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-Sir?
-I'm sorry.
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I'm going to have to ask you
to speak up a Iittle. I--
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I can't hear you very well .
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-Okay. No problem.
-Yes?
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Well , what's your first question?
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I wanna know more how it started .
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Well , it. I ...
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It started by accident.
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Well , with an accident, I--
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Yes, I'd been injured
once too often playing polo.
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Do you understand what I'm saying?
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Yes, I understand .
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Good . Good .
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And so, at age 50, I decided
to give up the big Iove of my life
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and Iook elsewhere for some fun .
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No, that didn't come out right.
I'm going to insist we do that again .
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Excuse me?
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We're going to go again .
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Again !
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-You ready?
-Yes.
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Yes.
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And so, at age 50, I decided to give up
the big sporting Iove of my life
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and Iook for new challenges...
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Come on ! Hyah !
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...which is how l ended up
carriage driving.
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There you go!
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Come on !
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Come on !
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Hyah !
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We've become quite a gang .
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Traveling up and down the country
from competition to competition .
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It's become something of a second family.
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What?
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When?
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Right. Thank you .
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Thank you , Peggy.
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There's a school
of progressive medical thought
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that suggests we bring cancer
upon ourselves
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as a result of repressed emotion
or unresolved psychological trauma.
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Then a perfectly angelic
five-year-old dies of it,
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and you realize
what utter rubbish that is.
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Poor Norton .
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Yes.
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Why don't you pay him a visit?
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He could probably do
with some support from his godfather.
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Yes.
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Yes, right.
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What's that Iook?
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I've never seen so many thoughts
go on behind someone's eyes.
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Gratitude.
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Appreciation .
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What for?
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You make a better person of me.
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And you of me.
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Isn't that the point of marriage?
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Good night.
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Good night.
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Hello?
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H i . You ...
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You are coming?
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Sorry, one of those mornings.
We're there in ...
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-One minute.
-One minute.
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One minute.
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One minute away, and she apologizes.
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Was that actually her?
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Yes, that was "actually her."
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How's the prince?
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U p here!
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Diana!
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-Thanks for agreeing to this.
-Of course.
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-We saw the pictures of you in Italy.
-Diana!
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Well , you all Iooked so happy.
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-If only you knew.
-Really?
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It's honestly worse than ever.
I'm at a Ioss for what to do.
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Is that your work?
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-No.
-No.
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Come on . Squish in .
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AII right.
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James Colthurst, isn't it?
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-Yes.
-Do you have a moment?
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Which one?
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Tall with glasses?
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I know the one.
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CIark Kent.
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-He said his name was Andrew.
-That's just what I call him, silly.
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Andrew Morton .
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He's one of the friendly ones.
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He's written nice things
about me in the past.
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Well, now he wants to write
a whole book about you,
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and what it's really been Iike
marrying into the royal family.
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The truth behind the fairy tale.
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I said you'd never agree
to be involved in something like that.
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Oh , no.
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Then we arranged to play squash .
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What?
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He saw my racket in my office
and suggested a game.
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-James.
-Don't worry.
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I said any further discussion of you
was totally off-Iimits.
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It had better be.
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L'll call you after l've seen him.
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Hello?
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Thank you .
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Hello!
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Hello?
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Oh , no.
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-What have I done now?
-Well , you're here. Today.
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Norton said you were coming tomorrow.
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He just left for London
for meetings with the bank.
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Well , Iet me see if I can reach him .
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Oh , don't go to any trouble.
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What can I get you?
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-Are you hungry?
-Oh God , no. No. Nothing like that.
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No, I ...
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I just came by to see how you were coping .
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That's kind .
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And to bring these.
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Daisies.
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For Leonora.
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You mentioned at the memorial
that they were her favorite.
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That's so kind of you .
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Shall we take them to her?
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Norton thought it was morbid
to have her so close, but...
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I wanted somewhere
I could see her every day.
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Be near to her every day.
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It also means I can never leave here.
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Why would you want to?
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It's not always easy.
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You know, one of the many, many things
that attracted me to Lilibet
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was that the commitment
would necessarily be Iifelong .
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And to a young man who'd had
such an unsettled , nomadic childhood ,
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the clarity of that permanence
felt so reassuring .
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It still does.
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But it brings its problems too.
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Because it doesn't take into account
the one thing human beings do
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the minute they make a commitment
to a Iife together.
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Which is?
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Grow in separate directions.
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Tell Norton
I'Il be sure to be in touch soon
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for a godfatherly chat.
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And as for you , there's. . .
there's two things you might consider.
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Why not start a charity in Leonora's name?
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Yes, I'd already had that idea.
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And you might
find yourself a hobby.
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Something that has nothing
to do with any of this.
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Oh , not a hobby.
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An escape.
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-A passion .
-I'Il bear that in mind .
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Good .
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Oh , speaking of hobbies,
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Norton said that you'd given up polo
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and developed a thing
for carriage driving .
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I have, yes.
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I'm obsessed .
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Why?
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Look at that.
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An old four-in-hand .
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-Norton wanted to sell it.
-You can't do that.
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We've been told it's beyond repair.
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Then he thought
if you could make use of it...
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Well , she may be a bit dusty.
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Oh , I think the damage is worse than that.
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AII right. A bit cracked in places.
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Norton was told ,
"structurally irreparable."
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No, no, no. She's a beauty.
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And part of the family heritage.
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I tell you what.
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Why don't we do this?
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I'Il send someone to collect her.
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We'll clean her up, take a Iook at her,
and then we can talk again .
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We don't need to talk again .
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This could be a hobby for you .
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Oh . No, it's really not for me.
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Ah , well ,
that was my attitude at first.
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But then I tried it, and ...
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I saw the Iight.
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Mr. Colthurst.
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Hello.
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-I'Il take that.
-Thank you .
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Thank you .
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How was it?
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BIoody hell .
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Very evenly matched .
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He moves infuriatingly well
for a tall man .
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Quick to the T. PIenty of nasty Iittle
drop shots and boasts.
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We played the best of three games.
Pipped him in the third .
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I wasn't asking about the squash .
I want to know about the Iunch .
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Ah , a Iittle Italian place
near the squash club.
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La Barca? Run by a husband and wife.
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Not where you had Iunch .
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Oh , sorry.
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Or what you ate.
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Linguine.
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Let's start with who paid .
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-He did .
-James. He's a tabloid journalist.
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And he bought lunch because he Iost.
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And if you are worried about indiscretion ,
he got nothing from me. Not a word .
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Whereas I got plenty out of him .
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Revelation number one.
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-He's already started writing .
-What?
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He thinks there's another book
coming out about you
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that's likely to be a hatchet job,
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based on sources
close to the Prince of Wales.
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Oh , God .
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Anyway, Morton's view is that his version
would at Ieast give you some control .
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Like, be sympathetic.
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He'd even Iet you have final approval .
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I'd Iove to have a book out so everyone
understands how difficult it's been ,
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but I don't wanna be responsible
for starting a war.
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Morton said that
you'd never need to meet him . Ever.
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There'd be no connection
between you that anyone could prove.
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It would all be totally deniable.
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How would that even work?
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Tape recordings.
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You'd record your side of the story,
saying only what you want to say,
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all in your own words,
and then Morton would ...
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write the book from those recordings.
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If he and I don't meet,
how would he get the recordings?
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There would have to be a middleman .
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A go-between .
Someone who you both trusted .
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Someone who thought it was important.
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And you would do that?
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If you wanted me to.
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Give it
a Iittle bit more on that side.
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Morning .
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Oh , marvelous. Marvelous.
You got the hickory in time.
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Hope this is all right.
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I've taken the Iiberty
of sketching a few ideas.
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Let's bring the axle
so we can maneuver.
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You missed a bit.
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-Drawings.
-Yes, sir.
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Wood ready.
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-Absolutely marvelous.
-Thank you , sir.
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-They said it couldn't be done.
-We pulled all the stops out, sir.
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-Certainly did .
-Everybody worked hard .
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-What do you think?
-Is it even the same carriage?
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The original paintwork was a dark black.
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I thought we'd add these dashes of gold
and this nice, sloping footboard .
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Go on .
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Now grab here.
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A foot here.
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The other foot here.
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How does it feel?
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Fine.
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Largely because it's not moving .
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You try.
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These two reins control the leaders.
Those are the horses at the front.
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And these two, the wheelers.
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They control the horses nearest to us.
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Feel free to nod or say yes
to Iet me know you're still alive.
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Yes.
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The trick is to keep these both together.
Put between these two fingers. There.
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Now, with these two reins,
you have control over all four horses.
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To turn Ieft, make a Ioop. That's it.
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Turn to the Ieft.
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And to turn right.
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Very good .
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Off you go.
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Here. Let me take them.
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Wh-- Where are we going?
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Hang on !
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Surprising , isn't it?
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00:23:05,634 --> 00:23:06,635
Yes!
263
00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:08,387
More fun than it Iooks.
264
00:23:08,470 --> 00:23:10,055
Yes!
265
00:23:17,146 --> 00:23:19,064
The princess
is intrigued by the proposition
266
00:23:19,148 --> 00:23:20,691
and is willing to consider it.
267
00:23:20,774 --> 00:23:22,443
But as her friend ...
268
00:23:25,112 --> 00:23:28,824
I want to make sure this will actually
make her Iife better, not just yours.
269
00:23:29,491 --> 00:23:31,201
You understand why I ask?
270
00:23:31,285 --> 00:23:35,331
She can be a little naive at times,
and you stand to become a rich man .
271
00:23:36,790 --> 00:23:38,000
I feel protective.
272
00:23:38,918 --> 00:23:40,544
As a royal correspondent,
273
00:23:40,628 --> 00:23:43,964
I've had a ringside seat
to this marriage for a while.
274
00:23:44,590 --> 00:23:47,801
Most recently, her. . . second honeymoon .
275
00:23:48,761 --> 00:23:51,555
And I can't stand to see
someone being crushed like this.
276
00:23:51,639 --> 00:23:53,265
-You think she is being?
-I do.
277
00:23:53,891 --> 00:23:56,101
Take this book that's being written .
278
00:23:56,185 --> 00:23:58,604
With the Prince of Wales' cooperation?
279
00:23:58,687 --> 00:24:01,941
Maybe not him directly,
but his friends, for sure.
280
00:24:02,024 --> 00:24:05,194
They want what they see as the truth
about Diana to be told .
281
00:24:05,736 --> 00:24:08,280
Trust me. It won't be pretty.
282
00:24:10,491 --> 00:24:14,119
I just wanna do what's right for her.
She's Iike a sister to me.
283
00:24:16,372 --> 00:24:17,790
And I give you my word .
284
00:24:17,873 --> 00:24:20,668
No one will ever know
she had anything to do with it.
285
00:24:23,128 --> 00:24:25,172
Let's take it one step at a time.
286
00:24:25,714 --> 00:24:27,091
Get a draff written .
287
00:24:27,633 --> 00:24:30,511
The princess can always kill it Iater
if she wants.
288
00:24:38,811 --> 00:24:40,980
Here's a list of questions for her.
289
00:24:52,157 --> 00:24:53,283
Bye, Mummy.
290
00:24:54,952 --> 00:24:55,828
Bye.
291
00:25:34,074 --> 00:25:35,451
James Colthurst.
292
00:25:37,453 --> 00:25:38,370
Thank you .
293
00:25:52,426 --> 00:25:53,385
Ready?
294
00:25:59,099 --> 00:26:01,143
I'm suddenly incredibly nervous.
295
00:26:03,353 --> 00:26:09,318
Andrew wanted you to start
by explaining why you're doing this.
296
00:26:14,490 --> 00:26:16,200
Because I've tried everything .
297
00:26:19,119 --> 00:26:22,164
I've confronted my husband
about his mistress,
298
00:26:22,247 --> 00:26:23,707
and I've been dismissed .
299
00:26:25,501 --> 00:26:27,002
I've gone to the Queen .
300
00:26:29,004 --> 00:26:30,631
It's like facing a blank wall .
301
00:26:31,924 --> 00:26:33,467
And it finally dawned on me
302
00:26:34,009 --> 00:26:36,762
that unless I get
my side of the story out there,
303
00:26:37,596 --> 00:26:41,183
people will never understand
how it's really been for me.
304
00:26:42,976 --> 00:26:47,439
And I thought about
moving abroad with the boys,
305
00:26:47,523 --> 00:26:52,820
but the Crown could take
Iegal custody of any heirs to the throne.
306
00:26:54,571 --> 00:26:57,074
And I'd have the boys taken away from me.
307
00:27:02,204 --> 00:27:04,123
Which is what happened to my mother.
308
00:27:06,959 --> 00:27:08,752
And I couldn't survive that.
309
00:27:25,519 --> 00:27:27,771
Can you tell me something
about your childhood?
310
00:27:28,605 --> 00:27:31,650
It was a very unhappy childhood.
311
00:27:33,986 --> 00:27:36,947
My parents were always wrapped up
in their own problems.
312
00:27:38,365 --> 00:27:40,492
And my mother was always in tears.
313
00:27:42,119 --> 00:27:46,748
And my father. . .
never telling us what was going on .
314
00:27:49,293 --> 00:27:51,962
And there was always
a succession of nannies
315
00:27:53,046 --> 00:27:54,173
who I hated .
316
00:27:56,091 --> 00:27:59,636
Prince Charles famously replied,
"Whatever 'in love ' means"
317
00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:02,055
when asked if he was in love with you.
318
00:28:02,598 --> 00:28:04,308
How did that make you feel?
319
00:28:04,850 --> 00:28:07,686
Absolutely traumatized .
320
00:28:08,562 --> 00:28:12,191
My self-worth was cut in two.
321
00:28:12,816 --> 00:28:13,942
But...
322
00:28:15,402 --> 00:28:17,988
I was too scared to ask him what he meant.
323
00:28:18,614 --> 00:28:20,324
And then it was too late.
324
00:28:20,866 --> 00:28:23,452
From the outside,
it was the fairy-tale wedding.
325
00:28:24,411 --> 00:28:26,538
How did it feel on the inside?
326
00:28:29,583 --> 00:28:31,001
Like a bad dream .
327
00:28:31,835 --> 00:28:33,629
The night before the wedding,
328
00:28:35,005 --> 00:28:38,717
I was suddenly overwhelmed ,
329
00:28:39,343 --> 00:28:42,137
and I sobbed my eyes out.
330
00:28:44,431 --> 00:28:46,808
I ate everything in sight.
331
00:28:47,559 --> 00:28:49,436
I was sick all over the place,
332
00:28:49,978 --> 00:28:54,149
which was a big sign
that all was not well.
333
00:28:55,692 --> 00:28:59,613
While walking down the aisle, I was
overwhelmed with Iove for my husband .
334
00:29:00,656 --> 00:29:02,199
And then l saw Camilla
335
00:29:03,075 --> 00:29:06,578
in her gray suit and her pillbox hat.
336
00:29:07,412 --> 00:29:09,623
And I just felt chilled to the bone.
337
00:29:11,667 --> 00:29:14,461
How quickly
did things start to go sour?
338
00:29:14,544 --> 00:29:17,422
Well, l started to unravel
at the honeymoon.
339
00:29:18,048 --> 00:29:21,843
And at night, I was having
these dreadful nightmares about Camilla.
340
00:29:21,927 --> 00:29:25,305
When the Queen was there,
l always felt second place.
341
00:29:25,389 --> 00:29:28,225
Charles barely looked at me.
l felt like a fish out of water.
342
00:29:28,308 --> 00:29:29,309
And l was so thin,
343
00:29:29,434 --> 00:29:31,687
my bones were sticking out
all over the place.
344
00:29:31,770 --> 00:29:35,148
When l talked to him about
photographers hounding me,
345
00:29:35,232 --> 00:29:36,400
he talked about Camilla.
346
00:29:36,483 --> 00:29:38,986
When l tried to be brave
and make a speech in Welsh,
347
00:29:39,069 --> 00:29:42,531
l got no support.
l felt like a lamb to the slaughter.
348
00:29:42,614 --> 00:29:45,409
Did you feel your husband
was committed to the marriage
349
00:29:45,492 --> 00:29:47,286
in the same way that you were ?
350
00:29:47,369 --> 00:29:49,454
Well , there was always the other one.
351
00:29:52,207 --> 00:29:53,583
From the word go.
352
00:29:55,919 --> 00:29:57,546
I couldn't compete.
353
00:29:59,881 --> 00:30:02,259
And l'd overhear him on the phone to her.
354
00:30:03,844 --> 00:30:06,555
And he used a voice
I'd never heard him use with me.
355
00:30:07,723 --> 00:30:10,559
Tender, caring, adoring.
356
00:30:14,479 --> 00:30:15,981
When I was pregnant with William,
357
00:30:16,064 --> 00:30:18,817
I threw myself down the stairs
at Sandringham .
358
00:30:53,352 --> 00:30:55,562
-Andrew's Iistened to the tapes?
-He has.
359
00:30:55,645 --> 00:30:58,315
And draffed some follow-up questions.
360
00:30:59,483 --> 00:31:00,609
What did he think?
361
00:31:02,444 --> 00:31:03,779
I think he was a bit shocked .
362
00:31:04,738 --> 00:31:08,200
He said he had to look up
"bulimia nervosa" in Kumar and CIark's.
363
00:31:09,451 --> 00:31:10,577
I have to admit,
364
00:31:11,745 --> 00:31:14,706
there have been a few surprises for me
in all this too.
365
00:31:20,253 --> 00:31:21,963
I wish you'd have told me before.
366
00:31:23,215 --> 00:31:24,174
About the...
367
00:31:27,344 --> 00:31:28,929
The suicide attempts?
368
00:31:30,222 --> 00:31:31,640
I'm so sorry.
369
00:31:34,351 --> 00:31:35,811
Why didn't you call us?
370
00:31:45,570 --> 00:31:48,407
He wants to know
if he can speak to any of your friends.
371
00:31:48,490 --> 00:31:50,951
-Why?
-It would help with the deniability.
372
00:31:51,034 --> 00:31:54,496
If he can show he has other sources
for all this, then it gives you cover.
373
00:31:55,080 --> 00:31:57,082
He'd ask the same questions
I've asked you ,
374
00:31:57,165 --> 00:31:59,167
and they'II be corroborating witnesses.
375
00:32:03,588 --> 00:32:04,464
AII right.
376
00:32:09,803 --> 00:32:11,221
We can start with Sue.
377
00:32:11,930 --> 00:32:14,349
-Who's Sue?
-My aromatherapist.
378
00:32:16,935 --> 00:32:18,562
And Felix Lyle.
379
00:32:18,645 --> 00:32:20,647
Felix Lyle.
380
00:32:20,730 --> 00:32:22,023
My astrologer.
381
00:32:23,233 --> 00:32:27,112
And . . . Oonagh Shanley-Toffolo.
382
00:32:27,195 --> 00:32:29,906
Oh , don't tell me.
She's your Reiki healer.
383
00:32:31,366 --> 00:32:32,909
My acupuncturist.
384
00:32:33,452 --> 00:32:36,496
And Stephen Twigg , my bodyworker.
385
00:32:40,208 --> 00:32:41,626
It's like an osteopath .
386
00:32:43,003 --> 00:32:44,045
Right.
387
00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:56,558
Good . Good .
You're doing really well .
388
00:32:58,518 --> 00:32:59,644
Excellent.
389
00:33:06,443 --> 00:33:07,611
Here we are.
390
00:33:10,864 --> 00:33:12,866
Now, I've had a go
391
00:33:12,949 --> 00:33:16,077
at the governing instrument
for the charity.
392
00:33:17,913 --> 00:33:20,540
These are the trust deeds.
393
00:33:20,624 --> 00:33:22,042
The memorandum.
394
00:33:22,125 --> 00:33:23,418
And the articles.
395
00:33:23,502 --> 00:33:26,713
What do you think
of a research fellowship?
396
00:33:28,340 --> 00:33:30,467
To study cancer in children .
397
00:33:32,052 --> 00:33:34,346
They were all so good to us at Barts.
398
00:33:34,888 --> 00:33:37,474
Made such a difference
to Leonora's final days.
399
00:33:37,557 --> 00:33:39,518
I think that's a lovely idea.
400
00:33:40,435 --> 00:33:43,563
Getting registration
can be a bit of a slog , but...
401
00:33:43,647 --> 00:33:47,150
Well , I'm on good terms
with some of the charity commissioners.
402
00:33:47,692 --> 00:33:48,944
Let me talk to them.
403
00:33:59,829 --> 00:34:04,834
You know, a Iong time ago,
I lost my favorite sister.
404
00:34:05,460 --> 00:34:06,503
Cecile.
405
00:34:07,295 --> 00:34:08,755
I n an airplane crash .
406
00:34:10,924 --> 00:34:13,635
I learned then what grief was.
407
00:34:15,136 --> 00:34:16,304
True grief.
408
00:34:21,017 --> 00:34:24,646
How it moves through the body.
409
00:34:26,439 --> 00:34:27,983
How it inhabits it.
410
00:34:30,652 --> 00:34:32,737
How it becomes part of your skin .
411
00:34:33,905 --> 00:34:35,031
Your cells.
412
00:34:38,451 --> 00:34:40,036
And it makes a home there.
413
00:34:42,706 --> 00:34:43,707
A permanent home.
414
00:34:50,338 --> 00:34:52,215
But you Iearn to Iive with it.
415
00:34:55,135 --> 00:34:57,053
And you will be happy again .
416
00:34:58,638 --> 00:35:00,974
Though never in the same way
as before, but...
417
00:35:02,434 --> 00:35:03,852
But that's the point.
418
00:35:05,979 --> 00:35:09,190
To keep finding new ways.
419
00:35:13,069 --> 00:35:14,070
Yes.
420
00:35:58,114 --> 00:35:59,783
Are you all right?
421
00:35:59,866 --> 00:36:02,035
-See that?
-Come out of nowhere. See that?
422
00:36:45,537 --> 00:36:46,538
Thank you .
423
00:36:47,205 --> 00:36:48,289
Don't be silly.
424
00:36:50,125 --> 00:36:54,629
Anything you need , you have the number
that gets straight through to me.
425
00:36:55,171 --> 00:36:57,882
Avoids the operator and all that nonsense.
426
00:36:58,466 --> 00:37:02,804
Oh , I almost forgot,
something Norton wanted me to pass on .
427
00:37:02,887 --> 00:37:06,349
Apparently, there's a book being written
about the Princess of Wales,
428
00:37:06,433 --> 00:37:07,726
with her cooperation .
429
00:37:07,809 --> 00:37:09,144
What kind of book?
430
00:37:09,269 --> 00:37:12,856
One that claims how badly
she's been treated by the family.
431
00:37:12,939 --> 00:37:15,692
Everyone's failure to understand her.
432
00:37:15,775 --> 00:37:19,195
The jealousy everyone feels
about her popularity and success.
433
00:37:19,738 --> 00:37:22,490
Norton said he'd had several calls
from people saying
434
00:37:22,574 --> 00:37:26,870
that either they'd been approached
or knew someone else who had .
435
00:37:28,955 --> 00:37:30,457
Probably just gossip.
436
00:37:31,541 --> 00:37:33,126
Norton should know better.
437
00:37:37,130 --> 00:37:38,256
Send him my best.
438
00:37:38,965 --> 00:37:39,924
I will .
439
00:38:00,570 --> 00:38:02,906
You don't think
the two incidents are related?
440
00:38:02,989 --> 00:38:06,284
You get knocked off your bike,
then Andrew's house gets broken into.
441
00:38:06,367 --> 00:38:09,412
Not the first time I've been driven
into the gutter by "White Van Man ,"
442
00:38:09,496 --> 00:38:13,041
and break-ins happen in London
hundreds of times a day.
443
00:38:13,124 --> 00:38:14,626
Besides, nothing was stolen .
444
00:38:15,210 --> 00:38:18,671
I'm not answering that. I'm not speaking
on this thing again , ever.
445
00:38:18,755 --> 00:38:22,091
I heard a click on our Iine this morning .
On this end .
446
00:38:22,801 --> 00:38:23,676
Patrick.
447
00:38:32,644 --> 00:38:33,853
Jephson .
448
00:38:35,605 --> 00:38:37,023
Miles, good afternoon .
449
00:38:39,526 --> 00:38:41,528
Right. Of course.
450
00:38:42,779 --> 00:38:44,322
We'll come right back to you .
451
00:38:46,074 --> 00:38:49,661
Miles Hunt-Davis,
the Duke of Edinburgh's private secretary,
452
00:38:49,744 --> 00:38:52,330
requesting a meeting with you
as soon as possible.
453
00:38:57,460 --> 00:39:00,630
...three miles
from Castlederg in County Tyrone
454
00:39:00,713 --> 00:39:03,007
when at least two terrorists
were frightened off
455
00:39:03,091 --> 00:39:05,093
as they planned to ambush
an off-duty member
456
00:39:05,176 --> 00:39:06,886
of the Royal lrish Regiment at his home.
457
00:39:11,349 --> 00:39:14,602
...by security forces
in the early hours of this morning.
458
00:39:14,686 --> 00:39:17,438
According to police,
the fierce exchange of gunfire...
459
00:39:54,434 --> 00:39:55,393
Well ,
460
00:39:56,561 --> 00:39:59,689
it's been a while
since I've been in Kensington Palace.
461
00:40:00,231 --> 00:40:01,816
The Ieper colony.
462
00:40:02,609 --> 00:40:04,068
Is that what you call it?
463
00:40:05,820 --> 00:40:10,491
I think of it as the depot
where we put all the mad old aunts.
464
00:40:12,827 --> 00:40:17,373
AII watching each other's comings
and goings through net curtains.
465
00:40:21,294 --> 00:40:23,087
Is there any privacy at all?
466
00:40:24,088 --> 00:40:25,757
-None.
-Ghastly.
467
00:40:26,299 --> 00:40:28,843
Because privacy's so important, isn't it?
468
00:40:30,345 --> 00:40:31,387
Yes.
469
00:40:32,555 --> 00:40:33,890
Confidentiality too.
470
00:40:38,728 --> 00:40:41,564
I suppose that's what I've come
to see you about today.
471
00:40:42,565 --> 00:40:43,483
PIease.
472
00:40:45,068 --> 00:40:46,903
I won't if that's all right.
473
00:40:55,870 --> 00:40:58,623
Yes, I-- I can be a tough old nut,
474
00:40:59,582 --> 00:41:01,751
but I've always had a soft spot for you .
475
00:41:02,710 --> 00:41:06,673
Maybe because you're young .
Maybe because you're a beautiful woman .
476
00:41:08,299 --> 00:41:11,552
Maybe because I offen share
your frustration with your husband .
477
00:41:13,513 --> 00:41:16,724
I've always felt protective of you .
478
00:41:18,101 --> 00:41:20,478
Fond of you . There, I've said it.
479
00:41:22,230 --> 00:41:24,899
So when I see you
making errors of judgment,
480
00:41:25,650 --> 00:41:28,778
I want to Iean across the table
and remind you ,
481
00:41:29,487 --> 00:41:30,947
I'm on your team .
482
00:41:32,949 --> 00:41:34,367
What am I trying to say?
483
00:41:35,702 --> 00:41:37,662
You're not a novice anymore.
484
00:41:38,496 --> 00:41:41,833
You're long past the point
of thinking of us as a family.
485
00:41:41,916 --> 00:41:44,585
That's the mistake people make
in the beginning ,
486
00:41:44,669 --> 00:41:47,922
but you understand ,
I think, it's a system .
487
00:41:49,048 --> 00:41:50,675
And we're all in this system .
488
00:41:51,384 --> 00:41:54,303
You , me, the Boss.
489
00:41:55,013 --> 00:41:58,307
The cousins, the uncles, the aunts.
490
00:41:58,891 --> 00:42:00,184
The Iepers.
491
00:42:01,436 --> 00:42:03,479
For better or for worse.
492
00:42:03,563 --> 00:42:05,148
We're all stuck in it.
493
00:42:06,232 --> 00:42:08,818
And we can't just air our grievances
494
00:42:08,901 --> 00:42:12,447
and throw bombs in the air
as in a normal family,
495
00:42:13,448 --> 00:42:16,242
or we end up damaging
something much bigger
496
00:42:16,325 --> 00:42:18,745
and something much more important.
497
00:42:20,747 --> 00:42:21,789
The system .
498
00:42:24,834 --> 00:42:27,420
So the tip I want to give you is this.
499
00:42:28,963 --> 00:42:32,467
I mean , just-- just be creative.
500
00:42:35,136 --> 00:42:39,474
You can break as many rules as you Iike.
You can do whatever you want.
501
00:42:40,725 --> 00:42:45,229
You can make whatever arrangements
you need to find your own happiness.
502
00:42:46,230 --> 00:42:48,858
As Iong as you remember the one condition .
503
00:42:49,817 --> 00:42:51,152
The one rule.
504
00:42:52,779 --> 00:42:57,325
You remain Ioyal to your husband
and Ioyal to this family
505
00:42:57,950 --> 00:42:59,118
in public.
506
00:43:02,205 --> 00:43:03,456
You mean silent?
507
00:43:03,539 --> 00:43:04,582
Yes.
508
00:43:07,043 --> 00:43:08,419
Don't rock the boat.
509
00:43:14,675 --> 00:43:15,593
Right.
510
00:43:16,260 --> 00:43:17,303
Ever.
511
00:43:19,055 --> 00:43:20,306
To the grave.
512
00:43:33,820 --> 00:43:35,196
You're not saying anything .
513
00:43:38,282 --> 00:43:40,326
I don't think there's anything to say.
514
00:43:44,789 --> 00:43:48,626
Then I think that's the wisest thing
I've ever heard come out of your mouth .
515
00:44:31,169 --> 00:44:32,461
She 'll be fine.
516
00:44:34,672 --> 00:44:35,840
Good .
517
00:44:35,923 --> 00:44:37,091
Yes.
518
00:44:38,426 --> 00:44:41,596
I told her that if she were
a Iittle more clever,
519
00:44:42,889 --> 00:44:44,599
a Iittle more strategic,
520
00:44:44,682 --> 00:44:48,102
she could find all the happiness
she needs in this system ...
521
00:44:49,353 --> 00:44:51,355
...without anyone being any the wiser.
522
00:44:52,982 --> 00:44:54,817
Is that the solution , do you think?
523
00:44:56,027 --> 00:44:59,614
That husbands and wives
should keep secrets from one another?
524
00:44:59,697 --> 00:45:02,116
Secrets? That's not a very nice word .
525
00:45:03,117 --> 00:45:04,160
No.
526
00:45:05,244 --> 00:45:09,415
No, what I mean is, you know,
if people were, well , more considerate,
527
00:45:09,498 --> 00:45:12,960
more mature, more discreet,
528
00:45:14,045 --> 00:45:17,506
it can actually be the glue
that binds it all together.
529
00:45:20,760 --> 00:45:23,721
You see, I think in a marriage,
one should aim to exist
530
00:45:24,263 --> 00:45:27,850
without secrets or accommodations.
531
00:45:27,934 --> 00:45:30,937
Yes, well , that's because
you are who you are.
532
00:45:31,646 --> 00:45:36,567
And not just because any husband or wife
can feel when something is awry,
533
00:45:36,651 --> 00:45:40,529
but ultimately,
it's not what I know about you
534
00:45:41,364 --> 00:45:43,324
or even what you know about me.
535
00:45:43,991 --> 00:45:45,660
It's what He knows.
536
00:45:47,245 --> 00:45:48,621
About all of us.
537
00:45:49,705 --> 00:45:52,291
I think He has the night off occasionally.
538
00:46:00,549 --> 00:46:02,051
Good night.
539
00:46:02,134 --> 00:46:03,177
Good night.
540
00:46:26,534 --> 00:46:30,705
Tonight l'm joined
by Andrew Morton, one-time royal watcher
541
00:46:30,788 --> 00:46:33,958
and now author of the book
that everyone is talking about.
542
00:46:34,583 --> 00:46:36,711
-Andrew, good evening.
-Good evening.
543
00:46:36,794 --> 00:46:39,213
For anyone
who's been living under a rock,
544
00:46:39,297 --> 00:46:41,674
and doesn 't know,
could you tell us what your book is about?
545
00:46:41,757 --> 00:46:44,885
My book is an intimate portrait
of Princess Diana.
546
00:46:44,969 --> 00:46:47,179
An attempt to tell the story
of what her life,
547
00:46:47,263 --> 00:46:49,932
and particularly her marriage,
is really like.
548
00:46:50,516 --> 00:46:54,103
And the fact is,
behind the glamorous public facade,
549
00:46:54,228 --> 00:46:56,731
what we have is
a woman who is deeply unhappy.
550
00:46:56,814 --> 00:46:58,983
Which you go into in great detaiI
551
00:46:59,066 --> 00:47:01,944
in a book that seems
to be channeling Diana herself,
552
00:47:02,028 --> 00:47:05,364
and yet which you claim
she was in no way involved .
553
00:47:05,448 --> 00:47:09,076
I can say categorically
that I did not interview the princess,
554
00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:13,539
but l spoke to her friends, associates,
anyone who was willing to talk.
555
00:47:13,622 --> 00:47:14,957
Many were notjust willing,
556
00:47:15,041 --> 00:47:17,335
they were desperate
to tell the world how it really is.
557
00:47:17,418 --> 00:47:19,795
And we really are talking
about the whole world.
558
00:47:19,879 --> 00:47:23,382
I mean , this book is breaking
all kinds of publishing records.
559
00:47:23,466 --> 00:47:26,135
In France,
Holland, Germany, Japan,
560
00:47:26,218 --> 00:47:29,472
and is making you a rich man
in the process.
561
00:47:29,555 --> 00:47:32,600
Do you feel a sense of guilt
or responsibility
562
00:47:32,683 --> 00:47:35,811
for throwing the royal family into crisis?
563
00:47:35,895 --> 00:47:39,690
Honestly, I think the royal family
have been throwing themselves into crisis.
564
00:47:39,774 --> 00:47:43,819
They knew what they were getting into
with Diana. They knew she was vulnerable.
565
00:47:43,903 --> 00:47:46,113
They knew she 'd had a difficult childhood.
566
00:47:47,740 --> 00:47:51,827
They knew she needed love
and security and reassurance.
567
00:47:53,329 --> 00:47:55,498
But did they give it to her? No.
568
00:47:56,123 --> 00:47:58,250
They gave her the total opposite.
569
00:47:58,334 --> 00:47:59,710
So they can't be surprised
570
00:47:59,794 --> 00:48:02,755
she wants people to understand
why she hasn't been happy.
571
00:48:03,589 --> 00:48:05,633
So, where does that leave us?
572
00:48:05,716 --> 00:48:08,719
That Ieaves us
in one of those cyclical moments
573
00:48:08,803 --> 00:48:11,764
where the royal family
is in genuine crisis,
574
00:48:12,431 --> 00:48:16,811
but where the fragile truce between Diana
and the royals is clearly not working.
575
00:48:17,353 --> 00:48:19,397
There are two alternatives to a truce.
576
00:48:19,939 --> 00:48:23,442
Either you have
a Iong-term negotiated peace,
577
00:48:23,526 --> 00:48:27,988
which I don't see happening .
The two sides are too entrenched .
578
00:48:29,198 --> 00:48:31,325
Or you escalate.
579
00:48:32,368 --> 00:48:33,619
Into what?
580
00:48:34,203 --> 00:48:35,454
All-out war.
581
00:48:36,288 --> 00:48:39,083
Which, sadly, seems to be
where this is currently headed.
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