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[birds chirping outside]
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[phone buzzing]
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RYAN:
Hey, Bradley!
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BRADLEY: Hey, you.
How did your workout go?
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RYAN: How did you
know I was working out?
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BRADLEY: You always
work out at this time.
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RYAN:
Stalker.
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Hey, I can't
really talk
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'cause I gotta go
meet my mom now.
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BRADLEY: Oh yeah?
Can I join you?
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RYAN:
Yeah, sure.
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Doesn't matter at all that
we haven't even met yet.
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BRADLEY: Then
let's meet already.
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RYAN : You 're
really far away.
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BRADLEY: 45 minutes
is not that far away.
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RYAN I
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Driving 100
miles an hour
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you still couldn't get
here in 45 minutes.
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BRADLEY: No...
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RYAN: Besides, what happened
to that guy you went out with?
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BRADLEY: It was
just one date.
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RYAN: And follow up?
BRADLEY: None.
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RYAN:
Oh, okay.
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BRADLEY: Look,
you know I like you.
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Go on a date with me.
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RYAN: Well, what if I
come all the way there,
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you see me and
I'm not your type
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and I don't even
get a second date?
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BRADLEY: You know
that will never happen.
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[door opens]
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[door closes]
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[keys jingle]
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RYAN: Hey, Mom.
CINDY: Hey, Sweetie.
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CINDY: How are you?
RYAN: What's this?
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CINDY: I brought
a little work home.
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RYAN: Why are you still
working such long hours?
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Isn't Dad's
insurance enough?
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CINDY:
It's okay,
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I save his insurance
for you to buy a house.
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RYAN: That's
still a ways away.
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Cl N DY:
A ways away?
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Just find a girl,
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get married
and buy a house.
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RYAN: You make
it sound so easy.
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CINDY: Aren't there some
nice girls after you in school?
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RYAN: [chuckles]
No, no, there are not.
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CINDY: Did you
find someone already?
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RYAN: No.
Now watch your head
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CINDY:
Oh.
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RYAN: [chuckles]
I love green tea ice cream.
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CINDY: Good. Here,
green tea cookies.
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RYAN: Really?
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Mom, that's
peanut butter.
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[Cindy laughs]
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RYAN: Bye, mom.
CINDY: God bless.
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Study hard.
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[locks door]
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RYAN: So my top choices
are Princeton, Yale and UCLA.
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CRAIG: Those are very
difficult PhD programs, Ryan.
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You're gonna need
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a very impressive Master's
Thesis to get accepted,
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So what do you have to
impress me with today?
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RYAN :
Okay.
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So, love and desire
are advantageous traits
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that our Creator
has given us,
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regardless of whether one
subscribes to creationism
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or theistic evolution.
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CRAIG: So you're
sticking with the argument
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that love and desire
have assisted our species
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through the evolutionary
process?
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RYAN: Yes.
CRAIG: Okay, go on.
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RYAN: Okay, so love and
desire encourages procreation,
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protection
and socialization
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which enable us
to better survive
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and hence persist
as a species.
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CRAIG: That's all good,
but what about the theology?
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RYAN: I was just
about to get to that.
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CRAIG:
Okay.
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RYAN: I intend to fuse
the reformed approach
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with the trinitarian
approach.
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CRAIG:
How so?
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RYAN: Well, our God
is a good God.
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Who creates good things.
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God created us
to love each other
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so that we would
reflect God's love for us,
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our love for God,
and ultimately,
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the love that is
mutually inherent
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in a trinitarian
God head.
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Therefore, God gave us
love so that on earth,
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there is an action
that reflects the divine.
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KEVIN: You wanna
go to my place?
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RYAN: I do.
I really do.
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But...
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I'm not just
looking for a hook-up.
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KEVIN: What are
you looking for?
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RYAN: I'm looking
for a relationship.
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For someone to date.
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KEVIN: I want you
to date me tonight.
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RYAN: Tonight?
KEVIN: Yeah, tonight.
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RYAN: Do you
have a boyfriend?
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Oh shit, I should
have asked this sooner.
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KEVIN: No, I do not
have a boyfriend.
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RYAN: When was the
last time you had one?
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KEVIN: It was
about six years ago.
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RYAN:
Six years?
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KEVIN:
Yeah, six years.
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RYAN :
Wow.
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Well, have you been, like,
looking for a new boyfriend?
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KEVIN:
No.
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RYAN:
Why not?
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KEVIN: You sure ask
a lot of questions.
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RYAN: Sorry.
[chuckles]
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Look...
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After my last breakup...
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You know, it really tore
me up, it really hurt.
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So then I just figured,
no more.
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RYAN: So you're
content without love?
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KEVIN:
Without love?
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Who's to really say
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that love only exists in
long-term relationships?
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RYAN:
I don't know...
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But I need to be in a
relationship to feel loved.
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KEVIN:
Really?
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[indistinct]
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How do you feel now,
beautiful?
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GERALD:
Hey, Ryan.
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RYAN:
Hey Gerald,
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what are you
doing right now?
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GERALD: Going to class.
RYAN: Oh.
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Okay, you know,
I'll talk to you later.
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GERALD: Sure thing.
RYAN: All right.
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ANTHONY: Look what
Eugene is putting up.
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RYAN:
Well, it figures.
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ANTHONY: And you
call him your friend?
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KELLI:
Hi, guys.
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RYAN: Hey, Kelli.
KELLI: How are you?
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RYAN: Good.
EUGENE: What's going on?
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RYAN:
The usual.
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EUGENE: Usual?
That's boring.
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RYAN:
You're boring.
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EUGENE: Ryan,
you know what?
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KELLI: You guys
are both boring.
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ANTHONY: I'm going
to get some food.
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EUGENE: That's a good idea!
I'm starving
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RYAN:
Me too.
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KELLI: We're heading
to the bookstore.
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You guys wanna come?
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RYAN: Nah, I think I will
get some studying done here.
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EUGENE: Are you
sure about that?
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Angela is working today.
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RYAN:
So?
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EUGENE: So?
She's hot!
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KELLI:
Excuse me?
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EUGENE: Not as
hot as you, baby.
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KELLI: We gotta go.
Anthony?
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ANTHONY:
Um... No.
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I think I'm
gonna pass.
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KELLI: Okay, we'll
see you guys later.
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RYAN :
Bye.
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ANTHONY:
What?
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RYAN:
You hate Eugene.
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ANTHONY: Did you
see what he put up?
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RYAN: Yeah.
The sad thing is,
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my mom would probably
put up the same thing.
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ANTHONY:
That sucks.
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RYAN: [sighs]
Yeah.
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Hey, do you know
that guy, Kevin?
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ANTHONY: Kevin?
From Systematics?
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RYAN: Yeah, that's the one.
ANTHONY: Yeah, what about him?
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RYAN:
We hooked up.
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ANTHONY:
Good for you.
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RYAN: No, actually,
it wasn't.
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ANTHONY:
Why?
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RYAN: [sighs]
I don't know.
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I mean, the
sex was great.
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But immediately afterwards,
as I was driving home,
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I just...
I felt so...
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Empty.
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Like, there is
this loneliness...
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Like, a huge void in
me that won't go away.
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Even for a moment with,
like, a hook-up.
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ANTHONY:[sighs]
Oh yeah, that's a bummer.
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Hey, I gotta go.
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RYAN:
Okay, what's wrong?
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ANTHONY:
I'm tired, Ryan.
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RYAN: Yeah, but you
are one of two friends
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I can talk to
about that stuff.
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ANTHONY:
"That stuff?"
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[laughter]
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RYAN :
Yes.
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ANTHONY: Well, I only
have you and Gerald
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to talk about
"that stuff" with too.
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And I don't force
you to listen to me.
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RYAN: Well, yeah. But at
least you're out to your mom.
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ANTHONY:
So?
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RYAN: Well, don't
you talk to her?
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ANTHONY:
About "that stuff"?
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No!
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RYAN: I thought you said
your mom is supportive.
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ANTHONY: She
is supportive,
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but I don't like to talk
to her about "that stuff".
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RYAN: I'd kill to talk to
my morn about "that stuff".
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ANTHONY: Well, let me
know when that happens.
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I gotta go,
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RYAN:
Wait, Anthony.
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Can't you just hang
for a little bit?
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ANTHONY: Ryan,
you are something.
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RYAN: What? What do
you mean by that?
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ANTHONY: Can't
you just let me go?
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RYAN: Anthony,
I wanna know
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why you're acting
so weird today.
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ANTHONY: Because
I just broke up.
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RYAN: With Dat?
ANTHONY: No, my mom.
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Yes, Dat.
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RYAN: Why didn't you
say something earlier?
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ANTHONY: Because I don't
want to think about it
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or even talk
about "that stuff".
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[sighs]
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RYAN: I'm sorry.
What happened?
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ANTHONY: He only
calls when he needs me.
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He only comes by
when he feels like it.
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I can't take it anymore.
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RYAN: Anthony,
I'm so sorry.
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ANTHONY: You know,
I'm just tired and sick of it.
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RYAN:
He's such an ass.
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ANTHONY: He's not an ass,
he's just selfish.
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J" Music J“
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[sighs]
I gotta go.
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J" Music J“
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[phone buzzing]
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RYAN:
Hey, Bradley.
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BRADLEY: Hope you don't mind
me interrupting your reading.
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RYAN:
How did you know?
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BRADLEY:
I'm watching you, babe.
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RYAN: You're so crazy.
BRADLEY: How are you?
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RYAN: I'm a little
stressed about my thesis.
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I need to make it
great to get into Yale.
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According to my professor.
And probably according to Yale.
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BRADLEY: Aw, babe. I'm
sure you're gonna do awesome.
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You're gonna do great.
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[knocking on door]
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RYAN: Oh, hang
on a minute.
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BRADLEY:
Yeah.
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GERALD: Hey, Ryan!
RYAN: Hey, Gerald.
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GERALD: You on the phone?
RYAN: Yeah...
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00:15:20,128 --> 00:15:21,926
GERALD: Who is it?
RYAN: Bradley.
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The guy in Irvine.
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GERALD: Talk to
you later then.
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00:15:27,468 --> 00:15:29,311
RYAN :
Okay.
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00:15:35,309 --> 00:15:37,107
RYAN: I can't believe
Anthony is letting himself
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be treated
this way.
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I want to talk to Dat.
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00:15:41,190 --> 00:15:42,863
BRADLEY:
You do? Why?
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RYAN: Because I can't stand
the way his treating Anthony.
255
00:15:45,945 --> 00:15:48,414
I'm gonna give him
a piece of my mind.
256
00:15:48,698 --> 00:15:51,076
BRADLEY: You are totally
turning me on right now.
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00:15:51,367 --> 00:15:53,085
[snickers]
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00:15:53,369 --> 00:15:54,541
RYAN:
Why?
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00:15:54,829 --> 00:15:56,376
BRADLEY: The thought
of you manhandling Dat
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00:15:56,664 --> 00:15:58,211
and teaching
him a lesson.
261
00:15:58,499 --> 00:16:00,092
[snickers]
262
00:16:00,376 --> 00:16:01,923
RYAN :
You so crazy.
263
00:16:02,211 --> 00:16:04,805
Hey, I want to
see you on cam.
264
00:16:05,089 --> 00:16:07,933
BRADLEY:
Hmm... Okay.
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00:16:19,812 --> 00:16:21,234
[chuckles]
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00:16:21,522 --> 00:16:22,944
RYAN:
You look good.
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00:16:23,232 --> 00:16:24,484
BRADLEY: I just got
back from the gym.
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00:16:24,775 --> 00:16:26,152
RYAN:
Really?
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00:16:26,444 --> 00:16:28,071
BRADLEY:
Yeah, I'm pumped.
270
00:16:28,362 --> 00:16:30,956
RYAN: Really?
Show me.
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00:16:34,785 --> 00:16:36,503
I can't see anything.
272
00:16:36,787 --> 00:16:38,630
BRADLEY:
All right.
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00:16:45,046 --> 00:16:46,969
How is this?
274
00:16:47,590 --> 00:16:49,513
RYAN:
Much better.
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00:16:49,800 --> 00:16:52,394
BRADLEY: [laughs]
You like?
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00:16:52,678 --> 00:16:54,521
RYAN:
Mh-hm.
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00:16:56,390 --> 00:16:57,983
Wow, whats--
278
00:16:58,267 --> 00:17:00,190
What is your
left hand doing?
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00:17:00,478 --> 00:17:02,151
BRADLEY:
Something.
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00:17:02,438 --> 00:17:04,031
RYAN: [chuckles]
What?
281
00:17:07,443 --> 00:17:10,367
[chuckles]
Oh, you crazy boy.
282
00:17:51,862 --> 00:17:53,785
[knocking on door]
283
00:18:02,039 --> 00:18:03,962
[knocking on door]
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00:18:07,670 --> 00:18:08,637
[Dat chuckles]
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00:18:08,921 --> 00:18:11,049
RYAN: Hey, Dat.
DAT: Hey Ryan, what's up?
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00:18:11,340 --> 00:18:15,186
RYAN: Can I come in?
DAT: No, not a good time.
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00:18:15,469 --> 00:18:16,846
RYAN:
Oh, why not?
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00:18:17,138 --> 00:18:19,561
DAT: It just not, man.
What's up?
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00:18:19,849 --> 00:18:23,695
RYAN: Okay, I need
to tell you something.
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00:18:25,187 --> 00:18:27,064
DAT:
What?
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00:18:27,565 --> 00:18:31,695
RYAN: Look, the way you
treated Anthony was not fair.
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00:18:31,986 --> 00:18:38,210
And I'm only telling you this
because I consider you a friend.
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00:18:38,492 --> 00:18:41,211
DAT: Ryan, that's
not your business.
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00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:44,248
RYAN: Actually,
when you treat Anthony
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00:18:44,540 --> 00:18:48,886
selfishly and cruelly,
it is my business.
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00:18:49,170 --> 00:18:51,218
DAT:
You don't know shit.
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00:18:51,505 --> 00:18:53,052
RYAN: Look, you
know what you did.
298
00:18:53,341 --> 00:18:57,187
And you need to
reflect on your actions.
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00:18:58,471 --> 00:19:01,145
DAT: You said
that about me?
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00:19:08,272 --> 00:19:11,151
ANTHONY:
Ryan, please leave.
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00:19:11,442 --> 00:19:13,661
DAT: You fucked up,
you know that?
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00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:16,788
RYAN:
Anthony, what's going on?
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00:19:19,033 --> 00:19:21,411
ANTHONY:
We're back together.
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00:19:22,995 --> 00:19:24,918
RYAN :
Okay.
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00:19:26,332 --> 00:19:28,255
DAT:
Fuck off.
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00:19:30,336 --> 00:19:32,134
ANTHONY:
Bye, Ryan.
307
00:19:32,421 --> 00:19:34,264
[door closes]
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00:19:52,400 --> 00:19:53,697
GERALD:
What?
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00:19:53,984 --> 00:19:56,112
RYAN: Well,
what do you think?
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00:19:56,404 --> 00:19:58,953
GERALD: Anthony is stressed.
Just let him be.
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00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:02,210
RYAN: Seriously?
That's your advice?
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00:20:02,493 --> 00:20:04,086
GERALD: Yeah.
RYAN: Let him be?
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00:20:04,370 --> 00:20:06,543
GERALD: You're just gonna
have to hang outwith me.
314
00:20:06,831 --> 00:20:07,957
RYAN: What the hell
are you talking about,
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00:20:08,249 --> 00:20:11,093
we hang out
all the time.
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00:20:16,132 --> 00:20:19,227
I've been working on my abs,
can you tell?
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00:20:19,510 --> 00:20:21,137
GERALD:
What do you think?
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00:20:21,429 --> 00:20:23,898
RYAN:
I don't know.
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00:20:25,307 --> 00:20:28,231
GERALD: You look good, Ryan.
RYAN: Thanks, Gerald.
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00:20:31,939 --> 00:20:32,610
[Ryan chuckles]
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00:20:32,898 --> 00:20:34,741
GERALD:
Who is is?
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00:20:35,443 --> 00:20:37,366
RYAN:
Bradley.
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00:20:38,571 --> 00:20:41,165
GERALD: The Irvine boy?
RYAN: Mh-hm.
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00:20:41,449 --> 00:20:42,826
GERALD:
Still too far?
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00:20:43,117 --> 00:20:44,664
RYAN: Yeah, he's
like an hour away.
326
00:20:44,952 --> 00:20:46,625
GERALD: He's not
willing to drive up?
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00:20:46,912 --> 00:20:48,334
RYAN:
No, he is.
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00:20:48,622 --> 00:20:49,373
But if we're gonna date,
329
00:20:49,665 --> 00:20:52,168
I will have to drive
out there too.
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00:20:52,460 --> 00:20:54,383
GERALD:
I guess that's true.
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00:20:54,670 --> 00:20:56,638
RYAN: And he
wants to take me out.
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00:20:56,922 --> 00:20:59,391
Like, pay for dinner,
and all that.
333
00:20:59,675 --> 00:21:03,396
So if we're gonna see each other
I probably have to go out there.
334
00:21:03,679 --> 00:21:04,851
GERALD:
All the time?
335
00:21:05,139 --> 00:21:08,985
RYAN: No, not all the time,
but the first time.
336
00:21:09,977 --> 00:21:11,354
GERALD: Guess you're
never gonna see him, then.
337
00:21:11,645 --> 00:21:14,444
RYAN: Yeah,
I know, right?
338
00:21:16,442 --> 00:21:20,367
[birds chirping]
339
00:21:20,905 --> 00:21:24,830
[indistinct chatter]
340
00:21:44,136 --> 00:21:48,061
[birds chirping]
341
00:22:30,641 --> 00:22:33,565
[ringing]
342
00:22:35,604 --> 00:22:37,277
BRADLEY:
Hello.
343
00:22:37,565 --> 00:22:38,532
RYAN: Hey babe,
I'm here.
344
00:22:38,816 --> 00:22:40,363
I'm on the first floor,
345
00:22:40,651 --> 00:22:43,450
just not sure where
I'm supposed to go.
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00:22:43,737 --> 00:22:46,741
BRADLEY: Okay, just stay
there and I will be right down.
347
00:22:47,032 --> 00:22:48,875
RYAN:
Bye
348
00:23:13,684 --> 00:23:17,314
BRADLEY: Hey, you. How are you?
RYAN: Hi.
349
00:23:18,647 --> 00:23:19,364
[exhales]
350
00:23:19,648 --> 00:23:21,275
So, how was
your workout?
351
00:23:21,567 --> 00:23:23,535
BRADLEY:
It was good.
352
00:23:23,819 --> 00:23:25,162
Let's go up
to my place.
353
00:23:25,446 --> 00:23:27,289
RYAN :
Okay.
354
00:23:28,532 --> 00:23:30,455
[door unlocks and opens]
355
00:23:35,748 --> 00:23:37,421
[door closes]
356
00:23:38,876 --> 00:23:42,551
BRADLEY: So, this is
my humble apartment.
357
00:23:42,838 --> 00:23:46,058
RYAN: Yeah.
Humble. [chuckles]
358
00:23:46,634 --> 00:23:47,806
BRADLEY: Can I
get you something?
359
00:23:48,093 --> 00:23:50,187
RYAN:
Um, sure.
360
00:23:50,471 --> 00:23:53,020
BRADLEY: Ah, let's see...
Something to drink, or...?
361
00:23:53,307 --> 00:23:55,150
RYAN:
Yeah.
362
00:23:56,644 --> 00:24:00,399
BRADLEY: Let's see, I've
got water or I've got juice.
363
00:24:00,689 --> 00:24:03,533
RYAN:
Juice is good.
364
00:24:08,781 --> 00:24:11,455
BRADLEY:
So how was the drive?
365
00:24:12,493 --> 00:24:16,418
RYAN: Good. It didn't
take as long as I thought.
366
00:24:26,048 --> 00:24:27,345
Thank you.
367
00:24:27,633 --> 00:24:29,476
BRADLEY:
Sure.
368
00:24:30,302 --> 00:24:33,055
Let me show you
the rest of the place.
369
00:24:33,347 --> 00:24:35,816
RYAN:Okay, but we're
gonna go eat soon?
370
00:24:36,100 --> 00:24:38,353
BRADLEY: Are you hungry?
RYAN: Yeah, I'm starving.
371
00:24:38,644 --> 00:24:40,942
BRADLEY: Yeah? Let me change
really quick and then we'll go.
372
00:24:41,230 --> 00:24:43,073
RYAN :
Okay.
373
00:24:51,365 --> 00:24:55,461
J" Music J“
374
00:24:55,744 --> 00:24:57,667
BRADLEY: I'm so
happy you came here.
375
00:24:57,955 --> 00:24:59,798
RYAN:
Me too.
376
00:25:01,792 --> 00:25:05,638
BRADLEY: I'll just be a second.
RYAN: All right.
377
00:25:05,921 --> 00:25:11,644
J" Music J“
378
00:25:11,927 --> 00:25:13,270
EUGENE: I did
nothing this weekend.
379
00:25:13,554 --> 00:25:15,101
KELLI:
Me too.
380
00:25:15,389 --> 00:25:17,232
RYAN:
Me three.
381
00:25:17,558 --> 00:25:19,401
EUGENE: And I still
have this paper due.
382
00:25:19,685 --> 00:25:20,652
Life sucks.
383
00:25:20,936 --> 00:25:23,064
KELLI: You sure
look happy today.
384
00:25:23,355 --> 00:25:24,823
RYAN: Really?
KELLI: Yeah.
385
00:25:25,107 --> 00:25:26,984
RYAN: Uh, well,
it's a beautiful clay.
386
00:25:28,193 --> 00:25:30,616
Anyway, I'm gonna go to
the library. See you later.
387
00:25:30,904 --> 00:25:32,497
KELLI:
Okay.
388
00:25:35,325 --> 00:25:36,668
RYAN:
Gerald!
389
00:25:36,952 --> 00:25:37,669
GERALD:
Hey, Ryan.
390
00:25:37,953 --> 00:25:39,296
RYAN: Guess what?
GERALD: What?
391
00:25:39,580 --> 00:25:40,957
RYAN: I saw
Bradley yesterday.
392
00:25:41,248 --> 00:25:42,750
GERALD: You did?
RYAN: Yep.
393
00:25:43,042 --> 00:25:45,761
GERALSD: How was it?
RYAN: Amazing.
394
00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:47,467
GERALD:
Oh, that's good.
395
00:25:47,755 --> 00:25:49,382
RYAN: And the drive
wasn't even that long.
396
00:25:49,673 --> 00:25:50,799
GERALD:
Hm, that's lucky.
397
00:25:51,091 --> 00:25:52,513
RYAN:
Yeah, I guess.
398
00:25:52,801 --> 00:25:55,179
GERALD: So what
did you guys do?
399
00:25:55,471 --> 00:25:58,145
RYAN: We had dinner
and watched a movie.
400
00:25:58,432 --> 00:25:59,524
GERALD:
Sounds typical.
401
00:25:59,808 --> 00:26:02,903
RYAN: Yeah, but I had
a great time. Gerald!
402
00:26:03,187 --> 00:26:04,655
GERALD: What,
are you going in?
403
00:26:04,938 --> 00:26:05,780
RYAN: Don't you want
to hear more about it?
404
00:26:06,065 --> 00:26:07,032
GERALD:
Well, yeah,
405
00:26:07,316 --> 00:26:08,863
but I got some books on
reserve I need to read.
406
00:26:09,151 --> 00:26:11,529
RYAN: Yeah, but we
can't talk in the library.
407
00:26:11,820 --> 00:26:13,743
GERALD: I know, but this
is really pressing, Ryan.
408
00:26:14,031 --> 00:26:16,875
I've got tons
of reading to do.
409
00:26:19,870 --> 00:26:21,543
RYAN:
Okay...
410
00:26:55,948 --> 00:26:59,043
BRADLEY: [sighs] I know I put
that DVD in here somewhere.
411
00:26:59,326 --> 00:27:00,794
RYAN: [chuckles]
It's okay.
412
00:27:01,078 --> 00:27:02,546
BRADLEY:
I'm so stupid. I--
413
00:27:02,830 --> 00:27:05,674
I should've just
got it out earlier.
414
00:27:27,896 --> 00:27:29,819
RYAN:
You're adorable.
415
00:28:42,429 --> 00:28:45,353
[ringing]
416
00:28:56,235 --> 00:28:57,452
FEMALE VOICE:
You've reached...
417
00:28:57,736 --> 00:28:58,953
BRADLEY:
Bradley Myers...
418
00:28:59,238 --> 00:29:03,084
FEMALE VOICE: Leave a
message after the tone.
419
00:30:13,020 --> 00:30:14,897
RYAN:
I'm leaving.
420
00:30:16,106 --> 00:30:17,779
GERALD:
Okay.
421
00:30:22,321 --> 00:30:26,246
[phone buzzing]
422
00:30:28,368 --> 00:30:30,962
RYAN: Hi, Anthony.
ANTHONY: Hey.
423
00:30:31,246 --> 00:30:32,714
RYAN:
How are you?
424
00:30:32,998 --> 00:30:35,842
ANTHONY: I'm sorry
about the other clay.
425
00:30:36,126 --> 00:30:39,847
RYAN: It's okay, but I
appreciate you saying that.
426
00:30:40,130 --> 00:30:41,928
ANTHONY:
I broke up with Dat.
427
00:30:42,215 --> 00:30:43,558
RYAN:
You did what?
428
00:30:43,842 --> 00:30:44,968
ANTHONY:
Yeah.
429
00:30:45,260 --> 00:30:48,184
RYAN: [laughs] How
did you manage that?
430
00:30:48,472 --> 00:30:50,600
ANTHONY: Somehow
I got turned off
431
00:30:50,891 --> 00:30:52,609
when he
liked me again.
432
00:30:52,893 --> 00:30:56,693
RYAN: [laughs]
I see.
433
00:30:57,147 --> 00:30:59,650
ANTHONY: [exhales]
So, yeah...
434
00:30:59,941 --> 00:31:03,946
RYAN: Well, wow.
Wow, good for you.
435
00:31:04,237 --> 00:31:06,035
Now what
are you up to?
436
00:31:06,323 --> 00:31:09,247
ANTHONY: I'm
going on a date later.
437
00:31:09,534 --> 00:31:10,660
RYAN:
Wait, what?
438
00:31:10,952 --> 00:31:13,922
ANTHONY: Yeah,
a second date actually.
439
00:31:14,206 --> 00:31:16,959
RYAN: Wh--
With who?
440
00:31:17,250 --> 00:31:18,877
ANTHONY:
His name is Jeff.
441
00:31:19,169 --> 00:31:20,716
RYAN: Uh, how
did you meet him?
442
00:31:21,004 --> 00:31:23,848
ANTHONY: [chuckles]
Online, of course.
443
00:31:24,758 --> 00:31:26,351
RYAN: Wait a minute,
is this why you dumped Dat?
444
00:31:26,635 --> 00:31:27,978
ANTHONY:
No.
445
00:31:28,261 --> 00:31:29,513
RYAN:
Yeah, right.
446
00:31:29,805 --> 00:31:31,728
ANTHONY: Well,
it made it easier.
447
00:31:32,015 --> 00:31:34,859
RYAN: [laughs]
I knew it!
448
00:31:35,185 --> 00:31:36,277
Well, is he a good guy?
449
00:31:36,561 --> 00:31:40,361
ANTHONY: Yes, very nice,
very sweet.
450
00:31:41,149 --> 00:31:44,870
RYAN: Well, I'm happy for you.
ANTHONY: Thanks.
451
00:31:46,196 --> 00:31:47,948
RYAN: You know,
I miss your company.
452
00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:51,210
ANTHONY: Yeah... Maybe
you can meet Jeff sometime.
453
00:31:51,493 --> 00:31:53,495
RYAN: Yeah,
that'd be fun!
454
00:31:53,787 --> 00:31:54,663
ANTHONY:
Yeah.
455
00:31:54,955 --> 00:31:57,049
We could get Gerald too.
456
00:31:57,332 --> 00:31:58,458
RYAN:
Perfect.
457
00:31:58,750 --> 00:32:01,879
We'll have a convention of
the closeted seminarians.
458
00:32:02,170 --> 00:32:04,013
ANTHONY: [laughs]
Exactly.
459
00:32:04,297 --> 00:32:05,549
I'll arrange that.
460
00:32:05,841 --> 00:32:09,266
RYAN: Would you? Just get
right on that, all right?
461
00:32:09,553 --> 00:32:11,351
ANTHONY: Hey, I gotta go.
Talk to you later.
462
00:32:11,638 --> 00:32:13,185
RYAN: Oh, okay.
Bye.
463
00:32:13,473 --> 00:32:15,316
ANTHONY:
Okay, bye.
464
00:33:01,813 --> 00:33:03,941
GERALD:
Hey, Ryan!
465
00:33:04,232 --> 00:33:06,701
RYAN: Hey, Gerald.
GERALD: How are you today?
466
00:33:06,985 --> 00:33:08,578
RYAN: Not so
great actually.
467
00:33:08,862 --> 00:33:10,705
GERALD:
Why?
468
00:33:12,782 --> 00:33:14,079
What's up?
469
00:33:14,367 --> 00:33:15,789
RYAN: Well, it's been two
days and Bradley hasn't called.
470
00:33:16,077 --> 00:33:18,330
GERALD: Really?
RYAN: Yeah.
471
00:33:18,622 --> 00:33:22,877
I thought the date went well,
maybe I was wrong.
472
00:33:23,168 --> 00:33:26,388
GERALD: It's better
to know it early.
473
00:33:26,671 --> 00:33:28,514
RYAN:
I guess.
474
00:33:28,798 --> 00:33:31,642
[glass and metal clinking]
475
00:33:32,719 --> 00:33:34,642
[liquid pouring]
476
00:33:57,953 --> 00:33:59,876
[door opens]
477
00:34:35,115 --> 00:34:39,040
[phone buzzing]
478
00:35:00,890 --> 00:35:02,813
[door opens]
479
00:35:20,201 --> 00:35:25,048
[ringing]
480
00:35:25,332 --> 00:35:27,084
BRADLEY: Hello.
RYAN: Hi.
481
00:35:27,375 --> 00:35:29,048
BRADLEY: How are you?
CINDY: Dinner is ready!
482
00:35:29,336 --> 00:35:32,215
RYAN: I'm well.
I'm at my mom's.
483
00:35:32,505 --> 00:35:34,257
BRADLEY: Was that her?
RYAN: Yeah.
484
00:35:34,549 --> 00:35:36,142
BRADLEY: I should
let you go then.
485
00:35:36,426 --> 00:35:38,303
RYAN: Okay, but I'm
gonna go back tonight.
486
00:35:38,595 --> 00:35:40,063
So can I call
you later?
487
00:35:40,347 --> 00:35:42,190
BRADLEY: Yeah.
RYAN: Cool.
488
00:35:43,350 --> 00:35:45,273
Bye.
489
00:35:46,728 --> 00:35:48,571
CINDY:
You look happy.
490
00:35:48,855 --> 00:35:49,856
RYAN:
I do?
491
00:35:50,148 --> 00:35:51,195
CINDY:
Yes, dear.
492
00:35:51,483 --> 00:35:54,111
Anything you
want to tell me?
493
00:35:54,402 --> 00:35:58,452
RYAN: No. Not
that I can think of.
494
00:35:58,740 --> 00:36:00,287
I wish I did have
something to tell you.
495
00:36:00,575 --> 00:36:02,418
CINDY:
Me too.
496
00:36:02,786 --> 00:36:04,880
RYAN:
Oh, there is something.
497
00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:07,962
CINDY: Yes?
RYAN: Tuition;s due next week.
498
00:36:08,249 --> 00:36:09,876
CINDY:
I know that.
499
00:36:10,168 --> 00:36:12,011
RYAN:
Oh. All right.
500
00:36:12,837 --> 00:36:15,886
Well, thanks Mom.
I'll pay you back.
501
00:36:16,174 --> 00:36:19,144
CINDY: Don't you worry,
your dad left more than enough.
502
00:36:19,427 --> 00:36:21,805
RYAN: Mom, you
should use that to
503
00:36:22,097 --> 00:36:25,146
go on some vacation or
something around the world.
504
00:36:25,433 --> 00:36:26,355
CINDY: Oh,
speaking of your Dad,
505
00:36:26,643 --> 00:36:29,647
don't worry about his
anniversary, okay?
506
00:36:29,896 --> 00:36:31,739
RYAN:
Why not?
507
00:36:32,232 --> 00:36:35,156
J" Music J“
508
00:36:35,443 --> 00:36:37,116
CINDY: Concentrate
on your schoolwork.
509
00:36:37,404 --> 00:36:41,250
I'm busy myself,
so I don't think I'll go.
510
00:36:42,492 --> 00:36:45,166
RYAN: Mom.
are you sure?
511
00:36:46,454 --> 00:36:50,004
CINDY: Yeah, I'd rather not.
It brings back memories.
512
00:36:50,291 --> 00:36:53,295
J" Music J“
513
00:36:53,586 --> 00:36:55,179
RYAN :
Okay.
514
00:36:56,339 --> 00:37:00,264
CINDY: Oh, I had a dream
about you the other night.
515
00:37:01,344 --> 00:37:02,766
RYAN: Really?
516
00:37:03,054 --> 00:37:07,981
CINDY: I dreamt I was carrying
you like when you were a baby.
517
00:37:08,268 --> 00:37:10,111
RYAN:
Okay...
518
00:37:10,895 --> 00:37:13,865
CINDY: I told Aunt Annie,
and you know what she said?
519
00:37:14,149 --> 00:37:15,992
RYAN:
What?
520
00:37:17,777 --> 00:37:20,701
CINDY: She said I'm
still carrying you.
521
00:37:25,660 --> 00:37:27,583
[door closing]
522
00:38:00,445 --> 00:38:03,369
[ringing]
523
00:38:22,884 --> 00:38:24,511
FEMALE VOICE: The
mail box belonging to...
524
00:38:24,803 --> 00:38:27,226
BRADLEY: Bradley Myers...
FEMALE VOICE: is full
525
00:39:37,542 --> 00:39:39,465
[sighs]
526
00:39:42,380 --> 00:39:45,304
[phone buzzing]
527
00:39:47,510 --> 00:39:49,512
RYAN :
Hey.
528
00:39:49,804 --> 00:39:52,648
BRADLEY: Hey.
How are you?
529
00:39:53,933 --> 00:39:54,855
RYAN: Well...
530
00:39:56,519 --> 00:39:57,645
Other than the fact
531
00:39:57,937 --> 00:39:59,655
that you're not picking up
the phone when I call
532
00:39:59,939 --> 00:40:02,317
and it took you three
days to call me back...
533
00:40:02,609 --> 00:40:04,452
I'm okay.
534
00:40:06,571 --> 00:40:08,699
BRADLEY: I just
couldn't talk.
535
00:40:08,990 --> 00:40:10,833
RYAN:
Why not?
536
00:40:13,202 --> 00:40:15,125
BRADLEY:
I was crying.
537
00:40:16,539 --> 00:40:18,462
RYAN:
Crying?
538
00:40:19,542 --> 00:40:21,465
Why? What's
the matter?
539
00:40:22,086 --> 00:40:24,009
[Bradley sighs]
540
00:40:24,672 --> 00:40:27,721
BRADLEY: You're probably so
turned off by me right now.
541
00:40:28,009 --> 00:40:30,853
RYAN: What'? No!
Just...
542
00:40:31,679 --> 00:40:35,354
Just please tell
me What's going on.
543
00:40:39,729 --> 00:40:43,279
BRADLEY: I have a D.U.l.
court case tomorrow
544
00:40:43,691 --> 00:40:46,865
and my attorney
says he might be able
545
00:40:47,153 --> 00:40:49,997
to get the case
dismissed or extended.
546
00:40:51,240 --> 00:40:53,618
But I don't know.
547
00:40:54,744 --> 00:40:56,417
I don't know.
548
00:40:57,538 --> 00:40:59,711
RYAN:
A D.U.l.?
549
00:41:02,627 --> 00:41:04,550
BRADLEY: Yeah, driving
under the influence.
550
00:41:04,837 --> 00:41:09,434
RYAN: I know what a D.U.l.
is, but what happened?
551
00:41:15,264 --> 00:41:21,237
BRADLEY: I was leaving
a club. It was so stupid.
552
00:41:21,521 --> 00:41:23,319
[sighs]
553
00:41:24,649 --> 00:41:30,577
I sat in my car and tried
to sleep for like an hour.
554
00:41:31,656 --> 00:41:35,581
And I thought I'd be
totally fine to drive.
555
00:41:39,747 --> 00:41:42,421
I started driving home.
556
00:41:47,255 --> 00:41:49,257
Then there was lights...
557
00:41:53,761 --> 00:41:55,434
[sighs]
558
00:41:56,806 --> 00:41:58,479
And I got caught.
559
00:42:02,562 --> 00:42:04,439
RYAN:
Then what?
560
00:42:07,316 --> 00:42:10,240
BRADLEY: And then
I spent the night in jail.
561
00:42:13,072 --> 00:42:14,995
RYAN:
Aw, I'm sorry.
562
00:42:17,952 --> 00:42:21,877
How come you never
told me about this before?
563
00:42:22,165 --> 00:42:26,011
BRADLEY: Because guys with
D.U.l.s aren't that desirable.
564
00:42:26,794 --> 00:42:28,592
RYAN:
Don't be ridiculous.
565
00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:30,723
Are you okay?
566
00:42:31,049 --> 00:42:33,143
[Bradley sobbing]
567
00:42:33,426 --> 00:42:35,269
BRADLEY:
I'm depressed.
568
00:42:35,845 --> 00:42:37,518
RYAN:
Depressed?
569
00:42:43,853 --> 00:42:47,483
BRADLEY: I've been
on medication for it.
570
00:42:48,816 --> 00:42:51,660
RYAN: Okay. So are
you seeing a therapist?
571
00:42:52,695 --> 00:42:55,665
BRADLEY: No.
A doctor.
572
00:42:59,368 --> 00:43:02,292
RYAN: Don't you
wanna see a therapist?
573
00:43:04,499 --> 00:43:07,252
BRADLEY: Therapists
cost a lot of money.
574
00:43:07,543 --> 00:43:11,389
I'm not sure I have the
money for that now.
575
00:43:14,842 --> 00:43:16,765
RYAN:
Bradley...
576
00:43:18,721 --> 00:43:21,270
Do you Pray?
577
00:43:23,768 --> 00:43:25,691
BRADLEY:
I used to.
578
00:43:26,771 --> 00:43:28,648
I don't anymore.
579
00:43:30,108 --> 00:43:32,031
RYAN:
But you used to?
580
00:43:35,154 --> 00:43:37,657
BRADLEY: I was
called a "faggot"
581
00:43:37,949 --> 00:43:40,543
and beaten up outside
the church parkinglot.
582
00:43:43,746 --> 00:43:45,669
RYAN:
I'm so sorry.
583
00:43:46,124 --> 00:43:49,594
BRADLEY: I just don't
go to church anymore.
584
00:43:49,877 --> 00:43:52,721
It's not because
of that, it's just--
585
00:43:53,631 --> 00:43:55,554
I don't know, I--
586
00:43:57,218 --> 00:43:59,061
RYAN: You know,
I understand,
587
00:43:59,345 --> 00:44:03,145
I mean, I can't even
be out in seminary.
588
00:44:03,474 --> 00:44:05,397
BRADLEY:
You-- Why?
589
00:44:06,227 --> 00:44:08,150
Everybody loves you.
590
00:44:09,897 --> 00:44:11,570
RYAN:
That's sweet, but--
591
00:44:12,984 --> 00:44:15,908
Most of those people
don't know the Whole me.
592
00:44:16,821 --> 00:44:19,700
[Bradley sobs]
593
00:44:19,991 --> 00:44:22,244
RYAN: What? What did I say?
What's the matter?
594
00:44:22,535 --> 00:44:24,378
Are you okay?
595
00:44:25,663 --> 00:44:28,587
BRADLEY:
If I lose this case...
596
00:44:29,917 --> 00:44:34,844
I might lose my job and I
won't be able to pay for rent.
597
00:44:35,923 --> 00:44:37,641
I'll lose my car
598
00:44:37,925 --> 00:44:41,771
My life as we
know will be over.
599
00:44:43,598 --> 00:44:45,600
RYAN: It won't
be over. I--
600
00:44:45,892 --> 00:44:49,772
I'm here, and I can do
everything I can to help.
601
00:44:50,062 --> 00:44:52,190
BRADLEY: Or you
could just move on.
602
00:44:52,481 --> 00:44:54,324
RYAN:
What?
603
00:44:55,443 --> 00:44:56,820
Move on'?
604
00:44:57,111 --> 00:44:59,955
I'm not moving on.
605
00:45:01,532 --> 00:45:03,455
Unless I--
606
00:45:04,744 --> 00:45:06,337
Are you?
607
00:45:06,621 --> 00:45:08,464
BRADLEY:
No. No!
608
00:45:15,838 --> 00:45:19,763
RYAN: Bradley, are you
chatting online with other guys?
609
00:45:20,593 --> 00:45:22,516
BRADLEY:
No.
610
00:45:23,262 --> 00:45:27,187
RYAN: I don't mean now.
I just mean, in general.
611
00:45:31,812 --> 00:45:33,689
BRADLEY:
Yeah.
612
00:45:36,776 --> 00:45:39,700
RYAN: And do you
webcam with them too?
613
00:45:42,907 --> 00:45:44,830
BRADLEY:
Sometimes.
614
00:45:45,117 --> 00:45:46,664
It's just an escape.
615
00:45:47,536 --> 00:45:52,463
It's the only time I can
forget about my problems.
616
00:45:54,168 --> 00:45:56,842
RYAN: Are there any
that you're interested in?
617
00:45:57,797 --> 00:45:58,673
BRADLEY:
Of course not.
618
00:45:58,965 --> 00:46:01,764
No.
Isn't that obvious?
619
00:46:03,427 --> 00:46:05,350
RYAN:
Isn't what obvious?
620
00:46:05,846 --> 00:46:08,645
BRADLEY:
I'm crazy about you.
621
00:46:08,933 --> 00:46:11,402
RYAN: I'm crazy
about you too.
622
00:46:11,686 --> 00:46:13,529
I miss you.
623
00:46:14,981 --> 00:46:17,655
BRADLEY:
I miss you so much.
624
00:46:17,942 --> 00:46:20,786
RYAN: When are you
coming to see me?
625
00:46:22,238 --> 00:46:25,708
BRADLEY: What are
you doing Friday?
626
00:46:25,992 --> 00:46:27,835
RYAN:
Valentine's Day?
627
00:46:28,577 --> 00:46:32,502
BRADLEY: Oh, we could
meet another day then.
628
00:46:33,040 --> 00:46:35,714
RYAN:
No, let's do it then.
629
00:46:37,878 --> 00:46:39,880
BRADLEY:
Okay.
630
00:46:40,172 --> 00:46:41,765
Friday.
631
00:46:43,551 --> 00:46:45,474
RYAN:
Okay, great.
632
00:46:46,929 --> 00:46:48,772
Take care of yourself
633
00:46:49,056 --> 00:46:50,433
BRADLEY: All right.
Have a good night.
634
00:46:50,725 --> 00:46:52,022
RYAN:
You too.
635
00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:00,822
[closes laptop]
636
00:47:04,113 --> 00:47:06,036
[phone buzzing]
637
00:48:00,044 --> 00:48:01,341
KELLI:
I'm gonna go with
638
00:48:01,629 --> 00:48:03,802
the atonement theories
then, Professor Craig.
639
00:48:04,090 --> 00:48:05,307
CRAIG: That
sounds good, Kelli.
640
00:48:05,591 --> 00:48:06,763
KELLI: Hi, Ryan!
RYAN: Hey, Kelli.
641
00:48:07,051 --> 00:48:09,474
KELLI: I'll see you later, okay?
Bye, Professor.
642
00:48:09,762 --> 00:48:11,605
CRAIG:
Bye, Kelli.
643
00:48:13,057 --> 00:48:14,809
So how are you doing?
644
00:48:15,101 --> 00:48:16,944
RYAN:
I'm doing well.
645
00:48:17,395 --> 00:48:19,068
CRAIG: Well,
impress me.
646
00:48:19,355 --> 00:48:22,450
RYAN:Okay.
Well, simply put...
647
00:48:22,733 --> 00:48:23,905
Love hurts.
648
00:48:24,193 --> 00:48:26,036
It consumes us.
649
00:48:26,404 --> 00:48:30,329
But when it works,
it brings us immense joy.
650
00:48:32,827 --> 00:48:34,249
CRAIG:
And?
651
00:48:34,537 --> 00:48:36,210
RYAN:
And...
652
00:48:36,497 --> 00:48:41,378
Well, the thing is, it's so
difficult for it to work.
653
00:48:41,669 --> 00:48:46,891
If the purpose of love on earth
is to reflect God's love,
654
00:48:47,174 --> 00:48:53,022
but it causes so much suffering
and it's so difficult,
655
00:48:53,305 --> 00:48:55,899
then what does
that say about God?
656
00:48:56,809 --> 00:48:58,857
Why does God
give us love
657
00:48:59,145 --> 00:49:02,069
so that we can
reflect God's love
658
00:49:02,356 --> 00:49:06,202
if it's only to
suffer in the process?
659
00:49:07,153 --> 00:49:08,996
CRAIG:
Go on.
660
00:49:09,280 --> 00:49:11,282
RYAN: Okay.
So my goal is
661
00:49:11,574 --> 00:49:15,420
to remove the purpose of
reflecting God from love.
662
00:49:16,245 --> 00:49:18,088
I want to say
that to love without
663
00:49:18,372 --> 00:49:21,000
a teleological structure
of understanding love
664
00:49:21,292 --> 00:49:22,885
is still enough.
665
00:49:23,169 --> 00:49:27,015
When we love each other
we already love God.
666
00:49:28,215 --> 00:49:29,262
CRAIG:
Really?
667
00:49:29,550 --> 00:49:31,302
RYAN:
Yes, Professor.
668
00:49:31,594 --> 00:49:33,938
Even if a person
does not follow Christ,
669
00:49:34,221 --> 00:49:38,067
if he or she loves,
he or she reflects Christ.
670
00:49:43,189 --> 00:49:44,907
RYAN: Oh hey, Lorree!
LORREE: Hi.
671
00:49:45,191 --> 00:49:47,159
Do you need flowers
for your dad?
672
00:49:47,443 --> 00:49:50,117
RYAN: Oh, no actually.
Not today.
673
00:49:51,197 --> 00:49:54,246
In fact, I have my first
date ever on Valentine's Day.
674
00:49:54,533 --> 00:49:56,160
LORREE:
Ooh, congratulations!
675
00:49:56,452 --> 00:49:58,045
RYAN:
Thanks.
676
00:49:58,329 --> 00:50:00,582
So I'm considering
getting flowers
677
00:50:00,873 --> 00:50:04,127
but do you guys jack up the
prices on Valentine's Day?
678
00:50:04,418 --> 00:50:06,466
LORREE: No, we don't.
RYAN: Oh, okay.
679
00:50:06,754 --> 00:50:08,472
Good.
[chuckles]
680
00:50:08,756 --> 00:50:10,975
Do you sell out,
or anything?
681
00:50:11,258 --> 00:50:12,430
LORREE: Well,
I would get here early.
682
00:50:12,718 --> 00:50:14,220
Just to be sure.
683
00:50:14,512 --> 00:50:17,356
RYAN: Thanks for the tip.
LORREE: No problem, sweetie.
684
00:50:18,098 --> 00:50:19,850
RYAN: Do you have any
plans on Valentine's Day?
685
00:50:20,142 --> 00:50:21,314
LORREE: No, I'll
just be working here.
686
00:50:21,602 --> 00:50:22,979
I don't have a date.
687
00:50:23,270 --> 00:50:24,897
RYAN: Oh.
LORREE: It's all good.
688
00:50:25,189 --> 00:50:26,657
I prefer it that way.
689
00:50:26,941 --> 00:50:28,784
RYAN:
Oh, okay.
690
00:50:38,661 --> 00:50:40,629
KEVIN:
Oh, boy.
691
00:50:40,913 --> 00:50:43,257
RYAN: Cruising again?
KEVIN: No.
692
00:50:43,541 --> 00:50:44,884
Are you?
693
00:50:45,167 --> 00:50:46,089
RYAN:
No.
694
00:50:46,377 --> 00:50:48,755
In fact, I'm actually
seeing someone.
695
00:50:49,046 --> 00:50:50,969
KEVIN: Oh, really?
RYAN: Mh-hm.
696
00:50:51,715 --> 00:50:56,095
Uh... Hey Kevin, you're in
the school of psychology, right?
697
00:50:56,387 --> 00:50:57,980
KEVIN:
Yeah.
698
00:50:58,264 --> 00:51:00,437
RYAN: All right.
Can I ask you a question?
699
00:51:00,724 --> 00:51:02,101
Her name is Rachel,
700
00:51:02,393 --> 00:51:04,942
I just texted
you her number.
701
00:51:05,229 --> 00:51:08,028
She'll see you
for half the cost.
702
00:51:09,316 --> 00:51:11,068
BRADLEY:
I'd rather die.
703
00:51:11,360 --> 00:51:12,953
RYAN:
What? Why?
704
00:51:13,696 --> 00:51:15,323
BRADLEY: My parents
sent me to a therapist
705
00:51:15,614 --> 00:51:16,831
when I came
out to them.
706
00:51:17,116 --> 00:51:20,120
RYAN: They did?
BRADLEY: Yeah.
707
00:51:21,453 --> 00:51:25,174
RYAN: Well, she's not
that kind of therapist.
708
00:51:25,457 --> 00:51:28,631
BRADLEY: I just
don't wanna go.
709
00:51:28,919 --> 00:51:30,466
I don't wanna bring up
all of the memories
710
00:51:30,754 --> 00:51:35,806
I'm trying
to forget.
711
00:51:36,093 --> 00:51:37,936
RYAN :
Okay.
712
00:51:40,931 --> 00:51:42,683
ANTHONY: Why don't you
just find someone else?
713
00:51:42,975 --> 00:51:45,069
RYAN: Like you
did with Dat?
714
00:51:45,352 --> 00:51:48,151
Oh Jeff, I'm so sorry,
I didn't--
715
00:51:49,315 --> 00:51:50,362
ANTHONY:
Jeff knows about Dat.
716
00:51:50,649 --> 00:51:51,992
JEFF:
It's okay,
717
00:51:52,276 --> 00:51:57,123
ANTHONY: So why don't you
just find someone else, Ryan?
718
00:51:58,115 --> 00:52:01,039
GERALD:
Gosh, this is spicy.
719
00:52:03,329 --> 00:52:05,582
ANTHONY: I'm so
sick of all those
720
00:52:05,873 --> 00:52:08,968
"protect the family"
flyers all over school.
721
00:52:09,251 --> 00:52:10,423
GERALD:
What did you expect?
722
00:52:10,711 --> 00:52:12,554
JEFF:
I'm curious...
723
00:52:12,921 --> 00:52:14,844
RYAN:
What about?
724
00:52:15,132 --> 00:52:17,009
JEFF: Well, you're
all studying theology,
725
00:52:17,301 --> 00:52:19,429
why this seminary
if it's anti-gay?
726
00:52:19,720 --> 00:52:21,188
ANTHONY: You
don't have agree with
727
00:52:21,472 --> 00:52:22,769
everything the seminary
subscribes to you.
728
00:52:23,057 --> 00:52:24,684
We came here to
explore our beliefs
729
00:52:24,975 --> 00:52:25,851
about various
theological topics.
730
00:52:26,143 --> 00:52:28,316
GERALD: Yeah,
especially about sex.
731
00:52:28,604 --> 00:52:30,026
ANTHONY:
What, virgin boy?
732
00:52:30,314 --> 00:52:31,736
GERALD:
Anyway, I like it.
733
00:52:32,024 --> 00:52:33,571
I consider myself
a liberal evangelical
734
00:52:33,859 --> 00:52:35,953
and this is one of the best
evangelical seminaries
735
00:52:36,236 --> 00:52:37,158
in the
world.
736
00:52:37,446 --> 00:52:39,665
RYAN: And I like it
because it reminds me to
737
00:52:39,948 --> 00:52:42,792
appreciate my
gay buddies.
738
00:52:43,285 --> 00:52:45,083
ANTHONY:
Dat's calling me again.
739
00:52:45,371 --> 00:52:46,293
RYAN: I thought
you guys are done?
740
00:52:46,580 --> 00:52:49,424
ANTHONY: We are.
We're just friends.
741
00:52:50,376 --> 00:52:52,253
RYAN: Are you sure you're
ready to be just friends?
742
00:52:52,544 --> 00:52:54,137
ANTHONY:
Yes.
743
00:52:55,089 --> 00:52:57,057
RYAN: Jeff's really nice.
ANTHONY: I know.
744
00:52:57,341 --> 00:52:59,184
He's so nice.
745
00:53:02,304 --> 00:53:04,147
RYAN: Feeling better?
GERALD: Much better.
746
00:53:04,431 --> 00:53:05,899
ANTHONY: And how about you,
how are you feeling?
747
00:53:06,183 --> 00:53:08,231
JEFF: I'm better, thanks.
ANTHONY: Good. Good.
748
00:53:09,061 --> 00:53:12,110
Okay, which one of you
guys wants to drive me
749
00:53:12,398 --> 00:53:14,446
to my dental surgery
on Monday?
750
00:53:14,733 --> 00:53:15,700
JEFF:
I told you I'll do it.
751
00:53:15,984 --> 00:53:17,736
ANTHONY: No, no, I don't
want you to miss work.
752
00:53:18,028 --> 00:53:19,029
RYAN: Well, what time
do you have to be there?
753
00:53:19,321 --> 00:53:20,368
ANTHONY:
10:00 in the morning.
754
00:53:20,656 --> 00:53:21,748
GERALD: I have class.
Can't you drive yourself?
755
00:53:22,032 --> 00:53:24,956
ANTHONY: No, I'm
gonna be sedated after.
756
00:53:25,244 --> 00:53:27,997
Besides, they want
me to have a driver.
757
00:53:28,288 --> 00:53:29,835
RYAN: I can do it.
I'll take you.
758
00:53:30,124 --> 00:53:31,967
ANTHONY:
Thanks, Ryan.
759
00:53:32,334 --> 00:53:34,257
[sighs]
760
00:53:35,713 --> 00:53:37,636
Are you okay?
761
00:53:37,965 --> 00:53:41,890
RYAN: Yes, I'm very well.
I'm more than okay.
762
00:53:42,469 --> 00:53:51,321
J" Music J“
763
00:53:51,603 --> 00:53:53,071
EUGENE
'sup?
764
00:53:53,355 --> 00:53:56,404
RYAN: What do you want?
EUGENE: What?
765
00:53:56,692 --> 00:53:59,866
RYAN:
Well, what's up?
766
00:54:00,154 --> 00:54:03,158
EUGENE: I'm going
to propose tonight.
767
00:54:03,449 --> 00:54:05,622
RYAN: On Valentine's Day?
EUGENE: Yeah, man.
768
00:54:05,909 --> 00:54:08,537
RYAN: That's original...
EUGENE: Well...
769
00:54:08,829 --> 00:54:12,675
It will make it easier to
remember our anniversary.
770
00:54:14,126 --> 00:54:16,800
RYAN: The anniversary
of your engagement?
771
00:54:17,087 --> 00:54:18,134
EUGENE: Yeah man,
well, I mean--
772
00:54:18,422 --> 00:54:20,424
I plan to marry on
Valentine's Day too.
773
00:54:20,716 --> 00:54:24,346
RYAN: [scoffs]
Isn't it a bit boring?
774
00:54:26,305 --> 00:54:27,306
EUGENE:
It is.
775
00:54:27,598 --> 00:54:28,474
But I killed two
birds with one stone.
776
00:54:28,766 --> 00:54:30,188
We celebrate
Valentine's Day
777
00:54:30,476 --> 00:54:32,399
and our anniversary
on the same day.
778
00:54:32,686 --> 00:54:33,858
It's awesome.
779
00:54:34,104 --> 00:54:36,948
RYAN: That's...
efficient.
780
00:54:37,524 --> 00:54:39,117
EUGENE:
Thanks, man!
781
00:54:39,401 --> 00:54:41,324
RYAN:
And boring.
782
00:54:41,612 --> 00:54:43,455
EUGENE:
Bitch.
783
00:54:43,989 --> 00:54:45,912
RYAN:
You love me.
784
00:54:46,992 --> 00:54:48,915
EUGENE:
I do. [chuckles]
785
00:54:51,288 --> 00:54:53,211
Wish me luck?
786
00:54:54,249 --> 00:54:55,296
RYAN:
Good luck...
787
00:54:55,584 --> 00:54:59,339
But you don't need it,
she's gonna say 'yes'.
788
00:54:59,630 --> 00:55:01,473
EUGENE:
I hope so.
789
00:55:03,926 --> 00:55:05,644
[chuckles]
790
00:55:05,928 --> 00:55:07,555
RYAN: I just got out
of my last class,
791
00:55:07,846 --> 00:55:09,223
and I'm going to take
a quick shower.
792
00:55:09,515 --> 00:55:11,108
Are you on your way?
793
00:55:11,391 --> 00:55:14,019
BRADLEY: I can't
leave my bed.
794
00:55:14,311 --> 00:55:16,234
RYAN: Are you
still depressed?
795
00:55:16,522 --> 00:55:21,494
BRADLEY: [sighs]
Yes.
796
00:55:21,777 --> 00:55:22,653
RYAN: Do you want
me to come there?
797
00:55:22,945 --> 00:55:25,698
BRADLEY: No, no,
don't come here.
798
00:55:26,365 --> 00:55:28,163
RYAN:
Why not?
799
00:55:28,450 --> 00:55:31,670
BRADLEY: 'Cause I don't
want you to see me like this.
800
00:55:31,954 --> 00:55:34,798
RYAN: It's okay.
BRADLEY: It's not okay.
801
00:55:36,959 --> 00:55:40,884
I'm so sorry,
but can we postpone?
802
00:55:43,173 --> 00:55:46,177
RYAN: When, though?
BRADLEY: Next week?
803
00:55:46,468 --> 00:55:48,311
Saturday?
804
00:55:49,680 --> 00:55:52,308
RYAN: I can't. I'm seeing
my morn on Saturday.
805
00:55:52,599 --> 00:55:54,818
BRADLEY: Right.
Friday, then?
806
00:55:56,436 --> 00:55:58,313
RYAN :
Okay.
807
00:55:59,231 --> 00:56:01,154
BRADLEY:
I'm sorry.
808
00:56:02,609 --> 00:56:04,532
RYAN:
That's all right.
809
00:56:04,862 --> 00:56:08,412
RYAN: I'll talk to you later.
BRADLEY: Okay.
810
00:56:10,576 --> 00:56:12,249
[exhales]
811
00:56:17,624 --> 00:56:20,218
GERALD: Are you sure he
isn't just stringing you along?
812
00:56:20,502 --> 00:56:22,345
RYAN:
I don't know.
813
00:56:23,422 --> 00:56:26,346
He claims that
he misses me.
814
00:56:26,884 --> 00:56:28,932
GERALD:
So?
815
00:56:29,219 --> 00:56:32,063
Actions speak
louder than words.
816
00:56:32,639 --> 00:56:34,312
RYAN:
I know.
817
00:56:37,519 --> 00:56:39,396
GERALD:
Do you love him?
818
00:56:41,523 --> 00:56:43,446
RYAN:
I don't know.
819
00:56:46,528 --> 00:56:48,451
I desire him.
820
00:56:52,534 --> 00:56:54,411
I Wish I didn't.
821
00:56:54,703 --> 00:56:57,547
I wish I had no desire.
822
00:57:08,258 --> 00:57:10,181
I miss his smell.
823
00:57:17,559 --> 00:57:22,235
Can you believe we chatted
for a year before meeting?
824
00:57:22,522 --> 00:57:24,490
And when we finally met,
825
00:57:24,775 --> 00:57:27,369
he was everything
I expected and more.
826
00:57:28,195 --> 00:57:30,539
It's as if he could
read my mind,
827
00:57:30,822 --> 00:57:33,666
tell how I
was feeling...
828
00:57:34,242 --> 00:57:38,167
And I've never known
anyone like that before.
829
00:57:40,582 --> 00:57:43,506
I think there is
something special there.
830
00:57:45,796 --> 00:57:48,720
GERALD: But he
keeps postponing.
831
00:57:50,175 --> 00:57:53,099
RYAN: I know.
I feel so stupid!
832
00:57:56,765 --> 00:57:59,689
GERALD: You are
far from stupid.
833
00:58:09,611 --> 00:58:12,706
RYAN: I just want
to be with him.
834
00:58:16,994 --> 00:58:19,918
RYAN: I'm sorry.
GERALD: It's okay.
835
00:58:21,581 --> 00:58:24,505
RYAN: Are you okay?
GERALD: Yeah.
836
00:58:25,210 --> 00:58:27,429
I'm tired. I think
I'm gonna go to bed.
837
00:58:27,713 --> 00:58:30,182
RYAN: Seriously?
GERALD: Yeah.
838
00:58:32,634 --> 00:58:34,557
RYAN:
What's wrong?
839
00:58:39,057 --> 00:58:41,981
GERALD: Let's just
change the topic.
840
00:58:43,812 --> 00:58:45,439
RYAN:
Why?
841
00:58:48,608 --> 00:58:50,406
RYAN: Are you okay?
GERALD: He is selfish.
842
00:58:50,694 --> 00:58:52,241
He's toying with you,
he's insincere.
843
00:58:52,529 --> 00:58:54,531
He sneaks around online,
doesn't fulfill his promises.
844
00:58:54,823 --> 00:58:56,416
RYAN :
Okay.
845
00:58:59,327 --> 00:59:01,250
GERALD:
Okay.
846
00:59:02,289 --> 00:59:04,212
Bed time.
847
00:59:04,541 --> 00:59:07,465
RYAN: Gerald,
what is going on?
848
00:59:11,006 --> 00:59:14,931
GERALD: Please don't
act like you don't know.
849
00:59:15,761 --> 00:59:17,479
RYAN:
Know what?
850
00:59:17,763 --> 00:59:19,640
[chuckles]
851
00:59:19,931 --> 00:59:23,356
GERALD: Do I need
to state the obvious?
852
00:59:23,643 --> 00:59:25,486
RYAN:
Yes! Please.
853
00:59:28,190 --> 00:59:30,864
GERALD: You like
to hear it, right?
854
00:59:31,151 --> 00:59:32,994
RYAN:
Hear what?
855
00:59:39,826 --> 00:59:41,749
GERALD:
I love you.
856
00:59:44,664 --> 00:59:45,540
RYAN:
You love me?
857
00:59:45,832 --> 00:59:49,632
GERALD: You know I do.
Don't deny it.
858
00:59:50,295 --> 00:59:54,220
[sighs] Feels good to
say it out loud, though.
859
01:00:00,806 --> 01:00:02,729
I've--
860
01:00:03,767 --> 01:00:05,690
I've always loved you.
861
01:00:08,313 --> 01:00:10,236
[chuckles]
862
01:00:15,862 --> 01:00:17,785
Nothing to say'?
863
01:00:21,368 --> 01:00:23,291
It's okay.
864
01:00:30,085 --> 01:00:31,632
I'm going to bed.
865
01:00:31,920 --> 01:00:35,140
Lock the door on
your way out please.
866
01:00:53,608 --> 01:00:56,578
RYAN: How was
your Valentine's Day?
867
01:00:56,862 --> 01:01:01,459
ANTHONY: [clears throat]
Jeff was out of town. I saw Dat.
868
01:01:01,741 --> 01:01:03,584
RYAN: You did?
ANTHONY: Yeah.
869
01:01:03,869 --> 01:01:04,961
RYAN:
What did you guys do?
870
01:01:05,245 --> 01:01:07,043
ANTHONY: You know,
we just hung out.
871
01:01:07,330 --> 01:01:08,798
Saw a movie.
872
01:01:09,082 --> 01:01:11,926
RYAN: Did you
guys have sex?
873
01:01:12,878 --> 01:01:14,551
[Anthony sighs]
874
01:01:15,755 --> 01:01:18,258
ANTHONY: Yes.
RYAN: You're kidding me!
875
01:01:18,550 --> 01:01:19,517
ANTHONY:
I know.
876
01:01:19,801 --> 01:01:20,973
RYAN:
What about Jeff?
877
01:01:21,261 --> 01:01:23,810
JEFF: Hey Anthony,
it's Jeff again. Um...
878
01:01:24,097 --> 01:01:25,519
I was just calling to
see how you're doing.
879
01:01:25,807 --> 01:01:28,481
And I hope that evrything
is going well, and--
880
01:01:28,768 --> 01:01:30,486
Just give me a call back
whenever you get this
881
01:01:30,770 --> 01:01:31,441
so I'll know
you're okay.
882
01:01:31,730 --> 01:01:33,573
Okay'? Bye.
883
01:01:57,088 --> 01:02:01,013
[phone buzzing]
884
01:02:05,096 --> 01:02:06,564
RYAN:
Hello?
885
01:02:06,848 --> 01:02:09,772
JEFF: Hey Ryan. This is Jeff.
I got your number from Anthony.
886
01:02:10,060 --> 01:02:10,777
I hope you don't mind.
887
01:02:11,061 --> 01:02:13,029
RYAN: No, not at all.
Hi, Jeff.
888
01:02:13,313 --> 01:02:14,781
JEFF:
How's he doing?
889
01:02:15,065 --> 01:02:17,409
RYAN: He should be
out of surgery soon.
890
01:02:17,692 --> 01:02:19,535
[door opens]
891
01:02:23,949 --> 01:02:26,623
RYAN:
Let's get you to bed.
892
01:02:39,005 --> 01:02:40,177
Okay, I gotta run
some errands.
893
01:02:40,465 --> 01:02:42,058
But I'm gonna pick some
food up for you, all right?
894
01:02:42,342 --> 01:02:43,093
ANTHONY:
Aw, thanks.
895
01:02:43,385 --> 01:02:45,228
RYAN: All right.
Sweet dreams.
896
01:02:47,806 --> 01:02:50,605
LORREE: Hi Ryan,
I didn't see you come in.
897
01:02:50,892 --> 01:02:52,690
Can I help you
with something?
898
01:02:52,978 --> 01:02:54,104
RYAN: Actually,
I'm just browsing.
899
01:02:54,396 --> 01:02:55,693
I might need something
for Saturday.
900
01:02:55,981 --> 01:02:58,450
LORREE: Gotcha. Well,
just take your time.
901
01:02:58,733 --> 01:02:59,780
RYAN:
Thanks.
902
01:03:00,068 --> 01:03:02,662
LORREE: Hey, how did
your date like the flowers?
903
01:03:02,946 --> 01:03:05,449
RYAN: Oh, good.
Yeah, it was really good.
904
01:03:05,740 --> 01:03:07,583
LORREE: Good.
That's great.
905
01:03:10,620 --> 01:03:13,214
RYAN: Actually we're going
through a rough patch right now.
906
01:03:13,498 --> 01:03:15,466
LORREE: Oh, I'm
sorry to hear that.
907
01:03:15,750 --> 01:03:16,842
RYAN:
Yeah, it sucks.
908
01:03:17,127 --> 01:03:18,970
LORREE: See, that's why
I stay out of relationships.
909
01:03:19,254 --> 01:03:20,847
They're too much trouble.
910
01:03:21,131 --> 01:03:22,678
RYAN:
Tell me about it.
911
01:03:22,966 --> 01:03:25,810
[phone buzzing]
912
01:03:26,928 --> 01:03:28,100
I'm sorry. Excuse me,
I have to take this.
913
01:03:28,388 --> 01:03:31,733
LORREE: Don't worry about it.
I'll see you later.
914
01:03:32,017 --> 01:03:34,190
RYAN: Hello.
JEFF: Hey Ryan, it's Jeff again.
915
01:03:34,477 --> 01:03:35,603
RYAN: Hey, Jeff.
What's up?
916
01:03:35,895 --> 01:03:37,442
JEFF: I was wondering
how Anthony is doing,
917
01:03:37,731 --> 01:03:40,575
he hasn't been
answering his phone.
918
01:03:43,903 --> 01:03:44,870
ANTHONY:
Jeff is coming.
919
01:03:45,155 --> 01:03:46,748
RYAN: Oh good.
He'd been calling me.
920
01:03:47,032 --> 01:03:48,875
ANTHONY: Yeah.
I know.
921
01:03:50,035 --> 01:03:51,833
RYAN: So...
922
01:03:52,120 --> 01:03:52,962
Are you gonna
tell him?
923
01:03:53,246 --> 01:03:55,089
ANTHONY:
Yes.
924
01:03:56,791 --> 01:03:58,259
RYAN: And then what,
ask him for forgiveness?
925
01:03:58,543 --> 01:04:00,386
ANTHONY:
Yeah. Of course.
926
01:04:00,920 --> 01:04:01,762
RYAN :
Okay.
927
01:04:02,047 --> 01:04:03,890
[knocking on door]
928
01:04:08,345 --> 01:04:10,768
JEFF: Hey, Ryan.
RYAN: Hey, how are you doing?
929
01:04:11,056 --> 01:04:12,854
JEFF: Good.
RYAN: I was just on my way out.
930
01:04:13,141 --> 01:04:14,734
JEFF: Oh, you
don't have to leave.
931
01:04:15,018 --> 01:04:16,770
RYAN: Oh no, please.
I'm off the clock.
932
01:04:17,062 --> 01:04:18,029
It's your turn.
933
01:04:18,271 --> 01:04:19,864
JEFF: I'll walk you out.
I gotta smoke anyway.
934
01:04:20,148 --> 01:04:21,991
RYAN:
Oh okay.
935
01:04:22,901 --> 01:04:24,448
RYAN: Later, Anthony.
ANTHONY: Bye!
936
01:04:24,736 --> 01:04:28,582
JEFF: I'll see
you in a bit, honey.
937
01:04:30,116 --> 01:04:32,710
Sorry for bombarding
you with all those calls.
938
01:04:32,994 --> 01:04:34,166
RYAN: It was only
three calls, Jeff.
939
01:04:34,454 --> 01:04:35,876
JEFF:
Still.
940
01:04:36,164 --> 01:04:37,882
RYAN: Don't worry
about it, really.
941
01:04:38,166 --> 01:04:39,759
JEFF: Well,
thank you.
942
01:04:40,585 --> 01:04:43,509
RYAN: Seriously,
you can call me anytime.
943
01:04:44,089 --> 01:04:46,262
JEFF: Thanks. Sure you
don't wanna stay for a bit?
944
01:04:46,549 --> 01:04:49,723
RYAN: Oh no, I can't. I really
gotta work on my thesis.
945
01:04:50,011 --> 01:04:51,854
JEFF:
Okay.
946
01:04:53,932 --> 01:04:55,775
See you later.
Thanks again.
947
01:04:56,059 --> 01:04:58,903
RYAN: No problem.
Bye, Jeff.
948
01:05:04,234 --> 01:05:06,157
[exhales]
949
01:05:11,241 --> 01:05:21,094
J" Music J“
950
01:05:21,376 --> 01:05:26,376
J" Music J“
951
01:05:35,473 --> 01:05:38,352
RYAN: How can love be a
gift be a gift from God
952
01:05:38,643 --> 01:05:40,816
when it causes
so much pain?
953
01:05:41,104 --> 01:05:42,731
CRAIG: That's just
a part of it, Ryan.
954
01:05:43,022 --> 01:05:46,026
You have to look
at it holistically.
955
01:05:46,317 --> 01:05:50,163
RYAN: Yeah, but when
you suffer from love,
956
01:05:51,156 --> 01:05:54,000
that's all you
can do at the time.
957
01:05:54,284 --> 01:05:56,127
CRAIG:
Right.
958
01:05:56,744 --> 01:06:00,794
RYAN: So how can it
be a gift from God?
959
01:06:01,082 --> 01:06:02,925
CRAIG:
You tell me.
960
01:06:04,752 --> 01:06:06,504
RYAN:
Well...
961
01:06:06,796 --> 01:06:10,642
The only way I
can redeem love
962
01:06:11,050 --> 01:06:15,977
as a deliberate placement
by God to humanity
963
01:06:17,056 --> 01:06:19,980
is to use
the idea that
964
01:06:21,102 --> 01:06:25,983
the pain we suffer
is the same as God's.
965
01:06:26,274 --> 01:06:28,072
CRAIG:
Go on.
966
01:06:29,068 --> 01:06:30,991
RYAN:
Okay...
967
01:06:32,030 --> 01:06:36,001
Well, according to
Moltmann's "The Crucified God"
968
01:06:36,284 --> 01:06:40,960
he notes that God
yearns for our love.
969
01:06:42,499 --> 01:06:44,797
But we don't
always give it to him.
970
01:06:45,084 --> 01:06:47,928
And that is the
pain that God suffers.
971
01:06:49,214 --> 01:06:50,887
However...
972
01:06:51,758 --> 01:06:55,058
We will rectify
that with God, in time.
973
01:06:56,095 --> 01:07:02,023
But until then, it's the
pain of delayed parousia.
974
01:07:03,728 --> 01:07:06,481
CRAIG: So you want to
justify our suffering
975
01:07:06,773 --> 01:07:09,617
with God's
suffering?
976
01:07:10,485 --> 01:07:13,409
RYAN: Yeah.
I hope to.
977
01:07:14,072 --> 01:07:17,827
CRAIG: Okay. Do you
have any pages for me?
978
01:07:18,117 --> 01:07:19,960
RYAN:
Oh, urn, yes.
979
01:07:20,662 --> 01:07:22,585
Sorry.
980
01:07:29,170 --> 01:07:30,888
CRAIG: That--
This is it?
981
01:07:31,172 --> 01:07:33,015
RYAN:
Yeah.
982
01:07:35,134 --> 01:07:37,102
CRAIG: Okay,
Ryan.
983
01:07:37,387 --> 01:07:41,108
This quarter is almost over.
This isn't even halfway.
984
01:07:41,391 --> 01:07:42,984
RYAN:
I know.
985
01:07:45,770 --> 01:07:47,022
CRAIG:
Okay...
986
01:07:47,313 --> 01:07:49,566
Take these.
Take them.
987
01:07:50,149 --> 01:07:53,949
Come back next week
with 10 more pages.
988
01:07:54,237 --> 01:07:57,081
All right?
Now go. Work.
989
01:07:57,532 --> 01:08:00,456
[birds chirping]
990
01:08:18,177 --> 01:08:20,100
KEVIN:
Hey.
991
01:08:22,140 --> 01:08:24,063
RYAN :
Hey.
992
01:08:25,184 --> 01:08:27,937
KEVIN: How's your
dating coming along?
993
01:08:28,229 --> 01:08:30,027
[Ryan chuckles]
994
01:08:30,315 --> 01:08:33,194
RYAN: I find myself repeatedly
trying to forgive him.
995
01:08:33,484 --> 01:08:36,954
And hoping that
he'll keep his word.
996
01:08:37,864 --> 01:08:38,990
But...
997
01:08:39,282 --> 01:08:43,128
He's been nonresponsive
and he's postponed, so...
998
01:08:46,164 --> 01:08:49,088
KEVIN: Why don't
you just move on?
999
01:08:50,001 --> 01:08:51,878
RYAN:
You think I should?
1000
01:08:52,170 --> 01:08:54,013
KEVIN:
I don't know.
1001
01:08:54,297 --> 01:08:56,140
But clearly you won't.
1002
01:08:57,175 --> 01:09:00,099
There's gotta
be a good reason.
1003
01:09:01,721 --> 01:09:03,644
RYAN:
You're right.
1004
01:09:05,224 --> 01:09:07,443
But I don't
know what it is.
1005
01:09:07,727 --> 01:09:10,526
KEVIN:
I'm sure you do.
1006
01:09:22,241 --> 01:09:24,243
[sighs]
1007
01:09:24,535 --> 01:09:26,378
RYAN:
Because...
1008
01:09:31,668 --> 01:09:34,592
Because I have
faith it'll work.
1009
01:09:47,308 --> 01:09:49,231
KELLI:
Look!
1010
01:09:51,521 --> 01:09:55,071
RYAN: Good, now you know
your suffering wasn't in vain.
1011
01:09:55,358 --> 01:09:57,201
KELLI:
Thanks?
1012
01:09:58,277 --> 01:10:00,200
EUGENE:
You okay, pal?
1013
01:10:00,738 --> 01:10:02,661
RYAN:
Yeah.
1014
01:10:03,032 --> 01:10:05,034
You guys are
in love, right?
1015
01:10:05,326 --> 01:10:07,124
KELLI: Yeah, of course.
EUGENE: Yes.
1016
01:10:07,412 --> 01:10:11,042
RYAN: Okay, okay, you don't
have to prove it or anything.
1017
01:10:11,332 --> 01:10:13,334
KELLI: Ryan, what's wrong?
RYAN: Nothing.
1018
01:10:13,626 --> 01:10:15,128
All I'm saying is that
1019
01:10:15,420 --> 01:10:18,515
the suffering God gave
you for love was worth it.
1020
01:10:18,798 --> 01:10:21,642
It paid off. You
found each other.
1021
01:10:21,926 --> 01:10:23,178
EUGENE: God does
not give us suffering.
1022
01:10:23,469 --> 01:10:25,221
That's something we
inflict on ourselves.
1023
01:10:25,513 --> 01:10:27,106
RYAN: Yeah,
by needing love.
1024
01:10:27,390 --> 01:10:29,108
KELLI: God's love is
more than sufficient.
1025
01:10:29,392 --> 01:10:30,314
He provides us
with enough--
1026
01:10:30,601 --> 01:10:32,444
RYAN:
I know, I know.
1027
01:10:33,396 --> 01:10:35,023
But...
1028
01:10:35,314 --> 01:10:38,238
I'm sorry, it's
just not enough.
1029
01:10:38,526 --> 01:10:40,574
I need another human
being to love me too.
1030
01:10:40,862 --> 01:10:44,207
KELLI: Well, then you've
never understood God's love.
1031
01:10:44,490 --> 01:10:46,208
RYAN: Then why are you
guys getting married?
1032
01:10:46,492 --> 01:10:48,836
EUGENE: Because God
wants us to get married.
1033
01:10:49,120 --> 01:10:51,214
We're obedient to God.
1034
01:10:52,039 --> 01:10:53,382
RYAN:
This is going nowhere.
1035
01:10:53,666 --> 01:10:56,169
KELLI: Well, that's because
you don't have a valid point.
1036
01:10:56,461 --> 01:10:59,180
RYAN: Okay. Your
obedience is to the nature
1037
01:10:59,464 --> 01:11:02,308
that God created
within us.
1038
01:11:02,717 --> 01:11:05,766
This nature causes
some of us to suffer.
1039
01:11:06,053 --> 01:11:07,396
KELLI: The nature
you're talking about
1040
01:11:07,680 --> 01:11:09,682
is a result
of the fall.
1041
01:11:09,974 --> 01:11:12,068
RYAN: Oh, and
our all-knowing God
1042
01:11:12,351 --> 01:11:14,069
didn't know that
the fall would occur?
1043
01:11:14,353 --> 01:11:15,479
It wasn't part
of his masterplan?
1044
01:11:15,772 --> 01:11:17,240
EUGENE:
It was,
1045
01:11:17,523 --> 01:11:20,527
That's what makes
God so good, man.
1046
01:11:20,818 --> 01:11:24,539
He gave us free will
despite us going against him.
1047
01:11:24,822 --> 01:11:26,244
RYAN:
Okay, see that...
1048
01:11:26,532 --> 01:11:29,376
That's what I hate
about theology.
1049
01:11:30,369 --> 01:11:31,461
EUGENE:
What?
1050
01:11:31,746 --> 01:11:35,296
RYAN: Theology is
justifying senseless beliefs
1051
01:11:35,583 --> 01:11:40,214
with elaborate
pontifications.
1052
01:11:40,505 --> 01:11:42,473
Isn't it easier
just to say,
1053
01:11:42,757 --> 01:11:45,431
God was not good in
making us need love
1054
01:11:45,718 --> 01:11:48,187
and hence, suffering?
1055
01:11:51,098 --> 01:11:53,100
EUGENE:
Dude...
1056
01:11:53,392 --> 01:11:56,236
Why are you
still in seminary?
1057
01:11:57,522 --> 01:12:00,822
KELLI: Why are you
still a Christian?
1058
01:12:01,984 --> 01:12:05,284
RYAN: Because my
faith isn't narrow.
1059
01:12:06,823 --> 01:12:08,746
I gotta go,
1060
01:12:11,369 --> 01:12:13,292
Anthony, wait up.
1061
01:12:15,373 --> 01:12:16,124
Did Jeff forgive you?
1062
01:12:16,415 --> 01:12:18,167
ANTHONY: Shush!
Not so loud.
1063
01:12:18,459 --> 01:12:19,255
RYAN:
Well, tell me.
1064
01:12:19,544 --> 01:12:21,217
ANTHONY:
Okay, he is gone.
1065
01:12:21,504 --> 01:12:24,383
ANTHONY: I need to go.
RYAN: What?
1066
01:12:24,674 --> 01:12:25,550
RYAN: [indistinct]
ANTHONY: No, no.
1067
01:12:25,842 --> 01:12:27,219
ANTHONY: Look...
RYAN: Do you need to talk?
1068
01:12:27,510 --> 01:12:31,356
ANTHONY: No, I just
need to be alone right now.
1069
01:12:35,351 --> 01:12:44,453
J" Music J“
1070
01:12:44,735 --> 01:12:47,329
EUGENE: Something's
up with Ryan.
1071
01:12:47,613 --> 01:12:50,583
KELLI: Yeah, I know.
I'll talk to him.
1072
01:12:50,867 --> 01:12:55,867
J" Music J“
1073
01:13:04,422 --> 01:13:05,264
RYAN:
Hey, Mom.
1074
01:13:05,548 --> 01:13:07,801
CINDY: What brings
you here, dear?
1075
01:13:08,092 --> 01:13:10,311
RYAN: Well, it's
Dad's anniversary.
1076
01:13:11,512 --> 01:13:15,938
CINDY: Yes, but I thought
I told you not to come.
1077
01:13:16,225 --> 01:13:18,068
RYAN:
I know.
1078
01:13:18,644 --> 01:13:21,523
But I really
want to go.
1079
01:14:29,715 --> 01:14:33,140
RYAN: Hey.
KELLI: Hey, you wanna talk?
1080
01:14:33,552 --> 01:14:36,305
RYAN:
Um... Okay.
1081
01:14:36,597 --> 01:14:38,440
Sure.
1082
01:14:48,234 --> 01:14:51,363
KELLI: Do you wanna go watch
a movie with me and Eugene?
1083
01:14:51,654 --> 01:14:52,871
RYAN:
Yeah, okay.
1084
01:14:53,155 --> 01:14:54,452
As long as it's
not depressing.
1085
01:14:54,740 --> 01:14:57,334
KELLI: Of course.
How's next Thursday sound?
1086
01:14:58,536 --> 01:15:00,459
RYAN:
Yeah, that's fine.
1087
01:15:05,668 --> 01:15:07,966
KELLI:
Ryan, are you okay?
1088
01:15:10,089 --> 01:15:11,887
RYAN:
No, actually, I'm not.
1089
01:15:12,174 --> 01:15:14,017
KELLI:
Why'?
1090
01:15:15,636 --> 01:15:17,559
RYAN: It's this
fucking thesis.
1091
01:15:18,639 --> 01:15:20,607
I know I want
to do a good job
1092
01:15:20,891 --> 01:15:22,859
I know I want
to go to Yale.
1093
01:15:23,144 --> 01:15:25,522
And I know I
want to teach.
1094
01:15:25,813 --> 01:15:27,406
But I'm just
not motivated.
1095
01:15:28,607 --> 01:15:30,359
KELLI:
I'm sorry, Ryan.
1096
01:15:30,651 --> 01:15:32,324
RYAN:
It's okay.
1097
01:15:32,611 --> 01:15:35,455
KELLI: Is there anything
outside bothering you?
1098
01:15:37,783 --> 01:15:39,706
RYAN: Outside?
KELLI: Yeah.
1099
01:15:42,038 --> 01:15:43,756
RYAN: Like what?
Outside what?
1100
01:15:44,040 --> 01:15:46,384
KELLI:
I mean, romantically.
1101
01:15:46,667 --> 01:15:48,510
RYAN:
Romantically?
1102
01:15:48,878 --> 01:15:51,882
KELLI: Yeah, are
you seeing anyone?
1103
01:15:52,173 --> 01:15:53,550
RYAN: Am I?
I don't know.
1104
01:15:53,841 --> 01:15:56,594
KELLI: What do you
mean, you don't know?
1105
01:15:56,886 --> 01:15:59,389
RYAN: I just--
I don't know.
1106
01:15:59,680 --> 01:16:02,524
KELLI:
Well, who is she?
1107
01:16:07,521 --> 01:16:10,445
RYAN: Actually,
if you must know,
1108
01:16:11,275 --> 01:16:12,572
his name is Bradley
1109
01:16:12,860 --> 01:16:15,454
and he is supposed to
come see me tonight.
1110
01:16:17,740 --> 01:16:19,413
KELLI:
So you're gay?
1111
01:16:20,326 --> 01:16:22,249
RYAN:
Yup.
1112
01:16:23,746 --> 01:16:25,043
KELLI:
You know...
1113
01:16:25,331 --> 01:16:28,710
When I was with Eugene,
I was attracted to a girl once
1114
01:16:29,001 --> 01:16:30,969
but thankfully I didn't
make that choice.
1115
01:16:31,253 --> 01:16:32,846
RYAN: It's not
a choice, Kelli.
1116
01:16:33,130 --> 01:16:34,177
It's God's creation.
1117
01:16:34,465 --> 01:16:36,593
KELLI: Adam and Eve
were God's creation.
1118
01:16:36,884 --> 01:16:37,726
RYAN: Okay, you
should know better
1119
01:16:38,010 --> 01:16:38,886
than to argue
from Genesis.
1120
01:16:39,178 --> 01:16:41,647
KELLI: And what
about Romans...?
1121
01:16:41,931 --> 01:16:43,023
RYAN: Did it
ever occur to you
1122
01:16:43,307 --> 01:16:44,433
that Paul just might
be wrong sometimes?
1123
01:16:44,725 --> 01:16:47,569
KELLI: No, Ryan!
You are backsliding.
1124
01:16:47,937 --> 01:16:49,484
[Ryan scoffs]
1125
01:16:49,772 --> 01:16:51,615
RYAN:
Nice one, Kelli.
1126
01:16:57,196 --> 01:16:59,119
KELLI:
I still love you.
1127
01:17:02,368 --> 01:17:04,291
RYAN:
I love you too, sister.
1128
01:17:30,229 --> 01:17:33,108
[ringing]
1129
01:17:36,819 --> 01:17:38,947
BRADLEY: Hi.
RYAN: Hey.
1130
01:17:39,238 --> 01:17:40,205
BRADLEY:
How are you?
1131
01:17:40,489 --> 01:17:41,536
RYAN:
I'm good.
1132
01:17:41,824 --> 01:17:44,668
I was just wondering when
you're gonna get here.
1133
01:17:44,952 --> 01:17:46,920
BRADLEY: Can we
please postpone?
1134
01:17:47,746 --> 01:17:49,669
RYAN:
What? Why?
1135
01:17:53,502 --> 01:17:54,719
BRADLEY:
I'm just not happy.
1136
01:17:55,004 --> 01:17:58,474
And I'm not good to
be around right now.
1137
01:17:58,757 --> 01:18:01,556
RYAN: Well, when will
you be good to be around?
1138
01:18:01,844 --> 01:18:03,687
BRADLEY:
I don't know.
1139
01:18:05,723 --> 01:18:07,725
RYAN:
Look...
1140
01:18:08,017 --> 01:18:10,736
Am I ever gonna
see you again?
1141
01:18:11,020 --> 01:18:12,237
BRADLEY:
I hope so.
1142
01:18:12,521 --> 01:18:14,364
RYAN:
You hope so?
1143
01:18:16,692 --> 01:18:18,444
Bradley...
1144
01:18:18,736 --> 01:18:21,580
I don't know how much
more of this I can take.
1145
01:18:21,906 --> 01:18:23,579
BRADLEY:
I'm sorry.
1146
01:18:23,991 --> 01:18:26,915
Please don't give me
any more stress.
1147
01:18:28,621 --> 01:18:31,545
RYAN: I just want to know
if we'll ever meet again.
1148
01:18:31,832 --> 01:18:33,175
BRADLEY: I'm gonna
start crying again,
1149
01:18:33,459 --> 01:18:35,678
can we please
talk later?
1150
01:18:37,880 --> 01:18:39,553
RYAN :
Okay.
1151
01:19:55,582 --> 01:19:56,959
GERALD:
Hey, this is Gerald.
1152
01:19:57,251 --> 01:19:59,128
Leave me a message and
I'll call you right back.
1153
01:19:59,420 --> 01:20:01,263
RYAN:
Hey, Gerald.
1154
01:20:03,799 --> 01:20:05,722
It's over with Bradley.
1155
01:20:06,969 --> 01:20:08,642
I'm done.
1156
01:20:09,263 --> 01:20:11,186
I feel like shit.
1157
01:21:02,858 --> 01:21:12,711
J" Music J“
1158
01:21:12,993 --> 01:21:22,755
J" Music J“
1159
01:21:23,045 --> 01:21:32,727
J" Music J“
1160
01:21:33,013 --> 01:21:38,013
J" Music J“
1161
01:21:45,401 --> 01:21:48,245
RYAN: Mom?
CINDY: Yes, dear?
1162
01:21:49,947 --> 01:21:52,200
RYAN: Did you ever
think of finding somebody?
1163
01:21:52,491 --> 01:21:54,243
CINDY:
Finding somebody?
1164
01:21:54,535 --> 01:21:56,378
RYAN:
Yeah.
1165
01:21:57,955 --> 01:22:00,925
CINDY: Who wants to
date an old hag like me?
1166
01:22:01,208 --> 01:22:02,801
[laughter]
1167
01:22:03,085 --> 01:22:05,554
RYAN:I don't know.
Older gentlemen?
1168
01:22:08,132 --> 01:22:10,055
[laughter]
1169
01:22:12,136 --> 01:22:15,060
RYAN: Don't you
miss having a partner?
1170
01:22:15,931 --> 01:22:19,526
CINDY: I do, but when
I think of a partner,
1171
01:22:19,810 --> 01:22:22,233
I still think of your Dad.
1172
01:22:24,773 --> 01:22:26,696
Why do you ask?
1173
01:22:28,026 --> 01:22:29,949
RYAN:
Nothing, just wondering.
1174
01:22:31,363 --> 01:22:35,288
CINDY: I'm fine.
Just worry about yourself.
1175
01:22:41,039 --> 01:22:43,963
RYAN: Bye, Mom.
CINDY: Bye, sweetie.
1176
01:22:49,006 --> 01:22:50,929
[locks door]
1177
01:24:35,279 --> 01:24:36,952
[groans]
1178
01:24:46,415 --> 01:24:49,760
[breathing heavily]
1179
01:24:52,754 --> 01:24:55,257
[water running]
1180
01:25:07,936 --> 01:25:09,813
[exhales]
1181
01:25:22,326 --> 01:25:23,999
[turns on shower]
1182
01:25:57,986 --> 01:25:59,909
[knocking on door]
1183
01:26:00,906 --> 01:26:02,158
GERALD: Ryan,
are you here?
1184
01:26:02,449 --> 01:26:04,042
RYAN:
Yes, I'm here.
1185
01:26:05,160 --> 01:26:07,083
GERALD:
How are you?
1186
01:26:07,954 --> 01:26:09,877
RYAN:
I finished my thesis.
1187
01:26:10,165 --> 01:26:12,133
GERALD: Already?
RYAN: Yes.
1188
01:26:12,417 --> 01:26:14,135
Celebrate with me'?
1189
01:26:14,419 --> 01:26:15,170
GERALD:
Okay.
1190
01:26:15,462 --> 01:26:17,055
RYAN:
Really?
1191
01:26:17,714 --> 01:26:21,639
Gerald, you've always
been so nice to me.
1192
01:26:22,177 --> 01:26:25,101
GERALD: Well, the
secret is out. [chuckles]
1193
01:26:29,976 --> 01:26:33,856
You know how jealous
I was of Bradley?
1194
01:26:36,233 --> 01:26:38,156
RYAN:
Kiss me.
1195
01:26:39,653 --> 01:26:41,451
GERALD:
Kiss you?
1196
01:26:41,738 --> 01:26:43,832
RYAN:
Yes, please.
1197
01:26:44,408 --> 01:26:46,502
RYAN: Kiss me.
GERALD: Are you sure?
1198
01:26:46,785 --> 01:26:48,207
RYAN: [whispering]
Yes.
1199
01:26:49,538 --> 01:26:53,042
GERALD: You know,
I want to so badly.
1200
01:27:28,452 --> 01:27:30,375
[exhales]
1201
01:27:30,746 --> 01:27:33,295
RYAN:
You smell so good.
1202
01:27:45,218 --> 01:27:48,142
Why aren't you
kissing me back?
1203
01:27:51,016 --> 01:27:52,939
Well...'?
1204
01:27:54,978 --> 01:27:58,858
GERALD: Because if
Bradley called you right now...
1205
01:28:00,150 --> 01:28:03,074
You'd leave
me to see him.
1206
01:28:03,361 --> 01:28:05,284
RYAN: He wouldn't call.
It's been three weeks.
1207
01:28:05,572 --> 01:28:08,416
GERALD:
But what if he did?
1208
01:28:18,543 --> 01:28:20,716
RYAN:
Please don't go.
1209
01:28:23,632 --> 01:28:25,100
Please, Gerald.
Please.
1210
01:28:25,383 --> 01:28:27,226
GERALD:
I'm sorry.
1211
01:28:30,305 --> 01:28:32,103
RYAN:
Gerald, please.
1212
01:28:32,390 --> 01:28:38,864
GERALD: I need to not see
you for the sake of my sanity.
1213
01:28:39,147 --> 01:28:42,993
You are not the only
one suffering, Ryan.
1214
01:29:10,846 --> 01:29:12,769
RYAN:
My thesis.
1215
01:29:13,139 --> 01:29:15,062
CRAIG:
The whole thing?
1216
01:29:16,393 --> 01:29:18,316
RYAN:
Yep.
1217
01:29:19,855 --> 01:29:21,357
CRAIG: Well, I knew
you would deliver
1218
01:29:21,648 --> 01:29:24,151
but I wasn't
expecting it this soon.
1219
01:29:24,442 --> 01:29:27,116
RYAN: It's due in
two weeks anyway.
1220
01:29:27,404 --> 01:29:29,702
CRAIG:
How did you do it?
1221
01:29:29,990 --> 01:29:32,914
RYAN: Well, I haven't
really slept much.
1222
01:29:33,201 --> 01:29:35,044
CRAIG:
I see.
1223
01:29:35,871 --> 01:29:38,966
We didn't even
discuss your conclusion.
1224
01:29:39,249 --> 01:29:41,092
RYAN:
I know.
1225
01:29:43,336 --> 01:29:46,010
CRAIG:
So how does it end?
1226
01:29:46,298 --> 01:29:51,395
RYAN: Well, I concluded that
love necessitates relationships
1227
01:29:51,678 --> 01:29:55,273
And relationships
necessitates forgiveness.
1228
01:29:55,974 --> 01:29:58,193
At the end of the day,
1229
01:29:58,476 --> 01:29:59,853
we have to learn
to forgive those
1230
01:30:00,145 --> 01:30:02,819
that we are in a
relationship with.
1231
01:30:03,106 --> 01:30:04,949
Including God.
1232
01:30:09,362 --> 01:30:11,160
CRAIG:
Ryan?
1233
01:30:11,448 --> 01:30:13,291
RYAN:
Yeah?
1234
01:30:13,825 --> 01:30:16,749
CRAIG: Are you
dating someone?
1235
01:30:17,120 --> 01:30:19,168
RYAN:
Why do you ask?
1236
01:30:19,456 --> 01:30:21,379
CRAIG: Well, to be
perfectly honest with you,
1237
01:30:21,666 --> 01:30:25,387
Someone mentioned that
you might be dating a guy.
1238
01:30:25,670 --> 01:30:27,968
RYAN:
Who said that?
1239
01:30:28,256 --> 01:30:29,473
CRAIG:
That's not important.
1240
01:30:29,758 --> 01:30:33,604
I told that person
to keep it to herself.
1241
01:30:34,429 --> 01:30:36,272
RYAN:
Was it Kelli?
1242
01:30:36,556 --> 01:30:39,184
CRAIG: What's
crucial though, Ryan
1243
01:30:39,476 --> 01:30:42,400
is that you also
keep it to yourself.
1244
01:30:42,687 --> 01:30:42,778
RYAN:
I know.
1245
01:30:45,482 --> 01:30:48,201
CRAIG: You're a bright student,
have a lot of promise.
1246
01:30:48,485 --> 01:30:52,331
I don't want to see you
get into any trouble.
1247
01:30:52,614 --> 01:30:54,366
RYAN:
Thank you.
1248
01:31:56,302 --> 01:32:00,227
[phone buzzing]
1249
01:32:05,020 --> 01:32:07,569
RYAN: Hey Eugene,
are you here yet?
1250
01:32:07,856 --> 01:32:11,702
EUGENE: Hey pal,
I'm in the library.
1251
01:32:12,193 --> 01:32:14,366
RYAN: Well, what
are you doing there?
1252
01:32:14,654 --> 01:32:15,621
EUGENE:
Sorry, man.
1253
01:32:15,905 --> 01:32:18,124
I have a huge paper due
at 5:00 for Pentateuch.
1254
01:32:18,408 --> 01:32:21,082
And, I don't know,
I'm still not done yet.
1255
01:32:21,369 --> 01:32:26,216
RYAN: Oh. Um, okay.
Are we still on for the movie?
1256
01:32:27,083 --> 01:32:29,677
EUGENE: Let's
postpone to tomorrow.
1257
01:32:29,961 --> 01:32:31,429
Kelli will be free.
1258
01:32:31,713 --> 01:32:34,512
RYAN: I can't tomorrow.
I'm seeing my mom.
1259
01:32:34,799 --> 01:32:36,676
EUGENE:
Oh.
1260
01:32:36,968 --> 01:32:38,811
Damn. Uh...
1261
01:32:40,013 --> 01:32:41,765
Let's see...
1262
01:32:42,057 --> 01:32:43,183
I have to check
with Kelli
1263
01:32:43,475 --> 01:32:45,318
and see if she is free on
either Monday or Tuesday.
1264
01:32:45,602 --> 01:32:48,151
RYAN: You know what?
Just forget about it.
1265
01:32:49,105 --> 01:32:50,903
EUGENE: No man, I'll check
with her. It should be good.
1266
01:32:51,191 --> 01:32:52,659
RYAN:
No, it's okay.
1267
01:32:52,942 --> 01:32:56,367
EUGENE: Bud, we'll
watch it next week, okay?
1268
01:32:56,780 --> 01:32:59,704
RYAN: No, I don't
think so, Eugene.
1269
01:33:12,587 --> 01:33:22,440
J" Music J“
1270
01:33:22,722 --> 01:33:27,722
J" Music J“
1271
01:33:36,236 --> 01:33:37,488
GERALD: Hey,
this is Gerald.
1272
01:33:37,779 --> 01:33:42,125
Leave me a message and
I'll call you right back. [beep]
1273
01:33:42,408 --> 01:33:52,216
J" Music J“
1274
01:33:52,502 --> 01:34:02,264
J" Music J“
1275
01:34:02,554 --> 01:34:12,191
J" Music J“
1276
01:34:12,480 --> 01:34:22,242
J" Music J“
1277
01:34:22,532 --> 01:34:31,543
J" Music J“
1278
01:34:42,760 --> 01:34:44,683
[unlocks door]
1279
01:35:24,719 --> 01:35:26,687
RYAN: Hey, Mom.
CINDY: Hey dear, how are you?
1280
01:35:26,971 --> 01:35:28,518
RYAN:
I'm fine.
1281
01:35:28,806 --> 01:35:31,650
CINDY: How's school?
RYAN: Good.
1282
01:35:33,728 --> 01:35:35,605
[Ryan sniffs]
1283
01:35:37,774 --> 01:35:39,697
CINDY:
You okay, dear?
1284
01:35:42,278 --> 01:35:44,201
What happened?
1285
01:35:46,157 --> 01:35:49,081
Did someone hurt you?
1286
01:35:50,745 --> 01:35:53,669
[sobbing]
1287
01:36:01,756 --> 01:36:04,680
Cry it all out.
It's okay.
1288
01:36:05,802 --> 01:36:08,976
[sobbing]
1289
01:36:09,264 --> 01:36:11,107
I love you.
1290
01:36:12,100 --> 01:36:14,023
RYAN:
I love you too.
1291
01:36:15,979 --> 01:36:23,909
J" Music J“
1292
01:36:24,237 --> 01:36:28,162
CINDY: Do you Want to
tell me what happened?
1293
01:36:36,833 --> 01:36:39,552
RYAN: Do you
really want to know?
1294
01:36:39,836 --> 01:36:42,680
CINDY:
Of course, my dear.
1295
01:36:43,965 --> 01:36:46,889
You can tell
me anything.
1296
01:36:47,176 --> 01:36:49,929
I will always
be here for you.
1297
01:36:56,019 --> 01:36:57,692
[Sniffs]
1298
01:37:01,733 --> 01:37:03,656
RYAN:
Okay...
1299
01:37:04,777 --> 01:37:06,700
I'll tell you.
1300
01:37:20,960 --> 01:37:30,813
J" Music J“
1301
01:37:31,095 --> 01:37:40,823
J" Music J“
1302
01:37:41,105 --> 01:37:50,787
J" Music J“
1303
01:37:51,074 --> 01:38:00,836
J" Music J“
1304
01:38:01,125 --> 01:38:10,807
J" Music J“
1305
01:38:11,094 --> 01:38:20,856
J" Music J“
1306
01:38:21,145 --> 01:38:30,782
J" Music J“
1307
01:38:31,072 --> 01:38:40,834
J" Music J“
1308
01:38:41,124 --> 01:38:50,806
J" Music J“
1309
01:38:51,092 --> 01:39:00,854
J" Music J“
1310
01:39:01,144 --> 01:39:10,781
J" Music J“
1311
01:39:11,070 --> 01:39:20,832
J" Music J“
1312
01:39:21,122 --> 01:39:30,804
J" Music J“
1313
01:39:31,090 --> 01:39:40,852
J" Music J“
1314
01:39:41,142 --> 01:39:50,779
J" Music J“
1315
01:39:51,068 --> 01:40:00,830
J" Music J“
1316
01:40:01,120 --> 01:40:10,802
J" Music J“
1317
01:40:11,088 --> 01:40:15,889
J” Music I
1318
01:40:33,027 --> 01:40:33,118
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