661 00:29:38,777 --> 00:29:40,561 It was years ago. I forgot. 662 00:29:40,648 --> 00:29:44,608 Oh. You forget he had six vials of morphine with him, too? 663 00:29:44,695 --> 00:29:46,785 I don't know anything about that. 664 00:29:46,872 --> 00:29:48,743 Something's hinky here, Tom. 665 00:29:48,830 --> 00:29:52,703 You didn't forget taking your dad back to the place he died. 666 00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:54,793 You left that out on purpose. 667 00:29:54,880 --> 00:29:56,185 Why? 668 00:29:56,272 --> 00:29:57,621 If I told you 669 00:29:57,708 --> 00:30:00,189 I'd have to remember how I was with him. 670 00:30:01,451 --> 00:30:04,019 How you were when? 671 00:30:04,106 --> 00:30:06,239 The last time we were together. 672 00:30:06,326 --> 00:30:09,764 Like always, I was blind with hate. 673 00:30:09,851 --> 00:30:12,767 That's just being a teenage kid. 674 00:30:15,248 --> 00:30:18,381 The man was dying in front of my eyes 675 00:30:18,468 --> 00:30:20,688 and I was hard as nails. 676 00:30:29,044 --> 00:30:30,785 [Tommy] 'Can I go now?' 677 00:30:33,832 --> 00:30:36,008 [Jay] 'I haven't..' 678 00:30:36,095 --> 00:30:38,010 ...I haven't been much of a father, have I? 679 00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:42,318 I'm sorry I haven't been around. 680 00:30:43,667 --> 00:30:44,930 Yeah, right. 681 00:30:46,366 --> 00:30:47,846 I know.. 682 00:30:49,108 --> 00:30:51,023 ...you're always pissed off. 683 00:30:51,110 --> 00:30:53,939 'And I know where you get it' 684 00:30:54,026 --> 00:30:56,680 but you got to let it go. 685 00:30:58,160 --> 00:30:59,945 It's poison. 686 00:31:05,472 --> 00:31:08,867 Isn't the water beautiful, Tommy? 687 00:31:12,827 --> 00:31:16,222 'Take my hand, Tommy.' 688 00:31:19,007 --> 00:31:21,401 [dramatic music] 689 00:31:44,554 --> 00:31:45,686 [seagulls squawking] 690 00:31:49,255 --> 00:31:52,127 [music continues] 691 00:32:10,537 --> 00:32:11,886 Dad! 692 00:32:15,281 --> 00:32:16,717 Where'd you go, daddy? 693 00:32:16,804 --> 00:32:18,240 I had a work phone call. 694 00:32:18,327 --> 00:32:19,938 - You know what I told them? - What? 695 00:32:20,025 --> 00:32:22,984 I said I'm staying the week out here with my family. 696 00:32:23,071 --> 00:32:24,246 Work can wait. 697 00:32:24,333 --> 00:32:25,813 Yeah! 698 00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:33,299 Isn't the water beautiful, Tommy? 699 00:32:33,386 --> 00:32:34,822 Yeah. 700 00:32:50,055 --> 00:32:52,883 It wasn't a nightmare. 701 00:32:52,971 --> 00:32:56,191 Remember the week I took off work? 702 00:32:56,278 --> 00:32:58,454 We stayed at the shore 703 00:32:58,541 --> 00:33:01,022 in that crappy motel? 704 00:33:02,589 --> 00:33:04,025 I don't know. 705 00:33:04,112 --> 00:33:06,897 Sure you do. 706 00:33:06,985 --> 00:33:09,465 'We were a real family once, Tommy.' 707 00:33:10,423 --> 00:33:12,642 Promise me you remember. 708 00:33:14,296 --> 00:33:15,994 'Do you?' 709 00:33:17,343 --> 00:33:19,127 I don't remember a thing. 710 00:33:24,915 --> 00:33:27,005 I know you do. 711 00:33:28,615 --> 00:33:30,834 I know you remember. 712 00:33:37,319 --> 00:33:39,104 I should have told him I remembered. 713 00:33:39,191 --> 00:33:41,323 'Cause you did. 714 00:33:41,410 --> 00:33:44,631 So your dad was reaching out in the end. 715 00:33:44,718 --> 00:33:47,851 - You tell your mom that? - Yeah. 716 00:33:47,938 --> 00:33:50,506 [laughing] And she was so happy. 717 00:33:53,640 --> 00:33:55,555 I mean, she still hated the guy and everything. 718 00:33:55,642 --> 00:33:57,078 Which is it, Tom? 719 00:33:57,165 --> 00:33:58,732 'Happy or not?' 720 00:33:59,907 --> 00:34:02,301 'If your mom was happy' 721 00:34:02,388 --> 00:34:04,085 'maybe she went back to make peace with him.' 722 00:34:04,172 --> 00:34:05,695 - No way. - That's what I'd do. 723 00:34:05,782 --> 00:34:07,871 She didn't. I told you I was with her that night. 724 00:34:07,958 --> 00:34:10,483 Doesn't make it so. 725 00:34:10,570 --> 00:34:12,528 She went to him. 726 00:34:12,615 --> 00:34:14,182 Didn't she? 727 00:34:19,535 --> 00:34:21,276 Jay sounds like he was a real piece of work. 728 00:34:21,363 --> 00:34:22,669 [chuckles] 729 00:34:22,756 --> 00:34:24,627 - He was. - Hmm. 730 00:34:24,714 --> 00:34:26,847 Well, some people are like that. 731 00:34:26,934 --> 00:34:29,154 Impossible. 732 00:34:29,241 --> 00:34:32,418 You try to stop caring, you try to write 'em off, but.. 733 00:34:32,505 --> 00:34:34,550 ...it's always there. 734 00:34:34,637 --> 00:34:37,945 That attachment, that... love. 735 00:34:38,032 --> 00:34:39,599 Not for me and Jay. 736 00:34:39,686 --> 00:34:40,991 No? 737 00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:42,036 No, I didn't love him by the end. 738 00:34:42,123 --> 00:34:43,820 - Hmm. - I told you that. 739 00:34:43,907 --> 00:34:45,300 Not even when you heard he'd been talking 740 00:34:45,387 --> 00:34:47,563 about that week at the shore? 741 00:34:47,650 --> 00:34:48,738 The shore? 742 00:34:48,825 --> 00:34:50,740 Yeah, the three of you. 743 00:34:50,827 --> 00:34:53,134 'At Motel Louise.' 744 00:34:53,221 --> 00:34:54,527 He was probably just hallucinating. 745 00:34:54,614 --> 00:34:55,789 No, it was real. 746 00:34:55,876 --> 00:34:57,834 And it's just that kind of memory 747 00:34:57,921 --> 00:34:59,575 'that won't leave you alone.' 748 00:34:59,662 --> 00:35:01,621 Makes you keep loving. 749 00:35:03,275 --> 00:35:05,320 So maybe I did still care. What's it matter? 750 00:35:05,407 --> 00:35:08,106 I think when you heard Jay was talking about that week 751 00:35:08,193 --> 00:35:10,717 you remembered, too. 752 00:35:10,804 --> 00:35:13,589 Remembered those days when he was a better man. 753 00:35:13,676 --> 00:35:16,679 You heard that and you couldn't stay away. 754 00:35:16,766 --> 00:35:18,159 Of course you went to him. 755 00:35:18,246 --> 00:35:19,595 You don't know what I was going through. 756 00:35:19,682 --> 00:35:21,510 I do, actually. 757 00:35:22,772 --> 00:35:24,992 There's someone I...love. 758 00:35:25,079 --> 00:35:27,429 Someone I wish I didn't, but.. 759 00:35:27,516 --> 00:35:29,127 ...I can't stop. 760 00:35:30,389 --> 00:35:31,825 And.. 761 00:35:34,219 --> 00:35:36,482 ...she's dying. 762 00:35:38,875 --> 00:35:41,922 'I fought and I scrapped with her for years.' 763 00:35:42,009 --> 00:35:44,229 'Just when I think I'm done with her' 764 00:35:44,316 --> 00:35:46,579 I remember things. 765 00:35:46,666 --> 00:35:48,972 Like...when I was little 766 00:35:49,059 --> 00:35:50,409 'I'd get these nightmares' 767 00:35:50,496 --> 00:35:53,325 and she'd read "The Velveteen Rabbit"to me. 768 00:35:55,022 --> 00:35:57,677 [sighs] I felt so safe. 769 00:36:02,334 --> 00:36:04,510 It matters where the heart begins. 770 00:36:05,728 --> 00:36:07,426 You know? 771 00:36:09,515 --> 00:36:10,994 I know. 772 00:36:13,301 --> 00:36:15,695 And when it's the end 773 00:36:15,782 --> 00:36:18,480 maybe the most we can do for that person is.. 774 00:36:20,134 --> 00:36:22,484 ...help them along. 775 00:36:24,878 --> 00:36:27,054 To get peace. 776 00:36:28,490 --> 00:36:29,796 A peaceful death. 777 00:36:29,883 --> 00:36:31,841 A good death. 778 00:36:35,584 --> 00:36:38,587 I understand if you helped Jay die. 779 00:36:40,589 --> 00:36:42,548 But is that ever the right thing? 780 00:36:42,635 --> 00:36:44,941 To help someone who's in pain? 781 00:36:45,028 --> 00:36:46,682 'Who you love?' 782 00:36:46,769 --> 00:36:49,119 I don't know how that can be wrong. 783 00:36:49,207 --> 00:36:50,860 Do you? 784 00:36:52,427 --> 00:36:54,908 [dramatic music] 785 00:36:58,651 --> 00:37:00,522 You don't have to be here. 786 00:37:01,523 --> 00:37:03,046 I want to. 787 00:37:04,831 --> 00:37:06,528 Got some new ones. 788 00:37:07,486 --> 00:37:09,052 For my list. 789 00:37:09,139 --> 00:37:11,968 Oh...the overrated list. 790 00:37:13,274 --> 00:37:14,449 'No.' 791 00:37:15,276 --> 00:37:17,713 Underrated list. 792 00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:19,062 Underrated? 793 00:37:19,149 --> 00:37:24,981 Yeah, there's ice water and the TV remote. 794 00:37:27,027 --> 00:37:28,637 Those things are magic. 795 00:37:30,117 --> 00:37:31,640 'And the sound..' 796 00:37:31,727 --> 00:37:33,425 '...the sound of you laughing.' 797 00:37:33,512 --> 00:37:36,210 Very underrated. 798 00:37:37,516 --> 00:37:39,300 I miss it. 799 00:37:39,387 --> 00:37:40,519 [groaning] 800 00:37:42,347 --> 00:37:43,478 Uh.. 801 00:37:46,002 --> 00:37:48,396 Tommy told me about the beach. 802 00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:55,142 [chuckles] Louise. 803 00:37:55,229 --> 00:37:56,883 Yes. 804 00:37:56,970 --> 00:37:59,494 I remember, too. 805 00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:03,629 You do? 806 00:38:03,716 --> 00:38:07,285 Yeah, I think somehow along the way, we both forgot. 807 00:38:08,460 --> 00:38:10,462 Promise me.. 808 00:38:10,549 --> 00:38:14,596 Promise me you'll remember the guy in this picture. 809 00:38:16,946 --> 00:38:18,121 I promise. 810 00:38:20,036 --> 00:38:22,082 'And no matter how much time there is..' 811 00:38:22,169 --> 00:38:23,953 ...I'm here now. 812 00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:26,826 I've run out of ways to not.. 813 00:38:29,437 --> 00:38:32,397 ...think about the pain. 814 00:38:41,536 --> 00:38:42,929 [Caroline] 'Oh..' 815 00:38:43,016 --> 00:38:46,541 - Jay, no-- - I have no right to ask you. 816 00:38:50,719 --> 00:38:53,113 You're sure? 817 00:38:53,200 --> 00:38:55,333 It's non-negotiable. 818 00:39:00,338 --> 00:39:02,209 I love you, you know. 819 00:39:04,516 --> 00:39:06,387 I love you. 820 00:39:10,391 --> 00:39:11,523 [coughing] 821 00:39:12,872 --> 00:39:14,003 [groaning] 822 00:39:16,397 --> 00:39:17,877 Hey.. 823 00:39:20,183 --> 00:39:23,448 ...you know what I remember most about that motel? 824 00:39:23,535 --> 00:39:26,015 I remember us laying.. 825 00:39:26,102 --> 00:39:29,149 ...in bed together at night...and I could.. 826 00:39:30,977 --> 00:39:34,328 ...hear the ocean waves. 827 00:39:34,415 --> 00:39:37,679 Feel a cool breeze move over us. 828 00:39:43,729 --> 00:39:48,081 And I felt you next to me. 829 00:39:52,390 --> 00:39:54,827 [sniffles] We were both so in debt. 830 00:39:54,914 --> 00:39:56,524 [chuckles] 831 00:39:56,611 --> 00:39:58,308 'Struggling with our jobs' 832 00:39:58,396 --> 00:40:02,182 and...all I could think was.. 833 00:40:05,228 --> 00:40:07,230 Babe, we'd.. 834 00:40:11,409 --> 00:40:13,280 ...we'd already made it. 835 00:40:14,194 --> 00:40:15,369 [flatlining] 836 00:40:18,372 --> 00:40:20,766 [dramatic music] 837 00:40:36,782 --> 00:40:39,175 [seagulls squawking] 838 00:40:47,314 --> 00:40:49,359 [Paul Westerberg singing "Good Day"] 839 00:40:52,798 --> 00:40:54,756 ♪ Good day ♪ 840 00:40:57,150 --> 00:41:00,762 ♪ Doesn't have to be a Friday ♪ 841 00:41:04,374 --> 00:41:07,943 ♪ Doesn't need to be your birthday ♪ 842 00:41:11,207 --> 00:41:14,907 ♪ The next one then you won't survive ♪ 843 00:41:22,044 --> 00:41:26,484 ♪ Sing along hold my life ♪ 844 00:41:27,746 --> 00:41:29,965 ♪ A good day ♪ 845 00:41:32,185 --> 00:41:36,145 ♪ Is any day that you're alive ♪ 846 00:41:41,586 --> 00:41:44,545 ♪ Yes a good day ♪ 847 00:41:46,721 --> 00:41:50,856 ♪ Is any day that you're alive ♪ 848 00:41:52,901 --> 00:41:55,861 ♪ Asked me ♪ 849 00:41:57,471 --> 00:42:01,606 ♪ Mm you had to ask me ♪ 850 00:42:04,870 --> 00:42:09,352 ♪ In your dreams you tell me ♪ 851 00:42:11,659 --> 00:42:16,011 ♪ Tell them only you were tired ♪ 852 00:42:22,757 --> 00:42:27,283 ♪ Sing along hold my life ♪ 853 00:42:28,720 --> 00:42:31,592 ♪ A good day ♪ 854 00:42:33,594 --> 00:42:37,642 ♪ Is any day that you're alive ♪ 855 00:42:42,690 --> 00:42:45,563 ♪ Yeah a good day ♪ 856 00:42:47,652 --> 00:42:51,960 ♪ Is any day that you're alive ♪ 857 00:42:54,006 --> 00:42:56,878 [instrumental music] 858 00:43:20,423 --> 00:43:25,603 ♪ Hold my life one last time ♪ 859 00:43:29,302 --> 00:43:31,347 ♪ A good day ♪ 860 00:43:33,959 --> 00:43:38,180 ♪ Is any day that you're alive ♪ 861 00:43:41,053 --> 00:43:44,230 ♪ Its any day that you're alive ♪♪ 862 00:43:46,928 --> 00:43:49,235 [theme music]55248

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