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April: Previously
on Chasing Life...
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How did the meeting go yesterday
for the new clinical trial?
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It wasn't the outcome we'd hoped for,
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but I have a meeting regarding
a similar trial from Noratis.
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When I told Andrew and Mariah
that I didn't see you like that,
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it's not that I couldn't.
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It's that I don't let myself
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- because...
- What could we do about it?
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Can I read that book that
you were telling me about?
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- April: It's my only copy, so...
- I will be careful with it.
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- Operator: 911, what's your emergency?
- My husband, he's not breathing.
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I can't live without him.
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_
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Thank you for coming by, Mr.
Begley. I'll show you out.
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(Door opens)
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(Door closes)
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How are you feeling?
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Um... overwhelmed.
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Just...
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- It's...
- It's very bittersweet.
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Your husband dies,
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but you inherit this money.
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I don't want it.
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I think I should just give it back.
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Aw, honey.
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You know, I remember when your dad died
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and his life insurance money
came in. I felt so strange.
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But you shouldn't feel bad about this.
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It's a nice nest egg,
and it is what Leo wanted.
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I guess.
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You know, if you want to talk
to somebody, I can find...
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Mom, told you I don't
want to go to therapy.
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Okay, it's just that with you
crashing at Beth's all week,
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I haven't gotten to see how you're doing.
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I worry about you.
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I'm fine.
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Really.
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Though, we should probably
sell Leo's motorcycle.
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It feels kind of weird
selling any of his stuff.
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But it's not like you can ride it, so...
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What's the point?
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Beth: Do you, like, know what
you're gonna do with the money?
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April: No idea.
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I'd probably blow it all on
Etsy. I'm so bad with money.
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But you, you're responsible.
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You should like, rent your own place.
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I mean... (Sighs)
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Don't get me wrong, I loved
having you stay with me.
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Which I so appreciate.
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I mean, you've saved me from
having my mom's concerned face
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peer down on me 24/7.
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Oh!
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You're right, though. I should
probably start looking for my own place.
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You know, once Brenna graduates, it
will only be me and Mom at the house,
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and so not interested in going
all Grey Gardens with her.
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Well why not? You'd
make a great little Edie.
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You already know how
to pull off a head-wrap.
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How about you? How did Jaclyn
like that design you showed her?
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And... how was your date
last night with Josh?
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Have you guys done it yet?
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Work's good, Josh is good. All's good, yup.
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And I really need a coffee.
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I'm finally at the age where
I totally get those mugs
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that are like, "don't talk to me
until I've had my morning coffee."
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And it's like, so sad and...
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Leo and I used to always walk
down this street and laugh
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at the ridiculous things in the windows.
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Though, I did always say,
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I wouldn't mind a pair of Louboutins.
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Yeah, who wouldn't?
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They cost like... A fortune.
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(Sighs)
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Beth, you've been an amazing
friend to me this past week,
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and I think you deserve a gift.
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(Chuckles)
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I think we both deserve gifts.
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- Oh, my God, are you serious?
- (Chuckles)
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- Oh, my God, April!
- Let's do it.
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(Theme music playing) ♪
You bet your soul, honey ♪
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♪ you bet your soul ♪
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♪ just right ♪
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♪ you could stay all night
and never wanna go home ♪
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♪ 'cause we can't stop ♪
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Sync and corrections by Albanda
www.Addic7ed.com
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Those really are beautiful shoes.
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I'm so glad you treated yourself.
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Well, I figured I might as well, right?
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- (Knock on door)
- April Carver?
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Hi, I'm Dr. Alex Barratt.
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- Hi.
- Congrats on getting into this trial.
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I hear it was competitive.
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Very.
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Yeah, like you have no idea.
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You wouldn't even... it was... hard.
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I'm sorry, I'm Sara.
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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Sorry, continue.
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Well, it was probably competitive
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because Noratis and I are both
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optimistic about the possible
results the trial could yield.
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It'd be great to get you started today.
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What's the medical kit for?
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It contains the syringes.
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Needles?
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The trial is a three-step procedure,
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to be done twice a day.
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First, you'll start with a
steroid to stave off the nausea
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that the trial could cause.
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Then you'll inject yourself with
a microtubule inhibitor chemo shot,
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finally followed by
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a tyrosine-kinase inhibitor.
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TKI, as the cool kids call it.
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April's a tad queasy
about blood and needles.
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It's okay.
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If I have to stick myself
with a needle twice a day,
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that's what I'll do.
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I'm ready to start this trial.
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I want to get better.
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Good.
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That Dr. Barratt is like McDreamy.
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McDreamy's dead, Mom.
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Well, he's like McSteamy.
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Dead too.
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Well, he seems nice.
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Yeah.
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This trial is gonna be intense
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and pretty taxing on you.
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I know.
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You know, I get that you don't
want to do the one-on-one therapy,
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but, you know, maybe now's not a bad time
to at least go back into support group.
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You know, it could be
helpful to be around people
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who can empathize with
what you're going through.
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That's not a horrible idea.
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See? I can have some not-horrible ideas.
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Hey, what about George
O'Malley? Is he still alive?
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No.
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(Knocking)
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Hi.
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Hi, I'm Brenna.
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I figured since Finn
wasn't in school today,
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I'd bring over his assignments.
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That's so sweet of you. You're the one
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- with the sick sister, right?
- (Kids yelling)
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- Mom!
- Connor! Rory!
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Is Finn all right?
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Yeah. He's come down with something, but...
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(Kids screaming)
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He's in there.
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I need to make sure that
nobody's been mangled
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or killed. You never know in this house.
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(TV playing on iPad)
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Gilmore Girls? Really?
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- I don't know why that's on there.
- Oh.
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So your mom said that you've
come down with something?
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That's a nice way of putting it.
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I have graft-versus-host.
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- It's when...
- Yeah, I know.
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It's when the donor cells
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from the transplant attack the body, right?
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Yup, it's fun stuff
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with some exciting side
effects like puking, a rash,
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going to the bathroom a
lot, if you know what I mean.
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Ew!
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No offense.
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None taken.
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Yeah.
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This thing can go away
with the right drugs,
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but none of the ones my doctors are
prescribing seem to be working, so...
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I'm sure they'll figure out something soon.
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They kept me alive this long.
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So that means you're in luck.
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I won't be able to see your show
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at the auteur showcase tomorrow night.
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Aw, shucks!
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That's too bad.
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Okay, hey, I really was
looking forward to it.
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I picked out a hoodie and everything.
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It's really no big deal.
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But... it is.
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I mean, I know you're nervous about it
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and you want to do it alone,
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but maybe you should invite Ford?
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Or maybe some of your...
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I'm gonna try to get it right this time,
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LGBT Q... A...
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I friends?
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Nailed it!
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Yes!
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I'm not so sure that I want
to subject people to the movie.
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Really, don't worry about it.
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So, Finn, just a question,
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who's your favorite Gilmore Girl?
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Lorelai, obviously.
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Mm-hmm, yeah. That's what I thought.
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It was definitely a punch to the gut
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when the doctors told me the news.
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But I believe everything
happens for a reason
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and I've decided I'm gonna stay positive.
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I will get better.
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You are gonna kick cancer's butt, Carly.
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Well, it's only when we're
faced with our greatest obstacles
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do we truly learn just
how strong we really are.
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Yeah, good luck with that.
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Talk about strong...
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April's back.
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Anything you want to talk about today?
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No, I think I'm okay.
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What about you, Carly?
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Any other thoughts or
questions for the group?
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Uh... yeah.
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I was wondering what you
guys do about telling people?
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(Voice fading) Did you just update
your status that you had cancer?
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♪ Something's happenin' to me ♪
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♪ mmm, mmm, something's
happenin' to me ♪
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♪ I feel myself changin' ♪
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(Fast blues-pop beat playing)
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♪ Facing what I want, ♪
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♪ what I want, what I
want, what I want, yeah ♪
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♪ okay ♪
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♪ You want to jump on
just to experience this ♪
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♪ then turn love into a
hole on my wish list ♪
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♪ I'm on a new find
from the first light ♪
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(Engine rumbles)
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♪ So it's time to say goodbye ♪
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♪ it was just lust anyway ♪
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♪ we had a good try, good try ♪
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- (Tires screech)
- Damn it!
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- (Revs engine)
- ♪ But now I feel myself ♪
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♪ feel myself ♪
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♪ changin', changin' ♪
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- ♪ changin' ♪
- (Horns honking)
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♪ Rah! ♪
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You're like the Louboutin fairy.
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Hey, do you want a pair? Because
I would totally buy you one.
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I don't think those would go
over too great at public school.
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What about at Charton?
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If you wanted to reenroll,
I'd be happy to help.
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Wow. Thank you.
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Um, but I already made my
dramatic exit from Charton.
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It would be weird going back.
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Okay. Well, I have all this money
now, so if you change your mind.
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- Hi!
- Hi.
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Hey, April's having dinner with us. Great.
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So how was support group?
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It was a waste of time.
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Just felt like people were
sitting around, spouting off
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things they wrote on motivational posters.
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That's a shame.
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Well, you know, maybe you
should try group therapy.
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It's a little different from support group.
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They have a leader, and
some of my clients...
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They don't have that at
the North End Health Center.
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April: It's fine, Mom. I tried.
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11:05 pm. South Station. Got it.
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Yeah. Wait, what?
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Yes, I'm writing it down.
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Yeah. Okay.
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All right. I'll see you then.
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- All right. Bye, Mae.
- Everything cool?
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Yeah. Everything's fine.
261
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I'm just coordinating
Mae's travel to Boston.
262
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Her conference in New York is going great.
263
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Are you guys sure it's
okay if she stays here?
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It's my last night in town
and I don't wanna find her...
265
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Yeah. Of course.
266
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Wow. Judging from all this food,
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looks like I better go put on some sweats.
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How you doing, kid?
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Good.
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I'm feeling better. Thanks.
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Okay.
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We're gonna miss you, Uncle George.
273
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Well, I will be back.
274
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Actually, could you do
me a favor before you go?
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A friend from school has lymphoma
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and he had a transplant a few months ago,
277
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but now he has graft-versus-host disease
278
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and none of the meds that his
doctors are giving him are working.
279
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So, since you're...
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Like, the best pediatric
oncologist in the world...
281
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- Yeah...
- Maybe you could help him?
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I appreciate you putting
"in the world" there,
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but no need.
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I specialize in graft-versus-host,
285
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so I'll definitely take
a look at your friend,
286
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so don't worry. We're
gonna figure everything out.
287
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Thank you so much.
288
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Oh, I didn't realize you were in here.
289
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Hey, Brenn.
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- Sorry to hear about Finn.
- Thanks...
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But I've been reading
about graft-versus-host,
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and as long as it's treated right,
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- he should be fine.
- Hopefully.
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Who'd have thought we both
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date guys with cancer?
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Well, Finn and I aren't dating.
297
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'Cause if Finn dies, then
all three Carver women
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would officially be black widows.
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Move over, Scarjo.
300
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Everyone having fun?
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Yes, April. For the hundredth time,
302
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- we're having fun.
- Well, I'm just making sure.
303
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Does anybody need refills
304
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or more appetizers?
305
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I could go for some mozzarella sticks.
I really love mozzarella sticks.
306
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Sometimes I think I love
them more than I love sex.
307
00:13:57,296 --> 00:13:58,529
- That's psychotic.
- Oh, you're insane.
308
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Beth: No. I get it, Gupta.
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I've had bad sex, but I've
never had a bad mozzarella stick.
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How would you compare
311
00:14:06,472 --> 00:14:08,944
your new lover, Josh, to cheese sticks?
312
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And like, why isn't he here?
313
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You've been talking about him nonstop.
314
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So how you holding up, April?
315
00:14:13,946 --> 00:14:17,214
Well, I'm a 25-year-old widow with cancer,
316
00:14:17,249 --> 00:14:19,816
but surprisingly, I'm not so bad.
317
00:14:19,818 --> 00:14:22,613
You know, how can I be when
I'm surrounded by my friends?
318
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That's really good to hear.
Now, let's get down to business.
319
00:14:25,057 --> 00:14:26,182
How much money did you get?
320
00:14:26,207 --> 00:14:27,891
- Danny, come on.
- What?
321
00:14:27,927 --> 00:14:29,726
I'm new money, I minored in economics.
322
00:14:29,762 --> 00:14:31,828
- Let me be gauche.
- In the words of Salt 'n Pepa,
323
00:14:31,864 --> 00:14:33,497
"none of yo business."
324
00:14:33,532 --> 00:14:34,665
- Oh...
- (Laughter)
325
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But I want to share the
wealth with my good friends.
326
00:14:37,239 --> 00:14:38,878
You guys have been the absolute best lately
327
00:14:38,903 --> 00:14:41,738
and as a thank you, I think we
should take advantage of this.
328
00:14:41,774 --> 00:14:44,575
It makes me happy for
others to join in on the fun,
329
00:14:44,610 --> 00:14:46,786
and it's definitely what Leo would want.
330
00:14:47,313 --> 00:14:50,536
So, along with two orders
of mozzarella sticks...
331
00:14:50,677 --> 00:14:53,460
What is the absolute best booze
this place has on the menu?
332
00:14:53,485 --> 00:14:56,153
I believe that would
be a bottle of Cristal.
333
00:14:56,188 --> 00:14:58,138
But to my knowledge, no one in the history
334
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of the Charles has ever ordered one.
335
00:14:59,975 --> 00:15:02,092
Looks like that's gonna change tonight.
336
00:15:02,127 --> 00:15:04,127
(Laughter)
337
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♪ Every emotion ♪
338
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♪ oh, oh, oh ♪
339
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♪ if you hold onto me ♪
340
00:15:10,803 --> 00:15:12,986
♪ we're gonna make it,
baby, you will see ♪
341
00:15:13,022 --> 00:15:14,705
♪ that's the way love is made ♪
342
00:15:14,740 --> 00:15:16,907
♪ we're gonna make it
if we just believe ♪
343
00:15:16,942 --> 00:15:18,942
♪ if we just believe ♪
344
00:15:18,978 --> 00:15:20,354
(Laughter)
345
00:15:20,379 --> 00:15:22,512
I always knew Biggie and
I had something in common!
346
00:15:22,548 --> 00:15:24,715
Is it weird that I want
April to be my sugar mama?
347
00:15:24,750 --> 00:15:25,985
- Yes.
- No!
348
00:15:26,010 --> 00:15:28,633
Yes! So weird, dude.
349
00:15:28,658 --> 00:15:31,542
Hey, you guys, why don't we
do this every single night?
350
00:15:31,567 --> 00:15:33,423
- We will.
- I'm having, like, the best time ever
351
00:15:33,459 --> 00:15:36,226
- and this is so much fun.
- Cheers, bitch.
352
00:15:36,261 --> 00:15:38,211
- Cheers, bitch!
- Natalie: Yeah!
353
00:15:38,263 --> 00:15:39,563
- Danny: Cheers, bitch!
- (Laughter)
354
00:15:39,598 --> 00:15:41,114
Cheers.
355
00:15:42,401 --> 00:15:44,234
- Should we order another bottle?
- Last call!
356
00:15:44,635 --> 00:15:46,669
What? No!
357
00:15:46,801 --> 00:15:48,565
I don't wanna go home yet.
358
00:15:48,590 --> 00:15:52,658
Well, you know, it is 1:45
and we should probably...
359
00:15:52,683 --> 00:15:54,627
Do you guys want this party to end?
360
00:15:55,214 --> 00:15:57,881
- All: No, no.
- April: Good.
361
00:15:58,251 --> 00:16:00,661
I'm gonna go talk to the bartender.
362
00:16:00,686 --> 00:16:01,868
Oh, be careful.
363
00:16:01,920 --> 00:16:03,687
That's Chris. He's a douche.
364
00:16:03,722 --> 00:16:05,229
- Hi!
- Closing out?
365
00:16:05,254 --> 00:16:06,339
What's your last name?
366
00:16:06,364 --> 00:16:07,713
No. Actually, I have a request.
367
00:16:07,785 --> 00:16:10,402
My friends and I are
having such a good time
368
00:16:10,427 --> 00:16:12,396
and we're not ready for the
night to be over just yet.
369
00:16:12,448 --> 00:16:14,731
Is there any way you can stay
open just a little bit longer?
370
00:16:14,767 --> 00:16:16,533
Oh, nice try, but no can do.
371
00:16:16,568 --> 00:16:18,268
April: Pretty please?
372
00:16:18,270 --> 00:16:19,436
Sorry.
373
00:16:19,947 --> 00:16:21,714
(Whispers) Money.
374
00:16:25,477 --> 00:16:27,327
In exchange for your troubles, how much...
375
00:16:27,379 --> 00:16:29,046
Put your wallet away, twiggy.
376
00:16:29,048 --> 00:16:30,981
We close at 2:00. It's a strict rule
377
00:16:31,016 --> 00:16:33,116
- and I ain't bending it for you.
- Okay.
378
00:16:33,152 --> 00:16:34,951
Well, can I talk to the owner?
379
00:16:34,987 --> 00:16:36,565
- Maybe he or she...
- I am the owner.
380
00:16:36,590 --> 00:16:38,822
April: Look, I'm a very loyal customer
381
00:16:38,857 --> 00:16:40,857
and I come here all the time.
382
00:16:40,876 --> 00:16:41,992
Don't you recognize me?
383
00:16:41,994 --> 00:16:44,094
And I bought two bottles
of Cristal tonight!
384
00:16:44,146 --> 00:16:45,996
- Is there nothing you can do?
- No, there's not.
385
00:16:46,031 --> 00:16:48,665
So close out and get out.
And I'm not saying it again.
386
00:16:48,717 --> 00:16:50,934
What's your problem, dude?
You're being very rude.
387
00:16:50,969 --> 00:16:52,101
- Let's just go.
- No, no.
388
00:16:52,126 --> 00:16:53,870
I'm talking to Mr. Charles himself here
389
00:16:53,906 --> 00:16:57,557
- and might I say, he's a bit of an ass...
- Okay. Let's go.
390
00:16:57,593 --> 00:16:59,776
No! I'm never coming back
here again and I'm gonna tell
391
00:16:59,812 --> 00:17:01,661
all my friends never
to come back here again.
392
00:17:01,697 --> 00:17:03,812
The Charles is over!
393
00:17:04,516 --> 00:17:06,616
- I'm so sorry.
- Dominic: I'll be back tomorrow.
394
00:17:20,574 --> 00:17:22,141
Morning.
395
00:17:23,531 --> 00:17:24,564
Morning.
396
00:17:24,886 --> 00:17:27,753
So, last night was interesting.
397
00:17:28,591 --> 00:17:29,607
It was.
398
00:17:29,642 --> 00:17:32,276
Hey, are you okay?
399
00:17:32,295 --> 00:17:35,546
I mean, I know you're not,
like, okay-okay, but...
400
00:17:36,074 --> 00:17:37,807
I'm worried about you.
401
00:17:37,842 --> 00:17:40,233
The spending, the outbursts...
402
00:17:40,258 --> 00:17:41,921
- Is there anything that...
- No, Beth.
403
00:17:41,946 --> 00:17:45,077
You know last night was
extremely out of character for me.
404
00:17:45,102 --> 00:17:46,134
I mean...
405
00:17:47,735 --> 00:17:49,619
Everything's just been so hard.
406
00:17:49,621 --> 00:17:51,454
I haven't been feeling like myself.
407
00:17:51,489 --> 00:17:53,656
I got too drunk and...
408
00:17:54,277 --> 00:17:57,679
Honestly, I didn't want the night to end.
409
00:18:00,464 --> 00:18:01,647
Well...
410
00:18:01,974 --> 00:18:04,013
I guess you're allowed some, you know,
411
00:18:04,038 --> 00:18:06,588
uncharacteristic actions,
even if that means
412
00:18:06,613 --> 00:18:08,928
we can't go back to the
Charles anytime soon.
413
00:18:10,434 --> 00:18:12,659
- Ugh. I'm sorry.
- (Laughs)
414
00:18:12,684 --> 00:18:14,269
(Both laughing)
415
00:18:15,239 --> 00:18:17,623
Hey, what do you say we just
do something low-key tonight?
416
00:18:17,675 --> 00:18:19,591
You know, take out from Anna's Taqueria
417
00:18:19,643 --> 00:18:22,177
Bette Midler movie marathon?
418
00:18:22,213 --> 00:18:23,803
No beaches .
419
00:18:23,914 --> 00:18:25,581
No beaches .
420
00:18:31,021 --> 00:18:34,123
George: Okay. I spoke with your
doctor and agree that it was
421
00:18:34,158 --> 00:18:36,825
wise to prescribe steroids
while you're also on TAC.
422
00:18:36,894 --> 00:18:38,894
They're usually reliable, but it seems like
423
00:18:38,929 --> 00:18:41,697
your body is not responding
the way it should.
424
00:18:41,699 --> 00:18:44,716
What else is new? My body
just loves to go rogue.
425
00:18:44,768 --> 00:18:47,970
All right. Well, we're
gonna try you on sirolimus.
426
00:18:48,005 --> 00:18:51,540
It's a bit more potent and
slightly out of the box in the realm
427
00:18:51,575 --> 00:18:53,525
of graft-versus-host disease treatment.
428
00:18:53,577 --> 00:18:55,577
But I've had patients who
have done very well on it.
429
00:18:55,579 --> 00:18:56,778
Thank you so much, Dr. Carver.
430
00:18:56,814 --> 00:18:59,515
- Sure.
- Call him George.
431
00:18:59,517 --> 00:19:01,500
Not to get ahead of ourselves, but...
432
00:19:01,535 --> 00:19:03,883
I'm gonna have to talk to
your dad about this, Finn.
433
00:19:03,908 --> 00:19:06,221
I don't know if we can afford it all.
434
00:19:06,273 --> 00:19:07,525
George: Um...
435
00:19:07,550 --> 00:19:10,136
This visit is on the house, Mrs. Madill.
436
00:19:10,161 --> 00:19:12,110
The drug should be covered
by your insurance plan
437
00:19:12,146 --> 00:19:13,295
and if it's not,
438
00:19:13,330 --> 00:19:15,247
call me and we'll work something out.
439
00:19:15,282 --> 00:19:17,232
- Kid: Give it back!
- (Glass shatters)
440
00:19:17,268 --> 00:19:19,818
- Kid: I'm gonna tell!
- (Sighs) I gotta go check on the boys.
441
00:19:19,854 --> 00:19:21,136
- George: Mrs...
- Thank you.
442
00:19:24,175 --> 00:19:27,109
Okay. The medication should
kick in in about three days.
443
00:19:27,161 --> 00:19:29,845
I'm guessing that means no
public outings any time soon?
444
00:19:29,880 --> 00:19:32,265
No. Not until the symptoms subside.
445
00:19:32,883 --> 00:19:34,499
Damn. Sorry, Brenna.
446
00:19:34,552 --> 00:19:36,919
Did you end up inviting
anyone to that showcase?
447
00:19:36,954 --> 00:19:38,620
How about Andrew and TJ?
448
00:19:38,656 --> 00:19:40,320
I'm sure they'd be into auteur films.
449
00:19:40,345 --> 00:19:41,523
(Scoffs)
450
00:19:41,559 --> 00:19:43,725
It's not pretentious enough for Andrew
451
00:19:43,761 --> 00:19:45,527
and not dumb enough for TJ,
452
00:19:45,529 --> 00:19:46,578
- so...
- Oh.
453
00:19:46,630 --> 00:19:48,247
Brenna: It's fine. I'll
just... I'll go alone.
454
00:19:48,299 --> 00:19:49,698
Wait, sorry. What's this about a showcase?
455
00:19:49,733 --> 00:19:51,266
It's nothing.
456
00:19:51,302 --> 00:19:52,601
Finn: She's being modest.
457
00:19:52,670 --> 00:19:55,420
Her short film is debuting at
the screening at Northeastern.
458
00:19:55,456 --> 00:19:57,139
There's even a Q&A afterwards.
459
00:19:57,191 --> 00:19:58,490
Your first movie premiere?
460
00:19:58,525 --> 00:20:01,556
- That's huge.
- I know. I keep saying that.
461
00:20:01,896 --> 00:20:03,970
Anyone could have gotten in.
462
00:20:04,048 --> 00:20:05,898
Really. It's whatever.
463
00:20:07,918 --> 00:20:09,801
Well, you know I've been wanting to expand,
464
00:20:09,826 --> 00:20:11,504
start working with people
who are dealing with more
465
00:20:11,529 --> 00:20:14,907
dire circumstances and, you
know, really need my help.
466
00:20:14,996 --> 00:20:16,245
So you don't mind?
467
00:20:16,270 --> 00:20:18,070
Not at all.
468
00:20:18,095 --> 00:20:20,712
Maybe you're right. Maybe...
469
00:20:20,764 --> 00:20:22,731
Maybe group therapy is a better alternative
470
00:20:22,783 --> 00:20:25,529
- than support group. I don't know.
- Okay. Good.
471
00:20:25,554 --> 00:20:27,000
Because I already spoke to Shireen
472
00:20:27,025 --> 00:20:28,268
at the North End Health Center.
473
00:20:28,303 --> 00:20:30,335
- Of course you did.
- And I'd love you to consider
474
00:20:30,360 --> 00:20:32,450
coming to the first session I'm leading.
475
00:20:32,475 --> 00:20:33,591
It might be useful.
476
00:20:33,666 --> 00:20:35,975
Plus, it'd be a way for us
to spend some time together.
477
00:20:36,027 --> 00:20:37,135
I miss you.
478
00:20:37,160 --> 00:20:39,729
I miss you, too, but I really need to go.
479
00:20:39,764 --> 00:20:41,798
Oh. Well, you don't want me to go
480
00:20:41,800 --> 00:20:43,516
with you to your appointment today?
481
00:20:43,541 --> 00:20:46,215
I should probably get used to
doing these things on my own.
482
00:20:46,240 --> 00:20:48,587
Oh. Okay. All right.
483
00:20:49,288 --> 00:20:50,428
(Door closes)
484
00:20:50,453 --> 00:20:52,353
If that's what you want.
485
00:20:55,630 --> 00:20:59,315
So, how's everything going
with the injection process?
486
00:20:59,317 --> 00:21:00,416
Good.
487
00:21:00,452 --> 00:21:02,452
I mean, it'll take some
time getting used to.
488
00:21:02,487 --> 00:21:04,521
Well, you'll be a pro in no time.
489
00:21:04,523 --> 00:21:06,505
How are you feeling otherwise?
490
00:21:07,005 --> 00:21:09,806
Um... I'm not feeling great.
491
00:21:09,831 --> 00:21:11,344
What? Are you nauseous? Light-headed?
492
00:21:11,396 --> 00:21:13,112
No, no. Nothing like that.
493
00:21:13,148 --> 00:21:14,831
It's just...
494
00:21:14,883 --> 00:21:16,833
Haven't been feeling like myself.
495
00:21:16,835 --> 00:21:18,234
I don't know if it's personal stuff
496
00:21:18,270 --> 00:21:21,004
or the cancer or maybe the drugs,
497
00:21:21,039 --> 00:21:23,773
but... last night, I kind of acted weird.
498
00:21:25,060 --> 00:21:27,627
Well, the steroids can alter your mood
499
00:21:27,662 --> 00:21:28,912
and increase your appetite.
500
00:21:28,964 --> 00:21:31,781
I did eat, like, ten
mozzarella sticks last night.
501
00:21:31,816 --> 00:21:34,617
Well, how can you not?
Mozzarella sticks are the best.
502
00:21:34,653 --> 00:21:36,886
But it is a little unusual
for the drugs to have
503
00:21:36,922 --> 00:21:39,171
such strong effects so quickly.
504
00:21:39,327 --> 00:21:41,560
So, why don't we take you off the steroids,
505
00:21:41,585 --> 00:21:42,709
see how you feel.
506
00:21:42,761 --> 00:21:44,377
I mean, they're mainly just to keep
507
00:21:44,429 --> 00:21:46,361
the other drug side effects at bay.
508
00:21:46,386 --> 00:21:49,054
If you start to feel sick,
we'll put you back on them.
509
00:21:49,079 --> 00:21:50,199
Sound good?
510
00:21:50,516 --> 00:21:51,798
I'll try anything.
511
00:22:25,651 --> 00:22:27,751
- Hey.
- Hey.
512
00:22:28,179 --> 00:22:30,996
Is that a new heavy duty cancer mask or...
513
00:22:31,048 --> 00:22:33,215
No. That is my motorcycle helmet.
514
00:22:33,250 --> 00:22:34,950
April Carver rode a motorcycle?
515
00:22:34,985 --> 00:22:36,169
Mm-hmm.
516
00:22:36,194 --> 00:22:39,922
April Carver, who has
cancer, rode a motorcycle?
517
00:22:40,457 --> 00:22:42,273
Yeah. What's the big deal?
518
00:22:44,778 --> 00:22:48,530
Oh! So the reason I went
all kind of weird last night
519
00:22:48,566 --> 00:22:49,821
was because of the steroids
520
00:22:49,846 --> 00:22:51,633
they had me on for the new clinical trial.
521
00:22:51,669 --> 00:22:53,635
- I'm off them now. Everything's good.
- Great.
522
00:22:53,671 --> 00:22:56,471
Okay, movie time.
523
00:22:56,507 --> 00:22:58,471
I'm thinking we should start
with Big Business .
524
00:22:58,496 --> 00:23:01,260
You know, Bette's outfits are
to die for. And Lily Tomlin?
525
00:23:01,312 --> 00:23:03,512
Oh, my God. A comedic genius.
526
00:23:03,547 --> 00:23:04,646
You know, I don't...
527
00:23:04,648 --> 00:23:06,693
I'm not sure I wanna watch a movie tonight.
528
00:23:06,718 --> 00:23:08,618
Friends Thanksgiving episodes?
529
00:23:08,924 --> 00:23:10,416
Actually, I just...
530
00:23:10,490 --> 00:23:11,673
I don't wanna stay in.
531
00:23:11,698 --> 00:23:13,715
Could we go out? Let's
go out. Let's go dancing.
532
00:23:13,750 --> 00:23:15,107
Uh...
533
00:23:15,132 --> 00:23:16,584
I don't know if that's a good idea.
534
00:23:16,620 --> 00:23:18,319
You know, I mean, after last night...
535
00:23:18,371 --> 00:23:20,305
- It might be better to just take it easy.
- No.
536
00:23:20,340 --> 00:23:22,390
Taking it easy is exactly what I don't want
537
00:23:22,425 --> 00:23:24,192
to be doing right now. I want...
538
00:23:24,194 --> 00:23:27,212
I want to be surrounded by
people just doing something.
539
00:23:27,264 --> 00:23:29,264
- Anything.
- And you're off the steroids?
540
00:23:29,289 --> 00:23:30,631
Yeah, but that's not even the point.
541
00:23:30,656 --> 00:23:32,033
I just... I wanna get out of here.
542
00:23:32,035 --> 00:23:34,102
I have all this money
now and the world is ours.
543
00:23:34,137 --> 00:23:37,005
You know, I have an idea.
Let's take out the motorcycle.
544
00:23:37,890 --> 00:23:41,042
Okay, you're officially
acting like a crazy person.
545
00:23:41,077 --> 00:23:43,695
Why? 'Cause I want to ride my motorcycle?
546
00:23:43,730 --> 00:23:46,714
- You don't even have a license.
- Leo taught me the basics.
547
00:23:50,020 --> 00:23:51,819
Look, I'm just trying to do whatever I can
548
00:23:51,871 --> 00:23:53,928
to make myself happy and feel better.
549
00:23:53,953 --> 00:23:55,271
And this is what I want to do.
550
00:23:55,408 --> 00:23:57,141
Why can't you get that?
551
00:23:59,629 --> 00:24:01,296
April...
552
00:24:03,072 --> 00:24:05,159
I have been trying to keep you busy
553
00:24:05,184 --> 00:24:06,316
these last couple of days
554
00:24:06,341 --> 00:24:08,474
and be there for you, but...
555
00:24:08,499 --> 00:24:10,365
You're like, really out there.
556
00:24:10,473 --> 00:24:13,274
Okay? And I'm sorry to say this, but...
557
00:24:13,276 --> 00:24:15,103
You can't live like this forever.
558
00:24:15,128 --> 00:24:17,744
Someday you're gonna have to get over it.
559
00:24:19,149 --> 00:24:21,015
Get over my dead husband?
560
00:24:21,816 --> 00:24:23,017
Really? Wow.
561
00:24:23,069 --> 00:24:25,153
God, Beth. You... you nailed it.
562
00:24:25,188 --> 00:24:27,789
Why the hell hadn't I thought of that?
563
00:24:34,013 --> 00:24:37,114
(Lively chattering)
564
00:24:45,439 --> 00:24:48,190
Hey, drink more. I bought you another one.
565
00:24:48,225 --> 00:24:50,258
- Mm.
- There we go.
566
00:24:52,806 --> 00:24:55,030
All right, like, we don't
have to talk about it
567
00:24:55,032 --> 00:24:56,998
or anything, but I just...
568
00:24:57,034 --> 00:24:58,717
Wanted to say I'm sorry about Leo.
569
00:24:58,769 --> 00:25:00,035
Thanks.
570
00:25:00,070 --> 00:25:02,037
But I see you're trying new things.
571
00:25:02,072 --> 00:25:04,754
- Yeah.
- Which I understand.
572
00:25:04,779 --> 00:25:07,553
When the going gets tough, you
go outside your comfort zone.
573
00:25:07,601 --> 00:25:10,092
I guess you're more of a
bad-ass than I thought you were.
574
00:25:10,117 --> 00:25:12,142
But I am clearly more of a bad-ass.
575
00:25:12,167 --> 00:25:13,559
- Clearly.
- Thank you.
576
00:25:13,584 --> 00:25:15,500
Though I am starting to understand why
577
00:25:15,525 --> 00:25:17,575
you can sometimes be the way you are.
578
00:25:17,600 --> 00:25:19,950
- Oh, like a bitch?
- I didn't say that.
579
00:25:19,975 --> 00:25:22,025
Okay. I am a bitch.
580
00:25:22,050 --> 00:25:23,816
Blame the cancer.
581
00:25:23,841 --> 00:25:25,490
Before that, I was weak and miserable.
582
00:25:25,515 --> 00:25:27,064
That doesn't sound like you.
583
00:25:27,125 --> 00:25:29,191
I was very different.
584
00:25:29,216 --> 00:25:32,317
I had a sketchy boyfriend and
an emotionally draining job
585
00:25:32,342 --> 00:25:35,243
and I lived with my needy mom
586
00:25:35,268 --> 00:25:37,135
who I was constantly fighting with.
587
00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:39,961
So when I was diagnosed, I decided to make
588
00:25:39,986 --> 00:25:43,037
the number one priority in my life... me.
589
00:25:43,062 --> 00:25:44,995
- Not a bad priority.
- Mm-hmm.
590
00:25:45,020 --> 00:25:46,820
Yeah, I dumped the boyfriend, quit the job,
591
00:25:46,845 --> 00:25:48,143
and as soon as I was well enough,
592
00:25:48,168 --> 00:25:49,697
I moved out.
593
00:25:49,722 --> 00:25:52,673
I just had to do what I really wanted.
594
00:25:52,698 --> 00:25:54,765
How did that feel?
595
00:25:54,790 --> 00:25:56,556
(Laughs) It was a process.
596
00:25:56,581 --> 00:25:58,547
I went through a lot of phases.
597
00:25:58,572 --> 00:26:01,070
I became spiritual...
598
00:26:01,118 --> 00:26:03,976
(Laughs) And I was a druggie.
599
00:26:04,001 --> 00:26:06,220
- Hmm.
- Mostly hallucinogens.
600
00:26:06,220 --> 00:26:08,788
But... (Sighs) Mushrooms.
601
00:26:09,289 --> 00:26:10,455
(Both laugh)
602
00:26:10,490 --> 00:26:12,090
And a world traveler.
603
00:26:12,125 --> 00:26:16,194
I've been so many different
people since I got sick.
604
00:26:16,230 --> 00:26:18,296
And I've experienced so many things
605
00:26:18,332 --> 00:26:21,066
I wouldn't have, and that makes me happy.
606
00:26:21,101 --> 00:26:25,036
Which is so weird 'cause like, I had to...
607
00:26:25,072 --> 00:26:27,772
Get cancer to be happy. It's...
608
00:26:27,808 --> 00:26:29,007
I'm jealous.
609
00:26:29,026 --> 00:26:30,909
I'd kill to be happy again.
610
00:26:30,944 --> 00:26:32,827
Like that guy.
611
00:26:32,863 --> 00:26:35,547
I mean, he looks like he
doesn't have care in the world.
612
00:26:35,599 --> 00:26:38,567
Oh. That's probably because he's rolling.
613
00:26:38,619 --> 00:26:42,454
- Hmm?
- On ecstasy, you nerd.
614
00:26:42,489 --> 00:26:43,555
(Laughs)
615
00:26:45,859 --> 00:26:47,409
Is there any danger
616
00:26:47,444 --> 00:26:50,412
in doing ecstasy if you have cancer?
617
00:26:50,464 --> 00:26:52,464
If there were, I'd probably be dead.
618
00:26:54,368 --> 00:26:58,587
♪ Love is still a magic affair ♪
619
00:26:58,639 --> 00:27:01,273
♪ my dear ♪
620
00:27:10,350 --> 00:27:13,184
And now, I'd like to open the floor
to questions for Brenna Carver,
621
00:27:13,220 --> 00:27:15,854
the writer and director of
Me, you, and Nigel.
622
00:27:25,165 --> 00:27:26,577
Ah, yes. You, sir.
623
00:27:27,630 --> 00:27:29,813
Hi, um...
624
00:27:30,003 --> 00:27:31,720
Love the movie.
625
00:27:31,755 --> 00:27:32,771
What an ending.
626
00:27:33,116 --> 00:27:34,915
Um... I thought you made some
627
00:27:35,167 --> 00:27:37,592
really interesting choices as a director.
628
00:27:37,644 --> 00:27:39,544
Could you just tell us
more about what inspired
629
00:27:39,579 --> 00:27:41,680
you to make this short film?
630
00:27:41,715 --> 00:27:43,648
Thanks. Um...
631
00:27:43,684 --> 00:27:48,570
Well, I was really influenced
by the works of Jean-Luc Godard,
632
00:27:48,622 --> 00:27:51,473
Ingmar Bergman and Amy Heckerling...
633
00:27:53,792 --> 00:27:54,858
(Knocking)
634
00:27:58,165 --> 00:27:59,331
Hey.
635
00:27:59,366 --> 00:28:00,432
Hey, Sara.
636
00:28:00,467 --> 00:28:02,951
Um... is April home?
637
00:28:02,986 --> 00:28:04,085
No, she's not.
638
00:28:04,121 --> 00:28:06,371
She texted to say she
went out with Vanessa.
639
00:28:06,827 --> 00:28:08,710
I assumed you were with them.
640
00:28:10,077 --> 00:28:11,977
Is everything okay?
641
00:28:14,915 --> 00:28:16,147
Come on in.
642
00:28:18,385 --> 00:28:20,719
You know what? I've tried
being there for April, but...
643
00:28:21,088 --> 00:28:22,787
I feel like I can't let her...
644
00:28:22,823 --> 00:28:25,790
In on what's going on in my life.
645
00:28:25,826 --> 00:28:27,542
Why not?
646
00:28:27,594 --> 00:28:29,494
Well, I feel too guilty.
647
00:28:29,529 --> 00:28:30,795
How can I tell her
648
00:28:30,831 --> 00:28:33,598
that Jaclyn's letting me design
my own cocktail dress at work
649
00:28:33,633 --> 00:28:35,500
when she's unemployed?
650
00:28:35,535 --> 00:28:38,520
And how can I tell her
that I'm totally falling
651
00:28:38,555 --> 00:28:43,208
for Josh when the love
of her life just died?
652
00:28:43,210 --> 00:28:44,342
(Sniffles)
653
00:28:46,313 --> 00:28:49,581
I get that you think talking to April
654
00:28:49,616 --> 00:28:52,384
about all the great
things you have going on
655
00:28:52,419 --> 00:28:54,402
might come off as inconsiderate, but...
656
00:28:55,117 --> 00:28:57,288
You should not feel bad
657
00:28:57,340 --> 00:28:59,057
about being excited.
658
00:28:59,092 --> 00:29:00,942
You're allowed to have a life.
659
00:29:02,279 --> 00:29:05,830
You sure I wouldn't sound like
just some thoughtless jerk?
660
00:29:05,866 --> 00:29:06,998
No!
661
00:29:07,034 --> 00:29:08,183
You deserve to be happy
662
00:29:08,235 --> 00:29:11,136
and April wants that for you.
663
00:29:11,171 --> 00:29:12,704
Just like you were happy
664
00:29:12,739 --> 00:29:15,907
for her when she got
her first byline, or...
665
00:29:15,942 --> 00:29:18,610
You know, when she fell in love with Leo.
666
00:29:18,645 --> 00:29:20,879
Friendships are about
supporting one another
667
00:29:20,914 --> 00:29:24,616
through the good times an the bad, and...
668
00:29:24,618 --> 00:29:26,362
Everything in between.
669
00:29:26,510 --> 00:29:27,669
(Sighs)
670
00:29:27,721 --> 00:29:29,687
Geez. You are good, Sara.
671
00:29:29,723 --> 00:29:31,756
Do you take Obamacare?
672
00:29:31,792 --> 00:29:33,374
(Laughs)
673
00:29:39,533 --> 00:29:41,266
Are you serious?
674
00:29:41,301 --> 00:29:44,436
- I gotta ask.
- Oh, my God. (Laughs)
675
00:29:44,471 --> 00:29:46,337
Hi.
676
00:29:46,373 --> 00:29:47,405
Hey, pretty pixie.
677
00:29:47,457 --> 00:29:50,141
Oh, you look like you could use this.
678
00:29:51,311 --> 00:29:54,079
Um... you seem generous.
679
00:29:54,114 --> 00:29:57,248
Perhaps you'd care to share more?
680
00:29:57,284 --> 00:29:59,968
Oh. Oh, damn. I wish I could.
681
00:30:00,020 --> 00:30:01,407
I only have two left and they need
682
00:30:01,432 --> 00:30:03,988
to last me for a while.
683
00:30:04,024 --> 00:30:05,790
- I'm so sorry.
- Um...
684
00:30:05,842 --> 00:30:09,778
Let me make it up to you...
And you are really soft.
685
00:30:09,813 --> 00:30:11,863
- How much?
- Not for sale, sunshine.
686
00:30:13,083 --> 00:30:14,732
$300 bucks?
687
00:30:16,397 --> 00:30:18,414
$300 for two ecstasy tabs?
688
00:30:18,738 --> 00:30:21,739
- Yeah.
- You're on. I'll be right back.
689
00:30:21,775 --> 00:30:23,875
(Laughs)
690
00:30:23,927 --> 00:30:25,610
(Laughs)
691
00:30:29,261 --> 00:30:31,127
Wow.
692
00:30:31,179 --> 00:30:33,162
What a movie, Brenna.
693
00:30:33,198 --> 00:30:34,397
So impressive.
694
00:30:34,432 --> 00:30:37,217
Just to be perfectly honest,
I'm not sure what kind of future
695
00:30:37,252 --> 00:30:38,835
Ford has as an actress.
696
00:30:38,887 --> 00:30:40,737
She's not exactly Meryl Streep.
697
00:30:40,772 --> 00:30:43,984
Yeah, well, you know, nepotism
is a huge problem in the arts.
698
00:30:44,079 --> 00:30:45,691
(Both laugh)
699
00:30:45,716 --> 00:30:46,960
And I'm sorry if you're mad at me
700
00:30:47,012 --> 00:30:48,761
for coming here unannounced,
but I thought you might
701
00:30:48,813 --> 00:30:49,896
need somebody in the audience.
702
00:30:49,931 --> 00:30:51,915
It was nice to see a familiar face.
703
00:30:51,950 --> 00:30:54,275
I was just so nervous for tonight.
704
00:30:54,300 --> 00:30:56,283
But if you're serious
about being a filmmaker,
705
00:30:56,308 --> 00:30:57,604
you're gonna need to learn
706
00:30:57,629 --> 00:31:00,496
to present your movies with pride.
707
00:31:01,178 --> 00:31:02,788
Even if they might suck?
708
00:31:02,827 --> 00:31:05,421
Well, you can't really look
at it like that, you know?
709
00:31:05,446 --> 00:31:08,608
I've noticed in San Francisco
that art is... is everywhere.
710
00:31:08,633 --> 00:31:11,568
Everybody puts their stuff
out there with such confidence.
711
00:31:11,603 --> 00:31:15,171
Without any fear of rejection
and that's just what artists do.
712
00:31:15,173 --> 00:31:17,838
Yeah, I guess I need to work on that.
713
00:31:17,863 --> 00:31:20,453
It applies to anything
that you would pursue.
714
00:31:20,478 --> 00:31:22,378
I mean, I cannot even
tell you how nervous I was
715
00:31:22,380 --> 00:31:25,048
right before for my
first medical presentation
716
00:31:25,083 --> 00:31:29,185
on rhabdomyosarcoma at
the International Symposium
717
00:31:29,220 --> 00:31:31,754
for Pediatric Cancer in Dubrovnik.
718
00:31:31,790 --> 00:31:34,824
Okay, that was not even English.
719
00:31:34,826 --> 00:31:37,043
- (Both laugh)
- But, uh...
720
00:31:37,095 --> 00:31:38,845
I know what you mean.
721
00:31:38,897 --> 00:31:40,063
Yeah.
722
00:31:40,098 --> 00:31:41,698
Well you know, we've got some time
723
00:31:41,733 --> 00:31:43,600
before I have to pick
up Mae from the station,
724
00:31:43,635 --> 00:31:46,122
so why don't we get some
ice cream to celebrate?
725
00:31:46,147 --> 00:31:47,163
JP licks?
726
00:31:47,306 --> 00:31:49,314
- Sure.
- Okay.
727
00:31:49,339 --> 00:31:50,840
♪ I couldn't fake it ♪
728
00:31:50,865 --> 00:31:52,532
♪ no, I couldn't make it ♪
729
00:31:52,577 --> 00:31:55,411
♪ never did seem
to find my place ♪
730
00:31:55,447 --> 00:31:56,779
♪ didn't want it ♪
731
00:31:56,815 --> 00:31:58,464
♪ I didn't need it ♪
732
00:31:58,500 --> 00:32:01,234
♪ don't need to save face ♪
733
00:32:01,269 --> 00:32:03,219
♪ just try to survive ♪
734
00:32:03,254 --> 00:32:05,622
♪ in a high anxiety society ♪
735
00:32:05,657 --> 00:32:07,272
- Mm.
- Mm.
736
00:32:07,297 --> 00:32:09,336
Your head feels like the
inside of an UGG boot.
737
00:32:09,361 --> 00:32:11,427
Okay, that's enough.
738
00:32:11,716 --> 00:32:15,585
Why? It feels so incredible.
739
00:32:15,894 --> 00:32:17,677
- Oh, wow.
- It's like...
740
00:32:17,702 --> 00:32:20,002
It's like pure ecstasy.
741
00:32:20,027 --> 00:32:21,676
Oh well.
742
00:32:21,701 --> 00:32:22,792
Oh, my God...
743
00:32:23,375 --> 00:32:25,091
I did ecstasy.
744
00:32:25,126 --> 00:32:26,793
(Laughs)
745
00:32:26,845 --> 00:32:28,144
Yeah.
746
00:32:28,179 --> 00:32:29,922
Are you sure you don't want the other pill?
747
00:32:29,953 --> 00:32:30,969
Yes. Yes.
748
00:32:30,994 --> 00:32:33,160
Like I said, amphetamines
are so 2012 for me.
749
00:32:33,218 --> 00:32:35,308
Oh, my God. Your loss.
750
00:32:35,770 --> 00:32:37,904
I've never felt this
good in my entire life.
751
00:32:39,124 --> 00:32:40,957
I feel happy.
752
00:32:40,992 --> 00:32:44,694
It hurts to smile, I mean,
it feels like... (Gasps)
753
00:32:44,729 --> 00:32:46,863
- Am I a druggie now?
- Uh, hardly.
754
00:32:46,865 --> 00:32:49,666
Hey look, my cancer is
making me super tired.
755
00:32:49,701 --> 00:32:51,884
Mine's not. I'm gonna stay up all night.
756
00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:54,737
- And we're twirling again.
- Yep.
757
00:32:57,742 --> 00:32:59,509
- Hey, hey.
- Vanessa: Hi.
758
00:33:00,812 --> 00:33:02,578
Just let me barge on in here.
759
00:33:02,614 --> 00:33:04,614
You good? Well, thank you
760
00:33:04,616 --> 00:33:08,301
for letting me drop off
April's ecstasy-impaired ass.
761
00:33:08,353 --> 00:33:10,286
She did not want to go to Beth's.
762
00:33:10,321 --> 00:33:12,355
Yeah, and I can't go home.
763
00:33:12,407 --> 00:33:15,174
My mom would be so disappointed
if she saw me like this.
764
00:33:15,210 --> 00:33:17,060
Want me to text her that
you're crashing here?
765
00:33:18,463 --> 00:33:20,279
Yes. Yes.
766
00:33:20,315 --> 00:33:23,473
She would totally know that
I was high if I texted her.
767
00:33:23,795 --> 00:33:25,611
I'll start making up the couch, too.
768
00:33:26,401 --> 00:33:29,485
Okay, I'm out, but fun times.
769
00:33:29,510 --> 00:33:31,293
Wait, Vanessa.
770
00:33:33,907 --> 00:33:36,841
- Sorry I...
- Okay. Bye.
771
00:33:37,065 --> 00:33:39,682
Good luck with this one!
772
00:33:46,741 --> 00:33:47,824
Okay.
773
00:33:47,826 --> 00:33:48,958
Mm.
774
00:33:49,388 --> 00:33:51,728
I always come here when I'm high.
775
00:33:52,138 --> 00:33:54,238
And you always take care of me.
776
00:33:58,218 --> 00:33:59,298
Sent.
777
00:33:59,323 --> 00:34:00,591
(Giggling)
778
00:34:05,366 --> 00:34:07,199
I took ecstasy tonight.
779
00:34:07,429 --> 00:34:09,545
Can you believe that?
780
00:34:09,547 --> 00:34:11,380
That's pretty crazy.
781
00:34:11,710 --> 00:34:12,925
Mm-hmm.
782
00:34:12,950 --> 00:34:14,867
I have another pill if you want it.
783
00:34:16,621 --> 00:34:18,171
I think I'm good.
784
00:34:19,390 --> 00:34:22,325
You sure? Because it feels amazing.
785
00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:25,294
I never want to stop feeling amazing.
786
00:34:26,464 --> 00:34:29,132
Don't you want to feel amazing?
787
00:34:34,255 --> 00:34:35,938
Hm?
788
00:34:38,810 --> 00:34:39,826
Hm?
789
00:34:43,446 --> 00:34:44,495
Here.
790
00:34:44,883 --> 00:34:46,048
Hug this.
791
00:34:49,070 --> 00:34:50,653
It'll make you feel better.
792
00:34:50,705 --> 00:34:52,423
- Trust me...
- Mm.
793
00:34:52,957 --> 00:34:53,990
I've been there.
794
00:34:55,093 --> 00:34:56,726
I'll grab you some water.
795
00:35:51,783 --> 00:35:52,992
(Phone vibrating)
796
00:35:58,056 --> 00:35:59,465
(Phone vibrating)
797
00:36:02,344 --> 00:36:04,294
April, are you okay?
798
00:36:06,013 --> 00:36:07,045
(Sobbing)
799
00:36:07,699 --> 00:36:08,965
No, Mom.
800
00:36:09,768 --> 00:36:11,734
I'm not okay.
801
00:36:11,769 --> 00:36:13,736
(Sobbing)
802
00:36:13,771 --> 00:36:16,806
I miss him so much it hurts.
803
00:36:18,660 --> 00:36:19,675
(Sobbing)
804
00:36:19,711 --> 00:36:21,544
It hurts so badly.
805
00:36:24,482 --> 00:36:26,549
Will this pain ever go away?
806
00:36:26,584 --> 00:36:29,252
Is it gonna be like this forever?
807
00:36:29,287 --> 00:36:31,254
Oh, honey.
808
00:36:31,289 --> 00:36:33,855
I'm trying not to think
about it all, but...
809
00:36:34,142 --> 00:36:35,408
No matter how hard
810
00:36:35,443 --> 00:36:38,206
I try to distract myself...
811
00:36:38,496 --> 00:36:41,611
Nothing makes me feel better.
812
00:36:42,233 --> 00:36:44,267
You'll always miss Leo...
813
00:36:48,172 --> 00:36:50,541
But eventually, it'll get easier...
814
00:36:51,175 --> 00:36:53,876
And the aching will hurt less.
815
00:36:53,912 --> 00:36:55,778
I promise.
816
00:36:58,099 --> 00:37:00,259
It's gonna take time,
817
00:37:01,035 --> 00:37:03,619
but it's good that
you're talking about it.
818
00:37:04,806 --> 00:37:05,922
Keeping it inside...
819
00:37:05,924 --> 00:37:08,691
- It isn't healthy.
- Yeah.
820
00:37:08,726 --> 00:37:09,976
You're right.
821
00:37:10,028 --> 00:37:11,727
You want me to come pick you up?
822
00:37:13,047 --> 00:37:14,931
No, it's okay. I just...
823
00:37:16,285 --> 00:37:18,151
Can you stay on the phone with me, please?
824
00:37:18,176 --> 00:37:19,342
Of course, honey.
825
00:37:23,062 --> 00:37:24,862
- (Sighs)
- (Sniffles)
826
00:37:43,501 --> 00:37:45,225
Morning.
827
00:37:45,453 --> 00:37:48,220
Hi. Um... are you playing again?
828
00:37:48,256 --> 00:37:50,222
Yeah. You know, just messing around.
829
00:37:50,258 --> 00:37:52,157
Cool. Well, I was just...
830
00:37:52,193 --> 00:37:53,325
Heading out.
831
00:37:53,361 --> 00:37:55,327
I was hoping I wouldn't catch you.
832
00:37:55,379 --> 00:37:58,130
Sorry for just... Showing up last night.
833
00:37:58,182 --> 00:38:01,747
- There was...
- Hey, don't worry about it. Really.
834
00:38:03,371 --> 00:38:06,956
- What's that?
- That is the other ecstasy pill.
835
00:38:07,008 --> 00:38:09,108
I never want to do it again. Ever.
836
00:38:09,143 --> 00:38:10,843
I learned my lesson.
837
00:38:11,196 --> 00:38:12,495
The high was...
838
00:38:13,077 --> 00:38:14,126
Really high.
839
00:38:14,186 --> 00:38:16,002
But the low was...
840
00:38:16,038 --> 00:38:17,771
Pretty terrible.
841
00:38:18,784 --> 00:38:20,995
I should do dare lectures, huh?
842
00:38:23,451 --> 00:38:24,575
Hey...
843
00:38:28,156 --> 00:38:29,906
I hope you don't mind me saying this,
844
00:38:29,941 --> 00:38:32,125
but these last few days...
845
00:38:32,127 --> 00:38:33,803
Hasn't been you.
846
00:38:34,552 --> 00:38:36,271
And I get things haven't been easy, but...
847
00:38:37,017 --> 00:38:39,735
You gotta get your life back, April.
848
00:38:40,527 --> 00:38:41,610
Write your book.
849
00:38:42,765 --> 00:38:45,733
Take back that passion you have for it.
850
00:38:45,976 --> 00:38:47,776
Be the person I know you are.
851
00:38:51,746 --> 00:38:54,814
Reporter: Winter storm Pam
should hit New York later today,
852
00:38:54,849 --> 00:38:56,883
dumping at least a foot of snow.
853
00:38:56,935 --> 00:38:59,255
From there it will head
towards the Atlantic,
854
00:38:59,280 --> 00:39:02,177
- where it will peter out just missing...
-Morning, Brenna.
855
00:39:02,202 --> 00:39:03,802
Hi. Can you sign this?
856
00:39:05,586 --> 00:39:09,237
"UC Berkely Summer Filmmaking Program"?
857
00:39:09,262 --> 00:39:10,907
I'm gonna apply and then maybe move
858
00:39:10,932 --> 00:39:12,665
to San Francisco after high school.
859
00:39:12,701 --> 00:39:13,866
The city seems so cool
860
00:39:13,902 --> 00:39:15,702
and the film scene is really growing.
861
00:39:15,704 --> 00:39:18,871
- Wh... that's so far!
- But Uncle George lives there.
862
00:39:20,675 --> 00:39:22,642
And... I... I gotta get to school
863
00:39:22,677 --> 00:39:24,777
but, um, I'll just... I'll
get that from you later.
864
00:39:24,802 --> 00:39:25,981
Bye, Mom.
865
00:39:26,881 --> 00:39:28,681
(Door opens)
866
00:39:28,717 --> 00:39:30,450
(Door closes)
867
00:39:30,485 --> 00:39:32,468
- (Knocking)
- (Door opening)
868
00:39:34,189 --> 00:39:35,221
Is Beth home?
869
00:39:35,246 --> 00:39:37,596
Nice to see you too, April.
870
00:39:37,621 --> 00:39:39,601
- She's at work already.
- It's all right.
871
00:39:39,626 --> 00:39:42,327
Um, I just came over to apologize.
872
00:39:42,352 --> 00:39:44,286
We got into a big fight last night
873
00:39:44,311 --> 00:39:45,556
and I feel terrible about it...
874
00:39:45,581 --> 00:39:48,504
As well as about everything I've
been doing in the past few days.
875
00:39:48,529 --> 00:39:51,637
Yeah. I had to lie to Chris at the Charles
876
00:39:51,662 --> 00:39:54,246
and say I'd never met
you before that night.
877
00:39:54,271 --> 00:39:55,387
I'm sorry.
878
00:39:55,412 --> 00:39:57,852
But that's only because
I wanted to keep my job.
879
00:39:57,877 --> 00:39:59,188
Personally...
880
00:39:59,319 --> 00:40:01,052
I think you get a free pass
881
00:40:01,077 --> 00:40:02,994
after everything you've been through.
882
00:40:03,300 --> 00:40:05,300
Thank you, but...
883
00:40:08,485 --> 00:40:10,285
I don't really like me right now.
884
00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:12,884
You know, who have I become?
885
00:40:12,909 --> 00:40:15,810
Blowing all this money and taking drugs?
886
00:40:15,835 --> 00:40:17,541
I mean, it's all so reprehensible.
887
00:40:18,657 --> 00:40:20,462
Kind of sounds like what our dad was doing
888
00:40:20,497 --> 00:40:22,297
the year before he died.
889
00:40:22,366 --> 00:40:24,480
Hm. It does.
890
00:40:24,535 --> 00:40:26,523
And the whole time, I was mad at him
891
00:40:26,548 --> 00:40:29,249
for his crazy behavior and... here I am,
892
00:40:29,274 --> 00:40:32,108
doing the exact same thing.
893
00:40:33,277 --> 00:40:35,210
I guess I really am my father's daughter.
894
00:40:35,245 --> 00:40:38,179
April, you are nothing like our dad.
895
00:40:38,215 --> 00:40:40,181
Maybe I am.
896
00:40:40,217 --> 00:40:42,435
Maybe good people can do bad things
897
00:40:42,460 --> 00:40:43,991
in certain situations.
898
00:40:44,016 --> 00:40:46,398
You know, with the way I'm
acting because Leo died and...
899
00:40:46,423 --> 00:40:48,873
The way Dad was acting
because your mom was pressuring
900
00:40:48,898 --> 00:40:50,252
him to be with her, so...
901
00:40:50,277 --> 00:40:52,394
My mom never wanted to be with Dad.
902
00:40:52,446 --> 00:40:55,280
She's been happily dating
this Cuban architect
903
00:40:55,315 --> 00:40:57,365
named Marco for like, ever.
904
00:40:57,401 --> 00:40:58,946
Long before Dad died.
905
00:40:58,971 --> 00:41:00,215
Who told you that?
906
00:41:00,967 --> 00:41:02,332
George.
907
00:41:15,385 --> 00:41:16,418
Hey.
908
00:41:16,420 --> 00:41:18,053
I didn't know you were home.
909
00:41:19,340 --> 00:41:20,741
We need to talk.
910
00:41:20,813 --> 00:41:24,953
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