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[mellow music plays]
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I'll be late.
I have a meeting at Austin's school.
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Okay, see you then.
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-[door opens]
-[Paul grunts]
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[door closes]
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What are you playing at, little girl?
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-What?
-Don't do that.
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-Don't do what?
-Virginia, is this a game to you?
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Is this a game, Mom? No, it's not a game.
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No one here is playing games but you.
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What is it exactly that you want from me?
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I need you to grow the hell up, okay?
Grow up.
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God, I am so mad, I could just...
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Kill me?
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["Devil I Know" by Allie X plays]
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Austin, let's go!
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[Ginny] It's a funny thing to realize
your entire life has been a lie.
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♪ I think I made a big mistake ♪
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♪ You keep messing with my brain... ♪
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[Georgia] The only thing you can trust
in this world
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is that you can't trust anyone.
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Except me.
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I'm always gonna be here for you.
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♪ Every time I take your lead
Feels like a curse... ♪
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Come on, get your jacket.
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♪ Feels even worse ♪
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♪ Baby, you're the devil I know ♪
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♪ I know ♪
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-♪ Baby, you're the devil I know... ♪
-[door closes]
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[Ginny] Trust is a funny thing.
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It's so easily abused.
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[sighs]
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And betrayal leaves a metallic taste.
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♪ Baby, I'm the devil now ♪
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[opening theme music plays, stops]
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I'm really enjoying
having Austin in class,
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but he's behind in a few subjects.
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I know he's moved around a lot,
so that could be part of it.
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He's a smart kid.
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Whatever he doesn't know,
he'll pick up fast.
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It's not just that.
Has he shown any signs of anxiety?
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Of anxiety? [scoffs]
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He's nine.
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I would love to have
the guidance counselor meet with him,
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maybe evaluate him
for a possible 504 Plan.
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No, no,
Austin doesn't need whatever that is.
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He's fine. Look, if he's behind,
we'll study harder at home.
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-I'll make sure of it.
-Ms. Miller, uh...
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-Uh...
-Sorry to interrupt.
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Give it back. Now.
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He said that he took it
from the reflection corner.
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I found it in his backpack.
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She made me sit there forever.
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It was 15 minutes, Zach,
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to reflect on why we don't call people
"bloody booger face."
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Tiffany Griffin is a bloody booger.
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[chuckles]
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[Cynthia sighs] I'm so sorry.
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He's having such a hard time
with everything.
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-I understand.
-[Zach] No, I'm not.
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Don't blame Dad.
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Zach, we do not take
what doesn't belong to us.
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-You're busy, I'm just gonna...
-Oh no. Just... It'll...
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[sighs]
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Thank you. Thank you for this.
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[Zach] What's a 504 Plan?
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[Georgia] Sneaking in?
You really are my kid.
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["I Rly Rly Like U" by Baby Bulldog plays]
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♪ Butterflies in my chest ♪
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♪ Beating on me, beating beating on me... ♪
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[Ginny] Hunter.
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Hey.
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Uh, hey.
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Thank you.
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Yeah, no... No problem.
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[girls laugh]
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Um...
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Was that my arch-nemesis?
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Yeah, it was nothing.
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♪ I really really like you ♪
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♪ Turn around and catch my face ♪
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♪ Cheesin' at you
Cheesin' cheesin' at you ♪
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♪ Laying in my bed... ♪
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Are you okay?
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-What was that about?
-It's nothing. [exhales]
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[laughs]
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What?
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-Are we hanging out later?
-I can't, I have therapy.
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I gotta go. I'll see you later.
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Guys, Sophie looks so happy.
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[laughs] I hate it.
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"Be kind, it's free."
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Yeah, real kind, Sophie,
when you ripped my heart out.
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She kept our pictures up. [sighs]
What do you think that means?
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That she loves you and misses you
and wants to get back together.
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Really?
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No.
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Perfect.
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'Cause I play the evil,
unlovable witch in the musical.
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So, you know,
different from my everyday life.
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[kids talking indistinctly]
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Why do you wear these?
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There's no glass in them.
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You're so weird.
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What? Zach, you're his friend now?
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Shut up.
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Zach?
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[laughs]
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[mellow music plays]
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[sighs]
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[whispers] Something tells me
this is not work-related.
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-Hey. [chuckles]
-Hey.
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You okay?
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Yeah. Just looking at dresses.
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Dresses that are far outside
of our budget. [scoffs]
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Yeah, we should talk about the budget.
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-Yeah, what about it?
-I hate it.
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[Paul] Mm.
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Alas, milady,
I am but a humble civil servant,
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so you... you need to think smaller.
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Think... intimate.
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What about your parents?
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What are they getting us
for a wedding gift?
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Not a wedding,
which is where you're going with this.
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Georgia, we talked about it, okay?
I do not take money from my parents.
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-[sighs]
-I never have, and I'm not starting now.
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Mm-hmm. Who paid for your college again?
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Remind me whose Netflix account we're on.
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Georgia.
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I'm sorry, I'm just saying,
if someone has money
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and they wanna give it to you,
it's none of your business.
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She's right. You only get married once.
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Unless you get married twice
before you're 30, like a tramp.
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[Paul clears throat]
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Is this the draft of the long-term
financial plan that I asked you for, Nick?
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The summary is that Wellsbury
is very expensive.
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-Yeah, we knew that.
-[phone rings]
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Looks like Cynthia was not wrong.
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Most of this budget
is going to the schools.
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What is the school budget?
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$89,000,000.
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[clicking tongue]
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Jesus.
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[upbeat music plays]
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[girl 1] Ooh.
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-[girl 2] Oh, what do you think?
-[girl 1] My God, Jess, I love that one.
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So do we know
who's gonna be in the limo yet?
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Derek said he's getting a Hummer.
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-[girl 2] No way.
-[girl 1] Oh my God.
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-[girl 2] No way.
-I'm so excited!
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That's pretty.
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I love that color.
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-Thanks.
-Are you shopping for prom too?
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Mom.
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[steps approaching]
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Can I pretty, pretty please
get this purse?
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[mouthing] "Mom?"
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[upbeat music ends]
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So last session I heard about
your childhood and what got you here.
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That was like the tip
of the childhood iceberg.
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[inhales] You said you grew up in poverty.
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Did you ever feel like
you weren't taken care of?
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No. No, it wasn't like that.
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Georgia took care of us.
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It's just her methods were questionable.
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I'm sorry, how is any of this
related to my self-harm?
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We wanna keep identifying your triggers.
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Let's talk about
the last time you self-harmed.
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Thanksgiving.
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[therapist] Okay.
And what was going on then?
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Do you remember what you were feeling
at Thanksgiving?
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No.
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I'm sensing that you're angry.
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Oh, are you? That doctorate
really coming through. [sniffles]
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[sharp exhale]
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I'm sorry.
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We have to figure out how we work together
so that I can help you help yourself.
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You're saying I need to trust you.
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Is that a problem for you?
It sounds like it is.
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Mm. Don't I have to?
That's why people come to therapy.
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Why did you come to therapy?
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To get better.
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To not hurt myself.
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[mellow music plays]
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Thank you.
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[therapist] These are tools
I want you to try.
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The rubber band is a distractor.
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When you feel you wanna self-harm,
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snap the rubber band to distract yourself,
get out of that moment.
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And then when you're out of danger,
write your feelings in the notebook.
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And if you really think
you are going to self-harm,
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I want you to call me instead.
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Does that sound doable?
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I need a commitment
that you're going to try.
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Giving them to you does nothing
if you don't use them.
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I'll try the tools.
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[therapist] And, Ginny,
it's good that you're angry.
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You're letting yourself feel.
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Keep watching out for your triggers.
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[upbeat music plays]
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[Ginny] I can't see.
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[Georgia]
You can't see? Well, that's silly.
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Okay.
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Now, do you trust me? Okay.
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-[alarm blaring]
-[chuckles]
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I'm sorry, my daughter
must have grabbed this.
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-I didn't notice.
-Yeah.
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No problem.
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[cutlery tinkling]
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Did you know that Edith Wharton's home
is available for weddings?
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The Mount.
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Isn't that romantic?
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I... I didn't take you
for an Edith Wharton fan.
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A bunch of the Neighborhood Club women
have been to weddings there.
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-They were talking about it.
-I see.
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Hey, by the way, I'm sorry you didn't
get into the Neighborhood Club.
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-I know you really wanted it.
-It's not over till it's over.
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I do not want to know what that means.
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Hey. [sighs]
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-[plates clattering]
-What about a barn?
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-A barn?
-Yeah, like a charming, rustic barn.
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-Like a barn, like pigs?
-[Paul] No, not pigs. Okay, no.
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My friend and his wife,
they... they found this barn in Maine,
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and they got married there,
and it was... it was beautiful.
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-I like pigs.
-You do your homework, you.
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I don't wanna get called in
for any more "talks."
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-[Georgia exhales]
-[door opens, closes]
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-What's this?
-It's for Austin.
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[Georgia] Oh.
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["No Negotiations" by Anna Sofia plays]
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Whoa, awesome!
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Paul, are you bribing this boy?
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What? No, I didn't get him that.
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♪ They're wishin' that I was for free
But they better beg... ♪
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[Austin] I love this game.
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♪ I'm tryna walk out the back
'Cause the front door is crowded ♪
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♪ And get in the back seat
And make sure my dollars are counted ♪
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[door opens]
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Oh, hi, Mom. Come on in.
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You went into my purse?
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You used Austin's name.
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I figured he might as well
get something out of it.
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I did that out of necessity.
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You like it here? You like this house?
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'Cause we almost lost it all.
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But why do you still have it?
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My credit score is a 315.
How'd you figure that?
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[breathes heavily]
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You think you are so clever,
but you are playing with fire.
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I'm not scared of you.
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Scared of me?
252
00:12:49,226 --> 00:12:52,271
I'm scared of you. You can't be trusted.
253
00:12:54,982 --> 00:12:56,108
[door closes]
254
00:12:57,568 --> 00:12:58,652
[heavy exhale]
255
00:12:58,736 --> 00:13:00,738
[tense music plays]
256
00:13:17,671 --> 00:13:20,174
-What was that about?
-What'd you hear?
257
00:13:21,717 --> 00:13:24,428
Nothing. Just heard the door slam.
You guys fighting?
258
00:13:25,137 --> 00:13:26,180
No, it's nothing.
259
00:13:27,807 --> 00:13:28,682
Okay.
260
00:13:30,976 --> 00:13:33,729
-There's a lot of nothing going on.
-What's that supposed to mean?
261
00:13:34,438 --> 00:13:35,272
It's...
262
00:13:36,982 --> 00:13:38,526
It's just getting hard to pretend...
263
00:13:38,609 --> 00:13:40,861
[exhales] ...that something's not
going on with you.
264
00:13:42,571 --> 00:13:43,405
Oh.
265
00:13:44,323 --> 00:13:46,408
It's hard for you, is it?
266
00:13:47,451 --> 00:13:50,955
[chuckles] Well, if I'm so hard,
why don't you just leave?
267
00:13:51,038 --> 00:13:53,332
-What are you doing?
-I'm not doing anything, Marcus.
268
00:13:53,415 --> 00:13:55,209
You keep coming here
and getting up in my shit,
269
00:13:55,292 --> 00:13:56,919
and honestly, it's annoying.
270
00:13:59,171 --> 00:14:00,464
Yeah, I'm not doing this.
271
00:14:01,298 --> 00:14:02,591
["DCMO" by Lu Kala plays]
272
00:14:02,675 --> 00:14:06,178
♪ But I, lie when I say
That I don't care what you think ♪
273
00:14:06,262 --> 00:14:09,014
♪ Can't you see that I'm the best thing ♪
274
00:14:09,098 --> 00:14:11,433
[vocalizing]
275
00:14:11,517 --> 00:14:14,186
♪ Don't count me
Don't count me ♪
276
00:14:14,270 --> 00:14:16,730
-♪ Don't count me ♪
-♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪
277
00:14:18,482 --> 00:14:19,358
♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪
278
00:14:19,441 --> 00:14:21,652
♪ The best thing ♪
279
00:14:22,403 --> 00:14:23,529
♪ No ♪
280
00:14:23,612 --> 00:14:25,656
-♪ Don't count me, don't count me ♪
-♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪
281
00:14:25,739 --> 00:14:27,449
♪ Yeah, don't count me ♪
282
00:14:29,076 --> 00:14:31,537
License for a pickleball court.
Wanted to hand-deliver it.
283
00:14:31,620 --> 00:14:33,914
[gasps] How exciting.
284
00:14:34,665 --> 00:14:36,292
Oh, that's wonderful.
285
00:14:36,375 --> 00:14:37,918
-Thank you.
-Of course.
286
00:14:38,919 --> 00:14:41,297
-Did Paul go for the Mount?
-Mm-mm.
287
00:14:42,673 --> 00:14:46,927
Listen, I know this might be a long shot
after Cynthia, but I was thinking...
288
00:14:47,011 --> 00:14:50,180
It's nothing personal, Georgia.
It's just the process.
289
00:14:50,681 --> 00:14:52,016
There's a waitlist.
290
00:14:52,099 --> 00:14:54,518
[sighs] Besides,
I'm dealing with a mini-crisis right now.
291
00:14:54,602 --> 00:14:57,062
The book of Emily Dickinson's poems
is missing.
292
00:14:57,146 --> 00:14:58,272
What?
293
00:14:58,355 --> 00:15:01,692
Just gone. Middle of the night,
someone picked the lock.
294
00:15:01,775 --> 00:15:04,820
Oh no, that's terrible.
Who would do something like that?
295
00:15:04,904 --> 00:15:07,531
Well, I'm hoping
not one of our members, but...
296
00:15:08,115 --> 00:15:09,491
Maybe it's just a prank.
297
00:15:09,575 --> 00:15:12,411
The historical society
is pulling everything we have on loan.
298
00:15:12,494 --> 00:15:14,371
It's horrible. [sighs]
299
00:15:14,455 --> 00:15:16,832
The whole club's reputation is at stake.
300
00:15:16,916 --> 00:15:18,459
I'm sure it'll turn up.
301
00:15:19,084 --> 00:15:19,919
[Dena sighs]
302
00:15:20,002 --> 00:15:21,503
[upbeat music plays]
303
00:15:23,881 --> 00:15:24,965
[door opens]
304
00:15:27,051 --> 00:15:27,968
[door closes]
305
00:15:28,052 --> 00:15:29,053
Hey, are you okay?
306
00:15:29,637 --> 00:15:31,639
I'm fine. [clears throat]
307
00:15:35,434 --> 00:15:36,352
Switch with me?
308
00:15:37,728 --> 00:15:39,480
-[Padma] Hey.
-[Abby] Hi, Padma.
309
00:15:39,563 --> 00:15:42,483
Could I just grab a...
a salted caramel latte?
310
00:15:48,197 --> 00:15:50,491
[upbeat music continues]
311
00:15:54,662 --> 00:15:57,039
-[Stacy] Oh, Bracia...
-Hey, guys.
312
00:15:57,122 --> 00:15:58,290
-Hey.
-Hey, Ginny.
313
00:15:58,374 --> 00:15:59,208
Hi.
314
00:16:00,501 --> 00:16:02,753
-What's wrong?
-Only everything.
315
00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:05,965
We got our cast photos back today.
316
00:16:06,840 --> 00:16:08,676
They got me looking like a Milk Dud.
317
00:16:10,302 --> 00:16:12,805
It's not... that bad.
318
00:16:12,888 --> 00:16:14,682
This ain't it. What did Beyoncé say?
319
00:16:14,765 --> 00:16:17,476
-You can't put blue lights on Black girls.
-Period.
320
00:16:17,559 --> 00:16:19,228
Mm. The caucacity.
321
00:16:20,187 --> 00:16:22,439
Look what they did to Bryon. [whimpers]
322
00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:26,986
Oh. Still fine though.
323
00:16:27,069 --> 00:16:28,404
At least you'll match.
324
00:16:30,364 --> 00:16:31,740
Hey, what are you doing tonight?
325
00:16:33,033 --> 00:16:34,243
Slowly dying, I guess.
326
00:16:34,326 --> 00:16:35,869
I have an idea.
327
00:16:37,204 --> 00:16:38,205
[door opens]
328
00:16:39,456 --> 00:16:41,291
The food is so good here.
329
00:16:44,294 --> 00:16:47,339
[boy] It's nice here.
This isn't Sarabeth's.
330
00:16:47,881 --> 00:16:49,174
-This one.
-[Ginny] Hi.
331
00:16:49,258 --> 00:16:50,217
Hey, Ginny.
332
00:16:50,801 --> 00:16:52,970
Uh, what can I get for you guys?
333
00:16:53,053 --> 00:16:55,347
Can we get the sweet potato fries?
334
00:16:55,431 --> 00:16:56,724
[boy and Sophie laugh]
335
00:17:01,854 --> 00:17:04,648
-Yeah, I'll just, uh, be right back.
-Cool.
336
00:17:09,028 --> 00:17:10,362
[boy and Sophie laugh]
337
00:17:13,991 --> 00:17:17,202
♪ Deck the halls with boughs of holly ♪
338
00:17:17,286 --> 00:17:19,997
♪ Fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la ♪
339
00:17:20,789 --> 00:17:22,666
♪ 'Tis the season... ♪
340
00:17:22,750 --> 00:17:25,044
Hey, why so glum?
341
00:17:25,711 --> 00:17:26,670
-Nothing.
-Nothing.
342
00:17:27,171 --> 00:17:30,591
-Couple of grinches.
-[laughs]
343
00:17:31,425 --> 00:17:32,301
[mouthing] Yeah.
344
00:17:32,384 --> 00:17:34,136
How was rehearsal?
345
00:17:34,219 --> 00:17:37,347
Well, my character is
the evil, ugly witch.
346
00:17:37,431 --> 00:17:41,810
One of my lines is literally,
"My jowls quiver with spite."
347
00:17:41,894 --> 00:17:43,187
Oh, well, that's fun.
348
00:17:43,270 --> 00:17:44,855
Mom, it's tragic.
349
00:17:46,023 --> 00:17:49,943
There are no small roles,
only small actors.
350
00:17:50,527 --> 00:17:52,154
Dad, gross.
351
00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:57,034
I wanted to be the lead
and be all hot, and maybe win Sophie back.
352
00:17:57,117 --> 00:17:58,702
You need to get over Sophie.
353
00:17:58,786 --> 00:18:02,122
Mom, that is the most insensitive thing
you could say to me.
354
00:18:02,206 --> 00:18:05,459
I loved her,
and I can't just get over her.
355
00:18:05,542 --> 00:18:08,003
That would be like me telling you
to just get over Dad.
356
00:18:08,837 --> 00:18:11,090
I mean, it's not exactly
like getting over Dad. I hope.
357
00:18:11,173 --> 00:18:12,633
You guys are so mean.
358
00:18:12,716 --> 00:18:15,803
I'm heartbroken,
and I cry like every night.
359
00:18:15,886 --> 00:18:16,845
I don't hear you cry.
360
00:18:16,929 --> 00:18:19,264
Oh, that's 'cause
you're too busy jerking off!
361
00:18:20,099 --> 00:18:22,851
["Deck the Halls" continues playing]
362
00:18:23,894 --> 00:18:25,437
And what's bothering you?
363
00:18:26,063 --> 00:18:27,064
Global warming.
364
00:18:27,147 --> 00:18:28,232
[music ends]
365
00:18:29,149 --> 00:18:30,150
[Georgia sighs]
366
00:18:38,158 --> 00:18:39,409
[phone line ringing]
367
00:18:39,493 --> 00:18:42,538
[phone buzzing]
368
00:18:46,792 --> 00:18:49,586
-Hello.
-Periwinkle, lavender, or thistle?
369
00:18:49,670 --> 00:18:52,422
Last one sounds weirdly erotic,
but I'm kinda into it.
370
00:18:52,506 --> 00:18:53,799
Come again?
371
00:18:53,882 --> 00:18:55,634
[Georgia] Figuring out my wedding colors.
372
00:18:56,218 --> 00:18:57,052
Ah.
373
00:18:57,136 --> 00:19:00,055
I just wanted to know if you were coming.
374
00:19:00,931 --> 00:19:03,267
Oh, Peach... Uh...
375
00:19:03,350 --> 00:19:04,268
No, I know.
376
00:19:05,310 --> 00:19:06,228
I know.
377
00:19:06,937 --> 00:19:08,355
[Zion] I don't think I can.
378
00:19:09,398 --> 00:19:10,899
Yeah, I get it. I just...
379
00:19:11,942 --> 00:19:14,903
Is it weird I think you might be
one of my only friends?
380
00:19:14,987 --> 00:19:19,241
[Zion] No. No, it's not weird.
You mean a lot to me. You know that.
381
00:19:19,324 --> 00:19:22,202
I love you. I'll always love you.
382
00:19:23,370 --> 00:19:25,330
Yeah. Same.
383
00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:29,251
How fun for us.
384
00:19:29,334 --> 00:19:31,670
[laughs]
385
00:19:31,753 --> 00:19:33,964
That is exactly why I can't be there.
386
00:19:34,047 --> 00:19:36,341
[sighs] Yeah, I just...
387
00:19:37,968 --> 00:19:41,221
I don't really have family, you know,
and that's you.
388
00:19:41,305 --> 00:19:42,306
[inhales]
389
00:19:42,389 --> 00:19:44,725
[inhales deeply]
390
00:19:44,808 --> 00:19:45,642
Thistle.
391
00:19:46,643 --> 00:19:48,979
-Yeah, you think?
-[Zion] Definitely.
392
00:19:49,062 --> 00:19:50,522
Trust the photographer.
393
00:19:50,606 --> 00:19:52,608
Okay, now let's decide
on the table settings.
394
00:19:52,691 --> 00:19:55,235
Okay, I'm trying to be understanding here.
395
00:19:55,319 --> 00:19:56,320
All right, fine.
396
00:19:57,070 --> 00:19:59,323
No more wedding talk.
We'll just stick to co-parenting.
397
00:19:59,406 --> 00:20:01,575
Oh, hey, your daughter's a demon.
398
00:20:01,658 --> 00:20:03,702
[girls laughing]
399
00:20:03,785 --> 00:20:07,623
Well, Beelzebub and Bracia just got here,
so I gotta go.
400
00:20:08,248 --> 00:20:09,166
Ginny's there?
401
00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:11,543
Hold... Who's Bracia?
402
00:20:12,961 --> 00:20:13,837
Hello?
403
00:20:15,214 --> 00:20:19,343
Thank you so much, Mr. Miller.
This is beyond.
404
00:20:19,426 --> 00:20:20,469
Hey, no problem.
405
00:20:21,303 --> 00:20:24,306
-You're in great hands. My dad's the best.
-Clearly. [chuckles]
406
00:20:24,890 --> 00:20:26,600
Um, where was this one shot?
407
00:20:27,434 --> 00:20:30,520
I shot that for National Geographic
on my last trip to India.
408
00:20:30,604 --> 00:20:32,689
Oh, casual. [chuckles]
409
00:20:32,773 --> 00:20:35,817
-Uh, so where else have you been?
-Everywhere.
410
00:20:35,901 --> 00:20:38,320
Oh yeah. The most dangerous of places.
411
00:20:38,403 --> 00:20:41,073
From the mountains of the Himalayas
to the biker bars of Georgia.
412
00:20:41,156 --> 00:20:43,158
Okay, Dad, save it for the book.
413
00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:44,701
Okay, let's go.
414
00:20:47,246 --> 00:20:48,080
All right.
415
00:20:49,248 --> 00:20:50,749
[clears throat]
416
00:20:53,961 --> 00:20:56,171
Hey, do whatever feels natural.
417
00:20:58,924 --> 00:21:00,342
Pick up your shoulders,
418
00:21:01,635 --> 00:21:02,719
now drop them.
419
00:21:03,303 --> 00:21:04,263
Breathe.
420
00:21:06,265 --> 00:21:07,557
Forget you've ever felt joy.
421
00:21:07,641 --> 00:21:08,725
[camera shutter clicks]
422
00:21:08,809 --> 00:21:10,185
Yeah, now glare at me.
423
00:21:10,769 --> 00:21:12,896
-You hate me. Okay.
-[camera shutter clicks]
424
00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:16,191
Okay, uh, now your leg is broken
and you're in pain,
425
00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:19,361
but like a cute kind of pain,
like a pouty pain.
426
00:21:20,529 --> 00:21:21,446
Yeah.
427
00:21:23,198 --> 00:21:24,283
Ginny, get in there.
428
00:21:24,366 --> 00:21:26,910
-What?
-Ginny, get in here, please. [sighs]
429
00:21:27,536 --> 00:21:29,955
["You're The One"
by Kaytranada & Syd plays]
430
00:21:30,622 --> 00:21:31,456
Okay.
431
00:21:31,540 --> 00:21:34,042
♪ I want you to want me ♪
432
00:21:34,793 --> 00:21:38,297
♪ But you just wanna love me for the day ♪
433
00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:42,426
-[camera shutter clicks]
-♪ And I can't just walk away ♪
434
00:21:42,968 --> 00:21:46,471
♪ Even though
I know you're trouble, babe... ♪
435
00:21:46,555 --> 00:21:47,973
-[both laugh]
-Okay. Yes.
436
00:21:48,056 --> 00:21:50,183
-[camera shutter clicks]
-♪ So I'mma take my time ♪
437
00:21:51,018 --> 00:21:54,521
♪ Go with the flow
Can't get too involved... ♪
438
00:21:55,689 --> 00:21:56,648
Ginny, come on.
439
00:21:56,732 --> 00:21:58,275
♪ You got a face that I ♪
440
00:21:59,192 --> 00:22:03,655
♪ Just can't say no to
Just can't say no to you ♪
441
00:22:04,740 --> 00:22:07,784
♪ You know I want you, baby
You know I do ♪
442
00:22:08,827 --> 00:22:10,620
♪ I'll give you my heart... ♪
443
00:22:10,704 --> 00:22:12,789
Oh my God.
444
00:22:12,873 --> 00:22:14,750
♪ You ain't no good for me ♪
445
00:22:14,833 --> 00:22:17,919
♪ I know it's true
But you don't have... ♪
446
00:22:19,212 --> 00:22:20,172
No!
447
00:22:20,756 --> 00:22:23,216
She's everywhere. She's haunting me.
448
00:22:23,300 --> 00:22:27,346
-[chuckles]
-Oh my... She looks phenomenal.
449
00:22:27,429 --> 00:22:28,847
I mean, they both do.
450
00:22:28,930 --> 00:22:31,224
Okay, I did not need to see her
looking that good today.
451
00:22:31,308 --> 00:22:32,684
I did not need to see that.
452
00:22:33,977 --> 00:22:36,313
Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow.
453
00:22:36,396 --> 00:22:39,316
-What? What?
-Ow, ow, ow. Cramp attack. Ow.
454
00:22:39,399 --> 00:22:40,442
And you wore white?
455
00:22:40,525 --> 00:22:43,320
I know, okay? Don't remind me. [moans]
456
00:22:43,403 --> 00:22:45,906
-You want an Advil or something?
-No.
457
00:22:45,989 --> 00:22:46,823
Or a muzzle.
458
00:22:48,658 --> 00:22:50,535
Babe, I can't reach.
459
00:22:51,787 --> 00:22:53,955
-Press, you couldn't handle a period.
-[Maxine] Mm.
460
00:22:54,039 --> 00:22:56,083
-[Hunter] Okay, ready?
-[Maxine] Mm-hmm.
461
00:22:56,166 --> 00:22:58,418
-Think so.
-Yeah, here we go.
462
00:22:59,753 --> 00:23:01,755
[mellow music plays]
463
00:23:05,926 --> 00:23:08,595
♪ Remember the hard times that we had ♪
464
00:23:11,139 --> 00:23:14,142
[both] ♪ Looking back now
They don't seem so bad ♪
465
00:23:15,602 --> 00:23:17,270
[Hunter] ♪ But even so ♪
466
00:23:17,354 --> 00:23:18,563
[both] ♪ I want you to know ♪
467
00:23:18,647 --> 00:23:22,401
[Hunter]
♪ I do not regret a single thing we did ♪
468
00:23:22,484 --> 00:23:26,154
♪ 'Cause we're just kids
From the moment that we met ♪
469
00:23:28,198 --> 00:23:30,659
[both] ♪ And if I had
The chance to speak ♪
470
00:23:31,743 --> 00:23:32,786
[Hunter] ♪ I'd tell you that ♪
471
00:23:33,537 --> 00:23:36,164
[both] ♪ That you're no good for me ♪
472
00:23:37,457 --> 00:23:42,462
[Hunter] ♪ And love's a poison
For which there is no cure ♪
473
00:23:43,046 --> 00:23:46,842
♪ That's why I'm gettin' out
'Cause I can't take no more ♪
474
00:23:48,135 --> 00:23:52,556
[both] ♪ I'm gonna run away
To the open valley ♪
475
00:23:54,182 --> 00:23:57,352
[Hunter] ♪ 'Cause I can't find a reason
For me to stay ♪
476
00:23:59,604 --> 00:24:03,316
[both] ♪ Staying here now
Just seems like child's play ♪
477
00:24:16,163 --> 00:24:19,499
Uh, Hunter, bro, you... you good?
478
00:24:19,583 --> 00:24:20,417
What?
479
00:24:21,501 --> 00:24:23,086
It's not like it's about anybody.
480
00:24:23,670 --> 00:24:27,174
No, no, no. Guys, come on,
gas up the band. Gas up the band.
481
00:24:27,257 --> 00:24:29,134
-Great job! Yeah!
-[all cheer]
482
00:24:29,217 --> 00:24:31,428
-Guys, it's a great song!
-Babe, so good.
483
00:24:31,511 --> 00:24:33,472
-It's a sad song, but it's great.
-[Norah] Yay.
484
00:24:33,555 --> 00:24:36,057
Jordan, man,
you were sloppy on the chorus.
485
00:24:36,141 --> 00:24:38,602
Dog, I am tits-deep
in a weed gummy right now.
486
00:24:38,685 --> 00:24:40,270
-I... [splutters]
-[Brodie laughs]
487
00:24:40,353 --> 00:24:43,273
Oh, babe, do you want one?
It might be good for the cramps.
488
00:24:43,356 --> 00:24:44,983
-[Norah] Oh. Mm-hmm.
-[Samantha] Aw.
489
00:24:45,066 --> 00:24:49,446
Hey, how high do I have to be
to never think anything ever again?
490
00:24:51,114 --> 00:24:52,782
Um...
491
00:24:56,536 --> 00:24:58,538
That was really special. Thank you.
492
00:24:58,622 --> 00:24:59,831
Hey, no sweat.
493
00:25:00,790 --> 00:25:03,293
It's good to see you
expanding your friend circle.
494
00:25:03,376 --> 00:25:05,712
Is that code
for "finally making Black friends"?
495
00:25:05,795 --> 00:25:06,713
[sighs]
496
00:25:07,422 --> 00:25:09,716
So how are things going with Dr. Lily?
497
00:25:09,799 --> 00:25:11,927
She wants me to write
my feelings in a journal.
498
00:25:12,427 --> 00:25:13,762
What am I supposed to say?
499
00:25:13,845 --> 00:25:16,056
"Are you there, God? It's me, Ginny."
500
00:25:16,139 --> 00:25:18,433
"Dear Diary, today I wanna burn myself."
501
00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:22,103
How about poetry? You liked making
a poem for that contest, right?
502
00:25:22,896 --> 00:25:24,022
Yeah, I didn't win.
503
00:25:24,105 --> 00:25:26,316
Right, because therapy is about winning.
504
00:25:26,942 --> 00:25:30,111
Look, the poem you wrote was beautiful
and it came from the heart.
505
00:25:30,654 --> 00:25:31,821
Why not try that?
506
00:25:31,905 --> 00:25:33,573
[breathes deeply]
507
00:25:33,657 --> 00:25:36,034
Dear Diary, today I wanna burn
508
00:25:36,117 --> 00:25:37,827
When, oh, when will I ever learn?
509
00:25:38,411 --> 00:25:41,289
God, she's healed. It's a miracle.
510
00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:44,793
Thank you, God. Thank you, Freud.
Thank you, Amanda Gorman.
511
00:25:44,876 --> 00:25:45,919
[laughs]
512
00:25:47,254 --> 00:25:48,630
[Zion] There's that smile.
513
00:25:50,882 --> 00:25:52,676
It's good to see that smile.
514
00:25:54,803 --> 00:25:56,596
Thanks for not telling Mom.
515
00:25:56,680 --> 00:25:59,766
Hey, as long as you're safe and healthy.
516
00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:03,562
["Zanzibar" by Kamaliza plays]
517
00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:09,901
♪ Don't change for me ♪
518
00:26:13,697 --> 00:26:17,492
♪ I like you just the way you are now ♪
519
00:26:21,496 --> 00:26:23,498
♪ Don't pray for me ♪
520
00:26:26,918 --> 00:26:30,672
♪ I did this on my own
And I got this far now ♪
521
00:26:30,755 --> 00:26:31,923
♪ Far now ♪
522
00:26:34,467 --> 00:26:37,929
♪ And I'll get higher with it... ♪
523
00:26:39,347 --> 00:26:40,432
[sighs]
524
00:26:41,891 --> 00:26:44,311
[Georgia] Ginny, music down!
525
00:26:47,897 --> 00:26:51,610
♪ Just to let you know I did it... ♪
526
00:26:53,361 --> 00:26:54,904
You don't want me to come in there.
527
00:26:54,988 --> 00:26:58,450
♪ Just to let you know I live it ♪
528
00:27:03,872 --> 00:27:04,706
[exhales]
529
00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:09,586
[song continues in earphones]
530
00:27:16,176 --> 00:27:18,303
- ♪ Stay safe for me ♪
-[breathes deeply]
531
00:27:21,890 --> 00:27:25,560
♪ I see the inner you
And it hurts to let go ♪
532
00:27:27,020 --> 00:27:29,022
[indistinct chatter]
533
00:27:29,105 --> 00:27:31,107
[upbeat music plays on earphones]
534
00:27:37,155 --> 00:27:37,989
So this is sad.
535
00:27:43,453 --> 00:27:46,081
-You have lunch this block?
-No, I'm in chem.
536
00:27:48,291 --> 00:27:50,251
-I don't wanna talk.
-Okey doke.
537
00:27:50,335 --> 00:27:52,337
[music continues on earphones]
538
00:27:58,051 --> 00:28:00,553
[sighs] I'm sorry.
539
00:28:01,388 --> 00:28:02,472
-What?
-I'm sorry.
540
00:28:02,555 --> 00:28:04,391
-What? [chuckles]
-Okay, yeah.
541
00:28:04,974 --> 00:28:05,809
[chuckles]
542
00:28:08,144 --> 00:28:10,772
-What are you writing?
-Poetry. Ew.
543
00:28:11,481 --> 00:28:14,734
-I said it out loud, and I hate it.
-Why? Poetry's cool.
544
00:28:19,030 --> 00:28:20,198
Can I hear one?
545
00:28:20,281 --> 00:28:21,241
A poem?
546
00:28:21,324 --> 00:28:22,158
Yeah.
547
00:28:25,745 --> 00:28:26,955
[sighs]
548
00:28:27,038 --> 00:28:28,498
Okay. Um...
549
00:28:29,749 --> 00:28:31,292
Give me a word, any word.
550
00:28:31,918 --> 00:28:32,752
Uh...
551
00:28:35,672 --> 00:28:36,506
Christmas.
552
00:28:37,132 --> 00:28:38,133
-"Christmas?"
-Yeah.
553
00:28:38,216 --> 00:28:39,634
That rhymes with like nothing.
554
00:28:39,718 --> 00:28:41,553
-Poems don't have to rhyme.
-I know that.
555
00:28:42,220 --> 00:28:44,681
Christmas. Christmas.
556
00:28:44,764 --> 00:28:46,975
Christmas feels like Halloween
557
00:28:47,559 --> 00:28:48,393
I'm haunted
558
00:28:48,476 --> 00:28:50,603
-I like that. [chuckles]
-Shut up, I'm doing poetry.
559
00:28:50,687 --> 00:28:53,022
Christmas feels like Halloween
560
00:28:53,565 --> 00:28:54,899
I'm haunted
561
00:28:55,483 --> 00:28:57,694
The air is dusty, the room is musty
562
00:28:57,777 --> 00:28:58,611
The crab is crusty
563
00:28:58,695 --> 00:29:00,488
-See, that rhymes. Yeah?
-Mm. Mm-hmm.
564
00:29:03,324 --> 00:29:06,119
In your absence, everything's tense
565
00:29:06,619 --> 00:29:07,871
Nothing makes sense
566
00:29:08,955 --> 00:29:10,206
Are you coming back?
567
00:29:10,874 --> 00:29:13,543
Am I in denial, or just incredibly dense?
568
00:29:14,169 --> 00:29:16,713
There's a shiver, dust in the air
569
00:29:16,796 --> 00:29:17,839
Am I dumb? Yes
570
00:29:17,922 --> 00:29:19,632
But have things been damaged
Beyond repair?
571
00:29:19,716 --> 00:29:20,967
Oh shit.
572
00:29:21,050 --> 00:29:25,013
I stubbornly stay stuck in a place
Not wanting to break free
573
00:29:25,096 --> 00:29:28,183
Not wanting to leave the space
Where you used to be
574
00:29:28,266 --> 00:29:31,478
Allowing you room to come back to me
And make it right
575
00:29:31,561 --> 00:29:33,021
But I know you're never coming back
576
00:29:33,104 --> 00:29:34,522
Not after that night
577
00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:36,191
Not after that fight
578
00:29:36,274 --> 00:29:38,318
I'm coming back. I'm back.
579
00:29:38,401 --> 00:29:40,862
-No, it's not about you. It's just a poem.
-[laughs]
580
00:29:40,945 --> 00:29:41,946
-Okay.
-So...
581
00:29:47,118 --> 00:29:48,620
Christmas feels like Halloween
582
00:29:50,997 --> 00:29:51,915
I'm haunted
583
00:29:57,086 --> 00:29:58,588
This is sickening. [chuckles]
584
00:29:59,881 --> 00:30:02,801
Are you gonna blow him?
Kinda looks like you're gonna blow him.
585
00:30:04,052 --> 00:30:04,886
Piss off, Max.
586
00:30:04,969 --> 00:30:05,970
Bite me, Marcus.
587
00:30:08,723 --> 00:30:09,682
Oh.
588
00:30:10,642 --> 00:30:11,976
Max, can I talk to you for a sec?
589
00:30:12,060 --> 00:30:13,770
-No, thanks.
-Oh. I know, I know.
590
00:30:13,853 --> 00:30:15,563
I just wanted to tell you, um,
591
00:30:15,647 --> 00:30:18,191
that I was at Blue Farm,
and I saw Sophie there.
592
00:30:18,274 --> 00:30:19,108
What?
593
00:30:19,192 --> 00:30:20,735
And she was on a date with a guy.
594
00:30:20,819 --> 00:30:23,613
-I wanted you to hear it from me first...
-Screw you, Abby.
595
00:30:24,489 --> 00:30:27,367
-That's a new low, even for you.
-Oh no, Max, I did not...
596
00:30:27,450 --> 00:30:28,868
No, please leave me alone.
597
00:30:31,079 --> 00:30:33,498
["The Best" by Erica Banks plays]
598
00:30:36,668 --> 00:30:38,795
Do you wanna skip next block
and go smoke weed?
599
00:30:39,712 --> 00:30:41,047
Uh, yup.
600
00:30:41,130 --> 00:30:42,799
♪ I'm the best that you know ♪
601
00:30:42,882 --> 00:30:44,592
♪ And I got it on my own ♪
602
00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:46,302
♪ Stay in Gucci head to toe ♪
603
00:30:46,386 --> 00:30:48,096
♪ Get my way or it don't go ♪
604
00:30:48,179 --> 00:30:49,597
♪ I'm the best... ♪
605
00:30:49,681 --> 00:30:51,683
[mellow music plays]
606
00:30:54,644 --> 00:30:56,145
This is really cute.
607
00:30:56,229 --> 00:30:57,522
What, my room?
608
00:30:58,398 --> 00:30:59,357
Eh.
609
00:31:02,944 --> 00:31:03,945
Okay.
610
00:31:04,028 --> 00:31:04,863
Yes.
611
00:31:08,616 --> 00:31:11,411
If you're to look like anybody,
who would you wanna look like?
612
00:31:11,953 --> 00:31:14,372
-I don't know. Willow Smith.
-[Abby] Mm.
613
00:31:14,455 --> 00:31:16,332
-How about you?
-Oh, Hailey Bieber, easy.
614
00:31:16,416 --> 00:31:17,292
She's such a queen.
615
00:31:17,375 --> 00:31:20,587
I feel like it's a privilege to exist
at the same time that she exists.
616
00:31:21,087 --> 00:31:21,921
True.
617
00:31:25,133 --> 00:31:27,886
[exhales, blows]
618
00:31:30,388 --> 00:31:31,764
-Thank you.
-Yeah.
619
00:31:32,557 --> 00:31:33,892
[Abby clears throat]
620
00:31:33,975 --> 00:31:36,227
Blow, marry, kill.
621
00:31:36,311 --> 00:31:38,354
Jordan, Press, Brodie.
622
00:31:38,438 --> 00:31:40,440
[coughs] Ew.
623
00:31:40,523 --> 00:31:41,566
Do it.
624
00:31:42,150 --> 00:31:43,693
-Do it.
- [coughs] That's gross.
625
00:31:43,776 --> 00:31:45,153
-Ugh! Okay.
-[laughs]
626
00:31:45,236 --> 00:31:48,740
-I'd... I'd blow Brodie.
-[Abby] Yeah, you would.
627
00:31:48,823 --> 00:31:51,618
-I'd... I'd kill Press. [laughs]
-Yeah, you would.
628
00:31:51,701 --> 00:31:53,077
And I'd marry Jordan.
629
00:31:53,161 --> 00:31:56,581
-[laughs] Ew!
-What? Jordan. I'd marry Jordan.
630
00:31:56,664 --> 00:31:58,166
[both laugh]
631
00:32:02,670 --> 00:32:04,422
It's like a full-on 7-Eleven in there.
632
00:32:04,505 --> 00:32:08,259
Oh, I try to avoid leaving these
four walls as much as possible, dude.
633
00:32:08,343 --> 00:32:11,512
It's been so weird with my mom
these past couple of days.
634
00:32:11,596 --> 00:32:14,182
It's just like weirdly... quiet.
635
00:32:15,350 --> 00:32:16,309
I'm sorry.
636
00:32:16,392 --> 00:32:18,686
Mm, not your fault.
It's my dad's fault for leaving.
637
00:32:18,770 --> 00:32:21,689
-[sucks teeth]
-Yeah, but that sucks, and I get that.
638
00:32:21,773 --> 00:32:22,607
Yeah.
639
00:32:23,900 --> 00:32:24,817
[Abby sighs]
640
00:32:24,901 --> 00:32:29,280
Well, I'm probably just gonna end up
blowing a bunch of guys
641
00:32:29,364 --> 00:32:31,783
and it's gonna be his fault
for giving me daddy issues.
642
00:32:32,909 --> 00:32:33,868
Speaking of...
643
00:32:36,579 --> 00:32:39,123
you're, like, totally
with boy Baker now, aren't you?
644
00:32:40,583 --> 00:32:43,503
-Right?
-[chuckles] Yeah, I think so.
645
00:32:44,003 --> 00:32:45,171
Definitive.
646
00:32:45,254 --> 00:32:49,092
I... I mean, we're talking,
and... he sleeps over a lot.
647
00:32:49,175 --> 00:32:51,803
-Oh, scandalous!
-No, no, no, no.
648
00:32:51,886 --> 00:32:54,305
-No, it's not... It's not like that.
-What do you mean?
649
00:32:54,389 --> 00:32:56,891
No, it's nice. It's nice. He's...
650
00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:57,976
He's...
651
00:32:59,602 --> 00:33:00,770
You really like him, huh?
652
00:33:02,188 --> 00:33:03,106
Yeah.
653
00:33:03,898 --> 00:33:07,986
We should start a girl band
called Daddy Issues.
654
00:33:08,069 --> 00:33:10,071
-[chokes]
-We could have matching teen pregnancies.
655
00:33:10,154 --> 00:33:12,949
And if I got a teen pregnancy,
my mom would abort me.
656
00:33:13,032 --> 00:33:13,866
[Abby laughs]
657
00:33:13,950 --> 00:33:15,493
She'd keep the baby, but she'd abort me.
658
00:33:15,576 --> 00:33:18,162
I wonder what we'd even look like
if we were pregnant.
659
00:33:18,705 --> 00:33:19,747
[Ginny] Mm.
660
00:33:19,831 --> 00:33:20,748
[Abby grunts]
661
00:33:22,041 --> 00:33:22,875
Hot.
662
00:33:26,087 --> 00:33:27,088
[exhales]
663
00:33:27,672 --> 00:33:29,674
You're really pretty, you know that?
664
00:33:30,466 --> 00:33:31,384
Ew.
665
00:33:32,510 --> 00:33:36,639
It is so wild to me, bro,
that your mom was pregnant right now.
666
00:33:37,181 --> 00:33:39,350
At our age.
Like that could literally be us,
667
00:33:39,434 --> 00:33:41,436
except I don't have sex
'cause everybody's terrible.
668
00:33:41,519 --> 00:33:42,437
[chuckles]
669
00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:44,856
And not to, like,
670
00:33:44,939 --> 00:33:47,608
-talk shit or anything...
-Oh, no, Abby, talk shit. Give it to me.
671
00:33:47,692 --> 00:33:50,611
...Maxine is being...
672
00:33:50,695 --> 00:33:54,532
-Say it.
-...a raging bitch.
673
00:33:54,615 --> 00:33:59,120
-Thank you. I know. I agree.
-But it's just, like, get over yourself.
674
00:33:59,203 --> 00:34:01,873
-You know what I mean? Get over yourself.
-Thank you.
675
00:34:01,956 --> 00:34:02,790
[Abby scoffs]
676
00:34:02,874 --> 00:34:04,417
["Blondes" by Peach PRC plays]
677
00:34:05,001 --> 00:34:07,879
I really hate Norah for just going along
with everything Max is saying.
678
00:34:07,962 --> 00:34:09,881
I know. It stings.
679
00:34:10,673 --> 00:34:13,301
And I hate Hunter for blaming me
for everything that happened.
680
00:34:13,384 --> 00:34:19,098
I hate Press
for being such a bullshit sociopath.
681
00:34:19,182 --> 00:34:20,850
-He full on scares me.
-[Abby] What the...
682
00:34:20,933 --> 00:34:22,268
But so do you, so...
683
00:34:24,270 --> 00:34:25,271
I scare you?
684
00:34:25,354 --> 00:34:27,482
Oh, very much. Yes, definitely.
685
00:34:29,692 --> 00:34:30,651
Okay, what are you...
686
00:34:30,735 --> 00:34:34,072
[Ginny grunts, laughs]
687
00:34:34,155 --> 00:34:35,615
Are you scared, Miller?
688
00:34:36,240 --> 00:34:37,158
[both laugh]
689
00:34:37,241 --> 00:34:38,451
Do you feel better?
690
00:34:39,118 --> 00:34:40,286
What do you think?
691
00:34:40,995 --> 00:34:41,871
[huffs]
692
00:34:43,915 --> 00:34:45,625
You wanna do something crazy?
693
00:34:45,708 --> 00:34:46,584
Um...
694
00:34:48,044 --> 00:34:51,255
[hesitates] Yeah. I...
Maybe. Why, what is it?
695
00:34:51,756 --> 00:34:56,094
♪ He's just no longer your type
You've got someone else on your mind... ♪
696
00:34:56,844 --> 00:34:59,514
Mm. This is an example of you scaring me.
697
00:34:59,597 --> 00:35:01,933
♪ Tell him he did nothing wrong ♪
698
00:35:02,016 --> 00:35:04,268
♪ You just decided you prefer blondes... ♪
699
00:35:04,352 --> 00:35:05,645
[scoffs]
700
00:35:05,728 --> 00:35:08,439
Josh Spear.
That's who Sophie was on a date with.
701
00:35:08,523 --> 00:35:10,066
I found a Venmo payment.
702
00:35:10,149 --> 00:35:12,652
-I'm sorry, babe.
-I just don't get it, you know?
703
00:35:12,735 --> 00:35:14,904
Like, how can she go
from me to him so quick?
704
00:35:14,987 --> 00:35:17,156
We just broke up. I feel really stupid.
705
00:35:17,240 --> 00:35:20,243
Look, I'm sure you're gonna get over her
a lot faster than you think you will.
706
00:35:20,326 --> 00:35:22,370
That's, like, not very supportive.
707
00:35:23,788 --> 00:35:24,956
I'm not being supportive?
708
00:35:25,039 --> 00:35:27,208
["Cross My Heart I Hope U Die"
by Meg Smith plays]
709
00:35:27,291 --> 00:35:29,335
♪ You're gone and buried ♪
710
00:35:29,418 --> 00:35:31,254
♪ The cemetery ♪
711
00:35:31,337 --> 00:35:32,839
♪ Boy, ain't it scary ♪
712
00:35:32,922 --> 00:35:34,924
♪ R.I.P, you're dead to me ♪
713
00:35:35,007 --> 00:35:37,343
-♪ Hey ♪
-♪ You're gone and buried ♪
714
00:35:38,136 --> 00:35:39,804
♪ I hope you're ready ♪
715
00:35:40,304 --> 00:35:41,597
♪ Boy, ain't it scary ♪
716
00:35:41,681 --> 00:35:43,683
♪ R.I.P, you're dead to me ♪
717
00:35:43,766 --> 00:35:46,602
♪ Cross my broken heart ♪
718
00:35:46,686 --> 00:35:51,357
♪ I hope you die, die ♪
719
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:55,486
♪ Cross my broken heart... ♪
720
00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:57,989
Ginny Miller. Abby Littman.
721
00:35:58,072 --> 00:35:59,448
Were you just skipping class?
722
00:36:00,908 --> 00:36:01,784
Come with me.
723
00:36:02,493 --> 00:36:04,495
[whimsical music plays]
724
00:36:08,624 --> 00:36:11,002
[phone buzzing]
725
00:36:11,085 --> 00:36:12,003
Hello.
726
00:36:12,795 --> 00:36:13,796
This is she.
727
00:36:14,797 --> 00:36:15,756
Okay.
728
00:36:16,507 --> 00:36:18,759
I'm sorry, if Ginny says
she was at a dentist appointment,
729
00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:19,927
why are you calling me?
730
00:36:20,011 --> 00:36:22,305
Are you insinuating
that my daughter is lying?
731
00:36:26,309 --> 00:36:27,560
No, that's okay.
732
00:36:28,436 --> 00:36:31,105
I understand.
No, of course you have to check.
733
00:36:31,189 --> 00:36:32,523
All right.
734
00:36:32,607 --> 00:36:34,901
Thanks so much. Bye-bye.
735
00:36:39,238 --> 00:36:40,740
-Hi.
-[Georgia] Hi.
736
00:36:41,824 --> 00:36:42,742
Here you go.
737
00:36:46,245 --> 00:36:48,372
All right, let's go.
738
00:36:48,456 --> 00:36:50,458
[mellow music plays]
739
00:36:58,674 --> 00:36:59,634
Hey there.
740
00:37:00,426 --> 00:37:01,510
Hi, Mom.
741
00:37:06,974 --> 00:37:09,310
I know that you've been having
a hard time lately,
742
00:37:09,393 --> 00:37:12,146
so... I bought you a present.
743
00:37:13,689 --> 00:37:16,609
And it comes
with a really pretty girl on the bag.
744
00:37:22,865 --> 00:37:25,284
Mom, this is really cute. [laughs]
745
00:37:27,078 --> 00:37:28,204
Thanks, Mom.
746
00:37:30,164 --> 00:37:32,166
[sniffles] I love you.
747
00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:33,834
[Ellen] I love you too, sweetie.
748
00:37:35,211 --> 00:37:37,338
[Georgia inhales, exhales]
749
00:37:37,421 --> 00:37:39,423
I'm so sorry for stopping by like this.
750
00:37:39,507 --> 00:37:42,051
It seems like Zach was playing
with Austin's new game,
751
00:37:42,134 --> 00:37:44,095
-and now Austin can't find it.
-Oh.
752
00:37:44,178 --> 00:37:46,889
God. Okay. Please excuse the mess.
I haven't had any time to clean,
753
00:37:46,973 --> 00:37:49,016
and I'm in the middle
of a mental breakdown.
754
00:37:49,100 --> 00:37:50,851
And now I have to find his backpack. Uh...
755
00:37:51,477 --> 00:37:52,395
Oh yeah.
756
00:37:58,484 --> 00:38:01,654
Christ, that's brutal.
I'd want someone to pull the plug.
757
00:38:01,737 --> 00:38:05,825
[exhales] It would be a mercy,
but we're not here to play God.
758
00:38:09,704 --> 00:38:10,663
[gasps]
759
00:38:11,414 --> 00:38:13,749
-[whispers] I'm so sorry about this.
-Oh, don't be.
760
00:38:15,459 --> 00:38:16,460
Oh, what's that?
761
00:38:17,962 --> 00:38:19,255
[gasps]
762
00:38:19,338 --> 00:38:21,549
Oh, crap. [breathing deeply]
763
00:38:21,632 --> 00:38:23,301
Oh, crap. [breathing deeply]
764
00:38:23,384 --> 00:38:24,218
Crap.
765
00:38:24,302 --> 00:38:26,345
-Crap, crap!
-[Georgia sighing] Oh.
766
00:38:26,429 --> 00:38:29,640
They sent an email out about this.
He must have nicked it.
767
00:38:30,975 --> 00:38:32,268
Oh, you must be loving this.
768
00:38:32,351 --> 00:38:34,061
No, I'm honestly not.
769
00:38:34,145 --> 00:38:36,689
I know how hard it is
for a kid to lose their dad.
770
00:38:36,772 --> 00:38:39,400
Austin didn't speak for a month
when his dad was arrested.
771
00:38:39,483 --> 00:38:42,528
Yeah, I was just gonna say
that I'll have his dad talk to him, but I...
772
00:38:43,195 --> 00:38:44,655
I can't say that, can I?
773
00:38:45,573 --> 00:38:48,951
Hey, we moms have to stick together, okay?
774
00:38:49,493 --> 00:38:50,328
Yeah, right.
775
00:38:51,579 --> 00:38:53,706
I'm not a monster, Cynthia. [scoffs]
776
00:38:53,789 --> 00:38:55,791
Okay, well, I'm gonna ignore that.
777
00:38:56,792 --> 00:38:57,960
How about this?
778
00:38:58,044 --> 00:39:00,046
I'll take the book
and return it to the club.
779
00:39:00,129 --> 00:39:02,214
Say it was turned in
to the mayor's office anonymously.
780
00:39:02,298 --> 00:39:04,842
-Zach never needs to be mentioned.
-You'd do that?
781
00:39:04,925 --> 00:39:06,969
Of course. [chuckles]
782
00:39:07,762 --> 00:39:11,057
You know, and maybe you could do
a little, tiny something for me.
783
00:39:11,140 --> 00:39:13,100
[tense music plays]
784
00:39:17,021 --> 00:39:18,773
No eating unless you're on break.
785
00:39:18,856 --> 00:39:20,858
[country music plays in the background]
786
00:39:26,405 --> 00:39:27,281
Are you high?
787
00:39:27,823 --> 00:39:30,076
-No.
-You're totally stoned right now.
788
00:39:32,286 --> 00:39:33,746
What is going on with you?
789
00:39:34,747 --> 00:39:35,581
[Ginny] I'm fine.
790
00:39:36,665 --> 00:39:37,792
Are you having another date?
791
00:39:42,046 --> 00:39:44,131
[laughs]
792
00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:46,509
Yikes. Stern Joe.
793
00:39:47,426 --> 00:39:50,179
Mm. I am stoned. Yeah.
794
00:39:51,013 --> 00:39:52,723
Marcus is really rubbing off on you.
795
00:39:53,307 --> 00:39:54,892
Maybe I'm rubbing off on Marcus.
796
00:39:56,894 --> 00:39:58,270
Hey, can I ask you something?
797
00:39:59,355 --> 00:40:01,732
What happened between you and Hunter?
798
00:40:02,691 --> 00:40:06,529
'Cause at rehearsal,
he was, like... very sad.
799
00:40:06,612 --> 00:40:08,155
Why? What did he say?
800
00:40:09,198 --> 00:40:10,282
He wrote a song.
801
00:40:10,366 --> 00:40:12,535
[sighs] Not another song.
802
00:40:13,619 --> 00:40:14,954
It sucks when you're with someone
803
00:40:15,037 --> 00:40:17,039
and you're into them way more
than they're into you.
804
00:40:17,123 --> 00:40:18,541
I was into Hunter.
805
00:40:19,667 --> 00:40:21,293
I was just into Marcus way more.
806
00:40:24,338 --> 00:40:25,172
I'm sorry.
807
00:40:28,300 --> 00:40:30,261
I just get why Hunter's upset.
808
00:40:31,345 --> 00:40:35,057
Yeah, you know, I'm the bad guy
who cheated on perfect Hunter, okay?
809
00:40:35,141 --> 00:40:38,686
I'm the villain, I'm evil.
Oh, it's just so fun to hate Ginny.
810
00:40:38,769 --> 00:40:41,814
It wasn't just me, you know?
He's not completely blameless.
811
00:40:41,897 --> 00:40:43,691
Sorry to unload on you. I'm just...
812
00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:46,861
I'm going through a lot right now,
you know?
813
00:40:46,944 --> 00:40:49,530
And I can't even talk to anyone
about what's really going on,
814
00:40:49,613 --> 00:40:50,990
not even my therapist.
815
00:40:51,073 --> 00:40:52,700
By the way, I'm in therapy now.
816
00:40:53,909 --> 00:40:55,870
[sighs] I don't know why
I'm telling you this.
817
00:40:56,662 --> 00:40:57,830
I'm really stoned.
818
00:41:04,336 --> 00:41:05,588
I don't think you're evil.
819
00:41:08,757 --> 00:41:09,675
Thank you.
820
00:41:11,177 --> 00:41:12,136
[Georgia exhales]
821
00:41:12,761 --> 00:41:15,139
Well, I did it.
We're in the Neighborhood Club.
822
00:41:15,848 --> 00:41:17,224
Really? [scoffs]
823
00:41:17,766 --> 00:41:19,643
Even after Cynthia ripped you a new one?
824
00:41:19,727 --> 00:41:22,688
She had a change of heart. Poor thing,
she's going through a hard time.
825
00:41:23,689 --> 00:41:25,399
And how, may I ask, did you do that?
826
00:41:26,358 --> 00:41:27,735
Never mind. Never mind.
827
00:41:27,818 --> 00:41:29,445
As usual, you got what you wanted.
828
00:41:30,863 --> 00:41:33,574
-That's gotta make you happy, right?
-So happy.
829
00:41:33,657 --> 00:41:35,034
Everything's perfect.
830
00:41:35,826 --> 00:41:36,660
[Paul] Mm.
831
00:41:41,790 --> 00:41:43,042
Your hair.
832
00:41:43,959 --> 00:41:44,960
Ya like?
833
00:41:45,544 --> 00:41:46,670
I hate it.
834
00:41:48,506 --> 00:41:50,299
Excuse me, miss, not so fast.
835
00:41:50,925 --> 00:41:53,344
I covered for you today,
thank you very much.
836
00:41:53,844 --> 00:41:56,263
Where were you?
I know you weren't at the dentist.
837
00:41:56,347 --> 00:41:59,808
I was smoking weed and skipping school.
Is that what you wanna hear?
838
00:41:59,892 --> 00:42:01,894
Oh yeah, that's my dream.
839
00:42:02,978 --> 00:42:04,730
Sure you want Paul here for this?
840
00:42:05,314 --> 00:42:06,607
I'm done. I can go.
841
00:42:06,690 --> 00:42:09,693
Paul's marrying me.
He's here for all of it.
842
00:42:10,694 --> 00:42:12,655
You sure about that? All of it?
843
00:42:13,155 --> 00:42:15,157
[tense music plays]
844
00:42:17,409 --> 00:42:18,285
Go to your room.
845
00:42:19,036 --> 00:42:20,454
-Right now.
-Why?
846
00:42:20,538 --> 00:42:24,583
We're all such a happy family.
You, me, Paul, Austin, Mary.
847
00:42:24,667 --> 00:42:26,669
[tense music playing]
848
00:42:28,420 --> 00:42:31,090
[tense music continues]
849
00:42:33,884 --> 00:42:35,553
[scoffs] Who's Mary?
850
00:42:36,303 --> 00:42:39,765
[panicked breathing]
851
00:42:47,439 --> 00:42:48,274
Hey...
852
00:42:48,357 --> 00:42:50,150
[panicked breathing]
853
00:42:50,734 --> 00:42:51,652
[door opens]
854
00:42:57,825 --> 00:43:01,036
[breathing deeply]
855
00:43:13,299 --> 00:43:15,259
[cries]
856
00:43:15,342 --> 00:43:19,597
[breathing deeply]
857
00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:20,973
[sniffles]
858
00:43:21,724 --> 00:43:26,103
[breathing deeply]
859
00:43:33,193 --> 00:43:35,613
[panting]
860
00:43:37,406 --> 00:43:39,283
What do you think makes a bad person?
861
00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:41,994
A bad person?
862
00:43:42,077 --> 00:43:42,911
Yeah.
863
00:43:44,496 --> 00:43:46,624
I guess a desire to do bad things.
864
00:43:46,707 --> 00:43:50,085
What if they... they do these things,
but they think they need to?
865
00:43:50,169 --> 00:43:54,465
Uh, I think it's rare for things
to be as clean-cut as good or bad.
866
00:43:54,548 --> 00:43:56,592
It's usually something in the middle.
867
00:43:56,675 --> 00:43:58,594
What if it's something
that's undeniably terrible?
868
00:43:58,677 --> 00:44:00,429
Is there any redemption for that?
869
00:44:02,014 --> 00:44:03,390
I think I need details.
870
00:44:08,187 --> 00:44:09,605
[exhales]
871
00:44:11,273 --> 00:44:12,274
It's my mom.
872
00:44:16,111 --> 00:44:19,531
[inhales] She's done
some really messed up...
873
00:44:21,367 --> 00:44:22,660
I can't even say it.
874
00:44:23,952 --> 00:44:26,121
Just think about
the worst thing you could do.
875
00:44:26,205 --> 00:44:27,998
[scoffs] What, did she murder someone?
876
00:44:31,752 --> 00:44:32,586
Oh.
877
00:44:34,672 --> 00:44:35,506
Okay.
878
00:44:37,508 --> 00:44:38,467
Damn. Um...
879
00:44:40,511 --> 00:44:41,929
Something just changed.
880
00:44:42,930 --> 00:44:45,599
Like, I know, it's...
it's so bad and it's dark,
881
00:44:45,683 --> 00:44:48,644
and now there's this something
in the room with us.
882
00:44:48,727 --> 00:44:49,853
No. Come on.
883
00:44:49,937 --> 00:44:51,021
This is my mother.
884
00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:55,359
This is the woman that gave birth to me,
and she... she did this...
885
00:44:55,859 --> 00:44:59,613
this horrific thing, and...
886
00:45:00,114 --> 00:45:00,989
[Ginny exhales]
887
00:45:01,865 --> 00:45:04,827
-Who else knows about it?
-I don't know. [inhales]
888
00:45:05,828 --> 00:45:08,997
This detective guy,
he's a private investigator.
889
00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:12,960
Who'd she kill?
890
00:45:13,043 --> 00:45:14,837
-Jesus.
-What?
891
00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:18,424
Who'd she kill?
Like that's a normal question?
892
00:45:18,507 --> 00:45:20,217
No, it's not normal.
893
00:45:20,300 --> 00:45:23,554
I don't like how calm you're being.
It's really freaking me out.
894
00:45:23,637 --> 00:45:26,682
I mean, how can you be so calm
after what I've just told you?
895
00:45:27,391 --> 00:45:28,642
[sighs]
896
00:45:29,601 --> 00:45:31,270
I wouldn't put much past your mom.
897
00:45:32,229 --> 00:45:33,731
-She's a...
-Psycho.
898
00:45:33,814 --> 00:45:34,732
A force.
899
00:45:36,567 --> 00:45:38,694
Anything that gets in her way
gets taken down.
900
00:45:38,777 --> 00:45:40,988
-This... kinda makes sense.
-[scoffs]
901
00:45:41,071 --> 00:45:43,323
Nothing makes sense. Are you kidding me?
902
00:45:43,407 --> 00:45:46,493
-Literally, nothing makes sense.
-Hey, breathe.
903
00:45:49,747 --> 00:45:50,664
Am I like that?
904
00:45:53,250 --> 00:45:54,126
Am I a force?
905
00:45:55,711 --> 00:45:56,587
[Marcus] Are you?
906
00:46:00,716 --> 00:46:01,550
I don't know.
907
00:46:05,220 --> 00:46:06,722
-Who'd she kill?
-[scoffs]
908
00:46:09,183 --> 00:46:10,058
My stepdad.
909
00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:12,686
Was he a good guy?
910
00:46:15,814 --> 00:46:17,191
No, not really.
911
00:46:17,900 --> 00:46:18,734
Okay, then.
912
00:46:19,818 --> 00:46:20,694
What?
913
00:46:20,778 --> 00:46:21,945
"Okay, then?"
914
00:46:22,529 --> 00:46:25,949
Like, so it's just fine?
He's not a good guy, so uh-oh time to die?
915
00:46:26,033 --> 00:46:28,827
You're acting like you want me
to get mad at you or something.
916
00:46:29,453 --> 00:46:30,704
You didn't do this.
917
00:46:30,788 --> 00:46:33,707
No, but I know about it,
and I feel like I did it.
918
00:46:37,294 --> 00:46:38,253
How'd she do it?
919
00:46:38,962 --> 00:46:40,380
[Ginny huffs]
920
00:46:40,464 --> 00:46:41,298
Poison.
921
00:46:42,508 --> 00:46:44,092
-Badass.
-Marcus.
922
00:46:47,095 --> 00:46:48,263
Shit. I can't...
923
00:46:49,515 --> 00:46:51,767
I can't believe your mom killed a guy.
924
00:46:54,728 --> 00:46:55,562
Yeah.
925
00:46:56,271 --> 00:46:58,273
[somber music plays]
926
00:47:07,449 --> 00:47:08,534
Hey.
927
00:47:08,617 --> 00:47:11,662
-What... What are you doing?
-[Ginny] I don't wanna think, hmm?
928
00:47:11,745 --> 00:47:13,622
Hey, no. No.
929
00:47:14,832 --> 00:47:15,666
Come on.
930
00:47:16,917 --> 00:47:19,461
-Never mind. I gotta... I need to go.
-No. Hey, come on.
931
00:47:19,545 --> 00:47:21,255
-Ginny... Ginny, stop.
-Just let me...
932
00:47:21,338 --> 00:47:22,798
-Marcus...
-Stop.
933
00:47:22,881 --> 00:47:25,717
[Ginny panting]
934
00:47:25,801 --> 00:47:26,677
[exhales]
935
00:47:29,596 --> 00:47:30,806
[exhales]
936
00:47:33,433 --> 00:47:35,060
I wonder what it felt like...
937
00:47:38,981 --> 00:47:43,068
for the air to leave your lungs like that.
938
00:47:47,030 --> 00:47:49,533
For you to know that
that's your last breath.
939
00:47:50,117 --> 00:47:51,660
-Come on.
-[Ginny cries]
940
00:47:51,743 --> 00:47:53,328
-Come here.
-[Ginny sobs]
941
00:47:57,332 --> 00:47:59,251
Marcus, you can't tell anyone, okay?
942
00:48:00,127 --> 00:48:01,003
I mean it.
943
00:48:01,086 --> 00:48:02,045
I won't.
944
00:48:04,798 --> 00:48:05,966
Come on.
945
00:48:06,049 --> 00:48:08,051
[sobs]
946
00:48:09,428 --> 00:48:10,929
-[sobs]
-It's okay.
947
00:48:14,850 --> 00:48:16,393
I don't wanna be like her.
948
00:48:18,979 --> 00:48:20,689
I don't wanna be a force.
949
00:48:23,442 --> 00:48:28,196
♪ So hold on, baby
'Cause lately I feel crazy ♪
950
00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:31,158
♪ Oh, you hold on ♪
951
00:48:31,241 --> 00:48:34,202
♪ Never let me go ♪
952
00:48:34,286 --> 00:48:39,041
♪ So strong, baby
I feel you holdin' on ♪
953
00:48:39,124 --> 00:48:41,501
♪ When I'm so done ♪
954
00:48:42,085 --> 00:48:45,047
♪ You never let me go ♪
955
00:48:45,881 --> 00:48:48,717
♪ Sirens shout ♪
956
00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:52,346
♪ I can't sleep no more ♪
957
00:48:53,472 --> 00:48:56,183
[vocalizing]
958
00:48:56,266 --> 00:48:58,894
-♪ Oh, I'm hypersensitive ♪
-[car door closes]
959
00:48:58,977 --> 00:49:00,103
[song stops abruptly]
960
00:49:09,446 --> 00:49:10,697
Why'd you do it, Mom?
961
00:49:11,615 --> 00:49:14,117
Don't ask questions
you don't want the answers to.
962
00:49:15,577 --> 00:49:17,037
[inhales] I need to know.
963
00:49:21,750 --> 00:49:22,876
For you.
964
00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:24,002
For me.
965
00:49:24,086 --> 00:49:25,212
For my family.
966
00:49:25,837 --> 00:49:27,589
It wasn't something I did lightly.
967
00:49:29,174 --> 00:49:32,177
I'm not proud of how I got us here,
but I'm proud I got us here.
968
00:49:34,388 --> 00:49:36,348
I never said I was a good person.
969
00:49:37,724 --> 00:49:38,642
You're my mom.
970
00:49:39,643 --> 00:49:41,687
I need to believe you're a good person.
971
00:49:42,729 --> 00:49:44,147
It would be nice, huh?
972
00:49:44,648 --> 00:49:46,024
If it was that simple, huh?
973
00:49:48,193 --> 00:49:49,653
You wanna know why I did it?
974
00:49:50,487 --> 00:49:53,073
I don't know that I ever felt
I had another option.
975
00:49:53,949 --> 00:49:55,409
You could always not murder.
976
00:49:56,410 --> 00:49:58,036
Not murdering is an option.
977
00:49:58,996 --> 00:50:00,831
Do you even feel remorse?
978
00:50:00,914 --> 00:50:03,542
There was no one protecting me, Ginny.
979
00:50:03,625 --> 00:50:04,543
No one.
980
00:50:05,127 --> 00:50:08,130
You have no idea how lucky you are
to have me. I'd kill for you.
981
00:50:08,213 --> 00:50:10,841
I'd actually kill for you.
982
00:50:11,550 --> 00:50:14,261
Let that sink in. That's not nothing.
983
00:50:14,886 --> 00:50:17,639
And I may be wrong, and I may be horrible,
984
00:50:17,723 --> 00:50:19,766
and I may be ugly
and not worthy of anything.
985
00:50:19,850 --> 00:50:21,810
Fine, I'm not worthy of anything.
986
00:50:24,312 --> 00:50:25,272
But you are.
987
00:50:26,773 --> 00:50:28,859
And it was up to me
to make sure you got that.
988
00:50:28,942 --> 00:50:32,112
And I did that.
Like it or not, I did that.
989
00:50:32,696 --> 00:50:35,490
I took all the darkness, and I ate it.
990
00:50:35,574 --> 00:50:38,160
I became it, like fricking Bane.
991
00:50:38,660 --> 00:50:42,164
Okay? So that you, my daughter,
could live a good life.
992
00:50:44,332 --> 00:50:47,335
I kept you safe. 'Cause that hand
doesn't stop on the thigh,
993
00:50:47,419 --> 00:50:50,797
and I spent my whole childhood wishing
my mom would stop that hand.
994
00:50:54,092 --> 00:50:57,637
I've got a lot of demons.
A lot of nightmares in my past.
995
00:50:59,181 --> 00:51:00,474
And I had a choice.
996
00:51:01,475 --> 00:51:05,645
I could live in the past, drown in it,
feel it every day, be there.
997
00:51:09,900 --> 00:51:13,737
But you have to live for the future,
'cause the past'll eat you.
998
00:51:14,404 --> 00:51:16,073
There's more to life than that hell.
999
00:51:18,617 --> 00:51:22,037
You and Austin, you're my future.
1000
00:51:23,080 --> 00:51:24,998
You're what I live for.
1001
00:51:26,208 --> 00:51:28,168
The second that test
told me I was pregnant...
1002
00:51:28,835 --> 00:51:33,298
I mean, I was 15.
I was younger than you are right now.
1003
00:51:33,882 --> 00:51:38,053
[sighs] And then that strip turned pink
in a rest station bathroom in Georgia,
1004
00:51:38,136 --> 00:51:39,596
and everything had to change.
1005
00:51:41,014 --> 00:51:44,518
I left that bathroom, and I saw
this group of kids. They were so happy.
1006
00:51:45,227 --> 00:51:47,104
They didn't have a care in the world.
1007
00:51:47,646 --> 00:51:50,315
They wore nice clothes,
and they were smiling,
1008
00:51:51,566 --> 00:51:52,818
and they were loved.
1009
00:51:53,443 --> 00:51:56,530
You could tell these kids were loved,
they were taken care of.
1010
00:51:57,572 --> 00:52:02,202
They were my age,
but they were loved and I wasn't.
1011
00:52:04,121 --> 00:52:06,748
I decided right then
you were never gonna be like me,
1012
00:52:06,832 --> 00:52:08,250
you were gonna be like them.
1013
00:52:09,084 --> 00:52:13,338
And I knew I would do anything,
anything to make that happen.
1014
00:52:15,006 --> 00:52:17,634
And it took a long time,
and it wasn't easy, but I did it.
1015
00:52:18,135 --> 00:52:20,595
I got you on that bus with those kids.
1016
00:52:21,805 --> 00:52:23,056
So you can hate me,
1017
00:52:23,140 --> 00:52:26,101
you can think I'm the worst mother
in the entire world, and maybe I am,
1018
00:52:26,685 --> 00:52:28,186
but I got you on that bus.
1019
00:52:28,270 --> 00:52:30,230
I did what I had to do,
and I'd do it again.
1020
00:52:30,313 --> 00:52:31,606
I have no remorse.
1021
00:52:32,607 --> 00:52:35,277
Everything I do
is for you and your brother.
1022
00:52:36,486 --> 00:52:38,113
You don't trust me? Trust that.
1023
00:52:46,371 --> 00:52:48,707
[voice breaks]
And I really do like your hair.
1024
00:52:51,042 --> 00:52:51,918
Thanks, Mom.
1025
00:52:55,755 --> 00:52:56,590
Come here.
1026
00:53:01,553 --> 00:53:02,721
[hesitates]
1027
00:53:06,391 --> 00:53:08,018
[whispers] But you can't tell anyone.
1028
00:53:08,101 --> 00:53:09,978
You know that, right? Promise me.
1029
00:53:12,647 --> 00:53:13,607
I promise.
1030
00:53:15,817 --> 00:53:17,944
Me and you against the world, right?
1031
00:53:23,950 --> 00:53:25,702
[exhales]
1032
00:53:25,785 --> 00:53:27,120
[sighs]
1033
00:53:29,998 --> 00:53:33,001
Mom, if you're done borrowing my game,
can I have it now?
1034
00:53:33,084 --> 00:53:34,044
Mm.
1035
00:53:34,711 --> 00:53:36,379
[Ginny] Trust is a tricky thing...
1036
00:53:40,008 --> 00:53:42,552
-because trust goes both ways.
-[car door closes]
1037
00:53:45,722 --> 00:53:47,349
We're in this together now.
1038
00:53:47,432 --> 00:53:48,934
["Welcome To My Life" by Bleum playing]
1039
00:53:49,017 --> 00:53:51,102
{\an8}♪ Do you wanna fight me?
I'm ready ♪
1040
00:53:51,728 --> 00:53:53,438
♪ I'll test your strength
Hold steady ♪
1041
00:53:53,980 --> 00:53:56,233
♪ Stand on the sidelines betting ♪
1042
00:53:56,316 --> 00:53:58,276
♪ Or you could just leave ♪
1043
00:53:58,360 --> 00:54:00,695
♪ I've been through shit
And I came out strong ♪
1044
00:54:00,779 --> 00:54:03,365
♪ Some say that I turned out wrong ♪
1045
00:54:03,448 --> 00:54:05,784
♪ Until now I've been letting them ♪
1046
00:54:05,867 --> 00:54:07,285
♪ Have a hold on me ♪
1047
00:54:07,369 --> 00:54:09,996
♪ Now I say
Welcome to my life ♪
1048
00:54:10,080 --> 00:54:12,374
♪ This is who I am ♪
1049
00:54:14,960 --> 00:54:16,962
[melancholic music plays]
1050
00:55:39,169 --> 00:55:42,130
[melancholic music ends]
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