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[instrumental music]

[instrumental music]

[Kim]You know, I've always fantasized about hurting you.

So I decide to leave the past in the past. What did you do?

[Grant]Sometimes you got to reinvent yourself.

[Kim]I've always said that clothes make the man.

You change your clothes, you change yourself.

[Carla]I don't know what's going on here.

But I know you know.

[John]I'm me. Right.

I guess two can keep a secret.

[echoing] Secret, secret, secret...

[solemn piano music]

[instrumental music]

[sewing machine clicking]

It's time for three looks, one minute. I'm Kim Reville,

former fashion editor, now your stylist.

Start the clock! "Summer Wedding."

Midi length is here to stay, always cinch your waist,

and keep the accessories playful.

"After Party." High heels, high hemline.

All you need is a cool bag.

[clicking fingers] "Company picnic."

Chic but modest, a pop of color and my favorite accessory...

-John. -Hm?

-That's your cue. -Sorry, what?

I say, "And my favorite accessory," and then you walk in

and your wrap your arm around me, and then we walk out.

Yeah. Right. I'm ready. I'm ready.

[exhales] Raven.

[breathing deeply]

[phone chimes]

[clicking fingers] "Company picnic." Chic but modest,

with a pop of color, and my favorite accessory...

my husband John.

That's three looks, one minute.

Link's below for shopping details.

[pop song playing]

[instrumental music]

[John] You know, it's the same people every year.

Nothing changes at Davrow Pharma.

[Kim] John...

Or except for the new guy, Mads.

-Mads? -Mm-hm. It's a nickname.

Man, you should see this guy in action.

I mean, he's a natural-born salesman.

I'm sure your numbers are just as good.

His are better.

I mean...

he charms everyone.

The doctors, nurses, receptionists. Everyone.

-What's he look like? -Why?

Self-assured people are usually hot.

I mean, yeah. He's a good-looking guy.

But it's more than that. He's cool.

I mean, he's been all over the world.

He's got stories about surfing in Australia.

-Australia! -Wow. This is adorable.

You have a man crush.

I don't think so.

I mean, you like him, but you're jealous of him.

You're his friend, but deep down, you want to be him, right?

-That's a man crush. -Please stop.

Everyone has one. It's like me with my assistant.

I have a woman crush.

You and Raven?

Tell me more.

[scoffs]

[laughs]

Sure hope the weather holds up.

[thunder rumbling]

[Kim sighing] Did you bother to check the weather?

I did, and I know you are upset,

but I did last week, and it said it wasn't raining.

You checked the weather last week for today?

When else was... The picnic is today.

Why would I not check it for another day? What difference...

Hey, guys! [chuckles]

Well, uh, sorry, the weather didn't cooperate with us.

But at least, we're all here together, right?

Rob, uh, you remember my wife Kim.

Kim, of course. Yeah.

So, uh, how do I look?

I would have gone with a different belt.

Yeah, I know this shit is ugly.

Sharp as ever. [chuckles]

It's fine. You just deserve better.

Come by the studio, I'll set you up.

Oh, awesome. Thanks. [laughs]

So how are things in the HR department?

Well, I mean, I'd rather be in sales with John.

That's the way to the top, right?

Speaking of, John should say hello to the C-Suite.

And I want to meet that marvelous Mads.

-Mads? -The new guy.

Oh! You-you-you mean Grant. [chuckling] Ooh!

Get ready. [chuckles]

[John] Kim! Hey!

♪ I can't stop baby not right now ♪

♪ Baby not right now ♪

♪ I'vebeen known to miss ♪

♪ I've been known to miss ♪

♪ Baby not right now ♪

♪ Baby not right now ♪

♪ I've been known to miss ♪

♪ I've been known to miss ♪

This is my wife Kim.

Kim, this is, um, Grant Madelin.

Nice to meet you, Grant.

[thunder rumbling]

Nice to meet you as well, uh, Kim, was it?

I told Kim all about you on the way over.

-Oh, really? -Mm-hm.

We should find the CEO, say hi.

But, uh... yeah, okay, of course. Wait!

Wait-wait! Um... wait!

Y-you're stickin' around, you're not goin', all right.

-Right? See... Okay. -No.

Honey! Honey!

That's Grant.

[indistinct chatter]

♪ Take you right out ♪

[grunts]

[suspenseful music]

♪ Take you right out ♪

What are we toasting?

You, John.

-The both of you. -Oh!

You still wear that?

What can I say?

Still my favorite.

Mads?

Yep.

Sometimes you got to reinvent yourself.

Isn't that right, Kimberly?

Grant Madelin at Davrow Pharma.

[chuckles] Yeah, I know, right?

I was in their international division for three years.

But then, I dislocated my shoulder surfing.

-So now I'm grounded. -Mm-hm.

[all exclaim]

[clapping]

[Kim sighs]

-Thank you for earlier. -Hm.

You didn't tell him about us, did you?

Why?

-Is John the jealous type? -No.

I just don't think about you.

He can have you. He likes you.

[chuckles]

Everybody likes me.

Goodbye, Grant.

See you, Kim.

Hey, wait up. I got next.

[clattering]

[pensive music]

-Oh! -[woman] Ooh!

[clapping]

[John] Good morning, beautiful.

What are you doing?

I'm reading a business partnership proposal.

Hm. Heh.

And what will you make me for breakfast, my love?

Same thing I make you every day of our blissful marriage.

Nothing.

[John chuckles]

Mmm.

Best Monday ever.

Shit!

Monday.

Uh! Got a sales report due.

[groans]

[sighing] Oh!

Hm.

John?

[John] Hon.

Uh, check this out.

-Yeah, okay. What do you think? -[Kim] It's about time.

-I got you that last year. -You don't think it's too tight?

It's fitted. It fits.

I don't want to look like I'm tryin'.

-It's just a blazer. -[John] Mads has the same one.

[chuckles] Says it's a statement piece.

[chuckles]

[whispers] I told you that, too.

[Raven]Aurora James is a genius!

You know she offered me a job, years ago,

before she started her label.

-Why didn't you take it? -I had just met John.

What's in the bag?

The chiffon blouse from the shoot we did last week.

Lost a button.

Help me?

-Morning, ladies. -Hi, Jim.

Okay.

-Love you. -And I love you.

John.

My husband's name is John.

Of course. I said John.

John has a new friend at work, Grant Madelin.

Grant Madelin, the one that got away?

[Kim] I hate that phrase. [Raven] What are the odds?

"The one that got away" works with Jim. John.

Well, what John say when you told him?

You didn't tell him?

Look, John has been miserable at that job for years.

At least he's happier now working with Grant.

I don't want to take that away from him.

-Well, how did Grant look? -Raven.

Don't you dare tell me you didn't look.

[breathing deeply] He's the same.

The same?

The longer you wait to tell Jim, the worse it's gonna be.

The clock is ticking.

[pensive music]

[phone ringing]

[Grant] Hello? Yeah, it's Mads.

Um, can you do me a favor? I need that Thomas file.

If you could have somebody bring it up,

I would greatly appreciate it.

Thank you, love. Bye.

[phone receiver clicks]

Gentlemen.

John, I've got a fitting with Kim in a couple of weeks.

Her studio is on Franklin Street, right?

-253. -[Rob] 253.

253.

Great. Thanks.

[piano music]

I heard you do personal fittings.

I was thinkin' of a linen suit.

You know, something for the summer.

-If you're serious? -Oh, I'm very serious.

-Take off your jacket. -You're the boss.

[clears throat]

-[Grant] Okay. What do you want? -Stand right there.

[chuckles] Okay.

Uh, careful. My shoulder.

I'm always careful.

[music continues]

[Grant sighing]

-So, this is it, huh? -What?

I mean, you always talked about New York, Tokyo,

starting your own line.

So what happened?

What do you want, Grant?

I think we should tell John about us.

[scoffs]

-There is no "us." -You're always so direct.

-Why lie to John now? -I'm not lying.

Well, you're not being upfront either.

[exhales] Look, when I met John, I was heart-broken.

And he was so sweet, I knew he was what I needed,

what I wanted.

So I decided to leave the past in the past.

[scoffs]

So who broke your heart?

Oh! Wow! Really? [scoffs]

As I recall, towards the end,

you were the one that was annoyed with me.

I mean, you always accused me of flirtin' with every woman

I talked to.

Oh. Tsk.

Yeah, all right. You got a point there.

But look, hey, I was young. I was an asshole.

And I didn't know what I wanted in a partner.

-A match made in hell, right? -Hm.

[ominous music]

We're not having sex on this couch.

It's okay.

I work better on the floor.

Oh, God! This is such a bad idea.

[music continues]

[music continues]

[music continues]

Where were you today?

What?

[clears throat]

How was your day?

It was good. I had a few meetings.

Any new clients?

I've just been taking odd jobs till Fashion Week.

[chuckling]

Did you say...

[laughing]

You said "odd." [chuckles]

-Ah. -What?

Th-that word.

That word. "Odd."

Okay.

Should we just order in?

[intense music]

[music continues]

Hey, Grant.

Are you single, Grant?

Why? You tryin' to hook me up?

Just curious.

I got a girl.

A woman.

Man, she's incredible.

I'm talkin' smart, passionate, fierce.

She really is something special.

[ominous music]

[piano music]

Well, well, well.

Don't sit.

What're you doing here?

What am I doin' here? What're you doin' here?

I actually live around corner.

[sighs]

[door opens]

[door closes]

Let's go to the bedroom.

What?

-What're we... What? -Save it.

What?

We were bad for each other then, we're worse now. This is done.

Maybe we needed this.

So let's just tell John about our past,

and move on as friends.

You see... see, I wanted to do this yesterday.

Just so we're clear, we're only telling John

about our past, right?

-Nothin' else? -There is nothing else.

My place, tonight.

[door closes]

[somber music]

[crickets chirping]

So when do you think my suit will be ready?

Okay, you know what?

You just got to give me a little bit it of time.

[Grant] But you're supposed to be the best, right?

[Kim] I am the best.

Oh, there he is. Where the hell have you been, man?

We were waitin' on you.

Honey, are you okay?

Why're you so...

Do you want a glass of wine?

-I'm gonna go open a bottle. -[Grant] I'll have one too.

So what's up, man?

-Why are you here? -Well...

Kim and I, we wanted to tell you together.

It's one of those things, you know, it...

We didn't know how to tell you.

-Don't touch me. -Oh! Whoa!

[cork squeaking]

What the hell is wrong with you?

Kim is my wife!

So you know already?

Ah. Oof! What a relief. We thought you were gonna...

[John grunting]

What? What're you doin'?

[groans]

Relax, man. You see...

It's... [groans] It's really not that big a deal, man.

I'm telling you. It's just that,

we knew we couldn't hide this from you forever...

Kim is a beautiful woman...

Wha-wha... Wait-wait! No, no, no!

[crashing]

[groaning]

John!

[John grunting]

Oh! Hold! N-not my face! Not my face!

[John grunting]

[choking]

[John grunting]

[choking]

[John grunting]

[Grant groans]

[John grunting]

[intense music]

[John breathing heavily]

[Kim] What the hell? John!

-What did you do? -He...

You and he...

-What did he say? -[John] Nothing.

He didn't. He didn't say anything, but you...

Grant came over here so we could tell you together

that we used to date before I met you.

-You were... -He's my ex-boyfriend.

-Is he dead? -I...

Baby, that's it?

That's all? He was just your ex?

[whispering] Wait, wait, wait.

-[John] Wait. -That's it.

[John] So nothin' else has been goin on?

That's it.

Wait.

I...

I-I thought that... Wait.

Wait, wait, wa...

It was an accident.

It was an accident. I-I thought...

I didn't mean to. He...

He'll be fine.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. He'll-he'll, he'll be fine.

Go upstairs and get my phone.

And get some ice.

[somber music]

[groans]

Shh!

You're not gonna make it.

[sighing]

You know, I alwaysfantasized about hurting you

the way you hurt me, but I never imagined this.

I want you to know though, that if the tables were turned...

if it were him lying there instead of you...

I'd do the same thing.

[music continues]

Maybe my life isn't what I hoped it would be,

but I have to protect it...

[intense music]

and him.

[Grant groaning]

[footsteps approaching]

Yeah. Is he okay?

No, John.

Oh, God!

Oh, God! Oh, God!

He's my ex-lover.

We both had motive.

Motive?

To hurt him.

That's what the police will say.

The whole story will come out.

It'll look like I lured him here.

I know.

No, no. I...

It's my fault.

Okay, I'll...

We'll get a lawyer.

Lawyers are expensive, John.

And the legal system is complicated

if there's an ounce of doubt.

We have to protect ourselves.

Grant is dead, but nobody knows he's here.

We need to get a sheet, and a shovel.

Drag that thing outta here.

[ominous music]

[John grunting]

[breathing heavily]

[whispering] Wait. Wait, wait.

Wait for me. Wait for me!

[music continues]

[John grunts]

[breathing heavily]

Ground is soft here.

[breathing heavily]

We could still, ah...

We don't... we don't have to...

It's too late.

Dig.

[humming]

[continues humming]

[indistinct chatter]

Kim! Wait for me. Wait for me. Okay.

Ah, okay.

[indistinct chatter]

[continues humming]

Talk to me. Talk. Say something. All right.

[indistinct chatter]

[continues humming]

[footsteps approaching]

[somber music]

[music continues]

Put this on.

What? What?

What-what?

His car is out front.

It can't stay here.

Kim...

All you have to do is drive it to his apartment.

-Do you know where it is? -Kim, I can't.

1017 Crosby.

Just park in his spot. Number 418. Okay, baby?

How do you know...

How do you know where he lives?

All you have to do is go inside, get the mail.

Turn on a few lights.

Kim, I can't go into his apartment.

You want me to go into his apartment?

Kim, I don't...

Listen, if it looks like he was there,

he couldn't have been here.

John...

Do you understand? This is how we stay safe.

I love you.

-I love you. -Okay, go.

[somber music]

[breathing heavily]

[music continues]

[door opens]

[music continues]

[switch clicks]

[music continues]

[water sloshing]

[switch clicks]

[pensive music]

[breathing heavily]

[somber music]

[music continues]

[Kim]We're not done yet.

You know that?

Why?

What happens when someone realizes exactly

when he stopped using his credit cards and driving his car?

And when she stops showing up for work?

Kim!

I can use his credit cards, buy stuff online.

I know what he would buy.

I can take his cell phone, respond any texts.

Work is gonna be the problem.

People are gonna expect to see him in the office.

I could...

I mean...

-I know Grant's sales number. -You do?

I trained him on our system,

so I helped him with his first sales.

I could, um...

log some new ones in for him.

It would like he's working, just out on the road.

We have to put some distance between him and us,

just for a little while.

[somber music]

[music continues]

[clearing throat]

[music continues]

[music continues]

[clears throat] Uh, hi. Hi.

Uh, this is, uh, Grant Madelin

calling for David Weston.

Hi, Dave. Great.

Um, great. Thanks.

Um...

I'm following up on our phone call last week.

You, uh...

You said you were interested in the blood pressure medication.

The Beta blockers. Right.

Um, okay. Okay.

What we be, uh, what be a good time then?

Call back.

He-hello? H...

[sighs]

[phone receiver clicks]

Morning, John.

Hi, Alma. Hi.

Is, uh, is Grant around?

Uh, yeah. Yeah. He was, he was, he was just here.

I don't...

I don't know where he went.

Okay. Thanks.

Your birthday? Really?

So...

How's it goin'?

Is this HR Rob asking?

[Rob laughs] HR Rob ask how you feelin'.

[both laugh]

-Much more leading question. -Ah!

-Get to the head, you know? -Uh-huh.

So what you and Kim do last night?

What?

I mean, did you do anything? You talked about

checkin' out that new fusion place, remember?

Oh, no. No, no. We, we stayed in.

We, um...

[sighs] No, we stayed in.

How about you? What-what did you do?

No-nothin' much. Any big leads in the pipeline?

A few.

You kinda hate it here, don't you?

What? No. No, I don't. I... No.

Look, I know Davrow Pharma is not exactly your dream job.

I don't really necessarily think I'm cut out to be a salesman.

I was actually hired as chemist.

You know, when the department was gutted, I, um,

just kinda wound up in sales.

Yeah, but, um...

I mean, your numbers, they're good.

But you can tell my heart's not in it.

Hah. Well, look, that's no big deal.

It's just something I noticed.

-And if I noticed, then, you k-- -Ri-right, yeah. Of course.

You know what?

Grant.

I mean, you guys are-are buddies, right?

I think you can learn a lot from him.

Yeah. Yeah, sure. Yeah.

-Mm-hm. -Mm.

You see? I didn't even have to ask you how you feelin'.

[both laugh]

-Catch you later. -Catch you later.

[somber music]

Kim! What're you doing home in the middle of the day?

-Midge! -We have to talk.

-What? No, I was actually-- -[Midge] Good news.

-I have spoken with Mrs. Wicker. -Okay.

-The birdbath is being removed. -Great.

Did you have someone over last night?

-Made a new friend perhaps? -Of course not.

But I saw you come home with him.

Someone with a sports car.

-You lit a nice fire. -Oh. Right. Right.

That's John's best friend, Grant.

We just had a little dinner, the three of us.

Just a quiet night in.

With a fire? In this weather?

Sometimes it's nice to set the mood.

You know what? I'm really sorry if we disturbed you, Midge.

We are well aware of the HOA noise guidelines.

You know what? I really do need to be going.

And I bet you have a million things to think about,

like, forms and fountains and--

You know, I know it's none of my business,

but I just want you to know,

your secrets are safe with me.

[phone ringing]

Hey, Grant. It's me.

I just got back.

Costa Rica was amazing.

[sighs] The waves were perfect.

And you would've been so jealous.

[sighs] I barely got to surf.

I have so much research to go over,

I'm gonna be pretty swamped the next few days.

But this paper won't write itself.

I really wished you would've answered.

I miss your voice.

But I'll look into some flights soon.

Okay.

Call me.

Or text.

I love you.

But I'll look into some flights soon.

Okay.

Call me.

Or text.

I love you.

Shit!

Hey, baby.

Hey.

-Everything okay? -Mm-hm.

Work was, um...

Work was just, uh...

I don't know. I...

I...

I couldn't concentrate.

Did you do what we talked about?

Yes. I used his sales number.

I don't know, I just didn't...

I just didn't feel right. I just...

You just need practice.

Yeah, sure.

Go order me a coffee.

Okay.

As him.

Just try.

-I don't understand. -[Kim] It's simple.

How would he order me a coffee?

Show me.

[clears throat]

-Can I help you? -How about a coffee?

Wa-wait, no. Um...

Latte.

Okay.

-Latte. All right. -Mm-hm.

Wait, no, um...

Regular coffee.

-You sure? Okay. -Positive.

Regular coffee.

-[woman] Regular coffee, $2.50. -All right.

-[woman] Have a good one. -You do the same. Thank you.

[John] Oh! [groans]

[instrumental music]

We got a little work to do.

[slurping]

Let's see what we're working with.

-Don't slouch. -I'm not.

Pinch your shoulder blades together.

Ouch. I'm-I'm supposed to do this all the time?

Yes.

Soft.

He had expensive taste in some things.

Now you do, too.

Put them on.

[instrumental music]

Wait. Mm...

Posture.

I can't wear that.

-Of course you can. -Kim, no.

But it's yours.

You found it at a flea market outside Milan.

The seller said she got it from a costume designer

from Italian movies.

Vintage Gucci, she said.

Wow, did you just make that up?

I got it for him.

It was our first trip.

He liked that it was unique

because that's how he thought of himself.

Walk for me.

Relax. Breathe.

[sighs]

Stop fidgeting.

[John] It-it feels tight.

It's not tight. It's stylish.

Whoa.

-Head up. -[John] Okay.

Down a li... Okay.

Less teeth.

More of a smirk. Never a full smile.

Come here.

[sighs] Ah, I don't know.

You're doing great.

Okay.

No, it's actually more like this.

-Like that? Right. -Mm, yeah, that's it.

Just like a little bit more, like, there we go, right there.

-Okay. There it is. -Okay.

A little tight. Little, little, little...

-Okay. Yeah. -Oh, I'm so sorry.

♪ I'mma suit up and show up ♪

♪ Baby I'mma man up man up ♪

♪ I'mma suit up and show up ♪

♪ Baby I'mma man up man up ♪

♪ You see a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do ♪

♪A man's gotta do what a man's gotta do ♪

♪A man's gotta do what a man's gotta do ♪

♪ Baby I'mma show up and I'mma come through ♪

♪Okay a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do ♪

♪A man's gotta do what a man's gotta do ♪

♪A man's gotta do what a man's gotta do ♪

♪ I'mma suit up and show up ♪

♪ Baby I'mma man up man up ♪

♪ I'mma suit up and show up ♪

♪ Baby I'mma man up man up ♪

♪ You see a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do ♪

♪A man's gotta do what a man's gotta do ♪

♪A man's gotta do what a man's gotta do ♪

♪A man's gotta do what a man's gotta do ♪

♪ Baby I'mma show up and I'mma come through ♪

Excuse me? You there!

Oh. John.

I, I thought you were somebody else.

Ah, who else would I be?

I, uh, I don't know. I was just... [chuckles]

Out for a run?

Actually, I just got back.

-Me too. -Oh. Okay. Good for you.

-You look great. Yeah. -Thank you.

-You do, too. -Thank you.

-I just... -Enjoy.

We're definitely gonna feature these on the site.

Well, these are just the test shots.

I'll use your approved tags for the final posts.

Great.

[cell phone chimes]

Was that your phone? You always keep it on silent.

So what ever happened with Grant?

Everything's great.

-So you told Jim the truth? -John!

-Did you? -Yes. Everything is fine.

No drama? He didn't care?

No, John loves me. And he knows I love him.

I have to go pick up those fabric samples from downtown.

Meet me at the studio later?

Great.

Raven. I didn't know you were here.

-Hi, John. -Hi.

How have you been?

Fashion Week is crazy. And you know Kim keeps me busy.

-Of course she does. -I thought you were leaving?

I wore this skin-tight gown to a party.

Oh, wow. You look great in everything.

Thank you. You were out for a run?

-Okay. -Just a little bit.

-Okay. -I can tell.

-Bye, Raven. See you later. -Bye! You're pinching me!

Oh, she's funny.

-What? -Don't flirt with my assistant.

I was just being polite. Come on.

Babe, you know you're the only one I want.

[chuckles]

[dramatic music]

What? What is it?

Nothing.

I'm tired.

Tired?

I was just trying something different.

I didn't like it.

Okay.

-Show me what to do. -John--

No.

How did he do it?

He started out slow and seductive at first.

-Barely touching me. -Okay.

And with his lips...

He liked to pick me up.

He liked it when I bit his lip.

Pull my hair.

Sorry. Sorry.

-Ah, should I not have-- -It's fine.

But I wanna get this right.

Then show me.

Okay.

First... your arm.

And now your neck.

Now pull.

Mm, where?

Ah, just outside of Milan.

Yeah, a little open-air flea market.

-Yeah, it's a vintage Gucci. -Ah.

Yeah, you can't find this anywhere anymore.

I love Italy.

I am deeply passionate about European carbohydrates.

Oh, yeah?

Ah, who'd you go with?

Old girlfriend.

If I bonus this month, I'm doing it,

I'm planning a trip. Will you help me?

-Anytime. -Hey, hey. [laughs]

-Fresh coffee? -Yeah.

I, uh, better get back out there.

-Bye, boys. -Bye.

-Hey, uh, John? -Yes.

-You got a minute? -Of course.

I've been watching you lately.

There are some things happening, thing I can't discuss.

-Opportunities... -I'm not sure I'm following.

-Well, we're expanding the lab. -Okay.

We need some new chemists and your name came up.

-I could get in a lab? -Not just in the lab.

Now, we've noticed the effort you're making.

You're showing some real leadership qualities, John.

I could be leading the lab?

Nothing's official.

Things are in motion,

and I just wanted to keep you in the loop.

-Okay, thank you. -Mm-hmm.

You know, your sales numbers have been good, though.

I mean, you're giving Grant a challenge.

Grant's numbers are high?

Well, you didn't hear it from me.

The highest.

[laughs]

"Hey."

[phone chimes]

"Hey, baby. Call me."

[phone chimes]

Jesus, back off, bitch.

[sighs] "Can't. In a meeting."

"Call me after work."

"Plans later. With the guys.

But I'd rather be with you though."

[phone chimes]

"I'm barely sleeping. And I look a wreck."

"I bet you look beautiful.

Like the first time I met you."

-Aww. -You remember that?

I sure do.

Of course.

What do you tell people about the first time we met?

You know. At the coffee shop downtown.

The one with the fair trade beans.

You were sitting at a table all alone.

And we made eye contact when I was in line.

There was a spark.

I ordered my matcha, and you walked over

and said, "I would've came over right away,

but I thought I dreamed you."

That was it.

I was a goner.

The same line! "I thought I dreamed you."

Asshole!

[sighs]

[clears throat]

-Here you go. -Thank you.

And, um, also this.

[chuckles]

-Thank you. -Thank you.

-Come back. -I will.

-Hi. Yes. -Can I get a chicken sausage?

[Kim] Mm, meatloaf?

This one has bacon.

Sure, whatever. So where else in Asia?

[sighs] I don't know, he likes anyplace with surfing.

Like Thailand?

Can we please talk about something else?

I need to know. If I'm going to do this right.

You know, maybe, maybe I should take up surfing.

Yeah.

Can you check for garlic powder?

How's work?

I thought we were changing the subject.

I asked about work. Your work.

Rob mentioned a lab position. Leading the lab.

-Nothing official. Mm-hmm. -Really?

See, networking works.

Right.

-Aren't you excited? -[John] Sure.

We could go on a trip to celebrate.

What about Thailand?

If that's really where you wanna go.

We never really go anywhere.

You always want to save money for a bigger house,

a family, more stuff.

I want us to be happy.

[laughs]

Do you even really know what makes me happy anymore?

[instrumental music]

I don't wanna go to bed angry.

[chuckles]

Um, where did this come from?

I pull it out for emergencies.

-What? -Is that true?

Yeah. I guess, I don't know. Why?

Why are you dressed like this, Kim?

For you.

For me?

We've been married for six years

and I think one time for my birthday

you wore a satin nightgown.

What the hell, Kim?

-You're mad? -I can't believe...

Who even are you right now?

Who are you?

You're acting like a jealous asshole.

Oh, forgive me if I can't get excited

for Grant Madelin's leftovers.

Wait, Kim...

I'm sorry. Okay? I di...

I didn't mean it.

I love you, too.

"Can we Facetime later?

We haven't spoken since I've gotten back.

Or one day I'm just gonna have to show up at your door!"

"Please don't. I hate surprises."

"Since when? I miss you is all."

[phone chimes]

"Show me how much.

Send a pic."

[mellow music]

[camera clicks]

[phone chimes]

"What's underneath?"

"You have time for sexting but not time to speak?"

[exhales]

"I'm just stressed.

And my shoulder hurts.

We'll talk soon, I-I promise."

[music continues]

"I hate to do this over text."

-"Do what?" -"I have an answer for you."

-"To what?" -"Think hard."

"To the question you asked me right before I left."

"Yes.

I'll marry you."

What are you reading?

Raven.

What are you doing?

-You have sext face. -Sext face is not a thing.

It is, and you have it.

-Was that Grant? -No.

You're acting weird.

-Guilty. -I'm not.

Fine, keep your secrets for now. But I'm ride or die, bitch.

I know where all the bodies are buried.

[laughing]

-I'm going home. -Okay.

Oh, wow.

Raven.

-John. -What're doing here?

-Kim and I had a shoot. -Okay.

She blew me off. For you.

[laughs]

Must be those pesky wedding vows.

Must be.

You look nice... gorgeous even.

Are you okay, John?

This doesn't have to do with the one that got away?

What?

You have no reason to be jealous

of Grant Madelin.

Kim chose you, right?

Right.

Right.

[chuckles] Okay.

Did Grant ever mention someone named Carla?

Who?

He's got a girlfriend, John.

Impossible.

-Where is she? -Colorado.

But she wants to come visit.

I've been trying to hold her off,

but she's getting impatient with us just talking--

What? Wait.

You've been talking to her?

Texting.

You're catfishing his girlfriend?

I thought I had things under control.

But... Well, she thinks they're getting married.

Oh, no, no. What the hell, Kim?

What the hell "what the hell?"

I'm figuring this out as we go along.

[sighs] He must have asked her months ago.

[sighs]

Grant called her passionate, fierce.

[Kim] I thought you said he never mentioned her?

Well, at the time, I thought he was talking about you.

We need to ditch the car,

roll it into the river, along with his phone.

Then Carla will come to town,

she can report him missing.

Not too much longer now.

Then things can go back to normal.

Right. Normal.

[mellow music]

Surprise! I'm here!

Well, actually, I'm in your lobby right now,

but I can't get in.

Call me, Grant, please.

[line ringing]

Wait, wait. No, no, wait.

-[phone vibrates] -Ah.

The wife.

Okay, uh, yes, yes.

We have to ditch the car. It's time.

That's not really going to work for me.

[Kim on phone]Make any excuse and meet me by his car now.

The timing doesn't feel right. Okay?

I gonna have to go with my gut on this.

Screw your gut! We're at the end of the line.

It's now or never!

[John on phone] Well, it's not now.

[grunts]

Oh! Shit! That's my boyfriend!

Watch my stuff!

[Carla] Hey!

[dramatic music]

Hey!

[engine revving]

[sighs]

Thanks for watching my stuff.

Did you catch him?

I don't know.

-Hey. -Hey.

[chuckles]

Sorry, so sorry I'm late.

Hey, it's no worries, thanks for doing this.

I, uh, wasn't sure if I got the time wrong.

You okay?

-Car trouble. -Huh.

Come on in.

[device beeping]

So, uh, did John tell you he's up for a promotion?

He did. He did. That'll be good for him.

He's pretending to be something he's not.

[Rob] Sounds like a midlife crisis.

You know, if you see a red sports car, watch out.

Uh-huh.

So how's life in the world of HR?

Oh, you know. I get all the employee investigations.

Digging up dirt.

Sounds like some good dirt.

Thanks.

It's good.

It's not as dramatic as it sounds, really.

Cheryl, in marketing,

she's been logging mileage weekly for two years

and she doesn't even have a car!

-Scandalous. -Right.

Ohh. Man, I love this.

Mm, that might be a little bit big.

And there's Grant Madelin.

I don't know, but something's definitely going on there.

-Oh, really? -[Rob] Yeah.

I mean, he's never in the office.

He logging calls, he makes plenty of sales,

but, uh, then emails go unanswered and...

I don't know, it just doesn't add up.

Mm-hmm.

You know, John said something about a surfing injury.

Maybe he's in pain.

[Rob] I don't know, I mean, does a shoulder injury

really keep you out of work?

Who knows when it's real pain.

[chuckles]

[Rob] You know, it doesn't really matter anymore.

C-Suite loves Grant.

I mean, they don't care if he's home, or at work,

alive, or dead, as long as the sales keep rollin' in.

Huh.

Who are you? You're not Grant.

I'm John. Ah, Grant's best friend.

John. I'm Carla.

Carla. In from, uh, Colorado.

Yes.

Hi, John.

Grant never mentioned you.

Oh, that hurts. No, I'm kidding.

You have a key?

Y-yeah, yeah. I have it on...

Come, uh, come on in.

Ah, yeah, yeah, Grant gave me a key...

last-last month.

Ah, you know, just in case he lost his.

Or got locked out.

But what are you doing here now?

Ah, well, uh...

The thing is, you know...

Grant called me.

-He did? When? -Mm-hmm.

Carla. Isn't it obvious? It's over.

He's been avoiding you.

We're engaged.

Just two days ago, he's asking me to pose for him.

-Wha-what? He did? -Yes!

Naked!

And now you're saying he's ghosting me?

Hell no. Where is he at?

Um...

[exhales]

He's at a hotel. Yeah.

He, um, he just wanted me to, you know, water the plants,

check the mail

What plants?

-Which hotel? -Um... what?

[Carla] Where's he staying?

I... don't know.

Let me see your phone.

My phone? Wh--

-[Carla] Give me your phone! -Okay.

-God, I'm so sick of this. -All right, yeah, yeah.

I wanna call Grant from your phone.

Sure. Sure, here. I'll do it. I'll do it though.

-Put it on speaker. -Okay, okay.

Speaker, speaker.

[line ringing]

[phone ringing]

You got a call.

-Shall I get it? -No.

-What the hell? -Everything okay?

Hey, Grant? Hey, hey, um...

Hey, this is me, John. Okay?

Ah, you there, buddy?

I'm here too, Grant.

We're at your apartment.

Grant? Hello?

Hey, hey, um, Grant, call your girl, man.

Check on her. She-she's, um, worried about you.

I saw some woman driving your car this afternoon.

Grant?

Say something!

♪ It had to be you ♪

♪ Big wonderful you ♪

[line disconnects]

Wait...

[sighs]

Now he's not answering.

Carla. I'm sorry.

Okay, you deserve much better.

I mean, you're clearly a beautiful, an amazing,

intelligent woman.

That was so strange.

Why wouldn't he say anything?

That...

Look, here, here.

You should start over.

Okay? Forget Grant.

If you saw another woman in the car...

I think it's pretty clear what's going on.

He should call me. He owes me that.

Distance is never easy on a relationship.

You just never really know how people might change.

He asked me to marry him just before I left.

And we've been texting since I got back.

-Everything was fine. -Come here.

Come here, come here. Come here.

You are so beautiful.

You can have anyone you want.

What? What? Wha...

-Carla? -That's Grant's scarf.

-What-- -Why do you have Grant's scarf?

-He gave it to me. -That's his favorite.

I don't think...

Where's Grant? I wanna speak to Grant.

Okay, you can talk to me. It's the same thing.

-No. No, it isn't. -Yes, it's the same--

I don't know what's going on here.

But I know you know.

[dramatic music]

[exhales]

[Midge] Working late?

Sure.

You should come home early more often.

Your wife might get lonely.

Thanks, Midge. That's, um, really good advice.

[Midge] The lot behind yours finally sold.

I told Kim earlier.

Ah, there's going to be a crew

clearing out all the brush back there.

-Back where? -Behind your house.

It will change our view,

but we'll get new neighbors!

Oh, my God.

Now, John, you know me.

I won't let them construct some gaudy monstrosity.

-It'll be tasteful. -Okay.

But, of course, there will be noise.

They'll be digging up that whole area.

-When? -Huh?

The area, when will they, uh, dig up that whole area?

I don't know.

It could be as soon as next weekend.

Okay.

Get home safely.

Oh, I will.

Where's the car, Kim?

Oh, now you care about the car?

Earlier you were much too busy.

Why were you at the apartment today, John?

Needed a few things.

[Kim] What things?

I ran into Carla earlier, we really hit it off.

What happened between you and Raven?

[chuckles]

Nothing.

I told you not to flirt with my assistant.

Maybe she was flirting with me.

You know, I ran into Midge on the way in.

Were you going to tell me about the back lot?

Of course.

We have to do something about... you know.

Yes, I know. I've been making a plan for us.

Because we're in this together, right?

-We're a team. -Yeah.

I guess two can keep a secret.

[ominous music]

Do you mind? I love this table.

Oh. Sure.

[clears throat]

Expecting a call?

I'm in town to visit my boyfriend.

But he's been a bit hard to pin down.

-Mm. -He lives around the corner.

Ah, so is this a stake out?

Well, maybe.

I saw someone driving his car yesterday.

Some woman.

That's not good.

-You sure it was his car? -Absolutely.

Yeah, he has this bumper sticker.

I saw it, I know I did.

His friend says he's ghosting me.

-Do guys really do that? -Depends on the guy.

Do you trust this friend?

The guy who says he's his friend?

I never met him before.

And he was kinda handsy.

-Really? -Yeah.

And then, I don't wanna sound paranoid,

but he acted really weird.

Suspicious like.

Sounds like my husband.

He used to be so open,

full of trust and love.

But lately, he's been different.

Keeping secrets.

I'm sorry to unload on you.

I guess sometimes it's just easier

to talk to a stranger.

-I guess. -Because I feel like I know you.

Like really well.

People tell me I have one of those faces.

Yeah, you're easy to talk to.

Can I confess something to you?

Sure.

I'm tracking him.

-Is that weird? -No.

It says he was on the move earlier today,

and now it seems like he settled somewhere down on Franklin.

-Do you know where that is? -No.

Well, I'm gonna go find out.

I didn't come all the way here to just sit in a coffee shop.

No offense.

-I'm Carla, by the way. -Kim.

Good luck with your husband.

I'm sure it's just a rough patch.

Thank you. Good luck to you, too.

[dramatic music]

[phonebeeping]

[music continues]

[beeping continues]

[music continues]

[beeping rapidly]

[phone ringing]

[intense music]

[Kim] I'm in here, darling.

[clears throat]

Wow.

Hot date?

It's the after party.

I'm dressed for the occasion.

Nice.

Really nice.

[mellow music]

I'm done with this.

You can stay here and clean up your mess.

Isn't it your mess?

None of this was my idea.

You think you can strangle my ex-boyfriend to death

and trust me to clean up the evidence?

I thought we're in this together.

He left me, now it looks like you're do the same thing.

Maybe we should go our separate ways.

Before we get caught.

I've always said that clothes make the man.

Or the woman.

You change your clothes, you change yourself.

Like if I wear a baby pink, I'm innocent.

If I wear silk, I'm sophisticated.

[John] You can only do so much.

At some point, you are who you are.

Grant always preferred me in black lace.

Ten years ago.

He seemed to really enjoy it a couple weeks ago

when he ravaged me in my studio.

You see, John, you are living proof

that we can control so much.

Like what we wanna change.

And when we like what we see,

and see what we really want...

we go for it.

What are you doing?

[dramatic music]

You wanna hear about my research?

And my paper?

You're embarrassing yourself.

I just got back from Costa Rica. It's so beautiful there.

We should go. Together.

Stop it!

What's wrong?

You're Kim's husband, right?

Jim was it?

John.

No, no. That's not it, either.

It's Grant, right?

Yeah. Yes, it's Grant.

-Mm, Grant. -It's Grant.

[ominous music]

[whispering] Grant.

[exhales]

Oh.

Raven.

I wanted you for so long.

I know, Grant.

[music continues]

[door creaks]

[sighs]

[mellow music]

Good morning.

Good morning. What's, uh, what's all this?

-You never cook. -Of course I do.

We have breakfast together every morning.

Did you sleep well?

-Um, yeah. Yeah. -Sit.

Are you okay, Kim?

I'm perfect.

You-you're not mad about last night?

-Last night? -Yeah.

We should, um, we should talk about our future.

What do you mean?

We need to get our stories straight.

Stories?

Do you not like your eggs?

The eggs are fine.

Where's the car, Kim?

The cars are parked in the driveway, silly.

You're acting very strange this morning, Grant.

Don't call me that.

Call you what? Your-your name?

That's not my name, and you know it.

Grant, what are you talking about?

Cut the crap, Kim! Okay?

Why are you raising your voice at me?

This is what you're gonna do now?

The act is over, all right?

I'm not Grant, you aren't Carla.

-Who? -Carla!

Carla!

Who is Carla? There is no Carla.

-Grant, what is happening? -Come here!

[screams]

Come here! Come here! Get over here! I'll show you!

I'll show you! Come here! I'll show you!

I'll show you! Come here! Come here!

-I'll show you! -[screaming]

I'll show you! I'll show you. Okay. Okay.

Okay. Wait. Wait. Wait, wait.

These are his. These are his!

-Where's my license? -What do you mean, "his?"

-Who is he? -Grant! Grant! Grant!

-These are Grant's! -You are Grant.

Bitch, stop it! Just stop it! Stop faking it!

I'm sorry, I don't know what's happening.

-I love you. -Stop faking it!

Stop faking it!

You're lying.

You're lying. You love him. He's the one you want.

-I want you. -Say it with my name.

Say it with my name.

-I want you. -My name.

Grant.

[sobbing]

That's not my name. Why are you doing this?

I'm sorry, Grant. I know you know who you are!

-I'm John. Say I'm-- -I know you know!

I'm John. Say I'm John. Just say I'm John.

-[Kim] Who is John? -Say I'm John!

[John] I'm... Okay, okay.

Say it's me. I'm John!

I'm John! I'm John! Say it's me!

-Say I'm John. Say I'm John. -Who is John?

-Who is John? -Say I'm...

I'm sorry. I love you.

I was wrong. I don't wanna be him.

I wanna be me. I wanna be me.

Please, please, please, please, please.

-Say I'm me. Say I'm me. -Okay. Okay.

-Say I'm me. -It's okay.

It's okay. You're you.

-I'm me. I'm me. I'm me. -You're you.

Right? I'm me. [laughs]

I love you, Grant.

Goddamnit!

[screaming]

Come here! Come here!

[screaming]

[indistinct yelling]

[birds chirping]

I'm John. I'm John.

You know I'm John.

-Stay away from me, Grant! -I'm John!

You know I'm John!

[ominous music]

I'm John. I'll show you.

Yeah, I'm John. I'm John. I'll show you.

Yeah. Coming right away.

I'm John. I'm John...

[grunting]

[dramatic music]

[John screaming]

[Grant]There he is.

Where the hell have you been, man? We've been waiting on you.

I'm John. I'm John. I'm John.

Hey, buddy.

[indistinct whispering]

I'm John. I'm John.

I'm John. I'm John.

Freeze!

Hey, buddy.

This is, this is Grant. I'm John.

It's okay. [laughing]

[laughing]

I'm John. I'm John. This is Grant.

This is...

Hey! Hey!

I'm John! I'm John! I'm John!

[screaming]

[instrumental music]

♪ Hello it's nice to see you ♪

♪ After all we've been through ♪

♪ Why don't you tell me what you've done ♪

♪ I've got your back with me ♪

♪ How things are so much clearer ♪

♪ How you'd be so much better ♪

♪ If you just stayed away from me ♪

♪ But now you're back again ♪

♪ Ohh ♪

♪ So this is what you wanted ♪

♪ This is what you need ♪

♪ Ohh ♪

♪ This is all you care about ♪

♪ You are my disease ♪

♪ Victimized convenient liar ♪

♪ Truth is I've lost desires ♪

♪ All my nights are whisky smoke and tears ♪

♪ They worsen through the years ♪

♪ You'll kid it's 20 years gone ♪

♪ Too hip to play this dumb song ♪

♪ That's all I need for it to be ♪

♪ It's become a part of me ♪

♪ Ohh ♪

♪ So this is what you wanted ♪

♪ This is what you need ♪

♪ Ohh ♪

♪ This is all you care about ♪

♪ You are my disease ♪

♪ Ohh ♪

♪ Don't even get me started ♪

♪ That's just what I mean ♪

♪ Ohh ♪

♪ That's everything I care about ♪

♪ Got me on my knees ♪

♪ Sober thoughts ♪

♪ Can't recognize ♪

♪ I'll see through it in your eyes ♪