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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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- [band tuning]
- [indistinct chatter]
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[anxious chatter]
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[actors chanting]
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[chanting]
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Round about the cauldron go,
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in the poison'd entrails throw.
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Toad, under cold stone...
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- [laughs]
- [drumming]
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days and nights hast 31.
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- Swelter'd venom, sleeping got...
- [chanting quietly]
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boil thou first in
the charmed pot.
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[chanting]
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Fillet of fenny snake...
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[coughing]
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in the cauldron
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- boil and bake...
- [stomach growling]
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I...
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- [retches]
- [gasping]
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- [coughing]
- [retching]
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[Anna Rexhia] What is fear?
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Fear is like this person
who's always there...
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Hey. Hey.
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Watching you,
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telling you what to do.
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[director] This is
not part of the play!
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And when fear commands,
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most of us just blindly obey.
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But what if we said no?
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Said, "Not today, fear"?
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"I'm just gonna do
my thing anyway."
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Just like with this
winged eyeliner.
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I know I suck at it.
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I'm literally shaking with fear.
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But you know what, girls?
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I'm a-going anyway. [laughs]
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♪ Life's a drag
when you're a fag ♪
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♪ So instead... ♪
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[gags]
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♪ Be dead. ♪
[chuckles]
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[growling]
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Hey, Shelby, do you still
play with Pink Bear?
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Ew. God, Dad. No.
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Well, I'm making a donation box.
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Place ain't as big as it
looked in the pictures.
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Which means it's greener
pastures for you, Pink Bear.
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Dad!
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Just 'cause I don't play with it
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doesn't mean you can
just throw it away.
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No.
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[door closes]
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[Guy sighs]
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What do you think?
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Huh?
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Home sweet home?
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Is that Mom's?
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"Teacher of the Year."
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She was, uh... [chuckles]
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She was really proud of that.
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[Guy chuckles softly]
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Hey.
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I know you didn't
want to leave home,
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move out here, Shelby, but...
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I know, I know.
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"Blank slate," blah blah blah.
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Blah blah blah, just...
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You know, hear me out.
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You remember what Dr. Bow
said about cancer.
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How it doesn't just
affect one person, it...
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It affects the whole family.
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The whole community.
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[echoing] But here...
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what happened to Mom,
her getting sick...
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[high-pitched tone]
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doesn't have to define you.
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You get to be whoever
you want to be.
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[high-pitched tone fades]
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So, I saw two pizza
joints on that main drag.
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What do you say
we order from both
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and see which one's best? Huh?
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I don't want to hear any of
that "I'm not hungry" business.
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[school bell rings]
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[students chattering]
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[girls whispering]
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♪ My swell suit
might smell sweet ♪
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♪ My swell suit
might smell sweet ♪
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Individually. River.
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♪ My swell suit
might smell sweet ♪
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Very good.
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♪ My swell suit
might smell sweet ♪
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[girl] She looks like
a fucking grandma.
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- Those glasses.
- [snickering]
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♪ My swell suit
might smell sweet ♪
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Take it, Shelby!
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♪ My swell swoot... ♪
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[chuckles softly]
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♪ Might smell like mothballs. ♪
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- [snorting]
- [chuckling]
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[piano playing scales]
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[sound distorting]
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- [yelps]
- Uh-uh! No!
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Come on. You're coming out
in the hallway right now.
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Come into my office after class.
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[girl] Psycho!
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[students whispering]
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[faint whispering]
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[ominous whispering]
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[high-pitched tone]
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[whispering stops]
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- [bell rings]
- [students chattering]
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[Nevins] Ms. Brubaker?
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My office.
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So...
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I'm sorry I threw the...
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Oh, it's okay.
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Sometimes I want to
throw things, too.
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[soft chuckle]
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I overreacted.
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I just want to check in.
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Did you know I knew your mom?
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We used to go to a music
teachers' conference
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in Omaha together.
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Sharon Brubaker was
one special lady.
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And I know if
you're her daughter,
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you must be pretty special, too.
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[chuckles softly]
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I'm not.
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You know, losing someone
you love, it's hard.
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It can bring...
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adults to their knees.
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- Some people never recover.
- [Shelby sighs]
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But you're here.
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Just from that fact
alone, I know...
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you are brave.
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What kind was it?
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Pancreatic.
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Oh. Awful.
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So sudden. Fast.
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Not that it would
be better if it...
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[soft exhale]
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You know,
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I lost someone very
special to me, too.
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We tried and tried,
my wife and I,
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for a long time,
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but everyone said
it was impossible.
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She couldn't get pregnant.
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And then...
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God gave us a miracle.
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Little Madeline.
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She was ours, for nine months.
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But she was born deceased.
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Do something! Don't
let my baby die!
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The cord had gotten
wrapped around her neck
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on the way out.
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So...
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you and I are both brave.
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[girl] Hey.
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We weren't laughing at you,
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just so you know, in class.
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Oh, okay.
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We were just wondering...
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do you have one
of those diseases
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that makes you go
through menopause
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super early or something?
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- No.
- Why do you have gray hair, then?
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It's not gray, it's
dishwater blonde.
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- [laughs]
- "Dishwater." I cannot.
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Well, you might
just want to dye it.
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Or something.
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It's kind of giving
lesbian backpacker vibes.
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No offense.
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Love the granny glasses.
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[laughing]
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[Anna Rexhia] And you're
watching another episode
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of The Beastly Beat.
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The show where you
watch me do my makeup...
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It's starting to look
like a real home.
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[video playing quietly]
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[clears throat]
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So...
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I was thinking about, uh,
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how good you were last
year in that, uh...
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that Pirates of Penzance.
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[video continues playing]
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Think you might want to try
out for a play again this year?
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Hmm?
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You know, I found a box of
your mom's office stuff.
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There's a laptop,
some pictures...
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You don't think
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the Pirate King might
be able to convince you?
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- Arr!
- God, Dad, stop!
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Jesus. Shelby.
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Sorry...
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What's going on?
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- Huh?
- God, I didn't see.
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Why aren't you
wearing your glasses?
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[sighs]
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Is it...
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Is something going on at school?
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Dad, just shut up! You
don't understand anything!
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[door slams]
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[Anna Rexhia] Hello, ghouls.
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C'est moi, Anna Rexhia.
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[giggles]
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I want to tell you a story
about facing your fears.
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You know, for the longest time,
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"anorexia" was a word I
wouldn't even let myself think.
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It was a label that I knew
deep down applied to me.
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And that was terrifying.
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But life is too short
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to let a word have that
kind of power over you.
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So I made it my fucking name.
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[laughs]
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Oh, and because of
that, I have had
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so much love and support
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from other people who've
gone through the same shit.
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It's the same reason I
like to dress up like this.
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To laugh in the face of fear.
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[cackles]
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So...
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What do we think?
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Dead baby got back.
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Baby got backed over. [laughs]
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Okay, whatever.
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♪ Life's a drag
when you're a fag ♪
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♪ So instead... ♪
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[snaps]
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♪ Be dead. ♪ [chuckles]
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Ta-ta.
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Like, subscribe,
follow, all the things.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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[ringing]
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Um...
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Hi, new friend.
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Hi.
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What are you doing?
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Nothing.
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Nothing?
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It's impossible to
do nothing, silly.
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Oh. [laughs]
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Um, I guess I'm
sitting on my bed.
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I was eating dinner with
my dad, but he was being...
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- so annoying.
- Oh, that sucks.
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My dad is literally the most
annoying person in the world.
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Uh, no, mine is.
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[both laugh]
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They're like first
and second place
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Most Annoying Dad.
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[laughs] Like, they like, go
to competitions, probably.
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[laughs]
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Like, they study each other's
moves on video in slow motion
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analyzing how to be
the most annoying.
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[laughs] You're really funny.
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Oh, my God, no.
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So random.
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I like your, uh,
screenname, "BFF4EVA."
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Oh. [chuckles]
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What's your real name?
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Uh, real names suck.
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Hey, I-I have an idea.
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You want to give
each other nicknames?
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Like what?
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Like I'll call you Shellybelly.
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And you can just call me Bestie.
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It'll be like a secret
just between us.
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[soft chuckle] Okay.
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Bestie.
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Shellybelly.
271
00:15:23,658 --> 00:15:25,160
[Shelby chuckles]
272
00:15:26,496 --> 00:15:28,100
Who's that little guy?
273
00:15:28,133 --> 00:15:30,739
Oh, um...
274
00:15:30,772 --> 00:15:33,579
nothing, just this dumb
thing from when I was a kid.
275
00:15:33,612 --> 00:15:35,181
I don't even know why it's here.
276
00:15:35,214 --> 00:15:36,483
Well...
277
00:15:36,516 --> 00:15:38,722
he's so cute.
278
00:15:38,755 --> 00:15:40,491
What's his name?
279
00:15:40,524 --> 00:15:42,429
Um...
280
00:15:42,462 --> 00:15:44,499
Pink Bear. [chuckles]
281
00:15:44,532 --> 00:15:46,103
He used to be pink.
282
00:15:46,136 --> 00:15:48,407
Now, he's more like a gray.
283
00:15:48,440 --> 00:15:50,546
I think he might be
a mouse, actually.
284
00:15:50,579 --> 00:15:52,717
Well, uh, I love him.
285
00:15:52,750 --> 00:15:54,485
Whatever he is.
286
00:15:55,454 --> 00:15:57,259
Cool poster.
287
00:15:57,292 --> 00:15:58,527
I love Pippin.
288
00:15:58,561 --> 00:15:59,764
Wait, you know Pippin?
289
00:15:59,797 --> 00:16:01,601
Of course.
290
00:16:01,634 --> 00:16:03,446
Oh, my God, I'm literally
obsessed with that soundtrack.
291
00:16:03,470 --> 00:16:04,741
I know, me, too.
292
00:16:04,774 --> 00:16:07,145
Like, we did it
last summer at camp.
293
00:16:07,178 --> 00:16:09,316
Stop, I-I'm literally
dying right now.
294
00:16:09,349 --> 00:16:11,353
And I played Catherine.
295
00:16:11,386 --> 00:16:14,293
But I can actually sing
the Leading Player better.
296
00:16:14,326 --> 00:16:16,363
[muffled conversation continues]
297
00:16:41,848 --> 00:16:44,085
♪ ♪
298
00:16:50,732 --> 00:16:53,337
[ringing]
299
00:16:56,309 --> 00:16:59,182
Show me, show me, show me.
300
00:16:59,215 --> 00:17:01,186
Wait, no, not yet.
301
00:17:01,219 --> 00:17:03,659
- I'm scared.
- Okay, one...
302
00:17:03,692 --> 00:17:06,163
- No, not yet. [laughs]
- Two...
303
00:17:06,196 --> 00:17:09,169
Don't make me get to three.
304
00:17:09,202 --> 00:17:10,171
[chuckles]
305
00:17:10,204 --> 00:17:12,274
[gasps]
306
00:17:13,177 --> 00:17:14,580
I look like a freak.
307
00:17:14,613 --> 00:17:16,317
Shelby...
308
00:17:16,350 --> 00:17:19,523
you look amazing.
309
00:17:19,557 --> 00:17:22,529
Why didn't you tell me you
were so good at makeup?
310
00:17:22,563 --> 00:17:25,268
You have to wear that to school.
311
00:17:25,301 --> 00:17:27,138
What? [chuckles]
312
00:17:27,171 --> 00:17:29,744
No. Oh, my God, no way.
313
00:17:29,777 --> 00:17:31,347
Never. [chuckles]
314
00:17:31,380 --> 00:17:32,817
Why not?
315
00:17:32,850 --> 00:17:35,455
Because everyone would
say I look crazy, I...
316
00:17:35,488 --> 00:17:36,858
I would be way too scared.
317
00:17:36,891 --> 00:17:39,429
Come on, do something.
318
00:17:39,462 --> 00:17:42,235
Even just the eye makeup.
319
00:17:42,268 --> 00:17:45,375
It's like what Anna Rexhia says.
320
00:17:45,408 --> 00:17:48,347
"When you feel
scared of something,
321
00:17:48,380 --> 00:17:51,153
that's the thing
you should do."
322
00:17:51,186 --> 00:17:53,324
If you face your fears,
323
00:17:53,357 --> 00:17:55,562
awesome things will happen.
324
00:17:59,502 --> 00:18:01,539
♪ ♪
325
00:18:17,806 --> 00:18:20,546
♪ There's a land
beyond the river ♪
326
00:18:20,579 --> 00:18:23,484
♪ That we call the
sweet forever ♪
327
00:18:23,517 --> 00:18:28,628
♪ And we only reach the
shore by faith's decree ♪
328
00:18:28,661 --> 00:18:32,368
♪ One by one we'll
gain the portals ♪
329
00:18:32,401 --> 00:18:35,909
♪ There to dwell
with the immortals ♪
330
00:18:35,942 --> 00:18:39,650
♪ When they ring the golden
bells for you and me ♪
331
00:18:39,683 --> 00:18:41,654
- ♪ You and me. ♪
- [school bell rings]
332
00:18:41,687 --> 00:18:43,424
Oh, auditions, auditions.
333
00:18:43,457 --> 00:18:45,562
Don't forget. Our fall play,
334
00:18:45,595 --> 00:18:47,933
we will be treading the
hallowed ground of Macbeth.
335
00:18:47,966 --> 00:18:49,503
Or "The Scottish Play,"
336
00:18:49,536 --> 00:18:51,507
for those of you who
believe in curses.
337
00:18:51,540 --> 00:18:53,945
Ms. Brubaker?
338
00:18:53,978 --> 00:18:58,254
[Scottish accent] Aye, you'd
make a splendid Scot, m'lady.
339
00:18:58,287 --> 00:19:01,427
Will we see thee upon
the audition stage?
340
00:19:01,460 --> 00:19:04,533
Um, I don't know. [chuckles]
341
00:19:04,567 --> 00:19:06,403
Maybe.
342
00:19:06,436 --> 00:19:07,906
[chuckles]
343
00:19:12,014 --> 00:19:15,956
Hey, Shelby. What, are
you wearing makeup now
344
00:19:15,989 --> 00:19:17,693
because I said you
looked like a lesbian?
345
00:19:17,726 --> 00:19:19,597
Are you, like, eating
a fiber bar now
346
00:19:19,630 --> 00:19:22,936
because you're
constipated, Shit Belly?
347
00:19:24,640 --> 00:19:25,843
[Shelby and Bestie laughing]
348
00:19:25,876 --> 00:19:27,546
Oh, my God, it was so epic.
349
00:19:27,579 --> 00:19:30,251
I was like, "Are you
eating a fiber bar
350
00:19:30,284 --> 00:19:32,255
because you're
constipated or something?"
351
00:19:32,288 --> 00:19:33,324
[both laugh]
352
00:19:33,357 --> 00:19:35,562
Like, literally out of a movie.
353
00:19:35,595 --> 00:19:37,666
And then I called
her a shit belly.
354
00:19:37,699 --> 00:19:41,273
[laughs] Shel, I told you,
355
00:19:41,306 --> 00:19:42,810
it's the makeup.
356
00:19:42,843 --> 00:19:44,981
You did something
that scared you,
357
00:19:45,014 --> 00:19:47,853
and now you're like
a full-on badass.
358
00:19:47,886 --> 00:19:49,823
No, not even. [laughs]
359
00:19:50,592 --> 00:19:53,731
I did something kind
of crazy today, too.
360
00:19:55,000 --> 00:19:58,307
You know how my dad
can be so annoying?
361
00:19:58,340 --> 00:20:01,013
I just have to mess
with him a little bit.
362
00:20:01,046 --> 00:20:03,450
What did you do?
363
00:20:03,483 --> 00:20:05,321
- I took his wallet.
- [Shelby chuckles]
364
00:20:05,354 --> 00:20:07,893
Not, like, stole
it, I just hid it
365
00:20:07,926 --> 00:20:10,498
and then he was searching
around for it all morning.
366
00:20:10,531 --> 00:20:11,901
It was really funny.
367
00:20:11,934 --> 00:20:13,772
Oh, my God, you're hilarious.
368
00:20:13,805 --> 00:20:16,442
You should do it, too.
369
00:20:17,511 --> 00:20:19,750
Come on, our dads are so cringe.
370
00:20:19,783 --> 00:20:21,888
We have to teach them a lesson.
371
00:20:21,921 --> 00:20:23,625
I don't know...
372
00:20:23,658 --> 00:20:26,029
My dad's at work, he
probably has his wallet.
373
00:20:26,062 --> 00:20:27,766
Well, something else then.
374
00:20:29,570 --> 00:20:30,738
Wait...
375
00:20:31,974 --> 00:20:34,847
Shellbell, are you afraid?
376
00:20:36,516 --> 00:20:38,487
You are. Oh, my God.
377
00:20:38,520 --> 00:20:40,324
What's our rule?
378
00:20:40,357 --> 00:20:41,994
Face your fears.
379
00:20:44,934 --> 00:20:46,470
[chuckles softly]
380
00:20:46,503 --> 00:20:49,009
[laughs] Okay.
381
00:20:49,042 --> 00:20:51,614
[Guy] Hey, Shel. You
haven't seen Mom's mug?
382
00:20:51,647 --> 00:20:53,384
"Teacher of the Year"?
383
00:20:53,417 --> 00:20:54,754
Did you leave it in the car?
384
00:20:54,787 --> 00:20:56,891
Uh, I don't think so.
385
00:20:59,930 --> 00:21:01,701
I got to run.
386
00:21:01,734 --> 00:21:03,638
- You good here?
- Mm-hmm.
387
00:21:03,671 --> 00:21:05,642
Enjoy your day off.
388
00:21:05,675 --> 00:21:08,013
Happy, uh, Happy Columbus Day.
389
00:21:08,046 --> 00:21:09,951
It's Indigenous Peoples' Day.
390
00:21:09,984 --> 00:21:11,821
[Guy] Huh?
391
00:21:11,854 --> 00:21:14,025
Oh, yeah, happy, uh...
392
00:21:14,058 --> 00:21:15,995
- happy that.
- Mm-hmm.
393
00:21:17,966 --> 00:21:20,470
- Keep an eye out for that cup?
- Yeah.
394
00:21:22,843 --> 00:21:24,079
[door opens]
395
00:21:24,112 --> 00:21:25,648
[door closes]
396
00:21:28,855 --> 00:21:31,828
[Bestie] Is your dad a
teacher or something?
397
00:21:31,861 --> 00:21:34,967
No, he's a regional
manager at a post office.
398
00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:38,107
He just likes it
'cause it's big.
399
00:21:38,140 --> 00:21:42,115
Oh, my God, I totally
have a dare for you.
400
00:21:42,148 --> 00:21:43,685
Break it.
401
00:21:43,718 --> 00:21:45,656
He'd kill me.
402
00:21:45,689 --> 00:21:46,824
It's...
403
00:21:46,857 --> 00:21:48,460
special to him.
404
00:21:48,493 --> 00:21:52,603
Geez. Your dad cares
more about a stupid cup
405
00:21:52,636 --> 00:21:54,607
than he does about you.
406
00:21:54,640 --> 00:21:57,111
That sucks, Shell, I'm sorry.
407
00:22:00,885 --> 00:22:02,088
Do it.
408
00:22:02,121 --> 00:22:03,692
It'll feel good.
409
00:22:03,725 --> 00:22:06,062
Trust me.
410
00:22:11,506 --> 00:22:12,742
Do it.
411
00:22:15,615 --> 00:22:16,684
[grunts]
412
00:22:18,588 --> 00:22:20,390
[panting]
413
00:22:22,763 --> 00:22:24,600
What did I tell you?
414
00:22:27,538 --> 00:22:29,009
If you were my daughter,
415
00:22:29,042 --> 00:22:32,716
I'd care more about you than
anything else in the world.
416
00:22:32,749 --> 00:22:36,422
It means a lot to me
that you trust me, Shel.
417
00:22:37,191 --> 00:22:39,730
I trust you, too.
418
00:22:39,763 --> 00:22:42,769
How gross, I'm getting
all mushy-gushy.
419
00:22:49,215 --> 00:22:51,019
Can I ask you something?
420
00:22:51,052 --> 00:22:52,722
Of course.
421
00:22:53,958 --> 00:22:54,994
Why do you, um...?
422
00:22:55,027 --> 00:22:56,898
Why do I look funny?
423
00:22:56,931 --> 00:22:58,635
No, no, that's not what I mean.
424
00:22:58,668 --> 00:22:59,904
I... I mean...
425
00:22:59,937 --> 00:23:01,874
It's okay.
426
00:23:09,556 --> 00:23:12,862
I've actually never
told anyone this before.
427
00:23:13,898 --> 00:23:17,137
But I'll tell you because
I trust you, Shellybelly.
428
00:23:20,244 --> 00:23:22,147
I'm actually adopted.
429
00:23:23,016 --> 00:23:25,788
I've never met my
real mom, but...
430
00:23:27,124 --> 00:23:28,828
apparently she was, like,
431
00:23:28,861 --> 00:23:32,068
addicted to drugs
and stuff and...
432
00:23:32,101 --> 00:23:35,074
she was, like, doing
them, you know, like...
433
00:23:35,107 --> 00:23:37,879
while she was pregnant with me.
434
00:23:39,282 --> 00:23:41,687
So, anyway, it just messed with
435
00:23:41,720 --> 00:23:45,494
a lot of my physical
development and stuff.
436
00:23:46,330 --> 00:23:50,605
I have to do school
at home and...
437
00:23:50,638 --> 00:23:53,812
I mostly just stay in bed.
438
00:23:53,845 --> 00:23:56,918
I'm so sorry, Bestie.
439
00:23:56,951 --> 00:23:59,055
- No, don't cry.
- [chuckles]
440
00:23:59,088 --> 00:24:00,224
[sniffles]
441
00:24:00,257 --> 00:24:01,828
Hey, it's okay.
442
00:24:01,861 --> 00:24:03,197
I get breakfast
in bed every day.
443
00:24:03,230 --> 00:24:05,101
[laughs]
444
00:24:05,134 --> 00:24:07,538
- Not bad, huh?
- No.
445
00:24:08,808 --> 00:24:11,279
I just sometimes wish I could
do normal things, like you.
446
00:24:11,312 --> 00:24:13,150
Stop it.
447
00:24:13,183 --> 00:24:16,122
Whatever you want to do,
just tell me and I'll do it.
448
00:24:17,726 --> 00:24:19,930
I'll be like your avatar.
449
00:24:20,732 --> 00:24:23,103
How did I get a
friend as good as you?
450
00:24:23,136 --> 00:24:24,606
No.
451
00:24:25,474 --> 00:24:27,979
How did I get a
friend as good as you?
452
00:24:29,315 --> 00:24:31,954
Well...
453
00:24:31,987 --> 00:24:35,795
since I told you my
deepest, darkest secret...
454
00:24:36,597 --> 00:24:39,837
you have to do one
little thing for me.
455
00:24:39,870 --> 00:24:43,243
Something I've
always wanted to try.
456
00:24:43,276 --> 00:24:44,713
Anything.
457
00:24:45,648 --> 00:24:47,619
[Bestie laughing]
458
00:24:47,652 --> 00:24:50,223
["They Don't Know" by
Tracey Ullman playing]
459
00:24:51,326 --> 00:24:55,267
Shelby! Shelby! [laughing]
460
00:24:55,300 --> 00:24:57,639
♪ You've been around for
such a long time now ♪
461
00:24:57,672 --> 00:25:01,714
♪ Oh, maybe I could leave
you but I don't know how ♪
462
00:25:01,747 --> 00:25:05,755
♪ And why should I be
lonely every night ♪
463
00:25:05,788 --> 00:25:07,926
♪ When I can be with you ♪
464
00:25:07,959 --> 00:25:10,030
♪ Oh yes, you make it right ♪
465
00:25:10,063 --> 00:25:14,038
♪ And I don't
listen to the guys ♪
466
00:25:14,071 --> 00:25:16,042
♪ Who say that
you're bad for me ♪
467
00:25:16,075 --> 00:25:18,648
♪ And I should turn you away ♪
468
00:25:18,681 --> 00:25:22,623
♪ 'Cause they don't
know about us ♪
469
00:25:22,656 --> 00:25:24,292
♪ And they've never ♪
470
00:25:24,325 --> 00:25:26,062
- ♪ Heard of love... ♪
- [laughing]
471
00:25:26,095 --> 00:25:28,200
That was crazy.
472
00:25:28,233 --> 00:25:30,972
That was the craziest
thing I've ever done.
473
00:25:31,005 --> 00:25:34,078
- Yeah.
- [both laugh]
474
00:25:34,111 --> 00:25:36,216
[indistinct arguing]
475
00:25:36,249 --> 00:25:38,888
♪ They say we're crazy
but I just don't care... ♪
476
00:25:38,921 --> 00:25:40,926
Leave me the fuck alone!
477
00:25:40,959 --> 00:25:43,330
♪ And if they keep on talking,
still they get nowhere ♪
478
00:25:43,363 --> 00:25:44,767
♪ So I don't... ♪
479
00:25:44,800 --> 00:25:46,671
I don't know, should I audition?
480
00:25:46,704 --> 00:25:48,040
[Bestie] No way, no.
481
00:25:48,073 --> 00:25:50,077
You're too good for that.
482
00:25:50,110 --> 00:25:51,647
You're really an artist.
483
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,217
We have that in common.
484
00:25:53,250 --> 00:25:56,858
♪ They don't know about us ♪
485
00:25:56,891 --> 00:26:00,665
♪ And they never heard of love ♪
486
00:26:02,001 --> 00:26:04,138
♪ And why should it matter... ♪
487
00:26:04,171 --> 00:26:07,245
I really would've loved to have
had you in this one, Shelby.
488
00:26:07,278 --> 00:26:09,281
Maybe next time.
489
00:26:10,050 --> 00:26:13,390
[scoffs] Yeah, maybe there'll
be a grandmother part.
490
00:26:13,423 --> 00:26:15,928
You won't even need a costume.
491
00:26:20,772 --> 00:26:22,909
[retching]
492
00:26:27,151 --> 00:26:28,955
[Nevins] Um...
493
00:26:28,988 --> 00:26:30,992
Uh, we need a doctor.
494
00:26:31,025 --> 00:26:32,395
This is not part of the play.
495
00:26:32,428 --> 00:26:34,900
[students retching]
496
00:26:34,933 --> 00:26:39,175
♪ There's no need for
living in the past... ♪
497
00:26:39,208 --> 00:26:40,411
[siren whoops]
498
00:26:40,444 --> 00:26:42,682
[Bestie on phone]
Run, Shell, run!
499
00:26:44,853 --> 00:26:46,857
[indistinct shouting, crying]
500
00:26:51,432 --> 00:26:52,969
[laughs]
501
00:26:58,748 --> 00:27:01,152
[Bestie] Oh, Shellbell,
you're amazing.
502
00:27:01,185 --> 00:27:03,156
I want to see what's happening.
503
00:27:03,189 --> 00:27:04,292
I can't go back.
504
00:27:04,325 --> 00:27:06,129
They'll know it was me.
505
00:27:06,162 --> 00:27:08,400
[Bestie] What's our rule?
506
00:27:08,433 --> 00:27:10,437
Face your fear.
507
00:27:15,180 --> 00:27:17,151
[Bestie] Well...
508
00:27:17,184 --> 00:27:19,155
how do you feel?
509
00:27:19,188 --> 00:27:20,759
Alive.
510
00:27:20,792 --> 00:27:23,030
You literally are.
511
00:27:23,063 --> 00:27:24,900
[chuckles]
512
00:27:24,933 --> 00:27:26,269
[indistinct chatter]
513
00:27:26,302 --> 00:27:28,040
[Bestie] What a goober.
514
00:27:28,073 --> 00:27:30,044
[Shelby] He's such a weirdo.
515
00:27:30,077 --> 00:27:33,182
Shelby, I'm so glad I met you.
516
00:27:34,385 --> 00:27:36,423
You make me feel
like a real girl.
517
00:27:36,456 --> 00:27:38,828
You make me brave.
518
00:27:38,861 --> 00:27:41,432
I never did anything
scary before I met you.
519
00:27:42,401 --> 00:27:44,840
Best friends forever.
520
00:27:44,873 --> 00:27:47,078
Forever.
521
00:27:47,111 --> 00:27:49,749
I'd do anything for you.
522
00:27:50,517 --> 00:27:52,789
I love you, Shelby.
523
00:27:52,822 --> 00:27:54,859
I love you, too.
524
00:27:57,231 --> 00:27:59,335
It's almost Halloween.
525
00:28:00,370 --> 00:28:02,241
I've always wanted to dress up,
526
00:28:02,274 --> 00:28:04,813
but I've never been able to.
527
00:28:05,848 --> 00:28:07,518
Bestie, I'll dress up for you.
528
00:28:07,552 --> 00:28:09,756
Oh, my God, really?
529
00:28:10,524 --> 00:28:11,927
Oh, my God, okay.
530
00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:13,363
I have the best idea.
531
00:28:14,365 --> 00:28:16,369
♪ ♪
532
00:28:33,436 --> 00:28:35,975
[laughing] Oh-oh, wow!
533
00:28:36,008 --> 00:28:38,814
Mrs. Grim Reaper.
I love it, Shelby.
534
00:28:42,555 --> 00:28:45,360
Not the grim reaper, silly.
535
00:28:47,197 --> 00:28:49,234
[coughing]
536
00:28:59,288 --> 00:29:01,827
Hey, everybody, take a...
537
00:29:01,860 --> 00:29:03,865
take a personal day
today. Just work on
538
00:29:03,898 --> 00:29:05,400
whatever you need
to work on, okay?
539
00:29:12,314 --> 00:29:15,387
I will forgive you
for this, Shelby.
540
00:29:17,157 --> 00:29:19,395
One-one day, I will.
541
00:29:30,016 --> 00:29:31,128
[Guy] What the hell
were you thinking?
542
00:29:31,152 --> 00:29:32,421
Where does this even come from?
543
00:29:32,454 --> 00:29:34,593
- It was a joke.
- A joke? A joke?!
544
00:29:34,626 --> 00:29:36,463
I don't understand how
this is a funny joke!
545
00:29:36,496 --> 00:29:37,908
- Fucking let go of me!
- I mean, come on!
546
00:29:37,932 --> 00:29:39,335
I don't know who
you are anymore!
547
00:29:39,368 --> 00:29:41,139
- Let go!
- All right, no more.
548
00:29:41,172 --> 00:29:43,143
No more going out,
no more sneaking out.
549
00:29:43,176 --> 00:29:45,080
- Stop! What are you doing?
- Nothing!
550
00:29:45,113 --> 00:29:46,584
I don't know.
551
00:29:46,617 --> 00:29:48,462
- But until I do, you can stay down there.
- [yelling]
552
00:29:48,486 --> 00:29:50,457
[pounding on door]
553
00:29:50,490 --> 00:29:52,896
[Shelby] I hate you!
554
00:29:52,929 --> 00:29:54,933
- I hate you.
- [heavy pounding on door]
555
00:29:54,966 --> 00:29:57,204
Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you!
556
00:29:57,237 --> 00:29:58,608
[both crying]
557
00:29:58,641 --> 00:29:59,986
- I wish you were fucking dead!
- [Guy crying]
558
00:30:00,010 --> 00:30:02,148
I hate you!
559
00:30:02,181 --> 00:30:03,550
Give me my phone!
560
00:30:06,189 --> 00:30:07,892
[exhales]
561
00:30:08,661 --> 00:30:10,898
[breathing shakily]
562
00:30:18,647 --> 00:30:20,885
♪ ♪
563
00:30:44,365 --> 00:30:46,369
[Bestie] Shelby, you
have to get out of there.
564
00:30:46,402 --> 00:30:48,073
Yeah, but how?
565
00:30:48,106 --> 00:30:49,676
Well, I mean...
566
00:30:49,709 --> 00:30:53,350
he'd have to let you out
if something happened.
567
00:30:53,383 --> 00:30:55,120
Like what?
568
00:30:55,153 --> 00:30:58,694
Like, I don't know, if you
broke a bone or something.
569
00:30:58,727 --> 00:31:00,665
He'd have to take
you to hospital.
570
00:31:00,698 --> 00:31:02,401
What?
571
00:31:02,434 --> 00:31:04,272
You just want me to...
572
00:31:04,305 --> 00:31:05,675
That's crazy.
573
00:31:05,708 --> 00:31:08,246
[laughs] No.
574
00:31:08,279 --> 00:31:10,250
Are you afraid?
575
00:31:10,283 --> 00:31:13,222
Um, of breaking a bone? Yes.
576
00:31:14,458 --> 00:31:16,095
Shell, what's our rule?
577
00:31:20,170 --> 00:31:22,642
But you promised you
would do anything for me.
578
00:31:22,675 --> 00:31:24,178
That was a lie?
579
00:31:24,211 --> 00:31:25,648
No, of course I would...
580
00:31:25,681 --> 00:31:28,019
I would break every
bone in my body
581
00:31:28,052 --> 00:31:30,057
if it meant I could be free.
582
00:31:30,090 --> 00:31:31,525
But I can't.
583
00:31:32,629 --> 00:31:35,434
My only freedom is you.
584
00:31:35,467 --> 00:31:38,440
And if you're just gonna give up
585
00:31:38,473 --> 00:31:41,179
and stay trapped there...
586
00:31:41,212 --> 00:31:43,584
well, then you're a coward
and you're a bad friend.
587
00:31:43,617 --> 00:31:44,686
No.
588
00:31:45,721 --> 00:31:47,559
Bestie, don't say that.
589
00:31:47,592 --> 00:31:49,028
I...
590
00:31:49,061 --> 00:31:50,464
I'm sorry, I'll...
591
00:31:50,497 --> 00:31:52,301
I'll do anything.
592
00:31:52,334 --> 00:31:54,137
I thought you were brave, Shell.
593
00:31:54,906 --> 00:31:57,546
I thought you were my
friend. I guess I was wrong.
594
00:31:57,579 --> 00:31:58,614
- Goodbye.
- No, wait!
595
00:31:58,647 --> 00:32:00,317
Wait! I'm sorry, uh...
596
00:32:00,350 --> 00:32:02,387
I'll do it. I can do it.
597
00:32:04,593 --> 00:32:06,997
[Bestie] You're just scared.
598
00:32:08,066 --> 00:32:09,602
But I could help you.
599
00:32:10,638 --> 00:32:12,474
I can make you brave.
600
00:32:12,507 --> 00:32:14,312
You just have to do
601
00:32:14,345 --> 00:32:16,416
exactly what I tell you.
602
00:32:16,449 --> 00:32:19,021
Like all the other times.
603
00:32:19,054 --> 00:32:21,326
Listen to me.
604
00:32:21,359 --> 00:32:23,096
Grab the hammer.
605
00:32:23,129 --> 00:32:24,700
I have it.
606
00:32:24,733 --> 00:32:27,371
It's okay to be scared.
607
00:32:27,404 --> 00:32:29,342
It's good that you're scared,
608
00:32:29,375 --> 00:32:31,780
because when you
face your fears,
609
00:32:31,813 --> 00:32:35,487
doors open up for you.
610
00:32:35,520 --> 00:32:39,796
The whole world literally
opens up for you.
611
00:32:39,829 --> 00:32:42,268
I want to, I want to
face my fears, okay?
612
00:32:42,301 --> 00:32:44,272
I can, I can do it.
613
00:32:44,305 --> 00:32:45,507
[Guy] Shelby!
614
00:32:45,540 --> 00:32:47,779
Who are you talking to?
615
00:32:47,812 --> 00:32:50,083
[Bestie] Your dad is coming.
616
00:32:50,116 --> 00:32:51,486
Do it now.
617
00:32:51,519 --> 00:32:53,724
Okay.
618
00:32:53,757 --> 00:32:55,628
♪ ♪
619
00:32:55,661 --> 00:32:57,498
[Bestie] Put your
arm in the vice.
620
00:32:57,531 --> 00:32:59,670
What's going on,
Shelby? Are you okay?
621
00:32:59,703 --> 00:33:02,642
- [Bestie] That's it, keep turning.
- [Guy] Shelby?
622
00:33:05,246 --> 00:33:06,784
[Bestie] Turn it tighter.
623
00:33:06,817 --> 00:33:08,286
Shelby!
624
00:33:08,319 --> 00:33:10,524
[Bestie] Pick up the hammer.
625
00:33:10,558 --> 00:33:12,662
- Don't be scared.
- [pounding on door]
626
00:33:12,695 --> 00:33:14,633
Be brave for me!
627
00:33:14,666 --> 00:33:16,804
I don't want to, I don't
want to, I'm scared!
628
00:33:16,837 --> 00:33:18,373
[Bestie] Do it now!
629
00:33:18,406 --> 00:33:20,645
Do it, Shelby, be brave.
630
00:33:20,678 --> 00:33:23,383
Be brave for me!
I've seen it before.
631
00:33:23,416 --> 00:33:25,520
Do it! Do it now!
632
00:33:25,554 --> 00:33:26,522
[Shelby screams]
633
00:33:26,556 --> 00:33:29,830
[Shelby screaming, crying]
634
00:33:29,863 --> 00:33:32,401
[sobbing]
635
00:33:32,434 --> 00:33:34,471
[whimpering]
636
00:33:36,475 --> 00:33:38,581
[whimpering]
637
00:33:38,614 --> 00:33:40,651
[sobbing]
638
00:33:57,451 --> 00:34:00,692
[counselor] You've
experienced a trauma.
639
00:34:00,725 --> 00:34:03,864
But coming here,
dealing with it?
640
00:34:03,897 --> 00:34:06,201
That's very brave.
641
00:34:08,774 --> 00:34:10,811
♪ ♪
642
00:34:25,674 --> 00:34:28,212
I'll give you a ride in a sec.
643
00:34:29,649 --> 00:34:32,221
Um, Dad?
644
00:34:32,254 --> 00:34:34,225
- Hmm?
- I just...
645
00:34:34,258 --> 00:34:36,295
wanted to give you this.
646
00:34:37,765 --> 00:34:39,569
And, um...
647
00:34:42,775 --> 00:34:45,213
I'm really, really sorry.
648
00:34:56,703 --> 00:34:59,241
[chuckles softly]
649
00:34:59,274 --> 00:35:01,278
This is a good start.
650
00:35:02,247 --> 00:35:03,750
Thanks.
651
00:35:06,990 --> 00:35:09,194
♪ ♪
652
00:35:17,745 --> 00:35:19,649
You need something, sweetheart?
653
00:35:19,682 --> 00:35:21,854
Um, is Mr. Nevins here?
654
00:35:21,887 --> 00:35:24,425
No, he's out for the semester.
655
00:35:24,458 --> 00:35:25,894
[Shelby] Oh.
656
00:35:26,897 --> 00:35:28,433
Oh.
657
00:35:28,466 --> 00:35:29,569
Okay, thank you.
658
00:35:29,602 --> 00:35:31,639
[indistinct chatter]
659
00:35:34,511 --> 00:35:36,215
[phone chimes]
660
00:35:37,284 --> 00:35:39,221
[bell rings]
661
00:35:42,628 --> 00:35:44,766
[cackling]
662
00:35:47,003 --> 00:35:49,909
[phone chiming]
663
00:35:54,919 --> 00:35:57,357
[Bestie] Shellybelly.
664
00:35:57,390 --> 00:35:59,963
- [phone chiming]
- [overlapping whispers]
665
00:35:59,996 --> 00:36:01,432
Best friend.
666
00:36:01,465 --> 00:36:03,536
[River] Can I sign it?
667
00:36:04,606 --> 00:36:07,511
Your cast, can I, can I sign it?
668
00:36:07,544 --> 00:36:09,415
Oh. [chuckles]
669
00:36:09,448 --> 00:36:11,385
Um, sure.
670
00:36:12,454 --> 00:36:14,358
Cool.
671
00:36:14,391 --> 00:36:16,028
Wait.
672
00:36:16,061 --> 00:36:17,899
First I think we actually
have to be friends.
673
00:36:17,932 --> 00:36:19,970
It's, like, the law
of signing casts.
674
00:36:20,003 --> 00:36:22,307
I'm-I'm Riv from choir.
675
00:36:22,340 --> 00:36:24,846
River, professionally,
and to my mom.
676
00:36:24,879 --> 00:36:26,583
I'm Shelby.
677
00:36:26,616 --> 00:36:28,319
Just Shelby.
678
00:36:28,352 --> 00:36:29,589
Cool.
679
00:36:29,622 --> 00:36:31,325
Uh...
680
00:36:31,358 --> 00:36:33,329
swear I have, like, a
Sharpie or something.
681
00:36:33,362 --> 00:36:35,635
Oh, cool, you know Anna Rexhia?
682
00:36:35,668 --> 00:36:37,939
Oh, yeah, the freaky drag queen?
683
00:36:37,972 --> 00:36:39,542
- Dude, she's awesome.
- I know!
684
00:36:39,576 --> 00:36:42,314
- She's so weird, but also cool.
- Right?
685
00:36:42,347 --> 00:36:44,986
I'm obsessed with anything,
like, drag or horror, you know?
686
00:36:45,019 --> 00:36:47,324
So together it's, like, kaboom!
687
00:36:47,357 --> 00:36:48,594
You know? Like, mind-blowing.
688
00:36:48,627 --> 00:36:50,697
[laughs] Cool, yeah.
689
00:36:51,666 --> 00:36:53,804
Oh, there you are.
690
00:36:53,837 --> 00:36:55,774
Cool.
691
00:37:01,953 --> 00:37:03,389
Cool.
692
00:37:03,422 --> 00:37:05,794
There we are.
693
00:37:06,830 --> 00:37:08,433
Thanks.
694
00:37:08,466 --> 00:37:09,803
Cool, yeah.
695
00:37:09,836 --> 00:37:11,673
- Okay.
- Yeah.
696
00:37:11,706 --> 00:37:13,610
Bye.
697
00:37:15,079 --> 00:37:17,317
Bye-bye, friend.
698
00:37:26,670 --> 00:37:28,740
[phone chimes]
699
00:37:34,418 --> 00:37:36,488
[phone chimes]
700
00:37:53,790 --> 00:37:55,827
[door closes loudly]
701
00:38:12,628 --> 00:38:14,464
- [loud whistle]
- [Shelby gasps]
702
00:38:19,074 --> 00:38:20,811
Wait.
703
00:38:20,844 --> 00:38:22,916
- You saw?
- What you did?
704
00:38:22,949 --> 00:38:24,619
Opening night of Macbeth?
705
00:38:24,652 --> 00:38:26,022
Pod-gate?
706
00:38:26,055 --> 00:38:28,627
I did, I did. I-I saw it all.
707
00:38:28,660 --> 00:38:29,963
Please don't tell anyone.
708
00:38:29,996 --> 00:38:31,667
- They'll expel me.
- Lady, chill out.
709
00:38:31,700 --> 00:38:33,503
Okay?
710
00:38:33,536 --> 00:38:35,173
Thought it was badass.
711
00:38:35,206 --> 00:38:36,977
I mean, Chaz and those guys
712
00:38:37,010 --> 00:38:39,023
have been making my life
hell since elementary school.
713
00:38:39,047 --> 00:38:41,018
I mean, making fun of
the disabled kid...
714
00:38:41,051 --> 00:38:43,189
it's, like, almost
too cliché, right?
715
00:38:43,222 --> 00:38:44,726
Right?
716
00:38:44,759 --> 00:38:46,529
But, alas, you know,
the popular d-bag
717
00:38:46,563 --> 00:38:49,100
is a simple and highly
predictable organism, so...
718
00:38:50,203 --> 00:38:52,875
I didn't know you
had a disability.
719
00:38:52,908 --> 00:38:55,080
Look, it's called
ectopia cordis.
720
00:38:55,113 --> 00:38:57,117
Sounds like a fucking
Harry Potter spell.
721
00:38:57,150 --> 00:39:00,457
But, basically, I was
born with my heart
722
00:39:00,490 --> 00:39:02,629
on the outside of my body.
723
00:39:02,662 --> 00:39:06,002
Had, like, four open-heart
surgeries before I was six.
724
00:39:06,035 --> 00:39:09,676
But then they shoved my
heart back inside of my body
725
00:39:09,709 --> 00:39:11,546
and, for some reason,
put my asshole
726
00:39:11,579 --> 00:39:13,449
on the outside.
727
00:39:13,482 --> 00:39:15,821
Woo-hoo, right?
728
00:39:17,758 --> 00:39:19,194
TMI?
729
00:39:20,229 --> 00:39:22,066
How did you know it was me?
730
00:39:23,570 --> 00:39:25,410
I don't know. I've been
watching you this year.
731
00:39:25,975 --> 00:39:29,114
I'm not, like, stalking
you or anything, Shelby.
732
00:39:29,147 --> 00:39:30,985
You know, just... looking out.
733
00:39:31,018 --> 00:39:32,955
You know, in case
things went too far.
734
00:39:33,957 --> 00:39:35,661
So you're not blackmailing me?
735
00:39:35,694 --> 00:39:37,239
You're not gonna make
me... [inhales sharply]
736
00:39:37,263 --> 00:39:39,234
[shudders] do anything?
737
00:39:39,267 --> 00:39:41,181
Why would I make you do
something you don't want to do?
738
00:39:41,205 --> 00:39:42,975
That's not how friendship works.
739
00:39:46,616 --> 00:39:49,254
The text... you called
me "best friend."
740
00:39:49,287 --> 00:39:51,158
Yeah, 'cause I signed
your cast and all?
741
00:39:51,927 --> 00:39:54,098
I mean, it was a
joke, and I'm...
742
00:39:54,131 --> 00:39:55,533
sorry if it freaked you out.
743
00:39:55,567 --> 00:39:57,137
[chuckles softly] It's...
744
00:39:57,170 --> 00:39:59,107
- it's okay.
- 'Kay.
745
00:40:00,143 --> 00:40:01,713
Um, what are you
doing right now?
746
00:40:02,681 --> 00:40:03,917
Um...
747
00:40:03,950 --> 00:40:05,186
the lady at the gas station...
748
00:40:05,219 --> 00:40:07,090
she's for sure a
tweaker... but...
749
00:40:07,123 --> 00:40:10,263
she gives me free cigarettes
if I play the-the cripple card.
750
00:40:10,296 --> 00:40:11,900
[chuckles, sniffles]
751
00:40:11,933 --> 00:40:13,570
How 'bout fruit snacks?
752
00:40:13,603 --> 00:40:14,606
Oh, yeah.
753
00:40:14,639 --> 00:40:16,475
She'll for sure hook it up.
754
00:40:17,243 --> 00:40:18,279
Okay.
755
00:40:18,312 --> 00:40:19,882
- Yeah?
- Mm-hmm.
756
00:40:22,187 --> 00:40:23,723
Come on.
757
00:40:26,328 --> 00:40:27,898
[phone chimes]
758
00:40:33,209 --> 00:40:34,578
[River] All good?
759
00:40:35,681 --> 00:40:36,717
- Yeah.
- All right.
760
00:40:36,750 --> 00:40:38,185
- Sorry.
- Nah, it's cool.
761
00:40:41,626 --> 00:40:43,730
[Anna Rexhia] I've
talked a lot about fear.
762
00:40:44,531 --> 00:40:47,905
How, in order to be brave,
we have to do what scares us.
763
00:40:48,707 --> 00:40:52,147
Now, I'm not talking about
driving 100 miles an hour
764
00:40:52,180 --> 00:40:53,316
with a blindfold on.
765
00:40:53,349 --> 00:40:55,588
- No, no, no.
- [laughs]
766
00:40:55,621 --> 00:40:57,658
I'm talking about
the scary things
767
00:40:57,691 --> 00:40:59,194
that, deep down,
we know are right.
768
00:40:59,227 --> 00:41:01,867
[students] ♪ Show
you a rhyme ♪
769
00:41:01,900 --> 00:41:04,238
♪ Cats fit on the windowsill ♪
770
00:41:04,271 --> 00:41:07,244
- Like standing up for yourself.
- ♪ Children fit in the snow ♪
771
00:41:07,277 --> 00:41:08,647
Being vulnerable.
772
00:41:08,680 --> 00:41:11,152
♪ Why do I feel I don't fit in ♪
773
00:41:11,185 --> 00:41:14,191
- ♪ Anywhere I go? ♪
- Saying you're sorry.
774
00:41:14,224 --> 00:41:18,667
♪ Rivers belong where
they can ramble ♪
775
00:41:18,700 --> 00:41:20,236
♪ They can ramble ♪
776
00:41:20,269 --> 00:41:23,944
♪ Eagles belong
where they can fly ♪
777
00:41:23,977 --> 00:41:26,616
♪ They can fly ♪
778
00:41:26,649 --> 00:41:30,991
♪ I've got to be where
my spirit can run free ♪
779
00:41:31,024 --> 00:41:36,001
♪ Got to find my corner ♪
780
00:41:36,034 --> 00:41:39,341
♪ Of the sky... ♪
781
00:41:39,374 --> 00:41:42,214
- ♪ Of the sky ♪
- ♪ Of the sky ♪
782
00:41:42,247 --> 00:41:47,324
♪ Of the sky...! ♪
783
00:41:47,357 --> 00:41:48,961
Because, you see,
784
00:41:48,994 --> 00:41:51,298
when you face those
kinds of fears,
785
00:41:51,331 --> 00:41:52,735
good things
786
00:41:52,768 --> 00:41:54,973
and good people
787
00:41:55,006 --> 00:41:56,976
come into your life.
788
00:41:58,780 --> 00:42:00,651
♪ Life's a drag ♪
789
00:42:00,684 --> 00:42:02,154
♪ When you're a fag ♪
790
00:42:02,187 --> 00:42:04,358
- ♪ So, instead ♪
- [computer chimes]
791
00:42:04,391 --> 00:42:06,696
[gags] ♪ Be dead. ♪
792
00:42:18,152 --> 00:42:21,192
[Nevins] I like to have these
end-of-year check-ins just to...
793
00:42:21,225 --> 00:42:24,666
see where we are, where we've
been, where we're going.
794
00:42:24,699 --> 00:42:26,001
Shelby...
795
00:42:26,034 --> 00:42:27,939
she's one of my good eggs.
796
00:42:27,972 --> 00:42:29,818
- I'm gonna miss her a lot.
- [chuckling softly]
797
00:42:29,842 --> 00:42:31,278
She's smart,
798
00:42:31,311 --> 00:42:33,249
she's talented, she's kind,
799
00:42:33,282 --> 00:42:34,786
she's got A's
across the board...
800
00:42:34,819 --> 00:42:36,823
- Uh, one "B."
- Oh.
801
00:42:36,856 --> 00:42:38,125
- In P.E.
- [Shelby giggles]
802
00:42:38,158 --> 00:42:40,296
Oh, I count that as
a badge of honor.
803
00:42:40,329 --> 00:42:42,133
[chuckling]
804
00:42:42,166 --> 00:42:43,880
And it did not stop you
from getting into Oberlin.
805
00:42:43,904 --> 00:42:47,845
Well, uh, I-I think we're still
considering, you know, uh,
806
00:42:47,878 --> 00:42:50,149
maybe getting some generals
out of the way somewhere...
807
00:42:51,151 --> 00:42:52,654
closer to Dad?
808
00:42:53,422 --> 00:42:54,993
Your freshman year...
809
00:42:55,026 --> 00:42:56,295
classes are gonna be the same
810
00:42:56,328 --> 00:42:57,798
- pretty much wherever you go.
- Dad.
811
00:42:57,831 --> 00:42:59,802
I want to go to Oberlin.
812
00:42:59,835 --> 00:43:02,007
And it's not just
about the classes.
813
00:43:02,040 --> 00:43:04,210
It's where River's going.
814
00:43:05,179 --> 00:43:06,917
And he's just...
815
00:43:06,950 --> 00:43:08,720
my favorite person in the world.
816
00:43:08,753 --> 00:43:10,957
I don't want to lose that.
817
00:43:12,828 --> 00:43:14,999
You are all heart.
818
00:43:15,032 --> 00:43:16,736
Just like your mom.
819
00:43:17,503 --> 00:43:18,806
[scoffs softly]
820
00:43:19,775 --> 00:43:20,810
Come here.
821
00:43:22,080 --> 00:43:23,349
[grunting]
822
00:43:23,382 --> 00:43:24,686
[inhales deeply]
823
00:43:24,719 --> 00:43:26,254
- It's the best way to be.
- [sighs]
824
00:43:27,257 --> 00:43:29,093
- Mmm.
- [school bell rings]
825
00:43:37,110 --> 00:43:38,312
[chuckles softly]
826
00:43:39,915 --> 00:43:41,284
- Guess what.
- What?
827
00:43:42,821 --> 00:43:43,924
I told him.
828
00:43:43,957 --> 00:43:46,061
- No frickin' way.
- Yeah.
829
00:43:46,094 --> 00:43:47,798
Dude, Shelby, that's awesome.
830
00:43:47,831 --> 00:43:48,867
Are you serious?
831
00:43:48,900 --> 00:43:50,436
He said it's all okay.
832
00:43:50,469 --> 00:43:51,973
We can live together at Oberlin
833
00:43:52,006 --> 00:43:54,177
as long as I get
good financial aid.
834
00:43:54,210 --> 00:43:55,480
Which you will.
835
00:43:55,513 --> 00:43:56,953
- 'Cause you're amazing.
- [chuckles]
836
00:43:59,054 --> 00:44:01,025
[computer chimes]
837
00:44:01,058 --> 00:44:02,804
- Who's this? Like, your secret boyfriend or something?
- No.
838
00:44:02,828 --> 00:44:04,164
- What is this?
- Just this...
839
00:44:04,197 --> 00:44:06,836
loser girl I used
to be friends with.
840
00:44:08,072 --> 00:44:09,909
She's a freak. [chuckles]
841
00:44:09,942 --> 00:44:12,480
She's, like, confined
to her bed or something.
842
00:44:13,482 --> 00:44:15,453
Spends all day online.
843
00:44:15,486 --> 00:44:17,457
Feel kind of bad for her.
844
00:44:17,490 --> 00:44:20,096
But she's... toxic.
845
00:44:20,129 --> 00:44:21,866
Honestly.
846
00:44:21,899 --> 00:44:24,471
She's probably, like, some
fat incel dude in a mask.
847
00:44:24,504 --> 00:44:26,241
- [chuckles]
- Jerking his micropenis
848
00:44:26,274 --> 00:44:27,778
or something.
849
00:44:30,884 --> 00:44:32,320
She's, like, a legit psychopath.
850
00:44:32,353 --> 00:44:33,356
What the hell?
851
00:44:33,389 --> 00:44:34,926
[Shelby] I know.
852
00:44:34,959 --> 00:44:36,337
I blocked her on my
phone, but, somehow,
853
00:44:36,361 --> 00:44:38,265
her messages keep coming
through to my computer.
854
00:44:39,267 --> 00:44:40,303
Oh, no.
855
00:44:40,336 --> 00:44:41,472
She's got to go.
856
00:44:41,505 --> 00:44:43,810
What are you doing?
857
00:44:43,843 --> 00:44:45,412
One moment, please.
858
00:44:47,383 --> 00:44:49,387
Boop. Beep.
859
00:44:50,991 --> 00:44:52,861
Ho, ho, ho, Merry Christmas.
860
00:44:53,897 --> 00:44:56,402
Wait. Are you serious?
861
00:44:56,435 --> 00:44:58,573
She's actually gone
from my life forever?
862
00:44:58,606 --> 00:45:00,844
I mean, she can still stare
at you through your window
863
00:45:00,877 --> 00:45:02,447
and watch you sleep at night.
864
00:45:02,480 --> 00:45:06,055
But, yeah, she can no longer
contact you via airwaves.
865
00:45:06,088 --> 00:45:08,459
I didn't know it was possible
to be more in love with you
866
00:45:08,492 --> 00:45:10,998
than I already am, but...
867
00:45:11,031 --> 00:45:12,133
guess I was wrong.
868
00:45:12,166 --> 00:45:13,536
[chuckles softly]
869
00:45:13,570 --> 00:45:15,239
- Yeah? Come here.
- [chuckles]
870
00:45:19,849 --> 00:45:21,418
What are you doing tonight?
871
00:45:21,451 --> 00:45:23,857
I have a crazy, amazing,
872
00:45:23,890 --> 00:45:26,562
awesome, incredible idea.
873
00:45:41,024 --> 00:45:42,326
Where are we?
874
00:45:43,295 --> 00:45:44,599
We're almost there.
875
00:45:44,632 --> 00:45:46,802
Don't want to ruin the surprise.
876
00:45:48,172 --> 00:45:49,274
- All right?
- Okay.
877
00:45:49,307 --> 00:45:50,442
[chuckles] All right.
878
00:45:51,445 --> 00:45:53,515
Sorry. [giggling]
879
00:46:05,306 --> 00:46:07,611
- What is this place?
- [shushing]
880
00:46:09,114 --> 00:46:10,349
Come on. Get out.
881
00:46:12,520 --> 00:46:14,357
[dog barking in distance]
882
00:46:15,927 --> 00:46:17,396
Whoa...
883
00:46:18,600 --> 00:46:20,002
Riv, I-I don't like this.
884
00:46:20,035 --> 00:46:21,280
- I have a weird feeling.
- Oh, come on.
885
00:46:21,304 --> 00:46:22,339
It's okay. It's okay.
886
00:46:23,208 --> 00:46:25,412
I really want to
show you this, okay?
887
00:46:26,181 --> 00:46:28,185
Okay, but hold me.
I'm a scaredy-cat.
888
00:46:28,218 --> 00:46:29,922
- Aw, I'm right here, okay?
- Hmm?
889
00:46:29,955 --> 00:46:31,124
I'm right here.
890
00:46:51,364 --> 00:46:53,402
♪ ♪
891
00:47:19,220 --> 00:47:21,257
[creaking]
892
00:47:24,364 --> 00:47:25,934
[door closes]
893
00:47:30,209 --> 00:47:32,079
What is this place?
894
00:47:38,660 --> 00:47:40,263
Does someone live here?
895
00:47:40,296 --> 00:47:41,966
I don't know.
896
00:47:55,392 --> 00:47:56,962
- [thump]
- What was that?
897
00:47:57,764 --> 00:47:59,233
What?
898
00:48:00,436 --> 00:48:02,306
[weak chuckle]
899
00:48:11,024 --> 00:48:13,061
♪ ♪
900
00:48:23,448 --> 00:48:26,054
♪ ♪
901
00:48:36,308 --> 00:48:37,476
River?
902
00:48:40,282 --> 00:48:42,186
What are we doing here?
903
00:48:42,219 --> 00:48:43,799
-What did you do? Why are we here?
-Calm down. Calm down.
904
00:48:43,823 --> 00:48:46,328
Calm down. Calm down.
Shelby, calm down.
905
00:48:46,361 --> 00:48:48,065
- [protesting]
- It's okay, it's okay. Hey.
906
00:48:48,098 --> 00:48:49,544
It's not. There's things
I haven't told you.
907
00:48:49,568 --> 00:48:51,538
Shelby, calm down.
908
00:48:51,572 --> 00:48:53,776
Be brave, all
right? Hey! Shelby!
909
00:48:59,053 --> 00:49:01,090
[creaking]
910
00:49:13,650 --> 00:49:15,319
Hello, friend.
911
00:49:15,352 --> 00:49:17,625
[screams]
912
00:49:17,658 --> 00:49:19,160
- [blade squishes]
- [grunts]
913
00:49:19,193 --> 00:49:21,197
[shuddering]
914
00:49:25,607 --> 00:49:27,711
[gasping]
915
00:49:27,744 --> 00:49:29,744
- [high-pitched ringing]
- [heart beating steadily]
916
00:49:32,386 --> 00:49:34,457
[breathing heavily]
917
00:49:37,363 --> 00:49:40,069
[whispers] Why?
918
00:49:40,102 --> 00:49:41,471
[ringing and heartbeat stop]
919
00:49:41,504 --> 00:49:43,208
[thuds]
920
00:49:44,377 --> 00:49:46,047
[clattering]
921
00:49:49,287 --> 00:49:50,757
I did it.
922
00:49:51,525 --> 00:49:53,763
I did everything you
ever asked me to do.
923
00:49:53,796 --> 00:49:55,399
I brought her to you.
924
00:49:55,432 --> 00:49:57,069
It's-it's over.
925
00:49:57,871 --> 00:49:59,841
You're the only
friend I'll ever need.
926
00:50:00,610 --> 00:50:03,181
And now we can be
together forever.
927
00:50:05,285 --> 00:50:06,589
Friend.
928
00:50:08,125 --> 00:50:10,162
Best friend.
929
00:50:19,247 --> 00:50:21,250
[waves crashing]
930
00:50:26,829 --> 00:50:28,866
♪ ♪
931
00:50:55,219 --> 00:50:57,256
♪ ♪
61429
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