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[♪♪♪]

[dawn] it had all happened so fast...

My discovering the truth about my kidnapping,

And confronting grandmother cutler

With the lies.

She arranged for me to go

To the bernhardt school of the performing arts,

To do what I have always dreamt of...

Train to be a singer.

Even though I no longer believed in fairy tales,

I was really here...

I was in new york city.

[knocking]

Hi.

I'm dawn cutler.

Oh!

I'm agnes morris.

It's a pleasure.

What, no luggage?

Oh, I-I left it on the sidewalk.

I wanted to make sure this was the right house.

Honey! This is new york.

If you left it on the sidewalk, it'll be gone in 30 seconds.

Yes!

[♪♪♪]

And you'll have complete use of the house.

That is, if you can be respectful

Of people's privacy and property.

Sit down.

I hope you realize

That I only let these rooms

To students of the bernhardt school of the arts?

Oh, isn't that divine?

Yeah, I played juliet...

Off-broadway in '46.

[inhales grandly]

"my bounty is as boundless as the sea..."

[deep breath]

"My love...

As deep."

Bravo!

Oh! [chuckling]

Actually, it's "brava" when the thespian is a female.

Now, I want you to know

That I got a letter from your grandmother, lillian,

And she told me how much difficulty you have

Dealing with other people.

But that isn't true.

Well, I certainly hope it's not,

But nevertheless, "lill" recommended

That I put you on house probation,

And if you act out,

I will send you back to cutler's cove,

To your grandmother.

"probation"? What does...

Now, one other thing...

The girl that you're going to be sharing a room with

Is a very, very talented young dancer,

And if you do anything to upset her...

Any way, shape, or form...

I assure you

That you're gonna be the one

Asked to leave this house, missy.

I won't be any trouble.

I promise.

[♪♪♪]

[footsteps approaching]

[humming]

[♪♪♪]

That, I'll have you know,

Took me nearly a month to perfect.

You nailed it.

Come sit!

What's your name?

[taken aback] dawn.

Well, "dawn,"

You're going to tell me

Every single thing about yourself!

I'm trisha.

I'm a spoiled daddy's girl from upstate new york.

I like james taylor, gordon lightfoot...

Oh, and led zeppelin!

Who are you into?

Uh...

I don't know.

They're... All of them are pretty great.

Have you seen any good movies lately?

Uh, I... I've never...

Holy crap... Have you seen the exorcist?

- No. - [gasps]

I'll see it again just to watch your face!

Actually, um...

The truth is,

I've never been to the movies.

Well, how is that even possible?

Okay, well, what kind of tv shows do you like?

[bashfully] I've never had a tv.

Holy moly!

What are you, amish? [laughs]

I mean, you do know what electricity is, though, right?

[trisha laughs]

[stops laughing]

Oh, my god, dawn.

I'm so sorry. I was just joking around.

I just never met anybody who might be amish and never had...

No! No, no, no. Trisha, it's okay.

I'm sorry.

You didn't do anything wrong, it's just...

I wasn't expecting you to be so nice.

[chuckles softly]

Well, reserve judgment.

You haven't seen me on the subway during rush hour.

You'd think I only knew one word.

[laughs]

Be happy.

You're in a good school with the grooviest people.

I am.

I just...

I haven't had much reason to be happy for a while.

Oh, I'll tell you all about it once you get to know me better.

Well, telling me about it

Is how I'll get to know you better.

It's just...

Really heavy stuff.

Broad strokes, baby.

I'm a non-judger.

[sighing] um...

When I was a baby, I was...

Kidnapped.

Continue.

[♪♪♪]

[{trisha] okay, so,

That is the art building.

That's where all the painting studios are,

But over here is the music building.

That's where your piano class is.

Who's your teacher?

Um... Madam steichen?

Oh, no. [chuckles]

Talk about a hard-ass.

Whatever you do,

Don't look her directly in the eyes.

She'll crack your knuckles with a yardstick

Until they bleed.

[laughs] you are so easy to play with!

[laughs] no, she's stern, but she's cool.

Oh, hey! There's some people I want to introduce you to.

Guys, this is dawn.

She's the best person in the world,

So be friends with her. Dawn...

This is carrie and steve.

- [overlapping] hey. - The worst people in the world.

["reached the top" by alex wilson playing]

Oh, turn it up! I love this song!

♪ No matter pride or stormy weather ♪

♪ well, it's nice to hear that you think like that... ♪

Sister!

Come on, dawn. Get into it!

You're a bohemian now.

♪ ...Every time I see you

♪ when you're near me

♪ I remember what we got

♪ I mean it, baby

♪ don't forget it

♪ 'cause with you I've reached the top ♪

[agnes] dawn!

Yes, agnes?

[drawling] well, it's 9:00 at night.

Can you explain yourself?

Explain? I was at school.

I stayed late to work with my piano teacher.

Why are you talking like that?

Because I am auditionin' for streetcar,

So I have to stay in character,

'cause I am a woman of the world, young lady.

Now, why don't you tell me where you really were?

Just where I said I was, agnes.

"blanche".

"blanche". Okay, yeah.

Is there some problem?

Well, you know that I am accountable to your grandmother.

I can't have you comin' and goin'

All hours of the day and night,

With god knows who, god knows when,

Doing god knows what...

So, I have created

A sign-out sheet

Exclusively for you,

So I can track your comin's and goin's.

Is that clear?

[trisha, stunned] what?

We have never had a sign-in sheet!

Oh, no, it's just for me.

My grandmother wrote agnes

A letter with specific instructions.

She's going to keep her grip on me,

Even from five states away.

So, what else did she say in this letter?

I don't know. Agnes didn't show me.

Well, you know what we have to do, dawn.

Next time agnes leaves the house,

We'll just have to steal the letter

And see what else is in it.

[girl shrieking]

[girl] oh, I'm so excited. I hope I get in.

Hey. What's going on?

Michael sutton's gonna be teaching in the fall semester!

Oh, uh...

Who's he?

You want to be a singer

And you've never heard of michael sutton?

He's in, like, every hit show on broadway!

[chuckles]

Not too hard to look at...

Right?

[♪♪♪]

[agnes] well, I saw him

In light of love,

And if I tell you, he was absolutely...

[smooch] Magnifique!

I'd study under michael sutton, but I can't sing.

Hell, I'd do anything under him.

Trish, you know I don't like that kind of talk in this house.

Oh, I don't think

There'll be a whole lot of talking, agnes.

Okay.

I've got to dash.

We're gonna go to the theatre

To see the most thrilling play of the season.

I'll tell you both about it when I get back.

Have fun, agnes!

We'll see you later.

[agnes] ta-ta!

- ♪ ta-ta! - Bye.

[♪♪♪]

Let's go.

[♪♪♪]

[trish] yup. It smells like agnes.

[coughs]

I can still smell agnes' perfume

Even though she's not here.

[coughs]

[gasps]

I remember this girl.

She came home too late one night.

We all wondered what happened to her.

Look at all these posters.

She starred in a lot of broadway shows.

Mm!

Oh, ooh!

Found it!

What's it say?

Ah, dut-dut-dut!

Okay. Blah-di-blah-di-blah...

"very grateful..." dah-dah-dah.

Bunch of nothin'.

Oh, here we go!

"as for the character of my granddaughter,

It is not without promise,

But be aware

That in all the years under my tutelage,

She's shown herself to be a rebellious,

And even promiscuous, troublemaker."

Dawn, you bad-ass!

Not a word of that is true!

All my years under her tutelage?

I only met the woman four-and-a-half months ago!

Boy, she is not at a loss for adjectives.

I just don't get why she hates me so much.

Well, for what it's worth,

I don't buy anything she says in there.

She's hated me since I was born,

And ever since I was sent home,

She's hated me even more.

I have tried with her, trisha.

Hey, dawn. Listen.

To hell with that old broad.

Become a famous singer.

You do that,

And every time she reads your name,

It'll be like she's drinking poison.

Hmm?

So, anyways,

One of agnes' legs is shorter than the other.

I can't believe you found that out...

- [laughter] - Like that.

[laughing continues]

I don't know how I find these things out.

I just picture...

[music begins to play]

♪ ohh...

♪ baby

♪ the world keeps turning around ♪

♪ the world's not stopping now

♪ I'm coming around to this feeling ♪

♪ coming around to this feeling ♪

♪ coming around

♪ and I'm not coming down

♪ coming down

[clara jean] hey, sis?

[dawn gasps]

Clara jean?

- What are you doing here? - [music shuts off]

We're taking a family cruise out of the port up here.

A cruise?

Are... aren't you in school right now?

[scoffs] we're cutlers.

We do what we want.

Anyway...

Mommy and daddy thought it would be nice

To take the whole family out to a fancy dinner,

And I guess that includes you.

They're... Here?

Yeah.

They're waiting out in the limo.

- [dawn sighs] - so...

How are you liking your new lame-o school?

[fuming sigh]

Dawn...

Who is this ridiculously charming girl?

Oh, um...

Guys, this is my sister, clara jean cutler.

Oh!

The famous clara jean.

You know,

Dawn has told me every single thing

- About you. - Oh, yeah?

And I suppose that makes you special or something?

Listen, clara jean...

You know, dawn's doing better than any of us.

So, where do you go to school... Clara jean?

I happen to attend emerson peabody.

Oh, no, you know what?

I think I have heard of that.

Talk about not lame! [chuckles dryly]

Dawn tells me you're in glee club there?

Choir.

You can't be as good as dawn, though.

[chuckles bitterly] how the hell would you know?

It's just that dawn

Goes to the exclusive bernhardt school for the arts.

I don't know, I could be wrong.

Do you sing anywhere other than school choir?

Anywhere that matters?

[dawn chuckles, stunned]

Try to find something decent to wear.

We'll be waiting outside...

In the limo.

- [door shuts] - [laughter erupts]

Trisha!

[laughter continues]

[piano instrumental plays in background]

[indistinct chatter]

This city is much dirtier than I remember it.

Yeah, in some places, but you get used to it.

Gee, dawn...

You're so cosmopolitan.

Don't pay any attention to her, dawn.

Have you seen anything on broadway yet?

How's sissy doing?

I wrote her a letter, but I haven't heard back yet.

Ah, yes, sissy.

Well, um...

She had to be let go, I'm afraid.

[dawn] what?

Your grandmother felt her work had become...

Subpar.

She did it out of spite!

You have to hire her back.

Sissy was the only damn friend I had there,

And look, if... if grandmother has an issue with it,

You can remind her that I know

Some dirty little secrets about our family

That she'd like to remain that way.

Oh, my goodness.

I really must ask you to stop this, dawn.

What secrets?

Careful, philip.

If I tell one, I might tell them all.

Your grandmother's decisions are final, dawn,

And she's been a bit frail lately.

[clara jean] you're so full of it, dawn.

You don't know any secrets.

I don't know every secret, that's true.

- [bangs table] - I might have known

We couldn't share a simple, pleasant family dinner

Together.

[♪♪♪]

[door opens]

Did you think I would just forget, mother?

You and grandmother are a lot alike.

[chuckles coolly]

I don't think lillian and I are the least bit alike.

Well, you both do like your secrets.

I mean,

She's furious that I know randolph isn't my real father.

Hell, I-I pretty much blackmailed her

Into sending me away,

Just to keep my mouth shut.

Lillian'll do anything

To keep the cutler name scandal-free.

That's not you, too?

My god.

Why can't we just be normal people,

Sharing normal pleasantries?

Because this family is pretty damn far from normal.

You're right, dawn.

Thank you for correcting me.

We're not normal.

We're cutlers.

Stop and think about

The privileges that name has given you.

[scoffs quietly] privileges?

You think

I wouldn't give the cutler name up in a second

If I could return to my family that raised me?

That loved me?

I mean, my god!

I have a cutler grandmother who arranged my kidnapping

And a cutler mother who let her do it,

And I have a cutler brother who...

[breath shakes]

I-I won't tell randolph,

If that's what you're worried about.

Just tell me my father's name.

I will not!

That man was evil!

His name should be blotted out. Do you understand?

I will never utter it.

[takes a shaky, deep breath, then sighs]

[♪♪♪]

Hey, beautiful!

[chuckling]

Jimmy? Oh!

Are you really here?

I think so.

[laughs]

Oh, my...

[jimmy] you know, it's funny.

A few months ago,

I'm running away from foster care

And everyone's crazy to get me back in there,

But the minute I turned 18,

They couldn't get me out of there soon enough.

[laughs] this is perfect.

There's nothing that can keep us apart anymore.

You can get a job right here in the city.

We'll find you a place to live...

Near school, so I can see you all the time.

I'm only here for two days.

What do you mean?

Why?

I joined the army.

[words catch]

I'm heading to bootcamp tomorrow.

I just couldn't go back without trying to find you again.

Tell me you're joking.

But I'm a foster kid who didn't finish high school.

What's my future, if I stay here?

I don't care. I-I don't want you to go.

I'll learn a trade in the army, okay?

And I-I'll come back,

I'll be able to get married, take care of a family...

Dawn?

[♪♪♪]

Thank you.

Dawn, just give me one second.

Think about it, dawn.

Everything's good.

You're here, set up with this great school,

And I finally have control over my life.

Think of it... As if I'm going to college.

Yeah.

College where they shoot at you.

[♪♪♪]

The war is over, dawn.

[♪♪♪]

You'd better be safe.

I'll see you tomorrow.

[cab engine starts]

[♪♪♪]

I know, it's the worst.

I've been there.

How come you never told me about this guy?

I didn't even know you had a boyfriend.

He's not really my boyfriend.

Well, if he's not your boyfriend, then...?

He's my brother.

I-I mean, he was my brother.

He's not anymore.

Okay... I'll bite.

When was he your brother, and when was he not?

Hey, you know that you can trust me,

And I can see that you need to tell someone.

[groans] ah.

Okay.

[sighs] ah.

Okay, you're...

You're gonna think I'm a freak, but...

I told you about the cutlers,

But I haven't told you about the family I grew up with.

[♪♪♪]

Hey!

Make me run in heels.

- Hi. - Big day!

I'm coming with you.

It's just an audition, trisha.

You don't need to hold my hand.

I'm not going for you, sister.

I'm going for mr. Sutton.

I'm auditioning, too.

But... You don't sing.

Oh, hell, I suck,

But how many people can say

That they auditioned for the famous mr. Sutton?

[they laugh, then stop]

[♪♪♪]

I appreciate how many of you have come out.

I only wish I was able to accept all of you.

Unfortunately...

There's only 12 spaces.

Any more than that,

And I'd be cheating those of you I am able to accept.

Is it just me, or is he insanely good-looking?

[trish] I think if he knows you feel like that,

It'll only better your chances, dawn.

Let's tell him. You wanna?

I will kill you. I will kill you.

[loudly] mr. Sutton?

Yes, miss...?

Trisha kramer.

Um, let's say I'm extra good...

Would you consider private lessons?

Hmm...

Let's see how today goes.

How about you?

What's your name?

Dawn cutler.

And what will you be performing?

I-I was planning on singing "amazing grace".

What key?

I'd prefer to sing it a cappella.

Brave.

[blows air]

♪ amazing grace

♪ how sweet

♪ the sound

♪ that saved

♪ a wretch

♪ like me-e-e-e

♪ I once was lost

♪ but now am found

♪ was blind

♪ but now

♪ I see

[applauding]

[♪♪♪]

You, sir.

And you... And you.

Please step forward.

The three of you were very good.

However, the remaining students behind you

Will be my class this semester.

[♪♪♪]

[exhales deeply]

[dawn] enough already.

No!

I saw the look in your eye.

You want to take a ride... A bumpy ride...

On the sutton bus!

- Ew, no! - Dawn.

Oh, my god.

For a second, I didn't recognize you!

Ahem.

Dawn, you wanna introduce us?

Oh!

Yeah. Jimmy, this is trisha,

My best friend in the entire world.

Trisha, this is, uh,

Jimmy, my... Uh...

Just jimmy.

[chuckling]

[aside] smooth, dawn.

We've got one more night.

[dawn] wow...

The army pays well, huh?

Ah, I save my money.

[shuts door]

What else am I going to spend it on?

[dawn laughs]

I just can't get over

How handsome you look in this uniform.

I can't get over how beautiful you look...

Always.

Mm.

Do you really have to ship out tomorrow?

Can't you just, like... Go a.W.O.L.?

I wish.

I'm sorry for the short visit,

However, I just thought I should see you before I go.

Wait, just... just hold on.

Hey, jimmy, no.

Not again!

Remember, I'm not your sister.

Listen, dawn, really.

I'm going away

And you're going to this new school

With a ton of new people,

And I don't want you to resent me if...

If what?

You know, like...

If some other guy comes along?

Yeah, well...

Jimmy, no!

Obviously, I don't want that...

But...

I also know that you have a life to live.

And when I get back,

If you feel the same, then...

You can choose me then.

I choose you now.

This would be a whole lot different

If I wasn't shipping out tomorrow.

I know some things are worth waiting for.

I think you're...

Probably right.

Damn it!

I'm scared about you shipping overseas.

It's only europe.

You'd better write me.

[laughs]

Come here.

[♪♪♪]

[smooch]

Jimmy, wake up!

Hmm?

[exhales deeply]

I'm in big trouble.

[sighs]

Do you want me to go in with you?

No! That'd be worse. I'll just...

Try and tell her what happened.

Wait. Before I forget.

I saw this and I thought of you.

I meant to give it to you earlier, but...

[music box plays "happiness starts with a smile"]

[♪♪♪]

Thank you.

Should I bother trying to explain?

Explain what?

That you were out until three in the morning

With your "brother"?

He's not my brother.

Wait a minute.

How did you...?

You know, I don't know what is acceptable

In virginia,

But I can tell you, up here,

People still frown on stuff like that.

Okay.

I guess the walls have ears in this house.

Look. Nothing happened.

We just fell asleep.

Yeah, that's usually what happens afterwards.

Listen to me.

If anything like this happens again, young lady,

I am going to send you home to your grandmother.

[music box plays "happiness starts with a smile"]

[♪♪♪]

Well, that's sweet.

I hope I didn't interrupt any deep thoughts.

Not at all.

I've been thinking about you.

- Really? - Yes!

You're a raw talent I don't come across.

Wow.

I mean, coming from you.

There's an innocence about your voice

That so many singers try to fake,

But yours is...

Open...

And pure.

Does that make sense to you?

Yeah, I... I think so.

Well...

I didn't mean to interrupt.

I'll see you in class.

You-you weren't interrupting anything important.

You know...

I do have an hour to kill before my next appointment.

Grab a coffee?

Talk about that voice of yours?

I'm sorry! I'm gushing about you again, aren't I?

You're just so unexpected.

This is unexpected to me.

Well, get used to it,

Because I think I found my star pupil.

[laughs] I'll do my best.

What's important

Is that you find your passion,

And I can help you do that,

If you'll let me.

I-I would love that, mr. Sutton.

Please, "michael".

[chuckles] michael.

You know,

I'm heading to an opening tonight in the village,

At willowdale gallery.

It's supposed to be amazing.

I think you should come.

I'd be thrilled to.

Perfect.

8:00 p.M.

And... Speaking of time,

I have to run.

Dawn...

I will see you tonight.

[♪♪♪]

I don't know.

Maybe the other one?

Nope. This is the dress.

If I was going on a date with michael sutton,

I'd be wearing this.

I'm not gonna tell you again, trisha.

It's not a "date".

I love jimmy.

I don't know, dawn.

I've been on a date or two, and this checks all the boxes.

Sorry to disappoint.

Tonight's event is merely

An intellectual endeavor between artists.

Uh-huh.

[background music plays, indistinct]

[♪♪♪]

[indistinct chattering]

Oh! You made it!

Amazing! Whatever you do,

Don't leave without seeing his surrealist landscapes.

Hello! How are you?

This... Is fantastic.

Am I right...

Am I right?

[dawn grumbling]

[dawn blows a raspberry]

Well, something uncool happened.

Oh, my god, trisha.

I'm the idiot of the universe.

So, you were right?

- It wasn't a date? - I don't know.

Do guys usually bring other girls here

On dates in the big city?

In paris, I'm sure they do,

And in certain parts of utah, of course.

I was so humiliated!

I just stood there.

This didn't happen to end up in his face, did it?

I was halfway home

Before I realized I was even still holding the damn thing.

[laughs]

Well, we will keep it as a souvenir

To always remember your magical night.

[groaning] mm. No!

[laughter]

[♪♪♪]

Hi!

Oh, hi.

Did you enjoy the opening the other night?

Yes. It... it was terrific.

Great.

Well, it's our first one-on-one.

Are you ready?

Yeah, most... most definitely.

Let's start with some breathing exercises, okay?

Okay.

Can... do you mind if I show you?

'cause it-it comes... It comes from here, right?

Let's do it together.

[deep breath]

[together] ♪ you can always have hope that ♪

♪ I will be waiting through miles ♪

♪ and loving through days yet to come ♪

♪ and to go

♪ evermore

♪ you can take every word

♪ that's ever been spoken

♪ as proof that we'll never be broken ♪

♪ we've made it somehow

♪ to evermore

[♪♪♪]

I'm sorry.

That one always gets me,

And onstage, it ends with a kiss,

So it just... it came naturally.

No, that's okay.

I'm having a little get-together

At my house tonight

With some really interesting people.

You think you want to join us?

I definitely would.

I'll write down my address.

Bear in mind, um...

School has rules,

And they probably wouldn't approve of me

Inviting a student to a cocktail party...

And by "probably," I mean definitely.

They won't hear it from me.

Then...

[whispers dramatically] Tell no one.

[both laughing]

[trish] and?

You have to give me more than that, for god's sake.

His name is alan, and... What?

Uh, I don't know.

He's just really sweet.

And you met him at the luncheonette?

Yeah. We just struck up a conversation.

He's a little older. About...

30, I'd guess.

30?

Okay, well, he's absolutely married.

Okay, look, I... Maybe he's on the level,

But I'm just saying... A man in his early-30s

Invites you to his apartment

Just to "listen to music"?

It's just a cocktail party,

And I love jimmy, but...

My whole world has changed since I came to new york,

And I really feel like

I'm finally where I'm supposed to be.

For the first time in my life,

I'm excited about whatever's coming next.

And jimmy understands.

He told me before he left.

I'm just looking out for my girl, that's all.

Just keep your eyes open...

And nothin' else.

[trish laughing]

[knocking]

Ah!

Dawn! Come in!

Hi!

You look lovely.

Thank you!

Please.

Wow. Your apartment is amazing.

Thank you.

Am-am I the first one to arrive?

Oh, my friends try to outdo themselves

With who's most fashionably late.

[dawn chuckles]

They'll be in soon enough.

[jazzy instrumental playing on stereo]

Wine?

Thanks.

Well...

[exhales deeply]

To the arts.

[clinking]

So...

Tell me the story

Of dawn cutler.

[laughs] oh, I...

I don't think you want to hear

Such a sad story before a party.

[laughs nervously]

Okay.

[sets glass down]

Dawn...

I want you to do something for me.

Even if it scares the hell out of you,

I want you to do it.

What, uh...

What do you want me to do?

I want you to tell me

The worst thing that's ever happened to you.

If you want to be a singer who matters,

If you want to move people,

You have to be honest with yourself.

You have to be... Naked!

Or else it's just... Notes in the air.

[exhales deeply]

I was kidnapped.

Oh, god.

No, that's not the bad part.

The bad part is that...

The family that I loved was torn apart...

And I was sent to live

With the worst people in the world.

It's okay.

The past is over.

I want to help bring you back to a place of love.

[♪♪♪]

Wait.

What about your friends? Won't they be here any minute?

Um...

I have to confess something, too.

When you accepted my invitation, I told them not to come.

I wanted you all to myself.

Is that selfish?

No.

You...

Are almost

Too perfect.

I only wish

You could keep your innocence forever.

But that's not how life goes.

There's no greater ecstasy

Than two artists

Making love...

And...

You can't sing about that ultimate moment of love,

If you haven't experienced it...

But you have to be ready.

And...

I just don't know...

I don't know if you are.

Michael...

I'm ready for it.

[♪♪♪]

[door opens and closes]

[inhaling groggily]

Dawn?

Hi.

Hi!

Okay. Dish.

We just talked and...

Listened to records.

[snorts] ha!

Yeah, right.

Okay.

Maybe we kissed a little.

Mm-hmm?

And let me tell you...

Alvin knows how to kiss a girl.

[chuckles]

[concerned] alvin?

I thought his name was alan.

Did I say alvin?

[laughs] no, no, no.

He's definitely not a chipmunk.

Hmm.

What?

No, I'm just... I'm just saying

That I think you should keep an eye on this guy.

I mean, we're talking about a man in his 30s

And you're still sweet 17.

Hey.

Guys will say anything to get what they want.

I really like this guy.

You know, I...

I could see myself really falling for him.

Hey, I'm on your side.

You don't need to make excuses for me.

Maybe my future doesn't have to be tied to my past.

[♪♪♪]

[jimmy] "dear dawn,

I know the pillow's kind of corny,

But I saw it, and pictured you

Holding it at night when you're sleeping,

Since I can't be there...

I miss you every day.

Love, jimmy"

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[knocking at door]

- There she is! - Hello!

Mm.

Welcome... To my ho-ho-home.

Oh, my goodness, michael.

The tree, it looks beautiful!

Oh.

I wish you would have had me come over

And help with all this.

It would've been fun.

I wanted it to be a surprise.

And...

Speaking of surprises.

Michael...

You did not get me all of these gifts.

And you can't open any of them until christmas morning.

Except...

For these two.

Open the little one first.

[♪♪♪]

[clasp opens]

Michael...

I love it.

Thank you.

Let's see here.

Here we go.

[♪♪♪]

I love it so much.

One more.

[chuckling]

[♪♪♪]

Yeah?

Is this gift for me or for you?

Don't be ridiculous.

It's not my size.

[laughing]

Michael, this is really skimpy.

If you come out...

I promise you an even bigger surprise.

[bead curtain clatters]

Wow.

[exhaling deeply]

So, uh...

What's this surprise?

I just landed the lead

In the new fosse musical.

Michael, that's terrific!

Oh... It gets better.

I think I can get you a part in it.

Come on. You...

You can't be serious.

Hmm?

No. That's too much to hope for.

A broadway show?

Together?

Uh, the lunts managed it.

The barrymores...

Sonny and cher.

That's a little different, don't you think?

Why?

They were all out of school.

And married.

Come here.

We have been one soul

For months.

I'd say it's time we make it official.

Official?

Do you, michael sutton,

Take this

Beautiful young singer?

I do.

And do you,

Dawn cutler,

Take this

Handsome,

Young man?

I do.

There's nothing left...

But the honeymoon.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[retching]

[knocking]

Dawn?

Do you need me?

I'm okay.

I'm coming in anyway.

[flushing]

[door closes]

This has been every morning for the past three days.

[sighing]

You don't have the flu.

I know.

I missed my period.

I think it's time you told alan.

[♪♪♪]

Dawn? What're you doing here?

I...

There's something I wanted to talk to you about.

I-I'm in a real rush.

Let's say, uh, after six?

Michael,

I'm pregnant.

Oh, god.

Hey, look at me.

Tell me you're not playing a trick on me.

That's the best news ever.

You thought I'd be upset, didn't you?

You're really not?

I-I was sure you'd flip out.

You're having my child! Our child!

How could I be anything but over the moon?

Come here.

Sit down.

You can calm down now.

I was so nervous.

Oh, my god. You have no idea.

When school ends,

You'll come and live with me.

If... if you want to.

[laughing]

Hey...

When the world needs to know, we'll announce it together.

I really have to go.

I'll get you a cab?

[exhales deeply]

Careful.

You know what?

I think we should get married... Before the baby comes.

Before you even start showing.

Why raise eyebrows, right?

Michael, I can't wait to marry you.

I love you, michael.

I love you, too.

♪ We'll build up a lifetime... ♪

- Okay, see you soon. - Okay.

Okay.

All right.

♪ ...Let time steal away every moment ♪

♪ right up to the last

♪ evermore...

♪ evermore

♪ you can always have hope

- Hey. - Hey. I came to ruin your day.

Not possible.

Well, it's a good thing

That you have alan to brighten your day,

Because word is spreading around campus

That mr. Wonderful is taking a hike.

Mr. Wonderful?

Mm, michael sutton.

He got some play in England and left everyone in the lurch.

Ugh. What a creep.

The play's not in England.

It's gonna be on broadway.

Well, I don't know what to tell ya.

[chuckles]

He's gone now.

No.

No, no, no. That...

That can't be right.

No, he...

[banging]

What can I do for you, miss?

Yeah, um...

I-I'm looking for michael sutton.

Oh, michael. Yes.

Well, michael's gone back to England.

No. That can't...

He lives here.

You can't just come barging in...

This is his apartment! This is his furniture.

Excuse me, this is all my furniture.

I sublet the apartment to michael.

He...

Couldn't.

Hey, miss.

Look, I drove michael to the airport myself.

Uh, he's...

He's probably halfway across the atlantic by now.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[michael calling out] dawn!

You really didn't think I'd go anywhere without you?

[♪♪♪]

[horn blaring]

[crashing]

[heart monitor beeping]

Dawn?

Dawn...

Hey.

Do you know who I am?

Trisha...

What's going on?

You've been in an accident.

Yeah, but it's okay.

Nothing's broken,

And the baby's doing fine.

[doctor] you've been here for a few days,

But your friend is right.

You got a nasty blow to your head, though.

You got hit by a car,

But it just sideswiped you.

Michael.

Is that the last thing you remember?

Hey, could you give us a minute?

- Of course. - Thank you.

[heart monitor beeping]

Hey! Dawn.

You're okay. You're okay.

[dawn sobs]

Trisha, I'm so stupid. I should've listened to you.

Trisha...

There's no alan.

It was always michael sutton.

It's his baby.

[dawn weeps]

Why didn't you tell me?

Michael swore me to secrecy.

[gasps]

God! Of course, he did. I'm such an idiot!

Hey, dawn.

- It's okay. - No.

It's gonna be okay.

- No... - It's okay.

It's okay.

It's all going to be okay.

[♪♪♪]

[click]

What are you doing here?

I can't say I'm surprised

To find you in your current condition.

I assume you know who the father is?

I know who he is.

A fellow student?

A random encounter?

It doesn't matter. He's gone.

[sighing heavily]

Not a surprise.

I should tell you,

I have withdrawn you from school.

I can't have a cutler walking around

As an unwed mother-to-be.

So, once you're released from here,

I'm sending you to the meadows.

What's "the meadows"?

The meadows is my childhood home.

It's a beautiful estate in lynchburg, virginia,

And my sisters,

Charlotte and emily,

Still live there.

Emily is a midwife.

And if I refuse?

Obviously, you're not going back to cutler's cove,

So I don't see many other options for you.

You'll be taken care of,

Better than you'll be taken care of anywhere else,

And you'll be able to have your bastard there.

[chuckling smugly]

And then... well...

We'll cross that bridge when we come to it.

You can't make me go anywhere.

I guess you forgot that I still know your secrets.

If you're dumb enough to wag your tongue,

You will get good suffering.

When you're released from this hospital,

You can either go to the meadows...

Or to the street.

That choice

Is yours.

I pity you.

Your life has been so miserable and so unhappy

That your only joy

Is to make others feel that way, too.

I know what life has in store

For you.

You save your pity for yourself.

[♪♪♪]

- [phone line rings] - miss cutler?

The car to the airport is here.

I'm trying to get a hold of my friend, trisha,

But she's not picking up.

She doesn't know where I'm going,

But I'm sure she'll try to come visit me again.

So...

Can you just please give her this note if she does?

I beg you.

Of course.

[♪♪♪]

[luther] you can call me luther.

I work for miss emily.

[dawn] are you sure

This is where grandma cutler asked you to bring me?

[luther] this is it here. The meadows.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[doorknocker clapping]

[door creaks]

You're dawn.

I'm emily booth.

You are to address me as "miss emily".

Understood?

Follow me.

[dawn] may I please use your phone?

[emily] we have no telephone.

We live humble lives at the meadows.

We get along just fine without electricity as well.

Creature comforts lead to sloth.

[creaking]

You'll be staying here.

You'll wear this for the duration of your stay.

The clothes you brought with you will have to be purified.

Now, let me feel your belly.

I'm sorry, but why?

I'm a midwife

And I'll be the one seeing to your child's birth,

Which, by the way, you can expect to be difficult.

[darkly] this child was conceived in sin.

You don't even know me.

I expect lillian told you our other sister, charlotte,

Also lives in this house.

You are not to have any contact with her

If I'm not present.

[menacingly] is that clear?

Yes.

You want to sleep now.

We're up with the sun here.

[door creaks and thuds]

[♪♪♪]

[rattling]

[gasping]

Who are you?

[hushed] women like us

Deserve our punishment.

[panting]

Are you charlotte?

[snaps] charlotte needs to stay away from you!

[softly] but I had to warn you

That your baby's gonna be born with pointy ears...

Just like mine was.

Okay...

Thanks.

[♪♪♪]

[shaking rattle]

[♪♪♪]

[door thuds]

[dawn] it has a strange taste.

Nothing strange about it.

It's vinegar.

In oatmeal?

In everything.

I put vinegar in all our food

To remind us of the bitterness we must endure

For the sins of our fathers.

You get used to it.

You'll begin with the floors.

Once you're done, you can polish the silver,

Then start on the windows.

So, I'm a full-time servant?

It's idle time

That put you in the state you're in!

I suggest you get to work.

Luther? Wait a minute.

Can you do me a huge favor and drive me into town?

I need to make a call.

I ain't goin' that way.

Okay, what about tomorrow?

Look, I said I ain't goin' that way.

Luther, it's extremely important

That I get in touch with a friend of mine.

Listen, I just do what miss emily tells me to do.

You understand?

[emily] we are blessed

To have such a vile sinner in our midst,

To remind us

Of the price of wanton hedonism!

- [claps bible shut] - it's humility

That leads us to the will of god!

[overlapping] amen.

[darkly] you cannot hide your shame.

Repent, you sinner!

[quietly] I repent.

- Louder! - I repent.

- Louder! [thump] - I repent.

- Again! - I repent.

Louder! [thump] again!

- I repent. - Louder!

- I repent. I repent. - [thump]

I repent...

[thumping]

[gasps and winces]

[groans and cries out]

[groaning]

[emily, snapping] what's this noise?

Miss emily, I'm... I'm having terrible cramps.

[groans]

I'm worried about the baby.

No.

Something feels wrong.

What if my baby's dying?

If it dies, it dies.

Less wickedness in the world is a benefit to us all.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[emily, enraged] where did you think you were going?

We're miles from town!

To think you could reach there in your condition,

In this weather?

[weakly] it was worth the risk.

Oh, was it?

You could easily heave died out there!

There are worse things.

[♪♪♪]

"eugenia"?

[♪♪♪]

[humming "frère jacques"]

Charlotte...?

[charlotte continues to hum to tune of "frère jacques"]

Charlotte?

[emily] charlotte!

I hear you singing!

Get out of that room!

[creaking]

[rainstorm rages]

[♪♪♪]

[clattering]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[wind whooshes]

[♪♪♪]

What are you doing here?

You've no business in this room!

You know you're not allowed on this side of the house!

This was a nursery for charlotte's baby, wasn't it?

What happened to it?

Like charlotte said...

The child was the devil's spawn.

Took a single breath and promptly died.

We prayed over it then sent it back to satan!

You've been trying to cause a miscarriage,

Haven't you?

You think my baby is evil,

So you starve me and overwork me

And hope the baby won't survive it!

If it lives...

It's by god's will,

Not mine!

[♪♪♪]

[splashing]

[breath shaking with fear]

Help!

Someone help!

[dawn groaning]

[emily] leave us!

You're contracting.

Now we'll see if you're strong enough

To bear the burden of your guilt.

[groaning and crying out]

The birth is breach.

If you want it to live,

You'd better pray harder

Than you have in your whole life.

[dawn cries out]

[screaming in pain]

[gasps as dawn cries out]

[dawn screaming and crying]

[groaning]

[♪♪♪]

[groaning]

[whispers] he loves you, christie.

[crying]

I'll take her to the nursery.

No!

You're not taking christie to that horrible place.

Not there.

I had another room cleaned in preparation.

If you roll over on it in your sleep,

You could kill it.

[crying]

[♪♪♪]

Emily says to drink this.

Get your strength back.

Where's my baby?

Emily will be coming right along.

Go on, drink it.

That's it.

Good girl.

Charlotte?

I came across a picture

With emily and lillian, and another girl...

In a wheelchair.

Her name was eugenia?

Oh, yeah.

Poor eugenia.

She was our sister, too.

She died of the smallpox before I come along.

They named me eugenia...

When I was born.

Oh, I like "dawn" much better for you.

[door opening]

Where is she?

Where is my baby?

The child was born too small,

Therefore it wasn't supposed to be born at all.

I've made arrangements for you to leave tomorrow.

You're a liar.

What did you do to my daughter?

[cries out in pain]

[barks] charlotte!

You drugged me.

[♪♪♪]

[grunts]

[grunts]

[♪♪♪]

[gasps and whimpers]

[sobbing]

[man's voice] I know she's here!

[emily] she was.

She's gone now.

I am asking you to leave.

I'm not going anywhere until I have a look around!

[realizing] jimmy?

[cries out] jimmy!

Dawn?

- [sobbing] - dawn?

Jimmy!

Oh, no.

No, no.

What the hell have they done to you?

Tell me you're really here.

- I'm here. - Tell me I'm not dreaming.

I'm here. I'm here.

It's okay.

How did you find me?

Your friend, trisha... She got your note.

I'm here.

It's okay.

[sobs] jimmy, they took her! They took my baby!

[sobbing]

[♪♪♪]

[footsteps]

We're leaving.

Where's dawn's baby?

My sister, lillian,

Made all the arrangements before that girl ever arrived.

The baby was taken. That's all I know.

She's still alive.

Do you take me for a murderer?

You're gonna die one day, emily,

And I feel bad for the devil.

Can you imagine spending forever in hell...

With you?

[♪♪♪]

Let's get you out of here.

Not only did dad remarry, but he had another kid.

What?

A boy.

- Another longchamp. - Yeah.

Jimmy...

I'm sorry.

I don't even know how to ask you to forgive me.

For what?

I betrayed you with that monster, michael.

I am so, so sorry.

You don't even know how much.

I was so stupid.

It's not your fault.

- Of course, it's my fault! - Dawn.

I don't blame you.

Think of everything you've been through.

If it still matters...

I choose you.

[♪♪♪]

Where to?

Cutler's cove.

Okay.

[♪♪♪]

[dawn] lillian will know where christie is.

[♪♪♪]

It's like a ghost town in here.

Randolph.

Dawn...

I wasn't expecting you.

Where is everyone? What's going on?

It's just the strangest thing...

Mother's never been sick a day in her life.

I have to make sure everything's in order

By the time she gets back.

Did you know produce has gone up 10%?

Dawn!

Oh, I'm so glad to see you've come back.

A family should be together in times like this.

In times like what?

Where's lillian?

[heart monitor beeping]

Lillian, wake up.

Mm...

[weakly] eugenia.

That's right.

You haven't gotten rid of me yet.

I am so glad you remember who I am.

I'm glad the stroke didn't take away your memories.

I sent...

You to the meadows.

That's right,

And you did to my daughter exactly what you did to me.

You disposed of her,

And now you're going to tell me where she is.

You're my curse.

Where is my daughter, lillian?

[beeping rapidly]

Save at least a part of your soul.

You'll never escape me.

- [flatline blaring] - lillian?

Lillian!

- [jimmy bangs rail] - where is she?

Tell me where she is!

[screaming] what did you do to my baby?

What did you do to my baby?

[flatline blaring]

[♪♪♪]

[randolph sobbing deeply]

Dawn, wait a minute.

I have nothing to say to you, philip.

We haven't talked in so long,

And the way we left things after...

The whole thing was a big misunderstanding.

I understood it.

I've said everything I have to say,

And if you're smart, you'll stay far away from me.

We're family, dawn!

There's no way to escape that.

Momma doesn't like wearing black...

Does she, pernell?

[chuckles]

[door creaks]

No one changes quicker than you, mother.

The funeral was this morning, dawn.

Your grandmother's gone

And we still have a hotel to run,

And I know how you felt about her,

So don't pretend you care about appearances.

I wouldn't shed a tear for that woman

If a gun was to my head.

I just wonder if you know

Where I've been the past nine months?

Or if you even knew if I was alive or dead?

Ahem.

We were told you were someplace safe,

And you were the one who got yourself into trouble, dawn.

I will not take the blame for that.

You have a granddaughter, laura jean.

Her name is christie.

Did you know lillian

Was going to take her away from me?

Do you have any idea where she could be?

How would I know what your grandmother's plans are?

You knew it when she took me away.

It is over and done with.

Why can't you just be thankful for what you have

And start anew?

I won't start anything until I get christie back.

Recognize a blessing when you see it.

No wealthy suitor's gonna want to marry a woman with a baby.

Get yourself a cat.

As of today, they're allowed in here again.

[chuckles]

Is that lillian's brooch?

Not anymore.

Right?

[mr. Updike] I promise you, I had absolutely no idea.

Your grandmother assured me that the baby's mother

Was cooperating fully.

I don't blame you, mr. Updike.

Well, I have all the information you need.

I found the family that has your daughter.

They're upset, naturally,

But they're expecting to hear from you.

My god, thank you. Thank you!

Who are they?

Well, I will give you all of that information

After the reading of the wills.

Please, I-I just want to go now.

Please, just trust me.

You'll want to wait until after the reading.

As you know,

I am the executor of lillian cutler's estate,

So, I am here to read her last will and testament...

As well as that of her late-husband,

William cutler.

Will... [words catch]

Did you say william?

His will was read years ago.

Now, that is true, however,

There was an addendum

To be read only after

The passing of his late-wife, lillian.

We have now arrived at that occasion.

[shaken] you'll have to excuse me.

[♪♪♪]

I will continue.

The salient information is that...

William confesses in the document

That he fathered a second child...

And that the child was conceived

With his son randolph's wife, laura jean.

[scoffs]

I don't understand.

I am very sorry

To be the one to deliver this news, randolph,

But to be absolutely clear,

The child william and laura jean conceived...

Was dawn.

It was william's wishes

That dawn be the recipient

Of 60% of his property and holdings.

Meaning, to put it simply,

No matter how lillian's 40% is divided,

Dawn is now the majority owner of cutler's cove.

[clara jean laughs] what are you talking about?

She didn't even know she was a cutler for most of her life!

This is totally unfair.

[sobbing]

Is that why you let them kidnap me?

Because you were afraid it would come out

That you seduced your father-in-law?

You don't know anything about it.

I'm sorry

For what happened to you, dawn.

You didn't deserve it.

What happened with the will?

William left me the majority of everything.

So, the baton got passed to you,

And not to me.

I don't want it.

The only thing I'm interested in is getting back to my daughter.

[scoffs]

I don't care about cutler's cove or cutler money.

It could all wash away into the sea,

As far as I'm concerned.

I'm going to find my daughter.

Something you never bothered to do.

[sobs]

[♪♪♪]

[clara jean] this isn't fair!

No, you listen to me.

She's not a cutler.

And anyway, this place belongs to me...

A real, true cutler.

[car engine turns over]

Let's go get christie.

[dawn] I wanted my life with jimmy and christie

To begin on a happy note,

And I was so close to holding christie in my arms,

But clara jean's screams of hatred

Echoed in my mind.

She had always hated me

And now she would never give up trying to ruin my life.

[♪♪♪]