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[gasps]

[screams]

Is she in labor?

Please. Something feels weird.

[Taissa] You lost a lot of blood.

-[screaming] -Uh, oh! Oh!

Hear No Evil!

[Travis] You okay, man?

[Misty] It's a boy.

It's you and me against the whole world.

No!

-[shushing] -No, no, no. What did you do?

What did you do?

He didn't make it.

Why do you want to up your meds?

[Lottie] I started having visions

for the first time in decades.

I think we found her.

We're here to rescue you.

And who the fuck is this?

-You need to go. -Wait.

-Misty? -Hello, Charlotte.

Shauna's phone.

Lottie is running

a wellness center,

and Natalie and Misty are there.

I think you should go.

[Shauna] I thought Lottie was barely coherent.

soaring, suspenseful music

Underneath the bridge

Tarp has sprung a leak

And the animals I've trapped

Have all become my pets

And I'm living off of grass

And the drippings from my ceiling

It's okay to eat fish

'Cause they don't have any feelings

Something in the way

Mm, mm

Something in the way, yeah

Mm, mm

Something in the way...

You need to drink some water, Shauna.

Come on. Just a little bit.

Something in the way, yeah

Mm, mm

Something in the way

Mm, mm...

Lottie, what is it?

The snow.

Mm, mm

It finally stopped.

-[grunting] -[Travis] It's moving.

Okay, don't let up. Pull up.

-[cheering, murmuring] -Shit.

[chuckles]

[Akilah] Hey, someone grab a bucket.

-I got it. -[Mari] Oh, my God.

[quiet chatter]

Hey, this will be good for you, Shauna.

You can take a walk and... get some fresh air.

I can come with you if you want.

[breathing deeply]

gentle, optimistic music

gentle, wistful music

"No Return" by Craig Wedren and Anna Waronker

It was cool, nothing fire

Nothing broke

Keep simple

Nothing tired, nothing old

Same as you

Same as you

Oh, so cute, so revival

So alone

Birthday suit, just a smile

No one home

Same as you

Same as you

No return, no return

No reason

No return, no return

No reason

No return, no return

No reason

No return, no return

No reason

-Hmm? -[Shauna] Really?

I'm sorry, have you two joined a cult

since we last saw you, or...

We are an intentional community.

What is the intention, exactly?

[Natalie] Okay.

About a week ago, I...

...had my rifle in my mouth,

and I was gonna pull the trigger. [chuckles]

And that's when Lottie found me.

Oh, my God.

I had put walls up,

and they're finally starting to come down

because of this place.

It isn't easy, uh,

but now I understand that

it's really what I need.

You all need it, too.

I mean, we brought some really dark shit

back with us from that place,

so maybe now we can actually start dealing with it.

[crying softly]

Hey.

I really thought he was gonna make it.

[Van] No, we were all hoping for that, Tai.

But even if the baby made it for a while,

it wouldn't change the fact that his mother is starving.

-[sniffles] -We all are.

I just think it's time we woke up.

What?

That doesn't sound like you.

Hmm.

[sniffles]

I kept surviving

all this shit that should've killed me,

and I, you know, I just-- I figured it meant something.

slow, somber music

some kind of purpose in all of this, but, uh...

Yeah.

I'm not fucking seeing it, Tai.

You helped me see...

...hear...

and sleep,

and I would be dead without you.

I need you, Van.

I need you, too.

But I need to know why the fuck I'm still here.

uh, we often let them choose a treatment without a description,

just whatever speaks to them.

[Van chuckles] Oh, my God.

Okay, no offense to anyone, but, um,

this is just not for me.

[Natalie] Oh, I thought the same thing.

Just give it a chance.

[Van] Uh...

Look, I'm really glad you're alive,

and, uh, Lottie, that you're back from Switzerland.

Switz-- That was, it was like over a decade ago.

Wow, really?

I mean, uh, good for you, 'cause...

-But I am just gonna... -I'll take "Renewal."

Shauna?

What is calling out to you?

[Shauna] Um... yeah.

All my rational instincts are just kind of, uh, screaming.

But of these?

It's just... Um, I--

"Self Care."

-I'll take "Forage." -Van?

All right, I'll take "Forage."

Misty, that leaves you with my-- It's my favorite therapy.

It's "Guidance."

We're gonna move outside and get you started.

But before we do,

you can text this landline number

to whomever you think might need it.

You're gonna be giving up your phones.

[chuckles] Oh, you're kidding, right?

Our devices leave us captive to other people's priorities.

That's...

Mm.

Can't really argue with that, actually.

Right? Yeah?

Yeah, and I hate this fucking thing, so...

[mooing]

[bleating in distance]

Wait.

This is Self Care?

Yeah, I was expecting like a massage or maybe a mud bath,

with some self-reflective questions while I, um...

Um, oh.

What are you doing?

-Here. -[kid bleats]

-Here, just take him. -No!

Self Care means taking care of the goat

for the rest of the day,

and thus experiencing all the personal discoveries

and sacrifices that go along with doing so.

[Shauna] Sacrifices?

Hmm. Okay, I understand.

So, you want me to spend the whole day

looking after this goat and getting all attached,

and then at the end of the day you're gonna ask me

to slit its fucking throat or something?

No. No, thank you. I decline.

[exasperated exhale]

If you opt out of the treatment,

the alternative is mucking out the barn all day.

It's up to you.

Fine, fine.

Just...

-Got him? -Yeah.

Here you go.

His name is Bruce, by the way.

[bleats]

[phone ringing]

Paul?

Hey, there you are.

low-key music

he isn't ready.

What? Are you all right?

We need to talk.

Sit down, Ben.

No.

[Ben scoffs] Why do people always say that anyway?

Who was on the phone?

Well, I'm going to sit.

[Ben] Paul, what the fuck is going on?

Hey. You're scaring me.

I'm scared, too.

About what? I don't understand.

I know.

I have to go.

[sniffles]

Where do you think you are, Ben?

You had to have known you couldn't stay here forever.

This was never meant to be your hiding place.

It doesn't matter.

What matters now is that you aren't

-welcome here anymore. -No, Paul.

Hey, wait. Wait. What did I do?

You didn't do anything. It's just...

It's just time.

It's just time.

I love you.

-We all love you, Ben. -Paul.

Paul, wait.

Paul. Paul!

Paul!

Coach.

Are you okay?

Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine.

pulsing music

And if you're not comfortable with nudity,

we have clean swimsuits here.

So when you're ready, just climb in

and close the door.

[Misty] So, I'll just be inside

that water-coffin in the dark?

-All by myself? -[Lisa] Mm-hmm.

I, uh... [chuckles]

I thought this was supposed to be "Guidance."

The most authentic guidance comes from within.

[Misty] Oh, sure.

Sure.

Uh, my soul holds the wisdom of the ages.

[Lisa] Bingo.

Good news. I get it. [chuckles]

I mean, look at me.

I've, um, I've been here a while.

I'm all tuned in.

I'm just not,

uh, entirely sure that,

that this is absolutely necessary.

Well, you have been here for less than 24 hours,

and you haven't engaged in any actual therapies yet.

[Misty] Okay.

[chuckles] Fine.

Um, but could I just use the ladies' first?

Um, I would hate for my bladder

to guide me into peeing in that thing. [chuckles]

Yeah. Yeah, just, uh, right where you came in.

Awesome.

-See you in a minute. -See you then.

slow, sinister music

[Gen] I just keep thinking,

what if she'd gotten to a hospital?

[Akilah] What hospital, Gen?

Look, we did the best that we could.

I mean, Misty? she was amazing.

There's no way I could've kept my shit together

like she did at the end.

[Gen] Yeah, that's true. She didn't even flinch.

[Mari] Well, that makes sense.

You guys, I think she's even more psychotic than we thought.

I'm pretty sure she did something to Crystal.

[Akilah] Like-- What do you mean?

Killed her?

[Gen] Why would she kill her only friend?

[Akilah] Yeah.

[Mari] Um, I don't know, because she's Misty?

I mean, God, she tried to poison Coach Scott

when she was supposedly in love with him.

And think about it.

Now that the snow has stopped, wouldn't you think that

she'd be out there looking for her friend?

That is, if Crystal really did just get lost in the snow.

[Misty] Thanks. Um...

Thank you all for gathering. [clears throat]

I know that we're all still very sad about the baby.

It was a... a terrible,

extremely sad and-and tragic thing, but...

we can't let it cloud our minds.

The snow has stopped, and we need to go out there

and we need to look for Crystal...

...because she could still be out there.

Alive.

Misty's right.

If Javi could survive for a few months out there,

then maybe Crystal could make it through a few days.

But what if the wilderness, like, took her?

What if it took the baby, too?

Then maybe it'll give us something back.

What?

Like it made the blizzard stop.

[Gen] That's the trade?

Two people dead for a... a break in the snow?

God, that sucks.

[Lottie] No, it doesn't work like that.

It doesn't trade or haggle. It...

The wilderness, it hears us.

It gave us what we wanted.

Shauna lived.

Might do the same for Crystal.

We hear the wilderness, and it hears us.

[all] We hear the wilderness, and it hears us.

[Gen] I hope they find Crystal alive.

Yeah.

But, like,

if they find her and she's not...

I mean, that wouldn't be the worst thing

that could happen, right?

You mean, we could...

Well, I'm-I'm not saying I want to.

I just...

You know, if that's the situation, then, um...

It would be disrespectful to the wilderness to waste it.

-Right. -Yeah.

Exactly.

But still, I hope that she's okay.

Oh, same. No question.

quiet, jingling music

-[Akilah] Crystal?! -[Misty] Crystal?!

-[Akilah] Crystal? -[Misty] Crystal?

[Akilah] Crystal?

[Misty] Crystal? Can you hear us?!

[Mari] Crystal?

-[Akilah] Crystal? -[Misty] Crystal?

-[Akilah] Crystal? -[Misty] Crystal?

Can you hear us?!

You guys go ahead. We're gonna take a minute.

-Crystal! -Crystal!

[Akilah] Crystal?

You were the one who knew where Javi was.

I didn't know.

-And yet you still found him. -[Misty] Crystal!

Maybe you can find Crystal, too.

Yeah, I don't think so.

Ever since I started doing your circles

and whatever,

I don't sleepwalk anymore.

And that other me,

the one who maybe knew where Javi was...

...I think she's gone.

She's not gone.

And that's a good thing, Tai.

[speaking indistinctly] Write this down.

-So, with my teachings... -Lottie.

Lottie. [chuckling] Hey.

Hey. So look, I-I get that this is all just a warm-up

for whatever's gonna happen here, but can we just

cut through the bullshit?

Because me painting this whole building with a fucking

makeup brush isn't exactly solving

-all my problems, you know? -[Lottie] Okay.

So tell me what your problems are.

I'm sleepwalking again.

I need help.

-That other you... -Mm-hmm.

...she always had a deep connection to the wilderness,

and she had wisdom, too.

That other me, she wants to hurt my family.

She may not want to.

She just doesn't want to be suppressed.

She's still a part of you, Tai.

She will always be a part of you.

slow, haunting music

You okay?

Shouldn't you be in therapy?

Shouldn't you?

[stammers] I'm caring for myself and a goat, which is just tied--

Fuck.

God, it must've chewed through the rope.

Fuck.

[smacks lips] Fuck.

Damn it.

Oh, look, I have, um, I have some bait.

[Shauna] Oh.

I've been kind of hoarding food,

in case they decide to enforce calorie restriction

to induce out-of-body experiences.

[scoffs] My blood sugar can't handle that.

-Okay. -Goat?

Goat? Um, did it have a name?

It... Bruce. It was Bruce.

-Bruce. Bruce? -Bruce?

-Bruce? -[singsongy] Bruce?

Oh, God. I can't believe this.

Why do I give one single shit about this goat

when Lottie's goons are just gonna make me kill him?

Well, if it helps, you can just pretend

it's your arty-farty lover.

[chuckles] You seemed pretty quick to get stabby with him.

Oh, it's not a criticism.

Misty, that-- He-he attacked me.

I-I know. I'm just joshing you.

Well, I don't want to be joshed about it.

I'm not like you, okay?

I don't-- I don't think of killing as a, as a joke.

Hey, news flash,

I am the only person who took your killing

with the seriousness that it required.

I fixed that for you, and...

[scoffs] ...you're never even grateful.

I'm grateful, okay?

I really am very grateful

that your hobby seems to be

figuring out how to be the perfect serial killer.

Why does everyone keep saying that to me?

That-- Well, because it's a fact.

Well, you're not that innocent, either.

I know that, Misty.

Do you think I don't know that?

[Bruce bleating]

Oh, my God.

There he is.

Oh, my God. Here is this dummy.

Come here.

Hey. Bruce.

Oh, my God. [sighs]

Where'd you think you were going, huh?

Not to a Mensa meeting, that's for sure.

If you think I'm gonna carry you all day,

you are delusional as well as dumb.

Lisa's looking for you.

You're supposed to be in the tank.

Oh. Right.

I just couldn't figure out how to lock the door properly.

[Misty] Crystal, can you hear us?

[Akilah] Crystal?

[Misty] If you can hear us, just say something!

[crying]

Hey, are you okay?

I thought that I was ready for this,

but I am just-- I'm so afraid.

I'm so afraid that when we find her,

what if she looks just like Jackie did?

You know, all... all blue and stiff,

a little song frozen in her throat.

I mean, after seeing the baby, like, I just, I just,

I don't think that I can do that.

Okay, no, I-I think we understand

that this is hard for you.

You should probably just go back.

Yeah. Sure.

You go on back, and we'll keep looking for your friend.

-[Misty sobbing] -Just go.

That's really kind of you guys.

Thank you.

-Yup. -[sighs] Okay.

[Mari] Crystal?

[Akilah] Crystal?

I'm not gonna let them eat you, Kristen.

Oh, shit. [grunts]

tense, dramatic music

Jackie?

I really need you right now.

[sniffling] Please.

[crying]

Um, Todd.

Hey.

So this dumb idiot ate some rope.

Can someone look at it?

The animal is currently under your care.

What? [groans]

Well, does it look okay to you?

I-I think it's acting weird, but also, I don't know.

All the insight required resides within the self.

The kid's care is entwined with your own.

What did you say?

The kid. The baby goat?

Your care is entwined with his.

Well, this is me caring for it.

[groans] Look, it ate a bunch of rope,

and part of me thinks

that that might even be fine for goats,

but I don't know because you people took my phone.

So I'm just going off of stuff I remember from cartoons,

and that's a huge problem.

Because it is one thing if I stab this goat later,

but there's no fucking way

it's dying while I'm supposed to be watching it.

So someone is going to make sure this goat is okay.

Right now.

Plea--

Are you kidding?

I'm gonna take it up with her.

Lottie.

Uh, my Self Care

ends right here, right now, okay?

I don't give a shit what the big lesson is gonna be.

[sniffles]

I'm not gonna kill this fucking goat.

Okay? Fuck you.

You don't have to kill the goat.

[crying] Wait. Really?

-I really don't? -Really.

Oh, Bruce. [sobs]

[Lottie] I find it gives a person clarity

to have to care for something so innocent.

I'm not crying about the goat. [sniffles]

I don't really know, um, what's happening right now.

Um, I think it's just that I've always kept my daughter,

you know, Callie, like, at arm's length.

I think just out of fear that she would...

die, I guess.

Or maybe that she was never even real to begin with.

I don't know. I try to tell myself

it's okay.

That I'm safe to...

...to think of her as-as mine,

you know, and to just be her mom.

But I think something is broken, Lottie.

I just can't do it.

[sighs]

[Lisa] Please get in this time.

What if I need to unlock it?

You won't, because there is no lock.

Look, it's super safe.

No catch, I promise.

Truly, no one cares that you are in the tank

or here at all.

[door closes]

[clears throat]

[exhales]

[Misty] Hello?

[humming]

[gasping]

[humming]

-[dolphins chitter] -[squawks]

[Walter] Misty Quigley.

chiming music

Kick off your shoes, I've got a tune for ya

Bathe in the sound and sit right down

Shake off your blues, I'll set the mood for ya

Lights out

Now sit right down

Let your troubles melt away

And you'll be sitting pretty in the moonlight gaze

We'll tumble through the tulips

And dance on the graves

Of any motherfucker who gets in your way

[vocalizing]

Sit right down

Sit right down, sit right down

[Caligula] Plant it, cookie.

Caligula...

That was amazing.

-I know. -[chuckles]

Talk to me, Misty. What's going on?

Caligula, when people look at me,

do they just see someone desperate for love?

Just some murderer?

When you look at yourself...

what do you see?

-I don't know. -Oh, come on, try again.

The truth is all around you. You refuse to see it.

You're looking at the floor when you should look at the magic.

How much do we all count on you?

How many times did you get the ball over the goal line?

Take it from a bird named after a Roman emperor

who was also unjustly accused of heinous acts.

You are not a murderer, Misty!

You're a closer.

[phone ringing]

-Walter? -Misty.

I-I, I just want to say...

[beeping]

[vocalizing]

[tranquil jazz music playing]

[inhales]

Thank you, Caligula. [chuckles softly]

[music ends]

[breathing deeply]

[softly] Okay.

[rotary dial spinning]

[exhales]

[Walter on recording] Didn't get me. But nice try.

-[tone sounds] -Hi. [chuckles]

Hi. I'm sorry if you've been texting me.

Um, my friends and I decided to, like,

unplug for a little girls' weekend, um,

but I wanted to call you

to say that you were right about the thing.

And, um, well, as a woman,

when it comes to trust, well, I--

It can be hard for me to take that leap with someone.

Um, but I'm growing

and, uh, and-and... [exhales]

I... I'm sorry.

I should never have pushed you away like that.

And-and I miss you.

And your grandmother sounds really cool.

Uh, so... Okay.

I'm gonna hang up. Oh, no, you hang up first.

No, you hang up first. No, you hang up.

[laughing]

Okay. Okay. All right. Bye.

[exhausted panting]

[moaning]

Okay.

Crystal.

Crystal?

Kristen. Kristen? Where are you?

Where are you?

[panting]

[grunting] Where are you?

[panting]

[shivering] Oh.

Where...

[crying] I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Oh, I'm sorry.

[hyperventilating]

I tried.

soaring, suspenseful music

Ben, Ben, stop. You're too close to the edge.

I mean...

Coach Scott?

I'm not gonna keep losing everything.

[Misty] Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

No, Ben. Hey, stop. Don't you dare.

Misty...

Yeah.

Could you just push me off?

[inhales sharply]

No.

How could you even say that to me?

Look, Ben, we need your strength.

I mean, people are dying all around us,

and life is so precious, okay?

You can't just throw yours away.

No, Ben. Stop. Look,

if you kill yourself right now,

-we will eat you. -[scoffs]

I don't care.

I will savor every moment of it,

e-especially

your high-calorie butt meat. Okay? We will--

I don't fucking care, Misty.

But when the rest of us get saved,

I will tell the whole world of our love story.

Every last bit of it. I will... I'll tell them even worse, too.

And I'll-I'll tell your parents

that you were the one who impregnated Shauna,

and that you-you tried to impregnate all of us.

Are you listening to me, Ben?

Okay, I will tell the whole world that you're gay!

Do it.

Tell them.

[crying] Wait, wait! Wait, wait.

Please.

Please, please.

I tried so hard, I swear to God.

I tried so hard to keep the baby alive.

I really did.

I am sorry.

Please, Ben, don't do it.

Please.

[sobbing]

Please.

P-Please, Ben.

I can't have another death on my hands.

quiet, gentle music

[Van] I don't see how marrying that rock's gonna solve

any of your problems. [chuckles softly]

[Taissa laughs]

Shouldn't you be wandering the woods

doing woo-woo shit like the rest of us?

[Van] Well, I chose

"Forage" from Lottie's weird chore chart,

and so I went to my truck and did exactly that.

[Taissa laughs] Nice.

Thank you.

Perfect.

Ah, this is nice.

Cheers.

[Van chuckles softly]

[Taissa] Mmm. [laughs]

I just can't believe I'm back here again.

Making offerings to the dirt.

Something like that.

rising, intense music

-Wait. Shit. -No, sorry.

-I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. -[muttering]

-Oh, I didn't... -Oh, Van, I am so sorry.

Of course I have thought about it, but I...

It's just gonna be a long road before we...

Well, before I can...

I can't wait for you, Tai. [chuckling]

[Taissa] I would never ask you to.

No, I literally...

I don't have that kind of time.

I have cancer.

-What do you mean? -[chuckles softly]

What's the situation?

Uh... Well, you know, like when

someone says they have cancer, and then they say,

"But it's the best kind of cancer to have,"

or...

"They caught it really early."

This isn't one of those times.

Van, what are you telling me?

I have...

-...months. -[scoffs]

[sobs]

Months?

What? Jesus fucking Christ, Van.

You're just deciding to tell me now?

[laughs] What are you talking about?

You showed up on my door.

I wasn't going to tell you at all.

Why the fuck not?

Because we don't know each other.

What would you have done if I'd contacted you

out of the blue?

Send me flowers through your office,

or message me on fucking Facebook?

I don't know. But...

Van...

Oh, see? I don't want to have to see this face.

[Misty] Van! Tai!

Come on.

Act fucking normal.

What? Van, wait.

Even more of them are here now.

Shauna, Van, Taissa.

This is proof of what I told you.

That this "It" is sending your old friends to you.

[Lottie] Well, not just to me, but to each other.

This is what it wants-- us to be together.

For what purpose?

Uh, well, them being here...

I feel it in my body.

It's like, it's like something...

that's deep and primal.

I haven't felt that in years, and it feels...

...wonderful.

[chuckles softly]

And yet I also feel fucking terrified.

Charlotte, when does self-repression serve us?

Weren't you just saying as much to one of these old friends?

It could be that this reunion

strikes a primal chord with you because in the past,

when you were with these other women, you were free.

You were your truest, most authentic self.

What is standing in the way of you embracing that again?

We hurt each other.

People died.

Tell me, is there anything of value in this life

that doesn't come with risk?

Or loss?

-Or consequence? -What?

Are you saying what I think you're saying?

You tell me.

Does a hunt that has no violence feed anyone?

-[knock at door] -[Lisa] Charlotte?

women vocalizing eerily

Charlotte, are you in there?

intense, haunting music

[exhales]

and talk about what we learned.

I hope you all got something unexpected out of today.

I mean, I know we're not the types of people

to just buy into bullshit--

and this place definitely has some bullshit,

I won't deny that--

but I just think it's more about discovery

and finding something within yourself

that you never really knew was there.

You know? Uh...

Okay, so, who wants to get started?

eerie vocalizing

Shauna?

Mm, to be honest, I've kind of already gotten started.

[chuckles softly]

[Natalie] Where did that come from?

-From Van. -Oh, you narc.

I usually don't like tequila, but this is pretty good.

You guys, the whole point of your therapies was

so you would get comfortable with...

-[Shauna] Oh, Nat. -...and be more present.

[Shauna] I... Come on.

Natalie Scatorccio is telling us to not fuck around?

Like... come on.

Let's just... let's just hang out a bit.

Like, just for a minute. I learned a lot.

Okay. Fine. [exhales]

No.

Geez.

I lost my goat, but I found him again.

["Free" by Florence + the Machine playing]

Just lightly sedated

The feeling comes so fast

And I cannot control it

I'm on fire

But I'm trying not to show it

As it picks me up, puts me down...

[indistinct chatter]

I think you should all go home.

Picks me up, puts me down...

-What? -No.

-We just got here. -Lottie...

come sit with us.

Think about it like group therapy,

except not bullshit 'cause there's booze.

[Taissa chuckles]

No, I can't. I...

[Natalie] Come on, Lottie.

We're all here.

Wh-- [scoffs]

Never got me very far...

I think it might be time for you to stop resisting.

I said okay

But let's discuss this at the hospital...

Okay.

[indistinct chatter]

Picks me up

- Puts me down -[indistinct chatter]

Picks me up, puts me down

Picks me up, puts me down

But I hear the music

I feel the beat

And for a moment, when I'm dancing

I am free

I hear the music

I feel the beat

And for a moment

When I'm dancing

I am free

[Natalie] Okay, Misty, what's up with that guy?

Is that your boyfriend?

[Misty laughs] Oh, we don't have to talk about that.

Well, I mean, okay. He's, um...

-His name is Walter. -Mm.

We met online, so, you know, it's pretty new.

So we haven't totally defined the relationship yet,

um, but, you know, when you know, you know.

Does he know?

Well, I'm happy for you, Misty.

-[Misty] Thank you. -What does, uh, what does he do?

Oh, he doesn't have a job-job.

He's dedicated to his passionate pursuit of knowledge.

Nice. So, where does he go to prison?

[laughter]

-Nat slept with Kevyn Tan. -[Shauna] I knew that one.

I want new gossip.

Really? The Goth? How did... What?

Why? What was that like?

Well, he wasn't Goth when we fucked.

[soft laughter]

Ask Misty. She watched.

But that is not true. I did not watch those parts.

-Was she watching some parts? -[Misty] Oh. Oh, okay.

[chuckling] Um, do... So that first summer,

do you guys remember when we were...

Whoa, whoa, whoa. "That first summer"? [chuckles]

What, do you want to casually reminisce

about our time in fucking oblivion?

[Misty] No, you don't know what I was going to ask.

How about we never find out?

You know what, Misty? Maybe just later.

Okay.

[Natalie] Actually, I have a kind of weird question,

but I've been thinking about it a lot lately.

How much...

do you guys remember?

[Sneaker Pimps' "6 Underground" playing]

Too strung up to sleep...

[Natalie] I'm... It's just... I remember.

It's just, um...

-some things are hazier than... -[Taissa] Yeah.

Like they've just been stuffed somewhere, deep down.

[Lottie] Well, that's a familiar cognitive response.

In an ecstatic state,

the human body can't hold memory that well.

[Shauna] Well, if I'm, uh,

repressing things I don't know about,

I am very okay with never figuring it out.

[Lottie] Yeah, that's fair, but...

they always end up manifesting in some way, don't they?

I mean, compulsive behavior, addiction, disease...

Cutting your own bangs.

Yes, Lottie, I know we're all

deeply familiar with the terrible parts.

[chuckles] Thank you, Lottie.

-[sets glass on table] -Mm.

Hey. So, I know a specialist at Johns Hopkins...

[groans]

[Live's "Lightning Crashes" playing]

Oh, my God.

[mouth full] Oh, my God.

You guys, I love this song.

Misty.

Yeah. You.

Come on.

Madam...

[quietly] Come on.

Please?

Lightning crashes, a new mother cries...

song continues playing

[Misty humming]

[Shauna] Why are you singing that?

Where did you hear that song?

The angel opens her eyes...

[soft laughter]

[Misty] I don't know. I...

Uh, I think that Crystal was singing it.

[grunts]

Oh, my God, you guys, is it snowing?

-It is! -[gasps]

-Oh. Oh, shit. -It's snowing.

-It's snowing...! -It's snowing!

You killed my fucking baby!

Shauna, stop! Misty did everything she could.

No, shut up! You all fucking ate my baby!

I saw you! You were covered in blood!

Shauna, stop it! You're acting insane.

Ow! God! She fucking bit me!

[breathing heavily]

- -[whooping]

-[grunts] -[panting]

Travis, take Javi to the bedroom.

[Van] Lott?

[Lottie] Shauna...

I know there's a lot of pain right now,

but let it out.

Shauna, we need you. Let it out.

- Lightning crashes -[grunts]

A new mother cries

[groaning]

[grunting loudly]

This moment she's been waiting for

[grunting]

The angel opens her eyes

Pale blue colored iris

Presents the circle

Puts the glory out to hide, hide

Oh, now I feel it

Comin' back again

Like a rollin' thunder

Chasing the wind

Forces pullin' from the center

Of the Earth again

I can feel it

- I can feel it - Oh, oh, oh

- I can feel it - Oh, oh, oh

[exhausted panting]

Lottie.

Lottie.

[snorts]

[chokes]

[labored breathing]

[grunts softly]

What the fuck?

-Towels. Get... -[overlapping chatter]

[panting]

eerie music

Uh, sorry to interrupt.

Uh, there's an urgent call for one of your guests.

For who?

-[Todd] Uh, Shauna. -Shauna?

[Todd] It's your husband.

[breathes deeply]

Is Callie okay?

[Jeff over phone] Shauna. Hey.

Do you, um, recall

that missing man from your recent auto collision?

Well, I have some difficult news.

Uh, he's dead, and, um,

the authorities...

believe that they have found his r-r...

remains, uh,

buried at Hacklebarney State Park.

[panting]

"Dream Girl Evil" by Florence + the Machine

Am I your dream girl?

You think of me in bed