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Yes, but why? Why did you do that?
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And why did she let him? OK.
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Briefly speaking...
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You won't believe what's going on
with my crazy family.
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It's just... head off.
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PREVIOUSLY IN THE SERIES
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As you can see, I'm on the bunk.
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Ashley decided
until he tells Sean where I am,
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so I lied that I was at work.
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In Montana.
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I'm still here to roam and roam,
and he keeps asking questions.
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How to tell a six year old
that papa won't come back?
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So, baby, what are we watching today?
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"The Princess and the Frog"?
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"Wiz"? "Trial of Akila"?
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"Cool turns"?
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How about a second Paddington?
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"What... dington"?
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Is this about an English bear?
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- Yes.
- Do you want to watch a black film?
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Black movie?
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A movie where black people play.
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What color are you?
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Honey brown.
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Ambush.
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BLIND SPOT
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SERIES 6
"GHOST DAD"
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"SHAN - SMALL
HONEY BROWN GENIUS".
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Not everything in life is black and white
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only good or only bad.
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Sometimes you're sad and happy
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and you don't know what it is right away.
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About something they will say - "this is bad",
and it's not like that at all
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sometimes they say - "everything is fine"
and it's a complete mess.
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Sometimes things change
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worth a look from the other side.
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The main thing is not to agree to lies
for half price.
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But the truth is not always
nice picture on the wall.
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The truth is when mom and dad
were on the wrong side.
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Is not...
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It's not a movie, baby.
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It `s music,
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that doesn't play to the beat.
It's a crazy dance, it's...
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Girlfriend, what are you wearing?
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No, don't even think about it.
You have to tell the little one about your father.
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Let's not dance metaphors.
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I want to understand how can I do this.
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He gets scared and I don't want to
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that he thought his dad was a bad person.
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Bunny, come here.
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I know. It's hard.
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Listen, we're quiet today.
Loading - 30 percent,
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I'm sure I can handle calls
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and you seem...
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...in discord, to put it mildly.
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I suggest you end your shift early
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and formulate your speech better.
Gather your thoughts.
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And how will you
collect thoughts?
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I'll smoke.
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And I thought we decided to quit.
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No, I mean smoke.
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Chic coat.
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I'll go for a walk.
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Outdoors.
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Are you with me.
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I listen and obey.
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Crap. I forgot my flash drive.
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Sean doesn't know he's black.
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What makes you think he doesn't know?
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I asked him directly.
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Yes, but how did you ask him?
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He doesn't know what a black film is.
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And why did I decide
what can I work?
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Earl remind me to export
latest podcast.
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Frets. And what is it about?
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Sean.
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What are your favorite films?
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John Wick, John Wick 2
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"Paddington", "Paddington 2"
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and "Are you afraid of the dark?".
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Thank you.
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See? "Black Panther" and does not smell.
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He needs to see
black in every sense of the film.
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- Wiz!
- White screenwriter.
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What?!
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- Nah, Quincy Jones script.
- No, music.
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- He wrote music.
- Wiz and Bobby Caldwell?
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- Crap.
- White majority
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pushed Quincy Jones,
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and his work in this film
remained unnoticed.
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- What am I talking about!
- Stop.
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There is a 100% black film.
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- Well?
- Well?
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"Meteor Man".
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What what?
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Judge, please.
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Possibly the darkest film
of all time.
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Robert Townsend,
superhero fantasy,
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forerunner of Black Panther.
Look, there hasn't been Blade yet.
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There was no "Djinn called",
there was no Bobby and Whitney.
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Obama. I'm serious.
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James Earl Jones, Cypress Hill.
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Come on. "Man-Meteor", his mother.
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- Best movie.
- Say what you want, but my choice -
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"Five hot hearts".
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You know I love Eddie King!
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It's too early for him to watch
pseudobiographical films.
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Pseudo?
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Are you saying there was no such group?
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Didn't OJ's hand fit into the glove?
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I suggested "Steep Turns".
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Jamaican. Type.
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White screenwriter, white director.
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Shut up!
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Crap.
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Do you want to make your life difficult?
Make everything as hemorrhoids as possible,
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swerve straight ahead?
- Leave me alone.
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Gotta lick.
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Lick, like this.
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Trim. And then turn
using the palm of the other hand.
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Are you all? Here.
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- Yes.
- Briefly speaking...
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Like this.
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In general, baby
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it's full of holes.
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It can't be smoked.
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Or should I play this joint,
how about the flute?
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You play while you smoke.
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Anything from P Diddy.
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Quiet! Do not tell anybody!
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Only I didn't tell you that.
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Would you hear
as he said "honey brown",
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like he's the only one.
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Let's say mom.
But how did you phrase the question?
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Am I in court?
I know how to get the truth out of a child.
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Sean, come here.
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Look, three knuckles in one
four to another.
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And you put it like this.
But you need to do it without stress,
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like you've been all my life
just busy with it.
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This is black magic.
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Its identity has nothing to do with
how he holds his knuckles.
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- Now my turn?
- Yes.
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I want it to have a foundation
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from which to recede.
- Clear. Look Sean
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now i will tell you
about the black base.
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I am the chef's son
but those spicy Cheetos are another matter.
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It's in the blood.
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Ugh! Sharp!
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It's worse than I thought.
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- Quiet, quiet.
- Go drink some water.
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- Spit it out.
- Wow easy.
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Look, he's mixed race.
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He doesn't have that attitude.
to black culture, like ours.
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You're just too young.
We are all mixed race.
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But I do not want,
so that he considers himself the best,
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just because it's lighter.
By the way, you didn't say "15".
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- She blinked.
- Well, write it down.
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It's already late. Go.
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Ma, he just has less
black experience.
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Stop what? What are you talking about?
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Proportion of black experience
depends on the foulness of life?
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- No...
- All blacks are different, but all are equal.
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I'm about what Sean's experience is in this world
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different, for example, from mine.
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What then is "black experience"?
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Stink sticks, crab figurines,
plastic tablecloths?
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- Didn't understand.
- No offense.
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You look.
A little bit of spice and it broke.
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Well, everything is alive on the floor!
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- Crap!
- Here! That's what the hell is!
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Left the door wide open
like you are white.
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Who didn't close the door?
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Sean, bunny, let's go home
let's see a movie?
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- Paddington 2?
- What? No!
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- Wait. We...
- Can I have popcorn?
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- Paddington?
- Yes!
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Do you remember when you went into labor?
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and you said:
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"Yeah, fuck it.
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I don't want to give birth. I have changed my mind".
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And I'm like this:
"Baby, well, like, it won't work anymore,
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head appeared.
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I can actually see the little one's head!"
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Yah...
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When Sean was born, it got better.
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Yes. I'm not saying it will be easy
but it just so happened
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and it will get better.
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I still hear your mom call
and yelling on the phone
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that hospitals are evil
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and what i really need
give birth in the bath. What the hell, Rainey?
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Well, she's a hippie.
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And I also remember
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you should have played me a song
so that I don't freak out. Which one, by the way?
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- What?
- I don't know...
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Come on, you've been given one task!
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I do not know! And it didn't work out!
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I remember when I arrived at the hospital
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and sat in a wheelchair.
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And there was a dude who got hurt.
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He was just pulled out of the ambulance.
He yells, I yell too
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and I think like this:
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Damn, which one of us is in pain right now?
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Along the way, me.
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Well, he did not roll scandals.
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The father leaned in.
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Damn.
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- Yes.
- Yes.
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Well, I ruined it.
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He didn't mess with us that day.
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You were so cool back then.
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Just...
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...power!
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- I don't know anyone better than you.
- I gave birth.
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I couldn't. I would give it back.
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You became a dad.
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- Yes.
- Did you cry.
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I cried. Sobbed.
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Like...
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I didn't have a father
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and suddenly I am him.
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Yes. Then you said so.
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And my mother came.
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Yes.
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Said he looked like her father.
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Sean was only a year old when she...
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It was tin.
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Real tin.
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Yes.
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End of the pre-Shoon era.
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pre-Shoon era.
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Times before Sean.
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Time before the baby!
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Crap. Now he walks
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and says
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and asking questions
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and knows so much.
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I want it to be like before.
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Go hang out on New Year's Eve.
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Dress nicely.
And that you dress well.
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That day has come, Ash.
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What will we tell our son?
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Just being black is an experience.
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And the boy has less experience
that's all.
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Not less.
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- It's a different experience.
- Yes. I said so.
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And some blacks
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more privileges than others.
- Black privileges?
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How is that in general?
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No, I understand Janelle.
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Proximity to Eurocentric privileges.
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- Yes.
- Sean, what exactly?
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did Nancy's mom tell you?
Don't ask him, he's confused.
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He wants answers, not questions.
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Yes mom, but maybe
did you phrase it weird?
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In terms of?
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Listen, what are you driving?
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Sean is local.
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He's black, okay?
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Not half black.
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There are many shades of black.
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00:11:53,182 --> 00:11:55,406
He's from the west. His dad is in jail.
262
00:11:55,443 --> 00:11:57,250
He's like, in our trend.
263
00:11:57,389 --> 00:11:59,891
Well, I don't know
how our trend here in the topic.
264
00:11:59,948 --> 00:12:02,301
- Yes.
- It's different. These are circumstances.
265
00:12:02,348 --> 00:12:04,386
And identity does not depend
from circumstances.
266
00:12:04,452 --> 00:12:06,722
But some circumstances
pure black.
267
00:12:06,880 --> 00:12:08,363
- Yes.
- Tochnyak, tochnyak.
268
00:12:08,419 --> 00:12:12,098
Long story short, nigga
who grew up with a bubble in Piedmont
269
00:12:12,201 --> 00:12:14,471
and went to private school
also black,
270
00:12:14,517 --> 00:12:17,168
but not as black as us.
He can't play spades
271
00:12:17,215 --> 00:12:19,895
can't play dominoes, and...
- Stop, stop,
272
00:12:19,985 --> 00:12:22,812
I can't play either
in "Spades" and in dominoes.
273
00:12:22,943 --> 00:12:24,907
- I tried.
- What? Really?
274
00:12:25,148 --> 00:12:27,132
Yeah, I can't play Spades, Earl.
275
00:12:27,299 --> 00:12:29,745
But she's talking about something else
it's about life in the area,
276
00:12:29,811 --> 00:12:31,442
but this is altogether different.
277
00:12:31,488 --> 00:12:35,084
Wait, you mean to say
that life in the area has nothing to do with it?
278
00:12:36,234 --> 00:12:39,042
Like you don't decide
how black is a person
279
00:12:39,097 --> 00:12:41,053
depending on the region? Yah!
280
00:12:41,387 --> 00:12:43,037
And this is interesting.
281
00:12:43,315 --> 00:12:45,234
Yes, I messed up with the conclusions,
282
00:12:45,261 --> 00:12:47,217
because you can't
play spades.
283
00:12:47,272 --> 00:12:48,922
Lord, the main thing is
284
00:12:49,043 --> 00:12:51,721
how others see blacks, well!
285
00:12:51,749 --> 00:12:54,335
Yes, I know what you mean. But I want to say
286
00:12:54,669 --> 00:12:56,900
that black is black
287
00:12:57,041 --> 00:12:58,617
yeah?
- Yes, let's say.
288
00:12:58,654 --> 00:13:02,890
Yes. And then your upbringing
and environment
289
00:13:03,297 --> 00:13:05,290
makes you more or less black.
290
00:13:05,337 --> 00:13:07,227
Nonsense. I'm black as hell.
291
00:13:07,273 --> 00:13:10,471
I'm official, real
certified...
292
00:13:10,879 --> 00:13:12,566
Long story short, I'm black in DMV.
293
00:13:12,631 --> 00:13:14,170
- Yes Yes.
- Do you understand?
294
00:13:14,244 --> 00:13:17,293
And I'm from the east, but from that part
which is richer.
295
00:13:17,803 --> 00:13:20,250
Are you cutting? My parents are fine.
Love each other.
296
00:13:20,324 --> 00:13:23,448
They even have money set aside for retirement.
297
00:13:23,763 --> 00:13:25,885
Daddy drives a Mercedes. Am I less black?
298
00:13:25,959 --> 00:13:28,536
Yeah, man, but you did time for drugs.
299
00:13:28,906 --> 00:13:30,770
- And now I'm black?
- Well...
300
00:13:30,908 --> 00:13:32,540
Post-jail black, like?
301
00:13:32,632 --> 00:13:34,579
No, I mean...
302
00:13:34,643 --> 00:13:37,656
No what you say
this is ultimately bullshit.
303
00:13:37,703 --> 00:13:39,009
You know?
304
00:13:39,064 --> 00:13:40,816
You are generally brighter than me,
305
00:13:41,252 --> 00:13:45,339
you have no right to decide
and tell me if I'm black or not.
306
00:13:45,720 --> 00:13:47,351
How do you like that?
307
00:13:47,527 --> 00:13:49,899
Well, Nancy is lighter too.
308
00:13:50,122 --> 00:13:51,707
She has a white grandmother.
309
00:13:51,753 --> 00:13:53,412
And what, she's not black now?
310
00:13:53,457 --> 00:13:55,423
- Yes, stop.
Well, isn't she black?
311
00:13:55,452 --> 00:13:57,203
So, are you taking care of your grandmother now?
312
00:13:57,425 --> 00:14:00,373
My mother is from the old
lighter blacks.
313
00:14:00,419 --> 00:14:03,329
- Quite another matter.
- Yeah, that's enough. Dot.
314
00:14:03,357 --> 00:14:04,942
First, I'm not old.
315
00:14:04,979 --> 00:14:08,084
No, it's all logical.
40 years ago it would have been better
316
00:14:08,122 --> 00:14:10,633
but Nancy is still out of the category
Rosa Parks.
317
00:14:10,995 --> 00:14:12,783
And you are the light one from 2018.
318
00:14:12,904 --> 00:14:15,138
Like, from the Dodge Cat category.
319
00:14:15,174 --> 00:14:16,334
Crap.
320
00:14:16,399 --> 00:14:18,670
- How old do you think I am?
- Answer honestly?
321
00:14:18,715 --> 00:14:20,829
- Yes, a second!
- Stop-stop-stop-stop.
322
00:14:21,589 --> 00:14:23,563
Do I really look like Doju Cat?
323
00:14:23,869 --> 00:14:25,694
Fuck. Fuck.
324
00:14:26,918 --> 00:14:29,161
Here, that's what I'm talking about.
325
00:14:29,326 --> 00:14:31,860
When we were small, everyone said
326
00:14:31,895 --> 00:14:34,722
Ashley is pretty, right?
Everyone said
327
00:14:34,750 --> 00:14:38,087
she has gorgeous hair.
They wanted to know what else was in her blood.
328
00:14:38,133 --> 00:14:40,330
Everyone was showing off
because they are half-breeds.
329
00:14:40,394 --> 00:14:42,351
"And do you know,
I have Indian blood."
330
00:14:42,425 --> 00:14:44,269
"And I'm actually almost Filipino."
331
00:14:44,436 --> 00:14:47,504
And so I am,
I stand with my afrobufs,
332
00:14:47,763 --> 00:14:49,867
and everyone around looks like you
333
00:14:49,904 --> 00:14:52,537
and say what I need
straighten your fucking hair.
334
00:14:52,620 --> 00:14:54,918
So let's slow down
for a second,
335
00:14:55,011 --> 00:14:57,281
my educated young friends,
336
00:14:57,542 --> 00:15:01,462
because i was black
a very long time.
337
00:15:01,740 --> 00:15:03,464
Well, not that long.
338
00:15:03,575 --> 00:15:06,208
But longer than all of you.
And I came here
339
00:15:06,282 --> 00:15:08,775
when you were not in the project yet
and when Auckland was still
340
00:15:08,824 --> 00:15:11,650
the same place where black people
341
00:15:11,778 --> 00:15:13,835
any black people
342
00:15:13,909 --> 00:15:15,754
fled the southern states.
343
00:15:16,282 --> 00:15:18,025
It was a black city.
344
00:15:18,497 --> 00:15:20,120
It was built by the Black Panthers.
345
00:15:20,175 --> 00:15:22,298
And then the FBI turned him
to crack town.
346
00:15:22,455 --> 00:15:25,244
Then because of the red line
we couldn't buy houses here,
347
00:15:25,328 --> 00:15:28,545
and now we are out of here
new white loot
348
00:15:28,600 --> 00:15:32,335
and white loot of the past generation,
like we didn't even exist.
349
00:15:32,465 --> 00:15:36,219
So this is our conversation -
already a black privilege.
350
00:15:37,201 --> 00:15:38,767
And I love it.
351
00:15:38,824 --> 00:15:40,528
Keep talking.
352
00:15:41,020 --> 00:15:45,181
By the way, for nothing.
And I'm late for a date with a Chinese,
353
00:15:45,319 --> 00:15:47,008
that's where the progress is.
354
00:15:47,192 --> 00:15:48,667
All good luck.
355
00:15:48,760 --> 00:15:50,557
And show Sean "Visa"
356
00:15:50,743 --> 00:15:52,986
and "Five hot hearts", ducks.
357
00:15:54,107 --> 00:15:55,469
- Bye.
- Crap.
358
00:15:55,507 --> 00:15:57,870
No, stop, stop, really.
One more question.
359
00:15:57,935 --> 00:15:59,585
Just one question.
360
00:15:59,919 --> 00:16:01,420
- Well?
- What?
361
00:16:02,291 --> 00:16:03,894
Do I really look like Doju Cat?
362
00:16:04,052 --> 00:16:06,378
Damn, you got it.
363
00:16:06,926 --> 00:16:08,992
- I can't tell him the truth.
- Nope.
364
00:16:09,760 --> 00:16:11,874
He will hate you for
that you are not.
365
00:16:11,967 --> 00:16:14,517
And you're already mad at me for
What's happened.
366
00:16:15,712 --> 00:16:17,446
I think about it all the time.
367
00:16:17,844 --> 00:16:19,327
You probably...
368
00:16:19,522 --> 00:16:21,810
You must be so mad, right?
369
00:16:22,394 --> 00:16:24,295
Maybe you hate me.
370
00:16:24,934 --> 00:16:26,297
Maybe.
371
00:16:26,464 --> 00:16:28,299
But like I always say
372
00:16:28,605 --> 00:16:31,951
I am a grown man.
And I decide everything myself, I'm so used to it.
373
00:16:32,034 --> 00:16:33,888
- So that.
- Well...
374
00:16:34,170 --> 00:16:37,122
I hope this philosophy of yours
doesn't let you down.
375
00:16:37,632 --> 00:16:39,811
And maybe you're afraid too
tell Sean
376
00:16:39,912 --> 00:16:43,648
and therefore do not insist too much
to see him.
377
00:16:44,065 --> 00:16:45,445
- May be.
- Yes.
378
00:16:45,566 --> 00:16:47,893
Yeah, maybe you shouldn't tell him.
- Well!
379
00:16:47,975 --> 00:16:50,701
“Fathers leave all the time.
- Well, yes.
380
00:16:50,738 --> 00:16:52,202
And nothing.
381
00:16:52,248 --> 00:16:54,676
My father is gone.
Fuck, I'm fine.
382
00:16:54,769 --> 00:16:57,569
Yes, we'll tell him when I'm out.
So let's do it.
383
00:16:58,023 --> 00:16:59,505
Great plan.
384
00:17:00,284 --> 00:17:02,119
You didn't have to say that.
385
00:17:03,278 --> 00:17:05,373
I was afraid that you would think...
386
00:17:05,428 --> 00:17:08,153
Bring me my son, traitor!
387
00:17:08,450 --> 00:17:10,304
Yes. That's better.
388
00:17:10,832 --> 00:17:12,491
- Continue.
- OK.
389
00:17:13,084 --> 00:17:14,753
If I had stayed free
390
00:17:14,863 --> 00:17:17,997
you wouldn't have to doubt
in my devotion.
391
00:17:18,469 --> 00:17:20,592
Notes! You miss meetings
392
00:17:20,786 --> 00:17:22,575
don't bring my son
393
00:17:22,640 --> 00:17:25,309
and don't even tell him where I am,
fuck!
394
00:17:25,374 --> 00:17:27,339
Don't you dare doubt me!
395
00:17:27,635 --> 00:17:30,268
- You know I'm not like that.
- You and I have a son!
396
00:17:30,305 --> 00:17:33,790
We understood each other! We decided
what will we do together!
397
00:17:34,040 --> 00:17:35,551
We decided so!
398
00:17:35,598 --> 00:17:37,943
And we decided - no matter what happens,
we will overcome everything
399
00:17:38,007 --> 00:17:39,647
the main thing is to be together!
- I know!
400
00:17:39,861 --> 00:17:41,974
I'm not going anywhere!
But it's like a fucking tornado!
401
00:17:42,048 --> 00:17:45,024
I need to breathe
gotta figure it all out!
402
00:17:45,153 --> 00:17:47,053
It's hard to love a ghost!
403
00:17:48,592 --> 00:17:50,279
I'm not dead, Ash.
404
00:17:52,558 --> 00:17:54,236
But you're not around.
405
00:17:55,275 --> 00:17:58,231
You are in the cell
at the Oakland County Jail,
406
00:17:58,407 --> 00:18:00,780
and I'm at the top of the mountain
407
00:18:01,150 --> 00:18:02,828
and yell at myself
408
00:18:02,995 --> 00:18:05,313
because you did me a favor.
409
00:18:08,180 --> 00:18:09,548
Here it is.
410
00:18:10,280 --> 00:18:11,744
Here it is.
411
00:18:12,561 --> 00:18:13,858
Guilt.
412
00:18:13,950 --> 00:18:15,712
Because I was silent.
413
00:18:20,855 --> 00:18:22,848
You don't owe me anything, honey.
414
00:18:24,229 --> 00:18:25,638
Nothing.
415
00:18:30,560 --> 00:18:32,450
Well, of course you would say so.
416
00:18:34,994 --> 00:18:37,494
DRIVE OR DIE
E M
417
00:18:39,004 --> 00:18:40,384
Wow.
418
00:18:43,025 --> 00:18:45,260
I forgot how beautiful Auckland is.
419
00:18:47,206 --> 00:18:49,774
You say that every time.
420
00:18:50,858 --> 00:18:52,823
Do you know what I love the most?
421
00:18:53,128 --> 00:18:54,529
But how.
422
00:18:56,066 --> 00:18:58,309
When the fog falls in the morning
423
00:18:58,671 --> 00:19:00,757
and envelops the whole city.
424
00:19:03,435 --> 00:19:05,307
It happens every night.
425
00:19:07,430 --> 00:19:09,978
The most reliable
what is in this city.
426
00:19:12,907 --> 00:19:14,576
The fog won't let you down.
427
00:19:19,099 --> 00:19:20,674
I love fog.
428
00:19:22,807 --> 00:19:25,067
Others love the sun
but I think,
429
00:19:25,122 --> 00:19:26,519
sort of fog...
430
00:19:27,886 --> 00:19:29,294
... more interesting.
431
00:19:30,064 --> 00:19:31,537
More difficult.
432
00:19:35,291 --> 00:19:36,885
Well, here it is.
433
00:19:37,358 --> 00:19:39,564
He, too, must love the mist.
434
00:19:42,660 --> 00:19:45,097
In my life.
435
00:19:45,310 --> 00:19:48,507
Understand what it is in people.
436
00:19:49,675 --> 00:19:51,427
That he is in us too.
437
00:19:54,013 --> 00:19:55,821
I wouldn't do it.
438
00:19:58,394 --> 00:20:01,762
Maybe not worth it
talking to our son...
439
00:20:03,088 --> 00:20:04,570
... about dad?
440
00:20:06,294 --> 00:20:08,167
Does it have to be today?
441
00:20:08,704 --> 00:20:10,354
I'm not here at all
442
00:20:10,446 --> 00:20:12,523
so it's up to you
443
00:20:13,134 --> 00:20:16,267
but the fact that I'm still here,
tells us two things.
444
00:20:16,809 --> 00:20:18,143
First -
445
00:20:18,241 --> 00:20:21,133
You know,
that I should have told him a long time ago.
446
00:20:21,921 --> 00:20:23,478
So like this.
447
00:20:24,321 --> 00:20:25,768
And the second?
448
00:20:27,862 --> 00:20:29,243
You crave me
449
00:20:29,280 --> 00:20:31,328
Can't stop thinking about me.
450
00:20:31,569 --> 00:20:33,442
- That's how?
- More like you want.
451
00:20:34,072 --> 00:20:35,379
And I understand.
452
00:20:35,453 --> 00:20:37,622
I'm a treasure.
453
00:20:37,798 --> 00:20:40,337
I'm in jail
but whatever you think
454
00:20:40,551 --> 00:20:42,006
I'm here.
455
00:20:42,730 --> 00:20:44,897
Because you want me. You lust.
456
00:20:50,645 --> 00:20:52,313
I just miss.
457
00:20:53,286 --> 00:20:54,787
That's all.
458
00:20:55,798 --> 00:20:57,466
You are my other half.
459
00:21:06,697 --> 00:21:08,115
Ash?
460
00:21:08,579 --> 00:21:09,997
Yes?
461
00:21:11,619 --> 00:21:13,547
Why am I dressed like Gatsby?
462
00:21:15,660 --> 00:21:17,207
Don't know.
463
00:21:18,246 --> 00:21:19,951
But why not?
464
00:21:21,092 --> 00:21:22,518
OK.
465
00:21:24,298 --> 00:21:25,633
Yes.
466
00:21:39,749 --> 00:21:42,742
Guys when it comes
before wedding planning
467
00:21:42,780 --> 00:21:46,534
you and your fiancee will surely have to
make compromises with each other.
468
00:21:46,617 --> 00:21:50,009
But as for the engagement ring,
Here the girl is in charge.
469
00:22:04,364 --> 00:22:07,183
- Hi all...
- Hey, come on, sit down.
470
00:22:07,248 --> 00:22:09,121
We show Sean "Visa".
471
00:22:09,612 --> 00:22:11,929
Sean saw him.
He said he didn't see.
472
00:22:12,532 --> 00:22:14,820
Sean, remember that movie
with Michael Jackson?
473
00:22:14,864 --> 00:22:16,397
- "In life lightly."
- Here!
474
00:22:16,461 --> 00:22:18,602
He does not know,
what is the white "Wizard of Oz".
475
00:22:18,667 --> 00:22:20,901
Damn, you know what...
I think it's all because
476
00:22:20,966 --> 00:22:23,023
like mom asked. Hence the confusion.
477
00:22:23,079 --> 00:22:24,739
- How...
- That's how it was.
478
00:22:24,840 --> 00:22:26,415
She said "coloured".
479
00:22:26,471 --> 00:22:28,862
No I think
you decided to mock me.
480
00:22:28,946 --> 00:22:30,624
No! You know mom.
481
00:22:30,735 --> 00:22:32,338
- It's all her.
- OK.
482
00:22:33,627 --> 00:22:35,434
It's time to take you home.
483
00:22:35,898 --> 00:22:37,918
We need to talk about dad.
484
00:22:37,992 --> 00:22:39,494
Oh damn. OK.
485
00:22:40,004 --> 00:22:42,979
Well, if anything is needed, we are there,
are you aware?
486
00:22:43,544 --> 00:22:44,888
Thank you.
487
00:22:45,101 --> 00:22:46,325
- Ready?
- Yes.
488
00:22:46,380 --> 00:22:48,076
- Bye, little one.
- Come on, dude.
489
00:22:49,013 --> 00:22:51,357
- She said...
- Shut up. That's just...
490
00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:31,370
Hey.
491
00:23:32,166 --> 00:23:34,316
It's time to sleep. Brush your teeth.
492
00:23:49,230 --> 00:23:51,612
Right into bed! I'll get up now.
493
00:24:16,364 --> 00:24:18,364
A PRISONER
494
00:24:53,498 --> 00:24:55,750
Hey. Come on, lie down.
495
00:25:07,623 --> 00:25:09,087
Everything is fine?
496
00:25:10,404 --> 00:25:11,785
Yes.
497
00:25:13,082 --> 00:25:15,019
I want to talk to you about dad.
498
00:25:17,614 --> 00:25:20,905
Sean, your dad
until he gets home.
499
00:25:23,351 --> 00:25:24,760
Why?
500
00:25:26,475 --> 00:25:27,939
Your dad...
501
00:25:28,394 --> 00:25:29,951
Your dad...
502
00:25:30,737 --> 00:25:32,388
He was sent...
503
00:25:33,093 --> 00:25:34,483
...to jail.
504
00:25:35,189 --> 00:25:36,958
Do you remember what it is?
505
00:25:37,942 --> 00:25:39,674
Your uncle was there.
506
00:25:41,953 --> 00:25:44,679
Well, now dad is there too.
507
00:25:46,180 --> 00:25:49,136
He didn't want it to be like this.
and he loves you, and...
508
00:25:49,641 --> 00:25:52,084
...you can see each other once a week.
509
00:25:53,586 --> 00:25:56,246
But for a while
he will have to be there.
510
00:25:57,534 --> 00:25:59,082
Why is he in prison?
511
00:25:59,536 --> 00:26:01,232
What did he do?
512
00:26:02,428 --> 00:26:04,643
It's complicated here, son. He...
513
00:26:05,283 --> 00:26:07,118
...wanted to do the right thing
514
00:26:07,266 --> 00:26:09,175
but the time was not right.
515
00:26:11,215 --> 00:26:13,865
- But he's a good man.
How long will he be there?
516
00:26:22,216 --> 00:26:25,062
- Five years.
- But it's taking so long, Mom!
517
00:26:25,479 --> 00:26:28,222
- He'll miss my birthday!
- I know. I know I know.
518
00:26:28,287 --> 00:26:30,344
But we will go to him,
519
00:26:30,401 --> 00:26:32,050
and he will call.
520
00:26:33,421 --> 00:26:35,303
And we will remember him.
521
00:26:35,618 --> 00:26:37,351
Until he returns.
522
00:26:39,455 --> 00:26:41,022
I miss.
523
00:26:42,171 --> 00:26:43,626
I know.
524
00:26:44,952 --> 00:26:46,417
I miss you too.
525
00:26:48,548 --> 00:26:50,226
But I love you.
526
00:26:52,376 --> 00:26:54,053
Do you want to read?
527
00:26:56,315 --> 00:26:57,761
Super.
528
00:27:05,861 --> 00:27:07,789
"The Day Daddy Went to Jail"
529
00:27:10,496 --> 00:27:12,683
"This is my "before" drawing.
530
00:27:13,091 --> 00:27:16,094
"Before" is before
when dad went to jail.
531
00:27:21,257 --> 00:27:23,249
Dad and I didn't catch anything.
532
00:27:23,495 --> 00:27:25,251
But we had a lot of fun.
533
00:27:25,529 --> 00:27:28,421
Daddy calls me Mazilka
because I love to draw.
534
00:27:29,162 --> 00:27:31,183
Miss Sanchez, school psychologist,
535
00:27:31,545 --> 00:27:34,372
says the drawings help me
Express feelings.
536
00:27:35,845 --> 00:27:37,828
I guess I have a lot of feelings.
537
00:27:39,404 --> 00:27:41,897
That evening was different...
538
00:27:49,354 --> 00:27:51,315
Hey, did you even watch...
- Crap!
539
00:27:51,351 --> 00:27:53,770
- What the hell?
Have you ever watched Paddington 2?
540
00:27:53,798 --> 00:27:55,439
- What?
- It's about a bear,
541
00:27:55,467 --> 00:27:57,988
who lived in the white area,
and they set the cops on him
542
00:27:58,034 --> 00:28:00,610
they put him in
And then he became a chef!
543
00:28:01,083 --> 00:28:02,464
This...
544
00:28:02,733 --> 00:28:04,281
I'm Paddington!
545
00:28:04,512 --> 00:28:05,977
This is a fucking black movie!
546
00:28:06,014 --> 00:28:08,499
Sean is small
honey brown genius!
547
00:28:10,787 --> 00:28:12,363
I am going to sleep.
548
00:28:15,329 --> 00:28:17,136
Have you seen my notebook?
549
00:28:18,406 --> 00:28:20,028
You put it there.
550
00:28:20,075 --> 00:28:21,586
Thank you.
551
00:28:23,461 --> 00:28:25,401
Do not forget
552
00:28:25,728 --> 00:28:28,694
export something there somewhere there.
You asked me to remind you.
553
00:28:29,158 --> 00:28:30,835
Oh yes, exactly.
554
00:28:31,539 --> 00:28:33,615
Of course I forgot. Thank you.
555
00:28:33,764 --> 00:28:35,469
Yes, yes, for nothing.
556
00:28:45,257 --> 00:28:48,547
Crap! I hate making marmalade too!
557
00:28:48,584 --> 00:28:49,984
This...
558
00:28:51,430 --> 00:28:53,413
Marmalade is the worst!
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