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("THE GOOD SIDE"
BY TROYE SIVAN PLAYING)
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Subtitles by explosiveskull
Sync by GoldenBeard
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♪ ♪
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- NANCY: Jared.
- (JARED WHINING)
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Why are you upset, honey?
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I want my jersey.
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- Well, it's because it's dirty.
- I want it.
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You know, today is
your first day of school.
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- What?
- ♪ I got the good side... ♪
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You like to play
something in particular?
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- Uh, soccer!
- You like to play soccer. And?
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And basketball!
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What's your favorite color?
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Uh...
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Uh, blue and yellow.
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- Blue...
- And yellow.
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- and... yellow.
- Yellow.
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What would you like to be
when you grow up?
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Motorcycle driver!
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- ♪ Baby, I apologize ♪
- (KIDS SINGING INDISTINCTLY)
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♪ That I got the good side ♪
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Bye! Hi!
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♪ The good side of things. ♪
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NANCY (IN DISTANCE):
Jared?
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You should come down
for breakfast.
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JARED: I wish none of this
had ever happened.
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But sometimes
I thank God that it did.
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(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
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(OWL HOOTING IN DISTANCE)
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♪ ♪
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(ENGINE STARTS)
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(ROOSTER CROWS IN DISTANCE)
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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♪ ♪
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MARSHALL:
Just repeat after me.
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Let your light shine.
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CONGREGATION:
Let your light shine.
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Now, let me see a show of hands
of those of you
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in this room who are imperfect.
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WOMAN:
Everybody.
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MARSHALL: That's right.
And a show of hands
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for everybody in this room
who is perfect.
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- Nobody.
- MAN: Amen.
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MARSHALL:
I am blessed
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with a beautiful
and deeply soulful wife,
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and with a fine...
upstanding...
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...and honest son.
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I'm a lucky man,
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and I'm grateful
for those blessings.
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♪ ♪
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Please don't do that.
You know that makes me nervous.
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What if a truck comes along
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- and hits your arm?
- It's never gonna happen.
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It's happened before.
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It has. It has.
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♪ ♪
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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AARON: Morning.
Welcome to Love in Action.
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Hi.
(LAUGHS SOFTLY)
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- Name?
- Uh, Nancy Eamons.
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Oh, um... the boy, I mean.
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- Unless you're the one checking in.
- Oh.
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- Jared Eamons.
- (MUMBLES): Jared Eamons.
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Jared. Got you right here.
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- (SLIDES CLIPBOARD)
- (SIGHS): Great.
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Do you want to say
your good-byes?
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- Can I see the place?
- I'm afraid you won't be allowed
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- beyond the reception area, Mrs. Eamons.
- Oh.
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- But you can pick him up at 5:00 p.m.
- Okay.
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- It's okay, Mom.
- Mm.
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Well, call me anytime.
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I'll be at the hotel
on my cell phone.
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Uh, we will be holding
his cell phone.
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If there are any emergencies,
we will contact you,
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but otherwise, 5:00 p.m.
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Mm.
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(SOFTLY):
You'll do great.
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Love you.
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AARON:
Newbie. Eamons.
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Empty your pockets.
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Do you have
any numbers or photos
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we should be concerned about?
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We'll check it daily
and call any number at random,
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so you best be straight
with us on that.
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There's nothing. And, yeah,
call whatever numbers,
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if you need to.
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CAMERON:
"Sobriety...
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no smoking,
no alcohol or drugs."
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CARL: "Off hours...
all clients to remain
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within a safe zone area
as designated."
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GARY: "Attire...
women's skirts must extend
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below the knee, and bras are
to be worn at all times."
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MICHAEL:
What's that?
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Oh, it-it's, um, I...
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I write, I write stories.
Uh, I'm studying it at college.
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No journaling.
We're gonna have to read that.
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ANDERS:
"Confidentiality...
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"all m-matters
discussed in therapy
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are to remain private."
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"Restrooms... members
must be supervised by staff
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during restroom visits."
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- MICHAEL: Your handbook.
- JARED: Oh. Yeah.
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- Good luck.
- Thank you.
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TINA: "No viewing
of pornographic material,
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"no masturbation,
no physical contact
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"with any member at any time
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apart from the briefest
of handshakes."
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(CAMCORDER WHIRRING QUIETLY)
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(QUIET CHATTER NEARBY)
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♪ ♪
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MICHAEL (OVER WALKIE-TALKIE):
Michael for Aaron.
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How many clients
are we expecting today?
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Copy, Michael. Hold, please.
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Uh, just one second, Jared.
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We should have 11 today.
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MICHAEL: Well, we have
more in the lobby.
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AARON: It's okay. We should
have another five minutes.
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- All right.
- MICHAEL: Copy.
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AARON:
Jared, if you just want to go
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find yourself a seat and, uh,
make yourself comfortable.
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We'll get started soon.
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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- Morning.
- Hi.
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JARED:
"...sinful, salacious,
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"and extraneous materials.
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"All reading material
and films and television
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are off limits
while inside the program."
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(SIGHS)
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VICTOR:
I am using sexual sin
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and homosexuality
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to fill a God-shaped void
in my life.
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ALL:
I am using sexual sin
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and homosexuality to fill
a God-shaped void in my life.
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VICTOR: But I am not broken,
and God loves me.
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But I am not broken,
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- and God loves me.
- Good. That is very true.
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Now, somebody tell me
what this is.
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MAN:
Dollar.
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A dollar.
Now, no matter how much
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you crumple up a dollar bill...
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you can never take away
its value.
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Now, even if you were
to rip it...
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which would represent
our being severed from Christ...
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well, guess what?
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You can always
tape it back together.
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Jesus puts us back together.
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And even though
there is a scar,
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our value does not change.
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- You are somebody.
- Sorry.
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You are worth something.
That's okay, Jon. Sit down.
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And that is a fact.
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Don't spend it
all at once, Phillip.
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- (LAUGHTER)
- Now, this may be the toughest
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but most rewarding 12 days that
many of you will ever face.
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But we have just one task:
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to bring ourselves back to God.
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To invite him back in.
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To understand how
he truly meant to create us
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before all those pieces
got torn away.
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Now, look, I know
the road here wasn't easy
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for many of you.
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But I promise a smoother ride
now that you're here,
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because we are about to go
on an amazing journey together.
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So who's ready?
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That was a question.
Who's ready? Say "amen."
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- OTHERS: Amen.
- Amen.
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If you know you're worth
a dollar, say "amen."
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- Amen.
- (LAUGHTER)
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Welcome to the Refuge program!
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- Come on!
- (CHEERING)
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That's right, great souls!
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Great!
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♪ ♪
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Now, I'm gonna tell you
something that's
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gonna make you immediately
feel a little better.
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People tell you you can be
born gay; that's not true.
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You cannot be born
a homosexual; this is a lie.
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Now, I'm a counselor
and a pastor,
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but was I born that way?
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(CHUCKLES):
No.
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It's behavioral. It's a choice.
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Cameron, you-you, uh,
play football?
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- Yeah?
- Yeah.
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Were you born that way?
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- No.
- No.
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Now, you chose to be
a football player, right?
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It's behavior.
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Now, if you... if Cameron
stops playing football,
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he no longer is
a football player.
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We got to learn for ourselves
where behavior comes from,
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so we can cut it out,
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and then we can no longer
be labeled that way.
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Now, who could tell us
what a genogram is?
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Phillip.
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Well, a genogram's
like a family tree,
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only one that shows patterns
of family behavior as well.
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Sort of like
an illustrated one.
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Yes. Now, we are going to draw
our family tree,
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and we're gonna list
next to these people
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their behavioral sin.
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So, they made us...
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and they labeled us,
so we're gonna label them.
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Michael, can you read
the behavioral sins?
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We use the letters "SSA" or "H"
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to label same sex attraction
or homosexuality.
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"D" for drugs.
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A dollar sign for gambling.
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"A," alcoholism.
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"P," promiscuity.
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"M," mental illness.
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Capital "A" lowercase "B"
for abortion.
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Capital "P" lowercase "O"
for pornography.
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And "C" or "G,"
criminal or gang affiliation.
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VICTOR: Forgetting "DV,"
domestic violence.
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MICHAEL: Capital "D" lowercase
"V," domestic violence.
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VICTOR: Okay, guys,
let's dive right in.
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Let's grab some cards
and some markers.
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I want you to write 'em down...
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and put the letters
next to their name.
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I know they're family,
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but I can guarantee that one
or some of these people
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are the reason that
you're at Love in Action.
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So, Jared, you must be
the preacher's son.
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You know or you don't know.
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What's the question mark for?
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Uncle Chris is an alcoholic.
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(SIGHS):
Hmm.
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Well, this must be pretty tough
on your family, hmm?
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MARSHALL: "Give ear,
O my people, to my law.
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"Incline your ears
to the words of my mouth.
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"I will open my mouth
in a parable.
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I will utter dark sayings
which we have heard."
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- MARSHALL: No.
- Sounds good, Dad.
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Are you ready?
We got to get going.
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Why are we going
to Dallas tomorrow?
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Architect's updated the, uh,
remodel plans for the ministry,
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and we're gonna take a tour
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of two similar churches
right there.
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Do you think
I could stay at Chloe's
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when you go, instead?
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It's okay,
I can stay at Wayne's.
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- Or-or I'll just...
- I am okay with that.
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In fact, I think
it is a great idea.
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You're both mature kids
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who know how
to conduct themselves,
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and who, by now,
know how the world works.
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(SIGHS)
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You know, son,
small steps toward manhood.
251
00:14:10,714 --> 00:14:12,547
That's the way to learn.
252
00:14:12,548 --> 00:14:14,649
That way you don't
get all panicky
253
00:14:14,650 --> 00:14:17,919
when it suddenly arrives.
254
00:14:17,922 --> 00:14:19,989
You do know
what I'm saying, Romeo?
255
00:14:19,990 --> 00:14:21,990
- Yes, sir.
- Okay. Let's go. We're late.
256
00:14:21,993 --> 00:14:23,693
BIG JIM:
Dear Heavenly Father,
257
00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:25,662
we thank you
for this beautiful day.
258
00:14:25,663 --> 00:14:28,065
And, Lord, we pray
that you look over our shoulder
259
00:14:28,067 --> 00:14:30,567
as we march out onto the floor,
260
00:14:30,570 --> 00:14:33,003
and that we show our customers
the love and kindness
261
00:14:33,004 --> 00:14:34,904
that you show us.
262
00:14:34,907 --> 00:14:36,873
In Jesus Christ's name,
and for his sake...
263
00:14:36,875 --> 00:14:38,710
Morning! Let your light shine!
264
00:14:38,711 --> 00:14:40,044
- Amen.
- OTHERS: Amen.
265
00:14:40,047 --> 00:14:41,580
- All right!
- Have a great day.
266
00:14:41,581 --> 00:14:42,847
(MAN CLAPS HANDS)
267
00:14:42,850 --> 00:14:44,717
- (WHISTLE BLOWS)
- (MARCHING BAND PLAYING)
268
00:14:44,720 --> 00:14:47,221
- (CHEERING)
- (SCOREBOARD BUZZER SOUNDS)
269
00:14:50,191 --> 00:14:52,460
COACH: "Rebels" on three!
On three! One, two, three!
270
00:14:52,461 --> 00:14:54,027
PLAYERS:
Rebels!
271
00:14:54,028 --> 00:14:55,963
(EXCITED CHATTER)
272
00:14:57,366 --> 00:14:59,366
MARSHALL:
You did so good.
273
00:14:59,369 --> 00:15:00,801
(NANCY WHOOPS)
274
00:15:00,802 --> 00:15:02,269
Right, buddy? Assists,
275
00:15:02,270 --> 00:15:04,873
one of the most underrated
components of the game.
276
00:15:04,875 --> 00:15:05,874
- Congratulations.
- I saw you
277
00:15:05,875 --> 00:15:07,375
setting up all the points.
278
00:15:07,378 --> 00:15:09,443
- Oh! That's victory sweat.
- Dad, I... - Yeah.
279
00:15:09,446 --> 00:15:11,113
I-I played, like, five minutes.
280
00:15:11,115 --> 00:15:13,081
- I think you did more than that. How about you?
- Hey!
281
00:15:13,082 --> 00:15:15,283
- Another underrated component of the game.
- Thank you.
282
00:15:15,285 --> 00:15:17,153
- How are you?
- Congratulations, beautiful girl.
283
00:15:17,154 --> 00:15:18,921
I was worried about you.
I thought they were
284
00:15:18,923 --> 00:15:20,456
- gonna drop you. Oh.
- Oh, no, don't worry.
285
00:15:20,458 --> 00:15:22,558
- Are you kids gonna go celebrate?
- Yeah, some of us,
286
00:15:22,561 --> 00:15:24,061
- I think we're gonna go to the lake.
- Yeah.
287
00:15:24,062 --> 00:15:27,599
- All right. The lake.
- (LAUGHS)
288
00:15:27,600 --> 00:15:29,234
(SIGHS):
All right.
289
00:15:29,235 --> 00:15:31,403
Dealership's gonna put me
in an Expedition,
290
00:15:31,404 --> 00:15:33,404
so it's yours.
291
00:15:33,407 --> 00:15:35,273
Wow. Dad.
292
00:15:35,274 --> 00:15:36,741
All right. All right.
It was gonna be
293
00:15:36,744 --> 00:15:39,077
for your birthday, but, you
know, tonight's a good night,
294
00:15:39,080 --> 00:15:40,413
- so congratulations.
- Thank you so much.
295
00:15:40,415 --> 00:15:42,947
- Thank you.
- Go and have fun.
296
00:15:42,950 --> 00:15:44,750
I want to see if your mama
wants to go to the lake.
297
00:15:44,753 --> 00:15:46,753
(BOTH LAUGH)
298
00:15:46,754 --> 00:15:50,256
- ♪ It seems like every day's the same ♪
- (LAUGHTER)
299
00:15:50,259 --> 00:15:53,961
♪ And I'm left to discover ♪
300
00:15:53,962 --> 00:15:56,163
♪ On my own ♪
301
00:15:56,165 --> 00:15:57,599
(EXCITED SHOUTING, LAUGHING)
302
00:15:57,600 --> 00:16:01,669
♪ Try to stay sober ♪
303
00:16:01,672 --> 00:16:06,943
♪ Feels like I'm dying here ♪
304
00:16:09,280 --> 00:16:12,649
- ♪ I am prepared now ♪
- (GIRLS SHRIEKING, LAUGHING)
305
00:16:12,650 --> 00:16:15,787
♪ And I am fine. ♪
306
00:16:15,788 --> 00:16:17,990
(CHLOE LAUGHING)
307
00:16:22,128 --> 00:16:23,662
CHLOE:
They're still up.
308
00:16:23,663 --> 00:16:25,932
(TURNS OFF ENGINE)
309
00:16:31,907 --> 00:16:34,142
(TRAIN WHISTLE BLOWING
IN DISTANCE)
310
00:16:41,551 --> 00:16:43,052
What?
311
00:16:44,687 --> 00:16:46,490
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
312
00:16:48,057 --> 00:16:50,758
I-If it's not hard,
I can make it hard.
313
00:16:50,759 --> 00:16:54,028
Don't you think
we should wait until,
314
00:16:54,030 --> 00:16:56,432
- you know...
- Until...
315
00:16:56,433 --> 00:17:00,503
- (CHUCKLES): You know?
- Until what? We get married?
316
00:17:00,504 --> 00:17:02,538
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
317
00:17:02,541 --> 00:17:06,743
That's what my parents
think we should do.
318
00:17:06,746 --> 00:17:09,848
To keep us together
through college.
319
00:17:15,722 --> 00:17:17,423
Hey.
320
00:17:19,861 --> 00:17:22,227
Is something wrong?
321
00:17:22,229 --> 00:17:24,365
(WHISPERS):
No.
322
00:17:26,701 --> 00:17:29,201
AARON:
Jared.
323
00:17:29,203 --> 00:17:32,038
Ready to pack it up?
We're about done for the day.
324
00:17:32,039 --> 00:17:34,708
Looks nice.
325
00:17:34,710 --> 00:17:37,310
5:00, everyone.
It's home time.
326
00:17:37,313 --> 00:17:40,550
- GIRL: Bye.
- AARON: 5:00. Let's go.
327
00:17:43,386 --> 00:17:45,587
MICHAEL:
All right, everybody,
328
00:17:45,589 --> 00:17:47,489
pack it up.
329
00:17:47,490 --> 00:17:50,090
Name tag.
330
00:17:50,093 --> 00:17:53,265
- JARED: Thanks.
- 9:00 a.m. tomorrow.
331
00:18:00,239 --> 00:18:02,006
Uh...
332
00:18:02,008 --> 00:18:04,910
hey, y-you tore out the pages.
333
00:18:04,912 --> 00:18:07,178
- Mm.
- They're just stories.
334
00:18:07,180 --> 00:18:08,747
Mr. Sykes will decide that.
335
00:18:08,749 --> 00:18:11,584
AARON (OVER WALKIE-TALKIE):
...to Michael.
336
00:18:11,586 --> 00:18:15,523
- Go for Michael.
- Are you still in the office?
337
00:18:35,813 --> 00:18:37,613
Are you, are you a soldier?
338
00:18:37,615 --> 00:18:39,615
Were you in the military,
or some...?
339
00:18:39,617 --> 00:18:42,317
- I saw you salute earlier. I thought...
- (CHUCKLES) No.
340
00:18:42,319 --> 00:18:45,788
I'm trying zero contact
whatsoever.
341
00:18:45,789 --> 00:18:49,058
- Mm.
- 23 days now.
342
00:18:49,060 --> 00:18:53,032
So... I salute instead.
343
00:18:54,567 --> 00:18:58,134
This group seems good.
344
00:18:58,136 --> 00:18:59,471
Have you been here before?
345
00:18:59,472 --> 00:19:02,673
Yeah, it's my second time
in the Refuge program.
346
00:19:02,675 --> 00:19:04,644
I started a couple days late
last time,
347
00:19:04,645 --> 00:19:06,980
and actually I'm waiting
for a place to open
348
00:19:06,981 --> 00:19:08,981
in one of the houses.
349
00:19:08,983 --> 00:19:11,549
- What houses?
- The-the houses. The...
350
00:19:11,551 --> 00:19:13,819
They have a few houses
behind the property
351
00:19:13,821 --> 00:19:15,489
for the long stayers.
352
00:19:15,490 --> 00:19:18,325
Meanwhile,
I'm stuck at the Baybrook
353
00:19:18,326 --> 00:19:21,364
with my dad,
which is interesting.
354
00:19:23,532 --> 00:19:27,001
Are you in one of
the local hotels, too?
355
00:19:27,003 --> 00:19:28,673
Yeah.
356
00:19:30,508 --> 00:19:33,510
So, like, how-how long
will you stay for?
357
00:19:35,113 --> 00:19:37,113
It's not really up to me.
358
00:19:37,115 --> 00:19:39,517
Mr. Sykes decides.
359
00:19:39,519 --> 00:19:43,286
- No one explained that to you?
- No, no.
360
00:19:43,288 --> 00:19:45,923
JON: This is just
an assessment program,
361
00:19:45,924 --> 00:19:49,693
until they know
what to do with you.
362
00:19:49,695 --> 00:19:51,863
Hey. Listen.
363
00:19:51,865 --> 00:19:53,865
Just lean into it, man.
364
00:19:53,867 --> 00:19:55,467
(SOFTLY):
Yeah.
365
00:19:55,469 --> 00:19:58,938
Do the work,
and trust me, man...
366
00:19:58,940 --> 00:20:01,472
you're gonna love it here.
367
00:20:01,474 --> 00:20:04,309
NANCY: Aren't you gonna tell me
about your day?
368
00:20:04,311 --> 00:20:07,780
We're not meant to talk
about it outside of group.
369
00:20:07,782 --> 00:20:09,115
I don't need gossip.
370
00:20:09,117 --> 00:20:12,952
I just...
I just mean generally.
371
00:20:12,954 --> 00:20:14,957
I'm gonna lean into it.
372
00:20:14,959 --> 00:20:17,058
And there are some good people.
373
00:20:17,060 --> 00:20:19,729
And, yeah, I like it.
(CHUCKLES)
374
00:20:19,730 --> 00:20:21,663
I'm excited to be here.
375
00:20:21,665 --> 00:20:24,102
That's good.
376
00:20:30,142 --> 00:20:32,608
Do we have people in the family
377
00:20:32,611 --> 00:20:35,814
who had issues
with any of this stuff?
378
00:20:43,790 --> 00:20:45,659
(CLEARS THROAT)
379
00:20:46,861 --> 00:20:48,861
Pornography?
380
00:20:48,863 --> 00:20:51,432
(WHISPERS):
Mom.
381
00:20:55,936 --> 00:20:57,804
(QUIETER):
Drugs?
382
00:20:57,806 --> 00:20:59,006
Gang affiliat...
383
00:20:59,008 --> 00:21:01,273
Gang affiliations?
What is this?
384
00:21:01,276 --> 00:21:03,144
I need to know for homework.
385
00:21:03,146 --> 00:21:06,147
Why do they need to know
about the family?
386
00:21:06,150 --> 00:21:08,818
Our family is so normal.
387
00:21:13,190 --> 00:21:15,393
♪ ♪
388
00:21:29,843 --> 00:21:30,844
(LOCK BEEPS)
389
00:21:35,816 --> 00:21:39,084
Big day tomorrow, hmm?
390
00:21:39,086 --> 00:21:41,556
You get some good sleep, now.
391
00:21:44,192 --> 00:21:45,557
(NANCY SIGHS)
392
00:21:45,559 --> 00:21:48,663
Oh, um, I filled out
your homework for you.
393
00:21:51,835 --> 00:21:55,502
I was only in a gang
for a year or so, until I...
394
00:21:55,505 --> 00:22:00,241
went down for drugs,
got sent to prison.
395
00:22:00,243 --> 00:22:01,709
Ha-ha.
396
00:22:01,711 --> 00:22:04,182
(LAUGHS)
397
00:22:07,684 --> 00:22:10,618
I put your Uncle Vincent
down there.
398
00:22:10,621 --> 00:22:13,555
You've never met him, 'cause
he, uh, moved to Louisiana
399
00:22:13,557 --> 00:22:17,961
when you were little, so...
we just never see him.
400
00:22:17,963 --> 00:22:20,599
We always figured that he...
401
00:22:22,634 --> 00:22:24,470
(CLEARS THROAT)
402
00:22:26,707 --> 00:22:31,042
He was very feminine-like,
you might say.
403
00:22:31,045 --> 00:22:33,478
All right.
404
00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:36,317
(SIGHS):
Oh. I'm tired.
405
00:22:37,551 --> 00:22:39,721
- Night-night.
- Good night.
406
00:22:47,329 --> 00:22:50,664
VICTOR:
What is... a real man?
407
00:22:50,666 --> 00:22:54,236
And what does
a real man look like?
408
00:22:54,238 --> 00:22:56,405
Does anybody know?
409
00:22:57,942 --> 00:22:59,909
Guys, uncross your legs.
410
00:22:59,911 --> 00:23:01,509
Posture. Come on.
411
00:23:01,511 --> 00:23:04,446
Now, perhaps being close
412
00:23:04,449 --> 00:23:08,919
to the flames of hell
and finding your way back
413
00:23:08,921 --> 00:23:11,087
shows a great strength.
414
00:23:11,089 --> 00:23:15,160
And if that were so, then...
if this isn't a real man,
415
00:23:15,162 --> 00:23:17,162
then I don't know what is.
416
00:23:17,163 --> 00:23:18,461
This is Brandon Ellis, guys.
417
00:23:18,463 --> 00:23:20,332
- I want you to say hello.
- BRANDON: Thanks, Sykes.
418
00:23:20,334 --> 00:23:22,267
Make him welcome.
Over to you, Brandon.
419
00:23:22,269 --> 00:23:23,604
Thank you.
420
00:23:24,538 --> 00:23:27,440
God bless. God bless.
421
00:23:27,442 --> 00:23:28,942
A real man, to me,
422
00:23:28,943 --> 00:23:31,678
is a man of God,
first and foremost.
423
00:23:31,680 --> 00:23:34,681
And I'm a man of God, no doubt.
424
00:23:34,682 --> 00:23:37,951
I guess that counts me in.
425
00:23:37,953 --> 00:23:40,121
But I wasn't once.
426
00:23:40,123 --> 00:23:43,523
If I was ever listed
on my own son's genograms,
427
00:23:43,526 --> 00:23:45,961
there'd be so many of these
letters next to my name,
428
00:23:45,962 --> 00:23:48,330
it would look
like qualifications
429
00:23:48,333 --> 00:23:50,633
for some fancy university.
430
00:23:50,634 --> 00:23:53,001
- (VICTOR CHUCKLES)
- Drugs, violence, gang crime,
431
00:23:53,003 --> 00:23:55,204
prison time,
but I actually believe
432
00:23:55,207 --> 00:23:57,007
I'm qualified to be here.
433
00:23:57,009 --> 00:24:00,210
Not because I've ever had the
types of thoughts and feelings
434
00:24:00,211 --> 00:24:01,912
that y'all are wrestling with
435
00:24:01,913 --> 00:24:03,547
or that your other
guidance counselors
436
00:24:03,548 --> 00:24:05,515
have overcome righteously.
437
00:24:05,517 --> 00:24:07,751
But I've had all sorts
of my own trials
438
00:24:07,753 --> 00:24:10,320
that took me so far away
from the Lord
439
00:24:10,323 --> 00:24:12,423
that it is a true miracle
440
00:24:12,425 --> 00:24:14,996
that I'm standing here
before you today.
441
00:24:16,330 --> 00:24:18,230
But I am.
442
00:24:18,232 --> 00:24:20,335
I am.
443
00:24:24,839 --> 00:24:28,342
BRANDON:
Standing, leaning, sitting.
444
00:24:28,344 --> 00:24:30,044
All the same idea.
445
00:24:30,046 --> 00:24:33,513
Triangles are
the strongest shape.
446
00:24:33,516 --> 00:24:36,451
Hand or hands on hips. Go!
447
00:24:36,452 --> 00:24:38,888
Save yourself.
448
00:24:40,723 --> 00:24:43,525
Fingers forward, not back.
449
00:24:43,527 --> 00:24:45,228
Just the way it is.
450
00:24:45,230 --> 00:24:49,065
Think of the shapes
you're making and ask yourself:
451
00:24:49,067 --> 00:24:51,602
Is this a manly shape
I'm making,
452
00:24:51,604 --> 00:24:55,373
or is it a girly
or feminine shape?
453
00:24:55,375 --> 00:24:56,906
Sarah, come on up here.
454
00:24:56,909 --> 00:25:00,111
Come on,
you delicate flower, you.
455
00:25:00,113 --> 00:25:01,545
Okay.
456
00:25:01,547 --> 00:25:05,384
I want you to arrange
these guys into a line
457
00:25:05,385 --> 00:25:08,088
in terms of masculinity,
if you will.
458
00:25:09,289 --> 00:25:11,588
Go on, you can do it.
459
00:25:11,590 --> 00:25:13,928
Follow your instincts.
460
00:25:16,298 --> 00:25:18,632
Myself and other addicts
and alcoholics
461
00:25:18,634 --> 00:25:20,733
put our faith in AA.
462
00:25:20,736 --> 00:25:23,237
- Get familiar with this phrase:
- Knees up!
463
00:25:23,239 --> 00:25:26,140
- Fake it till you make it.
- Knees up! Body up! Push!
464
00:25:26,142 --> 00:25:30,144
And y'all folks and kids, being
what you're afflicted with,
465
00:25:30,146 --> 00:25:31,747
better learn how to survive.
466
00:25:31,749 --> 00:25:33,915
- (THUMPING)
- When you're in prison,
467
00:25:33,917 --> 00:25:37,152
you'd surprise yourself
what you could do to fit in.
468
00:25:37,153 --> 00:25:38,319
Come on, Phillip.
469
00:25:38,322 --> 00:25:40,490
Eye on the ball.
470
00:25:40,492 --> 00:25:41,857
Come on! Okay, next!
471
00:25:41,859 --> 00:25:44,295
Fake it till you make it.
472
00:25:44,297 --> 00:25:45,528
Become the man you are not.
473
00:25:45,530 --> 00:25:46,628
So you think Cameron here
474
00:25:46,631 --> 00:25:48,832
is the big winner, huh?
475
00:25:48,834 --> 00:25:51,368
You think being big and tall
476
00:25:51,371 --> 00:25:53,939
- and overeating
- (THUNDER RUMBLING)
477
00:25:53,941 --> 00:25:56,273
immediately puts a guy
at the front of the line.
478
00:25:56,276 --> 00:25:58,643
But it's more than triangles
or postures
479
00:25:58,644 --> 00:26:00,278
and genetics.
480
00:26:00,279 --> 00:26:01,980
Firm handshake!
481
00:26:01,981 --> 00:26:04,484
- Let's go! Do it!
- (BASEBALL THUMPS)
482
00:26:04,487 --> 00:26:06,054
You got to pick up the bat.
483
00:26:07,055 --> 00:26:08,454
Hold the bat up!
484
00:26:08,457 --> 00:26:09,821
- Ow!
- Ooh! - (GROANING)
485
00:26:09,824 --> 00:26:12,125
Get back up on that horse!
486
00:26:12,127 --> 00:26:15,028
All right,
just get him out of there.
487
00:26:15,030 --> 00:26:17,798
- Lee, you're gonna be okay.
- Come on.
488
00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:20,971
Jared, you're up next.
489
00:26:22,005 --> 00:26:23,707
That's good.
490
00:26:28,380 --> 00:26:30,045
Military man.
491
00:26:30,047 --> 00:26:31,814
God bless, son.
492
00:26:31,816 --> 00:26:35,817
Who you are on the inside
can be affected by the outside.
493
00:26:35,819 --> 00:26:39,323
Outside in.
Fake it till you make it.
494
00:26:39,325 --> 00:26:40,490
Adapt to survive.
495
00:26:40,492 --> 00:26:43,326
Ah, see,
that's a batting stance.
496
00:26:43,328 --> 00:26:44,563
That's what I'm talking about.
497
00:26:44,565 --> 00:26:46,500
- (STRIKES BALL)
- Boom!
498
00:26:56,377 --> 00:26:57,844
♪ ♪
499
00:26:57,846 --> 00:27:00,747
VICTOR:
Lesbian, gay, bisexual,
500
00:27:00,749 --> 00:27:02,883
transsexual...
whatever that is...
501
00:27:02,884 --> 00:27:05,952
multisexual,
intellectual sexual.
502
00:27:05,954 --> 00:27:07,954
I mean, what else do you want?
503
00:27:07,957 --> 00:27:10,023
- Unicorns? Squirrels?
- (LAUGHTER)
504
00:27:10,026 --> 00:27:12,594
Cupcakes? I mean, rainbows?
505
00:27:12,596 --> 00:27:15,864
There's so much choice
in this group,
506
00:27:15,865 --> 00:27:18,034
but, hey, think about this.
507
00:27:18,036 --> 00:27:23,538
What are the consequences
to those choices?
508
00:27:23,540 --> 00:27:25,407
Have a look at this.
509
00:27:25,410 --> 00:27:27,778
Rape, abuse, AIDS.
510
00:27:27,779 --> 00:27:31,884
What sinful things
have y'all done?
511
00:27:36,222 --> 00:27:38,256
Moral inventory.
512
00:27:38,258 --> 00:27:43,730
Catalog your sins
and ask God's forgiveness.
513
00:27:46,166 --> 00:27:48,569
Who is ready?
514
00:27:51,240 --> 00:27:53,241
Sarah.
515
00:28:06,089 --> 00:28:07,823
SARAH:
"I would look at other girls
516
00:28:07,825 --> 00:28:10,259
"in the changing rooms
before gym
517
00:28:10,260 --> 00:28:11,926
"and in the showers.
518
00:28:11,929 --> 00:28:15,163
"My biggest sin is one
that I am also thankful for,
519
00:28:15,165 --> 00:28:19,001
because it has led me
to Love in Action."
520
00:28:19,003 --> 00:28:21,673
VICTOR:
Doing well, Sarah. Carry on.
521
00:28:24,710 --> 00:28:27,278
"I had run away
from my uncle's house
522
00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:29,614
"and stayed
with some girls I knew
523
00:28:29,615 --> 00:28:31,950
"whose parents were away.
524
00:28:31,951 --> 00:28:33,951
"It was there
that I finally acted
525
00:28:33,953 --> 00:28:36,723
on my homosexual thoughts."
526
00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:41,126
VICTOR:
Come on, Sarah.
527
00:28:41,128 --> 00:28:43,796
SARAH:
"I let a girl touch my...
528
00:28:43,798 --> 00:28:45,531
"kiss m-my...
529
00:28:45,534 --> 00:28:47,067
(STAMMERS)
530
00:28:47,068 --> 00:28:50,002
...my vagina..."
531
00:28:50,005 --> 00:28:52,140
VICTOR:
Nobody's judging. Come on.
532
00:28:52,142 --> 00:28:55,375
SARAH: "...and put
her fingers inside me,
533
00:28:55,377 --> 00:28:58,179
"and I did the same.
534
00:28:58,181 --> 00:29:01,082
"I renounce these
sinful thoughts and actions,
535
00:29:01,084 --> 00:29:04,989
and ask God to forgive me
all these things."
536
00:29:05,990 --> 00:29:07,990
(SOFTLY):
Very good.
537
00:29:07,991 --> 00:29:09,892
We love you, Sarah.
538
00:29:09,894 --> 00:29:12,494
All right, repeat after me.
We love you, Sarah.
539
00:29:12,497 --> 00:29:14,664
OTHERS:
We love you, Sarah.
540
00:29:14,666 --> 00:29:16,336
VICTOR:
Very good.
541
00:29:35,557 --> 00:29:37,557
Do you want some water?
542
00:29:37,558 --> 00:29:40,561
I'm fine, thanks.
543
00:29:40,564 --> 00:29:45,265
- Can I get you anything else?
- I'm... I'm fine, thank you.
544
00:29:45,267 --> 00:29:48,403
MAN (IN DISTANCE): How dare you
humiliate a child like that?!
545
00:29:48,404 --> 00:29:51,038
Is that what you guys...
you like that?
546
00:29:51,040 --> 00:29:52,540
Do you like doing that?!
547
00:29:52,542 --> 00:29:54,542
You like humiliating
and abusing children?!
548
00:29:54,545 --> 00:29:57,613
- VICTOR: It's not easy...
- What do you mean it's not easy?!
549
00:29:57,615 --> 00:29:59,548
- BOY: Lee's parents.
- GIRL: His parents are here.
550
00:29:59,549 --> 00:30:01,718
- MAN: Listen to yourself!
- VICTOR: With respect,
551
00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:05,422
- we are not running a holiday camp here.
- We paid you $3,000.
552
00:30:05,423 --> 00:30:07,990
I should report you. You could
have given him a concussion!
553
00:30:07,992 --> 00:30:09,292
WOMAN:
David, let's go.
554
00:30:09,295 --> 00:30:11,461
VICTOR:
That change doesn't come easy.
555
00:30:11,463 --> 00:30:13,463
Unbelievable!
556
00:30:13,465 --> 00:30:14,732
(ENGINE STARTS)
557
00:30:14,734 --> 00:30:16,936
♪ ♪
558
00:30:26,012 --> 00:30:28,415
VICTOR:
Y'all find the reason
559
00:30:28,417 --> 00:30:30,750
y'all are here is funny?
560
00:30:30,752 --> 00:30:32,586
Look at y'all!
561
00:30:32,587 --> 00:30:34,587
People!
562
00:30:34,589 --> 00:30:36,690
I'm trying to help you.
563
00:30:36,692 --> 00:30:38,426
So do not waste my time.
564
00:30:38,429 --> 00:30:41,663
Nobody is to discuss the
therapy outside these walls!
565
00:30:41,664 --> 00:30:43,531
Do I make myself clear?!
566
00:30:43,534 --> 00:30:45,769
♪ ♪
567
00:31:00,185 --> 00:31:02,188
♪ ♪
568
00:31:35,325 --> 00:31:37,826
HENRY:
Yo, I got your back. Whoa!
569
00:31:37,827 --> 00:31:39,328
- Oh, sorry, sorry.
- I got that.
570
00:31:39,330 --> 00:31:40,762
(CHUCKLES):
Thank you so much.
571
00:31:40,765 --> 00:31:43,398
Which, uh, which room you in?
572
00:31:43,401 --> 00:31:45,701
I'm in, uh, 317.
573
00:31:45,703 --> 00:31:47,403
Oh, I'm in 237.
574
00:31:47,404 --> 00:31:48,838
You run?
575
00:31:48,840 --> 00:31:50,173
- Yeah.
- I figure.
576
00:31:50,175 --> 00:31:52,041
People who run
know about ASICS, right?
577
00:31:52,044 --> 00:31:53,677
JARED:
Oh, yeah.
578
00:31:53,680 --> 00:31:55,413
Here, this is me.
579
00:31:57,215 --> 00:31:59,419
(JARED GRUNTS SOFTLY, EXHALES)
580
00:32:04,526 --> 00:32:07,759
First one in gets to choose.
581
00:32:07,761 --> 00:32:09,463
(HENRY GRUNTS)
582
00:32:10,865 --> 00:32:12,900
You got a girl?
583
00:32:12,902 --> 00:32:14,903
If so, you might want to think
584
00:32:14,904 --> 00:32:17,571
about applying for a room
without bunks.
585
00:32:17,574 --> 00:32:19,641
Just broke up.
586
00:32:19,643 --> 00:32:22,710
Oh. That's perfect timing.
587
00:32:22,711 --> 00:32:25,380
Before college.
588
00:32:25,382 --> 00:32:27,583
HENRY:
We're a good fit.
589
00:32:27,585 --> 00:32:29,384
Hate running with slowpokes.
590
00:32:29,386 --> 00:32:32,387
I'll tell you what,
I'll race you on the way back.
591
00:32:32,390 --> 00:32:35,391
Last one back has to go
to the other one's church.
592
00:32:35,393 --> 00:32:37,559
Why? What kind of church is it?
593
00:32:37,561 --> 00:32:39,429
You game or not?
594
00:32:39,431 --> 00:32:41,999
- All right.
- All right, one,
595
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:43,968
- two, three, go!
- Two, three, go!
596
00:32:43,970 --> 00:32:47,771
- (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)
- (CHEERING, WHISTLING)
597
00:32:47,773 --> 00:32:50,776
♪ Everybody, lift your hands ♪
598
00:32:50,778 --> 00:32:53,778
♪ To praise the king ♪
599
00:32:53,780 --> 00:32:56,181
(WHOOPING)
600
00:32:56,182 --> 00:33:00,922
♪ Everybody, raise your voice
just to sing ♪
601
00:33:03,925 --> 00:33:07,294
♪ Glory, glory to his name... ♪
602
00:33:07,296 --> 00:33:10,798
- Ben. This is Jared.
- Hey, man, nice to meet you.
603
00:33:10,799 --> 00:33:13,866
♪ Hallelujah ♪
604
00:33:13,868 --> 00:33:16,538
♪ When I praise his name... ♪
605
00:33:16,539 --> 00:33:18,205
(PANTING)
606
00:33:18,208 --> 00:33:20,443
(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
607
00:33:28,621 --> 00:33:30,623
(PANTING)
608
00:33:38,832 --> 00:33:40,500
(PANTING)
609
00:33:49,375 --> 00:33:51,579
(DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING
OVER TV)
610
00:33:57,251 --> 00:34:00,086
Did you say your roommate's
not back till tomorrow?
611
00:34:00,088 --> 00:34:02,157
He's on some golf trip.
612
00:34:05,828 --> 00:34:07,597
Do you want to crash?
613
00:34:09,932 --> 00:34:12,168
(SIGHS):
Maybe.
614
00:34:17,842 --> 00:34:20,010
(SILENCED GUNSHOTS OVER TV)
615
00:34:27,019 --> 00:34:29,188
(HENRY SIGHS)
616
00:34:31,023 --> 00:34:32,623
HENRY:
Night.
617
00:34:32,626 --> 00:34:34,628
Good night.
618
00:34:36,128 --> 00:34:38,632
(SILENCED GUNSHOTS OVER TV)
619
00:34:47,275 --> 00:34:49,476
(VIDEO GAME TURNS OFF)
620
00:34:53,282 --> 00:34:56,052
(TAKING OFF SHOES)
621
00:35:04,894 --> 00:35:07,099
(DOOR CLOSES IN DISTANCE)
622
00:35:08,264 --> 00:35:10,231
(DOOR CLOSES IN DISTANCE)
623
00:35:10,233 --> 00:35:12,568
(UPPER BUNK CREAKING)
624
00:35:12,570 --> 00:35:14,574
(HENRY EXHALES)
625
00:35:18,643 --> 00:35:21,414
(UPPER BUNK CREAKING)
626
00:35:25,918 --> 00:35:28,255
Can't sleep, huh?
627
00:35:35,697 --> 00:35:37,699
(CREAKING)
628
00:35:42,605 --> 00:35:45,541
Probably shouldn't run
so late at night.
629
00:35:52,150 --> 00:35:54,351
(CREAKING CONTINUES)
630
00:36:03,961 --> 00:36:06,197
Are you okay?
631
00:36:07,965 --> 00:36:09,735
Yeah.
632
00:36:11,737 --> 00:36:13,739
Yeah, just...
633
00:36:57,255 --> 00:36:59,423
(JARED GASPS SOFTLY)
634
00:37:07,032 --> 00:37:09,032
It's okay.
635
00:37:09,034 --> 00:37:11,237
(PANTING SOFTLY)
636
00:37:21,148 --> 00:37:23,384
(GRUNTING QUIETLY)
637
00:37:26,621 --> 00:37:31,157
(WHISPERS):
Hey. It's okay. It's okay.
638
00:37:31,159 --> 00:37:34,262
- Wait, wait.
- Shh, shh, shh.
639
00:37:34,264 --> 00:37:36,831
(MUFFLED):
Wait. Wait, wait, wait.
640
00:37:36,833 --> 00:37:39,235
Shh.
641
00:37:39,237 --> 00:37:41,402
- Shh.
- (MUFFLED): Stop, stop, stop.
642
00:37:41,405 --> 00:37:43,972
Stop, stop, stop,
stop, stop, stop!
643
00:37:43,974 --> 00:37:45,974
(GRUNTING)
644
00:37:45,976 --> 00:37:48,980
(MUFFLED SHOUTING)
645
00:37:55,655 --> 00:37:57,523
Ow!
646
00:37:59,625 --> 00:38:04,795
(MUFFLED):
Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow!
647
00:38:04,797 --> 00:38:05,998
(MUFFLED SCREAM)
648
00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:08,266
Ow! Ow!
649
00:38:08,268 --> 00:38:10,268
- (PANTING)
- (GRUNTING)
650
00:38:10,271 --> 00:38:12,605
(MUFFLED SCREAMING)
651
00:38:12,606 --> 00:38:14,608
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
- (MAN SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY)
652
00:38:14,610 --> 00:38:18,012
- (PANTING)
- (GROANING)
653
00:38:25,355 --> 00:38:27,956
(GROANING SOFTLY)
654
00:38:27,958 --> 00:38:29,693
(GROANS):
Oh.
655
00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:38,003
(PANTING)
656
00:38:43,809 --> 00:38:45,574
(SNIFFLES)
657
00:38:45,577 --> 00:38:48,914
(CRYING):
What the hell is wrong with me?
658
00:38:50,918 --> 00:38:52,920
I'm so sorry.
659
00:38:57,489 --> 00:38:59,925
I'm gonna be
in so much trouble.
660
00:38:59,927 --> 00:39:01,327
(SIGHS)
661
00:39:05,599 --> 00:39:09,070
(VOICE BREAKING):
I need to confess.
662
00:39:14,443 --> 00:39:17,713
I need to confess.
Will you hear me?
663
00:39:20,182 --> 00:39:22,918
- Please.
- Uh-huh.
664
00:39:28,293 --> 00:39:31,528
Do you remember
the kid from church?
665
00:39:33,864 --> 00:39:36,402
The one in front of us.
666
00:39:39,773 --> 00:39:43,373
Something happened
with me and him.
667
00:39:43,376 --> 00:39:46,480
Something pretty bad.
668
00:39:51,751 --> 00:39:55,753
You wouldn't dare tell anyone,
would you?
669
00:39:55,755 --> 00:39:57,893
Please.
670
00:39:59,659 --> 00:40:02,563
Keep it between us.
(SNIFFLES)
671
00:40:04,400 --> 00:40:06,568
♪ ♪
672
00:40:10,972 --> 00:40:12,974
(CRYING SOFTLY)
673
00:40:15,846 --> 00:40:17,847
(SOBBING)
674
00:40:25,123 --> 00:40:28,927
PROFESSOR (DISTORTED):
Start with chapter six, please.
675
00:40:31,931 --> 00:40:33,932
♪ ♪
676
00:40:45,045 --> 00:40:47,047
♪ ♪
677
00:41:06,469 --> 00:41:08,670
♪ ♪
678
00:41:24,157 --> 00:41:26,159
♪ ♪
679
00:41:30,663 --> 00:41:33,398
What-what a surprise.
680
00:41:33,400 --> 00:41:35,032
Oh!
681
00:41:35,034 --> 00:41:37,036
♪ ♪
682
00:41:42,378 --> 00:41:44,579
(PHONE RINGING)
683
00:41:53,456 --> 00:41:55,690
- Hello.
- HENRY: Is this Mrs. Nancy Eamons?
684
00:41:55,692 --> 00:41:57,125
NANCY:
This is she.
685
00:41:57,126 --> 00:41:59,059
HENRY: I'm a counselor
at Danton College.
686
00:41:59,061 --> 00:42:02,063
And I'm afraid I have
some disturbing news
687
00:42:02,065 --> 00:42:04,199
about your son's behavior
at school.
688
00:42:04,202 --> 00:42:05,367
NANCY:
What?
689
00:42:05,369 --> 00:42:07,969
What about him?
690
00:42:07,972 --> 00:42:09,606
- Did he give you a name?
- I need you to answer
691
00:42:09,608 --> 00:42:10,940
- my question.
- If-if he gave you a name...
692
00:42:10,943 --> 00:42:11,974
- Please, Jared, just answer me.
- (STAMMERS) I'm just saying...
693
00:42:11,976 --> 00:42:13,376
Have you been doing
the things he says?
694
00:42:13,378 --> 00:42:15,378
- Why wouldn't he give you a name?
- Come on, son, enough.
695
00:42:15,380 --> 00:42:17,882
- Tell me the truth.
- I'm asking the questions, too.
696
00:42:17,884 --> 00:42:20,217
He didn't, um,
give me a name. I don't...
697
00:42:20,219 --> 00:42:22,219
The guy's full of shit.
He's telling a bunch of lies.
698
00:42:22,222 --> 00:42:23,454
Now you will not talk
like that in this house
699
00:42:23,456 --> 00:42:24,922
in front of your mother.
You just watch your mouth.
700
00:42:24,923 --> 00:42:26,925
Nancy, if-if you could
just give us a moment,
701
00:42:26,927 --> 00:42:28,893
- you know, just to...
- I'm-I'm leaving.
702
00:42:28,896 --> 00:42:30,829
- I'm-I'm...
- Sit down. You will not leave the room.
703
00:42:30,831 --> 00:42:32,297
You will sit down, boy.
704
00:42:32,300 --> 00:42:34,067
- You will sit down.
- It's bullshit, Dad.
705
00:42:34,068 --> 00:42:37,570
- It's bullshit.
- I just asked you to watch your mouth!
706
00:42:37,572 --> 00:42:42,643
(CLEARS THROAT) I think, um,
he said he was a counselor.
707
00:42:42,646 --> 00:42:44,744
And then...
and I asked for his name,
708
00:42:44,746 --> 00:42:46,079
- and then I asked for...
- Nancy.
709
00:42:46,081 --> 00:42:48,114
- You see?
- ...his number and he didn't...
710
00:42:48,117 --> 00:42:49,251
Nancy, please.
711
00:42:49,253 --> 00:42:51,253
Dad, I-I...
712
00:42:51,255 --> 00:42:53,422
He's made all of this up.
713
00:42:53,423 --> 00:42:56,492
Let's just sit here.
We're just gonna talk calmly.
714
00:42:56,494 --> 00:42:58,793
NANCY:
All right. All right.
715
00:42:58,795 --> 00:43:00,630
- (EXHALES)
- JARED: No, Dad.
716
00:43:00,632 --> 00:43:02,835
Jared.
717
00:43:05,304 --> 00:43:08,304
I just need you to tell me
the truth, that's all.
718
00:43:08,306 --> 00:43:12,976
What this man says of you...
Jared.
719
00:43:12,978 --> 00:43:16,150
Are you a homosexual?
720
00:43:20,454 --> 00:43:23,355
Jared. We are not finished!
721
00:43:23,356 --> 00:43:26,126
- I am, because you won't listen!
- Honey. Honey.
722
00:43:26,128 --> 00:43:28,327
What this man says,
is it true?
723
00:43:28,329 --> 00:43:29,228
What this full-of-shit guy,
724
00:43:29,231 --> 00:43:31,231
- who is not a counselor...
- Answer me!
725
00:43:31,233 --> 00:43:35,235
...who raped a kid
at-at his own church,
726
00:43:35,237 --> 00:43:37,505
and God knows who else!
727
00:43:37,507 --> 00:43:40,141
- Dad, you're hurting me.
- Marshall.
728
00:43:40,143 --> 00:43:42,577
His name is Henry Wallace.
He's-he's not a counselor.
729
00:43:42,579 --> 00:43:44,346
- He's a student.
- All right.
730
00:43:44,347 --> 00:43:47,815
And-and... he told me
he did some bad things.
731
00:43:47,818 --> 00:43:51,320
I think he thinks
I'm gonna tell on him.
732
00:43:51,322 --> 00:43:53,523
Honey.
733
00:43:53,525 --> 00:43:55,695
Son.
734
00:44:01,333 --> 00:44:03,070
(DOOR CLOSES)
735
00:44:07,673 --> 00:44:09,440
MALE VOICE (OVER TV):
Fight!
736
00:44:09,443 --> 00:44:12,244
- (WHOOSHING, GRUNTING)
- (VIDEO GAME MUSIC PLAYING)
737
00:44:18,686 --> 00:44:20,855
- Go to war!
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
738
00:44:31,534 --> 00:44:33,936
Your mother's making dinner.
739
00:44:35,739 --> 00:44:38,909
I'm okay, I'm not hungry.
740
00:44:43,047 --> 00:44:46,148
I want you to write down
this man's name,
741
00:44:46,150 --> 00:44:49,820
his church,
phone number if you have it.
742
00:44:49,822 --> 00:44:51,822
Any information at all.
743
00:44:51,824 --> 00:44:53,791
I don't want you
to talk to him.
744
00:44:53,793 --> 00:44:55,126
I ain't gonna talk to him.
745
00:44:55,128 --> 00:44:57,128
If he's been doing
what you say,
746
00:44:57,130 --> 00:44:59,766
then he needs to be reported.
747
00:45:02,737 --> 00:45:04,902
Okay.
748
00:45:04,905 --> 00:45:06,672
Now, you know what I did?
749
00:45:06,673 --> 00:45:09,141
I invited Chloe and her parents
for lunch tomorrow.
750
00:45:09,143 --> 00:45:12,144
And I was thinking it'd be fun
if you could join in.
751
00:45:12,146 --> 00:45:16,115
Missing one more day of class
ain't gonna end the world.
752
00:45:16,117 --> 00:45:18,519
- You know, Jared...
- (SIGHS)
753
00:45:18,521 --> 00:45:21,822
...far as I can tell,
754
00:45:21,824 --> 00:45:24,425
we've only got
one God-given right,
755
00:45:24,427 --> 00:45:28,364
and that is when a man
and a woman come together,
756
00:45:28,365 --> 00:45:32,168
they may create life.
757
00:45:32,170 --> 00:45:35,170
You think how much God
must love mankind
758
00:45:35,172 --> 00:45:37,373
to give us that
awesome responsibility.
759
00:45:37,375 --> 00:45:39,376
Dad.
760
00:45:39,378 --> 00:45:42,449
It's really not true.
761
00:45:48,188 --> 00:45:52,190
You know what I think about
these type of games, too.
762
00:45:52,193 --> 00:45:55,827
Be respectful to your mother
when she calls.
763
00:45:55,829 --> 00:45:58,498
You come down and eat.
764
00:46:03,304 --> 00:46:04,637
(SIGHS)
765
00:46:04,639 --> 00:46:06,842
♪ ♪
766
00:46:14,485 --> 00:46:16,487
(MARSHALL DESCENDING STAIRS)
767
00:46:25,563 --> 00:46:27,500
(SLAMS CONTROLLER)
768
00:46:32,103 --> 00:46:34,938
- NANCY: Honey.
- All right.
769
00:46:34,940 --> 00:46:36,873
You want me to stop
with the games?
770
00:46:36,876 --> 00:46:38,576
I'll stop with them.
771
00:46:38,577 --> 00:46:40,445
I broke up with Chloe.
772
00:46:40,447 --> 00:46:43,048
Because...
773
00:46:45,753 --> 00:46:48,219
(SIGHS)
774
00:46:48,221 --> 00:46:53,193
We broke up because
I think it's true, about me.
775
00:46:55,028 --> 00:46:57,099
(WHISPERS):
God help me.
776
00:46:58,867 --> 00:47:01,603
I think about men.
777
00:47:09,980 --> 00:47:11,949
(EXHALES)
778
00:47:13,751 --> 00:47:16,487
I don't know why.
779
00:47:18,822 --> 00:47:21,492
I'm so sorry.
780
00:47:24,963 --> 00:47:28,065
♪ ♪
781
00:47:28,067 --> 00:47:30,235
(NANCY SNIFFLES)
782
00:47:44,085 --> 00:47:47,920
(VEHICLE APPROACHES)
783
00:47:47,922 --> 00:47:49,592
(ENGINE TURNS OFF)
784
00:47:57,800 --> 00:48:01,338
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
785
00:48:05,710 --> 00:48:07,945
(DOORBELL RINGS)
786
00:48:11,983 --> 00:48:13,717
- (DOOR OPENS)
- God bless you, Pastor.
787
00:48:13,719 --> 00:48:15,018
Thank you, guys, for coming.
788
00:48:15,021 --> 00:48:17,222
(QUIET, INDISTINCT CHATTER)
789
00:48:20,360 --> 00:48:24,126
I've had better days,
I can tell you that.
790
00:48:24,128 --> 00:48:25,666
(DOOR CLOSES)
791
00:48:30,637 --> 00:48:33,472
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
- Just a minute. Just a minute.
792
00:48:33,474 --> 00:48:36,009
- JARED: Mom?
- Hold on. (CHUCKLES)
793
00:48:36,010 --> 00:48:38,045
All right.
794
00:48:38,047 --> 00:48:41,380
(SIGHS HEAVILY)
795
00:48:41,382 --> 00:48:46,487
Wh... Why are Pastor Wilkes
and Jim Picard here?
796
00:48:46,489 --> 00:48:50,393
Pastor Wilkes has dealt with
this kind of thing before.
797
00:48:51,996 --> 00:48:57,733
Jim has a son, Eddie, who, um...
y-you were a little boy, but...
798
00:48:57,735 --> 00:48:59,702
Anyway. (CHUCKLES)
799
00:48:59,704 --> 00:49:01,237
What'd they do to him?
800
00:49:01,239 --> 00:49:04,273
Oh, no. You silly thing.
801
00:49:04,275 --> 00:49:06,275
They didn't do anything to him.
802
00:49:06,277 --> 00:49:11,414
They did things for him,
all right?
803
00:49:11,416 --> 00:49:14,851
Just like they're gonna
do things for you.
804
00:49:14,853 --> 00:49:18,023
Your father's wondering...
805
00:49:18,025 --> 00:49:20,626
he's wondering how to help.
806
00:49:23,063 --> 00:49:24,929
Come here.
807
00:49:24,931 --> 00:49:27,467
It's all gonna be all right.
808
00:49:27,469 --> 00:49:29,735
(SIGHS)
809
00:49:29,737 --> 00:49:32,371
We've got one question
for you, son.
810
00:49:32,373 --> 00:49:34,039
And then we're gonna
let you sleep.
811
00:49:34,041 --> 00:49:37,478
It's been a big day.
812
00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:41,648
I have shared our conversations
813
00:49:41,650 --> 00:49:43,652
with these two
fine upstanding men,
814
00:49:43,653 --> 00:49:46,456
and I have asked them
for their guidance.
815
00:49:48,257 --> 00:49:50,126
(SIGHS)
I can tell you right now,
816
00:49:50,128 --> 00:49:51,793
we don't have all the answers.
817
00:49:51,795 --> 00:49:57,067
But I do know that you gonna
hold the key to the next step.
818
00:49:57,068 --> 00:50:01,338
Your mother and I,
we cannot see
819
00:50:01,340 --> 00:50:04,240
a way that you can live
under this roof,
820
00:50:04,242 --> 00:50:07,579
attend service
and work at the dealership
821
00:50:07,581 --> 00:50:09,581
if you're gonna fundamentally
822
00:50:09,583 --> 00:50:12,916
go against the grain
of our beliefs.
823
00:50:12,918 --> 00:50:15,454
And against God himself.
824
00:50:15,456 --> 00:50:19,793
I'm gonna ask you
that question now, son.
825
00:50:23,297 --> 00:50:25,601
In your heart...
826
00:50:28,103 --> 00:50:30,840
...do you want to change?
827
00:50:50,896 --> 00:50:53,396
Yes.
828
00:50:53,398 --> 00:50:55,835
Yes, I want to change.
829
00:50:59,405 --> 00:51:01,639
Come a little closer, son.
830
00:51:01,641 --> 00:51:04,543
Pastor Wilkes,
831
00:51:04,545 --> 00:51:08,746
could you ask Jesus
to shine his light
832
00:51:08,748 --> 00:51:12,483
on my boy at this time?
833
00:51:12,485 --> 00:51:15,989
Heavenly Father, I ask
your blessing for this family.
834
00:51:15,990 --> 00:51:17,657
Give them strength.
835
00:51:17,659 --> 00:51:23,329
Unleash your power
for one of your flock, Jared,
836
00:51:23,331 --> 00:51:25,432
who has lost his way.
837
00:51:25,434 --> 00:51:28,938
We pray, Lord,
that you make him pure
838
00:51:28,940 --> 00:51:32,208
and that you return him
safely back to us
839
00:51:32,210 --> 00:51:34,541
and see that the errors
of his way
840
00:51:34,543 --> 00:51:38,715
are nothing more than
a momentary straying.
841
00:51:38,717 --> 00:51:41,518
We pray that he see
the path of faith
842
00:51:41,519 --> 00:51:45,755
and that he strive to be honest
843
00:51:45,757 --> 00:51:49,961
and that he then find the joy
of a new life.
844
00:51:49,963 --> 00:51:52,063
In his name we pray.
845
00:51:52,065 --> 00:51:53,764
MARSHALL:
Amen.
846
00:51:53,766 --> 00:51:55,467
MULDOON:
Jared.
847
00:52:00,541 --> 00:52:02,809
How's college treating you?
848
00:52:02,811 --> 00:52:05,210
JARED:
Ah, it's going good. Yeah.
849
00:52:05,213 --> 00:52:07,947
- It's good.
- Your father's asked me
850
00:52:07,949 --> 00:52:10,253
to take some of your blood.
851
00:52:13,056 --> 00:52:17,393
He wants me to... to check
for testosterone levels.
852
00:52:20,130 --> 00:52:23,465
I'm in a bit of
a bind here, Jared,
853
00:52:23,467 --> 00:52:25,768
and I-I said this
to your mother, too.
854
00:52:25,769 --> 00:52:29,905
Now, I am a religious woman,
there's-there's no-no question,
855
00:52:29,907 --> 00:52:32,942
but I have also been
to medical school,
856
00:52:32,943 --> 00:52:37,447
and... well, you could say that
I hold science in one hand
857
00:52:37,449 --> 00:52:40,251
and God in the other,
and that is not always
858
00:52:40,253 --> 00:52:42,686
an easy balance.
859
00:52:42,688 --> 00:52:46,490
And I know that everybody would
like for me to say otherwise
860
00:52:46,492 --> 00:52:50,094
and send you down
to the pharmacy for a-a pill
861
00:52:50,097 --> 00:52:53,998
that would magically fix you,
but that's not gonna happen.
862
00:52:54,001 --> 00:52:56,268
But I'm gonna take your blood,
and I know,
863
00:52:56,271 --> 00:52:58,271
I know what it's gonna show me.
864
00:52:58,273 --> 00:53:00,606
That you are
a perfectly normal,
865
00:53:00,608 --> 00:53:03,010
very healthy teenage boy.
866
00:53:03,012 --> 00:53:06,347
Jared, it's-it's not my place
867
00:53:06,349 --> 00:53:09,282
to tell you
that your parents are wrong,
868
00:53:09,284 --> 00:53:12,686
but let's say
that they are wrong.
869
00:53:12,688 --> 00:53:14,690
I understand
your father signed you up
870
00:53:14,692 --> 00:53:17,626
for a program next month.
871
00:53:17,628 --> 00:53:23,865
Whatever happens next,
it is still your choice.
872
00:53:23,867 --> 00:53:27,972
It may not feel that way,
but it is.
873
00:53:27,974 --> 00:53:29,974
You're 18.
874
00:53:29,976 --> 00:53:34,478
Do you have anything
that you'd...
875
00:53:34,480 --> 00:53:38,016
you'd like to say to me?
876
00:53:38,018 --> 00:53:41,655
Any-any questions?
877
00:53:44,757 --> 00:53:46,659
No.
878
00:53:50,331 --> 00:53:52,431
VICTOR:
Jared?
879
00:53:52,434 --> 00:53:54,369
JARED:
Morning.
880
00:53:59,708 --> 00:54:01,777
(OPENS AND CLOSES DRAWER)
881
00:54:05,449 --> 00:54:11,186
So... I wanted to talk to you
about these.
882
00:54:11,188 --> 00:54:13,188
Uh, your writing?
883
00:54:13,190 --> 00:54:18,362
This, uh,
"Remy and Lucy met at midnight
884
00:54:18,364 --> 00:54:22,965
under the stars
on Willow Street."
885
00:54:22,967 --> 00:54:26,704
What-what...
tell me about these.
886
00:54:26,706 --> 00:54:29,909
Well, it's-it's just,
it's-it's a story.
887
00:54:31,711 --> 00:54:35,079
It's a love story about
a boy and a girl, correct?
888
00:54:35,081 --> 00:54:36,715
- Yeah.
- But were you
889
00:54:36,717 --> 00:54:41,119
thinking about two boys
when you wrote this?
890
00:54:41,121 --> 00:54:42,655
No.
891
00:54:42,657 --> 00:54:44,556
I mean, be honest.
892
00:54:44,559 --> 00:54:47,760
No. It's just a story.
893
00:54:47,762 --> 00:54:50,733
It's just an assignment
for college.
894
00:54:52,568 --> 00:54:54,902
Jared, I've seen your
reading list for college.
895
00:54:54,905 --> 00:54:56,838
I have it here, and listen,
896
00:54:56,840 --> 00:54:59,440
The Picture of Dorian Gray,
Lolita,
897
00:54:59,443 --> 00:55:01,911
I-I mean, some of
th-these books, Jared,
898
00:55:01,913 --> 00:55:03,846
considering everything that's
going on for you right now,
899
00:55:03,847 --> 00:55:05,914
I don't know that college
is really the best thing
900
00:55:05,916 --> 00:55:08,086
for you to be pursuing at all.
901
00:55:09,088 --> 00:55:10,753
A year with us may be
902
00:55:10,755 --> 00:55:13,759
a much, much better use
of your time.
903
00:55:15,594 --> 00:55:19,429
Given everything that I see.
904
00:55:19,431 --> 00:55:22,436
And everything that's at stake.
905
00:55:24,003 --> 00:55:28,606
And I'm willing to say that
to your parents.
906
00:55:28,608 --> 00:55:30,943
Listen, I've had many
wonderful conversations
907
00:55:30,945 --> 00:55:32,610
with your parents...
lovely people.
908
00:55:32,612 --> 00:55:35,514
So, I know some of the story,
909
00:55:35,516 --> 00:55:39,186
and I know that there is
quite a discrepancy
910
00:55:39,188 --> 00:55:43,824
between what they were told
and what you said.
911
00:55:43,826 --> 00:55:46,726
And you got to understand that
912
00:55:46,728 --> 00:55:48,695
they don't know
what to believe,
913
00:55:48,697 --> 00:55:51,632
and that's very troubling
for them.
914
00:55:51,635 --> 00:55:54,835
But I think that you and I know
915
00:55:54,838 --> 00:55:57,907
that there is a whole lot more
to the story,
916
00:55:57,909 --> 00:56:02,547
and, you know, we're not here
on mere thoughts alone.
917
00:56:05,985 --> 00:56:09,152
Jared, the-the people who get
the most out of this place
918
00:56:09,155 --> 00:56:13,425
are the people that are just
really brave and-and honest
919
00:56:13,427 --> 00:56:17,096
and-and lay everything on
the table, ugly as it seems,
920
00:56:17,097 --> 00:56:20,233
and-and fess up
to what God already sees.
921
00:56:22,402 --> 00:56:25,405
And then I can
really truly assess
922
00:56:25,407 --> 00:56:27,943
what is the best future
for you.
923
00:56:30,945 --> 00:56:32,947
Okay, son?
924
00:56:35,418 --> 00:56:39,288
Yeah. Yeah.
925
00:56:39,289 --> 00:56:40,621
(SIGHS)
926
00:56:40,623 --> 00:56:43,257
GARY:
Dear Heavenly Father,
927
00:56:43,260 --> 00:56:46,961
today I ask your forgiveness
for my sins.
928
00:56:46,963 --> 00:56:49,532
For a year, we lived together
under the cover
929
00:56:49,534 --> 00:56:50,869
of being roommates.
930
00:56:51,702 --> 00:56:54,103
But in reality, the whole time,
931
00:56:54,105 --> 00:56:56,940
I was committing
the sin of sodomy.
932
00:56:56,942 --> 00:56:58,875
And then my family
discovered the truth
933
00:56:58,876 --> 00:57:00,811
and brought me back
to my senses.
934
00:57:00,813 --> 00:57:04,148
They helped me realize
that I was fooling myself.
935
00:57:04,150 --> 00:57:07,719
That I was being fooled.
936
00:57:07,721 --> 00:57:09,954
That I was seduced
into a life of sin
937
00:57:09,956 --> 00:57:11,889
by all sorts of sinful people.
938
00:57:11,891 --> 00:57:14,059
And I knew in my heart
939
00:57:14,061 --> 00:57:16,597
that I had forsaken Jesus
for Satan.
940
00:57:16,599 --> 00:57:18,231
But now...
941
00:57:18,233 --> 00:57:19,800
(SNIFFLES)
942
00:57:21,603 --> 00:57:23,503
...I am awake to my sins.
943
00:57:23,505 --> 00:57:25,472
I'm enlightened.
944
00:57:25,474 --> 00:57:27,574
I'm here with all of you.
945
00:57:27,577 --> 00:57:31,947
And I am disgusted at
the person that I once was.
946
00:57:33,782 --> 00:57:37,786
I want to ask God
for his forgiveness,
947
00:57:37,788 --> 00:57:40,289
and I want to thank
all of you guys,
948
00:57:40,291 --> 00:57:41,856
especially you, Mr. Sykes,
949
00:57:41,858 --> 00:57:45,427
for helping me get back
on the path to righteousness.
950
00:57:45,429 --> 00:57:47,496
We love you, Gary.
951
00:57:47,498 --> 00:57:50,434
ALL:
We love you, Gary.
952
00:57:50,436 --> 00:57:52,436
(OVER RADIO):
♪ Mama is depressed ♪
953
00:57:52,438 --> 00:57:54,005
♪ Barely makes a sound ♪
954
00:57:54,007 --> 00:57:58,275
♪ Daddy's got a girlfriend
in another town ♪
955
00:57:58,277 --> 00:58:03,849
♪ Bob Dylan sings
"Like a Rolling Stone"... ♪
956
00:58:03,851 --> 00:58:07,219
Please don't do that, honey.
You know I don't...
957
00:58:07,222 --> 00:58:10,222
Mom, who did that happen to
and when? Seriously.
958
00:58:10,224 --> 00:58:11,789
- (NANCY SIGHS)
- Do you know?
959
00:58:11,791 --> 00:58:13,827
Do you actually know
who that happened to?
960
00:58:13,829 --> 00:58:16,731
♪ South moves north... ♪
961
00:58:16,733 --> 00:58:20,967
It never happened.
(SCOFFS)
962
00:58:20,969 --> 00:58:23,036
♪ A star burns out... ♪
963
00:58:23,039 --> 00:58:25,806
Parents want to
protect their kids.
964
00:58:25,809 --> 00:58:27,543
So they feed them lies.
965
00:58:27,545 --> 00:58:29,144
I think that they're okay lies.
966
00:58:29,146 --> 00:58:33,548
What? Like not telling me
how long I might be here for?
967
00:58:33,550 --> 00:58:37,054
You know, the whole thing
you and Dad are paying for here
968
00:58:37,056 --> 00:58:40,356
is all about how messed up
we are by our parents.
969
00:58:40,358 --> 00:58:41,391
They want to know about you.
970
00:58:41,393 --> 00:58:43,393
That's why you can't know
all about it,
971
00:58:43,394 --> 00:58:45,829
'cause then they wouldn't
get their money out of you.
972
00:58:45,831 --> 00:58:49,000
What have I ever
done to you? Hmm?
973
00:58:49,001 --> 00:58:53,038
Talk about me all you want.
My conscience is clean.
974
00:58:53,039 --> 00:58:55,407
♪ Beneath the maple tree ♪
975
00:58:55,409 --> 00:59:00,579
♪ As the angels sing
an old Hank Williams song... ♪
976
00:59:00,581 --> 00:59:03,784
Honey.
977
00:59:03,786 --> 00:59:07,019
- ♪ Time marches on ♪
- (GASPS)
978
00:59:07,021 --> 00:59:10,623
♪ Time marches on... ♪
979
00:59:10,626 --> 00:59:12,425
- (SILVERWARE CLINKING)
- (QUIET CHATTER)
980
00:59:12,427 --> 00:59:14,864
(MUSIC PLAYING SOFTLY
OVER SPEAKERS)
981
00:59:16,233 --> 00:59:19,201
(WATER POURS)
982
00:59:19,202 --> 00:59:20,869
(SIGHS)
983
00:59:20,871 --> 00:59:24,271
I'm gonna go for a run.
Is that okay, Mom?
984
00:59:24,273 --> 00:59:26,043
Mm-hmm.
985
00:59:33,585 --> 00:59:35,788
♪ ♪
986
00:59:53,608 --> 00:59:55,811
♪ ♪
987
01:00:12,463 --> 01:00:14,465
♪ ♪
988
01:00:21,873 --> 01:00:23,375
Fuck you!
989
01:00:26,512 --> 01:00:28,512
Fuck you!
990
01:00:28,514 --> 01:00:30,516
(PANTING)
991
01:00:36,121 --> 01:00:37,989
(ECHOES):
Fuck you!
992
01:00:37,990 --> 01:00:40,195
- (NANCY PRAYING QUIETLY)
- (RAIN FALLING)
993
01:00:41,994 --> 01:00:43,961
Please, please
give me strength.
994
01:00:43,963 --> 01:00:46,331
I need your help.
995
01:00:46,333 --> 01:00:49,405
- Amen.
- (THUNDER RUMBLING SOFTLY)
996
01:00:55,344 --> 01:00:58,246
(SIGHS)
997
01:01:02,586 --> 01:01:04,820
(DOOR CLOSES)
998
01:01:04,822 --> 01:01:08,324
I'm reading it. No debate.
999
01:01:08,326 --> 01:01:10,827
I have a right to know
what they're teaching you.
1000
01:01:10,829 --> 01:01:12,695
I don't see why anyone
would read it
1001
01:01:12,697 --> 01:01:14,331
unless you absolutely had to.
1002
01:01:14,333 --> 01:01:17,032
I need to know what's inside.
1003
01:01:17,034 --> 01:01:20,269
There are tons of
spelling errors in it.
1004
01:01:20,271 --> 01:01:23,574
I almost want to mark up
a copy for them.
1005
01:01:23,576 --> 01:01:25,878
But that would take away
the only real enjoyment
1006
01:01:25,880 --> 01:01:27,612
you get from reading it,
1007
01:01:27,614 --> 01:01:33,253
'cause I guess it's... actually
not much fun to be there.
1008
01:01:36,123 --> 01:01:37,925
And I'm starting to wonder
1009
01:01:37,927 --> 01:01:40,425
whether it's really
gonna change me.
1010
01:01:40,427 --> 01:01:42,027
(PATS LEG)
1011
01:01:42,030 --> 01:01:44,697
(NANCY SIGHS)
1012
01:01:44,699 --> 01:01:47,367
(JARED SIGHS)
1013
01:01:47,369 --> 01:01:49,373
♪ ♪
1014
01:02:01,052 --> 01:02:06,291
"We always come back
to Dog's true design."
1015
01:02:11,896 --> 01:02:14,501
Almighty Dog.
1016
01:02:15,568 --> 01:02:17,570
♪ ♪
1017
01:02:35,990 --> 01:02:38,193
♪ ♪
1018
01:02:44,199 --> 01:02:46,534
- (MUSIC PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS)
- (INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1019
01:02:46,536 --> 01:02:49,005
MAN:
Welcome to God Versus Science.
1020
01:02:49,007 --> 01:02:51,208
(CHATTER CONTINUES)
1021
01:02:53,210 --> 01:02:55,112
(SOFTLY):
Thank you.
1022
01:02:59,952 --> 01:03:01,619
MAN:
Look up there...
1023
01:03:01,621 --> 01:03:04,456
- Welcome to this exhibit.
- (CHATTER CONTINUES)
1024
01:03:15,469 --> 01:03:17,972
♪ ♪
1025
01:03:32,021 --> 01:03:34,222
(VOICES ECHOING)
1026
01:03:38,061 --> 01:03:40,663
JARED:
Where are you from, Xavier?
1027
01:03:40,664 --> 01:03:43,197
I was born in Vienna.
1028
01:03:43,199 --> 01:03:48,202
I ended up in Canada,
and now I'm here.
1029
01:03:48,204 --> 01:03:50,409
(KEYS JANGLE)
1030
01:03:55,914 --> 01:03:57,914
JARED:
Do you believe in God?
1031
01:03:57,916 --> 01:04:01,420
I do, yeah.
1032
01:04:01,422 --> 01:04:03,755
Wow.
1033
01:04:03,757 --> 01:04:08,195
I question it, but I still
believe in God, yeah.
1034
01:04:15,137 --> 01:04:18,539
- Who created the Earth?
- (LAUGHS)
1035
01:04:18,541 --> 01:04:20,710
You like a little
small talk, huh?
1036
01:04:21,610 --> 01:04:22,809
(XAVIER INHALES)
1037
01:04:22,811 --> 01:04:25,480
Do you believe in the Devil?
1038
01:04:25,481 --> 01:04:28,983
- ♪ You're a revelation... ♪
- (EXHALES)
1039
01:04:28,985 --> 01:04:31,755
Does he look like me?
1040
01:04:32,923 --> 01:04:34,726
I don't know.
1041
01:04:45,804 --> 01:04:48,806
- ♪ You're a revolution... ♪
- (SNIFFLES)
1042
01:04:48,807 --> 01:04:50,942
(CLEARS THROAT SOFTLY)
1043
01:04:50,943 --> 01:04:53,510
Do you know Job from the Bible?
1044
01:04:53,512 --> 01:04:56,414
Not personally.
1045
01:04:56,416 --> 01:04:59,784
I hear he's not great company,
always complaining.
1046
01:04:59,786 --> 01:05:01,789
(LAUGHS SOFTLY)
1047
01:05:03,759 --> 01:05:05,759
I-I imagine I'm him sometimes.
1048
01:05:05,760 --> 01:05:10,329
And that God and the Devil
are having a bet over me.
1049
01:05:10,331 --> 01:05:12,800
That one day
God will let-let me in
1050
01:05:12,802 --> 01:05:16,806
on the experiment
he was having to test me.
1051
01:05:18,842 --> 01:05:21,543
I think we're our own God.
1052
01:05:23,346 --> 01:05:26,548
I mean, I think he's in us.
1053
01:05:26,550 --> 01:05:33,224
In all of us, not... you know,
somewhere hiding and watching.
1054
01:05:34,958 --> 01:05:38,630
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1055
01:05:39,664 --> 01:05:43,134
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1056
01:05:43,135 --> 01:05:44,869
♪ Further... ♪
1057
01:05:44,871 --> 01:05:47,739
Stay with me.
1058
01:05:47,740 --> 01:05:50,876
Nothing needs to happen.
1059
01:05:50,878 --> 01:05:52,880
I swear.
1060
01:05:55,650 --> 01:05:59,085
I'll prove to you
that God won't strike you down.
1061
01:05:59,086 --> 01:06:02,923
♪ It's a revelation ♪
1062
01:06:02,925 --> 01:06:07,260
♪ So no lights
will strike me down ♪
1063
01:06:07,262 --> 01:06:11,333
♪ No kingdom shall ♪
1064
01:06:19,244 --> 01:06:23,445
♪ How the tides are changing ♪
1065
01:06:23,447 --> 01:06:27,751
♪ As you liberate me now ♪
1066
01:06:27,753 --> 01:06:31,523
♪ And the walls come down. ♪
1067
01:06:35,862 --> 01:06:38,197
CAMERON:
You wronged me, Dad, and I...
1068
01:06:38,199 --> 01:06:41,032
- and I hate the way that...
- VICTOR: Louder, Cameron.
1069
01:06:41,034 --> 01:06:42,534
Can't hear you.
1070
01:06:42,536 --> 01:06:46,038
Come on. I'll bring him closer.
There he is.
1071
01:06:46,039 --> 01:06:47,606
You wronged me, Dad,
1072
01:06:47,608 --> 01:06:50,376
and I hate you for the way
that you, that you treated me
1073
01:06:50,378 --> 01:06:52,246
since you found out
about my problems.
1074
01:06:52,248 --> 01:06:55,414
No, about your sin. Say that.
1075
01:06:55,416 --> 01:06:58,652
"About my sins." Go!
1076
01:06:58,653 --> 01:07:00,724
(EXHALES)
1077
01:07:02,559 --> 01:07:05,362
"About my sins."
Come on, Cameron.
1078
01:07:07,496 --> 01:07:12,235
"My homosexual sins."
Come on, Cameron!
1079
01:07:12,237 --> 01:07:14,503
- Cameron!
- I can go.
1080
01:07:14,505 --> 01:07:16,572
- I don't, I don't mind...
- VICTOR: No, no, no, no.
1081
01:07:16,574 --> 01:07:19,242
Jared, everybody gets a turn.
This is Cameron's turn.
1082
01:07:19,244 --> 01:07:21,411
"About my sins!" Come on!
1083
01:07:21,413 --> 01:07:23,612
Found out about my sins.
1084
01:07:23,614 --> 01:07:27,684
I hate that you never listen
to me or acknowledge me.
1085
01:07:27,686 --> 01:07:29,420
And when you do acknowledge me,
1086
01:07:29,422 --> 01:07:31,521
it's to make fun of me
in front of my friends.
1087
01:07:31,523 --> 01:07:33,759
"It's to make fun of me."
1088
01:07:33,760 --> 01:07:35,927
To make fun of me
in front of my friends.
1089
01:07:35,929 --> 01:07:38,664
And that, and that time
that you told me
1090
01:07:38,666 --> 01:07:40,867
that you wished
I'd never been born?
1091
01:07:40,869 --> 01:07:43,438
That really hurt me.
1092
01:07:48,277 --> 01:07:51,045
Cameron...
1093
01:07:51,047 --> 01:07:54,114
now, you say that you're angry,
1094
01:07:54,117 --> 01:07:59,521
but, quite frankly,
I don't really see it.
1095
01:07:59,523 --> 01:08:01,990
Well, what's going on
in there, Cameron?
1096
01:08:01,992 --> 01:08:04,059
Huh?
1097
01:08:04,061 --> 01:08:06,061
Do you want to change?
1098
01:08:06,063 --> 01:08:09,065
Now, you're gonna wish
you hadn't have been born, son,
1099
01:08:09,067 --> 01:08:14,670
because God will not love you
the way that you are right now.
1100
01:08:14,672 --> 01:08:18,009
Unless you really
want to change.
1101
01:08:18,011 --> 01:08:20,680
Well? Come on.
1102
01:08:25,920 --> 01:08:28,153
(SIGHS)
1103
01:08:28,154 --> 01:08:30,021
Well, I guess not.
1104
01:08:30,024 --> 01:08:31,657
I guess not. Okay.
1105
01:08:31,658 --> 01:08:34,827
Let's take a break.
1106
01:08:34,828 --> 01:08:38,332
And you are gonna stay here
until you're ready to go!
1107
01:08:38,333 --> 01:08:42,203
Everybody but Cameron,
take a break.
1108
01:08:42,204 --> 01:08:43,905
(CAMERON EXHALES)
1109
01:08:45,608 --> 01:08:48,845
I don't care
if you sit there all day, son.
1110
01:08:59,756 --> 01:09:01,761
♪ ♪
1111
01:09:07,466 --> 01:09:09,466
JON:
Is this all a game to you?
1112
01:09:09,469 --> 01:09:11,371
JARED:
What do you mean?
1113
01:09:12,372 --> 01:09:14,139
Listen, man.
1114
01:09:14,140 --> 01:09:16,207
You got to think about
why you went there.
1115
01:09:16,210 --> 01:09:19,711
You're trying to bail him out?
Seriously?
1116
01:09:19,712 --> 01:09:21,546
And touching him like that?
1117
01:09:21,547 --> 01:09:23,715
(STAMMERS)
Do you think no one saw?
1118
01:09:23,716 --> 01:09:26,653
You saw him.
He was very upset.
1119
01:09:26,654 --> 01:09:29,823
- I didn't mean anything by it.
- I should report you.
1120
01:09:29,824 --> 01:09:32,893
True ownership, man. Okay?
1121
01:09:32,895 --> 01:09:35,996
This is what moral inventory
is all about.
1122
01:09:35,997 --> 01:09:39,600
And you got to quit
staring at me all the time.
1123
01:09:39,601 --> 01:09:42,304
These are the urges
that we got to stamp out.
1124
01:09:42,305 --> 01:09:45,940
Okay? You got to control this.
1125
01:09:45,943 --> 01:09:48,912
- Do you even want this to work?
- Of course I do.
1126
01:09:48,913 --> 01:09:50,846
We're all trying
to make this work.
1127
01:09:50,849 --> 01:09:53,516
I'm having a tough time, too,
just like you are.
1128
01:09:53,519 --> 01:09:55,519
Listen, I'm fine.
1129
01:09:55,520 --> 01:09:57,588
(MICHAEL CLEARS THROAT)
1130
01:10:03,262 --> 01:10:05,532
Doesn't seem like it.
1131
01:10:14,007 --> 01:10:16,208
(UNBUCKLES BELT)
1132
01:10:16,211 --> 01:10:18,447
(PANTS UNZIP)
1133
01:10:26,155 --> 01:10:27,654
(DOOR OPENS)
1134
01:10:27,655 --> 01:10:29,490
BRANDON: Hey, what are you
doing in here alone?
1135
01:10:29,493 --> 01:10:32,627
You're meant to attend bathroom
breaks with a staff member.
1136
01:10:37,969 --> 01:10:40,637
What?
Now you don't have to pee?
1137
01:10:43,475 --> 01:10:44,806
(UNBUCKLES BELT)
1138
01:10:44,809 --> 01:10:47,011
Or are you gonna do
something solo?
1139
01:10:48,646 --> 01:10:51,150
That's why
they make them rules.
1140
01:10:53,652 --> 01:10:56,319
- Not to be trusted.
- (URINE SPLASHING)
1141
01:10:56,322 --> 01:10:58,824
Not at this stage of the game.
1142
01:11:02,162 --> 01:11:04,363
Hmm.
1143
01:11:04,365 --> 01:11:07,500
Sounds like Morse code.
1144
01:11:07,502 --> 01:11:10,270
Sending me a message...
1145
01:11:10,271 --> 01:11:12,338
faggot?
1146
01:11:12,341 --> 01:11:14,510
(SPLASHING STOPS)
1147
01:11:20,082 --> 01:11:22,083
(URINE SPLASHING)
1148
01:11:23,587 --> 01:11:25,622
(SPLASHING STOPS)
1149
01:11:26,623 --> 01:11:28,859
- (TOILET FLUSHES)
- (PANTS ZIP)
1150
01:11:33,030 --> 01:11:35,033
(BUCKLES BELT)
1151
01:11:54,654 --> 01:11:56,890
(DOOR CLOSES)
1152
01:11:58,658 --> 01:12:01,563
GARY: Starting to see it
for what it is?
1153
01:12:07,403 --> 01:12:09,403
Are you okay?
1154
01:12:09,404 --> 01:12:13,475
I'm fine. I'm fine.
1155
01:12:13,476 --> 01:12:16,145
I'm gonna give you some advice.
1156
01:12:19,315 --> 01:12:21,682
Play the part.
1157
01:12:21,685 --> 01:12:24,753
Show 'em it's working.
1158
01:12:24,756 --> 01:12:26,957
You're getting better.
1159
01:12:29,528 --> 01:12:32,929
Fake it until you make it,
right?
1160
01:12:32,930 --> 01:12:34,764
You don't want to end up
1161
01:12:34,765 --> 01:12:38,670
in one of those houses
for any length of time.
1162
01:12:38,671 --> 01:12:41,305
I've heard the stories,
and they're not good.
1163
01:12:41,307 --> 01:12:44,676
And that's where
you're likely gonna end up.
1164
01:12:44,677 --> 01:12:47,279
Sarah's already there.
1165
01:12:47,280 --> 01:12:49,783
So, play the part, man.
1166
01:12:51,619 --> 01:12:53,720
And then, once you're home,
1167
01:12:53,721 --> 01:12:56,456
you got to figure out
what to do next.
1168
01:12:56,457 --> 01:12:58,791
If it comes down to it,
1169
01:12:58,792 --> 01:13:01,795
you may have to walk away
from everything.
1170
01:13:01,796 --> 01:13:04,164
Everyone.
1171
01:13:04,167 --> 01:13:05,667
(DOOR OPENS)
1172
01:13:05,668 --> 01:13:07,368
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACH)
1173
01:13:07,369 --> 01:13:09,970
Thank you for today, Michael.
1174
01:13:09,972 --> 01:13:12,208
- See you tomorrow.
- Mm-hmm.
1175
01:13:17,981 --> 01:13:20,516
You're gonna be
on the podium any day now,
1176
01:13:20,519 --> 01:13:23,988
so you should have a plan.
1177
01:13:23,989 --> 01:13:26,893
Unless you really think
you can change.
1178
01:13:28,694 --> 01:13:30,860
- Or even want to.
- (CAR APPROACHES)
1179
01:13:30,863 --> 01:13:32,864
(HORN HONKS)
1180
01:13:36,235 --> 01:13:37,569
(CAR DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
1181
01:13:37,572 --> 01:13:39,771
JARED: I don't want
to be here anymore.
1182
01:13:39,774 --> 01:13:41,939
MARSHALL:
(SIGHS) It's a trial. It...
1183
01:13:41,942 --> 01:13:44,109
- JARED: I don't feel good here.
- Nobody feels good
1184
01:13:44,112 --> 01:13:46,345
- about you being there, Jared.
- I-I don't, I don't...
1185
01:13:46,347 --> 01:13:48,381
I'm not sure
if I feel any different.
1186
01:13:48,384 --> 01:13:52,386
Son, son, you're...
you're not even halfway through.
1187
01:13:52,387 --> 01:13:54,854
Why didn't you tell me
how long I might stay for?
1188
01:13:54,856 --> 01:13:56,757
None of us knows
the answer to that, Jared.
1189
01:13:56,760 --> 01:13:57,890
It's kind of up to you.
1190
01:13:57,893 --> 01:13:59,761
You know, you just got to
give it a chance.
1191
01:13:59,762 --> 01:14:01,195
This is like
the book of Matthew.
1192
01:14:01,198 --> 01:14:02,930
The Devil's not gonna
ask you once;
1193
01:14:02,932 --> 01:14:04,766
he's gonna ask you
over and over again, son.
1194
01:14:04,769 --> 01:14:06,268
And you have just got to find
1195
01:14:06,270 --> 01:14:08,869
the strength and commitment
inside you.
1196
01:14:08,872 --> 01:14:12,708
You can get through this, okay?
1197
01:14:12,711 --> 01:14:14,478
Okay?
1198
01:14:14,479 --> 01:14:17,480
- All right.
- It's late. Get some sleep.
1199
01:14:17,483 --> 01:14:20,051
- Good night.
- Good night.
1200
01:14:28,395 --> 01:14:30,398
♪ ♪
1201
01:14:50,319 --> 01:14:54,922
♪ I'll therefore ♪
1202
01:14:54,925 --> 01:14:58,193
♪ I'll stray forever... ♪
1203
01:14:58,194 --> 01:15:01,930
Jared? You're gonna be late.
1204
01:15:01,932 --> 01:15:07,773
♪ What do you want to know? ♪
1205
01:15:08,774 --> 01:15:12,878
♪ I therefore ♪
1206
01:15:14,113 --> 01:15:19,051
♪ I stray for you ♪
1207
01:15:20,854 --> 01:15:26,127
♪ Who are you thinking of? ♪
1208
01:15:28,831 --> 01:15:32,798
♪ Who are you thinking of? ♪
1209
01:15:32,801 --> 01:15:34,966
JARED:
I had thoughts of men.
1210
01:15:34,969 --> 01:15:37,572
Boys at school.
1211
01:15:37,573 --> 01:15:39,809
At college, I...
1212
01:15:41,978 --> 01:15:43,978
My imagination.
1213
01:15:43,979 --> 01:15:46,149
(QUIET CHATTER)
1214
01:15:49,353 --> 01:15:51,554
(WHISPERING):
Hey, what's going on?
1215
01:15:51,555 --> 01:15:53,557
I have no idea.
1216
01:15:57,595 --> 01:16:01,067
- Michael, what's going on?
- Just grab a tie.
1217
01:16:06,873 --> 01:16:09,206
NEIL: Sadly, we are
gathered here today
1218
01:16:09,207 --> 01:16:13,345
to say farewell to our son,
1219
01:16:13,346 --> 01:16:15,113
- our friend and our brother...
- VICTOR: Okay. (PANTING)
1220
01:16:15,114 --> 01:16:17,114
...Cameron Van Heusen,
1221
01:16:17,117 --> 01:16:19,685
who, by his own making
last night,
1222
01:16:19,686 --> 01:16:22,055
fell prey to Satan's wishes.
1223
01:16:23,690 --> 01:16:28,228
Brother Van Heusen, is this
what you want for your son?
1224
01:16:28,229 --> 01:16:30,463
No.
1225
01:16:30,466 --> 01:16:33,868
Young man, is this you?
1226
01:16:33,869 --> 01:16:35,871
Brother Cameron,
is this what you want?
1227
01:16:35,872 --> 01:16:37,372
CAMERON (CRYING):
No.
1228
01:16:37,375 --> 01:16:41,042
NEIL:
Both of you, come on.
1229
01:16:41,043 --> 01:16:44,380
- Bring him down here.
- MAN: Let's go.
1230
01:16:44,381 --> 01:16:47,217
- Who's gonna strike this demon down?
- MAN: I will.
1231
01:16:50,454 --> 01:16:53,323
- NEIL: Out, you demon! Hit him!
- (CAMERON SOBBING)
1232
01:16:53,324 --> 01:16:54,958
- (GRUNTS, SOBS)
- Get out of him!
1233
01:16:54,961 --> 01:16:56,158
NEIL:
That's it.
1234
01:16:56,161 --> 01:16:58,930
- MAN: Out!
- Leave, demon! Leave!
1235
01:16:58,931 --> 01:17:01,134
♪ ♪
1236
01:17:15,149 --> 01:17:18,251
(CAMERON SOBBING)
1237
01:17:18,252 --> 01:17:20,421
Ow!
1238
01:17:20,422 --> 01:17:22,425
♪ ♪
1239
01:17:36,942 --> 01:17:39,943
(CAMERON SOBBING)
1240
01:17:39,944 --> 01:17:42,113
♪ ♪
1241
01:17:59,635 --> 01:18:01,636
♪ ♪
1242
01:18:23,994 --> 01:18:26,162
♪ ♪
1243
01:18:37,176 --> 01:18:38,677
(DOOR BANGS OPEN)
1244
01:18:42,213 --> 01:18:44,449
(MAN AND WOMAN LAUGHING
IN DISTANCE)
1245
01:18:47,353 --> 01:18:50,689
- GIRL: Yeah. Wow.
- It wasn't so bad, actually.
1246
01:18:50,692 --> 01:18:52,694
(CHATTER CONTINUES)
1247
01:18:54,729 --> 01:18:56,596
GIRL:
Sarah, come on.
1248
01:19:00,735 --> 01:19:02,738
♪ ♪
1249
01:19:13,149 --> 01:19:15,386
♪ ♪
1250
01:19:31,336 --> 01:19:33,573
XAVIER:
Stay with me.
1251
01:19:36,844 --> 01:19:40,247
I'll prove to you
that God won't strike you down.
1252
01:19:42,582 --> 01:19:44,585
♪ ♪
1253
01:20:04,108 --> 01:20:06,275
♪ ♪
1254
01:20:51,828 --> 01:20:53,831
♪ ♪
1255
01:20:59,671 --> 01:21:01,672
(TICKING)
1256
01:21:04,007 --> 01:21:06,176
(QUIET CHATTER)
1257
01:21:10,782 --> 01:21:12,685
(DOOR CREAKS, CLOSES)
1258
01:21:14,520 --> 01:21:17,221
All right, take your seat.
Welcome back, son.
1259
01:21:17,224 --> 01:21:18,722
(SIGHS)
1260
01:21:18,725 --> 01:21:21,524
Now, I don't know
about y'all, but today,
1261
01:21:21,527 --> 01:21:23,293
whew, I feel invigorated.
1262
01:21:23,296 --> 01:21:26,899
And I feel hopeful
and a true sense
1263
01:21:26,900 --> 01:21:32,371
that anything is possible today
in this room.
1264
01:21:32,372 --> 01:21:36,042
Cameron, how do you feel, son?
1265
01:21:36,045 --> 01:21:38,247
I feel great, sir.
1266
01:21:39,547 --> 01:21:42,381
Do you feel the true presence
of God in your heart?
1267
01:21:42,384 --> 01:21:44,284
Yes, sir.
1268
01:21:44,287 --> 01:21:46,921
And that feels great,
doesn't it?
1269
01:21:46,922 --> 01:21:49,324
Yes, sir, it-it does.
1270
01:21:49,327 --> 01:21:51,229
For sure.
1271
01:21:52,829 --> 01:21:54,563
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
1272
01:21:54,564 --> 01:21:56,564
Happy for you, son.
1273
01:21:56,567 --> 01:21:58,333
(DRUMS HANDS ON PODIUM)
1274
01:21:58,336 --> 01:22:01,137
Moral inventory.
1275
01:22:01,140 --> 01:22:04,506
(VICTOR PLAYS DRUMROLL
ON PODIUM)
1276
01:22:04,509 --> 01:22:07,747
Jared, you're up, son.
1277
01:22:10,750 --> 01:22:12,684
Come on.
1278
01:22:12,685 --> 01:22:14,953
Come on, son.
1279
01:22:14,956 --> 01:22:17,024
All right. Michael.
1280
01:22:28,436 --> 01:22:31,704
And when you're ready.
1281
01:22:31,707 --> 01:22:34,207
(EXHALES)
1282
01:22:34,210 --> 01:22:37,880
I had thoughts of men.
1283
01:22:37,881 --> 01:22:41,082
Boys at school.
1284
01:22:41,083 --> 01:22:44,386
On TV, on the street,
in my imagination.
1285
01:22:44,387 --> 01:22:46,389
At college,
I held the hand of a boy,
1286
01:22:46,390 --> 01:22:48,560
and I stayed through the night
in his bed.
1287
01:22:51,896 --> 01:22:53,764
For these thoughts
and this action,
1288
01:22:53,765 --> 01:22:55,431
for which I felt regretful,
1289
01:22:55,434 --> 01:22:58,167
- I'd like to ask for God's...
- VICTOR: Wait. Wait. Hold on.
1290
01:22:58,170 --> 01:23:00,738
- (SIGHS)
- Jared.
1291
01:23:00,740 --> 01:23:02,942
Come on.
1292
01:23:02,944 --> 01:23:06,077
What else?
1293
01:23:06,078 --> 01:23:08,313
I never...
1294
01:23:08,314 --> 01:23:10,748
I-I stayed through the night
with the boy from college,
1295
01:23:10,751 --> 01:23:12,319
but we never did anything more.
1296
01:23:12,320 --> 01:23:15,622
Listen, don't even try
lying to God, Jared.
1297
01:23:15,623 --> 01:23:17,657
He already sees.
1298
01:23:17,658 --> 01:23:21,261
So, come on. What else?
1299
01:23:21,262 --> 01:23:23,096
Well...
1300
01:23:23,099 --> 01:23:25,000
I lied on my genogram.
1301
01:23:25,002 --> 01:23:26,533
My uncle Chris
wasn't an alcoholic.
1302
01:23:26,536 --> 01:23:30,172
Why don't you tell us
about this Henry boy?
1303
01:23:31,774 --> 01:23:33,875
That your daddy told me about.
1304
01:23:33,877 --> 01:23:36,445
That's not... that's not fair.
1305
01:23:36,448 --> 01:23:39,782
- Why not?
- That's-that's not my sin.
1306
01:23:39,783 --> 01:23:42,284
Do you want to waste
these people's time?
1307
01:23:42,287 --> 01:23:43,453
I'm not.
1308
01:23:43,454 --> 01:23:45,823
No, these people
who got up here honestly
1309
01:23:45,824 --> 01:23:47,190
and were brave and...
1310
01:23:47,193 --> 01:23:48,292
Well, I could
make something up.
1311
01:23:48,293 --> 01:23:49,292
I could make something up.
1312
01:23:49,295 --> 01:23:50,461
- Is that, is that what you...
- Yeah.
1313
01:23:50,462 --> 01:23:52,697
I-Is that what
you want me to do?
1314
01:23:52,698 --> 01:23:55,033
Isn't-isn't that a-a sin, too?
1315
01:23:55,034 --> 01:23:57,068
I mean,
if-if thoughts are a sin,
1316
01:23:57,069 --> 01:23:58,569
I ask God's forgiveness
for that,
1317
01:23:58,572 --> 01:24:01,408
but I'm not,
I'm not making anything up.
1318
01:24:05,646 --> 01:24:08,149
Okay, then. Okay.
1319
01:24:09,984 --> 01:24:11,487
Lie chair.
1320
01:24:12,655 --> 01:24:16,525
I just want to make use
of some of this anger.
1321
01:24:18,828 --> 01:24:21,261
Uh, wait.
Guys, just... just sit.
1322
01:24:21,264 --> 01:24:23,666
Just stay where you are, okay?
1323
01:24:23,667 --> 01:24:25,434
Here he is, Jared.
1324
01:24:25,435 --> 01:24:27,670
Your father is sitting here,
and I want to,
1325
01:24:27,671 --> 01:24:31,273
I want you to tell him
how affected you are by him
1326
01:24:31,274 --> 01:24:33,909
and how angry you are.
1327
01:24:33,912 --> 01:24:35,444
Tell him how you hate him
1328
01:24:35,447 --> 01:24:37,346
for the things that's he's,
the way he...
1329
01:24:37,349 --> 01:24:39,516
- Sit down. Sit down.
- But I'm not angry.
1330
01:24:39,519 --> 01:24:41,786
- And-and he's done things that upset me, but...
- Yeah, I know.
1331
01:24:41,787 --> 01:24:43,186
But you are. You just...
1332
01:24:43,189 --> 01:24:44,721
- You're angry, but you don't...
- He's let me down,
1333
01:24:44,724 --> 01:24:47,426
but why-why...
why do I have to be angry?
1334
01:24:47,427 --> 01:24:49,394
Just sit.
1335
01:24:49,395 --> 01:24:51,363
- Sit down.
- I'm not a dog!
1336
01:24:51,364 --> 01:24:53,465
- I know.
- And I don't think anyone is responsible for me,
1337
01:24:53,466 --> 01:24:55,033
so I don't see
how it's gonna help
1338
01:24:55,036 --> 01:24:57,069
picking someone
to blame or hate.
1339
01:24:57,072 --> 01:24:58,438
If you don't hate
anyone, Jared,
1340
01:24:58,439 --> 01:25:00,606
then where is all this anger
coming from?
1341
01:25:00,609 --> 01:25:02,042
Because you're
making me angry!
1342
01:25:02,043 --> 01:25:04,278
There you go!
I want you to use that!
1343
01:25:04,279 --> 01:25:06,279
I'm not gonna pretend
I hate my father.
1344
01:25:06,282 --> 01:25:09,083
- I don't hate my father.
- Jared, you do.
1345
01:25:09,086 --> 01:25:11,653
You don't know me!
You're all crazy!
1346
01:25:11,654 --> 01:25:13,220
- Hey! I didn't...
- All of you!
1347
01:25:13,222 --> 01:25:15,056
Just... Jared.
1348
01:25:15,059 --> 01:25:18,094
You're in my chair!
There you go!
1349
01:25:18,095 --> 01:25:20,061
- Jared!
- I hate you!
1350
01:25:20,064 --> 01:25:23,766
- But how does that help?!
- Jared.
1351
01:25:23,769 --> 01:25:25,770
(CLEARS THROAT)
1352
01:25:28,907 --> 01:25:31,077
(PANTING)
1353
01:25:33,578 --> 01:25:34,947
VICTOR:
Jared!
1354
01:25:34,948 --> 01:25:38,149
Who's in the front office?
1355
01:25:38,152 --> 01:25:41,920
(PHONE RINGING)
1356
01:25:41,921 --> 01:25:45,458
Jared? Son, let's talk. Son?
1357
01:25:47,695 --> 01:25:50,430
Hey. Michael.
1358
01:25:50,431 --> 01:25:52,798
MICHAEL:
Hey, hey! Give it to me!
1359
01:25:52,801 --> 01:25:54,600
VICTOR:
Michael.
1360
01:25:54,603 --> 01:25:57,537
- I want my things and I want to go.
- Hey, Jared. Michael!
1361
01:25:57,538 --> 01:25:58,604
Hey!
1362
01:25:58,606 --> 01:25:59,707
(GRUNTING)
1363
01:25:59,710 --> 01:26:03,177
Hey! Michael!
Get out of the room!
1364
01:26:03,180 --> 01:26:05,381
Come here, son.
1365
01:26:07,315 --> 01:26:10,051
- Jared? Hey, hey. Hey, listen.
- (PANTING)
1366
01:26:10,052 --> 01:26:12,822
What you're having is
a natural response, okay?
1367
01:26:12,823 --> 01:26:14,658
Just-just breathe.
1368
01:26:17,195 --> 01:26:19,164
(VICTOR SIGHS)
1369
01:26:21,632 --> 01:26:22,900
(LOCK CLICKS)
1370
01:26:22,903 --> 01:26:24,168
Jared?
1371
01:26:24,171 --> 01:26:26,203
JARED:
Hey, I just need a minute!
1372
01:26:26,206 --> 01:26:27,471
Be strong.
1373
01:26:27,474 --> 01:26:29,643
- Just go away.
- Take a minute, okay?
1374
01:26:32,145 --> 01:26:34,679
(DIALING)
1375
01:26:34,680 --> 01:26:37,349
(CRYING SOFTLY)
1376
01:26:37,350 --> 01:26:40,351
- (LINE RINGING)
- Please pick up, Mom.
1377
01:26:40,354 --> 01:26:42,087
- NANCY: Jared?
- Mom.
1378
01:26:42,090 --> 01:26:43,756
- Jared?
- Mom, I need you to...
1379
01:26:43,759 --> 01:26:46,391
- I need you to come get me, please.
- What's the matter?
1380
01:26:46,394 --> 01:26:48,729
- What's the matter? What?
- Please, I'm in trouble.
1381
01:26:48,730 --> 01:26:50,064
What's happened?
1382
01:26:50,065 --> 01:26:51,364
Best thing that we can do is
1383
01:26:51,367 --> 01:26:52,867
probably get these guys
back to a session...
1384
01:26:52,868 --> 01:26:56,770
- Hey, son.
- I called my mom and she's coming to get me.
1385
01:26:56,773 --> 01:26:58,739
VICTOR:
Listen, you got to understand
1386
01:26:58,742 --> 01:27:00,742
what you're going through
right now is just a moment.
1387
01:27:00,743 --> 01:27:03,046
- A moment? A moment?
- Okay? And I-I feel exactly
1388
01:27:03,047 --> 01:27:04,847
what you're going through.
I think that you and I
1389
01:27:04,850 --> 01:27:06,682
should just get everybody gone,
we just talk.
1390
01:27:06,685 --> 01:27:08,251
I don't want to talk.
I want to go.
1391
01:27:08,252 --> 01:27:10,854
Well, Jared,
I don't want you to.
1392
01:27:10,856 --> 01:27:12,354
I want you to stay.
1393
01:27:12,356 --> 01:27:14,524
Well, I-I read the rules,
1394
01:27:14,527 --> 01:27:17,027
and none of them say
you can stop me from leaving.
1395
01:27:17,029 --> 01:27:18,895
I wouldn't... Can you just check
where Brandon is, please?
1396
01:27:18,898 --> 01:27:23,368
And if you or anyone puts their
hands on me, I have witnesses.
1397
01:27:23,369 --> 01:27:25,304
Nobody's gonna put
their hands on you.
1398
01:27:25,305 --> 01:27:28,372
Why-why would anybody do that?
Come and sit.
1399
01:27:28,375 --> 01:27:30,877
We're gonna wait
for your mom, okay?
1400
01:27:30,878 --> 01:27:33,645
VICTOR: Jesus, our savior,
please focus on Jared.
1401
01:27:33,648 --> 01:27:36,449
Let him see the strength
and courage that he needs.
1402
01:27:36,452 --> 01:27:38,452
I want you to fill him
right now with
1403
01:27:38,453 --> 01:27:39,786
all the wisdom
of everybody in this room
1404
01:27:39,787 --> 01:27:41,587
to show him
how much they love him
1405
01:27:41,590 --> 01:27:43,224
and how much
they care about him...
1406
01:27:43,225 --> 01:27:45,225
- Be strong!
- ...and his journey into
1407
01:27:45,228 --> 01:27:46,828
the fire that
he's walking into
1408
01:27:46,829 --> 01:27:49,131
- and what he's willing to face.
- You are a man.
1409
01:27:49,132 --> 01:27:51,498
Let him open his eyes to see
the wisdom that you have...
1410
01:27:51,501 --> 01:27:52,902
- NANCY (IN DISTANCE): Jared!
- Mom!
1411
01:27:52,904 --> 01:27:54,302
NANCY: Jared, honey,
what's happening?
1412
01:27:54,305 --> 01:27:55,570
- Mom! - What?
- Hey, hey! Sit back down!
1413
01:27:55,573 --> 01:27:56,738
Mom, they're not letting me go!
1414
01:27:56,740 --> 01:27:58,975
It's not that
we're not letting him go.
1415
01:27:58,976 --> 01:28:01,411
- Come on. Open this door.
- Just hold on, okay?
1416
01:28:01,412 --> 01:28:03,646
- Who are you?
- Mrs. Eamons, my name is Victor Sykes.
1417
01:28:03,649 --> 01:28:05,349
We spoke on the telephone.
1418
01:28:05,350 --> 01:28:06,649
I don't remember that.
Open the door.
1419
01:28:06,652 --> 01:28:08,351
- Well, I spoke with your husband a couple times.
- No.
1420
01:28:08,354 --> 01:28:09,586
Jared's just having
a moment here,
1421
01:28:09,587 --> 01:28:10,787
born out of
a role-playing exercise.
1422
01:28:10,789 --> 01:28:12,422
- Now be still. - It's fine.
- JARED: No, no!
1423
01:28:12,425 --> 01:28:14,192
That's not true.
Mom, tell him to open the door.
1424
01:28:14,194 --> 01:28:15,827
- BRANDON: You settle down.
- NANCY: No. Enough. - (POUNDING)
1425
01:28:15,828 --> 01:28:17,962
- Open the door now, Mr. Sykes.
- BRANDON: Shut up, okay?
1426
01:28:17,965 --> 01:28:20,932
- Listen, can we just all...
- I said open the door now!
1427
01:28:20,935 --> 01:28:22,969
I'm gonna call the police
if you don't open this door.
1428
01:28:22,970 --> 01:28:25,470
- There is no need for that. Listen, please.
- Jared!
1429
01:28:25,472 --> 01:28:27,940
- Let him go!
- (BRANDON GRUNTS)
1430
01:28:27,943 --> 01:28:31,445
- You all right, honey?
- Just let him go.
1431
01:28:34,784 --> 01:28:37,451
VICTOR:
I just... I just think that...
1432
01:28:37,453 --> 01:28:40,154
Jared, come on.
1433
01:28:40,157 --> 01:28:43,625
I just... I think
it's more important for his...
1434
01:28:43,627 --> 01:28:45,961
development right now
that he...
1435
01:28:45,962 --> 01:28:47,630
- he would've stayed.
- NANCY: Don't even listen to him.
1436
01:28:47,631 --> 01:28:49,798
Get in the car.
Get in the car.
1437
01:28:49,801 --> 01:28:52,234
(NANCY PANTING)
1438
01:28:52,237 --> 01:28:53,904
VICTOR:
You're gonna ruin that child.
1439
01:28:53,905 --> 01:28:56,974
What are your actual
qualifications, Mr. Sykes?
1440
01:28:56,975 --> 01:28:59,475
I never asked. Hmm?
1441
01:28:59,478 --> 01:29:02,346
Are you a doctor? Are you?
Psychologist?
1442
01:29:02,349 --> 01:29:04,717
I mean, a proper one? Are you?
1443
01:29:06,653 --> 01:29:09,654
No. I didn't think so.
1444
01:29:09,655 --> 01:29:11,826
(EXHALES):
Oh.
1445
01:29:12,926 --> 01:29:14,360
Shame on you!
1446
01:29:14,363 --> 01:29:15,560
(DOORS CLOSE, ENGINE STARTS)
1447
01:29:15,563 --> 01:29:17,563
Shame on me, too.
1448
01:29:17,564 --> 01:29:19,835
Shame on you!
1449
01:29:22,037 --> 01:29:24,039
♪ ♪
1450
01:29:40,057 --> 01:29:42,060
♪ ♪
1451
01:29:47,198 --> 01:29:48,966
WOMAN:
Can I help you?
1452
01:29:48,967 --> 01:29:51,469
JARED: Uh, I'm not sure
if I'm staying or going.
1453
01:29:51,470 --> 01:29:53,939
WOMAN: All right.
Well, let me know.
1454
01:30:04,484 --> 01:30:07,252
I talked to your father.
1455
01:30:07,255 --> 01:30:10,390
He wants you to go back.
1456
01:30:16,399 --> 01:30:18,664
I told him
we'll see him at home.
1457
01:30:18,667 --> 01:30:22,404
I told him you're not
going back.
1458
01:30:25,109 --> 01:30:28,109
You know that night...
1459
01:30:28,112 --> 01:30:31,747
when Pastor Wilkes and Jim
came to the house?
1460
01:30:31,748 --> 01:30:36,019
Those men decided what to do
with you, and I just...
1461
01:30:36,020 --> 01:30:40,426
I fell into line,
like I usually do.
1462
01:30:41,993 --> 01:30:44,594
They say sometimes
you got to hurt a child
1463
01:30:44,595 --> 01:30:46,764
in order to help them,
and that may be so
1464
01:30:46,765 --> 01:30:48,698
with some things, but...
1465
01:30:48,701 --> 01:30:52,436
a mother knows
when something isn't right.
1466
01:30:52,439 --> 01:30:56,173
And I knew in my bones...
1467
01:30:56,176 --> 01:30:58,880
this wasn't hurting to help.
1468
01:31:00,681 --> 01:31:05,453
I was just letting you down,
and I kept my mouth shut.
1469
01:31:09,125 --> 01:31:12,626
And I will always regret that.
1470
01:31:12,627 --> 01:31:14,962
♪ ♪
1471
01:31:14,965 --> 01:31:18,198
But I can do
a different thing now,
1472
01:31:18,201 --> 01:31:20,670
now that I have a chance.
1473
01:31:25,676 --> 01:31:29,145
I'll handle your father.
1474
01:31:29,148 --> 01:31:32,885
He can fall into line with me
for a change.
1475
01:31:38,091 --> 01:31:41,592
MARSHALL: Some folk,
they don't go to church
1476
01:31:41,595 --> 01:31:44,063
for the right reasons.
1477
01:31:46,833 --> 01:31:51,006
Now, you know the type
of person I'm talking about.
1478
01:31:53,542 --> 01:31:55,743
They just turn up.
1479
01:31:59,881 --> 01:32:05,185
They don't use every day
of their Christian life...
1480
01:32:05,188 --> 01:32:07,020
to praise the Lord
1481
01:32:07,023 --> 01:32:10,792
and to help bring others
to his word.
1482
01:32:10,793 --> 01:32:13,962
It might be your neighbor,
it might be your friend,
1483
01:32:13,965 --> 01:32:16,698
it might be just a face
you only ever see at church.
1484
01:32:16,699 --> 01:32:19,935
They just turn up.
1485
01:32:19,938 --> 01:32:21,537
I will tell you something
that I know.
1486
01:32:21,538 --> 01:32:25,208
Just turning up to church
does not make you a Christian!
1487
01:32:25,211 --> 01:32:27,711
- Yes, sir.
- Amen.
1488
01:32:27,712 --> 01:32:30,582
MARSHALL: Study the Bible.
Study his word.
1489
01:32:30,583 --> 01:32:36,555
I guarantee you,
every question you have...
1490
01:32:36,556 --> 01:32:41,560
you gonna find an answer
in this book.
1491
01:32:41,561 --> 01:32:43,163
- Yes.
- Amen.
1492
01:32:45,332 --> 01:32:47,569
(DOORBELL RINGS)
1493
01:32:51,440 --> 01:32:53,240
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
- NANCY: Honey,
1494
01:32:53,243 --> 01:32:58,345
um, do you know a boy,
um, Cameron Van Heusen?
1495
01:32:58,347 --> 01:33:00,983
Yeah. Is he here?
1496
01:33:00,984 --> 01:33:04,286
No. No, no.
That-That's the police.
1497
01:33:04,287 --> 01:33:07,756
Apparently,
this-this boy Cameron
1498
01:33:07,757 --> 01:33:09,960
killed himself last night.
1499
01:33:11,997 --> 01:33:13,998
♪ ♪
1500
01:33:18,936 --> 01:33:22,774
They want to ask you
some questions.
1501
01:33:39,161 --> 01:33:41,162
♪ ♪
1502
01:34:01,219 --> 01:34:03,255
♪ ♪
1503
01:34:21,039 --> 01:34:23,042
♪ ♪
1504
01:34:30,217 --> 01:34:32,618
- (BOTTLES CLINK)
- (CASH REGISTER DINGS)
1505
01:34:32,619 --> 01:34:35,122
JARED:
Thank you.
1506
01:34:35,123 --> 01:34:38,693
- (BELLS JINGLE)
- (HORNS HONKING)
1507
01:34:38,694 --> 01:34:40,694
(HIP-HOP MUSIC PLAYING
OVER CAR STEREO)
1508
01:34:40,697 --> 01:34:42,898
(LIVELY CHATTER)
1509
01:34:52,877 --> 01:34:55,277
- (POP MUSIC PLAYING)
- (LIVELY CHATTER)
1510
01:34:55,279 --> 01:34:56,779
- Hey!
- Hi!
1511
01:34:56,782 --> 01:34:58,948
- How are you?
- Hi. How you doing?
1512
01:34:58,951 --> 01:35:01,217
Yeah. Nice to see you!
1513
01:35:01,220 --> 01:35:02,819
I'm good.
1514
01:35:02,822 --> 01:35:04,822
(LIVELY CHATTER CONTINUES)
1515
01:35:04,823 --> 01:35:07,391
Yeah, I think
they're in the dishwasher.
1516
01:35:07,394 --> 01:35:09,394
Come on, Chris.
1517
01:35:09,395 --> 01:35:11,095
Join us.
1518
01:35:11,097 --> 01:35:13,300
- (MELLOW POP MUSIC PLAYING)
- (LIVELY CHATTER)
1519
01:35:19,073 --> 01:35:20,905
- Oh!
- Did you call it?
1520
01:35:20,908 --> 01:35:22,140
- I didn't hear you...
- Yes!
1521
01:35:22,143 --> 01:35:23,743
I didn't hear you call it.
1522
01:35:23,746 --> 01:35:26,448
- (SIRENS WAILING IN DISTANCE)
- (TRAFFIC PASSING OUTSIDE)
1523
01:35:42,867 --> 01:35:44,769
(COMPUTER BEEPS)
1524
01:35:48,774 --> 01:35:50,640
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
1525
01:35:50,643 --> 01:35:52,010
(COMPUTER CHIMES)
1526
01:36:01,387 --> 01:36:03,791
(TYPING)
1527
01:36:13,502 --> 01:36:15,036
(COMPUTER CHIMES)
1528
01:36:19,307 --> 01:36:21,310
(TYPING)
1529
01:36:25,215 --> 01:36:27,347
(SIGHS)
1530
01:36:27,350 --> 01:36:29,717
(PHONE VIBRATES)
1531
01:36:29,720 --> 01:36:31,520
- Mom...
- NANCY: I gave it to him.
1532
01:36:31,521 --> 01:36:35,492
He has it and he'll read it.
He knows he has to.
1533
01:36:35,493 --> 01:36:37,894
M-Mom, it's important
he reads it.
1534
01:36:37,895 --> 01:36:39,561
Can you just put him on?
1535
01:36:39,564 --> 01:36:42,265
Well... I'm calling you
from Little Rock.
1536
01:36:42,266 --> 01:36:45,435
- I'm with Aunt Mary, so you...
- Wait. Why?
1537
01:36:45,436 --> 01:36:48,037
NANCY: You should just
call him at home.
1538
01:36:48,039 --> 01:36:50,039
JARED:
What happened?
1539
01:36:50,042 --> 01:36:52,376
NANCY: Nothing. She just needed
some help with the shop,
1540
01:36:52,377 --> 01:36:55,680
so I came down here, and I'm
driving back tonight. I'm...
1541
01:36:55,681 --> 01:36:58,885
Nothing. Nothing is wrong.
1542
01:36:58,886 --> 01:37:01,088
♪ ♪
1543
01:37:06,528 --> 01:37:08,529
♪ ♪
1544
01:37:17,740 --> 01:37:19,943
(TURN SIGNAL CLICKING)
1545
01:37:23,747 --> 01:37:25,448
(SIGHS)
1546
01:37:27,417 --> 01:37:29,985
NANCY:
Seriously, nothing is wrong.
1547
01:37:29,988 --> 01:37:33,322
Why didn't you tell me
you were coming?
1548
01:37:33,323 --> 01:37:34,891
Is he here?
1549
01:37:34,894 --> 01:37:37,662
He left. It is Sunday.
1550
01:37:37,663 --> 01:37:40,231
If it's urgent, you're
gonna have to go to church.
1551
01:37:41,634 --> 01:37:43,099
Why aren't you there?
1552
01:37:43,100 --> 01:37:45,337
Why aren't you at church?
1553
01:37:47,608 --> 01:37:49,440
I go, sometimes.
1554
01:37:49,443 --> 01:37:52,411
I-I support your dad,
and-and...
1555
01:37:52,412 --> 01:37:55,248
Mom, what's going on
with you two?
1556
01:37:57,184 --> 01:37:59,853
(SOFTLY):
Jared, it's...
1557
01:37:59,854 --> 01:38:01,854
He knows.
1558
01:38:01,856 --> 01:38:04,926
I can't be around the...
1559
01:38:06,996 --> 01:38:09,162
I love God.
1560
01:38:09,164 --> 01:38:11,435
God loves me.
1561
01:38:13,436 --> 01:38:15,704
And I love my son.
1562
01:38:15,707 --> 01:38:17,606
That simple.
1563
01:38:17,609 --> 01:38:23,112
For your father,
it's a little more complicated.
1564
01:38:23,113 --> 01:38:26,015
I wish it wasn't, but it is.
1565
01:38:26,018 --> 01:38:27,552
(SIGHS)
1566
01:38:28,787 --> 01:38:31,555
- (DOG BARKING IN DISTANCE)
- (CAR DOOR CLOSES)
1567
01:38:31,556 --> 01:38:34,127
(TRAIN HORN BLOWING
IN DISTANCE)
1568
01:38:37,731 --> 01:38:39,466
(EXHALES)
1569
01:38:51,380 --> 01:38:53,015
(MARSHALL SIGHS)
1570
01:39:01,992 --> 01:39:03,824
Did you hear about
the article I've got
1571
01:39:03,827 --> 01:39:06,327
coming out in The Times?
1572
01:39:06,328 --> 01:39:09,096
Do you know what it's about?
1573
01:39:09,099 --> 01:39:12,100
I don't want to get
into a fight.
1574
01:39:12,103 --> 01:39:15,003
- Your mother told me, son.
- It's not a fight.
1575
01:39:15,006 --> 01:39:17,206
I'm just...
doing the right thing.
1576
01:39:17,207 --> 01:39:20,043
I'm letting you know.
1577
01:39:20,046 --> 01:39:22,780
I've written more,
and the publishers are
1578
01:39:22,783 --> 01:39:26,449
talking about me putting
together a whole book.
1579
01:39:26,452 --> 01:39:30,721
You don't need to read
any of it.
1580
01:39:30,724 --> 01:39:32,356
I just needed you to know
1581
01:39:32,359 --> 01:39:34,126
that-that it might
be out there.
1582
01:39:34,127 --> 01:39:37,395
Well... now I know.
1583
01:39:37,398 --> 01:39:40,432
But it might be good
for you to read.
1584
01:39:40,435 --> 01:39:45,304
Because you never really asked
what went on there.
1585
01:39:45,305 --> 01:39:48,576
You never really knew
the staff or...
1586
01:39:48,578 --> 01:39:51,211
- or...
- You're right. You're right.
1587
01:39:51,212 --> 01:39:54,381
When the situation came up,
1588
01:39:54,384 --> 01:39:58,220
I did what I've often done
in my life.
1589
01:39:58,221 --> 01:40:01,823
I sought the counsel
of wiser men,
1590
01:40:01,826 --> 01:40:04,292
and I followed their advice.
1591
01:40:04,295 --> 01:40:06,895
What would you do now?
1592
01:40:06,898 --> 01:40:08,898
Now that you're running things.
1593
01:40:08,899 --> 01:40:10,802
Enough.
1594
01:40:14,172 --> 01:40:16,576
Good night.
1595
01:40:19,011 --> 01:40:21,247
♪ ♪
1596
01:40:26,587 --> 01:40:27,485
(WHISPERING)
1597
01:40:27,488 --> 01:40:29,224
- (QUIET KNOCK)
- (DOOR OPENS)
1598
01:40:45,608 --> 01:40:48,278
For me.
1599
01:41:04,630 --> 01:41:06,631
♪ ♪
1600
01:41:24,085 --> 01:41:26,320
♪ ♪
1601
01:41:38,367 --> 01:41:40,400
JARED: Is there something
you need help with?
1602
01:41:40,403 --> 01:41:42,770
'Cause, you know,
I got to make my flight.
1603
01:41:42,773 --> 01:41:45,340
Yeah, now, this was
gonna be for Christmas,
1604
01:41:45,341 --> 01:41:47,944
but, uh, well, you know,
your mother tells me
1605
01:41:47,945 --> 01:41:50,011
you like to drive upstate
sometimes to write.
1606
01:41:50,014 --> 01:41:52,684
Dad, I live in New York;
I don't need a car.
1607
01:41:53,685 --> 01:41:55,853
She also tells me...
1608
01:41:55,854 --> 01:41:59,289
you like to write by hand
before you use your computer.
1609
01:41:59,292 --> 01:42:01,393
Just like me.
1610
01:42:02,695 --> 01:42:04,229
This pen...
1611
01:42:04,230 --> 01:42:08,635
is made from a cedar tree
grown in Israel.
1612
01:42:10,070 --> 01:42:11,871
Guided me.
1613
01:42:11,872 --> 01:42:14,539
I've written every sermon
that I've ever delivered
1614
01:42:14,542 --> 01:42:17,645
in this new church
with this pen.
1615
01:42:21,082 --> 01:42:23,484
One writer to another.
1616
01:42:35,065 --> 01:42:37,635
I don't want
to pretend anymore.
1617
01:42:39,435 --> 01:42:41,435
We don't need
to spend time together.
1618
01:42:41,438 --> 01:42:43,273
We don't need to speak
1619
01:42:43,274 --> 01:42:46,342
unless we're gonna talk
to each other properly.
1620
01:42:46,345 --> 01:42:50,079
Like... you-you've done
some things
1621
01:42:50,082 --> 01:42:52,917
that have really hurt me.
1622
01:42:52,918 --> 01:42:55,586
Like-like you never,
you never asked
1623
01:42:55,587 --> 01:42:58,326
if there was more
to my story at college.
1624
01:43:00,127 --> 01:43:03,362
You never asked if I was okay.
1625
01:43:03,363 --> 01:43:06,868
You were too focused
on how it affected you.
1626
01:43:10,104 --> 01:43:15,175
There are so many things
that we've never spoken about.
1627
01:43:15,176 --> 01:43:18,212
And I don't know
if we ever will.
1628
01:43:18,213 --> 01:43:20,015
(SOFTLY):
Yeah.
1629
01:43:25,957 --> 01:43:29,123
You know, all this
was gonna be yours.
1630
01:43:29,126 --> 01:43:32,460
I-I mean, it still will be,
but I meant to run and to...
1631
01:43:32,462 --> 01:43:34,832
make a living from.
1632
01:43:38,371 --> 01:43:40,970
I understand.
1633
01:43:40,972 --> 01:43:43,342
We all got our own paths.
1634
01:43:44,743 --> 01:43:49,546
The truth is
I want you to do well.
1635
01:43:49,548 --> 01:43:52,317
I want you to have
a great life.
1636
01:43:52,319 --> 01:43:53,988
I love you.
1637
01:43:55,689 --> 01:43:58,824
But I can't pretend, either.
1638
01:43:58,827 --> 01:44:01,427
There are things
I disagree with.
1639
01:44:01,430 --> 01:44:03,662
And I'll admit,
I'm gonna be honest,
1640
01:44:03,664 --> 01:44:06,332
I'm, you know...
I am being prideful
1641
01:44:06,335 --> 01:44:09,569
when I resent the fact that
I may never be a grandparent.
1642
01:44:09,570 --> 01:44:11,537
Now, that's just the truth.
1643
01:44:11,539 --> 01:44:14,877
It's hard for me to admit
that I have hurt you.
1644
01:44:16,680 --> 01:44:20,081
And that with my beliefs
and with all that's gone on,
1645
01:44:20,082 --> 01:44:24,453
I understand I-I may have
set myself up to lose you.
1646
01:44:24,456 --> 01:44:28,425
And I've had to ask myself,
and God,
1647
01:44:28,426 --> 01:44:30,627
if I'm ready for that.
1648
01:44:38,070 --> 01:44:42,474
I do not want to lose you.
1649
01:44:42,475 --> 01:44:44,542
Well, it doesn't feel like that.
1650
01:44:44,543 --> 01:44:46,545
I'm sick of avoiding you.
1651
01:44:46,546 --> 01:44:48,881
I'm sick of talking
about nothing.
1652
01:44:48,882 --> 01:44:51,417
I'm sick of it.
1653
01:44:51,420 --> 01:44:54,720
I'm gay, and I'm your son.
1654
01:44:54,721 --> 01:44:57,824
And neither of those things
are going to change.
1655
01:44:57,827 --> 01:45:00,060
Okay? So let's deal with that.
1656
01:45:00,063 --> 01:45:01,895
Or let's call it a day.
1657
01:45:01,898 --> 01:45:07,103
Both of us would be okay,
but that would be a shame.
1658
01:45:10,573 --> 01:45:15,078
I'm not changing.
There's no changing me.
1659
01:45:15,079 --> 01:45:17,180
God knows I tried.
1660
01:45:17,181 --> 01:45:21,618
So if you mean it...
if you really mean that...
1661
01:45:23,588 --> 01:45:28,292
...and you're not ready
to lose me...
1662
01:45:28,293 --> 01:45:29,792
then I'm sorry,
1663
01:45:29,795 --> 01:45:34,032
but you're gonna have to be
the one to change.
1664
01:45:34,033 --> 01:45:36,037
I understand.
1665
01:45:39,006 --> 01:45:41,007
I am gonna try.
1666
01:45:46,548 --> 01:45:48,783
(VOICE BREAKS):
I'll try.
1667
01:45:50,453 --> 01:45:52,654
I got to get going.
1668
01:46:18,150 --> 01:46:19,916
Dad...
1669
01:46:19,917 --> 01:46:23,188
I've invited Mom
to my place for Christmas.
1670
01:46:23,189 --> 01:46:25,422
(SOFTLY):
Yeah.
1671
01:46:25,425 --> 01:46:28,494
You're welcome to come, too.
1672
01:46:42,077 --> 01:46:44,078
♪ ♪
1673
01:46:55,626 --> 01:46:59,595
♪ You're a revelation ♪
1674
01:46:59,597 --> 01:47:02,965
♪ Won't you liberate me now? ♪
1675
01:47:02,966 --> 01:47:06,871
♪ From a holy bound ♪
1676
01:47:15,782 --> 01:47:19,884
♪ You're a revolution ♪
1677
01:47:19,886 --> 01:47:23,956
♪ I will liberate you now ♪
1678
01:47:23,957 --> 01:47:27,761
♪ As the walls come down ♪
1679
01:47:36,271 --> 01:47:39,942
♪ It's a rocky road ♪
1680
01:47:41,743 --> 01:47:44,445
♪ To say ♪
1681
01:47:44,448 --> 01:47:47,652
♪ Maybe I won't go ♪
1682
01:47:49,819 --> 01:47:52,520
♪ Hey, dear ♪
1683
01:47:52,523 --> 01:47:55,960
♪ You're a wrecking ball ♪
1684
01:47:58,096 --> 01:48:00,631
♪ You're here ♪
1685
01:48:00,634 --> 01:48:03,836
♪ Crushing all, I'm told ♪
1686
01:48:05,337 --> 01:48:08,173
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1687
01:48:09,509 --> 01:48:13,511
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1688
01:48:13,514 --> 01:48:17,349
♪ Further from home ♪
1689
01:48:17,350 --> 01:48:21,890
♪ Your hand I hold ♪
1690
01:48:30,365 --> 01:48:32,635
♪ ♪
1691
01:48:32,658 --> 01:48:37,658
Subtitles by explosiveskull
Sync by GoldenBeard
1692
01:48:41,578 --> 01:48:45,380
♪ It's a revelation ♪
1693
01:48:45,381 --> 01:48:49,520
♪ There's no hell
in what I've found ♪
1694
01:48:49,521 --> 01:48:53,192
♪ No kingdom shall ♪
1695
01:49:01,735 --> 01:49:05,770
♪ How the tides are changing ♪
1696
01:49:05,773 --> 01:49:09,875
♪ As you liberate me now ♪
1697
01:49:09,877 --> 01:49:13,213
♪ And the walls come down ♪
1698
01:49:19,921 --> 01:49:22,189
♪ To the end ♪
1699
01:49:22,192 --> 01:49:25,895
♪ It's a rocky road ♪
1700
01:49:27,731 --> 01:49:30,097
♪ To say ♪
1701
01:49:30,100 --> 01:49:33,371
♪ Maybe I won't go ♪
1702
01:49:35,740 --> 01:49:38,640
♪ Hey, dear ♪
1703
01:49:38,643 --> 01:49:41,912
♪ You're a wrecking ball ♪
1704
01:49:43,881 --> 01:49:46,583
♪ And you're here ♪
1705
01:49:46,586 --> 01:49:50,088
♪ Crushing all, I'm told ♪
1706
01:49:51,256 --> 01:49:54,728
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1707
01:49:55,561 --> 01:49:59,498
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1708
01:49:59,501 --> 01:50:03,569
♪ Further from home ♪
1709
01:50:03,570 --> 01:50:07,573
♪ Your hand I hold ♪
1710
01:50:07,574 --> 01:50:10,912
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1711
01:50:11,680 --> 01:50:14,949
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1712
01:50:15,752 --> 01:50:17,819
♪ Ever I roam. ♪
1713
01:50:17,820 --> 01:50:20,021
(VOCALIZING)
1714
01:50:36,676 --> 01:50:38,509
(SONG ENDS)
1715
01:50:38,511 --> 01:50:40,880
♪ ♪
1716
01:51:10,413 --> 01:51:12,983
♪ ♪
1717
01:51:42,349 --> 01:51:44,886
♪ ♪
1718
01:52:14,286 --> 01:52:16,621
♪ ♪
1719
01:52:46,354 --> 01:52:48,925
♪ ♪
1720
01:53:18,791 --> 01:53:21,295
♪ ♪
1721
01:53:51,694 --> 01:53:54,197
♪ ♪
1722
01:54:24,533 --> 01:54:27,069
♪ ♪
1723
01:54:37,814 --> 01:54:40,050
(MUSIC ENDS)
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