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♫ For you, I spent half a year's savings to sail across the ocean to see you ♫

♫ For this meeting, I even have to repeatedly practice my breathing ♫

♫ I've never been able to express a fraction of my innumerable affection in words ♫

♫ For this regret, I ponder endlessly in the night, unwilling to fall asleep ♫

♫ Memories are always accumulating slowly ♫

♫ I'm unable to erase them from my heart ♫

♫ For your promise, in the most desperate and hopeless moment ♫

♫ I endured all and refused to cry ♫

♫ Unfamiliar city... ♫

♫ In a familiar corner... ♫

♫ We've comforted each other before, and have embraced and sighed together before ♫

♫ Without regard for what the outcome will be for us ♫

♫ In a sandstorm-filled sky, I looked at you as you depart to a place far away ♫

♫ I was actually too sad to maintain my self-decorum ♫

♫ How I wish I could see my love off for thousands of miles, till the end of the world ♫

♫ To forever be mutually dependent on each other ♫

[Across the Ocean to See You]

- Episode 31 -

I already said that

this is my private matter. You should understand that

your investigation of me

is invading my personal privacy.

I'm really sorry.

However, if it was not so significant to Zheng Chu,

I would have absolutely no interest in your private life.

But because Zheng Chu is already involved,

it is no longer just your own private matter.

It won't involve Zheng Chu.

Are you sure?

Then can you swear in front of me that you will never have any relationship with him?

Director Zheng,

why do I have to swear to you?

I think

it's late.

I'm also tired.

I think you should go back

and get some beauty sleep.

This seems to be my home.

You're the guest.

Don't worry.

I will definitely leave. And

I won't be together with Zheng Chu.

Sorry for my rudeness earlier.

However, I hope you understand that

certain things are like pulling on one string of hair and having it affect the whole body.

Once you do it, you can't turn back.

You have to think it through carefully yourself.

So beautiful.

It's beautiful, right?

How is it?

What feeling do you have now?

What feeling?

Standing on this land here,

with the waterfalls in front of you,

all your worries are now gone.

It would be nice if only we could just stay here.

There would be no need to face the frustration and turmoil outside.

But...

people live their lives to confront those things.

If you want to live freely,

you can only do that after you die.

After I die, I want the person I love

to spread my ashes on that Snowy Mountain.

What nonsense are you saying?

A girl with your personality

will definitely live to become an old grandma.

Then if I'm an old grandma, you're an old grandpa.

- Me? \N - Grandpa Tang.

- Old Grandma! \N - Old Grandpa!

Let's go.

Come.

Grandpa, come and get me!

Actually, you are pretty good.

After walking for this long,

you haven't taken any break yet.

Could it be that in your heart, I am just a fragile,

pale nerd?

Wrong!

You're fragile but you're not pale.

Hey, are you mocking me?

As a man, I'm here

hiking up the mountain while huffing and puffing, while you

have no problem at all.

That is because I grew up in Lijiang.

Hiking has already become a habit.

This path

is considered a pretty easy one for hiking.

After all, this was man-made.

The path I hiked on when I was younger was much harder.

Basically you have to use both your hands and feet in order to get there.

Oh right, let's take that path then.

- Are you sure? \N- Taking the path that everyone else goes on

has no meaning. Xiaoqiu,

I want to look for your memories, okay?

Okay.

Let's go!

May I ask whom you are looking for?

Shanshan!

I just knew that you would come back!

Did you come home to celebrate the New Year? How long are you staying?

Come, come! Have a seat.

I'll cook your favorite fiddlehead ferns.

No need to busy yourself over nothing.

Come back.

Where are Yan Xiaoqiu and Tang Ming? Where did they go?

Do you also know Doctor Tang?

They went to Yulong Snowy Mountain.

Yulong Snowy Mountain?

Hey! Shanshan!

Since you've come back, stay a little longer.

Keep me...

Keep me company and chat for a while, okay?

Sit for a while.

Okay.

Then I'll stay and chat with you.

Okay. Sit here.

Sit down. Hey, sit down.

Hey, I'll get you something.

This item is something

that I take out and look at everyday.

Here, Shanshan.

Look.

Do you like it?

This photo was taken

when you guys went to the amusement park

on your way back. Do you still remember?

I remember.

Of course, I remember.

That was the first time I went to an amusement park.

Yan Xiaoqiu and I even went boating.

We had a lot fun.

However, what about after we came back?

After we came back, you had a big argument with my mom.

You asked her for money, but she wouldn't give it.

You were beating her mercilessly in front of me and Yan Xiaoqiu.

Do you want me to continue reminiscing?

My memory is really good.

Shanshan,

I don't expect you to forgive me,

but I'm begging you

not to hold grudges against me, okay?

I'm old.

Old?

If you're old, then you should understand even better

that if a child wasn't taught well, it's the fault of the father.

Your precious daughter, Yan Xiaoqiu,

is now taking my boyfriend

to have fun at the Snowy Mountain.

As her father, shouldn't you do something about it?

Doctor Tang?

- Is your boyfriend? \N - Stop acting.

Weren't you the one who told her to do it?

- Also! \N - I–

If you acted without caring about the consequences before,

why would you keep this family photo?

Does it make you seem affectionate and loyal?

- Shanshan. \N - Let me tell you this.

This home ceased to be mine ever since the day Mom left with me.

If you ask me,

- it's better not to see things that would irritate you.\N- Shanshan, don't tear it!

I don't think about you,

and you should stop thinking about me as well.

I should suffer the consequence of my own misdeed.

I should suffer the consequence of my own misdeed.

- Was it tasty? \N- Sister, the amusement park is so much fun. I want to go again next time.

As long as you stay good, didn't Dad say he'll take us to the amusement park again?

Then, Sister, if I want to go on the ride of the big plane next time, that big plane...

Are you all right, Shanshan?

- Shanshan! \N - Are you hurt?

Shanshan, what's wrong with you?

- What's wrong? \N - How many times have I told you to walk carefully?

You kept skipping and hopping around! Don't you have a brain?

Are you all right?

If you need an outlet for your frustration, vent it on me. Don't do it to the kids. You only know about gambling everyday.

Were you ever concerned about your children's welfare?

What? Didn't we agree that

once we returned from the amusement park, you would give me the money. How can you go back on your words now?

You all forced it on me. You can't blame me.

Careful.

So this is the place you often visit ever since you were a kid?

Yes.

When I buried myself with the classes for the International Mathematical Olympiad

and weiqi (a type of chess),

I didn't know that you were enjoying in Lijiang a life so splendid

and exciting.

But there is one point that I share in common with you.

It's that I don't like to walk paths taken by other people.

- Didn't you reject the job your father set up for you? \N- I did, too.

When I was younger, whenever I went out, my dad would tell me

"Xiaoqiu, that road is especially dangerous. You must not take that path."

The more he talked about how dangerous the path was, the more I wanted to go that way.

That's why, as they say, you know the person by face but not his real heart (character).

Why don't your words sound like a compliment?

However, it really is like what you said.

I may look fragile, but I'm actually quite daring.

My younger sister is different from me.

Hey, you hit me!

Tang Ming! Tang Ming!

Tang Ming!

Don't come here! I'm too heavy!

Don't move!

Tang Ming! Don't move!

Trust me! I will pull you up here for sure.

Give me your hand! Hurry and give it to me!

Hold onto me! Trust me! I will definitely pull you up.

Xiaoqiu, let go of your hand.

- I won't. \N- Let go.

- You won't be able to pull me up. \N- I won't let go.

Xiaoqiu, please.

Let go of your hand.

Tang Ming, let me rest a little.

I will pull you up soon. Just let me rest a little.

Just let me rest and it'll be okay. Trust me.

When I'm rested, I'll be able to pull you up.

Trust me.

Hey! There is someone there in danger. Come over here to help!

Hurry up! Hurry up! There!

Hey!

Help us!

- Get the ropes!\N- Xiaoqiu...

Hurry! Hurry and prepare to save him! Hurry up!

It's going to be fine.

There! Hurry!

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- Are you sure? \N - Of course.

I already told you that I'm fine.

Okay, we don't have to go to the hospital, but I'm a doctor.

Let me take a look.

It's really okay. You don't have to look.

Xiaoqiu, what exactly were you thinking?

When we were in danger on the mountain earlier, I told you to let go but you didn't listen.

You really think that you are invincible, is that it?

I was the one who brought you to the mountain. I have to take responsibility for your safety.

Xiaoqiu, don't be like this in the future.

I don't wish for you get hurt because of someone else, including myself.

In the future, if you encounter danger, you have to protect yourself first. Do you hear me?

Okay.

Okay, then get some rest early. I'll get going first.

Okay.

But if one cannot even protect

the person important to you, what's the point of living?

♫ For you, I spent half a year's savings to sail across the ocean to see you ♫

♫ For this meeting, I even have to repeatedly practice my breathing ♫

♫ I've never been able to express a fraction of my innumerable affection in words ♫

- Hey. \N♫ For this regret, I ponder endlessly in the night, ♫

Wow, they are making it so lively. Do they really like it for real or are they just pretending?

- Although these fans were just hired by us,\N♫ Memories are always accumulating slowly ♫

Aren't they getting to into their role too much?

I think it may be because they really got moved by Guoguo's voice.

A passerby is converted to a fan. Good thing.

♫ Unfamiliar city... ♫

Not bad. We are going to succeed. \N ♫ In a familiar corner... ♫

Hey! Say, can Guoguo

release a new album again?

Yes, but no.

- Ah? \N - There was an old saying that is really on point.

Hurry to eat hot tofu.

What does that mean?

You won't be able to swallow down hot tofu if you are impatient, understand?

This is my plan. We'll have Guoguo use this method first

to do some revivals of old songs and expand the music genre she can perform.

- And then, when the time comes-- \N- Tang Guoguo!

What new singing style? What the heck is this? Am I right?

That's right? What are you singing?

- Don't. Don't. Let me.\N- What the heck is that?

Sorry, everyone. Everyone, please calm down. Let me say a few words.

I can understand very much what you all are feeling right now.

You probably can't accept Guoguo's new method of singing right away, right?

But I have to say, our Guoguo is a very professional singer.

She has always been looking for a breakthrough and hope that she can change to a new style.

Not just repeatedly singing those old-fashioned love songs.

So we hope that everyone can give us lots of support!

- Give us more time!\N- Good! Guoguo!

- Thank you, everyone! Thank you, everyone!\N- Her voice has already changed and she still dares to sing in public?

Trying to fool us? Get out of show business!

Get out of show business!

Tang Guoguo, get out of showbiz!

What are you guys doing?

Stop it!

Get out!

- Hurry! Hurry! Close the curtain!\N- Su Chang, are you all right?

- Are you all right? \N- I'm fine.

These kinds of minor things for me are just child's play.

Guoguo, don't take this to heart.

We have come through serious crises before. This is no big deal.

Oh, right! Tony,

it's all because you held me back earlier. If you didn't,

watch as I beat those mobs to a pulp.

I really find it so weird.

How did a nice fan meeting event get infiltrated by anti-fans?

Do we even need to ask? Someone set it up.

Or else, why would there be banners and eggs?

Ye Lisa.

This bitch.

Isn't she afraid that I'll return to the music business? I will fight my way back no matter what.

Guoguo, it's right to think that way.

She only did this because she's scared of you!

We will then definitely make our mark with our singing.

We will be like...

Salmons, that's right!

They swim upstream and become more determined with each obstacle.

Correct. Swimming against the current, and be more determined with each obstacle.

- What kind of fish?\N- Salmon.

- What kind of fish is a salmon?\N- During egg-laying season, they will swim along the stream...

This... This isn't important.

What's important is that we are going to swim upstream

and become more determined with each obstacle.

I'm so angry.

[The One Studio]

What are you writing?

A love letter?

Let me see.

"Dear beloved Guoguo,

I'm a young fan of yours..."

What are you doing? This... Are you pretending to be Guoguo's fan and writing a letter to her?

No, it's not just me writing this.

I mobilized all my friends to write, too.

They have to look different and varied.

It's fine to write several dozens,

but to write hundreds of them,

it won't be easy to fool her anymore.

Su Chang.

Tony, what are you doing?

Stop staring at me with your loving and tender gaze,

okay? I can't take it.

What are you thinking? Go, go, go.

Go away.

With your little brain, can you do a high IQ task like this?

Guoguo's fan base needs to be westernized.

Do you understand? Look at what you're writing.

- Westernized, understand?\N- Then how do they do that?

"Dear Guoguo."

Look.

How... How do you spell "dear"?

I don't know either.

Useless.

Let's make it more local.

"Dear beloved Guoguo,

I am a young fan of yours..."

What are you looking at? Are these two fans a twin?

[Tian Yu Liu Fang]\N(Note: Renowned memorial archway with the writing meaning "Let the rain bless the world" which also means "Study hard" in the local tribal language)

♫ There are ten thousand possibilities ♫

♫ That exist in the subconscious ♫

♫ Deviating from the initial setting ♫

♫ There’re another ten thousand opportunities ♫

♫ An enthusiastic skeptic ♫

♫ Yields a sudden outburst of love ♫

♫ On an emotional edge, ♫

♫ Unaware of illusion ♫

♫ Thoroughly out of control, ♫

♫ what should be done? ♫

♫ All senses of direction ♫

♫ Have completely failed ♫

♫ Aware that the universe of my body ♫

♫ Is about to explode ♫

♫ Forever, there's only one destination for ♫

♫ you and me ♫

(What are you doing?)

♫ The most important sense is ♫

♫ Do not turn around before leaving ♫

♫ However great the impulse ♫

♫ Go wild and don't restrain it ♫

♫ Surrender now ♫

♫ To the stubborn heart that wouldn't change ♫

♫ Give up the treatment ♫\N♫ You, that person who will not compromise ♫

♫ On an emotional edge, ♫

♫ unaware of illusion ♫

♫ Thoroughly out of control, ♫

♫ what should be done? ♫

♫ All sense of direction ♫\N♫ Has completely failed ♫

♫ Aware the universe of my body is about to explode ♫

♫ Forever, there's only one ♫\N♫ Destination for ♫

♫ you and me ♫

- Did you eat here before?\N- Yes.

- Do you want to have a picture together here?\N- Okay.

Oh.

Why did my dad call me so many times?

I didn't even hear them.

Did something happen?

- Let's hurry home then.\N- Okay.

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Dad! Are you okay, Dad?

Why did you call me so many times?

Oh, you guys came back.

Tang Ming, you must be tired.

Go back to your room and rest.

Xiaoqiu, come with me. I have to talk to you about something.

[Shanshan]

Your house is quite lively.

Even Brother Tang Ming is there.

My good sister, do you not plan on inviting me as a guest as well?

Oh, that's not right.

It should be to "come home."

Xiaoqiu, whose call was it?

Never mind.

Dad, I still have some matters. I'm going to go out for a little bit.

If you have anything to say, let's talk about it after I come back.

Hello, Shanshan?

Shanshan, when did you come back?

Is Mount Yulong fun?

When you are tired, I can support you.

When you are tired, I'll prop you up.

When you think about it, it's nice. Oh, right.

You two even stayed overnight on the Snowy Mountain.

The night scenery on top of the mountain must be even more beautiful.

Shanshan, don't misunderstand. There's nothing going on between me and Tang Ming.

I didn't know he would come to look for me.

Perhaps, he didn't even come to see me.

Maybe he came here for vacation.

Vacation? He didn't come looking for you, but he has your house address, right?

- That's because– \N - Do you also want to say that you two stayed in two separate rooms at the hotel?

Even if you guys stayed in one room and nothing happened,

it was so pure.

You were just covered under the same blanket and chatted about the future, is that it?

Yan Xiaoqiu, do you know what Mother was most worried about before she left?

She was most worried that you wouldn't be able to learn any good skills by following that father of yours.

Shanshan, don't talk about Dad that way.

Why can't I say that?

When he was younger, wasn't he an expert at favoring the rich and disdaining the poor?

Oh, right. There's also gambling.

When Mom wouldn't let him gamble, he would yell at and beat her.

In the end, he even fooled around with some messed up women outside.

- I don't even want to talk about him anymore.\N- He didn't do such things!

Shanshan, you're too much.

First of all, there's nothing going on between me and Tang Ming.

Even if there is something, so what?

It's fine if you won't acknowledge me as your sister,

but I, Yan Xiaoqiu, ever since I was young,

never did anything that wronged you!

Okay, you said Tang Ming is your man.

Then does he admit it?

It doesn't look like it based on what I see.

At least during the time I was with him,

he never brought you up.

Yan Xiaoqiu, what do you mean by saying that?

If you like Tang Ming,

then you go after him yourself.

Don't waste your time on me.

So you are going to fight over a man with me.

About whom Tang Ming likes and dislikes,

that's his own business.

Aren't you afraid that I'll go home and raise a ruckus?

That's also your home.

You're welcome to come home anytime.

Here, have some more.

- The tea tastes pretty good. \N - Are you used to it?

- Yes.\N- Good.

I'm afraid that people from your place

- won't like this tea.\N- Dad, I'm home.

Ah, you're back.

Xiaoqiu, where did you go this late?

Oh, I have a friend who was looking for me so I went out for a little bit.

Doctor Tang,

after drinking tea, I feel that my stomach is quite empty.

Xiaoqiu happened to just come back home. I'm also hungry.

May I trouble you to buy some food from that little shop at the street intersection around the block.

Okay, no problem, Uncle. I'll go to buy some then.

Have to trouble you then.

Dad, I'm not hungry. I'll go upstairs to rest first.

Was it Shanshan who looked for you?

Yes.

Then...

does Doctor Tang know that you two are sisters?

He probably doesn't know. He hasn't asked.

Oh, it's good that he doesn't know. It's good that he doesn't know.

Hey, Xiaoqiu. There's something that I...

I don't know how to ask it of you.

Dad, if you have something to say, just tell me directly.

Xiaoqiu, you... Ever since you were young,

I just knew that you were a child with maturity and understanding.

As the older sister, you always yielded to your younger sister. See if you can...

Doctor Tang...

can you also give him up for Shanshan? Can you?

Xiaoqiu, you must not misunderstand.

That's not what I meant.

You and Shanshan are both important in my heart. It's just that I feel

Shanshan left this home for too long.

I owe her too much.

Dad, you're the one who owes her, not I.

What you said is true.

I'm the one who owes her.

Dad,

I'm sorry. That's not what I meant earlier.

I don't blame you.

What you said is right.

It's all my fault. It's all my fault.

Dad,

Tang Ming is a person, not an object.

If he really likes Shanshan, then I have nothing to say.

Ever since I was young, I obeyed you about anything.

But for Tang Ming, I can't.

I like him.

I won't let go.

What are you doing?

I am offering my apology to Lashi Sea.

Mmm, apology?

Yes.

It was us humans who destroyed her beauty and tranquility.

I hope that all of us

can care for, just like how we care for our own most beloved one,

this natural beauty and this Lashi Sea.

♫ Happy birthday to you ♫

Happy birthday!

Happy 18th birthday!

Hurry.

Good! Good!

Meiling, today is your birthday.

I wish you

good health and everything you want going your way.

As for your work, becoming more prosperous each day.

Brother, I am already the Chairman of Aimei. I still need to become more prosperous?

Do you want others to be running empty on the job?

But as for your wish for my good health, I'm accepting that.

That's right. You must stay healthy.

Here, Xiao Su. You're a pregnant woman, and you go first.

Hey...

Our birthday girl hasn't started yet.

That's right. Today is Auntie's birthday.

How can you be biased?

You brat, what do you know?

Now in our family, the pregnant woman takes the highest priority.

- Meiling, don't be angry from what I said. \N- It's fine.

Here, Xiao Su, have some.

- Have some.\N- Thank you, Auntie.

Thank you, Uncle.

We're all of the same family. No need to stand on ceremony anymore.

Zheng Chu, your mom and I prepared a present for you guys.

Oh, right! The present!

Eat some cake, Xiao Su.

Hey, this ring.

Xiao Su.

Look. We picked this one after extensive search and exhaustive comparison.

You'll definitely like it.

No, no, this is too expensive. I can't accept it.

This...

Xiao Su, this

was selected with particular care by me and your auntie.

We bought it with our retirement pension.

- What? \N- How is it? Do you like it?

Starting from today, you are the daughter-in-law of our Zheng family.

- Right...\N- No. That...

That... just take it for now.

That's right. We're of the same family.

Why are you still being courteous with us? Come. Let me put it on you.

- Auntie, you– \N- Su Mang,

It's easy to put it on, but hard to take it off.

- You won't have to take it off. Xiao Su, put it on.\N- Right. Right.

Oh, my, so beautiful. Wear it. Wear it.

I really can't accept this ring.

- Why?\N- Can't you just take it?

How can I accept it?

- Say something. \N- Just pretend to taking it for now.

How could I pretend? I can't continue lying.

Uncle, Auntie.

Sorry, this matter..

we lied to you.

What?

Zheng Chu and I aren't a couple.

We only have a superior-subordinate relationship.

I am pregnant, but this child isn't Zheng Chu's.

- What? \N- Director Zheng.

Thank you for not exposing me to help me save face.

Sorry.

Hey, Xiao Su! This...

Zheng Chu!

This.. What's going on here?

What act are you playing? Say something.

Say something.

What she said is true. All of this is fake.

Her child also isn't Zheng Chu's.

Meiling, since you knew that their matter was fake,

why did you work with them to lie to us?

What lie?

He had to bring a woman to lie to you guys because you guys forced him to do so.

He wanted me to help him.

As his aunt, can I not help?

Uncle, Auntie.

I'm really sorry. I'll be going first.

You!

She's leaving just like that?

What is it?

Come back here!

Let him go!

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♫ For you, I spent half a year's savings to sail across the ocean to see you ♫

[Shaoxing North Station] \N♫ For this meeting, I even have to repeatedly practice my breathing ♫

♫ I've never been able to express a fraction of my innumerable affection in words ♫

♫ For this regret, I ponder endlessly in the night, unwilling to fall asleep ♫

♫ Memories are always accumulating slowly ♫

- Su Mang! \N♫ I'm unable to erase them from my heart ♫

- Su Mang! \N♫ For your promise, in the most desperate and hopeless moment ♫

♫ I endured all and refused to cry ♫

What are you doing here?

I'm going back with you to Shanghai.

Do you find that this trouble isn't big enough yet? Hurry and go back.

Your parents must feel the worst about this matter.

Go back and apologize properly.

Hey, what are you doing?

Do you think that this is not a big deal?

But for me, do you know that I'm already feeling really guilty?

You're the one who said it'll be no problem. That we'll just pretend to be boyfriend and girlfriend.

But what about now? What's going to happen to the consequences? Who's going to take responsibility?

- I'll take responsibility. \N- How will you take responsibility? What will you do to take responsibility?

- I... \N - What about you? Say it.

I like you. I have liked you for a long time.

♫ In a world that keeps on spinning ♫

♫ How many times do I have to stumble, ♫

You're sick.

- What are you doing? Let go of me! What are you doing?\N ♫ in order to wait till you arrive? ♫

Zheng Chu! Let go of me!

Zheng Chu, don't you think I don't know what's on your mind?

You just don't know how to face your parents, so you are using me as your shield.

If I didn't like you, why would I cook for you?

Why would I accept the burden of the gossip in the company?

Why would I bring a shopping addict like you to meet my parents?

I've done so much for you. Don't ignore my existence.

Don't you have any feeling for me at all?

♫ Should I wait for you? ♫

♫ I don't even dare to ask myself ♫

♫ Afraid that when I can't find an answer, ♫

♫ it'll also happen to rain ♫

♫ You who's always too slow ♫

♫ Or am I too anxious? ♫

♫ Too afraid ♫\N♫ I won't be able to hold you ♫

♫ In a world that keeps on spinning ♫

♫ How many times do I have to stumble, ♫

♫ in order to wait till you arrive? ♫

♫ I said I won't give up ♫

♫ Yet I'm becoming more and more ♫\N♫ Timid ♫

♫ To continue to love you ♫